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In the Middle of the Night: Chapter 26
Chapter 26: "You Don't Mean to Hurt Me"
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AN: And it’s back! Thank you everyone for your patience. It’s been quite the 2 months. Hopefully, I’ll be able to come back to a regular weekly, or at least Bi-weekly, posting. Happy reading! 🥰
Summary: As Bangtan prepares for a new chapter in their lives, they head to their private property in the forest for a songwriting workshop. As a songwriter and producer they have worked with for years, I’m asked to tag along. I was ready for the heavy workload and small amount of sleep during the workshop week. However, I wasn’t ready for the storm that came that changed my friendship with Namjoon forever.
Pairing: Idol!RM/Namjoon x OFC
Genre: Friends to Lovers, Fluff and Smut
Rating: M (mention of sexual assault, explicit language, sexual scenes in prior chapters)
Status: COMPLETE
Warnings/spoilers: Hurt, Miscommunication
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Warning/Spoiler: All flashback; It's a loooooong one. 
April 2017, Anaheim, Ca
The guys were in town temporarily and would be leaving in a few days. There was a short window we were able to meet to just hang out. Tomorrow we would be at the recording studio together and then they would be flying off to who knows where.
I had driven to their hotel with my ex in the passenger seat. I honestly didn’t know why I invited him to go with me. Maybe I thought it would make him less pouty about me hanging out with guy friends. He had an issue with every friend I had that was of the opposite sex. And when I told him I would be hanging out with seven guys, he was a whining nightmare. I felt obligated to invite him.
Out of all my bad boyfriends, he was the worst. At the time, I didn’t think our relationship was unhealthy. We weren’t as extreme as my parents were, so in my eyes, we were stable. We didn’t throw heavy or dangerous items at each other. That was a plus.
The entire drive to the hotel had been quite unbearable. The argument just kept escalating. By the time we arrived at the parking lot, he was at the peak of yelling.
“If you don’t want to be here—you don’t have to,” I said to him, putting my car in park.
“So, you’re gonna hang out the entire night with a bunch of guys without your boyfriend there? That’s disrespectful,” he said loudly as I got out of my car.
“They’re just my friends,” I said back for maybe the tenth time.
“It looks like you’re their call girl,” he said loudly as he made his way toward me.
I knew other people were in the parking lot with us, but I didn’t dare look up. It wasn't our first argument in public; I was certain we had their full attention. I didn’t want to see the looks, so I kept my eyes away and did my best to keep my voice down.
“Fuck off,” I muttered to him.
He got to me and grabbed my arm, pulling me tightly towards him.
This physical maneuver was pretty common that my body reacted automatically. I pushed him off with vigor. “If you’re gonna be acting like an ass, then it’s best you don’t go.”
“This is gonna come out on the tabloids—you meeting them in their room. You’re gonna look like a whore to those—”
He used a term that ignited something in me. Angered me and made me see red. It changed everything. Up until that point, I had brushed off my ex’s verbal, emotional, and physical abuse. I didn’t see it as abuse back then because I always physically pushed him back—I, too, used words to call him names. Everything about his behavior had been excusable back then, but not the term he used. The term made me see him for what he really was: a racist, homophobic piece of shit.
I had never felt angrier at another person than at that moment. I couldn’t understand how I was ever with a guy that was like this—someone who would say such a vile thing.
“What’s wrong with you?! Why would you say that? They’re seven of the kindest people. They would never allow something like that to come out. Unlike you, they’re real fucking men. So go fuck off. We’re done. Find your way back home.”
I turned to leave as he said some obnoxious thing behind me, but I didn’t listen. He wasn’t worth it. Plus, I didn’t want to show up at the guys’ room upset.
From the corner of my eye, I could tell the people on the other side of the parking lot were making their way toward us. I didn’t want to get involved with other people, so I dodged away and left in the opposite direction. I would take the long way up to the hotel.
I sent a message to Hoseok letting him know I was on my way up. After getting into the hotel, I made sure to go into one of the restrooms and calmed myself down. Minutes later, I got to their floor and was met with a group of their team that welcomed me and guided me to Hoseok’s room.
Stepping inside, I was welcomed by sweet smiles. Most of the guys were there.
Hugging all of them, we settled into the room and hung out.
Even though I was friendly with them, I was most close with Hoseok, Jimin, Taehyung, and Suga. Jin, Jungkook, and RM were still quiet around me. Hoseok had invited me, convinced it was only a matter of time before I fully blended with the other guys.
So, there we were, all of us minus Namjoon, having drinks. Jin was talking a little more, which I appreciated. He was making jokes and keeping things light.
Jimin and he were bickering for a moment, which made me laugh.
Jin stared at me. “What?” I asked, curious about the look.
Jin smiled. “You’re like Hobi.”
Jimin nodded, agreeing. “I’ve said the same thing. There’s a reason they hit it off when we met.”
“They both laugh with their entire body; they're loud and push you when they laugh,” Suga added. “Hobi makes a lot of sound effects and Maya hums a lot.”
Taehyung nodded. “It’s almost like they were separated at birth.”
"Also, both are scary when they get angry," Jimin said with a teasing laugh.
Hoseok and I exchanged a look. We had discussed this with ourselves in the past. From the start of our friendship, we saw a lot of similarities in our personalities. I told him he must have been Latino in another life because his energy was starkly different than most Koreans I had met and aligned more with my culture.
“Maya and I were already having deep conversations within the first week of knowing each other,” Hoseok said. “We were even crying to each other.”
I nodded, remembering. “I think we were comparing the struggle of being an artist.”
Hobi agreed. “I was having trouble being far away from family and you were having trouble with a former boyfriend. I think you were missing him.”
I shook my head. “It wasn’t because I missed him. We were fighting. He was trying to make me feel guilty for always being on the road.”
“Oh, that’s right,” Hoseok said, his face falling a little. “Well, it’s a good thing he’s gone.”
I nodded. “I know how to pick them.” I grabbed the beer the guys had handed to me and took a sip, remembering the fight I had earlier with my now-ex.
“How are things with your current boyfriend?” asked Jimin carefully. “We thought he was coming with you.”
Looking around the room and seeing they all had their eyes on me felt a bit embarrassing. I would have felt comfortable talking more openly if only Hoseok, Jimin, Suga, and Taehyung were present. I didn’t want to lay all my baggage out in the open for Jin and Jungkook to see.
I took another sip of my beer, deciding to just give a little bit of truth. “We had a big fight in the parking lot. Decided to end things with him.”
They immediately began to voice their sympathies and give me comforting words.
“What was the argument about?” Taehyung asked as he soothed my arm.
At that moment, I heard the door open. I turned towards it and found RM walking in. The guys told me upon arriving that RM was taking a call from his girlfriend, which was why he had been missing since I had arrived.
RM caught my eye and gave me a greeting.
The dimples he displayed made butterflies suddenly appear in my stomach. Since meeting him, I had a small crush on the guy, but it always seemed to come in waves. The fact that he had a girlfriend made it easy to ignore whatever attraction I had for him.
“You don’t have to answer if you’re not comfortable doing so,” Suga immediately commented, sending Tae a glance. The look contained a lot of words.
Taehyung pulled back a little, giving a small pout.
My heart tugged at seeing the scolding. Taehyung was only being considerate. I didn’t want to talk about the fight—feeling embarrassed and angry for what my ex had said, but I also didn’t want Taehyung to think he had done anything wrong. I wanted to let Suga know I was perfectly fine with being asked the question.
“It’s fine that he asked,” I told Suga. I turned to Taehyung, gaining the courage to suppress my uncomfortableness. “The fight was similar to many we’ve had. He thinks I’m unfaithful, believes I care too much about my career and hates that I have too many guy friends. He didn’t like me coming over. Thinks guys and girls can’t be friends.”
“Yes they can,” Jungkook said out of nowhere. He hadn’t spoken much the entire night.
Seven pairs of eyes turned to him.
With a full look of valor, Jungkook confidently said, “I think of you as my friend. What does he know about male and female friendships?”
“Thank you, Jungkookie,” I said with a smile.
The guys wore proud grins on their faces as they looked at their youngest member. He was growing up quite rapidly. The timid boy they all had come to raise was developing into a young man with full confidence.
While the guys felt pride for their maknae, I felt gratitude for what he said.
I looked around and noticed Jin’s eyes fall on me at the same time. He gave me a small smile, almost as if he was silently agreeing with Jungkook’s words. Like he, too, saw in me a friend.
A warmth spread through my chest at the feeling that the two of them saw me just as the other guys did: a friend.
I turned to Namjoon, who also wore a small smile.
But before I could decipher his look, Hoseok’s voice pulled me away.
“Mai-Mai, we have a confession to make to you.” Hoseok held my eyes, his face fully serious. It was almost scary to see him without his signature smile. “We saw you in the parking lot.”
I frowned, not understanding.
“We were there for your argument. We saw your ex grab you,” he said sadly.
Now, I understood. A feeling of embarrassment came over, realizing it had been them who had been there to witness it all. I had cussed and yelled—I had not been well-behaved. And I don’t know why, but in their eyes, I never wanted them to see the worst in me. And that moment in the parking lot was not my finest moment.
“We went over as soon as he grabbed you,” Jungkook said, a scowl on his face. “But you left before we could get to you.”
“We know the nasty words he said to you. And you don’t deserve that,” Jimin said, a similar look of anger on his face.
“Namjoonie made sure security escorted him out,” Suga said, assuredly. “We had some of our team stay behind to ensure he didn’t come back. Security of the hotel has been informed about him.”
I looked around, reading all of their faces as they gave me comforting words. The look of concern on all of their faces told me that they didn’t think I had misbehaved. They looked over my moments of anger and seemed to focus on my ex’s behavior toward me.
I was grateful they were concerned about me and even more that they were looking after me. I thanked them.
“Namjoonie told us what he said about us,” Jin said, his eyes right on me. “We want to thank you for being a good friend and standing up for us.”
A blush swept over my cheeks.
“We’re glad to call you our friend,” Teahyung said proudly.
My eyes went around the room again, seeing how they were all looking at me so kindly. They all gave small nods, agreeing with Taehyung’s words. The last one my eyes fell on was RM. He was the one I still wasn’t sure of in our friendship.
He gave me a half smile. “Thank you.”
I gave a slight nod, feeling uncomfortable. It was odd that I was being thanked for being a decent human being. Why were they making me feel as if I had done something so courageous?
“How are you feeling?” Jimin asked, worriedly.
I thought for a moment, not knowing how to answer. How was I feeling? I had never thought of that. My initial reaction was to say “angry”. But the anger faded after spending time with the guys. Seeing looks full of concern staring back at me, I wondered if there was something to be concerned about.
“You just broke up with your ex, it’s normal for you not to have processed everything yet. It’s ok,” Suga said calmly. “The sadness and loss and confusion will come when it comes.”
Suga and I had had plenty of deep conversations in the last year. He knew me almost as well as Hoseok did.
But now that he said it, I was now starting to feel those exact emotions: sadness, loss, and confusion. The fight replayed back in my mind and a concern popped into my head as I did this. “I don’t know why I keep choosing these assholes. What the fuck is wrong with me?”
We were all quiet for a long moment.
“What would he say to you?” Hobi asked as Jimin came over to hand me a tissue.
It was then I noticed I had been crying. I apologized as I took the tissue and thanked Jimin.
I felt slight embarrassment in the state I was in. But knowing I was in the comfort of a group of friends, I felt ok in sharing. “Stupid shit like I don’t know how to prioritize a relationship. I make him feel like a second choice. My clothing is too revealing—men are going to take advantage of me. I’ll get groped and it’ll be my fault.” I shook my head in disgust. “I would tell him to fuck off, but yet I still went back like an idiot.”
“You deserve someone who is going to always respect you,” Jin said. “Disagreements happen but respect should always be there.”
Jimin nodded. “If he’s not kind to you, then what’s the point in being with him? You should be with someone who is going to treat you right.”
Wiping away my tears, I kept my eyes down, still feeling shame.
“There, no need to cry over some loser,” Suga encouraged.
“Aw, if she wants to cry, let her cry,” RM said immediately.
“Yeah. What’s wrong with crying?” Jin challenged.
My heart warmed at the two of them defending me, even though Suga only meant well with his words.
“That’s not what I meant. I just mean she should save her tears for someone who's worth it. That piece of shit doesn’t deserve anything from her,” Suga said defensively.
“That doesn’t change how she feels about him. He might be an asshole, but that doesn’t take away the fact that she cared for him,” RM argued back.
Soon, the three of them were starting a nonsense argument as Jimin tried to interfere and calm all of them down. Hobi tried to crack a few jokes to diffuse the situation, but Taehyung and Jungkook sat closer to me and offered me some of the fried chicken that had now turned cold, They watched the entertainment with Cheshire smiles.
“It gets pretty juicy sometimes. Let’s hope Jimini and Hobi-hyung are unsuccessful,” Jungkook said as he took a bite of his chicken and giggled.
“Be sure to take cover if Yoongi-hyung gets ahold of a shoe, though,” Taehyung muttered.
I was about to ask for clarification on this, but all of a sudden Jimin’s voice pulled my attention back to the argument.
“Hyung, put that down!”
Suga had taken hold of a pillow and Jimin had his arms extended out, creating a small shield in front of a massive RM.
The look on RM and Suga’s faces was stern, but it was hard to take them seriously as the two evil maknaes next to me giggled like children. Jimin also looked like a tiny character; did he think he could protect RM? He was so tiny. Jin was currently sitting down and also enjoying the show with a wide smile. This was how I knew there was nothing to be too concerned about. Surely if things got too out of control, Jin would step in….. Right?
The argument didn’t escalate too much. Suga did end up throwing the pillow at RM, but less than a few minutes later things calmed down. From the look of things, this happened every now and then as they all continued as if nothing happened. Occasionally, Jimin and Jungkook would replay bits and pieces of RM and Suga's argument, finding it comical.
We all went back to discussing other things. As I continued to hang out with all of them throughout the night, it was like I went through a Grinch moment on Christmas day. I felt my heart grow three sizes that night. I don’t know why it felt this good to know I was great friends with all these individuals. What was it about these seven men that could make anyone think they could conquer the world?
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Even though I only got a few hours of sleep that night, I still felt energized the next day. There was a song I was working on with the rap line. There was a time crunch, so we only had a day in the studio. Whatever didn't get done today, we would have to do electronically—something my brother Seb and I both disliked doing. We liked working with an artist physically in a room together. Doing things through email and phone calls muddied up the work.
We had a lot of ground to cover. When the guys arrived at my brother's studio, they went directly to work. Even though the guys were a bit worn out, they still gave it their all as they recorded. They were used to the workload.
Thankfully, everything went smoothly and we got done everything we set out to do. This was mostly because we had worked together before and knew how to speed up the process without risking the quality of work.
After Suga and Hoseok were satisfied with their parts, they left for some rest. My brother also stepped away for an important call. He announced he would be back in an hour or two. RM, however, wanted to stay longer to go over the record a little more. I stayed behind to assist.
RM was a perfectionist, so I knew it would be a few hours before he was satisfied. I decided to order us pizza. However, it was another half hour after the pizza arrived that RM was finally satisfied with the day’s work.
As RM took a few slices and served the both of us, I went into my brother’s mini-fridge and pulled out a couple of beers. RM and I had a similar way of working: we didn’t drink while we recorded, only until after.
It was the first time we hung out alone. Usually, someone else was always in the room. Now considering him a friend, I didn’t feel discomfort. I started asking personal questions that I hadn’t before. The topic of old relationships came up and it led me to ask what caused his last breakup. I knew he was head over heels for his current girlfriend, but I was curious about his past rather than his present.
“We broke up because it felt like she disrespected me,” he said finally after I had pushed a little. He originally didn’t want to talk about it, but somehow I convinced him to talk about it. “She had too many guy friends that were too physical with her.”
I couldn’t help but feel similarities to the argument my ex and I had last night. While I didn’t want anything to do with my asshole ex, I certainly wanted to get a different viewpoint on girl and guy friendships. Maybe RM could give me a glimpse into my ex’s thought process. Maybe there was a different perspective I was missing. I mean, if two of them seemed to have a problem with me having a lot of guy friends, maybe there was an angle I wasn’t considering?
“So you broke up because of the guy friends she had?” I asked, curiously.
“It’s not that she had guy friends—it was how close she was with them. And how many of them she had. There’s just a way you behave with guys and another that you behave with a boyfriend. It shouldn’t be physical—that gets reserved for boyfriends.”
“Physical—how?”
“Hugging and touching too much.”
I thought about how my relationship with Hobi and Jimin. We goofed off a bit. They had tickled me a few times. I didn’t see the big deal.
“And also the type of things that are talked about. There are topics reserved for only significant others. Things you can discuss with friends of the same sex, but not the opposite sex.”
“Like what?”
He hesitated. “Personal stuff.”
“Like?” I pressed.
He was getting shy, avoiding eye contact. A slight blush came across his cheeks. “Just personal stuff.”
Sex. Koreans and their shyness on the topic, especially when talking to the opposite sex, let me know he was referring to this.
As I considered his perspective, I still didn’t feel swayed from my opinion on female and male friendships. I didn’t see why and how that would affect a romantic relationship.
“I don't think I could be with someone who wanted me to stop being friends with Hoseok and Jimin. To not have Hoseok, who is the epitome of happiness and positivity, or Jimin who is incredibly kind… just seems wrong. I probably wouldn't want to be in a relationship where the guy doesn’t want me to be friends with other guys. Sounds kind of like it’s insecurity.”
Namjoon was quiet for a moment, deep in thought and considering his next words. “I don't think it's about insecurity. It's about respect.”
This somewhat annoyed me because it was a similar word my ex had used: ‘disrespectful’. “You think having a close relationship with the opposite sex is disrespectful?”
RM’s face was serious as he looked right at me, not breaking eye contact. “When there is a significant other involved, yes.”
A sudden urge to challenge him came over, especially after some of the guys had validated me last night about the topic. “But you and I are friends. Do you side with my ex when he said we shouldn’t be friends?”
RM shook his head in a dismissive manner. “That's different. We're work friends. You’re helping me out with something work-related. There’s nothing personal happening between us. Different rules.”
His words sank at a rapid pace.
Work friends. Not friends, but work friends. Someone you only spoke about certain topics with. Nothing personal. 
A feeling of nausea took over.
Work friends? Is that how he saw me? Someone to only hang out with during work hours? Only if he was getting paid to do so?
How could he think of me this way? We had known each other for years. I had been present for group trips, dinners, music video shoots, and recordings. I had been present during dress rehearsals and mic checks. Been to many live shows. I had seen some of RM’s lows: recording him had brought him to near exhaustion once and I had been present when a doctor was called. I made sure not to leave his side until the color came back to his face. We shared many stories while drinking a beer. I was his go-to person when he had English grammar questions. And just last night, we had an entire night full of laughter—I had shared thoughts and emotions because I thought we were friends.
And then it hit me. All of those shared moments had been alongside the rest of the guys. The group trips were always done with all members. The dinners and hangouts were always with the other guys present. And it was always Hoseok, Jimin, or Taehyung who would invite me to their shows and music video shoots. I never really hung out with RM, even more notably now that he had a girlfriend. Last night, it had only been Jin and Jungkook who verbally confirmed our friendship. RM had never agreed with the rest of the guys that he was friends with me.
Even after showing my tears and hurt last night, there was still a barrier between RM and me.
But, if I took a step back, I couldn't blame him. He had always created a line between us. I just had never seen it. I was a fool to think differently. A feeling of embarrassment took over. And hurt.
“Hey, you guys get done?” came a voice from the door as it swung open.
It was Sebastian, my brother. He was back.
I couldn’t be here. It was far too awkward. Not to mention I was feeling my heart rate accelerate.
“I gotta go,” I said suddenly, searching for my keys. There was pressure in my chest. I could feel my breathing change.
I cursed at myself silently as I spun around franticly. Where the hell were my keys?
“Mayita.” My brother’s voice pulled me.
Turning around, I saw him holding my keys, a look full of concern across his face. “Qué pasó?” He took a step close to me, blocking me from RM. He was trying to spare my embarrassment. He knew I felt self-conscious about my episodes, he was trying to ensure RM didn’t see me like this.
I shook my head, not being able to speak.
“Ve. Está bien,” he encouraged as he handed me my keys.
“Maya, what’s wrong?” RM asked. He took a few steps closer.
Hurrying out of the room, I heard my brother ask RM what had happened.
As I drove out of the property, I felt a stream of tears start coming down. My chest felt like it was being squeezed.
I felt like such an idiot. How could I have ever been so stupid to not see RM didn’t want to be friends? Just because he was nice and friendly did not mean that he wanted to be friends.
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After an hour of driving around and crying, my negative thoughts began to go out of control. I began to doubt my friendship with the other guys. Were they also just being friendly with me and nice, like RM? Was it only Hoseok and Jimin who I had a genuine friendship with?
I felt the need to know the truth. There was no way Hoseok would ever be honest with me. He was much too kind for that. There was only one person who would be completely honest if I asked him to be.
Using some sunglasses, I made my way to the guys’ hotel. I had sent a message to the person I needed to see so the staff had been informed about my visit.
“What is it?” Suga asked as soon as he opened his door.
He looked concerned as soon as I took off my sunglasses. I must have looked like shit.
He stepped back, inviting me in.
“I'm sorry,” I said immediately. “I just...I need a direct answer and I know you’re the one who would be most honest with me.”
Suga looked a little uncomfortable. Maybe it was because he was only in his boxers.
“Hold on.” He reached over to a bathrobe and put it on. Poor guy, I hadn’t given him ample time for him to get ready.
Once again, I felt like an idiot. Of course, he would feel uncomfortable with me here. He probably saw me the same way RM did. We were work friends. Work friends didn’t visit each other in their personal bedrooms for non-work-related reasons.
“Are we friends?” I blurted out, not able to keep it in.
He looked even more confused. “What?”
“Would you consider us friends?” I asked a little more clearly this time.
“Yes. Of course.”
It seemed like I wasn’t being clear, so I became more specific. “I'm not talking about work friends or associates, but friends-friends. Someone you feel comfortable having deep conversations with? To share secrets with? Trust important information with?”
He couldn’t look more lost. “Yes. You are a friend of mine. Maiwa, what’s wrong?”
And then the tears just streamed down.
Suga reached over and gave me a one-arm hug. He held me for a good while. Once I had settled down, he asked again, “What’s wrong?”
I took a breath. “I was talking to RM and I found out the friendship I thought we had really only existed in my head. And if I was wrong about my friendship with him, maybe I’m wrong about my friendship with the rest of you guys.”
He pulled back a bit to look me in the eye. “Why would you say such a thing? Namjoonie values your friendship.”
I shook her head. “He sees us as associates. ‘Work friends’ were his exact words. Had I known he didn't see me as a friend, I would have waited until he was out of the room to talk so openly with you guys.”
Yoongi seemed to consider my words before he spoke again. “What you said last night was important. We're all grateful you trust us enough to share that with us. I'm sure he didn't mean what he said.”
“RM is one of the best communicators I know. He dissects everything he says. He’s careful and articulate. I’m more than sure he meant what he said. Especially when I’m the one who referred to the two of us being friends and he was quick to correct me. He said we were different from friends. We were work friends.”
Suga stayed quiet for a long while. Surely, he was going over what might have occurred in his head, questioning if I was overreacting.
It felt like another punch in the gut. A level of anger began to build toward RM. His words were making me doubt Suga. I had never thought negatively about any of the guys but now I was overanalyzing everything. Allowing self-pity to win over.
“You know Hobi once called us business partners? Not friends, but business partners,” he said carefully.
This was shocking to me. It didn't seem right. Hoseok would never say this about Suga or any of the other guys. He loved his six members more than brothers.
Suga seemed to have read my mind. “He did...but he wasn’t serious. It took a moment to figure out he was only messing around, but I remember that horrible feeling that someone I cared for, thought of me as something so insignificant. To me, the six guys are an eternal family. My brothers for life. So, hearing those words, it cut something deep.” He looked sad at the memory. “Thankfully, it was a misunderstanding. Hopefully, for your circumstance, it was as well.”
New, warm tears began to stream down. “I don’t think so, Suga. I’ve been thinking about it. RM and I never hung out. Not by ourselves, that is. And whenever we talk, he doesn’t really ask personal questions. I ask him about his family and girlfriend and past, but he’s never shown interest in me. I don’t think that’s how friends are.”
Suga was quiet again. “Namjoonie is someone who holds up many walls. It takes a good deal to bring them down. I’ll be honest, there are moments when he doesn’t let us in. He carries a lot on his shoulders. Sometimes Jin can get through to him, but when he shuts down, there’s no way of getting him to open up. He has to be the one who’s ready to do so. A lot is going on lately. I’m not trying to make excuses for him, but I’m sure he’s stressed and not thinking clearly.
“I know his heart. He’s an incredible person and someone who would never want to hurt someone. I’m sure if he sees he’s upset you, he’ll do everything in his power to set things right.”
I didn’t say anything. A part of me believed Suga, but a bigger part was buried deep in the pain and I couldn’t see straight. I was stuck in a negative headspace.
We didn’t speak much for the remainder of the night. Suga kept his arm around me for a while longer.
This moment I was having with Suda reminded me of last year when we were recording a song for their current album. I was asked to help assist with a solo song for him. While writing for the track, the two of us went the entire night drinking and comparing childhood stories. We found we shared a complicated relationship with music. We were both born to be musicians but there came a point in our lives where we resented it for different reasons. His thoughts about it were similar to mine and together, we created a song that held a special place in my heart. It was a song that after the recording was done, I only listened to once due to the power it had over me. It was one of the few songs I had taken part in writing but couldn’t listen to.
As I sat next to Suga, I began to feel sleepy. When he noticed this, he offered me his bed. I insisted on using the couch in his room, knowing I couldn’t drive at this stage but not wanting to inconvenience my friend either. He had none of it. He placed the covers around me and took the couch for himself.
My doubts about the rest of the guys seeing me as their friend began to float away.
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-NAMJOON-
The next day was full of activity. The schedule for the guys was set from the start of the day and would carry on until the night. The next day, they were set to leave LA for their next destination.
Having the responsibility of ensuring everyone was awake today, Namjoon woke early the next morning. He knew his hyungs were more than likely awake, so he went directly to the three youngest rooms first. After ensuring they woke up, Namjoon then made his way to Hobi and Jin’s rooms; not surprisingly, the two of them were easier to stir awake. Finally, he headed to Yoongi’s room. Namjoon was certain he was awake, but he’d rather play it safe and check.
Just as Namjoon got to Yoongi’s room, he saw his hyung’s door open. And out came a curly-haired brunette.
Namjoon stopped in his tracks. It had been a while since Yoongi had brought a girl to a hotel room, but he had never done so while they were overseas. What chick had he hooked up with last night? He didn’t know any Americans. And judging from this girl’s backside and figure, she was not Korean, so it couldn’t be one of their staff.
“Thanks again, Yoongi,” said the girl as Yoongi stepped up to the doorway to see her off.
He gave her a small smile and a half hug.
It took Namjoon a moment, but he finally recognized the voice. “Maya?”
Maya turned; her almond-shaped eyes wide. Did she look…scared?
Namjoon remembered how she had left so abruptly from the studio yesterday. Sebastian had asked him what had happened, but he genuinely didn’t know. One moment they were having a conversation and the next Maya was gone. He had noticed the change in her breathing right as Sebastian tried blocking him from looking at her. Namjoon asked Sebastian what had been wrong with Maya, but Sebastian simply said that she got sick every once in a while but didn’t give specifics. It worried Namjoon. He had even sent Maya a couple of messages, wishing she felt better.
But Namjoon figured she had gone home to rest. Why was she here? Had she spent the night with Yoongi? Was there more going on between them that he hadn’t noticed?
“What are you doing here?” Namjoon asked her bluntly, stepping forward.
Maya took several steps away from him. Some tears began to make their way down her eyes. “I gotta go.” She gave Yoongi a quick look and walked away in a hurry.
As she left, Namjoon could hear her take deep breaths, just as she had last night.
He wanted to go after her to see if she was ok, but something made his feet stay where they were. “Why was she crying?” Namjoon asked.
“How about you tell me?” Yoongi asked, a lethal note detected in his tone.
Namjoon frowned, not understanding. “Did I do something wrong?”
“I would say so. What the hell were you on yesterday?” he asked, the lethal note sounding deadlier.
“Excuse me?” Namjoon’s patience began to wear thin. His defenses started to come up.
He and Yoongi got into intense arguments, sometimes it seemed out of nowhere. Since meeting each other, Namjoon and Yoongi’s relationship had been intense. It mostly stemmed from their competitiveness and different personalities. Yoongi tended to be stubborn and blunt while Namjoon was more docile and subtle. Their opposite traits tended to create the most intense fights.
Namjoon did his best to avoid arguing as much as he could, but the guy always knew what buttons to press. Just like he was now.
“What did you tell Maiwi last night?” Yoongi demanded.
Namjoon was quick to notice the nickname. Hobi and Jimin usually called her 'Mai-Mai', but Yoongi had created a nickname for Maya that was fully Korean. That could only mean one thing, right?
“Are you guys together?” Namjoon asked, shocked.
Yoongi looked completely unimpressed. “You know, for a genius, you really are daft sometimes. Nothing’s going on between me and Maya. She’s a friend. And she only sees a friend in me as well. Wish she could say the same thing about how she sees you, though.”
Namjoon’s confusion only deepened. “What?”
“Did you seriously tell her that you guys were work friends?”
Namjoon thought for a moment. “Yeah.”
“Aishhhh,” Yoongi hissed out as he shook his head disappointedly.
“What?”
“You hurt her feelings, Namjoon,” Yoongi emphasized.
Namjoon was taken about by these words. He didn’t know how to react. But he continued to listen to Yoongi as he spoke.
“I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but last night was the first time Maya has ever opened up about how toxic her relationships are. Hobi even pointed out that even with him, Maya is pretty quiet about her relationships. He’s noticed markings on her arms in the past, but she’s always dismissed the bruises. I’ve seen a couple of bruises on her as well, but never asked her about it, fearing what her answer would be. And last night she confirmed our suspicions.
“She opened up to us because she thought she was talking to friends. She felt safe bringing down those walls. And then you go and tell her she’s not a friend? What the fuck do you think that did to her?” Yoongi demanded.
The realization of his mistake made Namjoon want to start digging a hole for himself to live inside. “Shit,” he let out. He replayed the entire conversation from last night in his head. What the hell had possessed him to say such a thing?
So much was going on lately, that he had behaved and spoken without thinking. But it was no excuse for him acting like a jerk.
Yoongi was right, Maya had entrusted them and opened up to them. And she was a friend. Last night during her breakup with her ex, she had proved how great of a friend she was. He had fucked up.
He turned towards the hall, but Maya was long gone. "I didn't mean it that way; just that we're not that close like I am with you guys or my other friends."
“Listen, whatever backward, caveman mentality you have on guy and girl friendships, I couldn't give two shits about. But the rest of us do consider her a friend. She's shown great loyalty to us not only professionally—she's defended us countless times in the media whenever some idiot makes a racist or homophobic comment about us—but just last night she even defended us privately. It looked like she was about to fight her ex after he said what he said."
"I know," Namjoon agreed. "She's amazing. We're lucky to have an ally like her."
"We're lucky to have a friend like her," Yoongi corrected him.
Namjoon just gave a nod, his eyes still on the hall, where Maya had disappeared into. He was still debating on going after her.
"We have a full schedule today,” Yoongi said, knowing exactly what was going through Namjoon’s head. “It’s best to call her. See if you can meet tonight or tomorrow morning before we fly out.”
Namjoon nodded, taking out his phone.
“I know you can be blunt with your honesty, but you really need to think before you speak. Especially when it comes to someone who hasn't come to fully know you quite yet. Set things right with her, Namjoon. Don’t fuck it up with her. She’s a good person,” Yoongi said then turned back to his room.
Namjoon pressed Maya’s name on his contacts. He left a message, apologizing over and over.
Around noon, she still hadn’t responded, so he called again.
That night, he called again.
And again.
And again….
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~MAYA~
I had only agreed to meet with him after the 10th voicemail. Plus, Yoongi had sent me a message, telling me to give RM an opportunity to explain.
It was the following morning when we met. The guys always booked out an entire floor, meaning there were plenty of empty rooms. When I entered the room, RM was already inside waiting.
He stood up once he saw me. “Thank you for coming,” he said politely.
Instantly, I felt an uneasiness in my stomach. No words came out of me; I remained standing, just staring at him.
RM took a breath, a look of regret washing over his face. “I want to apologize for yesterday. What I said, I didn’t mean it. I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings. I do value your friendship. Please, do not think I don’t,” RM sounded like he was pleading.
A rush feeling of flight took over, I didn’t want to be here. However, my feet remained still “You don’t have to apologize for something you feel. I shouldn’t have made assumptions. I feel embarrassed for putting you in an awkward position.”
“No. Not at all. I—”
My feet jerked and I could feel them wanting to make their way to the door. I forced my body to remain still. “I don’t want to keep talking about this; it’s upsetting. And I don’t want to cry in front of you.” I don’t know what possessed me to be so blunt and honest. Maybe it was because it was my best bet for him to let me leave without causing a scene.
I took a deep breath, trying my best to maintain control of my emotions. “Let’s continue as we have. When the guys invite me over, I’ll come over like normal. If you need some advice with English, it’s fine if you email me or text me like you usually do. I’ll be sure to stop inviting you over to hang out. Now, all these years later, I understand why you never accepted my invitations, so I’ll stop putting you in an uncomfortable situation.”
“Maya—”
“I know you have your flight to catch, so I’ll be on my way out.” My feet finally won the battle and moved towards the door.
RM’s long legs were quick; he made his way in front of me, blocking me. “I’m sorry, Maya. Please. I want to set things right.”
I always spoke in Korean with all the guys. Every once in a while I would say some English words, but normally I stuck with Korean. It was a struggle since Korean was not my first language and one that I didn’t use daily. Even with my Tia Jia and her family, I spoke more English with them than Korean. I never told any of the guys, not even Hoseok, but it certainly took a lot of energy when I was with them. It never felt stressful, though, because the guys were worth it—they were my friends. But I suddenly didn’t feel the drive to overwork my brain. Maybe it was because RM wasn’t a friend.
I decided to stick to English. “You meant what you said. As shitty as it felt, you meant it. I don’t want you to let Suga make you feel guilty. Everything is fine with us professionally. Personally, I’m hurt. I don’t want to be here because I know I’m going to cry and I don’t want to do that in front of you.”
It was like someone had just slapped him in the face, RM looked so taken aback and hurt. He composed himself and gave a nod. “Ok. Can we talk later?” He asked softly in English.
He looked like a kicked puppy and the sad tone in his voice made my stomach turn. Guilt. I wanted to forgive him and forget all the words from nights ago because he did look to mean his apology, but my pride kept me from accepting it. “Maybe. I don't know.”
He leaned forward like he was about to take a step closer to me but he stopped himself and stayed at a distance. “I'll call you this weekend,” he said with determination, still in English.
I didn’t say anything. I walked out and went into the hall, heading to the elevator.
He stayed at the doorway, watching me as I waited for the elevator doors to open.
I kept my head high, doing my best to not give in and cry. Even as I entered the elevator, I kept it in, not allowing my emotions to come undone until I was on the highway.
RM did call me that weekend. Several times. At all times of the day. But I didn’t pick up.
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He called again several days later. But still, I did not answer.
He sent messages, asking when I was free. He would make time. I didn’t reply.
A couple of weeks after, there were a few emails, asking the same question. But they all went unanswered.
In the months that followed, my communication with the rest of the guys increased. Not only was I chatting with Hoseok, Jimin, Tae, and Yoongi, but Jungkook and Jin would randomly send me messages as well. Jungkook's were scarce, but knowing he wasn’t much of a texter meant a lot. Jin's messages were mostly funny video clips of them. We played a few mobile games together. With the two of them, I felt a sweet and genuine friendship. 
But even though it felt nice to have six of them in my life, it felt like something was missing. I would get the urge to message RM, but I didn’t know how to start a conversation. I slowly began to see things more logically; my anger faded, and my hurt no longer took precedence. However, my pride would then take over. I became determined not to allow myself to be weak again. RM had hurt me and I shouldn’t let him do it again. I didn’t need to beg someone to be friends with me. Hoseok and Jimin had been right that night I had broken up with my ex. I needed to start cutting bad people out of my life. Not that I thought RM was a bad person, but he certainly was someone who didn’t care about me. Why should I keep someone in my life if I didn’t matter to them?
As the months went on, RM’s phone calls stopped. His text messages didn’t come anymore. Some emails were exchanged. But they were always work-related and kept cordial on my end.
I took notice he always signed off with, “Call me anytime.”
But I didn’t do so.
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-November 2017-
In the many months that followed, I managed to make drastic changes in my life. I cut off anyone in my life that was not a good influence. Taking the guys’ advice to me, I made sure to only keep people who I knew had my best interest at heart. The guys I normally went for, I made sure to avoid. No artists, no musicians, no guys dressed in that homeboy style. Those were my rules. If a guy came up to me with any one of those characteristics, I dodged them.
I managed to catch a couple of good guys but dumped them pretty quickly after finding no real chemistry with them.
It was a good and positive change for me. I felt better than ever knowing I was actively being more positive.
However, something seemed off still. And I knew why that was.
After many talks with Hoseok, Yoongi, and my Tia Jia, I finally got the courage to send Namjoon a message.
The guys were scheduled to come back to LA and it felt like a good time to meet with RM.
Once again, we met at one of the many rooms they had checked out in their hotel.
This time, I made sure to be the first to arrive. I felt it was only fair. It was difficult not to acknowledge that he had in fact all he could to set things right. He had done his best to reach out to me; it was my turn to reach out just as much.
As he entered the room, I got to my feet. “Hi.”
Being the ever-polite young man he was, RM gave me a proper bow, thanking me for meeting him.
 My heart squeezed at seeing this. Guilt came over. How could I ever have thought any part of RM was negative? He had made a mistake. He was allowed to do so. He was human.
RM had a whole speech prepared. It was like he had rehearsed it several times, hardly taking a breath. “I do see you as a friend. I always have. I was an idiot to have said what I said," was how he ended his speech.
I gave him a small nod. “I appreciate your apology. And I’m sorry on my end for not reaching out earlier. I think it was my pride mixed in with my embarrassment for my overreaction, but—”
“You didn’t overreact,” RM cut me off. “You were right to be upset. I spoke without thinking. Just like you told me, you shouldn’t apologize for how you feel.”
I was quiet for a moment, considering his words.
“So, can we be friends?” RM asked with a teasing smile.
His dimples made the butterflies in my stomach go wild. I felt the crush I had for him emerging. I did my best to squash it. “Yes,” I answered.
The dimples on his cheeks deepened.
Wanting to forget the last half year, I decided to move the conversation to something lighter. “Ok, I need some guy advice and Hoseok and Yoongi still haven’t answered my damn messages.”
“I’m all ears,” he said, taking a seat on the couch and giving me all of his attention. He seemed eager to prove himself.
“So, there’s these two guys I’m talking to—only talking. Nothing physical has happened with either one of them…yet,” I said with a snicker.
“Ok, I see where this is going,” RM said with a smile. “Been on dates with either one of them? Gone to dinner with them?”
“Went on a couple of dates so far with both of them. Dinner with both.”
“How did they treat the staff?”
I frowned, not understanding.
He read my confusion. “Go on a dinner date with both of them again. Look for an opportunity for the staff to make a mistake and see how they react. You can tell a lot about a person by how they treat staff. If he’s an ass, don’t make excuses, and stop talking to him. Keep the one who is humble and treats the staff like a decent human being.”
I considered his advice and concluded it was a pretty damn good one. “Thanks. I’ll do that.”
“What do these two guys do? What vocation are they in?”
“One is a talent agent, really hot and a pretty good smooth talker—very fun to be around. And the other one is an attorney. He’s alright, but a little boring.”
“What makes him boring?” RM asked curiously.
I shrugged. “I don’t know. Just doesn’t seem to be too exciting. A real homebody, which I’m cool with, but you know—I like to go out, you know. Possibly travel; have some fun. This talent agent and I have gone to the club and I had a good time with him. The attorney I have yet to have fun with.”
RM stopped me. “Wait, I’m remembering something. Weren’t you dating some actor? I thought I saw you at one of the premieres with him.”
“Oh, yeah. We dated for a few months, but it didn’t last. His schedule got to be too much.”
RM seemed to be thinking. “Was it just the schedule that was an issue? You’re an artist, you should be able to understand a busy schedule and work it out.”
I felt I was being called out. “Fine. It wasn’t his schedule. He just…he was a bit bland.”
RM chuckled. “Bland?”
“Yeah, he tended to like the quieter dates. A simple dinner and a movie at his place. He never wanted to go out.”
RM cocked his eyebrow, signaling to me that he suspected something about me.
I was sure I knew what he was thinking. “So, I prefer to have fun. What’s wrong with that?”
RM put a hand in defense and laughed lightly. “No, I don’t mean to judge. It’s just that…it seems like you aren’t willing to bend a little to the guys’ preference. Being part of a couple is sometimes doing things for the other person. Just like you want to go to the club with him, maybe give him that night in.”
I let his words marinade, considering if he was right.
“Maya, I say this as a friend who cares for you: many of your past boyfriends haven’t been the best choices. Maybe try going for a guy completely different than what you’re used to. I’m not saying change your personality, but start being open to someone very different than who you usually go for.”
He was kind of making sense.
“Give this lawyer guy a chance,” he suggested with a warm smile.
I gave him a nod.
On the following dates I had with the talent agent and the attorney, I paid attention to how they were with the staff. The talent agent failed miserably, snapping at staff at the first opportunity. However, the attorney, a guy named Jerry, was a complete gentleman.
I followed my friend’s advice and decided to see where this thing with the attorney would lead.
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AN: I've been wanting to do a Namjoon POV and I finally found the perfect spot for it! 🥰
ANNOUNCEMENT: The next two weeks will be pretty busy at work. I might go a couple of weekends without posting, my apologies. The good thing is we are closer to the end of this story.
Chapters: 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 - 21 - 22 - 23 - 24 - 25 - 26 - 27 - 28 - 29 - 30
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finallydelight · 1 year
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TMI 221028 | Maya
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TWICE's Maya was spotted at W Korea's Halloween Party on October 28, 2022. Other guests included fellow idols like BTS's RM & J-Hope, aespa's Ning Ning, SF9's Rowoon, Monsta X's Minhyuk & Hyungwon, Mamamoo's Hwasa, IVE's Yunjin, NewJeans, Sunmi, Shinee's Key and more.
Various Korean actors were also present at the event like Yoo Ah In, Lee Soohyuk, Wi Hajoon, Lee Jaewook, Im Hyoseop, Kim Youngdae, Ji Chang Wook and more.
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Maya was seen enjoying the party, chatting away with all of the different guests. Different videos were uploaded of the TWICE member singing their 2016 hit, 'Cheer Up', on her own. According to inside sources, the Editor-In-Chief of W Korea, Lee Hyejoo, surprised Maya by telling her she was the encore of the evening.
Maya allegedly wasn't told prior that she would be singing at the event. After some hesitation, she took the stage and performed a solo rendition of the original 10 member-song. Despite no preparation, Maya hyped up the crowd and successfully finished the performance as the last singer of the evening.
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Taglist: @stopeatread @sakuurra @seongwhaffels @cosmicwintr
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outrunningthedark · 2 years
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The stranger things fandom is WILD!! Most of them are teenegers, and they loooveee to fight bc of every single lil thing
I noticed people call out nepotism, only when they don't like the actor/actress/model/etc. I love Maya tho lol
Your last point is something that's been going on in our fandom as of late. Because people don't like KR they want to point out that she has her job thanks to Tim. What about the crew members who are part of RM Productions and go where they're needed? Shouldn't we criticize them, too? You know who else probably benefitted from a personal connection? Taylor Wong. Her dad is James Wong. The guy who has worked on Final Destination, The X-Files, and AHS before OG booked him for 5x08. But no one cares about that because they like how Taylor writes the characters. 🤷‍♀️
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updated fake manufacturers list!
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Fame, Flash... Love? (Chapter 1)
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Pairing: Yoongi x Reader
Genre: Fluff, eventual smut
Warnings: None
Word Count: 1.2k
Summary: You finally caught your big break in the music industry, becoming an American pop sensation. You didn’t expect all this success and you definitely didn’t expect to catch the attention of seven Korean idols.
A/N: So this came out later than I intended, things have been a little hectic for me. But I would just like to thank everyone who reblogged and liked the preview. The fact that anyone has read something I wrote is just really exciting so thank you. I hope you enjoy the first chapter. :)
You stared at yourself in the mirror, running your hands over the silk fabric of your dress. You were wearing a strapless Vera Wang dress that was a dark shade of red, the fabric clinging to your body like a second skin. Your hair rests on your shoulders in loose curls and your makeup was flawlessly caked on. You almost didn’t recognize yourself, feeling so out of place in your own body. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding before looking up and locking eyes with Maya in the reflection of the mirror. 
“Well don’t you look pretty?” She said as she walked up to you, placing her hands on your shoulders.
“Is there any way I can just... skip the red carpet?” You turned around to face her as your bottom lip jutted out in a small pout. Upon seeing you she let out a small laugh, reaching out to tuck a stray strand of hair behind your ear.
“Sweetheart, I know you’re nervous but everything will be fine. You’re gonna do great.” A small whine escaped your lips as you looked down, fidgeting with your fingers.
“C’ mon, we gotta go. The car is here.”
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After finally making it through the red carpet, it was a relief to step inside the building. You were still trying to get used to this lifestyle and the lack of privacy that came with it. Most of the interview questions were about your album and if you were currently working on anything. When it came to your music, you would happily answer any questions. Of course, your nomination was brought up numerous times which you would reply with how much of an honor it was just to be nominated. Then there were a few more invasive questions.
You did your best to keep your private life under wraps, never wanting the public to have that much of an insight to your personal life. However, as soon as you stepped into the spotlight there were people dying to know details you never intended on sharing. Your dating life being a big topic of discussion.
“I just don’t understand why everyone cares so much about who I might be dating.” You said as you looked over at Maya who simply shrugged before replying, “People find that kind of stuff interesting. Who celebrities are dating and if they are dating other celebrities.”
Your nose scrunched up as you shook your head. “It’s still so weird thinking of myself as a celebrity. And if people knew the truth about my nonexistent dating life, they would be disappointed.” You let out a small laugh, wrapping your arms around yourself. Honestly, you never really dated. You found it rather hard to open yourself up to others. Besides, you wanted to focus solely on your music. It was your passion and you didn’t think there was time for a relationship in your life at the moment.
You shifted your weight from foot to foot, groaning softly. “My feet are killing me. I swear whoever invented high heels was a fucking sadist.” Maya laughed, shaking her head at you. “You’re just used to wearing converse all the time. Why don’t you go find your seat? I think it’s about to start.” Maya looked down at her watch to confirm. 
“Can’t I just... hide backstage for a little while? At least until my category comes up? Then I’ll go sit down.” Your plea causing Maya to roll her eyes as she said “I know that your nervous to sit next to BTS but I think this will be a really good opportunity for you! I mean you’ve been dying to meet them and work with them.”
You shook your head and crossed your arms, looking down at your feet. “But what if they don’t like me?” Your voice came out softly, barely a whisper but Maya still managed to catch it. Placing a finger under your chin, she lifted your head so that you were looking at her. “What’s not to like sweetheart? Just be yourself and I’m sure they will love you. You’ll be friends in no time!” She took a step back, looking you over before smiling. “Now please go sit down.” She placed her hands on your shoulders, turning you around before nudging you softly. You closed your eyes for a brief moment, taking in a deep breath before you started making your way towards the stage. 
“Oh!” Maya called out after you, “and don’t forget to smile! You never know when a camera might be on you!”
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Walking through the aisles of seats, you tried not to get too nervous about all the famous faces you were seeing. Since you were still new to the business, you didn’t know anyone. You returned all the polite smiles you received but were far too intimidated to attempt to talk to anyone. You scanned the seats, trying to find your row when suddenly your eyes landed on a mop of purple hair, looking beside them you saw mint green hair. You did your best to steady your breathing as you got closer to them. As you get closer you can make out the order the group was sitting in. In the front row was J-Hope, Jimin and V. Behind them sat Jungkook, RM, Jin, and Suga. You knew your seat was the one next to Suga’s which made you even more nervous.
Slowly, you made your way up to Jungkook who was sitting on the edge of the row. Once you were standing next to him you suddenly had 7 pairs of eyes on you. “Hi,” you voice came out much smaller than you meant it to, clearing your voice you hope the next sentence would be clearer. “My seat’s right there.” You pointed over to your designated seat and gave a shy smile.
“Oh, of course!” Namjoon said, smiling at you before the four boys rose to their feet to make room for you. You moved swiftly pass them, sitting down in your seat and crossing your legs. You couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief, glad to finally be off your feet. Once you were situated, you looked up and locked eyes with Taehyung who was looking back at you. He gave you a smile and a wave before speaking, “Hi! I’m V”. You couldn’t help but let out a small chuckle at his enthusiasm, finding it adorable. 
“Hi V, I’m _____. It’s nice to meet you.” You looked over at the rest of the boys who seemed to be watching yours and Taehyung’s interaction. “It’s nice to meet all of you. I’m a really big fan.”
“Oh!” You heard Hobi pipe up, “Army?”
You could feel the heat rising to your cheeks as you smiled at him and nodded. “Um, yes. Army.”
Namjoon leaned forward in his seat to look over at you. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, ______.” You both shared a smile before sitting back in your seats. In the process of doing so, your eyes happened to meet with Yoongi’s. You held eye contact for a few seconds, the corners of his mouth twitching up into the smallest of smiles which you happily returned. Suddenly the lights over the seats seemed to dim and the stage lit up which caused both of you to lookup.
The show was starting and you could tell it was going to be a long one.
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witter-potter · 7 years
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you are the music in me
fandom: girl meets world  ship: riley matthews x lucas friar  word count: 2,626  series: band au  summary: riley matthews comes to a very important realization regarding her relationship with lucas friar, one that she isn’t afraid to sing to the world.  notes: this is my first fic in the girl meets world band au and of course it’s an emo fic about my children. this is an established relationship fic that focuses mainly on riley’s feelings towards lucas and her other interactions with the band. special shout out to @softlucasfriar for creating this au and encouraging my emo-ness. 
Riley grinned to herself as she pushed the door open of the practice space at Quincy Adams studio, taking a look around the room, instruments neatly scattered around the room. She was the first one there, her camera in her hand. Farkle had asked her specifically to bring it today, as he wanted her to take some candid shots of the band for their next album. The last pictures she had taken of them for their website had been well received by fans, so she hoped that she would do them justice once more.
Taking a seat on the small couch in the corner, which seems to have been put in the space specifically for her, as she was usually the only one who used it, except for the occasional appearance of Smackle or Maya, she sighs and pulls her phone out. The band was having a meeting this morning before practice, finalizing what tracks were going to be on the official release of the album and which ones were only going to be available online, or on the deluxe edition. She had been invited along, due to her involvement in writing a few of the tracks, but she declined, still feeling a little uncomfortable being involved in official band business.
Checking the time, she leaned back against the couch, tapping her foot impatiently. She knew that what the band was discussing was extremely important, their album was going to drop in about two months, so they were running out of time to finalize details, but Riley had assumed that it wouldn’t take them this long to make a decision. Lucas had left this morning before she was even fully awake. She had been wiping the sleep away from her eyes, just beginning to sit up in bed when he had kissed her forehead and told her he would see her at practice, and that had been almost two hours ago.
Luckily, before she has any more time to wonder where the guys are, the door that she had come through minutes ago, bursts open and four voices fill the silence that she had been sitting here. She hears Zay’s booming laughter before she sees him and all the boys turn and smile at her when they see her sitting there.
“What’s up, Sugar?” Zay exclaims, rushing over to her and wrapping his arms around her as she stands from her sitting position. Riley grinned against his shoulder, giggling when he ruffled her hair slightly.
“Hello, Zay. Just waiting on you guys, a lot of things to discuss?” She saw Farkle roll his eyes slightly from his spot by the amp and she couldn’t help but giggle. Zay merely shrugged his shoulders, but he had a small smirk on his face, so she knew that whatever had kept them in their meeting hadn’t been too important.
Once Zay had wandered over to the piano and started warming up, Lucas made his way over to her, kissing her softly when they were close enough. She beamed, her heart fluttering in her chest. She heard a throat clearing from somewhere behind Lucas and locked eyes with Dave across the room, who simply winked at her.
“How long have you been waiting?” Lucas asks her softly, taking her hands in his and squeezing them softly. The gesture makes her grin, and she rubs her thumb over his fingers. It still amazed her how well their hands seemed to fit together and she couldn’t help but think that it was no wonder that there had been songs written about them.
“Oh not too long, I got here just a couple minutes before you guys got here.” He grins and kisses her cheek before Farkle catches the attention of the group, getting ready to start practice. Lucas doesn’t leave her side quite yet though, keeping her hand in his as they give Farkle their attention.
“Alright, so now that we’ve finalized the track list, I think we should just make our way through and see what we need to work on.” The rest of the group nods and Lucas squeezes her hand once more before leaving her side to go over to his drum kit. “Riley, take pictures of whatever you think would be a good shot, just make sure that you get pictures of all of us, not just Lucas.” Riley blushes at Farkle’s words, while Dave and Zay both chuckle and Farkle raises his eyebrow.
“Sure thing, Farkle.” She smiles, grabbing her camera and making sure that the lighting is appropriate and that she has all the settings where she wants them. While she’s making sure everything is in order, the band begins to play their first song, one that Riley’s not one hundred percent sure of the name of, but the beat is strong and lively and Zay’s vocals are powerful. She gets herself lost in the music, snapping pictures as she moves with the beat the Lucas is providing.
As the band continues to move through the songs, Riley snaps plenty of pictures of them doing various things. She gets Dave adjusting his amp, tuning his strings and playing his solo. She snaps Zay on the piano, hunched over and lost in the song, and him belting out the lyrics to the upbeat, fast tempoed song that she’s sure their fans will love. Farkle’s pictures all look very serious, most of them of him with his head bowed down, completely unaware of everything else in the world except for the music.
But, if she’s being completely honest, and yes, she’s totally biased, her favorite pictures are the one she captures of Lucas. She’s always loved how passionate he is about his music, but there’s just something really special about capturing it in a picture. Whether he’s keeping the beat with the base drum, or lightly tapping the symbols during a quieter moment of the song, he looks utterly enraptured by the music. Her favorite picture is one that probably won’t make it into the album book, mainly because she wants to keep it all for herself, he’s grinning at the camera, a look of pure, unadulterated joy on his face, and the sight makes her heart race.
When Farkle calls for the guys to take a quick break, he suggests that Riley take some pictures of their instruments on their own, because that was kind of the look that he thinks they want go with for this album. So, after getting a quick kiss from Lucas, she grabs adjusts her camera, tunes out the light conversation of the guys and gets to work.
She takes what feels like hundreds of pictures of Zay’s piano, Dave’s guitar and Farkle’s bass, adjusting the positions and changing angles every couple of pictures to get a nice variety, but when she gets to Lucas’ drum kit, she is unsure how to capture the magic of the instrument without Lucas at it’s helm. She spends more than a couple of minutes positioning the stool and trying to find a way to display his drumsticks in a way that doesn’t look too unnatural.
Ultimately, she decides to just lay the drum sticks across the stool and take her shot as from the ground, however, as she sets her camera up, she narrows her eyes and furrows her eyebrows in confusion when she sees something etched in the butt of the drum sticks.
“RM”
Her initials are written with precision in blue pen, the R looking like it had been written hundreds of times over and over again and the M, on the opposite stick being perfectly even. Her heart slams in her chest as her eyes float from the drum set to Lucas, who’s standing across the room with Zay, a water bottle limp in his hand and a smirk on his lips.
Lucas seems to feel her eyes on him, and he turns from Zay and locks eyes with her, giving her a small smile, which she can’t help but return. She can feel herself getting lost in his smile and eyes before shaking her head and forcing herself to pull her attention away from him and back to the photos she has to be taking.
She makes the decision to flip the drumsticks, so that the tips of them are facing the camera, as opposed to the butts. Showing the world something so intimate felt wrong, the world already thought that they had some sort of say in Riley and Lucas’ relationship, and she wasn’t going to give them more insight, especially something so private that she herself hadn’t even known about.
Snapping a couple of pictures, from the ground angle and from up above, she finally gives Farkle a nod that she’s done, and they quickly abandon their conversations and return back to their instruments. Lucas’ hand finds hers and he squeezes it softly as he passes her, and her heart flutters as she grins, biting her lip to hold back the content sigh that’s threatening to escape her lips. Before their hands have to part, Lucas presses his lips against her hair and she’s quite certain she’s never felt so at peace before.
She spends the rest of their practice on the couch, snapping the occasional picture of a more candid interaction between the guys, but mainly just letting the music surround her and wrap her up in that safe blanket that she had gotten so used to in the last couple years. Lucas’ lyrics had always made her feel a special kind of way, even before she found out that they were about her.
When the band moves into their last song, Hands (part 2), a follow up to their hit song Hands from their previous album, Riley leans forward, her elbows resting on her knees, a smile falling upon her lips as she focuses her eyes on Lucas. He’s smiling contently, the beat of the song coming almost as second nature, he directs his attention to her briefly, sending her a wink. She feels her face burn with blush, looking down at her hands, which are folded in her lap. Playing with her fingers, she grins, this song always makes her feel a certain kind of special, she had no idea that her hands could have that much of an impact, but listening to the lyrics, made her feel special.
Lifting her camera, she snapped a quick picture of Lucas, his face peaceful, the corner of his lips quirked up in a smile, as he lost himself in the music, his eyes focused on the drumsticks in his hands. The sight brought a warmth to her, and she knew that this was a memory she never wanted to forget.
Later that night, Riley was settled in Lucas’ bed, her laptop in front of her as she flipped through all the pictures she had taken that day. Her glasses, that she only wears in front of very few people, are perched on her nose and she’s clad only in one of Lucas’ old button down shirts. She was smiling as she examined each picture, it was easy to tell from all the candid shots how much each of these guys loved each other, and the music they were making.
Feeling the bed shift below her, she smiled appreciatively as Lucas sat down next to her, two mugs of green tea in his hand. He pressed a kiss to the side of her head as he handed her one of the mugs and rested his chin on her shoulder, looking at the pictures over her shoulder. Usually someone looking over her shoulder would bother her, but instead with Lucas, all she can think about was how perfect every single part of their bodies fit together.
“I like that one.” He whispers after a minute, and she smiles. The picture he’s talking about is one of Dave and Zay, both of them with their heads thrown back in laughter. Leaning her head against his, she nods, humming softly to herself.
“Yeah, I do too.”
They sit in silence for a couple of minutes, her body leaning against his and his lips pressing against her skin occasionally.
“When did you take that one?” His voice is soft and he sounds genuinely curious, the picture is one of that last ones she had taken. He was holding his drumsticks in his head, looking at them with a small smile on his face. She had always noticed how much he looked at his sticks, but she never knew what the significance was until now.
“I took that one right before you guys played Hands.” She turned her head slightly, smiling at him. “Hey, can I ask you something.”
“Yeah, of course.” He grinned, grabbing her hand on the bed and lacing their fingers together.
“When I was taking pictures of your drum kit, I noticed something written on the bottom of your sticks.” His face turned red and he looked down at the blanket, clearly embarrassed by what she had seen. “I didn’t want to immediately think that the RM was about me, but um…” She squeezed his hand, “was it?”
“Yeah.” He says breathily, and she smiles, playing with his fingers as he tightly grips her hand, almost like he’s afraid she’s going to let go. “Do you wanna know why?” She nods, turning slightly so they’re facing each other on the bed.
“I mean, yeah, I would, but only if you want to tell me.” Her heart is racing, and while she wants to know why, she only wants to know if he wants to tell her.
“You’ve always been a really big inspiration for me, and my music, so one day during a meeting we were just kind of talking about finding inspiration for our new songs and I happened to just write your initials on my sticks. I didn’t even notice that I did it at first, but I realized something.” He grins at her and presses his lips against hers lightly. “That, having your initials on my sticks, makes it feel like you’re with me no matter where I’m playing.”
Love.
That’s the only feeling that Riley can feel radiating through her body as Lucas smiles at her, she had always known that he was special to her, but this was a new found feeling that she welcomed with open arms. It had taken them a lot to get to where they were now, and she absolutely no doubt in her mind that it had all been worth it.
“I love you.”
Lucas’ mouth dropped open slightly, but Riley could tell that there was a smile hidden behind his shock. Using her hand that wasn’t intertwined with his, she pressed it against his heart and gave him a soft, affectionate smile.
“How could I not?” Her voice was playful, but also soft and warm and she could see him bite his lip lightly, still looking nervous. “I’ve never felt as loved and safe as I do with you, you make me happier than I’ve felt in probably my entire life, I love you, Lucas. I really do.”
“I love you too.” He lifts their intertwined hands to his lips and pressed a kiss to the back of her hand, causing her to blush. “For so long I was afraid that you didn’t feel the same way, hell, I wrote all kinds of songs about you before we were even together. Even after we started dating, I was still afraid you didn’t feel that way towards me. I never thought I would be this lucky.”
She blushes and kisses him, pressing her forehead against his when they pulled apart, and dare she say, her heart was, absolutely singing.
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He has filled up my entire camera roll. My favorites are when he thinks I’m not looking. 🔥😏
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05.05 RESERVATIONS
byun baekhyun, exo as olympus’ sub vocal, sub rap. park jihyo, twice as undecided. woo dohwan, actor as undecided – the role you wanted to reserve is already taken, please send us another!
05.06 RESERVATIONS
guo ying (yamy), soloist as vivid’s main rap / ext. yoo kihyun, monsta x as galaxy’s lead vocal / ext.
05.07 RESERVATIONS 
undecided as atlas’ main vocal. 
05.08 RESERVATIONS
goo hara, former kara as vivid’s lead dance / ext. im jinah (nana), after school as her.oine’s main dance. jeon soyeon, (g)i-dle as nightmare’s main rap. kim taeyeon, snsd as undecided. lee mijoo, lovelyz as daydream’s sub vocal, sub rap. park jiyeon, t-ara as heaven’s main vocal. song yuqi, (g)i-dle as a trainee.
EXPIRED.
bae suzy, miss a as vivid’s main rap / ext. kim jiho, oh my girl as undecided / ext. lee taeyong, nct as signal’s main dance. yoon bora, former sistar and actress as heaven’s main vocal / ext.
09 APPLICATIONS, ACCEPTING TODAY&TOMORROW!
bae joohyun (irene), red velvet as nightmare’s main vocal (go suwon) -- messaged. choi jinri (sulli), former f(x) as vivid’s main vocal (baek inna) -- accepted. im jaebum (jb), got7 as signal’s lead vocal (bae jiho) -- messaged. jeon jungkook, bts as atlas’ lead vocal, lead dance (kim sejun/sol) – accepted. jung soojung (krystal), f(x) as nightmare’s main dance (ryu maya) -- messaged.   jung younghoon (ooon), halo as signal’s lead dance (hwang doyun) -- accepted. kim minseok (xiumin), exo as imperial’s main vocal (lee minhyeok) -- accepted. kim namjoon (rm), bts as poizn’s main rap, sub vocal (kang dongwoo/kd) – accepted. hwang hyunjin, stray kids as a trainee (byun hyunwoo) – accepted.
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taijimarco · 7 years
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Panikkar sulla cristofania e la teologia della liberazione
“Il cristianesimo, come la religione vedica, non è una religione della scrittura, ma della parola. 'Dall'ascolto -la sruti- (viene) la fede' (Rm X,17).
.. le epifanie di Cristo hanno molti aspetti e sono psicologicamente e storicamente condizionate.. l'Incarnazione stessa, in quanto evento storico, ha avuto luogo entro un particolare ambito culturale. L'Incarnazione è già un'inculturazione e perciò è solamente recepibile all'interno di una certa cultura. Al contempo, la cultura che la riceve viene profondamente trasformata da essa. .. non c'è una cristofania assoluta. .. Una cristologia “chimicamente pura” [la prima laurea di Panikkar era appunto in chimica..] dalla quale possiamo dedurre idee cristiane e una prassi cristiana, non esiste. .. non possiamo assolutizzare le nostre interpretazioni e intronizzare una cristologia particolare con pretese universalistiche. Sarebbe ridurre il mistero di Cristo alle nostre categorie. Il Figlio dell'uomo ha molti nomi perchè nessun nome esaurisce quello nominato. [“il Tao di cui si può parlare non è il Tao assoluto”.. Tao Te Ching, LaoTzu Cap.1] .. 'Gesù Cristo non è Dio' .. Gesù Cristo non è certamente Jahvè. Gesù Cristo è [il] figlio di Dio, ma anche noi lo siamo – e tutta la creazione è un'avventura trinitaria [in Dio Padre è compresa la Madre (Panikkar) in quanto nell'Uno non v'è più alcun dualismo: materia e antimateria, pieno e vuoto, presenza e assenza, umano e divino, tenebre (Maya) e luce, scienza e metafisica, Yang e Yin e così all'infinito.. ] .. L'avventura della 'creazione' è anche nelle nostre mani (Qo III,11). L'uomo non è un burattino nelle mani di Dio, del Destino o della Provvidenza. La libertà divina non è costretta né dalla fisica né dalla metafisica. E l'uomo è libero in quanto co-artefice del proprio destino, [legato a doppia mandata al suo Karma di popolo, familiare e personale.. ] che è inseparabile da quello dell'universo. In ciò consiste la sua dignità. Il 'futuro' dipende anche da noi (1 Cor III,9; Ts III,2). Gesù pure confessò di non conoscere tutti i segreti del 'Regno' (Mc XIII,32). Raimon Panikkar “La pienezza dell'uomo” pagg.218-219 con mie aggiunte e considerazioni tra [ ] le ( ) sono originali del testo pur riportato in stralci per necessità di spazi tempi ed efficacia.
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