#like i cant control it

[despairots]

“stop sleeping everywhere or saying ur sleepy”

im anemic bro.

#kaz. 💫 #sick snd tird #of hearing that #like i cant control it #i get decent sleep #and im still tired #im extremely fatigued #like stop #anemic #anemia #i always have headaches?? #and i always feel dizzy #etc

[ot3]

i dont like the idea that kids these days are doing their fandom rps with ai chatbots. that's how you're supposed to make lifelong friends as a weird really online teen.

#i was never really an rper of any kind it just did not do it for me #im like im sorry actually i cant do this collaboratively i need to be controlling all of the little dolls myself. #however homestuck rp deck epicmafia. now that was another story

[cyancees]

i have neither a good imagination nor aphantasia, but a secret third thing

#adhd #doodles #show this to your therapist instead of failing to explain it like i did #me: its like i cant control my thoughts like i was trying to think of something earlier today but #all i could think of was this giraffe eating leaves and no matter how hard i tried to focus the thought would just. replay #my therapist: what happens if you try to let the thought just play out #me: ........ i dont know but i dont want it to be there at all when im trying to do simple addition in a maths exam #10k #100k

[jayjay-thejet-plane]

The Winchester Brothers and the Case of the Mysterious Pretty Pink Panties

…anyone else remember rhonda hurley?

#wincest #sams impulse control was lost due to ASS #dean winchester has a panty kink #and so does sam apparently #jaydraws #samdean #wincest fanart #comic #sam winchester #dean winchester #thinking of making a sequel where sam walks past a lingerie store and cant help but imagine dean in some #so he buys it and puts it somewhere where deam will find it #and dean is like #DUDE DO YOU THIBK THIS IS FUCKING FUNNY??! #and sams like #… i just thought they would look hot on u bro 🥺👉👈 #and then they fuck💙

[biscuitboba]

Thinking about zoro apologizing to luffy for not being able to accompany his captain to the mountain and offering to take care of the monster (even though he had just been hit by the monster) so that luffy could continue with his journey in op special ep 1..

And also thinking about zoro apologizing to luffy for asking his captain to hold the ceiling alone (for a lil bit! to keep it from crushing down on both them) cuz zoro wanted to fight the bad guy and he said this after taking a few hits for his captain (his previous position was behind luffy and it was a sudden attack mind you) in the clockwork island adventure...

Like, idk but i think his brain is wired different

#zolu #luzo #monkey d. luffy #roronoa zoro #one piece #one piece special ep1 #one piece: clockwork island adventure (2001) #like he is literally devotion personified #i think the thought of letting his captain down is so unbearable for zoro that he cant help but to apologize for things beyond his control? #like im talking about roronoa 'were you worried? if i fail.. to become the world's greatest swordsman.. you'll be disappointed right??' zor #like he is so not normal about his captain and I cant deal with that shit

[caelanglang]

chuuya will go insane seeing dazai cry? zamn would pay to see that lmaoo

hi, i kinda went insane thinking and drawing about this one.

a continuation of the drunk fem!dazai post !

mini bonus:

update: now with extra here ~

#girls kissing girls kissing girl being gay aaaaaa #i wanted to draw ugly crying bc tbh crying feels ugly esp when you cant control the tears #yes i went a wee bit insane to finish this I'm sorry it took a while to reply this inbox #this was a very sever brainrot thats for the encouragement anon #severe* #chuuya is weak af when dazai actualy cries and does anything to stop it #dw she did not go insane #she merely flooded the living room but hey it made dazai stop crying so its a w #im the one who went insane finishing this comic i think... #hope you like it! thak you for reading this super self indulget comic #can u tell im so so torn with what hair to give fem chuu? yes. #bsd #skk #inbox #inbox sketch #sketch #my art #my comic #soukoku #fem skk

[crystallizsch]

tfw when i draw jamil's side bang so inconsistently

#the headbanging is ooc but like #he could if he wanted to #his side bang has a life on its own tbh #i cant control it #i have mixed feelings about no bangs jamil #its gonna haunt my dreams ngl #[— #twst #twisted wonderland #twst art #jamil viper #★'-my-art #—]

[thermodynamic-comedian]

genuinely why are you not allowed to decline someone's affection. why do you have to trap yourself in situations and relationships you don't enjoy in order to protect someone else's feelings. it's not really fun to be 'friends' or 'partners' with someone out of moral obligation. it's not fun for anyone involved. but you have to stay, because they mentioned they have abandonment issues once and now you feel like cutting ties would be the most evil fucked up thing you could ever do. it's not my fault if i don't like someone. it's not. but it feels like it is.

#and everytime a post like this is made #almost all of the notes are just ''yeah well its even worse when someone you like doesnt like you'' #''this is exactly how abusers think'' #''you shouldnt abandon people just because youre annoyed with them'' #''im scared of rejection'' ''im scared of abandonment'' ''im scared my friends all hate me'' #i know. we all know. but why do i have to apologize for something i cant control #why do i have to apologize for not liking someone its weird its fucked up #im mad. i dont like this. #aromantic #romance repulsed #aplatonic

[gunsatthaphan]

I'm having trust issues 🤨

#only friends #only friends series #only friends the series #only friends ep8 #ofts #firstkhao #sanray #sand x ray #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #gmmtv #I DONT TRUST YALL #im gonna believe it when i see it with my own 2 eyes #until then im calling SUS #jkdhfgfd #ALL MEN DO IS LIE #(affectionate) #when first said that about episode 6 it was probably his voices 💀 #so its okay if thats the case bc we all know he cant control them dkjghdf #but anyway like I want them to reconcile but i dont want sand to give into ray before he broke up with mew???? #like that would be so fucked up #so pls get this right @jojo #no cheating pls thank #also what about sands ex-hookup??? #is that still happening or #cuz if so and its not a flashback then 💀💀💀💀 #god im tired dfkjhgfd #brb gonna rewatch our skyy 2 x the eclipse #thats the only kind of softness im here for

[chernozemm]

Do you know what I find is criminally underutilised with crowley? His pupils would be so noticeable when they dilate bc of how big they are. I need a lightning bolt to course through Aziraphale when he says/does something "ordinary" and notices crowleys pupils blowing wide.

#good omens #i am an absolute sucker for telltale signs of desire that the characters cant control/hide #aziraphale is adjusting his shirt cuffs and crowley's like ⚫_⚫

[lucabyte]

Hmmm just gonna spit this headcanon out in text post form since A. I don't think I could exposit it well enough in image form and B. It's not actually textually/thematically substantiated and I don't like actually staking my stuff on just vibes alone*

But anyway. I'd say it's pretty evident that all the islanders forgot their names, right? King obviously. Because why the hell else would he do that, but also Siffrin No Middle Names No Last Name.

They're 'pretty sure' they've 'always' been 'Just Siffrin' 'as long as they can remember'. It's a pretty cruel twist of the knife to say that they don't even get to keep their birth name as a memento, which is why I'm saying as such.

My utterly unsubstantiated claim is I think it'd be cute to say that Sisyphus *is* the name Siffrin initially picked, assuming the myth of King Sisyphus is recontextualised as idk, just a play or something in the setting. But I like the idea of Siffrin going 'oh shit 🫵 he's just like me fr' at a tortured fictional character long before the irony kicks in.

As for how Sisyphus -> Siffrin. I think that chronic mumbler and emotional doormat Sif just did not correct people who misheard the name during their time travelling, and went through enough places with incompatible phonologies (pronounceable sounds in the language) without ever really writing it down that it just got kinda. Changed until it was unrecognisable, and Siffrin just went with it until the earlier pronunciations slipped out of their swiss-cheese brain. And they just kinda don't remember any of that.

Also, something something the horrid realisation that Siffrin also named themselves after a King. Just not as blatantly.

*(though I think there's something here about Siffrin, a guy from a belief system that seems to thoroughly disincentivise autonomy and self-motivated choice continuously having their hand forced to make changes/choices they don't want but have no choice but to... It's not solid enough to really back this up tbh, but it informs it.)

Anyway.

#theres also something one of my french-speaker friends said about siffrin's official pronounciation being the feminine way to pronounce -in? #which i dont know enough about to really corroborate and theyre busyyyy and havent started the game yet so i cant really ask #im sure someone else has already voiced this easy-to-come-up-with headcanon anyway but just in case nobody has i decided to post it #isat #isat spoilers #in stars and time #isat siffrin #isat loop #i also personally picture sif (and loop especially) being more hostile to the concept of changing themselves after The Encounter #both of them being big grudge-holders and that 'want' to control your own destiny being clearly against how they interpret the universe #as for whether they should be so hostile? probably not! but they appear to be anxious in fear of some kind of divine retribution should #they like. ever even dare to Want. and uh. well. that certainly went well for Loop. not sure they'd be gung-ho to do it again #so Loop being able to go 'oh well it wasn't my REAL name' as a salve for having to make a new identity AGAIN.... #while sif is explicitly clinging to it as an anchor for Who They Are If Nothing Else.. they can upset each other and also mirabelle i think #lucabytetalks

[soupdweller]

day 15: Life and Death

#have a lot of feelings about this one :') #moon is such a complex little guy. he doesnt want to be violent. in moments of clarity he regrets that which he cant even control #at the same time he thinks he is meant to be the villain to sun's hero anyways. like he was at the theater #thats my headcanon at least #AHHHH WHY DO I MAKE THE CHARACTERS I LOVE SUFFER :') #dca promptober #my art #sundrop #fnaf sun #fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf #moondrop #fnaf moon #dca fandom #cw animal death

[cringefail-clown]

hateful gaze

#homestuck #homestuck au #beforus #alpha trolls #kankri vantas #man beforus SUCKS ASS in this au #i cant wait to post this fic. kankri backstory anyone??? #like i dont think it was ever stated but. his ass was def culled #and when you think of culling as complete removal of your rights - similar to conservatorship but on crack #like every part of your life is under control of your guardian #it really puts into perspective how horrific this whole thing actually is #not mentioning how a system like that is a breeding ground for abuse against disabled/impowerished #overall just fucking terrible. i have. many thoughts about beforus #its for the ultkri au btw for those unintiated thats a thing im apparently fixated on rn

[ggarbagee]

sillies

#my art #sorry for cats posting i cant control it #cats the musical #cats 1998 #cats musical #alonzo #munkustrap #rum tum tugger #i watched the 2016 revival when i drew alonzo so i guess i'll tag it #cats 2016 #alonzo and munkustrap seem like besties in 2016

[sideblogdotjpeg]

thinking about mother figures in neverafter.

(no colour version under read more)

#dimension 20 #neverafter #d20 #pinocchio #pinocchio neverafter #ylfa snorgelsson #mother timothy goose #but yeah ive been thinking a lot abt like. the potential relationship between between mother goose and pinocchio #like. mother goose to pinocchio being like. a symbol of maternal love that isnt wrapped in abuse and control #but at the same time - while mother goose extends kindness and protection to all children - #im not sure if thats something pinocchio cam accept right now #but i cant stop thinking of him just. observing the relationship between ylfa and tim. and what that says abt his relationship with his mom #umm..... yeah i cant write fanfiction so this is what i do instead um ^_^ #and also. a chance to draw mother goose being maternal to ylfa #THEIR RELATIONSHIP IS SOOO CUTE. HE IS SUCH A SUPPORTIVE MOM. #auugh <<333 they r so sweet #like im 247 pinocchio brain but uh.... ^_^ #posts by me dot com

[falmerbrook]

Peryite is such an underrated daedric prince to me, conceptually. His sphere of influence has so much potential to explore. Like, disease and the natural order together? The way his followers see disease as a blessing? I love the implications there alone. He's the weakest prince, but his sphere has the potential to be so subtly destructive. One of his symbols, skeevers, represents that so well. The series has been kinda meh at exploring the princes philosophically but I feel like they are right on the cusp of something interesting with him, but since he isn't as flashy or obviously "bad" (or sexy) as the other ones he keeps getting put on the backburner. Gimme an interesting Peryite storyline pretty please. Explore things a little

#i saw a reddit comment saying that peryite/hircine/namira would be an interesting combo and i want it so so bad #like the 'natural order' trio. theyre all repulsive in some way but also sort of just a factor of life you cant fight against #i do not trust eso to do something interesting here though tbh. they use daedric princes a lot (too much) but it always just makes them #allies or bad guys and never really gets into their (or their followers) philosophy much #(from what ive seen so far) #mine #tes #the elder scrolls #peryite #relate him to the ecological role of disease or something idk #or if you want to go darker: population control or the way governments allow disease to affect those they want gone #actually get into the logic of why his followers follow him (although they rarely get into that for the other princes too so meh)