#cant believe i forgot nebula

[yourpalheapass]

I've seen some scenarios of what the moon boys go through when their S/O gets snapped

But what about the S/O

1st scenario could be where you are hanging out with them at Steven's apartment and you are in the kitchen making dinner since it's your guy's anniversary and while Steven is fronting and feeding gus it's when he starts to dust. Steven calls out for you and you reply with "yeah?" And you enter the room and see no one. You then call out to him, then Marc, then Jake. But at first you assume they went out for something and you have the TV on and there is breaking news you don't believe it and you try calling them and a phone rings from next gus' fish tank then you realize they had become victim to the snap.

You mourn and call Nat (you were a former Avenger) and then 5 years later you left Stevens apartment [but you still sort of live there] but its not the same so you rent a small apartment in the city and try helping Natasha find Clint and you are not your usual self anymore like you are more tired and you get easily irritated, you are much more blunt. But then you get a call from Nat who's been keeping touch with you and she tells you that they have found a way to bring everyone back.

You can't believe it and you tell her your on your way there. You suit up and make your way there.

You go with Rhodey and Nebula to retrieve the space stone. You come back to the present and you feel hopeful until you hear the news of Natasha.

You sit by a window anxious as the Racoon you know as Rocket , Tony, and Bruce make a gauntlet similar to Thanos'.

When the gauntlet is done you stand behind Tony next to Clint. Watching as Bruce snaps his fingers and a flash of lights blinds you and the dims down. You look around the room "did it work?"

Your phone goes off and you get startled by the sound. You get your phone from your pocket and see Steven's contact pop up. You feel yourself tearing up and answer the phone.

"S-steven?" You say

"(Y/n)! Where are you love? I thought we were having our dinner but the apartment is empty" he says

You were about to respond but the building exploding interrupted

You fight your hardest and think hope is lost until the portals appeared and the day was saved again.

Tony sacrificed himself and dusted Thanos and his army away and everyone was able to go back to their families.

You are in the elevator anxiously waiting for the door to open. You make it to the front door and open it with the spare key you had.

"STEVEN? MARC? JAKE?" You say as you get inside the apartment

"(Y/N)?"

You turn and see him in the same clothes he wore when he bliped. You make your way towards him and hug him tightly letting out all the pain and loneliness you've felt when they left.

You pull away from him and kiss him. You pull away once more looking at him with tears of relief and joy. "I cant believe you're here"

"Sweetheart you look tired" Steven says hug8ng you again

"Time without you guys has been hard"

"Everything is okay baby we're here we're not going anywhere" Marc says now fronting

"I've really missed you guys so much"

End 1 of 2

Senario 2

I was also thinking like what if you went immediately on call with them after fighting thanos in wakanda saying if they are okay and Marc says that they are okay but while saying that he gets cut off and you hear panic. So you start to panic and yell out their names only to realize they are gone too.

And then what if khonshu goes to you and asks you to become his avatar as a way to cope with your loss and to protect the remaining people on this planet.

You say yes and begin doing vigilante stuff. So basically like Clint when he took on the name Ronan. You turn out the same from the last senario blunt, tired, and short tempered.

Then you have Nat tell you that there is a way to bring them back

And it ends off the same way the last senario did.

Idk I feel like I wrote too much lol but let me know which one you like the most.

Edit: I'm sorry I forgot to give Jake some writing time in this one 💀💀

#moon knight #moon knight x reader #steven grant x reader #steven grant #marc spector x reader #marc spector #jake lockley x reader #jake lockley #heapass mind palace

[arceal-doodles]

Time to pester your asks again asking about your old OC's ;3

omg i cant believe you made me open up my 2016-2019 archives

imma put them chronologically from when i created them lol

also i cant believe all but one of them are skeletons wow

TECHNICALLY my most recent OCs are these two dorks despite being the first ones i drew?? ever??? look at them

Rege, my most recent feral gremlin

Meris, the outer tale space dork who just wants his brother to relax

omG!?!? I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT NEBULA WOW i gotta draw him again i love the colors so much djskhfkajsd

oh hey a hazbin hotel oc LOL Petra is a house stewardess

ohhhh voxelllll im so sorry i never ended up building your story and starting with you dead sdkjlfhk

last but not least, texie scruggly muggly not-so-little favorite one of mine. oh my god i havent seen you in literal YEARS. can you believe i opened up a blog just for him fjkhsjkaf i cant believe he was my first oc wow LOOK AT THAT DORKY SMILE

if you made it this far congratulations, thank you for going back in time with me because dang you can see how my stuff changed lol

also the fact that my first ever undertale oc was a papyrus is so damn funny to me. like yes, i was a papyrus simp ever since then

#wow what a ride #hard to believe it's been YEARS #thank you for staying with me all 5k+ of you oh my god #when did you all get here #undertale #undertale au #too many tags for this hdsjkhfsak #sans #papyrus #technically #arci talks #ask #redstonecanis #texel #voxel #meris #nebula #blue #range #rege

[ankhisms]

cant believe i forgot that the crab got thrown into the dark nebula

#kr fourze lb

[dontfuckingbother]

The downfall of aziraphale (and his love for crowley)

Aziraphale of course did not have a literal downfall, but i wanted to look at his journey from an angel helping to create humans to a sort of banished angel (end of s1) that heaven doesnt really want to talk about.

Of course, his fall was crowley. They met while he was creating nebula, but crowley was asking too much questions, so he fell. Dod they met during the war between angels and fallen angels? I guess so. Id love to see a scene like that in s3.

He didnt want to have anything with crowley, they were just and angel and a demon working on the same cases.

I guess everything changed after the hiob story. He truly saw the faults of heaven and trusted a demon more than he trusted his own. Thats also a scene where crowley made him eat for the first time (deceiving him on his side just like he deceived eve. Symbolism??????). Aziraphale tought that crowley has led him to corruption, that now he was a fallen angel. And, theoretically he was. It seemes like later he forgot about that, but yeah, if heaven knew he wouldnt be an angel anymore.

(He literally is looking at azi the same way he was looking at the nebula i am not okay😭😭😭😭)

Heaven saw that azi was spending more and more time on earth (to get to know it and, lets not lie, to spend more time with crowley, as that was the only place the both of them could be together).

Many speculate that azi fell in love with crowley when he was creating nebula, but i disagree. I think he didn’t even have a real strongg feelings back then. The next theory is that he fell in love when crowley saved him and his books in the church. That sounds more like it, especially seeing that almost right after he has trusted crowley enough to literally shoot him in the head. So by the show, he surely had some sort of strong, mixed feelings for crowley - definetely a lot of trust. So whenever he fell in love, in modern times he was surely in love with him.

When in s1, he chose crowley above heaven, and chose living instead of the end, in the eyes of heaven he was ended. They wanted to kill him, as they knew he couldnt just be a demon, as that would let him with crowley (and be more dangerous for them). But they couldnt kill him,, so they just told him to shut up, sit quietly and dont make trouble.

So he did, for some years, i dont know exactly. And here comes s2, with gabriel and the first connection with heaven azi had since his ‚banishment’. He was starving for it. Hes scared of angels,, hes scared of heaven, but he longs for a place to call home (CROWLEY IS YOUR HOME, YOU DUMBASS!!!!)

The only person he is not scared of is metatron, because he represents god for him. He is the closest person to god he will probably ever meet again. He is happy when metatron talks to him, offers him coffe (I dont personally believe in the coffee theory, but its definetely suspicious) and is generally nice to him (Like none of the angels have!!!!). He gives azi the idea that he can do something to change the world for crowley, change the world for everyone.

He thinks the world is corrupted so he has to change it, while crowley thinks the same so they have to abandon it.

They both have the same strong love for each other and they show it the best way they can.

But azi fell in love with crowley who created nebula, who created a world for him. Azi fell in love with the crowley who helped him, who chose him, who, in his eyes, is a good person who made a poor decision. He doesnt understand why crowley would choose being free over being in heaven. Being angel again. Being angel is all azi knows and wants. He forgot that if heaven knew about everything he wouldnt be an angel anymore. That maybe metatron knows that all and wants to use him as a puppet. He just cant see the evil in the good the way, he saw good in the evil.

#good omens fan theory #good omens #good omens season two #good omemes

[thehouseofgrey]

Not be like,,, if Marvel let a woman direct an all girl cast superhero movie I would watch the fuck out of it but like... remember how birds of prey...

#birds of prey #marvel #captain marvel #carol danvers #valkyrie #black widow #natasha romanoff #mantis #scarlet witch #gamora #shuri #general okoye #nakia #im just saying #avengers #but make it gay #cant believe i forgot nebula

[nakuuro1994]

The Fairly OddFamily: Scary OddFamily

By nakuuro & jaxnation15

(So once upon a time on a seemingly ordinary Halloween night in a rather small suburb in Dimmsdale, California. Timmy Turner & his new God-Siblings (Trixie, Chester, Tootie, A.J. & Chloe) are relaxing & hanging out at Timmy’s house while watching the new Crash Nebula Halloween Special “Wrath of the Jackobots” while also getting ready to go out for some trick-or-treating!!!)

~ (Chester): Oh man, this year is going to be the best Halloween EVER!!!

~ (Timmy): Hehe yeah it is!!! We're gonna get so much candy!!! (He said this while grabbing some toilet paper for his mummy costume.)

~ (Tootie): And I finally get to do it with the boy of my dreams!!! (She was putting on her werewolf costume to wear.)

~ (Trixie): I know right!!! But hey, I’m just glad that I can actually enjoy some Halloween fun with you guys for a change!!! (As she tries putting on her rather large “Bride of Frankenstein” wig on)

~ (A.J.): Not to mention that theres a good 85% chance of us getting the maximum amount of Halloween candy around the neighborhood this year as well!!! (He stated as he puts on the finishing touches to his Frankenstein’s Monster costume)

~ (Chloe): And the best part is, everyone's gonna be out tonight! So we're sure to get tons of scares with our candy too!!! (She puts the finishing touches on her Dracula costume.)

~ (Timmy): This is gonna be the BEST HALLOWEEN EVER!!!

~ (Wanda): Alright kids, you all have some fun, but be careful not to get too carried away with the candy now!!!

~ (Cosmo): OH! Relax Wanda, They’ll be fine, plus since it’s Halloween again, we could finally join in on the fun without nobody finding out that we’re actually fairies!!!

~ (Wanda): Oh my gosh, you’re right!!! I almost forgot about that!!!

(So while Cosmo & Wanda change into their Halloween costumes to blend in, Timmy & the gang decided to finally head out to their first stop around the block until they all see a rather bizarre & haunting sight that they all didn’t see coming.)

~ (Chester): OMG!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!! Vicky is the new leader of the neighborhood watch!?

~ (Timmy): WHAT?! Vicky's gonna ruin our night and everyone else's Halloween night!!!

~ (Tootie): Awww we won't be having any fun at all this year!!!

~ (Chloe): Well what can we do about it?!

~ (Trixie): Well....can we just say something & stand up for ourselves? (she says while her large wig is flopping on one side)

~ (A.J.): I highly doubt it, since she’ll probably just bury us all six feet under if we say anything.

(While they all observe her from a safe distance, Vicky begins her plans for both collecting, confiscating & hoarding all of the neighborhood kid’s Halloween candy for “safety inspections” while also making rather mean jabs at their Halloween costumes as well)

~ (Vicky): ALIGHT, WHO’S NEXT?

(One rather small 6-year old girl in a angel costume soon regretfully hands her only Halloween bucket to Vicky as she just adds it to the ever growing mountain on stolen Halloween candy that she’s been collecting for the past couple of hours)

~ (Trixie): OKAY THAT’S IT, GUYS WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW!!!

~ (A.J): Well...I say that we might actually need some help with this....Y’know....maybe some “magical help”!!!

~ (Chester): OH!!!.....RIIIGHT!!!.....some “Magical Help”.....yeah, I don’t get it!!!

~ (Trixie): UHHH....Chester, I think he meant asking Cosmo & Wanda for help?!

~ (Chester): OH!!....RIGHT!! Why didn’t I think of that!!!

~ (A.J.): Hey Timmy, where are Cosmo & Wanda right now anyways?

~ (Tootie): Yeah, aren't they always with you?

~ (Timmy): (holds up a pink bag and a green bag, with their faces popping up) Yeah, they're always with me!

~ (Cosmo): Hey kids, anything you need help with?

~ (Wanda): Because whatever it is, we’ll certainly do it no problem!!!

~ (Chloe): We need to find a way to stand up to Vicky and stop her from taking away everyone's candy!!!

~ (Tootie): How can we do that?

~ (Trixie): Hmmm....maybe we can all wish for our Halloween costumes to become “real & scary” so we can pretty much scare her into giving everyone’s candy back.

~ (Chloe): Um....Are you sure that will-

~ (Timmy): (to Cosmo and Wanda) I WISH OUR COSTUMES WERE REAL AND SCARY!!!

~ (Cosmo & Wanda): UHHH...YOU GOT IT!!!

(As soon as the wish was granted, Timmy’s & his God-Sibling’s respective monstrous & spectacular transformation were about to begin along with every kid in the whole city)

(Every kid began to feel strange, especially the main six. That's when they all began to transform right in front of their eyes! From ghosts to barbarians to witches to princes to villains, everyone was turning into their own monstrously spectacular being from the costume!)

(Chester was the first to change as his body began to grow in size while also developing a nice shining coat of green scales all over his body like a suit of armor that encompasses his entire being as he also starts to sprout razor sharp claws, fangs & fish-like gills as a result)

~ (Chester): OMG!!! THIS FEELS SO COOL!!!

(Timmy was the second to change as his body began to grow in size as well. The tissue began to turn into bandage wraps as his skin began to dry up to make him feel like a real mummy. Luckily it didn't make him too dried, just a darker tone with some wrinkles to go along with some added muscle mass on his body to finish off as a result.)

~ (Timmy): AW SWEET!!! I'M LIKE A REAL MUMMY!!!

(Then A.J. was the third to change as he grew out the most as his skin began to harden & darken onto a dark blueish grey as he also gained massive amounts of bulky muscles to compensate for his new massive frame as even his own round head began to morph & change into a rather oblong square flattop with his normally fast speech & extensive vocabulary slowing down considerably)

~ (A.J.): WELL....THIS....FEELS....PRETTY....ODD!?

(Next up was Tootie, as she grew a lot as well. Her skin began to get covered in dark brown fur, with her gaining massive amounts of muscles as well. To compliment her new size, her face began to change in that of a werewolf's face, with some wolf like ears and a massive, bushy tail. Her clothes ripped a bit as her hands and feet turned into claws, her teeth getting sharp to top it off.)

~ (Tootie): (howls loud and prowd to the moon while flexing) I FEEL AWESOME!!!

(Shortly afterwards, Trixie began to change as well, as she soon began to rapidly grow in size & stature as her large wig suddenly began to spark up with static electricity with each jolt amplifying & expanding her normallly slim & slender body into a rather majestic muscular but athletic frame as her eyes began to glow with a eerie luminous neon green light as well as her skin beginning lighten to a deathly & ghastly whitish-light green hue)

~ (Trixie): HOLY CRAP!!! THIS FEELS SO WEIRD & AWESOME!!! I LOVE IT!!!

(And last but not least was Chloe, who was also growing as well. Her body began to turn pale white, her hair began to turn long and black and white streaks, while her chest bursted out some massive breasts, and her butt inflated to the size of a watermelon! Her fingernails got sharp, her teeth even sharper and turning into fangs as she suddenly had a craving for blood, with her eyes turning blood red as a result.)

~ (Chloe): HISSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! WHY DO I HAVE A SUDDEN CRAVING FOR BLOOD?!?!

(So with their respective monstrous transformations finally complete, Timmy & the gang decided to seek out and find where Vicky is so they can all collectively give her the literal fright of her life!!! But when they encountered her, they saw her getting attacked by the other monsters, who were former kids who are now trying to take their candy back. Unfortunately, some of them haven't fully grasped of their new monstrous transformations and....went wild.)

~ (Chester): WOW!!!....Well....that was pretty brutal!!!

~ (A.J.): I...HAVE...TO...AGREE!!!

~ (Timmy): I think half of us should deal with Vicky while the other half deals with....everyone else...

~ (Chloe): Yeah because this is starting to become a massacre...

~ (Trixie): Uhhh...guy's....I think we got another problem to deal with at the moment.....LOOK!!!

(But as soon as she said that, the six god-siblings soon see a group of rich kids rapidly transforming into the terrifying Jackobots from the Crash Nebula Halloween Special they just saw a few hours earlier as the four mechanical monstrosities soon began to wreak havoc all across the city of Dimmsdale as they can only look in sheer horror as they all still trying to figure out on what to do next!!!)

~ (Tootie): Uhhhh....that doesn't look too good.....

~ (Timmy): Okay, one of us deals with Vicky, while the rest of us goes to deal with these Jackobots!

~ (Chloe): And just about every other raging monster in Dimmsdale!!!

~ (A.J.): UHHH.....GUY'S.....WHAT'S....THAT....OVER.....THERE?!

(So as the newly lumbering A.J. points his finger to the sky, a rather massive & familiar alien spaceship soon crash lands into the neighborhood as Mark Chang of Yugopotamia & his nerdy friends soon arrived on Earth to try and "save" Vicky from the horde of angry monsters' that are currently chasing all across town)

~ (Mark Chang): DO NOT WORRY MY LOVE hehe I, MARK CHANG OF YUGOPOTAMIA ......& MY FRIENDS, WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE EVIL MONSTER HORDE THAT CURRENTLY PLAGUES THIS PUNY PLANET!!!

~ (Tootie): Monsters, Jackobots and now Aliens....

~ (Timmy): I'm going to assume that we can't wish for everything to go back to normal yet.

~ (Wanda): I’m afraid not sport!!!

~ (Chester): And where have you two been?

~ (Cosmo): Oh! Well....we just been hiding in the nearby bushes this whole time to be perfectly honest!!!

~ (Chloe): Well....that's a bummer...

~ (Timmy): Does anyone have an idea on how to stop this?

~ (A.J): I......SUGGEST....WE.....SPLIT....UP.....IN....GROUPS..... OF.....TWO....AND.....

~ (Chester): SPIT IT OUT ALREADY!!!!

~ (A.J.): DIVIDE......AND..... CONQUER!!!

~ (Timmy): Two of us deals with the monsters, two of us deals with the Jackobots, and two of us deals with Mark and his crew.

~ (Tootie): Well I'm gonna be with you Timmy, so that way we can save the world together as boyfriend and girlfriend!!!:grin: (she grabs him and hugs him tightly.)

~ (Chester): I’ll guess I’ll go with Chloe so we can stop Mark Chang & his crew!!!

~ (Trixie): And I’ll go with A.J to stop the Jackobots from destroying the Earth!!

~ (Chloe): Now we got our partners, let's head out and save the world!!!

~ (Everyone): YEAH!!!

(So as the six God-Siblings decided to split up and equally divided their roles in teams of two, they all spread out across town in order to save Halloween and the Earth from certain destruction!!!)

~ (A.J.): ALRIGHT......ALL....WE....NEED....TO....DO....IS....TO...COMBINE....OUR.....ELECTRICAL.....POWERS.....AND....

~ (Trixie): And short circuit the Jackobot’s systems in order to shut them down!!! Brilliant idea A.J.!!!

~ (A.J.): THANK.....IT’S....WHAT....I....DO!!!

(While Trixie & A.J. are busy battling the Jackobots downtown, Timmy & Tootie are busy reluctantly trying to fend off the giant monster hoard from killing Vicky!!!)

~ (Timmy): (pulling and punching off one monster at a time.) Man, these monsters are hard to defeat!!! How are you holding up on your end Tootie?!?!

~ (Tootie): (pulling, punching and biting some of the monsters herself.) I'm doing as best as I can to defeat these monsters my future boyfriend!!!:grin:

~ (Timmy): oh brother....

~ (Vicky): Oh great!!! Just what I need right now, MORE MONSTERS!!!

~ (Timmy): Relax Vicky, it's just me and Tootie!!! We're trying to save you here!!!

~ (Vicky): Wait a minute, TOOTIE?!:face_with_raised_eyebrow:

TWERP, WHAT DID YOU BRATS DO?

(As soon as Vicky said that, the whole ground starts to shake as Mark Chang’s spaceship soon takes off as Chester & Chloe soon race towards Timmy & Tootie to help out with@the monster hoard!!)

~ (Timmy): That'll be explained later!!! Right now we're trying to save you!!!

~ (Chester): GOOD NEWS GUYS, we convinced Mark Chang & his friends to leave the planet..... for about two months!!!

~ (Timmy): It's better than 0 months!!!

~ (Tootie): Now let's hurry up and finish the job!!!

(So with the monster hoard defeated, all that’s left to do now is to somehow stop the Jackobots from activating the “Jack-O-Bomb” and destroying the whole planet!!!)

~ (Chester): OMG!! What do we do now!!??

~ (A.J.): CAN....ANY.....OF..... US....FLY?

~ (Chloe): I can fly!!! What do you need me to do?

~ (Trixie): Alright Chloe, all you need to do is to turn yourself into a bat and carry the Jack-O-Bomb & chuck it into outer space so that it could safely explode far away from Earth!!!

~ (Chester): And if case you were wondering if you can actually breathe in outer space as a vampire, don’t worry, you’re technically undead right now so you should definitely be fine!!!:sweat_smile

~ (Chloe): You got it!!! (Chloe turned into a bat and began to flap off to grab the Jack-O-Bomb.)

~ (Trixie): Man I hope this plan works!!!

~ (Chester): If not, it was a pleasure knowing you guys!!!

(Chloe grabbed and carried the Jack-O-Bomb, flapping up as high as possible towards the Earth's atmosphere. When she arrived, with time winding down, she spun around and toss the Jack-O-Bomb as far as possible into outer space, and just in time too! When it passed the atmosphere and drifted off, it created a massive explosion that everyone was able to see from down below.)

(So with the Earth finally saved, Timmy & the gang decided to wish for Cosmo & Wanda to change everything to go back to normal as their equally spectacular transformation back to normal was about to begin!!! So everyone in the entire world, including the 6 heroes, were all turning and shrinking down back to normal!!!)

(Chester was the first one to change back as his entire body began to shrink as his razor sharp fangs, claws & fish-like gills soon disappeared as well as his armor-like green scales started to fade away as well.)

(Timmy was next, as his skin started to turn back to normal, he was shrinking back to his normal size, and the wrappings around him began to turn back into some toilet paper.)

(A.J. soon started to change back next as his entire body started to rapidly shrink back to normal size as his skin started to soften & lighten up again as well as his head was beginning to reshape itself back to its normal round shape as well thus allowing him to speak in full sentences again!!)

(Tootie began to lost all her fur, shrunking back down into her normal size, along with her face turning to it's original self, her tails poofing off of her, her skin changing back to normal and her claws turning into hands and feet again.)

(Then Trixie soon began to change back shortly afterwards as her new muscular athletic body soon began to shrink back to normal as not only did her skin tone changed back & her eyes stopped glowing but even her rather large wig finally came loose and finally fell off her head as well.)

(And last but not least was Chloe, who was losing her fangs and her skin changed back to its peachy color, while her curves and her sharp mails changed back to normal. her clothes shrunk back down to her original size and looked like a costume again.)

~ (Chester): AWESOME!!! We finally changed back to normal!!!

~ (A.J.): But, we didn't get any Halloween Candy ALL NIGHT!!!

~ (Trixie): Ummm....I wouldn't say that, LOOK!!!

(So as soon as Trixie said that, all of the kids from all across the city of Dimmsdale all gathered at Timmy's house so they can give Timmy and the gang ALL of their respective Halloween candy as a way of saying thanks for saving all of them & the whole world from certain destruction!!!)

~ (Literally Everyone): HAPPY HALLOWEEN TIMMY & FRIENDS!!!

~ (Timmy): I knew this was gonna be the best Halloween ever!!!

~ (Cosmo & Wanda): THAT'S ALL FOLK'S!!

THE END

#the fairly oddparents #fop fanart #nickelodeon #nicktoons #fanfic #alternate universe #timmy turner #trixie tang #tootie #chloe carmichael #fop

[womenlovingworms]

S3E11,12,13 (Su’Kal, There Is A Tide...,That Hope Is You Part II)

i am generally Loving the soundtrack

grey?? grey i want to see my boy

ohh the queer found family...

GRAY

even knowing about gray i would have a very hard time not reacting to adira talking to air

tilly's hair going all over my beloved

DILITHIUM!

"the life sign" is ??

GRUDGE

i guess these doctors also have to be vets

i dont WANT them to have to make a hard call

tilly and michael i love them

humans are still superstitious in the future and im so glad

bajoran culber and trill micheal...

THATS A HUMANMAN

oh thank GOD they gave culber the earring I am pleasently surprised

that's saru again I swear

michael will see a chance to play hero...

now that's a monster

also michael with the spots... pretty...

creecher :)

nooooo

i like that everyone is clever

i take that back did yall not realise what was happening

The Tune?

everone needs to stop being mean to my girlfriend

PLEASE skip freud

did He cause the burn

sing the lullaby sing the lullaby

YES

oh he did

poor thing

idiots

reno and adira going rogue fuck yeah

i love them all

i like osyra

There is a tide

tilly!!

what is the computer up to with the charlie chaplin

grudge secure :)

damn that's one way of doing it!

dont like this man

james corden?? /j

save your breath

why is everyone into opera n the future

disabled villain?? really??

book and michael are really good

DONT TAKE THE KNIFE OUT YOU FOOL DID STARFLEET TEACH YOU NOTHING!!!

i Want to believe that she she is truly here to talk

dont understand how coms work but okay

im so glad they know morse

I dont even trust future lie detectors

eli asfddg

this would be great if it happens...

thats not how OH COOL antennae work?

adira child!!!

this doesnt seem tenable she’d suffocate and freeze

forgot the andorian was still here

ds253

What is she planning!

15 years? hh i guess that makes sense... feels empty

paul is Very Good

neck pinch

Zimmerman part seven

sceince man

oh andoriaan? please use they

no it cant be made right

RYN

NO

bamf tilly

two pistols?

robit??? oh! fren! ahhhh 🥺

ROCK ON

that hope is you pt 2:

ignominious? words man

oh theyre not lookin so hot!

oh this hurts my entire heart

adira?? where is my partner...

ADIRA!

oh that's quite the alien!

vulcan grey!

who they can see!!!!

meet the parents (well, parent)

voyager j!

the looping camera angles are mildly confusing

this man sucks

full on fuck this fuck you transformation

barely convincing stage slap

jj abrams aesthetic here

oh teamwork :)

?

they don't even know that his child is in that nebula!

this did not make sense why did micheal ask that maybe i’m just not tracking

robots in the theme song !

why are star trek evil so touchy

sure can rule over the dead!

no no win situations they say to a kirk era fleet officer

oh this poor poor kid

gratuitous torture scenes my most hated

Quarantine activated

popsicle my beloved. this is unrelated.

tilly and michael :)

grey pointie :)

trauma metaphor

where are they in the ship??? its very cool though

owie!

owo.... gowo!!

yes robot save her! is she even a real robot ora hallucination

damn

no insulting grudge!

gotta clean guts from inside the ship?

i miss the cramped jeffries tube feel

michael??

yess girl!

where are the regulators being beamed to??

owo!!!! she's alive!!!!!! thank gd

oh the poor robot oh no

ooooeeeoo

go book go!

leap of faith and the musci

culber

oh... ow...

who is booker

we deserve a soft ending my love

how does he know what the burn is??

all here!

star trek is beautiful actualy

ROBOT ALIVE AGAIN

oh! trill!

sahill!! i like him

CAPTAIN burnham

oh these uniforms Suck but thank goodness that adira gets to wear one

gelato

rebuilding... hope again

LETS! FLY!

#disco liveblog #dsc spoilers

[theboardwalkbody]

💕 get to know your mutuals!! when you get this, it means someone wants to know more about you, so list 5 things about yourself you want your followers to know. they can be as simple as your age or as complex as your deepest fear, as long as it’s something you’re comfortable with sharing. when you’re done, send this to 10 people you want to get to know better!! 🥺🌼💕

hmmm

1. i have green eyes even tho my mom swears they are blue. I guess they’re hazel and it depends on what colors I’m surrounded more by?

2. It took me 11 years to graduate college. I started in 2009 after I graduated HS and didn’t graduate (from a trade school) until 2020. I never got a graduation ceremony or celebration because of COVID.

3. I once had a job that stressed me out so bad I developed a blind spot in my vision and no eye doctor/specialist has been able to figure it out.

4. I once had a job where I had to get up at 1am every day (24/7 no days off, no breaks, no call outs etc.) and it was making me really sleep deprived and did not help my depression so one night in the winter it was like 3/4am and I was sad because I missed the Orionids Meteor Shower and I was just Not Having A Good Time and I got out of my car and contemplated leaving it in drive and letting it run me over but once I got out I looked up to Orion (the only constellation I can see from where I live) and kinda had the thought of “I cant do this anymore I’m done” and just at that same moment a meteor went streaking through the constellation and I cried and got back in my car. Ever since then I have seen Orion crop up in random places (my first clinical rotation the hospital had fliers for The Orion Award, a book came out and one of the characters name’s is Orion, the antagonist of a series I picked up a few years later lived in the Orion Nebula, that shuttle they launched years back was named Orion, etc.) I have Orion tattooed to my wrist. 

5. I apparently saw my maternal grandpa (who died in the 1970s when my mom was 13/14 years old) one night when I was a kid. He had a message for my mom. I forgot about this until I was about 16/17 and was telling a friend at the time how I had seen “a blue ball of light” one night around 3am when I was 13/14 years old and “I don’t know if I believe in that stuff but I just felt calm - it felt like my grandpa was there” and my mom overheard this and told me about the OTHER time from when I was a little kid and she was kinda freaked out and also scared the hell out of me because she turned around and said “THATS NOT THE FIRST TIME SOMETHING LIKE THAT HAS HAPPENED TO YOU” and I was like “what the fuck” and then she told me the story of what happened when I was a kid. I’ve never met him in human-person, obviously, since he passed before I was even a notion. 

I’d be happy to elaborate anything LOL <3 

[pwnyta]

Full Endgame spoilers/review:

(TL;DR: It was really fucking good. Theres some bad obviously but overall worth it. Even after reading the spoilers and feeling like I may not like it as much as I thought I would... I actually liked it more.)

- - So as I said I loved the movie I had some gripes but overall I thought it was one hell of a fun, entertaining movie. I'll go by each characters story in my review saving Cap and Tony for last.

Natasha- Honestly? Though I think the MCU dropped the ball on the 0G6 being a believable family... I think Nats role in this movie was sweet. I really like the scene where Tony Nat and Bruce were laying down talking about Strange and the stones. It was really cute but it really made me wish we got to see this earlier. Joss dropped the ball hard in AoU. Ive said it one and I'll say it again. AoU should have been the movie where the Avengers were a solid unit throughout the movie.Nats death was... heroic but honestly her and Clint beating the shit out of each other because neither could stand the thought of the other being sacrificed was kinda funny and cute which is jarring to the story. It kinda sucks that she was fridged before the final battle though.

Clint- What are the fucking odds that every one of his family was dusted? But w/e. Clint having a wild sword battle in Japan... it was ridiculous and weird and IDK what they were thinking with that scene but it was played really dramatically but I laughed? Cuz it was so over the top and silly... even though he just slit that guys throat and Nats like :c Clint~ honey no its fine... and they hold hands over the guys warm corpse. LMFAO WHAT!? Im at least happy his kids got him back if nothing else.

Bruce- ... Bruce with Hulks big green body? NICE. Thats gonna have some interesting fanart I can already tell and I lift my glass to you. I once tried to draw a little comic where Bruce and Hulk separated but also had swapped bodies.... so Bruce had Hulks body but I never did finish it I wonder if I still have it saved somewhere. Anyways. Honestly? I found Bruce in this movie to be equal parts funny and annoying? Like it was a bit jarring sometimes that he was so lighthearted despite everything.

Thor- When I read the spoilers I thought I was gonna really dislike Thor but watching it I understood where Thor was coming from and I couldnt really blame him for spiraling and its not like anyone close to him seemed to even check up on him despite clearly knowing where he was. Im really sad that it took all those years and only until he was needed for someone to try and talk Thor through what he was going through. Im not annoyed with Thor. Im annoyed with the rest of them (minus Tony and I guess Clint? Considering.). Bruce was his friend in Ragnarok, Nat keeps talking about them being family, and Steve is their leader where the hell were they? Unless im missing something... I guess Valkyrie too but shes been picking up his slack as a leader and was holding the Asgardians together so I can cut her some slack. ANYWAYS. Thor was kinda funny in the movie but it was kind of hard to enjoy his goofiness. It kind felt like Tony in IM2. Speaking of Im glad Tony seemed really tolerant of Thors drunk behavior... I was sure he would throw a lot of shots like Rocket did. I wish they had a moment to talk about Thor self medicating with booze... Tonys been there. I get why they couldnt really but.. His scene with Frigga was really nice. Frigga is a bad bitch raised by witches and shit.... she knows all~ A wise woman that Frigga.

Scott- HOLY SHIT Did I love Scott in this movie. He was soo funny and cute... and bullied a lot. You know I have a thing for easily bulliable character. And Scott just got spanked left and right. His helpless goofiness reminded me of Harry from KKBB a little. He bounced off everyone well and it makes me kinda wish he was one of the OG6 instead of Clint. He was more of the heart that kept the Avengers together than anyone. Also him and Tony talking about Caps ass? HILARIOUS. Bisexual icons honestly. 'That suit did nothing for your ass.' 'No one asked you to look!' 'I think you look great Cap as far as Im concerned thats Americas ass!' and then later Caps all 'That IS Americas ass.' Unbelievable. But his best scene is still him reuniting with Cassie. She was so big! Im so happy she got her dad back... but Bruces failed time travel machine scene.... that was a close second. 'Somebody peed my pants... idk if it was baby me or old me........ or me me.' Also the 'whats up regular sized man' scene is longer and more hilarious than the preview showed. FUCK YOUR TACO SCOTT. At least Bruce is nice to him. I ship GreenAnt a little. Rocket petting Scott and mockingly calling him a puppy. SAME.

Rhodey- JESUS RHODEY. Speaking of hilarious idiots. Im glad he got a bigger roll in this movie but he didnt hug Tony when he got back so whats the point? BUT W/E... He was hilarious and amazing. It was nice to see him step up as one of the sorta leaders after the snappening. But he was also A HUGE FUCKING DORK THE ENTIRE WAY THROUGH. Thinking that a secret cavern with a spooky name would be boobytrapped like in Indiana Jones and trying to convince Nebula to be careful. Naming a bunch of shitty time travel movies to prove a point about time travel (with Scotts help) and going back in time to kill baby Thanos...and Bruce was like 'yeah... no...' and him fucking TRASHING the magic of the iconic opening scene of the first GotG where Quill is dancing.... 'so hes an idiot?' RHODEY PLEEEEAAASSSEEEE have mercy. Him and Nebula are a trip. Also I made a note to mention Don Cheadles BEAUTIFUL soft voice. So here it is. I love Don Cheadles beautiful soft voice. He had too few scenes with Tony but their first scene when Tony starts freaking out and hes trying to get Tony to calm down was pretty good... and god that ending.... ;-; How come Rhodey got NO lines while Tony was dying? But also in the same position I dont think Id have any words either. I too would just cry. And did... for Tony. But yeah besides his lack of scenes with Tony I really loved Rhodeys scenes. I usually do. Hes adorable.

Nebula: Sweetie... You are just amazing. Shes legit one of the best most solid characters in the movie. The opening scenes between her and Tony? FUCKING adorable. Im sad we dont see more of them after the time skip. I also wish we got a longer scene of Neb and Rocket talking when she gets to earth... I guess just seeing them sit together sadly was enough to portray the emotions but.... I MEAN. More Nebula wouldnt hurt anyone. Having to see two tortured versions of Nebula was upsetting. Future Nebula who lost so much and past Nebula still under Thanos' thumb. 'You can change!' 'He wont let me' OOF. Im sad that past Nebula was killed... but appreciate that even in that moment past Gamora was upset to see her be killed. Im glad with Present Neb, Gamora was so easily heel-face turned. She loves her sister. Also their moment after past Gamora beats up present Quill was hilarious 'Really? This is the guy?' 'The choices were him or a tree.' WHAT ABOUT DRAX, NEBULA?! I know I said I may not watch any MCU movies after this but I might tune in for GotG3 for Nebula (and Thor).

Steve: I actually ENJOYED Steve in this movie for the most part. For the first time in any movie... even by himself I kind of enjoyed Steve. Especially the scene when hes fighting himself and his past self says 'I can do this all day' and hes like 'Tst... yeah I know... okay' Like he was sick of his own damn bullshit. And frankly? Same. Also him whispering 'Hail hydra' to get the scepter? Hilarious. I cant help but see it as a knock at that shitty Hydra Cap comic that everyone hated. But despite me enjoying Steve for most of the film... the MCUs inability to write a good romance and pretending like Steve and Peggys relationship was a peak or something completely undoes it all. It would still NOT BE GREAT regardless but the fact the RUSSOS are the ones who brought Sharon into TWS in the first place makes it SO MUCH WORSE that Steve dipped out. Steve should have moved on... even if it wasnt with Sharon. They could have at least MENTIONED HER but they knew they couldnt because then it would be too highlighted that Steve is a fucking FUCK BOY who used the niece of the woman he loved as a surrogate and that him going back to the past means hes gonna be meeting little Sharon at some point. Also? Really? Steve you have this whole new family you supposedly love and can live your life with but you rather go back in the past because the first woman who was nice to you was there? Move on. Its so fucking weird that hes so obsessed with her. You have your childhood friend and the rest of your new friends... and supposedly a girlfriend. IDK how anyone could be happy with that ending for him. But I guess its in character... remember the note he sent Tony 'I've been on my own since I was 18.' What about Bucky? He was there with you and you had family in the Avengers supposedly. Natasha seemed to think so. YOURE SUCH A FUCKIN SCUMBAG STEVE. Jesus.

Tony: First of all Id just LOVED his scenes with Nebula as I said. He sat there patiently teaching how to play paper football and held her win. It was REALLY cute. When he passed out she picked him up off the floor and sat him down on the chair and pat him. REAL CUTE. He nicknamed her 'The Blue Meanie' its cute and he tried to give her the last of their food but she insisted he eat it. Bobbos eyes never looked more gorgeous than in that scene where Carol finds them honestly. Tonys I told you so was really really sad. It had a lot of feeling like that scene in AoU when he laughs hysterically and starts ranting? Rhodey tried to calm him down but he just ripped into Cap. Also he yanked off his arc reactor and I FULLY JUMPED IN PANIC because I forgot it wasnt in him. I fully flinched. But he pulled his heart out and gave it to Steve and then passed out. Tony and Peppers daughter is ADORABLE. And her interactions with Tony are so sweet. Domestic Tony is lovely. I love that when Steve and the gang roll up on him Morgan runs out during their discussion and is like 'Mom told me to come and save you....' and hes like 'Well Ive been saved!' REAL CUTE. Also he swore and his daughter copied him and hes like NOOOOO!!!!!!! LMAO. LANGUAGE Tony. Tony is motivated to fix things seeing that pic of him and Peter. Hes such a softie. IM REALLY REALLY SAD that we finally see Pepper kinda GET Tonys need to be Iron Man and is like 'But could you rest?'. The one time she encourages him to go back to be Iron Man and he fucking DIES. Im so sad for Pepper. But that scene between them where shes like 'We'll be ok.... you can rest now.' FUCK. Im crying again. That scene between him and Steve- 'Someone shoula warned you~' 'You did...' 'Oh did I? Thank god Im here' has the same energy as 'Who taught you how to dance?' 'You did.' 'Well Ive done a marvelous job!' It was pretty great. Tonys nicknames for Scott are 'Pissant' and 'Thumbelina.' Im not OVERLY fond of his scenes with Howard. But honestly? My brother is the same way with our dad... he just chooses to forget the bad stuff and focus on the few good times. I cant do that but if it made Tony happier then VERY WELL. I wish Tony coulda talked to Jarvis too tho... just a word... anything? Best Tony scene is Peter babbling about how he musta passed out because Tony was gone and and and and Tony just hugs him so tightly and Peters hugs back and is like :D 'this is nice'! Though that STARK contrast of them after Tony uses the gauntlet... and Peter is like 'Mr Stark... we won... we did it... no Mr Stark...' Big Simba and Mufasa feels (and kind of Hughes and Elicia tbh). Not cool Disney. I was already crying. Rhodey was the first to reach Tony and Tony couldnt say ANYTHING to anyone and Rhodey just pets his cheek... Tony was just looking around as his family just has to watch helplessly as hes dying and Pepper tells him its ok. His funeral was really nice. He recorded a message for everyone kind of like his message for Pepper on the ship. Everyone was there... I think even Harley (Im really sad we didnt see them get reunited even once). The scene with Happy and Morgan was really sweet. 'I'll buy all the cheeseburgers you want....' It was cool to because... ya know.... Jon Favreau. He got a really beautiful end. I wish he could just retire and live with Pep and Morgan... but if he had to die... that was a really lovely sendoff. SO ALL IN ALL. Awesome movie. I didnt get to see past elderly Steve passing the shield off to Sam... I'll have to rewatch it again when theres a better version. Especially for that fucking STUNNING end battle. Even with the shitty cam I watched it looked AMAZING and I cant wait for it in HD.

#Endgame Spoilers

[cinnamonrollstark]

Thoughts on Endgame

Sorry guys, again, in case you dont realise, THIS POST CONTAINS SPOILERS

If you havent seen the movie, scroll on. If you dont scroll, and dont have your tags blacklisted, dont come at me my bros.

This post will be very chaotic, wont lie.

Who puts mayo on a hotdog?

How about ketchup?

The dust in the wind, man, gave me chills

Tony and Nebula friendship! Yes motherfuckers!

Tony so looked on the verge of tears holy shit

First qualm: captain marvel saved them awful fast. Nothing to show how she knew they were there, maybe it was in some scene of captain marvel or something but ??? Like that was quick

I LOST THE KID OHMYFUCKING GOD

Tony looked so thin holyshit

YES MY MAN IN A CAN TELL THAT MOTHERFUCKER OFF

YOU FUCKING WARNED THEM

"You said we'd do that together, and YOU WERENT THERE."

Yes Tony jesus let all that anger out

Handing his metaphorical heart to Steve got me choked up

"Went for the head" fuck yeah you did

FIVE YEARS WTF

Okay Ant Man bringing Joy, as always. So glad to see you, my little buggy friend

Also thank you to that rat?

TONYS A DAD

MORGAN IS PRECIOUS

Not that it's a competition, but she loves me 3000

And so do we bud, and we always will

TONY FIGURING OUT THE TIME LOOP

"Shit!"

Okay I'm glad yall made up but it couldve gone better idk

I get that it was played for laughs, but there was a little too much emphasis on Thor's weight

The taco though

I get it was showing how much his character had changed

However, it felt body shamy idk

But he was still funny as hell

And with everything he was such a mood

Thor crying fucked me up though

Same for hawkeye

Like man, Thor and Hawkeye, and a little bit of Steve cry a whole lot in this movie

FRIGGA

LOKI

LOKI AND FRIGGA

"IM TOTALLY FROM THE FUTURE"

"Are you crying?" "What? No, absolutely not." *thor cries.* "okay yes fine I'm crying.

"Hail Hydra" okay but why was that hot, Steve, how did you make that hot

"I could do this all day." "Agh, yeah, I know."

I'm going inside you

Also this is reflecting back but I dont think I'll ever get the image if hulk dabbing out of my head

Loki disappearing with the tesseract was a mood

HE HAD A HIPPY BEARD

TONY AND HOWARD

Still doesnt make Howard good in my eyes, but I'm glad Tony got some closure

STEVE AND PEGGY

TONY oh my God that awkward hug was everything

Act 2

NEBULA I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD

Clint and Nat being jokey in the jet

They have no idea

Red skull again!

"I want to kill myself!" "No me!"

"Let me go"

"No."

"Its okay."

The score jesus christ so many chills.

Clint waking up and sobbing with the soul stone okay fine just rip my heart out, then

Aaand Cap is crying

Hulk come on, stop acting so angry at Clint

He was there and you werent

He really tried

OH COME ON THANOS YOU PURPLE DICK FACE BASTARD WHY YOU GOTTA DO THAT

Making the infinity gauntlet holy shiiit

Tony's is so much sleeker than Thaddys

THE SNAP

THE PHONE CALL

CLINTS FACE

THE SHOT OF ANT MAN LOOKING UP AND SEEING THE SHIP BEFORE IT ALL GOES TO SHIT

Act 3

Oh wow I forgot for a hot minute that Rhodey doesnt walk the same

Awww Rocket you can get out of there I promise you little buddy!!

Where did that lead you... back to me

That whole sequence was just CINEMATICALLY brilliant

Also can we just talk about how Thor's hair styled itself with lightning?

Also if you dont still think thicc thor is hot you're a fake fan

But I get it if yourr not in it for the alcoholism

LIGHTNINNNG

OH MY FUCJING GOD

THE FUCKING HAMMER

HES WORTHY

"I KNEW IT"

Yes the fuck you did

And so did we

On your left!!!!

Oh my God the look on their faces was just amazing

WHEN ALL THE PORTALS OPENED UP

I LITERALLY STARTED TEARING UP

SPIIIIDEY

HES WORTH ANOTHER THOUGHT

PETER MOTHERFUCKING PARKER, JUST SWINGING ALONG

"You're never gonna believe- remember when we were in space? And we got all dusty?" "That yellow sparky thing he does a lot"

Irondad hug oh my FUCK

"Well this is nice."

GAUNTLET FOOTBALL

CAPTAIN MARVEL

SPIDEY IN INSTANT KILL MODE YESSS

PETER CLUTCHING YHE GAUNTLET WAS UNBEARABLY ADORABLE

"Hi Peter Parker."

"If I tell you it wont happen."

Tell him, Stephen, please, we cant lose him. But we will, and theres no way around that.

Strange holding up the '1' with his finger

After that I was a mess for the rest of the film

You sneaky amazing cinnimon roll, snatching up those stones

"I am Iron Man."

YES THE FUCK YOU ARE

DUSTY ASS THANOS

BYE BYE MOTHER FUCKER

I was sobbing at this point because I knew.

"Mr Stark? Mr. Stark, we won! You did it."

Oh lord I've never seen Peter cry like that and it ripped out my soul

"We'll be okay. You can rest now."

I was actually audibly weeping, and didnt give a shit.

Hawkeye family reunion!

Tony's goodbye message

I love you 3000 (pt. 2, the weepy remix)

The funeral.

The arc reactor at the lake

"Proof that Tony stark has a heart"

Peter baby I'm so sorry!

Harley!! Hey bud, it's been a while!

NED AND PETER REUNION I REPEAT

HANDSHAKE HANDSHAKE

DONT CRY NED YOU SWEET PRECIOUS BOY

We know where you're going, Steve. Dont be so dramatic (but we still love you)

Old! Steve!

Sir you do not age how I believe you would age but okay

Raisin Clint Eastwood hands Sam the sheild

Nothing against Sam, I just figured since he knew Bucky longer, it would go to him

But comic accurate, and it was still beautiful

The peggy dance and kiss

*EXCEPT TONY SHOULDNT HAVE DIED YOU HEARTLESS BASTARDS*

#marvel #tony stark #avengers endgame spoilers #endgame spoiler warning #endgame spoilers #avengers spoilers #a4 spoilers

[thisissirius]

so i saw endgame. spoilers below obviously.

so anybody that knows me, knows that tony stark is hugely important to me. i started reading iron man comics that i stole from my brother at the age of 8, and he has been my favourite ever since. bucky barnes is like right up there, but tony stark always has the edge. 

going in, i was terrified of what might happen thinking rdj is the end, right? it’s obvious he’s gonna leave somehow but that does not in any way prepare you for what’s gonna come. i am at a loss tbh. i haven’t even tried to put my feelings into thoughts because it’s genuinely heartbreaking. i was sobbing in the cinema and had tickets for this morning which i had to cancel because i could not put myself through that again so soon. 

sure, it’s in the last part of the movie but jesus, it hurts.

natasha. what an awful, awful, AWFUL way for her to die. the fact that it was her and not clint will always fuck me off tbh. she deserved better and she deserved to keep her family. IT WASN’T EVEN A SACRIFICE. it was an accident. 

i don’t .... i cannot put into words how devastated i am that the two characters i lost are tony and natasha. it’s heartbreaking.

that said, the movie itself was great but full of gaping issues lmao. 

the time shit just doesn’t work. whatever explanation they give, the past becoming the future, the future being present blah blah doesn’t work when you have characters changing KEY EVENTS and things still progress as normal? S U R E.

don’t get me started on the idiocy that was steve going back in time to spend ~forever with peggy. i’ve seen people argue both sides; it works! somebody would notice peggy married to steve! to me, it’s just a lazy way to get him out of commission for the hand over of the shield.

the worst thing is, it CANT MAKE SENSE and everything work out the same way. it just cant, no matter what shitty reason they give.

returning the stones? dumb as rocks. how you GONNA RETURN THE SOUL STONE? the 70s? no big deal, just walk back into the bunker and pretend i know what im doing. the scepter? the time stone? the REALITY STONE? steve rogers just walking onto asgard and putting the ether back in jane? jshajf IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE and they were just like HERE HAVE OLD STEVE AND FORGET THAT WE DIDNT EXPLAIN SHIT ABOUT HOW HE WAS GONNA RETURN THE STONES BYE

a l so the whole howard stark and tony MESS just upset me. i get it, we want redemption for howard because apparently the russos love him or disney was like “make him great! tony’s a father! let’s have some emotions!” but howard stark is a shitty father at best, abusive at worst and i HATE IT. get out of here with that shit. 

PEGGY WAS AMAZING AND I LOVE LOVE LOVE JARVIS FROM AGENT CARTER BECAUSE Y E S

that said, a MESS EVERYWHERE TBH

ugh. 

PROFESSOR HULK. i’m... in two minds. I LOVED IT and i know the bff did lol, but it’s also super weird to me BUT IM SURE I’LL GET USED TO IT BRUCE WAS GREAT THIS EPISODE and him getting to undo the snap was PERFECT

clint’s journey was pretty much wasted, i hated the whole nebula killing nebula and there being no repercussions from that? thanos was just .... didnt make sense idek, i forgot how much i hated his reasoning in iw and it wasn’t helped in eg, and then i had to deal with him being like “lol im gonna sit here and let you come to me and it’s clear my message is correct and dlkjhdja no”

thor’s journey distressed me in so many ways. it was played for laughs so many times and just generally hurt my soul. it should have been handled better. when the only person doing the right thing with thor is rocket the fucking raccoon? we got problems. 

DONT GET ME WRONG THERE WERE SOME EPIC MOMENTS

steve wielding mjolnir will forever be my favourite thing. with that, STEVE AND TONY AND THOR being the PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT trio in that end fight. YES THANKS. tony stark saving the universe twice over; once with the time loop and the second time with the gauntlet. pepper potts being perfect and awesome. she saved the universe, guys, with her convincing tony to go. never forget. AND IRON HEART YES THANKS. it was VISUALLY STUNNING and the fight scenes were great everyone got a great showing, tbh, and i love everyone carol was... actually well handled. i was concerned for a while how they would handle it, but she WORKS nebula was GREAT.  despite how annoyed i was at the treatment of women majorly in this movie, the scenes of ALL the women helping carol get through the army? AMAZING. i had chills and i’m pretty sure i said “im glad im a lesbian” because let me tell you, they are amazing and i love them

THE STONY/STEVETONY/SUPERHUSBANDS the steve and tony moments were PERFECT. their fight at the beginning, with too-thin tony and a devastated steve felt perfect and real. i don’t think i will ever recover from tony thrusting the arc reactor into steve’s hands, or him calling steve a liar, or steve’s own disbelief and sadness about what’s happened to them. 

i love their meeting when tony decides to help out, and the returning of the shield, and their interactions.

the fact that they get the same mission, and then have their little you trust me, i do moment and going undercover together in the 70s and lksjha.

THE ASS COMMENT are we worthy NOPE

i forever maintain that the ending should have been steve retiring and be like “nah” and instead, sticking around to be uncle steve to morgan, because i honestly believe that without peggy and natasha and tony? there’s not a whole lot left for him. but.

NOW BUCKY BARNES. i just... we didnt get a lot obvs, but what we did get was PERFECT. i loved that he KNEW steve wasn’t coming back, i love that he said goodbye in the only way the two of them COULD say goodbye, and i will forever love that moment between him and sam with bucky’s like whatever, of course you’re captain america, duh

(on that note, i had Feelings about sam consoling bucky at tony’s wedding? why does he need consoling? i have QUESTIONS and i’m probably gonna have to write out my feelings considering my winteriron feelings are growing.)

so in the end, i loved it as a whole, got my ship content, and the fight scenes were phenomenal.

but i lost natasha and my found family.

i lost tony stark, which is a much harder pill to swallow.

#siri speaks #marvel: mcu #mcu: avengers #avengers: endgame #endgame spoiler

[pensandbirds]

For my own Amusement, thoughts while watching Avengers: Infinity War

-I forgot Loki straight up dives for Thor after the Hulk comes out? Like try to tell me he doesn’t care for his brother at least a little bit.

-Thor AIMED FOR THE HEAD the first time he took on Thanos. Unfortunately, he didn’t have the weapon. That sucks.

-Thor just cannot get a break, can he?

-heimdal was a peach was getting Hulk to safety, tbh

-Loki’s death is traumatizing? I forgot how much?

- I still just can’t stand Dr. Strange. Just can’t.

-I’m convinced Pepper actually is pregnant. And she was just waiting to tell Tony. And it’s going to be horrible in Endgame

-Bruce Banner has some serious PTSD, get that guy some serious therapy

-the Ben and Jerry’s joke will never get old and I want the actual stuff

-Bruce is also like WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED WHILE I WAS GONE???

-PETER PARKER MY SON OF SONS

-Ned causes less of a distraction and more of a straight up panic and I love him

-“Earth is closed today” okay Tony, you really thought that would work?

-I honestly don’t know how Pepper is still with Tony when he’s such a liar like BE HONEST DUDE

-“A field trip to MoMA!” How did I miss that hahaha

-Peter: “I cant breathe.” Also Peter: takes off his mask in space

-Tonh and Steve STILL haven’t spoken at this point, what the heck. I hope the first thing Carol Danvers says is just MEN. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM

-let the Russos direct GotG3, it’ll be better than the other two put together

-“This is a man” every single person attracted to men screamed in agreement

-Thanos’s plan doesn’t even make sense?? Half of all life means half of all food too?? Idiot

-Thor is just such a good dude since Ragnarok, and he’s lovable now

-“deep fry your kebab” is honestly my favorite thing and I spent this whole scene laughing

-never blame Peter Quill for what happens with Thanos when he’s clearly so in love with Gamora that he was willing to kill her to protect her, do anything she said, and was absolutely devestated to hear she was gone. The man was so deeply in love that of COURSE he wasn’t thinking rationally

-“I’m not looking for forgiveness, and I’m way past asking permission” is like the coldest thing Steven Rogers has ever said and I love it

-tbh we should have just pretended that Bruce/Nat never happened

-“There’s an Ant Man and a Spider-Man?” And a Black Widow and a Falcon, we’re just a menagerie around here

-Steve watching Wanda and Vision argue and CLEARLY thinking of himself and Peggy breaks me to pieces

-Wakanda is just a JOY in every way shape and form

-James Buchanan “Bucky” “The White Wolf” Barnes is probably one of my soulmates

-“You can’t be a friendly neighborhood Spider-Man if there’s no neighborhood. Okay, that didn’t really make sense....” My BOY

-Peter Parker, trying to introduce himself to a cape 😂

-“he’s never fought me.” “Yeah, he has.” “Well he’s never fought me twice.”

-Thor cries talking to Rocket about how he has nothing less to lose??? How did I miss that???

-“I do not want another single pop culture reference out of you for the rest of the trip.”

-“I’m not from Earth I’m from Missouri” “yeah that’s Earth!”

-Peter and Tony just looking at each other so confused about the Guardians will never not be funny

-Never going to get over Red Skull Dementor

-HOW is Gamora coming back??? How is this going to work???

-“a semi-stable hundred year old man” I WEEP

-“And get this man a shield” still makes me want to whoop and scream with joy

-Okoye is my hero

-I don’t know how anyone doesn’t cower with Steve and T’Challa coming at you like that

-Thor drops down, Nat falls in love, Steve falls in love, T’Challa falls in love, Bruce has been in love

-“Magic! More magic! Magic with a kick!” YAS MY BOY YAS

-if Nebula and Mantis had kept their mouths shut....

-Tony gets exactly what Quill is going through, hence why Tony IMMEDIATELY jumps in

-“I am Steve Rogers” might be the purest thing he ever said

-“Why was she up there all this time?” Aka what we should use against patriarchy always

-Wanda, Nat, and Okoye fighting together gives me so much life

-our last shot of Shuri is her being knocked out and it CONCERNS ME

-Peter Parker apologizing because he can’t remember names, it’s TOO MUCH

-can you believe how incredible Wanda Maximoff is

-From the moment Bucky says “Steve...” I just entirely lose it

#infinity war #marvel #the birds tweet #more like the birds cry haha

[aroqers]

thewriterofawesomeness replied to your post “actually you know what send me yalls queer headcanons or queer icons i...”

Sam is so pan. Like chaotic pan. Tony bi. Bucky is flat out disaster gay. Widow is the only straight, remy style. Peter P. Is bi and crushes super easily on pretty people. Peter Q. Is pan and doesn't know it yet/doesn't like labels. Gamora is grey. Drax only ever wanted his wife and is now ace/aro. Vision is nb and doesn't see gender as humans do at all so really you can't expect him to have labels. Quicksilver was sooooooo gay. Scarlet witch is a transwoman. Ant-man is metro sexual and doesn't have a really high sex drive. Dr. Strange is aro but Pansexual. Dr. Banner is ace but not aro but doesn't have relationships due to greenie. Hulk is ace/aro. Thor is like the opposite of morrosexual, sapiosexual. He just likes smart people. Loki. Is. Gay. He has canonically given a dude a bj. The end. Hawkeye is gay. What family?? Uhhhh. I currently can't think of anymore mcu characters due to the fact that I can't sleep at night so here u go

*stroking my beard* interesting. here are my comments.

I feel like Peter is pan yeah and wouldn’t care about labels just because of the fact that hes met so many races with so many genders/concepts close enough to genders that his dick just reacts to whatever and he just accepts it.

i really like the idea of drax being aroace with the only exception being his wife i think thats really awesome. 

the only fathomable reason that wanda and vision fell for each other is because theyre both trans and literally no other reason like why the fuck did that romance even happen do you kNOW how avoidable infinity war could have been is ms bitchass mcgee didnt fall for a microwave and also if steve wasnt so concerned with saving people he personally cared about

dr strange is 100% aro we stan an icon

i beg to differ bruce is in a happy relationship with thor but everything else yes

on the topic of loki: where is this evidence you cant just say things like “loki has canonically sucked a dick” and not provide. but either way id believe it. he sucked the grandmaster’s dick so w/e

i also think mantis is aro too!!! oh also nebula is aro and mantis and nebula are in a qpr and its beautiful. 

also you forgot about our other aro icon: steve rogers. 

overall your headcanons are fantastic 10/10

#thewriterofawesomeness #headcanons #mod

[sleepinduceddrabbles]

#1 moving on

It’s you that always gets me.

It’s the you that would tilt your head in a beautiful puzzle whenever someone looked your way, whenever I would remember something as insignificant as ever because you never took a notice to those around you, always drenched in admiration, always.

I know the you that’s a dark scar across a familiar golden sky, the you that saturated my world in the deepest hues of the darkest dusk. The you that drowned me in an idealistic backdrop of beauty that was unbelievable for one as plain myself. You surprised me, and it was incredible, but I couldn’t breathe.

I cant breathe

You that is the faded glow of long dead stars and the darkness between, you were the cracks in the paint on the ceiling that entertained this warped mind of mine, fine lines of age curling around my thoughts as if to tell a story they themselves didn’t fully understand, a pictorial array. Giving me a focal point as to distract me from the black my eyes seemed to had become accustomed to, the thick static, a thick glassy coating over my senses.

You’re like a drug

And I know you’re bad for me, I know and I want more

But you’re destroying me

incinerating me from inside out

And I let you,  

             Because I love you.

In the black you came in, a blazing wildfire that reached out and consumed me and all I know. Filling my lungs with smoke and the remains of a life I will never get to have, one I forgot yet never truly knew. You drew an array of smoke tendrils withing my lungs and although they’re beautiful, they’re killing me.

It’s the you that I recognize in the deepest sunrise that claws its way onto my walls. It’s the you that latches at my ankles;I had thought for as long as I could bear that it was an equal need for intimacy, for a love that, as unstable as it was, was there. That you needed me. Just as I need you. But it was you who was pulling my feet out from beneath me. It was you that tripped me in the dark and it was you who had the nerve to ask me why I was bleeding. Pulling me down into oblivion with you. And I assumed this was love, that this was your expression of love.

Because I didn’t know any better.

Ignorance is bliss. That’s how the saying goes isn’t it? Such bliss is temporary, it comes with crippling uncertainty that twists ones mind into roots of spiny blossoms that latch within your bones and makes you heavy. Weak.They’re very pretty, and with time they may bloom but what good is pretty to a blank page, posing a question? A beautiful fool. I guess you got what you wanted, me:pliable and content with swallowing the nothing that I convinced myself was enough to live on. Because your nothing is better than being left to go cold in the empty air, living with the confirmation that I was not enough.

You live in my walls,I feel you. Surrounding me. You’re under the floor. I see your face in my dreams, your eyes never stray from mine. Its a dislocated torture. Breaths heaving in a broken torment. I wish I could never come back. But try as I may to stay awake, I see your face when I blackout, its a game of durability and I cant help but lose to you.

Every single time.

Its the you that resides in the coffee that I let go cold to the side because its burn is far to similar to the path of heat you used to leave in your wake. You were the hazy glaze that was smeared across the window. A broken rosy glow, fracturing into a kaleidoscope of color that would paint your skin into shards of mornings past. I loved the person you drew out from within me, someone to be desired. You painted me every color, and became all to my eyes. I can’t help but see you in every swirl of breath that escapes me, you’re every blur of yellow streaming from lamp lined streets when it rains, you’re the smell of fresh sheets and you’re the crackle of a raging fire when you get just a little too close, you’re every god damn light that beams from the glow of man made stars upon a capital when my glasses are removed it being you who said I looked better that way, and I believed you because it made the world with you just that more beautiful, softening harsh lines and making it easier to pretend I couldn’t see my growing wounds . You said I fit with the swirling nebulae, you made me feel as if I fell from the heavens. Like I was something precious

I guess I wasn’t precious enough to keep.

You, are the harsh sting in my eyes from a night of staring at nothing and trying to distract myself because its better than the alternative. You are the pain in my joints from throwing myself into things as to find something else to consume me because I don’t recognize a me without you anymore. I don’t remember how to be me without you anymore.

You are the ache within me that drives all I have and are yet to achieve but you are that block in the road keeping me strung between. You are the singe in my chest that says ‘you were not enough, you should have tried harder’.

You are the blur in my eyes that reads acceptance, because no matter how much I may have tried, I know nothing I could have done would have made you stay, because I am simply not enough.

Once consumed, all that’s left is waste.

You are the unnamed feeling that settles in my stomach in the darkest of nights. When not even the demons I’ve come to know will claw their way around the door frame. A feeling that cannot be written, that can’t be portrayed and I can’t bring myself to understand it.

I don’t understand it at all.

A stupid human feeling.

A stupid feeling of mine.

And it hurts,

God only knows how much it burns.

#sorry for any typos i did this super fast lol #poetry #poets on tumblr #poetry? #wow i am sorry #this is so long #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #writers on tumblr #writers