#but thank u for asking!

[jemandthesingalongs]

I’m kind of new to the fandom, I know you like the stingers but do you have any other show ships you like? I found some jem and pizzazz in the tag but I’m looking for like… more. Of anything. Curse this show and my gay heart.

Welcome to the fandom! It's quiet but nice.

I ship pretty much anything from JEM. The characters, while I love them, are a little basic, but that means a lot of room for hc and fanwork to imagine how the characters would work off each other.

Tho, some of my faves are OT3!Stingers/Eurotrash is pretty much a given, as well as simply MinxRapture/Queen Bees. I do like Jemzazz/Jerzazz also, then Clash/Blaze, Raya/Clash, Kimber/Stormer, and Roxy/Stormer! I do also like Jerrica/Minx...Pizzazz/Rapture is also good...so many ships, so little time.

If you're interested in shipping content, I have tags formatted with namename on my blog, ie JerricaMinx, PizzazzJetta, etc. but you can simply just use a character name and find all content and ship under it, since not every combination is used.

edit: I FORGOT ASSRAT/RAPTURE/ASTRAL LOVE THAT ONE TOO

#depression kicks my ass i wish i could write more fic #but thank u for asking!

[skiploom]

tumblr ate the ask before i could publish it 😭

#thank u for the cute ask!!! #columbo #peanuts #snoopy #my art

[hiraeix]

to hold me like water,

or christ, hold me like a knife

#IS THIS TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR #PLS I JUST NEED THEM TO HUG LIKE THIS #anyways #good omens #good omens fanart #aziracrow #crowley #aziraphale #crowley fanart #aziraphale fanart #good omens spoilers #art #my art #SO MANY PEOPLE LIKE THIS OH MY GOD THANK U I DIDNT EXPECT THIS

[disgustinggf]

Is everything ok

nothing has been ok since i turned 12 but thank u for asking!

#nah genuinely thank u for asking i'm just going insane #novembers r always especially shitty for me #i'll get over it #i think #asks #°

[inkskinned]

so while i was writing the book, i became violently suicidal.

this was mostly due to the fact that i had a very bad reaction to some meds and my brain stopped producing any serotonin. also i was in the last semester of grad school where it's actually illegal to feel anything but dread. so it wasn't going well.

somewhere in the fog of it i became aware i needed help. nobody was taking clients or my insurance. i didn't want to do inpatient care - it wasn't right for my needs. there's not really an "in between" stage between "inpatient" and "no care," but i was trying to do the right thing. i was trying to activate the chain of command that was my emergency plan. i knew i needed help now.

i used betterhelp.

i know, i know. i'm a straight-A student and so smart and so clever, how could i ever use something so blatantly bad. to be honest with you, i didn't feel particularly keen on it from the getgo - things that seem too good to be true usually are. also, if something online is free, the price is usually your privacy.

the thing is that there was kind of a global pandemic happening at the time and i worked 5 jobs alongside of being a fulltime student and also like writing a book on the side. it is a miracle that i even thought about getting help. i would love to tell you i had the mental wherewithal to like, process whether this was the right choice for me. mostly i was desperate. i was so suicidal that i was trying to find a reason to stay inside of fortune cookies. i was the kind of suicidal that looks like splatterpaint. i hadn't been that bad in an entire decade.

they took my data. i gave them it freely. somewhere out there, they have a dossier on me. on everything i survived. my story in little datapoints, scattergraphed beautifully.

the first woman told me that really i should be grateful, because (and this is a direct quote): "at least you're not anne frank." i said that i felt that statement was antisemitic, as anne frank's life and experience shouldn't be compared to like, a nonbinary lesbian in western massachusetts. the therapist said that i should try to use lucid dreaming to try to picture myself in an actually scary situation, like running from nazis.

i applied for another therapist. i was willing to accept the possibility that there was a bad apple in the bunch. the next therapist and i even laughed about how inappropriate that statement was. and then, in our next session: the new therapist said if i was struggling with body image issues, i should just work harder on my appearance. she spent 3 sessions in a row talking about how she was grieving, and made me memorize facts about her grandmother so "she can live on through my clients."

i am a three's-a-charm kind of person. okay, so what if the last person made me uncomfortable. i figured it was just a misunderstanding of priorities - she had felt she was sharing with me, i had felt like i had to take care of her. i applied for another therapist.

the last woman asked me to help her pray. she bowed her head. i stared at her, frozen, while she said: lord, i beg you: cure her. take the pain of being gay away from her.

i spent somewhere between 2.5 and 3 months on betterhelp. in that whole time, i was not getting the professional help i so desperately needed, even though i was fucking trying.

in the end, i survived this because i finally could get off the meds that were literally killing me. a request for a real therapist finally went through. i survived because my friends saved my life. because nick let me sob myself dry in his arms. because maddie took the razors out of my room when i asked them to. because grace slept over in my bed for like 3 weeks in a row since nobody trusted me not to hurt myself when i was alone. i survived because i got fucking lucky. because even when i was desperately suicidal, i was too old and too self-aware to take "you need to be prettier" as good advice.

the thing is that there's a 19 year old me who isn't like that. who would have heard "just think about how grateful you should be" and said - oh, i see. i would have assumed that is what it means to be in therapy: the same thing my abusers used to tell me. that i am just pretending and lazy. that i am ugly and unworthy.

betterhelp positioned itself to take advantage of an incredibly vulnerable community. it preys on desperation. it knows it is serving people who are not doing well mentally. it saw that there is a huge need for real, immediate, compassionate mental health care: and then it fucking takes your money and privacy.

i still get their ads on instagram. last night i watched as a woman in a pool pretends to talk to a different woman. they discuss her anxiety.

there's a 19 year old version of me, and she didn't survive this. she was too tired, and drowning. i almost fucking died. this thing almost fucking killed me.

in the ad, the woman playing the therapist takes a note on a clipboard and then nods once, sagely.

i have to admit it's a pretty scene. the steam and light coming off the pool water lands on the actresses. like this, it almost looks baptismal, holy.

#writeblr #the book.... #coming soon #hey so if ur someone who has ever said “you need to write a book” #i wrote the book #it's ... probably the best thing ive ever written #this is maybe too honest lol #okay to reblog thank you for asking i love u i am in love with u our wedding will be in may

[beescake]

ik ur the sollux and karkat blog but would you ever draws a nepeta ? if not thats perfectly fine :)) (also!!! ur probably in my top ten favorite artists ever. you just . do em so good!!!!!)

🫴 a nepeta

#👋 thanks mate i recognize u in my notes i rlly appreciate it :} #ask #cautionszz #homestuck #nepeta leijon #2024 #vioart #babbling no no nep listen its the fault of the system.. the infrastructure.... the society...... #overreliance of network and electricity for everyday life..... expensive fees for adult playgrounds..... loss of third places etcetc.......

[smthaboutuss]

Some V doodls, they make me feel fuzzy like an electrically charged balloon..

First pic was for u anon, I imagine Vel is kinda protective of him lol!

#I love them guys #thank u for the ask<3 #vox hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin vox #vox hazbin #hazbin art #velvette hazbin hotel #velvette hazbin #valentino hazbin #valentino hazbin hotel #staticmoth #voxval #doodlez

[star-wrld]

gorgug had to drop the Jock identity so they could pick up Mean Girl

he saw that fig decided to drop off the social scene and said well SOMEONE has to serve cunt around here

#d20 #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high #fhjy #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high junior year spoilers #gorgug thistlespring #ask #this was my first ask thank u whoever sent this

[bovineblogger]

Hi Barley!

So apparently people have bred mini micro cows? As house pets? This seems insane to me and I was wondering if you knew anything about that/ had any thoughts on it?

not good!!! very very not good!!

ahhh i try really hard to keep this blog as a positive space but this is a really really important thing to me that i feel really strongly about, and i think id be silly if i didnt at least try to warn people, so here goes!!

cattle are not dogs! please do not keep them as house pets!

cattle have very specific needs and if you're not knowledgeable about those needs and not equipped to raise cattle, please do not keep them. i understand that "micro minis" look cute, i completely understand seeing one and wanting one as a house pet if you're not super knowledgeable about them but i really have to warn you guys that cattle can not be happy and healthy under those conditions!

im going to pass it over to my good friend @horse-reviews for the writeup because im not very good at expressing myself when im frustrated and also he is literally an agriculture science guy so watch this space!

photos from here and here

#asks #cattle #thank u for this ask ive been meanign to talk abt tthis

[mrghostrat]

after reading ATWS I have this vision of Crowley checking his watch and it’s the heart rate notif but all it says is:

u down bad

(great updates, btw!!!)

get smitten, idiot

#this made me laugh RLY hard #thank u i desperately needed this fun lil thing to focus on after my uni rejection <33333333 #ask a rat #good omens #gomens #aziracrow #aziraphale #crowley #rat draws

[araneapeixes]

rare bg3 Tav moment coming from me to you with a doodle assortment. with a goth gf cameo of course

#this was rly fun thank u for asking abt Ren.... please ask me anything abt them if you'd like <333 #it was fun thinking abt headcanons for her and shadowheart as well #her calf and hip tattoos are BOTH shadowhear related...simp alert #ALSO YEAH i had to crop shad from that top pic bc she didnt come out right. sorry #bg3 #bg3 fanart #bg3 art #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #shadowheart #shadowtav #shadowheart x tav #art #fanart #ALO LMAO this is my third post today?? bruh i havent moved form the couch all day ive just been going ham #ren

[dmsr-art]

Please I need to see muzzled Alecto oh my god, I’m never gonna stop thinking about your tags for her and Harrow

enjoy :3

#thank u anon this snapped me out of an art block #my art #muzzles #alecto the ninth #vee asks

[stealingpotatoes]

How familiar are you with Star war legends?

not very but I think this is how a crossover between legends and (my) canon and would go down:

(commission info // kofi support!)

#I know loads of random retconned stuff but idk the Core Legends stuff like ik han n leia's kids' names but i couldnt tell u ass abt em #maraluke #dinluke #luke skywalker #ben skywalker #mara jade #din djarin #grogu #rey #rey skywalker #mara jade skywalker #star wars #my doods #thanks for the ask! #the mandalorian #star wars legends

[ash-and-starlight]

celebrating Her month by updating my mai&sokka bestieism manifesto & introducing their matching undercuts era

#id in alt text #thank you robin for expanding on and supporting my insanity i couldn’t have done it without u #mwah mwah forever #like im a undercut mai truther forever i think she should have one in canon as well #i think she would ask it to her bestie sokka as an act of rebellion against the rules she had to conform to her entire life #also mai and sokka are both on a shrimp gender spectrum #mai #sokka #my art #bye not me noticing NOW that there’s a typo where the fuck did that second why spawn from

[aru-art]

long time no tma, here's the archival gang in my friends' & i's outfits :]

#i think about that tag often #the magnus archives #tma #martin blackwood #jonathan sims #jon sims #gerry keay #gerry delano #gerard keay #<- always feels evil to tag the last one #and yeah ill always include him in everything i draw thank u for asking #tim stoker #timothy stoker #sasha james #my art #2023 #i finished s4 and just started s5 the other day so u can imagine the horrors im going through atm #in my heart and soul ps sasha is also demi and theyre all very poly but tim especially #i wanted to do more but drawing sm fullbodies killed me

[ballad-of-the-lamb]

What are the Lamb's thoughts as they went through their cult life? How does a day in their cult go? (Love the art so much! Hope you have a lovely day!)

#cult of the lamb narinder #cotl narilamb #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #thank u guys so much for all the love and support!! #to the person who said they wanted to know more of the story too here you go ;;] #there's lots of story and lore to uncover #it's just about asking the right questions #also woah my wrist hurt after that one something nasty