#needing prayer

[my4bears]

WIDOW DIARIES- 22

Part Two

This year has been tough. I think the first year after Cliff died, I was still so numb from the shock that I was able to do things on automatic pilot. This year I feel the sting of his absence keenly. I have stayed busy with my murder and mayhem podcast to keep my brain functioning, go to see my grandbabies in their activities, and try to maintain something of a social life, but I feel the emptiness and wonder if it will ever ease.

To make matters worse, my mother was diagnosed with cancer and has been undergoing chemo and proton treatments. She is in the hardest part of it right now and watching her struggle with the side effects is agonizing. At 88, she is still so vital and independent. Seeing her hurting and vulnerable breaks my heart. And I can't help but question why God would send me through another battle so soon after the last one. I am staying in Louisiana with her to help my sister take her to the appointments and to do whatever I can for her, but it seems I cannot do anything to ease the burden.

I am clinging to the hope that God will bring us through all of this gracefully. We've met some wonderful people at the cancer center and have formed a special bond with them. We will likely never see one another again when this is over, but I am grateful for the encouragement we are able to give one another.

Please keep us in your prayers.

#cancersucks #life journey #family #needing prayer

[hussyknee]

my disabled ass, after (1)good day: "obviously I am cured. in fact it may have all been in my head. who can say? now to rejoin society!"

me, the next day: "it has come to my attention that i may be chronically ill."

#who'd have thunk #we're all shocked i know #i forced myself to go to supermarket and ended up clinging to the shopping cart to stay upright #took two hours to stop shaking from exertion #then immediately corralled the cat to tend to his rash #mfer struggles and protests until he realizes all over again that it feels quite nice actually #and then goes deadweight and purrs *while* warbling mournfully #presumably just on principle #but it's all still more spoons than I can spare #i need to take him to the vet for his follow up in a bit #so fucking drained #send thoughts and prayers #ugh #chronic illness #spoonie #disability #knee of huss

[steveyockey]

#i’ve been meaning to post this for like a week but needed to format it myself. and I finally did it! ahahahaha #poetry #stephanie burt #prayer for werewolves

[lazycranberrydoodles]

you’d think after 800 years he’d learn his lesson about taking afternoon naps. / prev comic / follow for more sleepy xie lian

#i think xie lian and hua cheng are sleep deprived for different reasons. xie lian does get sleepy at like 10pm #but prayers will often keep him up past then. or he’ll get up at 4 for similar reasons #hua cheng doesn’t need to sleep. he would never pass up an opportunity to cuddle but when xie lian isnt there #you can BET he’s working on a new sculpture for 8 hours straight #or reading. or managing his city. or painting. or taking care of black water’s fish. or any of the other 8 million things he excells at #i think they’d try to minimize the times they sleep apart though….. theyve both been alone for so long :( #i am a BIG believer in hualian naps. what a luxury yknow?? when youre touch starved and busy all the time?? i want these men COMFY #ALSO TUMBLR DESATURATED THIS TO HELL GRRRR IT HAD SUCH A NICE GOLDEN HOUR EFFECT #tgcf #art #comic #tian guan ci fu #hualian #xie lian #hua cheng #san lang #hob #heaven official's blessing #tgcf fanart #天官赐福 #mxtx #my art #lmao #tgcf meme

[waltricia]

More on letters, color theory, and magic fuckin candles later. For now, I’m just here.

#i will say one thing about color though: she looks really fuckin good in bridgerton blue #i would die for her #i’m so serious #please universe hear my prayer i need a woman like this in my life #nicola coughlan #penelope featherington #polin #bridgerton #love

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i wanted to try drawing him visually softer and now im near tears because I Can't Hug Him

#what does he need in order to enter the real world #apples? prayers? ritual sacrifices? name it ill fuckin do it #screaming dying sobbing crying etc etc #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #wally darling #wait maybe its a good thing i cant hug him #bc i think i would just keep Squeezing. no matter what. all of my strength into one good long Crushing Embrace

[sandushengshou]

xiao zhan appreciation [87/ ∞]

#xiao zhan #mxtxnet #userkareena #userrenee #usergege #tusermona #cdramsource #the untamed cast #thoughts and prayers please #* #*xza #the quality of this video :'( #but i needed these #for reasons

[traumacatholic]

Remember to pray for the people you follow (or who follow you) on social media who just vanished one day. God willing, they're just taking a break or have a new account or quit the site. But there's a very real possibility that something could have happened to them. Maybe they're extremely ill, maybe they're now homeless, or maybe they passed away. And God willing, if something were to ever happen to you, that people would be praying for you because they noticed you haven't been online for some time.

#Prayer #Christianity #Catholicism #Catholic #God #You don't need to remember their usernames or their name #You can just pray generally for your followers / following list and their wellbeing #and particularly praying for anyone that might have had something happen to them

[livstarlight]

The conversation between Namora and Namor at the end of Wakanda Forever literally be the meme in another font of: "I know you think my judgment is clouded because I like her a little bit" "You doodled your wedding invitation" "No that's our joined tombstone" "My mystake"

EXCEPT HE MADE A WHOLE MURAL

#NAMORA I AM SO SORRY #THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS #you are gonna need that #namor x shuri #namuri #nashuri #namor #shuri #namora #black panther #wakanda forever #mcu

[baskeigh-ball]

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(think i bit off more than i can chew with this one, gamers (’._.) might have to dial back the shading/backgrounds for the rest of this just so i can keep my sanity)

#rottmnt #mutant manhunt au #rottmnt separated au #separated raph au #backgrounds and shading is so fun but so goddamn time consuming #literally spent half the day on this singular comic page :'))) #send thoughts and prayers #im gonna need it #my art #rottmnt baron draxum #rottmnt april #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt leo #rottmnt donnie

[thatswhatilikebruh]

Personally me? I just LOVE all the canon ships that we have on the show!!

Buck x Tommy 🥺

Athena x Bobby😍

Hen x Karen💅

Maddie x Chimney 💕

eddie x therapy🥰

Eddie x half girlfriend x doppelganger x babytrapped malewife and his bf 🙂‍↕️✋️

I dont think I have missed any < 3

#bucktommy #bobby x athena #henren #911 abc #< 3333 #i officialy do. not think b uddie is goona be canon like- #they made my boy eddie insane #evan buckley #tommy kinard #i mean he was always mentally unstable and supressing his feelings at any given moment but this aint the way to deal with them < 3 #prayers for my boy he needs them now

[cocoathekoala]

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#I NEED IT #ERIK PLEASE I BEG #LAWD PLEASE ANSWER MY PRAYER #redacted audio #redacted headcanons #redactedverse #redacted angel #redacted david

[tatakaeeren]

*Mind empty* I can only think of this 💖

#gojo satoru #satoru gojo #jjk #jjk spoilers #jjk 2 #jujutsu kaisen #toriigifs #Im serious!! ...not even the entire scene or the other faces he makes #THISSSSS thisss is what I've been thinking all day :') #I WANT TO BE THAT BALL SO BADLYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭 #look at his squishy cheeks!! ajhgddga #I bettt I BETT that's the face he makes when you tell him ... sorry Satoru no more candy for you XD or sorry not today I'm busy akjdhad #god I need headcanons or fanfics based on this gif #If someone hears my prayer... please let me know or tag me #I NEED ITTTT #usergojoana #userartless #userdabiluna #useraki #userokkottsus #userhyu #userlisette #jjk headcanons #jjk x reader #jjkedit

[nelsaqift]

[tma au] tried to format this to be insta friendly because they sure do love their squares over there but i forgot it does Not work like that on here

#bird and a storm au #when you make your first friend in forever so you need to make sure The Curse doesnt get him #i fear this whole thing may only make sense to me. thoughts and prayers #tangotek #tangotek fanart #solidaritygaming #solidaritygaming fanart #rancher duo #team rancher #artwork

[sandushengshou]

xiao zhan appreciation [89/ ∞]

#xiao zhan #mxtxnet #userkareena #userrenee #usergege #tusermona #cdramsource #asiandramanet #* #*xza #i'm feeling sooo normal about what they put around his neck #like yes this is exactly what i needed #thoughts and prayers pls

[sabrgirl]

ten stages of a Muslim believer ♡

"Surely, men who submit themselves to God and women who submit themselves to Him, and believing men and believing women, and obedient men and obedient women and truthful men and truthful women, and men steadfast in their faith and steadfast women, and men who are humble and women who are humble, and men who give alms and women who give alms, and men who fast and women who fast, and men who guard their chastity and women who guard their chastity, and men who remember Allah much and women who remember Him — Allah has prepared for all of them forgiveness and a great reward" (33:36)

if you think about this quote, you might see that these 10 attributes actually lead on from each other. they're almost like different stages one after the other that ultimately lead to a complete devotion to Allah سُبْحَٰنَهُۥ وَتَعَٰلَىٰ and a way of living. for example:

submission to 'submit' means to accept. so submitting requires one to accept the truth of Allah through reason and common sense. for example, you look around in the world and think - 'there is definitely a Creator who made all of this'. it's common sense. so you submit yourself to Allah.

believe this submission leads to the belief in Allah. to believe, you combine your emotions and feelings with reason. you're not just accepting that there is a God, you truly believe in Him.

obey your belief in God then leads you to obey Him. He is your Lord. you've submitted, you believe and now you're attracted towards your Creator and you love Him and want to please Him. so you obey His commands.

be truthful obeying Him now means that you take on certain attributes, honesty being one of them. you face trials and tribulations but remain honest. you tell the truth even when it's hard.

be patient the trials and tribulations that you face in this life now give you sabr, a beautiful realisation that you're free from the love of wordly things and instead, understand that this life is a temporary abode. so you're patient and take hardship on for His sake as you wait for the great reward of the true life, the true home. Jannah.

be humble however, through these trials and through patience, you still remain humble. you understand that as humans, we are weak and Allah is completely perfect and have humility in prayer and are free from arrogance in your heart towards other people.

give charity being patient and humble now make you realise that you should be selfless and give to others, share your blessings with those who are less fortunate than you

fast this is also a sacrifice, a greater sacrifice than just giving money. you sacrifice your needs - food and water - to attain righteousness, be more conscious of the blessings He provides and for a reminder of those less fortunate than us. that comes with being humble and patient.

be chaste a believer also guards themselves to block out any access to sin, are morally pure in all ways - physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually chaste and pure. this also comes with submitting, believing, obeying, patience, humility and selfless acts as they make you more righteous, and in turn, make you want to be chaste

remember God through having these attributes and making these actions, you remember Allah through it all. you praise Him, you do it for His sake. not to show other people, but are so engrossed in his Bounty that you remember Him with all that you do. everything reminds you of Him. there's nothing that doesn't remind you of Him.

#opened the Qur'an to this quote today and really needed it and thought about it and knew i had to make a post on it #excited to Qur'an journal more and interpret and analyse more and journal my thoughts :') #islam #muslim #sabrgirl #ramadan #religion #prayers #allah #islamic #quran #muslims #dua #salah #salat #God #zikr