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dilfhwa · 1 year
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hi y’all, if you are a kpop stan then i’m pretty sure you may have heard what happened. and light of that news i have decided to take a break from writing, anything that i may have written and had planned to be published. i don’t know how long the break will be for but please understand.
please give you condolences to sua and the rest of the moon family, moonbin was such a beautiful soul who should be remembered as such. please don’t attack his family or friends with questions concerning what happened, just please give your condolences and go. this doesn’t only affect us as fans, we personally did not know moonbin on the same level as his friends and family members had. they do not owe us any explanation.
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Moonbin's sister Billlie Sua, Astro MJ, Astro Jinjin, SVT Seungkwan, Weki Meki Yoojung were seen leaving notes at Moonbin's memorial site at the Fantagio building.
Credits to astrohaluv, heybangaji for translations
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[SUA]
"Oppa it's me, your one & only precious little sister, Sua! I came too! I've cried too much so I'll stop now! I'm gonna smile a lot now. I'm going to be happy while doing the things I want to do. I hope you'll be in peace & happy there, You have to watch over me and see if your little sister is doing well here! I'm going to live well and work as hard as you do. don't stop me. Even when it gets hard, I'll often come to whine to oppa so you have to accept it. You've worked hard this whole time ♡ I love you so much and I'm oppa's little sister forever. Moon siblings forever."
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[JINJIN]
"Bin! It's jinjin hyung! A lot of people came. You promised me, right? to live with a smile. Just like you told me, i'm trying to live with a smile like you did. I'm going to start practicing for my musical again and also to eat my meals. I will take care of your mom, dad, and sua so don't worry. I love you so much my little brother"
[MJ]
"My little brother, Bin I came too late… I'm sorry. How lonely, tired, and painful it must have been If only I had been closer. I'm sorry I couldn't protect you."
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[SEUNGKWAN]
moongbingi ❤️ please wait a little bit. I'll make the whole universe feel like yours ♡I I love you so so much when we meet again please hug me tight” — BOO TO BIN
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[YOOJUNG]
“To Binnie oppa Hi oppa it's Yoojungie 🙂 There's so much I want to say to you, from the little stuff to the ones that aren't, there's just so so much!- All of us are working really hard to listen well to oppa's words. I feel like we're listening to it rather well!!! Hehe So now rest easily. Till now, oppa has worked hard at promotions (comebacks) and you've worked really hard in your trainee times too, you even worked hard at practices, your thoughts and taking care of the people around you so rest easy over there~ comfortably~ I'll go see you often! So come by our dreams too, once for each person. You were very reliable, I was thankful and I'm sorry. Ah I'm cancelling saying sorry! Because I know oppa's probably not gonna like it!
Yoojung”
In addition, Sua left an additional note
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[SUA]
"To. My forever brother ♡ This is your one & only sister, Sua. How's it going there? is it comfortable? I hope it's always warm and peaceful. You look pretty when you smile, so I hope you have a lot of things to smile about. I'll come back again! I love you today, too ♡ Moon siblings forever."
UPDATE:
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[EUNWOO]
"Bin, it's a night I miss you, you bad guy. i couldn't sleep so i went on a walk and came here together with sanha. are you sleeping well? why do i miss and regret all things i did with you, even small things… be hundreds and hundreds times happier in the moon land. i'll take responsibility for taking care of things you left behind so don't worry. you've worked hard. I love you and i'm sorry, my friend."
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[SANHA]
"Hyung are you doing well? I miss you a lot.. I can still see you in front of my eyes. I know if I'm like this you'll scold me, but please let it slide for a little bit. As you said, I'll make sure to be happy, I promise. A lot, I love you a lot, and I love you..."
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[MINGYU]
"Bin, hi. I got to visit your company, thanks to you. The biggest memory for me is when we talked together until morning. Do you remember! To u who had so many thoughts and worries.. all I could say was there's no idol who does everything like you.. That's all. I'll work harder!! Don't be sick now and smile more. I'm sorry. You did well, my friend. When we meet next time, I'll buy you soju with fish cake soup! Please cheer for your members from afar. And my favorite song is waterfall ♡ let's be happy, my friend."
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weirdkpopgirl · 1 year
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Feelings | Jaemin Imagine #4
Title: Feelings
Genre: Angst, slight fluff
Warnings: mentions of anxiety, and (yes another) mental breakdown. how are you guys not bored of me yet?
Word Count: 882
Author's Note: This was an idea that came to me in the morning. Honestly, I debated whether to post it after hearing about today's tragedy. But I think we could all use something comforting in a time like this. I never got the chance to become a bigger fan of Astro, but I did enjoy their music. To all of you who are hurting right now, I hope this can make you feel a little better? Rest in peace, Moonbin 😔.
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For the past hour or so, you’ve been sitting at the dining table in the living room, eyes burning into your laptop. The room was mostly dark, excluding the ceiling lamp which you dimmed. You were editing an animation video for your final in a class, with the serene loneliness of the night to keep you company.
As much as you needed this time to yourself, a part of you feared it. Once the clock hit 8:30 pm, all the bothersome thoughts that sprouted from anxiety began to seep through. You haven’t found a way to stop them from coming. Thus, you have left no choice but to let the voice in your head attack every part of you. Eventually, the voice would tire and rest before returning the next night. 
But the frequent movement of your fingers on the mouse was disrupted by the beeping sound of a passcode being entered. Your head turned in the direction of the clicking noise of the door being successfully unlocked that followed. 
You closed your laptop and got up when hearing the shuffling of shoes being removed. That was when you found Jaemin, walking out of the doorway. 
Despite being visibly exhausted, his lips stretched into a smile, and he wrapped his arms around you. “Hey, Beautiful.”
The previous thoughts invading your mind faded gradually, and you allowed the security of your boyfriend’s warmth to consume you. Shortly after pulling away from the embrace, you brought Jaemin to plop down on the couch so he could relax.
“How was work today?” Jaemin asked, knowing you got off your shift a few hours ago. 
“It was okay,” you replied, forcing a smile. “You?”
Your response didn’t sit right with Jaemin, and he couldn’t pinpoint why. Although you’ve only been together for a few months, he had already picked up on some of your habits. Like when you gave vague answers to his questions, or subconsciously picked on your lip when you lied.
But he nodded, “Work was good. I memorized the rest of our choreography, and the manager bought chicken for us.”
“That’s nice,” you murmured.
“Is everything okay though? You seem a little off.”
Jaemin’s question caught you off guard. You hesitated for a second, not sure if you should be truthful. Sharing your emotions with another was something you hated, especially because you didn’t trust people easily. But you knew Jaemin was probably the most harmless man in the world. So you decided to take a chance.
“To be honest, I’ve been feeling more anxious than usual lately. And I’m barely dealing with it.”
You watched the boy’s brows furrow in concern. “Why didn’t you tell me before?”
“You’re so busy preparing for your comeback. I didn’t want you to worry,” you mumbled, looking down at your hands.
He reached over to take your hands. His was laughably bigger than yours. Any other day, the two of you would be amused by the size difference. But Jaemin was too worried to think about that.
“ I don’t care if I’m busy or not. I want you to tell me when something is bothering you, Jagiya. Because…”
You felt a lump in your throat and tried to hold back tears that were already preparing for their escape. But then Jaemin looked you in the eyes with such fondness.
“I love you.”
Those three words were not uncommon to hear from Jaemin. But instead of smiling shyly in response like usual, your lower lip quivered. Your emotions burst out of the bottle, and you finally break down.
Jaemin pulled you into a tight hug. Your tears soaked through his shirt, but he didn’t care in the slightest. “Let it out, Jagiya,” He coos. “I’m here, you’re not alone.”
His kindness only made you cry harder. But Jaemin continued to hold you and whisper sweet nothings until you calmed down. Once you did, Jaemin got you to open up more about the growing pile of stress in your life. 
“I’m sorry,” you sniffled at the end, feeling embarrassed.
“Don’t be sorry,” He said, handing you a tissue to blow your nose. “You don’t have to apologize for your feelings. I’m just grateful you told me.”
And suddenly, a sense of relief washes over you. In the past, you always cried alone because you didn’t feel safe being vulnerable in front of anyone. But here Jaemin was in front of you. An incredible man who accepted you, even at your worst.
Without thinking, you leaned in and gave him a long, deep kiss. Jaemin was a little taken aback, but he quickly reciprocated. His hand reached to press gently onto the back of your head, as your lips slowly moved in sync. Jaemin’s touch was so pure and he poured in as much comfort as he could.
When you pulled away, Jaemin had the biggest grin on his face.
“You know, I think that’s the first time you’ve kissed me first.”
You felt your cheeks turn red, and you softly hit him on the shoulder. Jaemin laughed and stopped you from scolding him with another kiss. 
In the end, you felt grateful for Jaemin’s love and understanding. From this moment, you knew that you could always count on him to support you when you needed it the most.
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infinitenthq · 1 year
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we will be halting our rp tag promos for today in respect of moonbin, as well as his family and friends, who of which my thoughts go out to during this time. he was and still is so loved, may he rest peacefully.
we never know these idols personally, what they go through, what they think or what goes on behind closed doors. and that extends beyond kpop in general; we should be more gentle and kind and considerate towards others, check up on each other more often. never hesitate to reach out, the world can be so so dark but we can easily bring light to each other.
take care of yourselves, i love you guys and i’m thankful for you being here. ♡
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xiaojunsdiary · 1 year
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rest in peace moonbin. you were so much more than your death. you were so kind and lovely and so unbelievably talented. rest easily <3 🩷
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heybinnie · 2 years
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ive had ghost town on repeat for a full day now . smth abt the song tugging at my soul 💔
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k-rising · 3 years
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Ascendant/rising signs (Part 2)
The Ascendant or rising (located in the 1st house) is the point of the ecliptic that falls in a sign, depending on the place and the time of birth of a person. The Ascendant talks about our first impressions as well as how we see and approach the world.
Part 1
𝓛𝓲𝓫𝓻𝓪 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽
→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᵛᵉᶰᵘˢ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ
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Idols from left to right: Jihyo from TWICE / Wooyoung from ATEEZ / Yiren from EVERGLOW.
Libra risings approach life in a balanced, harmonious and diplomatic way. These people are very relationship-oriented. They're people pleasers, they like pleasing others. Libra ascendants are very charming and likable. They gravitate towards things that are aesthetically pleasing and like quality things. They also tend to get away from trouble and can have their way with their words.
Their physical traits are having a symetrical face and having a nice smile. They're always happy and possess a beautiful aura. I also noticed that they love wearing pink clothes.
𝓢𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓹𝓲𝓸 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽
→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᴾˡᵘᵗᵒ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ
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Idols from left to right: Doyoung from NCT 127 / Kim Lip from LOONA / Sunwoo from THE BOYZ.
Scorpio risings approach life in a very transformative and below surface level way. These people are loyal, secretive and possess an intense energy. Usually, these individuals face a lot of hardships throughout their lives, but want to transform all of that to the better. Scorpio ascendants want to know the deeper meaning of life and they also seek for deep connections with other people. They're also very mysterious, attractive, intimidating and magnetic.
Scorpio risings physical traits are having dark hair and/or eyes, foxy eyes and possessing a mysterious, sexual presence. These people tend to use dark clothes a lot, as well as turtlenecks, eyeliner and dark eye shadows. Scorpio ascendants also tend to have a resting bitch face and an intense stare.
𝓢𝓪𝓰𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽
→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᴶᵘᵖᶤᵗᵉʳ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ
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Idols from left to right: Minnie from (G)I-DLE / BM from KARD / Yuna from ITZY.
Sagittarius risings are bold, optimistic and adventurous. They possess a big reputation and they're always known for certain things; people remember them. These individuals have strong morals and stand up from themselves. They tend to be very religious or just spiritual; they always believe in something. Sagittarius ascendants are dreamers and have big goals. They have this "go big or go home" kinda vibe.
Some of their physical traits are having a nice curvy body, having a big voice and being happy all the time. There's something on their body that's exaggerated, specially thighs and butt. They also like working out a lot.
𝓒𝓪𝓹𝓻𝓲𝓬𝓸𝓻𝓷 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽
→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ˢᵃᵗᵘʳᶰ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ
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Idols from left to right: Soyeon from (G)I-DLE / Chaeyeon / Taecyeon from 2PM.
Capricorn risings are motivated by status, money and their goals. These individuals seek for financial security and they don't like wasting their time on useless things. They're workaholics, patient, serious, naturally disciplined and plan oriented.
Their physical traits are having a defined jawline, thin nose, nice teeths and high cheekbones. They have amazing bone structure and they possess this model type of beauty. They also have a cold/serious/neutral look. These people don't look approachable at first glance, they don't look very friendly.
𝓐𝓺𝓾𝓪𝓻𝓲𝓾𝓼 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽
→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᵁʳᵃᶰᵘˢ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ
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Idols from left to right: Moonbin from ASTRO / Heejin from LOONA / Jackson Wang from GOT7.
Aquarius risings are eccentric, unique, curious, sociable and rebellious. They approach life in a very unconventional way and they tend to shock people quite easily. These people are open-minded, unpredictable and very intelligent. These individuals have an inner need to change the world and make it a better place. They're also very creative and funny. Others tend to consider them as "quirky" or "weird".
Some of their physical traits are having a long nose and being tall and skinny. They also tend to dress in an eccentric/unique way. These individuals have the type of beauty that the more you stare the more obvious their beauty is. These people are often considered as unconventionally beautiful.
𝓟𝓲𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓼 𝓐𝓼𝓬𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓽
→ ᴼʳ ᴬˢᶜ⁻ᴺᵉᵖᵗᵘᶰᵉ ᵃˢᵖᵉᶜᵗˢ
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Idols from left to right: Taeyong from NCT 127 / Jaehyun from NCT 127 / Mina from TWICE.
Pisces risings have their heads in the clouds 24/7. They often get lost in their imagination and it can be hard for them to difference reality from their imagination. These people are kind and creative, but also mysterious and secretive. It's hard for others to know what these individuals feel or think, so it's very common that others want to get to know more about them. They often see things in a deeper perspective.
When it comes to physical traits, Pisces ascendants tend to have big round boba eyes just like this emoji: 🥺. They have this sleepy/lost/high look on them. They also look so dreamy and cute. These individuals have a mesmerizing aura that makes people get hypnotized. I noticed that Pisces risings dress in an eccentric/unique way as well.
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blu-joons · 2 years
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pairing: moon bin x reader
word count: 505 words
prompt: irritated
summary: after being assumed to be a dodgy fan as you try to support your boyfriend at a show, he can’t help but feel frustrated at what goes on
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“What’s going on?” Moonbin asked as he walked down to the entrance of the arena, noticing you stood behind several members of staff, a shy smile on your face, relieved that Moonbin had managed to get to you.
You stayed quiet as the members of staff fumbled in front of Moonbin, surprised to see him stood in front of them. Your heart was racing after spending several minutes trying to defend yourself, only to get absolutely nowhere.
“This fan is trying to tell us that they’re your girlfriend,” one of them spoke up after arguing amongst themselves about who would talk to Moonbin. “We’re trying to get them to go away, but they’re not listening.”
“That’s because this fan is my girlfriend.” Moobin stated.
Their faces dropped as Moonbin held his hand out, beckoning you across. You slid between the arena staff members and took Moonbin’s hand, allowing him to pull you away before anything else was said, not even giving them the chance to apologise to you both.
“Are you alright?” He asked as soon as they were all out of earshot, moving his arm so that it wrapped around you properly. “I’m sorry that I didn’t see what was going on earlier.”
Your head instinctively rested against Moonbin’s shoulder as it shook, “thank you for coming to help me, they weren’t going to let me through, no matter how many things I showed them to proof it.”
“It’s so irritating when they do that,” Moonbin huffed, “they say at these places that they’ll do the best to keep us safe, but they treat you like this.”
You had lost count of how many questions had been fired your way, with plenty of doubt in most of them too. If it wasn’t for Moonbin seeing your texts, you were sure that you would spend the concert stood outside in the cold.
“I’ll make this up to you,” he promised you suddenly, “I should have come and met you at the door and then this wouldn’t have happened, I shouldn’t have presumed that they’d just let you through so easily.”
Your head shook straight away in reply to him, “you can’t blame yourself for this happening, they obviously had it made up in their minds that you were single or something. I bet plenty of fans try it.”
“I told our managers to keep an eye out for you,” Moonbin huffed, rolling his eyes.
Your hand rested over his as you listened to the frustration and irritation in his voice. It wasn’t the first time someone had doubted you, and you were absolutely sure that it wouldn’t be the last time either.
“How about we just move on?” You suggested, “you’ve got a show to prepare for, and thankfully I’m here at last to be able to watch the show too.”
“I’m still making this up to you,” Moonbin vowed, “what they did wasn’t alright.”
“I’m alright,” you assured him, “I’m just excited to watch you now.”
“I can’t wait to have you there tonight.”
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CHA EUNWOO - GOOD HEART - M
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WARNING: DETAILED SMUT SCENES AND FOUL LANGUAGE AHEAD!
AUTHOR’S NOTE: This is my first smut fanfiction for Cha Eunwoo and I didn’t expect this will be also a long one-shot smut. But I hope you will all like it my beloved readers! :)
Characters: Reader- Y/N (female) x Cha Eunwoo
 Y/N is having fun in their company outing in a beach resort together with her friend named Hyejin and Rocky. That time, they are standing the beside pool then while Y/N is talking to one of her friends, one of her officemates named Hyori that doesn't like her suddenly bumped strongly to her that made Y/N fell into the pool.
“Oops! Sorry! You shouldn’t have blocked my way!” Hyori said as she smirked and left her. Then Rocky and Hyejin's faces are really annoyed while Y/N suddenly realized someone caught her and Y/N looked at him with an embarrassing face and…
“OMG! I am so sorry!” Y/N said as she pulled out from the man’s hold and the man just smiled at him.
“It’s okay! By the way, I am Eunwoo,” the man said as he smiled at her.
“Gosh! He is really handsome!” Y/N thought as she blushed.
“I am Y/N. I am really sorry I suddenly fell into you because someone just bumped me,” Y/N said and that time Hyejin and Rocky are looking at them and…
“Oh! It seems someone will like our friend, huh?” Hyejin said.
“I know! But it’s annoying that Hyori bumped Y/N strongly and it seems they just really envy Y/N so much being the good employee in our department,” Rocky said.
“You’re right! Thankfully someone caught Y/N because you know she doesn’t know how to swim too and I am surprised that man talking to Y/N right now is handsome and hot!” Hyejin said. As for Y/N and Eunwoo continued their conversation.
“I know! But it seems she did it intentionally,” Eunwoo said and then someone disturbed them and it’s…
“I am sorry to interrupt the two of you. But Y/N, we should go now,” Hyejin said then Y/N and Eunwoo looked at each other.
“Oh! It’s okay! Just be careful next time Y/N and nice to meet you!” Eunwoo said as he smiled at Y/N and she blushed.
“Okay! Thanks again and nice to meet you too Eunwoo!" Y/N as she smiled back and left him in the pool. While Y/N is walking with her friends…
“I know it’s too late to ask but are you okay, Y/N?” Rocky asked.
"I am okay! Thankfully Eunwoo caught me but still, it's kinda embarrassing," Y/N said and Hyejin slightly laughed at her.
“But at least you suddenly met a handsome and hot guy,” Hyejin said and Y/N blushed.
“Oh well! What’s important now that I am okay,” Y/N said.
“You’re right! We shouldn’t get close to Hyori’s group of friends because there are a bunch of envious and insecure girls,” Rocky said.
“Rocky is right! Also, I remember one of your roommates is Hyori’s friend. So you should be careful, okay? Hyejin said and Y/N sighed.
“Okay! I don’t know why they are like that and they should just do their own business!” Y/N said.
"Unfortunately, those kinds of people really exist. But if ever they did something bad to you that will make you harm, you can just tell our superior so that he will be aware of their behavior," Rocky said.
“Don’t worry I will keep that in mind and I know they will never succeed in what they do if they keep doing shit about me,” Y/N said and Hyejin smirked at her words.
"That's the power, girl! We will not let our guard down," Hyejin said and Y/N nodded. As for Eunwoo who is now resting in one of the sunbathing chairs, his friend named Moonbin approached him and…
“I saw you earlier that you caught a beautiful girl in the pool, huh?” Moonbin said and Eunwoo blushed but he slightly laughed.
“Someone just fell into the water and I was surprised that I actually caught her in the right time,” Eunwoo said.
“Wow! But why did she fell in the pool?” Moonbin asked.
“Someone intentionally bumped Y/N strongly that time and I know that whoever that girl bumped Y/N really doesn’t like her,” Eunwoo said.
“Why?” Moonbin asked.
"To be honest, there was one time I was about to buy some snacks in the restaurant and there were a bunch of girls including that woman bumped into her talked about how they really dislike Y/N," Eunwoo said and Moonbin was surprised.
“Oh! You overheard them?” Moonbin asked.
"Yup! But at that time I really don't know her including her physical appearance and I suddenly met her today. She doesn't deserve to be bullied like that," Eunwoo said.
"You're right! Those kinds of people are really annoying," Moonbin said.
“I agree with you. I think I should keep an eye on her,” Eunwoo said and Moonbin smirked.
“Keep an eye on her? Wait! Do you already like her that fast?” Moonbin asked.
“Maybe you can say that. But I think she is great and she is really beautiful,” Eunwoo said as he smiled.
“Wow! I didn’t expect you will fall in love that fast even though it was just your first meeting her,” Moonbin said.
“It’s not that bad to fall in love that easily and I can feel that she has a good personality,” Eunwoo said.
“Okay! Good luck keeping an eye on Y/N,” Moonbin said and Eunwoo just smiled. As for Y/N who is having dinner with her friends someone approached them and it’s Hyori.
“Why is this bitch here?” Hyejin thought as she rolled her eyes.
“What are you doing here, Hyori?” Rocky asked.
“I am just here to say sorry for Y/N earlier for bumping her and making her fell in the pool. I wanted to give you this drink to you so that you will forgive me,” Hyori said.
“I already forgave you,” Y/N said as she smiled sarcastically. Then that time Moonbin and Eunwoo saw them and watched them carefully.
“Moonbin, that’s the girl who bumped her,” Eunwoo said as he whispered to Moonbin.
“Oh! She looks tough too,” Moonbin said and Eunwoo nodded. Then going back to Y/N and Hyori…
“You should take this drink since you already forgave me,” Hyori said.
"I know! But it doesn't mean I will accept that unless you will drink it first so that I will ensure that you didn’t poison me and your sorry is not fake," Y/N said as she smirked then Hyori was surprised at her statement then that time Y/N's friends, Eunwoo, and Moonbin were also shocked.
"Wow! Y/N is really straightforward!" Moonbin said.
"I know! I am glad she will be able to handle those kinds of people," Eunwoo said as he smirked. Then as Hyori was shocked at Y/N's statement.
“What did you say?” Hyori asked and Y/N chuckled.
“You heard me, right? You should drink it first so that, I will ensure that I am safe,” Y/N said.
“ I will never poison you, Y/N!” Hyori said.
“How can I be sure? if I know that you and your girlfriends hated me so much. Just stay away from me,” Y/N said as she raised one of her eyebrows and Hyori just got frustrated and left them.
“Wow! Y/N is amazing!” Eunwoo thought as he smiled. As for Y/N who continued to eat her food…
“You just did the right thing, Y/N,” Rocky said as he smiled at her.
“She thought she will make me drink that bottle of cola? I know she and her friends put something in that drink and I will never trust them,” Y/N said.
“You’re right! They are just insecure bitches that tried to ruin your life,” Hyejin said and Y/N smirked and nodded.
“They don’t deserve to win and be successful if they will keep that attitude,” Y/N said then Rocky and Hyejin agreed to her. As for Hyori who approached her girlfriends…
"That bitch! Gets into my nerves and when did she become that tough!" Hyori said.
"Let's just make a plan for her when we checked out the resort," one of Hyori's friends said.
“Oh! It seems you have an idea, huh?” Hyori said.
‘Of course, I am! If she’s tough then we are tougher than her,” one of Hyori’s friends said as she winked and Hyori smirked and nodded. That time, when Y/N and her friends were about to leave the restaurant, Y/N saw Eunwoo with Moonbin and…
“Wait for me guys okay? I just saw Eunwoo and I think he’s with his friend,” Y/N said.
“Oh! Okay! Have fun having a conversation with them,” Hyejin said.
"Guys! I will just say hi to them and I will come back, okay?" Y/N said then Hyejin and Rocky slightly laughed at her but both of them nodded and decided to wait for her. As Y/N approached Eunwoo and Moonbin's table, Eunwoo suddenly blushed and…
"Hi, Eunwoo! Is this your friend?" Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“Yes! I am Moonbin, Eunwoo’s friend. Nice to meet you, Y/N!” Moonbin said as he smiled at her and Y/N blushed.
“Wow! Eunwoo has a cute and handsome friend too like him!” Y/N thought.
"Nice to meet you, Moonbin!" Y/N said as she shook hands with Moonbin but Eunwoo noticed that they slightly stare for a while and…
“Ummm… What brings you here, Y/N?” Eunwoo said and Y/N suddenly looked at him and…
"Just wanted to say hi! Since I can consider now that you two are my friends," Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“That’s great! To be honest, we saw what you did with the woman earlier,” Moonbin said.
“Oh! About that…” Y/N was cut-off when…
“Don’t worry Y/N! We understand and I told Moonbin why you became like that towards that woman,” Eunwoo said.
"Eunwoo is right and you're amazing that you didn't let that woman bully you or do something to you that bad," Moonbin said as he smiled and did a thumbs-up gesture at her and Y/N blushed then Eunwoo just sighed.
“Thanks, Moonbin! I should get going and my friends are now waiting! See you around guys, bye!” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“Okay! Take care and be careful always Y/N!” Eunwoo said as he smiled back then Y/N nodded and left them.
“She’s really beautiful, Eunwoo,” Moonbin said as he smiled and Eunwoo smirked.
“I know! Also, she’s a strong woman,” Eunwoo said and Moonbin agreed. As Y/N went back to her friends and ready to go to the beach area where a party is held…
“Y/N, it seems you saw another hottie with Eunwoo, huh?” Hyejin said and Y/N slightly laughed.
“Both of them are handsome and hot,” Y/N said.
“But if one of them asked you out, whom you will choose?” Rocky asked and Y/N blushed at his question.
"I will choose Eunwoo because he was the one who saved me earlier and I think he has a great personality," Y/N said.
“Oh! But I hope you two will able to meet again if we checked out tomorrow because it’s our last day,” Hyejin said.
"I hope so! But I am glad that I met him," Y/N said as she smiled at them. While they are having fun at the party, they didn't get close to Hyori's group of friends so that they will not get into trouble. But that time, Y/N didn't know that Eunwoo keeping an eye on her and he just decided to watch out for Hyori's every move too. Then there was one time, Eunwoo caught Hyori was about to deliver an alcoholic drink to Y/N that has a dangerous drug on it and he decided to pretend that he will pass by their party and he intentionally bumped Hyori that made the drink spill all of it in her dress and…
“Fuck! You spilled all the drink to my dress Mister!!” Hyori said.
“Oops! Sorry! You shouldn’t have blocked my way!” Eunwoo said as he smirked and remembered Hyori’s words and left her.
Then when Eunwoo was leaving Hyori, he heard that she screamed in frustration.
“I will never let you harm Y/N!” Eunwoo thought then went back to Moonbin who is sitting in a chair in the beach area…
“So, did you already blocked that woman’s plan for Y/N?” Moonbin asked.
“Of course! Also, I caught that woman put a drug onto that drink and I am sure that she will deliver it to Y/N,” Eunwoo said.
“What? That was really mean and she really wanted to Y/N get into trouble,” Moonbin said as he sighed.
“You’re right! I am really concerned about her now because someone really wanted to harm her,” Eunwoo said.
“You’re right! I hope you can keep an eye on her for that long because I heard earlier that they will check out tomorrow,” Moonbin said.
“They will leave tomorrow?” Eunwoo asked.
“Yup! Why? Do you want her to say here with you?” Moonbin asked.
“I wanted to, but it’s impossible because I also heard that it was their company outing and no one should be left tomorrow here in the resort,” Eunwoo said.
"Try to talk to her tomorrow before they leave because for now, she is having fun with her friends," Moonbin said.
“I will try my best to meet her before she will check out the resort,” Eunwoo said and Moonbin nodded and both of them smiled.
THE NEXT DAY…
It was the day where they will check out the resort and after they all had breakfast, Y/N arranged all her things and she knows that their check out time is noon so she decided to take a nap first but as time goes by, it was already noon but two of her roommates were Hyori's friends and they decided not to wake her up and left her in the room. As for Hyejin and Rocky who are waiting for Y/N to go to their bus, one of Y/N's roommates rode the bus and…
“Wait! You are Y/N’s roommate, right? Where is she?” Hyejin asked.
“I thought she already rode the other bus because she was the first one to leave in our room,” one of Y/N’s roommates said.
“Huh? Are you sure? But we haven’t seen her yet in the reservations area when we all checked out,” Rocky said.
“But my friend saw earlier that she was already in the other bus,” one of Y/N’s roommates said. Then Hyejin just let the woman sit in the chair inside the bus. Then Hyejin tried to call Y/N but she didn’t respond.
“I think we should check out the other bus if she’s there,” Hyejin said and Rocky nodded but when they are about to get out of the bus…
“You two should go back to your seat now because we will leave now,” the bus driver said and Hyejin sighed then both of them went back to their seat and…
“Well, I really hope that Y/N is just in another bus,” Hyejin said.
"You're right!" Rocky said as he sighed. Then the bus that they are riding left and that time Eunwoo saw that the bus already left and Moonbin approached him.
“So sad you didn’t have the chance to talk to her for the last time,” Moonbin said.
“I know! I hope I will meet her again!” Eunwoo said. But suddenly when they are about to go back to their room someone yelled in the reservations area and Eunwoo saw Y/N and…
"Why is she still here and why did they leave her?" Eunwoo thought.
“WHAT??? They already checked out????” Y/N asked and the front desk associate nodded. Then Moonbin and Eunwoo approached her and Y/N was surprised.
“Y/N, why are you still here?” Moonbin asked.
“I thought you already left,” Eunwoo said.
“What? They really already left without me???” Y/N asked in a shocking tone and got frustrated. Then Eunwoo and Moonbin just sighed.
“I really know who planned this and I will definitely report her to the office when I came back to work!” Y/N said.
“You really should do that! “ Eunwoo said and Y/N just sighed. Then while Eunwoo is comforting her…
"Miss, May I ask if there are still other transportations going to the ship port like a bus or a van? So that our friend will be able to catch the ship," Moonbin asked the front desk associate.
“The bus is rarely passing by outside the resort,” the front desk associate said.
"Oh! Okay, Thanks!" Moonbin said and he went back to them and…
“Eunwoo, I think we should drive Y/N going to the ship port so that she will be able to catch the ship that she should take going back to the main port,” Moonbin said.
“Okay! Let’s hurry up and we might not catch the ship,” Eunwoo said and Y/N nodded. As soon as possible they went to the ship port but when they reached the port…
“OMG! The ship already left!” Y/N said as she sighed.
"Wait for a while I will ask someone if there's another ship will come," Eunwoo said and Y/N nodded. Then Eunwoo left Y/N and Moonbin and asked a netizen who is near the port and…
“May I ask, if there will be another ship that will come later?” Eunwoo asked.
“That was the last ship for this day,” the man said.
“Do you mean there will be another ship will arrive tomorrow?” Eunwoo asked.
"Nope! It will take 5 days for the ship to arrive again," the man said and Eunwoo was shocked.
“Are there other options to go back to the main port?” Eunwoo asked.
“I am sorry there’s none and if you will try to use someone’s fishing boat it will be more dangerous to go in the main port since it’s also far,” the man said.
“Oh! Okay! I will tell my friend about that. Thanks!” Eunwoo said and the man nodded. As he went back to Y/N and Moonbin…
“I am sorry to say this Y/N but the ship will take 5 days to arrive in the port,” Eunwoo said.
“What? Gosh! This is so stressful!” Y/N said.
“I think we should let Y/N stay in the resort with us,” Moonbin said and Y/N was surprised at his suggestion.
“That’s a great idea, Moonbin!” Eunwoo said as he smiled.
“But I should pay for my stay there and I know that resort is really expensive and
I don’t have a budget for additional 5 days of stay there,” Y/N said.
“Don’t worry, Y/N! I will pay for it!” Eunwoo said as he smiled and winked at her.
“Huh? Are you serious? You two already helped me too much,” Y/N said.
“Yes, I am! But are you going to be comfortable if you will sleep in our room?” Eunwoo asked and Y/N blushed.
“But aren’t the beds in your room is just only for two people?” Y/N asked.
"Nope! To be honest, our room is spacious and it has two separated beds and one king-sized bed," Moonbin said.
"Wow! It seems your room accommodation is good for a family. I want to check your room in the resort," Y/N said.
"Okay! Let's go!" Eunwoo said and all of them agreed. Then before they check-in, Y/N went inside Eunwoo and Moonbin's room and she was amazed because it was a luxurious room and…
“Are you really sure that you will let me sleep in this room? For 5 days?” Y/N asked.
‘Yup! So, what’s your decision?” Eunwoo asked.
“Okay! If you really let me sleep here then I will accept it,” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
"That's great! You can use that king-sized bed and then we will sleep here," Moonbin said and Y/N nodded.
"We will go first to the front desk area so that Y/N will be able to check in again and I will pay for her stay," Eunwoo said.
“Okay! I will arrange her things,” Moonbin said and then both of them nodded. Then Eunwoo and Y/N approached the front desk area and the front desk associate was very surprised at Y/N and Eunwoo’s decision but she just processed it and…
"You are so lucky Ms. Y/N! I hope you will have an enjoyable additional 5 days of stay here!" the front desk associate said then Y/N and Eunwoo slightly laughed.
“Thanks!” Y/N said as she blushed. Then both of them went back to the room and…
"So, what do you want to do now? It's already 3 pm, "Eunwoo asked.
“I think I just wanted to swim in the pool for now and get rid of the stress that I have,” Y/N said.
“Okay! Don’t worry we will make your stress gone for today,” Moonbin said as he smiled brightly at her and Y/N blushed at his statement.
“Moonbin is right and we are all here to relax too,” Eunwoo said.
“Okay! Thank you very much Moonbin and Eunwoo for helping me out!” Y/N said.
“No problem Y/N!” Eunwoo said as he smiled.
"My gosh! I will be with these two hot and handsome men!" Y/N thought and she just smiled at Eunwoo. Then Y/N changed into her pink one-piece swimsuit that hugged her beautiful curves and when she already showed herself to Eunwoo and Moonbin both of them were surprised.
“Wow! You are sexy in that swimsuit, Y/N!” Eunwoo said as he winked at her and Y/N blushed madly.
“Thanks! To be honest, I am still insecure with my body because I don’t have a flat stomach,” Y/N said.
“Still you look so great in that swimwear,” Moonbin said as he smiled at Y/N.
"Thanks, guys! Let's go and have fun!" Y/N said and all of them agreed. Then suddenly when Eunwoo and Moonbin took off their shirt, Y/N blushed and…
“Wow! Their bodies are so perfect!” Y/N thought as she gulped at the sight of them.
Then all of them went to the pool but while they are having fun, sometimes some strangers keep lurking around Y/N then Eunwoo and Moonbin tried to protect from them to the point where the other people thought that Y/N has two boyfriends but her heart was really just for Eunwoo. But that time Moonbin is playing with Y/N then Eunwoo was just looking at them and suddenly he saw that Y/N was about to slip beside the pool because it's wet and thankfully when Y/N slipped, Eunwoo able to catch her again but this time their lips suddenly touched that made them surprised and they pulled out from the kiss.
“I am sorry Y/N! Thankfully Eunwoo caught you. But the best part was you two already kissed in the lips,” Moonbin said as he teased them then Eunwoo and Y/N blushed.
“Stop it Moonbin!” Y/N said and Moonbin laughed at them.
“I will leave the two of you first, okay? I will get something in the room,” Moonbin said then Y/N and Eunwoo just nodded and Moonbin left them.
“Ummm… Y/N I have something to tell you,” Eunwoo said as he looked at her in the eyes.
“What is that?” Y/N asked.
“I like you, Y/N! I wanted you to be my girlfriend,” Eunwoo said and Y/N was surprised and suddenly when she was about to talk, Eunwoo kissed her lips passionately and Y/N responded to it then Eunwoo pulled close to him that made Y/N felt that he is already hard and she moaned into the kiss and in a few minutes of making out, they pulled out and…
“Does it mean you will accept me as your boyfriend?” Eunwoo asked.
'"Yes, Eunwoo! I like you too!" Y/N said as she smiled then Eunwoo smiled back and he suddenly held her hand and guided her to one of the special rooms that were in the beach area that has a king-sized bed on it and Y/N was surprised.
“Wow! They have this kind of room?” Y/N asked and Eunwoo nodded then he suddenly pushed her in the bed and Y/N blushed at the heated situation. Then Eunwoo hovered above her and looked at her reaction.
“I know this is fast but I will make sure that I will love you with all my heart and I will never hurt you,” Eunwoo said.
“Me too! Eunwoo! I will love you with all my heart and will never hurt you too!” Y/N said.
“Umm… But before we go on, is this will be your first time?” Eunwoo asked.
"Yes! But don't worry I know will be able to handle it later," Y/N said and both of them smiled at each other. Then Eunwoo decided to help Y/N remove her swimsuit and Y/N became conscious of her body and Eunwoo just held her hand and…
“Don’t cover it Y/N! You are perfect for me!” Eunwoo said as he licked his lips and Y/N blushed. Then Eunwoo suddenly took off all of his clothes and when he was already naked in front of her, her jaw dropped because…
"Oh gosh! He is really a masterpiece!" Y/N thought and she suddenly bites her lip and Eunwoo smirked at her reaction.
“This will be all yours now baby!” Eunwoo said. Then he kissed her lips passionately and his hands went to her breast as he squeezed it and played her nipples by his thumb that made Y/N moan into the kiss and that time he had a chance to slip his tongue inside her mouth and dominated the kiss. After they kissed, Eunwoo’s lips went to her neck as he licked, bit a certain spot, and sucked it that became a hickey and also, that made Y/N moan his name softly.
"You are now mine Y/N! I love you so much!" Eunwoo said as he whispered as he licked and bit her earlobe and Y/N moaned at his action. Then Eunwoo's lips went to her breast and he sucked it delicately and he also bit her nipples and slightly pulled it up that made Y/N moan loudly.
“So responsive baby! I love that!” Eunwoo said and Y/N blushed at his words. Then Eunwoo kissed every inch of her as he also left some wet kisses in her stomach and onto her inner thighs. When Eunwoo already reached her core, Y/N tried to look at him and she suddenly gulped at the sight of him being between her legs and Eunwoo smirked at her.
"I bet you will enjoy this one too, Y/N!" Eunwoo said then he started to lick her core that made Y/N's head went back to lay on the pillow and moaned his name. But suddenly Eunwoo licked and sucked her core harshly and Y/N moaned his name non-stop and she pushed his head more into her core that made Eunwoo's tongue got more access into her core.
"Fuck! Eunwoo like that!" Y/N said loudly and Eunwoo smirked. As he continued to eat her out wildly without a warning she cum onto his mouth and he just sucked all of her juices that made a slurping sound in the room. Then Eunwoo suddenly opened one of the drawers and he gets a condom and Y/N was shocked.
“How did you know that a condom was in that drawer?” Y/N asked and Eunwoo slightly laughed at her.
“Someone just told me that they provided these kinds of things in a special room,” Eunwoo said as he winked and Y/N blushed. Then Eunwoo put the condom to his cock and he hovered above again at her.
“So, are you ready for me my lovely, Y/N?” Eunwoo asked.
“Yes! I love you so much Eunwoo!” Y/N said.
“I love you too so much, Y/N!” Eunwoo said as both of them smiled. Then Eunwoo slowly inserted his cock to her core and Y/N felt a sharp pain and she yelped.
“Does it hurt that much, Y/N?” Eunwoo asked with concern in his voice and he also cupped her face.
“A little but no worries I know I will be able to feel pleasure later,” Y/N said and Eunwoo nodded. Then he just kissed her lips and neck to distract her from the pain and when Eunwoo’s cock is fully inside her, Y/N already adjusted and…
“Eunwoo, you can move,” Y/N said.
"Are you sure about that?" Eunwoo asked and Y/N just responded by kissing him and he smirked at her action and he started to thrust his cock to her at a fast pace that made Y/N gripped his biceps and moaned his name.
"Shit! You are so tight, baby!" Eunwoo said as he gritted his teeth and he decided to make the pace to a harder and rougher pace that made Y/N moaned his name loudly and he also kissed her neck and keep leaving hickeys on it then he saw that Y/N was now in pure bliss and he smirked at the sight of it.
“Fuck! You handle my cock so well Y/N!” Eunwoo said and Y/N just moaned in response and was completely in pure pleasure. Then Eunwoo placed one of her legs in his shoulder and ram his cock to her at a rougher pace and his cock got deeper to her.
“Shit! Right there Eunwoo! Don’t stop!” Y/N said as she gripped the sheets and arched her back.
"You like it rough and deep huh? I will give it to you more!" Eunwoo said as he continued to ram his cock to her at an incredible pace. But as time goes by, Y/N was becoming oversensitive inside her core and…
“Eunwoo! I will cum!” Y/N said.
"Cum with me Y/N!" Eunwoo said then in few thrusts of his cock, both of them moaned each other's name as they cum and Eunwoo pulled out from her core and he removed the condom to his cock and he threw it in the trash bin near the bed and went back to lay beside her and look at Y/N.
“Probably Moonbin is now looking for us,” Y/N said and Eunwoo slightly laughed at her.
“ Let’s just rest first. But I will also send him a message that we are just looking around the beach resort,” Eunwoo said.
“Okay! Thankfully I brought my scarf so that I can cover these hickeys,” Y/N said and Eunwoo laughed at her.
“I am sorry If I made many hickeys in your neck I just can’t control myself earlier,” Eunwoo said.
"It's okay! But next time don't do it too much," Y/N said and both of them laughed. Then they decided to rest for few minutes because they can't stay there for long. As they went out of the special room, Y/N's neck was fully covered with her scarf and they decided to go back to their room and Moonbin approached them and…
“I bet you two really had fun going around the beach, huh?” Moonbin said as he smirked because he got a glimpse of Y/N’s neck that has a hickey on it.
“Yup! The scenery of the beach is really great,” Y/N said.
“You’re right! But I think Eunwoo was much more pleased seeing you as his great scenery instead of the ocean,” Moonbin said.
“What do you mean Moonbin?” Eunwoo asked and Moonbin laughed at them.
“I bet Y/N didn’t cover the hickey on her neck that much,” Moonbin said and Y/N was shocked and she blushed.
“OMG! I think I really should just go and have shower now and change clothes too!” Y/N said as she blushed madly.
"I think you really should do that now because someone will keep teasing us," Eunwoo said and Y/N just go to shower and change her clothes, but Moonbin is still laughing at them.
“You should have just joined her in the shower,” Moonbin said as he smirked.
"Shut up, Moonbin! Just order now our dinner," Eunwoo said and Moonbin nodded but he was still laughing. After a few minutes, their food arrived, and while they are having dinner outside their accommodation…
“Tell me. It means you two are now in a relationship?” Moonbin asked as he looked at them and Y/N blushed.
“Yes! Y/N is already my girlfriend,” Eunwoo said as he smiled.
"Wow! Congrats to the two of you! I hope you two will have a long-lasting relationship," Moonbin said as he smiled at them.
“Yup! No worries! I will never cheat on Eunwoo,” Y/N said as she smiled at Eunwoo.
”Awww! What a sweet couple we have here! “ Moonbin said as he smiled at them. Then suddenly someone called Y/N’s phone and it was Hyejin.
THEIR CONVERSATION…
Hyejin: Y/N! Finally, you answered my call! How are you? I heard that the ship will take 5 days to arrive there. I am so annoyed that one of your roommates didn't wake you up.
Y/N: I am fine! To be honest, I am with Moonbin and Eunwoo and they let me stay in their room.
Hyejin: What? Those two hotties let you stay in their room?
Y/N: Yup! So, what happened when you arrived at the main port and discovered I was left here?
Hyejin: Of course! All of us panicked and then someone shared that she heard Hyori and her friends that they planned to leave you in the resort and because of that, Hyori and her friends
got fired in that instance.
Y/N: What? Are you serious? They got fired after you all arrived at the main port?
Moonbin and Eunwoo were shocked by what they heard and…
"They really should have those kinds of consequences since they are rude and evil to Y/N," Eunwoo said.
“You’re right I am happy that Y/N will be at ease when she will go back to work,” Moonbin said Eunwoo agreed at him. Going back to Y/N and Hyejin’s conversation…
Hyejin: Yup! They deserve that because this is also a serious situation.
Y/N: Well, you are right! Can you give your phone to Hyori and I will tell her something.
Hyejin: Oh! Okay! I will give this phone to Hyori.
Hyejin went to Hyori and…
“What the hell are you doing here?” Hyori asked.
“Someone wanted to talk to you,” Hyejin said as she gave the phone to Hyori and…
Y/N: I bet this is Hyori now, right?
Hyori: Yes, I am! What do you want? Are you now happy that I am out of the company?
Y/N: Well, you are the one who made that consequence to yourself! Thankfully I met two handsome and hot men here in the resort that will surely make me safe and will not harm me. Not like you! Who really likes to harm someone even though I didn’t do anything bad to you! You deserve it bitch! I hope we will never meet again!
As Moonbin and Eunwoo heard her words…
“Oh! She is really brave and I am kinda flattered on her words that we are handsome and hot,” Moonbin said and Eunwoo laughed.
“ Me too! I am very happy she is really a strong woman,” Eunwoo said. As for Hyori who can’t answer it, she just got frustrated and gave back the phone to Hyejin.
Hyejin: Y/N! This is Hyejin again! It seems you throw off some strong words at her and she’s really frustrated now.
Y/N: It's all her fault, not me! By the way, I will tell you that Eunwoo is now my boyfriend.
Hyejin: Oh! Congrats my friend! Just take care staying with those two handsome men and be safe!
Y/N: Okay! I will call you when I got home after 5 days.
Hyejin: Okay! We have to go and bye!
Y/N: Okay! Take care in going home, guys!
END OF CONVERSATION.
Then Y/N went back to Moonbin and Eunwoo…
“We heard some of your conversations with your friend and you were great!” Eunwoo said.
"We liked how you handle those kinds of people who wanted to harm you and we really know you are a strong woman," Moonbin said as he smiled.
"Thanks guys! Thankfully someone really shared that Hyori and her friends planned something to me
about leaving me out here in the resort but even though I was left out here, you two helped me out. Thanks Eunwoo and Moonbin!” Y/N said as she smiled at them.
“No problem Y/N!” Moonbin said as he smiled at her. Then Eunwoo walked towards her and he held her shoulders so that she can face him and…
"No problem Y/N! As your boyfriend, I will help you as much as I can. I love you Y/N!" Eunwoo said as he kissed her lips quickly and Y/N blushed.
“I love you too Eunwoo!” Y/N said.
“I think I am disturbing you two,” Moonbin said then Y/N and Eunwoo laughed at him.
“No! You are not!” Eunwoo said as he smiled.
'Okay! You two can just sleep in the king-sized bed but don't make too many noises, okay? I might join the two of you," Moonbin said then Eunwoo glared at him and Y/N was shocked.
“I am just kidding Eunwoo and Y/N,” Moonbin said as he smiled at them.
”Okay! But please stop teasing us like that Moonbin,” Y/N said.
“I am really sorry about that Eunwoo and Y/N,” Moonbin said and suddenly Eunwoo chuckled.
"I am just kidding too if you wanted to join us, it's okay!" Eunwoo said as he smiled then Moonbin and Y/N were so shocked.
“What? Where did that come from Eunwoo?” Y/N asked as she raised one of her eyebrows.
“To be honest, sometimes I am kinda jealous because I noticed you also keep staring at Moonbin,” Eunwoo said.
“Wait! I think there’s a misunderstanding Eunwoo,” Y/N said.
“Don’t worry I am not mad and for Moonbin, it’s okay if you wanted to join us sometimes,” Eunwoo said as he smirked.
“You know that’s not a good joke Eunwoo,” Moonbin said.
“It will be really okay for me if you wanted to join us. It will be more thrilling for Y/N, right?” Eunwoo said and Y/N gulped and shivered at his words.
“Oh damn! Why is Eunwoo suddenly like this! He and Moonbin will wreck me!” Y/N thought.
“Are you sure about that? because I don’t want our friendship to be ruin because of my sudden joke,” Moonbin said.
“Moonbin, I am serious that it’s really okay,” Eunwoo said as he smirked then Moonbin gulped and felt he was already hard underneath the table.
“O-okay! But I don’t know if Y/N will agree. I don’t want her to be uncomfortable,” Moonbin said as he looked at her and Y/N blushed madly.
“Ummm… Okay Fine! I will accept it besides you two are friends and I can’t deny that you two are handsome and hot,” Y/N said as she tried to smile at them. Then Moonbin and Eunwoo smirked at her and started to walk towards her that made Y/N blushed as Eunwoo and Moonbin took her in the king sized- bed and that night Y/N became tired because of Eunwoo and Moonbin’s stamina. But as Y/N stayed with Eunwoo and Moonbin for 5 days all of them had so much fun and made beautiful memories throughout their stay in the resort.
끝 THE END
Thank you for reading my one-shot smut fanfiction
for Astro’s Cha Eunwoo!
Stay tuned for the next member! :)
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star-lemonade · 3 years
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Hey, could I please request a Moonbin smut?? Could it be a femdom one relating to a punishment and scenario of your choice???? Thank you 💕
Good boy Bin
Astro Moonbin x f!Reader
Rating: R
Genre: smut, fluff
CW: smut, thigh riding, restrains, sub!idol, dom!reader, praise, body worship(a bit?), nipple play, begging(a bit), "nuna",
Word Count: 1.2k
Be save everyone!!
What a sight it was. Bin’s hands were tied to bed posts. He was naked. When your hand ran up his inner thigh, he strained against the ropes. The whimper caught in his throat. You ignored it. His thighs were huge. You loved to ride but first you needed to do something else. The spot were his boxer shorts would end was were you wanted to do it. You leaned down and kissed the spot. Bin inhaled sharply. A shiver ran down his body when you sucked on his skin. “No moving or you don’t get to come.” He did not say anything but his head hit the head board with a soft thud. Bin was not the best at being quiet or staying still. Making marks turned him on. You knew this from past experiences and now he looked painfully hard. The head was red and the veins were popping out. You wanted to wrap your lips around him so badly, wanted to hear him moan and whine. Most importantly you wanted to see him come undone. Bin always looked so beautiful, almost glowing after his orgasm. You sucked hard and even bit down on his thigh. It did not relieve your tension. A half moan, half shout came from Bin. When you pulled away a red bruise was forming. It was so hard not just swing your legs over him and fuck yourself with his penis.
It’s not time yet. There were still more marks to leave and teasing to do, or it would not be a punishment. You moved to the other thigh. Licking and sucking on the soft skin. “Nuna” His voice cracked. “Please.” You did not think you would be able to leave as many marks as you planned. The plea had gone straight between your legs. You wanted some friction on your clit and something in you so bad. You bit down one last time before letting go. Bin’s face was flushed and a thin layer of sweat covered his body. “Look at you, so big and strong.” You ran your hands over his hard thighs and he swallowed audibly. You swung a leg over his and straddled his thigh. “If you’re a good boy now, I will forgive you.” He nodded breathing heavy. You began rocking you hips, dragging your clit over the soft skin. “Flex for me.” He obliged and his thigh got harder under you. You moaned, knowing it would drive Bin mad. The hard muscles beneath you turned you on so much. You closed your eyes and concentrated on the feeling between your legs. The friction was perfect, now the only thing missing was something in you. The urge was overwhelming. You opened your eyes. Bin looked at you biting his lips so as to not make a sound. His hair stuck to his sweaty forehead. You stood up and Bin whimpered in the back of his throat. Without saying anything you left the room. It was the hardest thing you had done. Your legs were jelly but you covered it up by walking slowly. The bathroom was one of the places where you stored condoms. You took one out of the package, took a deep breath and went back to the bed room. “Have you been a good boy while I was away?” Bin nodded. “Good.” He saw the package in your hand and relaxed a bit. You climbed on the bed, opened the wrapper and rolled the condom on Bin. He watched and his hips twitched. “It’s hard staying still when you’re this needy, isn’t it?” You caressed his cheek and he leaned into it, rubbing his face against your hand. He really was needy. He wanted to be touched so badly and you were going to deliver. You straddled his hips and slowly lowered yourself onto him. Bin strained against the ropes that bound his hands and a quiet moan accompanied your way down. You were not in the mood for slow and teasing, and so you started rocking your hips back and forth. The pace took Bin by surprise. He forgot that he was not supposed to make noises and moaned loudly. You could not care less about that when your clit rubbed against his pelvis and he stretched you like that. On the other hand, letting it slip would not be good. You slid your hand up his stomach and landed on his chest. His nipple poked out nicely and you pinched it. He bit his lip and tried hard to keep the moans in. It was getting harder to move. Your body wanted to tense up, but that meant stopping. You were so close. Bin’s whole body lifted off the mattress and his loud moan echoed from the walls. That was the thing you had needed. Your hips shuddered to a hold and you collapsed onto his chest, breathing fast. You have yourself a moment to calm down before sitting up and moving off him. You untied the robes and Bin rubbed his arms. “You okay?” “Yes, I’m good.” He peaked your lips. You laid your head on his chest and he combed your hair. He kissed on top of your head. “Do you want to eat something?” No surprise here. You felt pretty tired but food did sound good. Your stomach growled at the thought and so it was decided. “Shower first tho.” You hived yourself up into a sitting position. Your legs could not support your weight anymore. “Aww look at you. Tired already?” “Be careful what you say. I will remember it!” Bin laughed, bent down and lifted you off the bed. It was always fascinating how easy that was for him. “I can walk myself.” A bit of a lie but he didn’t have to know that. “I know.” He kissed your forehead and carried you to the bathroom.
You took a quick shower and threw on some comfortable clothes. Bin certainly did not care about what other people thought about him when he went out in sweatpants and a hoodie. As for you, you were too hungry and sleepy to care much. You held Bin’s hand as you walked to the take out place near the apartment. It was the prime time for people getting dinner it seemed. There was a queue in front and you joined it. The queue moved slowly. Bin shivered. “Are you cold?” “A bit.” Despite being tall and very buff, Bin easily got cold especially when standing in the chill air like now. You opened your jacket and hugged him. He snuck his hands under the jacket and rested his head on yours. When it was finally your turn you ordered. Bin pulled his wallet from his pants but you were faster. “I will treat you.” Bin beamed and put his wallet away. You paid and waited outside for your order to be finished. With the bag of food in one hand and holding Bin’s hand with the other, you walked home. “I love you.” “I love you too.”
A/N: I hope that was okay
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description: there’s something about bang chan, even if he’s not some senior crush you’ve pined over from the very beginning or a friend you’ve known forever, that just makes realizing that you’re in love with him as something that feels right member: chan genre: fluff, slice of life, high school au, college au, friends to lovers au, sports au (off season universe), campus dj au (if u squint), slow burn (?), fem reader word count: 12k wtf warning: explicit language, alcohol, a plot that makes zero sense note: idk what this is it’s so messy anw + @skzwriternet​
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Chan came in your life quite late—both literally and figuratively.
The two of you were in the 12th grade when you met, at a time when all everyone cared about were getting into their respective dream universities and establishing a solid group of friends to call back once they’re already on their separate ways. He got stuck in traffic that day and wasn’t allowed entry past the school gates at first because he didn’t get his uniform on time while you and your group of friends were on time in class, completely unexpecting of a new addition to the group as you all worried about the upcoming entrance exams.
“Oh, look at that, new kid.” Minho nudged your elbow and whispered loudly close to you that day, gesturing to the spaces between the curtains of the window facing the hallway. Outside, Chan was being ushered to the faculty room at the other end of the hall by a teacher, head hung low in embarrassment that he stood out with his black hoodie and sweatpants. “And no uniform on the first day—I feel like we should adopt him!”
You didn’t pay much attention to it at first, shrugging before returning to your messy Homeroom notes. An election was to be held at the end of the week and maybe, just maybe, you were thinking about it. “A bit risky, don’t you think? Right before the exams.” You mused out loud, more to the classroom elections than to the transferee.
“Do you think we’ll get him?” Minho asked anyway despite the lack of interest in your tone, leaning on your side of the shared table with a propped up elbow. “Or will Dahyun and Bam’s class next door?”
The answer was given to Minho over five minutes later, when the gentle sound of your Homeroom adviser’s voice was interrupted by a knock on the door. “Excuse me, good morning, Ms. Park!” The faculty head, Mrs. Liu, peered in your room that day with Chan trailing behind with curious eyes. “I’m so sorry for the interruption but your transfer student is now here!”
In front of the classroom, Ms. Park welcomed Chan with a smile and clasped hands. “Ah yes, Bang Chan, finally! Come on in!”
Chan introduced himself in awkward giggles and a slight miscalculated step when he didn’t immediately see the elevated area separating the black board and the first row of desks. “Hi, I’m eighteen-year-old student Bang Chan and I moved here from Sydney, Australia! Please take care of me!” You remembered him introducing himself at Ms. Park’s request before being seated right next to Hansol on the other end of the fourth row.
Minho, who eyed the boy curiously the entire time, sat up properly after and told you, “I’m gonna ambush him at recess. You wanna come with?”
You knew even then that you didn’t have to answer the question because as the bell rang for recess time, Minho had dragged you over to Hansol and Chan’s table as soon as he saw you pick up your wallet.
“Hi, I’m Minho and this is Y/N and we’re about to kidnap you!” Minho exclaimed as the two of you approached the unexpecting boy, earning you wide eyes from him. “If you want to, of course. Y/N’s gonna be class president again by Friday and I’m gonna be fighting Moonbin to the death for basketball captain so we’re clearly overqualified to show you around.”
You remember Hansol toppling over in laughter while you turned away in embarrassment. Not that it was uncommon for the most nonsense things to come out of Minho’s mouth then—in fact, it was quite the opposite.
Fortunately, Chan was easily persuaded. “Uh...sure, why not?” He grinned with relief, pushing his chair away from his desk and picking up his own wallet before following you and Minho downstairs to the cafeteria.
You ended up helping him buy snacks from the cafeteria and showing him around what you deemed as the most important areas of the campus within the thirty-minute recess. Because of the short time, he met your other friends belatedly at lunch.
Chan came in your life quite late—both literally and figuratively—but you suppose it’s not that bad because you’ve been friends ever since.
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Minho was ‘disappointed but not surprised’ when Chan tried out for the swim team instead of his basketball team—his words not yours.
Club Week was not actually a week but a week and a half, giving everyone time to either succeed or fail in the clubs they signed up for and move on to the next. Since you were elected Class President, you decided on sticking only to what you considered your most important clubs for senior year: Volleyball and the school paper. Minho, on the other hand, unfortunately lost his ‘fight to the death’ with Moonbin over the team captain title but he kept insisting that it was because he really was fated to be the cheer dance team’s captain instead.
“At least, it’s one less sweaty kid I have to worry about.” You jokingly assured Minho once Club Week was over. You and your group of friends were huddled on your usual table that lunch break, comparing training and review center schedules.
“Ya, what does that mean?”
“It means you’re in two sports clubs and you never shower after any one of them!” Dahyun points out for you across the table, earning her ‘ooh’s and high-fives from everyone. “You should be embarrassed, Mingyu’s on three teams and he literally showers on Febreze.”
“But I do shower, just not as religiously as everyone.” 
“Why not?” 
“Climate change!” 
You turned to Chan amidst the playful chaos, shaking your head in feigned disapproval. “Sorry, they’re five.”
The boy only chuckled. “It’s okay.”
“I’m glad you joined the school paper too, by the way.” You made sure to add, hinting that you saw him at your club assembly the week prior despite the large turn-out of people. “I heard from Jihyo at our last council meeting. Broadcasting, right?”
“Yep,” He nodded with pursed lips and an eye smile. “so you guys will hear me DJ for the rest of the year too.”
“Can’t wait.”
Chan’s first gig as the school radio’s DJ was the Friday that followed, in the middle of your student council meeting. He sounded nervous at first, which made you, Jihyo, and Seungkwan laugh while you were presenting your batch’s initiatives for the whole school year, but he made it out alive—and even included a shout out for you.
“Also, shoutout to Y/N! Thank you for showing me the ropes this month.” His voice echoed faintly through the hallways at lunch break. A pause then followed, what you assumed was Changbin and Jisung scolding him, before he snickered and said, “I guess Minho and Hansol, too! See you tomorrow, you guys!”
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Ever since the 7th grade, you’ve made sure to follow each and every one of your closest friends’ extracurricular activies. From Dahyun’s and Jihyo’s recitals to Bam Bam’s and Minho’s competitions and meets, you were always there: half as a volunteer for the school paper and the other half as a cheering friend. It’s your way of looking out for your friends, by standing in the sidelines for support. 
So naturally, with the addition of Chan to your friend group, you always came to his swim meets with a camera, a write-up outline, and a tarpaulin you’re quite sure Minho and Bam Bam didn’t make while sober the night before.
“Like the slogan, dolphin boy?” Bam Bam snickered at Chan as he sat on his designated waiting area right in front of your bleacher. It was the final tournament for the semester and your two other friends have decided on a lazy ‘Let’s go Dolphin Boy!’ decorated in glitters and a Photoshopped photo of Chan’s head in a dolphin. “When are you going on?”
Chan turned to your group and immediately slapped a hand to his face in embarrassment. “Oh my God...”
“To set the record straight, Jihyo and I were studying together last night and Dahyun was at piano lessons.” You held your hands up in self-defense to an eyeroll from Minho. “The poster’s all on Bam and Minho.”
“I know.” Chan mumbled behind his hand, removing it slowly after. “I’m on in five minutes. And what happens when I do get a place on the stands?”
“Then we’ll stand up and wave this harder!” Minho answered this time, aggressively waving the cartolina and causing a few glitters to scatter on your jeans.
“Minho!”
Chan competed in 1500 m I.M. and all the butterfly relays on that day and only then did you notice that he liked competing in them more than the other categories. You took photos and noted the important details with Bam Bam’s agile typing on your phone throughout the event, up until Chan received his mostly gold medals—when Bam Bam and Minho did kept to their word and ambushed the poor boy by throwing the slogan over his head when he asked for a group photo with everyone.
“This is like the Avengers of extended friend groups!” Dahyun joked once the chaos has died down and you’ve managed to get everyone to prepare for a couple of group photos. “Now I’m even more excited for dinner!”
A couple of Chan’s childhood friends also came that day—Younghyun, Somi, Sana, Lisa, and Matthew whom you befriended after over dinner that was Chan’s treat. It looked more like a weird family reunion to you than what Dahyun thought but you laughed anyway as you adjusted your camera settings.
“Okay, you guys ready?” You asked the group once everyone’s settled down, arms slung over each other and bright smiles ready to be taken for Instagram updates. “One, two—“
At the center of the photo, with a big bouquet of roses and several medals, Chan suddenly shifted in his position under Matthew’s and Younghyun’s arms and asked you, “Wait, wait, wait...Y/N aren’t you joining?”
You shook your head, making everyone erupt in protest. “Ya, then who’s gonna take the photo?”
Minho doesn’t exaggerate it one bit whenever he recalls this that Chan literally bolted out of the group to pull in his nearest teammate to take the photo, quickly tugging you to him afterwards and positioning you right in front of him once the group photos were taken. You ended up with his arms and his bouquet draped over you in all of the photos.
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With the college entrance exams fast approaching over a month later, you found yourself juggling your academics, cram school, Volleyball training, student council, and the school paper all at once. It was manageable at times, with the help of your teammates and clubmates, but of course there would be days when you would almost fall asleep on the spot at Saturday cram school, in particular.
Chan was no better as he balanced academics and cram school with his own swim training, the school radio, and preparing a portfolio for his talent exams at the Departments of Music for every university he applied to.
Fortunately, you both went to the same cram school with everyone else. Seated next to each other, you bought Chan coffee while he passed you candies and chocolate he would get from his mom through the mail.
“You, uh...” Chan nudged your knuckles with his softly one time, alternating his gaze between your open notes and the formulas being discussed on the white board two rows ahead. “The answer’s 2.”
“Hm?” You hummed tiredly, free hand supporting your cheek as you tried so hard to pay attention and follow along. The day prior was meetings upon meetings that lasted until 8:30 PM, pushing all of your time allotted for homework to midnight since you had to take the bus home. To say you were so tempted to fall asleep then was an understatement.
Knowing this, you saw Chan take the liberty of writing the correct answer on your notes through your half-lidded eyes, poking your knuckles with the end of his mechanical pencil after. “You have the whole solution down but the final answer is 2, silly.” He chuckled softly, discreetly passing you another gummy bear from under the table. “Do you even know what you’ve been writing?”
You nodded even though your brain was barely processing anything, receiving the gummy bear after. “I think so?” You mused out loud, making him laugh. 
“We’ll just have to go through this again later. You should’ve stayed at home and rested if you’re so tired.”
You found out later, when you were much awake to have lunch at a nearby cafe with Chan, that the boy took down the notes for you in a fashion similar to your note-taking technique for you to copy—and that he drew a small dinosaur on the margins of your notebook with a text bubble that said, “You can do it!”
Chan has made it a habit to bring you an extra thermos of coffee and drew little animals on your notebook whenever the two of you were bored ever since.
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You showed up at Chan’s doorstep on his first Christmas Day in Korea, not really expecting to see his mom with his aunt on the other side of the door.
“Hi.” Chan mustered up a rather confused smile, growing even bigger and less shy right in front of you the longer he gazed at your own wide eyes and long travel coat. “Y/N, hi.”
“I thought you were—“ You unconsciously gestured to his extended family running around the hallways behind him, furrowing your brows. “Hi, um, should I just—should I just go?”
Chan furrowed his brows, instinctively pulling you closer to the doorway by your arm once he noticed the snow falling harder behind you. “What? Why?” He asked at the sudden proximity. “What’s up?”
His unintentionally blunt tone with the question definitely had you caught off-guard and flustered. “O-Oh, I just thought—I thought you wouldn’t be with your parents and siblings for Christmas so I came over.” You cringed internally at your truthful but rather cheesy answer. “Everyone’s skating at the mall today and I thought of inviting you because I assumed that you’d be lonely here with just your uncle and auntie...”
Another smile, an amused one, settled on his lips as you talked. “Really?” He mused out loud to which you nodded absentmindedly at. “We could go right now, if you want. My mom would probably tell me to bring Hannah and Lucas along, though, if that’s okay.”
Your eyes widened for the second time that afternoon. “W-We can, yeah.” You nodded slowly to both questions, breaking into your own smile.
“Okay, come on in first, then, it’s cold out.” Chan then took you by the same hand inside, closing the door behind him and leading you to the shoe rack for your boots. “My mom’s been looking for you and everyone else since they landed here too! You should be able to stop her from fussing over dinner so much.”
You met Chan’s parents and siblings that day, almost getting stuck in his aunt and uncle’s house because of his mom’s excitement at meeting one of her son’s friends in Korea until Chan smoothly brought up your offer of going to the skating rink with his siblings. You eventually left the house with him and his younger siblings right before Minho could text you that you were taking too long.
“You do know how to skate, right, Chan?” Minho asked when you arrived. He sat between you and the boy in question to rest his feet from racing with Dahyun, removing his skates and stretching his legs forward. “Y/N and Jihyo suck at explaining things she’s already good at and Bam Bam’s a deer walking for the first time so the choices for teacher aren’t really looking so well for you right now.”
When you looked over at him from Minho’s shoulder, he simply shrugged. “Shouldn’t be that hard. It’s just ice and blades, right?”
But it ended up being very much so, at least for him as he ended up reaching for yours and Jihyo’s hands before you could even run off to join Minho and Dahyun on their race. “Okay, okay, I was wrong!” He exclaimed dramatically, gloved hand meeting your own when Jihyo jokingly moved her hand away. “I’m going to fall over!”
“You’re doing fine.” You rolled your eyes in feigned exasperation, holding his hand anyway as you slowed your pace. His siblings then passed by the two of you, giggling over their eldest brother tripping on ice. "Look, even your siblings are doing fine and you came from the same place as those two.” 
“Chan, you’re being dramatic.” Jihyo added to tease him further, gracefully sliding away from the two of you. “‘It’s just ice and blades, right?’ You’ll get used to it!” 
Then, as if for unintentional emphasis, Chan almost tripped at this and instinctively held your hand tighter. “I really am going to fall if I let go.” He pouted, linking your arms together instead. “Can’t you really teach me?”
You unlink your arms, catching his hand again. “Fine, I’ll try but don’t cling to me too much.” You pointed out, laughing when he interlocks your fingers together. “You swim in deep ass Olympic pools back and forth like it’s nothing, ice shouldn’t be that scary to you, you know.” 
With that, you spent the rest of the afternoon teaching Chan how to balance himself on his skates (and getting him out of Minho and Dahyun’s way as the two circled the rink like two roller derby players). He perfected his balance at the end of the day but he still wouldn’t let go of your hand so naturally, you came back next year. 
And next year eventually turned into an annual tradition between the two of you. 
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The exam results then came in the middle of your final Volleyball game which was probably not good for your adrenaline levels but everyone found it amusing.
Your team was leading in the final set, 23-22, and you could tell as you delivered volley after volley that your opponent was already losing hope. On the sidelines of the open gymnasium, Bam Bam and Minho held up the ugliest orange cartolina ever with ‘HAIKYUU THAT SHIT Y/N!’ in mismatched marker colors while Jihyo, Dahyun, Chan, Hansol, and Seungkwan screamed their lungs out for your team.
You’re quite certain the cartolina got confiscated by your coach after for inappropriate language, you’re not quite sure even at present because you never saw it again, especially when it was dropped to the ground the moment everyone’s phones started ringing because of an e-mail from school.
You noticed it from the sidelines, even as you and another teammate delivered the final volley that lead to your victory. Chan held your phone with a bright smile on his face, directing it to you after as you and your team huddled for a group hug and greeted the opposite team for the last time.
“Congratulations!” He greeted you as soon as you’ve celebrated enough with your teammates, waving your phone in front of you as he approached with everyone jumping not far behind him. “On both!”
“Both what?”
Before Chan could even answer you properly, you were engulfed in a big hug by Jihyo, Seungkwan, and Dahyun. “You did it!” They exclaimed in unison. “You passed all of the uni’s you applied to! We all did!”
Immediately, your widened eyes and agape mouth sought Chan for confirmation, to which he simply nodded with a laugh and a thumbs up. “No way...” You muttered in disbelief, gaining feeling back in your frozen legs after to jump along with everyone in your group hug. “No shit, no way! Congratulations, guys!”
“Congrats to you too, dude! You won twice today!” Jihyo pointed out, making everyone laugh. “We’re still on for BBQ, right?”
“Well, I can’t be the only one paying now since we all passed the exam!”
You got hugs from the others as well (and an extra one with a high-five from Seungkwan because he was just so hyped about your volleyball game), receiving from Chan last since he wanted a photo with you after.
“We could do a group photo, you know.” You tried suggesting as you held your Finals tournament trophy in between the two of you. Hansol has both of your phones side by side in front of him, adjusting the settings a little before taking the photo.
“We could but that’s for later. I need a new contact photo for you!” Chan insisted. Before you could comment on his ridiculous excuse, however, Hansol was already taking photos of the two of you.
Chan did set a photo of you from that day as your contact photo—specifically the one where you were pretending to dump invisible water from the trophy over him. It’s ridiculous and it still makes everyone laugh whenever Chan’s phone lights up with this photo.
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Graduation celebrations naturally came after, as soon as Spring Break was over. Bam Bam threw a house party for your batch that was anything but sober and civil, the clubs each had send-off parties, and the student council planned a Graduation Ball which was mostly just yours, Jihyo’s, and Seungkwan’s excuse to dress semi-fancy and have Chan invite Younghyun to invite his band, Day6, to perform a whole set of their new songs.
You came with your friend group, or at least you and Jihyo convinced yourselves that you did since no one bothered to look for dates. It had been your finals before the Saturday of the graduation ball and, on top of that, the two of you were busy ‘student council-ing’ as Minho worded it, organizing the event with the school faculty and a few parents.
You did dance with everyone by the end of the night too, Minho pulling you along by the hand in a group hug as you yelled out the lyrics to Days Gone By—one of the last songs of the evening. “Finally you can join us!” He exclaimed dramatically, pressing a kiss on top of your head as he slung an arm over your shoulder. He didn’t actually need to worry about spending time with you since you’re all staying in the hotel for the night anyway. “Loosen up, will you?!”
On your other side, you could only hear Chan laugh as Bam Bam proceeded into the center of your big circle to dance, challenging an unexpecting Yugyeom nearby after. He stole glances over to you occasionally, a fond smile on his lips whenever you’d catch him in the act. He actually wanted to ask you to dance but decided against it last minute, growing too shy at noticing that the crowds are mostly dancing in friend groups rather than pairs until it was ultimately time to retreat into your hotel rooms.
“Goodnight and happy graduation, Seoul High!”
Fortunately, however, Chan made up for this by waiting on you after the dance. You stayed behind with Jihyo and Seungkwan for an hour more once the students have either gone back to their hotel rooms or migrated to the hotel lobby to wait for their rides home; Chan was more than happy to lend an extra helping hand as you thanked the staff and made sure that the packing up was done orderly.
“You did well tonight,” He complimented you sheepishly as the two of you carefully packed up the stage’s sound equipment. The microphone he was trying to remove from the stands was still on then, making his voice echo faintly through the hall. “organizing the event and all.”
Your face heated up against the now softer stage lights as you moved the guitar and music stands from the center to the side where a staff member was waiting for you. “T-Thanks, Chan. Did you have fun?”
He simply nodded this time with a sheepish giggle, passing you the microphones after making sure they were properly turned off.
After this, Chan politely walked you and Jihyo back to your shared room with Dahyun just two floors above the one all the boys in your class reserved for themselves
“Night, Chan! Make sure you’re not being too loud with the boys downstairs, okay?” Jihyo bid him goodbye quickly with a small yawn and a mischievous smile as she opened the heavy door to your room with ease. “I’m pretty sure Bam brought that wireless microphone with him again—and it’s probably Mingyu or Seokmin’s idea again.”
“Don’t worry we won’t, I’ll make sure.” Chan nodded sheepishly before waving goodbye to her. Once she’s inside, he then turned to you and said, “Goodnight, Y/N.”
You nodded slowly at him, a little hesitant. When he raised his eyebrows at this, you then suggested, “Um...I know this is sudden and it’s like 1 AM but you don’t happen to be in the mood for McDonald’s, right?”
“Seriously? At this time?” 
“I’ll buy you an iced coffee if you want.” 
So you ended up at the McDonald’s two blocks from the hotel where your graduation ball was held, wrinkled dress suits and all. You talked for what seemed like an hour more, played with the Powerpuff Girls happy meal toy he bought on a whim, and got scolded through calls and text from your friends because you didn’t invite them. Since this day, the two of you have been buying each other’s coffee from McDonald’s.
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Bam Bam and Minho both moved further West in the city, the latter sharing his uncle’s old apartment with another friend of his, while Jihyo dorms with Mina, another friend of yours from another school, up North. Besides these, no one made a drastic change to move houses or dormitories from the area your parents considered near since everyone else attended universities relatively near. At university, especially on your first year, you, Chan, and Dahyun mostly stuck with each other; just now with the addition of Lisa who ended up attending the same university and Jacob whom Chan befriended in his classes.
Sometime towards the end of your first semester, when Bam Bam and Minho skipped school to crash one of your semi-finals Volleyball game, your now larger group of friends decided that Chan would ‘take one for the team’ and get a driver’s license for all of your travelling needs. He lost against Jacob and Dahyun of all people in the most intense game of rock-paper-scissors you’ve ever seen. 
Because of this, for the two weeks leading up to finals week, you ended up risking your life accompanying Chan to practice in his aunt’s old SUV. During this time period, he either took you to and from university as well or from your neighborhood to the bar and grill you started frequenting with him and the rest of your friend group. It’s not that he’s bad at driving, his parking skills were just initially a cause of worry for you whenever he was driving in crowded places. 
“Am I close?” Chan asked you on your first day of finals, leaning over your side of the car to check the side mirror. You had your reviewers for your Communications class glued to your face throughout the entire twenty-minute ride but that didn’t stop you from simultaneously being anxious of hitting someone else’s car right in front of your college building. “Can you check?” 
You opened the window and briefly peeked your head out, turning to Chan after and almost jumping at how close he’s gotten. “It doesn’t even look like you tried.” You laughed through your immediate flustered expression, making him lean back in frustration as he prepares to move the car again. “How long have we been here? Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention.” 
Chan pouted, keeping a hand on your head rest as he now carefully re-attempts to parallel park. “Just five minutes.” He mumbles, alternating his gaze quickly between the front and back of the car. “So that means you’ve been studying well this entire time.” 
“Your driving is already good I could even sleep in, it’s just the parking that’s worrying.” You pointed out teasingly, leaning on his hand to glance back at the situation behind you and poking on his new arm bands. “Speaking of, you do know that you don’t even have to park, right? It’s not like you’re going to wait for me.” 
“But I’ll wait for you.” Your eyes met belatedly as Chan finally parks the car. “It’s just 30 minutes, right?” 
“It’s two hours, Chan...” You quirked a brow. “Didn’t I text you that?”  
“Really? Ah, well...I’ll just...” Chan chuckled sheepishly, clearly realizing his mistake at the last minute. “I can totally just hang around, I guess.” 
But the problem was, Dahyun didn’t have class that day, Lisa was organizing a club party, and Jacob was in his own volleyball training. Chan ended up loitering around the swim team for a while and impulsively buying you lunch because he didn’t want to waste gas. 
You bought him lunch when he passed his driver’s license in return. 
“You probably need glasses now.” You pointed out to him as you happily ate your Burger King inside his car. The nearest branch to the driving school he attended had a relatively big parking lot, making the two of you sigh in relief that he didn’t have to parallel park this time. “I’m pretty sure I texted you that my exam was from 10 to 12.” 
Next to you, Chan had his seat reclined and the windows fully open as he sipped on his Cola and munched on fries. “No, I checked it again the other day and you texted 10 to 11.” 
“What?!” When you do check your phones, only then do you find out that you did mistakenly text him 10 to 11 instead of 10 to 12. “Oh my God, I’m so sorry! Should I buy you another burger?”
Chan simply shook his head and snatched the ice cream cup you’ve been saving. “I’ll just take this, thank you!” 
“Ya!” 
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The first time the driver’s license actually came in handy was on your first volleyball game as a university student. Chan went on a round trip around the major universities in Seoul to pick up all of your friends which almost caused you to be late to the game but you could barely care then—you were too pumped over the idea of all of your friends coming together to watch you.
Besides, Chan volunteered to be a courtside reporter for the game so you weren’t scolded by your coach alone.
“Good luck out there!” Chan nudged your side with a wink as the two of you prepared to enter the arena with your team. He made sure that he had his microphone off twice this time. “I’d really love to interview you when you win.”
“When have I ever lost in front of you, hm?” You teased with a grin of your own, just as the backstage doors opened to the cheers and drums of your university. 
And, true to your word, you win the game a little over an hour and a half later. With a small trophy passed around from your teammates and the promise of a day-off from your coach, Chan was the first of your friends to approach you.
“And here we also have SNU women’s volleyball team newest recruits, Y/N and Chaeyeon!” Chan introduced you and your teammate in front of the cameras. In the distance, you could see your friends then: Jihyo, Dahyun, Mina, and Lisa holding balloons in the color of your university, Bam Bam and Minho holding their usual embarrassing slogan, and Jacob jumping up and down excitedly over your game’s turn-out. “This is your first game and first win of the season, congrats! How does it feel, you two?”
Your eyes met Chaeyeon’s instinctively to your right, making the two of you giggle shyly. After a mini game of passing the microphones between each other, you eventually ended up answering, “Um, we’re very grateful that our first game gave us our first win as new members as well and we hope that we’ll continue doing even better in the semi-finals!”
“Yes! Everyone’s hoping so too, especially after watching your play today!” Chan commented, clearly going off-topic then by the way you noticed how his mini crew of fellow students looked surprise and even checked their own cue cards.
Once the interviews were over, you were then whisked away by Minho and Jacob—the former to catch up with you while the latter was so excited talking to you about your game.
“Dude you were so good out there! Like that serve on the first set that really riled up the opposing team’s captain? And and that over the net move you did with Chaeyeon! We should have a practice game sometime!” Jacob always talked a million times per second over things that excited him but you didn’t mind, at least now Minho had someone to compete with over who could say the weirder thing.
The interaction placed a rather childish pout on Chan throughout the ride to your promised Korean BBQ dinner, no one but Lisa paid it too much mind.
“Stop pouting you look ugly.” She said to the poor boy with a feigned judgmental face, switching seats with you earlier for the ride to dinner so you can discuss volleyball with Jihyo and Jacob. “Why are you even pouting? Something on your mind?”
“Nothing.” Chan only furrowed his brows and frowned, glancing over to you on the rear view mirror to see you laughing along to a video Minho was showing everyone on his phone.
it’s not Minho that bothered him, everyone with eyes and a braincell have always known that he’s in love with his current roommate.
Jacob, though...you play the same sport and are both equally passionate over it! It definitely made Chan think.
“Nothing looks like she’s having fun, huh?” Lisa mumbled under her breath in response after a moment, breaking out into a laugh when Chan finally glances over at her with a confused look. “Nothing!”
Lisa made sure you sat next to Chan after, dragging Minho and Jacob by the ears to the other side of the table.
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On your second year, your favorite junior from your previous school finally entered college. Seungmin was also on the student council, school paper, as well as in the high school baseball team who often practiced with your volleyball team so you basically considered him your ‘child,’ much to his annoyance. Though he attended a university that was nearer to Bam Bam’s and Minho’s, you pestered Chan into driving you almost once a month to his dorm to visit, anyway. 
Chan would’ve said no every time given his own busy schedule but you promised him every time that Felix, a friend of Seungmin’s who happened to come from Australia as well, and Jeongin, another junior you unofficially ‘adopted’ in high school, would also be there. 
“Chan, I need to go to Seungmin’s, it’s an emergency.” You greeted Chan one day right after your afternoon classes. You found him in the library, studying for second semester midterms with Lisa and Jacob which did made you feel bad but you really couldn’t wait for the next bus anymore.
“What kind of emergency?” Lisa asked, prompting you to shake your head. 
“The kids said it’s very bad...” You continued shaking your head frantically and that was enough for Chan to pack up his things and lead you outside to his car. 
When the two of you arrived at Seungmin and Jeongin’s shared dorm, Chan was more than confused at seeing the former sprawled out on the common area carpet with his arms folded over his chest like a vampire while the latter and Jeongin hovered over him with worried looks and mini fans. 
“Is Seungmin dying?” Chan asked you with genuine worry as you approached, which would’ve made you laugh with the choice of words had you not just been vaguely called on short notice to deal with the situation. 
You didn’t get to answer him at first as your first instinct was to sit down next to Seungmin and ask Felix, “We came here as fast as we could. What’s wrong?” 
In front of you, Seungmin groaned in pain and rolled over on his stomach, hiding his reddening cheeks from you. “Y/N, why are you here?” He whined, bringing his arms up to his head to hide his face further. “Did these two call you?”
“Yeah they did.” You answered firmly, rolling the boy on his back again that prompted more complaints from him. “Now, what’s wrong? School? Sports? Friends? Are you okay?”
It took a moment for Seungmin to remove his arms over his face and answer you and it undeniably made you and Chan nervous. When he did answered, it was what you least expected from him as he said, “Y/N, I think I have a crush...” 
A pause then followed as everyone simply stared back at Seungmin who immediately hid in his hoodie once again. 
“Oh for the love of God, Kim Seungmin! Are you kidding me right now?! I came all the way here for this?” You smacked him in the arm once you’ve recovered, finally breaking out into laughs as the other boys toppled over in laughter. Turning to Jeongin and Felix, you then asked, “So why did you call me? You could’ve called Minho, he literally lives three blocks away.” 
Felix and Jeongin glanced over at each other and shrugged. “He said he’s having love problems,” Jeongin pointed to Seungmin innocently before turning to you. “So I thought of calling you. Aren’t you and Chan a thing?” 
This time, it was you and Chan looking at each other and laughing. “No, no, we’re not a thing.” He clarified for you with a dismissive wave. “Y/N’s married in a poly relationship with academics and extracurriculars.”
“And Chan’s secretly a merman so it’s a hard pass.” You finished his thought jokingly, looking over at Seungmin after. 
“You guys, I’m still in a situation here!” Seungmin frowned, lifting his head up to place on your lap. “I’m fucked, basically.”
“Well, since we came all the way here and gas is expensive, do you want to talk about it? Lix and I can cook dinner.”  
With that (and a few more words to get Seungmin off of the floor), you managed to drag the lovestruck boy into the kitchen and cooked him tonkatsu with Felix and Jeongin on your tail. Chan kept him company the entire time, peering over his shoulder as he narrated the story of a certain figure skater he met at his Freshman welcome assembly. “We’ve been friends for a while and I really like them but they’re always getting into trouble!” Seungmin mostly rambled, making you, Jeongin, and Felix snicker with your backs turned.
“All the more reasons to see them often, then?” You suggested, much to Seungmin’s annoyance.
“Won’t I be too obvious? Or too doting? Maybe they don’t like that as much since they’re so independent. Agh, what do I do?!”
“Play it cool like you always do, kid.” You answered simply, patting his head affectionately as you passed by his spot to retrieve a basket of condiments “What do you think, Chan?”
You clearly caught him off-guard then by the way his eyes slowly widened and he instinctively sat up straight. “O-Oh, u-um—yeah, what you said...” He eventually agreed with a nonchalant shrug to cover up his shaky actions. “Don’t overthink it or else nothing happens.”
You re-joined Jeongin and Felix across the kitchenette with a chuckle, nudging Jeongin with your elbow after. “You kids are growing up! Ah, but it still kinda feels like yesterday when you two were just messing around back in high school.”
“We’re a year below you, what are you talking about?” Jeongin pouted, eyes not leaving the side dishes he was preparing. When you don’t tease him further about it with another side comment, he then adds, “Sorry for assuming you and Chan were dating by the way. That wasn’t weird, right?”
You shook your head reassuringly. “No, it’s cool! I’m just curious where you’d get that from.”
“Minho said—“ And that was enough for you to give your aforementioned friend an earful the next time you saw him after.
“So, Chan’s not dating?” Felix asked next to which you nodded at. “Oh, cool!”
“Why? Do you have someone for him?”
Though Felix didn’t say anything more specific after that, Chan was then coerced into a friendly blind date to the movies a week after, you heard it at his new sideline podcast with Changbin and Jisung of all places.
“I—“ Seungmin’s first reaction was to clasp his hands together while the two of you were listening to the podcast episode in YouTube. “I spill out my heart to you guys and over tonkatsu then I find out that this happened right under my nose that night?”
It was a month since his dramatic confession and a little over two weeks since Chan went on the blind date and you’ve been taking the bus with Dahyun to visit the kids ever since. Chan thought he did something wrong but you’ve assured him multiple times that you’re just trying to be considerate of him since he now has an additional person on his plate.
Dahyun also wanted to visit Jihyo and Mina so you decided on commuting with her in particular.
“Ah, well, that’s life—or college...or maybe both.” You shrugged. You often studied in their dorm living room to pass the time if Minho wasn’t up for being bothered with in his apartment—you found out throughout this that studying with a Legal Management major like Seungmin motivates you to go through your rigorous readings. “How’s your crush by the way? Any progress?”
“They want to try speed skating! Do you know how dangerous that is? Not to mention, the legality of it all...”
“This person seems like they get you up on your toes. I like it! Makes things a bit more exciting, don’t you think?”
“It just makes my head hurt.” Seungmin sighed, rubbing his temples dramatically for emphasis. “I can’t help but worry...”
“I think you’re sweet looking out for them like this.” You assured. “But it’s not sports if you don’t get hurt and we both know that.” 
“Then what do I do?” 
“Just look out for them. I’m pretty sure they’re not all that clumsy as you make them out to be—you said they’re an athlete, right?—but it’s still important to be there for support and help when they really need it.” You half-shrugged, not really knowing what else to say. “But not just as someone who has a crush. Be a friend first and foremost—I mean, obviously, since you’re not dating, you’re just friends, hopefully for now. Yeah, that’s it! Don’t overthink it, you’re friends not married!” 
A thought then seemed to pass Seungmin as a small smile formed on his lips. He then pulled his knees close to his chest and leaned back on the sofa behind him. “So, is that how you are with Chan?” 
“What?!” 
“I mean he’s sort of dating right now but don’t you have a crush on him?” The younger boy asked in genuine curiosity. “Honestly, I was surprised that you let him go on that blind date with the Soyeon girl Felix recommended, much less a second date this weekend.” 
“No—I mean no, I don’t have a crush on him.” You refused calmly though your voice clearly shook a little but not for the reason Seungmin thought it was. “We’re just friends. You’re going off-topic!” 
Seungmin’s eyes lit up in interest. “Well, I thought about it so we’re talking about it now! Have you seriously never thought about it?”
“No, but I am now because you brought it up!” You shook your head back truthfully before smacking his arm with your reviewers, making him pout and wince at you. “Don’t do that! You’re like—you’re trying to brainwash me into having feelings or something!”
Seungmin instinctively held his hands up, filled with his own lecture notes, and shook his head at the accusation. “No I’m not!” He pouted at you to no avail. “I’m just saying that I’ve always thought there was something, with how you two are so close.”
“You and I are close, Minho and I are close,” You argued back with a small pout, crossing your arms. “Heck, Bam Bam and I are close and we grew up together since the 4th grade.” 
Again, the boy shook his head stubbornly. “Yeah, we’re all different kinds of close, especially Chan,” He claimed with so much conviction. “You look out for me, Minho, and Bam Bam but Chan looks out for you as much as you do for him, if that makes sense.”   
“See you can’t even reason out properly and you’re in Legal Management.” You scoffed playfully. “I look out for everyone the same way, Chan’s not that kind of special for me. Also, it’s basic human decency, Seungmin. I can’t believe you don’t look out for me back, to be honest.”
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Though you came off as perfectly unbothered by this, there was a period when things started became awkward on your end and it frustrated you until the end of your second year. 
Seungmin teased you to no end for it to make up for your equally endless questions about the person he’s taken interest in, Minho kept bringing it up whenever the two of you met or hung out in his apartment, and Dahyun only confronted you about it when it started becoming inconvenient for her as yours and Chan’s mutual friend.
“Chan keeps texting me if we want a ride to Minho’s but I already told him that we’re on the bus right now.” Dahyun showed you her phone on another one of your many commutes to Minho’s side of the city. By this time, it has been two months and three dates for Chan, with your time spend with said boy having reduced significantly. “Are you guys okay? Have you been talking lately?” 
You furrowed your brows and nodded in genuine confusion. “Yeah, why?” 
“It feels like he wants to ask me about you but he won’t say it directly.” Dahyun shrugged, leaning back on the seats. “It kinda gives me the impression that you guys fought or something.” 
“We didn’t fight.” You assured with a small frown. “Nothing happened, really.”  
“Then what is it?” 
It took you a moment to answer as your mind instinctively went to the conversation you previously had with Seungmin. “I...you know when someone points something out to you in a different light and then it makes you think of a lot of things?” When you saw Dahyun nod slowly, you then took it as your cue to admit, “It’s something like that, I guess.”
And like you, it also took a moment for Dahyun to answer. “Well, how do you feel about it?” She asked back as a response. “I think I know what this is about but you don’t have to tell me if you’re uneasy telling me about it.”
And you were uneasy and confused, very much so. “I don’t think I’m feeling anything special about it, really.” You admitted in a smaller voice, finding your attention flitting down to your hands on your lap. “I feel like I’m just thinking too much on what that someone said and how they said it.” 
“Then it’s probably nothing, easy as that. Don’t let people’s words get into your head too much, especially on things like this—if we are thinking of the same thing—or else it’s gonna feel like you’re being forced into having different feelings or think differently.” Dahyun shrugged with a reassuring smile. “If otherwise, even then don’t overthink it too much. Just let things happen as they are.” 
When you didn’t respond immediately, she then took your silence to quickly add, “Anyway, bottom line is, whatever it really is that you’re feeling or thinking, don’t ignore Chan for it. Talk to him about it specifically if it helps just don’t make him feel left out just because you’re on a one-sided awkward situation.”  
It was a tough love kind of advice but Dahyun pestered you about it until she saw you approach Chan first over a week later, when you personally asked him to carpool to Bam Bam’s place for a year-end party.
You’ve never seen Chan’s face light up as much as it did on that day at the campus library. 
“R-Really?” He stuttered out in disbelief and suddenly, all hints of drowsiness had disappeared on his expression. “I mean, c-cool! Uh, what time should I pick you and Dahyun up?” 
“Ah, well, what time should you pick up Soyeon if she’s going to carpool with us?” You asked slowly, rubbing your nape awkwardly as you stood next to his table. 
His eyes widened in surprise before an equally awkward chuckle came out of his lips. “Soyeon’s not carpooling with us.” 
“Hm?” 
“She’s going with her own friends since they’re nearer to her place.” Chan nodded absentmindedly, pulling a chair for you to sit down. You took the place without hesitation, neck heating up in embarrassment over the thought that you seemed too eager. “We’re not actually dating anymore.” 
“Oh?” You furrowed your brows as quickly as your expression almost lit up. “I mean, since when, if it’s okay to ask?” 
“Since last week. I don’t know, we agreed that it’s really...not happening between us.” Chan shrugged nonchalantly, going back to his lecture notes. “It’s cool, though, we’re studying together next week at the new study hall near Itaewon.” 
You nodded, exhaling a breath you didn’t even realize you were holding until then. “At least it’s not awkward or anything.” 
“What about us?” 
You immediately looked up at this, meeting Chan’s somewhat hopeful gaze that had you unexpectedly stammering, “W-what do you mean?” 
“Did I do something wrong?” He pursed his lips nervously, voice growing smaller with each other. “It’s just that we haven’t talked a lot lately—or maybe I’m just overthinking it...” 
You were quick to shake your head, mustering up a small smile. “No, you didn’t do anything.” You assured him gently. “I’ve just been—it’s nothing.” 
“Really?” 
You nodded, breathing in another sigh of relief. “Yeah, I just had a lot of things going on then. It’s okay now.” 
And it really was okay then. Talking to Chan again assured you at the time that you liked him as a friend. You really really liked him at the time as a friend. 
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Third year meant preparing for your senior year and going on your Junior Year internship which is probably why Bam Bam scheduled a trip to his hometown in Bangkok in the summer before this. It was just him, you, Chan, Dahyun, Jihyo, and Minho as a kind of mini high school reunion—the small kind of gathering everyone naturally hopes for with the pacing of university life. 
You stayed at his family’s house where his parents offered you the entire expanse of the living room to have a movie night and sleepover in on your first night, right before the overwhelming itinerary Bam Bam planned for the next five days. 
“Rock-paper-scissors for the beds!” Bam Bam announced after your sixth movie of the night. The Meg really wasn’t that amazing in your collective opinion but that didn’t stop you from putting it at the bottom of your To-Watch list just to throw as much nonsensical comments as you can on it. “The expandable couch goes to first, second, and third; the smaller one goes to fourth, and fifth and sixth get the air bag!” 
Unsurprisingly, you and Chan had to share the grey air bag because you simply were just unlucky that night (you accidentally got a Pringles bag that had more air on it than chips prior) and Chan was so sleepy right next to Minho from cramming a passion project with Changbin and Jisung on call. Not that you minded, you were actually glad you didn’t have to put up with Bam Bam kicking you in his sleep or Minho waking you up with his cuss-filled sleep talking. 
“Are you okay with this, sharing an air bed, I mean.” Chan had asked you as you prepared to sleep some time at 3 AM. He was hunched over on the side of the mattress that wasn’t pushed to the wall, laptop perched on top of his area as he continued fighting sleep and finishing his project. Everyone else had gone to sleep earlier. “I can totally just ask Bam for a sleeping bag if you want me to.” 
“It’s okay.” You assured him as you spread the blanket over the entire expanse of the small air bed before sliding in and taking your phone out from under your pillow. “Aren’t you slidi—tucking in too, though?” 
His face lit up in genuine surprise, slowly shifting into appreciation and fondness right in front of you as he caught the concern in your own face despite the phone blocking his view. “In a bit...I’m just making a few adjustments with this.” 
Changbin and Jisung erupted into yells on the three-way video call, their voices bursting so suddenly on Chan’s headphones that he immediately muted them before you could ask or even notice. 
Fortunately, you didn’t. “Oh, then don’t stay up too late, Chan.” You pointed out in even more concern. You knew how he could get whenever he pulled all-nighters, you realized. “We have to start really early tomorrow—or later.” 
He hummed absentmindedly with a small nod as he continued nodding, glancing back up at you again after a moment. “Then you should go to sleep already, you don’t have to wait up for me.” 
“Who said I’m waiting up for you? I’m scrolling through my Instagram.” But despite your teasing tone, you still ended up scrolling through your phone until he finished his project, bidding Changbin and Jisung a quick good morning before ending the call and sliding in under his share of the covers. 
“Okay now go to sleep.” He chuckled tiredly as he gazed down on you, hand accidentally brushing against your own in the small gap between the two of you as he placed it right next to his head. 
“But you’re watching me,” You frowned disapprovingly. “turn around or something.”
“I sleep better like this and what if I closed my eyes and you took pictures even with my back turned?” He feigned a pout, bringing his hand under the pillow as he shifted more comfortably in place. “You sleep first.” 
“You’re so childish.” You giggled, shaking your head stubbornly. “I won’t do that.” 
“As if you aren’t too right now. You’re probably thinking about it.” 
“On three, then? One—” 
“Two—“ 
“Three.” With your cue, the two of you then closed your eyes at the same time, only to peek one each right after. “Ya!” 
You eventually managed to fall asleep at the same time half an hour later with Chan reluctantly turning around for you once you had your eyes closed. He’d only see your sleeping expression a little bit later, when he woke up to use the bathroom at 7 AM and came back to check up on you sleeping comfortably and move more of the blanket to your shoulders. 
“Look at these eyebags, you could carry souvenirs in them later.” Minho chuckled next to you on the ride to your first trip destination after, laughing even more when you swatted his index finger that moved up in an attempt to poke your eyes. “Nightmare? The Meg wasn’t even about ghosts, Y/N.” 
“No, I just slept late.” You sighed, leaning back on your seat. “Chan and I stayed up a little longer.” 
At this, Minho’s eyes visibly lit up and he wiggled his eyebrows mischievously at you, prompting a disgusted look on your face. “Ooh, did something spicy finally happen between you two?” 
“No—and please never do that again, it’s disgusting!” 
“It’s my eyebrows!” 
Minho ended up teasing you throughout the whole trip, anyway, as you and Chan repeated almost the exact same routine every night.     
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You had your Junior Year Internship at a media network across the city and though Chan insisted multiple times that he can drive you to work before going to his own at an entertainment company in the opposite direction, you managed to convince him that you really can commute this time and spend the night at Minho’s if you went overtime. No hard feelings this time. 
So with what his presence in your life suddenly lacked in being your everyday transportation, he made up for by spamming you constantly online. 
“This place has Tim Tams in their cafeteria!” He’d send you the most random photos and videos of his day-to-day working in song production at the entertainment company, from actual work-related matters like sophisticated equipment he was allowed to use to the small things like the extensive cafeteria food and his boss’ pet Labrador. “What are you having for lunch?” 
Being a P.A. at a media network, however, was much more fast-paced and required you to be running everywhere on your work hours. Chan understood, of course (hence the sudden influx of dog photos during a particular period that had you working overtime almost every day), but it still made you feel bad for replying so late because, whether you admitted it or not, his constant updates alleviated your stress. 
More often than not, his spams would be responded with photos of you on the subway and video clips of Minho and his roommate who are always practicing cheer dance moves in their living room. “I had three Snickers today but I drank a lot of water so that should count for something!” You often replied, following with a clip of Minho falling on his butt after tiredly trying to land a flip. “This is your Minho update of the day. He’s getting there! I think he’s going to try out for cheer dance captain this year!” 
At the end of the semester, Chan was more than happy seeing you again, so much so that he treated you with lunch and even offered you ice cream after. “You’re going to make up for all the full meals you’ve missed this semester!” He insisted as he picked you up from Minho’s place. The two of you ended up at a ramen house which was a far jump from your usual fast food dates—something you thought about the entire time. 
“I’m pretty sure that’s not how it works.” You laughed but you let him order you food anyway since it was free. “Extra nori and eggs, please!” 
You exchanged internship stories throughout the entirety of your lunch, laughing along to his stories of falling asleep in the middle of work and hearing his endless teasing over you getting starstruck with assisting your favorite artists on the job. You didn’t actually miss out on a lot of his shenanigans (that’s how heavily he spammed you) but you stayed in the ramen house for more than two hours, unconsciously drifting off to different topics and gossiping about your friends until the slight embarrassment of overstaying creeped in.
“Speaking of friends, I haven’t seen everyone else lately too.” Chan mused on your ride back home. He had his CD he secretly produced over his internship period playing on the radio as well as one hand on the steering while while the other fought you over the air conditioning. “I just know that you and Jacob train for volleyball together on weekends, Lisa’s busy with club duties, Bam Bam’s on an exchange student thing and Jihyo recently introduced us to the person she’s dating now.” 
You leaned back in your seat and shrugged, finally giving up on the air conditioning to open the windows instead and admire the Han river on your side of the road. “Well, you know how Minho’s been doing with my updates and I haven’t seen Dahyun in a while too since she’s taking the most classes this semester.” You explained, extending your hand outside to feel the gentle Autumn breeze. Chan, despite being the swimmer between the two of you, thinks you’re crazy for liking the cold better. “As for many many other people I know, they’re either studying really hard or starting work now. Time flies and friends come and go, I guess...” 
When you glanced over at him again, you saw his face scrunched up in thought as his hands blindly found the gear stick to slow down at an intersection. Once you reach the red light, he then meets your gaze, uncertainty in his expression that he tried playing off with a shrug. “Yeah but...is it weird if I said I don’t want that to happen with us?” 
“N-No?” You found yourself answering before you could fully comprehend the question. Clearing your throat, you tried joking it off, “I think you might’ve taken the ‘I’m class president let me show you around’ thing back in high school, Chan.” 
He shrugged, smiling as well at this. “Maybe I did, who knows? I like spending time with you.” 
“I force you, you’re my ride around the city.” You teased, hints of sincerity coming through your tone of voice. 
“But that’s because I like you, isn’t that what people do with people they like?” He said it with so much nonchalance but you couldn’t help but feel flustered at this, a reaction you immediately hid by laughing. 
“You like me too much, it’s going to cause a traffic with all this sentimental stuff,” You pointed out, the cars behind you suddenly honking annoyedly as if on cue. “See? Even the people behind us agree.” 
Chan wasn’t offended, however, not one bit as he continued rambling about liking you all the way to your dorm after. It flustered you at first, especially with how casual he was being, but, as you neared the turn to your dorm outside of university, you eventually caught up with teasing him back about it. 
When you thought about it on your own once he left, you realized that you somehow liked it. It felt very natural—as if it’s something that’s always felt right hearing from him. 
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“I like Chan.” 
“Yeah no shit.” Minho agrees absentmindedly, Seungmin and Jeongin nodding along while emptying their take-out boxes. You carpooled with Chan today as he drove Felix and Jisung somewhere to help them finish their term research paper. You were only supposed to hang out with Seungmin and Jeongin but Minho decided to ambush the three of you with Jihyo and Mina on their way to join your group at the younger boys’ dorm. “What else is new, Y/N? We haven’t met up like this in a while so I was expecting something spicier!” 
“No, I mean—” You roll your eyes at him, smacking him with your rolled up lecture notes but to no avail. The boy simply opened his phone to check his messages, frowning when he then comes across a message from Jihyo and Mina informing him that they’re stuck in traffic. “I really like Chan.”   
“Okay, and then?” 
“I’m telling you I actually like someone then you dismiss me.” 
“And I mean that took you a record-breaking three years to say.” Minho points out, finally closing his phone and propping an elbow up on the table to face you properly. “What has you sharing this to us on this fine Saturday, hm? Did you get jealous over someone again and got so insecure that you realize your feelings? Did you get stuck in a really small space, admired his face a bit then realize that you think he’s cute? Which trope is it?” 
You shake your head disapprovingly at him, briefly glaring at Seungmin and Jeongin when the two start snickering next to you before answering, “Nothing, just...we talked lately and I thought that I really like talking to him.” 
“So you don’t like talking to us?” It’s Jeongin teasing you this time as he sipped on his juice box, earning him a crumpled ball of paper on the head. “I thought it’d be more grand like in those K-Dramas.” 
“You flood your crush with Pepero boxes and now you’re talking big with K-Drama confessions.” Seungmin points out, making the other boy in question roll his eyes. 
You open your mouth to speak but Jeongin beats you to it. “Talk to me when you’ve confessed to that figure skater at your university, baseball boy.” He says before turning to you again, placing a hand over Seungmin’s face and dramatically pushing him away by his head. “Anyway, back on topic! So, will you ask him out?” 
“I don’t know, should I?” You frown, leaning back on the sofa behind you with your arms crossed. “Wouldn’t it be weird?” 
Minho shakes his head. “It’s 2020 so go wild, my friend. Anyway, if it doesn’t work out I already got my driver’s license—though I will tax you since you live far away.” 
You roll your eyes, hitting him again. When his roommate passes by, half-asleep and dragging their feet towards the kitchen, you hear them request another smack on Minho’s head on their behalf as if on instinct. “I mean, do you just go for it? What if you don’t feel enough for people for it to work out?” 
A pause then follows in the room, even Minho’s roommate momentarily stopped gulping down water from across the open common area. Seungmin and Minho sigh while Jeongin only raises an eyebrow with the same curiosity.
“Yes, Y/N.” Minho answers after a moment, tsking at you as he does so. This time, you gather the energy to smack him for the fourth time as quickly. “It’s dating not marriage, just see what works and what doesn’t.”
Seungmin opens his mouth to say something else, probably to comment on how Minho doesn’t apply the sentiments to his own love life, but he nods in agrement anyway. “I think it’s like you always tell me: don’t overthink it.” He adds instead, briefly turning his head to Minho after. “But I’m going to pretend you didn’t bring it up first, hyung.” 
Don’t overthink it. Even Jihyo and Mina agreed when they arrived, pestering you into going over your entire rant and dilemma again once they arrived with beer and convenience store food. Dahyun too, but only a little later when Jihyo puts her on FaceTime.
“Just wing it,” She even added to assure you, glitching a bit on video because public library wi-fi has never been better than that.. “it’s just Chan, what could go wrong?”
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And really, with Chan, nothing ever does feels like it’s going to go wrong even when the situation has your heart on the line.
“Chan, give me your hand.” You extend your hand out to his side of the car with your palms facing upwards, chuckling when he glances over to you with wide eyes. “I won’t tickle you this time, promise.” 
“So what are you going to do?” He asks as he reluctantly moves his hand from the steering wheel to your hand, alternating his gaze between the road and you on his side in long intervals. “I’ll have you know that we’re about to turn to a narrower road so don’t try anything funny.” 
“Like I said, I’ll just hold your hand.” You feign a pout, bringing your hands down on the compartment in between your seats. “There.”
You won’t tell it to his face right now, of course, but holding his hand is comforting to you.
He invited you to a small film festival for today, a thirty-minute ride to a place he only heard of on the poster for it that he showed you at the start of the week. “Bam Bam’s too busy to come with so I thought I’d invite you since you’re free this week!” He explained over the phone and you knew Bam Bam is really busy when it’s you who Chan is inviting to these kinds of everyday. “They have lots of animated movies on the line-up too so I immediately thought of you!” 
“Your hands are so small.” Chan comments after a moment, shaking your intertwined fingers gently as the car stops at traffic. 
You poke on his knuckles in response. “You just have really big hands.” 
“Your hands are clammy too.” He points out next with a laugh. “Are you okay?”
“Because you won’t turn the air conditioning up, dumbass.” You roll your eyes, scoffing when he doesn’t move his hand anyway. “So why don’t you let go?” 
“Because I like holding your hand.” He shrugs, biting down a small smile. The traffic still won’t move and he takes this as an opportunity to look at you as much as he can. “I like you a lot—even with your clammy hands.” 
“I—” You freeze with your mouth hanging open, finally catching onto his smile. “Ya, what’s with the smile? Did you...did Minho say something?” 
“What? No. I can’t smile now?” And it’s the truth, you find out much later when Chan calls Minho for you and puts him on loud speaker to disprove your suspicions. “Why? What am I supposed to not know until now?” 
You squint your eyes suspiciously at him, shifting your hands around his but to no avail. “That I—I was going to say it first today. I like you too—a lot.” You sigh in defeat, leaning back on your seat and twisting your body to face him properly. The traffic is slowly starting to move again and Chan briefly turns away to move the car, turning to you as soon as traffic permits him again. “It’s a bit embarrassing to say right now, my hands are so clammy and you’re holding onto them the entire time.”
“It’s not because you’re nervous, right?” He asks with the smallest glint of teasing in his eyes which you shake your head at immediately. “It’s just us.” 
“I told you, it’s because the air conditioning’s too low.” You chuckle, finally relaxing your shoulders in relief. Chan then lifts your hands up to the air conditioning unit jokingly, turning up the level with his knuckles. “And it’s exactly why I’m not nervous, because it’s just us.” 
“Me too, to be honest. I’d be freaking out right now if Minho or Lisa or just anyone else peered over our shoulders.” You hear him mumble under his breath in a sheepish giggle. A thought then crosses his mind as he glances over to you, the traffic now moving much more smoothly. “So, I can still ask you if this is a date, right? The cinema’s still five minutes away with this traffic.” 
You pretend to purse your lips in thought, bringing your hands back down once they’ve dried with the sudden rise in temperature. “Isn’t this too last minute even for you?” You tease, making him frown. “Ah, well, better late than never I guess.” 
“I’ll make it up to you on the second date, promise.” He assures you, turning right to your destination. “Jus don’t back out on this being a date now, okay?” 
“Of course not.” 
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“So boring.” It’s Bam Bam teasing you this time, Minho agreeing on the side. The one time he’s actually free to hang out and he sasses you throughout the entire night. “I expected more from you two.” 
“It’s...two people dating in college, not a romcom, Bam.” You deadpan before taking a sip of your soju. 
He shrugs from across the table anyway, passing you another bottle. “I guess being in love makes you a little boring. I don’t blame you.” 
You slap a hand up to your forehead while Chan is practically drunk and dying next to you in embarrassment. “Oh God...” 
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littobin · 3 years
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genre: suggestive romantic stuff, with a tiny bit of angst
pairing: tattooist!moonbin x reader.
warnings: none ? just a minimal language, and kinda heavy making out... yeah
- summary: sanha, the well known skater, had an older brother. and maybe his best friend y/n was too in love to proper think.
a/n note: this is kinda long and emo, it's just my first time writing in this genre so hfjbfn sorry in advance. gender neutral, also for a special friend who encouraged me to post on her birthday. planning on do stuff for the other boys soon. :)
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[1:02AM]
putting a bit of effort into it you open your eyes, tired after waking up from what felt like a long nap.
your head still was unsettled, confused, looking around the place you found yourself at. by some point then you manage to recognize the living room and the nice sofa on which you were lying, such things from nothing less nothing more than the comfy, simple house of your best friend, sanha.
honestly no matter how much you tried to recall it on your mind, nothing reminded you of what could have happened for you to wake up there. despite how it was already one habit of yours to often visit this house where the tall, half black half blonde haired boy used to greet you in with his bubbly smile several times, and of course with his extra peculiar style, ripped pants, bandaids and chaotic printed t-shirts you always thought to be funny.
to be friends with a professional skater since high school days wasn't so bad, after all sanha was indeed one of a kind, such a mature and high spirited boy. he was such a nice goofball, always ready to talk about any topic, share taste on music or learn new things, the actual opposite of what people say about someone like him. sanha has always been an amazing friend, making you feel comfortable and your days a lot lighter every time you went to see him after dealing with responsibilities.
whether your short visits were to spend some time for both of you to help each other with things about studies or just when you missed spending time with him, you were already a common guest. for textbooks and notes purposes or for when it'd all turn into laughs, popcorn and your best friend's favorite games, or even in skate competitions he used to bring you with him at the square down street.
or else, when you'd also come to secretly see the black haired handsome man always on his casual clothes living there with your friend, who at the time he was home would stay sometimes in the kitchen, sometimes doing his works outside at the small desk near the garden, sometimes practicing sketches in his own room.
sanha introduced him as his older brother bin, who unlike him was a lover of all kinds of arts. whom you shouldn't pay so much attention to, but before your mind could go against it all of your thoughts were just as they ended up. constantly filled with him, with the need to see him everyday.
however now instead of going on trying to figure out any other possibilities to what could've brought you there, or even letting your thoughts wander over sanha's brother again, you hear calm footsteps approaching and immediately close your eyes, burying yourself on the sofa's recline. there you pretend to be still asleep, yet not understanding why your first reaction was like this, if it could be just your best friend.
for a few minutes the atmosphere remains monotonous, but soon enough turns tense as you feel someone come too close. two strong muscular arms embrace you carefully, bringing a sweet smell of shampoo you instantly could recognize so well. since the time when, in a game match with your best friend and his brother, both you and sanha attacked him with tickles for being the loser, as a form of punishment. you'd never forget it, for how it was your very first time hearing bin's boyish giggles, and touching his so silky, smooth hair, like a thin fabric tinted by the late night hues.
all of this together sent your heart pounding madly, already knowing who was there with you, especially when his jaw's downy skin brushes against your face for the proximity. at first he made a kind of awkward attempt to put you into his arms, in a position you could be carried comfortably. after one more try he gets to pick you up, and just when he easily manages to hold you firmly in bridal style, taking you off the couch like a light plush on his arms, nervousness started taking over you in silence as you couldn't assimilate where he planned to carry you to.
albeit a bit sudden at times and without much control of his own strength, except when you saw him drawing extremely detailed lines with his tattoo needle for customers at the studio he worked in, to where once sanha took you to bring him lunch, albeit he was too broad and intimidating, and his own homemade food didn’t always come out good for that little rough way of his no matter how hard he tried to do something thinking of you and sanha, albeit it all bin was always too gentle, too loving. it was so much whenever he'd open his mouth to talk with such sweetness and even a tiny bit of timidity to express his thoughts, even though how excellent he is with words, all of his little 'eh?'s when he'd be confused or cute neck scratches, you'd never believe he'd be a professional tattooist for years. he could normally work for all kinds of people, from madams to rockers, and do any type of drawings, from small daises to pretty complicated dragons and skulls. you'd have no clue of it if sanha didn't tell you, also about the fact bin always wanted to be a dancer, but because it was just the two of them and life tends to adapt itself according to necessities, he never thought about doing tattoos, yet casually came to work on it with time.
outside his job bin always took good care of his younger brother, though the troubles sanha would occasionally cause or how mischievous he could be even with him, and bin had to hit his head sometimes. all of his gestures were always docile, humble, treating you as if he was also a friend, and always being a real gentleman. not mentioning the countless times he had his crescent moons smile on up his eyes, just utterly enchanting.
all of this inevitably got you even more lovestruck, and your heart weak, no matter how hard you tried to muffle down those feelings. bin remained as the only man whose your mind and its daydreams for hours never grew tired of, the only one who gave new colors to your days. the more you knew him the more you were sure you couldn't be in any other way than hopelessly in love with him, too affected whenever he'd be around.
before you'd notice it you were thinking about this, about all you kept hidden inside for him. so you just settled yourself to forget what would be going on and let him believe you were really asleep, although in fact tension ran down your nape feeling his body's warmth, heat uncontrollably up your face while you leaned against his large chest.
after a few minutes of more footsteps sounds on stairs and doors opening through he carried you, bin stops at a certain point, slowly placing you carefully over another soft material, which you deduced to be of a bed.
you held yourself static, thinking he'd soon leave you there to rest and go, as you figured out sanha's brother probably would do so by his cordiality. nevertheless almost all at once you were simply taken aback when the male leaned on the bed, and slowly on top of you. his elbows and one knee supported him over, in such a way that made you too weak under his figure covering yours up, as if he was like a huge brown bear in charge. shivers hardened your shoulders, as you feel a heavier breath against your face.
"i know you're awake." he says softly, yet his characteristic boyish voice sounding way huskier than normally. you instantly open your eyes in disbelief over what you've heard, and just so your cheeks turns crimson, realizing how both of you were just few centimeters apart. his stunning almond eyes sparkled brightly into the room, dark and hooded while staring deeply at you. every one of his features on his manly face were lined on a serious expression, seeming concentrated, but almost fatal.
"bin.." all you could do was just mutter his name sheepishly over embarrassment, only to get a sigh from him in response. "shh..." his index finger lightly touches your mouth, tracing its tip to the corner of your lips, your hands starting to sweat cold just by the small contact with his digits.
bin then suddenly towered over you, without removing his intense brown irises from yours and rests his arms around your face, so his long fingers would now caress your hair. solely in this move his body quickly cornered you on the bed by his height. butterfly swarms rush into your stomach, as for a few minutes both of you kept quiet, staring intently at each other.
you swallowed hard. any trivial action like breathing now seemed dull, with him there so close to you as never. bin was like the definition of being drop dead gorgeous, every detail, every fiber of him exuded beauty, to almost seem unreal. through these few seconds watching him you couldn't keep your eyes from wandering, over each one of them. his thin, dainty rosy lips, which looked a little swollen, begging for another one's touches. black hair strands resembling the universe's dark matter hovering messy on his slightly sweaty forehead, and over his expressive frowned eyebrows. soft, milky skin which became a little more flushed as he stared at you, thick neck exposed by his t-shirt colar, wide shoulders covered by his cardigan tucked on his elbows.
oh everything about him was, so breathtaking.
although you couldn't understand why he was doing this, for how in your head you wondered why such an attractive man like him, who anyone would want to have, was there looking this way at someone so simple, still you couldn't hold back such things he made you feel. too many things screaming for you to let them out. and it was just the same for him.
"you know what.. damn it.." you heard bin break down the silence with a shaky whisper, and before you'd realize or question anything he placed your noses together in a soft brush and collided your lips with his eagerly, both of you sighing in the contact.
fear still was the main emotion taking over you, even though you closed your eyes right away and gave in to him, millions of beautiful sensations coursing through your veins at once. you simply didn't have any idea on how to act, what you should do in the first place all because of the frozen state his attitude caused, something you'd hardly come up with in your dreams by how far out of your reach you thought it'd be. however now you just put everything aside, gradually melting away with your knees getting weaker, as you felt bin kissing you in an irresistibly slow, delicate way.
not even through any of your deductions with yourself you'd imagine these little things which had your heart to almost explode now, that his nose would be so soft, and his lips would taste so sweet, velvety in their texture extremely hot and moist, pressing and moving gently as if they were massaging yours. easily you were found anesthetized, like one who reaches the ninth cloud. when they started to move more, just a bit hungrier between small sucks created by him and nibblings on your lower lip, you began to gradually further correspond them into the kiss, wherein he lets out quiet sounds, his pulsations so out of control and his cheeks burning red just as, or perhaps even more than you.
bin was still trying to not lose his composure. still trying to keep the feelings he had hidden for you from being all poured out at once, like a waterfall.
since the first time when sanha introduced you to him as his best friend, after he came home from a rough day at work. since then when you smiled saying your name and he could sense flowers blooming all over his chest, stealing the air on top of his lungs. to every time you locked eyes for too long or your hands accidentally touched his when you'd volunteer to help him in the kitchen. every little conversation, every time you patted his shoulders to encourage him when his brother would as well, never looking intimidated, like most people he knew.
he didn't want to show each drop of his honesty so fast in case you wouldn't flinch, but it was too hard when he had you there kissing him back, only the two of you in this moment, feeling you not repress him but otherwise, just wanting his touches as much as he's been longing for yours. he couldn't help but lose his mind more and more into each of your small actions. your hands timidly plugged on his waist, almost embracing it while his warm, long fingers intertwined with your hair strands, that somes mixed a little in his bangs, or your leg unconsciously poking his. in a way that without noticing bin tightened his arms more around you as well as the pressure of his chest, looking for more and more closure to you.
it didn't take long until the male would part his lips like a bud's petals, and so you shudder with his hot tongue there rubbing your lower lip, asking for entrance. you just give in not even being able to think through all the flustering this new sensation sent on you, and bin slowly deepened the kiss, making it fulfilled by all the so suffocated attachment you had for each other.
little by little his tongue slides in intertwining with yours, as the first thing hitting you was the fresh flavor of his chocolate mint cereal bar, which you were used to always see on bin's hands or pockets, and it just added an even better feeling through you explored his mouth. plenty more touches come up between the two of you so that the male, after staying still in the same position for a little while, suddenly slides one of his arms down. his huge veiny hand grips firmly and gives light squeezes on your side what caused you to jump a few times, running it down in a path of pure shivers to your hips, until he catches your hand still on his waist and without any previous warning pulls it in, under his shirt.
air immediately hitched on your throat out of shock, but bin was immersed, focused on only feeling you more. in the intervals his tongue's tip traced your mouth tilting his head for access, and when he brought it back so he'd press and gently suck your lips with his, the male kept the pace guiding your hand on his large back. slowly he also brought it down to the point of his firm, built up abdomen, which caused chills on himself, and moved your palm to make contact with the warmth of his absurdly soft, fragile bare skin inside the fabric. uncontrollable pulsations took over you the moment you get access to this new touch, your head in a fog of only bin.
this one was indeed a little different from the docile person you knew, with his contagious smile behind gloves and a tattoo needle you were so used to see. instead bin showed to be such an intense man, and why not say sexy, full of alluring gestures you didn't know how to handle, solemnly irresistible. over an impulse you make up a little of courage and start moving your hands by yourself, caressing and feeling his muscles, that have always been apparent on his manly athletic body, as each of his proportions under the shirt.
"god.." he suddenly said under his breath in a way sounding too sensual from his gracious, still husky voice among the kiss, melting completely in sensitivity and a cardiac mess because of you. bin then pressed a few more pecks a few more times on your lips, not wanting to pull away but doing so already for running out of air, through both of you parted trying to catch it.
yet you fail miserably, as soon as you see your best friend's brother face, completely flushed and breathless. his coffee colored eyes dripped fondness and loads of tiny stars all together, eyebrows pressed in such a lovely, affectionate expression you swore you never saw anything so endearing in your life. if it wasn't for another beat skipping your chest when you noticed a small amount of saliva, that you could clearly define as traces of the wonderful kiss of a few seconds ago, in the corner of his mouth.
as soon as he notices your widened eyes, bin's face changes and he cleans it by licking his lips seductively, as if he knew how much it affected you. the cardigan he wore falls from over his shoulders and he removes the cloth piece, dropping it on the floor. a small smile sprouted on his captivating features when he looks over at you watching him, as he lowered himself to your neck, putting his lips near your ear.
"keep going.." bin closed his eyelids, feeling the characteristic and comforting smell of fabric softener on your clothes. this smell which he always had on his memories from that day he shyly hugged you on your birthday, that now made him ask sweetly into whispers for your hands on him again, pressing more of his fine body and chest against yours.
his hips suddenly rolled down in a slow move, stimulating waves of electricity and adrenaline onto your stomach, your state now broke into sighs. you squeezed his waist slightly and involuntarily, moved by your latent feelings as he nuzzled against your neck, like a fluffy cat purring. bin was panting still heavily, sending incessant shivers down your spine.
"bin... you.. you're too much.." losing any lasting control over yourself you buried your face deeply on his shoulder and grabbed his huge biceps, letting out any first thing that would come out of your mind.
he smiled against your skin with a muffled chuckle, light and content for how cute you sounded to him, what got you even weaker as well as over the moisturizer perfume on his exposed collarbones by his shirt, before you went to fulfill his request. soon enough your palms were all over his muscular back once more, massaging them in up and down movements. bin took time to appreciate the feeling of having you into his arms, touching your hair, your nape, your lower back, or your cheeks where he decided to put gentle, tender kisses, that got you forgetting even more about the destination of your fingers under his shirt.
they ran all over his torso, sides, down to his beautiful abdomen once again to trace trembling patterns with your fingers under his stomach, running them up to reach the area of ​​his chest, where you accidentally touch one of his nipples. bin stopped when he felt the stimulus, letting what sounded like a frustrated moan resonate in response, and you move your hands right away. yet you didn't expect him to feel so flustered to the point of, having his weight against you, to this time start distributing wet kisses, full of desire onto your neck and jaw.
in the middle of them bin took pauses where he sucked some of your skin to mark it slightly, or moistened each sensitive spot he left with the way too warm texture of his tongue. his hands also return to be entirely over you, one putting stronger, breath taking grips and squeezes on one side of yours as the other entered under the hem of your sweatshirt, his thumb touching your belly's area. each thing he did left you helplessly more and more of a mess for him, while his hips gave another roll once again in an enticing motion, causing you to feel an inevitable friction you tried to ignore but his moves only made it harder and harder, between his thighs wrapped tight by his jeans and yours pressed in the middle of his from jumping so much with his touches.
"sanha, saw you fell asleep, and asked me to take you to a room.. i went to see you and heard, you mutter my name.. saying that you wanted to have me..." for a moment, your eyes widen in realize, and finally you get how you were there.
your mind gets back remembering how sleepy you were before you'd come to see sanha, something which was again the result of another pulled night thinking about life, studies, and about bin constantly, about how incredible would it be if you had the courage to confess to him. but before you could even die of embarrassment for letting your dreams go too high right at your bestfriend's house, right next to him, bin slowly brings another trail of his warm kisses up your neck, eliciting quiet whimpers from you this time, especially when he stroked your waist skin inside your sweatshirt and reached for your earlobe, instantly capturing it in his mouth to suck on the small cartilage.
"do it now.. do whatever you want." you heard him confess with a bit of difficulty on his tone, for the much any response from you for now would mean to him. therefore he stopped, pulling away as he looked at you with sad traces, insecure.
bin needed to know about you, to get a reassurance from you, one more time of you expressing fully whether you were in love with him as much as he was with you to let yourself stay with him more, or if not, as hard as it could be he'd stop there, despite how reciprocal everything was from your side. he didn't want just a make out with you.
uncertainties still bothered him inside, through several sleepless nights spent on his room's desk among all his draft drawings and work notes, but thinking of the stupid, probably one sided attachment he developed for you, growing everyday because of how regularly he could see you. way too quickly you stole a space on his heart, bigger than the passion for art and colorful designs his job gave him. even when his needle did its work putting on pigment, when he found himself alone before a customer would come, he often wondered about what you'd feel, if you saw him only as your best friend's brother, if it'd be too risky to try and tell you what he felt.
there wasn’t one moment in 24 hours all of this didn't cross bin’s mind for once as the days went by, but he was too afraid of being rejected, to the point of thinking his brother could have much more chances with you. though he left all these things aside when he finally heard you demonstrating something for him as simple as saying his name on your sleep was, losing it all while he held you on his arms.
and so you knew you had to get all that fuss of feelings off your chest at once before the chance slipped from your hands. before you had no option but to go back to your routine of sinking in sighs about what could have been, wanting to be in his arms for a day, when you wanted it to be always.
taking a second to comprehend his eyes you raised your arms around the middle of his back to caringly engulf him on them. it caused bin to unhesitatingly lower himself again, resting his chin on your shoulder and hold onto your lower back, his heart rushing loudly, unsure by your action.
"i want what you want, love.." you confessed as well, still feverish for his previous caresses. then you just rested your face on his shoulder, and with all the sincerity within your heart you tightened your arms in a hug, trying to show your intention of making him feel exactly this, your simple embrace.
love.
as he heard you clearly when you hugged him, the moment you loosened the grip bin pulled his body a little away to look at you again. his serene, loving eyes flickered until they were deeply on yours, oceans overflowing with hope and anticipation into them. "did you say.. love?"
"yes, i.. always wanted to call you like that. can i?" your knees flutter with your own question, just by the idea of ​​being able to call him as something that in so long would describe him so well for you.
bin, however, sighed till the bottom of his lungs, both now filled as everything within into a magical warmth, through every inch of his longing feelings were complete over his exhale. he wondered if he was dreaming, if this was finally the pure and graceful joy of touching clouds, or the lightness of blowing dandelions to the wind, of knowing that you felt the same, despite how he still couldn't believe it at all.
"you're so cute, i adore you so much y/n. if you say it like that, i'll be addicted to you.." the male's palm comes back to find itself cupping your cheeks, as his fingertips against your ear. once again you watch his fascinating gaze and face too close to yours, his irises, his lips to his shoulders, as if it turned into a new habit which would give you life. his voice sounds honeyed, like a blanket on winter, yet intimate, breathy.
almost as an immediate response you blinked repeatedly at the main three words on his first sentence, as of it didn't take long until you blushed violently trying to proccess everything, surprising bin while you placed your wrists at your nose's level to hide your face. you were now too caught up on a mixture of inexplicable waves of euphoria and emotions hitting you, too overwhelmed at all of these extremely heartfluttering things he just said so naturally. god, indeed he was too much to handle, but he still was your favorite.
"don't do this, fool! i adore you too.. a lot.." with your wrists still there your embarrassed expression only increase as you let out, but soon you moved them aside when the sound of his soothing laugh echoed into your ears. "wow.. i guess i'm the happiest fool now."
bin was smiling widely, grinning, perhaps in the most angelic, genuine way among all the days you've seen him do through routine. the crescent moons forming his beaming eyes harmonized as his lashes half closed with the curves on his lips up, giving room for two light dimples, forehead aligned with yours, emotions all over that you still couldn't read, as of relief and affection at the same time on his details. to hear him laughing in a tender and so spontaneous tone, his body seeming relaxed, comfortable, and to be a part of it almost like watching stars at midnight, all of this also made you smile along with him.
without being able to express too many feelings at once or what you'd like to say to him now you simply place your fingers against his face, the small, gelid earring on his ear, touching his bangs between them dearly, as if he'd be made of crystalline glass. another silence raised as you both kept looking at each other, like the night stopped passing around you, until bin draws another small smile and breaks the short distance again.
you took a deep breath, grabbing a certain spot on his shirt when you feel all the coziness of his thin lips pressing more kisses on different points of your face all slowly. on the area next to your nose where he placed the most of them, or on your mouth as he initiated another sweet, luscious round of lips on lips, pulling you closer and closer by your lower back, which seemed to be his best choice for a comfort zone.
but it doesn't take long for his attention to turn back to your neck, stopping to scan and softly trace his thumb on the small crimson hickeys he left there.
"some of them, look like tattoos... sorry, i.." bin whispered, trying to explain himself somehow embarrassed, but gets interrupted by you taking the initiative to hold on his back and get closer.
there you bury your face on his neck and kiss him gently, under his jaw to the beginning of his collarbones, as of every inch of his velvety skin flushed hot and sensitive in goosebumps where you explored. still being a bit taken aback bin shut his lashes and rested his cheeks now tinted in shades of pinkish hues against yours, disarmed by your suddenness. the more he felt your timid lips going so intimate on him, the more unrestrained beats and pantings had the best of him at that moment, bin no longer being able to maintain the same calm. you always had that power to leave him like that, definitely. the only one who ever did.
"there's something i always wanted.. but first tell me, if you want me by your side." one of his thick arms hug your waist, a barely audible moan escaping through he said out without thinking at all, just letting himself upon your guidance, locked on your touches.
the moment you proccess bin's words and what they'd mean your fingers slip from curling the silky strands at his nape, also leaving the curve of his shoulder where you planted more confident kisses, as if by magic your heart was sent on another unbalanced marathon. did he really ask it?
"of course.. of course i do." you answered his doubt with your whole chest, and it was all he ever waited to have you saying.
bin didn't know what exactly made him feel so lost on everything about you, wishing to stick to your side more and more. but he knew it was such a thing way too heavenly for him to not want to dive deep in. one drink, or a way too pure cup of water on thirsty times he'd last there appreciating till the last drop, a room wherein he'd feel better than in any other, or even a necklace he'd carry on himself everyday, a permanent tattoo.
any way it all should be, he wouldn't care. as of the moment he heard you a smile flourished across the corners of his lips again, and in a matter of minutes he held your sides pulling you with him as he sat back among the sheets, placing you onto him all too fastly and strongly in a way you had to look for support by putting your trembling palms on his chest.
you were left once more in a loss of words, swallowing hard over another wave of butterflies when you found yourself held sitting on his lap and facing him, through he gave you such a dangerously charming, sexy smirk, gaze so intense it almost knocked you dizzy like you never thought to be. yet less even would you imagine he'd strip off his t-shirt right in front of your eyes, and reveal his toned, absolutely perfect torso, all of his muscles there totally exposed from collarbones to his lower abdomen, where a black butterfly spreading its wings showed up printed on his skin at his side. bin just let your shocked eyes hover on the sight of his whole sculptural half naked body, before he'd glue your foreheads and squeeze your sides excitedly, also giving attention to your right thigh caressing and gripping it with his other hand through he adjusted you on his lap.
"everything i want is us, y/n..."
he couldn't wait to throw aside his stupid composure with you.
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parkjess · 3 years
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Hii!!! If you're accepting the requests now can I request about how Astro will be reacting when y/n is an actor/actress and he/she shares a kiss scene with another artist ^_^ btw I really like your work. Thank you so much for writing amazing stories and imagines always be happy love you 💕💕💕💕
ASTRO Reaction to their actress S/O having a kiss scene
Thank you for requesting!🥰
TYSM for the warming words & ly2❤️
I always accept requests but it takes me time to write them😭
Myungjun:
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You decided to take Myungjun with you to your kiss scene shooting day, not that he asked you to, but you wanted to do so because you didn’t want him to worry.
“It’s only 5 or 6 seconds, so please baby, don’t scream or do anything they might kick you for.” You place your hand on his chest and ask from him, -“Since when I scream hun?” He chuckles and makes you laugh. “since March 1994, please.” You joke and make a series face when the director suddenly calls your name, it’s your sign to start the scene.
-“gotta go, love you.” You quickly say and place a sweet peck on his lips, pulling away with him wishing you goodluck.
When the male actor came along, greeting you with a bow as you do the same, you notice Myungjun from the corner of your eye, sitting behind the screen of the front camera so he can see you kissing with another man from closer.
You form a little smile and quickly got snapped out of your daydreams when the director yells “Action”.
He looks deeply in your eyes, hand going up to hold your neck as you close your eyes, when your lips touch, you go with the flow and kiss him back. It wasn’t the same, not even close to Myungjun kissing you, but it looked passionate enough for the TV screens. As long as you kissed that man, you could imagine Myungjun swallowing hard on his saliva and screaming at the director in case the kiss will last longer than it supposed to be.
Opening your eyes and pulling away from the taller guy at the director’s “cut”, you immediately take a look at your boyfriend (/husband), who was focusing on the screen and not realizing it ended.
-“Junnie,” you call his name softly, interrupting his thoughts. “Hun, that was... wow, you’re so talented, my girl.” He moves a small part of your hair to the back of your ear.
-“Thanks baby, for staying quiet for me.” You laugh as you notice he was looking at something else, you follow the direction his eyes stared at and find the male actor you were filming with. -“Baby, what are you star- oh.” You cross your arms against your chest and enjoy looking at Myungjun. -“Did you fall for him?” You giggle, making him turn his head to you at once.
“What are you talking about? I was so calm just because he’s uglier than me and you won’t fall for him.” He chuckles, being a show off. Well, he was right when he said you won’t fall for him, not mentioning he is handsome in your opinion.
-“He is a good person though...” you add.
“Aish... come here.” Myungjun says, pulls you into a big hug.
Jinwoo:
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The moment he was NOT waiting for, has came.
He knew this would happened sooner or later during your acting career, and felt relieved every time you said no when he asked if you had scenes with other men.
He loves you with all of his heart and is very protective when it comes to his loved one, you.
“Well, baby, what can i do?” He tried his best to react as a supportive partner and not as a jealousy one, though you deeply knew he was very jealous, and he knew it wouldn’t be just a peck or a camera trick.
-“Kiss me more so I won’t ever forget the taste of your lips.” You reply and see the smile he forms slowly, and pouts right after. “Forget?” He makes a puppy look and glances down, becomes soft all of the sudden. -“I’m joking, I can never forget your taste and you know it. But you should kiss me more.” You give him a smirky smile and he leans in to cup your neck and pull you closer for a chaste kiss.
Dongmin:
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“Baby, I have something to tell you...” you say softly, getting your partner’s full attention as he places the script aside and turns to you. -“I’m listening, what is it angel?” He looks at you with admire in his eyes, waiting for you to speak up again.
“You know I don’t make the rules and I have to do whatever the director says,” you start to speak and he hums in response. “I got a kissing scene...” you narrow your eyes with the light concern, but he should be able to understand you.
-“Is that all? Why did it sound like you’re worried?” He replies, making you look at him at once, it was surprising, but somehow it wasn’t. “I don’t know, like... Are you okay with it? I mean, I want you to be okay with it but... you’re not mad.” He was giggling at your cute reaction. Since he is also an actor and had his respected amount of kiss scenes before, when you weren’t a couple yet, he knows it’s your job.
-“ofcourse I’m not mad, would you be if I had a new kiss scene? You shouldn’t be, because I only love you.” The rest of his words sounded worrying, almost hoping for it to not happen, but as he finished his sentence, your heart melted.
“You’re right... I love you too.” You tilt your head, almost resting it on your shoulder and dive deeply into the sight of his eyes. -“Just don’t imagine me there, unless you want to get carried away on set.” He jokes, even gives you a hidden acting tip which was quite helpful, though you weren’t even thinking about imagining him on set. You just know it wouldn’t be the same as kissing him.
-“Come here, we’re not on set now.” He pulls you by your wrist gently, careful enough to not grip it too tight. Your smile appears again, as if it never disappeared, and he kisses your lips just to show you how you’re not supposed to feel with the other actor on set.
Moonbin:
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He stopped chewing on his food when he hears you saying those words to him.
“Oh, really?” He continues chewing, glaring down at his own plate, looks like he’s trying to avoid eye contact or just has nothing else to say.
He isn’t shy, especially with you. And it’s not he didn’t kiss other girls on set, but he can’t stop himself from being jealous.
“Thanks for telling me, baby.”
-“Are you jealous hun?” You ask him, adding some of his favorite salad to his plate. “Well, I know it is business and we don’t mix both businesses and pleasures, but... how do I say it? I don’t really want to see you kissing someone else.” He says softly, for one moment it doesn’t sound like he’s mad or not supporting, only envy.
“Can you imagine me watching you on TV kissing another woman? It’s the same. I know you’re too mature for arguing with me about this, but i also know we won’t because you’re aware of the fact I’m only yours. As you said, no business and pleasure, unless you’re the main actor.”
You say while taking a bite from your food as he listens to every word you manage to say as clear as possible, understanding the situation better.
-“Did I ever tell you I really love your brain?”
“Last heard that an hour ago, but it’s always nice.”
-“I love you. My main actress.”
Minhyuk:
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“What?!” He almost spit the water he was drinking when you told him you’re going to have a kiss scene for the first time, with another guy who is not him. “Okay, it’s okay...” he swallows hard on his own saliva when you clench your teeth, hoping for a good reaction. “Yeah, no, I’m okay with it, it’s your job after all.” You watch him with a little smile as he thinks about it, imagining the scene in his mind. -“You’re so cute oh my god-“ you laugh as he looks at you with puppy eyes, waiting for a proper reply from you.
-“I’m glad you understand, you know I only love you and this kiss won’t include any emotions, right?” You say while patting his cheek, he still has those puppy eyes with slight jealousy, though he’s not the type to get jealous easily since he loves you and knows you do too. “Yeah... it’s okay don’t worry.” He mumbled and you lean forward to peck his lips. -“You see, this one, did have emotions involved.” You mention the sweet, quick kiss you just shared, making him look down along with an embarrassed smile.
When you both got ready to sleep, already half sleeping, Minhyuk suddenly spoke up, facing the ceiling. “Just a peck right?” He sighs. -“What...?” You murmur, not having enough energy to answer him properly, your back is facing him. “It’s just a peck... right?” You hear him turning off the television and turning to cuddle you. -“Make...out...” you mumble, taking his arm closer to wrap your figure tighter. “Makeout?!” The tone of his voice got more pitched and surprised as soon as he heard the words he hoped not to hear. -“Minhyuk... you can come watch it tomorrow. Can you just cuddle me now?”
“Ah~ you didn’t say it’s tomorrow...” he pouts and lowers his voice, you can hear his warm breathing on your neck. “Fine, goodnight baby.” He finally says, you only take his hand and kiss the back of it. -“I only love you.” You mumble and feel his lips pressed against your neck a moment before you fall into dreamland.
Sanha:
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You took sanha with you since he asked you to come, to make sure the main actor is not pushing too hard on you or gets used to the taste of your lips. “Don’t think I don’t trust on you, I do, I just don’t trust other guys.” He pouts, holding tightly the wheel while looking for a parking spot, the smallest pout appears on his face. -“I know you trust me, and honestly you could’ve stayed home, but thank you for coming with me.” You rest your hand on his thigh, calming him down.
-“I wonder if he’s already here...” you looked beyond the windows, searching for your acting partner. “What do you mean? Isn’t it too early for him to come? You said we will still have time to hang out in the cafeteria.” Sanha says as he parks the car, taking off his seatbelt.
-“Yeah but we need to practice our scene, it didn’t come out perfectly last time.” You take off your seatbelt as well, leaving the car at the same time with your beloved, protective boyfriend. “Wait, do you need to practice... the kissing part?” His eyes widen, seems like he wasn’t aware of it but you didn’t know that.
-“Oh my- baby, please, it’s nothing, really. I don’t even like the way he kisses me. No one can replace you.” You comfort the big baby who turns into a blushing mess once you put your hand on his chest and lean forward to peck his lips, he closes his eyes and does the same the moment you pull away. -“You’re the sweetest, and you have the sweetest kisses that nobody else have. So please, can you handle this and not freak out when he breaths on my lips?” You say sarcastically, making him laugh and of course, nod for agreement.
-“Great, there he is, please don’t kill him, I really need this job.”
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kam-tree · 4 years
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how BiNu confessed
Hello! I’m back~ It’s exam season but here I am. I hope you guys like it! Don’t be shy and request anything if you would like.
Theme: Fluff
Eunwoo
hey, I’m sorry I’m busy today! Just reminding you I love you
A smile painted your face as you sent a reply back to your boyfriend, Eunwoo. You were a little sad that Eunwoo had a schedule today but it is what it is right? It’s his job after all. Although you missed seeing him, he always made an effort to video call every night and occasionally would drop by your apartment at night before heading back to the dorms. He always tried his best and for that you loved him dearly.
That’s alright! I’ll enjoy this nice day for the both of us~ Keep working hard! I love you
After sending your message, you were immediately met with a cute emoticon. Giggling like a 5 year old, you sent one back. Truthfully everyday seemed like a dream. It was such a blessing you met Eunwoo and the fact you were in a relationship with him still felt surreal. He was such a caring and selfless man, always considerate and hard working. When you first met him, it was a little hard to believe how polite and caring of a human being he was. You didn’t know if he acted this way because he had an image to up hold or not. But your doubt was eventually proven wrong after some drinks and a very real and raw conversation.
You still remember the smell and sounds of the tent bar. The loud business men coming to drink after a long day of work, the group college students ignoring their final assignments and the smell of soju. Eunwoo and you weren’t very close friends back then and it was certainly awkward when your mutual friend didn’t show up. However 3 bottles of soju seemed to do the trick and helped you both let loose and start talking about your dreams and insecurities. It was refreshing getting to know Eunwoo and his mind. At the moment you really admired him as a person, how hard working he was and how considerate he was. You felt horrible for misjudging him and doubting him. It was probably then when your feelings for him started.
It took eight more months for anything to actually start. You tried your hardest to stop your feelings for him as you didn’t want them ruining your friendship. Anyway, how could he feel the same way about you anyway? That’s why you were taken aback when you were both resting on the couch on your apartment and he suddenly became agitated. You had invited some friends over just to have a little breather and you were all playing charades. 
At first you thought he was just frustrated because his team couldn’t play for shit and yours won as the game ended with 9-5. Rocky had you on his back as you both celebrated your win with your two other teammates. You were laughing while holding Rocky tightly so you wouldn’t fall as he began dancing when you felt an icy stare coming from somewhere. Your eyes met Eunwoo’s and you were slightly taken aback by the glare he held on his face. Confused, you watch him flee to the kitchen. You got off Rocky as gave another ‘whoop’ before making a beeline to the kitchen.
“Look, if I’ve done anything wrong, let me know. I can’t read your mind and glaring won’t help either ok?” You spoke bluntly as you found it rare that he would be this childish.
“I just- I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to glare.” He said as he brushed his hair back and swallowing a lump in his throat.
“Well I can still see your not in a very good mood. Do you want to step out and talk about it?” You offered with a smile while taking his hand and staring into his eyes. You swear you melted right then and there. He seemed to think about it before nodding and letting you lead the way to the door. 
“Damn it, it’s cold” you muttered to yourself as you left the warmth of your apartment. You felt a pair of arms wrap around you and suddenly it felt like you were in a sauna. Trying to get rid of the blush on your cheeks, you wriggle out of his embrace. 
“Don’t worry, I’ll survive. Now tell me what’s been plaguing your mind.”  You said turning around, trying to not be flustered. Although you felt safe in his arms; as if you belonged, you didn’t want to give yourself false hope. To him it might just be an innocent hug but it sent butterflies to your stomach. 
“I have feelings for someone and I don’t think they’ll return them.” He said as he stepped back and met your eyes. You felt your stomach drop. Ignoring the slight pain in your chest, you turn to look at him as he stares back at you. 
“Ahh, I see. How would you know if you haven’t heard that person’s answer? There’s a 50% chance they’ll return them or not. But seeing as to how you act like the perfect gentleman, the chances are probably higher.” You smiled before looking away, trying to not let him see the slight pain in your face.
“Is that so?” He said as he moved to were your eyes were looking off to and waited until your eyes met his. “What are the chances of you returning my feelings?”
“What?” Honestly, you were so confused. What was happening? Is what you were thinking happening? He smiled before holding your hand in his.
“I like you Y/N” A blush seem to creep on both of your faces. Unable to meet his gaze, you nod.
“Me too” You felt time stop as he smiled at you and pulled you into a tight embrace against his chest.
“Thank god.” He sighed in relief before planting a light peck on your lips.
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Moonbin
“You made all this?” Moonbin said with excitement and disbelief as he stared at the six lunch boxes in front of him; one for each member of Astro. “Thank you so much!” And with that, you were engulfed into a big bear hug. 
You dramatically gasp for breath before he pulls away and places a kiss on your forehead. Smiling up at the man, you realise how awfully tired he looked. A pout soon graced your face, Moonbin noticing immediately. He stroked you hair and put his chin on your head, pulling you into a gentle and warm hug.
“I’m alright. I have your food to energise me through the day! Don’t worry about me.” He said gently.
“I know I shouldn’t worry, I just wish you could have a day off and sleep like sleeping beauty. To rest properly.” You mumbled into his shirt. You feel him kiss you head before pulling away and looking into your eyes.
“My day off’s on Sunday, I’ll make sure to sleep like the dead.” He laughed before turning to the door “I’m super late! I’ll text you when I get there and when I should be home. I love you~” And with a kiss goodbye, he was out the door. 
Watching him leave in a rush always made you laugh, his poor time management was always the product of him sleeping in. It always worried you how he’d come home late and leave early for his schedules. He practiced like crazy as well. It also reminded you of when you first met.
Your friend wanted to introduce you to a dancer as you expressed an interest in it. You were hesitant, as your interest was only a passing comment and not meant to be taken seriously, however you also suspected this was your friend’s way of setting you up with someone. They had been constantly asking you if you were seeing anyone for the past year. You were too busy with your part time job and being a full time student in culinary school. With some persuasion, you finally went with your friend to meet this man. Honestly you kind of judged Moonbin when he was 20 minutes late. You were thinking about how you could have been studying for an upcoming exam and here you were, waiting for some dude. However after talking to man, you seemed to become smitten with him. He was funny and gentle but was also ready to fight with anyone who thought cats were annoying. 
As cheesy as it is to say, time seemed to stop. You didn’t really pay mind to your friend leaving you two alone and you also didn’t realise the sun was already beginning to set. You realised that this man was a breath of fresh air to you so when he asked for you number as you were both about to part ways, you absolutely did not hesitate.
Your relationship was little complicated for the next 4 months. It was like you were a couple but at the same time you weren’t official. Both of you would go on dates, talk late at night and would have movie nights in your apartment. You both knew that each other was interested but neither had actually spoken about it. It was a strange and weird situation to be in.  
At first it made you heart flutter every time your hands would brush past each others or when your faces would be so close to a kiss. But soon you grew a little tired of it. Moonbin seemed to be the person you could count on whenever you wanted to rant about school or your co workers and would always taste you dishes with very honest feedback, however you were tired of this wishy washy relationship you both had. As much as you knew that Moonbin was a kind and caring man, you insecurities started to overtake your mind. You often wondered if he was like this another girl, he was an awfully handsome and talented man so who wouldn’t want to have him?
You began to think he only saw you as some fun on the side. 
Your chain of thought was disrupted when you heard a knock at your door. Ah, that’s right, Moonbin said he was coming over after recording. Opening the door, you were greeted with a smile that could easily turn you into a puddle. He had said he couldn’t stay long as he needed to back at the dorms before 10pm. A little confused as to why he would bother coming over if he needed to leave in 45 minutes, you followed him into the apartment.
“Then why are you coming to visit then silly?” You said in a playful tone as you offered him some gimbap you made. You were shocked when he rejected them. What as going on? Moonbin rejecting food? And then it dawned on you. He was probably gonna tell you that he wasn’t interested and only saw you as friend.
“I’m sorry I should have done this earlier” You braced yourself for the rejection as your hands found the hem of you shirt and played around with it. He looked into you eyes with an intensity you had never seen before and it made you nervous. As you felt some tear beginning to form, you look away from his gaze.
“I like you. Like a lot. I’m sorry for not telling you early enough. I was just shy and didn’t know if you would like me back.” what? You looked back at him in confusion. Your mind went blank and you were left to just stare, no words seeming to form. 
When you didn’t reply back, his head hung down for little bit before he looked back up at you with a bittersweet smile. “It’s ok, you don’t have to say anything. I just wanted to confess my feelings.” As he was about to reach for the door handle, you snapped out of your trance and rushed to stop him.
He was caught by surprise when he left your arms embrace him from the back. You didn’t trust yourself to talk to him with his eyes on you so you mumbled it into his back. “I like you too. I like so much. I didn’t know if you actually liked me or if you were just having some fun” He quickly turned around to your words and cupped your face.
“Of course I like you. How could I not?” Moonbin smiled as he kissed your forehead and then your lips.
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m0onbean · 4 years
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tutoring & loving
genre: enemies to lovers!AU, tutor!reader, popular boy!eunwoo, high school!AU, JEALOUSYYYYYYYY, flooooooof!!! angst but it’s okay because angst is wonderful, basically most of my favorite AU’s combined in one
warnings: jealous eunwoo and this AU is much more in depth than the others ones
words: 2.8k 
note: this is an old draft that has been sitting in my notes so i thought i would post!! enjoy and I HOPE  EUNWOO IS CASTED FOR TRUE BEAUTY!!!
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as one of the top students in class, all of your teachers absolutely ADORE YOU
school is pretty smooth for you: you study well, pass tests, socialize with friends....... except for one little threat that makes your life so much more difficult... 
Cha Eunwoo.
not only is he one of the most popular boys in your grade, but unfortunately he’s also your seat partner for English and he’s the most annoying person you have ever met
you haven’t given him a reason to disrespect you!! ... okay maybe sometimes when you see him and his group of friends being loud in the hallways you shoot an icy glare....... ok and MAYBE you roll your eyes everytime he says smth dumb in the middle of class
but other than that??? completely innocent you are. but this man doesn’t seem to agree, as he seems to have made his life goal to ANNOY THE SHIT OUT OF YOU. 
foe ex. you would be peacefully paying attention in class when suddenly you feel something kick your foot 
and when you look up, you see eunwoo “paying attention” to the board and feigning innocence
but you immediately know that he’s just trying to aggravate you because when has this man ever actually paid attention in class??
so you go back to listening when you feel ANOTHER kick and you’re like BITCHoh hell no so you kick him back bc we’re not all perfect human beings let’s be honest
and now y’all are kicking each other back and forth, and everyone can hear the desks shuffling underneath them
he also makes snarky marks constantly when you literally just breathed???
like you would sit down at your seat and he’d be like “Congrats, you’ve somehow managed to choose the ugliest outfit in the world to wear today”
and you respond, “It’s about time i have a turn, you’re wearing the ugliest outfit everyday” and then you just glare at each other until the teacher tells you two to snap out of it
on some days eunwoo will just flat out point out one of your flaws like if your hair is messy or if there’s a stain on your shirt
so one day your English teacher asks to see you after class and you’re like Oh he’s just gonna offer me extra credit ... but instead of doing that he asks right off the bat, “i have another student that needs tutoring, are you willing to take one more?”
for the past month, you’ve already been tutoring a few students your teacher recommends to you. it’s easy money, especially since you’re saving up for college 
only this time, you can tell he’s desperate because he’s like “Please (y/n) he’s failing in English and misbehaving in class you’re my only hope!!”
and now you’re like Hawld on..... Why Is He Being So Desperate About This.... like you’re cool with tutoring..... what makes this-
the realization strikes across your face. 
who in this school would you would hate teaching??? who is failing in English??? WHO IS THE BANE OF YOUR EXISTENCE. look to: c. e. w.
 “ofdjoaaja i’ll give you gummy bears or something” he pleads. and honestly, if you were not so broke, you would’ve spat on his feet and walked out the door. but you need the cash, and you sure do like gummy bears.......
you gracefully relinquish, and your teacher gives you a proud smile. he then goes on to tell you that his mom requested extra help smh why couldn’t she have just hired a tutor i hate rich people.. anyways so yeah pls Help me
so the next day @ school you approach your seat and you see eunwoo sitting on his desk, talking to his friends until he notices you.. and he’s about to open his mouth to probs criticize your untied shoelaces but you interrupt him and are like:
“eunwoo i’m privately tutoring you starting today. Meet at the library after school.”
and he’s just sitting there, jaw dropping to the floor and you’re like :) He’s finally quiet for once... 
but little did you know that during class he’d be pestering you with complaints like:“why you??? is there anyone else that can do it???” “i don’t need tutoring.. i’m getting consistent D’s... not a singular F and it ain’t much but it’s honest work” 
at a certain point, you get so sick of his complaints and go like “your mom asked for you to be tutored!!! OK i didn’t just ask to tutor you, you dumbfuck.”
and once you mention his mom he just kinda shuts up... and stares at his desk for the rest of the period
ou notice this and recall the teacher telling you that eunwoo’s mom is a tiger mom... you keep this in mind because now you know that making his mom proud might be his motivation
after school, you wait at the library for him inside.. but a couple minutes pass and you’re like ? did he forget ? .  
and eventually an hour passes and you’re like nope he’s definitely ditching
and honestly,,, you feel a little betrayed and a little hurt ... but just when you’re about to leave you see him panting and making his way to your table nd you’re like ???????and eunwoo’s like “im so sorry i forgot...”
and you’re like oh? so you didn’t ditch? 
and he’s like No!! i just ... forgot. 
and you’re like well you little shit don’t forget next time i’ve been sitting here for an hour..but then he reaches something from his pocket and hands it to you and it’s a triangle sushi (it’s super crumbled too...) 
and he’s like “i got this to make it up” and you’re like flustered and just weirdly but pleasantly surprised he feels this bad about almost flaking
but you catch yourself slipping and go back to your annoyed tone: “uh-What the fuck are you on?? I-Wh-I’m not hungry. T-thanks tho.”
the first tutoring session is... awful to say the least. 
he couldn’t pay attention well and continuously complained and even tried to go off topic
like you’d be asking him what foreshadowing meant and then he’d be like “so.. where’s your family from (y/n)?” 33r*#$&(@$
after an hour of no progress you get frustrated and shut the textbook, about to call it a day
but just when you stand up eunwoo grabs your wrist 
and he’s like “where do you think you’re going?” you scoff and reply with “why do you care? it’s not like you want to be tutored right? well i don’t want to tutor anymore”
when you try to budge, you feel his hand still firmly gripping onto your wrist and you’re like “let go of me” until you realize he’s staring at you dead in the eyes
and in a quiet voice he sadly says “please don’t give up on me... i’m trying my best.” 
it looks like he’s about to tear up and that’s when you realize that you need to be patient for him... and need to help him because he’s trying to make his mom proud. 
when you sit down again, he gets a bit startled that you gave in so easily but regardless, a relieved smile spreads across his face. 
instead of going back to teaching, you conclude that you two should “break the ice” first so tutoring wouldn’t be you two just glaring at eachother
“breaking the ice” turns into a two hour conversation about random things or anything that comes into mind. 
eunwoo is really good at conversing and he’s good at filling in the awkward pauses and bringing up new topics!!
next thing you know the librarian is trying to shoo you guys outside since the library already closed fodjsoakal
when you get back home, there’s a stupid smile on your face and you’re like SHIT why am i smiling? why can’t i stop smiling???? get yourself together youRe just helping him you still think he’s annoying!!! ..but he has a breathtaking laugh... NO he’s still that annoying guy i hate
the rest of the tutoring sessions aren’t as bad at you thought.. eunwoo is actually pretty smart he just has the attention span of a toddler honestly.
you could be trying to read him an excerpt from The Great Gatsby and when it’s his turn to read.. it’s absolutely silent and when you look up like ??? 
you see him staring at you and you’re like “eunwoo.. it’s ur turn” and he’d be snapped out of his trance and be like OH! and ask you where you left off
and inside you’d be like.. was he.. staring at me?? (he actually was. you just looked so pretty reading out loud with such emotion)
after a couple of more classes with him, he starts immensely improving in class. he doesn’t really bother you anymore, but he stills throws some playful remarks at times. 
tutoring sessions seem to be effective, and you learn that he actually has a really.. really great personality
one day, you’re approaching your seat in English and are about to roast eunwoo as your daily routine when you almost bump into somebody
but thank god you have great reflexes so you managed to stop yourself... and when you look up you see a handsome face and you’re like. Oh.and he’s like smiling sheepishly and is like “sorry! i’m clumsy hehe” and you’re like Oh.. he’s cute
you smile back and insist it’s fine.. and now you’re both still standing there smiling at eachother because he’s like eye candy
he manages to introduce himself as Moonbin and you’re like I’m (y/n)!! and then his face transforms into recognition and he’s like “oh! you’re eunwoo’s tutor aren’t you?” 
and you’re like “Oh?? yeah how’d you know?”and he’s like “Ah.. i’m good friends with him. i heard your tutoring sessions are really helpful though. you’re super smart”
and on the outside you’re like :3 m-Me????!??! <3
what you actually say: ah, thank you. 
then he’s like “do you mind if you tutor me too?? i’m kind of struggling in English as well” and you’re like “oh sure!” it’s raining money girl
the bell starts ringing and he waves goodbye 
 you go to your seat with a wide smile, and when you sit down, you don’t notice that eunwoo is glaring at you 
so when you look at him with a smile on your face, he gets even more glary. 
you quickly wipe the smile off and are like “oh it’s you.”
but instead of insulting you back he’s like “why were you talking to Moobin?” and youre ???? “why CAN’T i talk to Moonbin? he was asking me to tutor him.”
when he hears that, he clenches his fists under the desk and is like.. “did you accept his offer?”
and you’re confusedly like “yes.. why would i reject him?”
not one to handle complicated feelings well, eunwoo just stands up, his chair loudly screeching against the floor. 
he wants to tell you that he doesn’t want Moonbin to watch you read lines from poetry so dramatically, smile whenever he makes a joke, text him reminders to study before he goes to sleep. 
but when you’re looking at him with such bewilderment in your beautiful eyes, your facial features frozen as you wait for his next move, he feels disgusting for having these feelings towards you. you’d probably be happier with Moonbin, who doesn’t have these nasty problems you’d be burdened with.
but before you can even properly react, he’s leaving the classroom and you look around, grateful that nobody was watching. 
and you don’t know how it happens.. but your feet control themselves and now you’re running after him, not caring about class starting already
and as you’re sprinting, so many scattered thoughts run through your mind. eunwoo.. jealous? does he like you? and even though you thought you were interested in eunwoo... there’s something about eunwoo you can’t let go about.and there’s no way you’re going to lose him.
so when you finally catch up to him you grab him by the arm and turn him around so he’s facing you... you hug him tightly.
and the crawling feeling that’s been stirring in eunwoo’s stomach suddenly dissipates
and bc you know that nothing will be the same after this, why don’t you just end it off strong? so you confess
you quietly tell him that you’re new to this... relationships have always been a new territory for you. liking somebody is new for you. “please don’t run off and let go of me either... i’m trying my best, too”
and he wants to push you off of him, tell you what’s best for you, and go back to being the annoying shit he once was. but your hug feels so nice and.. well.. maybe eunwoo can be selfish once in a while.  
falling in love with eunwoo is a gradual but addictive progress. when people describe falling in love, they would describe it as fireworks... exciting but risky. you would pretty much say the same but.. it’s so much more than just that.
it’s feeling tingly and funny when he randomly holds your hand or shows affection. it’s feeling enormously upset when you’re not around him or when you see him talking to somebody attractive. it’s feeling empty when he cuddles you because you want this to last forever, but you’re scared because you know it won’t.
you tell him this as you two are nestled on his couch, blankets jumbled across and TV playing some cooking show neither of you care about
he laughs and kisses your forehead which makes you feel that stupid tingly feeling again. 
“are you confessing that you’re in love with me (y/n)?” before you can try to smack him, he says “i love you too.”and with that.. you quietly respond “i love you...” 
and it feels so refreshing voicing that out loud.
eunwoo as a boyfriend would be the most blood rushing and adrenaline pumping feeling there is. he’s filled with so much energy that it’s never not fun around him
he would sneak you into carnivals, and take you on the ferris wheel where you two would probably makeout in the passenger car scksksoao
he’d also try to win you prizes at the arcade but.. he’s just so bad at playing it and either A) you end up playing and winning him a prize or B) he bribes the arcade owner to give him the prize
lots of PDA. lotssss of them. 
sitting next to eunwoo in English is a struggle now.. he’s always distracting you from the teacher. 
like you’d be taking notes but then you’d feel his head on your shoulder and now he’s straight up cuddling you in class
eunwoo always encourages you to have more fun 
“you’re always locked up in your room, studying.”
thus, he likes to knock on your door and enter the house with your parents’ delightful approval (because your parents love him. so much.) and go in your room and shower you with kisses while telling you that it’s time to stop studying because you’ve been reading the same chapter over and over again
your texts to each other would be littered with emojis that don’t even relate to the message. like you’d text “i stopped studying. are you proud of me 💃👒🐟🥐”and he’d reply with “of course my sunshine 🍣🎧🔑”
you still tutor him but your tutor sessions are a lot more longer now since they take place at either of your houses instead of the library LMAO. 
+ after tutoring him, you two would just cuddle and raid your fridges
when you meet moonbin again, eunwoo gets a little jealous again since he thinks that moonbin has a chance of snatching you 
but after kissing him and assuring him that you’ll never be “snatched”, he feels so relieved
eunwoo relishes all of the affection you give him. and he always gives you twice as much :’)
one day the same English teacher asks to see you after class and you’re like “is there something you need?”and he’s like “.... ok so tell me how y’all went from kicking eachother to cuddling together in class 🤔🤔”
and you’re like “.. BYE I THINK I HEARD SOMEBODY CALLING ME”
the doors were closed... nobody heard anything... 
when you ask eunwoo why he hated you so much in the beginning, he tells you that he was just jealous of you. jealous of how flawless you did in academics and how you’re such a bright student + your glares were “extremely unnecessary” 
he also tells you that his older brother is already a doctor and has been so successful in everything so his mom always pressures him and compares them
and you’re like weaving your fingers together while telling him “don’t compare yourself. he is him and you are you.” 
and you pause.. and say “and i love you this way. i’m proud of you”
and eunwoo just immediately breaks down right there because nobody ever tells him that.. nobody is ever proud of him
falling in love with one of your enemies was definitely one of the best things that’s ever happened to you :)
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ASTRO: their s.o snuggles into their chest
short but sweet
MJ: Myungjun was surprised when you rolled over in your sleep and moved closer to his chest. He looked down from his phone and chuckled softly to himself. Reaching down, he patted your head gently before going back to his device.
In conclusion: This boy would love absolutely nothing but for you to be as close to him as possible. The two of you don’t see each other as often and when you do see each you can’t keep your hands off each other. Take that as you want it.
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JinJin:
Your head was laying on the right side of his chest while you stared at the tattoo on the left. Jinwoo’s head was facing you while staring at you, his fingers brushing through your hair gently. You reach up with your right hand and lightly start tracing the Tiger with your finger. A small kiss on your forehead followed with a soft ‘I love you’ made you chuckle softly
In conclusion: Soft hours with Jinwoo mainly happens after...”kinky time”. He enjoys being close to your after being intimate with a each other. It makes him feel secure, knowing that you didn’t plan on going anywhere after it.
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Eunwoo
“Oh?” Dongmin asked watching you crawl into bed with him.
You didn’t say anything, instead you just laid down beside him and laid your head on his chest. Neither of you said anything as you listened to his heart beat in his chest. It felt nice to cuddle with him.
In conclusion: There probably wasn’t a day when your head wasn’t on his chest. Dongmin likes skinship in private and he likes it mainly with you. He likes the feeling of you needing to be next to him and wanting to be close to him. 
[every person in the world is jealous of YN rn, lets be honest]
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Moonbin:
Bin laughed to himself as your snuggled into him. The two of you had just finished play fighting, after he had beaten you several times in Mario Kart. You pouted, out of breath, and laid your head onto his chest. His laugh was like music to your ears as you rested your head in the crook of his neck.
In conclusion: Bin loves to joke around with you, especially when it comes to teasing you. The two of you can easily joke around with each other but afterwards the two of you ends up showing skinship. He enjoyed having you in his arms so he made sure to have it happen on a daily basis.
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Rocky:
“Y/N?” Minhyuk asked confused as you walked towards him.
The other members of Astro walked behind him, watching you as well. You ignored the other five and walked up to your boyfriend, wrapping your arms around him. You snuggled your face into his chest and hugged him tightly. The boys all cooed before leaving the two of you alone. Rocky’s hand moved to your head, gently brushing his fingers through your hair.
“I missed you.” You say into his chest.
Minhyuk chuckled, “It’s only been a week babe.”
In conclusion: You always found yourself snuggling your face into Min’s chest when you missed him. Minhyuk enjoys being with you and cuddling you when he has time. But when promotions come around he doesn’t have as much time to be with you. But when he does have time, he always makes sure that you have as much attention as he can give.
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Sanha:
Sanha was laying on the couch, playing on his phone as he enjoyed his day off. You had just arrived home from work when you saw him. Quickly, you pushed off your shoes and went over to the couch. Before Sanha could even process what was happening, you crawled onto the couch and laid your head on his chest. You wrapped your arms around him and held him tightly.
“Don’t you have homework?” Sanha teased, ruffling your hair.
“Oh shush it,” your responded, not moving from your place.
In conclusion: Sanha enjoyed the fact that you liked being close to him. At the beginning of the relationship he wasn’t used to showing skinship with someone he had strong feelings for. You initiated the skinship first and gotten used to him getting blushy when you did it. But now all he did was tease you and you were okay with that you. [skhkj Sanha would be so cute in a relationship i swear]
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