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yandere-wishes · 3 months

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I don't think I'm neurodivergent but there is this phenomenon called maladaptive daydreaming. It's usually developed from a very young age by children who were bullied or bored, usually both. It's not classified as a mental illness but if it goes unchecked it can actually interfere with your life, so it should be managed.

One time when my parents were home I spent a good 9 hours just sitting on the couch, listening to music and swaying left right, left right, just making up scenarios. I didn't eat or go to the bathroom at all during those 9 hours. I was horrified when I saw how much had passed because it did NOT feel like it was that much.

Ana, the reason it's taken me 2 whole weeks to answer this is because you have utterly and wholly terrorized me. I relate to this so hard. 😭😭

quick question, did you have headphones on? And where you listening to new songs or your fav songs? Cause I can kinda get getting lost in a trance to new or fav songs and lose track of time dreaming of a perfect life. Still, nine hours is a LONG time. I'm surprised your parents didn't interfere. My parents see me doing anything "unproductive" for more than an hour and automatically they find something for me to do (usually some sort of chore our study topic) 😭🤣😭🤣

the thing with me is that I don't think I ever really stop daydreaming. It's never even at the back of my head either, it's always somewhere in the forefront no matter what I'm doing. Like some super normal thing will be happening and my brain just automatically goes "Okay here's a list of 10+ scenarios that could simultaneously be happening right now." You'd be surprised how many of those scenarios include fictional characters and my obvious need for real human interactions. Then before I know it I've completely lost track of what was/is happening in class.

That's also why I kinda need to associate what I'm studying with some sort of fictional media "theme" so 1) I can actually motivate myself to study and 2) even if I do black out and start daydreaming there's this little lifeline that can kinda drag me back.

I don't really think I'm neurodivergent either (although lately, I think that ADHD may be the explanation for a lot of things I do). I can't say I had the best childhood. Home life was perfectly fine, my dad was strict but my family was very loving. But I was bullied a lot in school. From elementary to middle school. I guess that's why I'm so obsessed with fictional characters. Because with them I can feel like I belong. I'm free to make up scenarios where everything is fine. Sorry, this got super sappy. 😣😆😣

On the bright side, I can now add "maladaptive daydreaming" as part of my skills in my resume 🤣🤣

#yandere-romantica #genie answers #ana asks #askbox #maladaptive daydreaming

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un444giving-angel · 2 months

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what's something that really gets you into that "honeymoon" mentality?

This is a really good question! Thank you!

For me, ana and body image vent playlists really help, there's just something so amazing about sipping a low-cal energy drink while listening to a song like My Best Friend Ana or Dying on the Inside. Even though most songs talk about how bad it can feel, it still really helps me!

#pro for me not for thee #ed not sheeren #tw ana diary #tw disordered eating #tw ana trigger #f4st!ng #ana asks

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deadgaybitch · 1 year

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Why is it so much harder to loss 5pounds then it is to gain it

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the-skinny-movement · 1 year

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send me asks,

i need someone to talk to about ana crash dieting, being overweight and having no fucking motivation.

i’ve reached 195 pounds and I’ve never been this heavy in my life, meanwhile i also don’t hate myself for the fatness. Now i’m crash dieting for my physical health for once. I no longer want to be 45 pounds (which I wanted when i was 17) now I want to be like 100.

#ana #mia #anorexic #bulimic #bulimia #anorexia #anorex #thinspo #thinspiration #thinsporation #bonespo #bonesporation #bonespiration #ana asks #ana ask #send asks #intermittent fasting

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skinnycelery · 2 years

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Haley Dunphy Diet - Day 7

Day 7, October 11 (Limit 600):

1 egg = 70 cals

Kiwifruit = 50 cals

45 minute walk = -150 cals

Banana bread = 150 cals

HiiT workout = -100 cals

Dinner = 500 cals

TOTAL: 520 cals

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wintergirl238 · 1 year

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I wish I could put into words exactly how it feels to live everyday with an eating disorder - how it feels to live everyday with depression, and anxiety, and such a strong hatred of myself and everything I am.

I think maybe the words just don’t exist.

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hellomrwinchester · 1 year

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Ugh I have to get my weekends under control.

We had an outside day because it was nice out. My husband smoked some meat. I planned on eating only a little but ate way more than I was planning (people over)

I need help in curbing this weekend/social eating I've been doing. I feel so fat and gross the next day and I do so well doing the week. It feels like I undo all of my weekly progress.

Help or advice??

#ana asks #ana questions #weight loss #i wanna be thinner #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be small #ana shit #tw ed diet #tw ana shit #edbllr #tw ed but not sheeran

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organicfennel · 2 years

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I'm so anxious for tomorrow to come, because then I have to weigh myself. If I weigh myself and the number hasn't gotten lower, I feel frantic and don't know what to do.

I'm eating 25g or less of carbs a day. I'm eating 450cals or less (total, not net.)

I'm starting to wonder if I should begin weighing myself weekly instead of daily, but the thing is, I'm EXTREMELY scared of staring weekly weigh-ins and then seeing little to no change. It would be devastating. At least when I weigh myself daily, I can monitor and figure out what to do.

Sometimes I get stuck at a weight on the scale for a few days or a week even, and then one day it will suddenly drop of a few pounds. Idk, I hope to god that's what is happening here.

Any tips?

#pr0 ana diary #anamia #weight loss #dieting #minors do not interact #tw unhealthy eating habits #unhealthy diet #ana food diary #no minors allowed #ana #ana tips #restrictive ed #an0rex1c #i wanna be skinny #meansp0 #meanspo #ana advice #ana asks

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minxie3 · 2 years

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I need to start romanticizing small portions.

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deandoesthingstome · 2 years

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Freeze! ✧ ─=≡Σ((( つ•̀ω•́)つ You're under arrest for being so lovely ❤. Copy this message to other blogs that you think are beautiful and deserve it 💕💗. Keep the game going and make others feel beautiful, appreciated, loved, wonderful and important !!! 😌

Ana, you sneak! Thank you!!!

#ana asks #charlie replies #tag games #love ya

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yandere-wishes · 9 months

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I'm pretty sure several of the same asks just got sent to you, I am so sorry

No worries that's totally fine❤❤ also I am so vibing w/ this pic 🥰😆🥰😆

I am a huge Lana Del Ray fan💞💜💞💜

#ana asks #genie awnsers #william james moriarty #lana del rey

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depression-is-my-loyal-companion · 2 years

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What do you tell your friend when she invites you to eat together at a local where you have to be because there's an event you organised, but you can't tell her you don't want to eat because you're a fat pig?

#asks #ana #ana asks #my asks #ed asks #someone help #help me #I don't know what to do #she got me cornered there #i just want to disappear #i just want to be loved #being left alone is too much to ask?#plz someone k*ll me

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tojisun · 4 months

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SUNNY SUNNY!! can you imagine the reaction simon would give u if u start singing big boy by sza?? GRAAAAHHHH HE WILL GO FERAL!! NEED TO CLIMB HIM UP LIKE A XXXMAS TREE

ANA BABE!! IM ACTUALLY BARKING IN MY CAGE WHAT??? THIS IS SO!!! no bcuz it aint just singin– it’s a whole performance that you’re giving him!!

simon’s sat on the sofa, huffing a laugh when he sees you frantically fiddling with the remote control before flicking on a youtube video of just the cut of sza’s lines – one that simon doesn’t know.

the bass trickles into the living room like dripping molasses and simon quirks up a brow in question when you turned to him all of a sudden, the mic now held up before your lips. you sway your hips along with the music, trailing your hand up from your belly to your chest, playfully squeezing your tits with a wink, before falling to your knees slowly. almost salaciously.

then, you begin to crawl towards him, head still tipped up as you sing the lyrics. simon’s breathless all of a sudden, eyes wide as he follows your slow crawls. he has to grip the armrests, blunt nails biting into the upholstered material, when the lyrics finally click in his brain.

“it’s cuffin’ season, an’ all the girls are leavin – i need a big boy.”

“fuck,” he rasps out the moment you reach him, your hand – empty of your impromptu mic – creeping from his shin to his knee before squeezing his thigh, acrylics digging into the robust muscle.

you continue to crawl close, squeezing yourself between his legs – those that simon spread open even more – before pressing your cheek to the inside of his thigh. you look up at him from your long lashes, batting them in faux demureness.

simon almost goes catatonic when you nuzzle your cheek to his thigh, sighing wistfully, before ending your teasing with a last, “i need a big boy.”

you get to ghost a kiss on his leg before simon’s lunging to pluck you from the floor, growling in restrained hunger. you squeal, the remote clattering onto the carpeted floors as you find purchase on simon’s shoulders, gripping tight when the centre of your gravity shifts.

simon drops you on his lap, big hands squeezing your hips. “yeah?” he asks, chest heaving with need.

“mhmm,” you say, one that is another teasing purr. “need ‘im bad, si.”

“well, he’s here,” simon teases back, shuffling you close until you’re pressed flushed on his chest. he noses along your neck, breathing you in with a tremble.

you giggle at the puff of warm air, shifting at the ticklish feeling. simon lightly nips at the column of your neck in warning. “any more an’ i’m fuckin’ you here, sweetheart.”

simon shivers at feeling your acrylics dancing across the expanse of his back, the thin material of his shirt not doing much in dampening the sensation. then, he hears you mumble, “an’ if i wanna be fucked here?”

simon rips his head from the crook of your neck to meet your gaze and, with reverence in his voice, he says, “well, big boy’s gotta do what his girl wants, yeah?”

you lick your bottom lip in excitement, nodding eagerly, and simon thinks enough’s enough before diving down to kiss you. to devour you. to claim you.

OH I NEED HIM SOOOOOIR BAD

dividers by @/plutism!!

#suns.f #ana <3 #simon ghost riley x reader #simon riley x reader #simon ghost riley #simon riley #ask #suns #LOVIE THIS ONES TOOOOO GOOD

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skinnycelery · 2 years

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Haley Dunphy Diet - day 1

so i've been doing kind of bad and had to go away on holiday, so I decided to restart the haley dunphy diet today. it's day 1 and I had a limit of 600 calls. my parents made me have breakfast and lunch.

breakfast:

1 egg - 75 cals

lunch:

2 slices of toast with hot sauce - 200 cals

dinner:

beans and rice - 500 cals

snacks:

diet coke vanilla - 2 cals

exercise:

1 hour walk - -200 cals

total: 577 cals

day 2 should be better, ill be able to skip lunch and I've skipped breakfast (this is a bit of a late post)

see you all later today!

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torturedpoetdean · 1 year

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imagine one day you’re on your third flight of the day doing your silly little flight attendant job and you’re exhausted, and ready to be home, and you’re smiling and dissociating as your greet passengers as they come on board and suddenly in walks jensen ackles, dean winchester himself, and he smiles and says “thanks” as you hand him a silly little disinfectant wipe. You proceed to hand the basket of wipes to your coworker as you rush to the bathroom to have a full blown panic attack because DEAN FUCKING WINCHESTER is on your flight and you are going to have to talk to him and interact with him and be professional and pretend you aren’t having a meltdown cause you would know those eye crinkles ANYWHERE. Imagine you’re taking dinner orders and you’re repeating to yourself in your head “be profesional, smile and ask for his order, just breathe” and he proceeds to order the cheeseburger and a whiskey neat and your brain short circuits and in your most sarcastic tone out of your mouth comes “yeah sure thing dean” AND THEN YOUR BRAIN EXPLODES CAUSE YOU JUST SAID THAT OUT LOUD TO JENSEN FUCKING ACKLES!!!!! Anyways he laughs and says “my wife says that all the time” then you proceed to die and blackout and work the rest of the flight on autopilot yeah imagine if that happened 😅

#we had an entire conversation after that and he was so nice truly #he let me ramble for 10 whole minutes and then said he didn’t mind he said I was funny #im not gonna recount everything cause that’s just for me #i wanted to ask for a pic but felt like that would ruin the vibe after we started talking and he didn’t offer so oh well 🤷🏻‍♀️#but please know that i deal with assholes and truly vile humans in first class daily and he was just so…. nice?#idk i was just really overwhelmed and i did cry in the bathroom afterwards #anyways there it is #just another day at work #ana’s silly little thoughts

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