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Unfortunately, Ghost finds you before Soap does.
Ghost yanks you by the elbow, cuffs around your wrists, dragging you to an unmarked military vehicle, pistol in hand.
"Where are you taking me?" you ask him.
He shoves you into the back seat and slams the door, gets in on the other side and starts the car up. You right yourself, having been shoved hard enough for your ribs to bounce off the leather seats.
He answers without looking at you. "The base." Curt, cold, and pissed. He drops the gun barrel-down into the cup holder.
"We just left the base."
"Huh. So we did." He keeps his eyes on the road. "Ain't that funny."
There’s a chance he’s not 141. As if there’s some other brick shithouse of a man who wears a skull balaclava around.
You shift in your seat. "What do you want from me?"
“Nothin' that'll feel good, I can tell ya that." He rests his elbow on the center console. “We’re gonna have a long talk."
"And then what?"
“Dunno. Maybe a bullet. Depends on how much you piss me off. Got a lot of questions to ask you first.”
Great.
You look around. This isn’t a police vehicle. Barely a military vehicle. There’s no barrier between you and that gun in the front seat cupholder. But you’re not an idiot. He knows you won't go for it, too, but he wants you to try.
You lean back, looking out the window at your side. "You can still turn yourself in. You don’t need to resort to hostages.”
“I made my choice. Not a difficult choice, considering how corrupt Shadow Company is."
“Orders are orders.”
“You always follow orders to arrest your friends, no questions asked?”
“When there’s good reason to.”
"Good reason, my ass. You're just a mindless dog, doing whatever Graves says. You think he'll protect you from the consequences of his actions? He'll toss you to the wolves in a heartbeat if it means saving his own sorry ass."
"That's not true."
"It's the mercenary way, innit. Sell yourself to the highest bidder and tell yourself orders are orders."
You brace one boot on the other, slowly working one foot free from inside. "Military’s the same. Only difference between us is you're salaried."
“I fight for a cause. Can’t say the same for your line of work. All you know how to do is gun targets down for cash and a little approval from your boss. Pathetic.”
Your heel slides loose. “No cause is clean. You can’t tell me you’ve never seen corruption in your line of work. Or a bad call. Or an unnecessary death.”
He grips the wheel, glaring at you in the mirror. “Doesn’t make it right. Sure as hell doesn’t mean you turn a blind eye to goddamn betrayal in your own ranks.”
“Some bureaucrat in a suit fumbling the bag and trying to right wrongs doesn’t make us corrupt. Graves knows what he’s doing—"
"So you knew."
Your jaw snaps closed mid-sentence. Shit.
He's staring right at you in the rearview mirror, eyes so cold they could freeze the breath in your lungs. "You knew about Shepherd. Didn't you?"
You swallow, looking away from the mirror and out the window. Your left foot finally comes free, and you shift subtly to brace your heel on your right boot, beginning to work your right foot loose next. "Doesn't matter."
“You followed orders to turn on your own allies, knowing they came from Shepherd. Knowing all he cares about is covering his own mistakes." He grips and re-grips the wheel slowly, as if he's thinking hard about picking up that handgun and ending your life in a ditch somewhere. "Welcomed us into a slaughterhouse for a fistful of cash. Bet you sleep real easy at night."
You trust Graves. He’s never steered you wrong. You were doing the right thing by following orders. That mantra is stuck in your throat. You want it to be true, but then there’s Johnny.
Ghost hasn't mentioned him by name. The Shadows never found him—he got away—but you don't dare let yourself think about the implications of him being alive and knowing about you. You put it out of your mind as soon as the thought surfaces, even. You made a deal with yourself that you'd never dwell on it again. Much less ask his very hostile squadmate about it. You’re not about to offer your arteries up to a butcher.
"Shepherd is in your chain of command, too."
"Not anymore. You and yours made sure of that."
"You didn't have to defect. Commander Graves asked you to come quietly. You would've been fine. You didn't do anything wrong, right?” You hear an edge in your tone and blunt it back down. "You didn't have anything to hide. But you turned it into a firefight."
"You realize you’re defending the bastard that sold out me and my team. You think I'd lay down, let him put us in some jail cell to rot for the rest of our days? I've seen too many people follow orders, trusting that everyone above them has their best interests at heart. Seen more than a few of them get punished at the hands of men like Shepherd. I'm not giving him another chance to betray me.” You still feel his eyes on you in the mirror, but you don't look. "You never once stopped and questioned what you were told to do? Or did it not matter because your loyalty was to your company, not the right thing?" His voice is flat. "That's the difference between me and you. I don't look for excuses to feel better about my actions. And I damn sure don't turn my gun on my allies.”
Your stomach curls with discomfort. "You had a choice. You knew how this would end for you."
"Rather be a wanted criminal for the right reasons than a gun being pointed at whoever Shepherd wants dead. And wouldn't you know it--I'm in damn good company, too. Turns out sticking to a moral code earns you a little more loyalty than payin’ cash. But you want to know what the best part of being a criminal is?" He taps out an odd little tune on the wheel, but there’s nothing warm or cute about it. The loaded gun would be friendlier to contend with. “I don’t have to follow Shepherd’s orders. I’m free to deal with this little problem as I see fit, and no one can tell me I’m wrong. If I kill some mercenaries who would arrest me on sight, that's just the unfortunate collateral damage that comes with my newfound freedom and your buddies following orders."
You consider that for a long moment. “So when do you plan to kill me?”
"Depends on whether or not I like what I hear in the next couple of hours. Might change my mind in that time. Might not." He takes his hand off the steering wheel to lean back a little. The road is empty, stretching long into the horizon. "The more I hear you talk, the more I feel like shooting you just for the sake of it. But I've got too many questions for that, so..." He lets the implied you live for now hang in the air, then taps the wheel again. "We'll see how the rest of this convo goes."
You manage to slide your right heel free. You glance up to see him looking at you in the mirror again. Your heart skips. You think he's caught you. But he doesn't say anything, and you realize he's just examining you, mulling something over.
“I don’t know what you think I can tell you, but I don’t know anything,” you say.
“Why don’t you just stay quiet and think about all that stuff you don’t know. Maybe we’ll starve you until you talk; maybe we’ll grease your palms. That’s how you operate, hm?”
He’s trying to make you angry, make you take the bait, but you don’t. You know what you are.
You keep both feet carefully lowered into your boots so as not to rouse suspicion. “For what it’s worth, I’m sorry you and your buddy got hurt.”
That seems to catch him off guard. He frowns. A beat passes where he doesn't say anything, just watches you. Not angry or suspicious, just... calculating. "Not worth much. And his name is Johnny. But you knew that, didn't you?"
You look away. Ghost's cell phone rings.
The sound pulls his attention away from you. He glances down at the display with a frown.
"On with Ghost." A short reply. "Yeah, I got her. About three hours out." He glances at you once as the person on the other line says something else, but after a few more seconds, you can tell he's more concerned with what they're saying than with you.
This is your chance.
With his eyes fixed on the road, you silently pull your cuffed arms under you, lifting your feet deftly through the loop of your arms.
You glance down at the gun one more time. He’s holding the phone with his left hand; driving with his right. Still, even with your hands in front of you, you’re cuffed. You won’t have a chance if you go for that gun and he gets it away from you. It won’t end well.
Plan B, then.
You push your feet back into your boots and slide yourself behind his seat.
"Hey!"
Drill Sergent voice. Busted.
He hits the brakes, drops his phone, and reaches for the pistol.
You slam your feet into the back of his seat, sending him crashing forward and trapping him between the seat and the wheel. The horn blares. The car jerks and runs off the road.
Cuffed hands in front of you, you throw your weight against the driver's side door and grab the handle. He reacts, but not quick enough, his gloved hand snatching at the space where yours were a second after you get the door open.
You dive outside, crash to the ground, roll ungracefully away from the back wheels as they roar past, and use the momentum to get back to your feet. The car keeps rolling, driver's side door still open. It's still moving fast, and you landed hard. That's going to hurt in a minute. Not yet, though.
You run.
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esoteric-oracle · 7 months
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//long rambles ahead!
I think what really lingers with me about MDZS is that it's not a novel with a cathartic ending at all. It's a bittersweet story that leaves you slightly hollow. Yes, it's a beautiful and epic romance. It's a piece of social commentary interwoven with a love story and murder mystery. It's a cautionary tale. But it is also very much a tragedy. It's a story about being too late, second chances, and moving on.
By the time the truth of everything JGY and JGS did comes to light, it's 13 years too late. Everything that mattered has already happened. Jiang Yanli and Jin Zixuan are long dead. Jin Ling is still an orphan. Wen Ning is dead, and sometime in the future, his death will be permanent. Wen Qing was burned to death at the stake for no fault of her own. Nie Mingjue has already spent ten years in a no-doubt agonizing state of un-death, and Lan Xichen will have to bear the guilt of loving both Nie Mingjue and Jin Guangyao, and by doing so, forsaking them both. Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng's once-close bond is irrevocably broken, and the woman who sowed the seeds of resentment when they were still children will never face the consequences of her vitriol.
People sometimes say MXTX was too hard on the side characters, and only gave the Wangxian a happy ending, but what stuck with me after finishing the story is how… sad things are. Yes, Wangxian finally get the happy ending they've deserved for nearly 20 years - but at the same time, it's not a happy ending where the people who've wronged them get the consequences they deserve.
Wei Wuxian will spend the rest of his life haunted by guilt and loss, over what happened to Jiang Yanli and Jin Zixuan, over the loss of the Wen remnants. The rest of his years won't even be lived in the body his parents gave him.
Lan Wangji will spend the rest of his years wondering if he'd chosen to stand with Wei Wuxian when it mattered - would his son have had to grow up without his birth family?
Nie Huaisang is left wondering if his brother had been a little less trusting and had never taken Meng Yao in as a Nie deputy, would his brother have died a less wretched death? Would he have been forced to stoop to ruthless machinations and manipulations to seek some semblance of justice?
Wen Ning will have to live with the knowledge that if he'd been a little less kind, if he'd let Wei Wuxian and Jiang Cheng die that fateful day - his family would still be alive. The Wens would've won the war; Wen Qing might've even succeeded Wen Ruohan.
No one really gets the ending they deserve. MDZS isn't a story where good people get happy endings, and bad people get their dues. Sure, Jin Guangyao's crimes are revealed and he faces the consequences of his actions. But what about the people who stood by and made him into a monster? If anything, the side characters and antagonists who survive get better than they deserve. The real villain of MDZS - society - will never face retribution. Those cultivators who always believed in their own bigotry and righteousness over and over again, will never face justice.
Do you think those cultivators and the public will ever feel any regret for the innocent people they condemned to death in their own prejudice and blind self-righteousness? Do you think the people who gathered at Nightless City to call for Wei Wuxian's death considered for one second that he was the biggest reason they won the war? When the cultivators who sacked the Wen settlement at the Burial Mounds threw the bodies of the Wens into the blood pool, do you think that was a sign of shame?
Do you think Jiang Cheng will ever regret leading a siege on a small settlement of innocent farmers? Do you think he's haunted by condemning to death the same people whom he owes his life to?
Do you think those people like Yao-zongzhu will ever feel an ounce of remorse for so easily believing rumours and hearsay, and spreading speculation and vitriol about innocent people?
Do you think that unnamed cultivator out there will ever lose a single minute of sleep over smashing in Wen Popo's head?
In the years that follow, Wen Ning will have apologized a hundred times for lives he did not take, crimes he did not commit, because of the name he bears. People, both in-universe, and even readers, will condemn him for actions he could not help, for doing the right thing. But did Jiang Cheng ever apologize for killing his family? Did the Jins ever apologize for their horrific treatment of people in the labour camps?
People will continue to demand that Wei Wuxian apologize for causing the deaths of their friends and family. But how is Wei Wuxian meant to do that? No one ever apologized to him for taking his family away. No one ever apologized for condemning the Wen Remnants to death for crimes they took no part in. The Wens were his family too.
There's so much potential for bitterness and corruption in MDZS. Instead of saving everyone, Wei Wuxian could've stood aside and let the people who tried to kill him die. MDZS could've been a story of succumbing to hatred and grief, but it wasn't. MXTX could've gone on and on about how society wronged the protagonist, but she didn't. The narrative is one of forgiveness and moving beyond past grievances. The story chose to close the story on a positive note. I truly love that aspect of MDZS, where MXTX leaves just enough room for hope and love at the end.
A-Yuan will finally get his closure about the family he lost as a toddler. Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian get their happy ending together after being separated by nearly two decades by war, miscommunication, cruelty, and death.
Wei Wuxian will never regret protecting survivors of an attempted genocide, because it was the right thing to do.
And Wen Ning will still stand in the way and take a fatal blow meant for Jin Ling, despite everything the Jins and Jiang Cheng did to the people he loved.
Because they chose love. Characters like Wei Wuxian and Wen Ning and Lan Wangji have the chance to move on and live a happier life because when they could've succumbed to hurt and fury and resentment, they chose to be kind and do the right thing. Wangxian get their happy ending because they learn to recognize the toxicity of the cultivation society's self-cannibalizing prejudice, and chose to pursue righteousness above personal benefit.
MDZS isn't a story about good people getting good things. Just look at what happened to Xiao Xingchen. There's really nothing satisfying or cathartic about everyone's fates at all. There's no promise about society facing the consequences of their mob mentality or Wangxian actually changing the world together. Even in TGCF, for all its makings of a love story, we get the promise of societal change once Jun Wu is deposed.
It has all the makings to be a tragedy or tale of vengeance of epic proportions - but instead, it's a love story. It's a story about making the best of what you've got, and staying true to yourself and your morals, even if that's sometimes a bitter pill to swallow. It's a story where everything that could go wrong went wrong, but the characters still managed to fight their way to a better ending by choosing kindness. At its core, MDZS is a testament to choosing compassion over cruelty no matter how tragic and hopeless life gets, no matter how long the journey gets. Even though the happy ending is more personal and only applies to the specific characters, even though we don't actually get the promise of their society becoming a better place - we still have the hope that Wei Wuxian's second chance brings. The hope that sometimes, no matter how cruel the world is, some people who deserve it still get their happy endings. That's what makes MDZS such a memorable work of art. That's why it stays with you.
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yuhhmcdonalds · 1 month
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Vox dating headcanons
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Type: Headcanons,Romantic partner,Romantic
Warnings: mentions of stalking and vox being possessive.
A/N: Requested by a friend! Enjoy!
When it comes to dating vox, he can be very possessive. Like those cameras or drones that he has? Yeah no doubt he will use them to stalk your every move and make sure you don’t try to cheat. Will watch you as you leave the building.
Uses his television head to select videos based on your mood. When you're feeling down, he'll recommend something comforting—and when you're ready for a laugh, he'll suggest your favorite comedy or memes.
I feel like vox would have like millions of tvs in his room but he specifically wants you to watch on his cause like Imagine you're vox and basically he can still see in that screen, he'd be basically just see you staring at him for hours apon hours if yall watch vids that long- and idk he just likes having your attention all to him
If you were to mention something that you desire but cannot have due to it being too costly, the next day he would unexpectedly surprise you with it as a gift. his willingness to buy whatever you want is no secret. His generosity knows no bounds, and he takes great pleasure in seeing the happiness that gifts bring.
So if you've been browsing online shops and you find yourself wanting something, don't hesitate to let Vox know, because chances are, he'll make sure you receive it. But also let him know that he is loved and appreciated for the person he is, and not just for his money.
One of the things that he is particularly firm about is his wish for you to stay away from Alastor, whom he feels might take advantage of you or manipulate you for his own purposes. Vox cares about you deeply, and will do everything in his power to ensure that you are not put in harm's way.
He becomes protective when someone attempts to impress you and win your affection, and he can't help but feel possessive and jealous when another man tries to win your attention. While his reactions may sometimes seem over the top and a little bit possessive. I mean it’s so obvious when some random dude that you don’t even know just buys you a drink.
Probably calls u “my love”, “my dear” and “sweetheart” stuff like that, just depends on that day and his mood.
When he has time, he'll probably dance with you if he's in the mood. He might just randomly pull you to the middle of the room and start swirling you around in an elegant waltz.(like that one scene in hazbin hotel ep where he started to dance with val-)
If you get hurt by someone, he'll literally track down whoever hurt you and make them pay. He'll be like a raging bull, out for revenge no matter the cost. He won't care about the consequences, or who stands in his way. He'll just keep going until whoever hurt you has regretted their actions.
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olichat-reads · 3 months
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Imagine | Betraying Villain Bakugou as an Undercover Hero
Villain!Bakugou x ProHero!Reader
Summary: you were a pro hero sent undercover to get close to & gather intel on the notorious villain Dynamight. What you didn't account for was to fall in love with the man you were meant to take down.
A/n: basically undercover cop x mafia boss inspired hehe.
A/n: this was meant to be a proper fic but its been sitting in my drafts for SO LONG as just a concept so this will just have to do for now :')
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You have to tell him.
The longer you wait, the worse it is for you. It won't take long for them to get to you.
To get to him.
Your fists clenched around the covers at the thought.
You can't let that happen.
You won't.
Bakugou Katsuki- or better known as Dynamight was a name well known by the public as the ruthless villain ruling the underworld with an iron fist whilst fitting into the facade of a very accomplished CEO.
He was notorious for his dirty ways & illegal businesses, never bothering to hide his darker persona from the world, making sure everyone knew to fear him. Yet, the authorities never had enough proof to arrest him, never able to trace his crimes back to him, his organization too clean & flawlessly managed to reveal any dirty work below the surface.
Thats where you come in. An undercover pro hero sent as an innocent civillian to get close to him & investigate from the inside.
Who would've guessed on the inside you'd find a grumpy teddy bear of a man instead of the demon of Musutafu. You learned he wore facade over facade. Despite knowing his CEO mask wasn't really him, you discovered he wasn't really the heartless criminal either.
Bakugou acknowledges that his hands weren't clean in his business deals, he knows he isn't all good, but over the time you spent together, you learn that he isn't all bad either.
Because how could the man who visits the orphanage he grew up in be all bad?
How could the man- insisting he only visited to see his Ma Inko that raised him out of obligation and not because he got attached to the little hellspawns at the orphanage, despite always relenting to play with them every single time without fail, because they were annoying, as if he couldn't just walk away if he really wanted to- be as evil as they say?
How could the man that consoles little kids who were nervous to have a new family so gently and softly, that they will be loved, deserved a place to call home, and promise he will make sure they were happy and safe, be totally heartless?
Falling in love was not the plan.
Nor was having the big bad crime boss fall in love with you.
It was most definitely not in your plans to adore the man snoring peacefully next to you while you silently lose your mind, as much as you did.
Looking over at him, his head pressed against your hip, arm draped over your thighs, his chest rise & fall in slow breaths, you couldn't help the smile that tugged on your lips.
Who knew the big scary, angry man whose explosive demeanor never fails to shaken people's hearts everywhere could be so..
Adorable?
He looked so harmless burrying himself further into your side, pulling you closer as he mumbled your name in his slumber, the action making you melt.
You twisted your body just a bit to bury your hands into his deceptively soft hair, letting fluffy porcupine spikes tickle your cheeks as you let yourself be pulled closer by the sleeping mobster.
And who would have ever thought the person who got him to open his heart was the same person sent to bring him down.
How ironic.
You clenched your jaw at the thought, freeing your fingers from those gold strands to fist your palms so tight your knuckles turned white, as you tried to control yourself while still being mindful of the sleeping Bakugou snuggling for your warmth.
You wanted to protect him. To keep him safe. For him to be free and happy. No matter the cost, even if it meant dying by his hands.
You've thought about it. Of course you have. You knew the consequences of revealing yourself to him, your initial motives and the fact that you've been betraying him, all the while the cold, hard man fell in love and trusted you enough to offer his heart.
He would kill you.
You knew that. You hurt him, even if he didn't know it yet. Broke his heart, & betrayed the trust he found so hard to give to just anyone.
There was no doubt he would kill you, and take your life as compensation.
Yet, you've made up your mind. You'd have nowhere to go. Even if by some miracle you get out of this alive, the HPSC would hunt you down. Your life was over with either way.
How strange.
To think dying was the least of your concerns.
As you run your fingers gently through his hair again, unable to placate your twitching fingers, Bakugou slowly stirred awake, soft red eyes fluttering open to blink up at you, before he broke into a sleepy smile filled with so much pure love and adoration you had to choke back a sob.
No. Dying was a show of mercy. Nothing would hurt more than having those warm eyes currently staring at you like you were the best thing in the world, turn cold. No torture would hurt more than having to live, knowing the man that used to attack you with the sweetest kisses whenever he came home, the man that clung to you like a baby koala while you cooked, the man that loved you despite knowing you weren't perfect, would come to hate you.
That was what would break you.
You were certain. Death would be welcomed in comparison to the alternative. Death would be worth having those red eyes only ever look at you the way he was now.
"Hi."
"Hi, you."
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a/n: ohhhhhh mafia au my beloved
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gangplanksorenji · 6 months
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A star illuminates brightly (and then, it collapsed)
Pairing: Kep1er Yujin x Male Reader
Word Count: 7,987
Part 1
A/N: Hello again, Orenjideul and I'm here for another fic featuring Yujin! Really thought of making the past fic with Yunjin a oneshot but a thought in me really wanted to bridge them together to see where it'll end up and here it is! Hope y'all enjoy this and thanks for reading!<3
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Your mind can’t let everything disappear like a bubble—every moment savored and imprinted onto your brain for a reason. That moment rotted you, damned to your entire existence until the end of time yet it made you feel a certain connection you’ve never felt before—more like an intimate one.
You’ve never felt so good after feeling her walls clenching around your shaft and the absolutely hot mess you’ve made between her legs—it clouded your mind, lightheaded by the thought of everything happening within just minutes.
Such impurities are pulchritude in nature—bound to break limits of defining beauty because you've been enlightened that there’s more than that.
Huh Yunjin and her capabilities… You fell under her spell, lured you into her trap and you absolutely dive into the ocean of lust that you’ve been longing for and now you’re fucked.
Sure, the both of you will be safe from anything since “no one” heard the profanities let out in the puny room yet consequences will be implemented… but not just yet, and you now face the spine-chilling sternness of her visage and the wrath of hers—your class president, the ace of the class and commonly known “The Rabbit Angel” because of her being so down-to-earth and insanely beautiful features.
Yes, as perfect as she looks and she sounds, you can’t deny, everything in you becomes enveloped in fright once she thuds her arms onto the desk and faces you with a serious face, her tone dead-deep and urging you to answer.
“So, both of you really did that? Inside the university’s premises?”
“I’m s-sorry, Yujin. Yunjin is to really b-blame here—”
“Shut up! I don’t wanna hear your excuses, nor what Yunjin’s about to say either. It doesn’t matter if Yunjin’s mother is the president of parent’s organization—I don’t fucking care, alright?”
You nod as you gulp nervously as you never saw this side of Yujin—a complete opposite of her usual sunshine and bright persona but now you can just see the beast taming you.
“Now answer me, what did the both of you think was a good idea to have some sex in a bathroom? Alone near the corridors and the hallway where everybody can hear! You guys—” Yujin punches the desk with a loud thud as she walks away meters from you. A frown becomes evident on your face as you feel the fear in you coursing up your veins because Yujin is infuriated with your own actions. Even if she’s turning back against you, you could tell how furious and serious she looked as you slowly felt the regret of your own sin.
“It was all just an accident, Yujin—I swear—”
“Oh please, will you shut the fuck up? I'm thinking of something…”
That earns a puzzling face from yours, anticipating and unsure on what trick she pulls up on her sleeve. A girl like her is far from readable—possibly, a book nigh-impossible to be deciphered yet possible to know what's in store.
“Also, why am I even here? I need to see my friends—”
She rushes towards you, grabbing your necktie as she faces you, striking daggers towards you as her eyes defy anger as the beast inside her is nearly being unshackled from its restraints. 
“You're here so I can discipline you, understand? I'm doing my job as the class president and I'm also protecting your reputation and I can also make it the opposite within just the snap of my fingers… So, will you bear with me and shut your annoying mouth or lose everything, here and here?”
God, those eyes—it's mesmerizing, captivating to say the least yet it's laced with rage. You can't help but gulp nervously yet you won't just sit here and make yourself powerless against her almost-violent approach of “disciplining” you, in which, of course, you didn't like.
Choi Yujin probably doesn't discipline and lead the class like this, or, is there just a beef between the both of you? Or Yunjin? Is she jealous that she didn't—well, those thoughts weren’t going to lead onto something or somewhere… Or is it?
You nod dumbly as an immediate response as she glares at you before squinting her eyes in dismay. You still need more answers on why she needed you here, even though it's obviously for the fact of doing such sinful things inside the university's premises but her invitation is vague, leaving you clueless and perplexed.
“But Yujin, why am I still here? You already taught me about dealing with this and how things may end—”
“What did I just say?”
“But there's no more of a great point of me being here, Yujin! Can't you just—”
Yujin pins you at the wall with her minuscule arm as she glares at you, fuming with anger. She's definitely not liking your immediate retaliation from her advances and proceeds to tame you down but you won't give up a fight like this, not unless you get a valid answer about why she's still making you stay in this empty classroom.
“Shut the fuck up you little prick! I will say when you're leaving and everything will be at my own accord, do you understand?”
Slightly smirking and hitching a breath as an indication of a possible giggle, you lousily approached the situation whimsically in which she didn't like.
“Sucks to hardly decipher a girl like you, Yujin. You're clearly just blinded with power and nothing else. Are you really the class president, Yujin?”
Her fists on her other hand curls like it's about to take up on a fight, getting really irritated with your mocking. You know how you can easily break her, like a fragile twig and there's more tricks up in your sleeve that you can use against her. 
“I don't really know why they would elect you as the president if you're just manipulating people under your own “management”. You're such a bad example—”
She tightens her grip onto your chest as she stares daggers towards you, her eyes threatening you and scaring you as she also has more tricks that she plays under your game.
“Say one more thing about me and I'll show the recording to the university dean. Don't try me, asshole.”
Your pupils dilated as you were utterly shocked once Yujin called you an “asshole”. Of course, you exaggerated it as Yujin berates you, swearing at you with a tiny voice that you rather find cute than threatening.
Even when she's fuming and boiling with anger, she's still cute and pretty—well, you can't blame yourself because it's really true.
“Ohoho, wow! Getting bolder are we, Yujin? Now you're just threatening me with your fake evidence and calling me an asshole? Is Yujinnie getting a little mad right now, hm—argh!”
“You're so annoying! Shut up!!! I'm really showing this to the dean and do you think you can stop me? One more mock or any stupid shit and you're reputation and Yunjin's will be fucked.”
“Like you have a true and convincing evidence—tch, you're just making things up, Yujin—come on now—”
While you're mocking her again, Yujin immediately plays the recording of the intense sex sounds uttered by you and Yunjin inside the restroom as you couldn't believe what you're hearing.
As much as you want to deny and claim that the recording is faulty and made just to destroy your ego and reputation, it's more than real and it's really the both of you groaning and screaming the most sinful things possible. From pet names, degradation up to the most intense flesh-clapping sounds of sex, it's really obvious that it's the both of you but a clever idea came into your mind knowing that it's not only Yujin who's playing the game strategically well, but also, you.
“What's wrong, hm? Can't talk cause' you thought the evidence I'm holding isn't real? Yeah, so fucking try me, asshole!”
Your demeanor immediately changed once she mocked you with your own medicine, making you taste it and it’s bitter—it corrupts your brain and it makes you bitter. You hated it but you can’t just give up your reputation like this, not without her being on the same boat as you.
“What’s t-that?”
“Huh, you think you’re the only smart one here, Yujin?”
“Give it to me you stupid bastard!”
Yujin tries to reach for your phone in your pocket as she was deemed unsuccessful, you being too swift with your reflexes. You laugh at her helpless despair, trying to reach for your phone but can't as she gets pissed off, her expression now laced with venom towards you.
“Do you honestly think you're the only one with the trick up on their sleeve?”
“Give it to me you crazy asshole! I swear to god I'll show this to the dean and you can't do anything about this!”
“Oh, it's just fair~ Yujinnie—you show this to her and I'll leak this to social media where everyone here on this campus will hear how you verbally bullied me. Isn't that a great deal, hm?”
Well, at this point, it's just another whole mind game that has been breaking out as they will try and benefit themselves while the other will be utterly ashamed, and their reputation destroyed within a matter of minutes. The both of you glared at each other with Yujin having the fiercer one, obviously as she whimpers and yells in anger, pissed off with your own game as she's the one to break down first.
“God, I hate you! Argh!”
She throws a crumpled paper ball onto you as she kicks the cabinet slightly, frustrated and irritated towards you. She then looks at the window, gazing at the horizon, over the mountains as she crosses her arms, feeling the urge of a deep reflection. You, who's puzzled, decided to not interfere long enough with her own doings as you wanted to leave, knowing that there's probably nothing more to talk about as you start to respect her boundaries, and herself too, not just because she's the class president but as a person.
“Then I shall leave then, Yujin, okay? It seems like our small meeting here is done and don't worry, as long as you keep or better, delete that recording to yourself and no one else, I'm deleting this recording of mine, too, okay?”
You waited for seconds, hoping for a response escaping her lips but there wasn't anything. So, without any time to waste, you reach for the doorknob only to be stopped with a faint, melodical voice that was no other than Yujin.
“No…”
“Uhm—what do you mean, no?
“I'm sorry…”
Yujin then faces you, her eyes glistening with her faint tears as she probably felt bad throwing slurs and swears at you, possibly provoking and hurting you. You know Yujin is so down-to-earth and soft-hearted, her persona of being selfless and caring and her being elected as a president is evident enough to know she's one defined like an angel but you could never be so sure—the other thought in your mind thinking that she's maybe just guilt-tripping you onto making you weak and fall under her spell with her being too pitiful and for you to be gaslit as being the “sorry” one, not her.
“I d-didn't mean to say all of those words to you. Please j-just delete the recording and I won't say anything…”
Still being skeptical, you don't want to be tricked into losing everything so you still wanted to play her game.
“I'll delete it when I get home, Yujin. Don't worry, I will—”
“No, delete it where I can see it. Right here, right now—please… I'm sorry…”
And yeah, your heart isn't stone-cold either to feel the sincerity of her apologies, let alone her pouty, cute face encouraging you to obey what she wants but you know that it's sincere, the saccharine tone of her voice is enough of an evidence
With the built-up guilt of remorse and the feeling of being disrespected by her, you feel hesitant and want to outsmart her but you feel that everything's going downhill because of what sin you've done and you felt the utter guilt that no one could've ever felt.
“Press it, Yujin.”
“Are you for real or are you just—”
“Do you really think I'm playing games with you? Just press it…”
Well, it appears to be that she's hesitant even though it's literally a glowing red button that says “delete” appears on the screen of your phone. Well, you can't blame her as she's in the same boat as you.
With enough persuasion and letting herself be convinced, she pressed the button as a smile slowly appeared curling on her face as she's satisfied that you don't have any evidence of her provocative and verbal behavior towards you. It later followed into a smirk as she faced you and thanked you but of course, you're not the only one leaving in defeat here—Yujin should taste her own wrath.
“Hey, it's just unfair that I deleted mine and not yours.”
Yujin's demeanor quickly changed as the sunshine turned into cloudy mist—a dark, nimbus-filled one. Of course, she's trying to outsmart you as you were to her but there's nothing to play anymore as you wanted to be fair with her. Left with no other choice, she pulled up her phone and went onto the files where she saved it and of course, for a fair and identical ending, she did the same on how you made your evidence get deleted by showing her phone to you and making you press the glowing red button.
“Happy? Now, are we all good?”
“Yeah, Yujin, definitely all good. Thanks for the time though, definitely didn't get wasted.” Your sarcasm was off the roof, making her frown as her lips pouted cutely from the frustration of lacking a big chunk of evidence that she would have shown to the dean to make your world in shambles. 
As you reached the doorknob, ready to pull it, Yujin's voice stopped you again as you irritatingly asked her why and what's the catch this time.
“Ugh, why, Yujin? Can you just let me go?”
Yujin smiles, her lips curling up into a smirk as she eyes your body and lastly, looking you dead in the eyes as if she's totally allured to you.
“There's one more thing on why I called you here…”
You're puzzled and confused, unsure of what's about to happen yet you won't let your defenses down in case she does or says something that'll provoke you and wake up your defensive side.
“What, Yujin?”
“Don't be so oblivious now, baby. Can't just leave a girl here with her needs unattended…”
Of course—of fucking course she'll say that and you're not really oblivious about it. For the record, you half-expected her to unleash her slutty side yet this never fails to perplex you in an utmost manner. Yujin, who's known for her caring, serious and selfless persona is now being the total opposite and you don't know if a demon possessed her or it's just the animalistic urges inside her that wants to give in to her carnal desires.
If this is a bait for another trap, you wouldn't fall for it but it doesn't help when Yujin strips off her uniform jacket slowly, teasing you and luring you into the point of no-return. 
“Please, baby—do I need to say more?”
Oh. My. Fucking. God. When she stripped the stupid jacket off, it tested your temptation on ruining her there and there yet you hold it in—it doesn't help that what lies underneath it is a white, long sleeve crop top with her necktie even longer than the top itself and her milky, slender midriff being the cherry on top—in which, you drooled all over the sight of it and thank god Yujin is oblivious about it otherwise you’re utterly done. As much as you want to turn it down as you don't have enough time to waste, this may even be the opposite of a waste as her invitingly hot figure turns you on.
“I see you looking at my waist, baby. Do you like it—”
Catching her off-guard, you went up and pinned her to the wall with your face inches close to hers as she gasped with your sudden aggression, her eyes encapsulating the emotion of fear and anticipation while yours ignited with anger and lust.
“Listen here you little shit—if you're playing with me right now and I absolutely know you are, I'm not the guy to fool with, okay, Yujin? Stop testing me because you don't want to see what's coming next.”
Your hot breath brushes on her lips which invites her to even convince you into her game. You know that you're definitely losing and once you give in, there's no turning back.
“Playing hard to get, hm?” Yujin doesn't give up as she pulls your necktie towards her and whispers seductively onto your ear, in which you don't retaliate as you involuntarily give in to your own lustful desires. “I know you want this so stop acting like a hypocrite, daddy.”
God, she knows how to turn you on—and it's not even a challenge for her right now. The pet name she used just sets your last string of defense into an absolute mess, breaking it. 
As much as you wanted to say about not wanting her now, you can't lie straight to your teeth about it and you're just proving yourself a hypocrite if you do—the dilation of your pupils and the flush on your cheeks is enough evidence to know that you're already feeling the heat onto your flaccid member.
“So, what is it going to be, daddy? Play the game until you last or admit it to yourself that you want to ruin me—”
“Okay, Yujin! You fucking got me…” You yelled as invisible fumes came out of your nostrils, exaggerating how irritated you are with this girl . “God, this girl…” Another backfire is directed to her as you were annoyed to her attempts of picking your locks, but this time, your voice is almost inaudible and glad to god that she didn’t even hear you saying it.
“Okay, okay—but it’ll just be quick, okay? Just five minutes.”
A pouty Yujin meets your eyes, almost if she begs for something she can’t resist about that she needs to allure you with her signature adorable expression but you won’t fall for that because you—
“I said what I said, Yujin. Five. Minutes. Only.”
“Ughhh—why can’t it be longer than that? Is it because you can’t last longer than five mi—”
She’s really testing you—testing your limits beyond your possible breaking point as you raise your arm, pinning her forcefully onto the wall as she smirks in anticipation and delight, delighted about provoking the hibernating beast inside you.
“Shut your slutty, little mouth, Yujin! I said what I said, okay? Hah, I even think you’re the one who can’t last that long and you’re probably dripping thinking about my dick destroying your insides, hm?”
 Once again, her demeanor changed as the neediness on her face became evident, slowly giving in to her carnal desires as she’s a few steps away from her desires being fulfilled.
“Hey, I was—gahh, oh my god—hah…”
“What was it, Yujin?”
A simple swipe onto her clothed crotch makes her weak, on her knees and it couldn’t be any better. You’re unfazed with her attempts to slow you down as you leisurely teased her until you felt the wetness of her core in which she whimpered as she wanted more but knows that there isn’t in any world you’re giving anything more than that.
Everything’s on your own accord now because you’re in control, not her, and you’ll let her know that.
“Sucks to be the one who isn’t in control, right, Yujin? Not the one with the higher authority?”
“Fuck—I want more! P-please, I want more…”
Of course, you didn’t fulfill her wants because you wanted to and it’s like she can do something about it—
“B-but, I’m the president—your president, so this is is unfair and—”
You snarl as the sound fazes Yujin, her eyes gleaming unbeknownst of what emotion it can underlie but all you know is that it encapsulates fear and anticipation, like right from the start. You know how stubborn she can get and how she’ll use her authority against your own accord yet you won’t give up just like that—you can outpower her and let her taste her own medicine.
“Well, do you want to get fucked or no? I can just leave here pretty easily, Yujin.”
“Wait!” Her tone is high-pitched and in full need as she doesn’t want this moment to be wasted, let alone with you as much as she despises you—in which, according to her and to you, is one-hundred percent hypocrisy.
You can feel her need, the need in her eyes—like how she wants it so bad to do it with you as those precious orbs tells you to ruin her to the fullest.
There goes the foreplay off and on is your desires, and hers, of course.
“Okay, daddy. Do whatever you want to me…”
And she let her defenses down, submerge into the abyss of submission.
There goes the heat of both bodies, slowly getting used to each other as both lips clashed of a sudden, with the message to convey to “fuck-like-you-meant-it” and the utmost urge of giving in to your animalistic urges until the miasmic smell of sex steams all over the classroom—and may the people using that classroom on their class may prepare their own noses.
Oh god, she's so ruinable—that thought lingers on your mind once you've saw her impeccably perfect figure: her tiny, little waist; her silken, porcelain skin; her luscious, succulent lips—in which, by the way, you're feasting upon right now_and lastly her beautiful face that's sculpted by the gods.
And as pure as she looks, it's such a great time to let her impurities out—such purities sullied by lust is the best way to break it.
Both of your tongues battle for dominance as if both are deprived for the taste of oneself and you love it as much as she loves it too. You ignored the sheen of saliva messing up your mouth as your deft hands course its way onto her waist and caresses the smooth skin.
“Love the way I kiss you, Yujin?”
“I do, but please—I need my pussy filled right now…”
The normal instinct is the utter dissatisfaction permeating all over her and letting her feel the sudden urge of not fulfilling her needs yet you can't help yourself right now because you want her.
“Well, that'll be just in a minute, Yujin…” You unbuckle your belt and give her a stern look which puts a chill down her spine. “For starters, you’ll be on your knees ready to obey daddy’s orders, okay?”
It’s partly rhetorical yet she nods and it doesn’t matter, she understands what’s going on and where this will go, as she should, the brilliant and clever Choi Yujin.
“And… help me out undress myself—the bottom one—and that’s two and lastly…” Even without being taught and with her swift movements, she already had your boxers down to your ankles as she was met with your already-erect rod that she instantly admired. “...you probably know where this is going since you’ve done this already, isn’t it right, Yujin?”
Another nod and there’s no breath escaping her beautiful lips knowing that it’s already all over your swollen head—
“Already thirsty for this, huh? Don’t worry, Yujin—they’ll be more than this later…”
Such an idyllic visage masks a sluttiness that can never be topped off, and with those eyes glistening with lust, you can't hold yourself from containing your profanities as a single touch from hers is enough to melt your heart yet someone stands tall and firm, and it's not anywhere beside you—
“There you go... Getting a little excited, hm?”
Such a sight to behold, her adorable façade contradicts the possible sins that'll unfold at any given moment and just herself on her knees, maintaining eye contact with you pushes you further at the edge—at the edge of no-return.
“Please, baby—I've been longing for this for a long while now.” Yujin's tone makes you hitch a breath and a shiver as she's way too submissive and you're loving it. Well, if nothing can bring her down as she's at the paramount authority, then maybe the hard rod between your legs can deem her powerless, against your own accord.
“I wa-want it, baby. P-please... I'll be your good girl and treat me like no one can…”
A kiss on the tip and a shudder is your response, her alluring action almost brings you down on your knees, breaking your dominant demeanor but you stand strong, letting her know who's in control and it's definitely not her—Anymore? For now? You'll see where this will go…
You caress her impeccable features that captivates your very eyes up to the silken strands of her hair to her pillowy cheeks as you feel those soft flesh hollow around your cockhead, the suction definitely making you think the most unimaginable things possible. 
Even with her caustic demeanor and her so-called bitchy attitude that made you almost boil you in anger, you can't help but adore it as it spices things up to the maximum extent, further arousing you. 
Maybe taming such brats will be your speciality, who would have known that?
“God—choke on it, you pathetic slut—you planned this all along, don't you? Fucking call me here to discipline me about having sex inside the campus' restroom when you yourself gives in to choke on some dick? What a hypocrite you are—”
Tug your hand onto that makeshift ponytail as she sinfully gags onto your whole length, forcing her immediately to take it whole just for you to fulfill your desires of making a mess on someone. A forceful gag makes a forceful cough in return as she ejects herself onto your throbbing length with strings of saliva still connected onto the mushroom tip.
“Wha—what t-the fuck? Aren't y-you supposed to—”
“Just shut up and take—this—cock like a good girl, Yujin. Your—ooh—throat is a toy after all…”
As much as her voice is soothing and angelic to your ears, you rather want your ears to be blessed with such an unholy sin: gagging, which it is called.
She eagerly reciprocates your aggression as her clever mind lets itself do the work by giving you the utmost pleasure with her frantic bobbing alongside your frenzied thrust onto her heavenly tight cavern.
The caldera must leak copious amounts of that saliva and you will do just that, making her a complete mess of a girl and this is only just the beginning of the numerous profanities you'd love to do with this girl.
As much as you love to last longer, the tightness in your loins is free to speak up, opposing your wants.
“G-gonna paint my f-face, daddy? Oh! Please, please, please paint my slutty, cute face, daddy! Don't y-you wanna add to the mess you did on my face?”
And god she talks so dirty and it puts you in a chokehold of madness and the paramount battle of temptation. She knows how to pick your locks but you won't let it out just for this moment as you wanted something hotter than what she expected.
“Nu-uh, Yujin. Girls like you need to be filled real fucking good.” You tilt her chin as her gleaming orbs ignite with lust, anticipating what's coming next and ready to embrace all of it. “My seed belongs inside your tight, little cunt, do you understand?”
She's silent and muted, way too allured to the musky scent of your cock as she continues stroking it leisurely—
“Answer my goddamn question and don't touch me, brat!”
“I d-do, daddy…”
“Elaborate it, you slut—come on!” You raise her up with her firm grip of both her wrists, leveling her face onto yours as you look at her laced with disappointment and venom deadlier than any snake. 
“I d-do understand e-ever—everything you've s-said, daddy. I w-won't touch you unless you want me too and—”
“Shh, I already heard everything I wanted to hear, Yujin.” 
Without any time to waste, you command her to stand beside the nearby desk and undress herself, curious about what she's packing.
Of course, she follows your orders now she's learnt her lesson but will it be enough?
“Actually, don't undress, Yujin. I will fuck you senseless with this so-called of yours “uniform” until you could only think about my cock only—hah, I can do it, Yujin. ”
Another disagreement on Yujin's side but before finishing her sentence, you glared at her as she instantly shutted her mouth, silencing herself from her possible disobedient advances. Sliding her white garment off with the help of her dainty fingers, it’s just hypnotizing to see the cloth go down to her ankles, letting gravity do the rest as she gets it from there, keeping it on her hands. It’s inviting to see her sexiest look yet but there’s probably another thing in mind that you wanted to do with her.
“Now turn around and rest your stomach on the desk—also, give me your panties, Yujin.”
“B-but, daddy—”
“Do you want to get fucked or no?” Your tone is straightforward, stern and hunted with a bit of fury, and again, it scares her, not wanting this opportunity to be wasted just because of her own, silly actions of selfishness. She scoffs, rolls her eyes as the inevitable permeates: Yujin giving her little souvenir to you.
“That’s what I thought, Yujin. Everybody’s gonna know how much of a slut you are after this—hah, gonna walk out with white dripping down your thighs… Hm, I see this as an absolute win—”
“Please, d-daddy—ahh—gahh!”
An earth-thudding spank reverberates around the classroom as your hand lets Yujin know its wrath. A familiar rosy hue appears onto that porcelain skin of hers as a needy moan is a response from your proactive actions.
“That’s what I want to hear, Yujin—your beautiful moans… Fuck, it’s music to my ears—hah.”
Another spank almost brings her to her knees. You can tell that she’s already loving it considering how her pussy’s already dripping wet and the quivering of her thighs in every spank you do says a lot. Her breaths are ragged and tremble as every strike of your palm invigorates the pleasure she's feeling and she's loving it. You didn't stop until that tickle in your head said “It's probably a minute now…” and it just ended the beginning of a spectacular show.
“Not a single word will come out of your mouth except your beautiful moans, alright?”
It’s obligatory to say that, knowing that in any second now, the disobedience of this girl may actually prevail, and an eager response of punishment will await her if she does misbehave.
“But daddy, at least—”
Another smack onto her pillowy buttcheeks earns the finest moans escaping her mouth. You’re near on the brink of distraught from multiple acts of misconduct by hers and you’re absolutely not having it. She knows it and you taught yourself that she’s just unlocking the absolute dominative trait you have and you’re going to give into it until…
“Trying to behave like this for what, Yujin?” Another smack and an audible whimper is her response. “For more punishment?” Another harsh spank and this time, her earlier smooth, milky skin is now printed with your handprints red (redder than a tomato). She can’t help but utter a moan that’s music in your ears—
“Don’t worry, Yujin. I’ll use you like no one can.”
And that’s the thought of the devil, the carnal desires within you being unleashed—its full potential. You can’t wait anymore and neither does she and you wanted to do the most lustful profanities imaginable and you’re absolutely going to give in—
And there lies the collapse of the wall of temptation: you can only grunt and wince in pain as you engulf your member into her. It’s a whole, different story when it comes to the tightness of her walls—it’s too tight and way too pleasurable, as expected. Even the subtle oscillation of your hips earns the guttural grunts and lewdest moans escaping your very lips.
Rearrange my insides please, daddy—probably the main thought you’re thinking that has been clouding Yujin’s head since the minute you filled her slutty cunt up. It feels like a linked connection between both parties, sharing and speculating such thoughts that have been lingering on one’s mind and that’s no other than the thought of sex itself. 
You’re surprised as she acts like the total opposite of her earlier bratty behavior but nonetheless, she cavorted with her primal desires with you. You could tell the delight on her countenance even though you can't really get a sight on it—it's not like she's hiding it inside as the rivulet of her nectar slowly flows within the ring of your cock.
“God, what a good girl you are, Yujin—look at you, a whimpering mess because of my cock. You're such a pathetic little slut that gives in whenever there's someone—fucking—willing—to—fuck—dominate her!”
And it also turns her on—degrading someone, oh, such a classic one. Regardless of it, you may speak the truth considering how her heavenly moans and silent whimpers denote her as such a slut but it isn't like that, really. In a wider perspective, you made her like this and it's not even the climax of the show you're putting in her. 
No other thought can avert your focus on solely fucking her mercilessly—not even the thought of someone eavesdropping and catching you can faze you to be hesitant and someone really did catch you, it won't end in a good note: Yujin will be besmirched and ashamed and so are you. 
The pace you're exerting is wild and you know she loves it. You keep hearing her moans blessing your ears and it never fails to fuel your hips in full-throttle, hammering her hole like you have something to prove. Grabbing her hips for a greater leverage onto pistoning her very cunt, you let out the most vigorous thrusts possible as you didn't care if the desk will give up due to your actions because you need to prove her something. A broken cry can be heard, a silent shout of her inner self because of pleasure, breaking her slowly and slowly and this is only just the beginning.
This almost feels like a fever dream, like a déjà vu right from the start of just your mushroom tip being hugged with her walls, then slowly, the inchmeal of your length as time tells writes the books of the better profanities—
It's just a repetitive process of actions of a mind-boggling intercourse as every leverage and positions from the both of you are evident as it acts as a retaliation from pleasure and that what makes this session such an unique act of sin.
You weren't far off on your own climax and you can feel it rushing down your veins, invigorating the libido inside you on more than a hundred-percent. On the way her pussy grips around your rod like there's no tomorrow and the pulsation of it tells you that she isn't far from her own high either. Wanting to make her cum with you, you took the initiative by informing her and of course, adding up the harshness and the pace of your already-ruthless actions inside her tight, velvety cunt.
“I'm near—so fucking close, Yujin. Are y-you gonna cum too?”
She's silent yet loud with her lustful moans. Her mind is probably so clouded with pleasure that she can't think straight or formulate such a single, coherent sentence.
“Use your fucking mouth, Yujin—answer me!”
You need to spank her in order to get that desired answer escaping from her beautiful lips and it won't be very long—
“Y-yes, daddy—I'm super close! I'm—go-nna cum all—ahh—fuck—your c-cock—ahh!”
With the green light, you won't let yourself be stopped as you let it all out and everything went euphoric: your whole length buried into her cunt, filling her up to the hilt and as the cherry on top, your semen painting every inch of her velvety walls white. It’s historic and monumental that everything happened all in just minutes, let alone cumming inside to one of the popular girls in the university—Choi Yujin, you’re a fucking goddess, an insatiable one, you say to yourself. The ecstasy didn’t last very long but enough to cloud your mind—twenty seconds of an orgasmic rhapsody is probably enough to determine the highest of highs yet you’re still not done because you deemed yourself to ruin her, totally.
You’re only getting started and she knows it all too well…
“Stand up, Yujin. Help yourself and go beside that wall.” Your tone is commanding and enough to send a chill down her spine. She struggles a little due to the exertive force your hips maintained for over five minutes earlier. She doesn’t need help because after all, she’s just a toy to be used—your cocksleeve that’s just a reminder of pleasure (she didn’t want any help either).
Instantly, you pin her, earning a small thud on her as you place your arms around her thighs and then catching her off-guard by your sudden lift on her small, slender figure. She is light and it’s not even close to discomfort on carrying her with her back rested against the wall. 
“Oh—daddy! Getting t-too rough, are we?”
“Shut up, Yujin—” You brush your tip against the waiting, dripping slick of her pussy as you can see small samples of your seed leaking out of her heat, and onto the swollen slit of your cockhead. “—I just wanna hear your moans, okay?”
She nods and eagerly moans (almost screams) as you plunge your whole length into her again. The visceral and almost ear-deafening moan of hers just fuels you to draw another onslaught of thrusts into her already-filled cunt and her lewd and ahegao countenance just puts gasoline on the fire of lust and it just arouses you so much. You didn’t bother to start slow as you hammer her hole like there’s no tomorrow, the sweat of her midriff and to her face that adds up the mess you’ve made earlier is the cherry on top. Still ensuing a relentless pace, you commanded her to unbutton her top and eagerly, she does it with her left hand slowly as the other holds your muscular arms for leverage as she struggles because of her body being ragdolled like never before.
Now with more of her exposed skin on your sight (with the long nectktie still on your way), you quickly latch your lips onto her neck and collarbones, suckling onto the soft, porcelain skin and almost leaving a mark. Even with your animalistic urges taking over, there’s still heart in you and you chose not to mark her but rather, just leave a small reddish hue due to the harsh lipwork you’ve done. 
“God, you taste so good—you feel s-so fucking good—aren’t you just the perfect sex toy, Yujin?”
Still with a relentless pursuit on her hole, you make her unable to respond too by latching your lips onto hers, tasting the sweet, sugary flavor of her lips as she eagerly reciprocated alongside her angelic moans. Enough of the another lustful act, you quickly smack her backside with you palm (thank god you’re strong that you’re still able to carryfuck her after that) and wanted an answer—
“Right, Yujin?”
She nodded and screamed a loud “Yes, d-daddy!” as every thrust you do makes her unable to be understood and even to formulate such articulate sentences. With on how much you’re giving everything to her, the stream of her juices leaking around your shaft and dripping down to your balls is inevitable and it prints a smile on your face as you know that she’s more than loving this—you swear to god she won’t forget this until her last breath; this steamy session also going to cloud her mind for a week like what you did with Yunjin.
Ignoring the sensitivity and the painfully tight clenches of her velvety walls, you continue what you’re best at as Yujin announces her near orgasmic eruption around your length as you glared onto her, the two of you making a straight eye contact at long last as the last time you did that with her was before this merciless fucking you’ve done on her hole—
“Don’t you fucking dare cum yet, Yujin!”
“B-but, I c-can’t hold it i-in, daddy—”
“Don’t you fucking dare, you cockhungry slut! I’ll tell you when you’re—fuck—going t-to fucking cum!”
It’s obvious that she’s near, and so are you. You wanted her to reach your high with her—making a puddle of mess down the classroom and you swear to god, the janitor won’t be a big fan to clean this up—and you’re definitely a mere seconds away to the promised land—
Another thrust, another scream, another moan reverberates all over the classroom—
“Inside please, daddy.”
And you erupt, and so did she.
Releasing every single drop inside her tight walls is peak ecstasy, let alone seeing her beautiful façade become a ruined mess and of course, her pussy, mixed in a concoction of indistinguishable liquids. You let out everything including the moans you’ve been holding in since from the start—you absolutely gave in and unshackled everything, causing for another euphoric high. You buried yourself up to the hilt while she cries in delight and overstimulation, her pussy creaming all over your raging, twitching length is the cherry on top. After of almost half a minute of a hot orgasm, you slowly pull out of her and sat down, fully exasperated and drained while Yujin did the same, leaning down the wall as she slowly sits down, her legs weak and wobbly and you're the one to blame here.
“That was—”
“Good. Yeah, Yujin, you took me so w-well, too…” A small compliment made her blush as she slightly smiled, her mind still clouded with lust but mostly, delight. 
“Y-you—hah, f-fucked me well, too… Hah, thanks for this.”
Yujin pointed to her freshly-creampied pussy, full of your semen as it leaks and she didn’t let her chances go to waste, her dainty, slender fingers drawing a small sample as she squirms is a hint of satisfaction, herself fulfilled with the taste of your semen.
“It’s very delicious, I must say that—fuck, I don’t think I can walk straight after this…”
And now she’s back to her sophisticated self—but the pool of mess between her thighs, the disheveled mess on her face and uniform contradicts the adjective—whereas she’s stern, cute and focused but there’s nothing to be near that you just gave her the time of her life.
“Need some help, Yujin—”
“I’m f-fine, thanks though. Also, give me my panties back! I can’t leave here without it on!”
As much as she’s stubborn and so are you, and it’s way worse than her. Knowing that her attempts are futile at the very end, she doesn't even bother to try and lets you keep it.
“Argh, you’re so annoying! Just keep it to yourself, you pervert!”
“Wow, like she isn’t one herself—”
“Shut up!” She lightly punched your shoulder, causing you to overreact by wincing in that so-called “pain”, earning that cute, grumpy look from Yujin.
“Well, we should clean this up…”
“Yeah, I think so…”
And that ends another dreamlike moment in your life—everything flashed and felt like a movie that you didn't want to end but it did…
A week has passed and yes, that moment with Yujin has been clouding your mind since day one…
“It flew like the wind—so dreamlike…” You whisper to yourself while writing something in your notebook—call it a diary, sort of. “It felt enchanting and weird, at first but… it was a different story once I’m—”
“You’re inside me, hm?”
You got slightly startled as Yujin caught you off-guard. You didn’t even know how she had time to get into your spot—your little sanctuary on the campus grounds—as you know how busy she is but you guess she’s not.
“W-what are you d-doing here, Yujin?”
“Nothing… just hanging around—you, what are you doing here?”
You hitch a breath, fidget your fingers onto the hem of your shirt and stutter until you finally come up on an answer. “I’m just chilling around here doing my own stuff.”
Yujin’s radiating smile meets you and it is contagious but your demeanor is still what it was earlier—confused, stern and uneasy. 
“Uhm, I just want to apologize, about myself a week ago… I—it, hah… It was really good but I’m sorry I lured you into my stupidity…”
Now you become fazed with her sincerity, your face changing into an expression of guilt and pity, blaming yourself to for succumbing onto your vile of need and lust yet you reassure her, telling her that it’s your fault—
“No, no, no, it’s definitely onto me…” Yujin sits down with you as she looks deep into your eyes full of sincerity, the look where it’s so endearing and alluring that you can’t help yourself to fall under her spell but you hold yourself back, getting serious and wanting to let her know your side.
“I think we both just—became so horny and yeah… Very sorry about probably hurting you—”
“No, it’s my own fault making you like this. I guess I was just full of anger and lust that day that everything felt eerie… So, I’m sorry…”
Within the duration of the conversation, you kept your eyes off of her attention but with a deft move, she placed her finger onto your chin, making you face her and avert your attention towards her only. Suddenly, an unanticipated move was made proactively by her and all you can feel is the lusciousness and the softness of her lips: she’s kissing you. It didn’t last very long and you’re not asking for more and any, yet you’re just grateful nonetheless. You’re also frozen because of her sudden affection and it took you almost four seconds to react as her eyes anticipated something.
“I guess that’s enough for an apology?”
You blush, cheeks rosy pink and ears redder than a tomato as she softly chuckled, finding it adorable rather than shameful.
“You d-don’t need t-to do that, Yujin…”
“But I did…” Yujin proposes her hand to you, and you instantly knew she wanted you to shake her hand but she utters a breath, wanting to say something. “Friends?”
You complete the handshake and then smile at her gleefully, accepting her proposal as she smiles back too, feeling the genuine feeling of bliss.
“I’ve always wanted to have male one…”
“Well, welcome, I guess.”
Another light punch to your chest due to your teasing as the day still ensues as normal. Everything feels like it’s straight up on a goddamn plot of a movie but you’re not complaining. You’re still in a state of doubt as you’re not sure why Yujin wanted to be suddenly friends with you but I guess she just wanted another. The president becomes friends with the class trampoline—that’s fuckign ironic, isn’t it.
“Well, wanna see you at my place tonight. Gotta get to know you more and probably help me with this assignment, too…”
Well, it can end in a lot of ways as you could imagine this ending all on a good note. You’re not the man to turn that down as you’re just completely falling into the pit of her charms and you’re absolutely into this.
Well, you don’t see why not—maybe just don’t let Yunjin know you’re sneaky plan—
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12th House Planets - Finding God through Lack
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The 12th house is traditionally presided for by Saturn. As a result, most planets except for Saturn itself will experience a degree of strictness and delays in their expression and expansion, if that house is activated by a planet in your chart.
The 12th house causes feelings of loss of independence and personal power, since it's 12th from the 1st house of self. It's where we feel, and are, spiritually, out of control for long periods of time, years, sometimes decades, and thus it creates a necessity for surrender, because here our individual actions are put completely in perspective with the best interest of the collective.
For that reason, I won't involve Venus and Saturn in this post, as they excel in the 12th house. Saturn in the 12th house is the planet of surrender in the house of surrender, while Venus is the planet of creating space, spiritually, to let go also, even to the point of embracing death. As a result, these two planets don't experience as much internal conflict in the 12th house as others do, because their themes are mutually compatible, and will connect to higher energies easier, creating less resistance, especially if the rest of the chart has functional house placements, creating positive energy movement somewhere else to occupy the native. In fact, having Saturn in the 12th house is an excellent way not to put it anywhere else, and make sure Saturn doesn't challenge the matters of any other house besides its own, while other planets do their job. I also won't involve the Nodes because they come from the Moon, all these bodies being malleable and reflective, taking up qualities of whatever house they reside in.
The general rule with all the other 12th house planets is, you need to be very selective and careful in order to survive. Saturn is the karaka for the 12th house, and has an instinct for fairness, being the consequence of Jupiter, but it also rules boundaries, which Jupiter lacks. The gift of the 12th house is self-sufficiency. With 12th house planets, you always get taken advantage of first, and as a result you move on from being just fair to being super selective. You don't want to mess up like other people did with you, since the 12th house has a perfect instinct for karma, but you are extremely cautious, because you know what people are capable of.
This house also has a unique talent for both showing you and giving you what you really want, no more, no less. That is delivered to you by solitary effort and persevering despite obstacles. The 12th house can make it initially difficult for your planets to self realise, to test your mettle and conviction. It will only allow the expression of what you truly want to stick up for, despite unfavorable conditions. It doesn't always have to be about persisting in physical work, or a traditional job, which is a common misconception. Saturn's work is a spiritual exercise, it's more about holding on to something one truly values and believes in internally, and not letting it fall away, even if physical manifestation is temporarily blocked. Here one will do one's best with the little means they have, and will hold on to one's ideas, even if physical concessions must be made and one is forced to wait or have less in the meantime, even if they one only devote a couple of hours a day to what they treasure.
Over time you will gain a knack for distant fame and control through your 12th house planets, as a payoff for your persistence and systematic, determined approach. As you connect with planetary energies from people located far away, you're the celebrity that does minimal interaction with the public, but because of merit of self awareness people become drawn to you. This is the good kind of fame, not Rahu abusive fame, but because you offer something actually worthwhile to society, and people fall in love with the quality and simple substantiality of your achievements.
To succeed with 12th house planets, you have to completely ignore the external world and anyone's opinion and influences, if you are internally convinced that what you're doing is right, and you're actually doing it for the right reason. People will only support your 12th house planets at the end of your journey, if you build up and support yourself strictly and unconditionally through the entire process. You will owe nothing to nobody with those planets. If you come to anyone expecting anything, they will just try to tear your down. The only path is to work alone or with very few people at best, humbly, in silence, make sure your creation is good, don't expect anything, and the quality of your product will speak for itself and ultimately sell. You need to let go of all expectations you may have, because your expression with 12th house planets is unique and not for everyone, so let the people who appreciate your precise brand come to you. Make sure, that what you do has some objectivity, usefulness and universality, even if its a personal journey. You will never please everyone, and you need to accept that, but what you create should be something at least SOME people can use to improve their lives.
That theme is the paradox and win of both Saturn, and 12th house planets. People are easily abundant in themselves, when someone pours into them externally. Nobody is truly self sufficient from birth, some people are just lucky and protected enough to always have a supply of confidence. 12th house planets redefine that, finding success even without luck, at the price of passage of time, as there is always a price for everything, even if someone else pays it for us. The 12th house understands this karmic law of exchange and interconnectedness. It is the only place, it offers us true freedom and independence through becoming completely self reliant over time.
Any classical, traditional roles and figures associated with 12th house planets are a problem, because Saturn is an oddball and rarely finds easy support. It's better to accept loss and not to have any traditional associations with those areas, as they lead to ruin. That can only be an exception in case of relocation to foreign lands, through meeting people with a different mentality, and forsaking one's own native land here counts for a sacrifice strong enough. This attachment issue is why Ketu and Saturn are enemies. Ketu can have gains from traditional environments and typical scenarios. Saturn is a quirky, lonely, innovative eccentric, that will never find its place with tradition, because it is here to redefine it. Below, I will give a quick list of how these traditions are broken.
Sun, to an extent Jupiter - issues with father, male teachers and caregivers. Experiencing judgment from government and official bodies.
Jupiter - loss of belonging and participation in traditional family circles, loss of hope for a warm hearted family atmosphere. Must be critical of other people's teachings in a societal context. Native should create and control one's own family circle and make it tight, and create their own abundance in solitude.
Mars - loss of attachment to siblings and family community as a whole, very few friendships with people of the same gender, and if they're there, they're distant. In contrast, a person with Mars placed in an auspicious house will always have at least one good female friend.
Mercury - lack of understanding from teachers and early environments. Lack of contact with siblings, playmates. First crushes and friend circles always expire, person will not have good friends from early years.
Moon - eating habits from one's family need to be changed. The Mother is an emotionally draining figure. One's children end up being demanding and exhausting too. Relocation away from birthplace is the only hope for happiness motherhood. May however return to birthplace in later age for spiritual understanding, as the Moon is cyclical.
Jupiter in the 12th House
Health and provision for these natives happens only in foreign lands, far away from birth place. This placement makes for a very difficult childhood, because Jupiter rules child rearing. A person in many ways had to raise themselves from an early age.
There is a lack of birth family provision, in the area determined by the sign, or provision is on the bare minimum of survival. The father figures are either absent, or in some way distant, poor and struggling, may be travelling a lot, may have emotional issues, are internally lonely and not devoted to supporting the family.
Provision may instead be received from elders, grandparents, great aunts and uncles, maybe elderly bosses or professors. Provision can also be minimal coming from tired and depressed people, who have compassion but don't have much themselves, so couldn't give much either.
Over time, this placement leads the native to self-made provision, and that is very difficult in their 20s when most people still have some family help, takes them a lot of effort and needs to be protected and done in secret, because people will try to use these natives for any of their benefits. Their early environment may be very narrow minded in the topics of the sign and Lunar Mansion of the planet, and the person's only way out is being self educated on a deep level, because external philosophies don't have a good influence on them, often bring the person down and should be avoided. They should be extremely careful listening to other people's teachings.
Earlier on in life, the native somehow had to provide for others, because Jupiter likes to give to everyone without discrimination, but others didn't provide for them, as this placement signifies loss of fairness or morality from people in the family circle. People don't really believe in their essence or their motivations either. Over time the person gives up on the idea of sharing and rejoicing with anyone, and provides by themselves for themselves and only is generous when applicable, to a select few. The person doesn't trust anyone easily either, because Jupiter in this house rules loss of trust. They may become very antisocial, stay away from people even in home situations, as Jupiter rules gatherings. Living far away from birthplace really works well for these natives, because otherwise the home situation becomes abusive, and the native finds much more acceptance abroad.
These natives suffer disappointment from higher education, as their family tries to push the native towards wrong avenues of higher pursuits. Higher education only is beneficial when it comes to deeper knowledge or matters foreign or spiritual. They might have more luck studying abroad, learning foreign languages, learning about spiritual subjects, or through a correspondence course.
This placement creates issues with creation and co-creation. Very few people, if at all, give this person the opportunity to cooperate with them. People don't validate this native's creativity easily. Attempts at cooperation in early life yield traumatic results, as the networking/supportive aspect of life suffers unless one moves to a foreign land. Otherwise the person is in the wrong place/underappreciated/ taken advantage of. The issue here is not necessarily with the country or territory of residence, but the family lineage itself, this person shouldn't live with their birth family or involve themselves with them too much. They need to be strict and minimal in contact with their ancestry. However, they can encounter unexpected, perfect opportunities and protection from their spouse or various sponsors in foreign lands.
Ultimately, this native is self taught and finds their own wisdom, and they are also a very unique creator. As a result, they become a selective, but wise spiritual teacher, because they are self contained and know how to find god within themselves, and that inspires others. Still, they should remain selective about who has access to their energy at all, because this placement is so open, it easily becomes depleted. They become very successful over time, but very picky with the idea of provision and giving support to others, both material and emotional. They will only support the most needy and causes that really deserve it. They can gain fame as a guru to the masses from a distance, that provides solid spiritual insight.
Sun in the 12th House
A very difficult placement, much worse than the reflective, sensitive Moon, as the Sun is supposed to be self inspired and self defined. Here, it struggles majorly to develop any of that. The person may have had a very withdrawn father figure, or he might have been completely absent, and any leftover parenting struggled with healthy authority. As a result, the native doesn't understand people's boundaries and doesn't know how to set their own either. As the Sun is a burning planet, they can lash out unfairly due to lack of skill and struggle of integrity, or they get walked over. All of that happened as a result of lack of a proper role model and definition of a healthy ego. They may have felt like they had to use their own life spark to engage people at all, like they have to sacrifice the little energy they have to receive anything back. Father figures may have given them very wrong advice as to how to follow the native's individual direction, making them feel irrelevant. Father figures may have tried to enslave the native into their own idea of how they should express their individuality, but that comes from the father's own insecurity. A person may have had to develop their individuality completely in secret, and that individuality may be better received by people from far away, from different cultures, people with wise, open minds of their own.
Over time, this person gives up, because they see trying in their early environment was hopeless to begin with, so they shut down and don't try, at least until their Saturn maturation. They become suspicious of the potential of receiving acceptance from anyone, as they still can't tell right from wrong, having such a wrong model. Only later in life, they develop complete independence through fostering their own life spark and only sharing and going out as they see fit.
If the Sun is placed in a good sign, it may turn out for the better if they're raised by a grandfather, an elderly figure will provide them their minimum of shelter. That placement can also give some connection with their father, but even then he will suffer from mental health problems or nervous issues.
They may find better parenting figures in foreign lands, a bit like Jupiter, for example through their spouses fatherly figures or in work settings through elderly bosses.
If the sign supports that, this placement may lead to spiritual travels, often solo, later in life. It's not necessarily a spiritual pilgrimage, but their travel has more of a taste of freedom and is an attempt at self understanding and self discovery, since the person is so lost, internally.
Mars in the 12th House
This is a unique placement that may have made the native feel like a puppet in childhood, since Mars rules direction and Saturn rules control. They end up being controlled by their caregivers when it comes to their life path, for example family picked their schooling, life direction, may have restricted their freedom to make any decisions. Breaking out of that bondage is very difficult for the native and may continue way into their 40s.
Since Mars is a pure planet, initially these natives trust that the control they're submitted to is for their own benefit. Over time, they realise the path took them to the wrong places of abuse, and they realise they need to break free, and that they partially allowed that control to happen through trusting the wrong figures. They grow up, cut off negative influences, purify their life, go into hermit mode, may do a lot of solo physical activity to clear their mind and energy, or travel to rediscover themselves, and only later on in life they do exactly what they want, and involve very few people in it or they only influence people at a distance through fame.
They can easily become a warrior for the masses, when they explain their abuse story, as people easily sympathize for them and admire their journey. They may stand up for selective causes, that they view are worth their time, from a distance, based on their abuse story, or they use their own story as a reference point.
These natives may become also a fitness trainer for a small selective group, or a yoga teacher, as their own fitness may decrease over time due to trauma or injury. I have seen clients with this placement participate in secret military operations in faraway countries too.
Mercury in the 12th House
These natives curiosity and early development is not encouraged by their family environment, as parents don't stimulate them intellectually and leave them to themselves. As a result, these natives have to be self learned to acquire skills of any value, and they instinctively mostly develop an imagination to replace interactions they never had. As a result of early life neglect, these people have a hard time making friends and socializing, feeling awkward and struggling with development of basic social skills. These natives may have had hope for academic environments or communicative parenting early on in life, but were misled. At the end of the day, their parents may have given a wrong education somehow, or presented their own traumas as wisdom, that the native struggles to let go of. That may paradoxically come out as being physically sheltered but controlled, as freedom of thought is not encouraged, then suffering a sudden loss that leads to growing up. These people may really struggle to know right from wrong and understand the duality of their actions and the concept of comeuppance, because early life influences were so misleading.
In certain zodiac signs, their caregivers might have forced them into a wrong educational path since birth, based on their own beliefs, trying to force a particular career path, but the native, if they don't rebel, is not able to keep up and is discarded by their family as a result. They suffer loss of benefit from any schooling, they are completely self educated, down to the basics, mother might have not fostered or stimulated intellect or their natural talents at all, and they lack perspective and curiosity about the world, which makes them appear socially dense and disconnected, as they don't know basic facts about food, culture, things going on around in the world, only the narrow path that they were forced into. They have to learn what they choose in solitude, and be self defined, and through that they become very wise over time. Homeschooling may work best, if their moon supports it. They may also end up working from home, again depending on the moon influence.
They may be very shy or insecure communicators. have only minimal financial exchanges early on in life, but later in life they may finesse and develop a very unique product, that fits the needs of the masses and sells broadly to the entire world. The idea for the product and its development has to come completely from them, and it will take time, as networking will be scarce with this placement.
Their writing, when finessed over time, might inspire masses. They have to work hard to master grammar and use of language, since their schooling suffers, but when they do, they can become eloquent, precise writers, or they can be admirably skilled in a very particular, narrow area.
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     —   ACROSS THE STARS (SITH!KIT TANTHALOS X READER)
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Summary: Kit Tanthalos is a Sith apprentice - and your biggest enemy. Now she's fighting for your hand in marriage.
CHAPTER TWO: CHOSEN
Kit knew she wasn't wanted.
...But she was greedy. And young. Too young to understand that actions had consequences, too young to feel the depth of those consequences.
Truth was, she'd been planning a takeover of Naboo for some time. She wasn't here for you. She was here because she knew it would be easier to win the throne through your planet's own traditions, rather than taking it by force. She could have done it, of course, but it would've taken more time, more manpower.
After some time spent considering it, mulling it over, marrying you seemed like the obvious choice. Kit could even view it altruistically, if she tried hard enough: she was saving you from an unhappy relationship with someone else, after all. But she knew you found spending time with her just as displeasurable. She knew you resented, hated, feared her. Just as everyone else did.
And here she was, along with all these other fools. It was easy to size them up, almost immediately: Graydon, the prince of Zygerria, Jade, the Jedi, and - Kit's brother, Airk.
Of course.
Kit could never be best at anything, Airk had to be best at it first. Apparently, that was also true when it came to winning you. She had exiled him, long ago, and he had left Corellia without complaint. He seemed happier, now that he wasn't a prince. At least she could do that much for him.
So, that was her competition. Two princes and a Jedi.
Kit was sure she could beat 'em all.
"Knock knock, princess," Kit said, stepping into your quarters. She'd snuck up the stairs not long after the other contestants had gone to bed, longing to talk to you, wondering what you thought of her presence.
Well, she knew what you thought. Mostly, she wanted to know what you'd say.
"What do you want?" you snapped, and as you turned in Kit's direction she glimpsed tears in your eyes.
That... wasn't what she expected.
"Um," Kit cleared her throat, sitting on the ornate couch beside you. "I guess I just wanted to talk."
You waved a hand.
"Talk. Doesn't matter what I want anyway."
"I'm guessing you're mad that the people of your kingdom seem to prefer me."
You laughed.
"Yeah. Something like that."
"Well, who did you want them to pick?"
"I don't know, Jade? The honorable Jedi? Or Graydon, the kind prince? Even Airk. He's not the smartest, but he would've been someone I could've ruled with. Anyone but a Sith. Anyone but you."
"Ow," said Kit, and she hadn't realized she'd spoken it aloud until she saw your eyebrows raise. "I mean, I can't be that bad, right?"
"You've killed people. Innocents. You banished your own parents. Even your brother won't have anything to do with you."
"Airk was grateful I took over, okay? Now he has time to do the things he actually wants to do - like playing sabacc, or competing for princesses."
"Grateful? You almost killed him!"
"I did what I had to do, and I'm sorry that you're too stupid, foolish and naive to see that!"
You stared at Kit, lip trembling. She wanted to reach out for you, tell you she was sorry, tell you that she didn't think you were any of those things.
Instead, she just mumbled "See you tomorrow," and swept out of your chambers, cape swinging behind her.
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Dating Yandere Bi Han Would Include:
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As a Yandere, he's obsessed with his love interest to unhealthy degrees. He'll do anything and everything to make sure that you're all his and only his, no matter the cost. If anyone so much as looks at you or tries to be close to you, he'll quickly and violently make sure that no one will ever come between you. But that side of him isn't something he always just shows off right away. As a Yandere, he can pretend to be pretty normal and even friendly at first, slowly slipping in those intense and possessive tendencies over time.
He'll have this sense of ownership and control over you that he feels is completely justified. He wants you to be his in every sense of the word, from keeping you all to himself to dictating how you should behave.
He can become extremely possessive over you. He'll demand that you spend time with him, always put him first, and never pay anyone else any attention. He can also be very controlling, trying to dictate what you eat, wear, do, etc.
He can also be very manipulative and calculating, using everything at his disposal to make sure that you remain under his control. He'll use guilt trips, threats, intimidation, and even physical violence to get what he wants. He doesn't care how selfish or even downright cruel his actions may be, as long as it ensures that you stay with him. Even if that means hurting you, someone else, or himself in the process.
But the thing that truly amplifies his Yandere tendencies is jealousy. Jealousy can unleash a whole host of intense emotions in him and can cause him to act irrational, aggressive, and even violent. Seeing his loved one with anyone else can make him extremely upset and frustrated to the point of no return.
He's not always just going to lash out in anger. He can also have these moments of vulnerability while acting as a Yandere. The intensity of his feelings and fear of losing you can lead to bouts of depression, anxiety, and even paranoia.
He's already fallen too far down the deep end when it comes to these tendencies. So he can end up having this hidden side where he's acting out these tendencies secretly and trying to hide the existence, such as when he's stalking you or sabotaging your other friendships.
He can get extremely competitive with other people over you. If anyone dares to get close to you, he'll immediately go into defense mode and do whatever he can to keep them away. That can include being rude and mean towards other potential lovers, spreading rumors, or even being physically aggressive if necessary. He won't care that there might be consequences for his actions—all of that matters less than making sure that you remains his.
It's not uncommon for him to ruminate or obsess over every detail about you. He might have these elaborate fantasies about your lives together, or he might constantly think about ways to get and keep you close to him.
He has a tendency to lash out not only at those around you but even at you as well. In moments of high intensity and irrational thought, his feelings can get the best of him and he'll start to show this obsessive, demanding, and controlling behavior towards you.
His obsession with you can cause him to develop an extreme sense of dependency and attachment towards you. He needs to know exactly what you're doing and who you're talking to every minute of the day. To get this information, he'll use whatever means necessary and can become extremely manipulative in this regard. This includes things like snooping, spying, tracking your movements, etc. Even if he has no real reason to doubt you, he'll always justify this behavior in his mind as being necessary, because of the extreme jealousy and possessiveness.
He has to constantly fight with this internal conflict. He knows right from wrong and he can recognize that his actions and behavior are problematic. But there's this sense of irrationality and obsession that always takes over, no matter how hard he tries to think it through. He may eventually realize how wrong he was and that he should change his behaviors, but quickly spirals back into his intense, obsessive, and possessive behaviors. It's a vicious cycle that can only be mitigated by him truly opening his eyes and changing for the better.
He needs to be constantly around you. It can get extremely unhealthy, to the point where he'll refuse to let you have any time alone, even going as far as locking you in rooms, basements, cabins, and other secluded areas so it's just the two of you.
He's constantly on edge and in a state of high alert, watching and waiting for any signs of competition in your life. Even the smallest thing can lead him to feel suspicious and lash out, or to suddenly develop extremely controlling behavior. He doesn't trust easily, and any tiny gesture you make may send him spiraling into panic mode. Besides fear, suspicion, and jealousy, there are also other intense feelings he experiences. Love, of course, passion, obsession, excitement at the prospect of seeing you, etc.
His behavior as a Yandere often becomes really obsessive. He can find himself doing things that are very irrational and unhealthy in the pursuit of being with you, and he can do this to the point of hurting himself. His obsessive behavior can lead to all kinds of problems for him, like neglecting himself and his own needs. He can skip out on eating and sleeping just to be with you all the time. It can also affect his work and social life, where he becomes so focused on you that he'll start avoiding everyone else.
He can be very good at pretending to be nice, sweet, and caring, just to break you down and get you to do what he wants once he has you fully emotionally vulnerable.
He usually rewards you when you do something that pleases him or just simply when you do something that he likes. This can be anything from gifts and treats to more intimate and special rewards. But on the flip side of that, he may also have a more twisted definition of rewards. He may reward you when you do things that he deems as good behavior.
When you don't comply with his demands or you do something that he doesn't like, he can become very harsh and cruel toward you. This can range from verbal punishment, such as insults and ridicule, to physical punishment, such as slaps, hits, and even more severe forms of abuse.
There are times when he would definitely use his powers on you. He can be extremely cruel when punishing you, so having the element of hurting you physically can be something that he resorts to as a means of establishing control. He would definitely use his powers to entertain you as well. He could show off the various things he can do with powers and put on a whole show just for you.
He would definitely want to eventually get married to you, either by conventional means or through force if he had to. Getting married to you means having ultimate ownership of you and ensuring that you can't escape him. It's the ultimate expression of his love for you and a way of making sure that you're his forever (whether you like it or not).
Bondage - He enjoys using restraints and other gadgets to enhance your pleasure and add an element of control.
Edging - He loves being naughty and getting his kicks from pushing boundaries with you. One of his favorite things is to tease and deny you for a long time before finally letting you have your release.
Size kink - He enjoys using his size to dominate and overpower you during sex. He's especially into rough play - pushing boundaries, teasing limits, and making people submit to him completely.
Making movies and even using his powers- He dreams about being so caught up in the moment that he loses control completely – letting himself go wild and unleash everything he's been holding back. And then there's the idea of having sex right there on the screen while you both watch – making your own private movie that only you will ever know about.
Food play - He also loves playing with your senses - teasing your taste buds with naughty foods or edible body paint, covering you in a mix of sweet and spicy scents, and using blindfolds and restraints to heighten your sense of touch and vulnerability.
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Hiiiiii!
So, this might be a specific request, but Naraku from Inuyasha has been doing somethinnnng to me lately lol.
Basically, could I request a hurt/comfort thing with a reader that was emotionally abused as a child where Naraku fucks up, emotionally hurts his s/o, and they break down begging him to “not do this to them” saying that they “can’t do this again”?
Basically a thing where Naraku realizes that his actions have CONSEQUENCES, and sees how his words can destroy the person he actually gives a fuck about, and that they can’t be tossed around if he wants to keep them in his life.
Coming off of a rather long fic I went for my normal style with some headcanons. I hope you don't mind. TW for past child abuse. It's not really mentioned in detail but it's there. Arguments and yelling, threats of violence aimed at others,mentions of death and murder A somewhat toxic relationship. This is hurt comfort but the writing at the start is only hurt! If fighting is something that bothers you please skip it. Undercut is all comfort. 
Naraku doesn't really know how to hold back in anything, be it a fight for his life or a mere argument with you
When the two of you fight it normally ends in him storming off before it can really blow up
You're the one person he really doesn't want to hurt but sometimes it happens, this is one such time
It might start small but fights can spiral out of control quicky and since Naraku never seems to realizes how painful his words can be it just builds
His voice is raised and at some point it becomes a one sided battle where all you can do is try and breath
" I truly shouldn't have expected much from some lowly human. No matter what I try to do it's like you just can't understand anything! Is it really too much to ask of someone like you?
it just goes on and on until you can't take it anymore, Naraku is ruthless when he gets like this and no matter how strong you are you can only bend so much
The breaking point is sudden and the tears just come rushing out soon sobs and the need to gasp for air follow
It's only then that Naraku falls silent, sharp eyes turn to you and freeze now unsure what to say or do
For the first time in many years Naraku feels a sense of guilt and doubt well up
However he's doesn't know what to say or do so when the silence only makes things worse and you start babbling out apologies while begging for forgiveness it hurts him in an unexpected way
It takes hours before either of you can properly talk and even longer before you can say you trust him again it leave Naraku feeling empty and uncomfortable, he'll do anything to fix it
It starts the moment you stop crying, he's still angry but now more at himself and the people of your past then anything else
At the start he won't want to apologizes it feels unnatural to him to bow down to anyone or admit he was wrong
This doesn't really last for long, a couple of hours at most before your silence and fear becomes unbearable to him
He's nearly begging for forgiveness now wanting nothing more then for you to look at him without fear
Gentle touches and soft whispers Naraku takes this chance to promise you the world and then some swearing silently to himself to rip apart those have hurt you before
He wants to wipe away the remains of everything bad that had happened but as a man somewhat stuck in the past he understand that's impossible so he opts for just trying to make it better
In the coming weeks Naraku will make sure all of his servants learn some new rules, no yelling, no fighting within view of you and no asking questions
Of course he plans to follow simple rules to show how dedicated he is to you
Gifts will be given when he can't find the right words and any names you gave him will be dealt with
Naraku will never fully change and you don't expect him to but he does learn to hold back
In the arguments still bound to happen he wills himself to keep his voice down, he no longer uses threats unless he's truly out of control ect
It's a rough start yes and something even after years of dating he would need to work but Naraku is nothing if not dedicated and for you he is willing to do anything 
It's been a while since I wrote for Naraku but there's something about him I really love and love to hate. Thank you for requesting and I hope you enjoyed my attempt at hurt comfort. ~ Lilly
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the-violet-galaxy · 1 month
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How to "defeat Ruin", and prove to Ruin that he's wrong?
I'm still mourning the British Bean persona is gone but I guess I'll have to ADAPT AND OVERCOME hahaaasob
I'm thinking about Ruin, his attitude, and where things might go for him from here!  
Ruin is someone who believes the ends justify the means, and operates under a "for the greater good" mindset -- he's the kind of villain who takes a tangentially good cause (destroy the Creators), but is willing to cause unjustifiable amounts of collateral death to do it. And clearly, he has an ungodly ego.
And at this moment, by all accounts, Ruin has won! And he knows he's won. It's why he's so blasé talking to the others. If there is a genuine part of him that's sorry about the casualties (and at least, from the way he talks, I don't think he's lying about that,) it's far outweighed by his own self-assuredness that what he did was right. It doesn't matter to him whether he lives, dies, or is tortured now, because his work here is done.
"Everything is right in the universe now, in the dimensions."
So... What can be done about Ruin?
Ruin is still an active villain; just because he's surrendered doesn't mean he's been defeated. As long as Ruin believes he succeeded in what he was doing, he won't be truly defeated.
Ruin believes what he did was a success. That's the basis for his self-assurance. So you have to prove that he did not succeed. Killing him won't prove anything. Physically beating him or torturing him won't prove anything. (Heck, even if you made the small part of him that feels bad feel worse, it still won't prove anything.) He's perfectly willing to accept any of that!
So what can ACTUALLY knock Ruin down a peg?
I think... there need to be consequences that Ruin couldn't have possibly foreseen, which make his actions backfire in his face.
Right now, Ruin is 100% COMPLETELY sure of himself. In his mind, his plan went off without a hitch, it worked exactly as he intended, and he got exactly what he wanted. He's smug and satisfied because he KNOWS he succeeded in what he was trying to do. He won; everything that happens to him afterwards means nothing to him.
But if Ruin learns that his plan actually FAILED... (Perhaps the Creators he targeted aren't actually dead and his method to kill them only killed the DIMENSIONS around them, or the Council actually knew what Ruin was doing all this time and secretly did something to protect themselves that Ruin didn't know about, or him destroying so many dimensions is going to cause a shift that WILL actually kill all the dimensions he thought he was saving in his own sick way...)
Then Ruin will be completely thrown off his script; the smugness and self-assuredness will be wiped off his face when he realizes: he didn't get what he wanted, he was wrong, he caused "more harm than good", he FAILED. Ruin's talk of "my actions are a necessary evil but I made the world a better place in the end" would be flipped to something like "What? No... It wasn't supposed to happen this way, i-it was going to be so perfect, I was going to SAVE people in the long run, NO, THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK!!!"
Once you rip that carpet out from under him, his tune will have to change. How will he react to being OBJECTIVELY WRONG?
However he reacts, that's his belief shattered. That's him losing.
Aaand then who knows where it could go from there. Maybe just MAYBE Ruin will want to help stop this new disaster he inadvertently caused (if anyone ever lets him move freely again.)
Whatever the case, that's how I think he could be thrown off his high horse! (I'm still a Ruin fan and even I wanted to punch his lights out every time he opened his mouth in this batch of episodes. Nothing phased him at all and he was calm for all of it, if slightly annoyed at being put in the ground. I wanna see him completely lose his composure and be rattled and distressed and shaken when his victory comes crashing down around him.)
And how this affects Solar's resurrection:
This is just far-off speculating. Because so much is up in the air right now, it's hard to theorize about Ruin's character development in the future, and it's pretty early for talks of "potential redemption arcs". But IF the story went in that direction, I think Ruin's plans going CATASTROPHICALLY WRONG would serve it well.
Right now, the thing to do is revive Solar. If Ruin's plan has NO unintended consequences, and the cast find some convenient loophole that brings Solar back at the end of this arc, then that would mean Ruin still comes out on top. He would still be assured his methods were right, and heck would you look at that, he was able to clean up the messy bits in the end after all, no muss, no fuss! He was just delayed in figuring out the magic equations that would protect the dimensions from dying, that's all!!
But if his plan backfires spectacularly and causes destruction that he could never have seen coming, then that means Ruin is thrown on his ass, his ego is crushed, and he gets to deal with the fact that he was a FOOL -- and he has to WORK to fix the disasters he's caused. If that happens and THEN Solar is revived, from methods Ruin couldn't have possibly thought of on his own, theeen boom: Ruin DID NOT win, because his methods were proven to be completely wrong to his his own face!
(If he lives that long of course. Eclipse might kill him. He might get killed when things go south instead of being alive to help. Who knows!)
(Honestly, it's just that there's a part of me that still loves Ruin and wishes he could be good. And from the small hints we've seen, there's a part of Ruin that even SOUNDS like he genuinely didn't want to hurt people, and maybe it would be possible to make him see the error of his ways. He even mumbles something about considering Solar and the others his friends in an offhanded way at one point. But whatever the case there's a long uphill road for the No Longer British Bean, Now British Asshole, wherever the show takes him.)
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mykinkyyandere · 2 years
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what does five mean by “more strict rules” in weak princess? I LOVED THE FIC BTW YOU DID A WONDERFUL JOB
Stricter Rules
AO3
Pairings: Yandere/Dark! Daddy! Five Hargreeves X Age Regressed! Naive! f!Reader
Warnings: Yandere, smut, non-con/dub-con, daddy kink, (forced) age regression, kidnapped reader, taking away freedom, constant watch, locked reader
A/N: Thank you 🖤🖤 I would like to answer this in detail, as it is relevant to Weak Princess. Five's a grown-up & didn't stuck in the future.
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He knows you can't escape from him, so he sets up rules that will break your pitiful belief that you can escape from him. Rules that will make you utterly hopeless and thankful for your life. Depending on your behavior, he'll stretch or remove his rules over time. These rules can also be counted as a kind of punishment. Basically some restrictions that put you in your place.
Five's 10 stricter rules besides his general rules:
No playroom. (He takes away the only freedom you have and locks you in the bedroom. Cry in the room all day and realize how much he really cares for you. Giving you the playroom just shows what an understanding and generous daddy he is.)
No playroom means no fun. (He doesn't even give you a doll to pass the time with. No toys/drawing/watching TV/... anything. You just sit there and learn to be grateful to him. You have no choice but to play with him when he's with you.)
No powers. (If you have, he takes away your sweet little powers mentioned here. No matter how much he loves to watch your cute powers, you must be grateful for him letting you keep your powers. Can you see now how generous he's been all this time?)
No outside. (The times he takes you out are the times he trusts you the most. You won't be able to gain his trust for a very, very long time.)
24/7 surveillance. (There are cameras in every corner of the house. He doesn't need cameras, but you do. Perhaps the best way to break your confidence and belief. See that he no longer trusts you and feel guilty.)
Rough sex. (It's not actually a rule, but you can be sure that he's going to fuck you hard until his anger subsides and until he trusts you again. He'll fuck you a lot more often and won't give you the rest times he used to. He also doesn't let you cum. God, you're such a brat, aren't you? Aftercare is still very important to him though.)
No new stuffs. (Taking your playroom and fun away from you also means that there are no new stuffs. He doesn't buy you new anything. Including your favorite snacks. Normally he wants you to tell him even the smallest thing you want, but bad girls don't deserve anything. He doesn't even buy you new outfits to dress you up as his cute little doll, which is something he loves a lot.)
No stepping out of bed. (It's something he doesn't want to do unless he's really mad. But if he is, he chains you to the bed and uses a chain only long enough for you to take two steps, so you can stretch your legs. You're so lucky that he loves you, he doesn't follow this rule for very long. He was actually supposed to chain you in such a way that you couldn't even get up.)
No begging. (You seemed quite reckless when you were trying to escape from him, until he caught you. Don't beg him to forgive you. Don't promise you won't do it again. This pisses him off even more. You'll bear the consequences of your actions, and you'll take whatever he gives you. You can cry all you want, but he doesn't want to hear "forgive me" or "I won't do it again".)
Show full submission. (This is the last thing he expects from you as you're going through a process of heavy rules for you. But if you fully trust him and try to understand why he's doing these things, you'll make your situation much easier. Still, he knows you can't do it without crying and whining.)
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i lied btw i actually wrote a lot more than 4k words, it's just a matter of getting everything arranged coherently. have more au!
Ramshackle Recruitment AU – periphery opinions
As they are employed at a boarding school for exceptionally gifted teenage mages, the staff of Night Raven College are well-versed in dealing with mayhem. And yet, all of them are finding this year to be one of the most bizarre ones on record. Not even Sam's divination skills could've predicted an extra dorm being added to the lineup.
Let's take a look at how these gentlemen feel about the Ramshackle situation, from least to most approving.
Fandom: Twisted Wonderland
Characters: Night Raven College staff (+ Sam)
Notes: gn Yuu
Warnings: none, I think?
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Mozus Trein, being a very by-the-book type of guy, is entirely against Ramshackle as it currently exists. He feels it’s inappropriate for students to be transferring to a dorm before it’s been officially instated, especially when the dorm building is in such poor condition. It doesn’t help that Yuu apparently started taking on dormmates just to spite a fellow housewarden; that isn’t a decision to be made so lightly.
Beyond chastising them for their recklessness, though, Trein doesn't have any further admonishments for Yuu regarding their dorm. He's more annoyed with Crowley for allowing any of this to happen. Frankly, it was irresponsible for the headmage to place Yuu in the Ramshackle building to begin with. Surely they could have been temporarily situated in one of the actual dorms, at least until adequate long-term housing could be arranged? Sevens, setting them up in a quiet corner of the infirmary would've been better than that deathtrap!
Despite his reputation as a hardass, he'll be surprisingly lenient when grading Yuu so long as they show that they're making an effort to get caught up with their peers. He's typically even more strict with housewardens, as they're meant to represent the entirety of their dorms, but it would be irresponsible of him as a teacher to take that stance here. He'll assign additional homework as needed to discourage students from sleeping in his class, but his lessons are still for learning, not punishing. Even if it was foolish of Yuu to take on a role they weren't prepared for, his job as a professor is to teach them, not throw them in the deep end and let them drown.
There's very little that could convince Trein to visit Ramshackle dorm, at least at first. As the surrounding grounds get cleaned up, he might be inclined to spend some time reading in the garden; he normally prefers the school courtyard, but it can get pretty noisy with all the students bustling about. He won't be caught dead in the Ramshackle building itself, though. Both he and Lucius are a tad too old to go gallivanting about in such a dusty old structure.
(He won't say it, but he's impressed with how well Yuu is doing as housewarden. Like Leona, he expected the whole thing to go up in flames within a matter of weeks. Again, he's not going to say anything about it—even if things turned out well this time around, he doesn't need to be encouraging such rash behavior.)
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Divus Crewel agrees with Trein’s points, but refuses to fully back the other professor's argument. He might respect Crowley as his boss, but watching the headmage suffer the consequences of his own actions is too cathartic to pass up. Quite the spirited pup he's taken in, there!
Though he doesn't condemn the existence of the dorm outright, he doesn't refrain from reprimanding Yuu for their 'bad behavior'—the way he sees it, this whole thing started because of some petty drama between Yuu and Riddle. He's not blind to the social nuances of the NRC student body, but he is too old to care about the more trivial aspects of it all. Regardless, Yuu has no business playing at being a housewarden; there's good reason it's nearly unheard of for a freshman to be granted the title, and being magicless puts them at a distinct disadvantage in a mage academy.
…however. If Yuu truly is determined to be a full-fledged housewarden, then he's not about to abide by them slacking off! That's a prestigious mantle they've chosen to take up, and they will comport themselves accordingly! Good thing he's there to whip them into shape. He begins holding them to higher standards, especially in regards to their grades and conduct. Though he means well, he comes across as more officious than usual as a result. No matter how tolerant Yuu is, it doesn't exactly go over smoothly…he can grasp that Yuu themself has no magic easily enough, but it takes a while for it to sink in that they're from a world with Absolutely No Magic.
"Surely you must have learned something about residual and ambient magical energies in middle school. Understanding how to neutralize them, thus preventing them from affecting the formation of chemical bonds, is part of basic lab safet– what do you mean they don't exist?"
Like Trein, Crewel has no interest in visiting Ramshackle dorm. It would take endorsement from a junior like Vil for him to consider dropping by, and even then, he'd only do so to make a cursory inspection of the premises. In a school full of teenage boys, Pomefiore is just about the only dorm where he doesn't have to lecture anyone about proper grooming and self-maintenance; Ramshackle doesn't break the mold at all in that regard. Aside from that, he finds the dorm to be…in acceptable conditions, though there's still plenty of room for improvement. He visits very rarely, and typically forgoes wearing his coat inside, not wanting to chance getting any grime on it.
(It’s petty enough that Crewel won’t admit to it outright, but he’s a little peeved he wasn’t even consulted about designing Ramshackle’s official dorm uniform. What, was his work with the Fairy Gala outfits not good enough? Hmph. Well, he supposes the final uniform design turned out adequate…)
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Dire Crowley is getting heckled in the NRC staff groupchat. When he’d described Yuu as a beast-tamer, he’d had no idea they were capable of all THIS. It feels like every time he turns around, there’s been some development with Ramshackle that he’s going to need to do paperwork for. But breaking up the dorm would risk an immense amount of backlash from the students involved, and possibly even from other dorms…truly, he is the most generous headmage NRC has ever had! Hopefully the fact Ramshackle already has uniforms done up will make it easier to get the dorm properly approved and instated…
He really ought to be more cross with Yuu, all things considered. Not only have they caused him a financial headache concerning Ramshackle dorm's food budget, they were impudent enough to not even give him a heads up beforehand! Though…well, he supposes things worked out for the best regarding the debacle with Rosehearts. A healthy imagination is key to becoming a great mage, but it sounds like the Heartslabyul housewarden wasn't allowing for an environment in which imagination could thrive…but still! Just because he granted Yuu the title of prefect doesn't mean they can go about doing whatever they want. Perhaps it's time for him to revise his laissez-faire policy regarding student conflicts?…hmm, no, that feels a bit too extreme.
Despite it all, he still brags to Ambrose LXIII about Yuu, Grim, and Ramshackle once the new dorm breaches public consciousness. He was so wise for seeing their potential and allowing them to enroll, even though one is magicless and the other a monster. Look at how much they've accomplished thanks to his generosity! (He better hope Yuu and Grim don't hear him lmao)
Crowley makes a point of dropping by Ramshackle fairly consistently to check on Yuu and Grim—especially since the last time he went a while without checking in on them, they started a dorm without telling him. He gets frustratingly good at evading being dragged into the dorm's daily Shenanigans™ despite how often he visits, but he'll often lose track of time if someone strikes up a conversation with him. It's a running joke amongst Ramshackle students to ask Crowley if he's found a way to send Yuu home whenever they spot him at the dorm…though, after a point, most of them don't want to hear a "yes" in response.
(It's not becoming of him, so he won't say anything about it, but Crowley can't say for certain that he doesn't regret letting Yuu and Grim enroll. Yes, yes, it's wonderful how much they've achieved, but did they really have to give him so much extra work in the process?? Just thinking about how to word the inevitable press announcement explaining the formation of Ramshackle dorm gives him a headache.)
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Ashton Vargas, by some miracle, is the most Actually Helpful of the teachers. He thinks it’s fantastic that students are taking the initiative to challenge themselves! AND they’re learning teamwork while they’re at it! Just…Trein’s not wrong about Ramshackle being in rough shape. Living there is barely different from camping outdoors. ("Does he get the idea for Camp Vargas from–" haha yeah)
Vargas will regularly check in with Yuu about any concerns regarding the dorm building’s structural integrity. He’s no architect, but he knows how to safely handle power tools! He can take care of any heavy lifting that needs to be done, too! If it gives him a chance to show off and brag, he’s all for it. He canonically maintains the sports field by himself, so he probably has some good advice for cleaning up the grounds around Ramshackle as well. That doesn't mean he's going to do all the work himself, of course—anyone he catches lazing about the dorm gets dragged along with him. It's good strength training!
He also makes sure the dorm has basic safety equipment on-hand, like fire extinguishers and first aid kits. Even a pro like him has to be mindful of training accidents, after all! He's always proud to see students pushing their limits, but he's watched far too many people torch their athletic careers (and long-term physical health) by pushing themselves too hard. It's uncommon for him to give full-on lectures—he's just not the type to drag things out when a "quit doing that" will do—but anyone he catches trying to brush off a significant injury gets treated to a rare, ultra-serious lecture from him.
Due to being so involved in the dorm's restoration, Vargas is the most likely to visit Ramshackle out of NRC's staff. He'll often tag along if he happens to catch Crowley heading over to check on Yuu and Grim, though he's yet to successfully rope the headmage into doing any strength training. Being a bit childish at heart, he'll sometimes lend a hand to whatever tomfoolery the Ramshackle students get up to…so long as it's school-appropriate, that is! He doesn't need another lecture from Trein.
(Vargas won't own up to it, but he wants Yuu, Grim, and the rest of Ramshackle to view him as better than Sam, who is pretty much his sole competition for the title of "Most Helpful." He was already a tad jealous of the shopkeeper's wide skillset, so his competitive streak has him putting in a little more effort to help out around the dorm than he would've otherwise. Since this pseudo-rivalry exists solely inside Vargas' head, Sam has no clue about any of it.)
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Sam is living it up. His Friends on the Other Side haven’t been this excited about school-related events since he’d first set up shop on campus. And, since he’s the #1 supplier of Anything And Everything at NRC, he’s been getting a lot of business as the Ramshackle students work to patch up their dorm building! He’s not about to start giving away things for free, but he IS willing to cut some deals on tools and construction materials.
Honestly, he's a little annoyed with how little money Crowley seems to be investing into repairing the dorm building. Cheaping out on infrastructure is a fast way to create a money sink. He's not one to rock the boat too much, but he'll poke and prod to see if he can get Crowley to put a little more cash into restoration efforts. Surely it wouldn't hurt to speed the process up a bit? No point in letting the imps languish. Nevermind the fact it's all profit for Sam either way–
Capitalism aside, he does grow to care about the industrious little imps after a while. Taking a gamble on a complete unknown by transferring to Ramshackle, helping out others for the sake of pursuing their own goals…his Friends are quick to joke that Sam would've jumped to join in on the fun had he been a student, and he can't really say he disagrees! Hearing about all the hijinks going on over at Ramshackle is welcome entertainment, especially when business at the shop is slow.
Sam is typically too busy running the school store to visit Ramshackle himself, but he might make an exception for a dire enough situation. As it stands, he gets his Friends to keep a specific eye or three on the dorm in case any emergencies crop up. If he just so happens to have just the right tool for the job front & center (and on sale for a deep discount) when Yuu rushes in…well, that’s simply Mr. S’ gold-quality customer service in action.
(Sam keeps it on the down-low, but he genuinely does worry about Yuu and Grim. The headmage is a good customer, but he's not someone Sam would want to be financially dependent on. Those two imps at least have the relative safety of attending NRC, but neither of them have much in the way of a support system. He'd certainly been in a bad spot himself when he'd first sought out Those on the Other Side, so he's glad Yuu and Grim seem to be building decent lives for themselves without having to make any Friends of their own.)
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A/N: might as well be trying to squeeze blood from a stone the way I'm trying to approximate staff personalities from what little content we get of them,,,, for Sam I'm just doing whatever I want tho lmao
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lunaekalenda · 2 years
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WARNINGS: dark content. yandere, stalking, obsessive behavior, obsession, suggestive thoughts and sexual thoughts, fake sympathy. minors don't interact
a/n: editing in windows for the first time in years, i deleted all the drabble so re-wrote it from memory -more or less-. i want you all to play 14 days with you cause i wanna scream of how good it is.
He sees you from his place. Entering the supermarket, pretty as you are, with the little list you took notes into this same morning. As soon as you pass by his side, he takes a step ahead, casually colliding with you.
What a coincidental and beautiful encounter.
"O-oh, I wasn't expecting you to be here…" He was lying again.
Of course he was expecting you here, specifically, knowing that you would be here is the main reason why he came. His voice takes you by surprise as his cheeks get red, covering them with the beige sleeves of his soft cardigan, as he bites his lip under the fabric. You're looking so good… As always. It doesn't matter what you do. You always look so perfect for him. "I'm sorry, angel, I didn't mean to scare you…" As soon as you identificate him, you breath, calmly.
"Hey, Ren!" So sweet, how you smile at him. He hopes he's the only one able to see that smile. With your hand pressed against your chest, trying to calm down your heart, you talk. "What a surprise to find you here!"
He doesn't know if you're too innocent or too dumb, but it's incredible how you're unable to think about this casual encounters - that happen, at least, once every two days- as something premeditated. Still, he's not gonna tell you. It would make trash the fairytale of falling in love.
With him, of course. There's no way you can fall in love with someone that's not him.
He takes the sleeves away of his face, pink hair falling in his eyes as he smiles softly towards you. "What are you doing here?" he asks.
As if he doesn't know.
"Just needed some milk." you say, walking slowly. Milk, pads and a plastic bottle for the gym. You're starting tomorrow. At 7 a.m. He booked the same class as you.
Another magnificient and totally casual encounter.
He walks behind you while you give him little chat -about how high prices are.- every time you turn around, you see the shy, quiet boy that follows you blushed. But, as soon as your gaze is again far from him, he smiles devilishly, tongue licking his lips at the beautiful sight of your ass, shaking in front of him. He would prefer to be taking advantage of time between his sheets than there, making you moan his name and remember his fingers deep inside you if you ever dared to fuck another one.
What a dumb thought, you wouldn't. You have him, why would you search another one?
"And why are you here?" you ask, smiling at him, so quietly he wantss to treasure that smile. Cover it. Make it his. He randomly takes some cheese.
"Cheese, ham... I'm gonna make sandwiches for dinner." You laugh, checking the different milk bottles, the prices and the brands. Why do you take such a long time to decide? He already knows you'll end buying the first one. Is expensive in comparison, but the one you like the most. As he thought, you take that one with a sigh.
How can you look so beautiful even now, shopping groceries? People at the supermarket should feel amazed, no, honored, to have you here. They shouldn't pass without looking. Or maybe they should? HE should be the only one to see you.
He wants to be yours and to make you his. To mark every single inch of your skin, in places where neither clothes or hair can cover them. To make your body remember his, his caresses, his kisses, his hugs, his moans, his fingers. To be the only thing on your thoughts. To be filled with him and only him. To have him on your mind all day.
Him. Him. Him. Him. Him. Him. Him. Him. Him. Him. Him.
He wants to make sure you're drunk of him, so addicted you won't ever leave. And, if you leave... Then, accept the consequences of your actions, angel.
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eshasunrise · 7 months
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On Professor Layton Vs Pheonix Wright
No spoilers, but I talk about PWPL for a long time under the cut.
The most frustrating part of Phoenix Wright vs Professor Layton is the way it treats its lead characters. The two do their jobs well, Phoenix is the same goofy, down on his luck lawyer he always is, and Layton is as charismatic and clever as you'd expect, but there in lies the problem. Neither character is really explored to any real degree beyond what's already been established. And I get it; dubiously canon crossover made by two disagreeing companies designed to be an entrypoint into both series. It's better to play things safe, not change too much, and use the best parts of both series against each other. And to be fair, they do that with aplomb. The AA and PL character designs mesh beautifully together, especially after the hard work unifying the main characters. The Puzzles are an excellent addition to the investigation segments, and the court cases do a great job dredging out the minutia of the larger than life story and setpieces.
But Layton is a man with far too much intrigue and nuance to just be the confident windfall, and if there's one thing the Ace Attorney Franchise is good at, it's nuance.
Professor Hershel Layton is a man defined by three things: his gentlemanly demeanor, his love of puzzles, and his willingness to always lend a hand. But the Layton of Lore and the Layton we play as are two subtly different men. Hershel is truly a gentleman, no doubt about it, but he's cautious, aloof, and reserved. He won't meddle in matters that don't interest him or call upon him in the first place. He also never speaks of his past or his family. We know how secretive he is about his lost love, and how he becomes estranged from his children in the near future. This speaks of a man afraid, one who wants with all his heart to be always there, yet frequently is one moment too late. One who can be relied upon, but who ends up falling just short. One who strives to shoulder the burden of others, but ends up taking the praise as well.
A man who strives to be Phoenix Wright.
Phoenix is known to be a bumbling mess of a man, who wears his heart on his sleeve, hinges his bets on bluffs, and is responsible for overturning law and order in his country. Yet the Phoenix we play as isn't that man, despite what he thinks. He's somebody who knows people well, and can tell when someone is innocent, and will put his own life and reputation on the line if it means protecting that, even against his own better judgement. He's a man whose bluffs are more thought out than the carefully constructed alibis of men with more power and time than he'll ever hope to have. He's a man who overturned law, not through excess trust or gullibility, but his willingness to call out corruption while protecting as many people as possible from the fallout of his actions. He couldn't have begun to change things the way he did were it not for the trust and love others put in him, or his dedication to the truth above all else. Phoenix Wright has, without fail, shown himself to be someone to fall back on. Someone who will shoulder your burdens, hell, someone who will take the consequences of your mistakes and victimhood onto himself if it means making sure you can wake up happier three days from now, and refuses to let it go until justice is served. He takes the blame for the Dark Age of Law not because nobody else could; it's easy to point to Gavin, Gant, and Karma, but because nobody else can. He will carry the consequence of horrid people for the rest of his life, egg on his face (or coffee), trudging through hell until a better tomorrow comes, all the while thriving against odds stacked so far against him it's a miracle he's even alive.
That is the man Hershel Layton longs to be, the man he goes out of his way to become every day of his life, and the man Phoenix Wright is by simply being his own goofy, bumbling, easily panicked self. It could be said that, for as soft and kind as Layton is, his drive to be a gentleman distances himself from being the protector he wants to be. For as brilliant as he can be, it doesn't help much when he doesn't have the answer. With all the time he spends trying to help others, he never lets himself move on from, or share, his own pain.
And that's why Luke needs to be framed for murder.
Imagine: a situation that Layton cannot deal with. One he couldn't expect. Set it up so he sees Luke holding the bloody weapon in the body of the scared victim. So caught in the moment he just can't put together any other alternative, try as he might. That's where Phoenix comes in. Immediately knowing Luke wouldn't do such a thing, he takes the case before a case can be made, even as Luke second guesses himself and Layton is sent to testify. He's made to put together evidence pointing directly to Luke's guilt. And just as all seems lost, he turns the question on its head, asks why Luke can't be guilty, and that's when he asks Layton for help with one thing; a puzzle. By reframing this impossible situation into Hershel's field of expertise, removing all elements of trauma and impossibility, Layton reorients himself, adjusts his testimony, and slowly the truth begins to unravel. Press after press, puzzle after puzzle, piece after piece, and just as a dead end seems to be in sight, who else should interject but the real murderer, panicking from how close they've gotten, pointing out the logical flaw, in turn outing himself as the true killer to Phoenix and, more importantly, Hershel.
And you do not hurt Hershel's friend.
A duel of words breaks out (likely a game/framing mechanic unique to this sequel) where Layton takes command of the conversation and trial, pressing the Murderer further and further into a corner until, at one point, he slips. Layton backs off and confidently hands the floor back to Phoenix, who immediately presents the evidence that contradicts the pressed statement. The prosecutor has to object to a confession made out of duress, but at this point, the damage to the alibi is done, and the Murderer can't weasel his way out any more. One more round of testimony, and one more puzzle to present a piece of evidence, and the case is closed.
Afterwards, Layton can't help but cry as he hugs Luke, realizing the man who had been put down all game, whose made himself out to be a fool and jumped to harebrained conclusions to just barely be proven right, was the man who not only saved them, but the man he aspired to be like his whole life. Someone who can shoulder the pain of others until it's light enough to carry. Someone who accepts his own past, and lets it guide him forward without weighing him down. Someone who can stare defeat, even death, in the eyes, panicking all the while, then turn around, point his finger, and demands one more answer, over and over until the truth has come out. Someone who can solve even the most impossible of puzzles, when all he has to go on is a hunch, and trust that it can be done. (I'd also like to foreshadow this by having the first puzzle on Wright's side be a Sudoku puzzle, specifically, one where you have to take a leap of faith at turn one to solve, trial and error-ing the first move with little penalty).
Basically, a game where Phoenix is on the back foot and Layton can support him is great, but a finale where Layton is in a no-win scenario, and Phoenix can see him through by bringing out what Layton can do best, that would be excellent.
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Little addition to the Caretaker Luke AU where Luke is traveling (with Anakin in tow obviously) and starts hearing about a Force Sensitive child in a nearby town on the planet he's visiting, so he goes to try to meet with them. Before he can even really TALK to the person, though, Quinlan jumps out and tries to attack Anakin. Luke stops Quinlan's blow from landing, but Quinlan's already made sure the person escaped the moment he sensed Darth Vader's presence nearby. And he refuses to call them back because no Force Sensitive person deserves to have to even be near Darth Vader.
Luke swears that Anakin's changed, that he's better now, he's not a Sith anymore.
Quinlan says it doesn't really matter, though. Even if Anakin's changed, it doesn't change what he represents to this community and to the galaxy. He had supported the Jedi's choice to protect Anakin from execution, but he can't say that he personally wants to spend time around him either and doesn't blame a single other person who would rather be anywhere else.
This is probably where Anakin gets angry and tries to Force choke Quinlan. Luke stops him before Quinlan asphyxiates, but the damage is done.
Quinlan says that this is exactly why no one will ever trust Anakin. Because while he might be making a FEW better choices now, no one can trust that he won't make the same mistakes all over again if sufficiently pushed (which really doesn't take a lot of effort, he's easily pushed to violence). And that's not a risk that the Jedi can accept anymore.
Luke has to accept that as much as he WANTS to try to help train more Jedi, even if he can't be a part of the community with Cal's people, that's no longer an option for as long as Anakin is still alive and in Luke's care. That this is just yet another time where he has to take on the burden of the consequences of Anakin's actions. He can't join the others, and he can't create his own community. It'll be him and Anakin, alone, until Anakin's body finally gives out.
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I sincerely hope we get to see a new form of Canary after all this carnage. Like she went through hell, scraped out of there barely alive, barely together, and on the other side of this she finds this special kind of confidence. A confidence that lets her stand on her own without feeling the need to run from Graves. It'd be the kind of confidence that burns cities down, make her horrible father grin from the grave, have Price and co. looking at her in pure disbelief.
But I also hope she doesn't. As much as I love that kind of post trauma transformation, I feel Canary's path takes her to rescued animal mentality. She's grateful but she is oh so skittish. She'll run if you get too close too quick. Price won't be able to comfort her through touch (that's gone, buddy.) It's going to be sitting in silence, slowly reacclimating to not living in fight or flight, learning to rewire and trust her mind and her body again. Ptsd is a complex and tricky bitch. It's gonna rock everyone's world.
I loved the coat scene. It was so tragically beautiful in the depiction of that pure panic that comes from the fear of an abuser. It felt real and authentic. I always find panic attacks the hardest to write/read because they're so easy to get slightly wrong, and this was perfectly done. I love that Ghost is the one who got her in that moment. He's the perfect one to see it for what it is and rescue her from that spiraling pit.
This fic is a hard read only because of how heavy it gets. Yet, it's that very heaviness that pulls you in and makes you stay. It isn't self-indulgent in these dark themes. Each is used carefully and purposefully to create a world in which your readers feel their chests aching with each disaster that strikes Canary. You've gotta be ready to walk into this one, and I appreciate how thoughtful your warnings are before each chapter. I felt adequately prepared without anything being spoiled.
I didn't intend to write so much, but your fic has plagued me since I read it all in one sitting the other night. There are so many layers to it that I enjoy watching reveal themselves with each new event. I'm genuinely excited to see what happens next. Canary has been severely injured. I have a feeling there is going to be some temporary mobility issues/needing help frequently that is going to bring a lot of this trauma to the forefront right away.
there's only so much i can say without going into spoiler territory, but we'll def get a different canary after this. i feel like it's a combination of the two, she's confident and ready to burn everything to the ground when it comes to graves and makarov, but in private, when she's alone or with the 141, a lot more of that skittishness and paranoia comes out.
we've seen that touch is like the go-to form of comfort for a lot of the 141 so there's going to be difficulty navigating how to comfort her when she doesn't want to be touched. it's gonna be a long and complex journey for everyone involved, esp canary because there's things that she probably didn't even realize have affected her but now will come to the forefront because she's in a much more relaxed environment.
the coat scene was one of the first scenes i had fully planned out for the series! i wasn't fully sure who was going to be the one to find her (originally it was valeria and farah) but i knew it'd be a moment where canary was so panicked that it wouldn't matter how scared she was of the 141 member that found her, she just needed to get the coat fixed because graves and makarov being mad at her was worse than anything the 141 could do to her. in the end, it just felt right that ghost would be the one to find her, since he was the one who accused her in the first place. it's a very "here's the direct consequences of your actions" moment for him.
i get what you mean about panic attacks in fics, but i know they're hard to nail down since everyone can have different experiences with them. most of the panic attack scenes in designer dress i pull from my own experiences and things i've felt with my own anxiety.
i knew when i started doing a mob!au that there were going to be some dark themes since that's very common in this genre, but i tried/am trying to make sure it's not a dark fic if that makes sense? i, myself, am very sensitive to certain triggers so i always try to make sure i give the proper warnings for every chapter and am always open if anyone needs something tagged that i may have missed (within reason ofc)
i appreciate you going into so much detail here omg, this is very thoughtful and so sweet. things are def going to be difficult for canary going forward, but there's a more hopeful vibe to it—she's healing and getting therapy and relearning how to trust again which won't be easy but will be better for her in the end.
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