Omg
Why does alcohol have calories 😩😩😩
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theres this one person in my life who i started talking to randomly
he knows about my ed and is trying to get me to keep help
just like everybody else
when will they learn that anoriexics never want to heal
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why are all my reccomended blogs still ed related ive not been anoriexic for like 2 years
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bitches b bingeing and thinking they can bUrN iT ofF
yes im bitches😭😭
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Body Check
I plan on doing this every month .
As you can see, I'm pretty fucking ugly.
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13 hours into the new year and I'm feeling good.
Its fucken great to say yeah, I've been fasting since ladt year loool
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don’t you just fucking hate it when you haven’t eaten in 3 days and you finally sit down with a shit ton of safe food to eat but someone has the AUDACITY to ask “are you really eating all that?”
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𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒓𝒚
╭ ┄ ⁀⁀⁀꒷ ̟ ๑ meet me ⁀⁀ ˖ ̊ ┄ ╮
Ello ! I’m Alexander. My account will be focusing on ed, mental health, that sorta thing. I’ll be trying my best to post every day as me and my best friend recently relasped and are trying to have some control over our lives. I struggle with addiction to both cigarettes and Alchohol. I am ouid friendly.
┄ ⁀⁀⁀꒷ ̟ ๑ lets get started ⁀⁀ ˖ ̊ ┄
So first I would like to say that if you think you know me you don’t. I’m simply not a real person and i’m just here to help myself and others in their journey. I’m not pro-ana but im also not pro-recovery.
┄ ⁀⁀⁀꒷ ̟ ๑ My Rules ⁀⁀ ˖ ̊ ┄
~ 15hr fast per day
~ Only eat between 3-4 pm
~ 600 cal intake or less per day
~ 5-10 ibs loss per week
~ Drinking 5 cups of water perday
~ Eat a small meal before smoking
~ Avoid Sodium
~ Avoid Carbs and Starch
~ Avoid Fats
~ Eats Protein
~ No Oil or Dairy
~ Weigh every sunday
╰ ┄ ⁀⁀⁀꒷ ̟ ๑ In conslusion ⁀⁀ ˖ ̊ ┄ ╯
My goal is at currently 98 ibs. I don’t know my starting weight yet but when I know i will put it in my bio. Go follow @sick-bunni
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Diary entry: 3/9/19
I’m not okay. I’m so so not okay.
TW: ED behaviours and calories
I have issues admitting when things are bad, but I know I’m so not okay right now and idk what to do.
Past few months I’ve been relapsing pretty bad with restriction. First started as just avoiding fear food challenges, then limiting carbs and other foods until I was skipping meals, fasting extended periods and lying. Which I didn’t do in the past.
I lost everything I worked hard for in recovery. Not only the weight, but the freedom, the trust with my clinic and, my mental health. My clinic and family think I weigh more than I do, I don’t have the heart to tell them the truth. Their benefit, not mine. Or at least it feels that way.
In the past week I have been unable to sleep because of extreme hunger pains from fasting and restricting. My heart rate is not acting as it should. Friday and Saturday I restricted and purged. Tonight I binged 3000 calories.
Pre-recovery when I was at my worst I fasted 24h. I only restricted types of foods and not calories. I never purged. I rarely binged and even then they were okay, stressful after but definitely mild.
So yay. New low weight brings new mental health lows.
I write this while laying in bed with a aching stomach, pounding head and racing heart, trying not to be sick.
This is the reality of eating disorders. Don’t glorify it.
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