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nuclearbyproduct · 4 months
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Thinking about the radio station in Str*ngetown that is only on air from midnight to 4 am. It only plays spacey ambient tracks. No one knows who's running it, but those up late enough to hear it, enjoy it. It's a comfort to many of the night owls in that little desert town.
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bloodsbane · 3 months
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big spoilers for the end of dungeon meshi but that last post got me thinking about how for all the reasons we can call dungeon meshi's finale a happy ending, to be honest, in my heart it feels quite sad and almost tragic for laios
in particular i felt very stricken with this feeling when we got the post-story manga page where everyone is asking what, exactly, his greatest desire was. and after they drag it out of him, when he's clearly reluctant and nervous to share, laios tells them he wanted to be eaten by monsters. and the reaction to this is everyone all hastily leaving the room looking vaguely disturbed/disgusted/exasperated with him.
and dude honestly it pissed me off!!! because what the fuck is YOUR problem that you have to look down on how someone would prefer having their body handled after their death. having your ashes spread in nature or incorporated into something like a reef isn't even unusual or weird in real life, people do that! and the worst part is that laios will NEVER get even that, since he and his body are cursed to repel monsters (and please notice that even as he is explaining his desire and lamenting the fact it'll never happen, he immediately moves onto thinking about how this can still benefit others/the kingdom rather than dwell on what he cant have)
honestly i thought it was a super sweet and thoughtful method, because to me it was about laios wanting to become part of the greater cycle of life and to give back to the things that helped him survive in the dungeon, that he consumed. he wanted to become part of nature; he wanted to be a part of the ecosystem, consumed and propagated, forever, in a world he loves. the idea of him getting placed in a cold tomb forever preserved in the middle of an enormous kingdom surrounded by people who will never ever understand him or his legacy makes me fucking SAD dude!!
i guess it's just my frustration with laios' feelings frequently being relegated to a punchline. but idk maybe that's the point, it only ever highlights just how much of an outcast he is, even amongst trusted friends and allies, no one will ever truly understand him and he'll never.......... ;lakjs;dlfkj im gonna make myself fucking cry thinking about this AAAAAA be nice to him!!!!!! TT0TT
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peroxiddeprincess · 1 year
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How The Call Of Duty : MWII Characters Would Act With a Bimbo Girlfriend (Fem!Reader)
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Characters included — Johnny “Soap” MacTavish, Simon “Ghost” Riley, Alejandro Vargas, Rodolfo “Rudy” Parra, Kyle “Gaz” Garrick, John Price, Phillip Graves, König
No descriptive NSFW — Just headcannons / imagines. NSFW implied for some characters.
NOT PROOFREAD!!!
Bimbo definition (in case you arent aware) — an attractive but unintelligent or frivolous young woman.
✭ Johnny “Soap” MacTavish
— Oh my god, would he be absolutely infatuated with you.
— You didn’t even have to do anything but stand there and he’d have hearts in his eyes.
— Maybe it was the outfits you wore, or the makeup you caked on your face, but nonetheless, everything you did was just so appealing to him.
— He’d always compliment your outfits, and he’d always notice the little things.
“Did you get new lipstick?” “Is that skirt new?”
— He made sure to take note of the things you wore aswell. Why? So he could buy you new stuff of course.
— He likes to do your makeup sometimes. Even if it looks like shit, you’ll wear it for the rest of the day anyway to let him know your appreciation.
— Colored hair isnt his thing, but you convinced him once to get blue hair with you. No regrets. You told him it made him sexier. Simon told him you two looked alike. Johnny felt weird about the way he worded that and didn’t talk to Simon for a few days after..
— You are his Facebook banner. Facebook because he’s such a dad, and you’re his banner because he likes showing you off to the 3 friends he has added. Gaz, Rudy, and Alejandro.
— As for the.. Slow part of being a bimbo, he’d have no problems attempting to explain or break down something you didnt quite understand.
— He isn’t the kind of guy to get frustrated when you dont understand something immediately either. He’ll try his best.
— You aren’t completely dumb though. You’ve taught him many things! And one of the most important things,
You taught him to love himself.
Bonus:
“Wow, babe. I love that outfit on you.” He sneaks behind you, making you jump. “Awe — Thank you, JoJo!” You clapped your hands together, the biggest smile on your face.
“I could compliment you for hours.” He says. “Could stare for hours.”
You spit your bubblegum out in the trashcan near you. “Go ahead.” You say, making his cheeks heat up.
He goes on and on with some of the weirdest — but cutest — compliments you’ve ever heard in your life. You didn’t even realize you were going to be late to your nail appointment.
No worries, though. You continued to let him compliment you. When he finally finished his rant, you smile big again.
“I wasn’t listening to a thing you were saying.” You giggle nervously. “Gimme more!” You beg. “You gonna listen this time?” He asks, smiling. “Probably not.” You admit.
“Oh, well. Thats okay. I’ve got many, many more things to say to you, love.” He continues on and on, knowing your attention span is short, but he doesn’t mind, not one bit.
What matters to him right now is that you’re so close, and he feels secure in your touch.
✭ Simon “Ghost” Riley
— He never usually thinks much about your appearance unless he catches someone eyeing you.
— “Wear whatever you want, i can fight.” Energy.
— Hes just gotten used to how you dress and present yourself. It’s not that he doesnt care, but he doesnt mind it anymore. You used to capture his attention with every move. You still do, but not because of your appearance, but because hes taken a liking (meaning, he somewhat tolerates you.) to you.
— He isnt one to feed into your presentation. He doesnt buy you clothes, but he’ll sometimes express his attraction to a certain outfit you’ve thrown together.
— Also, he gets very frustrated when you don’t understand what he’s trying to tell you. He won’t break it down for you, and wont apologize if he makes you cry out of frustration or pure sensitivity from how mad he gets.
— He isnt a yeller, but he makes it obvious that he cant keep the conversation going. He’ll ignore you and simply walk away.
— Not to mention, he doesn’t apologize. He’s never wrong in his mind. You’re just sensitive and take his words the wrong way.
— But anyway, of course he cares about you. He has a horrible way of showing it. He wouldnt be able to “love” you properly due the narcissistic way his mind works, but even then, he still wants to protect you somewhat.
— Also, he wont go out of his way to let anyone know you two are dating, either. You’ll have to spill the beans. He’ll just nod, and most likely walk away to avoid questions.
Bonus:
“What is that?” You ask, pointing to the big gun in his hand. “..A gun? Are you stupid, or something?”
You pouted at the mean words. “I know its a gun, what kind of gun? Why is it so big?”
He doesnt say anything, choosing to ignore you as he walks away. “Simonnn.” You call. Silence. Other than the heavy footsteps from his boots.
You sit there on the couch, blinking back tears to avoid your fake lashes from falling off and your mascara running down your cheeks.
Soon enough, he’s standing in front of you, holding out a pamphlet. You’re confused. “What?” You ask, looking up at him. “It’s a book.” He says, stating the obvious. “..About guns. The big ones.” He cringes saying it, feeling like a complete loser at how he needs to speak to you for you to understand.
His awkwardness quickly fades as you enthusiastically take the book from him, flipping through the pages. He sits down next to you and watches you analyze the page you were on.
“Ooh! Tell me more about this one.” He looks at you like you’re crazy, but gives in with a heavy huff and starts pointing out parts of the gun, explaining what they do and what they’re called.
You couldn’t focus on what he was saying, his deep voice thick and sultry in your ears.
“…Could you repeat that?” You ask, and his eyebrow cocks up. “What part?”
“…All of it.” You say nervously, avoiding eye contact. He sighs and gives in, repeating everything he just told you.
You weren’t focused this time either, but you felt like this was quality time, so you pretended to understand what he was saying.
You thought you had convinced him, but he knew you weren’t paying attention. He didn’t care much anymore, continuing to talk, not wanting to admit that maybe he didnt mind having you this close to him. Even if having to repeat himself alot was getting annoying.
✭ Alejandro Vargas
— He would absolutely love your style. Would eat it up every single time.
— Would show you off. Loves how you two are complete opposites. He’d brag about you to anyone willing to listen.
— When you two got the chance to be alone, he’d hold your waist and feel your body through the thin fabric.
— He was always very expressive about how much he adores the way you pamper yourself. You always giggle and tell him its just for him. He smiles.
— Once he almost broke a bone trying on a pair of your platforms. Never again.
— You also managed to get fake lashes and lipstick on him. You took so many pictures. He was very embarrassed.
— He understands that you need time to learn things. He gets frustrated of course, but we cant blame him, he’s only human.
— He tries to make you feel like the most brilliant person on earth, even if sometimes it’s a bit.. hard.
— Once you asked him, “Why do you wear so much gear?” And he replied, “Well, it’s important.” And tried to explain it to you. You couldn’t quite grasp the fact that he needed it, and kept telling him he should show off his body because he was sexy. He took the compliment ans dropped the conversation, you were too cute to argue with.
— You guys do have your arguments of course. He’s more patient than you’d think, though. He’ll give you space.
— After that, you two are all over eachother again. He loves you. Even if you don’t quite understand his job. or many things, for that matter.
Bonus:
“I tried to cook you something,” You started, “But it didn’t end very well.”
He pinched his nose at the foul smell of something burning. “I cleaned it up..” You smile awkwardly. “..For the most part.”
“For the most part?” He questions, walking into the kitchen. It became obvious what you meant. The bottom of the skillet had thick, black burnt material all over it. You tried to scrub it off but gave up. There was also some splatter on the stove.
He smiles a bit, looking back at you. “You know what?” He asks, and you hum. “I’ll clean this up.. You go do whatever else you need to do, as long as it doesnt involve household chores.” You frowned. “But.. I wanna help!”
He tried to get you to go elsewhere, but you werent budging. He sighs, accepting his fate…
He ended up letting you help. But he was standing so close you could hear his breathing, and his heart pumping, guiding you through how to properly scrub a burnt pan. You were focused on his hands the whole time.
✭ Rodolfo “Rudy” Parra
— He was very open about his attraction to you and your style. Not often open to others, but open to you for sure.
— He often made jokes, which sometimes you’d end up taking too serious, and he’d have to comfort you and reassure you that he didn’t mean it.
— He knew he didn’t mean it, but sometimes, you just didn’t quite understand…
— He’s always boasting about how beautiful you look to him when he comes home to you, or when you send him a picture of yourself.
— It became habit to show him your makeup and outfit everyday, and he’d devour you completely with his eyes.
— Sometimes, if you forget, you’ll stay up until 4 a.m. perfecting your appearance just to show him.
— Usually he’s concerned you’re up so late, but your pretty face is worth it.
— Your face is his lock screen. And wallpaper.. And everything else he could put your face on…
— He gets questions about you all the time but brushes it off. Nobody needs to know about you but him, after all.
— Occasionally, if he’s feeling talkative, he’ll talk about you and sometimes even show you off.
— Alejandro overheard a phone call between you two, and was very confused when he had to repeat himself, just word his sentences differently.
— He loves you dearly and doesnt mind explaining things to you. He likes listening to you talk, and he likes your face when a light bulb moment goes off in your head. He thinks it’s the cutest thing ever.
— Also, he’s a very attentive lover, and will make sure you’re safe and know what you’re doing. Definitely texts you every chance he gets when he knows you’re out.
Bonus:
He was driving, and Alejandro pointed out his lock screen as a notification came through.
“Who’s that?” He asks. Rudy hesitates. “..My girlfriend.”
Alejandro pretends to be stabbed in the chest. “My heart! For you have wounded me!”
Rudy chuckles nervously. Alejandro straightens up. “So.. Girlfriend, huh?” He asks. Rudy’s phone starts ringing.
Speak of the devil… He thinks. He picks up the phone, and your sweet voice comes through. “Hey babyyy!” He could tell you were smiling.
“What’s up?” He says, speaking quietly in the presence of Alejandro. “I sent you a picture of my new nails.. But i figured you were driving. Can you atleast look..?” He could tell your smile faded into a pout.
“Yeah, yeah. Okay.”
“Yay! Thank you! I love youu.” You say, before hanging up. He pulls up your messages, looking at the picture of your nails and sighing before typing, ‘Beautiful, just like you.’
“She’s got you wrapped around her finger, aye?”
Rudy quickly slams his phone down, looking through the windsheild.
“Sí”
✭ Kyle “Gaz” Garrick
— You are definitely his type. He can’t imagine himself with anyone else.
— He likes to pick you up and twirl you around, mostly because of the skirts you wear. You’ve told him it makes you feel like a ballerina.
— He definitely feeds into your perfume collection. You bring home a big bag of perfumes and body sprays and make him smell them and pick out his favorites.
— He’s also the guy to jokingly tell you to get his tip color on your nails because he saw someone else say it and thought it was the funniest thing ever, but then is surprised when you actually do it.
— It started with a, “Hey baby, like my nails?” And you gracefully wiggling your fingers in his face. Of course he says yes, but when it finally processes what exactly it’s depicting, his eyes are wide. He’s giddy.
— It’s definitely taken him time to adjust to your humor. You find some of the dumbest things funny. He doesnt quite understand, but when you laugh, he laughs aswell. You’re adorable, how could he not?
— He’s definitely very supportive of you dying your hair crazy colors. Sometimes you get bored and wanna put some pink in there! If you wear wig installs, he will buy them for you. He’s actually quite good at installing them aswell. 40 youtube tutorials later…
— If you have piercings, he’s totally into that too! He even encourages you to get new ones.
— He doesnt mind your processing speed or lack of basic knowledge either. He finds it enticing that he has to help you out. Maybe he just likes the excuse to spend more time with you.
Bonus:
You two were watching TV on the couch together, he was stuffing popcorn in his face and you were very interested in the dramatic romance going on in the film.
Suddenly, a kissing scene comes on. His first instinct is to cover your eyes, and you start laughing. “What was that for?” You ask through your giggles.
He starts to laugh with you. “Instincts kicked in. My bad, my bad. Continue on.”
He shovels the popcorn in his mouth again and you cant stop laughing at how stupid but funny the interaction was.
“What’s funny?” He asks, grin on his face as the grease from the popcorn surrounds his lips. “You. You’re funny.” He rolls his eyes at your response.
“Just continue watching those two tongue eachother and leave me be.” He says, crunching resuming. You laugh again, and he laughs with you so hard that popcorn almost came out of his nose. You shove him away when he chokes a bit, still laughing. “Ew! Stop laughing, you’re gonna barf!” He pushes you back against the couch and starts tickling your sides.
You kick at him, thrashing a bit at the sensation. Your laughter only grew. “Stop it, now i’m gonna barf!” You giggle.
“Didn’t wanna barf alone.” He says, placing a buttery kiss to your cheek. You wipe it off and wipe it on his face.
He doesnt even care, staring into your eyes with the biggest smile on his face.
✭ John Price
— Definitely an old soul. Wasn’t into the way you displayed your body, but he eased into it as he fell deep into loves trap.
— His more traditional ways slowly died down after dating you. He couldn’t help his past mindset, it’s just how he was raised.
— He’s definitely all about paying for your hair, nails, clothes, makeup, and anything else you want.
— He taught you how to cook. It was definitely tough, but he’s a decent cook and had no problem passing it down to you.
— Admittedly, however, he does get very, very frustrated with you.
— Sometimes he has to walk away to calm himself down after a particularly rough interaction. He’s talked to you about this, and you’ve gotten used to it. You don’t have many problems with it now. Just hurts your heart a bit.
— But-! He always makes sure to comfort you afterward. He’s reassuring, telling you he’s sorry and he just needed a moment. He also is sure to ask you if you’d like to continue the conversation or move on.
— Sometimes you say you’d like to continue so you could push his buttons a bit more, but only if you’re extra frustrated with him.
— He also loves when you explain stuff to him he doesn’t understand! Ramble about makeup and clothes for hours! He takes good mental notes.
— He definitely loves you. Alot. He even describes you as his soulmate to his peers. He always manages to push past the frustration, and continues loving you no matter what.
Bonus:
You were applying your lipstick, lips parted and face shoved in the mirror.
“Darlin’?” Your boyfriend says, coming up behind you and examining what you’re doing. You turn around, smile painting your face. “Ah! Hii!” You exclaim. He smiles.
“Whatcha’ doin’?” He questions, head cocking. “Just finishing up my makeup. You like?” You ask. He gives an affirming nod. “You look absolutely ravishing.” You blush at the compliment.
“What’s this do?” He asks, picking up your mascara. You beam. “Mascara! Makes my eyelashes long and full.” You bat your eyes up at him prettily.
Your reaction urkes him to press further. “Oh yeah? What’s this?” He picks up one of your favorite eyeshadow pallets.
“Eyeshadow.” Your eyes close, allowing him to examine the masterpiece that painted your eyes. “Very nice.. Whats this?” He picks up your concealer. “Concealer! Hides all my flaws.” You giggle.
He cocks his head. “Impossible.” “Hm?” He smiles. “You have no flaws. Nothing to cover.” You blush, looking away nervously before looking back up to him with a heartfelt smile. “I love you.” You muse. “I love you more.”
This quickly turned into a battle of who loves eachother more, but he ended up letting you win just to see you get really happy.
✭ Phillip Graves
— Is absolutely obsessed with you and the way you look. Always has something to say about it.
— This man can never shut up about you!! You’re too perfect. Unfortunately for the other fellas’, you’re all his, and he makes that point very clear.
— You once mentioned matching tattoos and he was beaming with excitement. Absolutely ecstatic. He said yes about a hundred times.
— He helps you with everything. Money? Clothes? Food? Makeup? Bills? All the above, baby.
— You’re so special to him. He feels like his job is to talke care of all of your needs and wants, no matter how outrageous. He doesn’t want you to lift a finger. No job for you! Live in your lush lavish provided by your dear boyfriend.
— Once you had him take a look at the Adam & Eve website, and he bought you everything you clicked on to look at, whether it was lingerie or a toy.
— Definitely one of the most surprising packages to show up on your doorstep. Did you put all of the lingerie on and take a mini photo shoot for him? Oh, without a doubt.
— He does tend to get frustrated with you sometimes, though. Your relationship is 99% happy stars and rainbows and kittens, but the remaining 1% is how crazy you drive him sometimes.
— You don’t get something? Okay, he’ll send you an article about it. Don’t wanna read all that? He’ll break it down. Don’t understand how to do something? No more questions asked, he’s already doing it for you.
— There have been a few times where he’s let a few dull insults slip past his lips during arguments, telling you he does everything because you can’t. Later though, he realizes that was definitely wrong to say and it’s his fault for doing everything for you. You’re just his spoiled princess.
— That’s how he wants it to be, though. You’ll be his pampered little lover for the rest of eternity. Whether you like it or not. He’s never letting you go.
Bonus:
You’re lugging a box full of new shoes and accessories into your house, when all of a sudden your boyfriend comes from behind you and lifts it without a struggle.
��Oh, thank you!” You bat your pretty eyes at him as he sets the box down. “Of course, pretty.” He walks over to you, engulfing you in a hug.
“You’re gonna mess up my makeupppp!” You protest. “Awe, i’m sorry baby.” He pulls away, giving a fake pout.
You hesitate. “..W-wait. Come back.” You say. “And why should i?” He interrogates. “Because you love me.”
He smiles, and you reciprocate. “Can’t argue with that, can i?” His arms make their way around your waist again. “What about your makeup, hmm? Wouldnt wanna mess all your hard work up.” He teases, hands resting on your hips.
“I’ll just fix it later. Hug me. Please?” You beg, and of course, he gives in. He squeezes you tight. “Don’t bother. I’ll just end up ruining it later too.” He says, and your eyes blow wide.
“Phillip Graves! Not until marriage!” You joke, laughing and pushing him away. He laughs aswell. “I mean, i can already consider you as my wife. Been together forever, and you aren’t going anywhere.” He promises. Your cheeks heat up. “..Yeah?” “Yeah, princess. Mine.”
He starts to place little teasing kisses on your neck, and you giggle.
✭ König
— You make him so nervous. Your appearance just adds to it.
— Truly believes he doesn’t deserve someone as beautiful as you. You’re also complete opposites. You’re very outgoing where he tends to be timid and shy.
— Very bad self esteem, but believes everyone seeing him with such a babe will make people think higher of him.
— Of course this isn’t the only reason he’s with you!! He really, really likes you. And he hopes you feel the same way, he’s quite the overthinker.
— You’re entire world may revolve around your appearance for the most part, but you’re very good at comforting him. He greatly appreciates it.
— When you two are alone, he eases up and starts to become quite the chatterbox. Complimenting you, holding you in his arms while chatting up a storm, telling you anything and everything on his mind.
— He expresses that you’re perfect in his eyes. He loves you, which also means he absolutely adores everything about you. If you’re insecure, he throws in more compliments on the specific thing you’re insecure about.
“You’re beautiful. All of you.” “I love the way your body looks in that outfit.. Frames your perfect figure so well.”
— Random thing he likes - he loves giving you piggyback rides. Seeing the world from is point of view is so flabbergasting to you, no matter what! You always point out how tall he is. Makes him blush everytime.
— He’s never gotten frustrated with you. He understands how it feels to be bullied for being slow or “stupid”. He’s sure to reassure you that you’re none of those things, and everyone learns stuff differently!
— He’s very excited everytime you ask him to help you. He’ll do whatever he can to the best of his ability! Always assures you that you can count on him.
— He loves everything about you. I’ve said this before, but he truly does. Everything. You’re perfect.
— Eventually the insecurities fade, and he opens up. He’s so happy around you. He loves you so, so much. He still refuses to believe you’re his.
Bonus:
It finally snowed! You were super excited. You threw on one of your boyfriends way too big sweaters and some thermal tights with a pretty little skirt and some boots and made your way outside.
König follows behind once he realizes where you’ve gone. He’s worried you might get cold, but you’re quick to tell him you feel fine!
You throw a snowball at him, and he picks you up, twirling you around. “Oh no you don’t.” He says, holding you close. You giggle and squirm. “Nooo! Let me throw snowballs at you!!” You smile.
“How about instead of being violent with me, we build a snowman together?” He suggests, and you nod enthusiastically. You both begin to build the snowman, and he runs inside to grab a carrot for the nose and some chocolate for the buttons and eyes. (He couldn’t find coal.)
You both quickly decorate your snowman, and then you lean against him in content. “I may not be the smartest sometimes, but i can build a damn good snowman.”
“Hey! You’re smart. Intelligent, even.” He argues, making you laugh. “Thank you, baby.” You beam. His face flushes deeper than it already was.
“I love you so much.” He instantly curls in on himself after saying that, but quickly looking down at you as you reciprocate. “I love you more.” He picks you up and carries you inside, hugging you for “extra warmth”
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C.C. - peroxiddeprincess 2022. NO REPOSTS. reblogs appreciated!
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celluloidbroomcloset · 4 months
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I'm not sure this'll make sense so bare with me.
I remember you asking the other day why people seemed to want to find angst in Ed and Stede's first time. While I can't answer that (other than noting queer people love angst lol), I can share my own jumbled thoughts.
The moment where Stede pulls Ed into the cabin is one of the most effective moments in the show for me. Whenever i see it i feel like my heart's getting squeezed. It's pretty much because of Stede's face (damn you Rhys). Yes, there's love there but there's also PAIN. Pain that is never really adressed I need someone else to put it into words because I cant
Ah, part of what I was getting at was that there's no need to invent angst (e.g. Ed somehow not consenting or being coerced into sex because Stede needs it), when there is actual angst there on the screen.
Yes, absolutely, Stede is in pain. He's a bundle of emotions that he doesn't have the words to work through. He kills Low for a whole bunch of reasons, most of which he's unable to unpack in the moment. Ed showing up to talk to him and ask him if he's OK - this guy who has likely never once in his entire life had someone ask him if he's OK and really care to know the answer - absolutely shatters him. I think his reaction at the door is kinda what Rhys said: he's got to do something.
The viewer sees Stede cry quite a bit, but he almost always conceals it from other characters - turns his face away, doesn't let the tears fall, waits until he's alone (again, this sense of a man who feels really deeply and is very sensitive, and has been told he's not allowed to be that because men shouldn't be like that). Except with Ed. He doesn't conceal it with Ed, either when he's begging Ed to come back from the gravy basket, or when he's crying in his cabin. Ed sees exactly how the murder affects Stede - he's the only one not cheering - and immediately goes to him.
So, yeah, I don't think there needs to be some invented "Ed didn't actually want to have sex" thing to make it more complicated and angsty. There's plenty of angst there. But the love scene itself is very deliberate - it's not that bundle of emotions that Stede doesn't understand. He understands very clearly that Ed is there, that Ed loves him, that Ed still loves him after the murder of Low, and that he loves Ed. And Ed understands all that too. Neither of them are going through pros and cons and explaining things to themselves or analyzing "yeah, I'll fuck him because he needs it/I need it."
It's purely down to: "I love him."
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oh, im ok! thank you🥰(its a stomach ulcer but its healing now)
can i request a txt reaction where their fat!gf loses too much weight too fast because she literally cant eat anything so now she cant look at herself naked without crying?
TXT's Reaction to when you feel Insecure about your Body
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A/N : That's good, I'm glad it's healing 💖 Thankyou for requesting, I hope I understood this request correctly and that I don't upset anyone in any way. If you're struggling with eating disorders my inbox is always open if you want to talk :)) And if you can, please eat, eating doesn't effect appearance or weight, remember that your gorgeous, pretty, beautiful, handsome and bombastic 😍
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Pairing : bf!txt X Fem!reader
Warnings : Mentions of body image, food, reader not liking their appearance, lots of crying, slight angst, (not) eating, txt being very supportive and taking care of reader, Slightly suggestive in soobin's reaction!! Some cursing here and there.
Word count : 2,471 (about 500 words each)
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★ Choi Yeonjun ★
"Y/n! Dinner is ready!" he yelled from downstairs, setting the table and waiting for you to come eat. He had been cooking himself lately, spending more time in the kitchen since he noticed you weren't eating as much.
He thought maybe you were finding it difficult to cook or maybe you just didn't know what to eat. This evening he made your favourite, in hopes that you would eat something. But when you gave no response and didn't show up at the table, he got worried.
He rushed upstairs and knocked softly on you bedroom door, not wanting to startle you. "Y/n, baby, are you okay?" he asked through the door, waiting for your answer.
"Y-yeah, I'm not hungry" you mumbled back weakly, making him pout, he could hear the sadness in your voice. Were you crying?
He opened the door worriedly, inhaling sharply and hoping you don't snap at him. Once he was inside, his eyes landed on your half-naked figure, leaning against the full body mirror, eyes closed as you quietly sobbed.
"Hey, hey baby" he called out, running at you and taking you in his arms "Shh, It's okay, it's alright" he assured, lightly running his hands through your hair, trying to calm you down.
You sobbed rapidly in his chest, hiding your face in his shirt, wetting the thin fabric. He could feel your cold tears against his skin, breaking his heart even further. "Y-you weren't supposed to-" you sob "-to see me like this" your lips quiver, feeling ashamed.
"Shh, calm down baby" he shushes "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" he pulls away, holding your face in his hands as his thumbs swipe away your tears. He smiles sadly at your red eyes and wet lashes.
You were only in your underwear, bra and panties being the only fabrics covering your body. "I -don't like the w-way I look" you sniff, looking at everything but his face, trying to avoid his worried eyes.
"You shouldn't say that baby, you're the prettiest person I've even seen in my whole existence" he compliments honestly.
"But I don't like my body" fresh tears roll down your cheeks "I've gotten so thin suddenly and, and this-, I'm n-not used to this" you explain, stuttering.
"Well I love your body and I don't care about thin or thick, I'd love you just the same" he explains back, leaning down to press a kiss to your lips "I love you Y/n"
You offer him a little smile, "I love you too Junnie" you sigh and hug him back, feeling his arms hug you tight against his body.
"Now I know you can't quite eat at the moment, but please do try" he pleads "And I don't want you staining your pretty face with tears anymore" he scolds, kissing your soft lips once again.
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★ Choi Soobin ★
Things were getting heated between you two. You sat on his lap, his big hands holding your waist, lightly grinding you against him. His plush lips were on yours, his tongue exploring your mouth. His hands were wandering down to the hem of your hoodie, tugging at it gently.
"Can I take it off?" he asks, breathing heavily below you. You think about it for a second. Your body has changed a lot recently and you worry about what he would think if he saw you naked.
"Y/n? Baby you alright?" he asked you, noticing you zoning out in your thoughts.
"Ughh- yeah, sure" you reply, letting him take off the hoodie, leaving you in your bra. His hands hesitantly pulled of the fabric, noticing the way you dodged his question at the beginning. He payed close attention to your expression once he did, making sure you weren't uncomfortable or anything.
He looked at your unsure expression. "Here, I'll take mine off too" he offers, pulling his tee off his head. He wondered why you were behaving like this since you've did this quite a couple of times already. Did he do something wrong?
He pushed his thoughts away as you lean back in, kissing him a little harder this time. When he places his hands on your bare hips, you audibly whimper, your body squirming, trying to get away from his touch.
Just as his hands are about to reach your thighs, he feels a wet tear against his cheek, immediately pulling away when he notices you crying. "S-shit Y/n, what's the matter baby?" he asks, worried that he did something wrong "Did I make you feel uncomfortable?"
You shake your head no and he visibly relaxes, relief washing over him. "Than what is it sweetheart?" he questions, his hands coming up to stroke your cheek.
"Do I look ugly?" you ask, your hands covering your face, attempting to hide from him.
"What?" he asks back, completely dumbfounded "Why would you say that?"
"My body is u-ugly" you sniff, breathing shakily as your body shudders "I'm sorry Soob, I've lost s-so much weight and it's j-just not me anymore"
He sighs sadly, his arms wrap around your torso as he brings you down onto his larger body, hugging you close as you sob into his bare shoulder. "You don't need to apologize love, it's not your fault you can't eat properly at the moment" he assured, gently petting your hair "I don't mind if you lose weight or gain weight, its just a number anyway"
You breathe deeply as relief washes over you, trying to calm down and stop your tears. You pull away and sniff, his thumbs wiping away your tears. You nod and breathe shakily. "I'm sorry for ruining the moment" you apologize, sniffing once again "I just didn't know how you'd react since my form changed a little" you explain.
"No need to apologize sweetie" he reassures "It's totally fine, actually, do you want to watch a movie instead?" he asks sweetly, rubbing your sides gently.
You nod happily, getting dressed once again and settling under the covers with him as he puts on your favourite movie.
"I love you Y/n"
"I love you too Soobs, thankyou"
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★ Choi Beomgyu ★
It was a nice afternoon and you and Beomgyu decided to go to the mall and get some new clothes for you, since he's been complaining about you stealing his shirts.
You went around the whole store, finally picking out some nice-looking shirts that matched your vibe or the he randomly picked out for you because he thought would look good on you.
He grabbed your hand, pulling you to the changing rooms, so you could try them on before buying them. Once you were both in the little cube, his hands were on your hips, his lips on your lips, kissing you deeply.
"Ugh, I missed you so much baby" he whined dramatically after he pulling away, making you playfully roll your eyes at him. You've literally been with him the whole day. "Can I watch you change?" he asked you all of a sudden.
"Woah, that totally didn't sound perverted" you scoff sarcastically. You were starting to feel anxious. You didn't want him to see you like this; half naked, when you couldn't even look at yourself half naked.
"Does that mean I could stay?" he asks hopefully, waiting for your answer.
"Uhh, I don't know Beommie" you admit, suddenly looking down, hoping he wouldn't ask why.
"Why? Do I make you nervous?" he asks joking, poking your sides and flicking his eyebrows up and down. You giggle at his actions but still don't give him an answer.
He suddenly gets serious. "Seriously Y/n, why? Did I do something wrong?" he asks, paying close attention this time.
"No Beommie, it's not that" you trail off, but he looks at you expectantly, encouraging you to continue "It's just that my body changed a l-lot and you might not like what you see"
His eyes widen in disbelief, eyebrows not visible in his fringe. "W-what?" he questions in disbelief "That's so silly Y/n, you know I'd always like you no matter what" he assures, sitting down on the little stool in the fitting room.
"Come here" he pats his thighs, making you sit in his lap. "Hey, I know you weren't able to eat that much lately which is why you've noticed a change in your body, but just know that whatever body type you have, I'll still love you the same, okay?" he assured, placing his hands on your hips and smiling up at you lovingly.
You nodded at him, leaning down to hug him, breathing in his comforting scent in the process. "Now get off me and try on these shirts for me" he ordered "Can you do that for me honey?" he batted his eyelashes at you, pressing s kiss to your forehead before you got up.
He couldn't stop throwing heart-felt compliments at you after every top you tried on, wolf whistling when you took off a top to try on another. "Fuck, I have the sexiest girlfriend"
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★ Kang Taehyun ★
It was already about dinner time and you and Taehyun had just arrived home after a whole day at the gym. He loved working out, but especially when you were there; either watching him or working out with him.
You entered the bathroom, ready to take a quick shower when he opened the door, not knowing you were already in there. "Tae!" you quickly grab a towel and cover up your naked body, making him furrow his brows in confusion.
"What's the matter babe?" he asks you "You know this isn't the first time I'm seeing you naked right?" he says rather cockily, smirking at you.
You breathe out shakily. How were you going to tell him? You had changed so much recently, how would he react? Your heart sank at his question.
"Can we shower together?" he questions hopefully. You had already showered quite a couple of times before so it shouldn't be a big deal right??
"Umm" you think about it for a second, watching him as he takes off his top, showing off his ripped body. He was so confident with his body that it made you self conscious. "I don't know" your voice is unsure.
"Oh come on Y/n" he encourages "I won't get soap in your eyes I promise" he's taking his pants off, waiting for your answer.
"You can shower first, it's fine I can wait" you smile, already making your way out the door.
"But I wanna shower with you" He whines, trying his best to convince you. "Showering without you is cold and boring" he complains with a pout. He notices you dodging the action and wonders why.
Your face suddenly turns down into a frown, your eyes welling slightly as you try not to cry in front of him and embarrass yourself. You breathe out shakily, holding back your tears.
"Hey Y/n, it's okay, we don't have to shower together" he assures, giving you some space. "If you want to shower alone it's fine, but please tell me why. Did I do something wrong?" he asks, wanting to know why you've gotten so upset suddenly.
"No Tae, not at all" you mumble "It's just that I'm not as confident with my body" you say, voice laced with sadness and disappointment at yourself.
His heart sinks when he hears you say that. "What do you mean Y/n? You know I love you and your body no matter what" he comforts, now coming closer and embracing you.
"Y-yeah but now my body has changed a little" you explain, burying your face in his firm chest. You breathe in deeply, blocking away the tears.
"I don't care if your body changes or not, it's still your body and I'll always love it" he admits "Plus, I don't love you for your body Y/n"
"But you have such a nice body compared to me" you whine, feeling him hug you closer.
"You know I only work out so I can carry heavy things for you right? The muscles are only a bonus" he explains, making you giggle.
"Ew, you're so sweaty Tyun. You need a shower" you say suddenly.
"I won't shower unless you shower with me" he clarifies stubbornly.
He ends up praising you endlessly, making you blush whilst he gently lathers your gorgeous body up in soap, complimenting each part he washes.
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★ Huening Kai ★
The day was finally here. You were seeing Kai after a few months since he's been on tour. You were feeling quite nervous, your body has changed a lot of and you worried about what he'd think. Would he even recognise you?
You were getting ready, when you hear the front door open. You run downstairs in shock, only to be more shocked when you see him at the door, already here.
"Surprise!" he announces, a big smile plastered on his adorable face.
"You're home early" you say, running up to him and giving him a big hug. He can't help but notice a change in your body. You seemed shorter, or perhaps smaller??
He doesn't say anything not wanting to upset you or ruin the mood, being happy to finally see you.
You were glad he hasn't said anything about your appearance. Maybe it was more unnoticeable than you though which is why he hasn't noticed anything yet.
Its only until dinner time when he confronts you about it. He's happy to see you trying to eat, but he wonders if you ate while he was away or if you have been forgetting to eat. He felt upset that he didn't remind you to eat over text.
"Uhh Y/n, have you been eating while I was away?" he asks, making you inhale sharply. You knew he would ask sooner or later.
"Uhh yeah. Well I tried to eat" you admit, watching him frown.
"What do you mean? Were you skipping meals?" he questions again, this time slightly worried than before.
"No no, I wasn't skipping meals, it's just that I wasn't really able to eat these past weeks that's it" you explain, giving him valid reasons to why you weren't eating as much.
He knew you were being truthful, relief taking over him since he was already starting to blame himself.
"I was actually a little worried" you admit "You know, about what you'd think when you saw me again" you explain.
He sighs "Y/n I hope you know that I don't mind your body. You could be short, tall, chubby, thin, I don't really care" he assures "I'm just trying to look out for you, as long as you're healthy it's okay" he smiles again, reaching over the table to hold your hand.
"I love you Y/n. And not just for your body"
"I love you too Kai"
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Thankyou for reading!! I really tried to keep with the ask but i think it differed a little 😭 I hope it's still okay tho!
Inbox is open for small, short requests! It is also open if you just want to talk :)
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interlacrimas · 4 months
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Love in your blade - chapter 2 the garden
After the long work, i was told to go to the last room of the third floor, they didn't explain much, just followed me until i get there, saying it was orders from the king himself…it seems he is a man who keeps his word, I enter the room to see a fancy bed, with a nice view, a bathroom and all luxuries you would imagine, how could me…a mere peasant have so much so easily? I don't know…I just layed on the bed, staring at the ceiling once again.
I've spent 30 minutes in silence, just observing the place, until i heard a knock, i stand up and open the door, with no care about my appearance, after all a servant isn't even expected to look nice or anything, besides, i was to tired after the long day, once i open a woman was looking at me, she seem to be quite authoritarian, using an uniform that only the best knights use, she then said, with no expression on your face:
“Are you perhaps hajime hinata?”
“...yeah? Did I do something wrong, ma'am?”
“No, mister hinata, but it's required that you come with me.”
“Why-” before i manage to finish the whole sentence, she interrupted me right away:
“You don't have a choice, come with me” she said staring at my soul, i think it's better to not question her at all, i just followed her downstairs, she lead me into a beautiful door, it was fancy, she just open the door for me and allow me to enter, she didn't enter herself, she closed the door the moment i took a step on the place.
The place was…a Garden, it seem that it had been put big effort in this place, the prettiest of the flowers that i had never seen before, their colors shining on the moonlight, the place was full of beauty, but the most beautiful thing of that place was him…
The king himself…waiting for me, now his clothings weren't as formal, but they were still pretty well done, he wasn't wearing his crown, sitting around the roses, as he looks at me surprised.
“You actually came…?”
It was even funny, i laughed a little as i looked at his shining eyes
“I think i didn't have a choice”
“Yeah you fucking didnt”
“The king swear?”
“Pardon me…”
I was surprised he took the commentary seriously, it seem it wasn't appropriated for someone as important as him to talk like his people, the lowly ones
“I don't mind, don't push yourself so much” I sit by his side, he looked at me and smiled
“That's great to hear”
We both went silent, staring at each other, i feel like he wanted to ask more about what happened to my face, i can't blame him, i would like to know more about that blind eye of his.
And i was right, he touched my face, the side with all those dark marks i despise, i looked at him, my heart skipped a beat, but i made my best to calm down, it was the king, i cant question his reasons, and most of all, i cant wish for something i could never have
“Does it bother you? I mean…this marks are quite unusual, i've never seen any spell like that before”
“Sometimes it does”
“I could ask the mage from the castle to see if there is something to revert this”
“You don't need to go for all this trouble for me”
“Yes I need, dumbass”
We went silent again, as the moonlight hit our faces, we were on the grass, looking at each other, no word had been spoken for a few minutes, until he said
“Even so, your face is beautiful” i start to blush as i hear the compliment 
“If your majesty insists...then youre right”
I spent the whole night talking to that man, that was so far from me, but for this night he was so close, if only our situation was different…
Maybe we could possibly be friends… 
On the next day, I started early my job, I wasn't familiar with the place this day either, but at least i wasn't as lost as I was yesterday, I've cleaned at least 3 floors for now, going at each room and making sure its bright and beautiful, when suddenly I've heard his voice:
“You're such a hard worker”
“Can't risk being fired, can I?”
“I would prefer you didn't, you’re fucking entertaining”
“Entertaining?”
“That isn't why i came here” he then continue his sentence 
“Stop working and come with me, lets meet the magician and see what can be done for you”
(Hope you all are enjoying reading it as much as I am enjoying to write this, btw, sorry for the rusty english, its not my first language:D)
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writtengalaxies · 1 year
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hi there! request incoming <3
since im a major dark enjoyer, could be get HCs about his relationship with the ghost!DA specifically? (intended to be romantic but its fully fine w platonic as well ^^!!)
heres a few crumbs for thought that are on my mind:
- would he, (assuming damien was together w DA) want a relationship with them, considering.. well.. everything?
- what'd he do if ghost!DA wanted to pursue a relationship/frienship with *him*?
- how soft is he for ghost!DA? what special s/o / close friend privilidges would they get that others dont?
- assuming the mirror is like a 2nd, but worse, home for the DA, where would he put it/what'd he do with it? i'd assume he really dislikes it but hey, DA's gotta sleep *somewhere*. cant sleep in the bathroom mirror every night yk?
i really hope im doing this whole request thing right, please do correct me if i goofed smth up ^^!!! good night <3
Oh ho ho, yeeeeees. It's all good! I can take pretty much anything as a request and make it work. :3
So now...the headcanons!
I personally like to think that Damien really wanted a relationship with the DA or had just started a new one with them when WKM happened. (Which...honestly...is just so delicious for angst. The pain of something so new or so close, and all that happens? *chef kiss*)
Knowing that the DA is...well, not alive, but around? It pulls all those old feelings up to the surface. Makes them new and raw again. It aches, makes is dead heart beat again.
He'd want to be with them. Let them draw the lines of what that means, but Dark just...misses them in a way that hurts, in a way he didn't think he could still feel. And he's honestly surprised they don't hate him for what he's done to them.
But them, reaching out, speaking quietly into the night air about still loving him, despite all that's happened, finally voicing words they were too scared to say. He'd be floored. It would be slow, them both trying to learn how to be again, how to adjust to who they are now.
Dark hides it from the others, obviously, because no one needs to know the big scary eldritch monster of a man with a temper that will burn eternal...is a big old romantic softie.
All the old pet names come back, the gentle way he calls them little monster the first time, and then winces. How he explains that truly, he's the monster for what he's done to them. And them gently helping him pick up all the pieces he's had to chip off of himself to survive. They get to be the one to see him smile softly, in a way that's like the old mayor. They get to hear the soft laughter, not the mocking ringing sound. They get to see him at his least composed.
And Dark wishes for nothing more than to be able to lift their hand to his lips like he used to, but...it almost tore him apart when he reached for their hand, and his passed through theirs.
The old mirror from the manor, shattered and cracked, sits behind his chair in his office, overlooking his desk. Neither of them truly need to sleep, maintaining the habits of a normal person as a way to hold onto those remnants of the past. They move between mirrors, following him through the house during those routines. 
And if maybe, sometimes, someone walks into the kitchen at 3 AM, they'll find Dark smiling softly at a figure that's not quite all there. But...that can't be anything more than a weird dream, right?
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ferdieinceladoncity · 6 months
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WILD BLUE YONDER SPOILERS/THOUGHTS
Doing this again :3
.Now this was a Doctor Who episode. It was amazing, it was hilarious, it was thrilling, and I am so glad that this episode was kept so tightly under wraps and wasn't part of the leaks- though how would this episode even be explained written down anyway?
.I don't really know why Isaac newton was there? To make the mavity joke and the snippet about the doctors sexuality? both very valid and great moments, but unless some important plot point fell out of my head it was a bit random, but I'm not complaining I suppose
.my mum was CONVINCED that it wasn't coffee that donna was drinking, with the way they were acting at the start of the episode. lmao.
.This set is giving crazy high budget. The entire episode was very visually impressive. The scene of the entire outside of the ship spinning in space (and the weird contorted circle shape of it) makes you blink twice
.I liked the bit that confirmed the doctors attraction to men, its funny that he seemed surprised about it. "is that who I am now?" who you are NOW? Anyway, I really hope it's explicitly talked about in future episodes that the doctor is bisexual, omnisexual or however it happens to be. I would like the attraction to ALL genders (or lack thereof) to be made explicit.
.My heart actually dropping out of tension hasn't been something I've felt in a doctor who episode in a LONG time, but that scene where we cut to the Doctor messing with the tubes in the blue room after we just see Donna and the Doctor in the orange one actually gave me that perfect sinking feeling. It was such a great "somethings not right" moment. Like, oh shit- that's not HIM-
."My arms are too long" and both of them just brushing that off coming from the other initially is very funny. and very real. Some shit I wouldn't blink if my friends said around me. yeah I dont know it's like that
.THEY WENT HAM ON THE VISUAL EFFECTS AND I CAN'T LOVE IT ENOUGH. IT'S UNCANNY, IT'S GOOFY AND IT'S UNSETTLING- I could NOT stop laughing, but it was also horrific! That scene of them chasing them down the hallway was straight up nightmare fuel. how did rtd even decide that was. that was something he wanted to do. he was right but like. crazy.
.The scene where donna and the doctor confront each other and the viewer knows one of each set isn't "right' but we don't know which is which (and I was wrong with my initial guess, which is probably the point) that was great. ""Donna""" telling the doctor that the flux wasn't his fault and him responding "I KNOW" was really just something to me. I cant remember much about the flux storyline, but sometimes things that aren't your fault still hurt so much.
.On the other side of the coin, it was an amazing moment when the """doctor""" realises the tie he threw off is gone, and he says "oh. things that are gone still exist." it's a very chilling line... cooking in the writing room
.Oh. and the spider-walking bit. Top tier. it makes me think of all the people watching doctor who recently just for David Tennant because he's having a Tumblr/twitter dilf sexyman resurgence. Watch your man do this (contorts into a crab walk, runs on all fours) :3 thats how we do things in doctor who. nah im joking he's my celeb crush too
.I also really liked the scene with the line of salt. Had to suspend my disbelief for a second: it's not like he salted across the whole room, walk around it maybe? but it was just a great scene, and the """donna"" dropping to her knees and counting the salt was pretty funny.
.Is this villain and the one in Midnight connected? Gotta be, though I feel as if it might never be explained. The mimicry is too similar of a premise and it makes a lot of sense that they'd reference it given that Midnight is generally considered to be one of the 10th Doctors best episodes.
.Do y'all remember when someone edited the IMDB page to say that Billie Piper was in this episode because whoever did that was quite funny. This episode was leagues better than any returning character call-back episode they could have done (and I say that with so much love for her) but I am one of the many people who want A SINGULAR TENTOO MENTION and the clown music is getting louder and im wondering if I should just go grab my rainbow wig and red nose now
.What kind of animal was the captain? A horse? I guess? I want to see what this alien looked like when it was alive. It made me intrigued and I think it was quite a powerful/scary visual that it wasn't a human skull. There was something more unsettling about an animalistic skull- YES of course it would be an alien yeah duh but do you understand? do you find the visual creepy as well?
.Im sorry but the part where the "doctor" just starts GALLOPING on all fours made me lose it. Me at 11 years old on the school playground pretending to be a wolf. What warrior cat do you think the tenth doctor kins (I dont know, but I do know that 12 kins Jayfeather. That's really obvious.)
.Could he not have thought of ANY better question to ask to determine between the two donnas? And why would "it just is" be the answer he went for? The scene where Donna faces death is powerful: breaking a little of her trust for him: he chose the wrong one. it was good stuff. But hey doctor, please explain your thought process behind that whole scene on this blackboard, because I cant get my head around it.
.My mother wants a ramp that spews people out of the door installed in our house for guests.
.I feel like donna was lying when she said she doesn't remember the doctors 15 years past. Or, idk, well. I wrote that but she did say it was like looking into a furnace, so maybe it's true. Donna asking if the doctor will be alright and the doctor saying "I will be" was great but "when?" "in a million years" was a bit much, but im being pedantic.
.Curious about the salt thing... there's much in the specials that's either being set up for the giggle or the next season, and both are intriguing. FWIW, I think when the Meep was referring to the boss the meep was probably referring to the toymaker, (watch me eat my words next week) but the salt thing- would that really be connected to the toymaker?
.wilf.wilfwilfwilf. Apparently, this is the only time before Bernards death that he features in the specials. This hurts the most, but it hurts SO GOOD that he got to be here one last time. and, fictionally, the doctor got to see Wilf one last time. That's so incredible. I'm tearing up. And I stayed with my eyes glued to the credits scene knowing there would be a dedication to him in the end, and I teared up all over again. Bernard Cribbins acting as Wilf is one of those characters that's going to be remembered forever.
.Incredible. So much fun. This was just... FUN. my whole family really enjoyed this one a lot more than the Star Beast (me and mum loved the star beast, my dad didnt, but he loved this one.)
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k1ss-m3-b3tt3r · 1 year
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𖣯 High as a Kite 𖣯
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pairing: jonathan byers x male! reader (romantic)
summary: smoking weed takes away the feeling of loneliness by providing you with the most perfect food combinations and your best friends. jonathan tries to confess but you cant comprehend a word he says, making him embarrassed and you, wearing fuzzy llama socks, screaming in laughter.
warnings: cursing, weed, awkward but cute fluff :)
a/n: i love fluff and have such a weak heart for jonathan! also happy yule!!! not revised btw
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you were always a stoner and somewhat a loner, until you met jonathan and argyle. whenever it was awkward, you would crack a joke and no one could stop laughing. its just something you picked up from high school a while back, the class clown title. you couldnt deal with emotions so getting high was comforting and you were better explaining how you feel while smoking.
while being a cool stoner, youre also oblivious as fuck. everyone notices and im pretty sure you lost most brain cells, but to jonathan you were perfect. not everything about you was perfect, definitely not, but the way you show that goofy smile really lights up the room was magical. it was a hard core crush at this point.
you were never really part of the group until last year, after all the shit that went down in hawkins. you started hanging out with argyle, liking his stoner ways and matched his energy perfectly. “we are all one with the world” and “bro think about it, we’re all just brains! i dont get why people could hate each other.” were things you said quite often while stoned.
today was the day though: to confess. jonathan was nervous, like extremely after the whole thing with nancy and the break up. it hurt him definitely but he decided it was time to actually get out there and do what he wants to do. jonathan invited you over, thinking about how to do this correctly, so he prepped himself, rehearsing the lines. all of a sudden, the doorbell rings.
“ill get it!” jonathan yells while getting off of his ass as quick as possible. his hands were pretty sweaty so he wiped it off, heading to the front door.
“whos that?” joyce says genuinely curious, but of course she rolls her eyes and puts her hand on her hip and steps in front of jonathan. “youre doing all the chores for a week if thats (y/n).” joyce smiles a cheeky grin.
the doorbell starts again, but this time being pressed on a thousand times. “IM COMING!!” joyce yells ignoring jonathan. “wait..!” he tells joyce but she ignores him. shes his mother after all, not the other way around.
once the doors open, (y/n) spins around. “heyyyy miss joyce!” she turns and looks at jonathan with the i knew it face. “uhh, want me to wait out here- nevermind its too cold..” (y/n) jogs inside and acts like its the coldest hes ever felt. jonathan just looks at him like hes an idiot. “come on, lets just go to my room” as he sighs to himself.
before they go anywhere, (y/n) whispers, “hey, bro, hey.. i got the good shit and i may have smoked half of it in my car, but i left you some!” “get your ass in the room!” jonathan mumbles in an exhausted but hushed voice, trying to get (y/n) into a room.
“uh, bye i guess miss joyce..?” “uh huh, you too (y/n)…” she gives a questioning voice with her brow raised, “dont get into any trouble!” (y/n) laughs it off and runs into the bedroom like an idiot. you can here the springs get hit on jonathans bed all the way from the door way.
jonathan gives a little grin, heading towards his room. when he gets there (y/n) is already bringing out the bong, packing it terribly since hes already high as a kite. “hey bro, you gotta check this shit out, its feisty! back i say, back!” while acting like the bag of weed is after him. jonathan laughs and sits on the bed, taking the whole bowl down in a few hits.
“what is in this (y/n)..?” jonathan starts to feel prickles in his legs and his eyes droop. “i told its good shit! i know the best people my man” (y/n) packs another bowl and starts hitting that shit like crazy.
ten minutes later, theyre starting at the ceiling, on the floor of course. jonathan looks over and catches the other guys face, its practically glowing. the guy sits up and looks towards jonathan with his eyes glazed over. “bro… what did i come over here for again..?” jonathan hesitates, “um, i dont know..” jonathan turns away thinking about the confession hes supposed to make but clearly doesnt remember what he practiced.
“damn.. you know man, you cant lie to me even if im high,” (y/n) says as he ruffles his hair and stands up, walking in circles because it “feels good” as you can quote it. “ok ok, i just have to say one thing i guess?” (y/n) stops and stares at him, while jonathan is taking in all his features, down to his beautiful eyes and.. llama socks..??
jonathan sighs, sitting up and rubbing his hands against his face. “umm, (y/n)?” “yuh?” jonathan laughs and just says, “yuh? what does that even mean mannn?” (y/n) looks at him and bursts out laughing. jonathan looks at his hands, “what was i saying?” “bro, i cant even remember what we’ve done for the past uhhh i dont know twelve minutes?” “uh huh, really specific there (y/n)..” (y/n) just grins.
(y/n) stares at the llama socks and whispers, “i think theyre watching me…” jonathan stands up, urgently, asking who is while looking outside. “…the llamas bro…” jonathan looks at him as (y/n) makes that goofy grin. that goofy grin lit up his heart and he realizes what this whole thing was about. he sits next to (y/n) and give him a shy smile.
“ok so um..” jonathan thinks for a moment before blurting out, “i think im in love with you?” (y/n) jolts up and looks at jonathan. “i dont think ive eaten anything today. should i be worried? will i die?” “did you even hear what i said?” jonathan laughs and touches the other guys hand. “i. am. in. love. with. you. does that make sense??” (y/n) just looks at jonathan then looks at his hand and then the door. “if you really love me, get me food my guy.” jonathan sits dumbfounded as (y/n) says that, wondering how he even fell in love with the guy, before laughing. “alright, deal i guess??”
jonathan goes out of his room a little embarrassed, while (y/n) was doing something wild most likely. as soon as jonathan gets back with the food, you have already made a nest out of blankets and pillows on the floor. “what…??” jonathan takes a second before speaking again, “what are you doing?” (y/n) raised his hand, telling jonathan to stop speaking.
“i made a nest and i love you too loser.” (y/n) sits on the floor in his new nest, cuddled up in a ball. jonathan was too stunned to speak. he had to think about what was happening and almost dropped the chips he had in his hand. “so, you made me get food, built a nest, and now you say you love me??” “well..” (y/n) looks around, “yes? now get in.”
jonathan sits in the “nest” and (y/n) immediately pulls jonathan towards him, while sitting quietly. “you know you should brush your hair, its starting to look like an actual nest. jonathan starts laughing and fixing his hair. “is that better?” (y/n) looks at his nest below him and then looks back at jonathan, nodding to himself. “thatll do just fine.” (y/n) soft kisses his head.
jonathan looks around at the nest and then at the bags of chips before looking back at (y/n) again. “youre smoking privileges are being revoked after this.” jonathan laughs and (y/n) gives him a knowing look. “sure thing dude.. sure thing..”
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godteri-takk · 8 months
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I hate that i cant remember names of other peeps oc SORRY
But u have coral? It think so
To them 2, 6, 9, 18, 37, 43
And to Kation: 12, 15, 18, 24,
Anddd to u
Coral: A, B, J
Kation A, B, J as well
Oh wow this is a LOT! This'll be so fun to answer thank you :D theres art too! Image:desc in ALT
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Coral (she/he)
2: How easy is it for them to laugh?
Laughter doesn't always come easy to him, and for long he was ashamed of her laughter. It's a snorty laugh in short quick puffs, I think it's really cute! She feels comfortable laughing around close friends tho, especially late at night after a long hang-out with candy and music :)
6: Do they consider laws flexible or immovable?
She want to be rebellious but in his heart, he thinks they're immovable.
9: Do they swear? First swear word?
He started swearing only after he'd Fallen, and the first one was shit xD
18: What embarrasses them?
Being wrong, wearing clothes he's not comfortable with, not having control over his body, showing people his vent-art, stuttering, being judged, being messy, a lot of things honestly.
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37: Do they have a system to remember things?
She ties the thing she need to remember to a visual picture. For example, if needing to remember how to spell the word "carpet" she'll imagine a little kitty in a car. Car-pet.
43: how would they explain their sexuality?
Ooooh that could've been a post on its own tbh. No! I'll keep it brief! Coral is objectum. He's aroace when it comes to people. His beloved objects, his partners, are Boy! the bunny plushie, Rey the computer, Sugar the flip-phone and Stellar the chain. They're depicted in both the ref-sheets :) So the main type of objects he's attracted to are plushies, technology, chains and sometimes buildings :) But you know, just as with other sexualities, she's not attracted to EVERY object tn these categories, just as lesbians aren't attracted to ALL girls.
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Kation (hen/she/it)
12: How do they deal with a itch in a spot they can't reach? (Thats so spesific what XD)
Can only imagine that being its back. Use a stick or rub its back against something like a corner, a tree, the couch, anything
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15: How do they speak?
She talks on the spot and use a lot of slang and some swear-words, she's quite outspoken and its emotions affect their tone a lot. Its voice is kinda deep and rough/ragged, with a growl hiding just under the surface of the voice.
18: what embarrasses them?
Failing in things hen thought hen was good at, sharing vulnerable feelings, admitting flaws, being considered weak or mean
24: Are they comfortable talking about sex? With whom?
Kation is very confident in its sexuality and is comfortable with talking about it with anyone who wants to! It's just a casual topic to her.
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To Me!
A: What am I excited about these characters?
About Kation I love its design and powers and personality, I love to draw hen and Imagine hen in all kinds of scenarios, how hen interact with others, anything. Designing outfits for both Kation and Coral is super fun, about Coral i love his emotional life, her facial expressions, that she's objectum, his past, his inner conflicts and problems and worries.
B: what inspired me to create them?
Kation was created because I needed a main character in my comic. Hen is a fat, nonbinary demon cus those are all things i think we should see more in media. Well... mostly the first 2, there's a lot of demons lol. But i think those 3 things is a great combo! Coral, as first depicted here, I just drew him cus I wanted to redraw the album photo for Replicas Redux by Gary Numan (with Are 'Friends' Electric? in mind). But I didn't want to draw the guy himself so i just switched him out w a demon i designed on a whim. I liked her design a lot and decided to add her to the lore of the comic i made, and make him Kations best friend, soon with lore of his own!
Question J was only for fandom OCs it seems so ... yeah :)
Wow this was fun!!! Thank you so much I hope it was interesting, either way i now have a cool post with lots of OC lore n stuff!
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heartsoulspiritelite · 10 months
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MJF x Adam Cole
summary-
Soulmates were a weird thing, Max didn't even think they existed
For the longest time Max was convinced he'd never meet his. Nobody liked him, Nobody trusted him and he just felt like nobody liked or understood him. That was until he was partnered with the person who changed his life forever.
Adam Cole.
Soulmates
Soulmates were a weird thing. Max didn't think they even existed- i mean it was a stupid term with a stupid meaning.
For the longest time Max was convinced he'd never meet his soulmate. Nobody liked him, Nobody trusted him and he just felt like nobody understood him. That was until he was partnered with the person who changed his life forever.
Adam Cole.
When Cole and Friedman became the tag team 'Better than you Bay Bay' Max became the happiest he has been in a long time. He knew Adam wasn't very fond of him obviously in the beginning. But now things feel different its been awhile and they've been working together quite a bit. Max thinks Adam actually likes him now and that thought warms his heart in a weird way.
Max was sitting in his locker room sitting on the bench scrolling through his phone until the door infront of burts open with a disheveled and heart-broken Adam walking in.
"Max what did i do wrong?, why do i keep screwing things up!" Adam asks teary eyed
"Buddy whats wrong what happened?"  Max questioned going into protective mode
"Britt fucking left me Max" He explains frusterated
MJF watches Adam slide down the wall by the door until he was sitting on the floor staring at Max desperately.
"W-what?" Says in a state shock
"I know, i dont know what the hell i did wrong! She never seemed upset with me i don't what happened.. Max im a good person aren't i? Why are Britt and Roddy mad at me?" He whines shoving his face into the palm of his hands.
"Im so sorry, You are a fucking amazing person, you've helped me so much man and honestly i think that might be the problem.. Im sorry, you know they don't like me. i never mean't to cause all of this"
Adam's head snaps up at this
"Max if you 're implying that i stop hanging out with you, that aint gonna happen no matter how hard you try" He states
"Why not you never liked me before why can't it go back to that?"
Adam stands up and walks over to Max until he is stood infront of him
"You know i never believed all the things people said about you. I always knew deep down you were actually a good person."
Max just stares at him a little confused
"I was just mad because i wanted your damn title. I wanted to prove to people that i was still something." He continues while staring Max in the eyes with a serious look on his face
"I know we lost the championship match and i know we're going to fight at All In but i dont care. We are going to continue being friends no matter what you or anybody else says. You snuck into my heart max i cant just let you go" He finishes
Adam looks away and sighs while Max blushes trying to hide a smile. Nobody has ever cared this much for him before so its weird, hes not used to it but it makes him feel warm inside.
"Adam you know you're my bestfriend right. But you can't sacrifice your friends and girlfriend who you knew longer than you knew me just so we can still be friends, i wont let you" He says sadly standing up about to leave the room
All of this was very out of character for MJF.
"Max please, I dont need them alright. I need you, I need you so bad" He pleads following Maxwell
This was also pretty out of character for Adam Cole Bay Bay.
Max freezes and turns around slowly. Theres no way?!..
"You need what?.." He asks unsure
"You." he states teary eyed
"Its always been you. i tried to stop it but i couldn't , i tried so hard Ma-" He gets cut off by Max's lips on his.
Adam's arms immediately go to Max's neck while Max deepens the kiss, wrapping his arms around Adam's back.
Max taps adam waists twice to tell him to jump.
So he does and wraps his legs around Max's waist while smiling into the kiss.
Max lightly breaks apart the kiss. "You dont know how long i've wanted his" He pants catching his breath
Adam reconnects their lips grabbing on to Max's short curly hair while Max runs his hands in Adams hair.
"you're coming back to the hotel with me and we're going to take a nice shower talk this out alright, i dont want to rush anything. Im not messing anything up" He informs the man in his arms.
Adam nods putting his head onto max's shoulder and gives him little kisses.
"Okay" he whispers
You know what.
Maybe soulmates do exist.
~Cross-posted on Wattpad & Ao3~
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rekreku · 2 years
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hi! im not sure if you did this already, but if you're comfortable doing it can i get kyojuro rengoku, uzui tengen, and tanjiro kamado from demon slayer with a reader whos social anxiety is so bad they literally cant talk to people? and if you write for them, preferably male reader, but gn is fine!! feel free to ignore this if you want lol
anxiety.
demon slayer characters x male! reader
type: fluff
prompt: in which the demon slayers calm you from your social anxiety.
note: thank you so much for the ask!! it’s not a problem to write male readers!! ^^ thank you for reading my works! <3 (i apologize in advance if any of these seem ooc for the characters)
characters include: rengoku, uzui, and tanjiro.
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RENGOKU is rather oblivious at first to you growing quiet. after all, it was easy for the flame hashira to get surrounded, with how popular he was and how much everyone adored him.
however, you weren’t aware how crowded a room could get just with his presence.
the loudness overstimulated you, you just wanted to shrink away and hide; rengoku noticed only after he realized how quiet you’d grown.
he immediately pulled you away from the situation, of course not without a very straightforward reason towards the others he was talking to.
“i apologize, friends! my boyfriend is in need of me right now so i will be off!”
he takes you to a quiet, secluded room, allowing you to calm down while he tries to be quiet and not bombard you with questions.
you just lean against him while he holds you, slowly rubbing your back. you quite enjoyed it, his company was comforting enough alone.
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it also takes UZUI a bit to notice how quiet and anxious you’ve become, fidgeting and being hypersensitive to loud noises.
he’s too busy boasting about you, his first husband, to really notice until you couldn’t really take much more and began to cling to his arm.
of course, he was thrown off by this, giving you a puzzled look before you give him that pleading gaze, telling him silently you want to leave.
he immediately gets the hint and grins, picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder.
“sorry, being the best husband in the world calls!” is what he exclaims to the hashiras he’d been talking to before walking off with you.
he brings you to his place, immediately letting you go and holding you in his arms, talking about how handsome you were and how lucky he was to have you.
(he wasn’t the best at giving advice to calming down, so he resorted to compliments to make you smile and at least feel a little better.)
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unlike the others, TANJIRO noticed something was off immediately.
the way you fidgeted, the way you couldn’t even bring yourself to talk or else you felt your heart was going to leap out of your throat.
your head was spinning, it felt like the walls were closing in on you.
before you could even realize what had happened, tanjiro swept you up in his arms without a word and immediately carried you to a quiet, serene place where you could clear your head.
at first, he was bombarding you with questions, afraid it had something to do with a demon attack or something; though, you quietly explained to him what had truly happened.
he nodded along, listening intently before pulling you into his arms, his fingers threading through your hair as he held you, breathing you in.
“you’re okay, i promise. take deep breaths.” he cooed in your ear softly, guiding you through a few breathing exercises.
you don’t know how long you guys had been out there for, but you weren’t sure you even wanted it to end.
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violet-kink-rambles · 2 years
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🎃Halloween Feedee POV Story🎃
Gender Neutral Feedee POV x Fem Feeder
CW: Vampire Costumes, Intox Feedism, Dom Feeder/Sub Feedee, Force Feeding, Mobility Issues, Public Stuffing, Teasing, Name Calling
Word Count: 8,299
Would love some feed back on this! I’m still getting used to writing and I think I have a decent handle on it? No clue if I’m over explaining or adding to much to it though
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Hope yall enjoy! This took forever to write but it was worth it, lmk if you have any suggestions for what I should write next!
I mainly write about fem feeders since they don't have a ton of content out there for themselves. Also because I hope to have a fem feeder in my life one day and I might as well make stories that apply to what I am into. Anyways, story time!
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It was finally time for you to get ready, it had been quite a long day studying for your online courses. As you shut your laptop and stood up you realized just how full you really were, your gut pressed so firmly against your shirt that it was stretched a little taut. Sure you had eaten quite a bit today but you feel bloated even though it’s been a couple hours since you last ate. Kate had made that really easy since you started gaining for her. It was an awkward arrangement at first but something you quickly grew fond of, now you couldn't imagine going back to your old life of watching your diet and going to the gym.
(Your costume / Kates Costume <- (Amazon links, imagine the costumes as you wish though))
After you stood up and stretched you started putting on your costume, Kate had picked out vampire themed outfits for the both of us, thankfully she's a good seamstress and was able to tailor the costume enough to fit your pot belly. You both decided to be a bit adventurous and have your costume highlight your gut this year with a bold red color and a couple belts to prop it up a bit more. Ever since you passed four hundred pounds it was impossible to hide your weight, your gut just keeps slowly cascading further and further down and out. You’re sure that in just a few more months you won’t even be able to pleasure yourself anymore.
Kate had been getting ready for a little while already, corsets can be hard to get on and she was going for a rather intricate vampire makeup look with red eyes. You both had been so excited for this Halloween party for the last couple weeks, even holding off on any big stuffings the week of to make sure you can fit in your costume. You were still eating way more than the average person, your gut has been stretched out to the point that 5000 calories was your version of cutting back. As you start getting your costume on it feels just a little snug, perfect, thats what you both were aiming for. Over the last couple years of yalls relationship you've both taken a liking to the voyeurism side of life, not having sex in public but instead showing off your gluttony, your ever growing belly and appetite. No matter what the event was, if there was food involved you were there and it was time for the show to start. No being an intentional slob, but just eating to your hearts content, eating till you're full and more importantly until Kate is satisfied.
Your costume slides onto your body fine and you start getting the belts done up. There's 2 of them, one around your waist and the other a few inches above your belly button. Both belts were running out of space and you just know they will be taken off at some point to continue the stuffing, you note that for later and hope to please Kate by needing to undo the belts at the party. After getting your costume fully on you head over to the bathroom where Kate is getting ready.
You: Heya babe! What do you think?
Kate finishes up a detail in her makeup before turning to you
Kate: Ooooohh looking good baby! Have I told you how good you look in red?
You: Haha have I ever told you? Youre stunning in that dress!
Kate: Hehe.. ughhhh, I cant wait to see the spectacle your appetite will make baby.. remember, if it goes on your plate it is your responsibility to finish it! I want you to give our friends a scare tonight, okay?
You: I mean I've been pretty hungry the last few days so I don't think you have to worry about that!
Kate: As any growing fatty should be ;) I just need a few more minutes and then we can get going, I made some cookies and brownies earlier to bring to the party, also made an extra batch of cookies so you can have something to snack on.
You: Gotcha! Just let me know when youre ready to go :)
As you turn around and start heading down the hallway you contemplate whether you really wanna eat more before the party. Kate had already made a pretty big breakfast of pancakes, eggs, and sausage for you, followed by 2 double quarter pounder meals for lunch. Still a light day compared to your average but enough that it could hold you over for now. It was only 7:30 and you knew that there was a long night of eating ahead of you. On holidays like this it was the norm for you to be in a food coma on the drive home, only for a quick power nap before Kate woke you up for another onslaught of food.
But as you got to the kitchen any thoughts of not indulging left your brain, the countertop was covered in baking sheets with cookies and brownies, there was barely any space left on the countertop. The sweet, sweet, smell of pumpkin spice and brownies permeate throughout the room. You had smelled them coming from the kitchen while you were studying and held off on checking them out, but once you got up close it was really hard to resist. Culinary classes and quarantine had paid off big time on your waistline. Kate was constantly trying out new recipes and tweaking them to be more fattening and was even writing her own FFA cookbook on tumblr. The responses she got on those posts were extremely positive, she is definitely responsible for at least an extra five hundred pounds in the community excluding yourself. Positive reviews are great and all but when you can post before and after pictures of your partners 230+ pound gain over just 2 years of gaining... it sorta speaks for itself.
You grab a small plate and a glass of pepsi, grabbing 4 of the pumpkin spice cookies and a couple pieces of the brownie cubes. Resting on the couch and mindlessly browsing on your phone was a more and more common way you found yourself passing the time lately since it was just so, so easy to do. Like clockwork you work your way through the delicious treats and soda, and by the time you were done almost 10 minutes had passed and you called for Kate.
You: Hey are you almost ready? These are delicious by the way, you keep out doing yourself baby!
Kate: Almost! I'm glad you like them, grab a couple more though! These contacts are a bitch to put in without scuffing my makeup
You knew that you really shouldn't but it was hard to turn her down, you grab 3 more, cant eat cookies without something to wash it down though so you get another glass of pepsi. After sitting back down on the couch your costume feels even more snug, the belts causing the top of your belly to bulge out an inch or so. It was a somewhat foreign feeling, you don't wear belts too often since all your classes are online, and that's probably one of the main reasons you gained so much in the first place. Unrestricted and encouraged hedonism during a point in your life where you aren't active in the slightest and have no need to wear clothes that aren't comfy. The only time you wear anything with a zipper or a belt is when you go out to dinner or a social event like tonight.
After a couple minutes and finishing the second cookie Kate walks out to the living room.
Kate: Sorry to keep you waiting! I had to make sure everything was just right :) You ready to go?
You: Yep! You look amazing by the way, cant wait till later on tonight ;)
Kate: Hahaha slow down there fatty... the real foreplay hasn't even started yet
Kate grabs the last cookie off your plate and takes a bite from it
Kate: Hmmmm, ok, not bad... here, finish this
She presses the cookie into your mouth and you willingly accept it, Kate then walks over to the countertop and starts putting all the treats into tupperware. 2 big tupperware boxes, one with cookies and the other with brownies, and a third smaller box filled with cookies. She picks up the boxes and looks over to you with a flustered yet determined look in her eyes, her red contacts pulling you in to follow her every word.
Kate: Well, lets go my fat little vampire.. the party is about 20 minutes away but dont worry! You can have the cookies in this small box as travel treats :) Cant have you going hungry on me, right?
You both get to her car after a slow waddle filled with small talk and as you get in you feel the car drop down a considerable amount, a feeling that you were getting more and more used to as time went on. You buckle up and the added pressure to your belly causes a deep guttural burp to come out, you had ordered a seat belt extender a few days ago but it still hadn't come in yet. The seat belt had been tight for a couple months at this point but Kate liked seeing how tight it was, but, all good things must end because its slowly becoming a potential safety issue. Oh well though, at the rate you're ballooning up she will be able to enjoy you barely being able to fit in her car soon. Maybe we will get an SUV at that point or skip straight to a van, but that's a thought for further down the line.
On the drive over you polish off another 4 cookies with Kates soft encouragement, bringing your total in the last hour to 11. As you pull up to the house you see at least 12 cars parked outside, you were pulling up just a little late, immediately you see what will most definitely be a struggle for the night. You had to park a solid 80 feet from the house and the driveway had a decently steep incline to it. It wouldn't be that big of an issue for you right now, but you figure that you might as well play it up for Kate.
Kate: Alright, you ready? As soon as greetings are over with I need you to head to the kitchen and get a plate, you can do that for me right?
Whether it was a question or a demand didn't matter, her red eyes and costume was so intoxicating to look at that I was going to listen no matter what.
You: Of course :) I cant wait to see their reactions! Last time everyone was together was the 4th of July and I was.... 440ish right?
Kate: 443 to be exact ;) We can weigh you after the party tonight sweetie, I think its safe to say that everyone will notice how much you've gained since then though... even I'm a bit surprised by how much bigger you are
After you both put in your fangs and got out of the car, you both made the trip up the driveway. As you got closer to the door you lean on a parked truck and catch your breath, this was actually harder than you thought itd be. You looked over at Kate and saw her smirking at you, you knew just how much this turned her on, your struggle from how fat you've gotten has been something she always took an interest in. She chuckled for a second before saying "Come on sweetie, its time for the show to finally start... I need you to put on a great performance tonight. Don't worry though, ill make sure the after party back home will be worth your while ;)"
Kate knocks on the door as you waddle the last 15 feet, as the door opens you can already smell all the food inside, the sweet smell of pumpkin and candy filling your nostrils. A former roommate of Kate's opened the door, Brooke, dressed up in what I can only describe as a "sexy clown" costume. According to Kate and from what you've gathered speaking to Brooke at these events they played D1 volleyball together. You've taken a liking to Brooke, not as a love interest but as a consistent side character you see at these events. She really couldn't hide how much she noticed your weight, every event you and Kate went to had Brooke pointing out your weight to others or making snide remarks.
Brooke: Heyy, you guys made it! We were getting worried for a minute there haha, come on in
Kate: Are you kidding me? We would never miss Halloween haha
As you all walked inside you took in your surroundings, a bunch of mini LEDs hanging from the ceiling glowing with an orange hue, some Halloween music playing in the background, multiple large bowls of candy, and a bunch cute Halloween themed trinkets strewn about the house on almost every surface. As soon as you walk in Brooke calls for attention and announces your arrival. As people took notice you could tell immediately that your belly was the center of attention, everyone was still happy that you and Kate had showed up but it was obvious by the way people were talking that they were waiting to see you this time around. It had become a pretty consistent theme for you to show up 20-40 pounds heavier every event over the last 2 years, and with only a few months between each event it was expected that your belly would be even bigger this time around.
And they were right, over the last few months you've blown up even more, its become a lot less visually noticeable but you were definitely feeling the effects of your constant gluttony. Especially now as you scanned the room that was filled with tight bodies that had most likely been working out to fit into their costumes. The majority attendees were Kate friend group from college and their partners, Kate was so busy with volleyball though that she befriended a lot of very fit, healthy lifestyle people.
After the basic pleasantries were over you and Kate made your way to the kitchen, the countertops and stove were covered in alcohol, pastries, snacks, pizza, and lots of candy. You both greeted the couple in the kitchen, unfamiliar faces that you haven't seen before so you got to talking as Kate got you both a cup of jungle juice, you didn't get a red solo cup though of course, she pulled out a travel cup from her bag and filled it with 44oz of sweet alcoholic goodness for you. The couple was obviously a bit taken aback at your size, but they must've been even more surprised by the fact you were with Kate. A fit, powerful woman who could no doubt be with whoever she wanted, as you all spoke and got to know each other a bit you could tell they were dancing around the elephant in the room. Not that either of you cared though, the point of tonight was to be a spectacle and you were doing as you were told. As kate wrapped her arm around your back you felt her slightly squeeze you ever deepening back roll. You knew what she wanted you to do, it was time to start the show, time to once again put on display just how gluttonous a person can be. You started making your plate and got a little conflicted.. pastries or pizza, or pastries and candy, maybe just pizza to start?
Kate then piped up as the couple started leaving the kitchen
Kate: Baby just take whatever you'd like! Its a party after all, if there's any time to let loose its now. ;)
The couple quickened their pace a bit, very obviously confused about your relationship with Kate but even more surprised that Kate was encouraging you to let loose.
You finish making your plate and Kate seems satisfied for now, 3 slices of pizza, a few pastries, and a pocket full of candy. You turn to the door about to walk back out to the party before Kate stops you
Kate: Hey.. I know its early but the kitchen is empty my fat little vampire :) Now's your chance to glut yourself without any prying eyes...
She takes the plate from your hands and points to the pastries, there was a couple boxes of donuts next to all the homemade stuff and you pick up 2 of them, a quick glance around you shows that the only person who can see you is Kate, you bite into the donut with fervor and the strawberry filling gushes into your mouth. A quick second bite and then a third, and the first donut is gone, you can feel the filling on your lips and can only imagine how turned on Kate is right now, you must really look like a grossly obese vampire right now. The illusion of blood cascading off your lips. That thought didn't last long before you stuffed the second donut past your lips, this time taking an extra large bite and grabbing a third donut with your other hand.
Kate is acting as a bit of a lookout but she's not that great at it, she cant take her eyes off of you for more than just a couple seconds. You polish off the third donut and she seems satisfied, she hands your plate back to you and winks "Good job baby... you know, i think those donuts really suit your outfit tonight..."
Kate then grabs the box of donuts, 9 left in the box, and places it in one of the lower cabinets.
Kate: "Shhhh.. don't want anyone to know about your stash right? There's so much food in here I doubt anyone will notice. Now come on, lets go, cant be gone for too long" You both head back out to the party and spot an open place on one of the couches, it was a bonus that it had an end table with a candy bowl next to it, as you sit down and relax you could feel your belt pressing at your belly further, it wasn't uncomfy yet but you knew it was only a matter of time. Usually your belly would be resting between your legs and slightly resting on the couch, but the belts had your belly cinched and pulled up, making your belly even more noticeable than usual. You and Kate talk with the people nearby and share what life has been like for the last few months. All the while you are slowly but surely getting every bit of food into your belly. You reach over to the candy bowl without thinking and start unwrapping chocolate after chocolate, not realizing that in only a few minutes you've eaten 9 mini snickers. You hold off on eating any more for a few minutes and just sip your drink and Kate is leaning into you, you could tell that she was feeling frisky but holding back, the party just started after all.
You fell into a rhythm after that, between conversating with friends you would eat more or fill your plate with extra food while snacking on more candy as well. This went on until after your fourth plate, at this point the belts on your costume were digging into you flab so much that you didn't think getting off the couch was an option unless you undid them. You knew that you really shouldn't draw that much attention to yourself, even though you and Kate love public stuffing its not as if you want to be found out. Sure anyone with a half functional brain could put 2 and 2 together after seeing you stuff yourself silly over multiple hours with a thin girlfriend filling your plate for you, but people don't voice assumptions like that. They just gossip amongst themselves behind the couples back and speculate.
The party was slowly but surely moving towards the backyard at this point, there was a bonfire, people singing, and copious amounts of drinking. As the party moved and there were only a few people left inside you leaned over to talk to Kate
You: Not gonna lie, I dont think I cant stand up with these belts on...
Kate: Oh really?... hmmm, well you dont have to
Kate then grabs your plate and quickly saunters off to the kitchen, you try to quietly protest but you really don't want to draw attention to what's happening, in this state if you got found out it would just be even worse since you're beached on the couch. She was gone for a few minutes and you just knew she was enjoying herself, she got to select exactly what you were eating and she wouldnt take no for an answer. Kate really adores the power dynamic at these events, she always knows that you cant say no, especially when she is dressed like this.
At this point theres only 3 people left inside and they are kind of facing away from you towards the TV playing The Nightmare Before Christmas. You see Kate round the corner from the kitchen with 2 plates, one piled high with what had to have been at least 6 slices of pizza, the other plate piled with pastries. You're looking at her likes she's crazy but she has that determined look in her eyes, the red contacts making her look even more commanding. As she gets back to the couch you can practically hear her heart beat, she's losing it, falling into her fantasies and practically begging to get caught. You doubt people would be surprised if you both were found out but still, who wants to have their fetish found out at a friends party? Kate then grabs your cup of jungle juice and whispers in your ear
Kate: You are looking so.. so massive sweet heart.. now, I want you to finish this up and then maybe just maybe ill undo those belts for you. But for right now? Im gonna refill your cup, and you better finish at least a slice of pizza or 2 by the time im back ;)
You stare at her in hazy misty eyed disbelief, you cant even remember how much food you've eaten at this point, You can feel the food in your stomach churning and struggling to process everything you've gorged on already. But... you knew you couldn't resist the food, you just couldn't help it these days. No matter what she brought home, ordered for you at restaurants, or pushed towards your lips on the drives in between, you accepted it and let her get you more and more with no regard for how fattening it was. She hadn't pushed the limits too much but you wouldn't be surprised if one day she brought home a bucket of lard and ordered you to eat it.. but even if she did, you doubt you'd be able to turn her down.
You then realize that if you dont start eating now and people came back inside youd be screwed, they would see a massive pile of fat packed into a tight costume with 2 heaping plates of food next to them, and its not as if youd be able to play it off and say some was for Kate. Even if it was she wouldn't eat more than a slice and maybe a pastry or 2. So you pick up 2 slices of pizza and stack them on top of each other, its the only way to make sure you eat everything before anyone sees the situation you've got yourself into. After a few bites you can feel the top belt digging into your belly to the point it hurts. Powering through you finish off the the double stack and put your hand to your belly, it didnt even take you 30 seconds to finish the double stack. You rub your belly for a moment, its typical softness no longer there, instead replaced with a bulging almost hard mass that only had a slight amount of give to it. You look back towards the kitchen and see Kate in there talking to someone, thankful you have a few more moments to relax your gut you lean back and let out a slight moan before quickly remembering that there are still other people nearby.
Lamenting over that fact you just rub slow tight circles over the upper part of your engorged gut, wishing you could just undo the belt right now and feel that sweet sweet release, you don't though since you know Kate wants to see that up close. Reaching over you then grab a handful of small pastries and press them to your mouth, not even trying to take small bites you just press the amalgamation of pastries into your mouth with little regard for the crumbs being left on your face. The taste of it all is intoxicating, chocolate, pumpkin spice, and multiple types of filling all forming into this sweet sugary taste. After that you had a renewed sense of hunger but overheard a conversation coming from the kitchen.
Unknown: Look if that's your thing then I can respect it, I just wish that you were more discreet about it. Like, have you not seen what they've been doing all night? They're eating like their job is being a trash disposal, how much have you made them eat?
Kate: Look. I dont know what youre trying to get at but leave my partner out of it, if you want to talk about me then talk about me.
Unknown: Oh you dont know what im trying to get at? Im talking about how you've been packing weight onto them like its your job and coming to these parties to show off your work! Did you really think that none of us would notice or question it?
Kate: I... ok fine. Yeah. I like feeding them and all the new fat that comes with it. Is that what you want me to say? That I find fat sexy? What about it?!
At this point you were so red in the face and nervous, you wanted to tell them to keep their voice down but you didn't want to draw more attention to the situation. That's when you saw Brooke lean out from the kitchen and beckoning you to come to the kitchen. She was obviously vexed with the situation and staring daggers at your morbidly obese body. She leans back into the kitchen and you hear them start bickering again, Kate got Brooke to keep it down as to not draw attention and you started trying to get up off the couch you had been planted in for a few hours at this point. Standing up normally was a no go, the belt made it too difficult. You roll on your side a little bit and slide off the front of the couch until one of your knees touches the ground. From there you pushed your body upwards and were breathing pretty hard, you could feel beads of sweat forming on your forehead. But even in this dire situation where you had been officially found out you couldn't help but feel the blood rushing to your genitals. The warmness causing you to get even more horny than you already were, another huff and a puff got you to your feet. You could see Kate in the doorway of the kitchen clenching her thighs together and wide eyed. That must've been quite the show you put on for her.
You waddle on over the 15-20 feet to the kitchen and find Brooke in there with Kate. Brooke looks annoyed and flustered.
Brooke: So? Got anything to say?
You: Look.. *huff* I know that... its not really a normal thing, but its our thing and its not really your place to judge us
Brooke: Not my place to judge?? You come to these events every few months fatter than ever and eat enough for a family of 6! You do realize that everyone here has a decent idea of what you two are doing right?
You and Kate both look at each other, both of you extremely embarrassed but knowing how hot the situation is.
You: I... ok. Think about it like this, you like abs. Why do you like abs?
Brooke: Cause that's normal! Everybody likes abs!
Kate: I dont. Never have.
Brooke: ugghh. Whatever, im not gonna go and yell it from the rooftops that what everyone suspects is true. They can figure that out on their own, all im gonna say is that me and my boyfriend dont engage in kinks in public so neither should you.
You and Kate look at each other for a second before Kate speaks up
Kate: Well.. I don't think you'll have to worry about that for much longer
Brooke: And why is that?
Kate: Cause I'm about to go grab their plates, feed my partner, and then go home and feed them even more out of spite. Maybe they'll be too fat to make it to the next party, who knows?
Brooke: This... what the fuck, and you're into this?
She said gesturing to you
You: ...Do you think Id be this big if I wasn't?
Brooke then puts her hand over her eyes and rubs her forehead a bit
Brooke: Fine. I don't get it, but its consensual so who the fuck am I to judge. Yall don't have to leave yet just... ughhh. whatever you do you. ill keep my mouth shut just dont be weird
As Brooke began to walk away Kate felt the need to get the last word in
Kate: Its just eating, thats all it is. Everyone eats. We just have fun with it, and its not as if im feeding them infront of everyone! We waited till almost everyone was outside for a reason.
Brooke was out of the kitchen at this point, you and Kate looked at each other for a moment before saying anything. Kate was noticeably angry with what just happened, arms crossed so tightly that her breast were pushed up so far you'd swear they would pop out, and her foot tapping the ground so fast you'd swear she's trying to dig a hole.
You: I.. I think we should go. She said she wont tell anyone but she's drunk so who knows
Kate: You haven't finished your plates yet pig. Were not going anywhere till they are licked clean. Don't forget who's in charge here... Fuck. Where does she get off criticizing us?? She's the one who cant even hold down a bf for more than 6 fucking months.
You comfort Kate for a couple minutes and tell her everything will be fine, Brooke is drunk enough that it'll probably blow over and nothing will come of it. Even though you are terrified of a group of people coming in at any moment because of Brooke.
Kate: Wait here.
Kate walks back out to the couch to retrieve your plates, as she gets back to the kitchen she sets them down and tells you to eat. As you start grabbing the food you can tell that she's lost in the kink right now. No care for her surroundings and pissed off from what just happened, you know that if you don't end this fast then the odds of getting caught are gonna skyrocket. You start taking a few large bites to force it down as fast as possible, Kate is just standing there watching you with a mix of lust and anger in her eyes. After a few minutes of you just constantly forcing the rest of the pizza down your throat she grabs the bottom of your belly and starts to fondle it. Wrapping her arms around you in a warm embrace as you continue to eat and she coos sweet nothings into your ear as encouragement. After the pizza was gone and you started on the remaining pastries, 4 cookies, a couple brownies, and a strawberry filled donut she chuckles a bit.
Kate: Haaahh... You know what, pack those last treats in piggy. Come on. Faster. You wanna get out of here in a hurry right?
You nod your head while stuffing a cookie in your mouth. Your belly at this point feels like it'll explode. The top of your belly is bulging out so far over the belt that the belt can just barely be seen. Each bite you push past your lips at this point is labored and arduous, but the mix of lust, pain, and fear forces you to keep going. Kate then lets go of you and takes a peek outside the kitchen, both entries are clear and she walks up behind you to play with your belly as you finish the spread. Kate pulls your body into hers, leaning into the countertop behind her. You can hear her struggling to breathe underneath your gargantuan frame, but all the while she's telling you to keep eating, to keep gorging, to keep getting fatter for her.
After a few more minutes the spread is gone and you groan loudly, your skin feels as if it'll rip open at any second. With crumbs and strawberry filling smeared across your lips you feel her hands grasping at your upper belt and she pauses for a moment.
Kate: You ready my sweet little fatty? You need this release don't you?
You: Please... I cant take it... *huff* Its too tight. Pleeease *huff*
Kate then pushed you forward a bit, getting out from under you and joining you at your side.
Kate: All you had to do was ask baby...
Kate then grabs the end of the belt, fiddling with it for upwards of a minute she finally unclasped it with great difficulty since she had almost to room to pull it loose. Your belly surges forward with such a great force and you hear multiple seams on your costume rip. Kates eyes went wide and she couldn't take her eyes off of your behemoth of a gut. It had surged outward with such speed that your sure it caused a few more stretchmarks. Your belly now hangs at its normal height again, fully covering the zipper of your pants but stuffed so much that it has to extend out at least a foot past your face.
Kate then looks up and you and is fumbling her words a bit before finally sheepishly spitting out
Kate: L- let... Let me undo the other one....
She crouches down in front of your belly, clearly in awe of just how stuffed and round it really is. She presses her ear to your belly button and remarks how loudly your gut is churning and how hot it is to the touch. She has you lift your belly as much as you can as she undoes the immensely tight belt. You're so drunk and bloated that when she finally gets it undone and your waistline expands forwards you let out an extremely loud belch that last a few seconds. She quickly stands up and places her hand over your mouth.
Kate: Shhhhhhh! Be quiet! Don't want anyone to find you like this right?
You nod and ask if its time to go, she quietly inspects your massively overfed body, tracing her fingers over where the fabric of your costume ripped open.
Kate: ....
Kate: ...yeah. lets go. now. get your things.
She just cant take her eyes off of you, you didn't even have anything to grab since you came empty handed. She was just so entranced by your body that she couldn't think straight, she hadn't even been drinking, she had soda while I was throwing back glass after glass of wine, jungle juice, and soda.
As you both slowly make your way to the front door she's supporting you as you walk, helping you keep your balance as you waddle and stumble around. Her smile is so wide that its infectious and you cant help but be proud of yourself for what you did tonight. Yall didn't even say goodbye to anyone, just left, you both got to the door and you turned sideways to walk through, Kate rubbing your belly as you do. Once outside you remembered the incline of the driveway, now a decline, and you stop dead in your tracks.
Kate: Its not that bad baby, come on, I got you
What should've been aa quick 20 second walk for any normal person was instead a slow waddle and taking breaks to lean against cars over the course of a few minutes. Once at the car you get inside and relax, the weight of your body making the car sink down once again. Kate can tell you're just dead tired at this point so she goes around to the driver side and reaches over to buckle you in. You groan terribly loud as she pulls the belt over your belly and locks it in place.
Kate: awww I know sweet heart, you ate sooo good for me... It'll only be a little while, soon you'll be beached on the bed and you can have all the after care your little grease clogged heart desires ;) I just gotta run back inside, forgot something
She quickly shuts the car doors and practically runs back inside, only taking about 10 seconds to get to the front door, making your multi minute struggle even all the more sexy. A few moments later you see her run back out the door with a white box, a bag full of candy, and her tupperware of treats. She looks absolutely stunning in her costume, a cute little vampire desperately trying to fatten you up for harvest. As she got back to the car you were practically falling asleep at this point.
Kate: I cant believe I almost forgot these! You're not done yet sweetie! Ill let you have a break but you're finishing these tonight no matter what! I don't care how full you get, besides, its not as if you have anything to do tomorrow anyways.
The car ride home was bumpy and uncomfortable, the sloshing and rocking of your belly forcing you to stay awake when you just desperately want to pass out. Kates loving hand caressing the massive mound of flesh that's only a couple inches from the dashboard as she drives you both back to the apartment. Once you pull into the parking spot outside she leans over and places a few kisses on your belly and tells you its time to get up. Begrudgingly you comply and slowly stand up and out of the car, leaning on it so much you're giving the suspension a stress test. With the treats in hand she comes to your side and guides you inside towards the elevator, teasing you with the idea of forcing you to take the stairs while laughing loudly. You're huffing and puffing at this point, not even keen to listen to that suggestion as your eyes are glued on the elevator doors.
Once you get back into your apartment and make the slow waddle over to the couch you collapse back onto it. Thankfully Kate had removed the legs from it or else odds are it would've been crushed under your weight. its 11:30pm at this point and with your normal sleep schedule of going to sleep at 3am you know you're not done yet.
Kate: Well my sweet little vampire... Ill let you relax for a little bit, go ahead and take a nap, the night is young and I am veryy eager to see just how far you'll go to please me...
You beg her to come over and rub your belly a little which she happily does, and after just a couple minutes of moaning and groaning you were asleep.
A couple hours later and you were stirred awake by a slap to the gut and Kate sitting on one of your thighs, straddling your belly and leaning in close.
Kate: Wake up piggy! I time to get back to stuffing your fat fucking face. You better not disappoint me by the way! I put in sooo much effort while you were asleep to make this a night to remember.
As your eyes adjusted to the lighting you noticed candles all around you, dim mood lighting, and a soft slow jazz track in the background. But what really stole the show was Kate. Makeup retouched, red contacts still in, tall red heels, and a matching set of red lingerie. You didn't even have time to say anything before she was pressing a donut into your mouth, her eyes filled with ravenous lust and determination. You tried to lightly protest and ask for a few seconds to wake up but she didn't care, this was her time, and she was gonna do what she always dreams of. On any normal day you were the one who decided how much she would feed you, she would respect your wishes since she recognizes how lucky she is to have a willing feedee. On weekends the restrictions were lifted slightly and she would push you further and further.... but on holidays? Ohh the holidays, that's her domain where you don't have a say.
As you finish the first donut and gasp for air she presses the second one in. The strawberry filling gushing out the sides of the donut from the force at which she's trying to stuff it down your throat. This process goes on for a while as she degrades you and lovingly rubs your belly between slaps. The nerve endings in your belly screaming and your mind slowly being over taken by food. After the fifth donut she leans back and stands up to admire her handiwork.
Kate: Hahah! Ohhh.... has the fat hog had too much to eat?? Huuuhhh you have no idea how proud I am of you pig. You've eaten so much for me today! I really don't understand how you do it. That gut of yours must be in agony and yet you keep opening your mouth for me.
You're laying there reveling in the shame for what feels like forever as you cradle you massive blob of a gut, slowly rubbing circles into it while you try and speak. She sits on the table in front of your and slowly pushing her heel into your belly.
Kate: You really shouldn't ignore me pig. You just lost your break. I was gonna go get some lotion and soothe your fat fucking gut but now.... well... Ill show you a little mercy.
Kate then sauntered over to the kitchen and grabbed a massive bowl, before slowly walking back to you, letting you revel in her tight and fit body with the high contrast intricate lingerie. after she places the bowl on top of your gut you notice its filled unwrapped candy.
Kate: You don't even wanna know how long it took to unwrap all of those... I'm glad I did though, it makes it so much easier for you now! That's what I'm here for sweet heart, I'm here to make it as easy as possible for you to gorge to your hearts content! So.... Ill give you those belly rubs, but if you're not eating I'm not rubbing.
She then picks up the lotion from the table and holds it about a foot above your massive dome of a belly before letting it drool onto you. The cold lotion sending shivers throughout your body, you know you really shouldn't eat more, but the lotions already on you... you're obligated too now. You reach into the bowl and grab a few pieces, tossing them back into your mouth Kate scoffs
Kate: That's not what I meant sweetie. I want you to gorge, glut yourself up like this is the last time you'll ever eat, I need to to be throwing back handfulls
And with that you were slowly shoveling handful after handful into your greedy mouth, your mouth filled with melted chocolate stuck everywhere inside. Its just so thick and you need to keep eating so you cant swallow it all. After almost 20 minutes of soothing belly rubs, encouragement, and 2/3s of the candy gone you hear Kate speak up
Kate: Good piggy... I think its time you took a look at yourself
Kate then saunters over to the bedroom and takes the full length mirror out to the living room. You cant help but stare at her beautiful body, the candle light illuminating her body just made her just so much more enticing. She then places the mirror Infront of you and you gaze into it.
What you saw before you was a massively obese hog of a vampire, strawberry donut filling and chocolate covering your lips, slowly but surely trickling down off your chins dripping onto your chest. Your costume at this point had been ripped to shreds, you were so engrossed in eating that you hadn't even heard it rip more. Your gut was so red and tight that you were surprised you hadn't popped from the pressure. The dome of your belly was accentuated by the sides of your fat gut cascading down into pools of pure jiggly fat at your sides.
Your arms are puffy and trapped inside of your tight costume, your thighs are spread out so far apart that your belly is drooping between them, fully covering the access to your genitals.
Kate: Take it all in sweetie! You did good tonight! I want to feed you more but honestly I don't think you can take it, sooo I guess Ill have to be content with this ;) anyways, I think its time we weighed you! Come on piggy lets go! It took a few minutes and multiple attempts to get you on your feet, your gut protesting the entire time, just begging to be allowed to relax and digest all of the processed sugar, fat, grease, and carbs that were so lovingly forced into it. As Kate helped you waddle your morbidly obese body over to the bathroom you felt like you would collapse, the only thing stopping you from doing so being Kates loving words of encouragement and the promise that you'll be able to lay down in just a few minutes.
As you got to the bathroom and stepped up onto the scale you could feel yourself swaying back and forth, messing up the reading a few times. Kate was getting increasingly annoyed at this since her lust was at an all time high and she needed to know just how much she has fattened up her hog in the last few months.
After another try and a couple reassuring words you stood still on the scale long enough to hear the beep.
Kate: ...wow... I... I knew I had been doing a good job but damn. Come one lets get you to bed fatty..
You didn't care to know the number right now, you she would tell you tonight, so you let her enjoy being the only one to know for now.
After getting to the bedroom and laying down in bed, you finally relax and for the first time you really feel he weight of your belly sink in. You sincerely doubted you could get out of bed on your own right now. Before you could realize what was happening Kate had handcuffed one of your arms to the bed, you really wanted to just pass out but there was no way you were about to turn down what was in store. In your mind you were already imagining all of dirty talk, after care, and sexy time that was about to follow.
After Kate had walked over to the other side of the bed and got your other hand cuffed to the post she headed towards the door and said shed be right back. As you lay there in anticipation you can hear her in the kitchen and you get scared, had she tricked you? You thought you were done! You try calling out to her only to get no response, after a couple more attempts you give up and decide to just be patient.
A couple minutes later you hear the slow click of her heels on the hardwood and her sultry voice as she walks down the hallway
Kate: Its unfortunate sweetie... I really did mean for the candy to be the last thing you ate tonight... but you... you reallllyy impressed me with your gluttony...
As she entered the frame of the door and leaned on it her hands were behind her back, her back was arched and she was looking over you with impure lewd intentions.
Kate: You wanna know what the scale said pig? It said you're four hundred and ninety seven pounds.... and well... hmph... well you know me... I cant let you stop when we are that close. I'm pushing you over 500 tonight my sweet obedient little hog... and you're gonna love it... Don't worry though, Ill give you all the after care, oral, and loving words of encouragement you need...
Kate then pulled out the funnel from behind her back
"I just need you to do this one last thing for me..."
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My Old Nick hc's, interpretation, analysis, and other odd bits PT.1
Part 2
This is long overdue but I feel I oughta get something out of the way. I've had a incredibly aggressive special interest in him for like 3-5ish years and at some point in writing hc's I just started making shit up(I mean isn't that just hc's are?) because I really just took a guy with a whopping 14 lines of dialogue and just started sprinting.
I'm choosing to actually leave a few things out as I wish to explore those ideas more in This isn't over Jack, Ill probably swing back around to this after I wrap that up. In the mean time if you wanna swap ideas I'm down(please please please pleaseplea)
Turns out I hit text limit with this oh my lord, ill post pt2 tomorrow, i'm sorry
Can't think of anything particularly triggering in this but i'll warn it gets just kinda bleak
Human turned Fae- I will not elaborate, this will be explained later...
would actually break your legs if you called him a fairy
I've never actually pinned down any specific powers for him for some reason? like i just cant think of like any that i could write/ illustrate that wouldn't feel too gauche... So I just kinda nebulously imaged so weird fae-fuckery type of magic- though I think the most compelling interpretation of his powers was in Scouts Australian Christmas (pls go read it, its a really good fic)
Gay, but I cant imagine he's like particularly out about it; like its a iykyk sorta think because I definitely feel there probably some shame or internalized homophobia there (smth smth homophobic senator caught in a gay bar joke)
Autistic, but most definitely not diagnosed- he would become absolute incensed if you suggested it, like "There is nothing wrong with me, I am normal" but you can tell that he knows there's something "wrong with him" but he has no idea what and is incredibly afraid of even attempting to confront that
Can't imagine there's a moment where he's not masking, he doesn't understand his own limits and will keep doing things until he quite literally can't anymore
Probably has some ~effeminate~ interest he's deeply embarrassed by, but like in all reality its very normal and even if it was thats not a bad thing, he just makes it a big deal for no reason
STRADDLING the line between infodumping and mansplaining
Could be genuinely into a topic but he's just so condescending about it
High functioning alcoholic, kinda in that 50s/ rich way but it's very obvious he has a problem but everyone always brushes it off as "thats just how he is/ things are"
Nick could honestly just be summed up in his impact as a *a systematic bad thing happens again and again* "thats just how things are, get over it" sorta thing or a "Heart warming: student raises funds to prevent orphans from being sent to orphan grinder" and then no-one questions why the orphan grinder exists in the first place
He has been meticulously constructing his public image/ brand as "Old Nick"/ "The Spirit of Australian Christmas"
He is a liar, but he's a very good liar
His accent is fake, his laugh is fake, his public lore is fake and he's not even Australian he's British! (Which is arguably worst thing he has done)
He's basically been voice training to keep up a modern australian accent for years now, but his real accent is more of that 1700s british (which actually sounds different from modern a modern britsh accent) but sometimes he's has moments and his accent slips (mostly when he's yelling)
Has practiced his evil villain laugh so hard, like its a good villain laugh but if you listen hard you can tell its not real
Genuinely so fucking embarrassed by his actual laugh which i can only describe as if a goose that has been smoking a pack a day was being strangled to death
I kinda go back an forth on Nicks upbringing sometimes, because I kinda feel I went the kinda overplayed sorta tragic backstory; but also growing up in 1700s England was probably not fun if you weren't rich and also have you ever met a miserable boomer who does the whole "kids these days are too damn soft back when I was a kid *recounts an incredibly traumatizing event*!" Thing? Yeah he probably does that a lot and it makes everyone kinda uncomfortable
Maybe orphaned? Probably had brothers because he has strong younger brother "your oppressing me by giving me a task" energy (btw this relates to a super stupid hc that im not gonna share because its incredibly dumb)
Expressed a lot of attention seeking behavior from a young age, would purposefully get into trouble so someone would notice him
This behavior followed him into adult life and it would just keep getting worst and worst, like getting into bar fights that he would definitely lose and petty crime
Eventually he just kept ramping up the severity of his crimes till he actually had a warrant/ bounty placed for his arrest
To avoid getting arrested he became a sailor in his late 20s and jumped between ships and trades up until his 50s/60s
Eventually he was arrested and then get shipped off to Australia
After a few months he stuck there he was like "actually, fuck this" and started plotting an escape
He stole a boat and with his previous knowledge from being a sailor he was so full of himself he thought he did single-handedly sail and navigate back Britain or a British sympathetic colony and then lay low for the rest of his life
Of course he didn't happen and due to the fact he is stupid he got stranded in antarctic and the rest is history
If you wanna know how we got from "random crusty criminal" to "Spirit of Australian Christmas" you have to stick around for my shit ass comic and videos fucker
anyway where was i, Nick proceeded to twists that into "Yeah i totally meant to do discover antarctic, even though i was a 1780s peasant who would have not have even known that antarctic was even thing" he kinda sorta dropped the rest of it and made up more shit Homelander style
I don't believe that Nick was like well off in anyway when he was still mortal, and despite being just bludgeoned over the head with the effects of classism and a nightmare capitalist hell society he developed this horrible idolization of the rich and developed this almost "by your bootstraps" mentality but with like the brutality rich bushiness owners would treat there workers, where he though if he became horrible and ruthless he could trample and climb on the backs of his fellow men till he made it to that oh so coveted high society life.
probably doesn't help he would do absolutely anything for money either
and the thing is he made it, he's just unfathomably rich(that is till all those gambling debts catch up to him...) he got what he wanted, he got he's gotten all the money and attention he could have wanted... and yet he's miserable, nothing will ever be enough for him.
Throw back motif that's still my favorite- "decaying luxury". Nick is like obviously rich as fuck and yet just refuses to fix anything, like his sweater has so many little holes in it he just stopped bothering to fix, he's patched his pants so many times, stairs worn down to the point the rug is thread bear and the wood is dented, intricate arsenic and lead laced wallpaper that's now water damaged and peeling, his favorite chair's seams are ripped, and the stuffing and springs are just compressed and flat to the point its not even comfortable to sit in anymore. Like he can fix it, he has the money, and yet he just won't for some reason.
Oh speaking of arsenic and lead- mans is just absolutely FULL of lead, arsenic, asbestos, any other harmful thing the Victorians where just absolutely HUFFING
tangent on a tangent, i really associate him with the Victorian era despite him being born in the 1700s, maybe its the child labor, maybe its the stupid chops, he just looks like he should be in super tall neck-line and doing coke for a headache
Nick is just both incredibly self absorbed but also so fucking insecure, like very big insecure man makes his problems everyone else's problem and take his out on other people to feel better about himself energy
He's just so vain too, like i image he's just obsessed with himself and his image, probably doesn't help he's quite literately has been decomposing for like the last two centuries (IT WILL BE EXPLAINED WHY LATER I PROMMY) so he just has this like incredibly extensive Patrick Bateman ass self-care routine so he doesn't get moldy
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obviously i know of the wonderful real and true lesbian hermie but i would still like to hear ur thoughts on her :3
HIII :3 thank u for the excuse to explain because truly i feel so strongly abt this . here is my extensive reasons as to why hermie unworthy could never be anything but a lesbian and ur hcs are all wrong and this IS a personal attack on you btw <- thats a joke this post is very silly and not meant to be an Actual Theory but i DO feel strongly
lezzermie realness: a manifesto
REASON 1!!!!!!!!! again . WHAT WAS THE BEND IT LIKE BECKHAM THING ABOUT . and this isnt "actor character randomly dresses up as kiera knightley from bend it like beckham for no reason" which to be clear . would still make me raise my eyebrows . HOWEVER hermie isnt just any kind of actor shes a SPECIFICALLY DC ACTOR . she ONLY does dc characters . the ONE other time is when she's dressing up as scary for like a Real Reason . this is not a real reason its not even a musical or a play or smt its not even theatre kiddy . what are you trying to say hermie others will silence you but i will let you speak
REASON 2!!!!!!!!!!!!! further reasons will be predicated on the assumption that scary marlowe is a: a lesbian and b: that her crush on hermie is lesbianistic in nature . this can be proven simply w the line "im not like other girls i dont like ned or earl but when im with you my heart shatters or smt along those lines i cant be bothered to check verbatim" . abt hermie . oh so youre not into GENERIC MASCULINE NAMES like OTHER (STRAIGHT) GIRLS but hermie is different ...... this is successfully✅ proven . also she compared her and scary to the joker and harley ..... and scary STILL had a crush . i dont think anybody could tolerate that unless it was from a lesbian 🙏
REASON 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with this assumption presumed ....... now i know what you were thinking in reason one when i asserted hermie only broke dc those tow times . "val thats not true he was jack on the titanic" . to that i say YES ...... she did an overdramatic romantic scene riffing on an iconic straight couple from a historical movie with (as we have 100% proven) a lesbian w a dykey ass crush on her . whats more lesbian than that . thats the butchfemmiest shit
REASON 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hear you cry from the crowds . but valentine ur MISSING something . ur WRONG . because NORMAL!!!!!!!! to which i say normal is so obviously a girl to everyone but herself lets be real . the eldritch beast she has this deep connection with and empathizes with immediately is fixated on being a bad girl? she has a whole arc where she tries to be a normal son and boy to appeal to her parent who doesnt approve of how she chooses to express herself and picks a masculine name to go w it in contrast to . um . i mean i guess an adjective is gender neutral??????? hermies a lesbian FOR normal not DESPITE normal ......... also lesbians can be mlm and have complex genders too . me for example . bigender swag which hermie absolutely has
REASON 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if we assume normal's arc is transgender THEN we must observe the parallels with hermie and come to the same conclusion of girlmie (or boygirlmie but bigendermie is a convo for another day) realness . both created to be a specific type of son (normal well Normal, hermie a joke machine) both Not Quite Right in a way they cant shake both reaching out for a new more fitting identity which in hermie's case EXPLICITLY includes gender nonconformity (we will discuss next bulletpoint) . and if we prove girlmie by way of her crush on scary (and as previously stated normal) we prove lezzermie
REASON 6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dressing up as poison ivy isnt necessarily lesbianistic because she dresses up as other dc villains HOWEVER!!!!!! i will argue that the way she goes about it is uniquely suggesting of dykery . a: she flirts with normal .... THROUGH poison ivy . distinctly RELATED to poison ivy . this is lesbian behavior and reinforces my prior point and b: she REPEATS poison ivy ...... which she rarely does with others she goes through Eras with the rest of them but abandons them after HOWEVER!!!!! she does poison ivy sexy and gets sort of interrupted . THEN does batman in the spiderboyz intro . THEN goes back to poison ivy in hell........ why does she only repeat the known lesbian 🤨
REASON 7!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HERMIE unworthy ... HER MIE .... like her and me ...... instead of her man (heterosexual in nature) she chooses herMIE . normal holds her face and goes YOURE HERMIE (her x me) . think about it guys . think about it ........
ok anyway thats enough of my ramblings . this post is very silly if u cant tell but i am a #believer
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lilsisdolly · 2 months
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A gentle captor that bathes you in praise.
You wake up confused, feeling very out of it. You blink slightly distressed, trying to hold your head but noticing you cant move your hand there - its held back by something. You open your eyes and come to it in a room that can only be described as a princess room. You try to move your hands only to feel they are tied to the bed, but with very robust silk and as much as you fight it you cant get out of the bindings. You look to the right and see a man sit there in a chair. He smiles at you, he has the most gentle smile youve ever seen. Yet something about him feels off, or maybe its just that youve clearly been kidnapped. He leans in and kisses your forehead, you try to move away from him but simply cant, youre kept in place by bindings. He gently strokes your head next, his gentle smile never wavering or changing. Its put on his face like an unchanging fact. "My dear, youre awake? Im so happy about that. Youve been out for quite some while. I watched you sleep. You simply looked the cutest, most adorable. But now im happy to have you awake, my dear. Ive been waiting for the day I would finally obtain you, have you all to myself. And it has come. Youre so beautiful, such a beautiful, beautiful doll. I love everything about you. Your brain, your heart, your body. I simply couldnt let you walk free." He continues to gently pet your head, and comb through your hair with his fingers. You feel like a deer in headlight. You can hardlly proccess what he is saying to you. "How do you like the room?" He asks you, with the same unchanging facial expression. Is he just that happy? Or is there something deeply wrong with him?
You feel anger build up inside your chest, mixed with fear and defeat as he asks you this very casual question. Why would that be your fucking worry right now? You dont give a fuck about the room. You just want to be untied and go and left alone by this fucking creep. "The room?!" You muster yourself to say. He nods, looking at you patiently "I made it just for you and you only. I made it to match your taste. I put a lot of work into it. Dont you like it?" He musters you curiously. You gulp "..Well it looks good." You feel its better not to reject him or piss him off to much. "Well, id have been very hurt had you not liked it but id simply have asked you what to change about it. You dont have to be afraid im not here to hurt you, merely to posess you. Own all you are. But to never hurt a hair on your head." Suddenly you feel this hot feeling build up in your body, like a fever enveloping you. Holding you hostage like he is. This cant be normal. "Oh? That?" He asks. "I gave you a aphrosidiac." He explains like its the most natural thing in the world. "Thought id help you out a little, to want and desire the right things starting from now on. Wouldnt want to start off on the wrong foot, would we?" His voice seems so gentle and its lulling you in, its seducing you. Whatever he gave you must have been strong cause suddenly he starts to look.. so tasty. So desireable. You can feel your wetness to spread just at the tone of his voice. You bite your lip. He looks at you a little suprised, like he hadnt expected it to work THAT well. He picks up on all these small signs your sending him right now, that blush on your face, the way you press your legs together greedily & impatiently. "Im not going to do anything until you ask for it." He explains. "Youre in control, I just helped you along a little.. to feel what youre supposed to feel here." You would like to curse him. But atleast the fear has fully passed, you cant feel anything but the pleasure growing and growing. "I want you to touch me.." You exhale. "I want you to unbind me too." He laughs at your latter sentence "I will unbind you once im sure youre gonna be a good girl, but even like this im not sure whether youd try to make a fuss or not. But touch you... where, my dear?" "Everywhere. I just need your hands on me!" You demand greedily, hastily. "Oh what a good beautiful, beautiful girl you are. Look at you desiring me like you should. I knew youd like it here. I knew youd want me back. I knew youd enjoy this. Youre such a good, good girl." Then he starts to move his fingertips over your stomach, you shiver at the touch, it feels like electricity shooting right to your pussy. You feel so aroused now.
"Please touch my pussy already, I cant take it!" You start to beg.
He does. And it feels like the best thing youve ever felt. Just a simple touch down there, with you fully dressed makes you nearly climax. "Ill take care of you baby.. Ill take my time with you. This is about you, what feels good to you. What you like. Ill make it memorable. This is where we start, isnt that right, my darling?" His voice is so calm, so maddeningly calm. It winds you up further.
"Inside me.." You breathe. "I need your finger inside of me." "Ill give you whatever you need and want, my darling." His voice burns itself into your brain.
Before you know it he has undressed your lower half, youre slightly disoriented still, hazy. But you feel so fucking good too. Then before you can grasp it his finger is inside of you, he smiles down on you likes hes perfectly content to be in such control over you. To have your little body spread out on the bed, with him gently guiding your pleasure exactly what he needed and wanted you to feel.
You wonder if thats what itll be like. Youll just helplessly feel whatever he wants you to feel, be in charge of your emotions, your pleasure, your world.
An orgasm builds up, and you cum hard to him thrusting his finger inside of you.
He pulls it out of you and licks his finger. "That wasnt a bad start, was it?"
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