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#Daily Writing Prompts #Writing #writers on tumblr #author #books #romance #art #tododeku #anime #inspiration #booktok #fandoms #love #prompts #ideas #writing ideas #follow for more

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evanescent-art · 8 months

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I dont even care anymore.

Life is nothing but pain. My future will never get better. I hate myself, more than anything in the world.

Every time I look in the mirror, I see someone who can never change no matter how hard she tries. Someone that doesn't know who they are and desperately tries to search for some sort of identity in the people around her. Either I feel nothing at all, or I feel things on such an unbearable fucking level that I don't know how much longer I can take it.

Its like im constantly screaming for me not to act a certain way, do a certain thing, or say something but i'm only talking to a brick wall.

I feel like im destined to look at everyone and never feel loved. Nobody will ever love me like I love them. And the one person that did is gone now. Nobody understands. Im so unlovable. I don't even know how to say any of this in a cinematic way. Everything with her felt like a movie I can't even bare to rewatch again.

Having a favorite person is like living in constant fear. Its playing games just to see if someone cared about you. Its not being able to resist being a fucking creep because you just overthink the smallest things about a persons behavior. Its never being able to learn a lesson, or realize things before its too late.

Im ALWAYS too late. And im tired.

My future will never get better. I see nothing but a bleak, uncreative future without her. She... is in everything I see. Everything I hear. I can't take it anymore.

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evanescent-art · 9 months

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$15 Short Stories | 6,500 Words Sale.

As of August 28th, 2023, I am offering short stories of various lengths for only $15. Any subject, various fandoms, and even OC's — original characters — that you may have.

— R U L E S & C O N C E R N S.

• Writing Samples can and will be provided upon request to get an idea of my writing style. There are also various writings on my profile if you are skeptical.

• NSFW is allowed to be requested, though it must be written in a google document that I can send to you when I'm finished, as most platforms do not allow sexual content to be posted. Yes, furry requests are accepted as well.

• OC's — Original Characters — of your own creation and universe is accepted as well and I'd be more than happy to bring your characters to life any way that I can. All I ask is that you describe to me in great detail what you're looking for and information about your characters.

• Celebrities and self inserts are even accepted.

• Timing: from making your request and discussing what you want, you should expect your story to be finished within a day or two. I have a talent for quick thinking and writing, so it shouldn't be a long wait at all.

• Art Trades: if you're an artist, I may consider an art trade in exchange for a story. After all, I have many characters myself that I'd like to see brought to life as well, and I'd be most excited to see what you could do. Perhaps, we could even create a collaboration of some sort.

• There is no complicated way to ask for a request. All payments can be simply paid with Cash-app, Venmo, Paypal, or Chime. To make a request, simply use the ask box and give me a prompt, non-anonymously, and I'll message you. OR if you don't wish for your profile to be known to others, simply direct message me. My PM's are always open.

— F A N D O M S

• Harry Potter.

• My Hero Academia.

• Yandere Simulator.

• Spiderman (all universes).

• Iron Man.

• Miraculous Ladybug.

• The Inheritance Games.

• The Vampire Diaries.

• The Originals.

• Wednesday (The Addams Family).

• Percy Jackson.

• Crazy Rich Asians.

• Attack On Titan.

• Dragon Ball Z.

• The Fosters.

• Demon Slayer.

• Narnia.

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evanescent-art · 11 months

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...

im in agony.

To think that If I hadn't of been on my phone that one day, I wouldn't have ever met you and became close like we did. You... are everything to me. And I can't believe that you did this to yourself. To me. To US. We were going to travel the world together. We were going to go to Portland, Oregon like you wanted and get our own place. We were going to spend the rest of our days talking about writing. Talking about our characters. Our projects.

You had... so many of them. So much so that I couldn't hardly keep track of every idea that you had. But the one I remember the most was your Safe Place comic. You loved Adventure Time more than near anything. Called it comfort. Called it "safe". So you came up with this whole idea yo create an entirely original Adventure Time comic and stalk Pendleton Ward every single day on Twitch as "Rykero". He called you his number one, remember? He told you to show him your comic when you were done. You had so much to do. So much to complete and I can't believe you ever thought there wasn't enough time in your life to figure it out. I would have been with you, every step of the way. Holding your hand if I had to through everything.

We took showers together, we shared everything even our very darkest parts of our minds for hours on end. How many all nighters have we pulled? Do you remember when we were trapped in a power outage and we had to huddle in the livingroom to keep warmth?

But we laughed anyways and kept writing.

Nobody will ever understand. I don't expect anyone to when I say this. Deja Mccray, Khalesie Ikigai, Rykero.... whatever you liked to be called the most but you'll always be just "Kae" to me:

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐨 𝐓𝐨𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐈𝐳𝐮𝐤𝐮 𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐲𝐚.

But you ALWAYS said that you were a "Katsuki Bakugo ass bitch", didn't you?

I wish I could tell Clifford Chapman about you. Your Katsuki Bakugo. I think that the way you wrote his character was a way that even he would have been proud of you for. You knew every inch of that character, and I just wish that we could have continued watching My Hero Academia together. Kept WRITING together... we didn't finish anything, you see? Why would you leave us unfinished? We... were rooting for Tododeku, remember? We were supposed to watch them finally become a couple in the end of the anime. You bet your right leg on it, remember? You just had to wait a little longer... just a little longer and we could have seen Shoto and Izuku together just like our story.

I don't even know where to start, Kae. I don't. I would have followed you to the ends of the earth and I will never forgive myself for as long as it takes me... I'm so sorry. For everything. I couldn't be more sorry for what happened. There was nothing in this world that would have kept me from you. If only you'd have just asked for help, we would have figured it out together. Like we always do.

You have been everything in my life and I can't ever remember a time that you weren't here. I will never experience a love so true and genuine again. I searched for it, never knowing that it was right beside me the whole time. Too late for me, sadly.

But I was in love with you, Kae. With your mind, your love, your words, and your drive. It was everything about you that had me like it did. Hell, that STILL has me like it does. Never thought I'd meet someone that made my heart skip a beat like you did. What I wouldnt do to have you caress my face again and say "Good morning!" In your baby voice.

All I want is to save another roach for you. I just want someone to hug, but nobody will ever care like you did. Nobody will ever love me like you did and I'm sorry I failed so badly. Im so, so sorry that I'm a failure. I don't even know if I can do this life thing without you. I don't know how to go on. I was gonna spend the rest of my life with you, if thats what it took to help you sort out your feelings.

I was always ready with you. Anytime, anywhere. There's nothing more that I want than to follow you, everywhere you go...

I love you, Kae.

Fuck, I don't know what to say. You promised me you'd sign my future baby's birth certificate. You were gonna hold my hand in the delivery room. That was gonna be YOUR baby. OURS. I was working on it because I wanted a baby so badly and you encouraged my desires. Always. This... wasn't supposed to happen.

You wanted to be famous for your ideas.... you... should be famous for your ideas. I have all your notes, your drawings, everything that you wrote down and analyzed. Each and every project of yours... I just have to find out what to do with it and where to start.

I'm so sorry for everything. I've never experienced unberable agony like this until now.

We'll... see eachother again.

Everyone please look at her art. Please, she had such potential. Please. She deserves it.

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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So we all know the trope where the guy is stares in awe when the gal makes her grand appearance after a make-over but like, nobody ever stopped to consider what it would be like the other way around.

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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I wonder if there was at least one lesbian in the wizarding world that found out she was gay from reacting all goofy to a Veela along with the guys around her.

#harry potter #author #books #ron weasley #sirius black #wolfstar #draco malfoy #hermiome granger #james potter #the marauders #lily evans #remus lupin #albus dumbledore #magic #lgbt #gay #lesbian #pride

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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They have one more chance to make Dumbledore ask calmly.

#harry potter #albus dumbledore #hermione granger #ron weasley #draco malfoy #books #writing #harry potter new tv show #romance #goblet of fire #james potter #remus lupin #sirius black

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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Day one of asking people to send me old cringe drawings from their sketchbooks so that I can redraw it.

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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Can at least ONE ARTIST make an art tutorial on how to hold BABIES? Please!?

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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Writing a book and desperately need an artist to help with a specific part of the project and sbsbshsususshsb someone, any artist, help me!

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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You know what really fucks my peanut butter?

When i'm watching a show or reading a book, y'know, minding my business — and the underachieving character that parties and makes all the worst decisions finally snaps at the goody two shoes like —

"OH? AND LOOK AT YOU! PERFECT PENELOPE WHO NEVER GOT A BAD GRADE IN HER LIFE AND FOLLOWS THE RULES AND GRADUATED THE TOP OF HER CLASS! CANT BE LIKE YOU NOW CAN I?"

And then they make the goody two-shoes character feel all bad about it and go "😔 you're right, I'm sorry" like bruh — NO!

Tf you got to be sorry for?? Making good choices with your life? Like why should YOU be apologizing to THEM for what they decided not to do with their life???

Hate that trope.

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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evanescent-art · 1 year

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We don't ship tododeku because "it's gay" like some of you dudebros like to say, we ship it because it's a relationship built from the ground up on a foundation of mutual respect, honesty, self care, and trust.

No, we don't dislike Ochako because she "gets in the way of our ship". We don't like her because she's an underdeveloped character that was put on screen as eye candy and has hardly any genuine, deep development for herself other than "I like the main character".

No, we aren't being "toxic shippers" unless we are going on other people's posts to spread hate and advertise our ship. Which, we don't do. As a matter of fact, I find it hilarious that we're the toxic ones, yet you guys are under every single post saying "Deku is straight" to people who are minding their own business.

You guys just love to paint us shippers in a bad light when we really aren't the problem. Just say you're homophobic and go.

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