#thoughts of a lazy mind

[im-that-random-girl]

I wish, I wish,

I was more.

More than who I am today,

To do more, to be more,

To help more, to love more-

To give more and to receive more.

I wish, I wish,

I knew how to be less.

To take less spaces,

To be less loud,

To be less of a problem.

I wish to do everything and to fade away to nothing.

I wish to be freed from this pity party I'm hosting.

#poetry #thoughts_of_a_lazy_mind #poems #boredom #sad thoughts #sad poem #healing #short poems #thoughts of a lazy mind #spilled thoughts #you can think yourself into craziness #im that random girl #im-that-random-girl #im_that_random_girl #thoughts of lazy mind #thoughts of a mind left alone #nkhan

[transhawks]

this fandom doesn't get dabi tbh. Like outside of the aesthetic, if given half the chance, he would have become a workaholic to rival his dad. Like he'd complain about it more than Enji tho, but he'd still be out there working his ass off.

#looking back at all the shit touya was masterminding.... #we thought he was being lazy everytime he disappeared from lov scenes but no he was in his own spy manga #creating epic revenge plots #dabi #the man is EXTREMELY DILIGENT #like incredibly so #he makes mistakes mind you #keigo was a huge mistake #and by keigo i mean realizing the HSPC has trained assassins to pose as heroes and maybe trying to bait one wasn't the best idea #BUT Dabi really thinks well on his feet #amazingly so #getting twice's blood in a pinch #figuring out shouto's phosphorus etc #he's a hard worker because he's always had to be.

[lara635kookie]

#carmen sandiego #carmen sandiego 2019 #carmen sandiego netflix #netflix #cheryl blossom #cheryl bombshell #riverdale #sorry but i had to #ppl keep in mind that altough I am from the CS fandom I don't hate Cheryl #I myself watched some episodes of the first season of Riverdale but then I stopped because I am lazy #this poll is just for fun #both carmen and cheryl are queer strong pretty girlies #just warning that if you compare them be respectful #also if you want to consider og carmen for carmen sandiego that is okay too #this is a friendly joke okay #but as it accidentally took bigger proportions than I thought it would #as the riverdale fandom is bigger than the cs one #it isnt very hard tho i am used to small fandoms lolol #watch carmen sandiego #if you like cheryl you will prolly like carmen too #i used a photo of new carmen because she's from 2019 and riverdale is from 2017 #so new carmen is closer to cheryl than 1994 carmen

[spooky-activity]

I wonder where the Trailblazer could be 🤔

#my art #tw blood #kafhime #honkai star rail #hsr #kafka #himeko #dont mind the style slowly devolving into simplicity as it goes on #definately because of the tone shift to a little more lighthearted #and not done out of laziness #for sure #anyways i just think it’s so funny when kafka flirts and himeko just looks annoyed #himeko won because she had that Mom Rage #she thought kafka had kidnapped stelle

[yokyoaaa]

Metadede week day 4: swap

If you’ve seen my old metadede comic where meta likes halloween and dedede likes christmas, I thought to myself what if it’s vice versa?

#im so sorry my posting schedule is wacky i have no concept of time #mtddweek2023 #metadede #kirby #king dedede #meta knight #my art #kirby fanart #edit: sorry everyone the thought of drawing dedede with fangs hasn't crossed my mind when I drew this #and im too lazy to edit it

[bolithesenate]

komari vosa my beloved <3

i just think she is neat

#trying to find my own style of drawing lightsabers and i think i like this one #only drew one of her sabers bc lazy #and also dont come at me for not using references. i know it has a curved hilt #that has to suffice #star wars #my art #random boli thoughts #komari vosa #star wars fanart #in my mind nothing bad ever happened to her #she's just a horrible little chaos gremlin #youngest child vibes off the charts

[thwackk]

welcome to the gigantic boots for silly guys convention, this is the president

#guy gardner #green lantern #i just start posting things reguardless of quality nowadays huh #it’s not that im lazy. it’s because i’m lazy #no but honestly i just don’t have the time anymore. when summer rolls around definitely but right now i do not #im also fresh out of energy. i havent opened my ipad in months now literally everything has been done on my phone #becayse i never have time to just sit down and pull out my ipad and draw on it like a normal person would do #anyways #guy has infected every corner of my mind lately i cant get him out #i just think abt him #alot #too much #my poor friends hear all my thoughts #i personally think reconciling with your abuser is stupid <3 #that’s my take for the night.

[karothefool]

more redesigns I forgot to post

i have some changes i’m making to charlie’s and adam’s for my AU i’m planning but otherwise here they are

quick summary of the changes i made:

- Husk is trans

- Charlie goes all in on the hotel metaphor

- adam has another pair of wings and i made his horns into his halo

- made angel dust reflect his death more (imo) by giving him a more “mobster” look to him

#art #hazbin redesign #hazbin hotel #hazbin angel dust #hazbin husk #hazbin charlie #hazbin adam #planning a pose with four arms in mind is difficult #i got lazy with adam in all honesty #i think charlie doesn’t look enough like a goat so i’ll probably change a little bit #i actually thought adam was secretly going to be a sinner under his mask #so i tried to incorporate that into my redesign

[storfulsten]

Hey, I hope that I'm not crossing any boundless with this but I would appreciate it if you could draw a picture of bf and gf? Thank you ^^

lol it's fine, since you're nice about it no worries ha. don't have anything new to offer but found this old doodle that I just added some color to the lines to, hope it's ok

silly vibes only

#bf pls #apologies for lazyness and such but hey it's bf and gf so lol #pretty sure it was based on some incorrect quote I read somewhere #idk thought it was cute at the time I'm sure #sorry if you wanted something more shippy #around here they're mostly just good pals lol #but if you wanna see this doodle as more than friendly teasing feel free to do so I don't mind much ha #hope it's still ok #enjoy or don't #whatever floats your boat #friday night funkin #fnf au #boyfriend #bf #girlfriend #gf #bfgfbffs #I draw what I want #thanks for the suggestion #sorry if it's not what you wanted fingers crossed I'll be less lazy in the future ok cool #stay groovy friendo

[abbeyofcyn]

I love how tou only draw what u want to in this story, it causes really hilarious transitions.

'Oh wow, they're all tryna visit Donnie daiky, and- WHERE DID LEO'S ARM GO'

I might live for the confused comments and many speculations he he he

#ask abbey #krang infection comic #i sometimes forget that people can't read my mind to fill in the gaps #this whole comic is just my lazy 'put my thoughts onto paper' project #and I'm glad others enjoy it

[im-that-random-girl]

I hope you are happy with the decisions you made.

I hope that your regrets don't keep you awake.

I wonder how your regrets changed from the past year?

I wonder if your conflicting emotions finally cleared?

I hope you stay happy with the decisions you make.

I hope you aren't only left to ponder over your mistake.

#poetry #thoughts_of_a_lazy_mind #boredom #poems #heartbreak #short poems #healing #im-that-random-girl #thoughts of a lazy mind #spilled thoughts #thoughts of lazy mind #thoughts of a mind left alone #regret

[yuma-tsukumo]

oooo you wanna think about yuma tsukumo so bad oooo

you wanna see how depression / adhd / autism coded he is!! him struggling to wake up on time every morning is a possible sign of depression n autism since sleeping problems are common in both!!

he keeps his feelings down and puts on a happy face pretty much all the time because he doesn't want anyone to worry about him and his possible depression!! he doesn't want to bring down others with him so he masks it CONSTANTLY and copes with his boundless optimism and positivity!! he genuinely believes in these things but they obviously don't change how he struggles to get up or how he feels!!

he has his special interest which is dueling!! he has his comfort item which is his key, he never takes it off unless he has to keep it safe!! he genuinely struggles with math and takes MUCH longer than most people to do even basic equations because it's just not his strong suit!! he doesn't like being told how to think or act because he knows his own methods, he's not receptive to that type of change!!

he struggles to find the motivation to do schoolwork unless it's a subject that inherently interests him!! he's easily distracted but also hyperfocuses on his own goals!! he's highly reckless and impulsive, people usually keep him in check because of this!!

his sister and grandmother are always reminding him about things he'd normally forget about such as eating and doing his responsibilities!! bro probably doesn't even do his homework at home, he either pulls an all-nighter on the day before its due or he does it IN CLASS when the teacher's taking the homework!!

yuma is NOT neurotypical WHATSOEVER!!

#yugioh zexal #yugioh kin #yuma kin #yuma tsukumo #yumacore #im sure theres other indications but these are the first ones that come to mind #HE'S JUST LIKE ME FR FR IM SO YUMACODED. #im too lazy to organise my thoughts but im sure yall can see which ones are autism / adhd coding #long post

[wrylu]

idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny

aka my average day as of now

#1. impulsive silly thoughts #2. STOP FORGETTING TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!1 please :3 (note for myself me myself and i) #3. i get sad 🥱 #4. tired #(tumblr deleted half of my tags. isnt that nice though you wont have to listen to my essay of vents nobody wanted to hear that) #vent art #wrylu #lu's canvas #negative thoughts below :) have some flowers 💐 #sometimes i feel like i should get up more and spend time with my family i miss how it used to be #but you know what i suck and im practically glued to my chair and im lazy like if i was one of the 7 deadly sins i would be sloth #im surprised im not dead yet #this is purely for myself to speak my poor mind #no i actually hate this #i wanna die #i wish i was dead #not really #but still #i wish time just stopped so i can re evaluate my life #and whoa damn dysphoria makes an appearance ever #i wish i had a schlong (funny) #this is awful #sometimes i feel manipulative like i switch my emotions and personalities so hard #am i manipulating you guys?? #i feel like im being sad for attention #ugh i hate that the internet is my comfort #thats bad isnt it #i feel like an attention seeker #why am i even writing this 🥱🥱 #i cant wait to fall asleep forever

[god-of-this-new-blog]

Know better next time

#hiiiiiiii guysssss #so what if I said I ship #meronia #then what??? #anywayyy some real tags hold on #death note #my art #death note fanart #Nate river #miheal keehl #these could be stand alone pieces but in my mind they are looking at eachother #like out of NOWHERE I am suddenly having thoughts and feelings about these two #like I get it now #Also drawing Mello was so fucking fun??? #idk I like what his face does #a diffrent day I’ll draw a realistic scar #today he only gets Zuko-core scar bc I’m lazy

[paladinofmoonlight]

Attempt to redesign the Melbourne Red Death while keeping the vibe (whatever that is) but actually adding some aspect of ‘death’ 

#tumblr pls post this time #phantom of the opera #poto #phanart #fanart #ok i have a lot of thoughts i wont clog the post up with them but #i dont mind the costume #it's. fine #but the head #h. #i dont mind the long hair either #but those curls?? no #and then the lazy mask recolour... no!! #sigh #josh piterman #at least joshs makeup is pretty #they very much like. yassify the phantom here #the eyes are just bc i like the dual colour #anyway #it could do with a hat i miss his hats #but i didnt feel like designing one lol #maybe later

[pastafossa]

Hi honey! How are you? How’s your mom doing? I hope she’s better now🥺💚

I’ve recently decided to learn how to book bind bc it’s a must to have my fav fanfics as actual books. I’m still learning and it’s probably gonna take a while before I get the results I want but I wanted to ask you if it was okay with you to book bind The Red Thread? Obviously it would be just for me, I would not sell it or make any profits. (And if it turns out how I want to, I would love to gift you one👀)

It’s one of my favourite fanfics of all time, like it’s a masterpiece and I would love to have a physical copy of it<3

And I know it’s not finished yet but it’d probably have to be a few volumes anyways bc it’s a lot so😅

She's doing ok! Progress is slow but it's definitely happening! She's graduated from at-home physical therapy to outpatient, which is a HUGE thing. We've gotten the house pretty well set up too now (chair lift for a section of stairs not covered before, new railing on the front steps), and between me, dad, and sis's various sleep schedules, we're all able to make sure she has someone nearby when she needs help getting around or opening things. I'm still in caretaker mode and trying to balance everything, but she's getting there, so I hold onto that! As for me, I'm doing... ok I think, considering how exhausting and brutal the past few months have been. I'm taking @shouldbestudying41 's advice and just trying to be kind to myself, and I'll admit my brain seriously needed the break. I continue to miss Cato something awful, but I've felt a little more settled since his ashes came home, and I think I'm starting to adjust to sleeping without him next to my pillow. I also got my follow-up today with my cardiologist on my heart issues and their answer was basically a shrug and a, 'we have no idea why your heart's doing this, but it's getting better every time we test you, so keep doing what you're doing!' Which could be worse. So... I'm getting there. Slow and steady!

And oh my gosh, you absolutely, ABSOLUTELY can bookbind TRT, thank you! 😭The idea anyone would love it enough to bookbind makes me SO FUCKING HAPPY! Hell, if I could sell copies at cost I would, but sadly that's a huge no no and all I can do legally is tell people, YES you can bookbind TRT for your shelf! I'm 100% supportive basically (also I would D I E if I got one, like no pressure at all cause D A Y U M it's a long thing to bind, and also just knowing it's out there on someone's shelf is more than I ever expected would happen so I'm delighted even if you just bind for you!).

TRT volumes one to ten maybe??? LOL. I know I had it planned as a series originally before I decided to just kinda keep it in one thing since we were all already there LOL.

#the red thread #pasta life update #basically mom is doing really well recoverywise! and i'm getting there #the witchy shop has been amazingly supportive and i have people here who've been helping talk me through it along with fam #and the kitties have all been very good cuddlers to me while feeling down about cato #so that's been nice! #and OF COURSE YOU CAN BOOKBIND I LOVE THE IDEA OF BOOKBINDING #i know i've said this before but i never really thought TRT would take off so the idea of ANYONE wanting to bind it is HUGE to me #i always intended it to be a series too and then i just wound up keeping it all in one spot #because... i can't remember #i think i was just feeling lazy when we hit the 'final' chapter of book one and went 'ya'll mind if i keep it all here' #and got a resounding YES THAT'S FINE WE WANT MOAR #and so off we went LOL