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#also can you tell i have no idea how to caption stuff
shyhandart · 2 months
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🌿 🌸 sweetpea 🌸 🌿
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hii!! could u do a skz (preferably i.n or ot8) when they have an idol!so and they reveal their relationship??
hi anon!! i tried to make this kind of as realistic as possible but at the same time i feel like jyp would never let this happen so this is what i came up with😭
Pairing: ot8 x gn!idol!reader Genre: fluff, a tiny bit angsty i guess Warnings: none that i could think of, everyone's stressing Word count: 1,3k
i hope you like it <3 (sorry it took so long)
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Channie
realistically, i don’t think chan would want to reveal the relationship up until after the peak of their career if ever. i feel like he’s just too tied down by all the responsibilities he has towards the company. but i also think that out of all of the other members he would do the best at consoling you if you ever wanted to go public and he told you no. he would feel so bad but it’s just something he knows he can’t risk. and a big part of why he wouldn’t do it is that he’s afraid you’d receive hate so he’s really just trying to protect you and your career.
if the relationship ever got leaked, boy would have to do so much damage control. even if it’s accepted by everyone and actually somehow boosts your careers and only has good outcomes. mans would be out there writing apology letters like “hi, this is stray kids’ bang chan and i’m so sorry i lied to you all about my relationship.” like it’s not his private business.
Lee know
lee know would throw in little quips and hints during things like skz code and stuff. do you know how he talked about the friend he went to japan with and said he was his boyfriend? he’d do that with you as well. pretend that he’s joking and when they’re all asked about your group he’d say “yea, we hung out once. they’re actually my partner now.” and then do the little :] smile. hannie would obviously throw in a little “what about me?” and then the whole mention about your relationship goes unnoticed. but he would try to slowly get there through hints.
if this relationship ever got leaked, he’d come over that same day with the biggest smile on his face. i feel like he’d genuinely be happy and i think someday, down the line, he’d confirm it on his own by sending a not the most flattering picture of you surrounded with his cats to bubble. for which you’d scold him later. 
Changbin
i feel like changbin would really want to tell EVERYONE. like, he’s so proud to be your boyfriend and he wants to tell the world. but he knows he can’t. he would also just mention you during skz talker and stuff. i think he’d show the camera a video of you doing a dance trend or something and be like “waaah, aren’t they so talented?” meanwhile in his head he’s also adding “and they’re all mine”.
he’s happy as well when the relationship gets leaked. is even happier that it happens around the time of your new comeback because now he can do your dance challenge with you and not feel weird about it. wouldn’t address it but in his next vlog, he tells the staff not to blur you out anymore. (which i know that they don’t really post vlogs anymore BUT BINNIE’S WERE MY FAVORITE AND I MISS THEM OKAY) 
Hyunjin
feel like hyune would be STRESSED when you first bring up the idea of going public. he’d tell you that he’ll think about it but is probably the most open to it. he’d have a meeting about it with the higher ups and you would too but it would be a while before they actually allowed you to do it. 
when it does happen, i think it would just be him posting pictures from a versace event and then the last picture would be the two of you together. your back pressed against his chest, his hand placed over your stomach and your hand reaching back to hold his face while looking at each other. you’d obviously be wearing your versace outfits and the caption would be something like “thank you donatella, me and my y/n enjoyed the event so much”. safe to say stays go crazy and your fandom does as well.
Jisung
i think hannie wouldn’t be comfortable revealing it but we all know boy has a big mouth. i think he’d just leak his own relationship tbh. yk how sometimes he just speaks poems about how he’s so fond of minho? one question asked about you and he’s spilling on air. “ah y/n? yeah, i’ve never met anyone as hard working… well, except for my members. yeah, they’re just so amazing and we match so well, you know. it was honestly like out of a fairytale. i mean, um… like… you know, like the friendship?” and then chan is jumping into the conversation and changing the topic, thank god for his leader. 
he’d be terrified after but you’re there to calm him down. at some point you get asked about it in an interview and you decide to just clear it up. “did you hear what stray kids’ han said about you the other day?” the interviewer asks. “ah yeah. adorable, wasn’t he? i have to say, it really was like out of a fairytale. it might sound corny but we just clicked so well, you know.” you smile and wave into the camera, mouthing a hi baby because you just know that he’s going to watch this interview the moment it comes out. (chan is beyond stressed because of you two)
Felix
lixie would love the idea of going public but he would be too scared of the consequences i think. feel like it would be similar to hyunjin because he would want you at all of his events and at some point the fans start to be like…hmm is it a coincidence that they always appear together at the same events. but obviously that’s not enough to just assume that you’re both dating.
at some point lix accidentally sends the wrong picture to bubble and it’s a picture where you’re cuddled together in bed and you’re kissing his cheek. he meant to send the one of him alone that he took when you went to the bathroom. he’s freaked out but then he just kind of accepts it and is happy because so much pressure has just been taken off his shoulders. the next picture of the two of you that appears on bubble is sent intentionally with a bunch of light blue hearts.
Seungmin
seungmin would absolutely NOT want to reveal the relationship. he has a reputation to uphold as the grumpy one. that’s what he says but really he’s just too scared of the reactions and feedback. he doesn’t mind getting hate, he feels used to that but he doesn’t want you to receive it. he’s also worried that people would put you down for dating him out of everyone else. this leads to you both having a looong conversation where he starts sobbing at some point because he does feel insecure but he never lets himself feel those things unless it’s with you.
this in turn makes him realize that you are very important to him and now he’s even more conflicted. should he tell everyone that you’re his or should he work even harder to protect your relationship. in the end, he decides to let you make the decision. he’s happy with whatever you choose as long as you’re by his side.
Jeongin
i think innie would actually be the one to bring this up with you. after they all get their instagrams, hyunjin gets his piercing and the company lets more loose in general, he feels that it could go through. so he brings it up with jyp and gets the green light (which is not realistic at all but let’s pretend for the sake of this drabble).
i know that innie doesn’t do the ootd posts anymore but i think it would be so cute if he revealed it through that. he would post an ootd post and then on some of the pictures you’re there as well. just a power couple posing together. and then also, some of the more observing fans would notice that hey, isn’t that innie’s shirt that y/n was wearing in their new post. and hey isn’t that the same bag that y/n has in jeongin’s new post? it’d just be really cute because you’d both be so excited about it and flaunting it. 
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a/n: requests are open by the way!!!
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POV: AUSTIN BUTLER IS IN LOVE
(AND DOESN’T CARE WHO KNOWS IT)
masterlist here x
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enews Love is in the air! Austin Butler and his girlfriend shared the sweetest reunion outside the airport 😭 more photos at the link in bio
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fan34 omg i am so freaking jealous
user12 GOD HAS FAVORITES AND IT AINT ME
butlerfan It feels so good to see him be publicly in love and not hide it anymore
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austinbutler Happy day 🎂❤️
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fan13 LMAO THE OFFICE MEME RETURNS
tchalamet happy birthday gee! @yourinstagram
zendaya 27 has never looked better queen 💕
ashleytisdale I’m telling Jupiter LOL! Happiest birthday to you @yourinstagram you are a blessing in our lives 🥰🥰
ashleybee HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY 💘💘💘
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yourinstagram 💋 smooches for @austinbutler
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glenpowell Austin Butler is one lucky lucky man
fan13 not glen in the comment section please
user13 this gets cuter when you realize she was actually kissing him through the glass 😭❤️
oliviadejonge absolute stunner 🥀
austinbutler Get over here right now
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enews Austin Butler and girlfriend spotted sharing a few cuddles and kisses while on a date! We all know how much they love their smooches 😚
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user21 one hand on her back, other in her pocket this man knows he’s fine
fan13 IM SO FUCKIN LONELY 😩
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austinbutler sweatin’ because my date is so hot
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ashleybee HAHA the caption 😂😂
yourinstagram lol u cheesy man 🫶🏻 ily
anthonyboyle He was probably so proud with it too 😂
keoghan ace mateeee 😌
ayoedibiri this is my favorite post you have ever posted
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austinbutler Took over lighting production during a visit on set and she killed it !!
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florencepugh I’m so mad you didn’t bring her on the Dune set
yourinstagram WHAT DO YOU MEAN I WAS THERE EVERY WEEKEND
florencepugh not enough. i needed you there every day.
yourinstagram Michael Mann said the job is mine 🤩
user13 y/n getting a job on the heat 2 set iktr!!!
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austinbutler I want to do with you what spring does to cherry tress - Pablo Neruda
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fan23 … is everyone else also transfixed on her awesome boobs or am i a perv ?
oliviadejonge gorgeous girl
tomholland2013 aren’t we lucky boys mate?
ashleytisdale 😍😍😍
ayoedibiri she’s got you quoting pablo neruda and i completely understand why
yourinstagram if your boyfriend isn’t also your photographer break up with him
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austinbutler 🕶️
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zendaya the coolest to ever do it
keoghan92 sickkkk
rileykeough Austin we’re gonna need you to release a book of all the photos you have of this gorgeous girl 🌚
ashleybee Her job is Cool Barbie
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yourinstagram was my turn to snap a photo of this handsome guy who makes me the happiest i have ever been ♥️♾️ ‘love could be labeled poison and we’d drink it anyway’
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austinbutler oh no
yourinstagram taste of your own medicine mister lol
keoghan92 my teeth can’t handle the sweetness
florencepugh not one bad photo of either of you exists
ashleybee Having a big sister moment because he’s winked the same since he was like 5
yourinstagram can we look at baby pictures again 🥹
No disrespect intended to Austin’s current relationship, I respect their privacy but also I really wish Austin would post his gf, talk about her, all that good stuff I GET WHY HE DOESN’T 😭
also using Sydney Sweeney as a FC because I’m currently obsessed with her she’s awesome?? Brilliant ??? She is everything. Also I may have an idea for part 2 but it would be nsfw concerning leaked nudes and such but would anyone be interested in that? Lemme know! As always feel free to come chat 💬
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trainsinanime · 1 year
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I must once more ask fanfic writers to please stop apologising for your work. No "this may be bad" or "yeah sorry this sucks", especially not in the summary. Otherwise many people will go, "Okay, this seems interesting… but they already start by saying that it's bad, so I'll just scroll on to the next one".
More than that, it just puts me in a bad mood. When I read the title and tags and summary, I'm excited about your work! …until you tell me that you're not and I shouldn't be either. Talk about a let-down. And mind you, this is long before I ever read the first word of your story.
Okay, but what do you do if you really think your story might be bad, but you want to publish it anyway? My suggestion is lying. Just pretend it's a great story, worthy of being published. No apologies, just present it as if you were someone who is proud of what you wrote. You may feel like a fraud, but just give it a try.
The secret trick here is that many (all?) people who publish their works without apologies also feel like their work might not be good enough, and feel like frauds. Certainly if they don't have that many stories and/or are trying something completely new. You're not actually a fraud, you're just a normal beginner.
And the second secret trick here is that you are probably bad at telling whether your story is any good. You are the only one who can compare to the written text to the abstract jumble of ideas in your head. You know all the fun ideas you couldn't include because of three fun options, only one could go in there. You know the parts you didn't write because you didn't find the words. You know the clunky parts you had to write to connect the fun stuff. But nobody else knows any of this stuff. They just see the story as written on its own, and you may be surprised how much they like it. Give them that chance.
If you really absolutely feel like you have to, you can put something like, "first time writing fanfic" or "first time writing bank heist" or similar in the notes, but that's strictly optional. Just don't apologise. Let us be excited.
(Same thing applies to fan artists. But due to the way most sites show you the picture first and the caption second, it's a bit different there. It's actually kind of funny to see an incredibly gorgeous drawing, and then scroll on to see an apology for how bad it is underneath.)
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breezy141 · 6 months
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heart of glass // pedro pascal masterlist
sum: being known in the world of hollywood there had always consequences, especially cheating rumours.
authors note: IM SORRY I DISAPPEARED. college been eatin me uppp
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the picture on your phone caused you to rethink almost everything, it was a picture of your husband at a restaurant with another woman, she had her hand placed on his. she was smiling, as was he.
for a moment, you had no idea what you were looking at. before seeing the photo you were crocheting a new top you had seen multiple times on instagram. crocheting was one of your hobbies, when you weren’t working it was your go to. something your husband also loved.
yet when you were sent the photo from your friend, you stopped everything. after physically feeling your stomach drop you had messaged your friend.
‘what is that?’ your hands shook as you typed out the message. ‘it’s all over twitter, i did some digging it’s just some woman, her name is jasmine. i’m so sorry honey’ you didn’t respond.
do you cry? do you message him? do you ask others what they think?
there was so much going through your mind, you got up from the chair you had been cozied up on. making your way to the bedroom.
you zoomed into the photo, looking for any signs of editing. there was none.
here came the tears, they showed no mercy in streaming down your cheeks. you turned off your phone and threw it somewhere on the bed, you began pacing the room.
you never expected your husband, pedro pascal, to ever cheat on you. he’s just not like that. why would he do that? is it my fault? is there something i could have done? these were the questions running through your mind right now.
almost perfectly, the front door opened. you knew exactly who it was so you grabbed the phone and rushed towards the door.
“hey sweethea-” he cut himself off “why are you crying?” he went to hug you but you pushed his arms away.
“what is this?” you asked with a shaky breath, showing him the picture.
he studied the photo, even reading out the caption on the post. “actor pedro pascal seen in a restaurant with a new mysterious woman” he sighed loudly.
you looked at him with red and blurry eyes “tell me what’s going on” you said flatly.
“baby, this picture is from years ago. before i even knew you, if you don’t believe me, look here” he came by your side “see? no facial hair, plus that’s jasmine. i cut her off years ago, for a couple reasons”
the tears stopped but part of you didn’t believe him. he could tell.
“darling, i promise. id never cheat on you, i love you. i don’t need anyone else but you. i swear, this is actually from like what, 2016? i don’t know why its getting brought up now, but this shit happens all the time to people with a large following. it’s just the internet being annoying as always”
you bit your lip as you thought, he’s right. this stuff happens all the time. he loves you to much.
nodding you looked at the ground “i’m sorry” you managed to whimper out “aye, don’t be sorry hermosa, it’s one of them things that we will have to, now, learn how to avoid and address it. it’s not your fault your upset, i understand you and your feelings.”
“can i have a hug?” you whispered, that’s all you wanted to do right now. have his arms wrapped around his body. he let out a soft giggle and immediately pulled you into his arms.
“i’m still sorry though, i should have known pedro. it’s what happens now” you felt him shake his head “no sweetheart, you have every right to feel upset. especially when there’s pictures floating around” you pulled back and wiped your tears with the sleeve of your jumper.
“thank you” you let out a small laugh, what on earth was you thinking? him cheating? never.
“no problemo” he leaned down to kiss your temple “so, what do you say about having take out tonight? my treat” you smiled at him softly.
“as if i’d say no” he let out a small chuckle.
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copias-girl · 1 year
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The Papas vs Technology Headcanons
Ask and you shall receive! @ivyanddaisies
Prompt here
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Primo
Ok Peepaw has no use for social media or technology. He’s still marvelling at his vintage tube tv, because he’s old and he was around before the tv <3 And he’d literally rather send a raven with a message rather than text. You pushed him to give it a shot, and being the sweet elder goth that he is, he gave it the good old college try just for you. Alas, he grew frustrated easily. He kept having to whip out the reading glasses to read what was on the screen, and he couldn’t tell if that vibrating in his pocket was the iPhone or if he was having a seizure. Not to mention, he accidentally activated Siri on several occasions and he thought the spirit of a demon was speaking to him and apparently telling him the weather forecast. The only thing he really found a use for was the gardening stuff on Pinterest, but he has plenty of books in the library for that anyway. And as for nudes? He has a Polaroid camera for that. Our sweet old man much prefers the feeling of answering calls on his candlestick phone, and he’ll gladly leave the selfie-taking to you ♥︎
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Secondo
Alright, Mr. Worldwide tries to be hip and cool, so he definitely owns the latest iPhone. However, he’s had to replace it several times because when he gets frustrated, that thing goes flying across the room. He tried to use the voice dictation one time and his entire text came out hilariously wrong so he threw his phone out of one of the ministry windows. He texts with one finger like an old man, never uses emojis (he calls them hieroglyphics), and he keeps telling you that he wants to “duck your brains out”. He genuinely tries to take selfies, and that can be hit or miss. Sometimes it’s a typical old man selfie where you can see all the way up his nose, but he did execute this fantastic shirtless selfie one time,,, Bone Daddy starts an Instagram where he makes a few adorably lame posts trying to be edgy and dark. But he mainly uses that to post selfies (ones you’ve taken of the both of you) to show you off. He loves when you send him dirty pictures and he’s also found that FaceTime is perfect for some,,, fun activities 👀
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Terzo
Oh my god, the biggest social media whore. He’s only two months younger than Secondo, but he’s somehow overcome his oldness and mastered the art of the iPhone. He has an Instagram, where he posts pictures of the two of you on dates or in bed together covered in rose petals and lip prints. Dude even has Snapchat, where he updates his story with some chaotic videos every now and then. He can text with his thumbs, but he does make some really hilarious typos which are exceptionally frustrating when he’s trying to sext with you (this man demands nudes from you constantly). He actually knows what most emojis mean- he will literally text you the eggplant emoji next to everything 🍆- and only has to ask for your help to decipher some of them. He rubs it in his brothers’ faces as much as he can, calling them old men because they don’t know how to use tech as well as he does. And Secondo finds his use of emojis really irritating because he has no idea what the fuck ‘🤪😝🙃🫠🥴🙄🥸💀’ means
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Copia
Oh, Copia. Sweet pitiful Copia. He tries, he really does, but this man has no idea how to use emojis. He types with one finger, makes plenty of typos, and always uses the rat emoji for no apparent reason. Also, he disperses emojis into sentences so his texts always read like this:
Ciao 👋🏻🐀 bella 😚 I am going 🔜 to feed 🧀 my rats 🐀 want to come 😀 with me?🤝🏻
He’s such a dork and you never ever correct him because it’s just too charming. His selfies are often painfully awkward, because he thinks that just staring dead-eyed into the camera and snapping the picture constitutes as a selfie. And he’ll post those on Insta too, sometimes with captions that he got off Pinterest. Or sometimes the captions will be about rats for literally no reason. However, he does make awfully sweet posts about you that have your heart melting when you read them. This sweet man LOVES when you send him naughty pictures and rile him up via text. It gives him a thrill and makes him feel so special. Copia also surprisingly uses Pinterest occasionally, because he finds it relaxing. He’s such a gentle soul, and he enjoys saving things about pet rats, aesthetic things that he’d like to show you later, or even some recipes that the two of you could cook together. However, he doesn’t use Pinterest correctly. He doesn’t pin things, he just screenshots them (because you taught him how to take a screenshot). So even though he isn’t the most religious social media user or the best at working technology, he tries and has a good time ♥︎
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accio-victuuri · 7 months
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SBMS Clowning Series ☀️ v.6 { finale }
It was a good run and we have been fed very well. if something else comes up then i’ll post an extras version of this clowning series. ^^
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recap : version one / two / three / four / five 💓
this scene at the finale, where they won a production award and jian bing was making her speech. how she said that last year, she gained a good production partner ( referring to shengyang ) and like you could tell that it wasn’t just work related that’s she is talking about. it reminds us of that time in TTXS where WYB said that in the past year, he gained a good friend — XZ. and like we (cpfs) believe that it’s more than that, they both gained a life partner.
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this is another example of what seems to be a trend in this drama. lol. maybe because it’s modern so they can use these scenes & lines. i don’t know. the coincidences and similarities of things that happened to them irl making it in the drama is something we can’t ignore.
• In XZ studio’s post, they shared more behind the scenes photos and the caption:
when you encounter a beam of light named shengyang, remember to return him to the sun☀️
it’s similar to what zz said before in an interview when talking about WWX. He said, return him to the one he loves ( LWJ ).
there is also a photo where you could see the number 9. It’s actually 19, which is in reference to the event his character in the show is attending. they blurred out almost all of the background to emphasize on him so why leave the 9? Maybe they can cause the big event in the finale is this award and him going onstage with Jian Bing. I’m a clown so the 9 is a great coincidence because who just celebrated their 9th debut anniversary???
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• GG’s finale post on his weibo account too. Let’s clown on the time of posting, 19:50 9/5. Also how he mentions the sun which is supposedly to describe Shengyang and the name of the show itself. But the photo he shared is that of a sunflower. He really loves it. It’s why 🌻 is such a favorite symbol among BXGs!
( if you have no idea about sun/sunflower cpn then go here and here )
BONUS: shengyang x shuoshuo SZD 💟 ( similar pose! )
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• Some more similarities between XZS and YBO editing 🙃
My favorite would have to be p4. The videos they both posted today had “easter eggs” at the end. So you thought it’s all over, but they include another snippet of them.
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and another bonus on that YBO vlog, if you asked baidu what yibo is looking at. the scenery, a related topic will come up and it’s a XZS vlog.
omg even baidu knows 😂😂😂😂
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• Spotted. A new water bottle they have that’s the same. Remember that Yibo’s skateboard video is not new. The Asian Games MV was filmed last year. Sooo…. They use other stuff that’s not Bottled Joy 😂😂😂😂
It’s so plain looking that you can’t really tell but i think that’s the purpose. Knowing how they were exposed with the whole “bottled joy” saga when XZ was filming YGY.
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verosvault · 1 month
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🚨SPOILERS FOR FANTASY HIGH JUNIOR YEAR EPISODE 7🚨
Dimension20 "Fantasy High Junior Year"
Episode 7 "Stress Tested"
Timestamp: 00:48:29
Video Length: 5min.
Kristen talks to Yolanda about her Academics, Cassandra, and the Mysterious Voice she heard (‣Pt. 1 | Pt. 2)
Ally: "I think especially since Copperlilly made it really public that I don't have a god, I might do... I don't know which this would count for, like, goddess work. So, not really like Cleric."
Brennan: "You're not focusing on your classes, but actually doing the proselytizing."
Ally: "Like, can I try to check in with Cassandra? Can I say her name and see if she's responsive anywhere?"
Brennan: "Yeah, I think- Actually as this chapter is starting, 'cause you can't cast spells, it's unclear if you would even be able to complete your Cleric classes. I think you grab some office hours with Yolanda, the Cleric teacher."
Ally: "Oh cool."
Brennan: "Yolanda looks at you and says,"
Yolanda: "Ms. Applebees, it's come to my attention that you may have experienced the second deicide of your tenure."
Kristen: *holds up 3 fingers*
Yolanda: "Third?"
Kristen: "There are a couple iterations on the Yes."
Yolanda: "Oh, right. Yes, question mark. There was an addendum to the- yeah-"
Kristen: "I saw it dead. It slid out of a hole."
The awesome caption team: (Lou chuckling)
Yolanda: "Kristen, um-"
Kristen: "Does that mean anything to you?"
Yolanda: "Well, it's not good. It slid out of a hole? How? Based on what? What was the context?"
Kristen: *tells Yolanda the whole story*
Brennan: "She becomes very interested in the voice that spoke to you. She's like,"
Yolanda: "Did you recognize the voice that was speaking to you? Was it, like, mocking you or something like that?"
Kristen: "Like, 'This is the god you deserve.'"
Yolanda: "The god you deserve. That's very interesting."
Kristen: "Why is that interesting?"
Yolanda: "Well there's something that had a personal, something that had a connection to you that was strong enough or powerful enough that it wanted mock you."
Kristen: "Do you think it was Cassandra? I think maybe she was really angry with the way that I treated her."
Yolanda: "Could well be. Kristen, if I'm going to make allowances for you to continue on in your Cleric classes without the ability to actually, meaningfully cast spells, where do you feel, if anything, a connection to the divine right now? Do you feel any connection to Cassandra still?"
Kristen: "Yeah, I think that was the ideal... I think embracing mystery and unknown is still... I mean the moon stuff is also pretty interesting, but I do think Cassandra made more sense to me."
Ally: Can I- Okay, you mentioned something. So I think Lydia Barkrock mentioned this or something. There was some sort of like god of the... What was her Cleric studying? Yeah, sorry, I made a note."
Emily: "I think they're asking what the Cleric in that party, what god the Cleric in that party."
Brennan: "Oh!"
Ally: "It was something like mystery and darkness. It was something really interesting."
Brennan: "Oh, Osmir. A god of magic. Osmir."
Ally: "Yes, Yes! Magic and secrets."
Brennan: "Magic and secrets."
Ally: "Yeah. Is there a way for me to do like a History check on that? Like in our library or with the teacher or...?"
Brennan: "Yeah. Yolanda looks at you and says,"
Yolanda: "I think the academic path that probably makes the most sense to save you from the academic probation you are in right now would be one of the two following. And honestly, perhaps a combination of both. Because you can't participate in practical classes, I'm gonna need a lot of extra theological work from you, the academic side of being a Cleric; religious treatises, research, all of that. If you wanna look up Osmir, if you wanna see anything about that, that you can, I think that's a very wise and prudent idea. And you should focus on that this semester. On a practical level, if you haven't regained your spells by the end of the fall semester, I'm gonna have to fail you no matter how many essays you turn in. So what I would say is if Cassandra is truly gone, something quite strange has happened. Because as long as you still believe in her, she should not be fully gone. Is there any part of her sort of remaining?"
Kristen: "Is there a way that you can-"
Brennan: "You remember those shards of twilight energy."
Ally: "Oh, yeah, yeah! I show her."
Brennan: "She[Yolanda] casts a Divination spell on them."
Yolanda: "Theological essays. I'm gonna ask for them biweekly, every two weeks."
Kristen: "Okay."
Yolanda: "And I think you need to perform a miracle."
Kristen: "Hm?"
Yolanda: "I think you need to perform a miracle. Clerics at their best represent an aspect of the divine truth and their work is to manifest that truth in the day-to-day lives of people who can benefit from the magic imparted by the gods. What is a miracle that doubt can make? What is a phenomenon that mystery can work upon the world? Cassandra's not here to work through you. So in all likelihood she needs you to work on her behalf."
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also this is sword anon again and honestly your cookie run art is partially why i wanna get back into it after a long time but i remember some drama circulating around that darkmilk has a significant age gap n stuff and in extension so does yammilk (ik your pinned post doesnt include them I just added that since that was part of the discussion) so whats your take on their age thing cuz idk what type of shipper you are lol
HII AGAIN LFMAOO BUT OKFG RLLYYY?? YAYYY
I don’t talk about milkyam cause I just don’t like the ship, or most of its shippers. I don’t like a lot of choco ships tbh..but all I will say, is milk would protect choco from yam BUT THATS IT. THATS ALL.
for me, I hc young prince as 15 and milk around the same age, idk maybe 13? I cant see how people think young prince choco was an adult...?? Yes she went out to find a sword by herself but I think she was only allowed that because she is a good fighter and can survive on her own, it’s obvious cacao had trust that choco will return safely.
She just looks tall or mature for her age ig?? I think it’s because how she was raised, never allowed to be a child and trained to be better but yea no, I fr can’t see her as an adult here
edit: I forgot to add but she still kind of had that “oblivious” mindset I guess? Believing she can save her kingdom and could change her fathers mind even tho he’s so stubborn and that mentality of being “a hero just like his father”, I’m sure thats associated w younger people because “ur just a child you don’t know any better”
after she comes back she sees what her father rlly is and basically calls him a coward. It’s fr someone maturing and seeing someone for what they rlly are, not blinded by the child mentality anymore and only seeing someone as perfect when they’re not at all (not saying cacao is a coward mb minty, but bro wasn’t the best father 🙏😔 I love cacao) but also choco is manipulated easily because of her weak mentality.. my girl.
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I know a lot of people are iffy or just hate chocomilk and that’s alr ig but god pls enough w tagging the ship and making threads telling people to hate it.
I know someone whose too afraid to draw it because of what people say and I’m like !! I got you bro I’ll draw it for us!!
Also I don’t think devsis would even allow such a ship to exist if it was wrong?? (it’s funny cause they make art of it n even make captions like that one where choco and lico go to an amusement park together, w “don’t tell milk” )
also I just hate how mischaracterized milk is w choco... my god y’all are weird as fuck w him. Milk wouldn’t harass choco or stalk him pls stop that, it’s uncomfortable..
he respects his space and choco’s life. When he met choco in that cutscene, people took choco being “uncomfortable” around milk, he wasn’t? He was just shocked or just “?? Rlly??” Kind of reaction because this man hasn’t been told anything nice after he became “bad” or whatever, so having someone tell him that he was the reason they became stronger and “want to be just like him” is obviously shocking to her, she wouldn’t believe that she made someone life better because she thought she only hurt people and deserved to be hated and treated in any way.
Anyway yea, they def both met as teens, didn’t see eachother til adults and it’s obvious milk is in love w choco idc (me too bro)
this is long as fuck sorry but GOD I NEEDED TO SAY SHIT!!
Take the cute art tho I love them sm (I think choco just has the mentality that no one could love him after what he’s done so he doesn’t understand why milk faints all flustered n shit but the idea of her being oblivious is cute too 😭 fuck it shes both!!)
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also what type of shipper I am?? Wym
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ghostiiess · 1 year
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[NSB HEADCANONS] - going to a concert with azngami
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pov: ryan recently brought you tickets to go see your fav artists that you guys both like and during the concerts, he's realizing how lucky he is to have you by his side
warning: none
type: wholesome
members: ryan nguyen (azngami)
like and reblogs are greatly appreciated! :)
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so.. it was your birthday
and you couldn't stop talking about your fav singer (or music's group)
at this point, ryan knew everything about them 🥴
so for your birthday present, he knew it had to be something related to the group! he then started looking for some merch or some album that you didn't have from them
but when he saw that they were touring in your city, he quickly forgot about his original ideas
he was going to give you tickets to see them irl
let's say when you saw the two tickets to the concert, you were super happy and that made Ryan even happier
like he was actually super excited to go with you, but when he saw your excitement and how happy you were, it made him even more excited
the day of the concert, OH GOD-
he made a tiktok saying he was going to the concert and all that stuff (like he did with seb when he went to see The Weeknd) and posted it on tiktok
when the two of you walked into the concert room, ryan couldn't stop smiling
he was smiling so hard seeing you all excited
ryan would totally be the type to hold your hands and say (as an excuse) that "it's too crowned"
he just want to hold your hand, okay?
if you are introverted like him and he sees that you are also scared of the crown, he would push the people (this man is not scared) and hold your hand super tight while walking in front of you saying "sorry" or "excuse me" or
he would def buy merch there if there is any
matching merch?? (yes, please)
he would give you one of his softest smiles if he saw you in your favorite artist's merch
it has always been a dream of yours to see them and the fact that ryan could go with you and see you realize one of your dreams/goals makes him super happy
"your smile tell me everything, babe"
"what? i just love how happy and excited you are, right now. it's making me happy"
RYAN IS A SIMP FOR HAND HOLDING, OKAY? he love holding hand, so don't be surprised if he hold your hand during the concert
during the concert, nguyen would take secret pictures of you
he think it's super cute to see you smiling like that and being super happy
he love your smile, what can i say?
it's like one of the precious thing he can see every day :(
he would sing the songs with you and look into your eyes and fall more and more in love with you
if the artist sings some love songs, he would totally sing the lyrics while looking at you
and he would say, "what? i'm singing!" but ngl, he just wished he could have written that song for you (but he'll never tell you that)
LIKE??? tell me, this isn't cute?
azngami would tease you with some of the lyrics…? like for example, at the The Weeknd's concert he went to, abel sang "Die For You" and in the song one of the lyrics is "cause baby, i would die for you" so i'm pretty sure ryan would have sang it to you…? idk if this is understandable lol
ryan would play their music in the car after the concert
and would do karaoke nights with you so you could relive that concert
he's so cute
he would post pictures of you and him dancing in the crown, videos of you singing and living your best life, he would take instagram pictures with you and caption them with "you're the reason behind these lyrics" if the group/singer are/is mostly singing love songs
to conclude this headcanon, ryan and you would have a lot of fun together at the concert!!
hope you guys liked it!!
taglist (open! send an ask if you want to be in it!) : @nsb-rkive @kentisbaby @firebenderwolf @hyuneee0
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fbfh · 2 years
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Leo x pregnant!reader second trimester hcs
wc: 1k
warnings: pregnancy, feeling the baby move, crying /pos,
a/n: baby fever baby fever baby fever leo would be the best fucking dad can't stop thinking about how cute he'd be when you're pregnant and leo around babies i'm unwell idk what to do with myself
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You’ve been moved in for a few weeks 
It’s springtime, and there are flowers blooming everywhere
The weather’s getting warmer and the windows are all open, that fresh rainy smell is in the air
You’re definitely showing now, your cute little bump is only hidden under baggy hoodies and sweatshirts
And oh my god Leo can’t keep his hands off your tummy
He’s always rubbing your bump, pressing kisses and talking to your baby
“Hi baby, it’s your daddy!” in a soft voice
He tells your baby about how your days are going, asks them questions, tells them jokes
Tells them how excited you both are to meet them
How he can’t wait to hold them
He caresses your bump, fingers tracing over the new stretch marks with love and adoration
You really are showing now, your cute little bump poking out under your clothes
Holy fuck he can’t get enough of it
Plus, now that you’re moved in you can work together on the project that has you the most excited
Planning the baby’s nursery!!!!!!
And oh my GOD you’re both so excited
You’ve been doing so much research
There is no magazine
No nursery vlog, no pinterest board, no parenting and interior design blogs you haven’t scoured 
You have a full plan to make the perfect nursery with Leo for when your little bundle of joy gets here
You and Leo have also spent countless hours laughing with each other and roasting other nurseries you see online
You send him a picture of a desaturated neutral toned minimalistic boho nursery with the caption “werner herzog’s… sad beige nursery… for sad beige children…” 
He knows where this is going, and he’s giggling before he even sees the picture
You’re totally right, too
It’s a very sad beige nursery
And the opposite of what you’re going for
But you also don’t want it to be too much sensory overload  for your little baby
You’re talking about it one night, going over ideas and designs, looking through changing tables online
It’s one of those moments where it really hits him again
You’re gonna have a baby
You’re going to have a baby!!!!!!!
You can sort of tell when those moments hit just by the way he looks at you
The soft warmth, the happy tears prickling in the corner of his eyes
There’s a certain smile that he only gets when he gets like that, it’s impossible to miss
Sometimes you just watch him think, basking in the fact that you’re really going to be living the life you both thought was laughably out of the question at 15
And now here you are, planning your baby’s nursery 
Another baby prep thing you’ve been devoting a lot of time to is shopping for baby
Your friends and family have already contributed a ton of thoughtful gifts you’re sure baby’s going to love
And you haven’t even had the baby shower yet
But you can’t stop yourselves from picking up a few outfits and toys and books whenever you’re out together 
You’ve spent countless hours in the baby section of various stores, showing each other all the cute onesies and outfits and baby shoes you find
With your bump getting bigger every day you also need to get more maternity clothes
And Leo is so supportive!!!! 
He helps you pick out the cutest stuff
He has a real knack for finding stuff that you’ll feel cute and comfortable in
And jesus christ he’s so ready to hype you up
You look so fucking pretty in all these empire waists and ruched tops 
His eyes get all sparkly and he gets the biggest most sincere smile 
He rubs his hands up and down your waist, along your back, over your bump
“You look so cute!” 
It’s contagious, really
The way he looks at you, how happy he is about everything, how much he loves you
It’s one of these times when you’re out shopping that you feel it
You’re looking at a baby onesie with an adorable little turtle print when you feel the baby move
Your jaw hits the floor and your eyes fly open
You literally drop the onesie you were holding you’re so stunned
You immediately run over to Leo, putting his hand on your tummy
He’s worried something’s wrong for a split second
Then he feels it too
Your little baby, moving around 
You both cry
He’s a cancer and you’re pregnant, you’re both definitely going to cry over this 
It’s just the most touching moment shared between you two 
Hands on your tummy, holding each other and smiling in crying at the baby gap
You end up getting the turtle onesie, considering it to be a good sign
Every time either of you see it you think of the first time you felt your baby move
Another exciting thing you’ll get to do
If you want to
Is find out baby’s gender
No matter how you go about it
If you want to find out right away 
Or keep it a surprise 
If you throw a gender reveal party or get told right away 
No matter how it goes
Or what the gender is
You’re so excited 
That’s the third big time it really hits him
You’re having a baby!!!!!!! 
And he can not wait
He seriously can’t wait 
Neither of you can wait to hold your little sundrop, your bundle of joy, your little miracle
And you’re getting closer and closer to doing just that
After a few painfully short yet agonizingly long more months
You’ll get to
And it’s feeling more real every day
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askfallenroyalty · 1 year
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Here's some more deleted scene panels that never made it in
sorry there's no captions, there's just too many panels to describe and i'm tired. hopefully i'll have the energy/rememebr to do so tomorrow ):
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IM REALLY SAD THIS ONE DIDN'T GET IN. I even drew asriel shutting flowey in a box for this joke to work. There was going to be a visual gag of it being a "soap" box. Haha.
Asgore was originally going to tell Asriel to think of something nice to get his mind off of his panic attack.
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Which, while funny, took away the feeling of intense panic the audience and asriel should have been feeling at the time. It just didn't fit the pacing/mood. It also showed that -well, i don't know if this is a legitimate grounding technique or if it'd be read as "its ok just think happy thoughts <3 then ur panic attack would end" which... is not.... how that works. Even if it was only to give Asriel a moment of respite, it's shown as effective until Asgore brings up a bad memory. So. bad comic sequence.
more stuff under the cut
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I had a really, really hard time balancing the tone of the scene that is currently happening in the redraw. it's why i'm so behind in my drawings, so i'm only now sketching the next couple month's updates.
This chapter has gone through SO MANY changes. I feel that comes with it being the first chapter to completely diverge from the original tumblr version.
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Asriel was originally going to have a very on-the-nose nightmare about Flowey feeling excluded from the family and fearing drowning. Now, the whole darkness/water metaphor for suicidal depression will be introduced when that stuff starts to come into play in chapter 4...
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i mean, just to really hammer home how much i had to delete for this: i actually did sketch out the original tumblr version here. I had it all ready before chapter 2 began posting. But as I was finishing the color for the warship section I realized, shoot, I don't wanna repeat it.
When I first made the tumblr version, i was getting burnt out and the characters just became so much... meaner? rude? to each other. some bickering or annoyance is fine but I have a bad habit of going overboard. That's something I hope to correct in the rewrite -and focus more on less drama and more wholesome/loving moments.
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(note the above scene is shown not in full. its jumping around a bit)
Even tho I was mostly keeping chapter the same the first time I sketched it for the redraw, I added this scene. The idea was that when the house was on fire, Frisk would of ran off to the right of the house to where you can see Old Home.
There, even tho Frisk can't verbally talk, the two have a nice heart-to-heart. Chara remember Frisk has [spoilers] issues. Chara was going to own up to their bad behavior.
Now well, hm. Chara's got a lot of shit going on. Frisk of course has forgiven them (like they do for everyone in the underground -_- oh frisk...) and it's going to be something that's addressed down the road. for now, they've held hands, and shown solidarity for each other. As kids, they're going to goof around and be buddies and not let the cruddy stuff chara did earlier matter. things are so much less of a big deal when you're a kid.
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ecoamerica · 23 days
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eggedbellies · 8 months
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Saw a picture of a xenomorph gf,  like an anthro xenomorph.  Tall,  but thicc human figure with all the fun human stuff like boobs, ass, and thick thighs with the xenomorph head and some very kissable lips, plus a long tongue,  fangs,  and tail.  I think the caption someone gave was instead of the whole face hugger and chest burster thing why not make the aliens more direct with the breeding...  So this new alien was created,  to get fucked and get so very very pregnant and create more,  just like her.  No more of just being the ultimate weapon,  but also the ultimate breeder.  I'd like to imagine she lays eggs,  just for convenience's sake,  but also causes me likely eggs. 
Sounds scarily fun, an alien that towers over you,  hellbent on getting bred by you,  to protect you,  to make you her mate.  Catching you and pinning you,  making sure you're alright,  telling you just how happy,  how long she's waited for this. She doesn't care,  you're her mate,  and she's going to do everything she can to make sure she's bred. 
Even after the mating session, she keeps you by her side,  nice and snug,  pampering you with her massive size,  letting you so hungrily drink from her alien tits,  as you and her rub her belly,  waiting for clutch to be ready to lay.
Might think of something later of a human becoming like her, but that's for another time
The xenos have never done much for me but MAN this is such a good idea that I'm interested lol, the direct pregnancy... maybe she captures humans, binds them up in goo, leaves them immobile around her space, packed bellies and squirming all...
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toomuchracket · 11 months
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The detail of Ross holding his hand open for reader to squeeze as she walked past… I’m obsessed. I have 2 things to say.
Ross’s girlfriend in a girl group. They release a song and the lyrics are very much about Ross (talks about his height. How big he is. How GOOD he is in bed). And Matty delights in quoting the lyrics to Ross on stage. I like the idea of Ross posting a pic of him and his gf to ig w a caption related to the song.
My other thing to say is pls can you write a whole blurb ab subtle PDA between u and Ross, similar to the hand open thing bc oh my god that ruined me.
this has so much potential to be another ross universe... much to think about and Ponder hmmmmmm. also initial thingy can be found here! and yes i'll answer both things here
first part: obsessed with this, and obsessed with the thought that you rocked up to a writing session the day after the best sex of your life and went "i have an idea". also obsessed with you having to tell ross about the fact that you've written a song about him (not for the first time, to be fair) and how sexy he is, because if he's not cool with it then it'll go unreleased - he blushes like crazy when he reads the lyrics, but he secretly loves it, and even from a rough demo he's like "no this is a hit you have to release this song babe". i'm not going to attempt to write it, but i'm imagining the lyrics being chock-full of sex references (charli's like "this makes my banana split lyric look TAME" when she hears them), with a lot of them being really quite intricate metaphors and some others just like on the vibe of "yeah i'm getting bent over daily" - george and matty are simultaneously scandalised, jealous of how good these lyrics are ("we've been writing sex shit like this for twenty years and you outdo us with it on your first attempt smh"), and deeply deeply in love with the song and the way it's constructed/performed. as you said, matty (who is a known stan of your band btw) relishes the opportunity to pester ross with the lyrics onstage; when he introduces/credits the band, he starts singing one of the lyrics from it before he says ross's name, and ross just smirks and raises his eyebrows while the crowd go nuts (like i said, ross secretly loves it). and the fans (and your friends) go even more nuts when ross posts a pic of you and him all sexy and ready for date night on insta with the lyrics referenced or paraphrased in the caption - the best thing about it, though, is that he posts it the morning after date night, from bed, where the two of you are curled up sweaty and exhausted after a looooooong moment of ross proving your lyrics right lmao
second part: i think the subtle pda thing started because you and ross didn't make your relationship public until you had been together for a while, for whatever reason, but the nature of your job meant you guys would run into each other at events and you needed a little way to show affection while still maintaining your privacy. little squeezes of thighs under tables, three little tiny taps on the other's hand to say "i love you" when passing drinks to each other, trapping the other's leg between yours under the table to keep them close... a lot of stuff like that. and there were less subtle moments as you got drunker - ross resting his head on your shoulder to snuggle you under the guise of being tipsy and tired, asking about new developments in each other's careers (that you already know about lol) in order to give yourselves excuses to give long "congratulatory" hugs, cheek kisses hello and goodbye that accidentally seem to land on the corners of lips. obviously now you're openly a thing, you don't need to do all that, but the quick little touches are great for red carpets and moments where you have to be a bit more professional as members of your respective groups. but you can't go without touching ross, and he's the same with you - you just love each other too much to let it go unaddressed at any point lol <3
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blacktobackmesa · 11 months
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i think i remember you saying the science team would rewatch the videos together( like the cast commentaries,) and i was curious to see if you would talk a bit about that? like… how they reacted to certain things and scenes, if or how they talked it out, stuff like that… i’ve been wanting to ask this for sooooo long but just now got the confidence to, i love this verse sooooo much !!! its been living rent free in my head ever since i first read the series… its the only way i can think of post-canon i love it so much… ok thats all i hope you have a good day !!!
First I gotta say Thank You and I'm making my first official rent payment for the real estate in here. It has always been the goal to inspire people to think about the team like this and I am SO grateful for every ask sent and conversation had. But YES let's talk about watching
Gordon gave the team the option to watch the VODs and edits on their own, but was convinced to make it a group activity by his friends. This ended up being to precursor to their regular movie nights-- everybody met up in Tommy's basement to watch the edits together over a couple days. (Nobody wanted the emotional whiplash of going into Act 3 unprepared.)
One of the key things that everyone has a reaction to is what fonts and text colors Gordon chose for them.
Benrey likes his text color well enough, but would have preferred purple. He also thinks his font could have been something way cooler. He also thinks it's weird that he and Forzen have the same font, and accuses Gordon of being lazy.
Tommy tells Gordon that he likes his font and color, but it's hard to tell how he really feels. He does say that while his favorite color is actually red, he knows that can be a bit harder to read against a dark background.
Bubby is insulted that he was given Times New Roman, legendary as a default font, but changes his tune when told it's actually Sylfaen. Entirely different! With this, he and Coomer are both satisfied with their captions. In fact, their fonts are in their favorite colors... sort of. Coomer actually prefers cyan, while Bubby likes green.
Gordon actually got Darnold's favorite color dead on. He's started using his typeface, Terminal Grotesque, on most documents and correspondence. He hasn't verbally acknowledged this, but Gordon's noticed. It makes him smile.
G-Man thinks his font is very practical. That's all he's said on the matter.
Other Notable Reactions
Bubby had completely forgotten that Gordon didn't believe him about his name. Upon being reminded, he went "Wait, hang on, hang on. What the fuck, Gordon? Who DOES that?" (Darnold felt validated by this.)
Coomer laughs uproariously at his own jokes and slips of the tongue.
"So Tommy. Benrey said you like mean people, do you... do you have any idea what he meant by that?" "Oh! Well, you know." He failed to elaborate.
The screen going black during the ambush came as a surprise to the team. Everyone remembers actually seeing the events play out, though in hindsight, Coomer questions his own memory. There's a lot about that whole stretch of time that he has questions about, but he knows they can't be answered.
Bubby goes out of his way to point out situations where he was playing a trick or just straight-up lying to his friends. Part of it is for full disclosure, part is to brag about what a funny guy he is.
Gordon is uncomfortable with clips where he is condescending to or impatient with the science team. Benrey tries to diffuse his anxieties by pointing them out directly and highlighting all of his insecurities. He's a great friend. He tries his best.
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decentmonster · 4 months
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tw: talk about SA, alcohol:
(***note: omigod it is soo difficult to proofread for typos and clarity while drunk while also maintaining like. actual coherensy. i swear to godz this took like. 75 minutes to type. )
I'm currently (at home, safe) inebriated (made myself multiple drinks) (am staying hydrated) with many alcohol and I decided to place a large ice cube on my head just so i could to feel it melt down my scalp. that is the most bizarre thing I want to do while inebriated. *other than like, my desire to currently make pasta or text my best friend to tell her she's amazing and i love her. I will not make pasta bc that involves using a stove and that's not a good idea right now.
tw again: talk about sexual assault:
I do not want to force someone to have sex with me.
though very drunk, I am still very much aware of what consent is and what is good and what is wrong.
(less important for my point about humanity but more currently related to my existence as of this moment; yes I am hydrating and safe).
I know that I cannot reasonably consent in this state. neither can anyone else in this state. addionally, under any circumstances, that I should clearly state any intentions & clarify AND make absolute certain that I communicate clearly & that I am understood ESPECIALLY while in this state.*¹
I am aware of this & am drunk.
a rapist who is enebriated coulld still predate on a victim who is also inebriated*¹
bc even if me & a partner were doing the sexytimes (tm) and shared a few drinks together during that funtimes with the same level of intoxification; I would still know to make sure they were cool beforehand and during the funtimes(tm)
and then, even after confirming everything was like, cool, I'd still be like "hey we're too drunk to do this let's just cuddle"
that is the maximum I'd be cool with doing.
SO
even if a rapist could try to claim they were also "unable to consent" to their choice to r*pe someone, that's total bullshit.
alcohol doesn't like, remove your morality. it just removes the impulse control. you still have those impulses.
drunk me's impulsive thought was to type this while slowly letting an ice cube melt down my head and face. its been an whole hour
like. while drunk. I'm super concerned with even just making sure this is tw'd correctly so I don't hurt someone with bringing up painful topics. in other words. I am even more cautious to ensure that the reader of this post has consented to reading posts on this topic while inebriated.
again
rapists have 0 excuses.
*¹this is Even more than I try to do as an autistic person when I am sober bc I know that I communicate and understand fewer things while inebriated- so like. rather than using my inebriation as an excuse to ignore consent, i want consent's volume to be turned up and captions turned on bc I recognize I might not be able to hear it the best in this state.
*²autocorrect isn't helping me; I don't know how to spell inebriated??? enebriated???? is that even a word?? intoxicated???? under the influence of ethanol's drug effects. that. whatever I am now.
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