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dotdwizard · 2 years
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Both Sides Now
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Both Sides Now
On Ao3 and Wattpad
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rcarx · 1 year
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Tag 9 people you want to get to know better meme time. Thanks for tagging me @gleerant ! i'm forgetful and left this for way too long
1. Three Ships: i can't choose just three i'm sorry lmao - brittana, clexa, juliantina, avatrice - each of this ship triggered my shipper monkey brain hive mind on equal levels
2. First Ever Ship: if we're being honest i was reading harry and hermione fanfiction before anything else (i was 12)
3. Last Song: oh god, i don't pay attention to what i listen to but according to spotify its escale á madrid by evelyne brochu and before that ya me enteré by reik
4. Last Movie: glass onion!! that was fun
5. Currently Reading: avatrice fics yesss (i'm also halfway through gideon the ninth by tamsyn muir)
6. Currently Watching: the last show i watched was probably warrior nun, and then nothing else after. i'm currently addicted to boxbox's tft streams
7. Currently Consuming: like food? i just had some chicken rice noodles (ipoh hor fun for the knowers)
8. Currently Craving: i just woke up from a nap and i would like to go back to it
Tagging: 
@wearysighs @stayclose--dontgo @orphanblaque @mitski @ahappilyexhaustedperson @myhumbleme @downbythewestbrook @jaggedwolf @ladyarduenna
and you. yes you, i tagged you 👀
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ray-rain · 3 years
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Chapters: 5/? Fandom: Amar a Muerte (TV), Juliantina - Fandom Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Valentina Carvajal/Juliana Valdés, Valentina Carvajal & Juliana Valdés Characters: Valentina Carvajal, Juliana Valdés Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Alternate Universe - Online Dating, One Night Stands, Sensual Play Summary:
Meandering your way through online dating was never easy. Valentina, a beautiful stranger asked for an indecent proposal. Juliana, intrigued at the girl's boldness entertained the idea and agreed. Where would flirtation, experimentation and instant affections lead them to?
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tinderina-belle · 5 years
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Juliantina Smut in the Kitchen- most decidedly NSFW
Valentina turns over in bed with a sleepy mumble. She instinctively reaches out for Juliana, but her hand doesn’t wrap around the warm and soft form of her girlfriend. There’s an empty side of the bed instead. Valentina blinks away the sleep from her eyes, rubs them with the back of her hands, and feels herself more awake. She smiles to herself, figuring that Juliana is already down in the kitchen making them breakfast.
This year, September 14th has fallen on a Saturday and both girls plan to take full advantage of that. For weeks they dropped hints to one another, but didn’t spill any important details. It was obvious that they were going to make the day special, that both girls had something elaborate prepared for each other.
Valentina makes her way down to the kitchen, and is somewhat surprised that she isn’t greeted by the delicious smells of pancakes and bacon. Stepping foot into the kitchen, she‘s only greeted by a smiling Juliana who‘s seated at the large island in the middle of the kitchen. There’s a can of whipped cream in front of her and a bowl full of sliced strawberries.
“Good morning, my love.”
“Good morning,” Valentina sweetly replies as she stands on the opposite side of the island. “What’s this,” she asked as she gestures to the two items in front of her.
“Breakfast,” Juliana responds with a toothy grin, that she immediately tries to hide by biting down on her bottom lip. Valentina quirks her head to the side and is about to ask for more of an explanation, when Juliana rises up from her side of the island and makes her way towards Valentina. She gently pulls open the top of her lavender silk robe, revealing her smooth tan skin and the tops of her breasts, encased in a white push-up bra. Valentina’s gaze drops down to her girlfriend’s cleavage for a moment before her eyes circle back up to meet Juliana’s eyes in a silent and curious question. Juliana simply picks up a slice of strawberry and opens the can of whipped cream. The younger girl places a small swirl of whipped cream in the center of her chest and tops it off with the strawberry slice.
“See, breakfast,” she states as she looks up through her eyelashes at Valentina. And that’s all the prompting Valentina needs, because she lowers her head to Juliana’s chest, taking the strawberry piece in her mouth and licking up the whipped cream. Then she presses a line of open mouthed kisses from the center of Juliana’s chest up to the back of her ear. Juliana lets out a sigh and a hand comes up to tangle into Valentina’s hair, while the other one goes to grip the edge of the cool marble against her back.
“Lie down on the counter,” whispers Valentina as she nips at the underside of Juliana’s jaw. Juliana lets out a breathy chuckle.
“Really? You don’t want to take this back to our bedroom?”
“No,” Valentina quickly shoots back “I always have my breakfast here in the kitchen, don’t I?” She further presses her point by lifting Juliana up and placing her on top of the island. Juliana wraps her legs around Valentina’s waist, throws her arms around the other girl’s neck and pulls her in for a quick kiss. Valentina breaks them apart to reach for a piece of strawberry that she puts between her teeth and offers to Juliana. Juliana’s teeth scrape against Valentina’s lips as she takes the fruit in her mouth. Both girls eat and swallow their bit of strawberry quickly, before their lips meet again in a messy kiss. Juliana moans into Valentina’s mouth as Valentina’s tongue wraps around hers. Juliana can practically taste Valentina’s desire as it seeps into the kiss and she feels Valentina’s fingers tightly grip her hips as she angles her head so that she can kiss Juliana more deeply. After a few moments, they break apart with a huff lingering in the space between them, and then Juliana finds her voice. “Okay, I’ll lie back,” she relents as she lays back flat against the polished stone underneath her. Juliana tries not to let out a gasp as the cold reaches her through the thin material of her robe.
“Now stay still,” Valentina instructs as she opens Juliana’s robe, delighting in the sight of her girlfriend in her underwear and bra. “You’re so beautiful and all mine,” she whispers from her place in between Juliana’s legs, which dangle off the counter. Valentina proceeds to put whipped cream on Juliana’s collarbones, the tops of her breasts, right underneath the middle of her bra, her belly button, and along the waistband of her underwear. She hums happily at her creation, taking in Juliana’s dark and patient eyes and how she lays still waiting for Valentina to descend on her body. However, her cool demeanor is betrayed by the heaving of her chest. Juliana swallows hard. But she doesn’t dare say anything, not until Valentina prompts her to.
“So, I think it’s time I finish my breakfast, don’t you?” Valentina asks her in that too innocent and dulcet tone that usually contrasts harshly with her assertive and possessive behavior.
“Yes,” Juliana replies, voice barely above a whisper. And Valentina grins, needing nothing more than to have her tongue sliding against her girlfriend’s skin. She traces a slow trail down her throat, taking note of the harsh bob as Juliana swallows. She presses wet kisses across her sternum, lapping up the dollops of whipped cream. She‘s making her way down towards Juliana’s bra when she hears Juliana’s breath hitch. She looks up and sees Juliana lick her lips. Valentina smirks against her chest before nipping at the skin uncovered by white fabric. Juliana lets out a hiss as her hips unconsciously shift, searching for friction. Valentina soothes the bite with her tongue, laying it down flat against Juliana’s chest. Any other day and Valentina would have taken the time to divest Juliana of her bra but she’s growing impatient with herself, needing to taste more of Juliana. So her tongue continues its path down Juliana’s body. When she sucks the whipped cream from Juliana’s bellybutton, Juliana gasps and rocks her hips at the sensation. Valentina then kisses the area around her bellybutton, mouth hot and wet against Juliana’s skin. When she reaches the line of whipped cream above Juliana’s panties, she can clearly hear Juliana panting harshly and the sound makes Valentina want to rip off her underwear and take her right away, but she‘s determined to take her time because a begging and writhing Juliana is always fun to have in front of her. She slowly licks the line of whipped cream clean off Juliana’s body, and Juliana’s hips shift again. Then Valentina pulls back to look down at her girlfriend.
“Are you ready for me?” She asks sweetly, voice full of purposeful intent. Juliana nods quickly, licks her lips again before a breathless “yes” leaves her mouth.
Valentina gingerly peels off her panties, fingers trailing back up her thighs after the garment is discarded without a second thought, somewhere on the floor. Valentina drops to her knees and takes in the sight of Juliana glistening and bare, all for her. She kisses up and down each of Juliana’s thighs, she moves her mouth back up and kisses along Juliana’s waist as her hands push Juliana’s thighs further apart. Valentina sucks at the skin by Juliana’s hipbone and it makes her girlfriend groan and rock her hips at the feeling.
“Valentina, please.” Juliana lets out a desperate whimper. And it’s just what Valentina was waiting for.
“What is it?” she can’t help but tease. So Juliana lets out an impatient sigh but still obliges in giving Valentina an answer.
“I need you to,” and she takes a deep breath before continuing. “I need you to fuck me. With your tongue,” she adds after a small pause.
“I love it when you cuss,” Valentina says and finally pushes her tongue deep into Juliana’s center and moans at the first taste of her. Juliana, in response, lets out a grateful moan of her own and her fingers tangle themselves into Valentina’a hair. Valentina languidly pushes her tongue in and out as Juliana’s hips begin to cant along with the movements. Valentina moves her tongue and circles it against Juliana’s clit. Juliana lets out a whimper and her fingers push Valentina’s head harder against her, urging her to fuck her harder, but it doesn’t make Valentina rush her movements as she traces slow circles over and over again. She listens to Juliana trip over her name, whines and gasps escaping Juliana’s lips in an whispered plea. Valentina sucks Juliana’s clit into her mouth as Juliana’s grinds into her harder. Juliana’s orgasm hits her quickly, not surprising with how worked up Valentina got her, and her back raises up from the counter and she feels all the air leave her lungs. Valentina slows down her movements as she feels Juliana’s legs give out and quiver around her head. Valentina gets up, knees just a bit sore. She gives Juliana a cocky grin as she extends her hand out and helps her slightly wobbly girlfriend to her feet.
“Come on, let’s continue this in the shower,” Valentina tells her. “I want to take you to the park today.”
Heavily inspired by the anon asks/ headcannons in @booasaur and @justqueeerious’s blogs. So my thanks go to all those people.
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This chapter kicked my ass lol 💐
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valsjuls · 5 years
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imagine.. - juliantina au post
imagine ..
- them fighting, and it’s because valentina finds out about sergio. she’s yelling at juliana for betraying her and juliana is yelling back saying: “I saw you and lucho basically cuddling! what was i supposed to think? i got drunk because of it and i made a terrible mistake!” “you never gave me the chance to explain myself!” “how do you explain being that close to your ex boyfriend to me?!” juliana’s voice filled with frustration and valentina clenches her jaw and shouts back, “maybe the fact that i don’t love him, juliana! i love you!” juliana’s eyes widen and silence filled the room quick.. this was the first time valentina had told her she loved her to her face
- they’re childhood best friends and they were secretly lovers but they were separated because lupe takes juliana with her to move to san antonio. years go by and they meet again, juliana is back home and they run into each other. valentina is dating lucho now, but their feelings never left each other despite the many years of having no communication with each other
- they grow up going to the same schools but they HATE each other. valentina plays this role of the popular girl and juliana is president of the film club and the intersectional feminism club. they always butt heads BUT WAIT a zombie apocalypse breaks out and they have to work together to literally survive. for once, valentina’s money and popularity cant save her in this one so they work together to find shelter. juliana has never really had much growing up but because of that, she uses her skills to find food enough to survive. valentina sees a new side to juliana and juliana sees a new side of vulnerability to valentina. their first kiss was right after valentina shoots a zombie in the head that was trying to attack juliana
- THEIR FIRST KISS WAS WHEN THEY MEET, ok so the situation is sergio is telling valentina that he is going to ask out the waitress from their fav restaurant. in a not so-maybe creepy- way, sergio has had a crush on juliana for so long, he knows the time she gets off work. his plan was to ask her out and valentina is there for emotional support. once juliana walks out the restaurant, valentina stands a couple feet away watching sergio walking up to her. “hey!” sergio walks up juliana and valentina cant hear what they are saying from a far but she makes eye contact with juliana. juliana says, “hey! babe!” valentina turns her head over her shoulder but no one was behind her. the next thing she knows, juliana is skipping to her and presses her lips against hers. valentina is caught off guard and it happened to fast that she didn’t know how to react. “just go along with it, i think he’s trying to ask me out...” juliana whispers. sergio scratches his head and walks away. “oh thank god,” juliana sounds relieved watching sergio walking off. “hi. im juliana.” juliana sticks out her hand as a greeting to valentina and valentina raises her eyebrows and shakes juliana’s hand, thinking about how soft her lips were. “um.. valentina.” she says her name back to her
- they’re musicians and valentina sings the songs as juliana writes them. juliana writes a song about love and valentina sings it as she wonders who was on juliana’s mind when writing it. valentina is dating lucho, famous actor and once lucho proposes to valentina, she finds juliana’s song book and there is a song about jealousy and sadness about the person she loves being set to marry someone else. valentina realizes that throughout the years of them working together, juliana has been in love with her this whole time and has been expressing it through her writing 
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yesjuliantinafanfic · 5 years
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Author’s summary:  Takes place in the aftermath of the hostage situation, the reunion we didn't get to see. With all this angst going on I wanted something lighter. In this version Juliana never saw Jacobo, I didn't want to bring that into this story, I just wanted Valentina and Juliana to have a moment to reunite without adding more drama. The show does that enough as it is ;) I've only watched the Juliantina scenes so I'm not sure if Mateo knows who Juliana is, and vice versa. In this story they haven't met previously.
Rating: Mature
One shot
San Mateo does help us this time, as should have been.
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crissanngh · 5 years
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Pure fanfiction ladies and gentlemen...
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imhereforthetvshows · 5 years
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Juliantina - Fandom, Amar a Muerte Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Valentina Carvajal/Juliana Valdes, Juliana Valdes - Relationship Characters: Valentina Carvajal, Juliana Valdés, mentions of Sergio, Mentions of Lucho Additional Tags: Head canon for 1x83 or 1x84, Fix-It of Sorts, Fix-It, Fluffy Ending Summary:
This is my head canon for the next episode (1x93) or the one after (1x94).
Val drives by the park, on her way home from the medium (bruja) Barbara, where she was finally able to let Sergio and Lucho go (bye felicia). She sees Juliana walk down the street and kind of has to remember how to talk again. Fluffy ending up ahead!
Hi people, I wrote this because I couldn’t stop thinking about how Juliantinas story will continue. Hope you enjoy :) 
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In case anyone wants to start reading it or read it at all...
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lovinggayz · 3 years
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Give me a ship and if I like them I’ll recommend my favourite fanfic of them
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helpimsotired · 4 years
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Slow burn? More like idiots to lovers.
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kiarcheo · 4 years
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Things that as a reader, and even as writer, I will never understand:
authors apologising for chapters being ‘too long’. There is no such a thing as too long.
authors saying ‘I hope this hasn’t been done before’ as if we’re not all always hoping and looking for fics with specific pairings and specific tropes in just slighlty different settings.
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tinderina-belle · 5 years
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Filling the Gap (A short Juliantina Fanfic- a random drabble really)
*So named because it’s filling in the gap between right after the shower scene and the next morning*
They hurriedly pull the towels over themselves, drying off as quickly as they can, both eager to feel their bodies pressed together again. Juliana’s the first to drop her towel, nervousness forgotten in the pursuit of Valentina’s lips. She pulls Valentina in for a bruising kiss as they stumble onto the bed. Valentina lands on top of her, and with her position, she quickly takes over the kiss. Her hands are like static, roaming Juliana’s body quickly and absentmindedly. She delights in the way that Juliana’s breath stutters if she touches a particularly sensitive spot. Her desire muddles her thoughts and she’s working almost on autopilot, so she’s not thinking clearly when her lips fall down on Juliana’s throat. She’s certainly not thinking when she sucks hard at her pulse point, but Juliana’s trembling underneath her and she’s chasing the sighs and gasps that she hears coming from Juliana’s lips. When Valentina bites down on her shoulder, Juliana hisses and her hands scramble over Valentina’s shoulders, fingernails digging into soft skin. Valentina’s frantic kisses move lower, and Juliana groans at the hot, wet tongue that moves over her breasts. She grips harder at Valentina’s shoulders when she feels a sharp nip against her nipple and her hips begin to move on their own accord- spurred on by the mouth that’s sucking on her nipple. Valentina can feel the canting of Juliana’s hips, so she slots her thigh in between her legs. She sucks in a breath at the wetness that immediately coats her thigh and Juliana freezes underneath her. And for a moment everything- even time itself- stops. The lustful haze clears and Valentina looks down at Juliana. She’s worrying her bottom lip between her teeth, and as Valentina goes to place a soothing kiss to it, she starts to remove her thigh from in between Juliana’s legs, but Juliana stops her with a firm grip on her backside, fingers dragging her back against her center, and Juliana’s hips buck up roughly against the pressure. There’s a steely determination on Juliana’s face and she whispers, “Valentina, I want this to happen. I want to do this with you.” So Valentina kisses her gently in response and she slowly rolls her hips against Juliana, taking her time in establishing a rhythm. One of her hands is gently brushing a thumb over Juliana’s chest and the other has an iron grip on a pillow just above Juliana’s head; it helps give her leverage in her thrusts, and she starts rocking a bit faster to match the pace of Juliana’s hips. Valentina’s looking down at Juliana, searching for any sign of discomfort, or a signal that she needs her to stop, but all she sees is Juliana’s eyes tightly closed, mouth parted as she pants harshly and moves her hips against Valentina’s. But when Juliana’s head turns to the side and she shoves her face into the pillow, letting out a long moan that consists solely of Valentina’s name, Valentina stumbles in her movements, shellshocked at the reactions she’s pulling out of Juliana, still worried that she’s moving too quickly through their first time. As Juliana feels Valentina slow down the pace of her hips, she can’t bite back the groan of frustration that leaves her lips.
“No, no. Val, please. Please don’t stop,” her plea is breathless, and she’s almost embarrassed by the desperation her voice. It feels and sounds so much like what happened right before their first kiss, when she was learning how to float and asking Val to please not let her go. But this time it’s different, because she feels something that’s not nerves bubbling up in the pit of her stomach- it’s an incessant need to let go. She’s never felt this sense of urgency before and she needs Valentina’s hands on her, to ground her and to keep her from spinning out of equilibrium. Valentina moves the hand that was cupping her breast down to her hip. She finds steady purchase in the curve of Juliana’s body and she uses it to grind faster into Juliana’s wet center. Her other hand lets go of the pillow it was fiercely gripping above Juliana’s head and grabs onto Juliana’s hand instead, tightly entwining their fingers together.
“Mírame,” Val whispers above her and Juliana’s eyes snap open and she gladly meets Valentina’s heated gaze. Valentina’s blown pupils are lined with the thinnest rim of deep blue and it makes Juliana whimper; the look of want and love so apparent in the eyes of the girl above her, the girl she loves. Juliana feels the tension in her lower stomach skyrocket with each thrust of Valentina’s thigh against her. She feels this tingle mount higher and higher until, like a taut rubber band, she feels it about to snap.
“Val, wait. I think that-“ but she’s too late. The words rush out of her quickly, but her orgasm washes through her faster. The current sweeps her away and she’s left quivering and discombobulated. Valentina watches in utter and complete awe. She takes in Juliana’s facial expressions, the way that her eyes slam shut and the way she bites down hard on her bottom lip before moaning out Valentina’s name. And Valentina also feels the rush of wetness that coats her thigh, feels the tight rigidity of Juliana’s body underneath her and then the way it slumps further into the bed. It’s the first and only time that Valentina’s made another girl come but she’s already addicted to it. So she swoops down and captures Juliana’s lips in a hard kiss. What little air Juliana had been sucking into her lungs is pulled right out of her and she moans into the kiss and at the way Valentina claims her mouth. Their lips languidly slide together for a few peaceful moments. Then Valentina pulls away to brush back her hair, fingers reverently skirting over her forehead and her cheeks. She moves her lips to the column of Juliana’s throat, tongue running over the few bruises that she can already see flowering over Juliana’s skin. She kisses the bite mark on her shoulder and she lazily maps her way down Juliana’s body. She revels in the sigh that escapes Juliana’s lips as Valentina swirls her tongue against pebbled skin. She encloses her lips over a straining peak and sucks sharply against the nipple in her mouth and Juliana’s hand shoots into her hair, pushing her closer to her chest. Valentina moves over to the other breast, and she settles her ear over Juliana’s heart, and she can hear the harsh thumping as she mouths at the corner of her breast. She smirks against slick skin and skates her tongue lower. She bites at Juliana’s hipbone and it makes Juliana’s hip jolt upwards and that’s when the hand that was in her hair scrambles to grip her shoulder. She looks up at Juliana and she sees her shake her head, and suddenly Valentina’s overcome with a feeling of panic.
“Sorry, I’m sorry. I should have asked before I...” and she trails off in embarrassment. “No Val, that’s not it, it’s just that-“ and Juliana swallows thickly, clears her throat before continuing- “I want to make you feel good too, I want to touch you too, but I’m just not sure where to start.” She smiles nervously at Valentina, proud of herself for getting the words out, and she feels better when she sees Valentina’s eyes darken and she sees her squeeze her thighs together. On Valentina’s part she had almost completely forgotten about her own desire, so consumed with her need to make Juliana’s first experience a good one. But her arousal is stoked with Juliana’s words, like a match striking in her chest. Valentina licks her lips. “If you want, I can show you what I usually like.” “Yes, I think that would be helpful, please show me.��
So Valentina moves from her place on top of Juliana and she goes to lie next to her, and they both turn into one another, so that they’re face to face. Valentina slots a leg in between Juliana’s and Juliana does the same so that they’re open to one another. But Juliana doesn’t immediately move her hand to the apex of Valentina’s thighs. She lets it trail over Valentina’s face. Fingers tracing over her cheeks, thumb going to brush over her lips. And Valentina knows that she needs to let Juliana take her time with this, so she places a hand on Juliana’s hip and waits. Juliana’s hand moves down, fingers and palm curving over Valentina’s throat, it pauses at the base of her neck, fingers splaying out on her collarbone. Juliana presses herself closer to Valentina’s body, and she kisses her at the same time that her hand cups Valentina’s breast and her thumb runs over her nipple. She swallows the whine that erupts from the back of Valentina’s throat. Her kiss grows hotter and more persistent as her hand grows bolder. And since Valentina’s trying her hardest to stay still for Juliana, it results in more breathless whines and whimpers escaping in the space between their lips. Her hips are stuttering in an awkward jerky and stifled manner. Valentina feels herself growing wetter and she’s desperate for relief. Juliana completely stops her ministrations and her kisses and she looks up at Valentina through her eyelashes. Her hand comes to rest right above the short curls framing Valentina’s clit and Valentina knows what she’s waiting for. So the hand that was resting on Juliana’s hip goes to mirror the position of the one on her own body, but it doesn’t travel further until Valentina sees Juliana nod her head in silent permission. She softly starts circling her finger around Juliana and she feels Juliana do the same and it makes her breath catch in her chest. Her eyes uncontrollably slip shut, but Valentina tells herself to focus and she opens them to see Juliana’s burning stare. She pulls Juliana in for a kiss as her fingers slide down to Juliana’s entrance, coating her fingers in thick wetness before sliding back up with more purpose. The circles increase in frequency and fingers press down harder. Juliana is doing such a good job copying her movements that at times she falters, getting lost in the mounting pressure. Their breathing picks up simultaneously, harsh pants being echoed in the small space between them. And all at once they’re careening off the edge together. And Juliana’s second orgasm takes her completely by surprise. Granted it built up more slowly, but just like Valentina, she was getting lost in the thrill of making the other girl feel good. They both come in breathy gasps, like they’ve somehow used up all the air between them. And a second later they’re giggling. Both from the high of their post-orgasm bliss and from the feeling of being together. “Was that okay?” Juliana bites her lip and asks almost timidly. “Of course. It was more than okay, you were amazing .” Valentina rewards her with an open smile, eyes shining with pure affection. They push their foreheads together and trade a few more easy kisses, before sleep takes over. Juliana is the first to succumb, the aftermath of two orgasms finally getting to her. And Valentina takes a moment to look at the beautiful girl next to her, trying to memorize the peaceful look on her face, and trying to memorize this feeling. Undeniably Valentina knows it’s love- true and unapologetic. She kisses Juliana’s temple before pulling the girl towards her. Juliana dips her head in the crook of Valentina’s neck and Valentina lets out a carefree sigh, she can’t remember the last time she’s felt this calm, and that’s the last thought she has before her eyes slip shut.
This is my first time publicly posting something I’ve written, so I’m really sorry if it sucks. Please go easy on me.
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Here you go, beautiful people 🌈
So sorry it took so long - I broke up the chapter to get something out there for ya sooner 🌻
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valsjuls · 5 years
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fire & desire chap 6 - a juliantina fanfic
yooo guess what’s finally updated??
get caught up with the story here on ao3 __
The next morning she wakes up with Valentina’s body playing the big spoon against her body. She’s trapped underneath Valentina’s right arm, but she felt the need to grab a glass of water. 
Trying her best to not wake the girl, she carefully slides herself away from Valentina’s hold and plants her feet on the ground. 
It was almost noon, about 9 hours since Valentina kissed her. 
She must admit that she’s surprised that she got to sleep after that. Maybe it was the comfort of having Valentina spending the rest of the night with her instead of Lucho.
Lucho. She recalls Valentina disappearing with Lucho, probably doing god knows what. She sighs at that thought and makes her way to the kitchen. Sergio was in the kitchen with Lucho when she overhears them talking about Valentina.
“I mean what else am I supposed to assume?” Lucho sounds irritated.
She makes sure not to take any more steps towards the direction of the countertop next to the fridge.
“So you think she’s pregnant? But she was literally drinking last night with you,” Sergio said with a laugh.
“Why else would she be acting weird lately, bro? She didn’t even want to sleep with me last night!” Lucho complains and Juliana’s lips curve.
Just by knowing Valentina refused to have sex with Lucho but kissed her instead had her hopes running up. As much as she wanted to avoid interrupting the two talking, she really wanted her glass of water.
She steps inside the kitchen and the boys greet her good morning and she greets back, making her way to the fridge to grab two water bottles. The two boys stand differently with Juliana walking in the same space as them, their body language implying they were hiding something. They probably didn’t want to be caught talking about Valentina.
Though Juliana couldn’t care less and goes back to the room. She almost tiptoes towards the bed, trying to keep quiet so she doesn’t wake the girl. Unfortunately, the creaking sound of the door woke Valentina up. The girl blinks to gain focus while looking at Juliana. “Hey,” She greets with a tired voice.
“Hey, water?” Juliana extends her arm out and offers the second water bottle she had to Valentina.
“Yes, please!” With a tired voice, Valentina takes the offer. Valentina lets out an ‘ahh’ after almost draining the whole water bottle down. Juliana understood why the girl was desperate for the taste of water just by remembering how drunk and high off ecstasy last night Valentina was.
The memory of that version of Valentina reminded her of how they kissed last night.
Juliana sits on the side of the bed and bites down her inner cheeks as she looks at the girl. She wants to address what happened last night when Valentina kissed her. What was that? Why did she end up spending the night with her instead of Lucho?
“What’s on your mind?” Valentina sits up, getting her legs in a criss-cross position faced towards Juliana.
“I..” She starts and almost hesitates, but she shakes her head.
She didn’t want to leave this undiscussed. If there was a slight chance that Valentina felt the same way for her back, she would break her walls down for her.
“I think we should talk about last night,” Juliana manages to say with her sentence sounding like it was sped up. They’re best friends so they should be able to communicate about this. If they can address their drunken hookup, then they can address that kiss- Juliana was sure of it.
“Last night?” Valentina furrows her eyebrow, implying she had no idea what Juliana was talking about.
“You don’t remember?” Her tone was filled with disappointment.
Valentina shakes her side to side and patiently waits for Juliana to explain what went on to her.
“I drank a lot last night and that pill I took..” Valentina reasons and pauses, trying to reflect on the night before. “A lot of things are still foggy in my mind.” The chuckle that followed from her sends Juliana to a place of secrets.
The high hopes she had with the thought of Valentina reciprocating these feelings were torn down at this. She doesn’t think mentioning the kiss was worth anything because clearly it meant nothing to Valentina but perhaps, only another drunk mistake.
Valentina’s reaction influences Juliana’s words being taken away from her and she doesn’t know how to proceed with the conversation.
Valentina takes Juliana’s silence and raises her eyebrows, “Please don’t tell me I tried to do the worm dance in front of everyone!” The girl buries her face in her hands to cover the embarrassment.
Juliana slightly bows her head down with a lightened laugh, feeling pressure leave her shoulders. “None of that happened, Val,” She says with a reassuring tone.
Valentina lifts her head up and lets out a breath of relief. “Okay,” She nods, with a soft smile. “Then what did you want to talk about?” She’s looking back at Juliana in such a tender way, it’s hurting Juliana in the inside. This girl is absolutely beautiful, Juliana thinks to herself.
But she doesn’t know what to say, and she knew she couldn’t continue to stare back Valentina’s eyes, so she looks away.
“Was it me taking that pill?” Valentina asks with shame in her voice as if that was the answer.
No, it was you literally kissing me and grabbing my hip at the same time. Juliana snaps in her mind.
“Listen, it was a one time thing, you don’t have to worry.” She smiles and reaches out for Juliana’s hand.
Juliana looks down at the touch and gulps, trying to swallow the heavy knot in her throat that came out of nowhere.
“I just want you to be safe,” She replies, allowing the girl to think this was the topic she wanted to talk about. “Do you remember anything last night?” She asks, testing if Valentina really didn’t have a memory of that kiss.
The girl looks up to the ceiling, trying to jog her memory but all she could do is look back at Juliana and shrug. “No, I don’t.”
Juliana pursed her lips and nods, taking it all in. Just another drunk mistake.
Valentina furrows her eyebrow at her. “Did something happen?”
“Nothing happened,” She denies as she was quick to shake her head side to side.
Valentina just simply nods.
Quiet filled the air between them and Juliana remembered that her hand was held by the girl. She looks down at their hands and slides away from Valentina’s.
“I’m going to make some breakfast,” Juliana clears her throat again and stands up, taking a couple steps back away from the bed. “Do you want anything? Eggs?” She asks, trying to maintain this calmness in her voice.
“Sounds good,” Valentina agrees.
Juliana nods before reaching for door handle. She didn’t get the chance to open the door because the door opens from the opposite side and it was Lucho walking in.
“Sorry,” Lucho says to Juliana, realizing he almost opened the door into her.
“It’s okay,” She brushes it off and glances back at Valentina.
“Morning, babe.” He walks over to Valentina and presses his lips against her forehead.
They meet eyes for a moment and for some reason, Valentina looked apologetic. The blue eyed girl had her mouth agape and then gulped as Lucho proceeded to hug her. Juliana breaks their reciprocated sights towards one another and walks out the door.
On her way to the kitchen, she lets out a sigh. If only things were different.
She sees Sergio cracking eggs into a bowl, he turns and meet eyes with her.
“Hey,” He says, waving with a for in his hand.
She wanted to shake off the jealousy she was left feeling from seeing Lucho being able to kiss Valentina so freely that she offers to help Sergio cook.
He smiles at the girl in surprise.
She shakes her head. “Don’t get your hopes up,” She chuckles.
“Okay, mi novia,” My girlfriend. He flirts and Juliana is reminded why he makes her want to throw up once again.
“Stop that,” She says, taking the bowl from him and breaking the egg yolk with the stir of the fork.
“Wow, you guys are cooking together already?” They hear Lucho’s teasing voice from behind.
Juliana glances over her shoulder at him and sees Valentina following behind with arms crossed and a serious look on her face.
The girl looked bothered. Juliana wondered if Lucho said something in the room when she left that could have bothered Valentina or maybe it was seeing her and Sergio kind of bonding together.
For the most of their day, they spent organizing the house for the “U.B.H” party, as Sergio liked to put it. It stood out for ‘ultimate beach house’ and he would put emphasis into the sound of “UBH” when going around the neighborhood inviting others to come by.
Juliana doesn’t think it isn’t the best name for it but Sergio was already too far in inviting neighbors so convince him otherwise.
Thankfully, this was the last day to their little trip to the beach house and all she needed to do is get through another day with everyone drinking around her.
At the same time, she was trying her best to ignore how down she felt with Valentina not having a memory of the night before and acted as if it never happened. They were setting up the beer pong table and placing the cups where it needed to be for the game. It wasn’t hard to keep a conversation together with Valentina, it was trying to avoid what was in her mind that was the problem.
On the bright side, she thinks she’s getting better at masking these feelings she has for Valentina by reminding herself that this was never going to be real. It was all just in her head and telling herself once again that it was nothing more and nothing less.
“I think I’m going to play the sober role tonight,” Valentina mentions as she places beer bottles in the cooler.
“And why is that?” She raises an eyebrow.
“I haven’t gotten drunk to the point where I don’t remember what I did in a long time,” Valentina gives a soft chuckle, “I think I’m going to sit this one out. We can be sober together.” The girl suggests with a smile and two thumbs up.
Juliana puckers up and forces a smile, “Sounds like a plan.”
It wasn’t long after until Lucho and Sergio come back in the house with a crowd of spring breakers following. The guests were walking inside the house with excitement and alcoholic beverages.
She looked back at Valentina and they both knew this was going to be one hell of a party.
Some guests brought beer bottles and some brought all different kinds of tequila and dark liquor. Sergio plugs his phone in the aux and started blasting loud electronic music to set the party mood.
Lucho was already starting by chugging three beer bottles back to back. Juliana notices Valentina suck in her cheeks, watching her boyfriend preparing to be incredibly intoxicated.
By the way Valentina sighs, Juliana knew the girl was going to definitely sober as hell taking care of Lucho.
It was only the afternoon and Juliana didn’t want to waste the rest of her day in the house filled with people drinking so she excuses herself and walks down to the sand of the beach. She only wore high waisted denim short shorts with a white tank top, she wasn’t looking for a swim.
She takes a seat on the dry sand and watched the waves on the water rise and fall repeatedly. There could never be such more of a peaceful feeling because of how surprisingly empty the beach felt. She assumes the guests were all at the party and she was okay with that.
This was her first moment of peace ever since the drunk hookup she had with Valentina. Her mind was spinning ever since but right now, with the wind carefully brushing against her, she felt like she could finally breathe.
That was until, a shadow came close from behind her. It had to be someone who was walking towards her. She turns her head over her shoulder and sees Valentina next to her.
“Can I join you?” The girl asks and Juliana nods.
Valentina bends her knees and sits right beside her best friend. “Lucho was driving me crazy in there, I needed a break,” She chuckles.
Juliana responds back with a weak laugh.
“Are you okay?” She feels Valentina looking at her while she found interest in staring down at the sand.
“Yeah, why wouldn’t I be?” Juliana was far from the truth. She picks her head up and meets Valentina’s eyes.
“I don’t know, you feel distant.” Valentina’s tone was low.
“I just have a lot in my mind,” She felt bad she wasn’t being herself around the girl anymore. How could she? She wouldn’t risk her friendship with Valentina for anything in the world.
“Tell me,” Valentina insists.
They held their gaze on to each other, both not daring to break it. Something in Valentina’s eyes made Juliana wonder if there was something on this girl’s mind too.
“Was it that night?” Valentina suggests carefully and Juliana gulps.
Why can’t she just admit that she’s been so conflicted lately? Maybe telling Valentina and getting reject was what she needed. Maybe she needed Valentina to react in a way that will snap her out of this spell in her mind. She needed to be called crazy and to be laughed at.
Maybe if the girl said those things out loud to Juliana, she would finally believe it.
“Honestly, Val…” She starts, trying to prepare herself for the reaction. Valentina inches closer and gives her full attention to Juliana. But before Juliana could even try to form the words she wanted to say out loud, the sound of Valentina’s phone ringing interrupted her.
“Hold that thought,” Valentina looks down at her cell phone and they both see the caller id to be none other than Lucho. She could see Valentina hesitate to answer the phone so she insists that the girl does so.
That was enough of a sign for Juliana to bury away the thoughts of almost telling Valentina how she felt.
“Okay, okay. I’ll be there soon,” Valentina sighs and scratches her head before putting the phone down.
“I’m sorry Juls, please continue-“
“It’s okay, Val.” Juliana cuts her off and stands up. “Let’s just go back inside,” She suggests, reaching out her hand to help the girl up. Valentina’s eyes drop and it looked like her mood did as well, but she takes Juliana’s hand and pulls up from the ground.
“I just want to hear what you wanted to say,” Valentina insists as they begin walking together back to the house.
Juliana stares at the distance from where they were and the house. “There’s nothing to say,” She says, avoiding eye contact with Valentina. “Everything’s all good.”
When they get back inside the house, everyone was at least buzzed or at their drunk stage already. Lucho was intoxicated and almost picking fights with random people, but Valentina showed up just in time to calm them down.
Juliana sits in the kitchen and made herself a plate of snacks to get by. It wasn’t long until Sergio sat right next to her with a bottle in one hand.
“Ay, Juliana,” He says unamused, “Take a shot with me.”
“No, thank you.” She says, as she watches everyone else around her talking loudly and drinking. She sees from the distance that Valentina was trying to keep Lucho from finishing a whole bottle of mezcal to himself.
Sergio notices Juliana looking at them and says, “Stop babysitting Vale and have some fun for yourself.”He holds up a shot glass to her.
“I’m not her babysitter,” She sounded defensive.
“Good, because she looks like the babysitter tonight,” Sergio laughs and points at the direction they were just turned to.
She turns her head and sees Valentina trying to control Lucho from breaking a lamp by waving it around.
Something burned inside of her when she sees Lucho setting the lamp down and placing his hands on Valentina’s sides that drove her to accept the shot glass in front of her face.
She throws her head back to the drink and bites down the slice of lime as chase. She uses the back of her hand to wipe away the remaining tequila across her bottom lip.
“Okay, now we’re getting started!” Sergio cheers obnoxiously.
Fuck it. She says to herself, forgetting about the sober plan she had with Valentina.
She didn’t want to pine over Valentina anymore, because there was no point to! All she’s wanted to do was forget these unrequited feelings so she lets Sergio pour her another shot. She throws her head back once more and continues to take back to back shots.
Drinking hit her differently when she was hurt.
She walks away from Sergio and takes a whole bottle from the kitchen table for herself. It wasn’t long that she started to make friends with the guests of the house and taking more shots with them. She knew the effects of the alcohol was rising in her when she became more extroverted to the people around her.
Growing up, she never really went out her way to talk to people. She was always to herself, but it was that moment meeting Valentina for the first time at the park that she went out her way to talk to her. She just had to know who the beautiful girl crying in the middle of park was.
She even came across the girl she met on the beach yesterday, Marianna. The girls greeted each other with a hug and then took a shot together. Sergio insisted that they have a drinking competition of who could handle the most to chug without opting out. Marianna takes on the game and Juliana decides to as well.
“Everyone! Game time!” Sergio yells out and everyone turns their heads to the girls.
It was a beer chugging competition, something Juliana has never participated in her life so it wasn’t a surprise to her when she couldn’t finish the whole beer bottle without taking a second to breathe. Most of the guests began to surround the two, cheering on as they go another round of the game.
Valentina walks towards the crowd and watches Juliana finish through this round with the beer bottle.
“I have an idea,” Marianna suggests, slurring her words. This girl was already out of it.
Juliana raises her eyebrow at her. The girl she had just met picks ip a sliced lime from the table and walks closer to Juliana.
“It’ll make the crowd go nuts,” Marianna says to Juliana’s ear before squeezing the lime down the side of Juliana’s neck.
“Put this in your mouth,” Marianna holds up the squeezed lime to her mouth and she bites on to it. She began to realize how submissive she was when she’s drunk.
Juliana raises both her eyebrows and glances at the crowd- at Valentina. Valentina had her arms folded again with an unamused look across her face. The next thing Juliana knew, Marianna ran her tongue up Juliana’s neck where she squeezed the lime juice to.
It surprised Juliana and the crowd cheered loudly, but she was becoming too drunk to process it completely. The next thing she knew, Marianna lifts her head up and leans closer to her face.
Marianna uses her mouth to take the lime from Juliana’s mouth, pressing her lips against Juliana’s along the way. Marianna’s open lips moved along Juliana’s in a brief moment before Marianna pulls her head back with the lime in-between her teeth this time.
Juliana’s eye widen as she looks at the girl she had just met. She turns her head back to the direction of where Valentina was. They lock eyes for a moment and Juliana’s sees the sour expression across Valentina’s face.
Valentina breaks eye contact by walking away.
“My turn!” She hears Sergio telling the Marianna girl.
Assuming Valentina was going to continue taking care of Lucho, she continues to converse with the people around her.
When the alcohol kicks in completely, she decides to go back to the peaceful spot she was at earlier. It was barely sunset but the sky has never looked so beautifully on fire. She walks down the sand far enough to be close by the waves of the water and watches the sun go down.
She surprised herself with the capacity of alcohol her body was taking. She had already lost her meaning of soberness and was numb to her feelings around her. She digs her feet in the sand as she had her knees bent faced up and her arms wrapped around it.
Valentina popped back in her mind and anger followed. She was bothered how Valentina was so easy to act as if their hookup never happened because it did matter.
It meant everything.
For the past couple nights she couldn’t sleep right without flashbacks running in her head of Valentina being on top of her. Sure she was drunk in that moment, but she’s never felt anything so real.
“Juliana!” She hears the sound of Sergio’s voice break the thoughts in her head. She stands up and turns around to see Sergio.
“What are you doing in here all alone? Come inside where the party is,” He chuckles and she rolls her eyes, grabbing the tequila bottle from the ground.
She stumbles as she reaches down for the bottle and almost loses complete balance before Sergio steps in front of her to prevent that.
“Woah there, let me help you,” He says, as he helps Juliana balance on her two feet.
She tries to take two steps forward but the amount of alcohol she consumed had her losing basic functions. She stumbles again and has Sergio deciding to sweep her off her feet and carry her like a child. She was so out of it that she didn’t try to fight this, she just kept the bottle close her as she was being carried.
They walk back into the house like this and Valentina glares at the both of them.
“Why are you holding her like that?” Everything sounded so distant to Juliana but Valentina’s voice was clearly filled with bitterness. It reminded her of when Valentina saw her talking to Marianna just yesterday and accused her of flirting with the girl.
“Do you not see how drunk she is?” Sergio sasses back and then laughs. They go into the room the girls shared and laid Juliana down. There was an open tequila bottle on the lamp desk that Juliana reaches out for, she wanted another swig.
“Juls, you don’t need anymore of that,” Valentina chuckles softly, taking the bottle away.
“You got it from here,” Sergio says before walking out the door and closing it behind him.
She watches him leave and realizes she’s in a room with Valentina alone, still fresh off the angry thoughts in her mind.
“I- I don’t want to be here,” Juliana groans, trying to stand back up on her two feet.
“Juliana come on, you can barely get up,” Valentina reaches out for her arm, but instinctively Juliana pulls her arm inwards to avoid the touch. She just leans her back against the wall for support instead.
“Are you okay?” Valentina backs away quickly, not trying to test Juliana. But then, Valentina folds her arms and takes a step closer to Juliana. “Did Sergio do something to you?” Valentina’s stern and protective tone almost makes Juliana want to burst out laughing.
Sergio? She thinks he did something to me? That’s funny. She responds with a giggle that bubbled up from her throat.
“Seriously?” She manages to say in between her laughs.
“Sorry, I didn’t know what else to think,” Valentina unfolds her arms and throws her hands up in defense.
She pushes herself off the wall and finds balance on her feet. “I’ll let you figure it out,” Her delivery in her tone was bitter and Valentina became confused.
The music from the other room rolls in when she opens the door to walk out. She was completely underneath the spell of the tequila bottle and all she wanted was to be away from Valentina.
“Wait,” Valentina walks up to the side of the door and extends her arm out to prevent Juliana from opening the door completely.
The girl stood close to Juliana, just barely tilting her head down to hold a steady gaze with her. She drops her eyes down from Valentina’s and focuses on the shape of the girl’s lips. They were so full and perfectly moist, there were no cracks of dryness to it.
“Something’s bothering you, I can tell from the moment I woke up,” Valentina says, lifting up Juliana’s chin to make eye contact with her.
Being this close to each other, she also wanted to feel Valentina’s lips against hers but she clenches her jaw at the temptation. She couldn’t be around her any longer so she grips on the door handle. Every action that she wanted to take right now was purely out of impulse, so being around Valentina made it hard to maintain it.
She pierced back at Valentina’s gaze. “You just made another one of your drunk mistakes last night, that was it,” Her words come out like venom and then she attempts to walk out again.
Valentina reaches out for her arm to stop her.
“What are you talking about?” There was confusion in the girl’s voice and it continued to bother Juliana.
“I don’t want to talk about it, okay? Basta.” Enough. Juliana snaps, slightly raising her voice.
“You’re drinking and making out with random people, just tell me what’s wrong!” Valentina sounded frustrated that she was meeting the sound level of Juliana’s angry tone.
“And why does that bother you?” She was quick to respond with her tone being flat and bitter. The alcohol in her set a flame inside of her, a flame that ignited the sass she only had used against someone that’s ever pissed her off like her father.
Juliana pierced her eyes at the girl, biting down her teeth. It shouldn’t bother Valentina that Marianna kissed her, at least that girl was clearly not in a relationship.
Valentina tucks his her lips and aggressively runs her hands through her hair. “Because you’re avoiding me, Juliana! I know there has to be a reason for it!”
She couldn’t stand being yelled at by Valentina, especially in her drunk state.
“Because I’m tired of pretending not to be in love with you every time I’m in the same room as you!”  She raises her voice back at Valentina without thinking about the words that came out of her mouth.
Valentina lowers her stiff shoulders and softens her face.
Juliana didn’t realize how heavy she was breathing until the silence filled in the air. They were staring back at each other and Juliana realizes what she says and massages her temples, shutting her eyes for a brief moment.
“I’m sorry,” She manages to say with a knot starting to tie in her throat. All she wanted to do was leave so she reaches for the door and quickly walks out.
“Juliana!” Valentina catches up to her and stands in front of her. They were in the middle of the living room. Juliana wanted to just leave.
“You don’t have to say anything,” Juliana says, beginning to feel frustrated at herself for putting Valentina in this position.
“I..” Valentina tries to find her words, “I don’t know what to say.”
To Juliana, those words were an answer already.
“That’s all I need to know,” She tucks in her lips and slightly bows her head down, trying to avoid letting Valentina see the sad expression across her face.
“I need to some air,” She says, turning back around heading towards the door that led to the outside of the house.
This time she didn’t let Valentina stop her because she closed the door right behind her as she walked away.
Telling Valentina how she really felt was the last thing she ever wanted to do.
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