#sotd 2023

[sixftmp3]

sotd!!! YIPPEEE WAHHOOOOOOOO YEEEEEEAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#sotd 2023 #ALL THIS ATTENTION'S INTENTIONALLY CRUEL!!! #Spotify

[theluxuriansecret]

07062023

8:30 pm

I want to take this time to acknowledge how far I've come in my process of growing and healing. Taking the time to confront all the things that have held me back for so long has been liberating and I am so grateful that I get to feel all these emotions and go through the journey of realizing my habits and thought processes that hold me back. With that being said, I am now learning that I do not have to heal alone. I do want to spend the rest of this year not in a relationship, and I have worked incredibly hard to get to this point where I am not entertaining multiple guys and just working on myself which is good. Am I ready to integrate someone into my life, my schedule, my routine? No. But I do not want it to last forever. I am going to enjoy it right now, and I am enjoying it. But one day I would like to find a person who is kind to everyone, and respectful, and generous and helpful. I want someone who see's me, hears me, appreciates me, adores me. And I truly will not accept any less.

Now that I feel like I've gotten past the worst of my traumas, at least for the most part. I am ready to put some serious effort into myself, and become a BEAST. It is GRIND time. I also need to explore more and put more effort into doing this that I like and I enjoy. I've been saying that for a while, and it is important to get necessary rest.

I'm still working on finding a good balance, which is taking time but very worth the time and effort. So, Cheers to more. <3

SOTD: Charismatic by Hailey Knox

#dear diary #online diary #journal #secret diary #2023 #journaling #secret journal #growth #spotify #sotd #charismatic #hailey knox #personal blog

[starberry-skies]

oh b4 i forget 11/12/23 song of the day: keep you safe by the crane wives

"time is not your friend, time is not your enemy" and "no amount of fear will keep you safe" changed the composition of my brain

#chirping #jupiters sotd🎶 #nothing worth doin' comes easy is also very very good #the crane wives my beloved #this album esp <333333 #november #2023 #Spotify

[lordtheodorexiii]

#sotd #zach honest #rap #2023 #honest content #Youtube

[clemencie]

“hold me down”

by Noname. Sundial (2023), Track #02 © Noname, Inc under exclusive license to AWAL

#Youtube #Noname #music #hip hop #sundial #2023 #Noname inc #awal #sotd

[flawless-imperfections]

4 August 2023 song of the day

#song of the day #experience #ludovico einaudi #accidentally missed 3 sotds my bad #2023 #Spotify

[alcnek]

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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ jan 11 2024

SOTD

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checklist

❀ made my bed

❀ skin care (2x)

❀ brushed teeth (2x)

❀ strength training

❀ learned korean slang

❀ started editing a video

reflection

today slayed!! my skin looked so good! and i had very good food! didn't work on physics today bc i felt like i needed a break. finally began editing a video i had in my camera roll from 6 months ago.

also i ran out of floss. AND i barely noticed that i wrote the year as 2023 in my last 3 posts (they're fixed now).

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#Spotify #alcnek daily #wonyoungism #it girl #self care #that girl #self improvement #becoming that girl #self love #dream girl

[kkoii3]

sotd 22nd december 2023

cocteau twins - heaven or las vegas (1990)

genre: alternative / indie

influences: dream pop , gothic rock

#song of the day #cocteau twins #alternative #indie #indie music #alternative music #dream pop #gothic rock #music #song #songs #90s music #90s #new music #spotify #playlist

[wickymicky]

top ten songs of 2023

1. Newjeans - Ditto

surprise, surprise. here we are lol. yes, this song came out in December 2022, but it was late in the month, and technically it was a pre-release track for a song that came out in January (which was OMG), so technically its official release was 2023 haha

but anyway... Ditto is perfect. it's not just the best song of the year, i think it's also my favorite kpop song of the 2020s so far. maybe my favorite kpop song ever, though i feel like i still need more time to make that decision haha.

nothing affects me the way Ditto does. it's like weapons-grade nostalgia. you could use this as a nostalgia weapon if you wanted to kill someone with just pure raw nostalgia. it hits me like a truck, man... all i can think about is how life could have been different...

the music videos are amazing too. people had all these theories that they were about parasocial relationships but i dont think that's true, i think they're about nostalgia. the main character, Heesoo, is shy and copes with that by listening to music, specifically Newjeans. but she starts to grow up. little by little, she starts running away from the members, who represent her childhood. she asks out the boy she has a crush on, she breaks her camera with all her memories, etc, and their presence fades from her life, she grows up. and at the end of Side B, adult Heesoo, now much older, finds her old videotapes and watches them. she's overwhelmed with nostalgia. she sees the tape where the members come in through a door and immediately the same scene plays out in real life, they enter her door physically. that's not real obviously, but its a metaphor for the memories rushing back to her. she's immediately transported to where she was at that time in her life. she realizes that even though she grew up, she never lost that part of her. at the drop of a hat, she's back. and it's nice

would i like the song this much without the music video? yes. but does it still help overall? yes of course. it'd be my SOTY either way, but i think this context and artistic vision for it is what helps it be SOTD, song of the decade.

Ditto isn't just good by kpop standards, like some songs on this list. it's just good by any standards. Ditto is important to me.

(and Side B)

#2023 list #newjeans #ditto

[its-just-a-spark-but-its-enough]

Song of the Day 01/07/2023

Sonder - The Wrecks

Sonder (noun): The profound feeling of realizing that everyone, including strangers passing in the street, has a life as complex as one's own, which they are constantly living despite one's personal lack of awareness of it.

First of all, this song is a BANGER. The drums and the guitar and the vocals all go so hard. The main singer has this sort of growly rasp that just sounds so nice. I love the softer bit in the middle and how it contrasts the intensity of the rest of the song. There’s a really fun build up, in my opinion. This man’s voice just is one of my favorites.

Favorite Lyrics

All I wanted was some proof, that you cared about others

All I wanted was proof, that you understand sonder

Idk man, something about it just tickles my brain. Sonder is such an interesting thing, it’s hard to wrap your head around

Long nights, hard fights

Hold tight, we'll make it through

Starlight, street signs

Alright, it's all for you

Long nights, our nights

Soft like the month of June

I just love the rhyming here and the imagery. Soft like the month of June, man

Final Takeaway

One of my favorite songs right here man. It’s just such a banger. This is an excellent screaming in the car song. This band is incredible, and I can’t thank the person I’m dating enough for introducing me to them. I actually got to see this song live with them!! 12/10 show, I would absolutely recommend seeing The Wrecks in concert if you ever get the chance. Firm believer that every wlw should have an emotional support boy band and this is mine.

Bonus, check out the acoustic version!

Check out the 2023 SOTD Playlist!

#the wrecks #sonder #music rec #spotify #song of the day #sonder by the wrecks #song rec #alternative music #boy bands #pop punk #<- kinda #comfort songs

[sixftmp3]

SOTD!!! DING DONG PANIC AT THE DISCO IS DEAD!!!

#sotd 2023 #STREAM IDKHOW

[theluxuriansecret]

Dear Diary 01042023

8:37 pm

So, I was working today and I was wondering why I thrived in chaos. Now that the holiday season is over, the store has reverted back to normal, and boy was I not prepared for normal. I didn't work there prior to the holiday season, so I didn't realize how little business they actually got. Today was fucking brutal.

I hate when I can't distract myself. I hate when I have moments of silence to myself. I believe that is what drives people to work. Because they don't have to think about literally anything else but what they're doing. I was miserable today. I worked the same section that I worked yesterday and so there was nothing to do because I went all out on my section yesterday, but I didn't think they'd put me back in the same section as yesterday. All I could do was be in my head, about j... about working there, about my goals.

I'm having a hard time thinking about how much free time I have. I want hobbies, but I don't know how to find one. Just trying new things? I wanna read so bad, and I have two books I'd like to read but how can I read when my head is so full of thoughts. I literally can't have a moment of silence or I go insane. I'm going insane right now. I want a job on campus so bad, but I want it to be an office thing. Also, I don't know if they'd let me because my GPA is sooo fucking low. The lowest my GPA has probably ever been in my whole life.

Sometimes I feel like I got it all going for me, I have all the plans, I have all the things I want to do and then I can't execute. It's so embarrassing. I know it's starting to get bad when I start thinking "why do any of us do any of this?" I've been trying to keep the mindset like "I know I didn't ask to be here, none of us did. But because I was given this life, I might as well choose to live" But it gets so hard. It gets so hard to keep this positive energy around when I feel like there is negativity around me allll the goddamn time.

I asked a friend if she felt like it was her year this year and she said "no, just feels like another year. You're just in a different phase than me" I wish I could've asked her what the fuck that means. A different phase? I feel this year becoming very lonely for me. And I think I need it. Last year I worked on all my friendships, but more than anything zi need to work on my friendship with me.

SOTD: energy by tyla jane

#dear diary #sad #lonely #tyla jane #music #music suggestions #spotify #2023 #january 2023 #journaling #song of the day #sotd #secret journal #online diary

[atimefordragons]

RANI MAIN HU TU MERA RAJA JODI APNI GHAZAB LAGE ISHQ KARUNGI MAIN ITNA JYADA PYAR MANGEGA HAR DAFFE.

☾♔; November 20, 2023 ☾♔; 10:53am ☾♔; sotd: Chaleya (from Jawan) ☾♔; cotd: Gojo Satoru ☾♔; High Fashion Layout, I Guess, IDK ☾♔; Birthday Playlist/Miseries

𝐓𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞: lyrics from "Faraatta", too lazy to translate

my yearly birthday playlist set, lol. I have no idea what's going on with this, I was trying to reflect my Gojocoping/Jawan whoring mood, but idk. Oh well, whatever.

It's been a shitty ass birthday month this year. We had plans to go to Laudree, but everyone's sick, so we can hardly go and cough on everything. There was the usual family + bestie crew for the dinner party, I made everyone watch Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham. A non-usual crewmate, my mom's old bestie came to visit and stay over, and mixed with the shittyness of the month and being sick, I got more pissed off than usual about it. Because she came, the sunday plans to go to the mall with dad and cousin to buy OUR birthday gifts (cause all of three of us, plus my bil next weekend, all are nov babies) were abandoned cause my mom made dad take her and her bestie to costco for whatever. Like, we had to adjust all our birthday plans multiple times this month cause everyone's been sick af, and that is unavoidable, but this uninvited guest was avoidable! even if we didn't end up making it to the mall or wherever, it would've been cause WE were too tired or lazy, not because some fucking rando wanted to go somewhere else. like, this lady has 3 grown ass kids, all living in the same damn city, but she chose to invite herself over to stay the weekend of MY birthday. I didn't fucking invite her and at least this time of the year I should get a choice about it. I am being petty about it, but it's my birthday, I get to be petty. The lil cuz and I were gonna buy like a gojo plushie or a pochita for her, and finally some Sumeru merch at Sukoshi, and lush and sephora, and I was SUPPOSED to finally get my new phone this weekend. I actually need it now cause the back of my phone is coming off, and there's no time this week cause MORE guests, and this time it's my dad's shitty ass youngest brother (like okay, as a fellow youngest spoiled child, I understand why he's like that, but he's a 40-50 year old man, grow up my dude). //////////////////sigh///////////////// lowkey should've taken up my sister's offer to spend my b-day, bil's b-day, and american thanksgiving with them, but papa and me let our passports expire and it's too late now to make it in time for the events. lolz.

IT'S BETTER TO BE A VILLAINESS https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0P6UvecbhiqwnwFEvjwSmz?si=f12ee4888dbd467d

All Senses Clear, All Existence Void - HOYO-MiX

Zinda Banda - Anirudh Ravichander, Irshad Kamil

Queen of Kings (Italian Version) - Alessandra

Targaryen Theme (Epic Version) - Samuel Kim

Rani's Intro Theme - Brianna Supriyo, Dev Arijit, Antara Mitra

Faraatta - Anirudh Ravichander, Arijit Singh, Jonita Gandhi, Badshah, Kumaar

Bad Blood (Taylor's Version) - Taylor Swift

Surasthana Fantasia - HOYO-MiX

Veer-Zaara Part At Station - Madan Mohan, Javed Akhtar

Tere Vaaste - Sachin-Jigar, Varun Jain, Shadab Faridi, Altamash Faridi, Amitabh Bhattacharya

Wildest Dreams (Taylor's Version) - Taylor Swift

Thunderings of the Merciless - HOYO-MiX

Dracarys - Ramin Djawadi

SPECIALZ - King Gnu

Levitating - Dua Lipa

Maasi Theme - Anirudh Ravichander, Heisenberg

Shall We Begin? - Ramin Djawadi

Ishq Shava - A.R. Rahman, Raghav, Shilpa Rao, Gulzar

Blank Space (Taylor's Version) - Taylor Swift

Dance the Night - Dua Lipa

Nephrite of Deshret - HOYO-MiX

Reign - Ramin Djawadi

Not Ramaiya Vastavaiya - Anirudh Ravichander, Vishal Dadlani, Shilpa Rao, Kumaar

What Jhumka? - Pritam, Arijit Singh, Jonita Gandhi, Ranveer Singh, Madan Mohan, Amitabh Bhattacharya

Ladki Badi Anjani Hai - Kumar Sanu, Alka Yagnik

#urstyle #mine #high fashion layout #squarezy layout #playlist #preamble ramble 2.0 #spotify

[citriarchive]

idt i did SotD yesterday but whether i did or not. you're getting two. /threat

AYYY WE GOT THE FIRST GHOST (LIKE THE BAND) SONG POG and it's one of my favorites bc i'm basic but listen sometimes i need tobias forge to tell me my soul isn't tainted even though i've been told so, okay

And the other one is actually relatively new to my life, it came on my Spotify DJ for Wrapped 2023, BAD LUCK! by Jhariah

this is a fucking bop and i need to listen to it more and find a playlist or seven for it

#; the citrus speaks #; citrus jams #two for the price of one! #Spotify

[alcnek]

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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ dec 29 2023

SOTD

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checklist

❀ made my bed

❀ skin care (2x)

❀ brushed teeth (2x)

❀ floss

❀ hair+body shower

❀ wrote >500 words

reflection

i forgot to track my macros :( i had tasty food tho (my partner sent me food ♡). today was more of a comfort day i think.

anyway, didn't get as much done as i had hoped, but that's okay.

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#Spotify #alcnek daily #wonyoungism #it girl #that girl #becoming that girl #self care #self improvement

[kkoii3]

sotd 24th december 2023

twice - doughnut [2021]

genre: jpop

influences: city pop , j ballad

#song of the day #twice #jpop #kpop #city pop #christmas #music #songs #song #playlist #spotify #Spotify