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tojifile · 7 months

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Dazai Osamu: The Protector

Pt. 3 “Did you miss me, mistress?”

Genre: Romance & fluff // PM!Dazai x f!reader

⚠️: SEVERE adolescence romance

A/N: SOMEONE MENTIONED ME AS ONE OF THEIR FAV FANFIC WRITERS AND I NEED TO KNOW WHO IT WAS // Sorry for being super inactive. I’ve been trying to write so many stories (they’re all in my drafts and they’re all about Dazai). I wanted to write something about Dazai’s death but I also wanted to continue “The Protector” AKA my favorite series ever. I daydream about the plot everyday (like a normal person). To get to the point, I will be extremely inactive and will only be posting “The Protector” and maybe do a few requests. This has been sitting in my drafts for days and this is your typical teenage romance. For comparison, I started this around August 11, and others that I started July 💀💀 (Lastly, don’t mind me using ADA!Dazai for the pictures, he’s just so cute and I totally didn’t run out of PM!Dazai icons), This is now September me !! DAZAI IS ALIVE WOOOO

Inspo: Dangerously Yours The Highwayman & lines from Masquerade

Links: Masterlist … will be making a new masterlist

“Oh mistress.. you’re burning up..” Dazai spoke in a soft voice as he touched your forehead gently with the back of his palm. His touch was gentle and calculated, as was his voice.

It had been a day since you’ve been rained on and now you were sick. Thankfully, Dazai is well, he didn’t seem to be ill at all. Your father was worried about you but due to some flight restrictions he couldn’t come home as early as he wanted to. As it turned out there was a typhoon and your father couldn’t leave at all.

In the few days you’ve known Dazai he was always kind to you. The aura he gave off left you infatuated. Maybe it was because you’ve been sheltered, maybe because he was young and so were you, or maybe because you’ve seen him in a thousand plays, read him in as many books. When you heard the most beautiful piece of music you thought he’d like that. Once, you saw a beautiful couple strolling and knew that’s how you’d be with him.

Your mind was full of him and you couldn’t understand why. “Mistress..” his voice snapped you out of your thoughts as he whispered gently. You looked at him with a gentle gaze to signal that you were listening, “I’d have to leave you for a few hours today, for an important meeting. A doctor and two men from the mafia, directly under Hirotsu-san will take care of you while I’m gone.”

Dazai spoke in a soft and caring voice. He wanted to make sure that you would be okay. His words made you frown slightly which made him smile. To him, you looked adorable. He chuckled quietly then added, “It’ll only be for a few hours mistress, you’ll barely notice that I’m gone.” You didn’t want to hear it, you were being petty and childish yet he didn’t mind.

“Mistress, please speak to me..” he pleaded in a soft voice as he got closer to you. Your heard was turned away from him, you were acting in a paltry manner, “Please mistress, I have to be at that meeting, I wouldn’t want to go without speaking to you..” he quietly added as you continued to ignore him. He lifted your hand gently and kissed the back of your palm with his rough lips.

He frowned when you only responded with a nod. It seemed like he hadn’t gotten the reaction that he wanted. Dazai then gently placed your hand back to your side and looked at you, as if pondering something intricate. In actuality he was just thinking of you. He only thought of how gently you laid and how soft you looked with your head slightly sinking onto the pillow.

As the doctor and bodyguards arrived and went up to your room Dazai checked the time on the beautifully decorated wall clock on top of the door frame—too bad that the clock showed that it was time for him to leave. Dazai left with a frown, deep down he found your antics amusing but a part of him yearned for your attention and reassurance. Now that he left you were stuck with a room full of people you didn’t know.

His meeting went on for hours. You didn’t know how long you could stay under the careful supervision of these three unfamiliar faces. The doctor checked up on your symptoms and progress while the bodyguards stood silently next to your bed. You missed Dazai.

“Did you miss me mistress?” His words woke you up from the trance you were in, due to your various thoughts of when he’ll be back, finally—he came.

Dazai was holding a bouquet of your favorite flowers wjth a wide smile on his usually, cold face, “I saw you looking at them through the window of the flower shop when we were in town for your birthday, mistress.” He spoke fondly as if he thought of you and your happiness dearly.

The doctor and the bodyguards were then dismissed by Dazai. He carefully put the flowers into a vase and poured just the right amount of water in, making sure they’ll be preserved and beautiful even if they would wilt in a few days. His actions made the butterflies in your stomach rampage. “Thank- Thank you, Dazai-kun,” you spoke softly as you looked over at the flowers, sitting peacefully in the vase.

“You’re welcome mistress,” he replied, “Well then, shouldn’t you answer my question, mistress? Did you miss me?” He repeated. You looked away and nodded gently in response to his question. He made you feel safe and frightened all at the same time. A huge wave of emotions drowned you every time he was near, you didn’t know if you were on top of the world or 6ft under.

He smiled softly at your answer. You’ve only known each other for four days yet it felt like four decades. Maybe it was the fact that you were shut off from the outside world for most of your life. It could also be the fact that you haven’t received such affection from a man.

But it also could be the way he looks at you. The way he listens to you intently. How he always keeps you safe even more so than your past bodyguards did. Although, it could just be the fact that he’s from the mafia. That he just wanted to keep his job. Your heart shattered as you thought deeply about every interaction and how superficial it was.

Dazai soon began to notice that you were deep in thought. He decided to stay by your bedside as he looked at you fondly. As if you were a rare sight, one that could only be seen once in a lifetime. His attraction to you was more than superficial. It could’ve also been the fact that he had never received such innocent affection from his peers nor those in authority.

Being by your side helped him escape the cruel world he truly lived in. Is this what falling in love feels like? Maybe near enough. He kept telling himself to snap out of it, “An executive of the Port Mafia? In love with the daughter of a wealthy and powerful ally? Pathetic.” He told himself. Dazai’s true purpose held him back.

Scheduled post: 09/30/23 18:00PM GMT+8 Philippine Standard Time

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ghastlyfilters · 1 year

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BETRAYAL !

— “AND I HELD YOUR HAND THROUGH ALL OF THESE YEARS, BUT YOU STILL HAVE.. ALL OF ME.”

pairing; billy loomis x fem!reader

summary; what if your biggest betrayal was by someone you’d held the hand of for so many years? billy loomis was supposed to be a pleasant never ending dream, not a soon to be distant memory turned into your one, true nightmare. (reader is replacing the role of sidney)

author’s note: HI. (i was half asleep whilst writing this and found it in my drafts. fuck knows where i was going with it. after reading it, i’m gonna guess it’s something about the whole ‘betrayal’ thing and the reader not knowing the darker truth behind billy’s motive if he is actually the killer? little does she know lmao. but anyway, take this whilst i go finish some requests and write other content. more reqs are open as always. even when i’m busy, i like writing requests here and there. or i’ll leave them for a bit and come back to em! enjoy this fic that i honestly don’t know why my half asleep self wrote💀)

PLEASE DON’T READ IF MENTIONS OF BETRAYAL, DEATH, OR ANYTHING HORROR RELATED AFFECTS YOU!!

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

A shiver ran down your spine as flashbacks of hearing about the deaths of Casey Becker and Steve Orth came creeping back into your head. Had the killer intended for you to be next? Or were you just another random teen fit into this psycho’s cruel joke.

Everything was happening all too fast. Yes, you were now sat in Woodsboro police station after being taken in for your own safety. But did you truly feel safe?

No.

“Y/n?” A voice called out.

“Y/n??”

You quickly snapped out of your unpleasant thoughts, looking up to see Deputy Riley standing over you, holding out a small cup of water.

“Thanks, Dewey.” You whispered with a weak smile, accepting the water and placing it down beside you.

Dewey let out a small sigh as he put a hand on your shoulder. “Try not to overthink things, hm? We’ll have this all sorted out soon enough.”

You ran a hand through your hair, wincing at the sickly feeling you had in the pit of your stomach. You’d been incredibly nauseous ever since you arrived at the station. No wonder. You were probably still in shock after the events of tonight.

“Y/n, please. If you stress you’ll just make yourself even more shaken up than you clearly already are. Do you want me to get the nurse to check you over again?” Dewey asked.

“No, it’s alright. I’ll be fine.”

Dewey gave you a small pat on the back as he cleared his throat, slowly beginning to walk away.

“I’ll take you and Tatum home soon, kay?” He said, turning around one last time before heading back over to Sheriff Burk.

You resumed to wandering back into deep thought. Yeah, you were shaken up from the whole ‘killer’ part of tonight, but that wasn’t what hurt most.

Billy.

His name was beginning to feel like a distant memory, waiting for you to finally let go of.

‘Expect the unexpected,’ Most would say. But had you really imagined the one whom you thought you could trust the most would dare to hurt you?

Never.

After fighting for your life as the suspected killer tried to make it come to a brutal and bloody ending, Billy came out of nowhere, sneakily checking up on you every night as he had done for the past two years.

His timing was off. Way, WAY too off.

But the minute that damn phone fell out his pocket, you felt your heart stop immediately.

One hour ago, 34 Elm Street:

He was after you.

He was after YOU.

You yelped as Woodboro’s newly, anonymous killer made his move on you. He viciously kicked you to the floor with his large black boots, ready to gut you any second now.

Struggling, you desperately tried to pick yourself up, but it was no use. The killer grabbed a fistful of your hair, bashing your head against the laminate.

All you could think about was your upcoming cruel ending. How you were not going to see the ones you loved ever so dearly again. Tatum would never get to have late night movie sleepovers with you, Stu wouldn’t be able to make you giggle with his constant cheesiness, Randy and his little sister couldn’t ever see that bright smile of yours again whenever you’d go over to their house, and Billy, oh, Billy..

Your Billy.

You’d never get the chance to hear that soft voice of his ever again, almost as light as feathers themselves. The feeling of his undying love would soon be nothing. All the blissful memories you once shared were about to be over. Forever.

Finally, the monster behind the mask raised his sharp blade above you, ready to finish you off once and for all.

You quickly pushed him off you, sending the killer flying to the wall. Adrenaline had began to kick in. You couldn’t just be so defenceless and let him end you like that! You HAD to see your loved ones again. And you made sure this fucker wouldn’t prevent you from doing that anytime soon.

Quickly scrambling to the front door, you rattled the chain only to find it locked. Fuck. He could easily get back up in time whilst you tried to fix the lock. It wasn’t worth it.

Without hesitation, the killer got back up once again, launching himself at you. You ducked under him as he had clumsily managed to get his Buck 120 knife stuck in the door.

You headed for the stairs but knew he was hot on your heels. It didn’t take long for you to reach your bedroom, running over to the phone beside your bed desperately trying to dial 911.

“Shit!” You cursed. That bastard was still on the other end of the line.

Your only option was to contact them through the shitty computer you’d had for years now. The thing was slow, but you hoped it would be fast enough for you to alarm the police in time.

You whipped your head around only to see that the masked murderer was.. gone?

Before you could even stop and think for a moment, Billy rushed up to your window, climbing into the room. Oh dear god, it was like your prayers had finally been answered.

“Billy!” You breathed deeply, rushing towards him as if you were a small, frightened animal looking for your mother.

“I heard screaming,” Billy panicked. “The door’s locked. You all right?”

He watched you struggle to breathe properly out of pure fear. Fast, uneasy breaths. You clung to him, not letting go. Your sharp nails digging into his back. Not that he was bothered, that is.

“The killer’s here. He’s in the house! He’s in the house, he’s got a knife!” You cried, breathing in Billy’s cologne and masculine scent.

“He’s gone.” Billy said with a faint whisper, shushing you as you whimpered in his ear. “He’s gone, it’s alright.”

You were safe. You were in Billy’s arms for crying out loud! Everything was going to be fine.

A crash was heard as something had fallen out of your lover’s pocket, heading straight to the floor. You slowly turned your head around, staring directly at the item that had fell.

The phone.

You felt your throat close as it gave you that sickening, nauseating tingle you’d always hated. Your heartbeat became slower and slower. All you could do was stay in Billy’s arms, frozen out of fear before realisation truly hit.

Billy could feel the difference in your bodily functions, and cocked his head as you looked at him in horror, backing away.

“What?” He asked, his tone concerned.

You stared at your lover with pure disgust. Watching as he grew more and more confused. Your mind and mouth did not respond to his series of questions, demanding to know what was wrong and why you were looking at him with such terror.

Everything appeared to soon be ignored as you were only focused on one thing and one thing only.

Betrayal.

Your heart rate finally picked back up again, causing you to run out of the room. Billy followed behind, but you didn’t care. It wasn’t now until he realised you weren’t just running away, you were running away from HIM.

“Whoa, whoa, wait, wait! Wait, Y/n, wait!” Billy yelled, now full on going after you to get his answer.

You managed to get halfway down the stairs before he stopped chasing you, you could hear him screaming for you at the top of the staircase, leaning heavily onto the banister.

“Wait, wait, wait, WAIT! What’s going on?”

Your heart was in your throat whilst you could not believe what was happening right now. Too much, too soon.

“Y/n, come back!” He shrieked.

“Y/N!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Now, Woodsboro Police Station:

Tears welled up in your eyes as those dark memories of tonight replayed, ones that would never quite leave your head.

“Y/n!” The same voice from your flashback called.

You looked up, slightly wincing at who you saw through the window of Sheriff Burk’s office.

Him.

Billy stared intensely at you from afar through the glass, his eyes filled with nothing but anger and never ending thoughts of confusion.

Yet, something else hid behind those eyes. A dark type of mystery you weren’t ready to know yet.

It was as if your lover felt the same feeling of betrayal you were experiencing yourself. But not betrayal because you’d suspected it was him trying to kill you, something else that was far different. Something worse.

I mean, you hadn’t did anything, right? It was Billy who had made himself look as guilty as he did. Far too suspicious for anyone to believe for the time being. Yet, his aura practically told you he showed no signs of guilt..

You began to sweat nervously as he continued to stare. What if, it truly had nothing to do with Billy? Had timing been your saviour tonight? Was he innocent enough to prove he had only arrived to your house to see you again?

A darker truth lay untold for now. The feeling of betrayal was mutual, but something else just told one a devious message about the other.

Something was coming.

Something, bad.

Something that in reality, was already here..

#scream #billy loomis #billy loomis x female reader #fem reader #scream 1996 #skeet ulrich #angst #scream angst #ghostface #billy loomis fic #tatum riley #stu macher #dewey riley #deputy dewey #randy meeks #reqs open #billy loomis x reader

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ayustuff · 2 years

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▶A/N: THANKS AND My drafts crashed😹 I'm so thankful that i ss it(😢💀) (Request: @book-oholic )

Pairings: K. Bakugo x GN!Reader

Genre: Fluff, Comfort, Angst & Sfw

▶Pro Hero A.U., this is kinda long?¿ fanfic.

Y/N/N = Your nickname

I did not re-read this!!❣

You woke up in your shared bedroom. You opened your eyes finding Katsuki but he isn't there. You think his making breakfast so you go to the kitchen and there he is.

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“Good morning 'tsuki~” You put your arms around his waist hugging him. “Mornin'”He said putting the food on the plate. “Any plans for today?” “Mhmm... Just usual go to the agency, fight villains, eat and... return home. Why?” “Nothing, Heh.” You said not wanting to sound sad. “Okay lets eat.” You thought that maybe his just playing around and surprise you instead.

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After eating he left the house. You normally take day offs when theres anniversary or emergencies, so your here in the house alone.

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After a while you started cooking dinner and decorating the table. You finished its 7:13pm, he still wasn't showing up. You thought maybe he'll comeback at the usual time which is ‘8:20’. Time passed its ‘8:23’ he still wasn't home. Fourty five minutes passed he wasn't home. You grew more and more sad, angry and worried. You thought if he actually forgot about your anniversary.

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You found yourself thinking scenerios about him as hours minutes pass.

‘What if he got some injuries right now?...’

‘What if he forgot about the anniversary?’

‘What if Katsuki is seeing someone else...’

‘What if-’

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Your on the couch staring at the tv even tho its in off. You checked the time its 9:52. Your stomach is grumbling you decided to eat, forgetting about how Katsuki seems to forgot about your anniversary.

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Hours passed its 10:38 the door opened, you take a look at him. He spotted you waiting at the couch, “Why are you still up?” “Katsuki,” “Mhm?” he said taking his boots and gauntlets off.

“Did you forgot about our... dinner?”

“No?” Giving you a questioning look.

“Why didn't you come back to home early then?” You stand up crossing your arms in your chest.

“Look, you know I have hero duty” He put his boots and gauntlets aside.

You grew pissed and the angerness taking over your sadness. “AND YOUR HERO DUTY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN OUR DINNER!?” Now your fist is on your sides.

“ITS JUST A FUCKING DINNER! LIVES ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR CLINGY ASS!” He argued, angrily opening the fridge for water.

“ITS NOT JUST A FUCKING DINNER KATSUKI ITS OUR ANNIVERSARY! YOU CAN ATLEAST STILL COME HOME AT DINNER TIME AND SAVE PEOPLE, THE WORLD WONT DESTROY IF YOU HAVE A FEW HOUR BREAK! BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU LITERALLY FORGOT ABOUT OUR ANNIVERSARY!” You yelled back at him, tears falling on your eyes and running to go to your ―shared― bedroom. The words make his heart sink. As he run to you, “Wait Y/N-” he tried to grab your wrist but you slap it. “J-just let me sleep, I-im tired...” you slammed the door in his face.

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You layed on the bed you stared at the ceiling as you heard Bakugo saying sorry's, him wanting you you to open the door and talk this out, and more apologies but you ignored them too furious and tired that he forgot your ―you both's― anniversary. Afew minutes later Bakugo stops at his apologies thinking you fell asleep already.

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When you woke up, remembering what happened yesterday so you decided teach him a lesson. You go to the kitchen to have breakfast, you see him already sitting at the chair. He cooked with your favourite meal. You sit at one of the chairs opposite on him, not taking a glance at him. You eat. “Y/N...” he said staring at you. You ignored him and finishing your food. “Im really sorry for forgetting our anniversary, I promise I'll make it up to you I'll take a week break” You stand up and go to the bed to take a shower, he stared at you following your gaze. As he heard the click sound when you shut the door he woke up from his dreams ―thoughts―.

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You change and ready to go to work. At the living room you see him at the couch watching tv. He heard your foot steps. Your close to the door. He turned his head around to look at you, “Babe, where you goin'?” he asked. You stopped, your hand on the door knob.

“To work, isn't obvious?” You replied not taking a glance at him. “Babe, can you take a-” you leaved shutting the door. “break...” He sighed.

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‘Looks like im not gonna have the forgiveness easily...’ He groans. “fuck...”

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2 ½ hours later Bakugo texted you.

Baby Y/N/N

Katsu: Hey baby 10:06

Baby Y/N/N: hi 10:08

Katsu: Am going to your office for lauch since you forgot your launch :) 10:08

Baby Y/N/N: Oh, its fine I'll just go buy one in the cafeteria. 10:09

Katsu: But you said you don't like the food there? 10:09

Baby Y/N/N: I was lying 10:12

Katsu: Huh read

ㅤㅤㅤㅤ

Bakugo's face softened and his now more regreting everything he said―everything he did―.

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9:26 pm you got home, he already swept the floor and cooked. “Hey baby, how's work?” he's the couch. ―this scene reminds you of yesterday but its the opposite now― “Usual.” you said taking off your shoes. “Mhm.” he nodds. You made your way to the bathroom. “Your not gonna eat first?” He said. “No I already ate dinner at work.” You closed the bathroom door. ‘Oh.’ he thought. He sighs returning to watch at the tv again.

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After taking a bath and changing, Bakugo is on the bed laying. You layed beside him but not really facing him. He tried to kiss your shoulders but you doged it by laying flat, your back facing the bed. He stops his trying and just sleep.

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As usual his the one to wake up first at mornings, he admired your face as the sunlight hits you. You stirred, your back now facing his face. He sighs, he wants to cuddle with you but a punishment is a punishment.

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The day went sad and dry, the two of you wanting eachother but you still want to finish the punishment―lesson― to make him really guilty about it.

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Two more days passed it continue like that. You became more soften when he murmurs apologies at mornings, he also had nightmares about you leaving him you heard him saying more apologies. So this night you decided you finally forgive him.

His laying on the bed, facing the wall with heavy lidded eyes. You close the door laying beside him. Hugging him at the back, he frozed for few seconds. He turned looking at you confusedly but missing your touch. He hugged back and kissed your forehead.

“Im so sorry for shouting at you and not remembering our anniversary...” You hug him more tightly.

“Me too, Katsuki I'm sorry for making you feel more lonelier-” He cuts you, “You shouldn't feel sorry it's my fault.”

You two then cuddled to sleep both tired and happy that you two are now back to usual loving couple.

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kxjbr · 1 year

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Love You┆Kodai Tatta x GN! Reader

Requested by: me myself and I

Characters: Y/N, Tatta

Summary: You got a fever and Tatta takes care of you in the real world.

Word count: 483

PURE FLUFF

Masterlist┆Queue┆Guidelines

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You woke up in a sweat, Tatta was no where to be found in your shared room. You took your phone and checked the time. it was 10:31 am, you figured he was at work by this time. You weren’t feeling that well, you could barely get out of bed. You texted Tatta saying you weren’t feeling well and will stay home.

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You took a bath

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I had just gotten out of the shower and is all dressed up, you heard a noise of keys unlocking a door. You figured it was Tatta and just took your phone as you checked the time (again 💀). It was 11, you were still so tired and lost in your own thoughts and didn't even notice Tatta entering the room. “Hi there my love, are you feeling okay?” He asked, in a rather soft tone. “I guess” You said, before coughing. -------- Timeskip -------- He checked your temperature and went out again, you decided to just rest a bit while you wait for him. You slowly closed your eyes and took a nap.

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DREAM WORLD

(omori reference real)

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You woke up in the middle of the forest, wind blowing your hair. It was nice. You got up, you felt something weird. You realized you were no longer sick for some reason. You walked around looking for people but come across a small house. It was your house. You opened the door and walked on in it was clean and neat, you almost thought it wasn’t your house. You went to your shared room and saw Tatta getting ready for work. You called out to him, you thought he didn’t notice you. So, you called out to him again, but he just can’t seem to notice! You kept calling out to him till the ground broke and something pulled you under.

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You woke up screaming. You started feeling nauseous, almost felt like you were going to throw up. You heard footsteps running towards your shared room. The footsteps stopped and you looked at the door, it was Tatta. “What happened?! Are you okay?!” He exclaimed, worried. You could barely say anything from the shock, all you did was let out a noise. Tatta sighed and gave you some warm soup. “Here, eat this, I made it just for you” he said, with a soft smile. You ate it, it was nice. It warmed your already warm body.

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After finishing it

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You whined when he had to to clean the soup bown but Tatta insisted you should rest. He got up but you pulled him down and cuddled him while he was on top of your body. You two stayed like that for awhile, whispering sweet nothings into eachother’s ears. “Love you” Tatta says, blushing hard. “I love you too.” you say, giggling. You had a nice time with him.

◈The End

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I JUST HAD TO FINISH THISSSS!! ITS BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR A MONTH 😭

Anyways tags:

@tattasgf

#tatta #kodai tatta #tatta kodai #tatta x reader #x reader #fanfic #fanfiction #aib #alice in borderland #alice in boderland x reader #aliceinborderland #pure fluff #fluff

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shoyoackerman · 2 months

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Can I ask your top 10 fav fics ever (from any fandom, if you don't mind)?

Also, just curious, is there a story behind your name "shoyoackerman "?

Damnnn thats a good question, theirs so many I love!! But lemme list em and link them for everyone if you wanna check them out <3

1. Haikyuu — A Sage of Love and Legend; Loved this series so much!! The fact it has some of my favourite tropes plus fantasy au!? Sign me the fck up. I loved it so much, i like read it all within a couple days 😭. It also 100% inspired me to write my own haikyuu fic which is just sitting in my drafts since like 2020 💀 but definitely favourite story

2. Haikyuu — but for me, there is a storm; god such a beautiful fic. I love haikyuu and i love pacific rim. Together? BEAUTIFUL SHIT. Loved it so much, can only wish there was more.

3. My Hero Academia — A Study In Deceit; I love literally everything by mentallypapaya, my favourite mha fic on ao3. Their shit is the funniest ever and this is one of their amazing aizng works. Especially since it’s like a sort of au of Sherlock. Definitely one of my favs and i love every update it gets!!

4. My Hero Academia — blackugou widow; PEOPLE NEED TO DO MORE REINCARNATION FICS FOR ME. I adore this concept, the writing and everything about this! Espeically since it’s my favorite characters bakugou and natasha <3

5. The Witcher (all media types) — Rue and daisies, hand in hand; im such a sucker for jaskier angst. This is one of the many that i have saved in my bookmarks 🫶🏽

6. Kuroko’s Basketball — Kiseki no Sedai of Mahoutokoro; KNB AND HARRY POTTER? I love it, i love it. Can’t get enough.

7. Kuroko’s Basketball — Of Unlikely Friendships, Sneaky Bets, Shogi and Sake; I NEED MORE HANAMIYA AND KUROKO. They are my favourite duo. I want more of them together please

8. Kuroko’s Basketball — When Opposites Attract; Hanamiya and Kuroko. Need i say more? Plus the gom and kuroko angst? Even better.

9. SK8 the Infinity — Sanctuary Series; a sucker for found family and sk8 infinity fills that hole inside of me. This gives me exactly what i need

10. My Hero Academia — Ignite; i love this series, because i love bakugou, miruko and hawks interacting. My favorite trio, its always written so chaotic and I love it. Please i need more to saite me.

My top tens! Love these all so, so much. I love going back and re-reading them or waiting for the next updates. Honestly theirs a lot more, but these are close to my heart 🩵 i hope you check em out!

As for my username, i made it around the end of 2019? I was really, REALLY, into Haikyuu and Attack on Titan at the time. So i had my two favourite characters name together, Shoyo and Levi. Which is how i had the name, it’s stuck for the last few years. I did think of changing it but i love it lots.

#ao3. shoyoackerman #ao3 recs #haikyuu #my hero acedamia #boko no hero academia #the witcher #kuroko no basquet #kuroko’s basketball #sk8 the infinity #love these fandoms all so much <3

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theresa-of-liechtenstein · 2 months

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the deluge outside took one hell of a toll on our attendance today but that didn’t stop the unhinged moments

tita conductor took attendance, noted the absolutely ragged and worn woodwinds section, the lack of celli, and the absence of associate principal viola before looking at us and saying “but we have our Robust seconds” and grinning. we all gazed weakly and limply back at her

both the orchestra and conductor sightread two new movements of the modern piece which was. Chaotic. to say the least. there are a LOT of sudden time and key signature changes to keep track of and since the parts are still drafts yet, they’re printed very small and here and there are a few mistakes (notably, one today where the measure looked to be in 2/4 but was marked 3/2 which i desperately attempted to make sense for several seconds before a flute asked if it was an error)

“ the old man is a bassoon” -tita conductor, trying very hard to explain the composer’s Vision (he was not in attendance)

associate concertmaster is getting on my fucking nerves. he could not hold himself back from complaining every rest about how hard it was to sightread and yet still found time to step outside and take a call without asking to be excused? i was genuinely so tired of him and i didn’t have associate principal viola to keep me in check via sidelong glances so there were so many times where i almost mouthed off back at him because of how frustrating it was having to sit next to him. which isn’t an excuse but

at one point i actually said ‘well, life is hard,’ after he was complaining how a meter change was hard and instantly regretted it because (1) i sound like my mom and (2) i should be more mature than stooping to that kid’s level and (3) tita conductor has enough on her hands not to deal with someone else mouthing off in the front stands

one thing i managed to keep myself from saying was ‘it’s harder living in the philippines’ because apparently, something about this kid activates the My Immigrant Mom gene in me i guess 💀

principal viola: we have an A written at rehearsal H which is impossible to play

tita conductor: ………. (sotto voce) Shit. that’s out of range

“it’s just—it’s hot down there, so—it’s hot. it’s just hot” -tita conductor, again trying to explain the composer’s Vision

“i love saying ‘Off’ into silence” -tita conductor, after the strings all misjudged bow distribution and cut off early

“let’s end early. i don’t think we can go from this to fauré”

anyways i WILL be going to that open rehearsal with tita conductor and two of the older members of the orchestra. thankfully a first year is also interested in going so i will not be the only person under the age of thirty in the group that is going to the open rehearsal. this is indeed the social life i dreamed of having at the age of fifteen, my younger self would be so jealous of me

#em jumped up busker

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savventeen · 2 years

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welcome to savv's _🎃world

🎃 Important Links 🎃

💀 about me 💀 masterlist 💀 sideblog for non-kpop stuff: @inconsavvable 💀 my to-read list: @savvwillread 💀 ateez sideblog (on hiatus): @savvteez 💀 my nsfw acct (mdni 🔪): @nsavvfw 💀 member of @kflixnet

🎃 Recent Writings 🎃 {check out my emergency commissions!}

🎃 Ongoing Games 🎃 (come play with me!)

💀 send me a svt member and a one-word prompt and i will write you something 50 words or less (fics can be found on the 'breviloquent' masterlist) 💀 send me a song and a svt member(s) and i'll tell you what kind of fic i'd write based on/inspired by it 💀 send me a 🤡 and i'll give you an out-of-context line from my drafts

🎃🧡 hi friends! don't forget to eat and drink water and make sure to get some rest 🧡🎃

*updated 2023.09.06*

#savv speaks #intro post #pinned #welcome to chili's

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siodium · 7 months

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asdklasjdlsks maximum late trip update post bc i completely forgot about it in my drafts. 💀 i was too occupied with grinding mapes events for cosmetic items aha.

better late than never i guess??

anyway, here's my long-awaited post about my short 5D4N trip in taiwan with luwi and shoron!! i decided to condense all five days into one post this time bc i didn't take a lot of good pics. :/

DAY 1: TAIPEI

nanjichang night market (南機場夜市) - highly recommended!!!

sumikko gurashi themed 7-ELEVEN (角落小夥伴主題商店)

first thing we did when we landed was to run to a 7-ELEVEN to grab a small bite. i got a strawberry cream sandwich with a mixed fruit/vegetable juice and the sandwich was so tasty... nothing special but so homely. we also picked up an easycard so that we could ride the mrt and omg the designs were all so cute?? why can't we have cute transport passes in sg too!!

after checking into our hostel, we went to nanjichang night market for dinner. i was told that this was the night market that locals would go to, and to avoid shilin night market bc it was more of a tourist attraction/trap?? no regrets tho. the food was great and so affordable. i got deep fried squid (coated with some kind of peppery and salty seasoning powder and spoilers: pretty sure all the fried stuff i ate in taiwan had the same seasoning LOL), shrimp dumplings, and a fermented vegetable baked pepper bun. waaa,, even though i ordered a shrimp dumpling, there was meat in it!! and i cannot handle the taste of meat in taiwan. it's too strong...

i also got an osmanthus tea from one of the bbt stalls there and it was the best bbt i had in taiwan?? unfortunately i didn't catch the name of the stall but there was a catto sitting on the counter!!

ended our day with a trip to the sumikko gurashi 7-ELEVEN. the decor was so cute!! i was hoping there'd be some exclusive merch being sold but there weren't any. idk why but i was determined to find some merch and i kept going into every 7-ELEVEN that was in my sights LMAO spoilers i didn't find any exclusive merch in the end. disappoint :-(

thoughts about the accommodation:

we stayed at the beimen wow poshtel for most of the days. it was reasonably close to the taipei main station and super affordable (~$20 per night) but idk it was giving me major School Camp flashbacks. we got the top bunks so every time we forgot something on the bed, we had to climb up the ladder to get it. it was inconvenient and i found out that i'm terrible at going down ladders bc i just jump off from the highest rung of the ladder and i gave myself quite a few bruises from that.

the rooms were also very tiny. we couldn't all have our luggages open at the same time so we'd go down to the communal area in the basement every day just to move things around. i wouldn't say that this was a massive con bc we got used to this arrangement rly fast. the real bAD THING is that we can't leave our things lying around in the room without locking them up in the lockers (also very smol). i have to clean and dry all my toiletries every day before i go to bed and before i leave. one time i accidentally left my clean clothes bag out and i woke up to find a single dirty sock inside. >:/

but other than that it felt pretty safe?? and i did enjoy our nightly hangouts at the communal area for supper or to plan our next-day activities.

would like to try out a capsule hotel next time tho. like one of those space pod thingies.

DAY 2: SHIFEN AND JIUFEN

shifen old streets

shifen waterfall

jiufen old streets

zhang ji traditional fishballs

a gan yi taro ball - it's nice but nothing special?? if the queue is too long then don't bother with it

jioufen teahouse - the queue for the famous a-mei teahouse was insane so we decided to try another teahouse

we spent the second day at shifen and jiufen!! took a train to shifen in the morning. walked along the streets and got some street food for lunch. i got brown sugar mochi paw-shaped pancake pops from a stall and i personally wouldn't recommend that flavour bc it was so dry. we also ate some taiwanese-style takoyaki. i watched luwi and shoron make their sky lantern (i couldn't do it bc it's ghost month and my mum said no :/) and release it into the sky. luwi added some good wishes for chi. stay 白 uwu

after walking around for a bit, we ran out of things to do and still had plenty of time to spare so we decided to rent electric scooters to see the shifen waterfall. i was shooketh that they didn't require any license?? and the shop didn't provide any helmets or safety gear?? so sus... i didn't dare to ride one of my own so i pillion'ed behind luwi.

the waterfall was a distance away from the parking lot and so the rest of our journey had to be on foot. i was sweating so much and thought i was gonna hallucinate from the heat and strong sun rays. somehow we made it to the viewing deck. i was expecting to be a lot closer to the waterfall but eh the view was pretty nonetheless. got chi and cha out so they could take in the sights too!!

we went through another round of suffering to get back to the parking lot and i, after seeing shoron ride the scooter so breezily on the way there from the old streets, decided to try riding one for the funsies. despite having barely any bicycle experience. as you would expect, that was Not A Good Idea bc i didn't even move 3 metres when i lost control, panicked, revved the accelerator thinking it was the brake (both were on the handles so idk i'm not a driver), went up the curb and fell over. ok but i fell off on purpose bc i thought the scooter was moving on its own (and not bc i mixed up the brake and accelerator) and my only way of survival was to just get off the bike before i crash into something or something crashed into me. surprisingly the only injuries i sustained were some bruises on my upper thigh that i landed on, and pinpoint scratches on my hand that i got from breaking my fall. i was very lucky that nothing was broken or bleeding. well, that was An Experience...... that i wouldn't want to go through again. anyway i'm banned from driving after this~~~

↓ btw this photo was taken moments before the disaster. apparently a lot of foreigners who rented scooters there also crashed their bikes. now that i look at it, our scooter had a chunk of it broken off at the front. ummm,,, what is safety

our next stop was jiufen!! jiufen was sooo scenic and beautiful with all the lanterns and slopes but climbing up and down all those narrow and steep stairs just to get to the main street was just deaTH. 💀 i have no idea how the elderly can do it.

had an early dinner at the zhang ji traditional fishballs. got a mixed fishballs noodle soup and it was so tasty!! i actually like the handmade fishballs with meat inside. they were sweet.

when it got dark, we visited one of the teahouses there to have a tea experience. the staff taught us how to brew the tea and we did the rest ourselves after that. it was fun!! we also ordered an oolong tea cheesecake to share and it was definitely more cheesecake than oolong but i'm not complaining.

we stayed at the jiufen kite museum for a night and i was so glad to finally have a room to ourselves. it was a good thing we didn't bring our luggages with us bc there were no elevators there!! it was all just stairs.

DAY 3: JIUFEN AND BACK TO TAIPEI

jioufen breakfast restaurant

D+AF女鞋南西旗艦店 - super nice and trendy shoes!!

kura sushi

ximending

the nighttime view in jiufen was amazing with all the lanterns lit up but bc it was so crowded and you absolutely could not get a shot without someone blocking the view, we decided to come back the next day at 6 am just to take pics. and also to eat a traditional taiwanese breakfast!! i love the soy milk and youtiao combination. 💕

when we were back at the taipei main station, i chanced upon this bakery (semeur 聖娜) that was holding a kanahei's small animals collab?? if you spend a certain amount, you can buy merch at a cheaper price. so ofc i picked out four breads just so i could get a cute cooler bag with usagi and piske on it~ kinda regretted not getting the handheld fan too. it would've been so useful bc it was sO HOT. btw i ended up bringing one bread back to singapore (take note of this info for later) bc i couldn't finish all of them LMAO. the breads were all tasty but i particularly liked the melon bun.

day 3 was our Buy The Things We Have To Buy day. luwi went to check out a motorcycle gear shop by herself while shoron and i explored the zhongshan area. i got the $370 wall clock that my colleague rly wanted from a department store there. we also went to this shoe shop that shoron wanted to check out and like,, i wasn't planning on buying any shoes but man,,, they were all so nice. you can call them clown shoes for all you like but i just rly like the wide, squarish toe box designs. i only bought a pair in the end but aaa i would've liked to get more if i didn't have space/weight concerns.

bought osmanthus oolong tea from yi pin tea (一品茶苑) and it was mid. very strong tea flavour tho.

we had kura sushi for lunch and it was amazing. the gacha system was fun and the food was great and i got to eat my beloved taiyaki for dessert. it was cheaper than any sushi place in sg too.

my stomach was acting up when we went to ximending in the evening so i didn't get anything to eat or drink there but i did try a bit of the vermicelli noodles from ay-chung flour-rice noodle and it was pretty good. peppery and kinda tastes like shark fin soup. aside from food, we didn't rly check out any of the shops there. i did go to a stationary store on my own and it was a feast for the eyes!!

DAY 4:

wei chuan pushin ranch - there were capybaras and alpacas!! first time seeing them in person

mazesoba restaurant (東京油組總本店台北華山組)

1789 café pâtisserie

zhongxiao dunhua shopping district (Air Space, Le Gusta, The Ladywore)

kanahei's small animals themed 7-ELEVEN (卡娜赫拉主題商店)

li yuan dumpling restaurant

braved the scorching heat for the alpacas and sheep and capybaras!! i touched an alpaca and a capybara for the first time and i can confirm that the former was floofy like a cloud while the latter felt like bristles of a broom.

the pig race and sheep race were being held when we were there so we got to watch. the ones that i bet on didn't win.

bc the ranch was located in a more rural part of taipei and buses were infrequent, we only had two?? hours to look around. so we rented some kind of a buggy. shoron was the designated driver for this bUT i felt like i could drive it too cuz it was kinda slow yknow.

for lunch we had mazesoba!! super good but could do with less salt.

afterwards we went on a hunt for a cafe to chill at bc it was raining so hard. had to give matcha one a miss bc we didn't have a reservation and there were no tables for us (except the VIP rooms which were $$$). eventually we found this cafe called 1789 café pâtisserie that was relatively empty and hid there until the rain subsided. we shared two eclairs (salted caramel and mango passionfruit) and a raspberry rose st. honore (crispy mille feuille pastry topped with whipped cream and raspberry jam??). they gave us two macarons on the house, and one of them was wasabi-flavoured. the taste was... interesting.

when the rain stopped, we went to shop for clothes around the zhongxiao dunhua shopping district. there were a lot of blogshop-like clothing stores in that area. i got clothes from le gusta and the ladywore~

our last dinner was at a xiaolongbao restaurant. i was glad that they had prawn xiaolongbaos!! that didn't have surprise meat in them. they were not bad. also got a custard panda bun for dessert~

DAY 5:

luwi and shoron went out to dabao breakfast at yong he soy milk (永和豆漿) in ximending while i continued to laze around in bed~~~ they brought soy milk and youtiao back for me!! i miss the combination. the youtiao from yong he was so light and airy on the inside and so crisp on the outside aaaa the doughy and oily ones in sg can't compare.

after breakfast we packed up and left for the airport. i wanted to try the oden at 7-ELEVEN before i leave but we couldn't find one at the departure hall. maximum sadge. in the end, we settled for a fast-food chicken place after we checked in and i got a yoghurt green tea (which tasted like yakult btw) and sweet potato fries.

i wanted to be productive on the flight back home (and i wasn't rly that sleepy anyway) so i played 999 on my 3ds and watched a 2-hour movie. finally watched maquia and it made me cry lmao. tearjerkers are the best kinds of movies for a flight imo!!

oh oh i sat next to an elderly couple on the plane and they were so nice and friendly. the lady kept checking to see if i needed to use the toilet bc i got the window seat. 🥺 we also chatted a bit while waiting to get off the plane.

we were planning to have dinner at mos burg after we landed in sg but there was a luggage delay and by the time we all got our luggages, it was almost time for mos burg to close. aha but fortunately i still had one bread left. so that was my dinner, along with the milo and oreos that the staffs were handing out to apologise for the delay.

#log #rip chi shoes 2023-2023...... they did not survive in the rain

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sweethyuka · 2 years

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hii love!! i just wanted to know are u doing okay? i hope u are <33

Hi. I’m okay. I just don’t write nsfw anymore. I have tons and tons of drafts and ideas. Even adding to them from time to time but I found there to be so much pressure. I don’t know. It takes so much effort and I could hardly finish even one. Nsfw feels so repetitive to me and maybe I’m just not good at it? Either way I just don’t get much enjoyment out of it. I’m still around though haha. I just don’t use this acc much. I also feel the nsfw kpop tumblr community wasn’t a safe place for me with my severe mental illness 🥴🥴🥴 so I did unfollow most people and stay off the dashboard for this blog. I find sfw much more comfortable even though I’m a horny hoe. I just live with it. I appreciate you checking in 🥺💗💗 and as you can see I did change up my layout a little hehe

Peep my husband 💛 I would genuinely kill for him I guess 💀so stay in yo lane hoes

#sweethyuka🍬asks

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thefearandnow · 1 year

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Happy New Year! 🥂

I've had this post saved for a while because since coming back to tumblr I've found it to be a really great space for setting myself accountable creatively. I've had a lot of ideas for goals I want to set for myself in 2023 so I'm gonna pin this post and keep coming back to it with progress/check ins. I'm also gonna queue this post for every month so I don't forget to revisit my list. Some stuff has to do with creating and some stuff are just personal things ✨

💀🎙 Write and produce monthly episodes of The Fear and Now

For my graduate degree I produced an analysis podcast about horror in fiction podcasts and part of changing my tumblr to The Fear and Now was partially to motivate me to make new episodes for the first time in more than 2 years. I'm basically going to reboot it entirely because I've become a much different producer since I started it but I'm excited to start working on it again. First step will be to relisten to the old episodes which is honestly what I'm most avoiding but I'm excited to do more analytical writing, research and use my improved editing skills to give it a facelift.

0/12

🎧 Write and post at least 25 Audio Drama Sunday posts

I've really been enjoying using tumblr as a way to recap my listening and get through my backlog of podcasts I want to listen to. On top of that it's been a great way to find new podcasts and support creators so I'm hoping to stay on a semi-weekly schedule but I'm also trying to set the expectation a little low 😅

1/25

🦉🌶 Finish writing the fiction podcast I started (8 episodes)

In 2022 I started writing my first ever fiction podcast, something I'd been wanting to do for years. It's been on hiatus for a few months but I want to come back around to it and at least get all the episodes in rough draft from.

2/8

✏️ Try NaNoWriMo for the first time

I discovered National Novel Writing Month (through a discord I'm a part of) this year and was a little too late to the party to try it myself but I'm really drawn to the idea of trying it November 2023. Of course, I think I'm gonna need to practice a lot to get myself prepared so I'm going to start setting daily word count goals every month.

Jan: 500 words | 75%

Feb: 500 words

📖 Read at least one novel a month

In 2022 some friends started a book club and it's really helped me get back into the habit of having structured reading time. Looking forward to reading more and keeping track of the new books I'll read in the new year!

1/12

💻 Give more feedback to writers/creators on tumblr

I've started following a few different writers on tumblr whose short stories I really enjoy and I want to get more into the habit of reaching out and telling them what I love about their work. It's one of those things that I've only recently spent much time thinking about but I think often I'm a passive enjoyer of content and want to actively be more involved as an audience member in 2023.

🎶 Self publish a mixtape of instrumentals

In 2022 I got into a routine of posting quick little sample-based sketches and beats. In the new year I want to take the best of those sketches and make them into a proper mixtape/EP that I'll publish via Bandcamp. I'm not really sure how to track the progress on something like this but I know I just want to have what I consider a finished project by this time next year.

✏️ Try NaNoWriMo for the first time.

Jan: 500 words

✨ Explore my hair/gender expression

This one is literally impossible to quantify but it's something I want to reflect on and be more actively engaged with this year. So much of my life I feel like I've tried to ignore thinking about and exploring my own style and gender and its only recently that I've felt some regret about it. I want to buy new clothes and try new hairstyles and feel more comfortable in my own skin and I think I've found that for me I need to write it somewhere if I actually want to do the damn thing 😅 so this is me doing that lol

#pinned post #new years resolutions #2023 goals #writing goals

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gnarlystarships · 2 years

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omg so someone in my pokemon go discord had their tumblr URL in their bio and i decided to just look at it out of curiosity and it seems like currently they arent that active and they mostly post about fandoms i dont care about but for some reason i randomly thought to check if they have a TMA tag and they DID. and most of the posts are from a long time ago WHICH MEAAANNSSSS! I GOT A LITTLE PORTAL INTO THE TMA GOLDEN AGE LMAO........ I have found so many good fucking posts I felt like a cat rolling around in catnip. anyways ive put almost all of the posts into my drafts so that I can add them to the queue slowly and not have a fuckin avalanche lol. theyre already very old posts so no need to reblog immediately 💀

#I would go to the OP to reblog and like each post #so that the person whose blog i was on wouldnt see me creeping through their old tags 💀#if that person somehow finds this. um. hi.#youve accidentally made my day #i have screamed and cried and laughed #pure fucking serotonin #Listen. the current/recent tma posts are good. but theres something Different about seeing fanworks made in the height of the fandom #unfortunately tma is kind of dead now lol #anyways #ograt

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rewordthis · 7 months

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Sooo~ I had the Tumblr-Off Day yesterday and I was finally writing down parts of that AU I’ve been rolling in my head for a month+ now, but as I was 1.4k words into laying both world and scenes out I heard something from the other room so I stopped writing to go check it out.

Apparently a cockroach had gotten in from god knows where (probably the fucking window that was open until night— fuck!) and I am NOT a cockroach person like AT ALL! If I could I’d soak the fucking walls with roachicide and then set everything on fire for good measure… so I obviously screamed for someone to come kill it. They did. I think…

And then I opened tumblr out of habit, like… 💀

Bro! I got through thousands of posts until I hit one with a fanfic test I hadn’t known, opened browser to check something I got confused over, lost the post because tumblr app has been a trash these past few months — no, I mean more than usually — and got thrown back to my dashboard, tried searching for the post again but only got further lost in other posts… yeah…

In the end I got a lead, googled the shit, found the post through google, opened the post (redirecting to app worked for once, so yey! Ig 😑), finally calmed the f! down, took the test, prepared a post about it…

Dude! It’s been 9 hours since I left my writing in the middle of everything and I’m still on this hellsite. I have lost sleep for no good reason whatsoever. And I have forgotten where I was going at with that half sentence that looks right at me in my draft…!

RIP ig. 😭🫠🫠

#writing #writing frustrations #writers things #fanfic writers #this is the worst #i should be writing #but i forget #grrr #update #fandom talk #my life my hell #someone tell me I’m not the only one that trips over myself!😭#also also #bro I had no idea there was a word like ‘roachicide’

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jaanusbooktalk · 2 years

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Gods of Jade and Shadow by Silvia Moreno-Garcia - Review

8.8/10 ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

TWs: Graphic violence, death, misogyny, ritualistic self-harm, abuse (from grandparent & cousin), colorism, animal death

TWs are ranked in order of severity (please take them seriously!)

I’m a little bit annoyed writing this review (no fault of the book) just because I had already gotten halfway through and tumblr deleted the entire thing 😭 so I’m now starting all over. That’s why it took so long for me to update again, because the moment I saw it was gone all my motivation left my body like water evaporates in a desert 💀 but I’m back, because I feel like this book is too good to not talk about - imagine the Jazz Age meets indigenous Mexican mythology meets right person wrong time!!

I’ll start off by saying this is the first book I’ve consciously annotated, since I found so many amazing lines and parts that made my heart flutter 🦋 I’m also going to talk about representation in this review (like I do in all of them) but this is coming from an outside perspective: this is not my culture or language, I am just sharing what I’ve noticed. I’ll be sharing some of my personal favorite quotes from this book as we go (warnings for spoilers will be posted beforehand!)

I barely remember what I wrote before so here goes nothing haha

The Summary:

“The Jazz Age is a time of daring dances and fast music, but not for Casiopea Tun. She is stuck in her dusty small town, performing menial chores, until the day when she opens a curious wooden box - and accidentally frees an imprisoned deity. In the company of the strangely alluring god and armed only with her wits, Casiopea begins an adventure replete with malicious ghosts, shape-changing sorcerers, and powerful magic. Her cross-country odyssey will take her from the jungles of Yucatán to the bright lights of Mexico Cjty - and deep into the darkness of the Mayan underworld.”

TL;DR A young woman and a Mayan death god embark on a life-changing journey in this one-of-a-kind fairy tale inspired by Mexican folklore.

I found this book at Politics and Prose bookstore (amazing chain) and fell in love - it had already been on my TBR, but just look at that cover! Seeing my kind of nose represented on a cover made me really happy! (Representation matters🥰🥰)

I was interested in checking out some Mexican mythology and I love when magic and the supernatural can combine with historical settings - it always makes the story super interesting. The story mainly occurs in Mexico but also crosses the border into the US eventually! I’m keeping my fingers crossed for a sequel🍀

Silvia Moreno-Garcia is also the author of:

The Beautiful Ones

Certain Dark Things

Signal to Noise

Untamed Shore

Mexican Gothic

^live footage of me trying to find the draft of this post

There is so so much I loved about this book but I’ll try to keep it short. First off, on representation, Casiopea (main character) is a dark skinned Latina, with indigenous ancestry from her father. She grew up learning about constellations from him, and more about her culture - like the stories about the Hero Twins and the gods of the Mayan underworld.

The gods are also dark skinned, and extremely handsome (this alone made me so happy, because darker skinned POC rarely get described as handsome in a divine way) and there is a lot of positive representation in that area. Casiopea struggles with the colorism she faces from the rest of her family and as a result doesn’t consider herself very beautiful (even though she is). Throughout the book Casiopea begins to learn who she is away from her family & starts to love herself more 💗

What I liked:

Instead of the usual paragraphs I’ll show you some quotes I loved - because for me what made this book great was the prose and there’s no way to talk about that except to show you 😊 also this section ALSO deleted right after I finished it and I have no energy left.

//Spoilers ahead//

//Spoilers over//

One of my favorite parts of the book was the relationship between Hun-Kamé(the Mayan death god) and Casiopea. It’s sort of like someone who has experienced a lot of the world and become jaded and numb is connected to someone who is experiencing the world for the first time. She helps him see it through new eyes and softens him, and he helps her find her footing in the fast paced world so different from her home.

I feel like Casiopea was really independent, which is why some people call it a “feminist” novel, but I think above all it’s a coming of age novel. There is an ongoing contrast between Casiopea’s youth and the ageless god’s view of the world. Her decisions are influenced by her youth and mortality, two things that Hun-Kamé struggles to understand.

Why I couldn’t give it a 10:

I can’t put my finger on anything specific, but I had a hard time getting drawn into the magic of the world. I also wished I could have seen more on Casiopea’s development as a character, since women in mythology tend to serve merely sacrificial or symbolic roles, and the story stresses that her being a woman plays a large role in her centrality to the story. Also, she didn’t seem to have a motivation other than “freedom”, so I’m hoping to see how her character develops with that freedom in a sequel. Nevertheless, I really want to read the sequel!(Hoping there is one)

I sincerely recommend to fans of:

• Kamisama Kiss (anime)

• Inuyasha (anime)

• Goblin/ Guardian: The Lonely and Great God (kdrama)

The book was inspired by the story of Popol Vuh, a Mayan story about the creation and the Hero Twins who journey to Xibalba, the underworld. I really enjoyed learning more about Mexican and Mayan culture and language, and this has inspired me to check out another book by the author, Mexican Gothic!

💗💗 this definitely won’t be the last book by Silvia Moreno-Garcia that I pick up!

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