#more cool stuff is on the way soon dont worry :>

[lemmetreatya]

📱Come Correct📱

“and so i told her that if she really wanted to continue playing these games with me then—wait, who’s that behind you?” 

as your words are quickly cut short, you bend your phone backwards so that your front camera no longer showed your head within the thumbnail on your boyfriend’s screen. 

“huh?” 

onyankopon has to momentarily look away from his game and glare down at his device before he realises that there’s now an additional head behind him. shrugging, he looks back up at the tv screen. 

“oh. it’s just eren.” 

having not intending to be in camera view but hearing his name, eren leans forwards over onyankopon’s shoulders to make himself more prominent on your screen. 

“hey mamas!” he says with a coy voice. 

you drone out a soft “hey, ren” at the nickname — knowing that that’s what he usually called you — but as soon as the words leave his mouth, onyankopon’s hooking one of his shoulders into eren’s stomach. 

“dude, don’t fucking call her that.” 

onyankopon wasn’t one to get unnecessarily annoyed at petty stuff, being one of the most level headed men you knew. so you could only imagine both your surprises at his outburst, and why eren’s voice rose an octave in defence. 

“bro, what the fuck? why?! ive been calling her that near forever and you say it all the time!” 

despite his eyes still trained on the video game, the scowl on onyankopon’s face is evident. as he proceeds to slump further into the couch, he spreads his legs apart. 

“yeah, coz im allowed to say it. she’s my baby, the fuck? she aint your girl for you to be calling her that.”

hearing the man claim you that way churned some sort of inexplicable possessiveness made your chest swell with heat. what was even more daring was how eren’s voice suddenly cooled down to a whisper. 

“wait, you two a thing now?” he stresses underneath his breath. “like a thing thing?”

you could practically feel the mood on the other side of the phone shift as both men’s voices lowered between each other. you hear a gruff sound come from onyankopon’s throat alongside shuffling as his arm covered the camera. 

“bro, i told you this already. we been official. almost two months now.” 

there’s further inaudible conversation going on, most likely onyankopon berating eren for showing him up in front of you. however, you find that you can’t help but view the situation as amusing. 

“okay, okay! shit, my bad. congrats i guess.” eren finally submits. 

onyankopon’s removed his arm from the camera and you can just about hear eren mumble off in the background but not before an unclassy laugh leaves your throat. 

onyankopon’s face is back in view as he looks over his phone. 

“what’s so funny?” 

shaking your head, you pop your face back into screen. 

“nothing, baby. dont worry about it.”

#onyankopon aot #onyankopon x reader #onyankopon x black reader #onyankopon #attack on titan #aot #attack on titan x black reader

[bbyquokka]

12:04 am (hhj)

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 | hwang hyunjin x gender neutral reader

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐑𝐄 | timestamp, smut – 18+ is strongly advised!

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 | vampire hyunjin, human reader, established relationship, consumption of blood (hyunjin feeds), vampire bites, cock warming. ( if i missed any, lmk! )

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 | 1k ~ ( 1,041 )

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄 | i've been playing a lot of baldur's gate 3 (can you guess who i'm obsessed with trying to romance 👀) and ig it inspired this lil thing? idk, i wanted to write vampire stuff soooooo

♡ m.list — ♡ you can also read it on my ao3

dont repost. dont translate. minors, ageless & default blogs; dni! feedback and reblogs are highly advised and appreciated!

his unusually soft hands holding your hips. his sharp nails digging into the skin, threatening to break the skin and make you bleed. his pale white skin looking ethereal in the shimmering moonlight. his white, shoulder length hair that's half up, half down flowing with the gentle and cool breeze.

to a passing stranger, it simply looks like two normal humans making love under the moonlight after a date but oh no–this is much different.

his eyes shut tightly, plump lips parted as he moans your name in between the short, laboured breaths. his teeth all seem normal, human almost, aside from the two sharp fangs that threaten to pierce the skin of your neck at any moment. 

he loves you and you love him but neither of you should succumb to such feelings. humans and unnatural creatures intertwining with one is almost like a curse. but you taste so sweet and sound so sinful to him. your skin heats his cold, pale skin. your blood is so sweet, it's like drinking honey straight from a beehive. 

he rescued you. he found you in the woods one night whilst on a hunt. he smelt your blood from a mile off and rushed to the scene, hoping to feast. he didn't expect to stumble across your passed out body, bruises and cuts decorating your skin. 

you were running from something; but what exactly? a bear? a hungry wolf perhaps, either way hyunjin saved the questions for later–he had more pressing matters to worry about.

he smelt your blood but so did the other vampires in the vicinity. he doesn't know why but he scooped you up and carried you to his lair. he cared for you, nursed you back to health. when you awoke, understandably you were terrified to be face to face with a vampire.

but hyunjin felt different. he showed compassion which most vampires don't. majority of them look at humans and think ‘food!’ but hyunjin. he held no matter how tough it got for him. he let you stay with him until you had enough strength to fend for yourself but you both grew very close to one another and the thoughts hyunjin was having of feasting on you, shackled him with guilt.

he feasted on deer's, wolves and bears but his insatiable hunger burnt. it clawed its way at him, desperate to be fed what he wants the most and that's you. he's smelt your blood, he cared for you and knows what it looks like and, to him, it looks so delicious.

one day, you offered him your wrist. he's been feasting on nothing but animals for weeks, he's not getting what he needs. the hunger, the thirst; it burns. you found him on his knees in his bedroom in a cold sweat, panting. you didn't recognise him and it scared you.

his fangs on full display. hair sticking to his skin and his red eyes blown out, captivating you and shackling your feet to the floor with fear. he came crashing onto you as soon as you gave him the ok to feast on your wrist. the first time hurt and you were left weak and dizzy for days but the more you allowed him to feast on you, the more you got used to it.

“look at me.” you whisper as you cup his cheeks. his eyes slowly flutter open revealing those blood red pupils you love. “so beautiful.”

“says you. you look gorgeous underneath the moonlight. your skin is so pretty. i'm two thousand years old and i've never felt more alive.”

“s-sh.” you mumble before moaning as he thrusts into you from below. he sits up and wraps his arms around your back, holding you close to his pale chest. his body is decorated in deep scars and old battle wounds. two distinct circle scars on his own neck indicating that he once was human.

“yn, i'm hungry.” he whispers as he eyes the flesh of your neck. he can feel and hear the blood pumping through your veins. he wants it. he wants a taste.

“do you want my wrist, hyun?” 

“no. i want more.” you swallow and look at him. puppy dog eyes, those eyes you can't resist. he sticks his bottom lip out in a pout and whines softly. “please?”

“you know i can't say no when you look at me like that.” you mumble. hyunjin grins, his fangs showing. he stills his hips, allowing your warmth to pleasure him. 

you tilt your head to the side, extending your neck as hyunjin holds onto the other with his hand. his cold yet oddly hot palm setting your own skin on fire. he brushes his lips against your flesh as he inhales your sickly sweet scent that he's been addicted to since day one.

he grazes his teeth along the skin. you hold your breath as his fangs scratch the surface. he gives your neck a soft and gentle kiss before his fangs penetrate the skin.

you whimper in pain. the stinging sensation tingling up your spine and to your fingertips. the air being knocked out off your lungs as you gasp. you grip onto hyunjin as you squeeze your eyes shut. hyunjin's penis twitches inside of you as he drinks your sweet nectar. every pool of blood coats his tongue in a sweet and savoury taste making him want more.

he's addicted and it's dangerous. he could easily drink you dry. with each passing second, you feel your blood leaving your veins. your head dizzy and lightheaded, eyes fluttering shut slowly as all your strength depletes from you.

hyunjin drinks and he drinks some more. his penis twitching and orgasm threatening to hit him. he groans, his grip on you tightening. more is all he thinks about. more more more more!!!

“h-hyun jin…” you choke out. he snaps out of it, pulling from your neck quickly. he cups your cheeks gently, blood coating his lips and the tips of his fangs.

“yn?! oh fuck! yn, are you ok?!”

“fine. i'm fine.” you say with a weak chuckle. hyunjin chews his lips, watching as you reach up and wipe away the blood from his lips.

“vampires are so messy.”

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒 (𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐍) | @bintificreads ; @oshimee ; @septicrebel ; @alyszaen ; @writerracha ; @hyunluvxo ; @aestheticsluut ; @xcookiemonsteer ; @lilquokka04

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[i-just-wanna-write-fanfic]

I can ask for Yandere! Mike and his personalities (minus Chester) x Tsundere! Reader?

totes, dude!

Yan!Mike + Alters (minus Chester) x Tsu! Reader!

btw! y/n and/or you don't know abt mike+alters r yanderes!

btw! y/n has not been taken yet in these hcs!

WARNINGS: YANDERE STUFFS, STALKING, OBBSSESION, DID, ITALLIAN PEOPLE, MAL

MIKE

wait- what?

he is just confused

he knows you like him too!! you wrote in your diary, didn't you?

o-or was that just another hallucination???

what ever, he just thinks you're acting odd!

I mean, its obvious you like him, so why do you push him away and resent him?

but this doesn't stop him from pushing his love on you! it's not long until he can take you away to live with him, anyways!

MAL

bullshit.

he sees right through you.

you acting like this only makes him agitated. once he takes you home you better not act like this or you're gonna be hand cuffed to a bed.

he also finds it a weird way to act in general. why cant you be blunt like him?

MANITOBA

ok, he's also confused- tbh- they all are.

but that doesn't mean he wont do what he can to get you to confess!

he is very determined.

if it gets annoying, steal his hat. only way to make it end, but then again, now you have to deal with mike.

you're not getting out of this.

VITO

ok- out of all of them- he's the most confused cuss like- ITS VITO!?!??!

like- he's all you could ever need??? why are you saying you DONT like him?

is he not all that any more? no- nonsense, you just need some convincing!

maybe if he shows off, you'll think he's cool again!

ok- mayyybe he failed in his efforts to make you think that he's cool, but he won't stop trying!

THE VITO NEVER QUITS! (not on something he loves that is-)

SVETLANTA

what? did Svetlanta do something wrong? please tell her she needz to do!

anything for her one and only love!

she just worried you hate her!

do you not like her tricks? (hell no, you love them!)

was she being annoying?

she's a big ol' worry wart now.

please cut the act soon or she's gonna cry

#tdi mike #tdi mal #tdi mike x reader #total drama mike #total drama mike x reader #total drama x reader #total drama mal #total drama mal x reader #tdi mike's alters #tdi mike's alters x reader #tdi svetlanta #tdi manitoba #tdi vito

[headkiss]

a little on-brand seasonal idea? eddie and a scared reader going to a haunted house, eddies all like “i’ll protect you dont you worry” but then you get separated or something & he finds you crying/upset/anxious. proceeds to be the angel he is & comforts you

hiiii i hope u like it! ty for requesting :)) | 0.8k words, scared reader, sweet sweet eddie

Eddie loves Halloween. It’s his favorite holiday.

This meant that he would drag you along to every single Halloween activity he could think of. You’d complain, but really you were happy that you’re the person he thought of to do this stuff with.

When it comes to movies, you’re usually okay, only hiding in Eddie’s neck or shoulder at the super graphic or scary stuff. In real life, however, you were scared of so much.

Spiders and snakes and every cliche fear, really. Eddie didn’t mind, though, because he liked to protect you. He likes to be the one you yelled for to kill a bug, to call when you were nervous alone at night. It made him feel helpful, needed.

He had to do a lot of convincing to get you to go to the haunted house with him. You hated the jump scares, the masks people wore. But you liked to make him happy and so, you eventually agreed.

He beamed at you, promised not to let go of your hand for a second.

That brought you to where you were now, sitting in Eddie’s van that was parked outside a haunted house he saw in the paper. He was excited, practically bouncing on his feet. You, on the other hand, were a ball of nerves.

When you’re walking towards the entrance and your steps slow, he slings an arm over your shoulders, urging you to walk with him.

“Don’t you worry, baby. I’ll protect you.”

“I know. Just scared.”

“That’s the point!” He’s being overly positive to try and make you feel better. It’s kind of working. “C’mon, it’ll be fun.”

You can't imagine describing this as fun, but you walk inside with him anyways.

He makes good on his promise to hold your hand, he doesn’t let go at all. He even takes his free one to give you brief hugs after each scare. You certainly aren’t having fun and you feel awful about it, but he does help you feel safer.

It’s not until the very last jump scare that the experience is completely ruined.

You could see the exit, and by mistake, you let your guard down, stopped clinging onto Eddie’s arm the way you had been for the majority of the haunted house. Then, some sort of thing jumps out at you while fake spiders drop from the ceiling, thin strings holding them just above your heads.

You actually scream this time, not just a squeal or a scared gasp. A full on scream. You get so scared your eyes fill with tears.

As soon as Eddie hears that scream he knows to get you out of there so he squeezes your hand tight and pulls you until you’re outside. He doesn’t stop until you’re by his van again, away from other people.

“Shhh. Baby, you’re okay,” he holds your face in his hands, wiping away your tears with his thumbs while you lean against the side of the car.

“Sorry,” you sniff, more tears fall. “I didn’t make that fun.”

“Stop it,” he kisses your forehead. “This is on me, ‘kay? Should’ve known you wouldn’t like it.”

He feels horrible. The last thing he wanted to do was make you cry. He thought that maybe going through the haunted house would ease your fears a little but he’s made them worse.

Realistically, he’s not responsible. He couldn’t have known about the last scare, but he feels terrible anyways.

“Promised to protect you and look what happened,” he says.

“It’s okay, Eddie,” you’ve calmed down some, your eyes still shiny but no more tears have fallen. Your eyes are slightly puffy, you have tear tracks in your makeup. “Not your fault I’m so scared.”

“Baby. I’m still sorry. Still love me?”

“Like I could ever stop.”

It’s true, you don’t think anything could take the love you have for this boy away. He’s so caring, so soft with you and it shows. His rings cool against your cheeks but his gaze is warm. He hasn’t taken his hands off of you, and you reach up to grasp his wrists, give them a squeeze. A reassurance.

“Yeah?” He smiles, “I love you, fears and all. How ‘bout we go home and you can pick a movie.”

“Not a scary one.”

“No, not a scary one. Whatever you like. And I’ll cuddle you real good. Squeeze that stupid haunted house memory right out of you.”

He draws a smile from you with his words. You don’t know how you got lucky enough to deserve someone like him. Someone who stays good when he’s faced so much negativity, someone who loves so completely that you feel it every second of every day.

“Sound like a plan, baby?”

You nod, he kisses you, and he takes you home.

#eddie munson #eddie munson oneshot #eddie munson blurb #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson fic #eddie munson one shot #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x you #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson imagines #eddie munson fluff #eddie x y/n #eddie x reader #eddie stranger things #stranger things #stranger things imagine #stranger things x reader #stranger things fic #stranger things fanfic #eddie blurbs

[toska-writes]

“Snowfall”

Summary: Never seeing the wonders of snow before you are more than excited to be traveling to a snowy planet for the first time, some of the boys want to make sure your first encounter with the cold stuff is one your going to remember.

Paring: Fives & Echo x Padawan Reader (Plaaaatonic)

Warnings: there’s none! Please enjoy!

Word count: 1456

Read it here on ao3! (✩)

Growing up on Coruscant snow was nearly a whisper in your ears. Never feeling the crips air and cold kisses of the snow.

So when word got round of a mission heading to Tokmia you were more than thrilled to be attending.

“You seem excited Y/N.” Anakin came to join you in the front of the ships large window where stars zoomed past as you traveled through hyperspace.

“I was reading up on Tokmia, and found out it was mostly snowy, with some forests mixed in.” You said turning to your master. “Should be an interning change of scenery.

“I don’t know.” Rex came to join the two of you. “I’d rather go someplace warm where I don’t have to worry about losing any appendages. Maybe Tatooine.”

“I don’t like sand.” Anakin shook his head adverting his attention back outside.

“We’re aware sir, I came to let you know we should be landing shortly.” With that Rex gave a little nod and stepped back out of the room.

“Y/N you should go get your cold weather gear and check on the men to make sure they’re ready” Your master patted your shoulder before turning to get his own gear.

“Yes master.” You walked quickly out the door and down the corridors of the ship.

Making your way to your own quarters you sliped one the much heavier robes and hooking a face cover to your belt, hopefully you could enjoy this new planet without the irritating mask covering your face.

Outside of your doors footsteps echoed through the halls, popping your head out you were met with two very familiar faces.

“Echo, Fives.” You called to the two before making your way over, quickly trying not to hit other troopers that were trying to walk past.

“Sir.” Echo greeted with a dip of his head.

“Y/N!” Fives shouted, not as formal as his brother.

“How are you two feeling about this little excursion?” You asked as the three of you continued to walk.

Echo was about to speak up when Fives slung his arm around the both of you and said. “Well we should have some free time while stationed here, there could be room for lots of fun!”

“Like what?” You questioned looking up to him. “I don’t think I know any snow activities”

“You haven’t been on a snowy planet?” Echo asked shading a glance with Fives.

You shook your head. “Haven’t seen it even in person.” Fives chuckled behind you.

“Well we better get up to the doors, I think we’re coming out of hyperspace.”

The ship entered the atmosphere and soon touched down on the snow covered landscape. Some trees were scattered around, and even a whole forest seemed not to far away.

Snow once again just started to sprinkle down as the doors opened reveling the bright sight.

“Wow.” You breathed coming up behind your master.

“Hey we’re gonna set up camp, this would be the perfect time for some exploration dont you think Y/N?” Anakin asked flashing you a smile.

You ran down the ramp greeted by the fluffy snow bellow. The snowflakes fell and tickled the unprotected skin of your face, the feeling new to you but not unwelcomed.

Testing the snow in your hands some of it stuck together molding to the shape of your hand, interesting. You threw the snow into the air letting in rain down around you once again. With a laugh you turned around to sigh of some troopers watching your delight.

Echo walked over to where you were currently crouch. “Everything living up to your expectations sir?” He asked now removing his helmet.

“This is amazing Echo!” Did you see the trees? Look how cool they look!” You rambled on to him, smiling even more when his own laugh rung out.

“Hey-“ You stood up once again. “Where’s Fives? I though he had an idea of what we could do while we were here.”

Echo turned to you with a smile on his face but before he could utter a word something came hurling at you and met home right in the middle of your chest.

Echo couldn’t contain his laughter as you looked down to see snow dripping down the front of your robes.

“What was that?” You asked with uncertain laugh trying to find who did it.

“A snowball commander.” Echo scooped up a handful of snow and started packing it together. “Here that’s how it’s done.” Handing you the snowball you scanned the ground for the person you suspected was behind the previous throw.

“Gotcha.” You whispered before pegging a snowball at the arc trooper who thought he could hide.

The snow soared through the air, with a little extra boost from the force it met home right to the front of Fives helmet.

You laughed with Echo as Fives now removed his own helmet. “Your playing a dangerous game commander” he called

“I’m pretty sure your the one who started it.” You shouted right back

“Echo are you joining me or not?” Fives came forward to face the both of you now.

Echo laughed “After seeing a throw like that I’d be scared to be on the receiving end.”

Fives clutched his chest in a mock hurt. “My own blood betraying me.” He started to run for cover. “I call Jeese and Hardcase then!”

“Tup! Dogma! Your with us!” You shouted to the troopers that stood by watching this all play out.

“Oh yeahhhh.” You heard someone ring out.

“It’s only fair we get the General then!” It sounded like Jeese called out.

That was definitely going to make this more interesting, and harder for your team to win.

“What makes you think-“ You were interrupted by the sight of Anakin running arçoss what soon would be the battle field. He jumped over the makeshift barricade and laid a hand of Fives shoulder.

“Wow not even siding with your own padawan. I see how it is master.”

“Just gotta keep things balanced Y/N.”

After that before anyone could blink the first snowball was fired hitting one of the unprepared troopers in the front. The shock evident on your face you looked up to see Skyguys sly smile while giving Hardcase a high-five.

Crossfire erupted between the two groups, laughing and shouting could be herd from both sides, after hitting a few others (and missing your own master quite a few times) You started aiming for both Fives and Anakin.

The two seemed to be illusive in the snowfall that started to come down harder. A snowball wizzed past your ear, clearly thrown with the help of the force, hey! That was your trick.

Echo got hit behind you once again, Tup and Dogma seemed to hold there own quite well.

You could see Anakin and Fives emerging from the snow base and started to rush to your own.

Gripping the snowball in hand you were about to fire when the first snowball landed of general Skywalker. Gasp rung out as everyone froze, then another from the distance was thrown and Fives was hit dead on.

Looking to where the two seemed to come from Rex stepped forward, a smirk on his face and a pile of snowballs in his hands.

“Come on someone had to knock you off your high horse general.” He nodded towards Anakin. In the blink of an eye he loaded his arm back and launched a snowball at Echo hitting his shoulder.

You met Rex’s eyes one more time before it was already too late and you yourself was met with a snowball to the chest.

Everyone stood for a second before laugher erupted from everyone there. You and Echo made your way over to where Anakin, Fives and Rex now all stood.

“Quite the game huh padawan.” Your master nudged your shoulder as you stoped next to him.

“We definitely need to do that again.” You said almost out of breath looking around to the other men with the smiles all over their faces.

“Not a bad idea huh kid.” Fives rapped his around around your shoulder.

“Oh I’ll call a rematch soon enough Fives.” You said leaning into him.

He hugged you tighter than whispered. “Depends on how long we’re stationed here but I have a few more ideas up my sleeve since you never been to a snowy planet.”

You looked up to him with enthused eyes and nodded your head yes.

“Before any of that we should actually finish up the camp and get warm.” Echo came round your other side. “Just a thought.”

“I like that idea.” You said, the three of you huddled together walked back to the ship, checks rosy and nose cold.

#the clone boys #the clone wars #clone wars #tcw #captain rex #fives and echo #arc trooper fives #arc trooper echo #fives x reader #echo x reader #my writing #toska-writes #reader insert

[voidwritesstuff]

Nightwatch and Nightmares

Summary: war has to take the first half of the night watch on the maker tree,and finds himself with a human companion that leaves him wondering about just how far away in nature nephilim were from humans.

Cw: nightmares, unnamed human female character. (I dont really write x reader)

A/n: this was a gift for @moodymisty, also I have to clarify that I use dashes for dialogue!(my mother tongue is spanish, we use dashes for dialogue,thats just my writing style!). Misty I hope you like it!

He knew strife was going to get him tangled up in something,its strife we're talking about.

Which is how he finds himself keeping watch over the maker tree where all the humans were. He sits the at the edge of the entrance with his sword driven into the bark of the oversized Flora, the night Sky above twinkles with stars as its clear of any clouds.

He doesnt like this- being still and having to wait.

War has done it time and time again for missions,but this? This was different. He could do it- he would do it but he hated it.

Its the middle of the night, he hopes to at least crush a demon head. Instead,what he gets makes itself know with soft steps.

Walking behind him is a human girl,young, she holds on to her clothes as the air is a little chilly. Her eyes seem lost and she seems shaken.

The human sits close to the rider,perhaps because he meant safety and she needed some of that.

War- he didnt understand humans. He understands why he protects them Yes,but the intricacies of the human condition absolutely baffle Him.

--Tis late-- he says under his breath to not startle the girl-- what are you doing awake,human?

His companion pulls her knees to her chest, resting her hands on her lap.-- nightmare.

Light from the moon filters through the massive leaves of the tree,its a mesmerizing sight to behold. Theres Beauty in this destroyed world, a glimmer of hope for the humans.

After a moment of contemplation,war asks-- perhaps you'd like a listening ear? --She shook her head and a harsh wind blows, she shivers and her body shakes-- come closer, lest you freeze to death.

Reluctantly,the girl shuffles closer,enough that his radiating body heat subsides the effects of tbe chilly air on her skin.

--Theyre very vivid-My nightmares I mean-- she murmurs-- I dont want to talk about what it was about- I just want to go back to sleep but I cant shake off that lingering fear- do you guys even get nightmares?

Usually,he'd avoid being seen as weak or vulnerable. But the human was really shaken up and he didnt know what to say-- sometimes, yes.

--I didnt know that- WOW. We're similar in more ways than I thought-- she says absentmindedly, rubbing her palm with her thumb.

Well,that takes him off guard-- similar? Nephilim and human?

The girl shrugged-- well- you can develop bonds with people, your siblings I mean and the makers, too! Thats something important for us humans--she explains-- you can feel things like a sense of duty, or Curiosity. You can create things! Ive seen strife grab pieces of the maker tree and turn them into rustic toys for the kids! We also make stuff!

--Seems you have a point, little one-- he agrees, hes never seen it from that perspective. Now its glaringly obvious to him- how didnt he see it earlier?.

--You guys have a sense of humor too! I mean strifes the best example but ive seen you and fury laugh a little. You guys have troubles and worries like we do- i mean I could Keep going

Without noticing, the human had leaned on the rider for more warmth. Not that War minded,he didnt even feel her weight.

--As interesting as your ideas are human- I rather you save your strength--he states-- perhaps soon sleep Will find you-- then he makes a pause,trying to think the best words-- youre free to stay until you feel better

Yawning,the girl nodds and rubs her eyes-- cool--she wiggles a bit to find a comfortable space to lay on and she folds her arms over her chest. Her eyes feel heavy with sleep-- awesome- yknow? You guys are really good people- I mean yeah you hide behind snarky sarcastic comments but you care about us- so thank you.

He chuckles-- theres a lot you humans dont know about us.

--Yeah but we can tell when someone is good-- she added,a few words slurred-- and you guys are really good

Before he can say anything else,the girl falls asleep quietly. Body relaxing and leaning her whole dead weight on him,he barely even noticed it. But his gauntlet does lay its hand on the human to Keep tjem warm.

--Rest human,ill Keep you safe-- he murmurs before thinking "including from nightmares"

When strife comes by to switch with his youngest brother, War carries the human to a spare bed, not sure where her room was. He makes sure the covers are well laid on her and he takes a moment to appreciate the sight before him. Humans always looked so heavenly when they rested.

He decides he could get some rest of his own,so the red rider goes to find a quiet,dark corner of the tree to sit on and rest for a few hours. In his mind linger the words of the girl,War wonders just how much humans and nephilim were similar to eachother.

Humans,they really are an interesting thing.

#war #war darksiders #darksiders war #darksiders x reader #darksiders fanfiction

[orowyrm]

do you have any tips for someone who wants to get into warframe for the first time?

- don’t start with the duviri/drifter quest when given the option. it’s cool, don’t get me wrong, but it will be very confusing and you won’t revisit any of the stuff that’s touched upon until way way later in the game. start off in the origin system, the story progresses a lot more naturally from that start point. i don’t really know why they made this an option.

- you dont HAVE to buy platinum. they start you off with like 50 i think? it’s not necessary for anything aside from buying additional warframe/weapon slots. everything else is cosmetic or optional. you can get mroe plat later on by trading with other players (if you do want to buy plat for cosmetics or whatever, i recommend waiting until you get a discount as your daily login bonus. iirc they range from 25, 50, or 75% off. they’re pretty much entirely random though so don’t feel obligated to use one if you do get it and don’t need plat at the moment so it goes to waste. you’ll get another)

- even if you decide you don’t like a weapon you end up crafting, you’ll be better off if you level it up to the maximum rank (30) before selling it rather than trashing it outright, that way you won’t have to go back and get it again later on in the game in order to complete it. the more stuff you level in full, the faster you progress through mastery ranks, and some stuff is mastery rank locked so you’re gonna wanna pay attention to your progress.

- you’re gonna wanna join a clan as soon as possible. you can find some via the recruiting channel, or probably by asking around on social media, idk. i started my own (not recommended unless you’ve got a group of friends you can rally or feel like recruiting to fill out your ranks in order to actually get stuff done) so i don’t really know what the clan recruiting scene looks like. having access to a clan dojo makes life a lot easier (and can make finding people to play with less of a hassle too)

- the story itself doesn’t really pick up steam until you start the ‘natah’ quest. in between the start and there, you’ll mostly be doing a lot of running around trying to familiarize yourself with the setting and playing catch-up. don’t worry too much about all the stuff they throw at you all at once. almost all the quests are replayable through your codex if you ever want to refresh your memory, and for those that aren’t, the wiki is… usually a pretty decent source as far as summaries go. i’d take it with a grain of salt though.

- this one especially tripped my sister up so i’m gonna touch on it: you’re going to be required to do the ‘heart of deimos’ quest in order to progress past mars on the star chart. IMHO, this quest REALLY should not be mandatory so early on in the game — you aren’t going to be able to make heads or tails of anything anyone is telling you. don’t be afraid to breeze thru it w/o paying much attention and circle back around later in the game, preferably sometime after you finish the war within or at LEAST the second dream. i genuinely don’t know why they’re throwing baby tenno to the wolves on this one. just know it’ll all make sense later i prommy

- don’t worry too much about the open world areas like the orb vallis, the plains of eidolon, or the cambion drift at first. they’re very cool (and you’ll be introduced to them via their respective quests) but they can be overwhelming to new players and the difficulty spike might be frustrating, especially before you’ve unlocked a majority of the tools available to you.

- this game has been ongoing for over ten years at this point - there’s a LOT going on. take your time progressing at a comfortable pace. don’t be afraid to ask around for help if you’re stuck on something or getting frustrated trying to farm a specific part or material.

- if people try to talk down on you for being a lower mastery rank or w/e they’re literally just being an asshole. MR isn’t indicative of skill so much as it is a representation of how much gear you’ve leveled, which is basically just an indicator of how much time you’ve spent playing - a chimp smacking a keyboard can feasibly hit legendary after enough attempts. you’re fine. hell, i’ve been here since 2013 and i’m only MR 19 LMAO

- the ‘meta’ for this game is wildly subjective due to the vast customizability of builds. take everyone’s opinions with several grains of salt and don’t be afraid to experiment on your own to see what works for you

- dont read general chat. it’s not worth it. nobody in there is as funny as they think they are

- the most important part of being a tenno is having fun and being yourself :)

#i have a headache sorry if i missed anything LOL

[lunar-wandering]

In the Giggle Glow AU, back in the past, when the whole friendship with The Camel Ridge Trio and DBK was a thing, Macaque and Wukong kinda. “gaslit” them into believing they didn’t glow?? or at the very least they tried to.

Like, for the most part, Macaque didn’t laugh in front of the others in the first place, he was self-conscious about it.

Wukong would laugh and glow in front of the others, but it’d be in a “as long as nobody mentions it, it’s fine” kinda way. As soon as someone brings it up, Wukong is immediately like “What, no, you guys must be seeing things, right Macaque?” and Macaque would agree with him.

Wukong: I think you guys are hallucinating.

Azure: it's not a hallucination if four of us are seeing the same thing-

Macaque and Wukong, sing-songing: hallucination~

The others keep trying to prove that the monkey members of their group glow but since camera’s don’t exist yet they find it incredibly hard to do so. However, if there’s one member of the group Macaque is slightly more open with (other than Wukong), it’s DBK, so if DBK were to ask Macaque nicely, Macaque might explain what Wukong’s deal is (while conveniently skirting around the fact that he never laughs in front of the others at all).

The Camel Ridge Trio would keep asking Wukong directly and get increasingly ridiculous answers though, like they go from “hallucinations” to-

Wukong: oh, yeah, its just my fur reflecting the sunlight yknow, normal monkey stuff

Peng: it is the middle of the night and we are inside

Even if they can’t really prove that the monkeys glow when they laugh though, bets get formed about it anyways- like “whoever can get Wukong to laugh and glow the brightest with the worst joke gets to hold Azure’s claymore for the day”.

(They’re all jealous of Azure’s cool af sword and want a chance to use it)

(Macaque is banned from participating cause he’d win by default)

Azure: here hold this

Azure: (drops his sword (its in a sheath dont worry) into Macaque's arms)

Macaque: (collapses under the weight of it)

Wukong cries laughing over Macaque being stuck on the ground and Azure wins so no-one gets the chance to use the sword

Peng: that wasn't even a joke you just dropped a sword on him!!

Azure: exactly, it wasn't a joke, thus it was a "bad joke", and Wukong still laughed anyways so.. my win, no-one touches the sword

Wukong, currently helping Macaque off the ground: ....you guys were taking bets?

rip Macaque cause when Peng admits that yes, they were taking bets, Wukong lets go of Macaque's hand in order to add more Drama to his Offended Gasp and Macaque just accepts fate and falls back onto the ground

#Monkie Kid #Giggle Glow AU

[ozymoron]

tell me a bit about sophia (i mean if u want) im interested

gladly. i love talking about her

shes a 20 something year old german trans woman living in nz. shes 5'10" (somewhere around like 177.80cm) and a lesbian. she uses she/her pronouns but is fine with being called a guy or people using he/him for her as long as she know they believe her when she says shes a woman (like they dont mean it in a transphobic way). she has a deep voice and a german accent i havent really got much of the worldbuilding down yet but i do have most of her personality down. also her story takes place in some vague year between 2000 and now

shes kinda a huge loser like in the sense that she spends most of her time just sorta sitting around at home drinking beer and smoking while listening to industrial and hardcore and metal and shit (shes almost definitely depressed but im yet to explore that side of her lmao). she drinks and drives, shes incredibly wreckless. she kinda doesnt care that much about others but more in a way where shes just kinda always in her own head only thinking about herself and what she wants but when it comes to the people close to her shes incredibly protective like a guard dog. she acts like kinda a silly idiot around her loved ones but as soon as someone even looks at any of them wrong, shes fully ready to kill them. she clings onto her friends and stuff like theyre the last thing she has left. less in a desperate kinda codependent way and more in a "i could not live without you i will protect you with all i have trust me please stick around and keep me in your life i will make my existence worth your while" kind of way

shes a wannabe badass but also just is a badass. like she acts all cold and stoic but laid back, i guess in a way trying to seem all mysterious and cool but mostly just comes off like a bit of a jackass (cause she kinda is a bit of a jackass but she means well. sometimes.) i havent got to this part of the worldbuilding so i dont have an explanation for why she is this way but im planning that theres something she has to fight against or something like that. i have a bit of a vague idea of what i want but no specifics but she has a side to her where like shes actually kinda badass. she wears a wolf mask and carries around this baseball bat which the tip is like covered in nails and shit. im planning she gets covered in blood often because women covered in blood is awesome. im planning a theme with the group of characters she hangs out with where they all wear some kind of animal mask and each have their own weapon which like reflects their personality and whatnot

she works in a fast food restaurant which i feel like explains a lot about her

she mostly wears the mask to hide her identity but also to just hide her face in general. shes not insecure about how she looks but more just worried about what other people think of her. shes on hrt but she wants to keep her body hair cause she likes her body hair which includes her facial hair though she does regularly shave it cause she knows it gets her misgendered. she also wears a spiked collar and sometimes a leash (if shes not wearing a leash shes wearing some kind of bondage harness thing) both to continue the whole wolf dog thing shes got going on and also for sexual reasons of course

she has a romance thing going on with another oc of mine called blair (the name is a placeholder im so bad at picking names). blairs tiger/big cat coded shes more of the happy-go-lucky chaotic type. sophia goes incredibly soft for her like the whole trying to be a stoic badass thing completely drops around her she would sacrifice herself in a heartbeat if it meant blair was kept alive and safe which worries the fuck out of blair cause half the time she does not need to sacrifice herself but she puts herself in danger for blair often times for no reason cause she believes its what she needs to do to keep her safe. like her life is meaningless without blair so she'd rather be the one to die than live without blair. which like yeah theres a flaw in her logic cause like if she dies shes still without blair and now blairs sad but yknow. maybe she'll figure that out someday not sure tho shes a little stupid

idk what else to write so ill just add little tiny things i added to her for fun her favourite movie is evil dead 2 (this is me projecting onto her), she moans when she pees, she would give everything to be a werewolf, she had her drivers license taken from her she still drives tho. she shouldnt but she does, she hates beer but drinks it anyways. i think she doesnt know theres other kinds of alcohol. no idea how she doesnt know maybe she just hates herself and wants to drink shit that tastes bad for fun,

shes all i have left im going crazy

i also have a playlist for her if anyone besides me cares i care so fucking deeply. also my tag for her i feel also illustrates her personality well

#⚠️ #asks #oc: sophia wolfe #quickly drew pants over the second drawing cause there was girl bulge and i dont wanna risk it man idk #i never colour in drawings of her lmaoo #her pretty much everything she wears is black her hairs black her collars always red her clothes sometimes have red accents shes pale her #eyes are dark dark brown like nearly black #half of her playlist is just shit you could do a badass walk out to or just edm hardcore bullshit or metal

[kiruliom]

hihi reddit's mogai peeps, welcome to mogaiblr, here's a (not so) small guide by your host Vivian to help you grow accustomed to this place.

press the read more/keep reading thingy to continue, dont worry, it dont bite!

general tumblr etiquette

tag your stuff, they wont be seen otherwise.

do not crosstag (tag a group youre complaining about), or tag unrelated stuff

reblog, reblog, reblog! if you see a post that interests you, reblog! this is super important as there is no algorithm and all the like button does is basically save the post for later

tag triggering things!! [thing] tw or [thing] cw should suffice, dont tag every possible version of a trigger, you only have 30 tag slots, it's the reader's responsibility to block all possible tags as theres no limit on blocked tags. I suggest trigger tagging after the 20th tag as tags after the 20th one dont show up on search (stupid I know) but still gets blocked okay

get a profile photo as soon as possible, this site has a massive bot problem and if youre thought to be one you will be blocked without hesitation

if youre on pc, I highly recommend you get xkit, its a browser extension that helps a lot with your tumblr experience

these are the basics, these have been talked about over and over with twitter refugees as well so I wont drabble on them too much

mogaiblr etiquette

1: keep in mind the intersectionality

the mogai tumblr community has a lot of overlap with other communities, namely the disabled community, nonhuman community and plural community. respect them, and listen to them, for they are your allies. you will see the overlapping community get referred to as "LIOM" a lot (like in my username), it stands for labels, identities and other minorities and is meant to be an all encompassing umbrella.

2: make your posts accessible

as I just said, theres a lot of disabled people in this community, so its important to make your posts as accessible as possible. I will talk more on this later

3: dont be afraid to ask individual blogs

there is no subreddit posting system, and if you just post a general question you likely wont get any answers, if you get seen at all, so dont shy away from asking individual blogs about stuff, if their asks are open, it means they WANT you to talk with them and ask them stuff, so never view it as bothering them. the askbox doesnt always say "asks" and similar stuff though due to being customizable, so just know its the little button to the left of the follow button.

4: check pinned posts

pinned posts are posts that are pinned on top of a persons blog, when you open someones blog, theyll be the first post to be seen upon scrolling down. a lot of people use these to introduce themselves, set boundaries, give request rules, talk about availability, etc. so its important to read these through whenever possible.

more on accessibility

1: image descriptions!!!

its basically where you describe the image, as the name suggests, tumblr has an alt. text function for it but it doesnt always work so little [boxes like this] right under the image is ideal for most, yes it makes it look less pretty, but is your aesthetic worth more than someone whos visually impaired not being able to understand the post? trust me no one cares if your posts are pretty or not. anyway, the ideal way to know how to describe an image is pretend youre explaining it out loud to someone across from you, who cant look at your screen for whatever reason.

2: plain text!

yes, tumblr has a lot of cool text features (like bold or italic, or even colored [PT: like bold, italic, or even colored. end PT]) but this is, again, unfortunately inaccessible, due to tumblr being a broken website it often doesnt register formatted text for screenreaders, plus it can be hard to navigate for people with disabilities even without a visual disability. this goes for fancy text and symbols as well (like stars emoticons or a cursive text font). so you have two options, offer a plain text alternative or dont format text at all. offering plain text can be done in the same way as image IDs (theres even an example above).

3: eyestrain

bright colors are awesome, trust me, Id know, but not everyone can view them properly without a migraine or even worse, a seizure. so its important to tag your posts with eyestrain if you decide to make a brightly colored flag, or even better, do your best to make the flag accessible instead, with slightly duller colors with more (or less depending on the flag) contrast. it doesnt make your flag as ugly as youd think, trust me ^^

4: availability cant do one or more of the things mentioned above for any reasons? dont fret! theres blogs out there that can help you, most of them do this out on their own accord.

currently the most active ones are @plaintextpro , @accessmogai and @transflorall (my blog hehe), who specialize in plain text, image descriptions and eyestrain-help respectively

thats about it that I can think of!!! thank you for reading, and if theres anything you'd like to add, dont be afraid to!

#xenogender #pro xenogender #xenogender blog #xenogender community #xenogender positivity #xenogender pride #xenogender safe #xenogenders #mogai #mogai blog #mogai community #mogai friendly #actually mogai #mogai heaven #mogai positivity #mogai post #mogai pride #mogai real #mogai safe #mogaireal

[skitariiposting]

I'm hoping to get into 40k soon and really like the admech, but am dogwater at painting minis. Any advice besides practice?

Admech is one of the best factions for being dogwater at painting minis! It's a faction built out of metallic scrapped together gremlin beings! Color palletes are amorphous! Blemishes are in character! Mistakes blend in because they're so wild and out there! I can not recommend a better faction for someone who wants to get better at mini painting than admech! (Besides, maybe blueberries, but those are boring.)

Okay. So. Advice stuff:

My tenants of painting minis is this:

I. Your first draft will always be bad; that's why it's the first draft and not the final draft. (This one applies to a bunch of stuff outside of painting, too)

II. Thin your paints. three thin layers are infinitely better than a layer that's too thick. You can always put more paint on, but you can't take it off.

III. Table ready painting quality should be for arms length away, not up close.

IV. Ask questions and do research. YouTube and Google are your most powerful tools.

V. Nuln oil fixes all problems. (Unsure if this is serious advice or not. I could write a thesis on Nuln Oil at this point, but I may also be slightly biased.)

All of this is second only to practice practice practice.

Which... yeah. I get it. Practice is the answer nobody likes because it's the answer everyone gives, and it's usually the suckiest answer. But, sadly, there isn't any real way to bypass experience and muscle memory.

The best way I can suggest to go about getting started in mini painting (and how I got started) is to find four or five minis that you dont strongly care about how they turn out and give them each a solid attempt to the best of your abilities. (For admech in this case, do some skits first or nab a couple space marines off ebay and go to town on them before the precious cog fellas) Don't spend too much time on them, but don't rush them. Just casually paint them best you can. After that, study them. Figure out where the weakest bits are and then study how to improve those bits on youtube or Google or ask around online about them. Then try to take all you've learned and tackle a mini you really want to do!

The easiest way to get better in mini painting is finishing minis. Whether you deem them good or bad is irrelevant because every time you finish a mini, you're one more mini smarter than when you started! That's why I recommend doing 4 or 5 that you don't really care if you do well on first, just to get a feel for what you're doing and getting some experience down.

At the end of the day, if this feels like too much effort and you feel stressed/can't be assed to do research, there's a secret option that many don't consider:

Just paint them. Paint them best you can, and then they're done. Don't worry about it.

It's a hobby, it's all for fun! You're supposed to have fun! The only critic you have to worry about is yourself, and if you just do it because you want to rather than fearing what others think, you'll have far more fun painting and you'll have a completed army in the end! Which is more than most "pro" painters can say.

(I've got 2000 points of admech printed, and I've spent one or more days painting ONE mini on multiple occasions, I'm nowhere close to having my army done, you could easily have a leg up on me just by having yours done. The only reason I *do* spend more than one day on a mini is because I find it fun to do so. If that doesn't sound fun, cool, don't do that. )

I hope this helps, and if you do get into admech painting: please send pictures! I'd love to see them!

#ask-itarii #skitposting #miniature painting #mini painting #mini painting advice

[lesbianaglaya]

wait hi please elaborate on your process of gift giving, im taking notes

happily :)))

planning ahead. okay so it depends first of all on how well you know the person. for my close friends + family (who are generally the people im getting gifts for) i try to listen and make note of when they mention something that might be a good gift! for example my mother was just talking about a rice pearl bracelet she had as a child that she wore till it fell apart. I know a local jewelry store that is both in my price range and makes things in my mother's style, looked on their website, and found a very similar bracelet that i could afford. gift found! planning also involves thinking ahead . im getting that for her for christmas, which is months away, but i know near christmas she'll be reluctant to mention things like that because people get weird about wanting gifts. it can also be less intense than that. my friend's birthday is this week, but a few months back i saw a necklace I knew she'd like at a charity sale and bought it. having the present ahead of time aslo helps prevent desperation in the days leading up to the event!

asking. It is so totally cool to ask people what they want. often they will prevaricate but if you say i am getting you a gift no matter what and you will be helping me by giving me ideas and they will concede. for example here my friend likes wool socks. i knit. i make them wool socks as gifts. i know to do this because i said 'i am going to knit you something. what would you like' and they told me! if youre worried about ruining the surprise the trick is to elevate their suggestion. to continue with the socks example, im not only making my friend a pair of wool socks, but i found a 1950s mens checked sock pattern that really fits their style! even just the added historical aspect, i know, will make my friend more excited about the gift.

utility. i think this is what really matters actually. i try to always find a gift idea that the person will absolutely use. fun little kitschy stuff is fine especially if youre in a rush, but its never going to be really exciting. giving people something that is helpful really makes receiving the gift exciting. getting someone who sews a needle book, or someone who loves music concert tickets allows them to see as soon as they get the gift how it makes their life more fun, or easier, or solves a problem for them. utility is used pretty generally here — a bracelet isnt necessary, but i know my mother will wear it. the goal is to find something that wont sit in a drawer forever till it gets donated.

for people you dont know as well, gift cards are great. try to figure out something they will (again) find useful, get them a gift card, and then elevate it by including a handmade object like a piece of embroidery, homemade cookies, a handmade pretty paper box, etc. if youre not at all able to make things thats also fine! this is where utility can be let go a little. go to a local souvenir or gift shop and find a small thing that suits their taste. this immediately makes the gift card feel way more personal and thoughtful. If youre short on cash, for people close to you offer a service: a baking day with your mother, a movie night with a friend where every time youre the one who gets up to refill drinks, a scavenger hunt youve invented at a free museum together. the real key is a personal element. even a handmade card that suits the person can be more exciting to receive than an expensive gift that isnt their style or taste.

#:) #gabby.txt #mail

[iwannabeastarstarrockmann]

I DID IT!! I LEFT HER :)

I bought a plane ticket and flew for the first time (which was so fun and I got to sit by the window both times!) to be with my extended family who I don't know all that well but my grandma is here too and my grandpa is on his way, so I feel more comfortable since they practically raised me. it's been so fun this past week getting to know all of my cousins and aunt and uncle! there's so much to do here too! I've been hiking, biking, riding atvs, riding my aunts boat, attempting wakeboarding although failing miserably, shooting my uncles guns which was a rush!! and it turns out I'm a perfect shot lmao. and on top of all that, this family really likes to do stuff together which I'm not used to at all so I swear I've been getting invited to one thing after the other every day I've been here. there also happens to be a whole lot of positions open up right now in this area which is great because I was mostly worried about how I was going to find a job last minute.

my uncle and I seem to have a lot in common which is comforting. he also grew up in the desert with nothing to do and also had a crazy mom so were getting along very well. we seem to have a lot of similarities in other areas as well. he took me for a day to show me some of his favorite things to do and also show me what a day of work is like for him and put me to work for part of the day so that he could get a feel for what im skilled at. were surrounded by so much forest so he took me to some of his favorite spots close to a cabin he's been fixing up and we got to explore an abandoned mine shaft!!! OMG it was so cool! he also took me to a really nice cemetery near where he works and it was so beautiful and mystical and we saw a whole lot of deer all throughout it which just enhanced the whole experience. I'm having so much fun

I've never been so relaxed in my entire life. its sad to think that this way of living was always available to me lol. oh yeah, the coffee here is absolutely amazing! and there are so many options, its almost overwhelming. now that im able to be more active, I've fallen back into my coffee addiction to stay energized throughout the day lol.

id say the only con is that my aunt is a lot like my mom so sometimes it can be difficult to be around her but other than that, this is like heaven :))

obviously it's not perfect, as I'm still trying to cope with the guilt of leaving my mom and fighting the urge to cut or starve when my guilt gets to be too much but id rather this lingering feeling than the constant torture of living with my mom in a place with nothing to do and nowhere to go, you know?

plus side from all this trauma is that I've lost 14 pounds since I left her and that's just from all the hiking and walking I'm doing during my free time lol

I'm still in a calorie deficit most days but its not really that low compared to how I used to restrict.

I'd say right now the only thing that's really stressing me out is my need to constantly body check, its definitely gotten worse since I moved out here, and its because I really cant tell how others perceive me.

I'm also fighting with myself most days since I got here cause I keep catching myself saying things inside my head like "you dont deserve to eat", "dont be a fat pig", "no one will love you if you get fat", you know, the cliche signs that you are not completely recovered yet, but I think I'm also going to be starting my period soon and I often fall into a depressive state right before, and it often starts with self hatred and then fades halfway through my period.

anyway I've gotten way off track, obviously the move cant solve all of my problems but I am so happy right now despite my mental struggles and still cant believe that I'm lucky enough to be so easily accepted by a family who doesn't even really know me yet! I wouldn't have been able to escape if they weren't so welcoming from the very beginning.

#ed bllog #tw ana diary #childhood trauma #child neglect #trauma #verbal abuse #psychological abuse #tw ana shit #ed vent #i wanna be perfect #edblrr #body ch3ck #ana trigger

[the-s1lly-corner]

Splendorman slenderman with a sick reader? I'm so sorry for sending in two requests back to back but I'm feeling a little under the weather...

Slenderman and Splendorman x sick!reader

Answering this one first because!! Hush!! I hope you feel better soon :(

Notes: Reader is GN

CWs: none

Slenderman

I always seem to bounce between whether or not the creature can cook... for sake of my mind, I will settle on you having taught him basic skills and he can follow a recipe when given one! I bring this up because there will be an attempt to make you something while you're too ill to get out of bed

His tendrils are cool to the touch save for the bases around his back- he sets one across your forehead to attempt to lessen your fever

You don't need to worry about him being too loud or overwhelming, hes not exactly high energy...

Will let you get up and do what you need to do but he will keep you in bed if you start to over do it

Very patient when waiting for you to recover, he has all the time in the world to wait for you to get better

Let's you squish his tendrils in your hands to give you something to do

He makes sure to pop in every now and then to make sure your condition isnt worsening, though he is still gone half the time to tend to his business...

Splendorman

Knows how to cook and he can make a mean soup to make you feel better, makes sure you drink your water! Alternates your drinks from water to juices! Stay hydrated but also get the other stuff you need!

A little clingy because he wants to make sure you dont have to wait in order to get what you need or want

No tendril on your forehead if you have a killer headache, the bells on the ends of his tentacles can make your head hurt more and he would feel terrible if he made you feel even trashier

Rambles as he sits by your bed, really he talks about anything that comes to mind.. but if you need him to be quiet he will try his best to pipe down

Stern, he keeps you in bed although him being firm feels almost foreign to him.. he doesnt like restricting you but he doesnt want you to get even sicker

Gently hums while brushing/tying your hair so it doesnt get too tangled as well as out of the way if you need to throw up

#creepypasta x reader #creepypasta x you #creepypasta imagine #slenderman x reader #slenderman x you #slenderman imagine #splendorman imagine #splendorman x reader #Splendorman x you #self ship #self insert #slenderman x y/n #splendorman x y/n

[craske]

I don't want to sound pretentious when i say all this (and this ended up being really long??), but i really do think you don't need to uphold your online presence so consciously, or even at all. There's nothing wrong with being "inactive" because trying to show up for everything is some sick standard social media made up. Maybe it might be difficult to uphold an idgaf personality, but i can say from my experience it could be better to try a little bit at a time. I can say that they really do mean it when you can have quiet admirers, from my experience all the more. Maybe they're too shy to put silly tags when they reblog or just put a like on your post. And I don't think you have to worry too much about sticking to one piece of media and be afraid the people following you won't like you anymore for posting different content. At most, I just believe they won't really care enough to unfollow you or stop engaging entirely. The most important thing to me is that you stick around doing the things you actually want to do, even if you're just showing up every month or so, or black out for a year or more. Because the people who do care will be overjoyed to see you whatever you post or share, especially when you come back after a long time. It really is discouraging when you don't see that actively, maybe because we're so used to seeing numbers that relate to our worth. But i like to imagine we're waving at each other from a distance or smiling through a window, as horrid as online landscapes can be nowadays. I know i'm running my mouth here but i just wanted to share my experience because i um. 🙋 also think youre really cool and awesome and i love whatever work you do and the fact you share it is an amazing thing enough i feel privelaged and youre humor is funny and whatever new stuff you post is just introducing me to things i'll also think is cool down the line and i really do wish i can share my appericiation more and evolve from being a quiet admirer /inhales/ 👍 i would say this is a sort of love letter from the gas station but i also mean it as kai 👋 i hope you're doing well in uni or that it gets better soon or in whatever it is youre doing now. and whether or not youre online, i hope youre doing the things you enjoy 🫶

okay i needed some time to figure out how to respond to this ask because theres a lot (in a /pos way dont worry) so ill start off with saying that i really really and i do mean it Really appreciate what you said here. Especially lately, ive been struggling with being active online outside of small spaces where there are just me and a few other people. might be me feeling overwhelmed when i say something into the void with a high chance of no response, though i wont fault anyone for that. i myself know interaction is scary so i do get it. ever since i started using the internet ive stuck to my small online bubbles so yeah interaction kind of intimidating online

and though i agree it does feel discouraging to sometimes see no feedback or much of a reaction, i try not to be bummed out about it myself because im also a silent admirer of many artists online. so like ive said before i do understand that sometimes people are shy and dont interact directly and theres no pressure really to change that. just the idea that there are people that like what i make is really nice, even though i suffer from the same issue that maaany other artists have and i need to actively remind myself of that.

about sticking to one fandom its a very recent but big issue to me because ive been DEEP in the persona pit for like 4 years, and i certainly built an audience around that. i know there will always be people that stick around no matter what but despite that theres always that nagging feeling that maaybe things will crumble. obviously thats not true but human mind fucking SUCKS

as the final note ill say it again that your message means a lot to me and i thank you a lot for it <333 im soo flattered by your words and they made my past two days, thank you soo much

#as for uni im almost done with it!! #wowzers masters degree i will kill myself tho bc idk what to do after it #but thats an issue for the future me i guess!!! #anyway again thank you so much your message was really sweet and meant a lot to me #im sorry i dont reach out much like i said interaction online is soo scary and also insanely difficult lately?? it sucks #as the twitter users say thank you oomfie <3 #ask #k4ik4yk04 #long post

[sparksnevadas]

Oh my god I’m so normal about this chapter Sparks I am soooooooooooo normal. Incredibly normal. Oh my god. Look at me I’m so normal. The way you used the flashbacks to slip back and forth between them talking about their plan and what really happened was SO good it’s one of my favorite things in writing. AUGH.

And also just. KERALIS! DOC! AUGH. Their powers are so COOL and I love them so much. You got their voices so well. Keralis is such a Guy. The SHADOWS are so COOL augh. And the METAL form Doc augh yes yes yes. They are so. You got em in one.

Also I have to say it again, so sorry, but why is Scar holding Doc hot what did you put in the water dearest SparksNevadas.

And then Mumbo and Grian having to remember to use their code names over their real names is so. The way Grian almost slips up. The way him and Mumbo work to get back to Scar but Mumbo is more worried about Grian in the moment. They make me WEAK. GOD.

Keralis calling Grian chicken nugget is absolutely sending me. Fyi. Oh my god that’s so funny. I love your keralis so much. And Doc being Ducky I just. Keralisisms give me life and you write them SO well.

And the way everyone goes back to their weird semi-friendly but only sort of rivalry they have when Grian passes out is so interesting to me. The dynamic is everything. The fact that Doc is more worried about the party being ruined than anything. AUGH.

Scar calling Doc ‘Doctor Hothead’ is ALSO hilarious im. Head in hands its just so funny.  Especially considering he’s trying to negotiate an alliance I think it really speaks to Scar’s charm as a person that he gets away with that nickname in this scene tbh. I just. It’s so cool to see Scar be so in control and then to lose that control when Keralis revealed that little scrap of paper. THEY’RE BROTHERS. AUGH. CUB. AUGH. AND THE FACT THAT RENS THERE TOO WHAT IF I JUST FLOATED DOWN A RIVER AUUUUUUUUGH! AND MUMBO DOESN’T GET WHY THE BROTHER THING IS SUCH A BIG DEAL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH WHAT IF I SCREAMED!!!! ITS!!!! THE WAY YOU WRITE IT IS SO GOOD I LOVE IT SO MUCH

The description of Scar’s office is fascinating too – it paints such a picture of him as a character. How he has all the stuff about him and mayor but then he has those two honest photos of cub on the wall its. He’s painting a certain picture of himself but then also like, displaying this honest relationship he has w cub as his brother im. AUGH. AGONY.

AND THEN THE SCARIAN KISS. The way it happened. The way Grian just basically said fuck it and went for it im. THEY. AUGH. AGONY BUT LIKE GOOD AGONY. Clawing at the walls of my enclosure I have waited so long and I need everyone to know that SPARKS MANAGED NOT TO LET IT SLIP OUT AT ALL. THEY KEPT THAT COMPLETELY A SURPRISE. THAT’S SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. AAAAAUGH ITS SO SWEET AND SOFT AND I CAN JUST SEE IT IN MY MINDS EYE AND IT. ITS EVERYTHING IVE HOPED FOR FROM THE MOMENT I STARTED READING GIHASM. AUGGGGH. IM IN LOVE WITH THIS CH GOOD CH!!!!

oh my god belle this is a whole essay and a half, dude,,, (<3)

you dont need to be normal about the chapter. please be abnormal with me,,

that little experimental flashback and such was decided very last minute! i thought it was too soon to reveal ren last chapter where it was supposed to go, and honestly, good decision methinks. :) I liked having doc be just a big metal guy. thought about giving him a redstone power like others but i think its neat if his whole arm was partially constructed by his own power. a metal mobility aid :) I DIDNT THINK THAT IT WAS--- I AM SPRAYING YOU WITH WATER!!!

they love each other SO much. i like making all the characters feel human so i give them little quirks and slip ups-- something im so worried about myself doing irl that i barely speak lmao. of course its hard to switch to a new name when you still use the old name in private. and of course, mumbo isnt usually on the scene for fights, and he's never really seen grian fight too much, so he doesnt really get it that grians bleeding and continuing to fight. im rambling, anyways--

the thing about keralis is that he says the weirdest things. even trying to write him, he'd still manage to say weirder things in videos. he's such a Guy

Doc immediately calls a time out basically. he sighs and lets them wash off grians wings, and then keralis leads them to his office where hes been stewing about his bruised pride. he's a silly wet cat

who knew such a big persona could be brought down with a piece of paper smaller than a finger?

he loves his brother. if theres anything you should knoow about scar, is that cub is his pride. i mean. he got the city to fund a statue of them, of course he loves him. he loves cub so so so much for what theyve been through. he cant wait to annoy him over board game night and never complain about his cooking ever again.

I WANTED IT TO BE A SURPRISE!!! :D i kept telling everyone they were going to come kill me after the chapter (mostly, yknow, about the cub thing) but in the back of my head i was just >:3c and wait until you get to that last scene, my pretties

i mean, ash @polyamquackity was live reacting to me in the dms and i KNEW exactly when they got to it because he just texted

which was exactly the reaction i wanted everyone to have :) Got a lot less dts (/friendly) than i was expecting though!

#its belle! #talking to friends #gihasm