#FUCK I HATE THIS

[theforgottendaydreamer]

had a lovely day and now my head hurts in a way that screams "migraine+vomit" i am so not ready

#please no i was having a good month so far. havent had a migraine in two weeks almost. havent thrown up bc of one in a month #fuck i hate this #migraine #chronic illness #chronic migraine

[poisoned-pearls]

yall I am getting increasingly more sad for seemingly no reason

#I…. I don’t know why #Fuck I hate this #why am I just. Sad. And bored. And sad

[foxgirlmoth]

Girls will have one thing happen in a day and start dissociating

#Fuck I hate this

[sentientneutrino]

Day 8/100: 27 Jan 2024

It's currently 1:30 am and i do not have pretty pictures of the work I did today, because it's still ongoing. Did a whole bunch of problem sets and realised I really really need to work on speed cause taking an hour to do 50 itty bitty mcqs is too much, right? Also had a whole breakdown on how I'm gonna prep for the exams and the tests when they're all happening simultaneously and my preparation is absolute shit. I don't even know half the chapters on that fucking list. And I'm just spiraling but you gotta love the pain aight. also I got the datesheet for my end of year exams and while they happen, my stupid ass institute is gonna begin the next academic year. Hip fucking hooray to me.

#3 days to go #why am i like this. #this month is going to be absolute torture #but you know what im ready bring it on #fuck i hate this #neutrinoblob #100 days of productivity #academia #physicsblr #studyblr #university #academia aesthetic #chaotic academia #chaotic academic aesthetic #college #dark acadamia aesthetic #dark academia #dark aesthetic #light academia #study blog #study #study aes #study aesthetic #jeeblr #neetblr #stemblr #studyspo #study motivation #study soace #student

[sins-and-sincerity]

you don’t talk to me because you don’t care enough.

— i won’t talk to you because you don’t care enough.

i’m losing either way. I’m always always on the losing side.

#fuck i hate this #all i am to people #is being the filler friend #… when is this cycle ever going to end #web weaving #thoughts #spilled thoughts #friendship problems

[the-yearning-astronaut]

I love waking up feeling like I never slept. It's the best sensation. Makes me wonder why I even bother sleeping sometimes since it all feels the same anyway....

#fuuuuuuuck me #im supposed to go into work today for our team meeting buuut i might have to join remotely #fuck i hate this #chronic fatigue #fox isn't doing well #fox thoughts #to top it off i also feel stiff and sore and id just. really like to not feel like shit almost every morning

[kris-mage-fics]

In which I talk about shitty teeth a lot, and complain about how expensive it is to have bad teeth. Also I'm just generally annoyed and in a shit mood. I do try to focus on positives in my life because I so easily spiral down into bad depressions, but I'm not going to pretend this doesn't suck. (It's under the cut since I know talking about teeth problems can be a sensitive topic and don't want to force anyone to read something they don't want to read.)

Guess who has an abscessed tooth? That's right it's me! Well technically I don't know for sure it's abscessed, as I've yet to see a dentist (that's tomorrow). But I've already had a dozen of them in my life, and I've never been wrong about having one. Yes, I've had 12 abscessed teeth, as well as 10 root canals, 8 crowns, 3 pulled*, 1 bridge, and countless fillings. And that's just my adult teeth. Thing is this shit isn't even my fault! I just have crappy teeth with super thin enamel because they all came in when I was really, really young. So I'm in quite a bit of pain, and a shit mood. See this tooth is one of the two teeth anchoring the bridge. Which means I'm fucked because that bridge is going to have to come off to do anything to the tooth. I suppose I at least got 15 or 16 years out of the bridge, I guess the $3,000 I spent on it was worth it. And almost nothing is covered by disability, so I'll have to pay out of pocket for most of whatever I have done. Which sucks. I'm just really frustrated. Like haven't I gone through enough with my teeth? No, I guess not. I'm sick of them hurting and shelling out lots of money to fix them. I'm sick of dentists and endodontists. I'm sick of having to take so many antibiotics and that fucking up my already-not-great digestive system. *sigh* I'm just so tired. Ugh, right now I'm really jealous of my husband's stupid perfect teeth, and the total of three cavities he's had in his entire life. I might be miserable and in pain on and off for a while as I get this dealt with. Don't know yet how I'm going to deal with it, I'll have to talk over my options with the dentist tomorrow. I have an idea of what I want to do, but I don't know how feasible it is. I'd like to scream, but it wouldn't help me feel better, so I'll just be a grump for a while. *Not counting baby teeth pulled or the five wisdom teeth I had pulled. Yes I had five.

#thanks mom and dad for the terrible genetics you gave me! #love spending lots of money just so I can eat! #dentists are my favorite! #(that's all sarcasm) #though dentists love me because I'm a very good patient who takes my antibiotics as prescribed and I don't cause them problems #(btw always finish off antibiotics unless you have a bad side effect or an allergic reaction #in which case call the doctor/dentist who prescribed it or your pharmacist right away!) #fuck I hate this #bad teeth

[mew-cake]

I'm at the champion now and hey I hate this

#sPACIAL REND??? WHY THE F U CK #yeah yeah after this whole speech about the perfect team or whatever #FUCK i hate this #the cake is a lie #pokemon insurgence

[a-s-levynn]

I'm sending you a hug...a big one🩷

Bless you anon whomever you are, thank you, truly 🫶🏻

#i mean i'm sitting at home and like.. on top of everything it's fartoo eery #because like.. there is electrical renowations going on and everything is on boxes and under plastic sheets and.. #and there is this thin layer of dust on evetything #it's.. fucking unnerving in a way #but at least it seems everything is okay over there at the hospital #but we'll see.. there is still 2 more days to go until we may for sure #fuck i hate this #sorry for the addition went in the tags #thank you again anon for taking a minute of your day just to hop in to be kind 🫶🏻 #it means so much especially right now you have no idea #levynn answers #ps srry for typos

[minty-bubblegum]

I FUCKIN SOAKED MY SQUISHMALLOW COMFORT PILLOW AND NOW MY THROAT HURTS FROM SCRWAMI SO MUCH TOO

#FUCK I HATE THIS #WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO FUCKIBG STUPID #EMRAHHHH #I'M STILL CRYING WTF #NO MY SLEEVE IS WET GOO ☹️☹️☹️ #I HATE THIS

[cadaverousdecay]

i want the hot priest from fleabag so bad FUCK

#rewatching with my siblings #it’s their first time #last episode #FUCK I HATE THIS

[tizniz]

.

#trying to not cry at work #not that there’s any particular reason #besides not feeling comfortable or safe here anymore #wish i had called in #because i do not want to be here #fuck i hate this

[heartshattering]

just an hour ago i had made a list of new books i want to read this year. now i'm debating whether i even still want to be breathing tomorrow or not.

#what the hell is wrong with me #fuck i hate this

[flospurpura]

I think I’m on the verge of screaming. I’m so, so, so deeply angry, and I don’t have an healthy way to express it. I’m so angry because I’m scared to tell the people who hurt me than I don’t feel good, ‘cause I care about them. I’m so angry because I allow myself to be the good person all the time, and I carry all the worst with me. I’m angry with myself because I don’t know how to deal with my depression, my self harm urges, my disordered eating. I don’t know what the fuck I should do and I keep hurting myself, and this, this makes me so fucking angry. ‘Cause I know I deserve better. But I don’t know how to do it

fuck off

#tw #vent post #personal vent #tw vent #tw depressing stuff #tw s3lf harm #sh vent #tw eating issues #anger #anger vent #i’m so angry #fuck i hate this #rant post #mentally exhausted #mentally ill #mental health

[femslashspuffy]

Who the hell decided that what children who have just moved away from home for the first time need is a tiny two person room with NO KITCHEN???

I would love to become an independent adult and all but that's hard to do when I don't even have a proper sink to do dishes or even dump out soup in. You know what sucks? Washing literally anything in a tiny little hand washing sink. Dumping the remains of my soup into the sink and then using a paper towel to pick up the solid bits that fell in bc the sink fucking sucks

I stg if I lived on the first floor I would be dumping so much of this stuff outside literally why? Why is it like this

#rehks rants #college #I'm beating myself up for letting all these dishes accumulate on my desk #but god you know what sucks more than doing dishes? #doing dishes in a sink that you can't even plug and you can't even fit the whole plate underneath #fuck I hate this #I do not want to live in a dorm without a kitchen again I cannot wait for next year

[ellasmellas]

why do i like this

#mr iglesias #netflix #fuck i hate this #this is like rewatch no 7 #fuckin hell