#and waste my life

[puppysdog]

having a whats the point of it day

#.txt #ill be fine im just struggling and need to vent #but man whats the point. i cant keep things clean. i cant get my shit together. i can barely even try and be healthy #i hate almost every emotion i have because i dont feel like im ever expressing it right or feeling it right #and im probably not bc awtism #im so tired again all the time #every couple of months i get like this and im like ill be better we can get things together #and i do one thing and then let it all build up again #i want to be better but i barely have the energy to be good #i get upset and angry at myself so easy and i want to hit myself but thats bad #i feel like im faking it all anyways and its not that hard. that im just being a baby #so its fucking stupid to feel like this anyways #but if i cant get around it then whats the god damn point!!! #my day off and im spending it trying not to cry in bed #i was gonna get up and go to the park but whats the point. im just gonna go back to sleep like i always do #and waste my life #and somehow still be tired after and make everything bad #whatever maybe when i stop crying ill clean something and pretend it makes me feel better #upsetting andrew with this lol. love being the worst <3

[vistarya]

May I have this dance, Mrs Tims?

#sorry guys I know yall want to ship him with the party but I’m a chilchuck x his estranged wife truther and I’m making content for ME!!!! #I’m an advocate for wife guy chilchuck. I think he loves his wife!!! I think he wants to fix his family!!! #life’s too short when you’re a half foot to waste it arguing with the ones you love and I think he’s learned that #chilchuk tims #chilchuck’s wife #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #delicious in dungeon #my art #art #illustration #sketch

[ionomycin]

mermay

#artists on tumblr #may has gone so incredibly fast #it literally just started and now it's almost over #i'll be going to finland to visit my mom and friend again in june #just in time for pride week #it's been really nice in helsinki the past few years #i hope it goes safely and peacefully this year too #last year there were some protestors screaming mean things with their hateful signs #but that's to be expected #it's hard to feel insulted when they're the ones wasting their time screaming at strangers #instead of doing something positive #must be a sad life being so angry all the time

[ionlytalktodogs]

Hot take but canes are not a limited resource. Most mobility aids aren’t but canes especially. Canes are $20 at a lot of stores like CVS, Walmart, etc. You aren’t taking that resource away from “real” disabled people (hint: you ARE a real disabled person) in fact buying more canes creates more demand and works to make more stores carry them for better prices. You aren’t faking being disabled or hurting disabled people, you’re working to make canes more accessible which is helping disabled people.

Get the cane.

#I'm endlessly advocating for ppl to get canes #they can be so helpful #and what's the worst thing that could happen? you try it and it doesn't help? #ok sure you wasted $20 but you could donate it to someone who needs it and can't afford it! #what's the downside. #just get a cane. #it improved my life tenfold #just do it #disabled #disability #physical disability #cane user #mobility aid #mobility aids #disabled pride #disabled joy #10k #15k #my ramblings

[pastawayallday]

#my art #rottmnt #save rottmnt #save rise of the tmnt #rise season 3 #i have basically no free time and i waste it in turtles lmfao #found out i like drawing this bozos in slice of life situations #unpause rise of the tmnt #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt leo #rottmnt mikey #rottmnt raph

[madamescarlette]

NO ONE'S EVER REALLY GONE (a collection about endings)

Amy Hempel / @itspileofgoodthings / Richard Jackson / Niall Williams / Ed Sheeran / John Berger / Lemony Snicket / Theodore Roethke / Mikko Harvey / Holly Warburton / Ingeborg Bachmann / Jeanette Winterson / Leila Chatti / George Sand / Miriam Adeney / Rainer Maria Rilke / Unknown / Mural in Hamilton, NZ / Rosamunde Pilcher / Nikki Giovanni

#web weaving #hiiii maria i have been thinking about this post since forever so here tis. #i think about endings a lot a lot!! but also how things that are true stay with you and gleam within the core of you forever #and also the no one's ever really gone has stayed with me for all my life and still shakes me to this day! #the love isn't wasted! it's not lost! it's all going to be alright in the end.

[xoxoemynn]

I know it shouldn't surprise me, but it's frustrating af to step outside the fandom and read about OFMD's cancellation on more general entertainment sites and see the majority of reactions be along the lines of "oh well it was probably Taika being over it, he always gave me the ick anyway so, whatever," and then often devolving into comments about his personal life, or conspiracy theories that can be disproven if you use your brains for 30 seconds or maybe step outside and touch grass idk idk.

And this isn't me saying "omg how could you dislike Taika" bc truly unless you're being racist or antisemitic (which, let's be real, many are), I don't give a fuck what you think about him.

But the point remains that if you have a show that is all about celebrating queer joy and finding yourself later in life, that has a diverse cast of characters in terms of race, ethnicity, sexuality, and body type, that was WRITTEN by a diverse group of writers, that is receiving praise from critics and fans alike, that from all reports was one of Max's most successful shows despite them doing next to no promotion the first season, that had two successful seasons and the creator is on the record saying he had a plan to tell the entire story in three, and it gets CANCELED.

I don't give a fuck how you feel about Taika, or how you feel about OFMD. You SHOULD be concerned about that. Because your show is next.

And before you come at me with "it's just a show, have you seen what's happening in the world?" Yeah. I fucking have. And the arts matter. They have always mattered. It's how we've shared stories and fostered communities and passed down what's important to us as a society. And they've brought us joy. And I don't know about you, but I think we could all do with a fuckton more joy in our lives.

This is absolutely a huge loss, and unfortunately it's not going to be the last as streaming services continue to go deeper in crisis. If that doesn't concern you, idk, go enjoy yourself watching season 47 of The Bachelor.

#also truly if you're going to come on here and immediately start spouting the very nonsense I described above #kindly get fucked #and then do something productive with your life like calling your representatives or donating or going to a protest #you being a dick to people who are upset isn't going to do anything #your smug self-righteousness isn't going to save the world #the world sucks and people should be allowed to experience joy by watching a show where they feel represented #and anyway if you try it on this post or in my inbox I won't be engaging I'll just be blocking #so you're wasting both of our times #byeeeee!!! #ofmd

[eluminium]

So. Now that Skizzleman has completed every single compliment/words of affirmation session in Limited Life...and he also kicked the bucket, I present to you...

Every compliment/words of affirmation done by Skizz (plus some extras!) in LimLife, transcribed by yours truly!

(yes it’s a link to a google doc it was the easiest way okay-)

Here you can find all the affirmations in chronological order transcribed, with timestamps for both Skizz’s POV and the POV of the person he’s complimenting. I hope you enjoy! My god this took forever-

#oh my lordy lord this took FOREVER #I HOPE THIS FINDS USE SOMEWHERE #OR I HAVE WASTED A FAIR AMOUNT OF TIME #PLEASE DON'T LET IT BE FOR NOTHING #PLEASE? PRETTY PLEASE? #dose of skizz #skizzleman #limited life spoilers #life series spoilers #limited life #life series #LimL #limlsmp #inthelittlewood #etho #bdoubleo100 #scott smajor #pearlescentmoon #grian #smallishbeans #solidairty #tangotek #impulsesv #goodtimeswithscar #bigbstatz #zombiecleo #WOOO MAMA THATSA LOT OF TAGS #ALL YOUR FAVOURITES ARE HERE!!! #skizz on the GRIND fr he collected ALL the members

[novafire-is-thinking]

alternate version below:

#Rodimus would never let Percy live it down #idw transformers #maccadam #tf idw #idw1 #tf idw memes #MTMTE #idw perceptor #perceptor #monocled microscope man #totally didn’t waste over an hour of my life making these

[wilsonsmcgillsweatshirt]

"Deep inside, Wilson believes that if he cares enough, he'll never have to die."

What the fuck were the House writers on

#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions #this quote is attempted murder #i cant live like this #This also puts the scene were Wilson tells House he wishes he was more of an asshole into perspective #“i wish i had been more a selfish jerk” “youd still have cancer” “atleast id feel like i deserved it” #because wilson spent his whole life helping people because some part of him genuinely believed that he would live a very long good life #as long as he was doing good and helping people #but in the end none of it mattered and in his mind he wasted his entire life being overly good when he couldve just lived how he wanted #because in the end it didnt make any difference #brb sobbing #thats why when people act like wilson is the devil for saying that to house i lose 5 years of my life #house md #house #greg house #james wilson #gregory house #hilson #hate crimes md #hatecrimes md #wilson #housemd

[alitherandom]

Omega, texting Crosshair: Crosshair there’s a moth on the outside of the bathroom door can you get rid of it?

Omega: Pls hurry because I’m going to cry

Omega: Crosshair

Omega: Crosshair

Crosshair: Crosshair is dead. You’re next. Love, Moth.

#I may or may not have wasted hours of my life messing around on an incorrect quote generator #I don't regret it #This is them fight me #ali's delusional ramblings #the bad batch #bad batch #bad batch crosshair #bad batch omega #omega tbb #crosshair tbb #bad batch season 3 #crosshair and omega #incorrect quotes

[passionpeachy]

I’ve been thinking of going to the library to work on stuff for a whole week so I don’t have to hole myself up in my room anymore and instead I just fall asleep all day every day even if I don’t want to. It’s making me so sad at this point lol

#text #sometimes it really feels like I’m wasting majority of my life just in bed because I’m so tired. or lazy. I can’t tell anymore

[webanglikethat]

NVM!!!

[bamsara]

are you actually cancelling the shipment of the new laptop or was that a joke?

It's a joke but. What if I did auuugh

Making big purchases like this give me anxiety to a heavy level because low key I feel like I'm wasting money and that I don't need it because Arson, even though he's clearly not meant to last a lot longer in that shell and is corrupting and losing files, is still booting up and therefore I feel like I've done this 'too early' and that I don't deserve to get the new pc

Like I KNOW I need it and it will help me immensely but. You know

#ive been saving up for about 2ish years now since arson started showing signs #and hes well past his 'shelf life' but if youve been following me for a long time you know i dont really like replacing things #until theyre practically scrap metal #theres also the thing where if you grow up without a lot of money then you develop the mindset of #'now that youve spent that money you wasted it and also theres gonna be an emergency that will happen and youll wish you hadnt' #'what if you hate the pc' #'what if it ships in broken' #'what if something else happens and it breaks when it gets here' #just anxiety anxiety #i hate making large purchases i have such fears around them #also i actaully am really attatched to arson as a character which makes me crazy but hes like the little dude in my head aka my desk

[dead-bouquet]

DP x DC thoughts

Every fanfic and prompt I read has danny either pretending to be older than he is or just outright telling people he is a child.

I’d love to see actual thousands of years old danny who lost his family and has been in his castle for so many years that he’s become a shell of himself. He’s super knowledgeable, super powerful, but he’s just  t i r e d. 

Not to mention he can change his form like clockwork if he wanted to but most of the time he stays in his 14 yr old form cuz that’s the most comfortable.

Now imagine the JL come in. They summon the Ghost King because they need help and omg that is a child on the throne with a dead eye stare but he’s super powerful and helps them for no fee and and bruce is already pulling out the adoption papers.

Dick gaining an older brother figure and learning not everything has to be on his shoulders.

Jason and Danny bonding over being forced to adapt to a world that’s mourned and moved on from them and the struggle to learn to fit in again (because jason is technologically illiterate with all the advancements he missed and you can pry that head cannon out of my cold dead hands).

Tim gaining an older brother who actually listens to his rants and pushes him towards new info cuz danny has lived for so long and duh he knows stuff.

Damian just being a language nerd with danny and learning some languages that have been lost to time (because now he can shit talk about drake without anyone knowing)

Duke just vibin with this bright ass creature but hey? at least there’s another meta in the fam.

Danny spoils the girls cuz they remind him of dani and jazz.

all the while danny slowly gains his spark back and becomes more and more like his old self.

Just... let me have millennia old danny being a shit disturber.

#dc x dp #let danny be old #danny phantom #ghost king danny #constantine is there but nopes tf out cuz he's not touching danny's shit with a ten foot pole #it'd be the first smart thing he does in his entire life #too bad danny sees disgruntled brit with his soul torn to pieces and just goes oh worm? #bruce tries to parent danny and danny just makes himself older #Bruce: danny you can't have cereal for dinner #Danny: back in my day the youngins used to respect their elders #instead of asking bruce for permission the batkids just start asking danny #batman #batfam #danny likes poison ivy because she reminds him of sam and oops guess that toxic waste plant just mysteriously blew up #my post

[bluerosefox]

Dip and Kiss

.................

Am I the only one that thinks that in a ‘I accidentally killed the Joker!” story that Jason WOULD totally kiss the one (ether Danny or Jazz only if they’re around his age though) that did it once he’s over the shock.

Like no joke, he would full on twirl, dip and kiss the person who did it, before going to celebrate that clowns end and later returning with thank you flowers. Cause Jason is a dramatic man whose planning to full on woo his new personal hero.

#Danny Phantom #danny phantom dc #dp x dc #dp dc crossover #crossover #jazz fenton #Jason Todd #This is my personal head-canon #that Jason would dip and kiss the one that ends the Joker #before going off to celebrate #meanwhile #the one he kissed is flustered and confused and dazed #'wait what...huh' is the only thoughts they got #the fact they accidentally ended the Joker had been thoroughly kissed out of their mind #they're dazed for like a whole day as the city celebrates #they only snap out of it when Jason (or as RedHood) shows up with flowers and offer for a dinner date #Jason in the future with his kids: 'And that kids is how I met the love of my life! Never settle for anyone less ok!' #'Jason! Stop telling the kids their future partners need to able to do that for Ancients sake!' #Damian walking by and nods 'At least mother's teaching of choosing a suitable partner hadn't gone to waste on you Todd' #blue rambles #writing ideas #dead on main? #anger management? #leaving it open ended for any pairing tbh