#I need a reset

[hisoknen]

i’m gonna repurpose an old and make a k p*p alt pls look away

#fiya #angel miki eliza kye look away #you did this to me #i’m in shame but it has to happen i can’t write on hisoknen anymore my brains stuck #i need a reset #and i’m delulu #chan and yuta and joshua and mingyu and mingi and hongjoon need a home #and that home is my holes and the holes they can witht my full consent cut into my body and fuck and or crawl into

[glowinginstarlight]

i think making a blanket fort and not doing anything for several hours would fix me emotionally

#everything is Too Much #katie's chaos #i want snacks but that means People #if i could just like. enter a time warp and stop existing for a few hours that would be nice #i need a reset #ventish

[deadeyes-o0]

Never heard of this movie before 2 days ago...

Watched it 5 times already and about to watch it again!

😍🤔😶

#the nines #look for the nines #i need a reset

[souvlakiandcocaine]

I think I’m gonna stop using words like abuse, trauma, etc. they have just been so fried to death 4 me I can’t take them seriously n they bear no weight when I see them anymore 🤷‍♀️ I’m just gonna say what happened and be normal y’know

#my txt #I need a reset #trauma

[juselah]

i WILL spend some time next year in either paris or Spain or amsterdam SOMEWHERE🧘‍♀️🪽

#I need a reset

[quentinn11]

Every fucking day 

#overthinking #brain storms #sadnees #stress #loneliness #fear #anger #i need a reset #leave me alone

[howtobeamagicalgirl]

I don't have to go to work at all next week...... yayayayayay

#anntics #like don't get me wrong I love my job and I love my babies but #god. I have been a wreck this week #I need a reset

[litners-lending-library]

incredibly grumpy about having to take a Burnout Break™ bc i accidentally put too much pressure on all my hobbies to become Useful and so now i have to sit here and not Do anything (since engaging in hobbies is too close to Working atm) and. lemme tell ya. my brain feels so fuckin itchy rn

#i would go outside to get the wiggles out but its night and also pouring #anyone got tips on how to get back to making art for art's sake? #i need a reset

[fairycosmos]

need to take my nervous system out. give it a good clean. hang it out to dry on the washing line

#need to reset her. breathing exercises are the closest i will get

[userjoel]

THE LAST OF US — 1.01 tidbits,  joel+sarah ver.

#the last of us #joel miller #sarah miller #hbo the last of us #tlouhboedit #pedro pascal #nico parker #ppascaledit #dailyflicks #tvedit #userallisyn #tusercora #userconstance #tusernicky #* #tlou spoilers #this is becoming an illness #anw i need the joel arm flex polaroid YESTERDAY #sarah+butterflies... #b/c her death is the butterfly effect that reset joel's entire life trajectory???? #idk idk

[housecow]

so. covid happened and i never saw some people from high school again. i have this dream of being unrecognizable..

like. we run into each other at the local grocery store, which is normal. i’m using one of those scooters and spilling off either side, fat wobbling as we wind through each aisle. i struggle reaching to fill the cart with my food so my feeder does it for me, even though he does like to see me move a swollen, jiggling arm out to grab another box of brownie mix (“we haven’t tried this one in a shake!”). we hit a drive thru before so i have a 32oz milkshake in the other hand, of course

my friend tries not to look at the fatass rolling by. the cart makes a noticeable noise and it takes up an awful lot of room—but i say “oh my gosh, is that you?” and then we make eye contact

they’re a little horrified, and it’s amazing. eyes widened noticeably, a sharp intake of breath, maybe even something like an “oh!” or “jesus!” but they school their expression quickly and we exchange pleasantries, asking about each other’s life. i pretend not to notice the double take at my size

i tell them i graduated with my bachelors and then met him, my feeder (though i don’t announce exactly that, it’s very obvious). i was in a phd program and doing well, but, lol, he knocked me up. we don’t mention it, but i was getting pretty fat by this point and having his kids was the perfect excuse to put everything else away. i promised myself i’d go back but life happens! my friend totally gets it, or that’s what they say at least.

the first were twins and when i mention that, my feeder’s hand, laid on my shoulder, tenses and squeezes the soft fat there. he promised to do that again last night, though this time his goal is to get me bed bound.

i take a sip from the shake before we continue talking and my old friend is probably wondering how far gone someone has to be to have a milkshake at 10am. but they’re still pleasant and by the time we move on they’re shell shocked. at the enabling, at the changes in less than 10 years, and for just how far gone he’s made me

#hmmm #i need to write more for this later #forgot to do nyt connections and it reset i think :(( #got the worldle in only 3 guesses tho >:3 #there’s so much more to be said here #10 yr reunion fantasies next #talk #wg text #feedism. #feeder/feedee

[claitea]

volo doodle for luck when his banner drops later

#pokemon #pokemon legends arceus #pla #pokemon volo #volo #togepi #clai's art #i want him SOOOO BAD PLEASE COME HOME FAST #but not too fast. i cant spend all my luck on him i need some left over for barry and potentially jacq #i love when volo is depicted holding his togepi like a little baby its so cute #yeah this guy wants to reset the world and mold it to his image and ideals but also. he loves his little egg son :)

[keikakudom]

dressing down

#sketch #au: reset resort #i think i need to give him a pedicure #aka give his hands/nails the same treatment i gave his heels/legs #not sure how i feel about the antenna #or the hat #vox

[moeblob]

What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?

#fe warriors three hopes #mercedes von martritz #miklan anschutz gautier #we really only need to clarify this is STRICTLY warriors miklan and i think ive already condemned myself but i accept it #i am very sorry but the person i usually would talk to about rare pairs has been a bit busy so i couldnt go to them to get it out that way #so art is the only way i have you have to understand its not my fault (its my fault) #did you guys know i reset the azure gleam map three times before googling the chapter where he dies to try and save him #no i dont think he deserves to be pardoned for what hes done but i liked that w3h gave him a small chance to be better FOR HIMSELF #no i dont think he should simply be forgiven for everything he did but i do like that he was given humanity and how #he was still not a good guy but damn you guys i think about that npc sometimes #who says that they admired him becoming something despite being a criminal bc if miklan can do it whats stopping them from being better ? #like that npc stuck with me a while ok #just ......... there are a lot of thoughts here that i dont think many of you care to read even in tags so ill stop now #i will say the canvas is saved as speed run to cancellation lesgo

[omaano]

Big Blue joins The Mandalorian Meets Hades Project!

#I was sitting on that dialogue for a week orz don't judge me here. their love language is insults #in my defence I forgot how to draw in the past weeks and needed to fuss with this a little to reset my brain #paz vizsla #dinpaz #pazdin #the mandalorian #the mandalorian fanart #hades au #din djarin #my art #I'm actively thinking about what trinkets to assign to Paz but if I don't post it now I never will #I figured Paz would be great in the Asterius role in-game even if he has more of a theseus like shit talking kind of vibe lol XD #Like make it a Din and Grogu vs Paz and Ragnar kind of battle #where Grogu can eventually three-shot the other kid but if Din so much as brushes past Ragnar he automatically instant loses #and will have to crawl back to beg for forgiveness #I didn't have it in me to draw out a pocket Paz next to pocket Din in the bg #and I don't trust myself any to make it to the arena in hades rn either XD I haven't booted up the game in months #so I had to rely on background screenshots from when I started this project lol #just enjoy how absolutely bit and massive Paz is okay? I can fret with my perfectionism in peace over here XD #never drawing that minigun again NEVER #next one should be Bo-Katan and co as the furies because I really want to draw up Axe and Koska as well #you know whenever I'll have some free time like in July XD #I'll save my very specific Hungarian issues with the Vizsla name because I'm too tired to type out all that rant here lol #BUT WHY IS IT WRITTEN WITH A “ZS” WHEN ABSOLUTELY NOBODY CAN PRONOUNCE IT RIGHT???? #just write it with a Z or an S and let me have my peace please this is driving me up the wall every single time I think about it #why name the House/Clan after a hungarian dog breed when then nobody bothers to pronounce that ZS right?? #it's not like anyone would know that you're dropping a letter there whatthehell why #you're robbing me of precious hours of sleep here every second week #*cough* okay maybe you are not spared from my rant oops

[why-the-heck-not]

19.09.23, tuesday

tired !! but nOT SLEEPY damnit

things done today:

2h lecture

4h of coding

#but i should be sleepy bc it’s 8pm and i’m trying to go to sleep early #but I also would need an evening walk to reset my brain I think #but im tired #but if I won’t go I might not be able to rly sleep too well #but !! i am !! tireddd !! #and i dont want to go !!!!! #studyblr #bookblr #booklr #aesthetic #books #study #reading #read #book #studyspo #dark academia #september 2023 #2023