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Hunter Steve will hold a special place in my heart forever. ❤️

I'm so happy you are enjoying him!!

Thank you 💜

Hunter Steve Series

Masterlist

Hunter Steve Rogers x Vamp!Reader

Kill of The Night   Steve can’t quite figure out the new recruit, but he knows there’s something different about you.

Devil’s Playground  Sequel to Kill of the Night, and how well Steve adapts to hunting.

Apocalyptic Steve has a run in with a demon. There’s just one problem, you have a history with said demon.

Monster  Bucky and Sam show up unexpectedly to check on the two of you, but you’re on a case. How are you and Steve supposed to keep hunting a secret from them, if they get stuck in the middle of it?

Sacrifice  A vampire hunt goes south when you become one of the targets for another hunter.

Living Proof The case you and Steve are on brings about your worst nightmare.

Colors  A hunter turned vampire makes for the deadliest hunter around. What happens when an old foe decides to make their own breed of assassins?

Bag of Bones Everyone needs help sometimes, because not all battles are meant to be won.

#cult of hunter steve #hunter steve series #marvel fanfiction #supernatural/avenger fanfiction #steve rogers fanfiction

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Where can you find me during the summer - right here!

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTRrVhgmY/?k=1

#oac #white water #white water rafting #ocoeeriver

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Tuesday Thoughts

#shaespeaks #tuesdaythoughts #topic: gaslighting #mental abuse #toxic #overcoming #strongwomen

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Double and a Triple Stack. Steak and Potatoes and a Wagon Wheel Roast 💜

#cast iron cooking #cast iron #dutch oven #cooking #cozy core #camping #canoe #canoe camping #outside #explore #recipes #adventure #cooking outdoors #back to nature #disconnect

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Bee Bluff 🐝 Buffalo National River, Arkansas

#canoe camping #get outdoors #camping #tent camping #buffalo national river #riverlife #river trips #canoes #camp #adventure #outdoors #discover #wilderness #explore #rei

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Buffalo River

#buffalo national river #tent #tent camping #canoes #canoe camping #river #riverlife #camp #campsite #outdoors #nature #adventure #explore #get outdoors

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hi darling!

i'm really missing u, hope you're doing fine

Still here 💜 thanks for checking in 🥰

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Also, I forgot to say that "Power over me" must be my fave story of yours, and it's so emotional, and interesting, adventurous, but also deep in a way. Not all the stories are like that, and this one I've been keeping in my mind for a very long time. Thank you.

It is one of my favorites as well. Loki has a special place in my heart 💚

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Hello! I wanted to tell you that I adore your writing! Every once in a while I find myself coming back to your works and rereading them all one by one. They are just perfect. Thank you! 😌

Thank you!! 💜

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i found one of your pics like a couple of weeks ago and FORGOT to like it like an IdIoT and have been on the hunt ever since. i finally found it, your blog, and i just wanna say that you're a great writer! you're storytelling is an immersive experience and you should be proud of what you have published. xoxo, your new #1 fan

Thank you so very much 💜💜 That means the world to me 🥰

#shae answers

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I’m looking for a Steve Rogers fic that started right after Steve came out of the ice. I can’t remember if it was a reader insert or OC, but they were tasked with helping him get acclimated to modern times. They are an agent of SHIELD and they’ve been tracking down this bad guy who keeps shooting them in the shoulder or something. They had it set out to cover all the movies up until Endgame. The last time I saw it on my feed, the author had finished most of Age of Ultron. I think the reader insert or OC was also sent to convince Steve to help track down Loki and then during AOU Steve and them finally kissed. I don’t remember too much about it, but I could probably think of a few more details. Is this something that you’ve heard of or maybe your followers?

I have "Not Afraid Anymore" but not sure if that's what you're looking for. This ring any bells @sagechanoafterdark ?

#marvel #steve rogers fanfiction

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A Sandwich Maker 

Late night ramblings.

As a very openly independent woman, I used to abhor just the thought of making a sandwich for a man. Over the years – there has been quite the stigma around ‘make me a sandwich’ and how women belong in the kitchen. Drawing from not only personal experience, but the personal experiences of other women in my life and the strain of toxicity that tends to run throughout most of the male population, here is a little insight on why I was adamantly against sandwich making. 

*Mind you I’m not speaking on behalf of all women – this is solely my opinion alone. 

I’ll break it down into two questions:

1.Who?

2.Why? 

Who is the person you are preparing this sandwich for? 

Truly.

Is he a good man? Does he respect you? Love you unconditionally? Is he someone you feel safe with?

Or does he break you down mentally – calling you hateful names when he’s angry. Do you often find yourself avoiding topics in conversations because you want to ‘avoid that argument’? Do you isolate yourself from your friends because he doesn’t like them and being around them causes conflict? Are other women a factor? Because if he’s taking time out to have flirty, meaningful conversations with that girl in his DM’s then he can make his own sandwich. 

Why are you making him a sandwich? 

Most answers here are – “Well, he worked all day.” Girl – didn’t you? Do not – I repeat – do not ever let someone (especially a man) tell you that your 9-5 job is not as hard as theirs. From Teachers, Receptionists, Stay at Home Moms, to Businesswomen, and do not get me started on Nurses. Your jobs can be just as hard – especially mentally - as any manual labor job out there. 

So how was I able to break away from the stigma?

It takes a King. 

Girl – you’re a Queen.

When you finally find a King – because we know there are plenty of Jokers out there – you’ll know. 

Everything comes in time, and it comes naturally. 

Never settle for less than you deserve.

Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to make my guy a sandwich. 😊 

#shaespeaks #ramblings #life #motivational

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These notifications make me so happy to see Hunter Steve still making his way through the Tumblrverse and gaining fans 🥰💜

Hunter Steve Series

Masterlist

Hunter Steve Rogers x Vamp!Reader

Kill of The Night   Steve can’t quite figure out the new recruit, but he knows there’s something different about you.

Devil’s Playground  Sequel to Kill of the Night, and how well Steve adapts to hunting.

Apocalyptic Steve has a run in with a demon. There’s just one problem, you have a history with said demon.

Monster  Bucky and Sam show up unexpectedly to check on the two of you, but you’re on a case. How are you and Steve supposed to keep hunting a secret from them, if they get stuck in the middle of it?

Sacrifice  A vampire hunt goes south when you become one of the targets for another hunter.

Living Proof The case you and Steve are on brings about your worst nightmare.

Colors  A hunter turned vampire makes for the deadliest hunter around. What happens when an old foe decides to make their own breed of assassins?

Bag of Bones Everyone needs help sometimes, because not all battles are meant to be won.

#hunter steve #steve rogers fanfiction #steve rodgers x reader #supernatural #spn #marvel

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listen people are starting to realize tumblr isn’t dead we all need to be as cringe as possible for the next few months, it’s vital to our survival

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🥰

Thank you so much for this - it made my night.

Welcome to the cult - Hunter Steve is and always will be so close to my heart.

Kill of The Night

Warnings: Language, Murder, Bloody, Little Smut-ish

Words: 2k

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader

A/N: Monster of the Week. Steve can’t quite figure out the new recruit, but he knows there’s something different about you. 

Song: Kill of The Night by Gin Wigmore

Hunter Steve Series List

The danger is I’m dangerous and I might just tear you apart.

“I don’t trust a guy without a dark side.”

Tony had said those words to him once and they echo in back of Steve’s mind everytime he looks at you. The two of you are sparring in the gym and he blocks your right hook, it’s obvious you’re holding back.

“Stop pulling your punches,” Steve says flatly, his eyes watching you closely.

You take a step back, tilting your head in confusion, “I’m not.”

“You are,” he rests his hands on his hips.

“I’m really not that strong,” you look at him innocently, knowing he’s not buying it. You shake your head with a little laugh. “Why don’t you like me Rogers?”

“Because I haven’t figured you out yet?”

You’ve only been on the team a little over three months now. Fury had recruited you. Another assassin like Barton and Romanoff, someone who could easily blend in and be stealthy, whose face hadn’t been plastered all over the news for saving the world.

Everyone thinks you’re amazing, which frustrates him, because Steve doesn’t understand why he can’t shake the feeling you’re hiding something.

Keep reading

#Steve rogers #crossover #dean Winchester #spn #supernatural #marvel #fan fic #hunter steve #cult of hunter steve #no need to call your dad #not that kind of cult

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Safe

A seemingly simple four letter word, but as an adult I've started to realize just how complex that word is.

In my 30+ years of life - have I ever truly felt safe?

As children most of us didn't experience the white picket fence version of a family because after all no one is perfect, but that shouldn't mean a child shouldn't feel safe with their family.

My experiences gave way to a mental 'what not to do as a parent' checklist. I've spent my entire life knowing how to walk on eggshells around the people in my life and once I was free of that it became apparent to me that isn't normal behavior.

A child should feel free to talk with their parent about anything and everything that is going on with them - not worry about being judged or reprimanded.

They should feel heard and understood.

I was recently told by someone close to me that they couldn't believe what I was going through because in their words, 'You're standing in a room screaming and no one is listening.'

That statement hit home.

Because I've been trained to believe that my thoughts and my feelings are just me being crazy.

Years of being with a narcissist will do that to you.

I came straight from a home life where I was manipulated and lied to constantly, where my feelings were never put first or taken into consideration and I immediately went into a similar relationship - for ten more years.

Is it just me?

Or are all the broken children this way?

Do we seek out the things that keep us broken because that is all we know?

It took me years to find myself.

My voice.

The strength to leave and I've never felt more free.

It was recently after a conversation with the man I'm currently with that I realized for the first time one of the biggest feelings I have when I'm with him is safe.

A feeling I'd never felt before.

He makes me feel safe.

No eggshells.

That is how it should be - how it should always be.

Sadly - it shouldn't take 30+ years to feel this way.

Kids deserve better.

We all deserve better.

#motivation #spilled ink #real life #relationship #thoughts #life #literature #writers #words #safe #going through it #don't mind me #personal

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Nov 19th.

Carry On Anniversary

🖤

#spnfandom #spn 15 #supernatural #carry on #spnfamily #sam winchester #dean winchester #the family business #spn #jensen ackles #jared padalecki