#but that’s my thought process

[lesbianpegbar]

CHAINSAW MAN CRAZY GOOD a little lost on the red chainsaw devil/black chainsaw devil part BUT OTHER THAN THAT WOOOOO ASA!! and denji wearing chainsaw man merch LOL

asa mitaka nation stays winning !!!! also denji not beating the loser allegations wearing his own merch. neither of them ever beating the loser allegations tbh

#i think the red v black chainsaw devil thing is like. the difference between normal denji chainsaw man #and full chainsaw man that we saw at the end of part 1. the one that makima wanted to draw out and that pochita by himself was #i think the idea is that famine wants (or at least says she wants) to separate denji from pochita (red from black) #and return denji to being completely human and kill pochita #which. erm. a) denji will not let that happen and b) girl pochita is his heart like. erm #(which is why i wonder if this is famis true intention bc can denji and pochita even be separated w/o killing denji like) #i think the red and black MIGHT reference the respective colors of the heads of the different chainsaw man forms? #we can’t really know for sure bc as far as i know we don’t have any officially colored depictions of ‘black’ chainsaw man #but i pulled out my volumes and it seems like the head of ‘black’ chainsaw man might be a slightly darker gray??? but idk it’s hard to tell #i just wonder if denjis chainsaw man head is the red orange that we know #and then full pochita chainsaw man has a black chainsaw head and that’s what they’re referring to #but idk and we probably won’t really know until we maybe get there in the anime adaptation and get colors #but that’s my thought process #could definitely be wrong though idk i guess we’ll see 🤷🏼‍♀️ #chainsaw man #chainsaw man spoilers #chainsaw man manga spoilers #asks

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[lu-inlondon]

source

#saw those pictures and immediately thought about my writing process #have a shitte meme i guess #writing #fanfiction #ben affleck #5k #8k

[linktoo-doodles]

i'll strangle you or i'll kiss you on the mouth

#laius thorden #laios touden #kabru #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #my art #Linktoo art #labru #narrative foil yaoi my weakness.... anyway #the way he grabs that guy and begs him to stay and begs like please LISTEN to me #its so funny how kabru‚ someone who prides himself with understanding people and their motivations #just can't handle having some random guy like laius with a big prophecy on his head remain a mystery to him #the way laius just entirely evades him it drives him crazy. kabru puts motivations and assumptions in his mouth in any attempt to Know him #hes so scared of this man yet simultaneously drawn by being unable to discern his thought process #meanwhile #laius is just autistic

[nipuni]

THE DOCTOR We had a pact, him and me. Every star in the universe, we were going to see them all.

My version of The Master and The Doctor in their Academy days 😊

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on april 1st!

#doctor who #thoschei #doctor x master #academy era #my art #My thought process for their appearances here was sort of an average between their incarnations #the doctor is mostly taller and has messier and usually lighter hair while the master is shown to have had black hair in a flashback #also since Hartnell had white hair as an old man and we are not sure what color his hair was I thought what if it was always white #I've seen most draw him as blond but couldn't find any sources for it so I just went with this instead because it looks cool #I had fun making Prydonian robes designs!! I would love to design a bunch of Gallifreyan fashion for each Chapter and House it seems so fun #I also wanted to draw a Gallifreyan night!! since I never see any depictions of it even tho the planet should have nights #even if it's a binary system since the orbits would have to be very large for gravitational stability both suns would set at similar times #anyway I'll stop talking lmao 🫡

[moonsnqil]

after practice outing

#i actually really love how this one turned out #i could talk about my thought process and all the details here but ill spare you #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #andreil #tfc #neil josten #andrew minyard #nora sakavic #kevin day

[sadwetcatmk]

#i am aware of how mentally damaging this is #its funny for like at least four reasons in my head i promise #and the thought process was a bit more complicated than this looks #moon knight #batman #marc spector #jake lockley #steven grant #bruce wayne #moon knight comics #batman comics #i dont actually know like anything about batman

[vagueconfusion]

Feeling real ridiculous for not having realized that Baron's "stark father" was the Nightmare King until now

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fhjy spoilers #also #love cassandra's gender situation going on here tbh #hell of an episode. i am totally normal about it (they are in fact. not normal about it at all.) #am willing to explain my thought process here if need be #there is a slight temptation to write something about the possible relation between cassandra and baron now though #did cassandra know that was where baron was like she could always summon kalina? #the creator and creation (the thing you made at your worst) #father and son (you can barely sustain yourself. let alone others) #you were once a god and then you weren't and you made this being and now you are a god again and it still exists #hmmmm #hm! #things to think. thoughts to ponder. #sorry i keep adding tags. i keep having Thoughts

[figuringthengsout]

My Roman Empire is Andrew's decision to stay in the car with Tilda during the crash. I think he could have done any other way, but he decided to do it in a way that could harm both instead of harming just her. And I think he did it because deep down he hoped he wouldn't survive either. We all know he's already passively suicidal and, if he hadn't made it, he wouldn't have had to face Aaron during the aftermath. It would have been easier to leave him and Nicky to sort themselves out, after all

#Andrew's whole brain and thought processes are my roman empire actually #aftg #the foxhole court #tfc #all for the game #andrew minyard #aaron minyard #nicky hemmick #roba mia

[stargirl230]

Happy holidays! Have some frogs 🐸

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

#my art #artists on tumblr #art #doodles #fanart #star wars #grogu #the mandalorian #lineless art is so fun #i should definitely do that more #the thought process went: grogu is green…green is a holiday color #the logical hoops i jump through to draw grogu 24/7 365 #poor mando got ornamented #also where is the snow #why is it 50 degrees in december (global warming???)

[imgoingtorunyouover]

i am so sorry for the 3 consecutive pings @kitsuneisi and @xmaruu11

#ddvau #desert duo vigilante au #desert duo #ddvau cute guy #ddvau hot guy #cute guy #hot guy #ddvau shipping #ddvau incorrect quotes #hot guy x cute guy #this is the last of them for now #im so sorry but this is legitimately my entire thought process i can't stop thinking about THEM #oh also tango's here #ddvau tango tek #i am very sutble about who my favorite character is (lying)

[raepliica]

Take to the skies

...and fly free

#trigun #trimax #trigun maximum #nicholas d. wolfwood #vash the stampede #wolfwood centric #raepliica_art #wolfwood birdliker is smth so personal to me #his fascination for their ability to move freely and unchained.... his desire to fly away from his burden and fears... #🧎 #guys he's fine!!! he's with his bird friends now!!!👍👍 #i was listening to 生きる懐かしさ from guile by Oblique Occasions and this idea descended upon me like a meteorite #🧍<- guy who looped that 4 min music track during the whole drafting process #i have so much to say but im terrible at putting my thoughts into words so I'll let this comic speak for itself. hopefully.

[5ftboy]

"...I appreciate that you're trying to be on my side." "I am on your side."

BONUS REACTIONS:

#dimension 20 #d20 spoilers #d20edit #burrow's end #burrows end #izzy roland #brennan lee mulligan #rashawn nadine scott #jasper william cartwright #lila #tula #mine ** #the *ever* understandable thought process of lila going : mom has been upset ever since dad died . #and thus i blame dad because things are sad now . things are not as fun now . #it's *so* heartwrenching and also *clearly* enunciating how much kids REALLY see . they can Sense it #and Yes the entirety of this convo broke my Damn heart . #1k **

[maturiin]

flowers for a lady

#art #red dead redemption 2 #letting go of this oop there it goes #molly o'shea #karen jones #susan grimshaw #mary-beth gaskill #abigail roberts #tilly jackson #sadie adler #i hope the flower meanings aren't too obscure to understand #if anyone's rlly interested i can make a post about my thought process behind it lol

[heynhay]

OFMD season two bonus posters! (source)

#ofmd #our flag means death #hey guys by the way. I did actually just lie. i made these for fun. but like dont tell the other guy that i wanna see if he notices #normally i would make a self deprecating joke about how im sure everyone noticed bc i am such an amateur but like. #did you guys see their actual promo materials. just curious on what the. #what the thought process was there. #it looks air fried #anyway #art #my art

[sivsii]

I sincerely hope every artist gets to have the experience of falling in love with their art someday. even if you have to fight for it. i think we all deserve to look at the result of our creativity all giddy and go holy shit, I loved making this! I love the lines I put down and the colors I used and the indulgences I’ve taken. I love seeing things I liked and taking it for my own, pushing and molding and playing. I can’t wait to do it again

#art stuff #maybe this is just me being all mushy or whatever but GOD #i used to hate my art so fucking much #i used to hate the act of creating so deeply that putting pen to paper knotted up my insides #and I don’t know HOW I grew through that but I did! i genuinely thought it was the end of such an important part of who I am #but it wasn’t! #and now for the last few years I’ve been consistently able to look at my art and feel proud of myself? like holy shit I made this! #i have such good taste! #and there have been times where I’ve hated the process or been dissatisfied with theresult ofc #art is fucking hard #art block and burnout is a bitch #but Ive still been able to look at the sum of my journey and just feel. satisfied. and accomplished #eager for growth but still proud of what I’ve made #idk #we all deserve that someday