#cryptic venting

[garnishedcarnist]

oc

#liminal #nostalgia #liminal spaces #nostalgiacore #nbc hannibal #vent #smells hold so much memory #liminalcore #kidcore #dreamcore #dream #weirdcore #weird #cryptic #cryptid

[nananarc]

I said I'd take a break from painting but I ended up painting all day again because I genuinely don't feel like doing anything else. And of course I feel like whatever I'm drawing is so bad and it makes me even more upset.

Dunno whatever it is, depression, cptsd or adhd, or a combination of all of it, it is making me go around in a deadly loop.

#sorry to mutuals who follows me for art and all they have is just vent and negativity instrad #cryptic na posting

[shirogane-oushirou]

having a no good very bad health day so i've decided my trainersona DOES in fact have a lugia on standby. as a treat. bc fuck you. 💖

current loose trainersona idea + some art:

they did in fact get through most of the johto league, went hog wild, burned out a bit after all of the Commotion around catching lugia (need to brush up on this, my memory is fuzzy, but i'm firmly in the "there are a bunch of legendaries they're just reclusive and hard to catch" camp so they're not like. taking The One And Only Lugia lol.), took a break to travel for college in kalos, got into a poison sting accident w a nidorino / nidorina while traveling near geosenge (and was saved by wild-but-eventually-partner sawk), and re-joined with their family who had either moved to coumarine in kalos OR wedgehurst in galar.

(i'm planning a swsh replay as ren once i'm done with x so i can compare the Vibes of the two places. also so i can dress him up HEHE.)

they officially retired their league challenge on the basis of permanent damage sustained from the attack. even if they could have somehow physically managed victory road, the brain fog made on-the-fly strategizing basically impossible.

if in coumarine: they're usually either in their family's home at the top of the cliffs, or they've ridden their scolipede down to the harbor to draw.

if in wedgehurst: they're either in their family's home on the outer edge of the town, or they've ridden scolipede to the lake at the end of route 2 to draw. basically "place with fresh air where they can ride their bug horsey to a body of water to draw some landscapes".

undecided if they do streaming on the side or not. after their intense league challenge and their accident they've become a little snippier... a little deadpan snark. but they aren't good at relaying sarcasm, and they DO have good jokes but it takes a while for them to form, so the quick-on-their-feet "sarcastic snarker" jokey archetype of streamer wouldn't work for them -- they just come off as mean unintentionally. and they can't be peppy or actively entertaining or anything. maybe they just stream to an audience of a couple of friends and the occasional stray chatter who finds their stream on accident.

hennywaise! all this to say. i want to ride my bug horsie and fly on my big-hands birdy and sit on the shoulders of my punch guy. i wanna ride a funny little Guy to local towns for a day without it being a whole Ordeal.

i want to be on a date with ren, when it's getting late, and he's like "oh shit how are we gonna get you home safely if the sun's already going down?? dangerous pokemon might be around!!!" i turn to him and say, "oh don't worry about me, i have a safe way home. =v= " i pull out a pokeball, toss it behind me, and out comes a giant shadow of a legendary bird with frightening glowing eyes.

and then i turn to it and its form settles into a big cuddly Wet Bird with Big Hugging Hands and i bunt my head into his head and scritch his chin. ren's on the ground, thoroughly spooked, bc Um Why Does My Frail Partner(???) Have A Legendary Bird In Their Back Pocket Like It's Nothing?? Who Are They Actually?????? and i can turn around and casually smile and reach out to him like "want a ride?" while he's still having a Moment.

like this:

....... i didn't mean for this to turn into a mini illust, i was just gonna scribble a little bit, but i mean... hey. neat. teehee. i might post this separately once i have everything figured out. who knows. shrug.

ALSO: working on back-tagging for poke!ren and poke!ro, so once that's done and i'm 10000% sure i want to stick with those tags, i'll make a post with a few tags for potential blacklisting.

#cw venting in the tags: #had a little breakdown a little while ago bc I Am Gregor Samsa but WE STAY SILLY. WE /////MUST///// STAY SILLY. #i always feel weird talking abt it here bc i skirt around the details and then i'm like 'hi guys i think my body's collapsing!' lskdmflmk #it's a case of 'i don't mind talking about it if someone asks but i'm not gonna dump it on anyone who doesn't ask' #so. i remain incidentally cryptic!! 🤷🏻 sowwy! it's a huge part of my everyday life but i don't want it to be my defining feature on here! #📌 [ my posts. ] #✏️ [ my scenarios. ] #🎨 [ 046 art. ] #✨ [ oc lore. ] #🐸 [ look ahead. ] #🦔 [ used to be easy. ] #pokemon -

[brittlesoul]

is it always going to be this way? :(

#weirdcore #oddcore #strangecore #dereality #dreamcore #actuallymentallyill #abandonedcore #feverdreamcore #emptycore #nostalgiacore #forgottencore #vent #borderline personality disorder #actually bpd #rotcore #unreality #ventedit #bpd fp #voidcore #cryptic #crypticcore #bizarre #obsessivecore #bpd splitting #unrequited

[nun-draws]

vent art

#vent art #cryptic #occult #tarot #tarot cards #wicca #dark art #stress art #tatoo #nun #priestess #my art

[neutralgray]

I agonized over you. Agonized how I could ever tell you that I'd moved on and how scared I was to hurt you.

But you never paid back the courtesy. All the time I wasted, emotionally stunting myself for fear of causing you grief because you showed me friendship. But you were always ready to move on and never did me the courtesy of addressing the burning bridge that was our pretend relationship.

I agonized over how to tell you I was ready to move on. You didn't even have the courtesy of remembering to tell me you already had.

#Grey's cryptic vents

[stillfruit]

anatomy practice / i want to take my guts out with a spoon

#this is a vent post i don't want to have organs anymore i'm tired of cryptic stomach ache and not being able to function because of it #this is why this is ugly and pretentious as hell there is no thought behind this other than i want no organs goodbye #my art

[turmite]

damn it i wish i [felix] had depression instead of Severe Anxiety That Actually Shuts My Brain Off about vp because i could just add cryptic sad updates and items and colours but instead im so afraid of it i dont use discord anymore

#CRAZY #cryptic vent art is better. #maytbe not for a multiplayer online game but like. i could

[ultimategirldad]

I'm excited for chapters 3-5 of deltarune, but I'm also so, so glad we have to wait for it because it meshes well with the way I engage with fandom. I go from "hyperfixation-this-is-all-i-think-about-now" to "radio-silence-and-zero-energy-do-not-engage-with-me-I-am-resting" like a yo-yo.

Like yes right now I am sleeping in my tomb occasionally scrolling through posts like I'm drifting from dream to dream, but you bet your ass the minute toby fox posts his game I'll be chomping on it and shaking it about like I'm a rabid dog with a new chew toy SDJKHKRJGFLJH

#cryptic capri #I've also been coming to terms with the fact that I'm...afraid? to engage with fandom in general recently. #I think that's moreso a reflection of how withdrawn I've been from people and am worried I'll get things wrong or-- #--be 'too weird' aka too much myself and so it just...takes less energy to not interact at all. #How do I become comfortable with being vulnerable around others again? #I never go to the next step I'm always too afraid to get closer with other people. online and irl #vent

[mothingness]

I just want someone to be scared of me in a way. people need to look at me and decide to avoid that thing over there. there's something wrong going on with that over there. it's best not to go over there. it's not safe over there

#cryptidcore #forestcore #my rambles #text post #eerie #cryptic #this started as more of a vague vent but. yea #goblincore #crowcore #good for reach I guess

[beatcroc]

bitches re-strung my marionette. cant have shit in princess tutu.

#WHY!!!!!!!!!!! I LIKED HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I LIKED HER SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE SHED JUST SHOW UP OUT OF NOWHERE AND PEOPLE WOULD JUST VENT TO HER #and shed give them some cryptic ass advice and theyd be like ohhhh now i am thinking BUT NOW I GUESS WE CANT HAVE NICE THINGS

[fallenrain40]

art dump :p

#my art #my ocs #wolf's art #art #digital art #art dump #my characters #lusterpaw #the cryptic coyote #wolfwhisper #ibispaint art #and for last image; #vent art #tw injury #tw vent art #tw blood #although it is off color- #i will still tag it becuase it even makes mildly ME squeamish and im the one who drew it

[dreamspring]

hm

#having anxiety sucks because instead of telling people u have an issue with their behaviour the only way i can muster up #the courage to do it is through bizarre cryptic statements and phrases that i hope will communicate the Secret code that #i think you did something wrong and please fix that. #and when that never works i say it through text because face to face confrontation to ask someone to clean the kitchen #when they’re done with it causes me to break out in stress hives apparently #like whatttt is wrong with me #vent #mossy posts

[acronym49]

Playing around with colors! Picking the right colors tends to be my weak spot, since I prefer mostly black and white, but these were fun!

Also, the words are a simple cipher, different characters instead of letters. I'll let you figure it out on your own hehe

Although that's assuming anyone'll even see this-

#Art #Digital art #Dragons #Abstract art #Cryptic art #Dragon art #Also first drawing was a bit of a vent lol #But I like the colors too much not to post it! #My works

[innocent-traitor]

I've always had this headcanon about the Ministry forcing Copia to decapitate Terzo..... And they shared this really incredible, fraternal, platonic bond of love... And ouch. Lots of angsty sadness and anguish. But yep, I should save that idea for a fic. I might get around to posting the pictures individually, but I do like how they look together! They kind of complete each other. ;)

𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙖𝙙 '𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙙

𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜

𝙄 𝙜𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙢𝙚𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚

𝙎𝙤 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

𝙏𝙧𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 '𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨 𝙛𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙙

𝙒𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙖𝙨𝙤𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚

𝘼 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙪𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢𝙨

(𝙄'𝙢 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙨𝙠𝙚𝙙 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨)

𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙜𝙤𝙩 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙚

𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙙𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚

𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙬

𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩𝙝 𝙞𝙛 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪

'𝘾𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

𝘿𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬, 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬?

𝙏𝙧𝙪𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙗 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙩

~True Friends by Bring Me to The Horizon

#the color coded lyrics bruh #imagine trying to be cryptic #ghost band cosplay #the band ghost cosplay #terzo cosplay #terzo #cardinal copia cosplay #cardinal copia #cardinal copia and terzo #vent #Spotify #papa emeritus iii cosplay #papa emeritus iii