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solraticart · 10 months
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Ryz evening dress
I really needed to draw Ryz in a dress. @DoodleDox
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52white-bunny · 13 days
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Zrobiłam 3 l gar zupy która ma 550 kcal. Ogólnie zioła to 200 kcal + kaloryczności podbijają 2 woreczki ryżu.
Będę to jeść przez najbliższe dni i na obiad i na kolaxje. Coś mi ciężko w brzuzzku ostatnio. Potrzebuje tego.
To jeśli miseczka 400 ml to porcja.
To około 1 porcja ma: 66 kcal 🥰😁
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sipenabicara · 5 months
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B E D A
Kita telah sampai pada sebuah titik realita 
Tak akan pernah kembali dan tak lagi tersisa
Pilihan yang kita ambil juga tak lagi sama
Melangkah hingga bertemu di kata bahagia
Kita tak pernah saling diam di titik percaya
Di sebuah realita yang tak lagi membuat kecewa
Seakan sudah tak pernah berkata dan menerka
Tapi tetap menyimpan harapan pada sebuah doa
-R-
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pixylmawthz · 1 year
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Brainfog
Ryz is by far a mascot/comfort OC. I try to avoid drawing him sad but he's such a little guy. Not much lore here, just love him.
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aero-doodles · 7 months
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Ryz from Above
@DoodleDox's evil bird, Ryz striking down from above.  She has her eyes set, and a grand smirk upon her face.  Can you survive her?
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(Tagging as "ryz" to find later)
Hey there, I come seeking validation/advice for something that happened to me. My experience is so detached anything else I've read, so I don't feel like almost everything I've read has been applicable to my situation.
*TW: CEN at the hands of parents, transphobia, emotional manipulation, COCSA(?), sexual coercion, SA allegations, ED mentions, SH mentions. All in all, this will be a heavy read, so please feel free to pass by if it'll make you uncomfortable.*
Context: As of now, I am almost 14. I was friends with this girl when I was 12 and she was 12-13 (same grade). Note also that I'm FtM and have known since I was 9. I also come from an emotionally neglectful/psychologically manipulative household, and my gender was a main target of my parent's behavior towards me. I am not passing nor transitioned, but I do go by my preferred name (shortened to A) around some of my friends, including this girl at the time.
At the beginning of 7th grade (age 12), my mental health was terrible. This was one of the greatest peaks of my parents' neglect, and I had very few friends heading into middle school. From a few shared classes, I started talking to F (that's what I'll call her), and we became friends. She had a particular way of getting me to open up about my issues (with primarily gender dysphoria and my parents), and she was always very respectful in calling me A rather than my deadname and using he/him to refer to me. Over the course of a few months, she became one of my best friends, even though our relationship was mostly built upon us finding consolation in each other. Likewise, she was having a lot of issues at home with her father and an eating disorder, and we both self-harmed.
She did, however, have some odd behavioral patterns: if I'd talk to her about a problem I had, she'd find a way to figure out how that same/a similar problem applied to her, going so far as to say, "A and I have the same problems, just in different fonts." She'd also constantly try to make it a point to prove me wrong whenever I said something that was even a slight generalization. She would start to suck up to teachers whenever she noticed I was doing particularly well in a class, too. I overlooked all this entirely, though, because I was just happy to have a friend who was supportive and understanding of me. Plus, I figured all of these things were just manifestations of her self-esteem issues at most.
As the months passed and the end of the year was approaching, she confessed to me that she had a crush on me and asked if I wanted to be her boyfriend. I didn't have feelings for her, though, so I declined respectfully and said I'd prefer to stay friends. She took to this well, thankfully, and we joked about it together afterward.
However, leading up to that, the dynamic of our friendship started to shift. I was starting to take on a role that was more "less-to-her," she'd constantly call everything I'd do and everything I was insecure about "cute," and she always complained about how "touch-starved" she was and used it as her excuse to want more physical, platonic contact with me. She started telling me things such as, "You're like a little golden retriever," "All of your rants about ___ are so adorable," and the like, which I didn't mind at all--I loved the validation.
Eventually, the conversational topic of sex started coming up more and more. We're both hypersexual and not exactly vanilla when it comes to our preferences of activities, so we started opening up more and more about what we'd hypothetically enjoy in the bedroom. (Keep in mind we're both virgins and neither of us had been involved in sexual activities to our memory, so we knew about this stuff from the internet.) All of our conversations were over text, and we would say stuff like, "It would be so hot if someone did ___ to me," etc., without really directing anything at each other. Eventually though, she started pointing her fantasies more at me, saying that she knows how much I'd like a certain thing and whatnot. I recognize now that this is wildly uncalled for, but back then, I was too horny and desperate to object. She started writing literal POV smut for me out-of-the-blue in accordance with what I said I liked, saying how I'd love to be treated like a toy and tied up and used. And I was having all of it. She was dominant and I was clear-cut submissive, so we sort of entered this psuedo-gentle femdom relationship dynamic while still considering ourselves essentially friends-with-benefits. Over text.
One time at her house, we had another friend over, who I'll call S. S fell asleep in the corner of her room, and F told me to come lay down with her up on the bed, which I did. She started hugging me, INCREDIBLY tight, and praised me, calling me things like "good boy" and whatnot to get a rise out of me. I didn't exactly consent to any of this (because she didn't ask prior), but idk if it counts as SA because if she had asked, I would've consented. Plus, the stuff she did was based on what I said I was into. I was laying in her arms, before suddenly she wraps her legs around mine and squeezes. Hard. I was so worked up to the point I was shaking, but she just kept me there until S woke up. Then she let go, the three of us hung out, and then we went home.
We started making arrangements for me to go to her house again (all meet-ups for this type of stuff were at her house because of my home life) for us to cuddle in ways that we called "not quite platonic, not quite sexual," but they were VERY much just sexual. We had talked prior about some things like boundaries, like we weren't going to actually have sex or anything, but she'd be hugging me etc. like last time. It was essentially the same thing over again, but with a little bit more consent and asking prior. And I was somehow even more horny.
After that day, stuff slowed down and our relationship became more awkward, before we nearly completely stopped talking to one another over the rest of the summer and 8th grade. She was the main one to start drifting, and I kept profusely apologizing to her asking what I did wrong, to which she never gave a clear answer. I became addicted to the thought of her having sex with me, which I privately indulged in by myself, until S (who knew a lot of what was going on) told me I had a problem and needed to force these thoughts away, which I did. I went into withdrawal for several days, but then started to recover. I began making more friends and having a healthy social. life and I felt much happier, even despite my parents' continuing emotional neglect.
All was going well until I heard that F had accused me of sexual assault to several of her new friends. I was so mad at her, confronted her, and she claimed it was a miscommunication and she hadn't used the words "SA." I asked her friends again, who said she DEFINITELY used the words "SA," so I came to her again, and she gave a half-assed apology and said she was in a manic state when she made the accusations. I couldn't get anything more out of her, so I started to explain what happened exactly on those two days to her friends, and they came to believe I didn't SA her. In fact, they lended themselves more to the side that I had essentially been manipulated into interacting with her in that way. They also noted increasing amounts of manipulative behavior coming from F in their platonic friendship.
Now I'm stuck. Any thoughts on what to do from here, what to think about this all? Thank you in advance.
Hi anon,
I'm sorry to hear about what happened. It sounds like you've navigated complex emotions, boundaries, and power dynamics. Your experiences with F sound confusing and emotionally challenging. It's important to recognize that, at the time, you were facing a lot of internal and external struggles, and your decisions were influenced by these factors.
The situation at F's house raises concerns about consent and boundaries. While discussions about preferences occurred, consent is an ongoing process, and it's crucial to ensure that all parties involved are comfortable and explicitly agree to any actions. Even if you were interested, clear communication and consent are essential for healthy interactions. That being said, it's also important to remember that even if you would've agreed to it had she asked, you're also incapable of providing consent as a minor.
F's accusations add another layer of complexity. While being manic could serve as somewhat of an explanation as to why F accused you of SA, it's not an excuse for such a weighted accusation. It's unfortunate that these actions led to misunderstandings. I'm glad to hear that you sought to clarify the situation with her friends and that they were able to see the situation more accurately.
Please remember that your well-being is important. If you can access or afford it, a mental health professional such as a therapist can provide a safe space to explore your feelings, understand your boundaries, and heal from this experience.
I hope I could help, and please let us know if you need anything.
-Bun
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You have forced my hand. Look at John Green, boy
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eucacici · 8 months
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Doodled some of @ryzselo lovely Transformers x Borderlands AU!! I just love their designs sm
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ryzselo · 4 months
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I'm awaiting wisdom tooth surgery so for the Rhysothy prompt: Rhys or Tim gets wisdom tooth surgery and is PISSED that they didn't let them keep the teeth. The other is in charge of calming them down before they kick the surgeons ass in their high af state from the anaesthesia. P.S. love your buff Tim and his enormous tits 💯
Oh damn teeth are terrible, why did nature give us that. I hope everything went/goes well for you! As for the request, here’s Rhys being Rhys. Being weird. Who does he need the tooth huh…
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mxdotpng · 2 years
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genuinely if i ever said this on twitter my acct would get reported for bullying but the apostle's story line is not as good as everyone says im sorry. its not. Its Not.
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solraticart · 11 months
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Ryz sketch
I love me a bad bird gal with a sword. Ryz for @DoodleDox
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lavend-ler · 6 months
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Forrr the bingo thing. I am an idiot and also your friend so here’s this equivalent of throwing a flashbang into your window:
Jackbot/Sentinel (the fckin vault monster)
Or
Zane/Katagawa
Ryz u know how much I adore u but..........holy shit dude skdnbjksdfjk
Jackbot/Sentinel
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yeah esp now Im into huge mechas. so I cannot possibly say no to this. it's such a crack ship but it does put a smile on my face. u know what? these bigass dudes should kiss!
Zane/Katagawa
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I would never do such a thing to Zane.
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sipenabicara · 3 months
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B E R L A Y A R
Pelabuhan rindu yang sempat menjadi tempat kepulanganku
Kini harus berani ku ikhlaskan melebur di telan waktu
Sampai pada pendirian atas rasa kesepian yang harus terbayar
Membawa keheningan jiwa entah sampai kapan akan berlayar
Gemuruh ombak membawa sejuta keheningan pada rindu
Berbau hangat yang selalu hanya tertuju padamu
Hingga akhirnya sambaran petir ikut mengejek kesendirian
Mengikis ego yang perlahan mulai hilang kesadaran
-R-
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pixylmawthz · 1 year
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Howdy!
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ryzzyrrood · 1 year
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I just had an epiphany:
Intelligence is your hardware
Wisdom is your software
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It’s Easter it’s TDOV it’s the combination Easter TDOV something something resurrection as an allegory for transition
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