#the clownery that is me

[katimanki]

From Hate When I Sin by @foodiewithdahoodie 💖🫶🏻

When I started this fic and read the first scene, I had to put my phone down, grab my iPad and sketch it out immediately!!

#byler #mike wheeler #will byers #ted wheeler #ted with his true byler truther outfit!! #his shirt is loterally mikes colors and the beige pants #!!! that’s basically yellow my dudes #I am so scared there are typos #mike and will being worsties in this fic is killing me #i love it so much #(there’s a secret message in this lol) #lmao not the only two noses in this being #a way too realistic one and the other a complete clownery #shitbyme

[hayaku14]

PRESENTING MY BIGGEST DELULU CLOWN THEORY OF ALL TIME: THIS IS SHINICHI IN DISGUISE 🤡

#kaishin #guys you dont understand #okay maybe hakuba stans might #LOL #but i havent seen my actual boy real not clickbait not disguise kudou shinichi #IM DESPERATE FOR ANY CRUMB I WILL TAKE ANY POSSIBILITY AND TWIST IT INTO MY CLOWNERY #shinichi bby i miss u come home ;-; #(conan looking at me at the side like: bitch im literally right here) #dc prattles #also not me deluluing this just cause i want kaishin im sorry 😔 #that's just my default you cant fix it sadly

[gunsatthaphan]

[my magic power might have been the start of my happiness. but after all this time I'm realizing that maybe it's karan's magic power that brought us to where we are now. because his power is to love someone wholeheartedly.]

#cherry magic #cherry magic th #taynew #karanachi #karan x achi #cherry magic th ep12 #tay tawan #new thitipoom #gmmtv #thai bl #bl drama #im sobbing im not okay #dont take them away from me pls 🥺😩🧡 #you really expect me to watch the clownery that will be peaceful property after the masterpiece that was this??????? #hell nah

[l-0puko]

the sillies // senpai-kouhai AU

#JJK #Jujutsu Kaisen #5u #GoYuu #senpai kouhai AU #Itadori Yuuji #Gojo Satoru #Kugisaki Nobara #(mentioned) #my art #suggestive themes #(just in case) #the joke that started it was (roughly translated) 'the work stuff is down my throat* (meaning too much work)' - 'the stuff is me' #but the thing is the right expression is 'the work is up to my ears (=too much work)' #Satoru takes it as a chance to mock (affectionately) that one dude he's got a crush on #the clownery #i just think Yuuji mixing up expressions so they sound questionable and Satoru following up with innuendos is a hilarious concept #i wish i could save the original meaning but this works too

[nethnad]

me, putting on clown makeup: here's how mrs. flood can be braxiatel/susan/romana

#my mom handed me a rum & coke which is not helping the clownery. in fact im leaning into this more and more as time goes by #if i dont get another doctor + brax interaction in the next few months im exploding like confetti #dw spoilers #doctor who spoilers #doctor who

[bennidraws]

they're trading pokemon cards down there

#serennedy #resident evil #leon x luis #leon kennedy #luis serra #ppl who follow me on twitter too seeing this impeccable joke twice NO YOU DONT #i just dont wanna neglect tumblr with my wips and clownery thats all 😔 #also im never drawing leon again bc he'll never turn out as babygirl as here wtf

[bird-inacage]

Only Friends: What Led to Ray's Explosive Tirade (Playing 'The Bad Guy')

I have to admit that this was not how I expected this scene to play out. I was just as flabbergasted as everyone else at first. However I think there's one clear thing that Ray's outburst reminded me off: no matter whether you reveal the truth or keep it to yourself - either way, you are the bad guy.

I'm NOT the Villain

As Boston very derisively claims, if Ray reveals the truth of the affair, he'll be the one unleashing the damage. A similar parallel to what Boston did last episode (with very different intentions may I add, but damage is damage nonetheless).

Mew is incredibly important to Ray. If we talk simply outside of Ray's love for him, Ray wants to treat him well, repay him for his kindness and support over the years. Therefore, once Ray was in possession of this information, he felt very strongly that Mew needed to know. He knew telling Mew was the right thing to do. He does genuinely care about Mew as a person.

Does he warn Mew and ruin his present happiness (which is based on a lie)? Or does he hold his tongue and potentially watch his friend get hurt from other mistreatments by Top further down the line?

Ray doesn't want to hurt Mew in any way. He doesn't want to be the bringer of bad news. Why should it have to fall to him to reveal this awful act of betrayal to someone he cares for so much? And when Mew supposedly doesn't react in the way he expects to this information, Ray goes ballistic with frustration, concern and anger. Why is he the bad guy for trying to help his friend, when Top can seemingly get away with it, and be in everyone's good graces even when he's completely undeserving? Why can no one else see Top's true colours?

I'm NOT the Worst

Something else that occurred to me throughout this episode, is how often Ray's friends belittle and overlook him. And it's so routine they hardly even notice.

Boston has never tried to hide his snide little back-handed comments at Ray. Since their fight at Sand's, he's become even more callous when throwing quips in plain sight. Namcheum makes an observation about all of them being partnered up, and it's only after a few beats that April points out Ray is still single. It's as if they forgot he was even there. Namcheum doesn't tend to pick up on any of the animosity or tension within this group. She's generally not the most tactful or best at reading people.

Then when Ray speaks to Mew in the bathroom, Mew immediately assumes Ray's been taking drugs. Ray looks clearly stunned by this. Yes, he's always coined as the 'drunk' but that's not his one and only personality trait. That's not all he does and is as a person.

It dawns on Ray that even his closest friends seem to always assume the very worst of him. He had a bad feeling about Top from the offset but no one cared or listened. Rather, Ray never gets given the benefit of the doubt, when he's not committed anything as problematic as the heinous crimes amongst their group. Particularly when compared to Top, someone who gets all the praise and adoration when Ray knows he's a certified piece of shit, is desperately unfair. And most of all Top gets the respect of the best friend he loves.

I think what really sent the situation hurtling south was Ray watching everyone play happy families, when he knows there is a web of dishonesty and resentment lurking beneath. It's all a farce. And Ray couldn't stomach it for another moment longer. He had enough.

Become the Very Thing You Loathe

In Episode 4, Ray displays a classic example of self-loathing and self punishment when he goads Sand to scold him. In doing so, it's as if he's deriving some warped form of satisfaction in owning these criticisms. Because he's told these things so often, he starts to believe it, so why not own it too? I actually mentioned this in my Episode 1 meta (regarding Ray's self-actualisation of becoming a burden). Sometimes embracing the very thing you hate being know for, at least validates the presence of that criticism. 'If people keep calling me an asshole, then fine, I'll become an asshole. At least then being called an asshole makes sense.'

So Ray brought it on himself to air out everyone's dirty laundry. 'Fuck it, if you really all think I'm the worst, then fine, I'll do what needs to be done, I'll be the worst. You all happy now?'

Even though Ray adopts the persona forced onto him, he's not happy about it at all. He wants to be identified with more substance, with more credit, as more than just what everyone claims him to be.

#only friends #only friends the series #ofts #only friends meta #ray x sand #sand x ray #ray pakorn #firstkhao #khaofirst #khaotung thanawat #first kanaphan #poor ray breaking my heart #this boy's characterisation has so many layers im quaking #me during episode: (shrieking) NOOO RAY DON'T PLEASE #can sand please whisk ray away so they can be happy away from this toxic wasteland of drama and clownery?

[prongcollar]

"I am no longer the Winter Soldier.”

#* #bucky barnes #buckybarnesedit #baron zemo #zemoedit #tfatws #tfatwsedit #marveledit #mcuedit #winterbaron #tusershay #userwendy #usertammy #zemo's little eyebrow wag at sam gets me every time. he's such a bastard i love him #fully expecting all manner of clownery in my notes for this caption

[sashimiyas]

a/n: just a wee bit suggestive; about me really

"hajime! hey!" you don't even give him a chance to acknowledge you, "could you do me a favor?"

"sure, yeah." the answer is almost instinctual and also deceptively smooth from his mouth. his heart hammers at your sudden appearance. he had no idea you were in the library because had he, he would have spent less of his time studying the biomechanics of endurance performance and more time studying... you.

not that he needs to because of course he can ace an exam pertaining to you.

(he hopes this doesn't sound creepy. it's simply his natural predisposition, carrying a mental clipboard over the usual physical one, one made of whiteboard and notated in sharpie)

"will you tell me to get my shit together?"

he takes a moment. maybe two just to process. then he translates your question to his home tongue and then back to english once more. having been in the states for four years now, the statement is beginner's level at best but he feels like this is a test right now. three times two does equal six, but maybe he should put it in his calculator just to double check.

"be mean to me!" you double down with a firm nod, "i’ve been procrastinating on this essay all week and i need someone to tell me to get it together. i asked lena but she's my best friend so i'm like, i don't know, desensitized to her, you know? but if it's from you, then maybe i'll have the motivation to do it. you know what i mean?"

he only half-nods because he doesn't know, nor is he quite following.

"you're like the nicest guy in class. there's no way i can deny you!"

the composure he has is only because he's had to grow up with the most unpredictable idiots but holy shit. he's internally choking right now. dying really.

patiently, you wait. to steel his courage, he appraises you, runs his eyes down to your cupid’s bow where he’s memorized the angle, notates the smell of you that he’s found comfort in these past couple of years when you guys are trapped in those cubicles called study rooms, and now he memorizes the expression in your gaze.

you look at him like you need him, like he’s the one who holds the words you need to complete this essay.

“get your fucking shit together,” he says while pulling at the strap of your backpack. it’s boyish, it’s stupid, but despite his tone, he wants you to know he’s teasing. even if you did ask for it.

for some reason it’s you who stares back at him. and just for the sake of testing your theory, he pries even further, “are you going to be good and finally work on that essay?”

you nod, eyes wide with obedience and it makes him stir. to prevent himself from getting carried away, he spins you with your backpack and pushes you away from him, “okay then do it.”

you don’t look back. good thing because iwaizumi would have never been able to handle it. he exhales loudly into his palms once you’re out of sight, bending over to place his elbows on his knees.

the mental clipboard is back in his hands with future experiments being planned. you really can’t say no?

what would happen if he asked you out on a date? what about when he asks to kiss you? the thoughts fill his head, innocent and not.

#reina.writeshaikyuu!! #haikyuu x reader #iwaizumi hajime x reader #iwaizumi x reader #haikyuu fluff #iwaizumi fluff #the clownery truly is me #why is it that i open up my laptop to take notes and then i say 'hmm. now would be a great time to write.' #but when i have all the free time over summer i cannot even be bothered #iwaizumi hajime

[seven-tastic]

lukerosa but they share one braincell

#i went throught 5 stages of grief making this #i thought itd look better if i ignored its existence and went to take a 4 hour nap #but i guess it didnt work #anyways im a failure as an artist and theres nothing i can do about it #anyways peak clownery from me im so sorry this is so ooc #luke pearce #lukerosa #tears of themis #i have made like 428942 lukerosa doodles and i keep jumping between all of them #my brain decided just to finish this one and pretend the others dont exist #i just want to throw the tablet across my room when i see my art #my anxiety went 📈 #when posting this on twitter #twitter terrifies me to the highest level i blame my experience on genshintwt

[zaaalima]

KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI (1998) dir. Karan Johar

#lol I forgot I had this in my drafts #it's stupid but it made me laugh #iconic clownery #kuch kuch hota hai #shah rukh khan #kajol #bollywood

[shirozora-draws]

Note to self: You think you can go weeks without drawing dinluke because of RL obligations eating up your life and revising a fic featuring dinluke, but no, you're gonna reach a point where it's 3AM and Bruce Springsteen won't stop singing in your skull and you reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally need to draw them in some capacity.

Anyway have some desperately 5AM sketches that got cleaned up at 10AM because I don't know how to sleep.

#shirozora draws #dinluke #skydalorian #din djarin #luke skywalker #the mandalorian #star wars #it's been a year and this ship still drives me crazy #like 'i'm gonna fucking punch the world' crazy #and whatever clownery the fandom gets up to can't take that away from me #anyway I just rewriting/revising a 16k chapter and need a goddamn break from writing so guess I'll be drawing for a bit #oh wait i gotta do the print shop stuff oh goddammit what do I even call it jfc

[slutdge]

never going to pull a goth girl with this music lad

#i want to know what these people think goth means like please. define it for me. i want to know why yall keep making this fuckin clownery. #🐆

[saltpepperbeard]

yes, but are you mentally ill and/or pirate-deprived enough to make gentlebeard in heroforge? 🫡

#OFMD #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #Edit #this feels appropriate to launch into the tumblrsphere after i was foaming at the mouth over WHISPERS of clownery PFFFF #like hbo #listen #l i s t e n #i have devolved to the point of making tabletop/dnd dolls of these silly little guys to fill the Void okay #i miss them so much that i have to replicate them in any way that i can #WHICH OKAY LMAO #I was delighted to sneak bits of Borple into Ed's forge #LIKE PURPLE NAILS YEAAAAAHHH #And Heroforge allowing for two characters to be in one scene is absolutely EVERYTHING #A WEE BIT TOO DANGEROUS IF YOU ASK ME LMAO BUT #IT'S SOMETHING OF A BANDAID RIGHT NOW #SUSTAINING MEEEEE

[wdwashere]

Just two besties who bond over the same crush (they're also lowkey crushing on each other)

#post amphibia Sasha still has his hair in a ponytail sometimes #because I got used to doodling her stupid banana looking hair 😭 #this is just what happened to Amity with her hair I finally figured out how to draw it but then she let's her hair down I can't 💀😭 #yes this is me ranting about my blorbo's hair changes why do gay people always let their hair down after their character development 😭 #sorry for the people who might be reading my ridiculous clownery #wd's tag ramblings #amphibia #wdoodles #sasharcy #sashannarcy #anne boonchuy #sasha waybright #marcy wu #sashanne #marcanne #(only implied)

[c1rcusbabie]

clussy this, clussy that, but would you feed me spaghetti?? OF: @circusbabie & @circusbabiefree

#clown aesthetic #clowncore aesthetic #clown #clown girl #clowncore #clowngirl #goth clown #clownblr #clownery #clownsona #18+ only #onlyfrenz #onlyclowns #18+ content #dm me for my content #original content #content creator #spicy content #i sell newds #i sell custom content #i sell videos #selling #sexy content #clown content #spicy accountant #spicy pics