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mono-dot-jpeg · 5 months

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boy failures for u - i. yoichi, s. nagi, s. ryusei, b. meguru

summary; in which some boys just love you so much, they simply can't function

genre/extra tags; scenarios, fluff, comedy, projecting my love for dog energy boys, they're so pathetic /pos, bachira is clumsy, ryusei is an embarrassingly horny dude (can confirm, he gets no bitches, absolutely ZERO play!!), nagi... is perfect as he is, yoichi,,,, is just socially awkward around people he has a crush on

[gender neutral reader]

a/n; look at me being fancy this one panel banner, slay. tbh i couldn't think of a good three photos to use for it so i tried this which is kind of nice. anyways i had a sudden thought hit me and it must be done. and what better anime to write for than the one where everyone has unexplainable gay tension between each other. i swear im as caught up as possible i think and i swear the gay tension is like,, crazy.

isagi yoichi is endearing. he's so bad at being normal around you. his face flushed a cute red, and his words barely managing to leave his mouth as you talk to him so sweetly. he doesn't know how to handle a crush. and it's so cute to tease him because he just doesn't know how to respond properly.

the times where he does manage to gain enough confidence to talk a conversation with you, he's never taking the lead in any of them. he's talking [somewhat] normally to you, answering your questions and [attempting] to reply to your thoughts and responses. of course, just don't flirt with him too hard. there's like a 50 percent chance he will understand it or not.

he can't even admire you correctly. when he attempts to give you a compliment, he's saying all the wrong words and apologizing profusely like he offended your entire bloodline. he's so utterly enchanted by you, he wonders if you're an angel sent just for him.

"you're so nice, y/n." "huh?" "i-i mean you're really cute! wait- i didn't mean that! fuck- not that i don't think you look cute! you're really a great person, you know?! sorry! i'm just gonna go back to practice...!"

nagi seishiro is so lazy that you can't help but watch over him. you understand why reo adores him (a little too much). he's a boy with pretty privilege and talent. he talks to you with such honesty that he unintentionally flirts with you. he doesn't know a lot of things well, but even he's had his fair share with understanding liking people (but that's only with the random dating sims he's tried).

when he manages to get on his feet, whether it's for a soccer match or you, he's stuck by you like a cute koala. he whines about everything being "too much of a hassle." but he finds himself walking around looking for you, no matter how far you are. he whines to you about how he had to get up to find you, and he's cuddling close to you. his mouth turned into his signature X shape as he pouts at you, annoyed that you just had to be away from him for more than a minute.

he tries so hard to be around you but at the cost of his laziness, he mutters to you about how much easier it would be if you just stay with him all the time like his purple-haired companion or his cactus pet. he fell for you first, but he makes it so easy for you to fall harder.

"why do you always have to do stuff?" "it's my job, sei." "you should just stay with me all the time. you take care of me so well."

shidou ryuusei is annoyingly desperate for you. if isagi was endearing, shidou was insolent. he speaks before he thinks. he has no shame in chasing after you. it's quite a feat that you haven't even shooed him away as much as sae has. you sort of find a friend in sae because of that. he always rolls his eyes when you mention him. he wonders why you keep being around the blonde jock, and you tell him, "who doesn't love a pathetic man?"

when he talks to you, he just can't read a room with you in it. he's the type of guy to say "this shot is for you." and it hits the goal post and then to his face. of course he'd never actually miss in a real match but i can guarantee that it would happen during a practice match. he unintentionally humiliates himself every time he tries to be cool. if sae is there, it's even worse. he's trying to bump up the flirting up to a 200 and failing miserably to woo either of you.

he's like those tweets where it's like, "how did i pull them? easy. i just went, PLEASEPLEAPLSEPWPLEAPLELA-". without fail, he basically tries to re-enact that but he doesn't even pull you because you'd much rather wait for him to actually be a decent man and grow the rest of his brain. though it doesn't seem he'll learn his lesson anytime soon.

"did i ever tell you how hot you look right now?" "yes. you have. multiple times. today." "please go out with me." "no."

bachira meguru is confusing. he's clingy, blunt, teasing, a little stupid but has the spirit, and an absolute cutie. he's passionate about what he likes. and surprise, surprise, he likes you. he's an infodumper but you don't mind at all. but sometimes those talks take a hard left into just telling you how much he likes you. you better hope you're strong because he will be jumping on you for a hug.

when he's just buzzing with excitement, he can't help but scramble by your side to cling onto you in any way that you will allow him to. he's not as boy failure as the others on this list because even when he fails to capture your heart, he's still succeeding in his book. he loves when you give him any sliver of attention. that's probably his thing as a boy failure. he is a hyper and needy dog who's too big to cuddle with but doesn't care. and you can't say no because then they just stare at you with those big eyes until you cave.

he's the type of guy to be confused when people ask if you're dating him and you say no. "what do you mean we're not dating? i thought this was the dating." he's never actually confessed, but he considers his "s-tier affection" to be confession enough. but he's kind of coward whether he realizes it or not. he's scared to actually say that he wants to be yours, but that's like an angsty story for another time, SO SHUT.

"what if we kissed? like right now?" "but we're not dating, meguru." "we're not? we should." "i'll think about it." "no think! just do!"

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creedslove · 1 year

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SWEET HOLE 🍑

Post!outbreak Joel Miller x f!reader

Summary: Joel is an ass man and he's never pretended otherwise and now it's time he teaches you how to stretch up for him before you can take him whole

Warnings: porn with no plot pure filthy dirty smut, p! in v!, ass play, ass eating (reader receiving), ass fingering (reader receiving) mentions of oral sex, edging, overstimulation, dirty talk, daddy kink (but not really as I only used the word twice as it felt right), age gap, light spanking and a little of biting kink if you squint

A/N: this was dirty and i am not even sorry about it. Also, I picked post outbreak Joel though it adds nothing to the story, i just needed some dirty old man loving atm, also i don't know how to write joel properly but i do have a lot of hormones so i choose to continue

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Joel had been sweet talking to you for weeks at how he would like to try your sweet tight hole, he knew from day one Joel was an ass man, you assumed that just by the way he touched your cheeks, squeezed them spanked them at all opportunities he had. At first, he didn't make any moves towards that, you were getting to know each other and though the sight of your tight hole made his cock twitch even more whenever you were all spread for him, he wasn't sure if you were into it, and much to his pleasure, he found out you were quite innocent in that area.

He didn't want to pressure you into doing anything you didn't want to, but he told you you should try before saying no.

You said you'd think about it as you weren't so sure. You loved Joel and how your body responded to his, how you felt like you were on fire every time he touched you and how wet you got at the simplest stroke on your skin. Besides, he would never hurt you, would he?

But he was so damn big, you didn't know how it would fit.

Joel couldn't hold back the pride to know why you were so scared, he wasn't going to lie, it felt pretty good to know you thought his cock was massive to the point of not fitting. Quite a compliment for the old dog.

He patiently explained to you things weren't like that, he wasn't just going to split you open, he was going to prepare you, get you used to it and when you were comfortable and stretched enough you'd try. He assured you you didn't even have to do everything at once, he just wanted to show you how good it felt.

You agreed.

You trusted him blindly and knew Joel would take good care of you, he always did.

You came out of the shower fresh and clean and Joel was lying in bed, resting after his latest patrol. He was tired but his mind was all the time on you. He smiled as he saw you entering the room, the first thing he noticed was your sweet smell. Joel was crazy about how good your hair smelled, and he loved sleeping with his nose buried in it.

"Baby girl" he smiled and took you by the hand, pulling you closer "missed you, baby" he said burying his face into your neck, kissing it gently, as his teeth scraped your skin softly.

You moaned and gripped his hair gently, feeling his graying curls in your hands.

You stripped down your towel, smiling at how Joel stopped everything he was doing to admire your body.

He'd seen you naked so many times but it always felt like the first one.

"I'm ready Joel, you can do what you want with me, daddy"

•••

One hour later, Joel had you in bed whimpering and moaning for you. He spent every single minute edging you, eating your soaked pussy like a starving man. Alternating between suckling on your sensitive bud and nibbling softly.

You were ruined by that man, your clit throbbed on its own, and Joel loved to see it, holding your lips spread and seeing how you clenched your cunt for him, your little hard clit twitching as you looked for any kind of friction.

His erection was painfully hard, but he was patient when the occasion required.

He tapped your thighs gently and looked at you, the lower part of his face glistened with your juices, and he smirked as he licked his lips, not wasting one tiny drop of you.

"Come on baby, now I need you on your knees and hands, ass right up in the air, like my sweet little whore" he watched you as you obeyed him.

Joel placed a pillow under your stomach and helped you adjust your hips. His calloused hands ran up and down the back of your thighs, until they reached your cheeks.

He rubbed them so gently, caressing your skin and squeezing them. He took his time massaging you, loving how vulnerable you were. Joel carefully ran his palms to your cheeks, finally spreading them wide and taking a good look at your tight hole.

Even if he couldn't see your face, you were blushing harder than ever. Your whole body was hot, from all the edging and the stimulation, but having Joel looking at you like that was a whole new level of erotism.

"Don't be shy, baby girl, I'll make you feel so fucking good, now do what daddy tells you" his hand swatted your right cheek, making you squirm. He chuckled and kissed the hot skin, leaving a trail of bites on it, soft ones, just enough to tease you.

"Come on, sweetheart, clench your hole for me" he commanded in a low tone, holding you spread apart.

You relaxed your muscles and clenched for him a couple of times, hearing his grunts in approval.

"Good girl, little whore… now you're about to feel really good"

Joel took one last look at your clenching hole and leaned in.

The tip of his tongue slid all over your tight entrance, slowly at first but the moment you truly relaxed at his touch, he was able to explore you.

You widen your eyes and let out a loud moan. You'd never felt like that, but god, it felt good.

In fact, it felt great.

You never expected that, none of the guys you've been with before Joel attempted to do such a thing, but that man knew what he was doing.

Joel lapped at your asshole, feeling under his tongue how you clenched and opened yourself to him. He didn't think twice and used the tip of his tongue to go a little deeper, tongue fucking your ass as you gripped the sheets and moved your hips.

The new feeling set a fire down your core and you clenched your cunt at nothing, your clit throbbing and twitching until you felt an orgasm announced hit you.

You whimpered and called Joel's name as you couldn't hold yourself back and your knees got weak.

Joel held you in place, one strong arm wrapped around your waist as he kissed his way up your back. He gripped your hair and spread some other bites on your neck

"Fuck baby girl, cumming at some ass play? That's my kind of girl" he praised you.

"You're so fucking good baby, you know that? Now you're gonna be a good whore for my cock, got it?" He stroked your cheek so gently and sat comfortably, pulling you to his lap.

You freed Joel's cock, watching how shamelessly wet his underwear was at his leaking pre cum. You wanted to blow him, but he held your head in place "I'm not gonna last baby girl, come on, just sit on my cock and give me another orgasm like that" he commanded and helped you place yourself on him.

Your pussy was soaked and he shoved two fingers in you, gathering your juices and caressing your coated digits on your asshole entrance.

Joel teased your hole at the same time you impaled yourself on him, your cunt milking him at the same time he inserted one of his long thick fingers into your asshole.

You looked into his eyes, dark with desire and need and moved your hips, letting him stretch you up as rode him.

Your both holes were filled by him, and it felt really good, it was a new experience and you were enjoying every single minute of it.

"I'll add a second finger, got it baby girl?" You nodded obediently and kissed him, feeling his second digit go deeper into you. Now you moved at a faster pace, his hips bucked as he was getting sloppy, also close to his own bliss.

The familiar knot on your lower stomach appeared and you scratched his shoulders, wanting to hold onto something. It was coming stronger now, you were his as a whole, and your ass moving up and down on his hand, fucking your yourself on his cock and fingers, you couldn't wait.

You let yourself go, legs shaking and an overwhelming feeling of pleasure took over you. You milked Joel dry with your pussy as your asshole clenched around his fingers, shooting him to his own orgasm, as he pictured how your sweet hole would feel around his cock. It wouldn't be tonight, but now you he had given you a taste of it, you both knew it would happen soon.

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A/N: it's okay, I'm also at a loss of words

#pedro pascal #pedro pascal x reader #pedro pascal x y/n #pedro pascal x you #pedro pascal fanfic #pedro pascal fanfiction #joel miller #joel miller x you #joel miller x reader #joel miller x y/n #joel miller fanfiction #joel miller fanfic #tlou fanfiction #tlou show #joel miller smut

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maximumkingdomstarlight · 9 months

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Arrogant hearts (Gojo x F! reader)

Chapter 1

[The year 2006]

"that girl is really quiet, huh? but her technique seems powerful" Gojo Satoru, who was sitting on the staircase with his best friend commented. Looking at the girl who was training on the grounds, with the other second years, Nanami Kento and Yu Haibara. his best friend shook his head "Satoru, every powerful person might not be as loud as you are"

Satoru smirked at his best friend "I'll take that as a compliment, Suguru"

they kept looking at their juniors practicing, when they saw the girl falling from exhaustion "Her technique is good, but she has weak stamina" Gojo Satoru said with a frown "Such a waste of a technique" his friend Geto Suguru glared at him "don't say that" "why? it's the truth" Satoru shrugged, looking at the girl breathing heavily on the ground, her classmates Nanami Kento and Yu Haibara asking if she was fine...

After drinking water and taking a few deep breaths, you felt better "Let's go again" you said standing up "don't push yourself too much, Y/N" Haibara said with a worried look... "yeah, try to calm down properly," Nanami said in a serious tone, as always... before you can argue, Haibara saw their upperclassmen, Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru watching them... "oh! Our upperclassmen are here, you should go and stay with them until you feel better"

After being pushed to sit with them, Nanami and Haibara went back to sparring.

"Hello!" a soft voice next to you greeted you, you bowed a little even though you were sitting. "hello" you replied "I am Geto Suguru, and this is Gojo Satoru," Geto said while indicating Gojo with his thumb "I think you know us?" Geto asked while glaring at Gojo who didn't budge even after the greeting their junior gave them.

"yes," you replied with a nod... a few awkward seconds passed.

Gojo suddenly laughed mockingly, the laugh was towards Geto. but he asked you "You are not going to introduce yourself?"

Geto was not happy with his friend's behavior, but he looked at you for your reply.

"Sorry, I forgot... I am L/N Y/N" you said while bowing again

"you forgot to introduce yourself, even after Suguru introduced himself?" Gojo asked in a mocking tone

"It's okay, it must be stressful after all that training," Geto said with a soft smile

"I'm really sorry, I did really forgot it" you said while bowing slightly again...

Geto waved his hand, dismissing your apologies "we good" he said, Gojo looking at you with a frown...

That was how you two noticed each other first...

[Present Day]

Gojo was in the jujutsu high after his mission to Sendai, seeing a familiar figure... a figure he didn't see from a long time...

you were on your phone, searching for Yaga Masamichi's phone number in your phone... it's been a long time since you came back to your alma mater, remembering you only had Nanami's phone number in your phone anyways, so you were about to call him but-

"yo! long time no see" you heard a voice behind you, you turn to look at the man, who was grinning at you

"Gojo Satoru" unknowingly, your words came out...

"yeah, THE one and only" he said with a smirk.

"it's nice to meet you again" you said, even though you didn't feel happy or sad seeing your upperclassman who never had a proper conversation with you in school.

"I know, it must be nice to see me again, Y/N" he said the smirk on his face never leaving him

you bowed slightly, not knowing how to respond, which made him frown

"why did you suddenly came back? if my memory is correct, you suddenly left the school without even saying good bye to your upperclassman" he said wondering when you became that attractive.

"I had to leave for some important family business in the USA" you said looking at the tall man. who you always thought was handsome, but never really thought of as anything other than your upperclassman.

"and that is?"

"my father caught an uncurable illness, which.. was the reason I had to move to the USA with my family" you said remembering the sudden events that happened, that fateful year... "I heard what happened here though" you added

"and how did you hear the gossip, Y/N?" he asked with a smirk, the memories flowing in... but there were so many questions in his mind too, if your father was ill all these years, why come to Japan now? what did you do in the USA... but he kept it to himself.

"I had contacts with Nanami" you said, not wanting to ask about his best friend, which you thought was the best upperclassmen you had from Gojo's age group...

"I see, so he likes gossiping with you..." he muttered under his breath, a clear emotion was not seen from his blindfolded face "so? why are you here alone then?" he asked.

"I just came back to Japan, and this is the only place I am used to" you said, remembering your cozy dorm room, you had when you were young.

"Ah-ha? so what are you gonna do now?" he asked while raising an eyebrow, which you didn't see, obviously.

"I want to meet Yaga, and then find a place to stay, and start my life as a sorcerer again" you didn't want to tell this blindfolded man about your plans, but you know he would at least say where Yaga was at.

"I can show you a place to stay, but it's quite expensive" Gojo smirked.

you raised an eyebrow to his reply.

"curious, huh?" he smiled "the apartment I live in, the next door house is empty" he said while getting dangerously close to your face.

you took a step back making him laugh "no blushing or something?" he asked.

"money is not a problem" you said ignoring his comment "I want to know how the place look first" you said while thinking, of course money was not the problem, staying next door to the most annoying person was...

"you don't look interested though, but oh well, first Yaga, isn't it?" he asked with a small smile "come on, I'm actually going to meet him as well" he said while tilting his head to the road, which had colorful leaves on the ground, because of the autumn

you two started walking together

"you are quiet as ever" he said with a small chuckle "you never talked with us much" he added

"so, How was USA?" he asked while grinning

#gojo satoru #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu gojo #nanami kento #fanfic #gojo x reader #jjk gojo

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halfdead-halfskeleton · 11 months

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You have a burnout and Rook is comforting you.

"Melancholic" once again, so maybe a bit OOC? HCs/fic/whatever it is too.

I don't know how to deal with burnout effectively and properly, so don't take it as a guide or anything like that.

Let me know if you want to see my hcs about how Rook deals with his burnout.

One day, instead of going to NRC like usual, you studied from home using one of Idia's spare tablets. Nobody knew why you suddenly decided to do that. You didn't look sick yesterday, you didn't say you felt sad or exhausted. Your friends just thought that you probably caught a cold again or simply wanted try out the tablet. But Rook, on the other hand, was more than aware something was wrong, even if he couldn't say exactly what at first.

You looked so cheerful the day before it seems suspicious to him. Rook decided not to comment on that back then just in case you genuinely felt so happy.

But when you didn't show up to classes in person he knew it wasn't the case.

So, he decided to secretly leave you some gifts in the afternoon!

Your comfort food, some favourite sweets and drinks, even photos you took together while exploring woods behind the campus.

It did surprise you at first, but you immediately could tell it was Rook's doing. He wasn't nearby so you thanked him in your mind. "I'll do it in person later," you thought.

While all of these gifts were great and they did make you happy at first, your mood suddenly went down.

You felt guilty for making him worry. And you knew these presents won't give you energy to go back to college to socialize and study with barely any breaks. And don't forget about cleaning up everyone's mess...

In a few days, you stopped showing up. At all. You didn't even use that tablet. You couldn't bring yourself to get out of bed, let alone study. You tried to get up but kept falling back, if your body even tried to listen to you in the first place. But a sudden loud phone call managed to get you up instantly.

You picked the phone in panic, your heartbeat was so fast you could hear it loud and clear in your head.

The person who called you was Rook. He paused before speaking so you could catch up your breath.

"Good morning! Hope you're doing better, we all are worried about you here. If you need medical help, I can bring you to the nurse office at anytime."

You reluctantly responded, "I'm glad to hear that but... I can deal with that myself."

"Can you? You're going to overwork yourself again and burnout even more. So please, let me lend you a hand."

"I don't need to go to the nurse though, I'm not doing that badly."

"But are you taking care of yourself?" You didn't respond. You genuinely forgot or just didn't have energy to do your daily routine. You even forgot to eat some of the sweets he gifted you. "I'll visit you once I'm done with my work, alright?"

In the evening, when Rook entered your room his eyes were locked on you. You looked clearly exhausted, half-dead if you will. You didn't even brush your hair this morning. Yet he still found you beautiful.

He kept murmuring compliments while brushing your hair. You smiled out of reflex, even though you didn't feel super comfortable. You were so used to taking care of others, it felt so weird to be taken care of.

"This sweet little smile of yours is just so magnifique! You know how to charm people in an instant."

Rook even did your makeup! And helped you to get in warmer clothes, as it was a bit chilly inside your room.

Afterwards, you had a nice dinner. He made sure to choose something both healthy and what you would've liked for 100%.

When you said you didn't have much appetite and left a bit of food untouched he understood that. You kept feeling like you forgot something important and just couldn't make yourself eat because of that.

Suddenly being taken care of like that was pretty overwhelming to you, so you asked him to leave for a while. "I'm genuinely sorry, but... I really need to stay alone for a while. Could you go outside for some time? You're a vice housewarden, I'm sure you have a lot of work. There's no need to spend so much on me anyway."

"Non, your well-being is one of the most important things for me! But I will leave for half an hour or more, so take a good rest. I'll knock on the door when I come back, agree?"

You nodded and he soon left. It was hard to relax, yet you tried. You lied in bed for who knows how long, staring at the ceiling and not moving. As you began to doze off, Rook gently knocked on the door. Wait, was it really half an hour already? Oh. It was almost midnight.

You quietly said "Come in" as you couldn't get up and open the door yourself. Rook entered the room with some papers. Was it notes for your classes? Yeah, it was.

He cuddled with you until you fell asleep despite trying to stay awake. You remembered what you wanted to do and why you didn't really have appetite earlier. In the end of the day, you still didn't thank him! You began to speak but only a barely noticeable "Rook..." left your mouth. And so, you feel asleep in his arms.

It will take a lot of time for things to go back to normal. And yet, despite everything, there's someone willing to be with you when you feel like an empty shell of your own self. "Goodnight," he softly kissed your forehead before falling asleep as well.

#twisted wonderland #rook hunt #twst rook #rook hunt x reader #twst headcanons #hdhs writing #how do you deal with burnout please help all I want is someone to hug me #I'm really sleepy right now so I'm sorry for all mistakes. Let me know where they are so I'll fix them once I wake up

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heytheredeann · 1 year

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Do you have any advice on responding on commenters on fics. I want to interact with commenters but I don’t know what to say and I feel awkward doing it.

Ooooh alright, I feel you LOL. Bad news is that it does still feel kind of awkward to me, because I'm BAD at taking compliments and I never feel like the way I answer can properly convey how excited I am that this person liked what I wrote... but, to be fair, I don't think ANY answer could really capture that excitement LOL.

Still, I do answer comments as a general rule, so hopefully I can be of some help anyway! And of course, if anyone else has any suggestions feel free to drop them in the replies or in a reblog.

So.

There is no real “rule” for answering comments, I think it’s important to remember that it doesn’t need to be a formal interaction, you are just two people with a shared love for some characters/ships (A LOT of love, I’m assuming, considering that one of you is writing fics and the other is taking the time to interact with said fics), so try to treat it like a casual conversation, not a performance!

Also very important to remember, what you are doing when you are answering a comment is, at its core, giving validation to the reader. You are letting them know that you appreciate their comment and that you wanted to take the time to say thank you, which readers, in my experience, DO appreciate very much. So like, even just saying “Thank you very much!” or “Thank you, I’m happy you enjoyed it!” is a good answer that is nice to receive. This kind of answer is a good baseline for answering comments imo, if you can’t think of anything else to say just leave it at that! Just like a short comment is very much appreciated and way better than no comment, a short answer is very much appreciated and way better than no answer.

And if you fear that you are being too repetitive in your answers, remember that you are the one writing ten answers in a row, the reader is only getting one thank you!

Still, if you want to come up with more elaborate answers, I’d say try to “mirror” what the comment said.

Meaning that, for example, if someone points out a line they liked, you can thank them for the compliment on that, or say that you are happy they liked that, or, if you can, add some commentary on it (which in my case would be about the thought process behind the line, or about what’s going with the characterization, or something along the lines of “LOOOL yes, they are idiots”).

Or, if someone points out something else that they specifically liked, for example a scene, or bits of characterization, you can discuss those, for example by sharing what you think was going on in the non-POV character’s head during that scene, or discussing how else that scene could have played out by changing certain details, or discuss headcanons that you have related to the fic, maybe what would happen after or what was happening during a time jump, etc (readers, as a general rule, do love to hear about this kind of stuff!).

And, again, it doesn’t have to be formal! Since I have the charming bad habit of writing a lot of pain, sometimes people leave me crying emojis and/or screams as a reaction (which, btw, is DELIGHTFUL LOOOL) and my answer tends to be something along the lines of “SORRY, MY BAD *collects your tears in a jar*”, so like. there LOL.

Also, I had never thought about this before, but you can add pictures/memes/gifs to your reply if those help you express your feelings, that could be fun! (Maybe I should try too loool)

It’s also nice, imo, when a reader leaves a row of comments, to let them know in one of your answers how much you appreciated that! Let them know if you grinned for an hour, if you kept checking for notifications and were delighted when you saw them leaving more and more comments, if you were having a bad week and that was an excellent pick-me-up, etc. (letting them know how they made you feel could be a good idea in general, even if you are answering just the one comment).

That is pretty much all that I can think of at the moment, hopefully there’s something useful in here loool Mostly I think it’s just a matter of trying to let yourself have fun with it, it’s not serious, it’s not a performance, you are fine! <3 (Said the extremely anxious bean, very hypocritically. I swear I’m getting better at letting myself go LOL)

#the IRONY of me answering this with 27 unanswered comments in my inbox looool #i'm so sorry everyone you are all amazing but i'm SO behind on all things fic-related (reading writing commenting answering ALL OF IT)#anyway i hope this will help at least a little anon <3 #writblr #writing #writing is hard #not spn #ely replies #anon

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welcometololaland · 1 year

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Man, every time I come on this app all I see this people being so kind and supportive of each other.

The way you took time out just to respond to me and compiled an entire list of fics for me while complimenting other fic writers had me bawling.

Thanks for the response. Thanks for the fic recommendations. And Thanks for the kindness! I truly appreciate it.

I had to answer this straight away because i have feelings - apologies for being very keen lol.

Firstly, that is absolutely my pleasure. As a writer myself, I know how vulnerable it can feel putting yourself out there on the internet and sharing your fics (which all contain little pieces of you), and I want to support others to feel confident in doing that as much as I can. Plus, if I can link up readers with stuff they really like, then that's just as good, particularly when they're first stepping into the fandom.

Secondly, this sounds super dramatic, but the RWRB fandom changed my life. I love Tarlos, and 911 Lone Star, but the love and acceptance I found in RWRB and its incredible array of writers was something from another world. I've only been here for a year, and yet I've made some amazing friends that I talk to basically every day, and occasionally rock up to their house like the demon I am and drink 2 bottles of white wine and laugh like we've known each other our whole lives (not naming names). I might write way, WAY, more Tarlos than I do Firstprince these days, but I will never stop loving this fandom to bits, and I will never stop screaming about how much I adore the people in it and their endless talent.

On a more personal level, I've known I was bi since I was about 13 years old, and I've been in same sex relationships and struggled with my religious upbringing and thoroughly explored that part of myself for many years. But I have never felt more connected to the LGBTQIA+ community than I do now, and I think RWRB was a huge part of that. So again, I have some very deep love for the fandom and the people in it, in a way that I don't think I could ever properly articulate and can't really talk about without getting all teary.

Thirdly, it costs absolutely nothing to be kind, and I genuinely get a huge kick out of making other people feel good about themselves, especially if I've benefited from reading their amazing work.

Lastly, I'm really inspired to make a LS rec list now, which I think I promised someone ages ago and never got around to. So leave that with me!!

Thanks for the ask. I'm sorry for getting all deep and meaningful but you really brought it out in me, anon x

#tarlos #firstprince #rec list #personal #rwrb #911 ls

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webslingingslasher · 4 months

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jjjjjj please please please help me! a guy messaged me on Instagram, and we started talking normally. after a few hours, he began flirting w/me, but im not good at flirting at all. i even struggle to respond to his compliments properly... please, be my older sister and enlighten my paths. how can i flirt without seeming desperate? just saying 'hi' to someone feels like too much for me... what do i do? help me big sis! 😭

oh girl i'm a natural flirter, i'm sorry. it's hard on the phone vs in person cause it's all about trying to switch it from phone to in person.

i really wish i could help but more than half the time i don't even know im flirting, it's literally a subconscious thing for me. :(

((if anyone can help our lil sis out pls send!))

#thanks anon!

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everybodyshusband · 9 months

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It's okay if you don't want to answer my other aether ask, just knowing you got it and liked it is enough for me, don't worry about coming up with a reply or anything if you don't feel up to it! 💖 I can't believe you go back to reading it every once in a while, it's still not registering in my brain... If I'd known about the hoarding I would have made it a bit less horny and a bit more coherent lmfao

I can't believe it's your least favourite!! But then again all your work is so good, it's all sort of my favourite a little tbh... I also sent an ask about your last regressed rain fic 🫣, if that tells you how much I love your work, I couldn't choose just one thing to talk about so I compromised w myself and only sent two asks for two fics (that ask was quite rambly, and maybe made no sense, it was late and I think I made it too long, sorry about that!)... You're just a really good writer! Everything you write I feel like I'm there!

Do you plan/want to be a professional writer? I think you're really good! 💕

i'll get to the other stuff in a second but YOU ALSO SENT THE ASK ABOUT MY REGRESSED RAIN FIC ?!?!?! AGRARARARRAGGHHGHGHG HRGNRNGHREMNF ?!?! MFGDKJFBDJSLBLA ?!!??!?! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!?!??!?!? SWEET, LOVELY, DEAR, KIND ANON, YOU ARE WONDERFUL <3 <3 <3

i, uhhh- i've also been hoarding that one and looking at it several times a day :') i can't help itttt, it's too sweet of an ask for me not to stare at it at every possible opportunity !!! i know i keep saying it over and over again but thank you so much for all of the lovely things you're saying about my writing :> i'm not used to getting this many compliments, i don't know how to respond, haha !

it is something i've thought about, actually !! but i don't know if it's something i'd ever properly pursue ? imposter syndrome is one hell of a bitch, haha...

#seriously i don't know how to thank you for being so nice ???? and to me of all people ?? gahhh you're lovely my dear anon <3 #ask box #husband rambles #🐝 anon

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vicmeep · 2 years

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Yesterday I had snapped again.

Obviously I self harmed again after I did because it gives back bad memories that already made my self harm significantly worse when I was 18.

I was gettin' hungry and I wanted to give meself a healthy meal since I really want to lose weight, and properly repair my muscle since they were so sore with the right foods.

I saw the whole chicken was finally thawed out and decided to bake it myself. Preheated the oven, I just prepared it a lil but obviously taking out the giblets (ew) and me once again internally screaming like I did when I was 18 because it really felt like I was holding a living thing. (I go down a rabbit whole a bit here so skip if you don't wanna read this part) I proceeded to do a silent prayer which I've been doing alot recently to deceased people or animals. I don't like feeling like I'm eatin' something that was inhumanely uh killed. That's why I always try to get free range even though it's more expensive.

It didn't help I saw the neck portion where the head would be which I never saw before when cooking one of these and I felt so bad.

I went to season it up, put some olive oil on it and chimkin broth, then slapped it in the oven.

It was cooking for a bit by that point and me mum woke up. She seemed upset and very worried. Whenever she gets like that I always get upset because I did something wrong when I wasn't trying to.

It was because she's very specific with handling raw meat, and likes to sterilize it with vinegar and such, which I didn't do. Though, I liked to make her feel better but regardless she sounded upset.

I got irritated, and she just kept sounding upset after it was in the oven. Even me just saying that makes me feel guilt.

After she looked in the oven she was very worried saying the way she does it and I got angry, slammed my karma water down, and just said "what did I do wrong now?" Before storming into the other room and closed the door.

The last thing she said before I snapped was "what time did you put it in?" She followed me into the room while I had the phone trying to work. All I remember her saying was "All I said was when did you put it in? You gotta stop getting so upset I was just asking when did you put it in?"

That frustrated me. The other day she was saying something as a compliment saying how I'm "laid back". Despite all the stuff I did I would snap and get angry easily when I was younger, including throwing tantrums.

I was trying to say to her out loud "then I'm not really laid back then, you just wanted me to be."

She didn't hear me or say anything in response. That has as been something bothering me for a while.

So you say I'm laid back most of the time, but when I snap you say "you gotta stop getting so upset." Or say that I'm "a sensitive soul."

Please just pick one.

I remember once when I was 18 and I was almost constantly guilt ridden and because of it I would get frustrated more easily.

When she was trying to joke with me or tease me I would get more frustrated even though I know she was just joking. Which would make me self harm more.

I was trying to eat while also playing red dead redemption and she was teasing me and joking, and I got frustrated. She responded with "you're in one of your little moods today".

Which once again when i was 14, when she would instigate certain situations I snapped out loud, not to her but the person she was talking about. I was cursing and got angry. After that I think I said "im sorry". Back then she said "it's okay I just let you have your little moment" while smiling.

It's not fucking funny. No matter how dumb or trivial something seems to a teen, their pain is very real. I remember the times you would smile or you would laugh when I was being dead serious.

Yes, the dumb drama shit I talked about in my recordings when I was 14 was fucking stupid. That still doesn't give you or anyone else the right to laugh about it. I was fucking miserable when I was 14.

I tried talking to her about what happened yesterday after that and she was just saying how I knew how she was when it came to that stuff.

Or once in 2020 when I had came back and I was in a caracal room with Alice, my uh hair was a mess and I was listening to her. Then she talked about my hair and proceeded to squish the top of my hair that was absolutely dry and unkempt.

I got upset and walked away to my computer and she once again was trying to explain herself saying something about taking care of my hair. The main thing I remember her saying is "you knew that."

Fucking stop, please.

Me even saying a lot of this with the anger I feel makes me feel worse. it makes my self harm worse because it reminds me of when I was a whiny bratty child she never knew how to discipline. And even me saying THAT makes me feel horribly disrespectful.

There are some things I did I badly self harmed for to make up for it, but sometimes I try to say to myself "she did the same to you when you were younger, it's no wonder why you were so angry when you were 11."

But even then that makes me wanna hurt myself badly...

Or just small things when I really want to cut my hair to that haircut I want, she always seems upset about every time I bring it up.

She did oblige a bit by giving my hair shaved sides a bit, but she doesn't understand that I want "boy" hair. I even showed her the hairstyle I really wanted yet she just seemed dismissive about it.

I just wish she had my hair so she wouldn't feel upset about it and I could've done anything with my hair as I pleased.

It's just small things like that that drive my crazy. Idk what to do.

Me even saying all this makes me feel like how Alice feels about her mother and I don't like that...

#sad bun #vent #i'm sorry #the sad man #angry #frustrated

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magg0t-king · 3 years

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Oh! I love your new mobile theme, Evan! The dusty rose/pastel pink is so nice to look at!

#I think your Tumblr theme is also cool #the red theme and the gif is rad!#I do genuinely think your cool #I don't really know how to respond to compliments properly and I'm sorry #but seriously #thank you #love you bro/p /g

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witchesofferngrove · 2 years

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I just love your IF and characters so much. When I feel sad or overwhelmed, I read your drabbles (esp the soft ones!) and feel so at peace. C is my fav and I've read the birthday & bandaging stories more times then I can count (not that I'm begging for another soft C drabble or anything... <3) BUT my question is: how do you write "mean" options for the MC to choose? I love a bit of sass, but steer away from genuinely hurtful choices and have always been curious about how it is to write them!

Oh Anon, this ask is so sweet, thank you so much for taking the time to tell me how much you enjoy the game and the drabbles I've written! It really means a lot to me, especially now that I've been feeling a bit lacking in skill and motivation.

I'm so happy to know you reread my drabbles too, that is like the highest compliment thank you 🥺

As for your question (and I am going to ramble here sorry in advance): I tend to REALLY enjoy write the aggressive and hurtful choices for MC to choose, but mostly for how the characters react to them and how it moves the story forward in a drastically different way to being kind or sarcastic or genuine does. For example (some light spoilers here) in the W scene in Chapter 1, the MC has the choice of a sarcastic reaction to something which prompts W to become cold, warning the MC that insulting them would be "almost suicidal" due to how powerful they are. In this moment, I didn't really know how W would react. But as I wrote, it became clear to me who W was and how they got to be with the MC that day and how the events prior to meeting them would have influenced their instinctual reactions, and so if you keep going down the route of antagonising and insulting them, there is actually a really vulnerable, soft admission from W before they leave where they realise 'this is not who I used to be', and in their own words they admit that "...I haven’t properly spoken to another person in a long time. It… I–” $w_he cuts $w_himself off, a frown tugging $w_his lips down. “I should have known better. I used to know better.”'

Sorry this is a very long winded way of saying that I love writing the aggressive and mean choices specifically for what it reveals in my characters and how it changes their interactions with MC, for better or for worse. Also how different the story can change just from how MC chooses to respond to story events and characters. Similarly in the scene with Tanaka in the talking to police route, MC can be aggressive and rude and sarcastic and Tanaka treats them differently, yes, but ultimately in that scene how MC behaves doesn't matter, it's the information that they're offering that Tanaka is interested in--plus Tanaka would have been used to aggressive/rude MCs from working together in the past so she reacts differently again. I don't know. I just love seeing different MCs influencing the world in different ways. Also, I love writing angst so that helps.

Sorry this got so much longer than I thought! But I hope it offered at least some insight into my work and my thought process. Thank you for allowing me to ramble Anon, and for being so sweet and supportive! Have a nice day!

#sweet anon is sweet #asks #long post #w king #tanaka #development info

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bookwyrminspiration · 2 years

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It’s Mossy and I’m ready for death

Currently in the middle of my nutcracker tech week and I’m so done tbh

I’m VERY sleep deprived so I’ve had lots of strange kotlc ideas and you’re my fav acc so I’m here now

Fitz is a rat. Just a rat. In disguise.

Anyways bye ig

-Mossy/Kotlc-anon

mossy the chaos you bring to my blog is unlike any other. I hope you did not die during your nutcracker tech week and that it went well!! i didn't check when you sent this before I started answering, but I'm assuming it's passed. I also hope you've gotten some sleep!! There's often that drive when you're in the middle of something like "just gotta get to the end and then I'll take care of myself" so if that's kinda the vibe it was then I hope you have taken care of yourself. If not, then do it!! Drink water, grab a snack, go to bed early tonight, whatever you need to do

and thank you for the compliment!! I don't really know how to respond but that's very sweet and I appreciate it a lot <33

but onto that idea of yours...what kind of rat are we talking about. is this the kind of well behaved rat that you could have for a pet and carry around on your shoulder and pet and hang out with. A polite rat that keeps clean and loves you. Or is Fitz a deranged rat you'd find in the dumpster of a Denny's spreading the black plague? Because those are two very different energies and i don't know which one we're going for here.

okay slightly unrelated tangent but I never understand where the "in disguise" part of making characters into animals comes from. Like I think the use of it came alongside like two children in a trenchcoat disguised as an entire adult because it's the kind of disguise that can kinda be pulled off. but for all the other animals?? how?? are they in disgiuse?? because fitz is a rat there is no conceivable way for him to pass as a human which is what the "in disguise" implies yet it's used as a blanket statement for any and all animals pretending to be human despite the incredible differences that would affect their ability to be in disguise. sorry for that it's just something that's always confused me

I propose that in order to properly use the phrase "in disguise" the human we and the keeper world know as Fitz (or wonderboy if you're dex) is actually a machine. The real fitz, an unstable rat, is living in its head (where there is no brain) and piloting said machine to pass as a human and not a rat in a giant metal suit.

I do not know what inspired this idea in you but I have so many questions. Well I always do but rat!fitz just confuses me in a way I cannot describe but also I love it. I hope he enjoys his little rat days in machine fitz's cranial cavity.

#y'all #I found my own sock in this room #from over two years ago #my grandma is a hoarder so nothing ever gets thrown away #including a random sock #it looks like it was legit just picked up off the floor and set on the first available surface #and so it was right there for me to find two years later #well. i don't have the matching sock anymore #but maybe I will bring him home #but back to rat!fitz #what color is he?#would he like a grape?#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #quil's queries #mossy nonsie #kotlc-anon #fitz vacker

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nose-bandaid · 3 years

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n.i.t.e.

hi 👉👈 may i please request reader&wooseok + wooseok giving reader guitar lessons or maybe writing a song together? i love the idea of quiet nights in the studio, just being creative together and enjoying each other's company... it sounds really nice 😔

Wooseok x (gender neutral) Reader fluff | 1.7k words

synopsis: nights like these, where it was just the two of you chilling, making music together — you found them most enjoyable.

a/n: BAM another request done. for you anon !!! i hope you enjoy, this was very fun to write :D

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"Home at last," Wooseok sighed as he punched in the pin to his studio and pushed the door open. Trailing behind him, you looked around at the familiar room and quirked an eyebrow.

"You call this your home now? Not the dorms?"

He shrugged. "I practically live here, so it might as well be. But you know," He gently kicked the leg of the couch nearby. "I got my bed right here." He then lazily gestured to the setup of all the music equipment you could possibly imagine. "Entertainment right there," Lastly, he turned around and placed a heavy hand on the top of your head, his other hand reaching down to tug the bag of snacks out of your grasp. "And my kitchen right here!"

"You calling me a kitchen?" You retorted in mock offence.

Your boyfriend ignored the comment. "I'd say this is a pretty good home! So come in, come in, welcome to my humble abode."

"You're kitchen says thank you." You replied and he sent you a cheeky grin as you shut the door behind you.

While Wooseok took a seat and started up the computer, you headed over to the low coffee table next to the couch. Scattered on top of it was a mess of sheet music and stray lyric sheets, forgotten by the other members. Instinctively, you sat down and began to sort through the papers, allocating different piles for different categories to the best of your ability.

"How do you guys manage to work like this? Nothing's organized." You chastised when you recognized papers from eras ages ago.

"We don't." Wooseok laughed as he continued clicking away on his software. "Thanks for cleaning it up, the others will appreciate it."

"As long as you give me credit." You hummed.

It was a peaceful setting — the shuffling of the papers mixed with the quiet tune playing from Wooseok's speakers every so often. The dim lights from above and the drawn curtains gave a cozy feeling. This place was just for the two of you.

You enjoyed it very much, it wasn't often that you got to hang out like this; basking in each other's presence.

Your hand hesitated when your eye caught a familiar title on one of the sheets. Pulling it out from the pile, you realized it was guitar part for one of their songs — your favourite.

"Hey wait I really like this song!" You gasped and the other idly replied, too focused on the work in front of him.

"Wooseok." You tried again.

"Mhm?"

"Teach me how to play this song, I wanna play it."

That got his attention.

Getting up from his seat, he walked over and glanced at the papers in front of you. "Ah, a classic, everyone knows how to play this song."

"So you can teach me?"

He smiled as he grabbed the guitar from its stand. "Of course."

Wooseok started right away, teaching you about frets and chords and how to read the tablature in front of you and how to properly position your fingers and woah — that was a lot.

But it's okay because Wooseok is sitting behind you, guiding you through everything and you're slowly managing to read through the music.

"This is a bit harder than I thought it would be." The utterance of defeat fell off your lips before you could even register it.

"No, no you're doing just fine. How about you try it like this?" He reached over your shoulders to position your hands correctly on the fret. "Try strumming it now."

You gave the guitar a tentative strum and perked up when the chord came out much clearer than it did before.

"See?" Wooseok chuckled. "You're doing amazing baby, it just takes time. At the rate you're learning at, I'm gonna have to tell Yuto you'll be giving him a run for his money."

You hummed in response absentmindedly as you slowly but surely tried to memorize the fingering for the next chord. "I guess it's not that bad."

"Exactly! There's always tough obstacles that come in the way of making music, but once you get started, all you have to do is go with the flow and you'll get there eventually." He explained as he went back to his seat and dropped onto it with a soft huff. He proceeded to search through his drawers in search of something before pulling out a book and pen.

"Speaking of music, I want to write a song," Wooseok said a few minutes later, out of the blue. "Like right now. I feel determined."

"All in one go?" You asked and he nodded in agreement.

"So," He continued and tapped his pen onto the empty pages of his notebook. "Tell me, y/n. What's something you've been thinking about these days?"

"What have I been thinking about...?" You echoed, still focused on playing the song in front of you. There was a suspenseful pause as you recalled your thoughts from the past few days.

"You."

Wooseok stifled a laugh from behind his hand. "Seriously? Don't you think that's a bit of a cliché thing to write about?"

You stopped playing fully and rested your weight on the guitar. "Then there must be a good reason why it's so popular, right?"

"Touché. Let's get started on that idea then — praise me! Compliment me! Tell me why you love me!"

"Ah... for some reason I don't feel like writing about this topic now." You teased.

"HEY!"

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Hours later, the lyrics were done, the melody was drafted and ready for recording. You let Wooseok do most of the vocals for the demo, but he insisted you take part in some of it as well. Looking back on everything that happened, you were amazed to see how your determination allowed you to get so much work done.

"What should we title it?" Wooseok asked and you heard the sound of him saving the piece.

"That's a very good question, I don't usually like this part 'cause it always feels like it has to be perfect."

He pursed his lips as he thought, staring at the LED clock for inspiration. "What about NITE? As in like, N-I-T-E."

"N-I-T-E for Noodles In The Evening?" You joked, nodding towards the empty cup noodles sitting nearby along with discarded snack wrappers.

The boy burst out in laugher at your statement. "No, no, not for that."

You tilted your head curiously. For someone who didn't have a title in mind a few moments ago, it seemed like he had underlying intentions behind that name.

"I was thinking... Never Is There Enough." He proposed, eyes hesitant, but a hint of confidence in his voice.

"Never enough what?"

Wooseok made an odd noise in his throat as he made his way over to the couch that you were resting on and flopped his body onto yours. You took a deep breath, trying to adjust to his weight and he buried his face in the crook of your neck. Very faintly, you could feel his lips moving as he muttered something.

"Woo, never enough what?" You asked again, laughing lightly at his antics.

He lifted his head and stared at you with a newfound passion. "N-never is there enough of everything!" His voice died a little before continuing. "You know like... kisses."

Wooseok gave you a quick peck on the lips to prove his point.

"No matter how many times I kiss you, I feel like it's not enough to express how much I love you." He said in one breath. Even with the dim lighting of the room, you could tell he was blushing.

"And when I tell you that I love you thiiiiis much," he opened his arms as wide as he could, accidentally knocking his hand against the wall (and letting out a quiet ow). "Even though my arms are really long, I'd reach from here to the moon if I could."

"Okay—"

He continued rambling before you could fully reply. "There's also never enough time! I wish every night could be spent like this, just the two of us hanging out, but we're both busy so it rarely happens."

You faltered a little, no longer knowing how to respond to his sudden outburst.

"Sorry, that was a little overbearing, I'm just a little excited," Wooseok said sheepishly. "I really want this to be our song, you know?"

"I get that," You gently patted his head in reassurance. "I don't find it overwhelming, you were just too cute I needed a moment to register all of that."

"So you think the name is okay?"

You cupped his cheeks and pulled him in for another kiss.

"I think it's perfect, and you seem like it so much I don't think I can go against it."

You adored the glimmer in his eyes when he heard your reply.

"Though I think I still like Noodles In The Evening more... or Never Is There Enough noodles!" You added on and whispered a just kidding when his expression broke into a pout.

"Are you hungry again or something?"

You averted your gaze. "Maybe."

"Do you wanna order more food?" He asked.

You immediately perked up at the offer. "Seriously?"

"Always serious when it comes to food."

"What time is it?"

"Ehh..." He gave the innocent clock a disapproving look. "Late, but something's gonna be open so it's fine."

"Then I'm down," You said, sitting up and watching Wooseok reach over for his phone. As he searched for places to order from, you spoke up again.

"Hey, Wooseok?"

"Yeah?"

"Let's do this again sometime, it was nice."

A small smile tugged on his lips at your words. "Really? Even though we didn't do much?"

"Dude, of course! Any time spent with you is amazing and we pretty much have our own song already made," you said, leaning forward as Wooseok listened to you with full interest. "Let's make it our goal to have an album done then. An album special to just the two of us, how does that sound?"

The smile on his face was wide now. "That sounds amazing."

"You're amazing," You kissed him on the nose and he flushed.

"I think every time you kiss me, I suddenly gain the ability to write a new song about just how much I love you," Wooseok admitted, before pulling you into yet another kiss.

"If that's the case, our album will be done in no time."

#newskynet #kdiner #pentagon #wooseok #pentagon wooseok #jung wooseok #pentagon x reader #wooseok x reader #pentagon fluff #wooseok fluff #jung wooseok x reader #nose-bandaid

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sumire-bride · 3 years

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sumire and shuu's route (demo) maniac protologue

((this photo will change to sumire and shuu at some point :p))

scene is in rooftop

sumire- *sumire is humming she is sewing something*

... (...after the other day... i feel a bit dizzy.... mm... i feel tired as well... ever since father has sent me to this place i have been... getting these dreams more...)

(... i am not sure how to explain them but.. there getting even more unpleasant... that ended up causing me not sleeping...)

pwah...

*ding dong ding dong*

sumire- ... (...the bell rang... that means i must go to class... i feel so tired though... oh well.. i have to go or reiji-sama will be mad..)

*walk walk*

*scene is in classroom*

sumire- ... (...shuu-sama is not here again... haah... oh well.. this time i will not bother him... i feel to tired... i don't even want to move...)

pwah...

*scene is in school hallway*

sumire- ....pwah... (....when does this place called school end... hmm...)

*scene is outside school*

sumire- ...pwah... (...done.. thank the lord...)

laito- hmm..? hey bitch-chan what's up? you've been yawning and sighing all day today

sumire- ...mm..? yawning..?

laito- yeah, oh poor bitch-chan looks so sleepy could you perhaps he tired of hanging around my big brother? he must be such hard work for you

sumire- ...hardwork... oh no.. not at all...shuu-sama is very easy... pwah... i am just a bit sleepy is all... it might be because of the new sleep schedule is all...

reiji- you didn't seem this tired when you first started in fact you weren't really tired at all, it must be from hanging around that deadbeat to much he is starting to rub off on you..

quite literally i can smell him all over you..

sumire- ...smell..? (...well.. shuu-sama has bitten me twice so... that may as well be why...) it really is not a big deal.... do not worry...

reiji- honestly i don't worry much over weak humans but you hanging around him and enjoying it is worrying to me..

sumire- ...? (...why is reiji-sama worried...?) mm... oh look..! that thing that moves is here...!!

subaru- her attitude changed quickly..

laito- bitch-chan is so cute isn't she

shuu- ...

*scene is in dining room*

sumire- ....pwah...

ayato- still yawning? geez are you really that tired?

sumire- ...mhm....

(...but i do not want to sleep...)

reiji- good grief, after this go to bed.. remember your our food source do try and keep yourself healthy

sumire- ...mm...

shuu- ...

*scene is in bathroom*

sumire- ... (....the bath is warm... i feel like sleeping in the bath...) *sumire shakes her head* ... (...no do not sleep in the bath...)

haah...

*scene is in the hallway*

sumire- ...pwah.. (...i wonder where shuu-sama went.. i do hope he's not doing something bad.... for now i think i should leave him be...)

(...i really do not want to sleep... these dreams have just been getting very hard to deal with... and..-)

*TRIP*

sumire- ...!

*THUMB*

sumire- ...ow... (...must i keep tripping...? hm.. oh..)

of course...

shuu- ...ouch.. that hurt

sumire- ...shuu-sama please do not sleep on the floor...

shuu- ....

sumire- ...goodness... you can at best say sorry...

shuu- what's up with you..

sumire- ...hm..?

shuu- your trying to order me around now..? defiantly not like you at all, not that i focus on you to much but i know enough to know that you don't like ordering people around..

your acting bitchy today.. it's weird not really like you at all..

sumire- ....bitchy...? is that a compliment...?

shuu- did it sound like one?

sumire- ...i am not sure that is why i am asking you....

shuu- see..? there it is again.. bitchy attitude

sumire- ...? i do not understand what you are trying to say...

shuu- your acting all upset and grumpy over what seems to be nothing.. your answers are are shorter then how you respond with.. and your trying to order me around... your acting bitchy today.. it's annoying

sumire- ... (...am i being... rude...? oh no...)

...does this mean i have been... upset..?

shuu- how the hell am i supposed to tell you that.. i'm not you am i?

sumire- ...you are not... but.. do you know why i am upset...? i am not sure why i am upset...

shuu- ..it's a hassle to explain it to.. why not just figure it out

sumire- ...but i feel as though i do not have the energy to figure it out...

shuu- well i guess you got your answer.. your tired most likely

sumire- ...tired...?

shuu- mm.. this is why i don't bother staying up.. because i don't act all bitchy all the time.. also it's just a hassle to be awake

sumire- ...but.. i do not want to sleep...

shuu- then don't.. i really don't care just don't come near me if your gonne act like this.. it's annoying

pwah... i'm tired..

sumire- ... (...hm.. maybe if i sleep with shuu-sama then... i can have a normal sleep tonight...- or this morning.... maybe...)

hey shuu-sama...

shuu- ...what do you want now..?

sumire- ...can i sleep next to you on the floor..? maybe if i sleep with you then i can sleep properly... and not wake up like this thing called bitchy... i do not like being rude...

shuu- heeh.. you want to sleep next me? what a lewd thing to ask.. your a women asking a man to sleep with him

sumire- ... i am not lewd i am sumire... but is that a yes..?

shuu- be my guest.. i don't care, just don't be loud and disturb my sleep while your here..

sumire- i will not disturb shuu-sama...

*rustle rustle*

sumire- ... (...shuu-sama's shoulder is quite nice...) ..pwah... (...i feel even more tired...)

shuu- you do know this puts you in a vulnerable spot right..?

sumire- ..hm...?

shuu- your a female human.. i'm a male vampire do you not know how much of a weak spot your in right now..? i could do anything i want to you while your sleeping or even up

sumire- ...no i am not aware... but i trust shuu-sama... so i feel as though i can sleep next to him and not worry to much...

...and i like shuu-sama... in my eyes he seems dependable... so i do not think i have nothing to worry... about...

*sumire falls asleep*

shuu- ...

tch.. you are by far the dumbest women i have ever met.. honestly..-

ah.. i almost sounded like that guy for a minute.. haah.. you really are annoying though.. pwah.. geez..

monolog

i remember reading stories as a child of a prince

he woke up a princess by kissing her.. i always loved those stories

i hoped one day i could fall asleep and be awakened by a prince

but this man is no prince.. or he isn't a prince like the books

instead he pulls me into a slumber i feel as though i don't want to wake from

and he won't kiss me awake because he loves me..

he'll only kiss me because he feels like it.. and maybe to pull me into his depravity

--to be continued--

dark epliogue--maniac 1

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"Shh" he says quickly covering my mouth, i take a few deep breaths and calm down, then he moves his hand away.

"What are you doing here?" I ask shyly, trying to control my blushing. Levi doesn't reply, but he just looks at me, his eyes kind of have a sparkle in them. I'd never seen him like that, and the mild breeze from the open window blew his hair backwards a little bit making him look like he was the boy next door from a love film or maybe a romcom.

After a while I realised how much of a mess that my hair was in. My hair was in a messy bun but it had loads of curly strands hanging out of it, I quickly covered my face in embarrassment but Levi pulled my hands away.

"Why must to always be the one to see me looking like this" i moan jokingly, Levi doesn't respond, still, he just looks at me, while his hands are still holding onto my wrists.

"Captain? Are you okay?" I ask, Levi finally snaps out of it and laughs to himself.

"I came to say well done for today. You done great." He said bluntly.

"Thanks. You're an amazing soldier yourself. I can't wait to see your properly on the battle field- obviously not dying but-"

"Shut up fiona." He says cutting me over with a laugh, but then he stops, his face changes, and becomes a little disheartened.

"Levi? Are you okay? I saw your-"

"I'm fine. I lose people all the time." He says cutting me off again. But I could tell he was not fine. I also could tell he didn't want to talk about it. So I just did what normal people do and I hugged him.

I didn't expect him to hug me back but he did.

"Thank you" he mutters into my shoulder

"No worries Lev-sorry, Captain" i whisper back to him.

"It's okay." He replies, pulling away from me.

For a moment things are silent, and nobody is taking, it's just arms and Levi having deep eye contact.

"Fiona?" He says "why aren't you at dinner?"

"Couldn't you tell that I was sleeping. Before you woke me up." I say jokingly

"I didn't want you up? You were already awake." He said rolling his eyes.

"Still. You don't just hang off peoples beds waiting for them to wake up not expecting them to be scared when they see you" I say crossing my arms. Levi gives me a dirty look but I can tell he's only joking.

"I want you in my squad." Levi says randomly. I pause for a moment and then giggle

"Don't be silly. I'm just a filthy recruit aren't I-"

He cuts me off again, and not with his speech. He grabs me by my hair and pulls me to his face, our lips were so close, it was almost like he was going to kiss me, but he didn't. He just hovered his lips over mine. I wanted to kiss him so bad but I wasn't too sure if it was what he wanted so I just looked at his forehead while he kept me close. His eyes were closed. I could tell he was hurting and he just really needed someone.

Finally he looked up into my own eyes. Our lips are almost touching now.

"I want you." He says with no emotion. This time I didn't even try to control my blushing. Because now, even my BLUSH is blushing.

"L-l-Levi?" I say gently.

"I want you on my team." He adds, i smile at him before pulling away from him.

"If you say so." I say jokingly, Levi smiles at me awkwardly before leaving my bed. But just before he leaves he stares at me for a moment.

"You remind me so much of someone I used to know Fiona." He says bluntly, I look at him confusedly and smile.

"Is that a compliment or?.." I whisper

"Yes. She was my best friend." He says, he continues staring and then makes his way to the door. "Thank you." He adds and then he walks out.

I sat there in my room completely confused. I had never been that close to a male before. Especially a male as beautiful as him. And if I'm being completely honest, I'd never felt this way before, I pulled up my blankets and looked at my i legs. I thought I'd wet myself.

I felt a desire, a yearning for Levi. I wanted him. And I knew he wanted me. Well, maybe..

I smiled to myself gently before getting myself comfy in my bed again. All I could think about was Levi kissing me, and how his lips would feel.

I couldn't believe I was in his squad now too. Everything just felt all too surreal. How could a girl like me be able to get some one like him?

Times like this. I wish I had my mom so I could ask her. And it's not like I could ask anyone from the group. Sashas an idiot and way too loud, mikasa wouldn't get it because all she cares about is eren, eren is eren and only cares about killing titans and that's if- he even talks to me in the first place, jean is just mean. Conny is too childish and armin, Armin is just ... normal? Maybe I should talk to him. He's smart too, he'll understand how I feel. I just need to find him first.

I already knew everyone was in the dining quarters right now, so I jumped down from my bed, left the room and made my way to the quarters.

Just as I'm walking down the hallway a woman with brown messy hair, glasses and a lab coat on jumps out at me

"YOU!" She yells out.

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