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elizastjude · 7 months
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The High
Have you ever taken a really big hit on your bowl or inhaled a line and then just laid back and truly enjoyed the sensation that pulsated through your entire body? When you lie back and feel the line drip down your throat?
The high, the numbness, the euphoria, the tingling in your bones is probably one of the greatest guilty pleasures ever.
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ultraviolentxoxo · 29 days
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need 🎀
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istaleyaway222 · 2 months
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spooksicl-e · 1 year
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little granada!holmes drawing i did as a request over on insta:]
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theoldkyokodied · 1 year
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most recent tomgregs ft. one mini comic of a convo i had with @urban-barbarian about tomshiv running away together, new zealand sheepfarmer style (they are as bad at it as you'd expect) making them a bad selfmade wine and ugly ill-fitting sweaters that tom knits couple, and of course greg shows up to mooch off of them. So he gets a sweater too :) The dialogue i used in the pics is written by them, Kath is just incredible in getting their voices right <333
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girlbloggen · 1 month
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purebbyfawn · 2 months
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animentality · 10 months
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azuneekun · 10 months
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went from never fishing without mods to catching every fish in vanilla stardew. follow your dreams kids
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elizastjude · 1 year
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Relapse is easy. Staying up all night basking in the euphoric high created by cocaine is probably one of the greatest feelings known. What no one talks about is the day after or when you try to fall asleep with a stuffed up face. The misery felt throughout your entire body.
The physical aspects are just one part. The guilt you feel mentally for the relapse weighs you down. The strength to fight the craving for more takes so much out of you.
Hiding in bed can feel like the best solution for all of that but the way your life can fall apart around you while you are hiding is yet another source for stress and another reason to want to use.
It's all a vicious cycle.
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lucidmagic · 2 years
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Alcina: *takes a sip of Coke* *looks disappointed* *sighs* They just don’t make them like they used to…
Reader: “????? You mean with the actual cocaine?????”
Alcina: *visibly sheds a tear* yeah…..
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istaleyaway222 · 2 months
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starjunkyard · 8 days
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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purebbyfawn · 2 months
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okay, idk if this would be a dream or nightmare blunt rotation
all i know is that i want to be a part of it
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dampsleeves · 23 days
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i love when people talk about wanting to go back in time to give a medieval peasant takis or sprite, and watch them cough and writhe,, as if medieval cough syrup wouldn't cause a 2024 peasant to see ghosts
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