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Did the color wheel challenge!! Featuring some characters suggested on my insta and some by my friends
#loz#legend of zelda#tloz#the legend of zelda#uh idk how to tag this#medli#marin#princess styla#tatl#green link#saria#princess ruto#fierce deity#revali#blue link#vio link#fi#mipha#princess zelda#sidon#red link#my art
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Here's to headmates who talk differently than the rest of the system!
Not everyone has distinct voices amongst system members, but there are plenty of people who do! Here's to them!
Shoutout to:
Headmates with regional accents (New Jersey, Canadian, Cockney etc.)
Sysmates with neurodivergency/disability/cultural accents (flat affect, Deaf accents, dysarthria, etc.)
People with first language accents when speaking their second/other language (Spanish accent when speaking English, etc.)
The ones with speech disorders, lisps, stutters, slurs, etc.
Those who are semi-verbal, hyperverbal, etc.
Those who use AAC boards, a sign language, etc.
And anyone else who just has an uncommon or unique way of communication!
We think it's absolutely lovely to have such a diverse way of being able to connect with others! Please don't let anyone ever shame you or make you feel bad for the way you talk to others, you're wonderful as-is!
🖤💜💙💚💛
#multiplicity#plural#pluralgang#plural affirmations#actually multiple#actually plural#requests#did#did osdd#uh idk how to tag this#accents#speech#speech disorder#aac board#sign language#semiverbal#nonverbal#neurodivergency
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Come to Me
My Masterlist
This ask combined with the addition both from the lovely @chrisevansdaughter
Pairing(s): Steve Rogers x ADHD!Reader, Platonic!Clint Barton x Reader (sibling like relationship)
Warnings: Traumatic mission, reader has a hard time communicating, mentions of a panic attack, this is probably terribly self-indulgent bc i’m terrible with my feelings and probably have undiagnosed adhd, reader is terrified of heights, reader probably has PTSD (or maybe PTS?? idk what they’re really calling it)
Word Count: 2091
Summary: 3 months after the mission that changed your life again, you finally let Steve in to help.
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It had been 3 months. 3 months since the mission that had seemingly changed your life. You couldn’t get the images of what happened out of your head. You hadn’t told anyone about how much it was affecting you, and honestly you weren’t even quite sure of how to word what you were feeling. You weren’t diagnosed with ADHD as a kid like many people you knew, you weren’t diagnosed until about 5 years ago, but now as an adult, you understand that it can be the reason you have issues voicing your feelings. The words just don’t come out of your head the way that you want them to, and it’s hard to get your point across without rambling.
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On the mission, you, Steve, and Clint were walking through a jungle towards a HYDRA base, when all of a sudden you guys came across a gigantic ravine. “Oh fuck no.” You said, looking at the rickety bridge 20 feet away from the three of you and instantly seeing flashbacks.
You had met Clint years ago in the circus and he had practically adopted you as his younger sister instantly. You were a tightrope walker, and as the years passed, you didn’t want to do more daring stunts, but your ringmaster pushed you to.
One day, you went to perform your act live, only to find that a thinner rope was placed 10 feet higher than your usual act was done at and there was no safety net below you. You had never practiced more than 3 feet higher than your usual act, and never without a safety net, so you were very scared climbing the ladder. But it wasn’t until halfway through your act that it happened, you slipped. If it weren’t for Clint sprinting out to catch you, you most likely would’ve died from the fall.
Clint had given your ringmaster hell later for doing that to you, and swore to never move you higher or give you a different rope again without you practicing first. But you were so scared to even climb the ladder that you never went back to tightrope walking, and the two of you went to work for SHIELD not long after, so you for the remaining time in the circus, you did harder tricks on a balance beam, something you’d be less likely to fall off of and you almost definitely wouldn’t get hurt doing so.
But either way, this mission had a very rickety old bridge that the three of you were going to have to cross to get to the HYDRA base. And then you were going to have to cross it again to get back to the jet.
“How about I stay here and take out just about anyone that comes by and you guys go into the base?” You asked as they walked towards the bridge.
Clint turned and softened his gaze when he saw how scared you were. “N/N, I know. I know what’s going on right now, but we need you in there with us. We will keep you safe, I promise.” Based on the very confused look that your boyfriend was giving your brother, Clint was able to figure out that you hadn’t told Steve about your crippling fear of heights due to what happened.
“Fine, Clint. But you go first. I’ll be in the middle so either of you can catch me when something bad inevitably happens.”
“And after this, you tell Steve.” He said, glaring at you disapprovingly.
You rolled your eyes, “Sure, sure, Clint.”
After the three of you had crossed the bridge, the rest of the mission went really smoothly. You had gotten the files on a USB, wiped the computer, and did some property damage to both the computer and the building. But unfortunately, the three of you had to cross that bridge again.
“Aw, Clint, do I have to?” You asked, whining slightly
“If you want to sleep in your own bed ever again, yes. And think, nothing happened the first time.” You shook your head at this, but gestured again for him to go first and you would follow. Clint started slowly making his way across the bridge, while Steve listened for creaks telling that one of the boards was going to snap. But it didn’t happen while Clint was standing on the board, it happened with you on it. You screamed as you fell, flailing your arms to grab on to anything you possibly could. You hadn’t fallen far when you grabbed something though, the bottom of the board you were standing on was dangling from the rope holding the bridge up, but it was quickly unraveling itself from this end too.
“Sweetheart, grab my hand.” Steve called, reaching down to you.
You reached up for him, but felt the board slip more. “I can’t, the board will break! You guys have to get out of here before the whole bridge breaks!”
“Are you serious, Y/N? Leave you here to die?” Clint asked. “Never. I’m holding the knot in place. Reach up to Steve, he has you, okay?”
And it was when you nodded up at Clint that you made your fatal mistake. You looked down. “I can’t do this. I’m gonna die.”
“Hey, hey, look at me, N/N. Look at me. You’re not gonna die. We’re right here and we will never let that happen. Just reach for Steve, okay?” He asked.
“Okay,” You said, panicking. “I dunno if I can.”
“You can do it, sweetheart, I’m right here, just give me your hand.” You reached up to Steve, feeling the board creak under you as you shifted your weight, but you knew Clint was holding the knot in place so the board wouldn’t fall until after Steve had pulled you back to safety.
Steve grabbed onto your hand and pulled, bringing you back up to level with the boys, and back to safety as you practically ran across the bridge to solid ground, and then to the jet so you could go home.
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You could barely sleep, everytime you laid down and closed your eyes you felt like you were falling again. It wasn’t unless you were sleeping practically underneath Steve that you actually felt safe. You tried your best to not let Steve know what a hard time you’d been having since that mission, but you were sure he knew. He could always read you like a book.
Sliding down the inside of your bedroom door, you knew you were having a panic attack, but there was no way that you were going to let Steve find out. You’d already burdened him with so much that you didn’t want this dumb mission from 3 months ago to add on to that.
“Honey?” Steve called, “Where are you?” You tried to hide your heavy breathing, you could get through this panic attack by yourself, you didn’t need to rely on Steve. “I can hear you breathing in the bedroom, are you okay?” Damn his super-soldier hearing.
“I- I’m fine, Stevie. It’s okay.” You said shakily.
You could practically hear Steve rolling his eyes. “No you aren’t, open the door, doll.” You moved away from the door and Steve walked in, noticing your panicked state. “Hey, woah, sweetheart, you’re not okay. Why would you try to hide this?” He shook his head softly. “Never mind, let’s get you calmed down before we have a serious conversation.”
You nodded slowly, knowing you were going to have to figure out a way to word your feelings, but that thought only made you panic more.
“Okay, doll, can I touch you?” You nodded. Steve wrapped you in a hug, pulling you into his chest so you could rest your head on his shoulder and nuzzle into his neck like you liked to do. “Can you tell me 5 things you can see?”
“You, the bed, dresser, stuffies, water bottle.” You said as your breathing started to show.
“4 things you can hear.”
“Your voice, your heart, the fridge, and the fan.”
“3 things you can smell.”
“Mm, you. The fabric softener and my shampoo.”
Steve took a slow breath, happy you were calming down. “Good job, honey. Now 2 things you can feel.”
“You and the floor.”
“Great job honey. 1 thing you can taste?”
“You.” You told him, taking another deep breath.
Steve rubbed your back slowly, helping to ground you even more. “I’m proud of you, sweetheart. You did fantastic.”
“Thank you, Stevie.” You mumbled, hiding your face in his neck.
“You wanna tell me what that was all about, doll?” You shook your head, wrapping your arms around his torso. “You’re gonna have to tell me eventually. We both know that you’ll feel so guilty for not telling me that you’ll have another panic attack later. Can we just skip that this time, honey?”
You thought about it for a minute before nodding slowly, not really wanting to have to deal with another panic attack today because Steve was right. You really would feel so guilty about not telling him that you would just have another panic attack. “I don’t know how to say it,” You whispered, knowing his super soldier hearing would pick it up.
“That’s okay, darling. Can you try? It’s okay if you ramble, I’ll always understand you.”
You nodded again, starting to tell him the story of when you met Clint and how you would’ve died that night in the circus if it weren’t for him. You told Steve everything in words you hadn’t been able to before, including how you couldn’t sleep unless he was practically on top of you, saving your anxiety from itself in the middle of the night.
And Steve listened. He rubbed your back, never saying whether or not he was uncomfortable after sitting on the floor for all this time. He listened attentively and gave you reassuring words when you couldn’t figure out the word you wanted. You really were starting to think that he should’ve been a therapist in another life.
“Thank you for telling me, sweetheart.” Steve said, at least an hour later. “I’m really proud of you for being able to voice your feelings for me. Why don’t we get changed and watch some TV before we go to bed. Maybe you’ll be able to sleep now, but we’ll definitely talk to Dr. Raynor in the morning, okay?”
Your shoulders slumped, you really didn’t want to have to go to a therapist about this, now that it was off your chest, you were fine. Steve gave you a look. “No, you’re not fine, don’t try to pull this on me. Yes, it may be off your chest now, but that doesn’t make you all better. Look at all she’s done for Bucky.”
You nodded, “Yeah, she’s helped him a lot. But this isn’t the same, Bucky was brainwashed. I just had an accident before joining the Avengers.”
“Sweetheart, you had a near-death experience. Twice, and the second one was in the same fashion as the first. It’s not that you’re just scared like you were before the first fall, you’re carrying something up here-” he tapped your temple gently, “-that you need to deal with. It’s not a bad thing, but you’ve now suffered two near-death experiences from the same issue. You’re bound to have a little bit of PTSD from that. You can just have a little chat with Dr. Raynor, I don’t have to be there if you don’t want me to be, and she’s gonna help you work through this.”
“Okay.” You said softly. “But I’d really like to sleep first.”
Steve picked you up and put you on the bed. “Of course, doll. You need your rest.”
“Thank you, Stevie. I really don’t deserve you.”
“Yes, you do, honey. You deserve the world.” He said, pulling one of his shirts out of a drawer and passing it to you to change into. “Now let’s get some good rest and make sure that you take your meds in the morning. They’ll help.”
“Okay, Stevie. Can I have a kiss before we go to bed?”
Steve smiled softly at you sitting quietly on the bed. “You know you never have to ask me that, sweetie.” He said, kissing you softly. You crawled under the covers, holding them open for Steve who quickly jumped in between your arms. “I love you, Y/N”
“I love you too, Steve.” You said, drifting off quickly for the first time in 3 months.
Hey everybody! Look at this! I got a fic out! The beginning of this was rewritten about 3 times before I decided on a situation that wasn’t so gruesome I almost couldn’t sleep due to what my brain came up with, but also was something that people would probably read bc I had an idea for an sa story but figured that would trigger too many people. Either way, I hope you all enjoy this!
Taglist: @chrisevansdaughter, @nana1000night, @sarahrogersevans, @buckybarnesandmarvel
Let me know if you wanna be added or removed!
#steve rogers x reader#adhd!reader#platonic!clint barton x reader#traumatic mission#traumatic flashback#ptsd#due to heights#uh idk how to tag this#reader almost dies twice due to falling from a great height#reader was in the circus with clint#i think that's enough tags?#maybe?
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What's this? Two covers in one two weeks?!
This one isn't a Proseka video this time just me projecting lesbians onto other lesbians, haha
I even did thumbnail art this time!
#evillious chronicles#vocaloid cover#samsa by teniwoha#hatsune miku cover#yowane haku cover#miclarith#uh idk how to tag this#Youtube
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INTRODUCTION POST
☆ • HIIII! I'm Ash(ley) or Sunny, I use she/he/they/it/rot + more pronouns. I'm agender and aroace.
☆ • I'm 18, uh I have bpd and a physical disability, so I'll post about that!
☆ • Not new to proship shit or anything just was a lurker
☆ • 🌈🍖 & ⚰️🕊
☆ • no dni tbh just don't be under 17
☆ • ill update as needed
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Someone tell me why I had a dream that Shayfer James was my vocal coach and @very-obviously-imperfect walked in on a lesson and just started screaming and I’m like “yeah no it’s chill he’s cool”
I don’t even like his music????????????
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man I think I must be really out of touch with the self ship community because I look at the notes other people get on their writing and I'm boggled. I know my writing is good - what I don't know is why it doesn't get read. And obviously that's not why I write - it's for me which is why so much of it doesn't get posted anyway. I guess I'm curious if there's some discord or other group out there (not that I could manage to join one of those, I've had so many bad experiences).
And I do want to be clear I SUPER appreciate the friends who do read my writing!!! Especially if you like/reblog/comment so I know that's happened! But I think for most of us it's hard not to compare. Same situation with my comic - I've seen other self shippers get 200+ notes on comics and I'm just like how...what are y'all doing that I'm not? I don't know that I want or need 200+ notes fkdjshfkjds but I do want to understand what the difference is, ya know?
I also don't use the self ship tags these days since I post everything to separate blogs and then reblog here but 🤔 I kind of assumed that wouldn't actually increase my audience. Maybe that's not true though.
The idea of getting too involved in this community is kind of terrifying anyway for various reasons (the callout culture here is brutal and does not actually allow for people to fight against false accusations) and I adore all the mutuals I keep up with right now so. Dunno. Just airing some thoughts. I try to be positive on this blog and not whiny or annoying but. I've been mulling over this for a while.
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uh idk what to call this so have some c's! CcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcCcC
(these were all typed out by hand with no copying apprectiate the effort)
oki so this is going to be a rant, spotaneous planning session, and
idk what else all at once, so uh.... goodluck reading!
things im mad at-
- i keep procrastinating: shorts, pinterest, tumblr, discord
- i cant do math for some reason agh
- i waste my time just sitting
- i think im spiraling behind in school
things ive noticed-
- i work better with deadlines and lots of things to do, when im busy
- i keep waiting on my math to like, magically get itself done
-i also work better when i tell someone what i want to do
- and/or write it down
- i like telling friends about my day and hearing about theirs, alot
the maybe plan???
- finish this school week by saturday (ive got about 3 days left and 3 days till saturday)
- make a new schedule, one that constrains my time
- if i dont get the work done on the schedule, i put it up anyway and move on
-ill write down everything, big and small, on a note card and pin it to my apron to check off when done
- at the end of the day, ill plan for tomorrow, and write how it went that day here! (side note- always with a question for friends)
the goals for timing and thingies
-6-7 lessons per day- i want to get ahead and catch up, and each is about 45 min so its not too bad
-duolingo, i want to learn spanish and/or english
-help a LOT more with chores, i feel like im not doing that much there too
- better sleep schedule
i htink thats it!! actually it looks pretty organized yeeeeeee
im just hoping and praying it works, please hope and pray with me!!
um ill let yall (whoevers left after that long text) know more of the plan on sunday, when i plan it!!
how was yalls day? thanks for making it through this, sending some extra hugs and knives to ya!
#uh idk how to tag this#so#CcCcCcCcCcCc#ill think of a cute name for these c's and this later my brains ded
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Finally decided to jump onto the spidersona trend even tho it seems like it died down a bit but hey I just recently watched across the spider-verse
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Haven't finished pony Eddie yet bc im struggling to draw male ponies but i sketched some changeling venom and I think he looks cool! Changelings have so much in common with symbiotes, and torax's backstory is literally identical to the venom symbiote's it's pretty funny. The more love he consumes the more he can assume a more pony like form, and the weaker he gets, the more liquid/amorphous he gets. I'll try to finally draw his bf today
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My persona main oc in the ahit universe!! Yayayay
This is more of an au but like whatever she in important to me so:
Anyways Kitty is a shapeshifter who lives in the Alpine Skyline and uses her abilities for money, it'll do ANYTHING for money really doesn't matter what it is she'll do it no questions asked.
One day she gets approached by the Mafia Boss giving her a deal, pretend to be him until he gets a real body so there's somebody watching his men, plus he kinda lied to them saying he had found a body so,,
Kitty of course said yes, I mean would you say no to a guy who has more riches than a gal could ever want! So it now pretends to be mb
This is pretty short but I'm not the best at explaining stuffs sorry (◞‸◟ㆀ) uh I hope u enjoy this
I might make small stories with Kitty mostly to do with self shipping (Goofy Mafia, Vanessa, and Grooves)
Also if any moots what to put her in your aus you can just like ask me about stuffs with her :3
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#uh idk how to tag this#they were talking about a batman villain or smth#idk about dc comics#the valmy
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☆ ・ i had a dream with a really interesting plot and now ima write it but i dunno what to do for the other world in it
☆ ・ basically､ the mc is someone who lives in the real world｡ theyre a normal high school (or middle school) student､ but theyre connected to another world｡ in my dream this was cookie run—because uh､ cookie run—and they were only able to enter the world if needed by said world｡ they would get summoned by being given a tiny object about the size and shape of a tic tac—in my dream there was a red tick tac and a tiny long airpod case—and that would be their key to enter the world｡ if they didnt have the item for that specific calling､ they couldnt go through to that world｡ they could enter in multiple ways､ through an ad for the media the world is from､ or through dreaming､ and if they had damaged the item in any way it would be repaired on arrival｡ thats about all i have for this idea
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Let me show you one of my original concepts :>
Because. Why not haha👍
Characters refs Masterpost
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#ah wait how do I even tag non fandom stuff?#uh#marble sky#marble sky comic#or something?#art#comics#what else#aliens#lol#Idk what to put in the tags so#what are your thoughts on this thing?#I tried to post this on other website but it didn’t really gain much audience lol people was just looking and then silently leaving#I wonder if Tumblr is diffent#Tumblr seems to like aliens much more that Twitter haha
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sorry that took like an hour i stopped to eat dinner heres my idea
#my art#adventure time#simon petrikov#betty grof#trans#lesbian#petrigrof#ion think i needa tag this for anything theyre both clothed & its not suggestive#i think simon isnt scared of needles but he cant make himself do it himself so betty does it for him#idk how he got by before meeting betty#i also dont think i needa tag this for eva spoilers considering it came out uh#28 years ago#FUCK I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT THE ENTIRE POINT OF THE COMIC HOLD ON#ok 10 min later im back#also i think this kinda implies golbetty is flesh underneath like an eva#ok i think thats all#and in case i dont see you good morning good evening and goodnight
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I’m taking a break I need to think about this…
#re: dracula#uh idk how to tag this#this is horrid and objectively a terrible thing but also hear me out
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