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fakeoutbf · 5 months

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#idk what to do anymore #idk if it’s me and if my brain is just too fucked up #but every morning i wake up and it feels like my brain is dead asleep #there’s no space for me to create bc i’m so tired and i feel like i’m behind #right now my eyes feel heavy and i have this ache at the back of my head that won’t go away no matter what #idk if this is me hitting rock bottom #but i feel like i can’t quit my job bc i need money but they’re making it impossible for me #when did i fuck up so bad

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wifeteas · 1 year

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i can’t sleep i’m really so frustrated but also angry?

#i love my mom but she really won’t change deep down in the abusive shit she does #and that’s so fucking frustrating bc how can i bring in stopping that cycle n progressive ways to go about creating a safe space #my mom’s friends who we call aunts are cool but how they move is fucking reckless and aggy how y’all both autoimmuno compromised n one #of y’all manage to bring fucking covid in the crib u still got it and manage to be nursing ur grand baby who fucking got it while ur son n #his gf are away with it n be caught sitting #in the living room eating dinner maskless #other aunt first heard n gonna ask me in my face is it selfish i don’t wanna take a test for covid NIGGA UR NOT FUNNY #on top of watching some stupid white ass show blatantly showing a sex scene while my little brother is around like are you fucking serious #theres more that’s happened since this nut ass move but i’m really tired and fuckjnv #annoyed and angry i’m just frustrated like it’s too much going on and the feel of it is just bad

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luffyvace · 3 months

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✌︎ Sitting in Zoro’s Lap hcs ✌︎

I just felt like doing these<3 I don’t usually do concepts and I’m testing out the waters so they’ll likely be short ;3 also I wanna do more than just relationship hcs bc it’ll be more fun ✌︎

enjoy zoro simps cuz y’all definitely be on my acc 💖

At first he feels it’s kinda pointless

like he’s thinking “why would you wanna sit on my lap?!—sit on a chair or- just- somewhere else!...even the floor or something idk?!!”

but however you somehow convince him to let you, whether that’s bribery (swords or alcohol), sitting on him anyway or schmoozing him over into letting you,

you did it!!

And that’s all that matters :)

he probably got tired of your relentless request and just let you eventually

While you sit on him he’s usually sleeping sitting up, drinking alcohol or just relaxing with his eyes closed

When you sit facing him it’s a little more comfortable for him

he prefers it that way

sometimes you lay your head on his shoulder/chest and fall asleep on him

he’ll scoff either way but he gets a bit annoyed if he was trying to do something that requires getting up

Like training for example

If he wasn’t too busy in the first place then he just scoffs and probably takes a nap himself

if he’s not tired he waits for you to get up

he doesn’t like to stir you from sleep but if it’s important like a ship attack he’s kinda rough about doing so- 😀

bro he basically yanks you up and yells your name

not because he’s trying to be mean 🤷‍♀️

Just the fact that if an attack comes your way you won’t be able to dodge—and protecting someone isn’t his thing when fighting, he always tells you to go hide if your weak

uh anyway 😗

When you sit with your back to his chest its comfy but like don’t be surprised if he picks you up and turns you around (i don’t wanna hear anyone saying they’re too heavy bc you obviously must not have seen the weights he lifts on a daily)

sitting like that’s kinda annoying bc having to crane your neck back and to the side is not fun 😬😀

plus you probably hit his jaw a lot-

Or things like

1) he bites his tongue

2) his teeth hit your head (and it hurts for both of you)

3) he spits his alcohol in your hair (when you hit his jaw with your head)

4) you hit your head on his nose

So yeah this position is less common for you guys

Bonus if your hair is long

then he gets his fingernails stuck to it too :)

he prefers you don’t sit on his lap in public

mostly because he doesn’t like the stares that come with it 💁‍♀️

he just feels awkward

If you once again somehow convince him to let you in public however…..

it’ll be the type where he man spreads and you sit on one leg facing him

that way he has a bit more space to move and one of his arms is free

just in case an attack comes that he needs to block

orrrrrr just for simply drinking alcohol 😋

on the merry/sunny he’s more likely to cave in

especially since it’s just the strawhats

unless they make fun of him or smth (especially robin) then he doesn’t mind as much

plus y’all can have some privacy in the crows nest most likely

ngl he pretty comfy to sit on

unless your really tall or smth he’s prob bigger than you

so it’s not like y’all are uncomfortable or squished

zoro after time skip is low key more comfy because you know that dark green coat he wears?

yeah it like bends to create a little chair when he manspreads

and idk if you know what I’m talking about but those who get it do 💗👍

Does he end up liking it?

yes :)

yes he does. :)

Im trying to branch out and do more concepts because it’s more interesting for me to write, and you to read so why not 😊

Hopefully my zoro stans enjoyed !! <3 ⚔️🗡

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taintedcigs · 3 months

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also this is gonna be long as HELL so feel free to ignore me😭 i just wanted to say that im grateful to have ppl who read and love my work, i appreciate all of u soso much i swear u guys have no idea! each ask i get, each comment, rb, tag, i appreciate all interactions and hold them dear to my heart!!!!

ive been struggling a lot mentally lately, and have been feeling immense amount of stress over my grad school applications, work and basically every other aspect of my life. writing has been a good outlet so im happy that i still have it. however, posting on here had been a struggle for me lately, im sure everyone is tired of seeing posts like these and im probably adding on but idc😭

the fandom has felt a bit empty lately and even then i felt sort of excluded? in a sense? like theres some kind of clique in this fandom that im not a part of? idk how to make sense of it. its stupid. to feel this way over a fandom tbh, but i cant control it😭

and then again i also get super judgy of what i write, and get overly critical because of the lack of interaction and notes i get, or because of the hateful anons. it rlly is disheartening bc i love using tumblr as my escape, i love posting on here and connecting with people. writers, readers. it saddens me a lot that it turned into something really stressful for me.

so i have decided to come on here with a new mindset, a more of an idgaf attitude LMAO and WRITE whatever i like or what caters to me without being too worried! and if i can’t seem to do that i’m gonna be taking short breaks more frequently.

i just blabbed all this to basically say that im trying to clear my head, sometimes the negativity gets to me and i want to create a much more positive space for myself!! 😅

#em talks

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lussiane333 · 1 year

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I saw the name VINCENT SINCLAIR IN THE LIST OF WHO U WRITE FOR?? Omg u got my favorite slasher, now I HAVE to share my ideas w u

ok ok, so let’s say his s/o is an artist too, right? I feel like they would model for each other. Like, we all know how there are head canons of Vincent and his s/o going on cute dates like sitting under the shade of a tree and having a picnic with various fruits and stuff, yk, the romantic shit, but I imagine them sitting only a foot away from each other both with their noses in sketchbooks as they glance back and forth from the paper to the other and each time they make eye contact they just blush n get shy or something cute like that-

or like, if his s/o has long hair, they just do each other’s hair to relax after long days of murdering and waxing n stuff. But I also imagine Vincent having a really southern accent when he whispers. Bc, well, we know he can breathe, so wether he can speak or not doesn’t rlly matter since he can just kinda whisper without a voice lol. But both of his brothers have THICC southern accents, and in EVERY SINGLE FANFIC where Vincent speaks, (which I don’t agree with but I’m not here to shame bc that’s not cool) he never has an accent :(

u don’t have to even respond to this lol I know I’m not that imaginative, but I hope that I gave u some ideas or inspiration!

-btw u look great today ;)

Hello there! I'm glad you decided to share your ideas and thoughts with me 🖤

If you are also into art, he would want to make and create stuff with you together! (Vincent would like to hear your every idea how to make his "living figurines" even more interesting looking)

If you brought up the idea of drawing and sketching each other, he would clean around his space and try to make it the most comfortable for both of you!

He would get everything, your every little detail. For him, drawing and painting is the other way to admire and cherish beauty.

Vincent would definitely stop drawing unintentionally and look at you, you'd notice him, give him that beautiful smile he loves, and if he's without mask you would notice his mouth corners slowly rising up, never taking his eyes off you. I also imagine tired Vincent and you in bed, massaging his palms, helping him to relax and he's just like in heaven.

He asks you to pose for him very often. He has this little sketchbook that is full of drawings that are forming into the final piece of you.

The hair stuff? Yes. Brushing through his long hair while being pressed against him, he just melts.

Imagine he is working on his next thing, or cleaning his knives, or medical supplies he has, he's deeply focused and of course his hair is getting in the way. He doesn't pay it no mind, he's used to it and it somehow comforts him even. But getting the stuff out of his hair is not so comforting.. So you walk over to him, and put his hair up with a tie and kiss his cheek, he really does appreciate it.

After a long tiring day Vincent loves when he can just lay on top of you and bury his face into the crook of your neck, feel you, and smell your hair and scent.

His absolutely favorite thing is when you tangle your hands into his hair and go through it with your fingers. Best way for him to fall asleep. Now if you have long hair, expect Vincent want to braid and brush it every chance he gets. He likes how your hair looks and loves the way it smells! If you're using some oils, he's doing it for you now. If you have short hair he still wants to brush it, stroke it, and help you wash it in the shower.

The accent.. Again, Vincent snuggled up with you, arms around you and listening to you talk about things, and maybe you even asked him something he doesn't really know, he just looks at you and is like:

"I love ya.. so much" and holds you even tighter to him.

#vincent sinclair #vincent sinclair x reader #vincent sinclair x you #house of wax #slasher x reader #slasher x you #slashers x reader #slashers #slasher headcanons #slasher imagines #slasher fandom #slasher community

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letsatomicbanana · 9 months

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tbh sometimes I get so anxious writing/depicting/making jokes about Ink because if I try to have any fun and be experimental or subversive with his character people are going to nitpick the accuracy of it.

sometimes being an canon-heavy spaces with him is exhausting because if you try to be a little bit silly in a way that isn’t perfect to how Comyet depicts him or, god forbid, experiment with canon noncompliance, someone is probably going to try to bully and tear you apart.

not you obviously, I’m just saying that it has happened and is super exhausting.

Oh no! That's honestly very unfortunate bc Comyet gives a lot of writing and creative freedom when it comes to Ink! She even lets people speculate in some parts of his lore! He's made and shaped to be something you can and will have fun with, the Creator's 'playthingy' if i say.

I 100% disagree with people tearing others appart 'cause their Ink interpretacion isn't Canon or close to what Comyet intended when creating Ink.

Speaking about that

As a very canon-focused blog i need to say that PLEASE don't go monitoring other's interpretacion of characters you like!! I totally understand getting upset about it but please just let people have fun!

I LITERALLY created this blog bc i was kinda of tired of all the Ink mischaracterization and wanted to do something about it, so TRUST ME when i say that i really understand your feelings about it all! I really do

But i don't get being upset about people just... having fun with the character, that's his literal purpose after all!

(Ofc, i only speak and complain about mischaracterization when people insists it's canon, one thing that goes completly against Comyet's ONLY boundarie with Ink)

#anonymous #not anonymous but it's my ask tag now

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munamania · 4 months

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great glad i could be part of the problem for once. let’s wrap it up gang. in all reality i refuse to do a full rant and waste my time on such a stupid fucking issue but like i am tired. is anyone else tired. i and the people you’re pretty directly talking to (online lesbians, unless i’m really misunderstanding the target audience here, but regardless now i am just gonna rant abt the current online culture lmfao) never said u should be ashamed. i’m sure there are assholes u run into that try to gatekeep pride (maybe? lmfao but seems less and less likely given the majority of the community is bi) but can we talk abt how online bisexuals have created this idea that gay people (and again it’s usually lesbians that bear the brunt of these accusations) are like oppressing them when they engage with their hetero attraction (don’t start with me. i am not saying what some people are dying to say i am and it’s a stupid pedantic argument) when that simply isn’t the case. yeah your dyke friends might be honest with you if your boyfriend is acting like an asshole but that doesn’t mean we think your attraction to men is like aw no invalid yucky gross. and if a young lesbian is saying that stuff like i’m sorry but it’s probably on account of she’s like 15 and trying to work past years of comphet and that’s not about you. and more often than not. as in roughly 100% of the time. it’s bi girls that have gone Ohhhh ew ugh sorry i wish i was just attracted to women women r so hot omg i want them to step on me etc. and i’m just like. Girl ok… now keep swiping on ur entirely guy filled tinder like whatever… and i swear it’s just the presence of a lesbian that brings that on like i can swear i try to be a good sport when y’all r going on about dating men im not incapable of like doing that. now on here yeah im a hater bitch bc it’s my little safe space and i don’t feel like talking about men most of the time. but genuinely. GENUINELY. i am shaking you by the fucking shoulders rn. do you think this is the most important issue re gender that we’re facing rn? i don’t think we’ll ever move forward with progressing trans rights and just like feminism 101 womens rights if you people insist we constantly talk about your feelings about your attraction. go to therapy and get a fucking grip

#abby talks

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inn-oceanid · 2 years

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i was wondering if i could do a request? so you know how gorou was in heizou's hangout event and was kind of annoyed? i read it as he's jealous of the traveller being with heizou. so what if there was some kind of love triangle/ one getting possessive the reader? i dont care which one is the main focus, and nsfw is cool too :)

Jealousy jealousy Shikanoin Heizou x Reader x Gorou warning : contains major spoilers about Shikanoin Heizou’s Hangout. (SFW)

Tysm for this req. I didn’t make it as nsfw bc I’m out of ideas. I hope you like this fluff I made. 😟🖐

“Say, Traveler. Do you have a special connection with General Gorou?”

“What do you mean?” You turned to the detective who was already looking at you.

Detective Shikanoin Heizou, of the Tenryou Commission. You just met him recently, maybe three to four days ago. When you met him, you helped him find the answer to his dream that he had one night at Watatsumi Island. And because of that, you were able to get along with him easily.

“What I mean is, if you’re in a special and established relationship with the General.” He pointed at you with his index finger, then pointed at somewhere, which was nowhere, still, you were certain that he pointed at the direction of Sangonomiya Shrine where you and him last met the General he was talking about.

“Like, if we’re lover or something?” You asked, and he nodded. “—No, why?”

“Was just wondering. You know, as a detective, it’s a force of habit to observe everything and everyone around me. And, four days ago, I couldn’t help but to notice something in him.” He explained in the most enthusiastic way, smiling like a proud detective who finished solving a case.

“And that something is?”

He then smirked and placed both of his hands on his waist, “He surely dislikes my presence. Especially when I’m around you. —Traveler, I know you noticed yesterday. That he had this.. annoyed demeanor he hid with a fake stressed and tired one.”

“I mean yeah, he could possibly be tired.” He then moved his hands to his head, “But I am certain that the lingering annoyance of his, towards me, is far more higher. Hehe.” His eyes were almost closed when he giggled.

“But.. why do you sound happy about it?” You awkwardly asked because, if that was you who was sure someone dislikes your existence, you would probably begin to think what you’ve possibly done wrong in their point of view. You would overthink, not be happy and giggly like him.

“Not to look judgmental, I just find it funny, really.” He let out a quiet chuckle and tilted his head to the side.

“How come you find it funny? I wouldn’t. That’s concerning, I’m concerned for you, and General Gorou.” Indeed you are. You wouldn’t like two friends disliking each other’s existence because of you.

“Awe, you’re concerned for me?” He chuckled once again and leaned in to you. “No wonder why General Gorou likes you. You’re sweet, caring, strong, and all. I already see why he got jealous when he saw you with me.”

Now where did that ‘jealous’ came from? You asked yourself, feeling completely clueless about what he’s saying. Your eyes darted at his face, directly on his moles not so far under his emerald green eyes. You’ve always thought they were pretty. —you stretched your back to create more space so that he wouldn’t be too close to you, not like you’re disgusted, but because you were afraid of something happening. ‘Cause there’s possibilities.

“And to be honest, I would get jealous too. If I saw you with him.” And that comment of his made your knees weak from standing and made you lose balance and stumble from where you stood. Luckily, with how close Heizou was to you, there was enough time for him to catch you by your waist and pull you back to his chest. He also held your hand to pull you close to him, now you look like you’re dancing waltz in Watatsumi Island’s magnificent fairytale-like view.

“Was I too close? Man alive, I got too distracted by your dreamy face. He then laughed light heartedly.

Dreamy face.

Now the face of yours, in which he called dreamy, was burning in embarrassment and fluster. His mouth speaks too light, he sounds like he’s not even shy giving you compliments in such open space, as well as to speak with his face close to yours.

You scrunched your eyes close and furrow your eyebrows, turning your head to look away so that he wouldn’t inspect your furiously blushing face. —Although, he already scanned your face before you could even look away—, the reason why he’s laughing while having his arm around you.

And no, he did not do this mindlessly. His comments about you are pure with sincerity and he would love to shower you more. But he has one reason why he all of the sudden became flirty. It’s because from the side of his eyes, he saw the General standing from not so far away while talking to his subordinates. Who knows what they’re talking about. But Heizou was certain that Gorou is looking at the two of you while sharing speech.

And indeed he was. He’s been looking the whole time.

“General Gorou? Are you alright? Do you feel sick—we can take you back?” His comrades asked in concern but the General didn’t seem to be listening. He was too focused on the sly detective and his arm around around your waist. He truly disliked it. He despise it. He felt salty.

‘Does he wear that Tenryou Commission uniform with that odd way of letting his arms out from his sleeves to show off? Seriously—“

“General? General—?” Suddenly, a hand waved right in front of him, it disturbed his thought and made him snap back to reality.

“S-sorry, what I was saying is, the traveler and Detective Heizou will be looking out for a certain caravan they saw.” Gorou said, exaggerating the name of the detective in disgust.

May Her Excellency forgive him for being this judgmental today, but he just really despises the detective with his everything.

And this is why he won’t ever trust the Tenryou Commission, and it’s people. Ever.

#genshin drabbles #genshin impact #genshin headcanons #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact x reader #genshin scenarios #genshin imagines #genshin impact shikanoin heizou #genshin shikanoin heizou #shikanoin heizou #Heizou #genshin heizou #heizou x reader #heizou fluff #Genshin impact Gorou #genshin gorou #gorou fluff #gorou x reader

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waitingforeddyneddy · 6 months

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so I know this doesn’t apply to you bc from what I gather you’re not rly active on Twitter and you’ve done the sensible thing and blocked users you’ve had problems/don’t agree with but it’s kind of weird to me that some of your anons seem to obsessively follow the activity of twitter users they loathe, get upset by it and then bring that to you? I get that you want people to feel they can say what they want but don’t you find it strange that these anons are always so in depth in their details like..a lot of the time I’ll read them and have no idea what they’re talking about. It just feels a bit like some of your anons are purposefully seeking out things that will hurt their feelings and maybe it makes me a bad person to say this but I think that’s kind of dumb. I guess I’m trying to respectfully say that I think your tumblr and therefore you is being used by these people. I think some of them use you as a way to anonymously create drama and start fights.

You’re right I don’t use twitter much anymore but I’ve made it clear my blog is a safe space to vent. If people wanna use my blog to express unpopular opinions they are welcome to do so. I’m doing it cause I was tired of the constant policing on what you can talk about in the Bridgerton fandom.

#bridgerton #simone ashley #asks

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tutuandscoot · 10 months

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okay i’m ngl the feeling didn’t just come out of nowhere I’m watching the Roxanne doc 😊 and oh to have been a fly on the wall to witness them build that program from the start. Gah they loved that story and those characters so much 😭😭 I know they will hold it dearly in their heart forever. I don’t think they ever would’ve gotten tired of that program. There was just so much for them to play with and explore. Also I decided to watch the doc was because I couldn’t stop staring at that arabesque gif from the very end of it.

I lovveeee the Roxanne doc god I only wish it was two hours longer.. dido my heart aches for wanting to see that entire process of them creating that story and how it’s so clear in the first version/s it was a much darker/psychologically influenced story- much how like they approached Carmen and although the final, famous Olympic version changed and those nuances didn’t come all the way across, when you know they’re there and between the two of them there is this whole other world and spending so much time as these characters… ughhh it’s just so amazing to think about and when you’re on your 300th watch of the program actually being able to feel some of those nuances….. 💔💔💔no they never would’ve gotten tired of that and even when they speak now about it they get a bit emotional.. it was just soooooo special to them. I think about the moment (I’m actually pretty sure they said it was at the ISC) he played MR for her.. (imagining) he says.. ‘so I wanna play this music for you…’ and him being nervous about her reaction bc they had been through this for 20yrs, picking music and this was the last FD they would pick music for and it had to be perfect. Just IMAGINE them both lighting up- she when she heard it and him when he saw her reaction.. like I said the other day there’s moments either that I’ve seen on video or imagining moments like this, and I can’t help but picture them falling into a massive hug knowing they’d found their music and story to finish this chapter of their lives. The video of T in the car running through the.. basically mapped out version of it. The way in the documentary when they are practicing in the studio space with Sam, watching S be so into it- there’s a moment at the start when T still has her jacket on they marking the movement and Sam’s talking to her about that move where she struts away and the way S looks at her like he’s acting out/thinking how his character would be thinking in that moment, and when he describes his reaction to her shuddering as his character having ‘anxiety’… BONE CHILLING 😭😭😭ugh this is the shit I live for it brings me so much joy watching these two humans who inspire me so much go through that process 💖💖💖💖💖

#soz I’m ranting #and sobbing #we should all have a watch party where we just watch and sob and cry over VM’s amazingness

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allgather · 11 months

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quick personal update: life is heavy for me at the moment, and i just want to get some stuff out.

work is disappointing and difficult. i’m working hard to run a program all by myself but I feel alone in it, and like my boss is too disorganized or careless to help me. its taking a real emotional toll and i am actively trying to leave. the only reason i’ve been here so long is bc my boss has been promising me a raise for the past 6 months, and this week she finally told me she doesn’t have the budget to do it. and it just feels like i’ve been strung along all this time.

i’m really exhausted and lonely. i’m doing my best to get out, see people, but folks are busy or i’m just too tired or in too much pain to leave the house. my chronic pain is really bad and my dysphoria is back with a vengeance. it feels like a lot to manage at once and i’m not even sure where to start exactly - with a doctor’s appointment, with new clothes, with a call to my friends? i’m not sure where to begin.

folks around me are going through difficult times, like really difficult. and i just stop myself from telling anyone that i’m really struggling and unhappy because i want to be that good, stable friend. i want to be that positive person i always am. i don’t know how to say that i’ve had this long, drawn out sadness for months when more pressing things are happening to the people i love. i don’t know how to articulate that i’m not doing well.

i wish i could write more and be consistent, but i don’t think that is quite where i am at the moment. i am trying to be kind to myself and tell myself it is okay. i want to afford myself the space to be absent and inconsistent. even if i can’t fully deliver in writing, i do want to talk to people, to my friends, but i’ve gotten worse at reaching out lately. i’m really sorry all the people i love who i have struggled to keep conversations up with lately. i want to do better. when i check-in and then disappear, it’s because i’m struggling to be a person right now. but i’m going to try harder and be better.

i’d love to plot with folks and find joy and levity in the beautiful ideas and stories and relationships and worlds we create, and the friendships i have. i think i can handle that, in small bursts where i find the energy. i am going to try. thank you for your patience and care. i hope you are all doing well, and i sincerely, deeply miss you.

#ooc #thank you for listening & for your patience with me #i am going to be better

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autisticempathydaemon · 10 months

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i love these little match ups!! you're such an angel for doing them they're literally adorable <3

song im fixated on: Persephone in the Garden by Aidoneus. first off i'm a sucker for hades and persephone and this song is written as if it's from his point of view sooo. but the part "you assumed that i could make you feel it was worth it/but all i ever did was drag you down" it's so powerful it makes me want to scream

my enneagram 4w5 hehe (also an INFJ which is... predictable)

childhood imaginary friend: omg i had a lot of imaginary friends growing up but my main one was this girl named alison and we would do everythinggg together. she was everything i wanted to be and more, kind, sweet, pretty, and just such a cool girly

go to sleepy time routine: i'm the kinda person who needs to make up a little scenario in my head. it helps me to get my mind off the day and to stop overthinking everything bc i'm thinking about my lil story hehe

changing my name: i think my name suits me really well tbh i don't think i would change it

fav audio: i <3 comfy cozy easy videos so like davids hoodie video or literally any sleep aid from any of them, i love the domestic boys

boy that doesn't hold appeal: tbh i love every single boy in their own way, truly i don't have a least favorite. but i probably get the least hype about vincents audios, i still love him dearly though, i'm just not AS attached

book/movie/tv show i know the words to: the hunger games omg i was so obsessed when i was younger and i've recently been rereading/rewatching and i really do know every. single. word.

which boy do you wanna be besties with: i would give anything to be best friends with ash he is such a cool dude. i feed off his energy so easily and he just creates such a safe space to be silly and laugh and i love him for it

sleepy ramble: my ramble is also definitely space. when i'm tired i start thinking about the logistics of existence and space and science and the world and i just go off on tangents

gas station combo: raspberry iced tea, bbq chips, and reeses hehe

fav playlist: one i made with one of my close friends, its perfection and i get new music out of it all the time

guilty pleasure media: idk if it counts but i do unironically love hallmark movies which usually gets a reaction out of ppl lol, i'm a hopeless romantic and they're horribly cheesy its a perfect combo

other info: my love language is physical touch, i looove reading and writing, and i rotate my stuffed animals so they all feel loved (toy story really did a number on me ajsdkfl)

i hope you're having a wonderful day, take all the time you need to get to this <33

A lot about you- your enneagram, your MBTI, the types of audios you like- gives me the impression of someone very sweet and thoughtful, someone who spends a lot of time in their head and dreams. I think Anton would be a lovely partner for you in the way he complements that.

What I love about both these personality types is that they are introverted but in no way subdued; in that way, I feel you and Anton would be similar. There’s so much more beneath his surface than he lets on, but I think you bring that out in him, call out to the soft, gooey, loving parts of him no one else sees-

-and he would be SO adorably gooey and sweet. His voice would be the most perfect thing for you, given your preference for comfy, sleepy audios. I bet it’d be killing him to not be there to hug you or give you affection the way you’d prefer, so I can imagine him doing something really thoughtful like recording himself reading your favorite books to keep you company while he’s at ETS.

Song:

Even when we're miles apart, I have your voice but feel no touch/ You are so close to my heart, but we're far from flesh and blood/ See, in a world so full of dissonance, our harmony's a flood/ Inside my heart, I don't need cards or flying doves to feel our magic

I can’t get a read on what kind of music he would listen to, I’m not gonna lie, so I don’t know if he’d necessarily like this song, but the lyrics feel right, you know? I like how it’s formatted like an audio love letter, one he could send while he’s away.

Runner-Ups:

Morgan strikes me as similar to Anton in a lot of ways- they’ve both got this quiet, pensive nature that’s very appealing. If we were as intense and expressive as Anton, it would have been a closer call. Now, here’s the long shot. Someone sweet and charming like you would have gorgeous, dragged to the underworld, spouse of Hades vibes with Vega, okay? Just imagine it.

Note: as always, much thanks for your patience and understanding! I hope you see this and really like it (and Vega. You can imagine Imp!Vega instead if you prefer!)

Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌

#redactedasmr #redacted asmr #redacted #redactedaudio #redacted audio #redactedverse #busybee matches

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bucketsofmonsters · 2 years

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happy 21st!! i hope you have a wonderful day bc u deserve it! your writings are so brilliant and provide me much comfort <3

if ur still taking reqs (absolutely no pressure to fulfil this!), could i maybe ask for a little something where reader and subject 251 settles into domesticity?

Thank you so much, I really appreciate it!! Here's some domestic fluff for ya :)

You’d moved around a lot in the past few years. It was safer that way, especially right after you’d left. But now, as things settled down, so had you.

You cracked open the door of your little cabin and called out, “Hey bud, I’m home,” despite the fact that you were fairly certain he had already been alerted to your presence.

You didn’t see him but you knew he’d show up soon, he never kept you waiting for long.

You cleared some of the knicknacks off of the table to make yourself some room. Your house was full of the things. He’d become obsessed with collecting stuff. You couldn’t blame him for wanting things that were his own decorating his space after so long in that white room. Besides, it made it feel like a home.

On the newly created empty counter space, you dropped the grocery bags you had hanging on your arms and turned to see him watching you expectantly, having approached completely silently. He’d accidentally jumpscared you a few times when you’d started living together but now you were more accustomed to him just appearing behind you.

“This should last you about a week,” you said, gesturing to the grocery bag that had the raw steaks in it.

You knew it would last him longer. He was eating less of it than you knew he should be but you didn’t question where he was getting the rest from. Some questions you’d rather not know the answers to. And besides, you got a place near the woods for a reason.

Other than for hunting, he needed the space. There was nowhere else he could go without causing some massive freak outs and you wouldn’t keep him cooped up like he’s been for so many years.

A yawn overtook you, the exhaustion hitting you as you arrived in the comfort of your home.

You were always tired when you got home, work was too long and you could still feel some of the effects of working in the lab. Finding a job alone had been hard, you didn’t know what to put on your resume. “Took care of secret monsters for years?” It wasn’t exactly an easy sell.

He’d made it his own personal mission to take care of you the second you got home each day.

You had a few mattresses pushed together on the floor that you collapsed onto. A massive bed was on your list of things to buy now that you had a home that felt at least semi-permanent but until then, this was the best you had. He was more than content with sleeping on the floor and you were rarely allowed to sleep on anything but him.

Not that you were complaining, he was warmer and softer than any blanket you’d ever encountered before.

Your eyes were closed but before long you felt him press his forehead to yours for a moment before pulling away.

“Long day?” he asked.

“Just happy to be home.” you replied as you cracked your eyes open to watch him grab something off of the table.

He dropped some warm bread into your lap before curling up next to you.

He wasn’t great at making food but he tried his best. He was built for bigger actions, for running and hunting and not for dealing with ovens so it wasn’t the easiest.

He always made sure you had something, though. Originally he’d started bringing you dead animals but he’d dropped that pretty quickly after noting your less than positive reactions. Even so, he was insistent on providing food for his mate, even if that meant having to learn how to use a microwave.

As you started to get settled in, you realized your sleep-addled brain had forgotten another very important thing that was sitting in those bags.

You jolted up and ran over, searching through them.

“You’re never going to believe what I found,” you called back.

His head quirked to the side curiously and you quickly hid the present behind your back.

You lived in a pretty small town known for cryptid sightings. It was very convenient, a nice way to explain away any sightings that occurred. Besides, people claiming to have seen a monster in these woods happened a couple times a week, it raised significantly fewer alarm bells than a monster sighting anywhere else would.

There were plenty of tourist traps and gift shops, mostly touting merchandise of bigfoot, a little mothman here and there, but on your trip to town today you’d found a few lone werewolf plushies that reminded you of someone.

You pulled it from behind your back with a flourish. “Tada! It’s a little mini you!”

This did not seem to clear up any confusion. “Why do you need a small me?”

“For hugging, mainly. Besides, I think he’s cute. Well, I think you’re both cute.”

You couldn’t imagine cute was a word that many people had used for your wolf-man before but you meant it wholeheartedly.

He laughed but you could tell he was a little flustered. “You’re ridiculous.”

You settled back into bed, curling around your new favorite stuffed animal as your monster curled around you. “Maybe. You still love me though.”

You felt the rumble of agreement in his chest as you nodded off, safe and content in his arms.

#asks #in the name of science #I'm incapable of writing fluff without including naps #Celebration requests completed!!#now i will focus on getting part one of my new series out this weekend like I promised

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ember-not-amber · 2 years

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Here’s some things to know about me & my interests!

- I’m a 20-year-old cishet girl, I have been in a LOT of fandoms or more accurately, I’ve been obsessed with a lot of things and I never stop loving those things even when I fall out of my phases again and again, I eventually have a relapse in my obsessions sometimes. I joined tumblr bc I’ve heard that it is a very accepting place for fandoms and I’ve been on my Instagram fanpage/s for years where I have dealt with a bunch of unwelcome hate in addition to my real life middle school experience that still haunts me to this day, and I’m looking to finally have a safe social space where I won’t get any of that and I can be my true self and fangirl as hard as I possibly can. I’ve also watched Strange Æons’ yt videos about tumblr and I’m very interested in everything that happened in the world and on the internet when I was little and not allowed to have a phone (I’m a 2004 baby).

- My favorite YouTubers are Cody Ko, Athena P, Not Even Emily, ColeyDoesThings, Nickisnotgreen, Daz Games, HTHAZE, Smosh & their other channels, Strange Æons, TheOdd1sOut, Aaron and Jo, Jaiden Animations, Alex’s Corner, Chad Chad, Danny Gonzalez, Drew Gooden, Kurtis Conner, Duncanyounot, Rebal D, YAP TV, and lots more. I used to watch Amy Lee33 when I was 10 or 11 and now her videos are just nostalgic for me, and I used to love the Minecraft YouTuber, Aphmau until a little bit after she started posting content targeted at kids. I really miss her role play videos :(

- My favorite shows (including my childhood shows) are TMNT 2012, Lego Ninjago, MLP, VeggieTales, Manifest, Lucifer, Once Upon A Time, The 100, Merlin, The Summer I Turned Pretty, Boy Meets World, The Amazing World of Gumball, Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug and Cat Noir, Anne With An E, I guess I’m kinda invested in Riverdale, I haven’t seen every Friends episode but I’ve seen enough to ship Joey & Rachel, Martha Speaks, Dinosaur Train, Word Girl, Wild Kratts, Wonder Pets, Super Why, Jem and the Holograms, Avatar: The Last Airbender, Odd Squad, Horseland, and Olivia.

- My favorite music artists are Marcus & Martinus, Tiny Meat Gang, Taylor Swift, One Direction, Harry Styles, Ricky Montgomery, and more. To be clear, some of the artists I listen to are artists that I don’t know much about, I just like their music and I don’t have the energy to get to know who they are but I know a bunch about most of the artists that I listen to. I also love a lot of songs from artists that make royalty free music for Epidemic Pop like Loving Caliber, Lvly, and Tape Machines which is all thanks to Aphmau for using their songs in her YouTube videos.

-My favorite movies are Peter Pan (the 2003 live action movie) + many other Peter Pan movies, Mirror Mirror, Rise of the Guardians, Mune: Guardian of the Moon, the 1968 Romeo and Juliet movie, every old Barbie movie, Turning Red (that movie got me obsessed with 4⭐️Town and made me develop a crush on Robaire), and the Tinkerbell movies.

- My favorite ships are Jelsa (Jack Frost from ROTG and Elsa from Frozen) a very nostalgic ship for me that I got obsessed with when I was 10-12 and I’ve never stopped shipping it even though I’m not as obsessed as I used to be, the love square from Miraculous Ladybug, Laurmau from Aphmau’s Minecraft role play series, especially MCD, I used to ship Garmau in addition to shipping Laurmau but I think Garroth’s silliness in Mystreet kinda turned me off from the idea of him and Aphmau together so I just shipped Laurmau. I only ship Aarmau in the Mystreet series bc that’s the only series where it feels right for them to be canon (except for their age gap when they first met😬). Jess wrote Aarmau as the canon ship in almost every series she has created (besides the series that don’t have the characters Aphmau and Aaron in them) and I got really tired of it and wanted something new so I became a BIG Laurmau shipper. Travlyn and Zane~Chan from Aphmau’s series, I’ve shipped Peter Pan with Wendy in the original Disney movie and almost every adaptation of Peter Pan while also having a crush on him, Shirbert (Gilbert and Anne Shirley from Anne With An E), and Jerranne (Jerry & Anne from Anne With An E).

- I’m not really much of an anime person but I’m really enjoying Toradora at the moment

- My favorite WEBTOONS are (including ones that have been finished for a while) Eaternal Nocturnal, Siren’s Lament, Operation: True Love, Suitor Armor, Maybe Meant To Be, Forever After, Act Like You Love Me!, Adventures of God, Archie Comics: Big Ethel Energy, Succubus x Delinquent, Rewriting Our Love Story, The Kiss Bet, Green & Gold, Date First, Love Later, Go Away Romeo, Unlovable Replacement, Annie Green Hates Girls, Goth Boy & The Jock, Meme Girls, True Beauty, Jackson’s Diary, Internet Explorer, Lore Olympus, Honey Lemon, The Four of Them, Goth Girl & The Jock, Cursed Princess Club, Castle Swimmer, Romance 101, Swimming Lessons for a Mermaid, Mom, I’m Sorry, Sarah, I’m Sorry: Welcome To Our Galaxy, Spells From Hell, A Summer Night’s Dream, Everything is Fine, Stalker x Stalker, Mines & Monster Girls, Drawn To You, Phoenix Drop High, Opposite of Always, Love and Leashes, Before We Knew It, There’s Love Hidden In Lies, Jungle Juice, Let’s Play, Reunion, Age Matters, The Princess’s Jewels, Love Me Knot, The Wendybird, The Wrath & the Dawn, Unholy Blood, LUFF, My ID is Gangnam Beauty, #Killstagram, Crumbs, A Good Day to be a Dog, and Days of Hana

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sassygwaine · 1 year

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For the character ask thing- Stede, of course :)

hell yes okay this took me a while i have a LOT of thoughts abt this guy

favorite thing about them

WHERE DO I START

he’s a total bitch and he’s the softest lil guy in the world, he picked flowers and wanted to marry for love, he’s gnc as fuck and is absolutely nutter butters, he feels a lot and very deeply and doesn’t know what any of the things he’s feeling are

he’s just like me fr

least favorite thing about them

total lack of consideration for other people as people!! even when he attempts to operate in service of other people, he bases his actions on assumptions rather than evidence, and ends up hurting people instead. the type of self-absorbed you can only be when you hate yourself.

favorite line

hi all!!

changed my fucking vocabulary

also “oh my god, i’m not a pirate, i’m an idiot!”

brotp

the stede & lucius & olu friendship trio is lovely

also i REALLY love the idea of mary & stede as friends and coparents (really only works in fan works, i don’t expect or anticipate it in canon)

otp

YOU ALREADY KNOWWWWW

blackbonnet, gentlebeard, ed/stede

notp

i’m gonna be real with y’all i don’t vibe with stede/ed/izzy or stede/izzy

random headcanon

i meannn you can pry autistic stede headcanon from my cold dead hands i will say that

unpopular opinion

i’m tired of posts talking about how stede sucks. we know. it’s literally the plot of the first four episodes! (arguably the entire show is stede is so bad at this and also occupying a space he doesn’t understand how to actually navigate bc he’s thrust himself into this world that was created because of people like him (societally, not specifically)) so idk i guess it’s just like ‘yes we know all of this and you spent hundreds of words talking abt it??? okay i guess’

song i associate with them

runaway goliath by mantaraybryn

'Cause you just wanna run away

While I’ll just stay and fight

Can you just be more brave

To fall from such a height

favorite picture of them

okay so i have had this image saved on my phone for a few months and i forget where i saved it from

however, reverse image search places it to a t-shirt design by @/general.caronobi on tiktok/insta

if that’s not the original credit somebody pls tell me

[ID: a three wolf moon style image with three stede faces: french party look, excited smile when the crew backs him in front of the firing squad, and when jackie holds a knife to his nose]

#ty friend :33 #ask game #i love this blorbo so much #asks

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baeshijima · 2 years

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im quite curious, what ship dynamics would you give to your moots?

of course pls don't be pressured to answer this! (I'm just really curious)

oooo !! this is super cute !! (i say, sweating at all the ship dynamics that exist,,, sobbing why are they all so specificdhkgkdjfgd)

in other words, uh, take this as oddly specific ship dynamics (which could apply either way on them/their partner) i either thought of or found on pinterest and slapped next to my mutuals urls :D

@souglias — hero/civilian x villain/vigilante where the hero/civilian unknowingly gets in the way of the villain/vigilante every time they try to defy order and create havoc, ensuing a one-sided rivalry in which the former is confused on why the latter is after them and fights them back (honorary scene of either kabedon or where the fall w/ one on top of the other and they accidentally kiss. or both. both could happen.)

@tofuthoma — honestly giving me academic rivals to lovers vibe, where they are constantly neck and neck in terms of scores and boast to the other if they got a better mark and the original bitter feelings of rivalry fade from “why am i always thinking of them? is it because they’re my nemesis???” to “oh shit i like them”, and then they forget why they were even rivals in the first place (until they see the scores again, but this time they decide study dates would be much better)

@lilikags — literally just best friends/childhood friends to lovers where they grew up together throughout the years and have seen all sides of each other and wholly accept one another for their perfections and imperfections and always defend and support the other (but really they think the other is perfect in every way imaginable)

@versadies — the “i would travel through time and space just to come back to you” ship; the one that really shakes your soul of either reincarnated lovers, soulmates, or where one turns back time to fix a mistake and be with their lover again. honestly this dynamic would have a LOT to unpack and inspect, but the main matter is both hold unyielding affection for one another, so much so they end up being together lifetime after lifetime (whether they’re aware of it or not is another issue entirely but that just depends on the sub trope)

@2uvmio — that pairing where it’s like,,, a famous/popular x (tired)shop clerk (more likely in a coffee shop tbh), in which the employee is either unaware of who the famous person is or they just don’t care enough to react and serves them like they’re a normal human being, and the popular is torn between “you don’t know who i am? seriously?? how can you not know???” and “i’m being treated like a normal person for once? what is this feeling?” and now they’re a regular with a one-sided crush on the cute employee (the latter grows to eventually fall in love with the side others don’t get to see, as it’s reserved for them only)

@hamayumis — the sun x moon dynamic, wherein they’re the epitome of opposites attract that complement each other’s strengths and weaknesses and just have a strong established bond; one is cheerful and outgoing whereas the other is reserved and reliable, but they both bring out the best on each other that others can only be in wonder in and i just think that’s very lovely (bonus if their personalities switch when they’re alone with the other bc they’re that comfortable)

@milccyx — this can be kinda angsty, but the confesses and gets rejected x rejector and realises feelings later ship, where they’ve been friends for a while and B didn’t acknowledge their feelings at first and rejects them and remain as friends but then they start being more aware of A and their little habits moreso than before until having that “oh.” realisation that they like them back (eventually musters up the courage to confess and they have a happy ending bc no i am not giving u angst)

@sohyuki — the chaos x chaos enabler ship where it’s just A wreaking havoc in their wake, shouting and a fire probably going off somewhere in the distance, and when B comes along they look dependable — sensible, even — and everyone thinks they’re here to pacify A. in reality? the enabler just watches and goes “they’ll be done soon. probably” while everyone just gawks at the dumb proud smile on their face as they watch their partner set a house on fire (sometimes they would join in on the chaos; how could they not when their lover looks like they’re having so much fun, inviting them to join with a smile)

#omg a convo !?#nonnies !!#mutuals !!#if ur not here its bc head went empty and all my thoughts just ejected themselves out #so even if i wanted to do more i couldnt think of smth and i didnt want to just half-ass it bc id feel horrible if i did that 😭😭#so pls dont think i dislike u or anything bc ur not in !! its just bc i ran out of steam before i could even get to u kjdfhlsdk #this took me way too long to do tho gn 😭

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