#will have to have a rewatch though

[hiyutekivigil]

14 february. spring once more. and all the times from all the years i've walked out on to the terrace of this house and realized that it is spring once more, coalesce. playing chess with grandfather. a draw, because he points out my mistakes. grandmother's bubert that tastes like childhood. calling myself an overgrown child in the mirror. the sweetness of someone awaiting you in some corner of the world.

#also i watched the #three colors trilogy #yesterday #and here they are today: blue red white #i enjoyed red the most #will have to have a rewatch though #studyblr #studyblr aesthetic #spring #spring photography #photography #eastern europe #europe #dead poets society #dead poets society aesthetic #light academia #light academia aesthetic #academia #academia aesthetic

[curioscurio]

I'm rewatching Steven Universe and I will never forgive Fandom for what it did to her

#also watching it at age 19-20 as it was released and experiencing the resulting clusterfuck online fandom response was a wild trip #im finally rewatching it again at 25 and really really feel lucky to have seen it at the age i did #i have completely different perspective on it now that i have 3 young nephews and a neice where before i was in college #the music is still as incredible as it was back then #and the animation #i cant beleive people got honestly and truly upset and violently aggressive about characters being off model sometimes #early stevens voice though kills me after awhile...... the yelling .... but his characters growth and development also being reflected in #his voice changing as he grows up #they also go crazy hard on some scenes #who am i kidding the show was a masterpiece and ahead of its time

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i don't know what this is. the plush has invaded my brain. it has the controls now

#three of us! just three of us! look closely you will see... #dhmis but its the different wall..eys. ies. eyes. walleyes. WHAT IS THE PLURAL #fr tho i need the plush. i need it #thank FUCK there's a 21 day window #otherwise!! i would never have him!! and id be Crushed!! #he needs to be in my arms.... #scribble salad #welcome home #honestly though the plush is In My Brain #ive rewatched the ad so many times already... #its endeared me to howdy further. wally as well but thats a given #howdy my beloved....

[umblrspectrum]

hi heres art so you pay attention to me now go read the tags

#ive been rewatching episode 7 like its the only thing on youtube and made note of many things #first off. the solver can only have one host. nori mentions skyn wants to kill off all the other solver hosts (with the dds) and disregards #the idea of both uzi and doll being its current host when they get chased #plus the main solver possessions only occur when skyn is out of the picture (the fightt in ep 7 is only after n decapitates “tessa”) #solver uzi is possible too but i dont count her cause she doesn't have the yellow #personal theory is that its more an instinctual response to overheating or something and not full on possession #second off nori calls the solver cyn. how does she know that name #cyn was on earth and only showed up to copper 9 recently and i presume nori's been here her whole life #it probably wasn't the other dds cause none of them made it down and they're all more savage beasts #since cyn specifies n's team retained their personalities and that makes me think the other teams didnt #also also we should've immediately questioned tessa arriving in the same type of pod as the mds when they were revealed to not be sent by j #im running out of characters also the people who dont like when i use tags like this can bite me #murder drones #murder drones nori #artori? that sounds cool #ill probably just stick with nori though #i have so many solver heart refs now #art #episode 7 #murder drones episode 7 #murder drones episode 7 spoilers #using the same black for shadows as my lineart doesn't work when i have to draw thin things over it #murder drones spoilers

[mokeonn]

The Great and Powerful Trixie™ smoking a great and powerful blunt

#art #my art #simon says #I had to do chores today so I drew weed trixie to cope #I don't have any good pony art ideas at the moment so get weed joke-d #mlp fan art #mlp g4 #mlp fim #my little pony gen 4 #my little pony #trixie lulamoon #mlp trixie #my little pony friendship is magic #friendship is magic #mlp friendship is magic #mlp trixie lulamoon #drug cw #weed cw #what can I say? I like weed jokes and I like making weed jokes when I can't think of any other comic idea #I will probably get ideas when I rewatch the series though

[picory]

dont have totk yet so i watched all of hyrule warriors aoc cutscenes instead (since i don't have that game either sad face)

#i wasn't paying too much attention to them though lol i was too engrossed in drawing #i'll have to rewatch them later #legend of zelda #loz #botw #hwaoc #<- not much of this here only like. a couple of dialogues and the egg guardian. the rest are just general doodles #turnaboutart #revali #mipha

[spottyissleepy]

Hmm,, thinking about Klaus’s powers…

Does anyone remember the very First time we met Klaus? When he woke up in that ambulance?? If I’m remembering correctly, didn’t he like,, flatline beforehand?

It was literally presented to us during the FIRST TIME WE MET THE GUY

#the umbrella academy #tua #tua spoilers #tua3 spoilers #tua3 #klaus hargreeves #i could very well be making that up #but I’m like 99% sure that I’m not #I’ll have to rewatch that though

[a-sketchy]

persona misogyny is so fucking wild. ignoring literally everything else about the entire rest of the games, every single s.link with a female character is like “entirely for having been born a woman i have had to work twice as hard for a fraction of the benefit. even now, i am stripped of my agency in a position i never wanted in the first place” and/or “i’m put on a pedestal by the people in my life because of my looks. men see me as an object to be conquered, women hate me for ‘stealing’ ‘their’ men. if i’m withdrawn i’m a bitch, if i’m friendly i’m easy. because of this, i’m alone” and/or “because of my personality or hobby or lack of cooking skills, i feel like i’m failing at femininity. if being a woman is something i can fail at, then where does that leave me? i’m scared at the loss of my identity and place in society”

like very consistently they present female characters with complex thoughts towards their place in society as women, femininity as a whole, and facing issues stemming from misogyny, and then the payoff is always “my problems were entirely my own fault. i wasn’t strong enough, i was a coward. but now, i’m gonna work hard to be exactly what society expects me to be (which is what i want to be)! i’m gonna do better at femininity (which is still something tangible i can fail at)! i’m going to try hard at making friends (which was my fault for not doing)! all my problems are solved through personal responsibility (that im totally culpable for), effort (which i previously was not putting in), or you, a man! i am Happy and Satisfied with this outcome, can i be Your woman?”

and like hello? why are we here. what the fuck are we doing. why do we keep doing this every single time. can we not do the constant lukewarm attempts at criticizing misogyny so you can jerk off to your own thoughtfulness, while ultimately reinforcing patriarchal systems and brushing off any deeper misogyny-bred issues as a lack of deference to one’s rightful place in society? like maybe don’t do that? for fucking once? just an idea

#i’d really need to rewatch slinks to give more indepth thoughts or pull specific examples #but i’m right and i pace about it every day #i’m not really talking about naoto that’s a whole other can of worms a long way down the line #rambles #if persona’s all about wish fulfillment where’s my persona game where i can be a feminist huh #p4g posting #p3p posting #yeah both of those. i’m not far enough in p4 to have seen the payoff but i know that its fucking persona 4 #and jesus christ yukiko!! i only vaguely know of ai. chie in the main story/dialogue options you have #jesus christ the dialogue options. can you ask literally every girl if they have a boyfriend?? and ‘thats very feminine’ DIE #and man p3p. persona main plot misogyny is weird when you’re on the other side of it #it’s a very different experience being the one getting peeped on #and then saori. and mitsuru. and fuuka. kinda rio. idr a single thing about yukari’s slink i’m sorry but probably her too #also my vague recollection of p5 with haru. ann by default though idr her slink #and goddd of course the. everything else. i’m not touching on. main plot misogyny and inherent writing stuff and etc etc etc etc etc etc et #GOD. #persona is hell

[wolves-in-the-world]

the thing about eliot spencer as a character, right. the thing about him.

(and as always your mileage may vary on my analyses so if we disagree that's cool actually)

is that he is in fact a somewhat emotionally constipated idiot who is occasionally sensitive about his perceived masculinity and gets defensive about emotional intimacy around other men (largely hardison, who's much more comfortable expressing affection and embracing a softer kind of masculinity), but eliot displays enough emotional awareness and sensitivity and respect for women etc etc that anyone who's been subjected to that era of television will put on rose-tinted glasses without even looking twice.

(and he is, don't get me wrong, incredibly emotionally aware for a professionally punchy guy with enough trauma to sink the titanic. it still startles me to see.)

on top of which we have the layers and the accessories and the excellent hair with the secret braids and the way he barely has an ego and he's good with kids and protective of his team without taking it too far, and some of us never stood a fucking chance.

#eliot #eliot spencer #orig #further discussion in further tags #I'm being perhaps a little critical and there are other ways to read eg the fragile masculinity moments #but I Do think they were intended this way and largely come across this way #I'm quite happy playing with a fanon eliot who's better at this shit is the thing? it feels faithful enough to the original. #but this is something I'm chewing over in a rewatch and it's interesting so far #the fact that he pretty consistently respects women doesn't stop him from treating men and women differently y'know? #the fact that his bantering with hardison expresses affection and gets quite soft over time #doesn't stop him from pushing hardison away on a semi-regular basis. often physically. #the fact that the fandom unanimously decided he's an utter gentleman in matters of dating #doesn't quite negate the time he physically stopped aimee from getting away when he wanted to talk to her #though that's one I might disregard because it's so early and I think they hadn't quite figured out the characters then #and it was admittedly a brief moment followed by very consensual happenings #perhaps. honestly. eliot may be reflecting the attitudes of the show here. #which were very progressive for the time and are still startling on several fronts now but also showing definite signs of age #arguably fanon eliot (as I understand him) is eliot adjusted for inflation. as it were. #there's a lot going on here I'm having a normal amount of thoughts about it I'm. stopping now

[katebeckets]

GET TO KNOW ME ✰ [1/10] Movies ⤷ Frozen (2013)

"The heart is not so easily changed... but the head can be persuaded."

#frozenedit #adisgifs #disney frozen #frozen #i have no idea what tags to use lol #idina menzel #kristen bell #jonathan groff #santino fontana #josh gad #my gifs #my edit #gtkm #em.movies #this is my first time doing gifs of an animated movie. it was fun! #rewatching the frozen movies was very emotional though lmao #this movie meant/means so much to me

[bleh1bleh2]

Bonus:

#did anyone else have an outsider phase in middle school. or was that just me #anyways hunk and pidge figured out how to watch earth movies #or specifically the outsiders. whichever is funnier #i just think that imagining keith as a greaser is so fucking funny #like sure. the clothes would fit his character #but the slicked back greased up hair with keiths mullet????? comedy gold #voltron #also if you couldnt tell i just rewatched the outsiders #that movie is so so so funny to me #there are some Transitions that are so bad theyre good #and the fact that the plot makes no sense unless youve read the book? why did they do that #also they say 'man' over 50 times in that movie #with dally saying over half even though hes barely there #(fun fact from middle school me) #my art

[skrunksthatwunk]

thinking about how eiji's a pole vaulter and how ash talks about eiji "flying" and how eiji's associated with bird imagery and how eiji's free (unlike ash) and how eiji comes in on a plane and leaves on a plane and how ash cannot fly, ash cannot be free, how nyc is ash's prison, and how ash is the leopard who dies climbing the mountain, unable to live at such elevation, how he was trying to reach the sky and be free but was always stuck to the earth, how he chose to die instead of climbing back down, how he chose to die where he could see the sky and hope and freedom almost like a bird with eiji's letter right in front of him rather than letting everything go wrong and ruin it once again, how eiji's a failed pole vaulter anyway, how a bad fall ruined his career and grounded him (physically and emotionally), how it took flying to america and meeting ash and needing to save him and skip for him to try flying again, how he landed hard and harsh and still the thought of that escape compelled ash to protect eiji at all costs because if he could fly that means something to him, even if he doesn't think he can fly, how eiji is the manifestation of his hope and how when he breaks and asks eiji to stay with him a while he folds himself over his legs and weighs him down and traps him and grounds him, how ash fights like hell to keep eiji alive not because he thinks he can be like him (hopeful, flying, innocent), but because he makes him forget the gravity of his situation, and so he can see eiji fly again. how he wants to see him escape. how eiji is a bird and ash is a wildcat and how ash never once saw eiji as prey. how eiji never saw ash as a predator. how it is eiji's naivete that first endears ash to him, how it is his freedom and flight and removal from darkness and his ability to leave that darkness that really roots eiji in ash's blood as something essential to him keeping on living in this hell of nyc. how it is that distance from the violence and that hope for the future that ash chooses to surround himself in as he dies. how ash dies in a dream because he feels more than anything that he can't fly like eiji, that he can never leave. how his violence is a part of him and will be forever, how it weighs him down. how he wants to enjoy the view from the mountainside rather than looking up from the ground below. as if they can both fly. as if he is with him up there and not grounded. eye-to-eye with what he can't have, seeing eiji's homeland: the sky. how he dies trying to reach the top because he couldn't take retreating and trying again. how ash, tired and tired and tired and convinced it will go on forever if he crawls back down the mountain, chooses to close his life deluged in eiji, in eiji's insistence that they can fly together, in eiji's hope for him and for them, in eiji's beautiful dream. how ash dies without trying to realize that dream. how ash, in dying, destroys it.

#banana fish spoilers #I'M HAVING A FUCKING MOMENT #mutual reblogged exactly one (1) piece of ash fanart and sent me on A Multiple Hour Long Thing and now im rewatching it lol #yes i am only on episode 2 yes i am still going to write big long analysis posts ANYWAY #whatever hope this makes sense. anyway #banana fish #okumura eiji #ash lynx #asheiji #hhhhh i can't believe i've only watched this twice in like what 5.5 years?? sheesh #anywayyyyyyy i care about them a lot ok. god #and yes i DO kinda have beef with the decision to kill ash off at the end but it really does say so much About his character #that he chose to die in the way that he did even though he's been throwing his life away since episode 1 #dying in peace in comfort in solitude rather than in some chaotic battlefield.... ough...... in the peace eiji alone could give him..... #anywayss i relate to ash a little more than i should so. this one's for us cool guy bottoms up #edit i uh.... i forgot it was a leopard.... in the story..... but whatever it doesn't really affect the symbolic meaning it's just embarras #ing that i forgot >;/

[kinnbig]

no thoughts only Tankhun in Arm’s shirt 😵‍💫

#hey. hi. #…is this actually a memorable shirt of arm's or have i just rewatched kinnporsche too many times? #unclear. whoops. well. here they are! #trying out new lineart vibe with this and i like how it turned out!! #even though drawing clothes (and also hair) is my nemesis they never look the way i want them to rip #learning to draw tag #kinnporsche #armtankhun #armkhun #kinnporsche fanart #kp fanart #arm kinnporsche #tankhun kinnporsche #tong thanayut #bas asavapatr #darcey.txt #my drawings #tankhun kp #arm kp

[thisbuildinghasfeelings]

Watching 3x03 and I am HAUNTED by Carlos's face as he starts to really comprehend how serious the situation is.

Just look at it hitting him as the doctor explains things:

"We could lose him."

And then Tommy and Nancy try to comfort him but he just stares into space:

Whatever he's thinking about here makes him suddenly need to get up and go somewhere he can be alone.

Is he thinking about how it's been months since the last time he touched TK?

Is it hitting him that, even though he professed that you have to know when a thing is over, he's actually been believing all along that they would find their way back to each other at some point (they're soulmates, after all!) but now he might be about to lose TK permanently and irrevocably?

Is he remembering waking up next to TK...the early morning sunlight peeking in through the window and illuminating TK's rumpled hair and adorable face, creating the most beautiful sight Carlos has ever seen, TK rolling towards him and snuggling sleepily against his chest as Carlos breathes in his scent and feels so right and whole and at peace...and realizing that he will never have that feeling again?

#😭😭😭 #ok i have to stop before i have a breakdown #rafa's so good though #911 lone star #lone star rewatch #carlos reyes

[invinciblerodent]

I love Gale's "With you, I forget my goddess" as much as the next person, but my favorite line in this whole scene is the one that breaks my heart into one million tiny little pieces, and that's "You would really prefer me as I am?"

The disbelief in his voice. That pained desperation to make you understand what he's trying to say. He can't believe that you'd really prefer him, the him that he is, with his... mortality, moral failings, jealousy, occasional arrogance, all his limitations and flaws? And you would. You DO. You'll say it as many times as it takes.

And yet, despite being explicitly told that you think him perfectly deserving of you and all that your relationship is, that he is enough and that you love the man he is rather than the power he commands, Gale... really just can't seem to believe it. Throughout the entire romance (so far, I honestly don't know), he' really can't seem to believe his luck. He's just so hung up on this feeling of being undeserving of happiness, of forgiveness, acceptance, and of love.

JUST LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT HIM!!!!!!!!

That fondness! Devotion! Doubt! Anxiety and relief all in one! He's been knocked speechless, he looks like he's exactly one second from crying, and all he's been told is literally just that you don't need him to be a god, he can just be himself, because you, his lover (of several weeks, maybe even months at this point) already loves him! As he has been told already!!!!!!

God, I can't get over just how much this man cares about this... weird, arbitrary notion he has in his pretty skull that a person is capable of being somehow more, or less deserving of being loved, rather than simply having inherent value.

Or, actually, I just can't get over this man, period.

I may not be entirely sober tonight, but I'm feeling all of the feelings about this goddamn handsome bunch of emotional issues pixels.

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 gale #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #gale romance #gale x tav #i recorded the scene now that my new PC can handle running OBS and the game at the same time #and i rewatched it a few hours later #nabbed this screencap #and I had to sit back for a second because WHAT #it's interesting that he makes a different face if you cut him off with a kiss vs when you explain that #this is cutting him off with a kiss (though “canonically” I went with the explanation) #(cutting him off would have been better character development on Arvid's part but I just... don't think it was the time) #squirrel plays bg3

[emotionaldisaster909]

The coolest thing about hualian in my opinion

Is that they just simply

Talk

And I go insane about it more than about any downright romantic interactions

They just talk

And it feels so natural

About mundane stuff and deep stuff

And this comfort of talking about everything and nothing

Is probably the most comforting thing there can be in another person

The knowledge that you genuinely want to hear what the other has to say just as they want to hear you

This genuine interest and fun in simple communication

And understanding

It’s beautiful beyond words

#i keep rewatching the episode #and i am dying #they just #walk around #and chat #nothing romantic going on #but that’s the coolest thing #because that’s what a relationship is #though it’s called ‘romantic’ what they have #but at the basis of it they are best fucking friends #because that’s what two people who enjoy each other’s company and love talking with each other are #they are demisexual icons and it gives me LIFE #but i personally call it #bromantic homiesexual #tian guan ci fu #hualian #xie lian #hua cheng #tgcf thoughts #tgcf analysis #tgcf #heaven officials blessing #demisexuality