#originals aren't mine

[foolish-blondie]

If you had left not knowing that I was in love with you, I could've dealt. But the whole point of the hurt is that you knew but you still left. (x)

#ana de armas #jack o'connell #mine #crackship #originals aren't mine #ana de armas crackship #ana de armas crackships #ana de armas edits #jack o'connell crackship #jack o'connell crackships #jack o'connell edit

[constellation-crackships]

i don’t wanna know, who we are without each other, it’s just too hard. i don’t wanna leave, here without you. i don’t wanna lose, part of me. will i recover, that broken piece ? let go and unleash, all the feelings. did we ever see it coming, will we ever let it go ? we are buried in broken dreams. we are knee deep without a plea.  i don’t wanna know what it’s like, to live without you. don’t wanna know the other side, of a world without you. can’t live without you …

#charlie hunnam x inbar lavi #inbar lavi x charlie hunnam #charlie hunnam x charlie hunnam crackship #charlie hunnam crackship #inbar lavi crackship #charlie hunnam #inbar lavi #jax teller #Ève #son of anarchy #soa #lucifer #crackship #crackships #forum rpg #originals aren't mine

[beatriceportinari]

Origami jellyfish, one square sheet of elephant hide paper. Colors are inspired by Thysanostoma loriferum. Zoom in to see the glitter!

#mine #origami #jellyfish #that was what the hexagons were for did you guess ? :) #original model is by Beth Johnson and only the bell/umbrella is in one single sheet (hexagonal) #the tentacles are all added separately #I wanted to see if I could do it all with one sheet of paper so I used the exact same hexagon CP for the bell and simply placed it #at the center of a bigger square of paper #pretty glad of how it came out #tentacles would need some cleanup if I ever fold this again and I could workshop a frillier edge for the bell as well #still really nice this is the most elaborate modification of an existing model I've made #if you want to see the original model it's in origami aquarium by Makoto Yamaguchi p.200 #it looks so cute... teensy jelly #I used elephant hide paper (my enemy) to use up this roll i've had #i thought it'd at least be nice to collapse the hexagon tessellation which it was but that's really the only nice part asdfgh #if I fold this again I'll use smth thinner so the tentacles aren't as bulky #and to hell with the cleanliness of the hexagons #honestly the paper tension works in your favor for thoses #they get tightened when you round out the umbrella instead of flattened out as I feared #so the elephant hide really isn't needed... as usual! #anyway enjoy :3

[sciderman]

I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain

Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it

i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)

really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!

undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.

i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.

people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.

peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.

it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."

so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.

people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.

autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.

#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before #and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.” #and that made sense to me i think. #but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing. #and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much. #and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed #and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology. #i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now. #and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be?? #i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe. #will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore?? #maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know. #i don't know what it'll mean for me. #but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way #i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think #i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed. #because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people. #peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing. #there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing. #it's a product of all of his things. #just like me! just like everyone. #so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways. #a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be. #i don't think it's something that can be simplified. #sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags. #i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual. #sci speaks

[isharewhereiwant]

I don't wanna say goodbye 'cause this one means forever. inspiration déclenchée par @ohmyfakecreations <3

#eiza gonzalez #charlie hunnam #charlie hunnam crackships #eiza gonzalez crackships #crackships gifs #two fav #dream pairing #rpg ressources #originals gifs aren't all mine #credit original gifs : anarchyhelps #credit original gifs : snatchhelps #credit original gifs : wcrldofresources #credit original gifs : youngfc #credit original gifs : bosvcr #now i can cry #can't add more tag in the text will try again tomorrow

[lucabyte]

OC dialogue meme for Ali... Except there's two of them. Even outside of Ali's nebulous mood disorder eccentricities, there's a big difference in how they carry themselves in Purrgatorio, being dragged out of their normal environment and still in a level of disbelief about it all.

They make for an interesting protagonist in Purrgatorio imo, given their status as an antagonist in Creature Feature.

#ali is mine and @samhainian's freak little shared custody baby. CF if sam's setting and Purrgatorio is set in MYMK's setting #there are like 3 other distinct Genres of Ali too when you dig into their later arcs but that'd be excessive. #but purrgatorio has the most words committed to paper and Creature Feature is their home setting so. these two matter most #These two Alis aren't that distinct in age either. this era of CF ali is maybe 16 through 18 where Purrgatorio is 18 through 19. #they just get a bit bedraggled. #anyway sadly i dont think the other two triplets are going to get memes filled out for them. sorry you two. i cannae be arsed #lucabyteart #ali alighieri #original character #oc dialogue meme #oc dialogue #demon oc #oc art #oc artist #oc artwork

[five-of-cr]

the crows but if minecraft was a thing

#inej and matthias aren't featured as much because they're actually responsible and try not to die #jesper nina and wylan die all the time for Totally Preventable Reasons #kaz is only there for the raids. and also to set the others' houses on fire #he takes perverse joy in killing the traveling villager guy to get his alpacas #incorrect six of crows #incorrect crows #the original posts are not mine (as you can tell) i just switched the names #and like #rewrote the text word for word because i only have a shitty photoshop app and unfortunately also debilitating perfectionism #six of crows #matthias helvar #inej ghafa #nina zenik #jesper fahey #wylan hendriks #kaz brekker #shadow and bone #crooked kingdom #sab #sab s2 #wylan van eck #shadow and bone season 2

[vivitalks]

settle a debate between me and my roommate

(whatever your vote please explain your answers)

#lord of the rings #lotr #boromir #stuff #fellowship of the ring #full disclosure we aren't totally sure what it means to be doomed by the narrative #especially because as you may have seen. it is actually a made up term and not a real literary concept at all #i mean i guess it could be one but it originated on tumblr SO #anyway state your cases especially if they support mine #and no for legal reasons i cannot bias voters by revealing which side of this debate i'm on #happy new year from tardis 2.0 aka the compound or MARs or whatever the fuck this apartment is called

[vcrnons]

THE8 // SUPER @ inkigayo 230430

#the8 #minghao #xu minghao #minghao gifs #svt gifs #seventeen gifs #*mine #my gif #what we aren't gonna do is talk about the fact that jeonghan looks like a ghost in the background. i tried so hard to #make him less washed out??? to save him. i swear i tried. i was playing around for so long but he's very washed out in the original too #its the way the lighting focuses on hao in the foreground. just. was not good for hannie #beloved i'm sorry i'll make it up to you and give u your own #forgive me

[bigeloo]

totally normal and not at all suspicious pijons

#art #digital art #artwork #my art #tolys's scribbles #oc #oc art #original character #angel #angel oc #mar #seth #sethir #the upper left and bottom right aren't mine #they're my friends' guys #pigeon

[nebulouscoffee]

Me, attending the latest in a ridiculous number of funerals this year in the place of a childhood friend who couldn't be there, watching the lifeless body of an old lady who used to make me snacks in the kitchen when I was a kid be carted away forever while my friend's mother cries and tells me she's grateful I could be there because it felt like having the support of her own daughter, hugging her and talking reassuringly and not processing a single one of these emotions: ... I am going to write soooo much fanfiction about this

#''this'' being collective grief. because tbvh it's the main reason I haven't written very much this year (but will slowly start to) #I write to remind myself I am lucky. I keep telling myself this but even now when I feel awful I am so lucky #I am lucky that none of these funerals have involved very close family members or friends of mine #and I am lucky to be living in conditions with the space to write and space to grieve #and space to come together to mourn with dignity while people not that far away from me are not receiving the same privilege rn #I am lucky my dad was with me today and I spent the evening chatting with him on the terrace I am lucky he is alive I am lucky I am lucky #(apologies if this sounds like a robot malfunctioning lmao writing is just how I process things) #(and apparently I just don't seem to feel like I have the right to feel bad about any of this anywhere except my st@r trek blog hehe) #anyway. To stay on theme I shall say something about Trills :D #I imagine loss and grief must register very differently to them. very Non Linearly in the literal sense but also a highly abstract one #even I feel this massive sense of time warp between all these funerals; and this chest-crushing distance between me and my friends #how do Trills even exist #how do they wake up every day remembering all those friends and children and parents who loved them and they loved and are gone now #and still function #how does Ezri feel walking around with memories of parents that aren't hers (but were soooo much better than hers) taking care of her #does she feel comforted by them? does it feel like the people in those memories were always comforting HER specifically? #does it even matter who it belonged to originally if a memory is HERS now? #does Ezri mourn for any parents of past hosts more than she knows she will mourn for her own mother one day? #does having all this lived experience bring her reassuring amounts of perspective for a 20-something or just overwhelm her all the more? #idk; but I hope she learns to take comfort in her past hosts' memories of family eventually... #(...again. I am going to write sooooo much fan fiction about this lmao) #cw death

[foolish-blondie]

i’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. you could come knocking on my door five years from now and i would open my arms wider and say "come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you".

#finn cole #suki waterhouse #crackship #originals aren't mine #finn cole crackship #finn cole crackships #suki waterhouse crackship #suki waterhouse crackships

[constellation-crackships]

( true love is finding your soulmate in your best friend )

i can’t risk losing you because i know if i lost you i lost my world i will never breath again because you are the only one in life who understand me at my worst. you are the only one who can feel every emotion of my heart and you are the one who can listen to every single thing that my heart wants to say but can’t find words to say. you are the one who can love with me perfectly even with my mood swings whether they are terrible or amazing. i know you will always bere there for me no matter what happens in our life and you are the only on in this whole messeup world who can take care of my heart and my soul. you mean the universe to me and no matter what i write for you, it’s absolutely impossible to explain what i have in my heart for you and how my soul feels connected to you every single moment of my life. you are my best friend, you are my blues buster and you are my one and only soul mate. today even while i am writing this i am falling in love with you all over again and i am falling deeper and deeper in love with you with each passing second. when i say i can’t live without you, i truly mean each word and you have to believe me. you are the air i breathe and i can’t risk losing you at any cost because if i ever lost you there will be not beats in my heart. i love you more than you will ever know... 

#casey deidrick x shay mitchell #shay mitchell x casey deidrick #casey deidrick x shay mitchell crackship #casey deidrick crackship #shay mitchell crackship #casey deidrick #shay mitchell #pretty little liars #pll #emily fields #dollface #stella cole #you #peach salinger #in the dark #max parish #crackship #crackships #forum rpg #originals aren't mine

[hazel-callahans]

@USERGIF​ BACK TO COOL EVENT ⚡︎ challenge #1 - blending  ↳ so traumatized that the J in Anthony J. Crowley stands for Trauma

#LOVE my men TRAUMATIZED! #if they aren't driving their car with a hollow look in their eyes #i don't WANT 'EM! #backtocool22 #good omens #good omens s1 #crowley #david tennant #gif edit #my coloring #gif #*mine #ok i dont think i need to tag the eps for this #this was originally supposed to be a shitpost yknow #like i was supposed to make fun of how trauma-riddled my gf is #then it turned so serious so fast #and its no ones fault but mine #and in retrospect #i will not be doing anything like this if it’s not a square #it looks like shit

[vocaliveparty]

Design Look Back 02

The first model in this set is Lonely Singer Piko, who was used for Strangers by Heavenz-P and covered by Roseus 1215. He was based off the miku from the original MV, and in turn the Project Diva rendition. He was one of the last Piko's to be designed overall despite showing up so early in the concert. He was Designed and modeled by Maydayfireball.

Our second model is Angel Piko, who was used for Melancholic by Junky and covered by уυιкσ. This design was drawn before the concert setlist had been fully fleshed out. When уυιкσ decided they wanted to do Melancholic, it felt like everything came together perfectly. He was designed by Kimikeiki and modeled by Maydayfireball.

#Design References #PLP2021 #Piko live Party #Utatane Piko #Angel Piko reminded me that i do still have like. a FEW of the original design sketches for some designs. #but most of them aren't my art so I don't feel comfortable posting them #I might for plp2023 though? since most of those are either mine directly or mine and jjinomu drew over them to improve them

[unpretty]

so I went and made an OC that’s basically like the human manifestation of Gotham and as I’m writing I’m realizing I’m getting a Lot of inspo from sorrowverse and I know you’ve said that’s okay in the past but I wanna make sure bc it’s not for fanfic, it’s for rp

go for it! i am also fine with anyone who wants to rp one of my versions of a character in particular :3

#original #maybe that feels weird or humble braggy when the characters aren't even mine? #but i am aware that my versions of for instance martha wayne are... distinct