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goldensunset · 2 months

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joining the war on autism on the side of the autism etc etc

#i’m never drawing again i swear (lie) (i enjoy suffering)#n harmonia #natural harmonia gropius #zekrom #pokémon #pokemon #pokemon black and white #pokémon black and white #pkmn bw #pokemon bw #my art #bw #AAHHHHGHGGGHGH blorbo. i’m very tired but like #i have to commemorate every game i play!#i would say i am this guy’s biggest fan but i’m like 13 (14?) years late to this party i know i’m not #i haven’t even put scratched the surface of blorboposting yet i’ve seen some wild and good stuff out there i gotta step up my game #hope this looks ok i was kinda rushing to get it done while it’s still february lol #(i have a self imposed rule that i have to draw at least one thing a month)#zekrom can be wildly too small to scale. as a treat. i needed it to fit in the frame LOL #i’m quite proud of this i think. we’ll see how tomorrow’s me feels!#usually i regret posting something immediately after finishing it esp when late at night but as i said i’m rushing lol #one of the first pokémon i’ve ever drawn and it’s a Complicated Legendary. goody #but like look at my boy n right #[edit: fixed a few minor issues]

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candyskiez · 6 months

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usually I hate possession plots but god,I love the possessed hunter plot. because it's just so painfully resonant as an abuse victim. especially to anyone who's been abused by bigots.

like. this outside force you once loved, you spent so much of your time trying to please, so much of your time begging for the approval of, isolates you. they cause you to grow paranoid and angry, snapping at people and pushing you away from your support system. makes you seem crazy to your loved ones, making them doubt your mental health and making you question your sense of reality because you can't tell what's real or not anymore (gaslighting, baby!) you're cut off and overwhelmed. you get put in situations where you're forced to do things you don't want to, you're in so much pain, you're being treated like something with no wants or thoughts of their own. you're stripped of your autonomy. you're belittled for what you wanted and told THIS is how you're supposed to be, and you're so miserable. you're pitted against your loved ones. your abuser tries to make all your loved ones hate you so you come back to them, so they don't lose you. and belos being a horrifically realistic portrayal of an IRL abuser makes this so much worse. he craves Caleb's attention and tries to force hunter to fill that void. nevermind HES the one who robbed himself of caleb in his life by killing him. he tries to make hunter his shoulder to cry on, his therapist, his punching bag, his doctor. uses him to look at himself and go "see! look how good I'm doing! my family is back and he finally loves me again!" , he is obsessive and horrible and cruel and so horrifically realistic. he strips hunter of his autonomy, and in the shit that will start sounding familiar to people who grew up in bigoted families:

forced him out of what made him most comfortable. literally grew out his hair against his will, treated how he'd changed his body and wardrobe to make himself more comfortable as something that tainted him.

also just. holy shit the violating him like that. just the fucking undertones. it's fucking horrific.

and that's why him fighting back is so huge. because he has the strength to say, no. fuck you, no. this is my goddamn body. this is my goddamn life. he takes all these things he LOVED. he loved, that belos had taught him he was sinful and a horrible person for not despising (hm, allegories) and says, fuck you, I WANT this. I want this, I love this, you tried to teach me to hate it but I don't. I love it. I love it, and you didn't break me. I want to leave the coven, I want to leave you. you hurt me, and I said sorry. you used me, and I said sorry. I am done being sorry. I am done feeling bad. I want this life you're trying to take from me. I want to go to the boiling isles and I want to have a life there, in that world you hate so much. I want to go to the boiling isles and be sinful and disgusting and everything you hate and I will love it. I will be happy. I will be free and everything you hate. and I miss when I thought I could please you, because it was simple. but I am happier as a heretic and as a sinner, and you can't change me. I tried to change myself for you, I just ended up miserable. you can't make me something I'm not. I tried. and I am done trying. I am hunter. fuck you, my name is hunter. my name is hunter, and you hurt people. it doesn't matter if you were trying to help me. you hurt me. and I am done, and I am leaving, and most of all I will never let you hurt anyone else like you hurt me.

and he fucking got it, man. he fucking got it. he went through HELL and he still came back swinging. the death feels symbolic to me almost? losing a part of you in traumatic events and you have to live without that part. and you got out but you lost pieces of you in the process, and that stays with you.

but he keeps going. he kept fucking going man and THAT is fucking amazing to me. he kept going. ohhh my god. I wish I had this when I was 13. hunter isn't as massive of a hyperfixation for me anymore by a long shot, but goddamn. I love this dude. I LOVED the possession scene so fucking much and it will always resonate with me so, so hard.

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vhvrs · 4 months

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has everyone seen this tfc cover variant btw. are we all aware of this. do you know.

#god tier bp rick flirting w a groupie while dangling his leg precariously normally between his friends thighs do u want me dead #actually might buy a copy post xmas this is fucking absurd #w the pinkie up almost brushing bps feathers DEATH #late to the party i never actively sought out rnm issues besides pocket mortys #was too busy collecting every issues of fables n runaways

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cabinetduo · 10 months

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everyone look away

but dsmp's whole thing with attachments was kinda genius. maybe im late to the party but looking back it was a brilliant overall theme esp when considering the storytelling medium. Minecraft, the game itself, is built on attachments, on mining and crafting items throughout the game. You trade items with your friends, blow up each other's items, or protect them. it's a video game and yet we purposefully form emotional attachments to things that are, to be frank, useless irl.

this might be a bit of a stretch but dsmp asks the viewer how they want hold their relationship to their attachments. Will you be like the protagonist, who is overflowing with love for his attachments, for his friends and things and pets, to the point where he is constantly being hurt and betrayed because of his choice to care. Despite this, he never looks at his choice like it's a mistake and continues to love fiercely and without restraint. or will you be like the antagonist, who removes himself from attachment, claims that they make people weak. who holds what others love and care for hostage all while pushing his own loved ones away. It's just so interesting and unique and definitely not wholly on purpose but also not completely accidental and bbrff

#smp analysis #<<IN 2023??????#anyway youll never catch me praising dsm p again except if i do and if that happens look away #im probably sooo late to realize this bjt WHO CARES!!! the party only starts when i arrive then quickly exit again because #the party is a steaming cesspool that i barely managed to claw out of with my life #dsmp #u alr know who the protag and antag im referring 2 are and if u dont ask ur parents im sure theyd love to tell u

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milktea-grn · 1 month

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#this has probably been done ten trillion times already and im just late to the party but Listsen to me #i was thinking this quote was so kendall roman coded WEEEKSSSS ago only to watch the finale and not even realize how true that is like FUCK #IT REALLY IS. IT REALLY IS. ohhhh wow ohhhhhhhhhhhh #i’m never gettingnover this fucking final don’t even look at me #succession #roman roy #kendall roy #succession hbo #web weaving

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you-wanna-know · 9 months

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It’s my leaving do

#was late to my own leaving party #some things never change #I’m gonna be hungover at work #I feel it #two days and counting #me #self #selfie

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puppyeared · 5 months

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Jitterbug

#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it #and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago #bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o)#well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall #im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot #i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing????#i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T #because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks #at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better #its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh #in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats #mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year #i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o)#THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o(#yapping #my art #myart #doodles #personal #diary

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foolishly-foolish-foolishness · 8 months

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"Bury him? But... with just the two of us?" "Do we need more than that?"

bsd, ch. 84 | kafka asagiri & sango harukawa

excuse me?? cries

#yes i know i'm late to the party with the bsd manga but i am doing my best #this moment just caught me off guard. just a little #i never expected anyone to say something like this and definitely not akutagawa so this is... a *lot*#akutagawa my beloved #shin soukoku #sskk #bsd akutagawa #bsd atsushi #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd ch 84 #(also does this count as “you came” “you called” ??)#my post

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ruler-of-thorns · 7 months

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Meleanor sketches

#twst #twisted wonderland #meleanor draconia #mallenoa draconia #twst mallenoa #twst chapter 7 #twst spoilers #twst fanart #late to the drawing Meleanor party but in my defense I've been busy #SHE'S SO GORGEOUS. ILL NEVER GET OVER HER #woman of the century yall #off topic but diasomnia is so digital silence?? Like 'execute the mother to elevate the man' is SO MELEANOR #her hair is so fun to draw I can't overstate how much I'm in lvoe with meleanor #malleus I'm about to be your stepdad #cruor's art #also elaborating on meleanor hcs but she has scales but she'd probably be able to hide them if she wanted to #and she has fangs. token draconia trait trust me

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aphsillyos · 10 days

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i want cute summer skins for my mains... that will never happen though 😭😭 i can only dream in my wildest of dreams about it ...

#me arts tag #hwei #aphelios #see you guys in 2 years when one of these guys gets a new skin...#its. very late. so i kinda gave up trying to give hwei a stylish outfit MY BAD....#also i think. this would be reversed. and aphelios is dying in the sun but #i didnt wanna pass up the chance for a miserable looking hwei drawing jfdfndjfkdfkjdf #also pool party aphelios bc someone mentioned it on one of my posts...#i think it'd be funny if all his weapons were like. awkwardly taped together or put together by alune #with a bunch of stickers on it and stuff #hes not really interested in the watergun fight but. he heard a certain lifeguard might be there so hmmmmmmmmm #maybe summer hwei could be watercolor themed... perhaps...#he's out to paint the many emotions at a pool party (this guy has never been invited to a party before)#(he's going to be smacked in the face with a volleyball. bet)#(he says he's there to paint the scenery but he's definitely just there for the. uh. anatomy practice ;) hehe)

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lavaalishaa · 5 months

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I am not over my birthday my godddddd ✨🩷

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otaku-in-red · 4 months

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Nobody warned me I was being handed therapy in book form

#the sun and the star #pjo #nico di angelo #will solace #solangelo #this book #took one look at me #and said get healed bitch #never wanted to cry so bad in my life #yes I realize I'm late to the party shh

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karlyboyyy · 1 year

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Gojo reveal party

#has this been done yet?#I’m late to the party I’m SORRY #also when the FUCK did he get an undercut??!#is no one else gonna talk about his undercut?? just me??#or am I blind and just never noticed it #jjk ch 221 #jjk manga spoilers #jujutsu kaisen #jjk manga #gojo satoru #satoru gojo

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metaphorical-goblin · 1 year

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WHY DIDN’T ANYONE TELL ME HOW MUCH I WAS GOING TO LOVE KLAVIER

I can just see this spunky little kid, all cocky and ready to win, heading into Prosecutor Edgeworth’s office for some advice, and then he just bonks him over the head with a file. “The defendant is clearly innocent. Expose the truth.”

But he doesn’t WANNA EXPOSE THE TRUTH, he wants to WIN so he can PROVE he’s a great prosecutor like his BROTHER EXPECTS HIM TO BE, and all the prosecutors should win, and he’s already won *so many cases—*

The slow mentorship and friendship and becoming a better prosecutor because of it

(Also he’s just… so fancy! And Apollo, /oh,/ my darling Apollo, my sun and stars Apollo, I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCH)

#ace attorney #miles edgeworth #klavier gavin #apollo justice #phoenix wright #aa4 #ok look #yes I know I’m late to the aa4 party #but I am LOVING their interactions SO MUCH #Apollo is just so very relatable and I really love how easily he interacts with Trucy while slipping into these shenanigans #my guitars are like my lovers Apollo #I would never treat my lovers poorly APOLLO #LOOK AT ME APOLLO #DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY SUBLIMINAL MESSAGING

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lighthouseas · 3 months

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just watched dead poets society for the first time ever. someone take me out back and shoot me rq

#yes i am aware i am late to the party #i just Never have the motivation to watch new movies but i forced myself to this time #anyway. haha. What The Fuck.#no im fine. im literallg. im fine. This Is Fine. look at me being so Okay and Norma #bee.txt

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jils-things · 4 months

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SKADJKAJFKSFSAA content warning: embarrassing moment during my dinner out... /lh

#so - my dinner party right? while eating - i couldnt help but notice the waiters that attend to our tables were... young and nice looking #SAGFHHJAHJGSDSAGAS LISTEN JUST LISTEN #one of them stood out to me - he just looked.. really good looking #i promise you i dont fall easily irl -- but this guy just caught my attention #he had the whole waiter outfit though it was more casual - i frowned noticing that he didnt have a nametag on like the other workers ASDDJA #everytime i passed by - i would glance at him and just.. idk appreciate him adjsahsjfksfs im so sorry if this sounds weird HELPLASDAWHA #he just kept visiting our table since there were many of us and i would just smile when he pops up #now when everyones done eating - he would pick up their plates and bro. he took one plate in front of me and i was not ready for it SDFGSHF #picked up the dish next to my sister and i was like ASDAHFJSDAGSD (BREATHE)#BUT YOU KNOW WHAT GOT WORST? (OR BEST?)#IT WAS GETTING LATE. THE RESTARAUNT WAS CLOSING UP AND THE WAITERS KINDA SLOWED DOWN WITH THEIR PACE #they were moving the chairs back in order. the guy i like decides to sit down. and hes there. just breathing #SUDDENLY HE STARTS TO REMOVE HIS BOWTIE AND I WAS LIKE.OH OKAY OKAY. OH #i thought that was it BUT THEN NOOOO HE UNDOES TWO OF HIS BUTTONS AND I SAW HIS COLLAR BROOO I WANTED TO GO HOME SO BAD #AND THEN WE WOULD ACCIDENTALLY MAKE EYE CONTACT WHAT KINDA FUCKIN WATTPAD STORY IS THISSSSSSSS #I WAS SO . EMBARRASSED BUT ALSO LIKE AKSJDAKJFS WHY IS HE SO FINE HHHRRR #i was legit praying to just think back to steven like i dont know how to handle this genuinely ahjdfksafhsfsa #what a day that was......#~ rambling #man i hope this never happens to me again /lh

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