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#sigh she's so shaped and easy to draw........... love it.....
stargazer0001 · 2 months
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hey guys come get your content that nobody asked forrr <33
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the girl ever
shes just me at this point nobody question it.
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also this but. I feel like only people who look under the cut deserve it.
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sevi-rous · 1 year
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AN ARTIST FOR AN ARTIST 📜
xavier thorpe.
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word count : 1.196
genre : fluff, schoolmates to lovers (?), mutual pining
warnings : bad grammar i think, a few errors [ please ignore ! ]
being raised in a family of artistic vampires was an emotional roller coaster. there was your mother, who had a ridiculous fondness for landscape painting. your father, who enjoyed abstract paintings and portrait drawings. your brother, who was a fan of realism. and, of course, you, who was a mixture of them all.
you were walking around campus, looking for anything interesting to draw or paint. you came to a halt near the archery field and noticed xavier thorpe sitting down with his bow beside him. you turned around and sat down on the nearest chair.
you began drawing him because you found his appearance intriguing. his face shape was... pretty. of course, in your own opinion. your gaze alternates between him and your sketchbook. your fingertips were filthy from smudging the pencil. you were finished in a matter of minutes. you sighed and stood up to return to your dorm.
"oh, who's that?" inquired your roommate, yoko. you flinched and instinctively shut your sketchbook. "uh, no one. it's my oc. original character, i mean..." you said as you sat up in bed. "are you sure? that looks exactly like xavier thorpe. since when was he your 'original character?'" she asks, chuckling.
you sighed and leaned back in your bed. turning to the side "oooh, do you like him? i can set you up with him," she whistles as she walks to her side of the room. "and how will you do that? you're not even close, yoko. i think you don't even talk together," you say, sitting up again, arms crossed across your chest.
"oh shush, [name]. we're not close, but we have this secret society. i hope you understand," she said as she opened her notebook. she takes out a pen and starts writing. she then folds it into an airplane and launches it at you.
you caught the plane and unfolded the paper. It was written there,
"xavier thorpe's phone number — xxx-xxxx-xxx
thank me later, ♡"
you give her a blank look before taking your phone and leaving the room. "stay safe, my lovely [name!]," she exclaims before laughing.
you put your hood on when you noticed it was raining outside. you walked through the halls, holding the paper that yoko had given you as well as your phone. you went around in circles, debating whether or not to text him. a notification appeared as you were about to enter his phone number.
from unknown:
hey, i saw you staring. do we have a problem?
to unknown:
uh
who even r u
fom unknown:
dang you already forgot? seems like you were having a good time staring at me earlier
lol kidding
it's xavier
to unknown:
oh
sorry i stared, didn't know u saw me
from unknown:
how couldn't i? you have a very powerful aura
to unknown:
i do?
from unknown:
yeah
what do you say about meeting up rn? i'm bored
to unknown:
um sure i guess
i have nothing to do anyways
from unknown:
i know
unknown started sharing their location with you.
you ran back to your dorm room, your fingers running through your hair. you rushed through the door, grabbing your sketchbook in haste. "woah, easy [name], are you okay?" yoko asks, but you've already left. "my roomie has a crush. i can't wait to tease her about this," she sighs and laughs.
when you see him waiting for you, you hide in a corner. he was sketching something in his own sketchbook. he had airpods in both of his ears. you can tell he's lost in the music because he kept bopping his head to the beat. it's nice to see him at ease.
you approach him slowly, but he is too preoccupied with drawing. you sit next to him, peering at what he's drawing. he flinched seeing you next to him, then hugged his sketchbook as if it were going to vanish. you both look at each other in shock, but when you see his face, you start laughing.
"why are you laughing?" he inquired, removing one of his airpods and placing it in its case. he flipped the sketchbook over and placed it beside him so you couldn't see it. "your face is hilarious," you continued to laugh.
"is that supposed to be a compliment or not?" you ask, making him scoff. "we only met today, and you're already making fun of me," he said, putting his hand on his chest and acting hurt. you laughed at his antics and looked through his sketchbook. "what did you draw earlier?"
"uh, random stuff. do you want to see my ability?" he asks, his gaze drawn to yours. "sure, bet it's cool."
"oh, it is," he laughs as he takes up his sketchbook. he turns to a page where he drew a spider. he holds his hands above the drawing, and you can see the spider slowly emerge from it. "woah, that's cool. is it real?" you exclaim, your eyes wide with admiration and curiosity. "no, squish it."
you let the spider crawl onto your hands then you squish the spider. the spider vanishes into dust. xavier can't seem to take his gaze away from you as your mouth forms a 'o.'
"say... why were you staring at me earlier? at the archery field?" he asks abruptly, jolting you awake from your daydream. "oh that. um," you fiddle with your fingers, debating whether or not to show him what you drew.
you sighed, lost. you reached for your sketchbook, which was resting on your thighs, and turned to the last page. you look away from him as you hand him your book.
he silently scans the page. you were clearly thinking a lot. 'was he mad that I drew him without his permission?' 'does the drawing look bad? "Am I bad at portrai—'
when he handed you back your book, you snapped out of your thoughts. when you looked at him, he was looking straight ahead. he appeared to have a lot on his mind.
"is it bad?" you wonder nervously. you were on the verge of fleeing, too embarrassed to listen to what he had to say. he gives you a quick glance before returning his attention to the scenery in front of him.
you were about to turn away when you noticed a small smile on his face. "no one's ever drawn me. i figured no one would draw me because I'm the artist. but you did. it's nice seeing my face on your sketchbook. it's nice. really nice," he rambles, biting the inside of his cheek to keep from smiling.
"actually, i've been drawing you as well. i saw you once at Weathervane and you looked... cool. i don't usually leave nevermore, but i came to stop by weathervane every single day just to see you. oh god, that... sounds creepy, sorry," he laughs nervously, avoiding your gaze.
"no, it's fine. you're cool. this is all... so cool," you say, smiling up at the ceiling. "thank you," he mumbles.
"hm? for what?"
"for drawing me."
"And thank you," you say with a smile.
he looks at you, puzzled.
"for drawing me as well."
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formulapai · 5 months
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DIDN’T DESERVE IT
a Daniel Ricciardo angst
WORDS COUNT: 2000 ish
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scenario: he’s treating his new girlfriend in ways he never treated you: with respect.
warning: major angst, daniel being an asshole in the past but owning up to his mistakes
pai’s words: heartbroken rn so bear with me
It’s not jealousy.
She’s ethereal, breathtakingly perfect, she has the brightest smile you’ve ever seen and eyes as clear as a summer day. Her voice is like angles sighing, a terribly sweet melody rings when she laughs. Her tears are as sublime as an enraged sea, violent in its beauty.
It’s not jealousy, no.
He holds her with a new confidence but still treats her as delicate porcelain, his whole being overflowing with gentleness. He’s her confident and her therapist, he’s battling her demons with a disarming smile and he’s wiping her eyes with fingers as dainty as possible.
It’s not jealousy, it’s never been.
It’s longing, it’s the inability to understand, it’s mourning.
He came to talk to you, after years of waiting, years of wishing. He knocked on your door, heart in his hand, a whole new person you haven’t met yet. He’s not your Daniel, not the Daniel you used to know. He’ll never be again.
It’s painful to let him in, it’s angering to notice the way he doesn’t treat your apartment like home anymore (but why would he?), it’s disconcerting to sit on the couch next to him, it’s relieving to finally talk.
“- You’re a different man, a different lover now. It’s what she deserves, it’s what you deserve too.
- It’s what you deserved and what I couldn’t give you. I’m sorry, Y/N, I truly am.”
You wouldn’t cry, you wouldn’t allow it. He doesn’t deserve any more of your tears, you’ve cried an ocean already.
“- Why didn’t you give it to me, then ? Why did you treat me like this ?
- I didn’t know how to love, you’ve taught me, years after years. I’m sorry that I’ve taught you how to hurt in the process, I’m sorry that I took so much and gave you so little.”
You can see a new tattoo, an intricate drawing on his forearm, next to the one he did when you were still together. It’s almost glowing, so different from the others with how obviously full of love it is. Did she draw that ?
“ - You gave me nothing except pain and regrets, Daniel. Wasn’t I worthy ? Am I not worthy ?
- You’re worthy of so, so much. You were worthy at the time, too, you were worthy as I was blind. You’re the best thing that happened to me, even now. You’ve made who I am today and I can’t be more grateful.
- You’ve made me who I am too, and I can’t be more deceived. It’s not fair, I never deserved it. I don’t deserve to be this full of fear and scars, I’m always so scared I’ll give my heart again, and get it back in pieces, again. It’s all scarred now that I’ve finally put it back together, I don’t think it can stomach another love.
- It’s healing, you’re healing. You’ve picked yourself up and you did amazing at stitching yourself up, all alone. I wasn’t there but I saw it all, how you grew despite the pain, how your smile never left. In the one that caused it, I know what I’m talking about, trust me. Your heart will love again and so will you, and it’ll be worthy again, and it’ll be easy, this time.”
You grew, yes. Maybe you grew too much, feeling alien in your body, in your home, in everyone’s life. You’re not who you were and you’ll never be again, you grew out of your happiness.
“- What if I can’t love anymore ? I always think about you, whenever someone approaches me, it’s your face I see. How can I love again when my heart is shaped for you, when my whole body grew around you ? How can I love anyone else when you’re the one who created my love in the first place. I didn’t even know what love was before you, I learned with you, too. I learned how to love because of you, not thanks to you, yet I never treated you like you treated me. You’re not the only one who didn’t know better.
- I know. You’re made for love, you’ve always been. It’s so natural for you, no one could ever tell it was your first time too, even I doubted it sometimes. Your whole being is made of love, full of it, spilling on everyone and everything. You love fully and with no mercy, you love discreetly, you love quietly sometimes but most of the time you love proudly. One thing’s sure, you always love. You love the people you should hate, you love the pain, you love the anger, you love the bee that stung you during our last summer together. You love your family and you love your friends, you love your customers. Y/N, you’ve surrounded yourself with so much love that you don’t even notice it anymore. You’ll be fine, you’ll love again and again.”
You do love that bee. You loved the sting, loved the trip to the ER when your swollen finger got stuck in your promise ring, loved how Daniel told you he’d wait for you at the house instead of coming with you, loved how he didn’t send any messages the whole time.
“- I can’t, not this kind of love. It’s only you, Daniel, I can only see you, imagine you. I don’t understand how you moved on and I’m still stuck there, I feel like I’m going crazy. I desperately wish that I could find someone new and change, the same way you did, but it’s always you. You’re haunting me, you’re haunting my heart and my mind, even after all this time. I tried so hard to forget you and meet new lovers, you don’t know how much I’ve tried to get over you and everything you’ve put me through. But when he tells me I’m beautiful, I wait for the part where he says I should change how I look. When he tells me he’s interested in my stories, I wait for the part where he tells me he’d rather be drunk than to listen to me. When he tells me he wants me, I wait for the part where he tells me I can’t even make him hard. When he tells me he wants me to meet his parents, I wait for the part where he tells me they’ll hate me anyway. When he wants to watch a movie with me, I wait for the part where he turns the TV off and tells me my movie choices are as dumb as me. It’s always because of you, I don’t know how to shut your voice up or how to ignore it. He’s the kindest soul I’ve ever met, he deserves so much more than what I’m able to give him right now, I won’t be able to give him what I gave you, not ever.
- You don’t have to give him what you gave me, Y/N. Each and every love is different, you know, you don’t love the same way ever again. I don’t love you how I love my girlfriend. I don’t love you how I’ve loved my first ex, or the second one. And you don’t love me like you’ve loved the boy you fell for in middle school. You won’t love him the same way you love me, and that’s the beauty in it, isn’t it ? You think you know love, you think you’ve seen love, but you discover love again and again, days after days, persons after persons. You won’t love him like you love me, you will love him better, because he’s treating you better, you’ll find a new love just for him, made for him, created mostly by him. He’ll teach you like you’ve taught me, like she’s teaching me right now. You were amazing at showing me love, but what she’s showing me is totally different, and that’s amazing. You take tiny things from each of your loves and create a new one with them, that’s how you grow, that’s how you learn. I’m sure he knows it, I’m sure he understands you.
- He’s your friend, he’s going to see how I love you. I’ll never not love you, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to.
- And it’s fine, I love you too. It’s just different now, I’ve found a love that fitted me better. You’ve found it too, I know it. I see it. It’s platonic now, you’re just scared to admit it to yourself because it comforts you to think you’re in love with me still.
- I know, you’re right. Is it ok if I want to keep you in my life ? As a friend or as a stranger, I think I just need you in my life.
- As long as I can keep you in mine, it’s alright. She loves you, you know. She’s never met you but she’s heard so much from you, by me. She wants to meet you if you’re alright with it, you’ll love her too.”
It’s strange, isn’t it ? They should part ways and hate each other, that’s what exes do, no ? She should hate you and your whole existence just for the sake of being his ex, and you should hate her and their new relationship. It should have smashed his friendship with Max to pieces, it seems to strengthen it.
It’s a beautiful thing, really. How one bad person can grow into a good one, with efforts and trials. How one person can love, and love again, and never tire. How forgiveness can be as simple as hate, as despair.
“- Thank you Daniel, I mean it. Thank you for your apology, thank you for being there, thank you for what we’ve went through.
- Thank you for listening, thank you for forgiving me. You’re a beautiful person, you deserve a beautiful love story.”
He went like he came, confidently. When you door is closed, you fish out your phone out of the pocket of your pants, shakily pressing a finger on his call ID. You need to tell him.
“- Hey, darling, what’s up ?
- I love you.”
There’s a pause, a silence, almost insurmountable.
“- I know, don’t worry. I love you too, I promise.
- I’ll never love you like him, I’m sorry. But I love you like.. well, like you. I don’t know if it’s better, but it’s different, and it’s great. It’s going to work.
- I know it will.”
It’s not jealousy, it’s a love you thought you’ve lost.
It’s never been jealousy.
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dontexpectmuch · 1 year
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hii im obsessed with your writing like pls send help-
i was wondering if you could write a lil fic abt Jude where he and the reader have like a rlly cute relationship and they have special daily things (kiss before he leaves, cuddles when watching movies, etc) but then Jude breaks up with her bc she's too 'needy' and then he regrets it bc he misses her antics and its just a whole lot of angst. no fluff, bc your sad stories with sad endings are to die for ✨❤
where did you go wrong? were you really that clingy, needy even? did he feel uncomfortable, like he didn’t have enough space?
were all the kisses fake, something he did to please you?
“‘m leaving!” he yelled, standing by the door with his bag on his shoulders, leaving for training.
hearing his voice, you moved to him to kiss him goodbye, lips already puckered as you angled your head up, his lips finally meeting yours.
“take care and text me if you need anything, yeah?” you asked him, smile reaching your eyes.
jude fought the urge to roll his eyes, what could he possibly need when he was at training? however, he just nodded, telling you he would before closing the door behind him.
or what about the sweet nothings he’d whisper in your ear when you were cuddling on your couch, watching his favorite show. the way he’d hold you close, drawing loose shapes on your waist as he looked at you, smiling softly.
“i love you, you know?” his voice was soft, suitable for the current vibe.
he came back from training, immediately closing his arms around your body. even though you didn’t live together officially, it surly felt like it, since you spent most of your time together in your flat.
“i love you too, jude.” you said, head leaning against his shoulder, eyes looking at his.
surly, you weren’t the only one in this relationship that liked to cling on to their partner, trying to be as close to them as possible. jude also always had to touch you somehow, wether it was your waist, your shoulder or even your pinky finger.
if that was the case, why did he want to end the relationship then? everything seemed to be fine, where did that come from all of a sudden?
jude looked at you with empty eyes, no smile on his face, like he lost an important game. but, that wasn’t the case. these last few games only ended with positive results for the team. so, why all of a sudden?
“we should break up.” he began, voice stoic, sending shivers down your spine.
“huh?” did you hear wrong? what was he talking about?
“‘m bein’ serious, i don’t feel like bein’ in a relationship with you anymore.” he continued, stabbing you in the heart with every word that left his lips.
you shook your head lightly, as if trying to wake yourself up this nightmare. “i don’t understand, why? did something happen?”
jude sighed, he knew that it wouldn’t be easy, you were always like that, questioning his any and every move. “i need space, and it seems like you don’t want to give me enough. always clingin’ onto me like your life depends on it, y’know?”
you would have never thought that jude, your sweet and considerate jude, could ever be able to hurt you like that, making you feel small and questioning your relationship in ways you never did before.
“but-“
“please, just accept it and let go, will you? i’ll get the rest of my stuff some other day.” he cut you off, patience running thin as he gets up and leaves your home without even bidding goodbye.
he just left you, broken hearted, tears running down your cheeks as you desperately tried to comprehend what just happened.
now, months passed by and you slowly but steadily moved on from the break up, going as far as to dating a few people here and there. still, the thought of being in another committed relationship made you shiver, the scars still too fresh.
you were once again in your flat, typing away on your laptop as the sudden noise of your doorbell pulled you out of your concentrated state. sighing, you leave your desk and move to the front door, opening it without checking first, a huge mistake.
there he stood, in all his pride, looking down at you with an uncertain look in his eyes. he was wearing some tracksuit and a beanie, maybe coming here after training. you wouldn’t know, however not knowing about his growing success wasn’t as easy as you thought.
while you tried your best to move on from jude, he made it quite hard for you. his face plastered on posters on the street, multiple pictures of him online on your feed and what not. it made you boil internally, mad at the universe for doing that to you.
“hey.” jude is the first to speak up, not being able to bear the awkward silence hovering between any longer.
“did you forget something here?” is all you reply, coldness radiating from you as you stood firmly on your spot.
what was he doing here?
“i miss you, i miss us.” he mumbled, face looking down, yet his eyes peaked though his lashes, scanning your face for any reaction to his words.
scoffing, you roll your eyes and try to close the door, however jude reacts fast and puts his foot between the frame and door, hindering you from hiding yourself from him.
“please,” he almost begs, desperation laced in his voice, “i was an idiot, i didn’t think clearly. i mistook your love for clinginess.”
“am i supposed to care?” you wanted to laugh.
did he really think you’d forgive him? after what he has put you through? you weren’t dumb nor blind, you have seem all the posts of him with various women in clubs or on the street, kissing, touching and much more.
“i’m not some bed warmer, jude. i won’t wait for you to play around a bit and then come back, especially not after how you ended things.” you tell him, eyes stern.
jude sighed, closing his eyes to compose himself before he spoke up, “i know, but i changed. after all this time i came to realize that i can’t do it without you, please, babe-“
“don’t call me that, i have a name, you know?” you interrupted, shaking your head, “don’t call me in general, jude. leave me alone.”
this time, you shut the door completely, turning your back and leaning against it as you inhaled deeply.
this is not how you imagined your saturday night to be like, but whatever.
though it hurt, rejecting the man that you once called the love of your life, you also felt really proud for staying true to yourself.
yes, you missed him, dearly, and seeing him again resurfaced some of the feelings you still had. but you proved to yourself that you were on the right path.
you were moving on.
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fuck sleep
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Secret's Out-JJ Maybank
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A/n: I know it's been so long, but I'm back for now! This is part two of a one-shot I did a while ago, so please enjoy. 
-Samantha
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JJ's POV
It's been about a week since John B caught on to my slip up. Now all the pogues have been begging me to let them meet Y/n. I've just been so scared of their reactions especially Kie's since she didn't have the best reaction to John B dating Sarah. 
" Jay, when are you bringing her over?" John B asked 
I sighed before answering. " I would love for you guys to meet her, but I'm a little worried about Kie's reaction." 
He let out a chuckle. " What are you afraid of?" He stopped laughing and turned around. " Oh, man you're actually serious about this."  
I nodded and started messing with my hands. He placed a hand on my shoulder for comfort. " Hey, I'm sure Kie will like her." 
" Thanks man." I said getting up
He hummed in response while heading back to his room. I smiled to myself while making my way outside to my motorbike. 
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I knocked on Y/n's door waiting for it to open. I didn't have to wait too long cause I saw her standing on the other side in such a beautiful sundress. 
" JJ!" she screamed 
I wasn't prepared for her to leap into me which made me lose my balance, but before we both hit the floor I caught myself. I held her up by her thighs while walking through the door. She then got down gently before wrapping her arms around my neck to pull me into a heated kiss. I let out a small groan because of how sweet her lips tasted. I pulled away so I could talk, but she kept trying to chase after my lips. I let out a quick chuckle while saying...
" Baby, hold on. I just want to ask you a question." 
She pulled away with a cute pout. I gave her a smirk. " I promise we can go back to that after this." 
She smiled and nodded before pulling me away from the door to her bedroom. 
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I was on my bed facing JJ who was also on my bed. He was just sitting there just admiring me, which made me smile. I tilted my head in question. " What did you want to tell me?" 
He smiled and grabbed both of my hands. I then started messing with his rings to give me something to do. " So you know how I said the secret was out the last time I came over." He paused 
I let out a quick hum before he continued. "  All of them want to meet you." I glanced up with excitement. " Wait really!" 
He nodded with a small chuckle. " So, what do you say?" 
" Um, obviously I want to meet them. When?" I questioned him 
" Well, we can either do it right now or tomorrow, but personally I'm leaning more for tomorrow." He said right about an inch from my lips. I smiled and kissed his lips. " Tomorrows good." I said against his lips. 
He let out a chuckle before wrapping his arms around my waist to pull me down on him. 
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The next morning I woke up to the sun beaming in through my windows. I let out a small groan and moved so my head was in-between JJ's shoulder and neck. He moved and pulled me closer to him. He placed a gentle kiss on my temple which made me smile. 
" So you ready to see them today?" Jay asked in his morning voice 
I let out a nervous sigh. I then lifted my head up so it was easy for him to hear me better. " Yea, I'm super excited to see your friends." 
He raised an eyebrow. " Are you sure?" 
I looked down and started drawing random shapes on his chest. I felt him lift my chin. " Babe, they are going to love you. I promise." He softly said 
I smiled and nodded. We both got up out of the comfort of my bed to get ready. 
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I was holding on to JJ's waist and I wasn't letting go. He chuckled before saying...
" Babe, they are going to adore you. And I'll be there the entire time." 
I pressed a quick kiss to his shoulder in response. We both then got off his bike and started walking to the back of the house where we heard voices . I grabbed his hand to help my nerves which he gladly took and gave my hand a squeeze. 
" Hey guys!" Jj said 
They all shouted something, but I couldn't understand due to my brain going all over the place. 
JJ's POV
I could tell she was getting overwhelmed, so I started rubbing small circles on her hand. She turned and gave me a small smile. "This is my girlfriend Y/n. Y/n these are my friends. " I stated 
She gave them all a wave. They all looked super shocked which made Y/n nervous. " Wow! You're super pretty." Sarah said 
She blushed and whispered a Thank you. I mentally thanked Sarah. " This is getting awkward. How about we start a fire to ease the tension. " Pope said 
We all shouted except Y/n/n. She eventually started warming up to everyone and Kie even liked her. I think she could tell I was watching her cause she turned and gave me a peck before going back to talking to the girls. The last thing I did was just wrap my arm around her before chatting with the guys. 
" She's a real charm Jay, don't lose her. " John B whispered to me 
I smiled and quickly glanced at her. " I don't plan on it man." 
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This was super fun to write. I really hope you like it just as much as I do. I miss writing for JJ, I should do more of him. Feel free to request anytime. It might take me a while, but I always try my best to get them out to you guys. 
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blindmagdalena · 7 months
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Any Port in a Storm
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18+ 1.7k homelander solo fic. masturbation, selfcest? praise kink.
Homelander struggles to put himself first during his "Me Time," but a friendly voice comes to the rescue: his own.
yes this is the bath fic i said i would write. no it's not what i was supposed to be working on. happy kinktober!
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Homelander’s world is spiraling out of control.
The world saw him. The real him, and they fucking loved it.
At least, some of them had.
The rest were calling him a murderer.
He’s been channel flipping for nearly an hour listening to the different reports. Biases everywhere. Footage recut, reworked, every witness giving their own spin to the narrative. No one seems to care about the truth. They’re too concerned with their own petty little agendas. Half the time they don’t even talk about him, just what this means for two opposing sides.
They want him in jail. Him, Homelander. America’s Favorite Hero.
The remote cracks in his hand. He hisses out a tight breath and stands, tossing the plastic shrapnel onto the couch. He needs to blow off some steam. Take care of himself.
God knows no one else will.
He runs a bath, turning the water as scaldingly hot as it will go. He lets it fog up the mirrors and the windows in his bathroom, inhales the steam while he undresses. Once the bath is mostly full, he turns off the faucet and slides in, the heat drawing a low sigh out of him as he sinks into it. The water doesn’t hurt, doesn’t even turn his skin pink, but it does seep in and help alleviate some of the tension in his muscles.
Resting his head back on the curve of the tub, he closes his eyes, taking a moment to simply be. The weight of the world has been on his shoulders for so long, he doesn’t know how to be truly weightless, not even when he flies. This comes close, though. The water laps idly back and forth, taking on his weight, before settling still around him. 
For all that he cannot control in his life, there’s at least one thing that never fails him.
Adjusting, he moves his hand from the edge of the tub and settles it at the base of his soft cock, huffing a breath from his nose. He strokes slow and shallow at first, sifting through the images behind his closed eyelids for something suitable. All he needs is the thought of a warm hole, something tight and reverent wrapped around his cock. He’s not picky right now, whatever does the trick.
Any port in a storm, after all.
His mind's eye constructs vague shapes: lips, a flicking tongue dragging over the head of his cock before they take him down their throat. He lets out a breath, cock giving a weak twitch in his hand, but he’s still far from even a half chub. He needs something more. He imagines reaching down and feeling soft hair, stroking his fingers through it. It morphs blonde, and blue eyes look up– ”It’s not even gay if it’s with yourself.” Homelander hisses through his teeth, opening his eyes to banish the image– the memory–of his stolen face peering up at him with weak, watery eyes. Fucking Doppelganger.
Whatever momentum he’d gained has vanished. He gives his cock an impatient, irritated tug, as if it’s somehow at fault, and settles back down, closing his eyes. C’mon. C’mon, soft. Long hair. Something… Something else.
Turns out not any port.
Starting over, he tries to find his way towards something less existential. Something easy, sexy, wet and good. He imagines hands first this time, strong hands in his hair, on his chest, pinning him down and riding him fast and hard. He squeezes his cock just like she had, remembers how good it had felt to fuck someone who wanted him as bad as he wanted them, how eagerly she’d thrown him around, climbed in his lap. They never did fuck in a bed.
A puddle of blood in a bed. That’s all that was left of her.
“Fuck!” He snaps, giving his cock a yank hard enough that it actually hurts a little.
He’s losing it. He’s been fucked with so thoroughly, been robbed of so much, and now this? He doesn’t have a single good memory to pull from, and his amorphous fantasies turn around to bite him like serpents. Even now, he can hear Stan fucking Edgar in the back of his mind leering about bad product because he can’t even get a proper boner going.
“You fuck–you fucking–” He’s jerking himself hard and fast, half hard only by sheer stimulation, but it doesn’t feel good.
Whoa, whoa! Hold your horses, his inner voice calls, drowning out the noise. Jesus Christ, take a breather. Let go of your dick before you rip the damn thing off, he says to himself, finally easing the tension in his grip. He opens his eyes, panting, on the verge of tears as he rubs at his face in exasperation.
That’s it. Relax. That’s what you’re here for, right? To relax.
He nods, pushing his hands through his hair, breathing shallowly.
Learn from your mistakes, champ. You know what all this is, don’t’cha? You’re still too reliant on other people. Even the ones that’re dead and gone, you’re clawing at them to help you. Make you feel good. They’re poison, and you don’t need ‘em. Y’never did.
He presses the base of his palms into his temples, swallowing back the surge of sadness like bile, his throat burning with it.
“I’m so fucking alone,” he grits out.
You are the only person you’ve ever needed. C’mon, snap out of it. Lemme show you.
Sucking in a breath, he grinds the wetness from his eyes with his palms, exhaling roughly, and then sinks his hands back down into the water. He moves to reach for his cock again, but stops himself.
Not so fast. I’m driving now.
Instead, he slides both hands down the length of his torso, his sides, down his thighs, and back up. He moves slowly, touching his chest, his nipples. He focuses simply on the feeling of being touched, on how little his hands feel like his own right now. He tips his head back while his hand settles on his throat, squeezing lightly.
Feels good to be touched, doesn’t it?
“Yes,” he sighs, swallowing against the press of his palm. He tweaks his nipples with his other hand, sliding back and forth under the water, rolling his thumb over it until each nub grows hard and sensitive. At least those still work.
Quit being so hard on yourself. You’re perfect. You hear me? Fucking perfect.
He licks his lips, nodding. “Yeah… Yeah, m’fuckin’... M’fuckin’ perfect…”
The hand on his chest moves gradually lower, pausing to trace patterns on his stomach. He can’t remember the last time he touched himself like this, slow and exploratory, as if he were a lover new to himself. His hand slips lower, but he bypasses his cock entirely, cupping his balls beneath it. He makes a little noise at that, planting his feet flat in the tub so that he can rock himself gently, water sloshing back and forth with him as he rolls against his palm.
You feel good, don’t you?
“Yeah,” he rasps, the hand at his throat squeezing as he speaks, reminding him of his hold, of his strength.The feel finally makes his cock jump, which has him smiling a little. His middle finger rubs at the soft flesh of his perineum, pressing in lightly. His hand moves up from his throat, cups the side of his face. His thumb strokes over the jut of his parted lips.
Go ahead. Kiss. Know you want to.
He does. He desperately misses kissing someone. Feeling their lips soft against his, their breath on his lips. He might love kissing more than he loves fucking. He purses his lips against his thumb, kisses it like he would another person, the noise of it soft and wet in his ears. He opens his mouth enough to take his thumb between his lips and lap at it like it’s someone else’s tongue.
Atta boy.
He screws his eyes tightly shut, thrusting up. His cock has filled out all the way now, and it bobs against his stomach a few times, the warm water flowing all around him. “M’ready,” he says feverishly, half muffled around his thumb, fingers cupping his cheek. “M’ready, wanna touch.”
So touch, his voice says, amused. No one’s gonna tell you ‘no’ ever again.
He pulls his hand up from his balls and wraps it around the base of his shaft, squeezing lightly before pulling his grip slowly up the length of his cock, shivering. He feels sensitized all over, hyper-aware of the same body that felt numb to him moments ago. His cock is hard and heavy in his grip, the thick vein along the underside throbbing. He angles his hand so that the pads of his fingers follow the line of it as he strokes himself. He moans against his hand, turning his head to push deeper into it.
Who are you?
“Homelander,” he pants, water sloshing over the edge of the tub as he thrusts, fucking the tight channel of his hand.
What are you?
“A hero,” he says, brows furrowing. He feels hotter than the bath water ever was, his eyes burning red behind the veil of his lids. He bares his teeth like something wild. An animal never to be caged again.
No, no. You’re more than that now. You’re not just their hero. What are you?
“A fff–a god, I’m–I’m a fucking god!” He roars, slamming up against his fist at the same time heat and light erupts from his eyes, the wild surge of it shooting straight up and through his ceiling. His toes curl and his back arches into a perfect curve, wave after wave of pleasure lapping through him in one of the most earth shattering orgasms he’s had in fucking years.
The porcelain around him cracks from the push of his body, his foot breaking through the bottom right side. Water rushes out of the tub, but he doesn’t care in the least. He sinks to the bottom as it empties, high as a kite on his release, and the sound of his own voice purring affirmations in the back of his mind. His own palm remains warm on his cheek, thumb stroking along his skin.
He doesn’t need any port. He is the storm.
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Do you think you could do (pre first movie setting) grey branch x poppy bonding with a jealous creek third wheeling and forced proximity ?
Thank you in advance if you decide to!!!!!
Hello, Anon! Thank you for your prompt! Despite my love for Groppy, this one ended up pretty short, sorry! I like to think most of their bonding was in short little bursts, since Branch was still pretty pissy at her by the beginning of the first movie. Enjoy!
Branch sighed for what felt like the twelfth time as he trudged along his usual stick collecting path, ear twitching in irritation as he could hear Poppy a few feet back being "quiet" as she excitedly prattled on at Creek about how "fun it was" to accompany Branch.
"Once again, Poppy," Branch half snarled as he turned on his heel to face the two behind him, a stout scowl on his face, "I did not invite you to come with me. Second, I asked you to be quiet. You are not being quiet."
"I'm whispering! That's quiet," Poppy protested, her hands on her hips as she returned Branch's scowl with a frown of her own.
"Not quiet /enough/. You're going to attract all sorts of critters to us with your yammering," Branch groused, gesturing towards the forest at large.
"Poppy," Creek cut in, stepping between Branch and the princess, his back to the grey troll, "Perhaps we ought to go back to the village, hmm? We're obviously not wanted here." He shot Branch a look over his shoulder, before turning back to Poppy. "I mean, Branch is obviously very busy with his, ah, stick collecting. We're probably hindering him more than anything."
Poppy scoffed, waving her hand at Creek as she stepped around him. "Nonsense! We're providing company and moral support," she stated brightly, trotting over to Branch with a smile. "Would it be more helpful if we also looked for sticks?"
Branch eyed her for a moment, before shrugging and turning back around to continue tromping down the trail. "Fine. But make sure they're dry, and straight! A wet stick isn't going to do me any good, and a warped shape will be hard to store."
"Aye aye, captain," Poppy chirped with a mock salute, skipping along after Branch down the trail. Creek looked less than enthused as he reluctantly followed along behind the two.
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"What about this one?"
An hour or so had passed, and Branch had gathered a dozen sticks so far, while rejecting nearly every one that Poppy offered up. He glanced at the one she was currently holding out, scrunching his nose at it.
"No. It's too thin and brittle. It'll break too easily," Branch stated, shaking his head and turning away to root through some under brush,
"Well, what kind of stick would even make Branch happy?" Creek scoffed, having only picked up one single twig as they had trudged through the woods, which he was now using to draw in the dirt as he sat on a rock.
Poppy perked up and bounced over to Branch, bouncing on her toes. "Actually, yeah! You haven't actually said what you're specifically looking for, besides straight and dry. More details would be helpful," she hummed, grinning as Branch stood back up, leaves sticking haphazardly out of his hair.
"What?"
"More details!" Poppy reiterated, waving her rejected stick in Branch's face.
Branch screwed up his face and took a step back so he wouldn't get hit, glancing briefly between a scowling Creek and an overenthusiastic Poppy. "Uh, well," he started, watching Creek throw his arms in the air and fall backwards off the rock behind Poppy, "I'm looking for weaponizable sticks. Slightly thicker, easy to carve into a point."
"Weapons?! Branch, no," Poppy shook her head, her lower lip jutting out in a pout.
"Branch, yes," Branch hissed back, scowl instantly back on his face. "As much as you want to stick your head in the sand about it, the village needs protection. Even if I'm the only one who sees it, I'm going to at least make sure we have defense against critters."
Poppy's shoulders dropped sadly as Branch glared her down, only to jump as a hand landed on her shoulder. She turned a panicked look over her shoulder, sighing in relief as she realized it was only Creek. She had momentarily forgotten he's tagged along. He smiled warmly at her, giving her shoulder a little squeeze.
"Come on, Princess," Creek hummed, smiling benignly at Branch, "Let's leave him to it, yeah? We can head back to mine and bake some cupcakes? Bring some positivity into the world, instead of violence." His smile grew thin as Branch visibly bristled in front of them.
Poppy chewed on her lip for a moment, before shaking her head, and subsequently Creeks hand from her shoulder. "No, no. Branch is right. There are some nasty critters out here. Maybe a few defenses wouldn't be so bad."
Branch blinked in surprise at Poppy's acquiescence, his entire posture immediately relaxing. "Wait…really?"
Poppy perked up at Branch, a bright smile growing on her face. "Yeah! I mean, I would prefer more of a deterrent kind of defense or trap…could we do that, instead of something that hurts them?"
"I mean, that only works so well," Branch waved a hand in the air, noticing as Poppy's smile slowly dimmed, a nearly unnoticeable dark flush creeping across his cheeks as he waved a hand through the air, "Not that it couldn't work at all! Maybe we could do a mix of both. Deterrents at the forefront, and something more, uh, harsh for the more determined critters?"
Poppy clapped her hands together, bouncing on her toes as she nodded enthusiastically, thrilled to have Branch actually engaging with her. "Okay, yeah! Maybe we could do some nets? What do you need to make nets?"
The tiniest of smiles curled Branch's mouth as he nodded along while Poppy began to ramble about her ideas in regards to non-lethal traps. Meanwhile, Creek was left with a fierce scowl on his face, arms crossed over his chest as the other two began walking away down the trail, completely forgetting about his existence as they went. He took a moment to gather his thoughts and take a couple of calming breaths before storming after the two. He was not about to leave the village recluse alone with the princess.
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allcanonisrelative · 7 months
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Leveragetober day one: food and love (which are of course the same thing)
Eliot & Parker-focused post-canon OT3 ficlet for @leveragetober
“I’m sick of thinking about it,” Parker huffed, flopping down on the sofa with her head hanging off one end, looking at the world upside-down. “It’s too many decisions and it’s every day, three times a day and then again the next day, when does it end, when does it get easy? Never! I don’t want to think about it anymore.”
Across the room, Eliot slowly took off his apron and tossed it over the back of a chair, keeping his steps deliberately light and even as he approached. Tapping her ankle, he waited until she lifted her legs, body temporally forming an elegant L-shape with her feet in the air, and sat down on the end of the sofa, wrapping his hands around her ankles when she settled her feet back in his lap. 
“You want me to think about it for you?” He broke the silence after a minute, without looking at her, hearing and feeling the deep breath she took in and let out as a weary sigh. 
“No,” she dragged the word, folding her arms protectively over her chest. “I’m an adult, I should be able to, to, to — ugh!” Her feet twitched in his lap, tapping out a rhythm of frustration and shame. 
“Park,” he murmured, thumb pressing into the arch of her foot, drawing her back into herself with his deliberate touch. “There’s no ‘should’. There’s only what works for you.”
“But Sophie—“
“Parker.” 
“…yeah. I know.”
She sighed again, and Eliot shifted her feet in his lap, setting to giving her a proper foot rub, feeling the muscles in his own shoulders start to relax when she gave a quiet sigh then an unselfconscious hum, melting into the couch and into his touch. 
No one could have been a better influence for his girl than Sophie, Eliot knew that, believed it with all his heart, but that didn’t make her a perfect role model. Trailing her own peck of mysterious trouble Sophie had been more patient with Parker from day one than any of the rest of them, and maybe it was being close to another woman for the first time in her life, Eliot  couldn’t begin to speculate and doesn’t care to but along the way Parker got it into her head that there were certain things Sophie did that were absolutely right and true and the marker of successfully acting out the role of an adult. Actually, now that Eliot’s thinking about it, he wouldn’t be surprised if it was something to do with the fact that Sophie is just as much of a freak as the rest of them she only hides it better behind dozens of masks ranging from subtle to dazzling that most people don’t even see let alone know to look for them, leaving Parker to the conclusion that she could or should construct her own masks in homage to Sophie’s and that is the marker of success — not making it, but faking it. 
“How about this,” Eliot heard himself say, before he’d decided to say anything at all. “You know how I am about food. About making food. How it. How I. I need to do it. It’s…”
“It’s your heart,” she said quietly, the words he still couldn’t bring himself to put into the world himself. 
“Yeah. So how about if when I’m cooking for myself I make extra for you. I won’t ask you to make any decisions about it, I won’t even ask you if you like it. You can eat it in your rig up in your rafters if you want, makes no difference to me. But that way you always know you’ve got something waiting for you, you don’t have to think about what you’re in the mood for if you don’t want to, you don’t gotta think about what’s healthy or not.”
When she spoke her voice came out muffled and Eliot looked up at her face for the first time since he sat down to find that at some point while he was talking she’d lifted her hands to cover her face. “But food is supposed to be more than fuel.”
“Did I say that?” He asked, and when she nodded he reached up and curled a hand gently around her wrist, thumb stroking over her pulse point. “Thought you knew better than to listen to me by now.”
She moved her hands to peek up at him, eyebrows folded down quizzically. “But I like listening to you.”
Eliot snorted, and squeezed her wrist lightly. “All right, then listen to this. There’s no ‘should,’ there’s no ‘supposed to,’ and Sophie ain’t got a corner on the market of what it looks like to be an adult. Here in this house I count three adults who couldn’t be more different from each other or from Sophie and most days I think we do okay.”
“Most days,” Parker agreed, and turned her hand over to bring them palm to palm. 
“So if you make Hardison get off the couch and work out with you every day and he makes me sit my ass on the couch and ice my damn knee at night and I make enough food that you always got something to eat even on days you don’t feel like it, maybe that’s just how we make it work.”
“Maybe that makes us lucky,” she said after a long, still silence. 
“Oh yeah?” He said, keeping his voice light even as something raucous and joyful took up howling in his chest. Her face whenever she made a new connection, whenever she decided to trust him with a thought that she hadn’t tested out herself first, goddamn, he would move mountains for this woman. 
“The first time I asked Sophie about love she said it was what made us feel alive. I told her I felt alive when I was jumping off a building and she said ‘maybe that’s why they call it falling in love’ but I don’t think that’s right. I don’t think it’s about falling I think it’s about catching. I don’t jump because I want to fall I jump because I know my rig or my parachute is going to catch me. And now you and Hardison, you’re my rig and my parachute. You catch me.”
“We catch each other,” Eliot said, as soon as he could trust his voice to come out steady. 
“That’s nice. Right? I think it’s nice.”
“It’s really nice.”
She linked her fingers through his, and used his hold on her to leverage herself up to sitting, pulling her feet out of his lap. “Okay.”
“Okay?”
“Yeah. Okay. Eliot, will you make me something to eat?”
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worseforwords · 1 year
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The Strawberry Song - Part 1 (Alessia Russo x Reader)
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Valentines day. The day you had been looking forward to for two weeks, but you were now dreading. You stared at the door that you had had thrown in your face exactly fourteen days ago, practically paralysed, trying to recall the words you thought you had memorised perfectly, but now you were drawing a blank. Maybe this was a bad idea, maybe you shouldn’t have come here, given her more space. A deep, disappointed, sigh exited your mouth as you sat back into your car. You warm breath made a fog appear on the front window, forming what you could only see as the shape of a strawberry. Making you smile softly as you remembered the first time you met Alessia.
You were in a bar with your band members, celebrating finally finishing your first album, when you spotted the breathtakingly beautiful blonde at the other end of the bar. A mixture of the triumphant feeling of completing the huge, months-long project with a result you were all incredibly proud of, and the alcohol coursing through your veins caused by the many celebratory shots you all took earlier, gave you the perfect boost in confidence and you decided to walk up to her. “Hi,” you said, holding out your hand and not breaking eye contact once she met your gaze, “my name is Y/N.” “Hi, Y/N, I’m Alessia.” She answered, looking rather flustered. Clearly, your newfound cocky attitude worked its magic on this girl. “So, Alessia,” you held your breath for a noticeably long pause, “can I buy you a drink?”
The rest of the night was a blur as the previously taken shots started to kick in even more, so the next day you woke up with a pounding headache and a very limited recollection of the night before. However, you remembered one thing very vividly: the taste of her lips. You even recalled asking her about the sweet flavour, which turned out to be strawberry. You woke up alone, both of you being classy women (you really weren’t, but something told you this girl would be worth the wait), but you had exchanged numbers. At some point during the night, a fairly intoxicated friend of Alessia’s, named Ella, provided you with some much appreciated advice on charming her best friend. Apparently she was quite the romantic, passionate and longing for big romantic gestures, to which you were usually the opposite, so you knew you had to step up your game.
You didn’t wait long to make your next move, as you called her the same day, stating you hoped you weren’t coming on too strong, but you’d love to see her stunning blue eyes again. In hindsight you must’ve still had some alcohol in your blood, being that bold, but it worked. At your first date you were far less suave, constantly stuttering and getting flustered, but you made sure to bring your A-game, picking her up with flowers and holding the door open for her whenever you could.
The romantic gestures didn’t end there, as the next few weeks you kept outdoing yourself with dates, gifts, and even a custom made playlist. You quickly grew close together and you loved every minute of it. Apparently so did she, as she eventually asked you to be her girlfriend: you did it, you won her over.
Dating a footballer wasn’t easy, especially trying to make a career as a musician at the same time, you had to work hard to make time for each other. You both supported each other through and through, as you were frequently in the stands at her matches, and she brought her teammates to your gigs. When one day one of your bands songs suddenly hit the charts as a result of it being used on some TikTok trend, Alessia couldn’t be more proud. She even surprised you, showing up to your next gig with her whole team wearing your merchandise, screaming “That’s my girl!” throughout the whole concert.
Even though it was you dream, the breakthrough of your band was nothing like you thought it would be. Your schedule rapidly filled up with gigs, parties, media events and you were not prepared for the insanity of it all. Being new to all this, at first you said yes to everything, and you felt high on all the attention you were getting. You were living that rock and roll lifestyle you had always dreamed of, but the late night parties and gigs and the afternoons spent in dim-lit studios definitely took a toll on your body. Your usual morning workouts turned into sleeping off hangovers, and your balanced home cooked meals became microwave meals of take-away fast food. 
Alessia, being an athlete, quickly started to get worried about your newfound lifestyle. For a while she just observed how it changed you. She took note of the daily bags under your eyes and the sluggish movements of your once fairly athletic body, and when she noticed your sunken cheeks she couldn’t help but interfere, as she confronted you about your health. You were quick to dismiss her concerns, stating it was all part of being a successful musician and you just needed some time to adjust. 
The opportunities for Alessia to check up on you were becoming increasingly rare, as the two of you seemed to live in different timezones. You were still asleep when she left in the morning and when she came back you had usually left, either to spend the night working in the studio, or to perform or party. You started forgetting about dates you planned with her, and short texts with the occasional heart emoji were all that was left of your previous romantic gestures. At this point, you rarely even made an effort to sleep over at her place or invite her to yours, and even though you were too busy to even be bothered by it, she was getting more frustrated about it by the second. For you it felt like a few days had past since your band hit the charts, but in reality it had been weeks, and for Alessia, it felt like months.
Eventually, she decided to confront you about it. She sat you down for what felt like an intervention and she read you a letter she wrote, expressing how alone she had felt and how concerned she was for you, whilst sniffling softly in between sentences, sending shivers down your spine. She ended the letter with some sort of ultimatum: you had to change, or she’d leave. You completely broke down at her words, promising to be better from then on. 
You knew you had to prove your promise, and you decided to take her on a trip the next weekend, as she happened to have the weekend off. You asked for time off from your band duties, which your manager wasn’t happy about, but you insisted you needed the time. 
The night before you were supposed to leave, your manager called you all into the studio with some news. He had booked you several new gigs, multiple of which were at venues bigger than you had ever played at before. You all cheered at the news, and your drummer stated that this called for a celebration. You politely declined, making everyones head turn to you in surprise. Your manager added that he could get you a private table at one of Manchesters most exquisite clubs, so you had to join for one drink at least. As it turned out your neglect towards your body also took a toll on your self control, so you agreed on having just one drink, which unsurprisingly turned into two, then three, and then another blur in your memory. 
You woke up the next day feeling like your brain was about to explode. You picked up your phone to check the time, and audibly gasped when you saw the many missed calls and texts, the last one from an hour ago being “Never mind, I’m going home. We’re done Y/N”. Fuck. Your heart broke as you envisioned her waiting for you at the airport, with her suitcase all packed, slowly losing faith in you showing up. You swiftly got out of bed, ignoring the pounding headache and nausea it caused, grabbed some paracetamol and a coffee and got into your car.
You knocked on Alessia’s front door as you nervously fiddled with the bracelet around your wrist. When there was no answer, you knocked again, or pounded, really. The door finally flew open but you weren’t met with the disappointed blue eyes you were expecting, instead a rather angry Ella stood in front of you. “Piss off.” She said. “Can I please just talk to her?” You pleaded. “I said, piss off!” Her yelling made your pounding head hurt even more. You looked at your shoes, contemplating how to change her mind, when a soft voice from inside the house came to your rescue. “Let her in Tooney.” You looked up, slowly stepping forward to get into the house, before a hand on your shoulder stopped you. “You know, I can’t believe I actually thought you were worthy of her. You’re dead to me now.” Her words hit you like a brick, but your focus was still on the other girl in the apartment, so when Ella let go of your shoulder, you swiftly moved into the living room, being met with the devastating sight of Alessia’s tearstained face. 
“Hi, Less, I am so s-” “Explain yourself.” She interrupted. “I- I can’t, I-” You stopped your stuttering when she suddenly looked up to you, eying your messy hair and the bags under your eyes. “Oh my god, you’re hungover again aren’t you?” “Well, yes. I am so sorry Less, I know I fucked up. Please let me make it up to you, we can still go on that trip, I will book us new tickets and everything, please.” You rambled desperately. “Is this supposed to mean something to me?” She said, sounding awfully bitter. “What?” You asked, your voice cracking. “Your apologies and promises. They mean nothing to me anymore. It’s all empty now.” You thought about what she said for a while as you sat yourself down. 
“You don’t trust me anymore, do you?” You asked softly “Well how can I, Y/N?” She sounded desperate. “Well if you can’t trust me anymore then what are we doing? Do you want to end this?” You blurted out, immediately regretting it, hoping she would jump in. She didn’t however, and the silence that followed terrified you. “Listen, Less, I love you, I don’t want to lose you. All I can do now is promise you I will try to be better, not just for you but for me too. I’m not being healthy and it’s draining me both physically and mentally, which you fell victim to and that isn’t fair. All I ask for is one more chance to prove myself. I won’t promise perfection, but I can promise to give it my all.” Your sudden revelation caused a silence as Alessia contemplated your words. “Please, Less, say something.” You pleaded, when the tension became too much for you. “I- I don’t know Y/N, I just need some space and time to think about all this.” “Yeah, okay, I’ll leave.” You said, getting up from the couch. You cautiously put a hand on her shoulder. “I am really sorry, Less.”
The next day, you didn’t call or text her, respecting her request for space and time. You waited until the next evening to go up to her house once more, stopping on the way for some flowers. “Hi.” You said as she opened the door, holding up the bouquet. She didn’t take it from your hands, which made your stomach drop. “Y/N what are you doing here?” She asked. “I told you I needed space.” She looked exhausted. “Yeah, you had all of yesterday and today to think right?” You said, confused. “You don’t get it, Y/N, I need some actual time and space.” She explained. “Oh, right erm, how much are we talking here?” You asked carefully. “I don’t want to see you or talk to you for at least 2 weeks. No calls, no texts.” She said before loudly closing the door in your face.
Waiting for two weeks doesn’t seem that long, however, in this case, it felt like forever. The agony of waiting for the woman you loved to decide whether she can forgive you after everything you did wrong really got to you, resulting in many sleepless nights, but you were adamant on using the time to both work on yourself and plan the perfect apology. Coincidentally, the first day you’d be allowed to see her again, would be on valentines day, and since you had neglected the romantic side of Alessia for way too long this was the perfect time to change that.
So here you were, sitting in your car reminiscing all of your mistakes, when a noise from the house you stood in front of earlier suddenly woke you up: Alessia. As she was locking her front door, you contemplated your next move. You had two options: leave quickly, with a chance of getting caught chickening out and thereby most likely ruining any chance you had left with her, or finally facing your fears and hoping for the best: getting your girl back.
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I hope to have part 2 out tomorrow, as it is the part that takes place mostly on valentines day. And maybe, just maybe it will have the actual Strawberry Song in it, that I wrote in a spur of the moment yesterday, but only if I gather the courage to actually post it, oops. We'll see I guess.
Update: Part 2 is out now (including the song I wrote!!)
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zatrinaxxx · 1 year
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FRIENDS DON'T LOOK AT THEIR FRIENDS THAT WAY.
Loak x fem! Reader[na'vi]
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♡[ Your friendship with Loak is so strong that when the Sully's are forced to leave the clan and Loak asks you to accompany him, you don't hesitate for a second to do so, he thinks that you are a friend who values his friendship very much, but you are not only value his friendship if not that you love him]♡
Warnings: none, pure fluff, mere friends to lovers,Jake comforts the reader, slight jealousy on the part of Loak (unwritten)
☆[ kind reminder, english is not my native language if you see any grammatical errors don't hesitate to say so. As long as they're nice]☆
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After months of learning the culture of the Metkayina you could say that the new clan is not bad at all. You met the avitants and loved the fauna and flora that surround them, but you didn't love the way you slowly drifted away from Loak.
Because unlike Sully's kids, the sea terrifies you. You come from a place where you can touch the bottom of rivers with your toes, but the further you go into the ocean the deeper the ground is, so every time there is a new swimming lesson you decline the invitation. courteous mind and you sit under a palm tree watching others enjoy.
But your gaze is always focused on Loak, your best friend and love of your life (although he didn't know he was the love of your life) romping and smiling with the youngest daughter of the clan chief. You're not jealous, you could never feel bad about something that had to do with Loak or his feelings.
And you don't hate T'sireya either, because she's not to blame for not being able to express the feelings you have towards your best friend. A small sigh escapes from you when you see how T'sireya touches Loak's chest, seeing the small smile that settles on his lips causes your chest to ache.- Why are you alone?- a manly voice behind you startled, you turn to see Mr. Sully, you give him a small smile and look straight ahead again.
‐I don't like the ocean‐ you murmur slightly.You feel it move next to you and you step aside, giving it a space under the shade.
‐But they are not in the sea - and it is true, the boys were sitting on the big rock which you did not know the name of yet - what happens? Has Loak done something to you?-
- No, everything is fine sir- you turn to look at him with a nod- Everything is fine‐
‐ I have known you since you were a child, I know there is something wrong precious - you direct your finger to the sand drawing small shapes in it ‐ I know that love is not easy, believe me, Neitiry tried to kill me - a laugh escapes from your mouth and covers your face while you laugh- you see, that's what I wanted to hear - Mr. Sully laughs.
‐I'm not in love,‐you mutter the little lie with your eyes on the sand ‐Loak and I are just friends.‐
‐ I never talked about Loak ‐ you frown realizing that you had screwed up and you sigh defeated, you feel the tears sting the corners of your eyes and you turn to look at him.
‐Are they obvious?- Mr. Sully puts his arm around your shoulders and nods.
‐ Even Tuk realizes the looks that‐ shake their heads at his words.
‐You mean the looks I give him? Loak only sees me as his friend, I dare say he only wants me as a sister-
‐ My son is stupid, quite stupid - he speaks looking towards Loak who is staring at you two, Jake smiles when he realizes this - But - his gaze returns to you - I'm sure friends don't look at their friends the way he looks at you‐
‐I'm afraid Lord, I'm afraid to tell him how I feel and our friendship will be ruined- you cover your face with your hands and Jake pulls you towards him.
- oh honey, I'm sure that won't happen- you cry quietly lying on your chest from Mr. Sully who caresses your hair with brotherly affection- That's it- he murmurs - Come on, you will accompany me to sharpen the weapons- you nod away from him, the older Sully stands up and offers you a hand helping you get up to get away from there.
But what you didn't notice was Loak's gaze on you, wondering what you and his father could be talking about.
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Part 2👆
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rowaelinsdaughter · 6 months
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𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖆 𝖈𝖆𝖓𝖛𝖆𝖘 (𝖋𝖊𝖞𝖗𝖊 𝖝 𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗)
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Second post of the day, omg. hope you enjoy this as much as i did writing it. WARNINGS: FLUFF, PURE FLUFF
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Your hands are stained with pencil, as are your face and your clothes, thank goodness the clothes were old. Sitting on one of the stools at the Velaris Art School, you looked again at the model in front of you, and added a few strokes that you needed to finish.
A few seats away from you was Feyre Archeron, your best friend and secret love. You saw how Feyre was just as stained as you, even more so, since she had the habit of touching her face when she thought. The light creates a halo and illuminates her elegant features. Her blue-gray eyes examine the model with the same intensity as a child when she discovers something new, notices your gaze and turns to look at you. Smile that way you love and you smile back.
The bell announces the end of class and you save your work to continue in the next class. Feyre is waiting for you at the door of the class to go change your clothes.
“How are you doing with the drawing?”
You let out a sigh. “I think it's good, I hope the teacher doesn't make me repeat it.”
“Don't worry, you're a great artist, I'm sure it's fine.”
“You're not good at lying, you know that?”
 “Who said I was lying?”
 "Leave it alone"
 An arm rests on your shoulders and Feyre pulls you closer to her body. "I love you"
Your heart shrinks a little because you know that it is not the same type of love that you feel, but still, you answer him with another I love you as you continue your way to the rooms.
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"I can not continue like this. Every time I see her smile at me or say something nice to me, I feel like my heart is going to explode.”
“First of all, stop walking, you're going to destroy my floor, and second, why don't you tell her?”
You turn to look at Cassian, one of your closest friends.
“Of course, as if it were so easy.”
“Yes, it's easy, you just have to tell her; ““Hey Feyre, I've liked you since we started, I'm crazy about you.”And that's it, it's that simple."
“No, it's not, because she's my best friend and if I tell her and she doesn't feel the same way about me, I won't be able to look her in the eyes again” You lie face down on her bed. You hear him get up from his desk chair and sit down next to you. “I will end up alone, in a half-demolished building living with 7 cats, which I will call after the days of the week because I have no imagination.”
“You are the most pessimistic person I know.”
"Don't help, Cassian"
“Have you thought that maybe she feels the same as you? Believe me, I've seen how he looks at you and that look is not how someone would look at a friend."
You turn to look at the ceiling of his room and Cassian takes your hand. “You deserve to be happy, Y/n.”
"I hope so"
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Cassian
      You can rest assured, Y/n still thinks you don't have feelings for her.
(recived)
Feyre
     Perfect, I don't want the surprise to be spoiled.
(recived)
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You were in your room getting ready to sleep when you received a message from Feyre asking you to come to her room. You put on a sweatshirt you once stole from Cassian and headed to her room at the end of the hall.
You gently knock on the door and hear Feyre's voice say you can come in. You open the door and seeing that the bathroom door is closed, you sit on his bed to wait.
You look at her room and notice the star-shaped lights hanging from the bookshelf where she has all her books. Different drawings and photos hang on the walls, and plants decorate different corners.
The bathroom door opens and you see Feyre come out. You notice how her hands shake slightly.
Feyre takes a breath and begins to speak. “I haven't told you why I wanted you to come, because it still hasn't sunk in that I'm going to do this.” You watch as she goes to her closet and pulls out what looks like a canvas wrapped in wrapping paper. “I've been making this painting for weeks, I was going to wait to give it to you at a special moment, but this is the perfect night.” Still sitting, you take the painting and, careful not to destroy anything, you begin to tear the paper and you don't expect what you see.
Your favorite painting, The Kiss by Gustav Klimt, but that's not what leaves you most surprised, instead of a man and a woman, you and Feyre are represented.
“Feyre…”
“I didn't know how to tell you that I like you, so I thought this was the best way. Recreate your favorite painting and add us both. Besides, today it's been two years since we met.”
Your eyes fill with tears. No one has ever done anything like this to you and the best of all is that she loves you, and not just as a friend. You look up and see the blush on her cheeks, highlighting her freckles a little. You leave the painting next to you and stand up to hug her so hard that you almost fall to the ground.
You hide your face in her neck, inhaling her scent of lilac and pear, and you notice how her arms close around your waist. Her hand caresses your hair gently, like the brush when creating on the canvas, or the touch of a feather. You don't know at what moment Feyre directs you to bed, leaving the painting on her desk, to lie down on it.
When the tears have stopped falling, you separate yourself from her neck to look into her eyes and see that she is already looking at you. And those eyes... you could get lost in them for years and never want to leave their universe.
With one hand you caress her cheek and instantly she pulls away. “Your hands are cold, don't even think about touching me.”
“That's because I'm cold, smartass. How little you take care of your girlfriend"
The word comes out of your mouth without having thought about it first, but Feyre just smiles widely and then grabs the sheets and covers you with it.
“That's a lie and you know it. I always take care of you”
You roll your eyes but your smile gives you away. Feyre is like a mother when it comes to your health. You caress her cheek again, this time with your warm hand.
“I love you”
“I love you more”
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tags: @danikamariewrites @throneofsapphics
all rights reserved to ©rowaelinsdaughter. no tranlations allowed. no copy theme. don not copy my work.
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obriengf · 1 year
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55 with royal Thomas seems like a must
send me a character and a prompt for a scene blurb ~ (6/10)
ARRANGED : for both muses to date or marry out of convenience.
this isnt the best but take it please x
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You revelled in the serenity of the Royal gardens; an abundance of botanical species of every possible shade was surrounding you with joy, the gentle springtime air making your skin settle with comfortable warmth. It was a welcomed change to feel such peace after times of uncertainty - a game of ambiguousness when it came to matters of the heart, and the ownership of one’s hand. To love but not have was the source of your endless nights of aching, alas it all changed when realisation struck, and you were finally betrothed to the boy that once promised to hold your heart forever. Harmonies of singing birds echoed through the grand space, and it was easy to become mesmerised by how entrancing their song played - so much that you nearly missed the quiet coo of your name and the additional body standing close behind your frame.
Tender yet calloused hands were careful as they grasped your biceps, fingers squeezing with such delicacy above your elbows as a chin perched upon your right shoulder. Your eyes remained forward to overlook the beauty in front of you, but a smile still curled at your lips when loving lips pressed just under your ear. You hoped your future would be like this - so gentle, so devoted, affectionate, constituted - and it would be, for as long as Thomas remained by your side.
“Your highness.” You managed to say, your voice wavering as his lips trailed down the shape of your jaw. He grinned against you as a smile stretched over your skin, and you couldn’t stop the breathless sigh of contentedness that escaped you.
Thomas chuckled lightly, “M’lady. I still find myself even now, puzzled, over the luck that’d come my way and how I can professedly call you mine from this day onward.” 
Thomas’ ardor covered your back, a feeling of homeliness overcoming you as you slowly sunk into his hold and savoured the sensation of his body sheltering your own. He made you calm and comfortable, finally complacent in a world where you once thought would never turn in your favour. But now you at long last have the boy that gave you butterflies since your eyes first met, the boy that kept your secrets safe and offered a shoulder to cry on. He always was yours, only now the blessing has officially been granted, and you don’t need to shy away anymore from wanting to hold him forever within your arms.
“We’ve yet to be wed, Tommy.” You replied to him, a hand reaching behind you to thread fingers through his brunette locks. 
A gentle giggle caught your attention, drawing your sight across the garden to your handmaiden as she stared at you both joy, knowing just how fulfilled this betrothal had left you feeling. Your cheeks became dusted with pinkness, sudden bashfulness before a playful glare was directed toward her and she turned around to reinforce your privacy.
Thomas hummed against your neck, uncaring of who could see before he carefully spun you until your chests were flushed and your beating hearts thumped in coordinated rhythms. Calloused fingers were delicate as they pushed stray hairs behind your ears, and you could’ve sworn that the light was hitting him just perfectly - an angelic glow creating a euphoric image before you - prompting your eyes to shape like hearts and shine with every ounce of love you could muster.
He chuckled, once more, “It is true, our espousal is still unaccustomed, but it only makes it easier when I know that the love I feel is already very much present. I will have no predicaments, no hesitations when it comes to being with you, my sweet. It’s all I have wanted for as long as time can count, and now it’s been granted...” His voice trailed, face etching with such blissful disbelief as his lips tugged even further upward until his smile was near as bright as his golden hues, “Only good can come from this. From you. And I know that this sovereign will flourish under the reign of myself as King if it meant that I had you as my Queen.” 
Your chest fluttered under his words, his promise to keep you with him. It seemed as good as a dream, too good to be of truth; but the way his fingertips left fiery trails over your skin, as well as chilled goosebumps in their wake, it couldn’t make you feel anymore alive if it tried. 
“I’m sure that my words are ones of nothing new to your ears, but I do care for you incredibly much, Thomas. I love you with all that my heart can give, and I forever will.” You slid your hand over his chest, allowing yourself to feel the oddly steady yet hard thumping song of his heart. He copied your movements before fingers enclosed between your own, the pressure provoking your hand to now pulse with how melodic and passionate he was truly feeling.
Thomas’ eyes managed a softened glaze, his happiness tenfold, “And I you, my love. Forever.” 
Your hand grasped the material of his shirt, fingers scrunching at the cotton as your weight shifted to the toes of your shoes. You stood taller, only slightly, but enough to bump the tip of your nose carefully against his and feel the slight warmth of his breath as he sighed in contentedness. Lashes tickled over your skin as they fluttered, slow to close as you wanted to savour the beauty that he wore so well. Not that you could ever forget.
Pillowed lips brushed; they grazed and they teased like footwork to a dance. They didn’t quite join but it was the chase that built the funny sensation in your stomach and you didn’t dare want it to end. It wasn’t until the boy took the step and pressed his lips to tenderly against yours that you felt your shoulders sink and knees grow weak. 
Thomas allowed his spare arm to circle behind your back and pull you against him, his kiss sliding between your own as he cherished such moments of solitude and serenity. It was desperate, holding so much awaited emotion that it needed to spill out before the future king simply exploded. It was deepened by the prodding of your tongue and the welcomed gasp that lit Thomas’ veins on fire. 
If time could stand still, if this picture was frozen in place, then Thomas could swear that he wouldn’t want anything else from this world. You were more than perfect enough. 
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sunlightandsuffering · 6 months
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ME BISH MEEE
I LOVE THIS ASK IT MADE ME LAUGH LOL!! Here it is tho, it was longer before and I had to rewrite this part, i'm not sure if it's as good as it was originally but i'll never know bc I can never read it again 😭😭 but hopefully y'all like it!!
“Erennn,” Mikasa whines from the booth, demanding his attention and Armin shoots him a meaningful look, god he’s so easy to manipulate. It’s barely been ten minutes since they’ve barricaded her in, demanding that she finish at least two cups of water, a mission she’s currently dawdling at. “‘Min you can’t be that easy, she’s a master manipulator.” “Erennnnnn,” she wails again from behind him and Eren sighs. 
“But she seems so upset, are you sure she’s okay?” “She’s fine,” Eren tells him, taking another swig of his beer just as his phone goes off in his other hand. He checks it out of pure curiosity because who the fuck is texting him at this hour that isn’t at the club with him right now. Of course, it’s Mikasa. 
And as his eyes slip over the wall of text he almost drops the phone because it’s so filthy, so explicit he might just have to wash her mouth out with soap for the message. “Mikasa,” he chastises her, quick to power down the phone before Armin can see.
Her little head pops up from behind the booth where she’s splayed across the plush red leather, and she sends him a mischievous smirk. 
“We haven’t made any headway on our list Eren.” “Shut up,” he smarts back, turning to Armin before he can question too much, “She’s doing fine, she’s being a fucking brat actually. 
“Hey,” Mikasa pouts, affronted and Eren cuts her off before she can say anything too incriminating. Distracting her instead with her arch nemesis: the water glass. “How is drinking your water going Miki?” She shuts up, but him and Armin both watch as she begrudgingly takes a sip of the mostly full glass of water. Like a little gremlin her hand comes up to snatch the cup from the table, before disappearing to bring it down to where she’s lying on the booth. She makes an overexaggerated noise of disgust as she sips on it and Eren sighs. 
He turns back to Armin, gesturing towards his pain in the ass of a roommate, “See, brat.”
“I think you’re being too harsh on her Eren.” “You baby her too much.” “Erennn,” she goes back to whining his name dramatically, wanting his attention. “Drink your water Mikasa,” he directs and he hears her sit up for another swig. She makes a disgusted face before flopping back to her beloved booth where she’s borderline napping at this point. 
“It tastes awful, why do I have to drink this?” “Because I just had to rescue you from the girl’s bathroom where you were puking your guts up, you need hydration.” “You’re so mean.” “Yeah, well that’s what two hand grenades and absolutely no water gets you.” 
“It seemed like a good idea at the time,” she mumbles to herself, her hands drawing imaginary shapes in the air as she lies on the booth. 
“I’m sure it did,” Eren patronizes her. 
She glares at him, popping up from her booth to slump over onto the table, “If I drink both of these will you let me go dance?” “I’ll consider it.” “I’m gonna go,” Armin tells them, setting his now empty glass down, “I think i’ve done my due diligence.” He leans over, pressing a quick kiss against Mikasa’s temple and she preens at the attention. “You say that,” Eren grumbles, “But you’re not the one who’s gonna have to deal with getting her home.” Armin laughs, giving him a gentle pat to the arm, “Well that’s your job as her roommate Eren.” “Not what I signed up for.” His phone buzzes in his hand and he looks over at Mikasa and she’s looking away, a secretive smile on her lips. God she’s ridiculous, even more so when he reads the text. 
You should come over later.
“Mikasa,” Eren replies aloud as Armin disappears, “Baby we live together.” She scowls at the reminder, “Wrong person.” 
Oh what a fucking brat. “Don’t make me come over there.” “Hah,” she scoffs, “I’d like to see you try, my big bad roommate will stop you.” 
“Oh my god,” he whispers to himself, he cannot believe that this is how he’s spending his night. Abruptly, he turns back to the crowd, still barricading Mikasa in from the corner of the booth. And suddenly there’s a call, Mikasa’s sweet little face popping up on his phone and he sighs as he picks up, “Baby what’s up?”
“I miss you,” she mumbles, tearful now and Eren sighs, “Miki I’m right here.”
“There’s this guy ‘Ren and he won’t let me leave, he’s scaring me, I want you.”
Eren struggles to repress his smile now as she goes on, because really it’s not funny, she’s borderline crying into his ear because she’s scared that some big scary guy is trying to take her away.
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blurryvxntage · 1 year
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little blurb/hc of dad!punz? there’s not enough of dad!punz, so like how he would be around the kids stuff like that (feel free to add as many things to it and take you time:)
-Saturn
i am always down to write literally anything punz. he is my main man 😔❤️
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Your daughter had decided that she wanted to be an artist. She could not be persuaded to do much of anything else other than paint and draw. Punz always liked when he was given the opportunity to be creative so he was absolutely soaking this up.
It was early in the morning, the sun had barely come up but your daughter was bright eyed. The door of your bedroom creaked open, followed by little footsteps making their way in.
Your daughter pulled on the comforter situated on the edge of the bed. “Dada, I want to draw.”
Punz turned on his side to lift the small girl into bed with the two of you. Your daughter settled in between you and Punz. Your hand reached out to tame the blonde hair that had turned crazy with sleep.
“It’s so early, honey. Can we draw a little later?” Punz tried his best to make a deal. He loved spending time with her but he had just barely woken up.
Your daughter threw herself into her dads chest, looking up at him with the cutest face that he could not deny. “No.. I want to draw now!”
Punz sighed, looking at you for help. When you closed your eyes to ignore him, he knew that he was stuck.
The two of them sat on the floor of the living room, papers and crayons strewn about in their small circle. Your daughters drawings consisted mostly of scribbles, some shapes were easy to make out.
“Dada, look! It’s the playground!” Your daughter held up a picture to her dads face, the paper was covered in all colors of the rainbow.
“That looks amazing, sweetie!” He smiled. Punz’s drawing was a messy sketch of a city street. He still wasn’t fully awake, not being completely able to focus on his art.
“Hang it on the fridge?”
Your daughter was smiling, showing off the baby teeth that had come in. Punz nodded, never being able to say no to his little girl.
He lifted her up into his arms, carrying her and the drawing over to the fridge. He grabbed a magnet and gently placed the piece of paper in the center of the fridge. Punz thought it looked nothing less of perfect.
Your daughter cheered, pushing her head into her dads chest for a hug. Punz wrapped his arms around his sweet girl, giving her a warm hug while he admired her work.
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crownoflillies1 · 6 months
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For Your Pleasure - Part 1: Breathless
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Pairing: m/f both nameless
Word count: 908
Summary: This is part one of a collection of smut and erotica stories I’ll write. Most will be nameless so anyone can insert themselves.
Tags/ warnings: 18+ this is pure smut and filth!! ❤️
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"Fuck" he whispered against her ear, his hips snapped against hers, burying deep in her. His right hand grasped her own right hand and pinned it above her head. The other wrapped around her waist. Just above the curve of her ass, drawing her higher in the air, closer to him,allowing his cock to slide deeper.
She groaned then gasped, her free hand dragged those fragile nails down his back, leaving more raised lines along the ones from earlier in the night.  His subconscious warned him they would hurt tomorrow at work, but he couldn't care less about it now. Not while she writhed under his grasp. Her body tried to roll her hips down, away from him. He wouldn't let them, fingertips digging into the soft flesh of her hip. Bruises would no doubt pepper her skin in the shapes of his fingers tomorrow. God, her body bruised like a peach. He loved and hated it; loved knowing his marks tainted her, hidden beneath her clothes while he watched her at work. A throb pulsed down his length still sliding into her.
Warm lips pressed to his neck, working the skin into her mouth, sucking, hoping to leave a red spot. A quiet groan built in his throat. It slithered into the air and he ducked to nuzzle the connection of her neck and shoulder, desperate to muffle his noises. Her warm, slick cunt clenched around him. Almost, almost pushed him over the edge. No. He ground his teeth together. Panting through his nose wafting hot puffs across her skin. Wait, please let him enjoy this a little longer.
Pulling back, he forced her to wrench her lips away from his neck. Their eyes locked. His pace slowed. Rough, deep thrusts, hitting her deepest spot. The way she loved getting her cervix pounded sent heat through his stomach. Along with her gasping breathes.
"Yes, there, please, don't stop," She begged. How could he refuse her? No matter how many times, how many nights he slid into her, he couldn't refuse. Releasing her trapped hand, he stabilized himself by planting his now free hand on the bed right beside her head. He repositioned once more, allowing his thumb to brush her cheek and the side of his palm pressed to the bed. Ungodly slaps filled the room. His cock pistoned in and out, careful to never change his angle.
"You feel those little electric sparks?" He rasped to her, voice a hushed sigh. She always mentioned them when they weren't fucking, how much she loved feeling them, and how good he made them zap up her stomach and spine almost every time he pushed her cervix with the tip of his cock. She nodded, eyelids sliding shut. Not on his watch. He slammed his cock hard into her, forcing a strangled gasp from her throat.
"Keep you eyes open baby girl, tell me, do you feel it?" Those last four words he punctuated with a hard deep thrust each time he spoke.
"Yeah," she breathed.
"Good," he whispered, lowering his head, his breath tickling across her lips. His thrusts fell back into the ever perfect rhythm. The pink tip of a tongue poked out between his own parted lips.  Ever so easy his tongue traced up her top lip, dipping down and back up around her cupids bow. Her breath raced, puffing against his exposed tongue, drying what little saliva coated it. With one wide swipe he traced her lower lip before finally capturing her whole mouth in a kiss.
The pace of his cock faltered. His mind couldn't keep up with the two actions. Her lips caught him in a blaze. A fire filled his chest, the warmth of her dry lips working against his own. Static raced up and down his left arm, still wrapped around her waist. He slid his arm away and let her drop to the bed. A motion which allowed his cock to slip out of her warm embrace.
No move made to reenter her crossed his mind. Instead, he concentrated on forcing his tongue into her mouth. Her tongue fought against his own. A low growl simmered deep in his chest. Fed up with her defiance he sat up and back on his knees. One hand guided his cum desperate cock back into her begging cunt. He thrusts reckless into her.
"I'm gonna cum," he groans.
"Cum, baby."
He kissed her once again. "Where?"
"Inside again."
Nothing could hold him back. His balls tightened hard, almost painfully before cum rushed up his cock and emptied into her. Shallow thrusts help milk him until his orgasm subsided. Panting filled the room, each of them hearing their own racing hearts in their ears. He slides out falling hard beside her on the bed. She rolls over and lays her head on his heaving chest. He leans down and pressed his lips into her hair.
"You're incredible as always," he chuckles. She echos his own chuckle with one.
"As are you." She tilted her head up to look at him. "As much as I want to go one more time, we do have to sleep for work."
"You're right," he agreed. They both smiled at each other before kissing one last time. Her breathing slowed before his own giving her away she fell asleep. Without disturbing her, he pulled the sheet over their naked bodies, closing his eyes to sleep alongside her too.
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angel-jada · 1 year
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1NC0M1NG CH4T FR0M . . . . . RORONOA ZORO
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✩ F0RUM N4M3 . . . . . KUNOICHI
✩ F0RUM C0NT3NT . . . . . the slightest hint of sip zoro, the story of how you met the strawhat crew ( and your swordsman ), f! reader, you’re a badass, Luffy saves you, nothing too crazy
✩ 4UD10 R3CS . . . . . I WANNA BE YOURS / arctic monkeys
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I can’t believe I didn’t account for this. I am such an idiot.
You knew the creak of a disembarking ship all too well, which only told you that the Strawhats were back way before the estimated time.
This is the last time I trust Kovu with gathering intel.
Sighing, you placed the rolled up prints of poneglyph in their respective tubes, then tied them to your back, silently ducking into the shadows when hearing footsteps outside the door.
You were currently aboard the Thousand Sunny, the flagship of the Strawhats, trying to steal their poneglyph prints for your boss.
It was a simple job, too. They were docked at some random island for supplies, the reindeer that was left behind to watch the ship had fallen asleep, and it was broad daylight.
No one would suspect a thing.
You should’ve been back on land by now, handing over the prints and finally breaking free from his abusive reign.
This job was your ticket to freedom.
Yet Kovu just had to fuck shit up.
I can’t stayed holed up in this room forever. They’ll get too far from land.
With a huff, you slowly opened the door, happy to sense that no one was around.
I need to find a way to get to the back of the ship. I can jump from there, and probably swim back.
You ran lightly towards the stairs, happy you went barefoot for this mission instead of using your getas.
There was no possible way to get back there without being seen, so the least you could do was be fast about it.
You were up the stairs in a blink and now running straight for the gigantic cannon-looking thing attached to the back of the boat.
Almost home free.
For the first time in who remembers when, you smiled, freedom just in reach.
Until it wasn’t.
“YOHOHOHOHO! Um, guys! There’s a lovely lady that is trying to sneak off the ship! AHHHHH! SHE HAS THE PONEGLYPHS!” A skeleton man shrieked, landing in front of and blocking your easy exit, drawing a sword from his cane.
Dammit! Time to try the front!
You back flipped, twisting yourself in the air so you landed the opposite way, allowing you to book it in the other direction.
“You can’t be serious!” an redheaded woman exclaimed, running up the steps and to the back deck with a small orange and white staff in hand.
Cat Burglar Nami.
She ran at you, the staff extending into something much larger.
She swung, aiming for your head but you dropped into a side lunge, using your extended leg to sweep her feet and knock her on her ass.
You grabbed her staff as he was distracted, squeezing it by accident. Out of nowhere, it extended impossibly long, shooting you into the air.
Luck may be on my side today.
You smirked as you flew up the side of the mast, getting about halfway up before planting your feet on it, running up the rest of the way.
You managed to get to the yard, perching yourself so you could look for another form of escape, when you sensed something.
Nico Robin.
You jumped off the yard, grabbing onto it like a monkey bar just as four pale arms sprouted from the wood, attempting to grab you.
“Whoa! That’s so cool!” a giddy voice exclaimed from below.
Your gaze slowly shifted to the deck below, only to see that trademark hat, and the notorious man that it rested on.
Strawhat!
You could sense another attack coming your way so you swung yourself as if you were on uneven bars and let go, flying into the air.
“Is she nuts?! She’s gonna kill herself from that height!” a large man with weirdly shaped blue hair exclaimed from below.
Cyborg Franky.
The swing was too short. You wouldn’t go overboard.
Curse these heavy cuffs!
One silver cuff was attached to each of your ankles, their being there out of your control.
Noticing you were getting dangerously close to the ground, you imbued your legs with some haki and landed safely, creating a small crater on the grassy deck.
As the dust settled, you realized you were surrounded by Strawhat, Zoro, and Blackfoot.
Shit.
“GAHHHH! SHE’S SO GORGEOUS! LOOK AT HER SHORT KIMONO!” Sanji shrieked as his eyes turned into hearts and blood shot from his nose.
Despite the blonde man’s...awkward display, you sensed another pair of eyes on you, so much so that it practically burned.
The Pirate Hunter?
The second you turned to him, your heart caught in your throat.
You had seen his face on his wanted poster a few times before, and you’d be stupid to deny that he wasn’t a handsome man, but looking at him in the flesh... the pictures didn’t even begin to do him justice.
And before you even realized, the two of you locked eyes, and in an instant, it felt as if your legs turned to jelly.
A warm, fluttery feeling spread throughout your stomach, and it felt as if everything else in the world had stopped.
What is this? Was I poisoned?
Just going off his glare, you could already tell that most cowered under his gaze. So why were you reacting this way?
You mentally slapped yourself.
You have to focus.
“You. What are you doing on my ship? And why are you stealing Robin’s poneglyphs?” Strawhat asked seriously, his face quite the contrast from his giddy expression before.
You sighed.
There was no way you could lie out of this mess.
“I am a kunoichi of Iguro clan. And I have been ordered to steal your poneglyph prints,” you stated, your tone firm.
“Any idea why?” Nami asked, her and the rest of the crew walking over.
“None. I am left completely in the dark,” you shook your head.
Your expression quickly turned determined.
“But I do know that this final job is my one way ticket out of hell, so peacefully or not, I’m leaving.”
You lowered yourself into a fighting stance, glaring at Strawhat as his lips grew a smirk.
He cracked his knuckles. “Alright then.”
“Luffy you better not hurt her!” Sanji fumed from the side.
Using your haki, you peered into the near future to see him punch you with an extended arm.
Can’t have that.
“Gum Gum Pistol!”
You tilted to the side, avoiding his hit with ease.
The entire crew gaped, save for Zoro.
Strawhat’s grin grew even larger, if that was possible, and wound up both arms.
A barrage of fists.
“Gum Gum Gatling!”
The barrage came quickly, but you dodged just like the first, flipping, lunging, and performing splits to dodge.
Imbuing your arms with haki, you grabbed one of his arms, harshly pulling him towards you. And like a bungee cord, he came, and you slammed a flattened hand into the pressure point on his neck, knocking him out.
“Luffy!” the crew exclaimed.
Zoro quickly drew two of his swords and ran for you, so you immediately dropped his captain and drew your own katana, meeting his two with a loud clash.
He smirked, which made that fluttery feeling return to your stomach. “I see you use Ittoryu.”
You smirked right back. “I’m knowledgeable in the style, yes.”
The both of you pushed off, returning to your stances before running at each other again.
Swords flew through the air as the both of you met the others attack perfectly.
You lunged into an attack, but he blocked it yet again, so you hook the outstretched foot to his ankle, deepening your lunge to pull him down.
He grunted, doing everything he could to keep his stance planted and balanced, so you imbued your foot with haki, and he did the same for his.
He seemed almost amused at the fact that you were still pushing your sword against his, openly showing that you were incredibly close to him in strength.
Not even Tashigi could do that.
And not only was he amused by the woman in front of him, but in silent awe.
Sure, your beauty was what caught his attention first. You had every feature that a woman would kill for.
Smooth, chestnut skin, plump lips, beautiful hip dips and curves, and beautiful (e/c) pearls, that looked as if they held galaxies in your glance.
But now that he saw your fighting prowess and raw strength along with it, well you could say you had him hook, line, and sinker.
You still kept strong, keeping your sword firm in it’s place as the Pirate Hunter continued to push down.
That is, until the pain equivalent of a thousand lightning bolts stemmed from your ankles, and you let on a cry of pain.
No! Not now!
Zoro realized this and quickly pulled away his swords before the electricity could be conducted to him.
You dropped your katana, falling over as you held yourself in agony, muffling your shouts of pain on your forearm.
“What’s wrong? What did you do to her, marimo?!” Sanji asked, yelling at the green-haired swordsman.
“I didn’t do anything to her!” Zoro fired back, glaring at the cook.
He didn’t know why, but seeing you in so much pain made him hurt. It was a sharp pulling feeling, as if his heart was on a string connected to you.
“The shocks seem to be coming from her ankles,” Robin pointed out, everyone’s attention turning to the cuffs that adorned your feet.
“How do we get it off her? ‘Cause that looks super painful,” Franky asked, grimacing at the sight of you writhing in pain.
It was then that Strawhat got back up from the ground, looking at you with a blank face.
“Oi, (y/n), can you hear me?” your boss asked, his voice coming from the cuffs.
“Shit,” you cursed, weakly trying to get up.
“I’ll take that as a yes,” you could practically hear his smirk of the other side.
“Lemme cut to the chase. You failed your mission, plain and simple. So you know the consequences.”
Your eyes went wide and tears threatened to spill as you realized what he meant.
“No!” you emptily gasped, trying to speak through the pain. “I’ve...I’ve worked with you for 10 years! My debt is paid! We had an agreement!”
“You stupid girl!” he shouted. “I was never going to honor our agreement! You’re too good of an assets to pass up! You will work under me for the rest of your pathetic, little life!”
The ship went dead silent, the Strawhat crew looking at you sorrily as tears poured down your cheeks.
10 years of your life, gone. All because you believed the word of a pirate.
He was right. You really were a stupid.
Painfully, you turned to Strawhat, who looked over the situation intently.
That’s when you got an idea. And settled on it in a blink.
Down on your hands and knees, you bowed your head to the captain, the rest of the crew letting out quiet gasps.
“Strawhat, I...hnnggh...I apologize for knocking you out earlier and...un-understand that I am in no place to ask you for such a favor but,”
You lowered your head to the ground, accepting that you would have to die in a state of embarrassment and weakness.
“Please kill me.”
If you thought the crew was shocked before, they were flabbergasted now.
Even Zoro.
“I’ve wasted the last 10 years of my life with that monster. And now that there is no end in sight, I do not wish to live.”
Strawhat kept the same neutral face as he slowly approached.
You took a deep breath, smiling as you realized your suffering would soon be over, and the bliss of nothingness would welcome you.
But it never came.
Strawhat instead walked past you, silently, and you understood.
I should’ve known.
Such a favor couldn’t be done for someone who just stole from him.
Suddenly, you felt the weight release from your ankles, and the shocks stop.
Your eyes shot wide as you lifted your head, snapping your head around to see that Strawhat had broken off the cuffs for you.
“Hey, guy! I don’t know if you can hear me anymore, but know that (y/n) is under my protection! And she won’t be paying back your stupid debt anymore!” he shouted into the broken pieces.
The small stream of tears that were rolling down your cheeks were now complete waterfalls.
In one motion, a man that you had just met, a man that you tried to steal from, had set you free. After 10 years of hellish torture, you were finally free.
But you still tried to compose yourself, sniffling as he turned back around to face you.
“Why didn’t you kill me?” you quietly asked, looking away from the man.
His smile grew into full on grin. “All you needed was a little help, there was no reason to kill you.”
Your eyes went wide.
There was no way. This had to be a trick.
“Next time just ask.”
Your ears perked at that part.
“Next time?” you asked.
“Oh, yeah! I meant to ask. Do ya wanna join my crew? It’d be so cool if we had a kunoichi!” He cheesed.
You were shocked to say the least, looking over the rest of the crew’s faces to see that they were smiling as well.
Never before had you been met with such kindness. He wasn’t even getting anything in return.
You sniffled, clearing your throat. “I would like that,” you smiled, looking down at the ground.
And as he cheered, and ordered Black Leg to cook a banquet in celebration, you wiped a stray tear from your cheek, looking up to the clear, blue sky.
Strawhat Luffy would never know the bounds of your thanks.
You could never repay him.
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