#I am still MIA

[raddishwrites]

Nanowrimo 2023 final count: 93,200 words

#personal #please don’t interpret this as ‘no longer MIA’ #I am still MIA #this implies I’m not in burnout but I am still in burnout #for context I wrote 173k last year on this project #I’m not ignoring anyone I am trying to both recover and make my apt livable again at the same time #good news: all of those words are for ILD #bad news: the first draft of Fae Lies still isn’t done #context s’more: not all those words are from Fae Lies some are future scenes from p3 and 4 #at least one of those scenes is smut that will likely be cut 😗 #I have so many fucking notifications ilu but I’m closing the app again #tho it’s at 99+ so it can’t get worse no matter what you do I’m just gonna sit down with a detonated two days when I do come back here #one of those fucking ‘ILD will return’ in white text on a black background 🙄 #goodbye you little shits #✌️🫥

[chubbychiquita]

#ok sorry for mia i have been desperately trying to get all my ducks in a row re: new home #i have to do all my own landscaping and have vastly overestimated my ability to efficiently complete manual labor #but after a long day of installing chicken wire to keep the cats from escaping i am now stoned and filled with donuts 🥰 #i still have to locate and procure a dining set but god i am so close to never having to exert energy ever again #me

[love-too]

"Love is what makes us human" WRONG! What makes us human is being intrinsically mortal, but not being able to live in the present unless reminded of our non-permanent condition on this earth! Hope that helps

#the unability of humans to enjoy the present unless frightened into it is something that has to be studied #like #We're on earth for 80 summers if we're lucky why don't we make the most of it each day? why do we obsess over the future AND the past? #i know the answer is modern society and capitalism but still #asexual #aromantic #aroace #roba mia #asexuality #love #words #am i aromantic? #am i asexual

[kiisaes]

merry xmas and happy holidays 2022 !!!🎄

#unfortunately i am still woefully in isolation #might be isolating through the 25th. but hopefully everyone else has a better holiday season !!! #mama mia the year's almost over !!! #bnha #mha #midoriya izuku #bakugou katsuki #bakudeku #bkdk #fan art #becki draws stuff n stuff #rendered

[arcadeplayer-nickonz]

The Four Halfas (greyscale attempt)

i know i know more DP headshots from me lol, i'm pretty busy with InvisoBang so no brain time for bigger pieces, but here's something i did while working inbetween stuff! sneak peak into my designs for Danny, Elle/Ellie and Vlad!-- admittedly i haven't had the time to draw up a different design for Dan as of yet, maybe in the future. (heh)

also can you tell i like drawing fangs yet?

close-ups under here:

#danny phantom #danny phantom fanart #danielle phantom #dan phantom #vlad plasmius #the designs are based on a 2-3 year timeskip from around the end of season 2 roughly #Dan is still in the thermos and Dani/Elle is MIA still #also i am so happy with Elle's look lmao #nickonzart

[the-judicial-assistants-notebook]

does anyone see what I mean by 'they look similar' yet or am i insane.

#before i made this blog i typed a RIDICULOUSLY long reimagining of apollo justice on why i think i would've liked aa:aj better if apollo had #been a woman and my whole argument hinged on how i thought he looked like young mia. but i dont think i actually ever showed evidence for it #this is what i mean. do you see it. am i mad. #mia fey #apollo justice #ace attorney apollo justice #ace attorney trials and tribulations #dear lady apollo justice who lives in my head.... i still think about you sometimes..... #in my head she's still called apollo because her full name is actually apollonia which she thinks is fucking stupid #until clay came along and was like “oh! like apollo the name of the first rocket to reach the moon :)” #and she loved that and just went by apollo from then on. there's some useless lore for my made up girl apollo that is comepletely irrelevant

[hotasfahrenheit]

No matter how many hundreds, thousands, or million days...

No matter how long it will be...

May our love last forever.

[1000 Years Old, 1.01, 1.02, 1.12]

#they were always searching for each other and they always will be #i am unwell #it's been almost 12 hours since i watched the finale and i'm still not okay but it's time to go to bed i guess #the way the sky combined the blue and gold lighting from the first two shots of them each alone in the final shots of them just wrecked me #this show was so visually stunning in a very different way than some QLs that are more known for their cinematography and production qualit #like look at the details! the gold and blue skies coming together! the element of red in each shot! the blowing curtain and black umbrella! #i have to relearn my gif process because all my presets are gone so these aren't great but it's a start #where do we all even go from here #1000 years old #1000 years old the series #1000 years old finale #umbrella posting #umbrella propaganda #mia gifs things #mia gifs 1000 years old things #mia gifs drama things

[in-tua-deep]

The queer experience is genuinely debating learning to roller skate and taking up roller derby bc u saw the prettiest trans roller derby skater you’ve ever seen in your life at a local event

#roller derby #my posts #queer #you don’t understand I am still thinking about her two weeks later #and I talked to her and found out they teach roller skating classes for beginners in the off season #I had to update my list of people I have been attracted to #which is two people long #it consists of Lily James (specifically Mamma Mia 2) and roller derby skater 404

[minchives]

And what if her real name is Mia Tyler and her real parents are the Doctor (Tentoo) and Rose Tyler?

Or she doesn’t even need to be Mia—although that would be bonkers—she could be her sister who got kidnapped when she was just an infant. And they have been looking for her ever since.

Yeah, from now on this is my pet theory that I am holding onto for dear life until proven otherwise.

#i’ll be sending this to rtd on instagram because i am determined to make the man see the vision #even if i end up being completely delusional about it that’s still a terrific material for fanfiction. that’s how we can still win <3 #tenrose #tentoorose #tentoo #rose tyler #mia tyler #tentoo x rose #tenth doctor #ten x rose #doctor who

[aflippedflop]

It's been a while. Huh?

#flipflopped #aflippedflop #undertale au #comic progress #we're back bitches? #maybe #Not sure if anyone will be reading this but iI want to say I am so sorry for going MIA for years #I kinda lost motivation to continue with Flipflopped for a while #I am not good at making schedules or managing my time efficiently #Not to mention that I am not a college student now and I have been having a lot of personal stuff happen over the years #But I am trying to get better at that #I won't promise that I will update the blog frequently but you all deserve something #So here is just a couple teasers to the comic I wanna work on #We just got started making it so don't expect it to be suddenly done soon. But I still hope you guys like it #ProctorDorkchop #Frisk #Shoot. I just realized put a typo in here. #i meant to say I am currently in college. Oops.

[sanrikis]

impulsively bought an album from tiktok shop last night….. I HAVE TO STOP SPENDING MONEY IM LITERALLY BROKE 😭😭 i need to save up for the next enha tour 😓🤞

#sanrikis #.🐇 mia speaks #it was only $23 #but #still #i am jobless #rn

[multicolour-ink]

How about a Mario x Wolf Children AU

PREMISE contains spoilers for the movie Wolf Children

* * *

- Mia is a young woman from Brooklyn who falls in love with Pio. After some dates, Pio reveals that he belongs to a group of beings that have the power to transform into wolves (not a werewolf!).

- Mia doesn't let this faze her and the two get into a relationship and marry...

- Some time later Mia gives birth to twins, Mario and Luigi, who also inherit their father's wolf changing ability.

- Urged on by his wolf instincts to provide for his new offspring and his mate, Pio goes out hunting, but Mia later finds him dead from an accident.

- Heartbroken, Mia resolves to raise the children in the best way possible. This proves to be a challenge, as the city is no place for wild, half-wolf children.

- After too many complaints and suspicious looks, Mia decides the only way is to find a place where the children can grow up safely. She remembers Pio telling her about his homeland, far out in the countryside near the mountains, and is determined to get them there. She is aware that Pio's family live there - his father and his brother's - but she has never had the chance to meet them due to the dangers involved. Nevertheless, Mia figures that even if they don't accept her, she prays that they will still spare her children.

- She locates the area, and upon arriving takes up residence in a run down house. The locals eye her and her children, but Mia is determined to keep them safe. While the boys run wild and free, she looks into finding out where Pio's family are living.

- It turns out that they live somewhere up the mountains, dwelling out of sight from the village. Upon taking the trek up there with the boys, Mia is terrified, as an old man and two younger men aproach her...

- It doesn't take long for her to realise who they are, and to her surprise, they are welcoming. They take note of the children, and explain that they knew on sight and scent that they are Pio's.

- "I'm so sorry for your loss", Pa says. "The grief hurts just as much for us as it does for you. But I know he has picked a strong partner to raise her boys."

- After introductions, Pa sits with Mia in their desolate home, and explains to her that her boys are special. Unlike other wolf-humans of their kind, they are connected to both the spirit of nature, and the human world.

- But raising and living as a wolf-child is not easy - for Pa explains - as the boys grow, they must learn to choose their own paths in life.

- This proves to be true. For as the boys grow older, Mario starts to get along more with the villagers and the human side. While Luigi starts to favour the natural world....

#so yeah that's it #I admit that it does drift away a bit from the source material #especially with the family part #as in the original movie the mother doesn’t have anyone ;_; #but i still wanted to explain where Pio's family is and have them involved somehow #while also sticking to the theme of mia (like hana) being introduced into this strange world she doesn't know through her children #super mario #super mario au #mario au #wolf children #wolf children ame and yuki #mario #luigi #the super mario bros movie #super mario movie #mario movie #mia mario #mama mario #pio mario #papa mario

[eerna]

All I could think of while watching Mizu was that thing with Jenny Slate where she says she has to make up for the fact that she’s her. Her Stage Fright stand up maybe?

“To make up for it. To make up for the fact that it’s me.”

Yeah T.T I really really loved how at first you're presented with a standard revenge story. Mizu is on a journey to murder the four possible men who have abused and impregnated her mother and then killed her. Ok. But the further the story goes, the more you realize that what she is actually trying to set right is the fact that she exists at all. The reveal that SHE was the one who just let her mother die without any reaction absolutely knocked me on my ass. She is not fighting FOR herself, she is fighting AGAINST herself. She thinks her father's death would solve her identity issues and kill the evil part of her. Sitting on the floor crying rn

#eernask #eernanon #eernask talk bes #it's like mamma mia but evil #i am so interested in the truth of her birth. obviously fowler knew of a female mixed kid with a bounty but had no idea who fathered her #to the point where he even said it could have been him. so why is she so important then!!! is her mother someone important??? #what happened with violet!!!! what did he tell her/not tell her!!!! uuuuughghghghgh #if it was just random s2 teaser lines i am gonna go on a long trip to london #.... which doesnt mean what i want it to mean bc i am going to london in a few months. but still you get it

[miabrown007]

going crazy about kaz brekker hours

#HE'S JUST *screams into a pillow* #Inej wants him to be better she NEEDS him to be better and shed his armour and be emotionall vulnerable and honest to her #and every time he tries it life delivers a right hook into his solar plexus and knocks him to hell and back #and time and time again he is made to come to the incorrect conclusion that being vulnerable and soft and caring about anyone ever #is a mistake and a weakness that he isn't allowed that he doesn't deserve #and his only way of getting what he wants and keeping the people he loves safe is if he becomes something that can't love them #like life just continues to punish him for having any kind of feelings #and he can only love them if he kills the part of himself that loves them. like COME ON MAN #i'm literally unwell about this kid (KID HE'S FUCKING 17 LET HIM LIVE) #someone sedate me (well actually don't i need to start reading CK tonight) #Kaz I Am Ruin And Ruination Brekker #and it's so tragic because he has come such a long way during SoC and when Inej asks him to be hers you know he can't do it. he would like #to but he's unable of it like his walls are still built up so high. #and it's fair of her to ask because she needs that and keeping her always at arms length is not viable of Kaz but also that's all he can #currently give her. that's his all and it's not enough and my heart is breaking for them ohmygod #they make me think so much of felonies love square I'LL EAT GLASS #okay. anyway. finished six of crows. i'm normal about them. #mia's reading

[bonesandthebees]

glad he played dear theodosia because I never actually watched hamilton or anything so i have no emotional connection to that song bc that was my first time hearing it. I saw some people on twitter suggesting he sing slipping through my fingers for her and if he had done that i genuinely would've been on the floor sobbing

#liveblogging #STILL SO SAD #BUT I AM NOT CRYING #I genuinely couldnt do slipping through my fingers bc it's a song i connect so strongly with my mom #every single time we watch mamma mia together we start crying when meryl streep sings it

[hopeinthebox]

tagged by the tastemaker @cordiallyfuturedwight for the january receipts and would you believe it i'm actually on time

tagging a few favs: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @thvinyl @jimin-gaon @visionsofgideontheninth @btscontentenjoyer @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi <333 and you too if you fancy it

#full report in the tags once again: #ladies room - bop of the century. olivia dean i will do anything for you #freak me now - bop of the century. jessie ware i will do anything for you #charm you - bop of the c-- sorry. best album that 2023 managed to gatekeep from me #when did your heart go missing - what can i say? i've been going through a michael moscovitz resurgence... #mia thermopolis (disney's version) how could you let him GO #i can't go for that - every so often hall & oates take a hold of me and there's simply nothing i can do about it. this is one of those times #pomo remix ended up on the groovy chick playlist. call me when they make a movie about HER!! #homesick - two of my favourite boys doing some absolutely devastating work on my mental health #but you can't deny it's a banger for the sax alone. #love at first sight - no notes. magnificent. #shame shame shame - i am not immune to the Pride (2014) soundtrack and nor should you be!! also. it's going on the groovy chick playlist #can't fight the moonlight - leann rimes? uh yeah i sure hope she does #i feel you - still here. expect i will be for a while longer #as for the artist list - nothing particularly new except T-PAIN WITH THE STEEL CHAIR OF A COVER ALBUM #please god go listen to it if you haven't already!! genuinely biblical experience from the guy who brought us “i'm sprung” #thus concludes the month #tag #receiptify #MWAH #i need a lie down