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[fattestdumpling]

TW!! (sh) I literally loathe my hips to the edge and beyond. Not just loathe them I hate them so much noone will probably ever get. I seriously can't understand how is it physically possible to live with these hips. My desire to stop living with them is insane. I know that's not how it's supposed to be. I'm torn apart. Literally. Thank you

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[fattestdumpling]

TW!!(sh) Every time I think of you I look at my scars

Every time I think about you I just look at my scars. They're so pretty. So nice. So beautiful. I love them so much. They almost put me to tears. Tears of peace, joy and strength. They're saying: "look, if we've made it to heal so can you. If you watched wounds become scars you surely can watch one more day without texting him"

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[fattestdumpling]

I am so done tired

So many times I felt drained but deep down I knew I was having some spare resources.

This time it starts to feel getting to the edge. I'm no longer tired. I'm absolutely dead drained

And I still keep going

Love you, xx

Fattest Dumpling

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[fattestdumpling]

TW!! (Sh) What can be worse than a mental breakdown over seeing your scars fading?

#fattest dumpling #tw self destruction #mental health #tw s3lf harm

[fattestdumpling]

Just was casually enjoying my cabbage alone while realized that was actually a privilege of mine. Would have occurred a male to be around - he wouldn't have let that be without a dumbest comment on my tits growth.

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[fattestdumpling]

TW! What can be worse than this terrible insomnia even at your rest time

You can't sleep bc of hunger. But can't eat bc your hunger is never enough and you're fat up till now

#fattest dumpling #tw disordered eating #actually mentally ill #breakup #tw ed diet #tw ana diary #tw self destruction #💥ve

[fattestdumpling]

The way they always say: you'll know what you had after you lost it. But, screaming my lungs out, now tell me - what if I did actually knew how much I had from the very beginning? Isn't my grief now even worse.

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[fattestdumpling]

You know what hits hard - that pain doesn't kill. You only wish it would

#fattest dumpling #tw disordered eating #weight loss #tw sh related #actually mentally ill #mental health #tw self destruction #breakup #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #chronic pain

[fattestdumpling]

Fall in love with your grief. Maybe it will leave you on read and fade too

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[fattestdumpling]

Do you guys also have an immediate dopamine blow up every time you see a single more like or follower on your page

I flaming love you

You make me happy

Every time you feeling low I'm always by your side

Fattest Dumpling, xx

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Guys, I truly love the result. What do you think

If you have intrusive thoughts that the pain is only here while you live

Know that I feel same

Loving you, your Fattest Dumpling xx

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[fattestdumpling]

TW!! (Sh) Was I ever ill if I have no scar

Girl, I feel your pain that no-one ever gets. Pain of seeing your scars fade away

@izz:your scars may be fading but your validity is not , we all love you so so much nat 🤍🤍

Tiktok commentators support group - you're the gold

Xx

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[fattestdumpling]

Resist. Or. Regret - same choice over and over again

Both hurts, you know

So at least take what's more beneficial for your goals

Love you, Fattest Dumpling xx

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[fattestdumpling]

TW (sh)!! When you've c yourself expecting to feel guilty about it afterwards but in fact you feel guilty for not doing it deep enough

Hey girlies n guys

Just want you to know that you're valid and definitely not alone of you ever felt that way

Fattest Dumpling loves you, xx

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[fattestdumpling]

In any uncertain situation I encourage you to paint. I call it "a paint for the pain"

I'm a medic, not substance addict

Love you, Fattest Dumpling xx

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When it's such a messy mess of so numerous things that you don't even have a clue from where to start. And I'm talking about the whole life now

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[fattestdumpling]

Everything is zero kcal till the moment you eat it. Everything they say to you means nothing until you agree to put value in their words.

#weight loss #collar bones #tw self destruction