#thank you all for all your sharing

[heresiae]

me, before realizing what was going on and starting the diagnosis process: goddammit! I got distracted again. what's wrong with me!! and why I'm not understanding shit?! the argument is simple. why is everything confusing?

me, after the realization: adhd, behave! we need to hear this. I know this dude is boring, the argument is boring, but we need to make an effort. autism... I know, I know. they're confusing and not following a logical narrative pattern. we'll ask ALL the questions after.

#I read that for some people the realization was a curse more than anything #not for me though #after 38 yrs of total and utter self flagellation it was a relief #to finally understand #I don't have the instruments to actually help myself now #because diagnosis is still in process and only after I can access the NHS support therapies #last day I cried at a video on ADHD life on instagram #I felt an outcast all my life #out there now there are people like me #thank you all for all your sharing #adhd #add #autism #neurodivergent

[petricorah]

thankfully, he didn't get it [id in alt]

#zukka #zukka fanart #zukka comic #zuko #sokka #zuko fanart #sokka fanart #atla #avatar the last airbender #atla fanart #this has been in my wips since like APRIL and before i started the new year i wanted it DONE lol #i have no many more projects to work on for the next year #and im so excited to share them! #thank you all so much for your kind words and support this year <3 #myart

[ikeasharksss]

hey im curious

feel free to rb & explain your answer in the tags!

#i will go first <3 #i reread my own fics all the time!!! #it's so fun!! #i am the target audience for every fic i have ever written #like even if it's a gift/for an event i write it bc i am genuinely interested in it #so of COURSE im going to enjoy looking back on those fics #i have uh 24 fics on ao3 now? #so i dont reread All of them #i mainly reread my longer fics bc i just have the most fun writing them #i encourage ppl to reread their own work bc #1 its fun to see how your writing has changed #(my writing has gone through So Much since i started in 2019 lol) #2 if you write for yourself then youll always love what youve written! #n e way thats my 2 cents #pls share w/ me i am very curious #thanks love ya #fanfiction #fanfic #<- promo tags ig

[crystallizsch]

(inspired by the midnight cooking chapter in the twst anthology manga and also jamil's dorm uniform and master chef voice lines)

(this is also a lil extended sequel to this post i made :3)

#jamil in his silly era #he's *still* in denial your honor #[— #twisted wonderland #twst #twst art #jamil viper #kalim al asim #twst oc x canon #jamil x yuu #twst yuu #★'-my-art #☆'-comic #(💜) yuusha #(💜) jamiyuu #—] #jamiyuu is such a cute ship name #gonna hide here in the tags bc i’m lowkey embarrassed #im sobbing because i did not expect for that initial post to blow up as it did #it gave me joy that people liked it 😭 #it was only funny to me when i first thought of the idea #so it made me happy to share that silliness #i’ll continue to be in my self-indulgent corner thank you all #for enabling me

[marshmallowgoop]

no thoughts just Heiji Hattori (HD)

#detective conan #case closed #amv #my amvs #eye strain #heiji hattori #harley hartwell #conan edogawa #shinichi kudo #funimation english dub script #video #happy two-year anniversary to 'no thoughts just heiji hattori'! #while it's not my first amv (it's maybe my... fifth?) #it was the first one i made with davinci resolve and the amv that really got me into editing amvs for real #it's the amv that made me believe i could make amvs 🥺 #and in remastering it i deeply understood how ambitious it was! i thought i did a lot of audio mixing for 'messed up' #but that's not even close to all the audio mixing i did here--cannot believe that i did all this for my first big amv project #it took about 20 hours *just* to remaster! #which is something i've been meaning to do for a while now so i'm very happy to finally share the results! #to make this a 'remaster' and not a 'redo' the only changes i tried to make were to the source footage and audio #video now uses almost entirely hd remastered footage from my blu-rays or netflix rather than my dvds #but oh gosh was it *hard* not to touch anything else! i'd do so many things differently now #but this video will always be really special to me (and i can't believe i did it at all tbh!) #i hope seeing it in hd is fun too! i'm so blown away by all the love this vid's gotten #and that it helped increase interest in funi's old english dub is amazing and 100% what i was trying to do with it! #thank you everyone for all the support <333 i wouldn't be the video editor i am today without this vid or your encouragement for it <3333 #like the original the sources used are mostly from what funi dubbed (but mixed in hd by me!): eps 48-49 57-58 77-78 117 and 118 and movie 3 #but i also used episodes 141-142 174 189 239 263 277 291 293 345 479 491 517 and 522 #and ova 3 and tv special 6 (episode one) and movies 10 and 13 and ops 27 31 and 33 and the funi 5.2 dvd blooper for the one line lol #i'm sorry i've been so absent lately! i hope to be more active now... and there are 2 completely done amvs that i'm just waiting to post...

[002yb]

"How did you find me?"

Because it's been a lifetime for both of them. Because Jon was there one day and gone the next - taken someplace where Damian could never follow. Jon was missing and Damian couldn't find him, help him, save him.

Because Jon was a bright-eyed boy stolen away before he was beaten to be something less and forged into something more. He's different in all the ways that matter and all the ways that don't.

For all the relief Jon feels to be home, he's resentful that he was brought back to a place he doesn't fit anymore.

It's painful. It's distressing. And Jon wants to be that warm, kindhearted, foolhardy boy he was before - adaptable and adventurous, untouchable and invincible because youth is that way, but Jon thinks that boy burned and all that's been left behind is brittle obsidian - sharper than steel and easily broken.

"From your heartbeat."

Because seven years is too many, but even a lifetime couldn't be enough for Jon to forget it.

His pulse. His breaths. The way his feet strike the earth. His smooth-spoken articulate, the click of his tongue. The way he mourns and the stillness that follows it.

"You know my heartbeat?"

Intimately. Ardently. Jon listened for it across time and space and circumstance - only Jon could never tell if it was something he genuinely heard or if he clung so hard to his memories of it that he was able to delude himself into thinking it was there.

"Yeah." Jon breathes, eyes closing so that he can listen for it again - so it can be all he hears.

"What is it like?"

"Steady. Strong." Jon tells Damian around a fond, melancholic smile. Vulnerability might blindside Damian always and forever, but it's been a lifetime for both of them and Jon is - everything has changed and he hasn't found the good in it yet; he's home, but he doesn't fit anymore. "I missed it."

There's a beat and it's not so much that Damian's heart stutters so much as it settles. Because Damian knows. He feels it, too.

I missed you.

"I don’t know yours." Damian admits after a few beats more. "I only know what it is to be without it."

"What’s it like?" Jon asks.

City lights pollute the sky, but far below where they stand on a high-rise, the yellow-gold glow from windows and the flash of traffic stops and taillights feels as beautiful as any star. The noise is easy to let fall away. All Jon hears is the wind and the slow breaths Damian takes that keeps his heart thumping strong in his chest.

"Lonely."

Terribly.

Dreadfully.

"And now?"

Damian turns and finally they make eye contact again. There's a pensiveness to Damian's expression as they take one another in. Making note of all the things that changed because Jon is different now. He feels different in all the ways that matter and all the ways that don't. Jon is home, but he doesn't fit.

The way Damian has to look up, up to meet Jon's gaze is wrong. For all Jon wanted to grow and torment Damian for being the smaller of them, Jon finds no joy in it now.

It feels like something was stolen from him and he mourns it. Anger burns hot through his veins, like ice in his lungs. It's as twisted as Jon feels - tormented until it's something unrecognizable; rage and wrath and anguish. Grief.

Jon wants to go back to that time he was young and brash and untouched by the unfairness in the world. A lifetime has passed and he doesn't know how he fits. He is not steel; he is volcanic glass and every breath he takes feels like it pierces his lungs and Jon is meant to be strong, but all at once the world is unbearably heavy and-

Damian drops his head to Jon's chest and - oh. Everything settles.

"A beat too quick, but strong. Resilient." Damian tells him and Jon blinks hard against the burn in his eyes. There's a lump in his throat that he can't swallow past and if Damian feels the hitch in Jon's chest - he says nothing of it. All Damian does is rest his head over Jon's heart, counting the beats until Jon lets go of his tentativeness and uncertainty and brings his arms around his friend and holds him close, closer until Jon can take Damian's steadily beating heart into his own chest - so that no more lifetimes will pass where he can't feel it. Damian's own arms reach around Jon, his too broad shoulders and the too large span of his back. Damian heaves a sigh and clicks his tongue and Jon doesn't need to see it to know that Damian's scowl has stayed the same. "Never let me be without it, now that I know."

A watery smile pulls at his lips as Jon breaks forward over himself - trying to be small where he is not. He nods, unwittingly lifting Damian off the ground despite Damian's grunts of protest if only to be closer to him after a lifetime apart and marvel the ways Damian has changed - the ways he hasn't.

Jon doesn’t feel himself after everything. Safety and security is something stolen from him - he doesn’t know how to go back to the life he lost. It’s overwhelming, so he closes his eyes and feels Damian's heart beat against his and lets it be his anchor.

@pechaghtlecha

#super sons #damijon #jondami #pechaghtlecha #was thinking about all the damijondami feels you inspire with your masterpieces of art and ahhhhhhhhh i wanted to write something for you #hopefully this is okay ;U; #thank you so much for sharing such loveliness with everyone~ #･:*:･(*////∀////*)･:*:･ #words

[shepscapades]

So

First thing : I feel like the person X saw in Etho (in panel 2) is Evil X, I don't know it just feels like it, I mean yeah instead of yellow he should have had red accents and stuff, but... the shoulder pads are in simmiliar shape to those that EX has in your recent comic. It's implied that X was at least a bit scared of that person he saw because this is the exact moment he overpowers Etho, like he saw someone who's genuinely determined to hurt him + I can see that whoever Xisuma saw in Etho is holding a potion of what?? Still tryna to figure this out.

+ X cries a little when he flips Etho, still don't know if he does it because it's Etho and he doesn't want to hurt him, or because he still sees the other person in his friend and it's a bit deeper than that.

Second thing: Oh wow we got to see Xisuma's hair!

Third thing: I think that Etho most likely hurt/injuried/stabbed X at the end, or is at least about to do it, since we see the "DON'T" at the end- it's written in pink which is enough to signify it's X who's talking [CAN i ADD THAT IT'S GLOWING?? Like that must mean it's either important or loud] but we also get the "VOCAL RECOGNITION: XISUMAVOID" from Doc [thank you for this part it makes it even better sobs]. And now to the confusing point, from what I could figure, it looks like Etho is trying to stab X with the shard(?) or whatever that is, but It's not him, the person that's holding the shard has sleeves [we know that Etho wears a t-shirt in this] so now I wonder if it's a flashback to Doc's past since 1) his labcoat has sleeves [X has gloves so he definetely isn't the one holding the shard] 2) in the panel where he's reaching for the [whatever that is I don't know medical supplies] we also get a sort of flashback of him reaching for the shard. Which means that he probably had situation like this before (maybe that's one of the times when he lost his arm?)

Also thank you for drawing that pure fear in Doc's eye when he heard X I love this

I LOVE THIS COMIC AND THIS AU

#dbhc theories #dbhc #dbhc ask #the shepherd #my sona #art escapades #1-marigold-1 #dbhc doc #dbhc xisuma #dbhc etho #dbhc evil x #THANK YOU THIS ASK MADE MY NIGHT #I LOVE SEEING YALL PICK IT APART #I spend so much time on the details so I become a little pathetic creechur when all of it gets noticed #not confirming or denying any of the theories happening here but TY FOR YOUR THOUGHTFULNESS AND FOR SHARING IT ALL WITH ME!! <3333 #dbhc sillies

[elitadream]

❗️Important announcement❗️

Hello everyone! 😁 January is finally here, and this is very exciting news for me because I'm going to New Zealand!!! 🤩✈️ It's a huge trip that I've been planning for a whole year now. It will be the first time I ever take the plane. The first time I visit another country in years. The first time I travel so far away from home! And what's more, this will be the longest trip in my life. Over a month. I can hardly wrap my head around it still! 🤯🗓

I've also had some time to reflect, and... I've decided to use this opportunity to step back and go offline for a bit. 🌱 I wanted to tell you about this sooner, and I apologize for how sudden this probably is for most of you. I promise that I'm alright and doing this with a peaceful mindset! Although- I'm a bit sad at the thought that we won't see or hear from each other for a while. 🥺 It's a bittersweet feeling, but at the same time, I'm sure the temporary change of pace will be a good thing. Lately I've been feeling the need to take a break from social media again, and the timing is perfect. I'm ready. 🤲💫

To my lovely friends and followers here: I hope you will all have a great time these next few weeks. I hope the beginning of 2024 will treat you well and that you will get to experience new and exciting things. Wishing you lots of inspiration, fun projects and plenty of fascinating conversations until I return. 🙏🥰

Take care, everyone! I will miss you dearly. 🫂💗 Thank you, and I love you all,

- elita 🌸

#Even though I probably won't see my notifs until I get back- don't hesitate to tag me or message me anytime 🥲 #I promise I'll do my best to catch up once I get back! 👀 x3 #It may take me longer to respond... But you can be sure I will nonetheless ✨️ #And don't worry: I still very much intend to share those next few pieces as well! 🤭🖼 #Thank you in advance for your patience and understanding^^ #See you all again soon!! 💕 #personal message #elitadream

[ef-1]

burn your village | female rage playlist

#f1 #lewis hamilton #behold I share with you: witch!lewis #the drivers this man has had to contend with seb (❤️); nico; alonso; masa; max like JESUS CHRIST I KNOW YOURE A WITCH #it was v important for this to be dicordant and jarring #that was the most fun part tbh switching & subverting the tonal snaps #this is going to be a lidol series bc I went through my female rage paylist and thought wow... could definitely formula-one-fy this #im trying to be nonchalant but right as i started enjoying making this that STUPID article about lewis doubting himself came out - #and I almost unalived SICK AND TWISTED #anyway literally forever in awe of him. #that one clip from monza 2017 was v important to me bc how the fuck did Lewis take the championship lead from Ferrari IN MONZA #who scripted that. and all the booing and it was so. fucking? much? #always thanks to xavier who is attentive & constructive & insightful & understands every motif even if i am sure they are known only to me #and meg who is always lovely and kind when i send her literally the most BUSTED drafts that are 80% black screens

[oddogoblino]

Woo!! Birthday gift drawing for @ayyy-imma-ninja

Happy birthday Meg!! I may not know you on much of a personal level, but I do want to say I'm glad you're here. You are an incredibly nice person with such a wonderful imagination! Your creations hold so much passion, joy, and fun in them. Your art is so warm and the worlds you make are so incredibly interesting and amazing, and your writing has moved so many! ^^☆

Thank you so much for sharing the things you've made. Your fairies especially have brought me so much happiness and there's hardly any way I can truly express how much I appreciate the little pieces of joy I've gotten from your works. You're truly amazing and I wish you only the best of days and dreams. 💖

#OddityGoblity #birthday gift #fnaf sundrop #dca fairy au #Meg youre wonderful and thank you for the sunshine youve shared with ppl like me and all the other ppl who love your works as much as i do

[aruban-spaceshuttle]

Funny story, my ass did NAWT believe that Cove would actually change his appearance based on whatever tf I did until I flirted with him in step two and went to change it for him before step three and was like “omg he already has his hair set as long lol so wild XD” mf YOU TOLD HIM IT WAS HOT. THEY TOLD YOU HE WOULD CHANGE IT BASED ON WHAT HE EXPERIENCED AND YOU TOLD HIM YOU LIKE BITCHES WITH LONG HAIR.

#I’m like an object that sinks upon contact with the surface of water #I’m dense #that is so cute though like I love you and your silly green ponytail #god the brainrot this man provides is a THREAT #DONT PLAY THIS GAME THE LOVE INTEREST WILL CORRUPT YOUR MENTAL HEALTH #ALSO HES MINE BACK OFF 👹 #that was a joke btw #not about him being mine but like me acting jealous #bc I love him enough to share <3 #I’m like a communist: sharing the wealth #wait did you actually read all of these omg I love you thank you so much #not as much as I love cove ofc but yeah I hope you get it #cove holden #olba #our life #our life beginnings & always #derek suarez #baxter ward #ily cove holden #gb patch games #our life: beginnings & always

[hellhoundmaggie]

Do you have any SDV hot takes?

Boy do I ever Anon! Thank you for giving me the chance to get on my soapbox about this.

Shane doesn't relapse when he is happily married to the Farmer. The popular "relapse" interpretation is based on faulty assumptions about what substance abuse recovery is supposed to look like and flat-out misreadings of the text of the game.

Shane doesn't "start" drinking again: he never stops, just reduces the amount he drinks. (Unless we are supposed to interpret the phrase "cut back" in the 7 Heart Event as meaning "quit” or "gave up” for some reason. Or if we ignore the new 1.6 dialogue about him drinking less after his 6 Heart event.)

Shane's mess is not a consequence of uncontrolled drinking, but a consequence of his depression and possible under-managed ADHD. His room at Marnie's remains exactly as messy when he's in recovery as it is when he's spiraling, so the drinking has no effect on his cleanliness.

”Okay,” you might say, “but he still shouldn’t drink, and he should pick up his room.” And sure, yeah. Ideally we should all do the same. But that’s not always a fair or realistic expectation for everyone. Not everyone can quit their addictions or bad habits cold turkey. Not everyone is going to be the model citizen. That doesn’t mean they can’t live happy lives. That doesn’t mean they don’t have value. That doesn’t mean Shane doesn’t have value.

So instead of complaining about the ways that Shane fails to measure up to typical adult standards, it may be more productive to ask: is he happy? Is he doing okay? By any reasonable measure, a married Shane is living his best possible life. He‘s surprised and delighted to be your trophy husband. He doesn’t have to worry about taking a soul-sucking job or struggling with unemployment. His drinking isn’t causing him any problems, and if he can’t keep his personal space clean, at least he doesn’t let his mess spread to the rest of the house. He has his own little coop for Charlie and it’s just adorable to watch him bounce her up and down. He actually makes time for Jas. I am not requiring everyone to love Shane the way he is written, or to make space in their farmhouse for him. But please, have realistic expectations for the character that exists. And do make friends with him. He gives you an OP recipe and access to blue chickens!

#My other hot take is that people shouldn’t install mods that “fix” NPC character flaws #Yeah it bothers me too when Penny pushes George’s wheelchair without consent or when Clint gets on his “Nice Guy” hobbyhorse #But CA gave these characters flaws for a reason #Flaws add interest and depth to characters #Instead of knee jerk rejecting my discomfort with the character’s bad behavior #I can sit with it and reflect on my own behavior and values #And I can recognize the worth even in characters who don’t share my values #Or who don’t change and grow in the “right” way #After all I’m not gonna share all your values #Or always change and grow the way I ought to #But we all gotta live together and give each other a little grace #Anywho those are my hot takes #Thank you for your time #shane stardew valley #stardew valley #media analysis #media criticism #media literacy

[ghosts-cyphera]

so my giant of a bf (6’6) of 4 months and i had sex for the first time and im tellin you— i saw IT on my belly. faintly but still. it was THERE (was so fuckin hot but my brain short circuited like i was there but i wasnt at the same time) and im thinking like… ps!ghost… yknow… gnawing at the bars of my enclosure actually

— 🩰

bestie be so serious right now. are you kidding me?? I'm not surprised at all that you short-circuited like me too just fucking reading this. I'm—??? christ

you know what, I used to never be into really tall and broad guys. not that I minded, but it was never my type per se. but after discovering simon fucking riley I think I might be a changed woman? I think I need me a giant of a man. 🧍‍♀️🧍🏼‍♂️

#was this your first time together or your first time ever? if it was the ladder and you wanna talk more about it please know that you can! #next day edit: why did no one TELL ME I said ‘ladder’ instead of ‘latter’ lmao I’m humbled 😭 probs a good thing #(wait you can tell me more anyway lmao just to clarify but) #I was freaking out after my first-first time because it made me feel all the feels (good and bad) so !! just wanted to offer mwah 💗 #lo answers #🩰 #THANK YOU for sharing

[hotvintagepoll]

I HEARD YOU WERE TAKING CAT PICTURES. Here are my babies. Pickles is the black one and as you can see from his posture he is a perfect gentleman. His sister Penelope is the gray one and Felix is the striped one making a fool of himself.

it's 1 in the morning and i think i might start crying over Felix

#they're so cute! oh my god! #thank you all for sharing your beautiful babies with me #hotvintagepoll coffee night #asks

[canisalbus]

The love and care that you pour into your characters is so palpable that I can feel it cumulatively breaking chunks of slag off of my hardened heart. It makes me want to feel again, and make art again. It makes me remember what it's like to have passion about anything. So even though we're strangers to each other, thank you. For everything that you do. Your art reminds me what it means to be alive.

.

#thank you for your kind words #that was genuinely moving #I hope you find your passion again and continue making art #I still find it kind of unfathomable that there are people who are genuinely invested in my brain goobers #I would still think about and draw them all the time even if I didn't share the pieces with anyone #but the sheer amount of love they've received lately definitely fuels my fixation #so thank you for your interest and support it means a lot to me and keeps me going #answered #anonymous

[ferahntics]

I just want them to be happy.

#i went from being super shy about sharing them to 'i will do whatever comes to mind about them' #thank you all for indulging me #metagala #meta knight #galacta knight #kirby #mine #my art #they adopt him your honor #or did kirby adopt them as his dads #who knows #the idea of galacta knight going from a feared legend to the worlds second best baby sitter right after meta is just Yes