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blurmyface4 · 13 hours

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

#100 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

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blurmyface4 · 4 days

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🧠:

Focus

Dont think about him

He is gone

Focus on the end game

🫀:😝

Get a new obsession🥰

Like a normal healthy minded human being

🧠:❗️❗️

🫀:no

Honestly a war everyday😮‍💨

my bloody demon<3

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blurmyface4 · 5 days

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Please save whats left of my soul

Save the light that is slowly dying

I cant do it alone anymore

My head isnt a safe place anymore

I cant turn to it for help

The person who can

Is the one who took most of my light

I barely have any left

All i see and feel is dark

I cant feel anything light

Just crushing sadness

Please save my soul

Before it's too late

Before all the light is gone

Save me

Please....

my bloody demon<3

Ps.no lecturing...

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blurmyface4 · 7 days

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✨️🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY🎉✨️

There isnt a happy in me at all

There is only dread

And dissapointment

He forgot

She forgot

They forgot

My father did it again....

My family is forcing me again..

No presents to atleast give me real smile.

He really moved on...

She really isnt a friend..

My family knows i hate this kind if cake...

Im alone in my thoughts again

Speaking up will only get me tears

So sit and blow out the candles my dear

No point in wishing...

It never comes true.

Happy birthday to me i geuss

I dont see the happy in 21

I dont see the point of a fake party

Nothing to celebrate

There is no happy in my life right now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME💀

my bloody demon<3

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blurmyface4 · 16 days

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Thank you @jrme972-blog and everyone who got me to 5 reblogs!

My love

My heartbreak

My person

When you left

My creativity left to

It's hard writing now ,love

You were my muse

Now what do I do

The pages are empty

No words in my head

How do I write without you

You are my inspiration

My love

My heart

My person

My muse

my bloody life<3

#5 reblogs #tumblr milestone #thank you

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blurmyface4 · 16 days

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!

#50 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

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blurmyface4 · 16 days

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My love

My heartbreak

My person

When you left

My creativity left to

It's hard writing now ,love

You were my muse

Now what do I do

The pages are empty

No words in my head

How do I write without you

You are my inspiration

My love

My heart

My person

My muse

my bloody life<3

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blurmyface4 · 22 days

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I dont know why

But when i am with certain people

My brain goes blank

And just do shit

I think they think

I am a idiot

They have to hold my hand when crossing the road

Forgetting words

Not knowing how to do shit

So im cleary an idiot in their eyes

But they are idiots to me

Because even if my mind goes blank

I still notice things

I see what they think

What they do

But i honestly just like going blank

my bloody demon<3

#spilled thoughts #my writing #spilled ink #blood tears #blood demon #blank #eye roll #idgaf

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blurmyface4 · 29 days

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Everyday i wake up

With the same hollow feeling

I can talk to 10 people

But i dont get the feelings

Like i got with you

Well the first you

So everyday

I dread waking up

Because i dont have a happy anymore

Everynight i cross my fingers

And hope for someone to replace you.

Or just not to wake up then

Because life is just lonely without you

my bloody demon<3

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blurmyface4 · 1 month

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Memories

The plague of the mind

One comes and another follows

Im supposed to forget this shit

Not remember your words

Words that never met your actions

Memory of one bloody text

Howd you do anything for me

But you never did

You did for her tho.

You will keep your promises to her.

And everytime someone says something

Remontely close to what we texted

I get that stupid text in my head

And i see you did it for her.

Memories

Are like the fucking plague

And i'm in fucking pain again

Fuck the tears

my bloody demon<3

#my writing #spilled thoughts #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #writeblr #original writing #blood demon #blood tears #mentally fucked #poem #orginal poetry #writers and poets #original poem #heartbreak #memories

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blurmyface4 · 1 month

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Broken heart

Turned to stone

With a certain person

The stone breaks

Back into

A beating heart

A day comes

Where they hurt you again

And your heart is in pain

So the beating of your heart

Slows back into

A rhytem of numb

A heart of stone

my bloody demon<3

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blurmyface4 · 1 month

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Tears drop

In a silent scream

Tugging on my hair

So that i dont get lost

In the darkness

Feeling like im drowing

In the ocean that is my tears

Hurting my throat with all the screaming

Even though its a scream in my head

My head hurts from the pulling

I pulled so hard i drew blood

My reality is killing me

My heart longing for freedom

Im lost inside the darkness

I cant see the light

So all i do is cry and scream

In silence

Because my reality wont allow me

To be in pain

my hands are full of blood

My face wet with tears

And screams that

Echoes in the darkness

Of my mind

my bloody demon<3

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blurmyface4 · 1 month

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Im in a block

My heart is broken.

One would think it gives inspiration but im kinda losing ideas.

#writers block

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blurmyface4 · 1 month

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my bloody demon<3

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blurmyface4 · 1 month

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Me in my head

Imagining all the ways i could hurt them

Over and over

With a smile on my face

my bloody demon<3

#spilled thoughts #i hate everything #hate #murderous intent #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #mental illness #mental health #blood demon #blood tears

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blurmyface4 · 2 months

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Congrats you ass

You really showed me

The definition of petty

Accepting the friend request

I really thought

Damn wow i thought we could still...

Blocking me yeah?

Good for you

You made me cry for like 10 sec

It dried really quickly

You think accepting my friend request

Will make me what?

Regret everything...

I almost did..

I am going to get better

Then im coming back

And i'll show you

Who the hell you are playing with

Its a message for him

Im pissed!

my bloody demon<3

#blood tears #blood demon #my writing #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #original writing #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #petty #toxic love #toxic

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blurmyface4 · 2 months

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There is nothing out there

Just houses with normal people

Atleast i think so

The world out there is scary

My curtains may be open

But my door stays shut

The evil is in the distance

You can hear it in the quiet

Sometimes there is a bang tho

We say it is just a cracker

Even if i want to go out to explore

I know

I know they are never crackers

I know why the streets are quiet

I know why people rarely leave their homes

So my door stays shut

I'm save inside

Not in my mind

But it is to scary out there

So i locked my door

my bloody demon<3

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