There are two people in my life I love... TRULY love... my husband.... and very possibly even more so, Jakob... my son, my mi̱ko.... and now I've lost him... temporarily. I have faith in him though. I have so much I want to give him, so much I want to make up for. He deserves the world, he deserves all the love, and hugs, and happiness. And I would do everything in my power to give it to him. I don't care about anything else. I always promised him I was going to hold on, and never let go.... that I would always love him no matter what... and I intend to keep that promise. No matter what anyone else says, I will alway love him, I will always cherish him, I will always be here for him, and I will always be so fucking proud of him. I hope he'll see this.... and know just how much I love him... more than there are stars in every fucking universe. And no matter what anyone else says, I could never be mad at him, and never ever hate him, and there is nothing he could do that would ever make me love him less. I will always love all of him with all that I have, I will always accept everything he is with open arms.
I'd spend the rest of my days making up for all that his bio mom never gave him, and be furiously happy doing it... and it would be a life well lived.
Θα σ'αγαπώ για πάντα, γιε μου, καρδιά μου αγαπημένη
There is nothing he could do that would ever make me love him less. I will always cherish him, I will always love him, I will always be proud of him, and I will always be here for him... no matter what. My son, please never be afraid of losing me. I'm not going anywhere and I'm never letting go. I will never give up on you, you are worth fighting for. You’re always a part of me. I’m always a part of you. You are my son.
After 2025 mi̱ko.... you fucking find me... You fucking live for me, and I will do the same for you... and don't let go... never let go, because I'm not. This is not the end. Because there is hope at the end of this. There is light. IT IS YOURS... it is already yours....
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One thing I could go on and on about for hours is the way the TV show completely ruined Marisa and Asriel's relationship. I know that it's been a while since the airing of the last episodes, but since I'm just now beginning to write, I have to talk about it.
They were so well-written in the books, with those lines like 'We should have married' and 'I've never hated you' and 'Call him now, Marisa, my love' and yet we didn't get a single one of those in the show. There is still that deleted scene - which I am feral about, even though I am certain we'll never get it - in which something romantic might have happened, or at least something closer to the books.
The angst in the books, the way Asriel stroked her hair before their deaths and sent her compliments after she stole the Intention Craft and how he untied her after she started crying and how he carried her to the Intention Craft after coming to rescue her from Geneva and how Marisa wanted to hear his voice rather than understand what he was saying...!!!! The way they just cut everything from the show!
And there's also that cut episode from season 2 in which we were supposed to see them meeting for their first time in Oxford, and just imagine how great that could have been! Both of them being scholars and comparing their works and pretending to hate the other, when in truth they'd admire one another and long to spend more time together? That would have been something. (I've always imagined them meeting at a party or something at the Arctic Institute, but I would have killed to see them meeting in Oxford.)
The only good thing they did in the show, regarding them, was that chapel on Fair Isle, which reminds me of the house from Taylor Swift's song 'Ivy' - a song that is soooo Masriel coded it hurts. Them meeting at that chapel during their affair and spending time together there seems so cozy, in some ways. And also, if there was any village there, like it was in the books close to that cave, I imagine that the people who lived there remembered them and had all sorts of speculations about them, and they missed them in the post-affair era, and then were so happy - and intrigued - when Marisa returned with Lyra, and then had a feeling that they were never going to return after Marisa left.
Overall, I am utterly obsessed with them, I might be overthinking every aspect of their relationship and I live for them being heretics and killing God - or his Regent, whatever - together.
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cannot stop thinking about that meta that’s like “voldemort’s ultimate goal was to simply destroy the british wizarding world” because it makes so much sense. tom riddle was a poor, orphaned, assumed muggleborn boy with a (most likely) ‘commoner’ accent and a distaste for humanity who sorted into slytherin, the hogwarts house infamous for being filled with loud rich bigots. tom riddle, with his background, could not have possibly been very popular those first few years of his schooling. tom riddle would’ve loathed the lot of them, all those arrogant, spoiled rich kids boasting about their family line. finding out he was the heir of slytherin would have been both a relief (he has something to fit in) and a jackpot (if they knew, they’d bow before him). and he uses that heritage later, when ‘tom riddle’ has disappeared and a stranger called ‘voldemort’ appears in his place. the fanatics literally kiss his feet.
voldemort is canonically a genius. he would’ve known that non-magical blood doesn’t make you dirty or less talented, because he himself is the prime example of that. espousing the bigoted pureblood agenda was simply the easiest way to gain power over the ones in power—all to send society crumbling to the ground from the inside. he takes over the ministry and ruins it, taking the first steps in tearing down the establishment; he kills regardless of blood, implying he doesn’t give one flying fuck what your heritage is; he tries to destroy the sorting hat, which would render the concept of ‘houses’ void.
personally i think it’s very interesting and appealing to put this interpretation in the context of tomarry/harrymort. i’ve always HC’d that harry will grow tired when he’s older, after he’s saved the wizarding world once (at the expense of his own happiness and well-being) and sees that nothing has changed or will change. that voldemort was a symptom, not the disease. that he and hermione and ron keep struggling, working themselves to the bone to make their world more fair and to suppress and eradicate the rampant underlying bigotry, but that it just won’t take.
and with an older harry, an embittered one, turned caustic and cynical by the very world he once viewed as his sanctuary—i don’t really think their beliefs would differ all that much. they’ve both seen and experienced the injustices. they’re both annoyed and disenchanted. harry will always have a regard for life, and voldemort won’t ever, but if anyone would have a wish to tear society down and build it back up again it’s them both.
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I love over analyzing characters I love picking them apart I love associating lyrics with characters even if it doesn't seem to make sense cause it makes sense to me I love projecting onto characters I love turning characters inside out just to explain one line of dialogue they had and the meaning behind it I love characters
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“First Kill is bad” to YOU. It was actually made for ME personally though so shut up. Sorry you can’t appreciate a pining lesbian vampire with a gay best friend that’s ride or die, a lesbian monster hunter with a neon aesthetic and a relationship with her ex, milfs, a complete lack of homophobia, monster hunting, shitty cgi, and cliche romantic tropes queer people never get to enjoy, but me? Well I can because I have TASTE
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Robin chose Steve. Robin made the conscious and deliberate decision that she could and would trust Steve. She already liked him! She had fun working and bantering with him! They were already on their way to being weird little bffs and the torture just expedited the process. Steve chose Robin just the same! He thinks she's fun and cool and likes her so much! He chose to be honest and open with her too, putting himself out there.
Even though their interests on the surface level don't match why wouldn't they share them? Steve clearly caves when Robin wants to watch a movie he doesn't think he'll like, Robin can watch a March madness game or five.
Stop trying to take away their bond oh my god people can be close to more than one person!!! Their best friend doesn't have to be dismissive or mean or whatever in order for a romance to be special to them!
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If somebody in your life offers to knit or crochet or, really, create anything for you, please be an active participant in the creation of the piece they are making. I adore making and gifting things, but nothing bums me out quicker than a person who passively just goes "okay," to my ideas about what I'm making them - it can send the message that they won't like it, or that they don't care, even if they're happy about my offering. The back-and-forth feedback is a great way to make sure that you are being gifted something that was truly worth the time, effort, expertise, and money that will inevitably go into the gift!
I know it's really hard to be an active participant, believe me, I'm an anxious ball of horror, but it will only do good for both parties to interact in this situation. It is a big deal to be offered a hand-crafted gift, but it's also something we want you to love and use, and that can only happen if you tell us what would make you fall in love with what we create.
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