#feel free to hmu

[my-losers]

Same pose, same lonely gal 🥀❤️

#my face #selfie #me #tumblr #personal #tumblraesthetic #tumblrgirl #aesthetic #looking for friends #looking for mutuals #lonely #thickwomen #feel free to hmu #don’t be creepy #a little flirting is cute tho #tumblrpic #hit me up #let’s chat #plus size #plus size women #red aesthetic #curvy and cute #edit #cute #grunge #tmblrgirl

[ningensorrow]

After Dazai blows up Chuuya’s car, he walks away without looking behind. He slips into the dark, his feet quick and silent through the dirty alleys, barely touching the ground.

The blood under his bandages matching with the dried one on his clothes, staining his black vest. He doesn’t mind it; he is going to burn those clothes as soon as he reaches somewhere safe – safer, because there is no safety anywhere, there has never been.

It’s so much easier to say this, to say that there is only danger creeping at every corner, waiting to jump on him, choke him with its claws and shadows. It’s easier to say, there has never been, than to say, I felt safe with someone who is dead, than to say, I just walked away from the only other person I could sleep with both my eyes closed. It’s much easier to negate everything that has been, except for death.

He too can’t escape from that.

- burning bridges; i’m sorry for the blood i left behind. 

#wip #extract from my soukoku dazai centric fic i am writing and i hope i will finish #the pain of knowing your future is behind you and everything you wanted is too out of reach #the pain of knowing your best friend died #that your other friend betrayed you #and that youre leaving your partner behind in a mess of destruction and betrayal #the pain of grieving the dead and the alive #if any ranpo kinnie wants to help me write ranpo characters #feel free to hmu #soukoku #post dark era #soukoku fic #bungou stray dogs #bsd fic #fanfic #ficlet #i wrote this #llex.exe

[sensitivegoblin]

do you like girls asking for a friend (who kinda wants to domme you)

Abhfsff yes I do very much

I honestly like all genders tbh I'm more of a "which soul attracts me"

But any and all genders for me thank youuuu

#well don't be shy I promise I'm nice ahfsff👀✨💕 #highgoblin #goblinanswers #anonymousanon #feel free to hmu

[littlebunnipeach]

Hello. Good morning

Good morning, waking up with a little regret from last night

Lil headache here but some pain meds and water will help 🥺

#thanks for the ask #good morning mutuals #feel free to hmu #anons #asks

[sienna-the-doe]

measage to my ebtire mutual circle yes henlo I am like Wizard High and I love every single one lf you 💜💜💜😘🥰😘

#feel free to hmu #im so bad at initiating conversation the first time #pls reach out to me #anxiety sucks

[nevesceramics]

Home is a People - 2021

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This series is part of my BFA thesis, focusing on the mundane and 'boring' parts of transmasculine life. I love these boys! If you attended NCECA this year, you may have gotten a peek at my bathroom t-shot fellas.

#feel free to hmu to discuss these guys #theres a lot of descriptions I could do but I dont want a huge post LOL #trans #trans pride #trans art #transmasc #trans joy #sculpture #art #ceramics #clay #queer #queer art

[pineappical]

Birthday commission for @blue-jello-queen ! Happy Birthday!! 🎉🎉

#ted lasso #ted lasso fanart #rebecca welton #rebecca welton fanart #commissions #pn.art #pn.comms #feel free to hmu if you'd like the ver without the watermark ^^ <3

[lorenzoxreyes]

It had been a long break over the holidays for Enzo, and he was pretty disappointed he'd missed Christmas and New Year festivities at Krovs -- and also his birthday on Christmas Eve -- but there had been some shit back home he needed to take care of. He was back now though, refreshed and ready to do his job again, but had decided to take a couple of days to get back into the swing of things.

Having just woke up, Lorenzo looked at whoever was in bed next to him and smirked a little -- he didn't usually spend the night with whoever he had sex with, but apparently they had worn each other out. Getting out of bed, Enzo got himself sorted in the ensuite bathroom before heading back through to see if his guest was conscious. "Morning, sunshine."

@krovscastlestarters

#krovscastlestarter #feel free to reply to this or just hmu and i'll do a different closed starter for anyone who isn't vibing with this one 🥰 #can also take place in enzo's suite or your character's

[crazykuroneko]

Good News: You can watch IWTV on ABC iview for free with VPN!

So, if you are like me, who literally have no way to watch IWTV except by 🏴‍☠️ despite you really really want to give them the money and viewership, now you can!

Just set your VPN to Australia, open ABC iview on your browser and sign up with email. They'll ask if you're in an Australian suburb and a postal code. Just pick "overseas" and it will work. You can then watch on browser or download the app APK on your phone (with VPN on). With this, at least we can help the viewership 😉

Additional info on The Newsreader: afaik the new episode will drop on iview after the TV broadcast. So, if you log in around 8.30-9.30 pm AEST, you can watch the TV livestream on iview (pick the ABC TV stream).

Of course please watch IWTV on AMC+ if it's available in your country. that will help AMC to know there are fans there 🫶

Other streamers that carry IWTV afaik: MAX (USA), AMC+ (USA, Canada, Australia, New Zealand, Spain, South Korea via Genie TV), BBC/BBC iplayer (U.K), Sky (Germany, Austria, Switzerland), OSN+ (Middle Eastern and North Africa), TVNZ+ (New Zealand)

#i put my working vpn name under reply #moi.txt #interview with the vampire #iwtv #amc iwtv #amc interview with the vampire #sam reid #jacob anderson #the newsreaders #the vampire chronicles #immortal universe #i'm moving like jpop fans for iwtv who would have thought #please tell me other streamers i haven't listed here #feel free to hmu if you have any questions

[matchboxlovers]

Don’t worry, I don’t mind if you want to squeeze ˗ˋˏ ♡ ˎˊ˗

#first post….a little nervous :) #submisive and breedable #feeling subby #breeding bitch #breeding toy #free use kink #human fleshlight #big tiddy goth gf #hmu if you want to see more ;) #dumb slvt #fr33use slvt #cnc sub #rough cnc #cnc somno #xoxo

[orphyd]

Brainrot won and I made Link, I gave him horns because for a world as whimsical as LOZ, Hylians are a dreadfully boring-looking race...

#pretty boys are not my strong suit #but i think he turned out pretty good #ts4 #ts4 edit #ts4 portrait #the sims 4 #the sims 4 edit #the sims 4 portrait #sims 4 #sims 4 edit #sims 4 portrait #i cant edit #so if anyone wants this link to make an actual loz edit feel free to hmu

[ashton-ryder]

//open. ext. rooftop garden - day.

Ashton in the past few years had always been an occasional visitor to the roof, balloting for his own plot in order the help conduct some experiments on root vegetables. Sometimes he'd just go up there enjoy the sun, read a book, but the scenery didn't really make for a pretty backdrop anymore. He tensed and turned hearing footsteps that joined him. "Here to take in the view?" Or maybe wallow in their self pity together.

#bnystarter #;open #HELLUUU #pls feel free to come poke this walnut #come brood with him #and ofc my dms and dc is open for plots and brain rots!! pls hmu 💕 #ash is just a stressi man that wants to finish grad school and go to space #now he will protecc and attacc #;starters

[blueblurseptember]

suddenly feeling very ill after interpreting tianlang-jun and su xiyan's relationship and qijiu's as foils to bingqiu's. all three relationships suffered greatly because of a horrific big misunderstanding, aggravated further by a lack of communication thereafter.

su xiyan, yue qingyuan, and shen yuan are all similar in their decision not to communicate the truth out of guilt, believing that they have failed and have (though unwillingly) abandoned their loved one thus deserve no forgiveness, just suffering.

meanwhile, the common denominator between tianlang-jun, shen jiu, and binghe is the self-loathing born out of the fact that despite the perceived betrayal of their loved one, forgiveness still won out (even before they knew of the truth and received the apology they were due) and the love they feel have persevered.

unfortunately for tianlang-jun and su xiyan, tianlang-jun didn't even get to find out the truth in the original plot, and it had simply been too late in the svsss universe.

same goes for qijiu, shen jiu doesn't get to find out the truth in pidw. meanwhile, yue qingyuan musters the courage to confess his truth too late in svsss; the shen qingqiu that awoken from that one qi deviation all those years ago is no longer the same one he'd loved—which interestingly can be, in some way, paralleled with how shen yuan initially believed that the luo binghe who emerged from the abyss is no longer his beloved white lotus binghe and thus his own lack of attempt to ask forgiveness and explain his actions to binghe upon his return.

#svsss #bingqiu #bingyuan #qijiu #tianxi #luo binghe #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #yue qingyuan #shen jiu #tianlang jun #su xiyan #brain dump #the brainworms are acting up again i am unwell #realization came to me after suddenly remembering a hualian/tgcf meta i've read months ago #sadly it seems like i didnt get to bookmark or reblog it so i can't link but if anyone knows which meta i'm talking about feel free to hmu #it's a meta about how in tgcf hualian is surrounded by pairs of almost similar flavors but have met tragic / bad ends #anyway that meta forced a space for itself in my pea brain and would simply occasionally surface my consciousness to feed my brainworms #category of brainworms it's able to feed expanded after i've realized the whole pattern is also observable in mdzs (and now svssss too) #my case is terminal im afraid godddd

[doctorcurdlejr]

Just so you all know I received a million compliments on my outfit, my poster, and my brilliant mind. Here's my two pixel photo love wins and thank you for the outfit help heart emoji ♥️

#me af when i learned a lot over the course of my master's degree ♥️ #also for my library science mutuals...feel free to hmu for deets on the project tehehe #especially if you would like to hear about teen codesign and diversity audits 🤭 #a day in the life

[dividedego]

Schizoid reading list

Non-fiction

The Divided Self by R. D. Laing

Schizoid Phenomena, Object Relations, and the Self by Harry Guntrip

Psychoanalytic Studies of the Personality by W. Ronald D. Fairbairn

Borderline, Narcissistic, and Schizoid Adaptations: The Pursuit of Love, Admiration and Safety by Elinor Greenberg

Fiction

No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai

The Stranger by Albert Camus

#if you have a suggestion feel free to hmu and ill add it to the list #resources are hard to come by we gotta share what we can ykwim #szpd #schizoid personality disorder #schizoid resources #im hella lookin for more zoidy fiction #mine

[beatriz-rivera]

Bake My Day | Open

Beatriz had been in Queens on a business trip that finished earlier than she had anticipated, so she was looking for something to pass the time. She had a sweet tooth like none other, so that's how she ended up at the bakery. She bit her lip and headed inside. She was a bit overwhelmed by all the choices, so she turned to the person behind her.

"Have you ever been here?" she asked her. "I have no idea what to get..." She chuckled softly, tucking her hair back behind her ear, toying with the ends of it, a nervous habit she'd picked up.

( @bhqextras )

#boroughs.starter #//feel free to assume connections or hmu to plot