#out of touch with reality

[sparkle-jump-rope-queeen]

what we have here is a dreamer, somebody out of touch with reality. when she jumped, she probably thought she'd fly.

#girlblogging #the virgin suicides #dreamer #sofia coppola #virgin suicides book #jeffery eugenides #blue eyeshadow #pale blue eyeshadow #baby blue #cecelia lisbon #mary lisbon #bonnie lisbon #therese lisbon #lisbon girls #out of touch with reality #angel wings #when she jumped she probably thought she'd fly #girlblogger #lana del rey #lizzy grant #female hysteria #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #lux lisbon #this is a girlblog #this is what makes us girls #hell is a teenage girl #girlblog #girlhood #moodboard #pintrest

[howifeltabouthim]

She held him secretly, possessively, in her heart with such a strength of passion that at times it was hard to believe that he was a separate person with other concerns who knew and cared nothing about how she felt.

Iris Murdoch, from The Philosopher’s Pupil

#secret love #unrequited love #possessive #parasocial relationships #passionate #out of touch with reality #delusional #we are one #intertwined #inspo #epigraph #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #my favorite line #iris murdoch #the philosopher's pupil

[dietcunt222]

what would be the point of being beautiful if nobody could truly see it

#what we have here is a dreamer #esoteric #girlblogger #the love witch #lizzy grant #nymph3t #ultraviolence #out of touch with reality #valley of the dolls #ethel cain #ethereal #young and beautiful #nostalgia #sisters of the moon #cecilia lisbon #sullen girl

[thatonegirl666]

go out and do something. it’s not your room that’s a prison. it’s yourself

this is me if u even care

#ethel cain #sylvia plath #bedroom #rotting girl #Spotify #out of touch with reality #in my own words

[jm-crumpet]

A detective in the 1940s, previously transported to a parallel version of his world where things are a little different...

"I headed over to Mrs Andersons house to ask her a few questions. When she opened the door I was greeted with a dame unlike any other I'd ever seen... Legs 6ft long and beautiful blue eyes, about 26 of them."

"Mrs Andersons husband died in a strange ritualistic murder and I'd been tasked by an unknown entity with finding out more. She claimed not to know much about the whole affair, though she was a creature of an unknown plane of existence, so I had more questions than what I intended to ask before I arrived."

"As I asked her about the details of these rituals and the unknown, several minions jabbed at my ankles with strange twisted tridents. I also felt a sense of dread and evil floating about the room."

"I didn't suspect Mrs Anderson a great deal as she didn't have hands to hold the sword, and those minions wouldn't have even been able to lift the damn thing. Besides, she seemed rather miffed about the whole thing."

"I flipped a quarter to the ticket boy on the tram and headed downtown. As my head cleared I came to realise that Mrs Anderson was a thrall who had captured my body and mind, but she didn't want to consume me. I wondered why... Was it my cologne? Should I have gotten that haircut yesterday? I will no doubt think about this for weeks..."

#creative writing #lovecrafian #unknownhorrors #irreverent #out of touch with reality

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

imagine getting twenty four hours of a fraction of a taste of what marginalized bloggers on this fucking site have been told "doesn't break TOS" for the past 15 years and deciding to openly threaten to just nuke the entire website lmfao

#op #you know what makes people hesitant to fork money over to tumblr? #the fact that the leadership is so incredibly out of touch with the reality of this place #that his paper thin skin chafes at the mere thought of transparency and accountability. #you're a grown man worth hundreds of millions of dollars #stop pissing and shitting in your diaper about your feelings being hurt and do your fucking job

[amerasdreams]

Hm, sometimes my ideas exceed my ability to do them (sometimes??). I have Dreams, but beyond that, I have 0 conception of what it takes to make something happen in the real world. It’s like a pathological thing with me-- time and space are not relevant until I step out into it and then I’m totally lost, inadequate. 

Such as--  Last winter I was shocked by events in Ukraine, as all should be. I was super absorbed in following its news, so much so that I hardly even thought of my own (insignificant) plight. Ignored it because nothing else mattered in comparison. (I eventually had to realize I did at least need to earn money... and that I couldn’t take a flight and go to Ukraine--  Haha just like in 2009, right after I graduated college, there was the Green Protest in Iran and I wanted to go there but I had almost $0 then. I painted my nails green instead. Wow.) 

When I heard of filtration camps, I was struck by how they were being so much like Nazis. I had been looking into OSINT (as someone always interested in intelligence and global affairs since age 11, various forms...) and thought, I can help like this. I can look online and find the concentration camps! Then we MUST do something. 

Here is what I wrote: (I found today looking in document)

 -

A virtual wall of the missing –

[social media – format -

Show the people their faces—get all them back

Shows the amount

The personal stories

In order to get them back

Which towns

Which specific TACs

Names of people who have been taken against their will – find out which camps, which route

 Other people faster, ahead of me, better, more thorough

Need me to help how/?

Show is 1st step – awareness

How to get them out –

[ppl who have done it –

 They admit to taking people!

they say they’re willingly go to Russia

Show it’s not willing -

 What they will do to them after what was done in Bucha!

--

I wanted to make a ‘wall of the missing’ but I have 0 technical expertise. How exactly would I do that? And haven’t others done it already? 

I have Ideas, but 0 capacity to carry it out. Which means when I’m longing to help, I can do nothing. 

I found out they acknowledged taking them to russia, but it was part of PR. many actually wanted back out, were given no choice. Others were disappeared. Those who didn’t pass filtration. 

It’s even harder to find out where those people are, much less help. People with a lot more power than me can’t help. What makes me think I can? lol. 

but this is on my heart and won’t stop. So!!!!!!

#help #Ukraine #war #ideas #Dreams #well if i can write it it can happen! #out of touch with reality #i cannot accept they will be torn up and disappeared #there must be something-- #if i can find them #thenwhat #how get them out? #at least awareness-- #and the Russian protestors who are in a vice by the regime for simply speaking against the war. #can i get in to russia? #um....

[shepscapades]

Ranchers as Grant Wood’s American Gothic was supposed to be sillay and goofy but then I set the ranch on fire and one thing led to another and now it’s. sad DFBJDFGB I’m really happy with how this came out though, so!! Here’s my week 3 piece for the Hermitcraft Design Challenge thingie :]

#team rancher #tangotek #jimmy solidarity #solidarity gaming #SolidarityGaming #tango #double life smp #shepshermitdesign23 #art escapades #tried something different and tried to be really loose with my painting in this :] #regarding the original— #ppl apparently saw the painting as an out of touch rural painting in a modern world #whereas wood intended to paint it as a positive portrayal of ideal rural living #so. #at some point the ranchers became m-1 ranchers and then this piece became a complicated commentary - #about everyone else seeing the ranchers as out of touch / removed from reality and the real world since their relationship was confined to - #double life #meanwhile ranchers themselves are happy with each other and see their relationship (despite the context/ the games) as an ideal one #m-1 #anyway I’m fine thanks for asking #back to botwcast DGBJDFGB

[teamfortraven]

Follow up-follow up-follow up post. I just spent the last 4 hours on this guys I think I have a little bit of a problem, just a small one /s but yeah here's the promised revenge bit. Man can NOT handle his own medicine.

And now I will go sleep for a billion years and eat a basket full of eggs when I awaken because mmm iron deficiency.

#tickles #sfw tickling community #hazbin hotel vox #you can't stop tickling him or else he will be back on his feet in 5 seconds and be the absolute most monstrous ler in recorded history #thats why you do it until his fans sound like helicopter blades and then you RUN you RUN FOR THE HILLS #and ignore the sound of electricity behind you as he effortlessly catches up #i think im out of touch with reality #i can legally vote i feel like this is an issue anyone else seeing the issue here #okay my delirium is moreso than usual (very) time for bed

[mental-mona]

https://www.jta.org/2022/06/30/politics/leading-orthodox-groups-cheered-the-end-of-roe-v-wade-many-orthodox-women-are-panicking

#religion and abortion #abortion #abortion rights #orthodox women #orthodox jewish groups #out of touch with reality #jumblr

[turtleblogatlast]

I like to think that Leo one day decides to really play around with his portaling and teleportation abilities and see the full extent of them.

Like - continuously throwing one sword and teleporting to it while throwing the next one immediately and repeating this as long as he can to see how far he can keep it up without stopping.

Making little portals in the air that lead right up against the ground so he could potentially just stand on the portal in the middle of the sky.

Ultimate storage system - anything anywhere at any time is available if he knows where to get it (personally my headcanon for why he goes from two satchels to one in the movie.)

Phasing to avoid attacks - like, he could lightly toss a sword a single centimeter and teleport to it, and in that short amount of time he can completely avoid hits.

If they ever do go to space and end up on different planets, with enough training he can just…go there, whenever. Not only would this be great for being well traveled and having more places to go in general, but this also opens up more room for connections and allies that could assist them the next time they need help against a grand foe.

Leo can easily remove injured team members from a fight and get them help without having to account for transportation times.

On that note - Leo’s teleportation in particular acts on a particle level. It’s quite literally breaking him down into particles and remaking him every time he uses it. Both for him and for anyone he uses it on. Who’s to say it can’t be used for healing? At least for basic wounds.

None of this even touches upon the offensive potential of both portals and teleportation. Leo’s abilities flourish more as a support main, but that doesn’t mean those abilities can’t easily be used as weapons - and I don’t think I need to get into how exactly they can be. Portal chopping alone can take on a very different meaning…

Furthermore, I gotta wonder if he’ll always need the swords for this, or if he could one day be able to achieve the same results without them.

My point being - teleportation and portals are super OP. Even with the abilities Leo has in present they are so unbelievably adaptable and so fun to think about in terms of basic mechanics.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rottmnt headcanons #rise leo #I LOVE teleportation and portals and it’s one of the things that instantly latched me onto Leo #man I didn’t even touch upon how cool the potential for combining the bros abilities would be #that would be another post entirely #but yeah portals and teleportation #ESPECIALLY teleportation are so crazily adaptive and can be used for an insane amount of things if applied correctly #all the boys’ abilities laugh in the face of physics and reality #now I’m wondering if teleporting with someone else and THEN going through a portal WHILE TELEPORTING would mess with both of them #like…the Krang right? #Leo teleported them both through an open portal #wonder how that could mess with them on a particle level hmmmm especially considering the place the Prison Dimension is HMMMM #EDIT: YEAH SOMEONE ELSE MENTIONED IT #but yeah them being hesitant to rely too much on these abilities in battle after the Krang makes sense #BUT #out of battle…now we’re talking #ngl out of battle mystics can be even more fun because they’re just pushing themselves and not being life and death about it #okay I’m gonna go further but consider the potential for transporting massive objects like VEHICLES too #like he could teleport the whole turtle tank or more in that case #and just think of the potential for space travel that could have #okay I’m stopping now #ACTUALLY NO IM NOT #consider Leo being able to stay in the in between of a portal #making it a little space he can access and stay in if he needs a moment alone #the dangers that could amount from it too tho like #godddd the possibilities #I don’t have enough tags to ramble as much as I want to :(

[disc80s]

let’s get one thing clear. I don’t like taylor swift

#she’s like Emily Mariko to me: unreachable #out of touch with reality I feel like she never truly interacts with or listens to her fans #she’s just making the best of her billions flying left and right #I wish I was that unbothered

[howifeltabouthim]

When you're living so intensely in your head there isn't any difference between what you imagine and what actually takes place.

Chris Kraus, from I Love Dick

#unreliable narrator #delulu #maladaptive daydreaming #out of touch with reality #break with reality #imagination #fantasy vs reality #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #chris kraus #i love dick #inner life #intense #personal

[dietcunt222]

#moths #nostalgia #rot girl winter #nymphea #esoteric #ethel cain #girlblogger #lizzy grant #the love witch #out of touch with reality #dream girl #bjork #ultraviolence #heavenly #my year of rest and relaxation #ethereal #bambi #angel #sullen girl #virgin mary

[astarlightmonbebe]

the appeal of yeojeong as a normal guy who’s just a little bit off. not enough that you would notice when talking to him, of course, but it’s just there, under the surface. a disturbance. and i think it’s interesting because typically you have two types of guys somewhat adjacent to this: guy who seems totally normal but is secretly sadistic/a psychopath, and then guy haunted by a traumatic/troubled past, who has that secret layer of torment running beneath the surface of their image. but yeojeong breaks through these archetypes, and i think part of it is because he’s just so...calm. it’s not that he’s living a double life (kind doctor by day, killer by night) or hiding part of his past (everyone he worked with knew about what happened to his father, and watched his downward spiral during his college days). he’s not the typical male character who is, at every attempt, trying to outrun his tragic past (even though he does run once or twice); he’s not haunted by flashbacks, or suffer from PTSD in the way that is usually portrayed in dramas. and i think part of that is because the glory is a story about victims. it’s dongeun’s story, first and foremost, even though it is also yeojeong’s story, and hyeonnam’s story, and sohee’s story. but it’s a story about dongeun’s pain, and when it’s not about her pain, it’s just about the pain of victimhood - unlike other dramas, this isn’t a show where male pain outweighs the rest.

so yeojeong is just a normal guy. he’s handsome. he has a good career. he’s a plastic surgeon, an interesting choice when both his parents were/are hospital directors, and his father seemed to have worked in the er or something of the sort prior to his death (or at the very least wasn’t a plastic surgeon). something could be said here of yeojeong choosing the ‘safe’ path as a doctor, a path where he cures pain and makes people happy without the added risk of being attacked by one of his patients. there’s no proof of that in the show - why he chose to be a plastic surgeon - but it’s an interesting thought path to travel. 

dongeun says he must have lived a good life. that he’s never had to worry about the path that he’s on. and that’s true, to a certain extent. to everyone, including her in the beginning, yeojeong is perfectly friendly. he’s perfect, but not the perfect that people perceive as too perfect (i.e. the guy who’s hiding things); he has his moments where he spazzes out, gets into fights, goes crazy over dongeun texting him back, teases his mom. he’s perfectly well adjusted (a perfect contrast to dongeun’s ‘maladjustment’). he wears flip flops to work and gets the same coffee order daily. he plays go with old men in the park.

he likes to listen to the fizzing of vitamin tablets in water because it calms him down. is this a strange thing? only because he thinks it’s important enough to mention to his therapist. he does it at work too - drops the tablet in, closes his eyes, rests his head. he does it at home - drops the tablet in, opens the drawer, draws a knife. it’s about the noise. bubbles rising to the surface, like bubbles rising from underwater. he stays underwater until the last possible moment, when he has to break the surface in order to breath. dongeun makes him feel like he’s at the eye of a storm - a deceptively calm center, while everything else rages outside. and i think it’s kind of important that he makes that comparison, when he’s someone always seeking that calm. the soothing noise, that makes him feel lonely.

so he’s just a normal guy. a normal guy who receives letters on a regular basis from the prisoner who brutally murdered his father. he doesn’t like letters, he tells dongeun. who knows what he does with the letters - does he keep them? does he throw them away as soon as he sees them? he must have read some of them; maybe you only need to read one to know what is in the rest. maybe he’s still reading them; maybe he keeps them without reading, an invisible torment. it’s not what he does with the letters that matters, but that he receives letters at all. 

can you still call it a haunting if you’ve almost made your peace with it? if you’re living with it? 

he’s just a normal guy, who looks his therapist right in the eyes and tells her that she couldn’t fix him. he diligently attends therapy for years on a regular basis, even though it doesn’t work. he finally abandons it when he moves to semyeong, because he chooses to embrace dongeun’s revenge. he chooses his own revenge, too, in a way. the dark part of him that he can’t escape. the one that makes him pick up the knife, who asks dongeun who to kill before she even tells him she wants any of them dead, even when he’s a doctor from a family of doctors, and doctors don’t kill - they save lives instead. 

you couldn’t fix me, he tells his therapist calmly. so calmly. as if there’s not a bloodied man sitting next to him, a man he dreams of killing. the man is just life to him, just like the letters are life to him to. a dulled numbness. an acceptance of it. 

is your son going through hell? can you even tell it’s hell, if it’s what you’ve become used to? is it hell when you’re a doctor dreaming of murder? is it hell to no longer be tormented by dead men and living murderers who send you letters? is it?

#star stumbles #my thoughts #the glory #the glory 2022 #netflix the glory #kdrama #joo yeojeong #hmm. yes. how long has it been since i made a very long text post analyzing a character? quite a bit #he's just under my skin #it's the normalcy and then the just...tad bit off uncanniness to it all #like staring at a room and feeling as if something is wrong but you can't pinpoint what it is #until maybe you finally discover there's a book out of place or something missing or something unaligned #and it's not even psychopathic. seen a lot of people say that but like...it's not #it's a slightly different vibe from that #it's like dongeun staring at the boiling kettle and reaching out to touch it #the dissociation from reality #when you hurt yourself and marvel at the wound before feeling the pain #the fizzing of the vitamin tablets got me first & the letters #but mostly - what really wormed into my core - was the way he stared at his therapist and simply said 'you couldn't fix me' #'after all this time you couldn't fix me' #the dead acceptance. #feeling so mentally unwell about him i can't even describe it #the way his character was designed to be dongeun's (romantic) partner in crime

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Feferi: This “hanging out” you mentioned is fintriguing. Have my seaple call your peopool

#homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #feferi peixes #mod terezi #imma let her be out of touch with reality for funzees