#we heart it is ruining my life

[gofixxx2]

#charli xcx #britney 5eva #britney spears #long hair #we heart it is ruining my life #we heart lt #love #cute #lolita #angel #vintage #beauty #coquette #random #couqette #film #old

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

thinking abt these two again. i need to be sedated

knight!sugu who sacrifices you to save the world thinking he has no other choice. who instantly becomes enveloped by a guilt so heavy it crushes him.

prince!gojo who sacrifices the world to save you with a smile on his face. who tells you to find him in your next life as he watches the stars go out one by one.

#i prefer sugu <3 #moss and mickey ruined my life w knight!sugu and prince!gojo….. T_T they haunt my every waking thought #i think my version of prince!gojo is just. a more selfish gojo (and maybe just a bit more twisted) im still figuring him out tho!! #hes a little sick in the head but hes a kind man at heart :3 and we love him. hes a good ruler who cares abt fairness and equality !! #but he would probably also ruin literally everyone who ever hurt u if u let him #meanwhile knight!sugu is just . destined for tragedy No Matter What psjdjdj #the idea of suguru choosing his duty over love…. and being so crushed by that decision that it warps his identity……. yeah. #hes so doomed by the narrative i need to save him #geto x reader #gojo x reader

[spaceratprodigy]

*gulp* deacon/iris "please just kiss me" intimacy ask........ NYE party- (i am shot)

@oldworldwidgets — [ intimacy prompts ]

It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again

pose reference

#if u need me I'm gonna be on the floor thinking abt the doomed love of the disaster besties #aud.. aud my love my darling.. this little scene we crafted has been rotating nonstop in my brain for months #it has fundamentally ruined me #but it's so perfect it hurts so good I love seeing the lines blurring I love them not being able to get it right #struggling to communicate through the heartache *chefs kiss* #him.. him being the one to ask.. #I am unwell you are always sending me banger prompts my dear AND you always know how to help put my chaotic ramblings in the perfect words #OUGH miss aud oldworldwidgets I love you with my entire heart and soul you are such a ray of sunshine in my life #also I still have the other two intimacy prompts u sent me for them in my back pocket..... #I've had some ideas of how they can spend the night on the roof under the stars together...... #more on that later #ANYWAY #ilysm I am blowing you so many kisses rn #finally the people get to know who miss iris really kissed on new years eve on this fine day of *checks watch* valentine's day #(sorry nicky ✌😔 just bestie things u know how it is) #my art #sole survivor #fallout #fallout 4 #fo4 #deacon #deacon fallout 4 #deacon fo4 #oc x canon

[vegaseatsass]

Be My Favorite is rewiring my entire brain istg... just unraveling those brain wrinkles and resculpting them in exciting new shapes and patterns

#be my favorite #be my favorite spoilers #what an episode #for kawi to realize it's not just about being kind to himself and fixing the life he wants #but being kind to pear and pisaeng and caring about the life they get #especially worst timeline pear #he has time-ruined her life beyond all belief #will he take responsibility #and like ok ok ok the thing where pisaeng is like you helped me with something big and i'll always be grateful for that #the specifically queer experience of the person who makes you KNOW you're queer #pisaeng knew-ish before kawi. he and his mom have discussed it #but kawi made it firm and unchangeable and something he could no longer hide from or run from #so no matter how much kawi hurts him after that no matter how much he confuses him and pushpulls him #he's that person to pisaeng the person who made everything clear the person who made him brave #ahhh that's so reallllllllllllllll #and praying with all my heart they are very deliberately writing not and notpear and notkwan the way they are #never expecting us to ship it but laying the groundwork so we understand this future #pisaeng was right to friend breakup with not and has stayed right #please if the show does pearkwan it will become my new top ten stars show of all time i'm trying to manage my expectations #because i don't THINK it's going that way #but o! how i want it! #but yeah ships aside just kawi realizing that pear's life going well matters more to her & her happiness #than his life going well #and realizing thusly that that matters more to HIM #than his own successful future #i would like to see it #treat the girl who has been so great to you greatly please #and that guy you're so grateful for? who you feel unworthy of? #stop focusing on what is bad or unworthy about you start focusing on how to support him and his life into something worthy of him #do you see it? my vision??? gah this story has so much potential i'm so hype

[synthshenanigans]

see no evil hear no evil speak no evil or something clever idk

Alt versions below:

#FUCK background dude #i was liking this art for so long and then the background and lighting ruined my life #we outta leave the light on cause the shadows fuckin suck #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cj heart #cj mind #cj soul #cj whole #cccc

[sneakyfox55]

major To The Moon series spoilers ahead!

no because the real Quincy--relative to the "real" world our Lynri came from--never actually got to see his family again

can we talk about that please like my heart BREAKS for this man and sure you can say "well like he wasn't actually real because this is the topmost stack and not reality lmbo" but like.

what IS reality?

like! the entire point of the games is to bring up the question "what is the reality we tell ourselves, at one point does reality become... not so?" and that's honestly like, other than the various other themes Kan Gao has so masterfully crafted into this series that's my favorite one because then the ethic becomes, if nothing is reality--if everything is just the reality OR fiction we tell ourselves--what does it really matter?

so if we go based off that, the real Quincy relative to IF-Lynri's timeline just. was basically pushed off to the side. and yeah, there's the version of him within the machine that we play as of course and we get to see that version of him be happy, but how can that account for the original version? did that Quincy not have feelings? did that Quincy just, not have his heart broken by the love of his life after the tragic loss of their child? did she not abandon him? from we know that did still happen, does it matter that it did, maybe not to any other version of them (or even IF-Lynri for that matter since she gets everything she wants in the end) but did it not matter to that Quincy?

and it hurts so much worse to me personally to know that, he would have never know about any of this, and he has no idea that in another timeline so to speak, he gets to be happy. and!!! this even goes back to To The Moon the game (try saying that 5 times fast) itself because!!!!

the real River and Johnny technically might have never reunited.

in fact they? probably really didn't? at least not in a way that could have ever been substantial to either of them. the "real" Johnny never actually remembered their first meeting, and the "real" River never got to feel that closure that she so desperately wanted from him.

but then it goes back to the question of if it matters, since they're happy anyway?

and this all leads to my point about all of this:

does it? does creating perfect fantasy worlds for everyone really MATTER if the real them never got to live out that fantasy world?? because sure, you can say to THEM, it does! in that brief moment before they leave this world, they can leave knowing they did all they wanted! they can leave with a (figurative) smile on their face!! right? isn't that the point?

...but then. where does it stop meaning something because EVERYTHING was made up? how can we differentiate the two anymore?

and at what point was reality just... maybe, not reality in the first place?

#To The Moon spoilers #Impostor Factory spoilers #ughhhh these games just fill me with such existential dread they are so lovely #wanna call up Kan himself and thank him for ruining my life /affectionate #this is about Impostor Factory #also this. kind of just applies to life IN GENERAL #and i love that SO much #we don't know!! if our timeline is the ultimate timeline or not!!!! #but we try to live our best life anyway in spite of it #and i think that's where the beauty shines in #because it's not about questioning what was ever real or not #it's about what life you make for yourself that matters #and how it meant to YOU #but anyway yeah it still shatters my heart and Soul to think of original IF Quincy #every version of Quincy has my whole heart ever #(and no we are NOT going to talk about. the “Quincy-father-of-Neil-old-man” Quincy any time soon because no i have enough to cry about) #((but i will talk about him one day)) #Impostor Factory #To The Moon series

[cryptturon]

dont wanna be an american 🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎶🎶🎵 fuck america

#i dunno. wanted it for a while just to leave but it's really not worth it anymore #when people here talk about how there's more there. they're right. but i can't stand living there #not with how i'm starting to realize everything america's ever done to us as their little investment ruins my sense of identity #on top of everything. just everything. it's beyond horrible. and that dumb quiz i'd supposedly take to be naturalized #my entire life is dictated by what americans left with us when we became ''independent''. and so we continued to be dependent #i speak american english or i'd be known as even more unintelligent than i am already seen as #and that is not enough. to get me in. i need to praise your laws and ambitions for greatness. #sincerely. from the bottom of my heart. putangina mo

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

Me talking about how Lance should have had a tragic corruption revenge arc that has nothing to do with Keith or someone else: This too can be yuri/j

#voltron #voltron legendary defender #empty thoughts #lance mcclain #SLASH JAY #THIS IS SLASH JAY #I just think Lance should have been allowed to go apeshit #and i am tired of everyone and their grandma turning everything about him to revolve around the ship they ship/j #including dumbing down his emotional intelligence to say 'oh he never loved All ura he always loved (insert character here) he just didn't #know it yet #Stop it hasnt fanon romance ruined his life enough already?/j #Take my hand #We need to put more violence in his heart

[jtownraindancer]

"You're... turning me down?"

#screaming sobbing slowly slipping sanity's grasp #burn gorman #bleak house #mr. guppy #mr. guppy if you PLEASE #man i need a tag for burn now fuck #my gifs #ah shit here we go again #how many more times can i watch this man play characters getting their hearts broken on screen? #you'd think I'd have developed an immunity by now but alas #gdi burn you made me care about a character i mostly hated in my teenage years #another brown eyed boy ruining my life

[gofixxx2]

#neon #headphones #old #love #cute #lolita #angel #vintage #beauty #coquette #random #old hollywood #couqette #film #old movies #black and white #1960s #we heart it is ruining my life #we heart lt #2014 girl #2014 grunge #girly grunge #grunge

[stinkrascal]

even though it was buried in the tags of my last text post, that text post was the first time ive ever admitted to any of my ocs having The Diagnosis which is also My Diagnosis which means ive just somewhat admitting to having The Diagnosis which is My Diagnosis and wow that was extremely nerve wracking but it also felt nice to get it out there. this is my coming out post i guess

#definitely gonna delete this later i just wanted to ramble for a minute #idk why but this specific diagnosis was the most difficult thing to come to terms with #being diagnosed with adhd and bpd that was nothing but THIS ONE? it ruined my life for at least a few months #which is so silly bc when other people have this diagnosis i think nothing of it #but when its Me it just brings out this horrible complex inside of my heart #so having an explanation for that kinda stung you know. but hey its there now #a lot of this journey has just been me trying 2 unlearn the harmful stereotypes abt myself as far as The Diagnosis is concerned #and learning to treat myself kindly in spite of my insecurities which at times feel like a direct byproduct of my diagnosis. its a lot #but yeah. Yeah. idek what im trying to say anymore #shoutout to my homies who felt like aliens their entire childhoods only to be diagnosed later in life we are so strong and whatever #kisses you on the forehead #also tbh it feels good to project it onto my ocs. it makes me feel better about myself #making brie autistic as shit makes me feel more normal because in my head im like well shes living her best life. why cant i #and all the straud kids too. theyre still living their best lives and theyre totally confident w themselves and they accept their diagnosis #and they accept its just a part of them you know!! nothing to be ashamed of. so why cant i #THIS IS SO LONG IM SORRY im very emotional right now. ik this is kinda weird but i really want to find the confidence #to talk about this without feeling embarrassed about myself. autism rocks ! #this is literally the autism website idk why im nervous right now you are all literally autistic why am i so nervous LOL

[5mcsinatrenchcoat]

is there a way to block one single post without necessarily blocking the whole person

#every time the 'actually Kar/lach's endings are good because it's realistic or whatever' post shows up on my dash #my nerves ruin my whole day #and like it's fiction. death of the author and all that shit. #not the hill I want to fight people on #it's just that I immediately want to throw up and stop functioning #jesus fucking christ is it my actual trigger or something #and if so why would it fucking be #sigh #anyway really curious how I see people say 'it's a good representation of being in a relationship with a terminally ill person!' #and then I see people say 'I have a heart condition and I did not need a fantasy game to remind me of rEaLiTy' #anyway regardless of that point even #it's the glaring gaps in her quest content that make it all so much worse #but ooooh apparently giving the sweetest character of the cast who has ALREADY been through shit on par with everyone else #(look me in the eyes and tell me her backstory without the looming death wasn't already on par with Asta/rion) #is cool and realistic and the unfairness is the point-- #how about you fuck all the way off #'the character kicked around by life dies in the end' is the worst trope #ask Arcadia Bay if it's still standing in my playthrough #anyway to Aver/nus we go #I am censoring all the names 'cause I don't want to start a fight #have your opinions just gods I wish I didn't have to look at them #purely for my own selfish sanity

[fala-alfredo-pasta]

Have you thought that. The sdr2 characters gave up their talent bc they use it for despair while they were brainwashed? Kaz gave up his love of machines

*ending theme of digital circus starts playing*

bruh that would be so sad

Like imagine Teruteru gave up cooking because he also lost his biggest driving force that made him want to to cook in the first place (his mom).

Or Mikan starts to doubt any and all of her medical knowledge because she doesn't trust herself as she did before in treating other peoples wounds and is afraid she'll only hurt them further.

Or Fuyu giving up being a yakuza.

Wait well....actually no that might be a good thing for him. That might be an improvement actually.

#bunpiry #danganronpa #ur kaz drawing made my heart cry ;0; pls hug him #idk much of anything about the digital circus except for the jester girl but yes #fala replies #a e i o queue #everyone else: figuring out what to do now that their biggest trait/purpose #is something that brings them shame and trauma #but still fighting the desire to do the thing they used to love #Fuyuhiko: man...guess I'm going to have to stop being part of a criminal organization #Hiyoko *bitter*: oh the tragedy poor baby whatever will you do now that you can't ruin peoples lives? #Fuyuhiko: okay first off fuck you #Nagito *apathetic to it all*: huh wonder what its like to be able to decide to just not have a talent...must be nice... #Hiyoko: we get it your life is an ongoing tragedy goddamn

[thursdayg1rl]

didn't realise that the summer I turned pretty season 2 was still going lmaoo. I finished episode 6 and was like well damn I guess this is it. here we go again ig

#the problem with this series is that it is too set in todays time #but the books are so so 2010 coded and it kind of ruins the whole vibe #even the little choices of adding in modern music.. idk man. like my Jeremiah has never heard of Ariana grande and I know this in my heart #its so. Netflix originalified #and I know we will look back in 10 years to cringe at this bc even now I am cringing at it #and then the casting. that's a whole separate issue #she really said Conrad was 'dark dark dark' and they made him barely a brunette (can you use brunette for men? many have been wondering) #and Jeremiah isn't even properly blond like can we commit to the bit please. be serious about this im not even playing #bc they could have dyed their hair its not even that deep #I like belly at least like I look at her and I think yeah that could be belly #and Taylor as well actually. not in season 1 but her season 2 hair I believe it can be her #the only good thing they changed is making Jeremiah bisexual #and also I think the characters aren't obsessed with each other how I thought they should be after reading the books #the stakes are simply not that high when in the books it was like life or death for belly to get Conrad to notice her #ALSO not enough flashback scenes to their childhood #I don't even care ab this like that but it's just the principle of the thing! like it could have been great and they fumbled it completely #I need to have some kind of input in these things they should hire me as a creative director 😤 #also I came here to say that Jeremiah is wearing an outfit I have worn many times before but I got sidetracked

[mothbug]

you show me a tarot card at this point and i WILL go ‘oh like [revue starlight character]!’ they should never have done this to me

#revstar #arcana arcadia ruined my life some may say it ruins my life to this day #i am thinking about it always always. revstar in general i am always thinking about. #if i posted as much abt revstar as i think. well you would all know everything about stella and shiro #(threat) #let me tell you more about how they (in a franchise where it’s directly stated that the characters are trading their youths for theater) are #the ones who have lost their youths the most tragically because they never had a choice. #and have never really been friends as equals but are probably still the closer to each other than anyone else. #not even about aa . this is just . #like let me tell you about this shot where everyone else is interacting with stella as friends #and shiro just has #her hands behind her back. let me tell you about - #and i’m STILL a seisho girl at heart they’ve just been on the mind #like DUUUDE we haven’t even seen who shiro really is without all the BULLSHIT on her shoulders just little glimpses… SHES ONLY 14.. #and stella. well she is haunted by trauma apparitions very literally. and this is only AFTER the expectations of her family cause her to hav #an onstage breakdown and consider herself a failure #and her family have literally basically called her a disappointment iirc??????? get her OUT OF THERE!!!!!! #could talk about the symbolism with all of the second wave siegfeld characters for HOURS #they’re based on extinct animals that’s literally the thing i’m autistic about #ranting in tags so no one has to wade through all the posts i want to make #so funny this post is abt as and i didn’t even talk abt it… i promise i have just as many thoughts about it

[sonicshrike]

ooc moment #1

tumblr is so darn different than the last time i used it! it amazes me the sheer number of changes that can occur in only a couple of years. the last time i was really active on tumblr was during the worst year of my life, so lets hope i dont curse myself by reviving my old accounts

#shrillshriekz #shrike shrieks #i have so much to give back to the world you have no idea #i love my friends!!! #if youre reading this and i used to know you pls dm me #i wanna reconnect w ppl bc i miss being social #PTSD absolutely ruined my social life. i'm tired of it #i'm very happy to have lived through it all #maybe one day i'll share my diary entries from before the cloud blew away #also if we talked recently thank you for letting me back into your life i really appreciate it #you didnt have to talk to me again lol #dm me and ask about my latest project or else #if i recognize your username i'll give you a special role in my discord #with love with hate with an open heart