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somnolent-scout · 11 months
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The Team Fortress 2 Cosplay meetup at Phoenix Fan Fusion 2023!
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This year's meetup was absolutely AMAZING. We had a total of 26 people come to the meetup, blowing last year's record of 12 people out of the water! We have yet to pass Salt Lake City Comic Con 2022's record of 37 people. But next year, I hope we can have an even bigger meetup! Although, we definitely need to find a new spot not in the way of everything. I apologize to the Phoenix Convention Center security staff for our massive inconvenience.
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This year, we had two totally new characters join the meetup! We finally have a Ms. Pauling and Saxton Hale!
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And our Saxton Hale was just as strong as the Australian fella himself...
And of course, the video where I told everyone "You already know the answer to this one!"
[Me, Scout: "Is TF2 dead?"
Crowd: "No!"
Me, Scout: "Are we gonna keep going?"
Crowd: "Yeah!"]
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slashingdisneypasta · 3 years
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Horror Villains x Reader || Reactions
Reacting to: Reader getting slipped a love potion so whoever they see first, they fall madly in absolute and total love and adoration of. They first see Slasher. Notes: Yep, I've been watching scenes of Strange Magic. This is because of that. I definitely recommend listening to a version of 'I Cant Help Myself (Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch)' while reading XD I'm listening to the Jessica Mauboy cover! ^^
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Warnings: Definitely non con elements (Not sexual though) Characters Included: Billy Loomis, Bubba Sawyer, (Mayor) Buckman, Carrie White, Chucky / Charles Lee Ray, Chop Top Sawyer, Drayton Sawyer, Freddy Krueger, Jennifer Check, (Sheriff), Hoyt, Jason Voorhees, Michael Myers, Patrick Bateman, Pennywise (OG), Stu Macher and Thomas Hewitt.
Billy Loomis:
🎶'I can't help myself'🎶
What.
What kinda - bullshit- leave me the fuck alone-
Honestly he's trying to get the hell away from you (As you tail him) while Stu's at the side texting you where they're gonna be and laughing his bloody ass off when you turn up and Billy suddenly sprints to the bathroom.
Bubba Sawyer:
🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch You know that I love you'🎶
Oh my gosh, the moment you expression changes from one of fear and disgust, to wide eyed adoration and you start fawning over him?? He has no idea what to d o. Oh, the poor baby XDD
Like, he's just hugging his chainsaw to him as you get up close and touch his shoulders and fix his tie and follow him around and he doesn't r e a l l y mind, cuz its not like you're hurting him, but he is just confused. He's searching for Drayton. Like he'll have any answers, pft.
(Mayor) Buckman:
🎶'I can't help myself I love you and nobody else'🎶
-I'm sorry, what now? Beg your pardon, there?
As soon as he recognises that sparkly, attentive look on your eyes he's slightly baffled. I mean, he's used to being loved - his town a d o r e their mayor, - so he isn't quite as lost as Bubba is or even Billy, but- he just had your friends killed? Sweetheart are you in your right mind?
I can see him sorta, awkwardly starting to treat your a little better then your friends. What?? He'd feel just awful being terrible to someone who 'loves', him! I mean you'll still die probably, but you can stand by him until its time. Self absorbed prick
Carrie White:
🎶'In and out my life You come and you go Leaving just your picture behind And I kissed it a thousand times'🎶
(*^^*) I'm sorry (*^^*) What? (*^^*)
Oh my gosh she's a mess. What do you mean by calling her Sugar Pie? Honey bunch? Sweetheart? Cutie!?!?
She's going to run away my guy, she's going to flee. She is not used to this kind of attention (Or any at all, for that matter) and you've flustered her. She doesn't believe you're just making fun of her though (Since you're just so... adoring. She intense. So in love- this cant possibly be an act) though at least, so there's that.
Just calm. down. bitch. You're going to scare her.
Chucky / Charles Lee Ray:
🎶'When you snap your finger or wink your eye I come a-running to you I'm tied to your apron strings And there's nothing that I can do'🎶
Depends- as a human or a Good Guy?
As a human he might be a bit more reserved about the whole thing and a whole lot more confused like... is this a joke? That's a gun in my pocket, not somethin' else if that's what you're thinkin'. You gettin' off on this? What? What's the deal, here?
As a doll though it TOTALLY goes to his head. You just took this bastards ego man and shot it up with some steroids. Like yes- they even want me when I'm plastic. That's fuckin' right.
I would say, 'No way hosay, he's fleeing- he's got a hot ass wife already!! But that has never really stopped our asshole gremlin man so...
Chop Top Sawyer:
🎶'I can't help myself No, I can't help myself'🎶
'DRAYYYTONNNN, C'MERE AND MEET MAH HONEY PIE. I'M GETTIN ME HITCHED!'
*Drayton from somewhere else in the part* 'YOU'RE WHAT?!'
Yep. No getting outta this now. You're getting married to him. Enjoy.
Drayton Sawyer:
🎶''Cause sugar pie, honey bunch I'm weaker than a man should be I can't help myself'🎶
*Cough* me *cough*
I mean... *awkward cough cough's*... what?
Oh boy, Drayton is awkward. And PINK. Why're you looking at him like that? Why are you running your fingers through his hair? Why're
Like Bog in Strange Magic I think Drayton would set you aside from the rest of the victims for a while, until whatever's gotten into you has worn off at least. And begrudgingly take care of you- and try to tell you that your feelings are just whatever poison's jacked you up- and to please calm down- you wont want this old boy when your senses are back-
Gosh, he's too cute. I love him a lot.
Freddy Krueger:
🎶'I'm a fool in love, you see Wanna tell you I don't love you Tell you that we're through And I've tried Every time I see your face I get all choked up inside'🎶
Hmmmmm~ What'd you just call him?~
You're playing fire here babes-
And by that I mean he's going to push you until he finds the limit to this potion- for fun. Will you still 'love' him if he leads you off a cliff?~ If he carves his name into your back? If he forces this disgusting sludge down your throat? Will you do aaaanything for him?~ How about killing your friend over there?
Goodluck.
Jennifer Check:
🎶'When I call your name Girl, it starts a flame'🎶
Yeah, I mean of course, who doesn't, bye-
This is not shocking to her XD She's hot and amazing, she knows, alright? Shoo.
Depends- are you a dude? Cis or trans- a dudes a dude. And if you are a dude, she is going to take this admiration and use it to her advantage.
If you are not a guy, though, you'll probably get off easy, with an eyeroll as she stalks off. Maybe even a smirk.
(Sheriff) Hoyt:
🎶'Burning in my heart, tearing it all apart No matter how I try, my love I cannot hide'🎶
... Is this a trick? You fucker-
Paranoid military man kills you immediately because he thinks this is a ploy to survive and hurt his family.
Jason Voorhees:
🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch You know that I'm waiting for you (waiting for you)'🎶
Mmmmmm... 😐 this is new territory... he really doesn't know what to do, here...
Uhh... he may lower his weapon, and tilt his head; Silently asking his mother what to do in this situation as he assesses you- you and your own tilted head, corner of your mouth tilted up as you look up (UP UP UP- ) at the 'love of your life'.
Tea? Do you want some (cold lake water and floor leaf) tea?
Michael Myers:
🎶'I can't help myself I love you and nobody else'🎶
Wh... what?
Not gonna lie- you threw him off, for sure when you got down on your knees and just gazed up at him. Even with blood all over him, even holding a shar knife, even with the corpse of your friend a few feet away.
But mostly his feelings are please go away you're freaking me the fuck out.
*The sound of your neck snapping*
Patrick Bateman:
🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch I'd do anything you ask me to'🎶
How sad for you.
He really doesn't care, man. Just tries to go on with his life, even with you following him around everywhere and trying to get his attention, and being there at his every beck and call- he does enjoy having coffee whenever he wants it, though.
Pennywise (OG):
🎶'I can't help myself I want you and nobody else'🎶
Oh this is HILARIOUS.
Penny figures it out immediately and has a good laugh, as you giggle softly, awkwardly along with him (Which makes him laugh harder-). Ohhhh, you made his century.
You're gonna taste delicious, when he's done with you.
Stu Macher:
🎶'Sugar pie, honey bunch You know that I love you'🎶
Ahhhhh... say what now?
Billy cackles like an evil ferret behind him as you wrap your arms around Stu (The boy himself a slave to his hornier impulses but struggling as Billy's right there and also this is kinda rapey-). Good. he gets a taste of his own medicine now. He looks mortified. GOOD.
Thomas Hewitt:
🎶'I can't help myself No, I can't help myself'🎶
Thomas is a mix of Michael and Bubba- he's thinking but why, but also what do i do what do i do what do i do-
Like one one side, he's annoyed. Because you're geting in his way and he needs to help out his mamma and do what Hoyt tells him to, in order to keep his family safe.
But on the other- he's kind of enjoying this kind of attention.
God, someone just take the decision out of his hands.
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calypsoff2 · 3 years
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Seven.
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Answering the call from Jen “hey, I am going to the hospital now. I said I could pop into the office if you need me too? I am in New York anyways” Jen started laughing, looking over at Imani singing her heart out like really singing her heart out, even Rich had to look at her and then laugh “what happened to you not letting them girls listen to you” rolling my eyes “how could I ever keep the music away from them, Imani has a new favourite and all she keeps singing is Only Girl, as you can hear. Auntie Jen loves it baby” Imani waved at me, all she keeps doing is saying only girl for everything “she waved but yeah, I am going to get Chris. I just have Imani with me, I can pop in and see but you need to go home after that. Fenty has closed for the holidays” she is crazy “I know but when I heard what happened to Chris I had to come and just close a few things, just pop in and sign off these so we can be ready for the New Year, how is Chris anyways? Is he well” Jen asked “again!” Imani spat, Rich looked at Imani “one more, please” she is going to drive him crazy “your cuteness gets me, fine” my daughter is crazy “he is well thank you, just happy he is out. His lung inflated; they kept him in last night. Just to see if he can be well without oxygen and all that but he was ok so yeah, he is discharged now. I am glad, now we can go home and celebrate Christmas, the mothers have gone to California, you know what I mean by the mothers?” I am sure she does “Joyce and Monica?” I knew she knew “yeah, they want to do the home up for the grandkids so yeah. But come on the jet with us, we can take you home. No more work, Fenty will be fine” I chuckled “sorry, I am so invested in this. I should go back to being your assistant really” she is right, she had an easier job with being just that.
Disconnecting the call looking over at Imani, she really loves Only Girl, I blame her sisters. There was a point where I kind of stopped them listening to my music because I don’t regret some songs but there aren’t the ones I want them to listen too. I will never forget Rylee’ face when she saw Pour it Up, I couldn’t turn that off fast enough, but she saw, and she looked at me different. I am mommy to them, and all that shit is not what they see, she just turned to me and said that you. But it’s hard, I want my daughters to see me as their mother not just the slut shamed image the public see and like to call me, a slut. I didn’t stay with Chris last night, even though he called me and remained on the phone for most of the night. I just didn’t want to sit with him because he will just see me being sad, what was said between me and TJ will probably just stay like that, I do not want to tell Chris about it. I rather he didn’t know just because it will ruin that friendship, Chris will dislike that. He kept pushing for me to tell him, kept saying what happened. What is wrong, why were you upset. He knows I was upset; he knew something was off, but I got to sleep in a bed with my daughters. I left the older two with Rajad, I didn’t want him to be stuck with three. They will both listen to him; with Imani it just takes one second to not pay attention to her. I didn’t want him to have that stress, it’s unfair so I bought her with me.
Stepping off of the elevator with Rich “daddy!” Imani yelped out, she didn’t waste a second at all. Chris has been waiting for us to come and me to come with clothes, he hates those hospital gowns “awww little mama, be careful now” they cute now, Chris picked her up. I like to see him out and walking around but I wonder why he is just out of bed “miss me baby, oh wow. Lots of hugs eh” Imani has a grip around his neck “I love you so much” Chris wrapped his arms around her close “I been waiting for you, just walking around” Chris opened his arm, placing my arm around his back. His gave me a little squeeze “I love my girls so much” Imani moved back from Chris and looked at me “you going to show daddy your singing?” Chris groaned out “I don’t need to be hearing two out of key people now” I scoffed moving away from him “you are so annoying, come on then. Get changed, Rajad picked these. I couldn’t be bothered to leave and get you some stuff” realising the nurses are staring with heart eyes, some with phones but I just didn’t say anything. Chris turned around to walk off, Rich is telling them anyways.
Smiling lightly at Imani as she watched YouTube on her dad’ phone, this is the only reason she is quiet, or she will be running riot but Chris is getting changed so we are just waiting “what is happening there Imani? Doggy looks sad” I wonder if she understands it at all “look mommy, it sad” she held the phone up to me, I chuckled “but why is it sad? What happened” Imani looked up at me “that doggy gone so it’s sad” letting out an oh “I see, are you sad about it?” I questioned “a little bit mommy but it’s ok” my poor baby, she is being sensitive “tell my brother in law he got style, thank you” looking up from the phone, seeing Chris coming out of the bathroom “awww my handsome husband, you look so well. How is it? Is there a little scaring there?” I haven’t even seen it, Chris came over to me “just a little one, they said it will disappear anyways” he lifted the top up, looking at his chest “yeah I can see it now I am staring at it, you will be fine” he let the top fall “so you want to talk about it then?” furrowing my eyebrows “huh?” I am confused on what he is speaking about “why were you upset? It’s been on my mind, you came back from being out there with TJ and then came back in sad, why? Please tell me” letting out an oh, shaking my head “I am fine, just was missing you. Everything gotten on top of me, that is it” I don’t want to tell Chris about what happened, or even about his friend because my husband doesn’t have many friends, Chris stared at me. He is not happy at all; he knows I am lying “hello?” Chris looked away from me “nigga” hearing Herb say “Herbert! My man” Chris went over to him.
Herb is nice, he is such a good man and I like that he is always calling Chris constantly and always making sure he is well. This is Chris’ first artist under this little label he did which is linked to my record label, Chris wanted to do this, and I let it happen. But Chris is good, he does a lot for him “when I heard cuz, I was in the studio and then I heard Chris Brown hurt, I was like what bro? I called you and then no answer, then I found where you were at. I came here but damn, have they found the dude?” Herb asked “yeah, the police did. The driver died on impact, so he is getting time. The driver was drunk, he was driving so fast straight at us too. I was so scared, the thing is. All I could think about is my wife and my girls, they need me. The police were getting me out, they thought the cars were going to explode so they are getting me out, I was like I need to get out. I can’t leave my kids alone. Scared me so much” Chris explained, he is remembering more and more, and I like that “broke my heart seeing your wife like that, it was heart breaking. She just looked so lost, and honestly I would be there for them girls. I would protect them like they my own on god, I got you” that is sweet of him “and I believe you on that, thank you for coming. You messaged me, you said you was, but I didn’t think you would have come but you did. I appreciate it, it’s love” Chris got up from the bed and went over to him “same Herb, it was nice that you came out. I am excited for the future with you” Imani ran over to Chris and grabbed on his leg “you a rascal” Herb pointed laughing; she doesn’t want to share Chris.
Getting out of the SUV just laughing my ass off, Chris has had enough of Imani singing Only Girl, she adores that song too much “man, I can’t deal anymore. I am done with you” I cackled, Chris side eyed on me “hey, get her out of the car please. Don’t’ forget my baby” laughing at his displeasure at Imani, she put the song on two more times “Rihanna, how are you?” seeing paparazzi, I didn’t even realise he was here “good, I am happy” I can hear Imani signing still “get out of this car” Chris placed Imani down on the ground, she started walking over to me “Chris, my man. Welcome back, you good?” walking off as Chris held Imani’ hand “good, I am blessed to be here thank you” the security held the door open for us, I miss being here. I truly enjoy being in this work building but of course I haven’t been here, also the building is empty because everyone is home for the holidays “so good to see my family!” Jen spat, I cooed out “oh my wife, I missed you” hugging Jen close “missed you so much too” Jen is always there for me, I don’t even need to ask. I didn’t ask her to come here but she did, she knows that business needed to be done.
Seeing my girls ever so happy to see their dad back, they are all over him and I love that “awww man, you girls are showing me so much love. Let’s go and sit down come” Chris said, they are all wanting a hug from him, so he walked off to sit down with them. Jen has come back with us because we are going back to Cali and she might as well come back with us, Mel has gone back to Barbados to spend Christmas over there, I wished her well and she said we will talk when she is back so whatever, I guess we will talk then “the girls are so happy, look at them” Jen said behind me, turning to her “I am so glad he is ok, I was so worried that he was worse then what it was but all is well. My girls relay on him, as you can see” Jen nodded her head “I do, it’s sad because it’s always Chris” I groaned out “don’t, you know what. I am sick of people taking him for a ride, like he is a good guy. He is being so kind, but people take it too far, it just pisses me off you know?” Jen’ eyes widened “you seem pissed?” she said, I sniggered “I am pissed off at some things and people, I feel like a certain person knew you know. But I am going to move on, I am going to enjoy Christmas with my loved ones and look to the future. Chris will have a bodyguard too” Jen raised an eyebrow “what happened?” she questioned “just that he didn’t have the right help and people, if Chris had a bodyguard he would have been home with me” I am trying to not name the people because that is my argument, that is on me to deal with “Robyn” I jumped, I didn’t expect Chris here behind me “I really want to know what upset you?” he ain’t forgetting “there were tears of joy” he isn’t letting it go clearly “but-” he got cut off “I think Rylee wants you” he is busy, he needs to spend time with these girls now.
I breathed out in annoyance, not something I wanted to see right now, and he is here right in my face for what “why?” I said to Chris, looking at him “oh he is going home to Cali too so why not” this is my jet, he is travelling home on my fucking jet after he fucking spoke on my eggs and what I produce, you have got to be kidding me “calm down Robyn” I said to myself, I have to calm down and just get on with it. He is in my private hanger and going on my jet, like who is this fucking man. Let me not do this, I can do it. Rich opened the door for me, getting out of the SUV in a huff. TJ looked at me and I just glared at him, he can go and fuck himself “girls, be careful now. Rich can you just walk with them, Chris please take care of Imani” these kids like to just run off when they need to be careful, there is planes around. Walking to the second SUV that came, Jen was in this one and our bags “Robyn” I walked faster, I want him to not bother me “Robyn” TJ said again, I stopped walking “what?” I said, he shouldn’t even speak to me, but I am not going to make a scene “I am sorry” turning to him and I had to laugh “for what?” I questioned “I shouldn’t have spoken to you like that, but you were doing the most with me. Like the shit you were saying was upsetting to me” I sniggered “truth hurts TJ, you know I haven’t said anything to him about this or you wouldn’t be here” TJ gets so uptight very quick “that’s on you, I said what needed to be said to you. Likewise to you, you cried because you know what you need to do, I am taking up for Chris like you are too right? You are here for Chris, so am I. My brother wants, if you can’t then so be it. Camron will be there” looking over at Chris holding Imani in his arm and walking with Camron “he’s there because I let it happen” which is true “you mean Chris does, I tried with you Robyn. You’re just as stubborn as you were then, I guess shit don’t change” he walked off, he seems so smug and that alone is annoying when I am trying to be civil for Chris.
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Jimin Scenario| You think he’s cheating on you but he’s not
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Featuring Jin being an overprotective amazing friend and standing up for you and your honor. 
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Jimin had been acting strangely around you lately. Whenever you came home early, he seemed to be on the phone with someone and would quickly excuse himself from the conversation when he noticed you. He was more shy around you, which really sent up red flags because Jimin was normally shameless around you and seemed to need your touch like he did oxygen. 
It honestly worried you, to say the least. You two had been together for 2 years now but had been best friends for even longer, and for him to suddenly start avoiding you, you couldn’t help but wonder if maybe he was tired of you. 
The final straw was when you came home early from work, this time making sure to be quiet so he didn’t hear you enter the front door. As per usual, Jimin was on the phone with someone. You snuck into the kitchen and ducked behind the counter so you could hear him talking in the living room.
“No I haven’t told her. It’s too soon... No she has no idea but I feel so bad keeping this from her... I know I’ve been avoiding her and honestly I don’t think I am going to be able to hold this in for much longer... No I need to talk to Anna tomorrow and then I’ll decide what do from there... Okay. Bye Jungkook. Thank you again for keeping this a secret I know how hard it is for you when y/n is your best friend too.” 
You feel your heart drop into your stomach. Jimin was cheating on you? With someone named Anna? And Jungkook knew about it? Not only were you betrayed by your boyfriend, but your best friend in the span of just a few moments. You stay crouched behind the counter, waiting for him to hopefully walk away. You pray that he doesn’t come into the kitchen and your hopes seem to be answered as he walks into the bathroom and shuts the door. You hear the shower turn on and now the sobs are wracking through your body. You run into the bedroom, quickly pack a bag and leave. Slamming the door behind you. 
Jimin hears the front door slam shut as he turns the water off in the shower. He quickly throws on his clothes and walks out into the hallway, excited to see you.
“Hey baby you’re home early! Want to go somewhere and grab dinner?” He receives no answer. 
“Y/n?” He glances around the living room, and kitchen and finds no traces of you having been there. When he walks into the bedroom he feels his heart sink. Your clothing is haphazardly thrown about the room. Now he’s worried that something has happened to you. He immediately pulls his phone out of his pocket and calls you, only to have it immediately go to voicemail. Jimin attempts to call Jungkook, wondering if maybe you told him where you were going. 
“Jungkook?”
“Yeah hyung?”
“Did you hear from y/n recently?”
“No.. she should still be at work, why?”
“I heard the front door slam shut and all of her clothes are thrown about the bedroom. What if someone kidnapped her? Or what if... what if she left... What if she is tired of me?”
“Jimin I’m sure she’s fine. Y/n loves you she would never leave you. And if someone tried to kidnap her you know damn well that person wouldn’t have made it two feet out the door cuz she would throw down.” Jimin giggles at his words but it’s quickly replaced with worry again.
“But this is just so odd. Where would she go in such a hurry?”
“I don’t know. Did you try calling her?”
“Yeah and it went straight to voicemail.”
“That’s odd.. let me call the others and see if they know where she is.”
“Okay, thank you Jungkook.” 
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You get out to your car and immediately drive away, holding yourself together for at least a few miles before you pull over in a random convenience store’s parking lot. It’s at this moment you realize you don’t know where you should go. You can’t go to Jungkook’s, he’s broken your trust just as harshly as Jimin has. Your parents don’t live in Seoul. Your only other friends are the members and you can’t exactly trust they didn’t know what was going on either, but you quickly begin to realize you don’t have another choice. 
“Alright, who’s the lucky one who gets to deal with me today.” You close your eyes and open up the group chat with the members, scrolling and letting your thumb rest on a member’s name at random.
“Jin it is.” You dial his number and he answers on the first ring.
“Y/n?! Where are you Jungkook and Jimin are worried sick about you.”
“I don’t care.” 
“What do you mean you don’t care? Why do you sound like you’ve been crying? What’s wrong?”
“Jin please don’t tell them I called you.. It’s.. Jimin he..” You break down again, you literally can feel your heart breaking with every passing moment away from Jimin.
“Hey, it’s okay y/n I won't tell them okay? Just tell me where you are? Did Jimin do something to hurt you?”
“He’s cheating on me.”
“What?! I’ll kill him, that’s it where are you?” 
“I’m at the convenience store off of 12th street.”
“I’ll be right there.” He hangs up the line and you immediately turn off your phone again, not wanting to answer any texts or calls from either of those two. You sit in the car, resting your head against the steering wheel wondering where you could have went wrong. You thought Jimin was happy with you. Just a few months ago you were talking about getting married, having a family, so what changed? Did the thought of a permanent commitment with you scare him off? You’re so lost in your thoughts that you don’t notice Jin next to the car until the door opens and you’re pulled out of your seat and into his arms. You immediately relax in his embrace, enjoying the feeling of his broad arms protectively wrapped around you. Jin always made you feel safe. And you felt like he was the one you could turn to for life advice and anything else. 
“Y/n I am so sorry. I don’t know what that idiot could possibly have been thinking. Are you certain he is cheating on you? That doesn’t sound like Jimin at all/ He’s crazy about you.”  You tell Jin about the conversation you overheard and see anger behind his eyes. “That little brat. And Jungkook knew! I am going to call them both and give them a piece of my mind!”
“No don’t! Can I just.. stay with you for a while?”
“We can’t go back to the apartments right now y/n Jungkook is there.”
“Then can we just stay here?” Jin smiles at you. 
“Sure. Scoot over into the passengers side we can just drive somewhere together okay?” You nod and move to the other seat, letting Jin take the wheel. He starts the car and as soon as he does he blasts the music and starts singing loudly, turning up the theatrics and dancing. You immediately burst out laughing, seemingly satisfied, Jin turns the radio down.
“See there’s that smile! How about if we go out to eat somewhere? You pick, I’ll treat.”
“I don’t really feel like eating right now.. I’m sorry.”
“Hey it’s fine. What about icecream? We can drown our sorrows in a tub of Ben & Jerry’s and go sit at the park.” 
“That sounds perfect.”
“Okay. Be right back then.”
Jin leaves the vehicle and walks into the store to get your icecream, however he also makes a quick phone call while he’s in there.
“Hello? Jin did you hear from y/n-”
“I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU JUNGKOOK I RAISED YOU BETTER THAN THAT!” 
“Whoa whoa whoa Jin what are you-”
“How dare you! How could you keep such a secret from y/n?! And support Jimin in the process are you freaking insane? Y/n is your best friend!” 
“Hyung what-”
“Don’t you hyung me I am so unbelievably pissed at you right now.”
“Jungkookie is that Jin?” He can hear Jimin in the background.
“OH BOY PUT ME ON SPEAKER PHONE RIGHT NOW JEON.” Jungkook quickly complies, alarmed at the use of his last name only.
“PARK JIMIN! Y/n is the love of your life. We all love and cherish her deeply how dare you hurt her like this! If you were unhappy you should have just told her! Not cheated on her! Do you have any idea-”
“I’m sorry what? Cheated on her?!”
“Don’t interrupt me!  Do you have any idea how heart broken she is? I thought she was going to pass out from how hard she was crying. Her poor little nose is bright red and her face is all puffy because of you two!”
“Why in the hell do you think I am cheating on her? Are you insane? I love y/n to death my whole heart belongs to her-”
“Then who’s Anna?!”
“What?”
“Don’t you what me. Y/n told me everything. She heard you talking to Jungkook, telling him you needed to talk to Anna first, that he had to keep this a secret, that you felt bad for keeping things from her. You really expect me to believe you aren’t cheating on her?!” 
“Oh my- Jin! Anna is the jeweler customizing my engagement ring for y/n!”
“..... I’m sorry what now?”
“The reason I have been so secretive around y/n and reclusive is because I am so damn nervous about asking her to marry me. Anna is the girl who is designing the ring and it was done today. I was telling Jungkook I needed to go see her to pick the ring up and would then decide how I want to ask her from there but... oh god I fucked up y/n really thinks I cheated on her?”
“Yes.. She does. She’s heart broken Jimin.”
“Hyung.. please can you help me? I am going to go pick the ring up I guess now is as good a time as any to ask her. God I don’t want her to think I don’t love her when she is everything to me. Can you meet me at the park?”
“That’s perfect because I told her we could sit at the park and drown our sorrows in a tub of icecream.” 
“Okay. Thank you so much.”
“Yeah, yeah don’t thank me. I’m still mad at you for making her cry.” Jin hangs up the phone and quickly grabs the icecream and pays for it.
“Why did that take so long?”
“Sorry the cashier was in the back stocking or something. Had to search around to find them.” You eye him suspiciously but before you can say anything else Jin turns the radio back up and heads towards the park. 
You two are sat on a bench now, eating the icecream as he’s letting you vent. 
“I can’t believe I was stupid enough to believe he actually loved me.. I should have known better.”
“Y/n?” You hear a familiar voice behind you and whip your head around.
“Oh no.. How the hell did you find me?” You turn and face Jin who won’t meet your gaze. “Betrayer!” 
“Y/n just hear him out okay? This whole thing is just a misunderstanding.” 
“You side with him?! I should have known. Can’t believe you would tell him where I am when you damn well how he broke my heart.” You turn around to face Jimin, trying to keep a straight face although your voice trembles. “Alright just get it over with. Tell me that you don’t want to be with me anymore so I can officially be done with this.”
“I don’t want to do that. Y/n I love you. I’m not going to tell you I want to break up with you when all I want is to spend the rest of my life with you.” He drops down to one knee and you freeze in place. “Anna is the woman who was helping me design your ring. I was asking for Jungkook’s help with the design, and planning how to ask you. I wasn’t cheating on you baby, I swear. Please believe me.” Jimin pulls out the box and opens it, Your jaw drops when you see it. 
“Y-.. you want to marry me?”
“Yes.” 
“And you didn’t cheat on me?”
“Not ever, and I never will.” You stare at him for a moment longer before you burst into tears for a whole new reason. Jimin immediately stands up and wipes your tears away, pulling you into a hug and holding onto you tightly, not wanting to let you go. “Ah I keep making you cry today I am a terrible boyfriend.”
“Fiancé” 
“What?”
“You’re a terrible fiancé.” Jimin pulls away, hope in his eyes.
“Does this mean you forgive me? That you’ll marry me?”
“Yes.. Jimin I would love to marry you. This was all just a big misunderstanding and.. I should have talked to you about it I am sorry for worrying you.” Jimin slips the ring on your finger and places a kiss to your knuckle after he does.
“You did nothing wrong. I understand why you would take things that way I should be the one apologizing.” You lean in and place a kiss to his lips, both of you pouring all of the emotions you had been feeling that day into the kiss. When you pull away Jimin is beaming at you. You can’t help but smile back. Suddenly you hear a sniffle behind you and you turn around to see Jin wiping his eyes. 
“Jin? Why are you crying.” 
“Because I am so happy for you two! My little Jiminie is getting married. I’m so proud.” You both giggle at that and Jin smiles fondly at the two of you.
“Thank you for taking care of her, hyung.”
“Of course. What are friends for? I’m going to head back to the apartment now. You both going to be okay?” You turn to Jimin and you both smile at each other.
“Yeah.. I think we’re going to be just fine.”
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choerryhype · 4 years
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vampires! norenmin au
so basically, all three of them are vampires, but jeno is half demon
because his mom is a demon and his dad is a vamp so… yeah
and like, they met when they were kids, because tiny injun wanted to summon a demon
because he heard one of his older cousins say that they were cool, so he went to the park and drew an invocation circle with chalk
and jeno was looking at him, so ofc he pointed out everything that was wrong with renjun´s invocation
and the kid almost cried, but jeno told him that he could come play with his mom if he really wanted to meet a demon
and jaemin was just a playing alone nearby, but he wanted to play with the demon too
so that´s how they became friends
but when they got to jeno´s house they were extremely scolded by his parents, because the whole vampire thing is like,,, TOP SECRET and they were saying that to each other without knowing their nature
good thing is that the three of them were vampires so they didn´t have to kill anybody
well they grew up
and all three of them became REALLY handsome but we already know that
so of course, girls start getting interested in them
but like, every time they hear that they get jealous between themselves
and like, jeno had this one girl that was OBSESSED with him, and jae and ren just  h a t e d  her SO much
so whenever they would hear her talking about their boy (because super hearing; vampires, remember?) they would get extremely mad
also it kinda happens that renjun is the only one who gets mad like a normal person
because when jeno gets mad, his pupils become vertical, since he gets closer to his demon side or wathever
but when jaemin gets mad, he cries
and one day, jeno and renjun find him crying his eyes out in the bathroom
and he's yanking the tears away as if he didn't want them because HOLY SHIT he can't really get mad about that
and when renjun asks what's wrong jamein just goes
"because you're not mine, not you, not jeno, and she can still have you"
and jeno wants to snap that girl's neck right then and there
but renjun can't let him go out with demon eyes because they would get discovered
and the whole vampires and demons stuff is top secret, remember?
so he simply holds onto his sleeve
and while he holds jeno he wipes away jaemin's tears and asks
"what on earth made you believe that we're not yours?"
because anyone would be blind if they didn't notice that those three have something going on by now
but jaems needed reassurance, so they stay in the bathroom for the rest of the day kissing his cheeks and telling him how much they love him
so one day they decided among themselves to just let her know jeno was taken
so jaemin simply kissed his cheek and waved goodbye, because he did not share that class with him and jun
but renjun wouldn´t settle with a kiss on the cheek, so he kissed jeno near the mouth to mark territory
and that´s just kinda how they became what they are know
because they don´t call themselves “boyfriends”, they simply call themselves “theirs”
and everyone in school knows that, so nobody gushes about them anymore
also since jeno is half demon he can´t drink human blood
because he gets sick from his tummy
so he can only drink blood from magical beings like other vampires, demons, witches, elfs and faries
so he normally took blood from his parents
and like, when he was little he would only take blood from his mom cuz he was one of those ultra attached kids
so he would always bite her shoulder or her arm
and afterwards she'd give him candy and pat him on the head
and jeno's dad tried to make him drink from him insted but of course jeno disn't cuz he felt that his dad was trying to take attention from his mom away from him
so for like eight years he only took blood from his mom
but as he grew older he got kinda shy about it so now he only drinks from his dad's wrist
but there was this one time where his dad had to travel for work so, naturally, he had to drink from his mom
but instead he just avoided her because he didn't want to, and he thought he was strong enough to wait for his dad
of course he wasn't
so one day they were just kinda,,,, kissing and he was so hungry and jaemin smelled SO GOOD
so he bit him
and then he cried because
"i am so sorry nana but my dad's not around and- you know i can't take from my mom- she wouldn't mind but-"
and he was just sobbing so much and even though jun and nana found it hilarious they spent the rest of the afternoon taking care of their gigant baby
so know jeno drinks from them
but he is still super shy to ask for blood
so whenever he's hungry he just goes to either of them and puts his finger on their neck like a little kid and is like
"can i have some?" while standing there like a todler
and while junnie only pulls down the collar of whatever shirt he's wearing jaemin finds it absolutely a d o r a b l e
so he always coos at how cute jeno is whenever he needs blood
and like... with time the both picked up habits for when jeno is drinking
renjun plays with his hair becuase normally he is in jeno's lap since it would be uncomfortable to bend down for so long due to the height difference
but with jaemin they are normally standing up
so nana just hugs him with one of those bear hugs of his
and when he's done jaemin will peck his lips and kiss his nose and his face because
"jeno-ssi you're so cute"
and jen just gives him the brightest eye smile, even if sometimes it has blood in it
also all three of them are really inocent, despite what they might look like
so SOMETIMES they will do things that are considered kinda,,,,,,, hot, among humans
for example, for about a year junnie had this habbit that whenever jeno or jaemin would hug him, he would always hide his face on their necks
but that was not the problem, of course it was not
the thing is, junnie would start to pepper kisses all over their necks, and that is still fine, BUT (and there's a huge but) he would also start to lick and nib on them
because cute little renjun wanted to mark his territory
and none of them saw anything wrong with it, so they would simply let him do so
and ren would do it the whole time they held him, whether it was five seconds or three hours
so jaemin and jeno always had marks on their necks, which looked pretty much like sǝx marks
intense sǝx marks
and they would just leave them there because nobody ever told them anything
but because they hugged renjun constantly, the marks never faded away
in fact, it just looked like they had more of them
and everyone in school always thought the boys were wildin'
but they were also so confused cuz renjun never had hickeys
so in the end they got called to the counselor's office
and she gave them the longest talk about sǝx
and when she finished they were all so embarassed that they couldn't even explain
so jun no longer kisses their necks, only on r e a l l y special ocasions
like their birthdays and stuff
or when he is extremely clingey
also, they have specific nicknames for each other, since it would be confusing to say "honey" and have to pairs of eyes look at you
so jeno is baby, and sometimes dotori
nana is love
and jun is honey, because during the time he had his hair blone they felt it looked like honey (imagine we young renjun)
jaemin loves wearing their hoodies to school
so poor jeno and renjun don't have anything to cover themselves with anymore
but its ok cuz they're vampires
but still, they want their sweaters back
so once, they sneaked into nana's house to retrive them
jaemin didn't talk to them for a week
and everyone in school was keeping up with the drama because "H O L Y SHIT those three have never fought"
so jeno settled with jackets and renjun is just always cold
but he gets snuggles so that's okay
also jaemin is SO the type to kiss them anywhere
and renjun gets kinda shy but he loves it
jeno will only give them forehead kisses in public, a l o t of forehead kisses
also, jeno will always piggy back ride both of them
because renjun really likes it and then of course jaemin wants a piggy back ride too
so jen takes both of them on his back, and even though he complains they're too heavy, he always does it with the hugest grin in his face
and whenever halloween arrives, you know renjun's gonna loose it
because he LIVES to dress up his boyfriends
jeno is always a demon, because duh
but somehow every year he looks different, like you can still figure out his costume but it looks nothing like the one from the past year
with jaemin it's a little bit harder
but renjun really likes to dress him up as movie characters
as for him, he likes to dress up as historical characters
and they always go treak or treating and get lots of candy because of how good their costumes are
they were really happy when they finally graduated school
their families made them a special dinner and everything
and they traveled to injun's hometown as a celebration a few days later
and even though they are still very young vampires, they know they want to spend their eternity together
and that's really cute, they are really cute
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drkcnry67 · 4 years
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ttile: my alpha, my omega
pairing: John x Reader
fluff 2020 sq: age gap
kink 2020 sq: daddy kink
Abo 2019 sq: older alpha/younger omega
rating: 18+
tags: WARNING: THIS IS NOT FOR MINORS!!!! THIS WILL GIVE YOU NIGHTMARES!!! DO NOT PROCEED AT ALL!!!!! I REPEAT NOT FOR ANYONE UNDER THE AGE OF 18… TURN BACK AROUND DO NOT PASS GO, DO NOT COLLECT $200, DO NOT HIT THAT KEEP READING THING… DO NOT PROCEED… THIS STORY CONTAINS VAGINAL PENETRATION, ORAL FEMALE RECEIVING, HARDCORE SEXUAL CONTENT, FEMALE HEAT, MALE RUT, ALPHA CLAIMING OMEGA, FIRST TIME SHOWER SEX, ALPHA KNOTTING OMEGA… YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!!
summery: not telling
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kink 2020 masterlist  fluff 2020 masterlist   ABO 2019 Masterlist
Many centuries ago, in a land now known to the world as Russia.. lives a legend where monsters of myth and story roam… to the west side we travel for our story today where we meet YN a young omega who is unaware yet of her full potential…
YN a young single omega who lives with her aunt who has always let her be her own person… but this her 21st birthday was when she now had to go and find her Alpha… she was now on a journey that sooner rather than later would cross her path…
John a handsome rugged alpha whose passion in the 4th week after his 35th birthday would soon lead him to a city called Bucharest to seek out his omega who would be on a journey of her own to find her alpha…
~today~
you were walking through the streets it was another day, another day of go to various places and check on the small businesses you were involved in… your own aunt had refered you into some small business transactions that you were now in charge of…
walking through the center of town, your nose caught a strong scent, you began to follow it… you were not paying attention as always you were listening to everything around you… 
 As you grew so did your abilities, your strength, your speed, your smell, your hearing, your sight… but you sure as hell did not see this one coming… for just a few feet away from you was someone new to town, someone who neither of you knew at the time would soon both parties would be very very very INTIMATE with one another. 
You were close to the fountain in the center of town, john who was not paying attention either was sitting on the edge of the fountain watching and listening to the bustle of the city… You were the one who was stupid enough to not be able to sense this one… 
for you tripped over a stone and fell knocking both you and John into the fountain… this was how you both met… not the greatest way to meet someone but certainly a unique way of doing things… 
john was first to come up for air… he noticed you struggling so he reached out and grabbed you by the hand and pulled you out of the water… some people who worked at the business your family had you in charge of had witnessed the entire thing, they came over with blankets awaiting orders or at least one of them was…
the other was your cousin, Castiel… your cousin was standing there laughing, this earned a low growl from John as he helped wrap you in the blanket… then he wrapped himself in one… 
John: “are you alright?”
YN: “ill be fine, but i should be asking you that… its my fault your all wet in the first place… i should have…”
you stopped speaking when your nose picked up the scent that now sat beside you… this man, this man was an alpha, your alpha… 
John however was having a similar reaction, this was the start the start of something beautiful… 
Castiel and his collegue come up to you as your cousin begins being a 1st class dumbass… 
Castiel: “oh cuz you tumbled cause you werent paying attention, what a clutz… how the hell are you still alive with you being so clumbsy?”
you had to show some restraint… you had to try and assert some authority…
YN: “you there shadowing my cousin, is the nearby apartment owned by the family still open…?”
collegue 1: “yes ma’am would you like it stalked with food and clothes for you and your friend here?”
YN: “yes and get my cousin a mouth muzzle he needs to learn when to speak and when not to speak…” 
 You hissed that last word.. this made john realize how badly he wanted you right then right there.. he could feel the feistiness coming off of you.. this sent him straight into a rut… 
 You however were already entering heat, you could feel johns hands round your own and the fact that you kinda knocked him into the fountain wasnt much better… both of you were not mad about the incident… But you now had started shivering, John gently picked you up into his arms you began to lead the way… 
the apartment nearby was prepped and ready when you and John arrived… John set you down on your feet…
John: “leave us we will let you know if we need anything…”
the poor collegue left in a haste… John went to lock the door as he took off his wet jacket and hung it by the door… you stripped off your sweater and tossed it on the heater… 
John: “cute place… i dont suppose you are a single omega, are you?”
you nod as you kinda do a hair shake but shiver in the process… 
John: “you should shower to warm up… go on i might join you in a few moments… just gonna see if there are towels…”
you nod not caring… you slunk to the bathroom and start the shower before stripping off your wet clothes… you get into the shower and the hot water starts to warm you up as you just stand there not caring that John might join you, not caring that it was the middle of the day..
John outside the bathroom was taking off his wet clothing and making sure his head was clear and that he was fully mentally composed before heading into the bathroom where he knew you were behind the curtain…
you knew he was just outside the curtain, so you turned around and smiled quietly to yourself… John came into the shower and stood behind you… eyeing you up and down he felt something come over him… his senses going haywire… 
John: “fear not i wont hurt you sweet omega… why dont you let go of all the embarrassment from earlier and let loose with me?”
YN: “but dont you have to claim me before we “let loose” as you so put it…”
John: “are you okay if i claim you right here right now? i know you feel the same way about me as i do about you…”
YN: “claim me John i do feel the same way.. and i have a bad heat right now ive had it since before i knocked us into the fountain… help me daddy…”
John at that moment placed an arm around your waist, you placed your arm on interlocking fingers, his teeth changed into fangs he let off a low growl before spinning around so he was under the water as he sunk his fangs deep into your shoulder…
the feeling of being claimed made a loud shrill of moaning sound escape your lips... Blood flowed from the wound down between you and John just the feeling that you had been claimed was amazing... 
Then John released the bite, he spun you around and lifted you up placing you on his massive cock... He trusted hard into your virginity... He was getting as much pleasure from this as you were... The release came in waves, fast never slowing waves... 
John had you against the wall as he thrust into you again, his cock already rock hard again... your pussy throbbing for more, your moans turning soft to loud in seconds... the kissing was constant... the thrusts grew more and more frequent with each passing moment... 
with now being claimed every single rut and heat that you both had been feeling in the last week came on and on and on... escaping the shower after your recent release before it hit again you both got out of the shower and dried off...
John: “im gonna fuck you into the middle of next week...”
YN: “but the age gap the pack...”
John: “do we really care about that?”
YN: “no daddy of course not...”
John: “by the way keep calling me daddy and ill give you my knot alot sooner than we may plan to...”
YN: “yes daddy...”
John threw you onto the bed and climbed on top of you kissing you he was hard again, you felt him slide into you a moan released from your lips. the feeling of being fucked by your alpha had your mind going ten thousand miles a minute... 
Johns mind was dragging him through the dirt... both of you would have to face the pack leaders sooner or later... yea there are alphas but there is a council that guards every single decision made within each pack... 
one of those leaders happened to be your uncle... that leader had spies everywhere... he knew what was happening in that apartment right then... he was planning his attack... 
several hours later you and John were laying there waiting for John’s knot to take effect... covered by the thinnest sheet on the bed you were just happy to be in the arms of someone who cares deeply for you...
John: “when the knot finishes being released, we need to connect with our packs and face the trials of their thoughts on us...”
You knew he was right but you snuggled in closer, his beard tickling the back of your neck... thats when you both heard it the footsteps and running outside the door... 
John: “alright baby girl stay calm just move with me we cant let the knot escape your body...”
the door flung wide open John was pounding you into the bed as your uncle and his men walked inside...
Nazam: “excuse me what the hell is going on?”
YN: “be with you in a moment uncle...”
you and John finished and then snuggled back into a spoon this time with a thicker blanket over the naughty bits...
YN: “uncle, what an unplesent surprise what brings you and your lackys here?”
nazam: “dont play dumb with me... i can smell the blood, this man claimed you didnt he?”
John spoke at that moment keeping his arm around your waist...
John: “yes i did, my name is John winchester im the alpha for the north eastern pack... i came this way to find my omega... and i found her in the form of your niece... now like my omega here asked, What brings you here?”
Nazam: “well well well, let me see here ah yes im here to invite you both to the trials of rites tonight... there is still 8 hours for you both to prepare... now dont you dare take it lightly and if you think about skipping town we will deny the trial of rites by which instead you both will be exiled hunted and killed... that is all...”
YN: “leave this apartment uncle... we know our rights and legally im claimed by John he and i cant be seperated... and if need be i will fight you uncle...”
Nazam stands tall and eyes you with John...
Nazam: “i suppose you will stand by her side...”
John: “yes and i intend to marry your niece with or without the blessing of the packs... this is the life we both want and its together forever... i hope this knot that im releasing into your niece gets her pregnant the council’s laws prevent execution or seperation of the couple upon findout of pregnancy... now leave good day sir...”
nazam leaves his henchmen follow, your cousin’s friends come in and fix the door... you and John are left alone once more with eachother and your thoughts... 
John: “were you serious about fighting your uncle?”
YN: “were you serious about marrying me?”
John: “i guess we both have plans and together we shall conquer it all... now lets rest a bit before tonight so we both have strength to deal with what is to come...”
You smile as John still having you on his cock so his knot can finish flips you around so you both facing eachother as you both begin to nod off..
John: “yo lacky thats outside the door...”
Collegue 1: “yes sir...”
John: “wake us up in 7 hours we are going for a snooze..”
Collegue 1: “as you wish sir...”
the lacky left you felt John holding you close to his strong form as you drifted off into a sleep full of happy thoughts... John fell asleep shortly after you did... both of you dreaming of a life where no threats stood in the way of your better lives...
~thats all for now~
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legion1993 · 4 years
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my alpha, my omega
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ttile: my alpha, my omega
pairing: John x Reader
fluff 2020 sq: age gap
kink 2020 sq: daddy kink
Abo 2019 sq: older alpha/younger omega
rating: 18+
tags: WARNING: THIS IS NOT FOR MINORS!!!! THIS WILL GIVE YOU NIGHTMARES!!! DO NOT PROCEED AT ALL!!!!! I REPEAT NOT FOR ANYONE UNDER THE AGE OF 18… TURN BACK AROUND DO NOT PASS GO, DO NOT COLLECT $200, DO NOT HIT THAT KEEP READING THING… DO NOT PROCEED… THIS STORY CONTAINS VAGINAL PENETRATION, ORAL FEMALE RECEIVING, HARDCORE SEXUAL CONTENT, FEMALE HEAT, MALE RUT, ALPHA CLAIMING OMEGA, FIRST TIME SHOWER SEX, ALPHA KNOTTING OMEGA… YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!!
summery: not telling
word count (optional)
kink 2020 masterlist  fluff 2020 masterlist   ABO 2019 Masterlist
Many centuries ago, in a land now known to the world as Russia.. lives a legend where monsters of myth and story roam… to the west side we travel for our story today where we meet YN a young omega who is unaware yet of her full potential…
YN a young single omega who lives with her aunt who has always let her be her own person… but this her 21st birthday was when she now had to go and find her Alpha… she was now on a journey that sooner rather than later would cross her path…
John a handsome rugged alpha whose passion in the 4th week after his 35th birthday would soon lead him to a city called Bucharest to seek out his omega who would be on a journey of her own to find her alpha…
~today~
you were walking through the streets it was another day, another day of go to various places and check on the small businesses you were involved in… your own aunt had refered you into some small business transactions that you were now in charge of…
walking through the center of town, your nose caught a strong scent, you began to follow it… you were not paying attention as always you were listening to everything around you… 
 As you grew so did your abilities, your strength, your speed, your smell, your hearing, your sight… but you sure as hell did not see this one coming… for just a few feet away from you was someone new to town, someone who neither of you knew at the time would soon both parties would be very very very INTIMATE with one another. 
You were close to the fountain in the center of town, john who was not paying attention either was sitting on the edge of the fountain watching and listening to the bustle of the city… You were the one who was stupid enough to not be able to sense this one… 
for you tripped over a stone and fell knocking both you and John into the fountain… this was how you both met… not the greatest way to meet someone but certainly a unique way of doing things… 
john was first to come up for air… he noticed you struggling so he reached out and grabbed you by the hand and pulled you out of the water… some people who worked at the business your family had you in charge of had witnessed the entire thing, they came over with blankets awaiting orders or at least one of them was…
the other was your cousin, Castiel… your cousin was standing there laughing, this earned a low growl from John as he helped wrap you in the blanket… then he wrapped himself in one… 
John: “are you alright?”
YN: “ill be fine, but i should be asking you that… its my fault your all wet in the first place… i should have…”
you stopped speaking when your nose picked up the scent that now sat beside you… this man, this man was an alpha, your alpha… 
John however was having a similar reaction, this was the start the start of something beautiful… 
Castiel and his collegue come up to you as your cousin begins being a 1st class dumbass… 
Castiel: “oh cuz you tumbled cause you werent paying attention, what a clutz… how the hell are you still alive with you being so clumbsy?”
you had to show some restraint… you had to try and assert some authority…
YN: “you there shadowing my cousin, is the nearby apartment owned by the family still open…?”
collegue 1: “yes ma’am would you like it stalked with food and clothes for you and your friend here?”
YN: “yes and get my cousin a mouth muzzle he needs to learn when to speak and when not to speak…” 
 You hissed that last word.. this made john realize how badly he wanted you right then right there.. he could feel the feistiness coming off of you.. this sent him straight into a rut… 
 You however were already entering heat, you could feel johns hands round your own and the fact that you kinda knocked him into the fountain wasnt much better… both of you were not mad about the incident… But you now had started shivering, John gently picked you up into his arms you began to lead the way… 
the apartment nearby was prepped and ready when you and John arrived… John set you down on your feet…
John: “leave us we will let you know if we need anything…”
the poor collegue left in a haste… John went to lock the door as he took off his wet jacket and hung it by the door… you stripped off your sweater and tossed it on the heater… 
John: “cute place… i dont suppose you are a single omega, are you?”
you nod as you kinda do a hair shake but shiver in the process… 
John: “you should shower to warm up… go on i might join you in a few moments… just gonna see if there are towels…”
you nod not caring… you slunk to the bathroom and start the shower before stripping off your wet clothes… you get into the shower and the hot water starts to warm you up as you just stand there not caring that John might join you, not caring that it was the middle of the day..
John outside the bathroom was taking off his wet clothing and making sure his head was clear and that he was fully mentally composed before heading into the bathroom where he knew you were behind the curtain…
you knew he was just outside the curtain, so you turned around and smiled quietly to yourself… John came into the shower and stood behind you… eyeing you up and down he felt something come over him… his senses going haywire… 
John: “fear not i wont hurt you sweet omega… why dont you let go of all the embarrassment from earlier and let loose with me?”
YN: “but dont you have to claim me before we “let loose” as you so put it…”
John: “are you okay if i claim you right here right now? i know you feel the same way about me as i do about you…”
YN: “claim me John i do feel the same way.. and i have a bad heat right now ive had it since before i knocked us into the fountain… help me daddy…”
John at that moment placed an arm around your waist, you placed your arm on interlocking fingers, his teeth changed into fangs he let off a low growl before spinning around so he was under the water as he sunk his fangs deep into your shoulder…
the feeling of being claimed made a loud shrill of moaning sound escape your lips... Blood flowed from the wound down between you and John just the feeling that you had been claimed was amazing... 
Then John released the bite, he spun you around and lifted you up placing you on his massive cock... He trusted hard into your virginity... He was getting as much pleasure from this as you were... The release came in waves, fast never slowing waves... 
John had you against the wall as he thrust into you again, his cock already rock hard again... your pussy throbbing for more, your moans turning soft to loud in seconds... the kissing was constant... the thrusts grew more and more frequent with each passing moment... 
with now being claimed every single rut and heat that you both had been feeling in the last week came on and on and on... escaping the shower after your recent release before it hit again you both got out of the shower and dried off...
John: “im gonna fuck you into the middle of next week...”
YN: “but the age gap the pack...”
John: “do we really care about that?”
YN: “no daddy of course not...”
John: “by the way keep calling me daddy and ill give you my knot alot sooner than we may plan to...”
YN: “yes daddy...”
John threw you onto the bed and climbed on top of you kissing you he was hard again, you felt him slide into you a moan released from your lips. the feeling of being fucked by your alpha had your mind going ten thousand miles a minute... 
Johns mind was dragging him through the dirt... both of you would have to face the pack leaders sooner or later... yea there are alphas but there is a council that guards every single decision made within each pack... 
one of those leaders happened to be your uncle... that leader had spies everywhere... he knew what was happening in that apartment right then... he was planning his attack... 
several hours later you and John were laying there waiting for John’s knot to take effect... covered by the thinnest sheet on the bed you were just happy to be in the arms of someone who cares deeply for you...
John: “when the knot finishes being released, we need to connect with our packs and face the trials of their thoughts on us...”
You knew he was right but you snuggled in closer, his beard tickling the back of your neck... thats when you both heard it the footsteps and running outside the door... 
John: “alright baby girl stay calm just move with me we cant let the knot escape your body...”
the door flung wide open John was pounding you into the bed as your uncle and his men walked inside...
Nazam: “excuse me what the hell is going on?”
YN: “be with you in a moment uncle...”
you and John finished and then snuggled back into a spoon this time with a thicker blanket over the naughty bits...
YN: “uncle, what an unplesent surprise what brings you and your lackys here?”
nazam: “dont play dumb with me... i can smell the blood, this man claimed you didnt he?”
John spoke at that moment keeping his arm around your waist...
John: “yes i did, my name is John winchester im the alpha for the north eastern pack... i came this way to find my omega... and i found her in the form of your niece... now like my omega here asked, What brings you here?”
Nazam: “well well well, let me see here ah yes im here to invite you both to the trials of rites tonight... there is still 8 hours for you both to prepare... now dont you dare take it lightly and if you think about skipping town we will deny the trial of rites by which instead you both will be exiled hunted and killed... that is all...”
YN: “leave this apartment uncle... we know our rights and legally im claimed by John he and i cant be seperated... and if need be i will fight you uncle...”
Nazam stands tall and eyes you with John...
Nazam: “i suppose you will stand by her side...”
John: “yes and i intend to marry your niece with or without the blessing of the packs... this is the life we both want and its together forever... i hope this knot that im releasing into your niece gets her pregnant the council’s laws prevent execution or seperation of the couple upon findout of pregnancy... now leave good day sir...”
nazam leaves his henchmen follow, your cousin’s friends come in and fix the door... you and John are left alone once more with eachother and your thoughts... 
John: “were you serious about fighting your uncle?”
YN: “were you serious about marrying me?”
John: “i guess we both have plans and together we shall conquer it all... now lets rest a bit before tonight so we both have strength to deal with what is to come...”
You smile as John still having you on his cock so his knot can finish flips you around so you both facing eachother as you both begin to nod off..
John: “yo lacky thats outside the door...”
Collegue 1: “yes sir...”
John: “wake us up in 7 hours we are going for a snooze..”
Collegue 1: “as you wish sir...”
the lacky left you felt John holding you close to his strong form as you drifted off into a sleep full of happy thoughts... John fell asleep shortly after you did... both of you dreaming of a life where no threats stood in the way of your better lives...
~thats all for now~
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CNCO comforting their s/o after fans are harsh on them
Requested? Yes! By @prettyboypimentel
(I thought this was a great idea btw)
Warning: none ?
Christopher
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- probably started happening recently
- like a week or two now
- you don't really pay attention to them tbh
- you knew this was going to happen when you agreed to go out with Chris
- so you were fine with it
- -until Chris said something reallyyy dumb
- you'd be on the couch together watch a movie one night
- when the girl on the screen is seen cheating on her husband with another guy
- Chris kinda laughs and goes " damn she should stay with that one he's WAAY hotter just saying"
- you got reminded of all the messages saying Chris was probably cheating on you with someone else since he was a bit of a mujeriego
- you got really quite all of a sudden
- Chris looked over at you like "Estás bien, bebé?"
- you just smiled before rushing upstairs to your shared room saying you weren't feeling good
- you could hear his footsteps behind you so you quickly rushed into the bathroom
- he started calling out for you from the other side but all you could focus on was your phone which was now full of those messages
- Chris was knocking softly on the door begging for you to talk to him
- I can practically hear his heart shattering when you walk out with red eyes and a tear stained face
- "ay bebé, please tell me what's wrong it kills me to see you like this"
- he says pulling you into his lap and sitting on the bed
- when you do tell him what's wrong... his face is so full of emotions
- he looks angry, confused , sad , disappointed
- he lifts you head up with his finger and smiles softly
- " you want to know why I stopped being like that? Going after any girl who showed any interest in me and then doing it all over the next time we go out? Carajo Y/N it's because I met you. And - and I realized I didnt want any other girl, I wanted you. No amount of hate comments or edited pictures are EVER going to change that, bebé"
- and now you're both crying
- I dont think he'd go off on a rant on social media but you can expect a picture of both of you on his Instagram later with the caption:
- " oh yeah you're stuck with me for a looong time count on that "
Richard
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- Oh, homeboy notices
- you two would be on your way home from a date when you’re phone vibrates
- He sees your face go from giggly to sad REAL quick
- You close your phone and keep joking around with him hoping he didn’t notice
- Once you guys are at a red light he says he forgot to tell Chris or Joel something and if he can borrow your phone since his is in the back seat for some reason
- you let him and he goes straight to Twitter
- 4 words my friends
- RICHARD
- IS
- NOT
- HAPPY 
- Clouded a bit by his anger he asks you about it immedieatly
- like “??? WTF is this???”
- oH SHIt
- trying to convince him it’s nothing and he should just drop it
- yeah, you just fueled the fire
- “drop it? DROP IT?! How can I drop this Y/N they’re literally calling you a slut how AM I GOING TO DROP THIS!”
- You two ended up in a heated argument on your way back home
- Once back at the house you don’t feel like fighting anymore
- “RICHARD there are SO MANY fans who actually like me ok? They’re just - just not as noticeable when 3/4 of them are saying the opposite..”
- He feels like a dick
- He should’ve talked about it with you not attack you on it
- Apologizes before bringing you into is arms letting you shed as many tears as you needed into his chest
- When you’ve both calmed down, you actually talk about it
- Probably heads to Twitter and says something along the lines of 
- “ The worst feeling in the world? Having the people who support you hurt the love of your life”
- when you wake up the next day the amount of compliments you got over shadowed the mean ones by a long shot
Zabdiel
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- I feel like you 2 would be the couple who tells each other everything you know?
- so when they started bothering you he’d know
- THAT IS... until they started getting worse
- you didn’t tell him about it after a while so he thought it was getting better or no longer happening
- poor sweet clueless bb
- every night when you felt Zabdiel holding you closer you’d think back to all those tweets saying shit like
- “Wow can’t believe I’m saying this but can we get Gwen back?sjsks”
- he’d start to worry he did something wrong when he feels you getting distant
- so one day ya’ll are binge wathcing the Harry Potter movies and half-way through the goblet of fire you’re phone vibrates
- you were in the kitchen so he decided to look at it
- “probably her mom again”
- SURPRISE it’s not your mom
- Get’s teary eyed just seeing what his fans think of you
- we know Zabdi is one sentimental boi
- you come back with more popcorn and find him looking sadly at your phone and you freak
- grabbing out of his hands and quickly trying to delete the messages even though it’s too late
- the damage is done : he’s seen them
- You have your back to him and hear him getting up off the couch 
- at this point you’re both holding back tears cuz neither of you want to talk about it
- You both stand there in complete silence for a few minutes until you feel him tugging you into his chest
- and every ounce of strength you’ve had over the past few days trying to keep it together breaks right then and there
- You’re knees feel week and you’re both slowly sliding to the ground crying into each other
- You feel him turning you around and putting your foreheads together 
- “ay... ay mi amor. Why didn’t you tell me? You tell me every thing... why- why not this?”
- So you tell him everything you’ve been feeling for the past week and his heart breaks a little every time your voice would crack 
- You both fall asleep on the couch holding each other tight while the beginning of the order of the Phoenix played in the background
- He doesn’t go to social media for this, he just focuses on seeing you smile for the next few days and he makes you promise to tell you every thing and he’ll do the same 
- guys I’m crying why do I do this to myself
Joel
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- Buckle up
- he knows when his baby isn’t feeling well
- prides himself on it haha 
- like you don’t have the time to tell him you’re sick and he’s already serving you chicken noodle soup
- so when you don’t finish vine references with him on time he like ???
- Doesn’t know how to ask you what’s wrong
- does he ease into the question or just go straight forward with it??
- he decides to finally ask you when he sees you distracted for the sixth time that day
- tbh you don’t know how to tell him either
- how do you tell your boyfriend you don’t think you deserve to be with him because you aren’t talented enough or EXTREMELY hot or funny or anything
- how do you tell him the people who support him the most got those ideas in your head...
- So you lie and tell him some shitty other story
- “uM... I saw a duck ....in the park...the other day that kind of looked like.... Richard??”
- Yeah, not buying it
- So he starts to insist on what’s wrong and GOD he is not making this easy on you
- after like 9 minutes of him asking what’s wrong and asking you if you don’t trust him anymore you just start shedding tears
- he’s too sweet you really don’t deserve him
- he goes into panic mode
- “shit I made her cry oh- no shit shitshit asshole - fuck”
- You tell him it’s not him that’s making you sad (he said that out loud dummy)
- you take a deep breath and let everything you`re feeling out
- Joel gets emotional because he used to feel those things about himself too
- Hugs you so tight, as if if he let go the world around him would crush you
- Carries you to your shared bed and wraps you into a burrito using the blankets
- Holds you in his arms again and spends the whole night telling you all of the reasons why he loves you
- Once you’re asleep this bb DIVES to Twitter
- to everyone’s surprise not to rant or fight with the CNCOwners 
- he posts a video of he filmed of you balancing a chopstick on your nose and failing many times while he’s laughing hard on the other side of the camera
- the caption?
- “ I’m gonna marry you one day, I swear”
- (I’m melting guys)
Erick 
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- CLUELESS BABY BOYYY
- The minute you guys announced you were together the fans went crazy
- most of them really happy for you two they saw how happy you made Erick and loved you instantly
- ... the other half.... not so nice
- by that I mean hitting you straight in the insecurities... and HARD
- “ oof chubby much?” “seriously he could have anyone and he goes for THAT?” “awn she really thought she looked cute in this picture HAHA”
- yeah...
- so everyday whenever Erick told you a joke (cuz he loves seeing his baby smile) he noticed you’re smile wasn’t the same
- no matter how good you were at faking them, your eyes held so much sadness it made him sad
- so he tried to cheer you up by coming home early one day 
- oh boy
- he’s outside the door leading to your shared bedroom when he hears a sob from the other side
- he rushes in and sees your phone buzzing next to you
- and there you are your knees hugging your chest and you head down
- you look up and see him standing there
- *sniffling* “Erick? Que haces I thought you were getting here late-”
- he’s holding you in his arms 
- letting you cry into his shoulder as he peeks over to see your phone
- his heart breaks into a million pieces
- he’s holding the love of his life (he’s sure of it guys) , his world in his arms and the reason you’ve been upset all this time is because of his fans
- he doesn’t understand 
- how can someone not love you? 
- The way your nose crinkles when you smile, or your singing voice that sounds like angels to him no matter what you say, or even the corny jokes you two share all the time... your eyes that hold all the stars in the sky to Erick
- he doesn’t understand one bit
- he finds himself also crying into your neck
- You tried to explain yourself but he shushes you telling you it’s ok, he’s there and he’s not leaving
- and that he loves you 
- so so much
- *actually crying while writing this*
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anon here is v curious about your headcanons for john/veronica/roger pls share
Okay you had no idea what you were getting yourself into when you asked me this. I will not apologize for my passions
My wife @candidroger​ and I have built out an elaborate world wherein John/Veronica/Roger are together and pure. It’s gonna be long, so STRAP IN! (long rant below the cut)
okay so it starts like this: roger and ronnie grow up in the same town and are bffs and  when they’re like seventeen roger realizes that he might..not..be straight?? he’s like definitely bi but more into dick than vagina
and he has STRICT parents who are homophobes so he’s like oh shit this is bad
and ronnie realizes that she has STRICT parents who just don’t want to see their baby girl go off and live her life in london like she’s always dreamed of? like they’re like, we can’t have you live ALONE in the BIG CITY where you could DIE so why don’t you stay here in town and just never leave the nest
so ronnie and roger are commiserating together over a bunch of wkds because they’re trash when they come to the realization that if they marry EACH OTHER they can not only make roger’s parents think he’s straight but also have ronnie’s parents let her go to uni in london
AND THEN THEY DO! they get married and roger’s parents are SO PROUD and ronnie’s parents are like, ugh FINE (minus Grandma Tetz but she deserves HER OWN STORY because that woman is hell in a handbasket and i love her)
So Ronnie and Roger move down to London together and they proceed to just fuck shit up. They have an excellent report with each other because these kids are inSANE. like they write up a prenup that is basically just that when they divorce, whoever has had the most sexual partners during their wedding wins their whole liquor stash, and that the cats (Mrs. Fuzzles [he’s a boy] and Gilgamesh [she’s a girl]) have a very detailed custody agreement. Its written on the back of a take away menu and they got it fucking notarized because they’re ~extra~
Ronnie also takes sick pleasure in trying to sabotage Roger’s chances of winning the liquor stash by kicking down his door while he’s in flagrante and being like “WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN BED WITH MY HUSBAND!”
She’s only supposed to do it the morning after, but she’s competitive and in it to win
(That’s how they meet Freddie)(he refuses to leave because he lives for the drama)
Anyways so fast forward and Queen is now a thing like they are picking up steam and they’re looking for a bassist
In comes Mr. John Richard Deacon born August the 19, 1951 
Roger is his usual flirty mess who is hitting on men and women left and right and John is like, ah gotcha, this guys just the usual player like i think he’s the prettiest guy i’ve ever seen? but he’s kinda just a fuckboi okay gotcha gotcha gotcha
And then one day they’re playing and he sees this GORGEOUS woman in the crowd and he’s like fuck that’s the one I Love Her and he’s making eyes at her across from the bar and she’s making eyes right back at him and hes!! so!! happy!!
When the set finishes he goes and puts the Disco Deacy Moves™ on her and she is just so fucking into it and John’s like hell yeah hell yeah hell yeah
Only for Roger to come bounding up to her and is like “John! I see you’ve met my WIFE Mrs. Veronica Tetzlaff-Taylor (Tetz for short)” 
And Ronnie is like yup, this is my husband, can you believe we’ve been married for 6 years???? (they wear rings john just doesn’t pay attention poor lad)
And John is just...heartbroken. Like he is CRUSHED. Here was his perfect woman but not only is she MARRIED she’s married to his bandmate who is also a serial CHEATER
and he sits on it and stews for months because Roger keeps cheating but always goes home to their apartment and Ronnie is just so much better than him?? and she doesn’t deserve this!! but what can he do?? if he tells her he ruins the band but if he doesn’t then she’ll just get more hurt? 
Basically he spends it trying to avoid her because she’s aggressively hitting on him (hey the lady’s married to roger she’s learned some shit along the way) 
Then one night, they’re all out at a bar and Ronnie like corners him and he’s drunk and she just goes for it and she plants the kiss of a lifetime on him and is like “i know you want me like i want you” (a trademark Roger Taylor Line™) and john just snaps
“What about Roger?” and Ronnie’s like “He’s going home with someone else it doesn’t matter” because she might be brilliant but she’s Dense
“I’m not going to just be with you in order to get back at Roger,” he says and pushes her off him. “I’m not your whore.” 
And he leaves and locks himself in his apartment and spends the weekend alternating between eating too much ice cream and crying and watching shitty movies and feeling all around shitty
and when the next practice comes around, he shows up looking like shit with sunglasses on and is like “alright, roger is gonna kill me for kissing his wife and i’m gonna get kicked out of the band” 
Roger is FURIOUS and he immediately just slams John up against the wall and is like “You MOTHERFUCKER who do you think you are calling Ronnie a whore?” 
And john is like wtf no i didn’t and for your information SHE kissed ME
and Roger is like “I will fucking kill you for looking at her she doesn’t DESERVE YOU she is BETTER THAN YOU!”
John is now angry and is like “Oh yeah? Well she deserves better than YOU you fucking wankstain CHEATER!!” 
And Freddie is the one who's like okay...there’s clearly some miscommunication because Roger isn’t cheating? And johns like they’re MARRIED and he’s GOING HOME WITH OTHER PEOPLE
and Roger’s like oh fuck no one actually told you??? we all just...assumed you knew...
And johns like knew what
and then roger explains how they’re married in name only so that his family won’t cut him off and so her family would let her go to her dream university and hey the tax break is fantastic so they just kept at it and it works cuz they’re best friends
Johns like...”who the fuck gets married for a tax break” 
and together freddie and brian are like “roger and ronnie do”
So John shows up at Roger and Ronnie’s flat with flowers and is like I didn’t know and I’m sorry and I really want to take you out to dinner if that’s okay with your husband
And roger is like “bring her back by nine and no funny business”
and ronnie’s like “i can blow him in the car if i want roger and we’ll be back when i want to come back you hypocrite” 
And they start dating. And then John moves in with Roger and Ronnie because Ronnie can’t abandon her husband??? And it goes from Roger&Ronnie to Roger&Ronnie&John
Two years later, John has the worlds most awkward conversation with Roger where he’s basically like, hey can you um, get a divorce from my girlfriend so i can ask her marry me??? 
And Roger at first is THRILLED because John and Ronnie are couples GOALS and he LOVES them SO MUCH and they DESERVE HAPPINESS
So they get a divorce (Roger wins the pot of alcohol but Ronnie gets Mrs. Fuzzles and Gilgamesh) (Roger cries) and Roger is like okay, cool, i’m now single this is great!
and he just spends his newly single nights hooking up with everything that moves but he just keeps feeling sadder and sadder
Until he wakes up one night two weeks before the wedding and is like Oh Fuck I’ve Fucked Up and Fallen in Love with My Ex-Wife and Her New Husband
and just shuts down and is like okay well there’s nothing I can do now they love each other and i will never ruin their happiness so I’ll just SUFFER like a MARTYR
And he gives Ronnie away at the wedding (Ronnie and John couldn’t decide who would have him as their best man/MOH and it caused their biggest fight so they decided neither could have him and they’d just have him walk her down the aisle and give the big speech at the end) and is like i will never let them know that this is Killing Me.
After the wedding he’s like, okay guess I’ll move out now? At first its okay? because he’s now got all the hot water he wants, and he doesn’t wake up in the middle of the night to Ronnie and John going at it and Ronnie doesn’t leave her hair in the sink and John doesn’t drink all the milk and put the carton back in the fridge
But he’s Lonely 
Ronnie and John go on their honeymoon and Roger goes to Freddie’s to get the drunkest he’s ever been and he confesses his feelings but is like whatever i can be strong (spoiler alert he’s not he’s very sad)
Meanwhile, in Paradise, Ronnie and John are beginning to realize that they’ve never been alone this long without Roger
And John is like, has Ronnie always talked this much without Roger there to cut her off?
And Ronnie is like, had John always breathed this loud?? why is he wheezing?? wtf???? 
And they’ll never admit it to each other, but they’re really really REALLY excited to get home and see Roger again
But they can’t say that to each other?? Because it’s their honeymoon and who wants to hear from their new spouse that they’re more excited to see their best friend/ex husband than have sex with them
So they get back and they’re like ROGER!! WE’VE MISSED YOU!!
And Roger is like I Can Never Let Them Know I Love Them
so he just plays it cool and starts to distance himself from them because he doesn’t want to ruin their newlywedded bliss
But Ronnie and John keep fighting about everything (the milk the talking the fact that john will not stop dropping his wet towels on the bathroom floor wtf john) and they keep trying to see Roger but he’s always busy now??? he has no time for them??? because he “doesn’t hang out with married couples”????
Finally it comes to a head months later where Ronnie and John are just screaming at each other from across the kitchen when Ronnie finally just screams: 
“I WOULDN’T HAVE MARRIED YOU IF I KNEW IT MEANT LOSING ROGER!”
And john’s like 
“WELL ME THE FUCK TOO, VERONICA!” 
And they stop and stare at each other and they’re like, whut
so they pull out the wine and spend the night unloading how somewhere along the way they both fell in love with Roger?? And that they can’t love each other unless Roger is there because he is their Missing Piece
But clearly Roger doesn’t love them the way they love each other
They cry and hold each other and decide that even if they can’t have Roger like that, they’ll settle for just having him in their lives as their friend again because he’s been so distant lately
So when they’re in the studio next, John pulls Roger aside and is like, look i know things have changed, but I want you to know that no matter what Ronnie and I consider you to be our best friend and we miss you so please tell me what i can do to fix this?
and roger’s like...you can’t. because its my fault and i don’t want to be like, ruining everything
and johns like just tell me i can fix it!
and roger’s like you can’t
and john’s like try me
and freddie’s like, uh, let’s not do this here--
and john’s like i just want to know why he’s ignoring me and ronnie just because we got married
and roger’s like it’s because you got married
and john’s like, fuck, is this what its about? sorry you had to get divorced but like, i wanted to marry ronnie and--
it’s not that
“then what is it roger?”
And roger just goes fuck it and is like “I wanted to be the one married. To you. Both of you. Because I love you both. Like, love love. But you’re married to each other and it sucks but i’m working on it and it’ll take some time but we can be friends once i stop yknow. Loving you. Both. The two of you. Together.”
And john just stares at him because his whole brain is rebooting. and then he just kinda goes, “okay. I uh, need to uh, talk to my wife.” 
And then he leaves
He goes home and he tells Ronnie and they get so excited they have sex right there in the front hall and then they get dressed and they go to roger’s apartment all ready to be like WE LOVE YOU TOO WE WANT YOU TO COME BACK AND MARRY US FORVER
but roger is GONE he has fled the country
with freddie
they have vanished and ronnie and john are distraught like where the fuck is he??
Crystal is like you can’t break me I’ll never tell because drummer solidarity! And john is like fucking tell me or i’ll bring out the big guns and crystal is like you don’t fucking scare me
and the Veronica comes in and he breaks in >30seconds because Ronnie is terrifying and also she knows Too Much
Roger and Freddie are in Peru
Why? Because once John left, Roger panicked nd was like I HAVE TO LEAVE THE COUNTRY!! And because Freddie is the ultimate bro he took him to heathrow and got them trashed on duty-free vodka and was like okay bb you choose where you wanna go
and roger ends up talking to this nice new age couple who were like, we just hiked all of Mechu Pechu and we have come back cleansed of all our negativity and issues and we are now so much better than we ever were before and roger in his drunken glory was like yes that there i wanna go there cleanse me of my negativity
(they hike for exactly thirty minutes before they give up and check into a 5star spa and spend the days in face masks and chugging champagne)
Ronnie and John end up hiking the trail for two whole days before they realize that there’s absolutely NO FUCKING WAY Freddie would have done this
They think Crystal LIED and Ronnie is ready to kill him and strangle him with his own intestines when John spots a head of golden hair from across the market place 
(”fuckin’ romantic nerd,” roger teases later right before ronnie twists the shit out his nipple in retaliation)
And that’s how Roger gets his declaration of love screamed at him while 200 Peruvians and tourists stare on in horror as John dips Roger backwards and tries to swallow his tongue
(”I FUCKING LOVE YOU YOU PIECE OF SHIT! YOU MADE ME GO HIKING! JUST TO TELL YOU THAT I’VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU EVEN BACK WHEN WE WERE MARRIED!” Ronnie screams)
They end up back in Roger’s hotel room wherein they proceed to dom the shit out of him like we’re talking praise kink and body worship and ronnie’s riding roger while john’s pounding him though the mattress
and the whole time they’re telling him that there is no us without you and we couldn’t work together unless you were there because we love you and you are ours and you can never leave us again and roger is loving it
and then they come home and the first thing they do is move roger into their new marital home and buy a giant mattress
Ronnie introduces them as “this is my current husband and our boyfriend my exhusband” and roger is like “this is my ex wife and her trophy husband they are both my lovers” and john is like “this is roger and veronica” 
and they spend the rest of their lives together having crazy hot sex and a billion babies
because you know Mr. I Have Six Kids and Mr. I Have Five Kids spend their days seeing who can get Ronnie pregnant the most and they are LOVING their giant ass family
and they all live happily every after
Thank you for coming to my TED Talk I hope i have converted you to the bright side 
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snarkybluechristian · 5 years
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Hazbin Hotel: Angel vs Evil Drag Queen
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Four-month-old Cassie was not in the mood to be her daddy’s drag buddy that night.  She had been fine for the first two hours, but now, she was hungry and she was wailing at the top of her lungs to let the whole world know it.
Angel tried to keep his daughter calm as he searched through the crowd of the club for his “wife.”  Thankfully, Maggie found him.
“There, you are,” the 17-year-old mother said taking her baby in her arms from her “husband.”  “I could hear you screamin’ from the bathroom, Cassandra.  You got quite the pair of lungs, you poor thing.”
“She’s hungry, doll,” Angel replied rubbing his baby’s back while Maggie tried bouncing her up and down to calm her.  “She keeps tryin’ to go after my bubs and is mad that they’re fake.”
“Poor baby,” Maggie said giving Cassie a kiss on the forehead.  “You’re growing like a weed, too.  Angel, is there anywhere private I can feed her?  Those bathrooms are nasty.”
Angel thought for a second before he came up with an idea.  It wasn’t the ideal situation for the young family, but it would do for now.  They really needed to plan better in the future.
“Follow me,” Angel said.
Maggie followed Angel until they reached the booth on the right side of the club that was closest to the stage.  It was empty and quiet since there were no acts scheduled for that weeknight and far enough away from the action that Maggie could feed Cassie with few expected interruptions.
“It won’t be private, but it’ll be comfortable for ya,” Angel said helping Maggie get settled and standing in front of her so no one would see her take off her blouse revealing her bra.  “It ain’t perfect, but it’s the best I can do right now.  I’m sorry.  I should have planned this out better.”
Maggie lifted her milk-laden breast out of her bra and helped Cassie latch onto it.  In no time at all, the baby girl was drinking up her milk and calming down.
“That’s it, Cassie,” Maggie said with a smile.  “Calm down.  You ain’t got nothin’ to worry about.  Oh, Angel, sometimes I wish I could be this little again.  Then, all I’d need to calm down would be a steady supply of mother’s milk.”
“I know what you mean, but I’d rather be the age I am now,” Angel said stroking Cassie’s hair.  “I mean, if I was little, I wouldn’t be able to appreciate having a little one of my own.”
Maggie smiled at Cassie, then smiled back to Angel, and said, “I see what you mean.  I do like being a mama.”
“Yeah,” Angel said taking his purple wrap off from around his shoulders and handing it to his “wife”.  “Cover yourself up while I’m gone.  I’m gonna go to the bar.  Do you want anything, Mag?”
“A soda and some water, please,” Maggie said covering her breasts and her baby.  “Nothin’ toxic.  Mom said it could hurt my ability to feed the baby.”
“Got it, honey,” Angel said with a wink as he headed over to the counter to pick up some drinks for him and the “wife.”
Angel made it over to the counter and placed his order.  Unfortunately, just as he finished, he heard a commotion coming from the direction of his “wife” and child.
Angel turned around and saw some strange man in a yellow drag outfit yelling at his “wife.”  Maggie was yelling back, and Cassie was beginning to cry.  
Angel felt his rage boil inside him and immediately strutted over as quick as his high heels would allow to come to her rescue.  
As he got closer, he could hear some of the insults.
“Get out of here, ya slut!” the drag queen in the yellow dress yelled at Maggie.  “No one wants to see that!  It’s disgusting!”
“I ain’t going nowhere!” Maggie yelled back.  “Just lay off!  Will ya?  I ain’t doin’ nothin’ to ya!  Leave me alone!  You’re upsetting the baby!”
“Not until you leave, you disgustin’ degenerate!”
“Oh, look who’s talkin’, ya fag!”
“SHUT UP!” Angel yelled as he got between Maggie and her harasser.  “What the hell you botherin’ her for?”
“That chippy has got her tits hangin’ out feedin’ her bastard out in the open without shame!” the man said adjusting his platinum blonde wing.  “It’s disgustin’!  She shouldn’t be doin’ that here!  It’s unnatural!”
Angel scoffed and said, “Unnatural?!  Unnatural?!  Oh, yeah.  That means a lot comin’ from the queer wearin’ a dress!  What the hell would you know about natural?”
“I know it ain’t natural to do in public,” the yellow drag queen said with a pout.
“So, she should just let the kid starve cuz she’s in public?” Angel retorted with an eye roll.  “Blow it out your wazoo!  My wife’s feeding her baby.  My daughter!  She’s doin’ the most natural thing on the planet!  And if you have to get sore with my wife or my daughter, you and your garish dress can take a powder!”
“Why, I never!” the yellow drag queen said in a huff as he angrily began strutting away.  “I’ll call management on you, your squeeze, and your illegitimate child!”
“Yeah, sure!” Angel yelled after him.  “Just dust off already!”
The yellow drag queen angrily stormed off.  Angel held his ground until the palooka was out of his sight before he climbed in the booth in front of his “wife” to block her from the view of anyone else.
“Sheesh, the nerve of some people…” Angel said before he noticed the sad expression on Maggie’s face as she tried to calm down their daughter.  “Maggie, what’s wrong?”
Maggie sighed nervously as she bounced Cassie on her knees and said, “Angel, I know I’m a liberated woman and everything, but I think we just went too far.  Maybe I should leave.”
Angel looked at her confusedly as the baby finally began to calm down enough to feed again and asked, “Maggie, what do you mean?”
“I know it’s a new world for women and everything,” Maggie said as she pulled up her blouse and helped Cassie latch on so that she could continue to nurse.  “I mean, I’m a young mother with a job.  That would have been unthinkable when my mother was a child.  I’m proud of it, but I think I’m beginning to push my luck.  I shouldn’t be out here in a club feeding my baby in public like this…”
“What are you saying?” Angel asked as he scooted closer to her.  “Millions of women around the world breastfeed their babies in public.  Why can’t you?”
“We ain’t in Bolivia or anywhere like that, Angel,” Maggie said still looking around nervously.  “Women are expected to behave a certain way here in America.  Don’t get me wrong.  I am definitely a new woman, but maybe there are some things I still shouldn’t be doing…”
Angel finally scooted close enough to Maggie that he hugged her sideways and shared a long kiss with her.
“Angel?” Maggie said pulling away in surprise before Angel gave her another kiss on the cheek.  
“Why the hell are ya letting some prude tell ya how you’re supposed to live your life?” Angel said giving Maggie another warm hug.  “If you start doin’ that, you’ll never leave your house before too long.  Besides, you ain’t doin’ nothin’ wrong at all.  Look how big and strong our baby girl is getting because of you…”
Angel gave Maggie another kiss on the mouth before she finally hugged him back and said, “Thank you.  But please, be gentle.  You might hurt Cassie if you go at me too hard.  Why are you showing me so much affection anyhow?”
“Look behind me at the bar,” Angel said resting his head on Maggie’s shoulder to suck on her neck while she looked over to see the yellow drag queen staring daggers at them from the bar.
In an instant, Maggie understood.
“Are you tryin’ to make him jealous?” Maggie asked stroking her daughter’s back as she continued to nurse.  “How do you know he even likes girls?”
Angel smiled and said, “He was checkin’ you out all night, doll.  He was totally into ya.  Why do you think he was so upset that you were nursing a baby?  I thought as your ‘husband’ I could rub into his face what he will never have.  I’m sorry.  I guess I should have asked first.”
“It’s okay,” Maggie said with a sly smirk as she kissed Angel back.  “If the palooka is watching, we might as well give him a show, right?”
“Hell, yes,” Angel said leaning over and kissing his baby girl on the top of her head.  
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cartoonfangirl1218 · 3 years
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Just like Fire ch. 5
“We gon' drink drink and take shots until we fall out like the roof on fire. Now baby give a booty naked, take off all your clothes, and light the roof on fire. Tell her baby baby baby baby. I'm in fire, I tell her baby baby baby I'm a fireball." - Pitbull (Fireball)
"Happy birthday to me...” Claire muttered to herself in the car as she headed back to headquarters from the airport. 
She had just spent her sixteenth birthday in a island near Polynesia using a tank to crush "the enemies of the state." Then burned their military base to the ground.
She didn't know what exactly they did to become enemies, but it didn't matter. Kurt and the other agents always repeated the same stupid phrase.
"You're a weapon. You don't need to know. Just take your orders and do them!"
"What was that?" Dr. Novak asked from the front seat next to the driver. He was the new head scientist. Kurt replaced Dr. Greene after his experiment didn't bring any new test results. He had only been there for a few weeks, but he was a lot less strict.
"Nothing, just can't believe I'm sixteen." And haven't seen the world in 6 years.
Dr. Novak smiled. She liked it. He reminded her of the Director. Bald, a little less fat and wide smile.
"My daughter is almost sixteen like you, Amber eyes. I wish you could talk, I'm sure you would find some things in common."
"Umm, not exactly allowed." Claire pointed to her shock collar "But I would like that too. I haven't seen anyone my age in forever!"
Dr. Novak gave a small frown, then he started to shift.
"I know I shouldn't let my feelings get in the way but it's such a shame you're living like this...." He looked around as if the limo had security cameras watching them. Then leaned closer "Okay, maybe we can let you go for one day. But you must come back to the Center before 1 okay. I don't want to get into too much trouble."
"But the, the collar?" Claire stammered, feeling giddy. Was she actually going to be let out and free alone? 
Dr. Novak pulled out a Swiss Army knife from his lab coat pocket and cut it off.
"Now go, pretend I couldn’t have stopped you" he instructed. Claire pushed herself out the door and rolled out to the busy sidewalk of Metropolis City.
It was huge! Skyscrapers seemed to be everywhere and shops crowded every corner. It was already 7 in the afternoon but Claire felt like it was 9 in the morning.
She was free!!! Free!
But what do regular people do on their birthdays. They had cake, but she had no money. They had friends and gifts but that was not happening.
So she looked around and followed a crowd of teenagers that looked to be her age to a club, Pulse it said in pink neon.
Her body felt electrified and she couldn't keep from bouncing on her feet. She was normal person, going to a club. She felt if she smiled anymore her face would break.
As she got to the bouncer, he glanced at her. "You don't look 20,” he wrinkled his nose. 
Claire lower her eyes and smiled. Pressing her body against him oh so suggestively.  "But couldn't you let me in. I have a sister waiting inside," she purred, nudging her chest against his. A move that was practically engrained into her body. She had done this many times before on poor foreign enemies of the state before she knocked their head into the roof. The man melted like putty and she glide past. Swinging her hips to the music. The club was hot, flashing strobe lights bounced around the wall and shiny silver dance floor. There were a few couches packed in back of the room and two tropical bars with palm trees near the bathrooms. And cages of hanging from the ceiling with shirtless men and girls in their underwear dancing in time to the drums. Claire stared at the whole place in wonder. And slowly she started to copy the others. Waving her arms in the air, grinding and jumping around. 
But as she started to get tired, she felt bored. She wanted to use her powers. When was the last time she used them for fun? But she couldn't think of any trick that would seem normal without attracting attention that she was a meta human.
As she looked at the people dancing around the tikki torches by the bar, she had an idea....Fire breathing. Take a stick with plastic palm leaves, she ripped them off and blew. A woosh of fire covered the stick and Claire brandished it proudly. 
A few screamed but others started crowing and yelling. She did a few more tricks, twirling sticks in the air, making shapes out of fire discreetly using her powers to help.
Then two gawky guys, both with brown hair came up to her. One black tips said to her, "I.. I'm I know you might not know what I'm talking about. But trust me, it's a compliment from the highest degree of nerdom." He cleared his throat,"You, me world domination?" "Sorry if you don’t get the reference but it’s a paraphrase of this firebender named Azula. It’s from Avatar: Last Airbender," The other guy with glasses explained.  "I loved that show!" Claire cried. She had been banned watching it after she found out about her powers. Her dad thought she would be too influenced. But Claire still remembered fondly. And now apparently these two cute guys her age knew it too. 
"No way someone as hot as you knows that." The black tips cried..
"Well yes. I'm a fire bender all the way. As you can see.." Claire smirked, waving her flaming stick.
“Nah, not me. I'm more air bender," Black tips said, ““All peace, no war.”  "That's cuz he's too scared of fire," Glasses mocked whispered.
"Shut up!" "You are too!" 
"Hey, how did you even do that without draining alchohol?" Black tip asked, changing the conversation to Claire, motioning to her flaming torches.  Normal people need to alchohol to do it? "Uh what makes you think I haven't been drinking?" Claire winked.
The guys smiled.  “I'm Damian" glasses said "And this is my younger bro and room mate, Francis," he motioned to black tips.  "Claire." They spent the rest of the time joking and talking about avatar episodes. Then Francis invited her over for dinner at the apartment and she eagerly accepted. It was almost eleven but she wasn't planning on going back. Sure, Dr. Novak might get in trouble but she her freedom meant more than any scientist. And with such nice guys too. She could stand to hang around them for a little while until she found her own place. 
Plus Francis looked quite cute. Chiseled checks, floppy brown hair, studied something called botany which only seemed to remind her how much school she missed. 
She hadn’t even finish middle and she couldn’t recall what photosynthesis was. She thought it had to do with cameras but they didn't mention anything about it yet.
"Well I'm gonna hit the sack. Good night." He slapped Francis' shoulder, "Make me proud," he whispered.
They spent a little time siting on the couch when Francis turned to her and leaned closer, heading in for a kiss. Claire tried to suppress a cringe as she felt her face flush. Her body started tingling again like all those years ago. Oh god, she was aroused. He was probably aroused too, and he'll want the sex. But then his mouth pressed against hers and all her thoughts flew out. His lips were so soft and warm, she wanted to melt against him. She gripped him closer and held his hair as his tongue pushed further into her mouth.
"This is amazing! How could I think kissing was bad? Wait....did that other guy even kiss me? No, no. This is my first kiss. OMIGOD I'M HAVING MY FIRST KISS!”
Slowly he took off her clothes and she grabbed his pants. His touch was so soft and gentle and warm. She welcomed it. All the muscles she was clenching released and she just let him take the lead. This sex thing was great, and Claire held onto him like howler monkey. 
After the first release, she felt hotter, and heard Francis mutter, "You're boiling." Claire briefly opened her eyes, and saw her her hands, flames sparking up her fingers. She held them out in the air and tried not to touch Francis or act like anything was wrong. 
But her hands wouldn't stop burning, no matter how much she tried to imagine it away. Francis' body blending into hers was so distracting, especially as another wave of pleasure rippled through hers.
She flipped Francis in a way she would be positioned ontop of him and smashed her boobs against his face, suppressing a moan of ecstasy. It was honestly very frustrating. Here she was having the best sex ever and she had to stop it or else he would freak over her burning hands. 
So she pretended to accidentally knock over the lamp, touched the lightbulb and it exploded from the heat.
Francis jumped and Claire sat on her hands, trying to cool herself. "Dude!! I'm happy for you, but seriously!" Damian yelled from another room. 
"Sorry, sorry." Francis flushed, his neck turning white "We should probably stop" he bent over to pick up the pieces.  "Yes, you probably should." a chilling voice added. 
In the doorway stood Kurt and four agents. "Claire," He intoned. Two agents grabbed her, and forced her outside as she heard Kurt talking to Francis.
"Take this pill, you don't need to remember what's gone on here tonight-" amid Francis' questions. Claire's face burned with shame and humiliation. 
How the hell, did they find out?
"How?" Claire whispered when Kurt entered the car with a blanket to cover herself. "Security cameras. Though you were acting like a stripper at the club, not many people have knee length orange hair." He spat at the word club. 
"It was simple to spot you from the rest. We asked questions, found out who you left with. Now you are coming back. First discipline, then you'll have to work through the night to catch up with what you missed." Kurt informed her.
Claire self-consciously gripped her hair. She never thought about how recognizable she looked with it, uncut from years gone by. Once they got to the headquarters, she was disciplined with the routine of water boarding and foam spray until she had passed out. When she came too, she had been redressed in her usual black outfit, a new shock collar and brought to the training room. 
Where Dr. Novak stood, handcuffed and crying.
"First we thought you should get rid of your accomplice." Kurt said. Claire held her breath and hesitantly complied, forming a circle of fire around Dr. Novak, close but not touching him. Claire wanted to apologize to the man. The man with a daughter her age, who had thought she should be out on her birthday and let her have that one day of freedom. 
But Kurt was waiting, nudging her back with the fire extinguisher nozzle. A water board would await her if she didn’t comply.   Claire closed her eyes and let the circle of fire creep closer and closer until the smell of burnt skin and smoke filled the room.
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albanuvo · 7 years
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Accident
Based on real events that happened on Oct.6th 2017
Like every weekday now, the alarm goes off 6 am. I run to the bathroom to put toothpaste on Ayden’s toothbrush and go into the kitchen to heat up his one waffle. I have an odd feeling but I chuck it to not sleeping well. Ayden spent the night coughing. Fast forward to 7:30 am, the alarm goes off for us to leave the house and I get that weird feeling again. I grab Ayden’s hand tight as we cross the road. I have this feeling of protecting him. I find myself doing it all morning. I didn’t pay it any mind as I usually have days when I’m more emotional and once again chucked up my maternal helicopter parenting on that itself. We fed the Canadian geese and Sea Gulls, the sun was out and it was a beautiful morning. We finished to then head to the Welsh Pantry for our shared ham and cheese toasty.Once again my grip on Ayden as we crossed the intersection quickly. Its time, We enter the gate so that the kids can head to their classrooms, all the children roll around in their scooters and walking in with their parents. The parents tired looking but with the sense of relief to give up their responsibility for just a couple hours. They love them, of that I’m sure but a moment for yourself isn’t selfish.It is much needed. As we continue to walk, in only a few feet in front of me a little boy scoots by so fast and somehow falls nearly facedown off his scooter, the poor little boy cries as his mother leaves her conversation with other mothers to aid her son. He brushes his blond hair off his red tear filled eyes being restricted to his helmet. Thank god he was wearing that helmet. Ayden says oooo that must have hurt and I feel sorry for the child. He was ok. All these kids have scooters, I’d say more than 87%. I walk Ayden in through the gate and the classroom door opens and in he goes. I love you…kiss…hug …It still hurts but easier to let go day by day.
I’ve been running around all day, I get off the bus with that feeling still bugging me but I remember I have to call the clinic to book Ayden an appointment, they tell me I don’t need an appointment as long as he gets there before 5:30. I message Alex to let him know and he says funny enough he had already called, forgetting after a certain time they do walk-ins. Got home took a shower, groceries came at 10:06 am than 11-12 when it was scheduled for, whatever.
1:06 Alex calls me to let me know that he can pick us up from the school and if I could grab him some food from Morleys. I agree and I am relieved I don’t have to run home to get ready for work at 5 pm.  Guess the routine will be changing up. 1:30 pm The alarm is going off time to leave to the bus stop. That feeling is back again. Maybe I’m just tired. Hello again to the same bus driver. The bus taking me calls off every stop and I can’t shake off that feeling but I try to focus on other things like how warm the sun is.  
Then we arrive at my stop, Hampton Court Bridge. I walk off the bus an sit right at the first bench. it was cool and the water moved rapidly but also calmly. I spot a man, perhaps Jamaican with his 2 sons. One in the stroller the other about 3 or 4. I was nervous about seeing them so close to the edge but I figured they fed the geese too and the water wasn’t deep on the edge. Another thought popped into my mind.  If the child fell in who would jump in, I cant swim! does the father know how to? I cant tell you why I think these thoughts so frequently but when I do I promise something ends up happening that day. He finishes admiring the river with his son, he starts to pull the stroller backward back up towards the ramp bumping over a bunch of tiny rocks and plant life on the trail. The older boy runs back up the trail as the father in another language I couldn’t understand calls back to him, saying, Papa, something …Idk but somehow I knew he said papa is leaving, bye son. Its what we do to get our kids to come and go with us, scare them into thinking we are leaving them behind. Seems cruel doesn’t it, not really tho, not many of us would be willing to leave our children alone or behind. Those who truly love would never do that. The man sees me and says good day to me as he continues to pull the stroller out and up the ramp passing me, the youngest is such a cutie too. Another bus stops behind me from another company, a woman calls out to me and I recognize her, she’s the grandma from one of the beautiful lil girls from another class. She says hi to me and tells me that the bus we waited for came after I left a couple days ago. Waited for an hour and 2 busses never showed up. We chatted for a bit and she left while still looking back at me several times. I’m alone again, just the traffic behind me on the road and in front, the waves of the river and I’m starting to feel cold. I don’t want to leave yet and my mind starts to wander as I stand up and stare at the river from the ramp. Why am I here on this earth? What is my purpose?  I kid you not that’s exactly what I was thinking, money, career, marriage. All the things we think about while being alone and inside our own heads. I had that feeling and I couldn’t tell why. Was I depressed, Is my monthly curse to come playing up with my emotions or sensitivity? Idk something isn’t right. 2:20 its time to start walking… I get to the area but continue to walk up avoiding the first entrance and going thru another entrance further down. I sit across the street from the school, something I never do. I like to be the first at the gate but this time I sat.My phone rings, caller Id says, Amy. Hi, are you by the school?  I’m going to be late there’s this big accident and I’m only like 5-10 late could you pick up Miya? no worries and sure, make sure you let them know some fat black woman with short black hair is coming to get her lol we both laugh and she says I will call to let them know. We agree to meet up near hers. See I’ve never picked up his cousin from school before. Something once again I’ve never done. Dare I say out of routine. As it was 2:40 I walked into the hall that leads us to the gate noticed 3 women and a baby in a stroller in the front by the gate and an older man behind them. making me 3rd in line for my baby. It’s 2:50 can someone please open the gate now? finally, she pushes the gate. We all go into line up by the doors to get our kids. I speak to other mothers about their day and their younger ones while I wait for Ayden. Then the doors open. I wish the ladies a good weekend. I tell Ayden lets go get Miya and then we will head to Morleys to get daddy his food. We approach the class and the teacher at the door immediately says are you here for Miya, I smile and say yes and Ayden yells MIYA!!! I say thank you and tell them to hold hands. We start to walk towards Morleys. Once again that weird feeling kicks in so I say “Ok kids, hold hands and let’s go and don’t let go of each other. The long line of kids and parents and children on scooters seemed endless. “Miya, did you bring your scooter?” She says “No we came with the buggy today” “  I say to her “great so let’s go then”.  As we approach the road I then tell them to get on either side of me and hold my hand until we cross. They comply but are excited about being with each other.  We are about to cross another road at this point they both are holding hands again so instead of breaking them up I reach for their connecting hands to cross the road. We walk to Morleys. They sat down as I proceeded to make the order. They played as another woman with her baby and small daughter smile while looking at them and asks me if they are both in reception. I say no Only 1, she looked on as if trying to understand something she is thinking in her mind. I know what she is thinking, not psychic but the obvious, see Ayden and his cousin look like they can be siblings, same height, and very similar characteristics. the only difference is that her hair is blond. I say to the women “They do look like siblings but in actuality They’re cousins” Her expression changed as if her question had been answered and we both smiled. She continued to admire them as they played. How could she not they both look so adorable together when they play. I watch out the glass door as I see her mother approaching with her lil brother in arms, her face in relief in gratitude.  “Thank you for picking her up for me,” she says “No worries” And as I wait for the chicken burger meal We keep talking about the kids, discussing playdate, Halloween parties, and just usual mommy stuff. Finally its done!! it’s time to go and so we walk on thru the supermarket and are talking when an older women appearsbehind me, looked like a gypsy you see in a scary film, She was pushing her little cart into the other trollies. she was wearing a scarf and \i could see a long skirt coming through her long brownish sweater, I guess I was in her way. I apologized and moved forward she smiled. I thought in my head about the movies you see about when they feel done wrong how they curse you.I know silly & SO STEREOTYPICAL but we were talking about Halloween and she spooked me as I didn’t see or hear her walk up behind me. I cut the convo short and said let’s text the plans as I have to go to work so home to get dressed etc. Since that sandwich took ages Ayden and I took to speed walking, all the while he complained of leg pains, I said to him “We are meeting up with daddy, We won’t walk.” he was adamant that he should then run. I said no! if your legs hurt just walk but try to go fast cuz I need to go home to get dressed. As we walked I grabbed a few leaves. I found this huge one I thought was awesome. We got to the car I hand Alex his food and buckle Ayden in. Let’s go! We are driving for a bit and notice a bit of traffic. its school, time of course. Kids and parents everywhere but not as bad as I had been at Morleys for enough time for the majority to disperse. We are driving down the road, it’s warm as the sun beams right into our eyes, down come the visors. Alex then say’s “ OMg there was this huge accident on the way here” I interrupt with “Yeah that must be the same accident as to why Amy was late to get Miya” Not even half a second after Miya rolled off my tongue …On the opposite side of the road a child speeds off the sidewalk into traffic, We hear what sounded like a million voices screaming a bus comes to a hard halt everything stops for a split second like a pause in a movie , in a blink of the eye everything happens simultaneously I watch Alex raise his hands to his heads , I watch as a mother screams hysterically as many ran towards her side, she drops to the floor…her screams echoed thru the cars  as others run towards the bus, people come running out their cars the bus drivers face in terror as he runs out of the bus and towards the back. Alex exclaims I didn’t just see that, god no I didn’t see that boy get hit! Is he under the bus OMG. I was in shock not being able to move or say anything I held my hand to my face, saying no no no what happened. I couldn’t see too much now as the commotion was behind the bus. I wanted to come out the car but Alex stopped me. He said “I know how emotional you are, if he is bad you cant see that. You cant go to work with that image in your head, he is being helped and it won’t help to crowd them. they will need space. “ you cant get out the car.” I wanted to so bad, something kept nagging at me. I listened to my husband disappointed at myself a bit. Traffic was at a standstill until a woman started directing it. cars came past us the car in front of us belonged to a lady and man who ran out, neighbors came running out to see the commotion. the lady took her car and parked it in reverse to the park and slowly we crept up to go by. I needed to see… I had to, I NEEDED TO KNOW IF HE WAS ALIVE. As we drove by, my husband said don’t look but I couldn’t listen again I looked, I saw him laying in the grass wrapped up in what looked like a fleece as the mother cried and others surrounded him. He was moving! Alive! As we kept going my husband was trying to keep calm as he drove. He saw more due to his angle but all I could think was, We just mentioned about the accident before 2 times before it just happened in front of us AN ACCIDENT Ayden was in the back seat so he didn’t see anything but what he did do was hear the poor woman’s screams. Screams that I kept hearing and thinking to myself it was a small child, I’m a mother! I would lose it if something happened to my child. We start to talk about how seconds before it happened a car stopped them from continuing on their journey as it turned into the estate and left them waiting to cross. We recalled seeing the mother looking into her stroller at the baby with another woman before it all happened so quickly. meanwhile, I could feel my body shaking but not visibly, it was from the inside. I don’t think I’ve ever felt that inside vibration before, was that actual shock? Forget how I feel imagine how that mother was feeling, that poor child, the bus driver. he did nothing wrong, wasn’t speeding. The child came out of nowhere onto the road. All I could hear was her screams.
We arrive home and I feel weak, I get inside the house and start to get dressed as Alex locked himself in the bathroom. I continued to feel like I was shaking. How was I going to work like this? keep calm…keep calm …relax…but the screams. Alex didn’t want to drive. but nonetheless, he drove me to work stressing about the fact that he wanted to take Ayden to the clinic to get checked due to his cough and phlegm from being sick since the second day of school. We arrive at my job, I get out Ayden has fallen asleep in the back seat, I open the door to kiss him and I kiss Alex before I go inside.  I don’t feel comfortable being here, I think to myself. I walk through the store giving fake smiles while inside I was shaking and wanted to cry but I kept my composure. My friend at work noticed something wrong. I told him what happened and he did his very best to keep me from thinking about it. I tried to even laugh and make jokes to drown out the screams when he went on break, the screams came back. I couldn’t concentrate. 
It’s 8:30 pm time for my 15 min break and I see I have a missed call. No one really calls me so I immediately assume its, my husband, as it says NO CALLER ID It happens sometimes…It was him an then he tells me what happened…. The Surrey police put out a tweet for witnesses to come forward with information. He felt he wanted and needed to help so he called. he found out that the boy was 4 years old (Damn same age as my son) We saw him go so fast due to him being on a scooter! He was Alive (thank god) but that the damage was to the legs, we didn’t know how extensive the injuries were but a relief came over me knowing he was going to be ok. almost like something left my body. I was sad to hear he was hurt but happy to know he made it. I’m glad my husband did the right thing in providing what information he could. I thought to myself … I hope there is an update soon, via news or something.
After all this, I can’t help but think the many series of events that led to this happening. The times I worried about the kids on scooters, the traffic, then mentioning of the word “accident” 3 times before it happened in front of us. the fact that the very next day on Saturday, Oct 7, 11 people are injured in a “car crash” near the London museum, which they say is not terrorism-related. Why does the word “ACCIDENT” keep popping up?
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Ali & Carly
Ali: alright? Carly: yea Ali: you want any water, pain killers? Carly: k to both Ali: can have my headphones too if you can deal with my music taste Carly: you could sing to me tho Ali: i've got the pipes, yeah but not sure anyone else wants me belting over the racket Carly: idc about them Ali: yeah Ali: one of us gotta get home with a spotless record, tho Carly: You can't get in trouble for being loud Carly: Leesha knows that Ali: she just leads a charmed life 🍀 Carly: or 🔮 Ali: Didn't need no crystal ball to see through your plans, soz babe Carly: who does Ali: got further than you had any right Ali: poor woodfield on bog watch 'til dubo now Carly: ha Carly: gave her something to do Carly: but nobodys trying it again like Ali: reckon you're right Ali: no one got that kinda deathwish Carly: trying to kill me w a stare tho Carly: she loves it Ali: hmm Ali: less sure on that Carly: i am Carly: try it tho bitch Carly: feel 🕱 Ali: got until we get back Ali: that's when the real shit begins Ali: what're you gonna do carls Carly: idk idc Carly: theyre gonna do what they want Carly: & not like my ma & da will throw a fit Ali: sure? Ali: shame Ali: hoping your Da would move Drew on Carly: im not 12 now babe Carly: & he isn't a beautiful romany lad Carly: my ma will like the look of him i kno Ali: you're 14 Ali: still got a few more years of compulsorary giving a shit about you left Carly: yea Carly: but its no big Ali: you could get expelled Carly: nah Carly: didnt go anything cuz leesha had to speak up about it Ali: you blame her Carly: nah but its facts Carly: nothing happened Ali: I don't think that's how they see it Carly: k but Carly: idc Carly: forget it Ali: k but HOW Carly: what? Carly: dont worry about it babe k Carly: im not trying to Ali: I know you're trying to avoid a freakout but Ali: fucking hell Ali: why Carly: why what? Carly: whats your problem? Ali: only the same as yours Ali: not enjoying the chaos around us or the chaos waiting at home Carly: nah Carly: but worry about your sister Carly: this is nothing Ali: no it isn't Carly: just chatter Carly: weve heard it all before Ali: you're a we now yeah Carly: ha Carly: everyone on this coach has heard it & said it is what i mean Carly: dont be jealous babe Ali: Why would I be jealous? Carly: im only playing Carly: i kno youre not Ali: Whatever Carly: dont be mad at me Carly: be fun Ali: not feeling it Carly: baby come on Carly: why tho Ali: you actually need to ask? Carly: yea Carly: i havent done anything wrong Ali: it ain't about right or wrong Ali: it's still a mess and i'm over it Ali: that's all Carly: k Carly: but ive been a mess since we met & you cba about that before Ali: i didn't say you Ali: the situation Carly: theres no situation Carly: only sex that didnt even happen Ali: forget about it Carly: nah Carly: say what you wanna say Ali: okay, the fact he's fucking ruined this entire trip Ali: Ro had to go home Ali: and Laoise is taking the opportunity to cyberbully her about it as if she's not already fucked up enough from it Ali: and he's not even a little bit sorry that he just wasted the last 3 months of her life with his bullshit Carly: None of that's my bad Carly: be mad at him not me Ali: I am Ali: but I'm mad at you for not giving enough of a shit to not get dragged down in his crap either Carly: hes not dragging me anywhere but the bathroom Ali: bullshit Carly: nah Carly: youre making it something else Carly: its not Ali: the whole bus is slagging on you Ali: half of them wanna fight you Ali: and that's cos of this Ali: its not debateable its facts Carly: and what Carly: when dont they Ali: there was no need Carly: yea there was Ali: no worthwhile one then whatever Carly: worthwhile to me Ali: i really hope so Carly: wouldve been like Ali: i don't need to hear Carly: k Carly: be like that Ali: yeah i will Carly: why do you wanna fight w me? Ali: i don't Ali: you got your priorities i got mine Carly: but youre a priority you kno Ali: its alright Ali: let's leave this drama behind Carly: how tho Carly: youre still gonna be mad Ali: yeah but that is what it is Ali: nothing's going to change Ali: we'll both deal Carly: but Ali: idk Ali: idk what we do, if you think of something lemme know Carly: im sorry Ali: me too Carly: tell me what to do Carly: i wanna make you feel better Ali: I dunno, Carls Ali: its all already done Ali: not just you, all of us Carly: lets do something else Carly: go somewhere else Carly: whatever you want Ali: Oh, that reminds me Ali: Tommy's back, he asked if you wanna go out Carly: is it k w you if i come? Ali: yeah Carly: nah its weird Ali: no it isn't Ali: i don't wanna not see you Ali: fuck that Ali: its just this trip and him Carly: i only did it cuz he said hed hook me up when we got back Carly: i dont want him Ali: its alright Ali: you don't have to explain to me Carly: its not Carly: alright isnt how we feel you kno Ali: as far as this trip goes Ali: i'll take it, babe Carly: i shouldnt have come on it Ali: nah, don't say that Ali: apart from this shit Ali: it was good, right? Carly: but this shit happened cuz im not good Carly: my heads wrecked Ali: no Ali: it didn't Ali: yeah, you went there too but so did Laoise and it coulda been any girl Carly: she didnt fuck him for a hit tho Carly: why i gotta do that Ali: that hit of revenge Ali: worse reason, to be honest Carly: yea Carly: she is the worst we kno Ali: you're not bad Carly: im not an angel like you babe Ali: yeah you is Ali: can't fool me Carly: you cant stop being nice to me Ali: and what bitch Carly: youre meant to be mad Ali: i'm sick of it Ali: its not getting us anywhere so Carly: where you wanna get to baby Ali: better Carly: we'll start tonight Carly: out w your brother Ali: yeah Ali: fucking ray of ☀ that he is Carly: ha Carly: maybe ill find a nice girl at the club tho Carly: then youll be happy Ali: i don't wanna be that bitch about it Ali: just drew, babe, c'mon 😝 Ali: please tell me i ain't that bitch Carly: ha Carly: hes no worse than ronan tho Carly: to your sister k but not to me Ali: yeah and thinking 'bout how hard Ronan sucks made you cry the other day so Ali: 👀 Carly: dont Carly: he took your vs its so sad Carly: i wouldnt let goldie take mine nah Ali: I dunno what the fuck I was thinking Carly: youre too good Carly: you think everyone is Carly: 👼 Ali: nah Ali: I mean, he ain't the 😈 but he was bad enough for my purposes Ali: my stupid ass 🙄 Carly: nah you're too smart Carly: you knew what you were doing like Carly: been there had that fight w my ma Ali: the flashbacks not needed Ali: still got that 📢 in my ear Ali: though, probably gonna lay off a bit now Drew's showed Caleb up for the good boy he is Ali: awks Carly: its my turn Carly: thanks for turning up ma & da turn into his drama Carly: then turn away cuz nothing to see Ali: yours back home rn? Carly: nah but im sure theyll get the summons if the teachers kick off loud enough Ali: shit Ali: they gonna kill ya? Carly: theyll only be mad if their hol gets cut short but like they can go again when the teachers have had a word Carly: dont need a babysitter Ali: yeah, soz we can't come back we got free drinks here 'til next week so Carly: you kno Carly: gotta draw straws for which one shows up & who gets to keep the party going Ali: 1000 on ur dad showing up then Carly: yea Carly: plot twist my nan rocks up like it hasnt been years Carly: carly who bitch Ali: bitch same Ali: missing nan gang Ali: conspiracy, like Carly: i kno where she is but she not trying to kno us Carly: family fights like Carly: boring Ali: gurl, so much in common Ali: let tommo regale you with the fuckery Ali: other peeps drama always be more fun Ali: WELL Carly: hes such a gossipy bitch Carly: ill tell him about all this so he can have fun w Ali: beat u to the reveal honey but Ali: always more scandal I probably saved him from Carly: you been chatting about me Carly: aw Ali: yeah Ali: keep my slagging on the downlow Ali: wise up lads Carly: its k cuz youre creative Carly: its all slut, slag and whore w them Ali: truly Ali: switch it up Carly: drew did skank and he was wasted so its not hard Ali: 🤢 Ali: anything drew is capable of is basal Carly: wtf does that mean tho Carly: he calls me a bitch a lot like boy thats mine and my girl's thing k bye Ali: he talks a lotta shit for such a lil bitch boy himself Ali: yeah, back off Ali: ur not part of the gang Carly: he wants to be on you so bad that id feel bad but cant cuz yea hes a prick Ali: i can't Ali: why bitch Ali: like, i'm nice the rest of the time but like, no nicer to him than any other acquaintance Ali: and rn its clear i lowkey hate Carly: cos youre you Carly: who wouldnt want that Ali: 😽 Ali: always out here hyping me up boo Carly: yea i love you Ali: i love you too bitch Carly: serious tho Carly: im sorry Carly: i hate it when youre mad at me Ali: i swear i was never mad at you Ali: who could be mad at that lil face Ali: right teachers? 🤞 Carly: ha Carly: well they saw me making a seduction face like Carly: my bad Ali: don't act like you didn't love that too lads Carly: you kno Carly: youve seen it its good Ali: willing to write that review Carly: aww Carly: so sweet Carly: id give you top marks too baby Ali: you better 😒 Ali: don't be lying to me or yourself baby 😏 Carly: ha Carly: nah youre the best Carly: no lie Ali: 😳 Carly: so cute Ali: just trying make me have a huge head to drag my cute down Carly: nah you earned those props from me Carly: put a lot of work in Ali: no slacker 💪 Carly: facts Carly: lot of fun Ali: funsized Ali: that's my secret Carly: aw Carly: but were the same size tho Ali: exactly Ali: team pocket rocket Ali: get out giant boys Carly: your boy gotta stay cuz hes not i see you bitch Ali: 😎 Ali: you said yourself, i'm too smart Carly: 🖕 Ali: how tall is my brother Ali: forgot Ali: kick him out of his own partay how rude Carly: shit Carly: sorry boy Ali: can walk on his knees if he wanna hang Carly: or hands Carly: wtf would that make a difference nah Ali: nah babe Ali: that perfect form Ali: twat 😒😂 Carly: im too sober to have thoughts Carly: no scholarship to a fancy school for me Ali: don't be fooled, he only there 'cos he can twerk good 💅 Ali: #bitchmetoothefuck Carly: fuck why you worried about me getting expelled from here if thats what it takes to go there Carly: i got this Ali: you just gon leave me like that Ali: 😞 ok Carly: nah Carly: come w me baby Ali: running away to london Ali: heard worse plans Carly: you kno Carly: be fun Carly: we always have a good time running off together Ali: no lie Ali: maybe we can crash when he goes back early to get settled 'cos he's dramatic like that Ali: lots of fit boys, can't all be gay Carly: are they allowed to fuck Carly: or is it like footballers and shit Ali: Ooh Ali: we'll have to ask Ali: good pickup line, babe Carly: i'll ask your brother if hes getting any Ali: he'll die of embarrassment 💀 Carly: aw Carly: is he a virgin serious Ali: I think so Ali: he won't say obvs, withholding that ☕ so shady Carly: i'll ask Carly: find him a cutie to do the honors Ali: 🙈 Ali: he was feeling sorry for you but he gon' wanna square up now too Carly: yea? Carly: i need the practice if i gotta fight leesha again Ali: 😒 she better stay tf away if she knows what's good Ali: still, he used to being target practice Ali: he quick tho Carly: teach me those ballerina girl moves Carly: never went as a kid Ali: aww baby Ali: i did for the hottest of secs but Carly: bet your ma has pics im hitting her up Ali: yeah, she loves pissing herself @ me, the cow Ali: you can join now, or yoga with me, your fave 😉 Carly: nah Carly: got enough teachers on my case Carly: & bitchy girls Ali: 😱 Ali: i ain't that bad, rude Carly: never you my baby Carly: youre the only one who isnt Ali: bus full of bitches Ali: sounds like a song marlene would write Carly: pitch it to her Carly: or find her in the club Ali: maybe Ali: idk if she's got a girl rn Ali: we shall see Carly: me & her Carly: weird Carly: i'll ask her if shes feeling it Ali: oh lord Ali: can't play with her like a boy tho Ali: wifey'd up before you know it Carly: nah she scares me Carly: im a good wife tho Ali: you is Ali: but you wanna be? Carly: what? Ali: you don't wanna be no wifey Carly: not hers Ali: as long as not his either then we good Carly: ha Ali: 👀 Carly: what you saying w those beautiful eyes boo Ali: i see u and ur lack of a response is what i'm sayin Ali: honeyyyy Carly: dont Carly: i said about him before thats it Ali: i'm just playing Carly: dont Carly: he thinks it too Carly: such a prick Ali: i'm soz baby Ali: he thinks everyone loves him as much as he does Carly: yea Carly: i need to find a new dealer Ali: honey, in this town? done is done Ali: find one tonight Carly: so smart
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So, this past weekend I had my first scheduled, court ordered visit with my daughters. The last time I've seen them was Feb 2019 and last time I spoke to them was April 10th. I can say, though, that they seemed to have a genuinely good time here and didn't want to leave. That made me super happy. Plus, Alex came home for the weekend and they all got along too. I was worried a bit. But, all of us together worked. Our son loved having them here and to play with. I loved it.
This post is about what I've been through with James about the whole situation. It was impossible. I'll go back to Friday morning. He called me at 7am, so I knew right away he was drinking. That was a piss off. The court order was to meet in another city at 5pm Friday and take them back Sunday at 5pm. I knew it wasn't going to happen if it was up to him. I stayed on the phone for 3 hrs with him. I didn't want to lose the chance of not getting my visit, so I thought somehow, staying on the phone with him would help that? Idk whatever. It was 3 hrs of bitching about his gf. She kicked him out again, threatened to call the cops and blah, blah, blah. It was also him blaming me for EVERYTHING. Like, why did I leave him for Alex, or why did I "grow up" for Alex and not him, or why am I living in a house that's not mine? It was all senseless BS. But I didn't argue; I held my tongue. He tried to ask me to wait until the next morning to get my girls, then I can have them until Mon or Tues. I said no, it was my time with them and nobody was going to stop me.
He ended up going to his step dads, left me on the phone for a minute and I finally hung up. Now, I immediately contact my lawyer. Then, I called the family services they have on that reserve. On call worker told me she couldn't help because it was a court order not from anyone involving them, so it's out of her jurisdiction and said maybe try the cops. I call them. Talked to an officer and explained my situation. Girl's were at their house, with the gf, her kids and possibly other people drinking and their dad was at his dads. He said he couldn't just go in there and remove my kids because my order isn't "police enforced." But he offered to escort me to the house at about 430, just to "keep the peace". Whatever, that was fine. He called me back half hour later and said he was going to go check at the house, just to be sure everyone was okay. That was great I said.
I waiting over an hour and a half for that call back. I was worried. But here's what happened: they were found alone. There was 3 of our daughters, 2 of the gf's, one was the 7 month old baby they just had. So, my oldest is 9 (10 in 2 weeks) and her daughter is 10. Still not old enough to be old enough to watch a small baby. So cop said he was contacting family services to report everything. Apparently the gf got ahold of her ex MIL to go get the kids, so that's where I had to go get them. I showed up there at 3 ish.
I was so happy to finally see them.! But when they walked out that door I noticed how infested they were with lice... like caked.! The two youngest had it so bad they had their scalps covered in scabs. I was so mad. But I didn't say anything. The two youngest were also in winter boots lol. We were all happy anyways. When we pulled into my town I took them straight to the pharmacy to go ask what the pharmacist would recommend to help their scalp. She said, at first glance, it looked like it was from lice. I said, yes there's a lot. So, I bought 5 boxes (not cheap) and a fine comb. I was ready to spend hours in their hair. And that's exactly what i did, that night until 1am, and again all next morning Saturday until like 7 that evening. I can say they're not fully cleaned out but holee, there was a big difference in how their scalps looked and felt. My poor girls. Their fucken dad's excuse was allergies; they were allergic to shampoo. Bull fucking shit.
Anywhoo, next day is Sunday, the day they're supposed to go home. I contacted family services again and see what they planned on doing. She didn't really have a clue, but said she was going to forward all her notes to the office Monday and it was all up to her supervisor. But I told her I didn't feel comfortable about taking them back to that house. She understood. She advised me that I should keep them with me. She's also informed me that their dad and this girl have had multiple calls prior to this weekend. They already have "a huge file" (her words) on them already. Wow. I had no idea. So, after all the consideration, I decided to keep them.
Before I go on, I should throw in here that I had a spare cell phone I gave to my oldest. She wanted to talk to her half sister through Snapchat, so I let her. Those girls were still where I picked up mine. Noted. Anywhoo, I signed into Facebook with the account I had made them so their dad could facetime me for the calls he was (and still supposed) to give me 3x a week. I signed into it so she can talk to him if they missed him. Good idea? I'd like to think so. I'm not a horrible, vindictive person. My girl's honestly need him too. Then, I added my side of the family, her aunties and some of their cousins. Then, she found her family, including James' mom, her grandma. She had no idea they were coming, so she found out what had all happened that Friday. She was not happy. I heard her say to my girl that she was going to try get them to her. So, that Sunday, I did think of her. I would have took them to her if she was willing. But when I searched for her name on FB, I couldn't find her. She must have blocked me lol. Whatever. So, I thought if family services wanted me to take them to her on Monday, I'd gladly take them. I thought. I even mentioned this in one of the three long emails I've written to my lawyer. I had to explain every detail of why I decided to keep them with me, instead of following an order. Scariest decision I had to make because breaking a court order is serious. Like, the possibility of my stuff just getting thrown out. I'm still a little scared of that. But I thought that an opinion of a professional of advising me to keep them for their wellbeing would trump anything else, right? I hope.
So, it's still Sunday. Kids got put to bed at 1030, cuz Alex had to wake up at 5 am to get to work and I had to wake up and start calling everywhere important. I went out for my last smoke for the night and all of a sudden cops show up. Ask me some questions, I told them everything. They said grandma was down the street to pick them up and they were just here to keep the peace. I told them I didn't want them to go back to their dad. They said dad claims the same thing, that he's concerned for their safety. What a goof. I was pissed. And emotional, all of this caught me off guard, I started to cry. Especially that this fucken woman could have handled this better. She could have had the decency to talk to me her damn self instead of showing up at 11pm at night with the cops. What a bitch. She claimed she didn't know my number. I said, "James did, or she could have found me on fb, OR she could have told my daughter she needed to speak with me." What. A. Bitch. Cops actually said I can say no and keep them but I'd be breaking my order. It didn't matter if James has broken order after order, the one time I did it, and with every good reason, I was the one getting in shit. But I agreed to.
I woke them up, after I pulled myself together. Helped them get ready and pack clothes to go with their grandma. I cried after they were gone. Like ugly cried. For a long time. I'm so grateful my bf was with me through all of that. It would have been harder if he wasn't.
All day Monday I didn't hear anything. It was the hardest day to deal with because I just felt so discouraged and so scared that I fucked everything up. I'm still scared. But this morning (Tues) I finally got ahold of the supervisor at family services. She said she was still waiting for the police report because she couldn't make a final decision without it. Okay then. But I sent her before and after pictures of my kids hair, and told them a lot of relevant things that would help make their decision. As for the calls and files beforehand for James and his gf that were made, I asked if there was any way my lawyer can see them to help my case, she told me he can contact their lawyer for access. So, I've informed my lawyer and that email he replied to ASAP lol. Jerk. But he's contacting them and will let me know what he finds. Court is the 9th.
That is all that has happened in the last 5 days. A lot of highs and too many lows. I'm so glad my girls know where I live, they've seen their room and all the things I've been doing for them. They had fun, when we weren't in the bathroom, but even then, I got to have one on one with each of them. They know I love them and I'm trying to get them to be here permanently. They didn't even want to leave. That's what made me happy.
So, now, it's the waiting game. To see what happens with their case with family services and our court. I'm fighting for them until they're here. They deserve stability and I'm so happy I've grown enough to give them that. I can't wait to start my life with all of us here. They deserve better.
Until next time. ✌
Pray for me. 🙌
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a poor prisoner in his twisted gyves (6/8)
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“Sorry it’s not much. I can always get something delivered here, if you want…” He says, cracking his fifth egg. Rey is eating it at an ungodly place, after all.
“Are you kidding me?” She asks with a mouthful. “This is the best breakfast anyone has ever made. I’m talking Gordon Ramsey level delicious.”
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Rey and Ben deal with post-heat emotions and show us how not good they are at talking about their feelings.
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Rating: Explicit
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Notes: as you all know, i'm baby and also the Worst™ at getting back to your wonderful, amazing, defiantly-gonna-put-one-of-em-on-my-headstone comments that literally keep me young. you are all so wonderful and i cannot thank you enough for your support.please enjoy our favorite space babies being bad about sharing their emotions!
chapter 6: strike now, or else the iron cools
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Ben realizes now that he should have cleaned. Not that he had any idea that he would be having company, certainly for this long, but the neat-freak impulse in him was something that disregarded inane facts like that. 
He also feels he should have gone to the grocery store to buy food that was befitting of a ‘hey we just spent your whole heat together and now and you’re still covered in my dried come and I would literally like to stay inside of here with you for the rest of my life' meal, but Ben lacks some ingredients. Not that there is a meal that says that, but scrambled eggs and turkey bacon definitely isn’t it. 
Regardless, Rey consumes the runny scrambled eggs and over-cooked bacon like it’s the only food she’s ever wanted to eat. Theres bits of egg smattering her nose and a small piece of bacon comically hanging on her chin and the urge to kiss it off her makes Ben grip the frying pan a little harder.
“Sorry it’s not much. I can always get something delivered here, if you want…” He says, cracking his fifth egg. Rey is eating it at an ungodly place, after all.
“Are you kidding me?” She asks with a mouthful. “This is the best breakfast anyone has ever made. I’m talking Gordon Ramsey level delicious.”
Ben chuckles bashfully as he plates the rest of his food and joins her at the table. Her wide hazel eyes follow him as he sits beside her and begins eating. When her gaze becomes too much, he speaks again.
“How are you, uh… feeling?” Ben asks. Rey shrugs as she swallows what is likely a whole egg.
“I’m always a little off kilter when I come down from heat. Jumpy for a few days, but…” She trails off before taking a huge gulp of coffee Ben prepared earlier.
“But…?”
When she looks back up at him, the fork guiding up to his mouth stills, and he gets lost in her eyes.
“I’ve never spent my heat with anybody… I feel… different. Still off-center, but in a way I can’t place.”
He sets his fork down, food cooling on it. Rey is biting her lip, still looking at him, but Ben is lost in the admission.
“You’ve… never spent heat with anyone?”
“No… just you.”
Ben gulps. 
“Should I… do you need me to… I don’t know what I should do. I keep feeling like I’m failing you.” His voice is quiet when he tells her. Rey quickly puts her hand on his face, brushing hair out of his eyes. He nuzzles into her palm automatically.
“Ben… you’re perfect.” The adoration in her voice, the look in her eyes; Ben got what Rey meant when she said her world feels off kilter. “No one has ever taken care of my like you. Ever.”
Ben can’t respond. He can’t even open his mouth for fear that he’ll tell her how much he loves her, and no matter the state of the relationship, it’s too soon for that.  When he doesn’t respond, Rey places both hands on his face.
“You’ve done so much for me, please tell me what I can do for you.” Ben recognizes the glint in her eye, the same one he surely had when he scented her.
“Can you… can you sit in my lap? I know it’s a bit weird but, I need to feel you and-”
Without preamble, Rey stood from his dining room chair and plopped into his lap, pert ass resting between his thigh thighs. One of her hands went to scoot her plate closer to her new seat and the other went to grip his knee. 
“It’s not weird. Not at all.” She continues stuffing her face with eggs, and Ben can only smile and do the same. 
-
“We should probably shower.”
Her voice cuts through the silence of his apartment. Rey lays on the couch while Ben lays on top of her, head at her stomach, hands holding onto her hips. The television Leia purchased him for the apartment is turned on for once in its life, and some trashy reality show is playing that Rey ‘has to catch up on before joining the civilized world’.
Ben had complied with her, happy to soak up any more time he can greedily touching her as much as she will allow. She laughs at the parts he should probably pay attention to and cards through his hair like she’s done it for years. It’s an easy, peaceful moment that Ben wishes they would be trapped in forever. 
But when her voices breaks through and Ben realizes the tv had gone dark, his stomach sank. 
“Do you want to shower?” He says with his face pressed to her abdomen, taking a deep breath and inhaling the dizzying scent of her and him mixed together.
“I think we should shower. May not be the the politest thing to walk around post-heat smelling like we’re still in the middle of fucking.”
Ben can’t stop the whine from escaping his throat. He feels her silent chuckle rumble against his body.
“I guess you’re right…” He says, mouth muffled by her skin. 
He knows that this is the logical first step that should be taken once two friends fuck mercilessly for days. Take a shower, put on clothes, actually step outside of the apartment and back into civilization. But Ben doesn’t want that. The thought of letting Rey leave now, after… everything? It would kill him. It would destroy his soul until he couldn’t function. 
He thinks maybe Rey might feel the same, the way she pointedly avoided turning on her phone to catch up on what they’d missed the past few day’s. It fills him with a hope he’s too cautious to enjoy. 
That, and the way she’s still attached to him at the hip. She sits up the moment he does, goes from the couch to the bathroom with her hands wrapped around his forearm, peals off the clothes they’d haphazardly thrown on earlier before stepping in the shower with him. 
‘Omega wants this, too. Wants you too’ His hindbrain helplessly provides. 
Ben is reminded of the start of her heat, rinsing off in this same shower, same position, but worlds away from where they were now. 
-
Like everything else he does, Ben is efficient in washing Rey. He cleans her, dries her, gives her clothes without a second thought. He does everything with a determined hand that Rey wonders if she even needs to physically move herself from room to room. He’d do that if she asks. (She narrowly avoids breaking down and asking him to do just that.)
They’re clean, dressed and presentable, and ready to move on from what can only be considered an earth-shattering experience and Rey isn’t at all prepared to let go. She sits at the barstool, holding her darkened phone in her hands.
“I guess we have to go back to the real world now, huh?” She says, mostly to herself. Ben stands across the island from her, his phone dwarfed in his palm. 
“That would be the general consensus.” He replies. Rey looks down and frowns, clicking to turn on her phone and be barraged with the millions of text her friends had no doubt  sent. 
Automatically, Rose pops up.
Are you going home with Ben?
Like… going home to 
💓🚀🔞👅👉🏼👌🏼🍑😘🚻
🤼‍♀️🥰💝🔝🦴🥵🎺🤤💃🏻💖🕺🏻🎉💍
🛌💑👨‍👩‍👧‍👦🌋💕💯
hey babes Benji just texted me!
go get that **** on your ***** and **** in 
your ********* and his *** on **** *** *** *****!
girl its been like three days I’m staring 
to get worried about you and him
should i drop off a humidifier or 
condoms or something??
based on your lack of response I’ll assume 
u gettin that dick too good to worry about 
little things like food and water but 
please stay hydrated!
FIVE DAYS BITCH
HOW DOES ONE GET AN APPOINTMENT 
WITH DOCTOR DICK BRO
HOOK A BITCH UP
wow that last message was aggressive lolz
please text me whenever you get these!
I just want to make sure ben’s peen didn’t 
send you into analeptic shock and kill ya cuz 
rent is due in like a week 🥰
Based on Roses’ text, Rey decided that the text messages from Poe were better left deleted and never seared into her mind. Rey grimaces down at the remainder of her messages when she hears Ben.
“Fuck,” He says, frowning down at his phone.
“Your reading you text from Rose?” She asks, eyes downturned and unwilling to make eye contact. 
“No, I blocked all our friends before we… before. I’m trying to catch up on work emails now. You’d really think a multi-billion dollar company couldn’t run themselves when one person takes heat leave.” The deep set frown lines Rey had become so familiar with had woven their way back onto Ben’s face. A deep wave of guilt washed over Rey when she realized just how long this heat had been.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry Ben! I didn’t realize- I had no idea… I can’t believe it lasted this long and you- ugh Ben, I am really, really sorry.” Rey instantly went to grab her bags and get out of Ben’s hair as fast as humanly possible. Nearly a whole week gone because her stupid fucking body needed a stupid fucking knot and her stupid fucking insurance couldn’t provide stupid fucking suppressants-
Ben’s hand grabs her upper arm, the one attempting to toss the duffle bag strap around her shoulder, instantly stilling her. When her eyes meet his, she’s met with an expression she can’t quite place.
“I’m not sorry. Not at all. Please don’t be sorry, Rey.”
It’s a close of a command as she’ll allow, being that she’s coming down from heat, but his steely and determined voice shakes something within her that she isn’t prepared to internalize. 
Rey drops the duffle bag and wraps her arms around Ben’s midsection before he can say anything else. She shoves her face into his broad chest, covered by a sweater that smells so much like him that it hurts, and bites her lip trying not to cry. 
“I just can’t believe it’s over. Is that weird? It’s like… like the past week hasn’t been real.” Her words are muffled but she knows Ben heard them. His arm wrap around her too, soothingly stroking her back and gently brushing against her glands. 
“It felt like a dream for me too, Rey.” 
They stand there for minutes, maybe hours, holding onto each other and preserving their little bubble for as long as they can. They should talk about what this means, where this leaves them, but the words don’t come. Speaking about it, hearing that he may not want what she does, would break her. Rey won’t let herself think of the possibility that he could want the same thing; the downfall if she’s wrong would crush her. 
And since Rey’s body wasn’t done being a traitor, it rumbles loudly in the silent moment. Ben’s hand stills on her back, and Rey groans in embarrassment.
“I should have fed you more.”
-
“How do you even find half of these restaurants? It’s like you an underground 5-star eatery aficionado. Do you have a secret Tik Tok where you rate every sushi bar in the city based on some elaborate, pretentious scale?” Rey asks.
The sushi restaurant he’d treated Rey to after her stomach so rudely interrupted their moment, was delicious (of course) and Ben hadn’t even batted an eye when she ordered two entrees for herself. 
Ben laughs lightly as he rolls his eyes, but keeps his focus on the road. 
“What’s a tick tock?” He asks. Rey sighs and mumbles a light hearted ‘ok boomer’.
It’s nearly dark out again, sun setting across the sky, painting the whole city orange. Rey is content to watch the streets they go down, missing the people watching she’d taken to on her walks to and from work. Not that she minded missing them. In fact, she wouldn’t mind never people watching again if that meant she could spend her life like she had for the last week.
(It didn’t matter that it physically wasn’t possible; not that her hindbrain minded.)
They had been mostly silent since leaving the apartment, only speaking to each other when they thought of a funny comment (Rey) or the other had soy sauce dripping down their chin (also Rey). But the silence was never a challenge with Ben. It was his most natural state. A stoic, empathetic, fuckable redwood, that was constant and unyielding no matter the circumstance. 
Rey would have told her that she loved that about him if she hadn’t been so busy shoving seared tuna into her mouth.
It’s also a comfort to see Ben’s discomfort of being too far from each other. The both had their legs pointed towards each other in the car, sat on the same side of the booth at the restaurant, bodies never more than a hair-lengths away from each other while walking. Even though she was coming down from heat, Rey was comforted by the smell of Ben. She’ll chalk it up to those pesky-post-heat jitters she can never shake. 
When they pull up to her building, it’s a stark reminder just how different their worlds are. The dilapidated, moldy facade of her building was a world away from the sleek, tinted-window skyscraper that was his. 
Rey had worked hard for everything she had in her life, this apartment included, but it still made her feel cheap to go back to that after a week spent in luxury. But Rey can’t help but feel that she’d be going into a five star hotel if Ben were there with her. 
She looks over at him, still looking forward, and prepares to rip off the bandaid.
“Ben… thank you. For everything. I couldn’t have gotten through this without you. You’re…” everything. The love of my life. My alpha. The only person who’s showed me this much kindness without asking anything in return. The most beautiful person in the world. My world. “…a really good friend.” 
The words feel wrong even as they come out of her mouth. His eyes snap towards her then. They’re the perfect combination of chocolaty brown and golden caramel and it make it easier to ignore the hurt that’s so openly being shown to her. 
“Rey… I-” He’s cut off by the shrill sound of his phone, a name flashing cross the car console. A. Snoke.
“You need to get back to your life, Ben. I can’t keep you with me forever.” Rey says, grabbing the her stuff. Ben tries to grab his phone from the pocket, either to silence it or answer it she’ll never know. She presses a fleeting kiss to his cheek while he’s distracted, and quickly exits the car. 
She doesn’t spare a glance back at him when she enters her building. 
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