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#going to be weird about this man any longer :) no I won't! I'm normal about him! I don't want to bite him or chew on his face or anything
running-in-the-dark · 2 months
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sooooo
I'm 32 now
when can I expect to finally grow out of getting obsessed with men people stuff? I'm waiting....
#I doooo not want it#it's embarrassing#can it stop please#BUT also can I not feel depressed and like an empty shell when it's not happening#I mean I can handle it when it's things. hobbies. shows. whatever#sure it usually ends up being expensive as fuck but#at least I don't go around humiliating myself by talking about nothing but a random guy for months on end#how embarrassing! I think a man is hot! I must jump off a cliff immediately#but whyyyy can't I be normal about it at least#other people get obsessed with normal things! like. idk. anything else#soo anyway the opening narration for the texas chainsaw massacre is great isn't it? he did such a good job :) what a nice voice :) I am not#going to be weird about this man any longer :) no I won't! I'm normal about him! I don't want to bite him or chew on his face or anything#like that. just normal things. uh. sex? that's what people usually want. yeah fine that. I mean I do. want. oh I think I'm doing it again#haha no it's fine I just think he's neat (he's the only person on earth no one else exists anymore he's so beautiful oh my god have you seen#his little face he looks like a cute little potato I've never seen anything prettier in my life haha I need to run my hands through his hair#and have you seen how tall he is and he's so cute and I need to. be taken outside and shot. god.#I keep. shrieking. every time I see him. at such a high frequency that it hurts my own fucking ears. because. I can't believe that he exists#I'm. so. stupid!!!!#annnd repeat this every time this happens blah blah blah i should jsut delete this blog right now oh my GOD.
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neat-crows · 3 months
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So I've been re-watching dr who for the first time ever rn, with a friend who's never seen it before, so I'm seeing all these episodes for the first time since I was 13 and picking up on a LOT that I never noticed before, and holy shit the tenth doctor is SO WEIRD to Martha Jones, and nothing exemplifies that more than the sontaran stratagem/the poison sky.... like..... he is SO weird the whole way down.
When they first see each other again their introduction directly mirrors Jack and The Doctor's in Utopia
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"Doctor" "martha Jones" laugh and hug
"doctor" "captain Jack" laugh and hug
And then! they have a normal interaction!!! WIN he asks how her family is and how she is, and they're smiling and genuinely seem like friends very happy to see each other!
And then.... donna drops the fiance bomb.
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He turns with a look of.... almost anger? disbelief? and asks WHAT MAN?? Then martha explains who he is and the doctor....
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he looks? upset? and then like, resigned? AND THEN martha admits that her fiance is kind of similar to the doctor, and then donna asks "Is he skinny?" and his reactions
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is to make a face like "yeahh" AND START NODDING????? like he's taken Martha's admission to mean she's with a man that's just like him, and honestly seems a bit smug over it, and then when Martha says no-
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he looks so taken off guard and betrayed ??????????? BRO we are less than 5 minutes in..............
He then proceeds to be tetchy with her, and to be fair this is mostly because of her involvement with unit, and his discomfort with how militaristic she's gotten - which I think comes both from anger at himself for how he's changed her, and also discomfort that she's no longer "his" Martha, she's changed, and he doesn't know her as well anymore.
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he tells her off, he's snide and judgmental, he won't even look at her until she tells him to, and he's honestly bitchy - Until she explains herself, and tells him off for being so judgmental, i also think his line "oh so it's my fault" is very telling because..... it literally is? like yes, you put her in situations where she had to become harder and more used to violence......... and he KNOWS it. He's doing what he did all through series 3, which is feel guilty or bad and then take it out on Martha (that's for another post though) until she stands up for herself (get his ass!!) and then when she's finished she looks at him
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determined, but eyes darting back and forth waiting for his reaction, on some small level hoping for his approval
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and only THEN does he start to smile, and he tells her "that sounds more like Martha Jones." she's back to feeling like she's still his (to him, Martha is acting incredibly normal and platonic). The doctor has always had a weird possessiveness with Martha, going all the way back to their first episode where he hand picked her, and in this second of her looking for his approval, he feels that again, and he IMMEDIATELY started flirting again - please go watch the scene it boggles my mind how fast he switches.
I also want to be clear, Martha isn't flirting back, she's acting extremely normally. She's clearly taken the time away from him to get over, not only romantic feelings, but any anger as well. She seems to have come to terms with how she feels with everything that happened, and she loves and cares about him, but she's not naive to his faults - I also don't think she even picks up on him being weird to her in this scene. She's no longer in tune with his every mood swing, she's not here to fix him, or cater to his needs, and so she no longer notices these small moments from him.
AND THEN.... the clone.
He never flirts with the clone. The ONLY time, is the very first time they interact, before he's realized something is wrong.
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he calls her over to come with him, and his face is honestly way too close to hers. bro is a menace. but then, maybe 2 minutes later, he immediately clocks that this is not Martha.
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he realizes there has to be a spy and only has to consider for half a second before he turns and asks about her family, he's already realized she's acting a little off, and the second she answers he's 100% certain.
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and he gets MAD. he tells her Donna went home because she's not like her, she's not "a soldier" clearly a shot at the sontarans, but also another subtle test, the real Martha wouldn't let that slide, and he wouldn't say that to the real Martha. He continues saying Avanti, instead of Allonse-y, which is interesting, because he already knows. He's not doing this to confirm his suspicions, he's doing this as retaliation. To confirm to himself he knows Martha better than this fake, he's toying with her. BUT. He doesn't go to save Martha.
The next episode, the doctor's daughter, he refuses to accept the label of soldier, but Jenny rightfully points out that he strategizes like one And this is one such moment. He knows Martha is a clone, he's mad and upset, he could go save her right away, but he doesn't. He doesn't because it serves him best to allow her to keep shutting down the nuclear launch.
It reminds me a lot of when Cassandra possessed Rose in New Earth, he played a long for a little bit, but that was just to figure out what was happening. He IMMEDIATELY tried to fix it, I just wonder if it was any other companion if he would have done this. If it was Donna would he have left her for so long? even if it was strategic? it's this weird conflict the doctor has now that he's very very protective and a bit possessive, but he also treats her like an equal on the battlefield, and it's a weird... trust? he has in her to take care of herself.
I kind of don't want to call it trust because that sounds too positive, but I don't know another way to phrase it, but it's a forced independence and self sufficiency.
but then, he finally goes to save her
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He goes and cradles her face gently, and NOTABLY says "good, still alive" MEANING HE DIDN'T KNOW??? and still left her for that long...
but he holds her gently, and fully ignores the clone. He has his back to her, and then proceeds to taunt her. He tells her he clocked her right away because of the pupil size, thin hair, and he says she smells. but we know this isn't true.
Sure maybe those physical traits are true, but that's not how he figured it out, we saw how he did it, he clocked on because he knows Martha so well, but he can't admit that. He can't admit that he knows her just as much as she knows him, just like he couldn't tell Rose he loved her.
He is so deeply angry at this clone, he makes fun of her, he yells at her, he looks at her likes she's nothing
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This is his face when he kills her. He doesn't talk to her, or even TRY to save her. And we know she is alive, she has memories, and her own thoughts and feelings, and the doctor kills her while gloating because of his immense anger for hurting Martha. An anger that is also guilt.
he does not speak to her like a person (which directly leads into his treatment of Jenny in the next ep).
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Parallel that to how Martha treats her, they talk about their family and she even calls the clone Martha. She really is a doctor in a way ten tried and often failed at.
And then at the end, Donna asks Martha to come with them, and she says no, and that she's happy at home, but she's better for having traveled and come back.
And the doctor looks at her
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With an obvious sadness, but also acceptance. He clearly wants her here, with him, but I think he's finally come to accept that that'll never happen, and he needs to let her go.
Edit: I Like their dynamic(mostly) This is not an anti tenmartha post Him being a freak is compelling
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nexysworld · 25 days
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Dead Dove, Content Entitlement, and Fandoms
There's been no end of posts clogging up popular fandom tags with arguments and opinions on dark content, dead dove, and related things. While I've seen some decent posts that go over media literacy and dark content, I personally feel like none fully encompass my entire feelings on this nor provide all the points that I feel are important.
I know people have strong feelings on this subject, and I'm not expecting to immediately change anyone's minds. But I hope maybe I can toss some food for thought out there, or provide further context from both a victim of SA as well as a content creator. This has been bothering me for a while now to the point where it has been making me no longer want to write or engage in fandoms on Tumblr, and so I needed to get this out there with my stance. I've also had people in my inbox stating that my dark content is somehow morally better than other writer's dark content. TW: Mentions of dark content including discussions of noncon/dubcon, harassment, SA, etc.
Addressing Common Points
If you write or consume [INSERT CONTENT], you're romanticizing and endorsing it and that makes you a bad person. Or, you're weird/wrong/gross for it. I see this brought up primarily with dubcon/noncon topics. It should go without saying, but fiction is fantasy, it's separate from real life. Adults who consume this type of content understand that these things are NOT ok in real life. But to take it a step further, I want to stress that having noncon fantasies is actually INCREDIBLY common. In studies regarding these fantasies, nearly 50% or more of people who participated admitted to having fantasies that align with these topics the majority of which are women. Not only that but these kinds of fantasies are even more common in people who have been victims of these crimes. This isn't some niche thing only liked by a minority of people. If you don't believe me here's an example of ONE study, but there's plenty of easily accessible information out there. By conflating consuming/writing this content with someone's moral character stigmatizes these feelings further and does more harm than good. And I know what you're thinking though. But why? Why would someone who's gone through something like that fantasize about something so awful? Why is this appealing to anyone, victims or not? Fiction creates a safe space to explore topics. In fiction there are no real victims, no one is actually getting hurt, it's all fake. The characters aren't real and if at any point as the reader you are too uncomfortable to continue, you can stop and exit. You can like the idea of a fictional person tossing you around, while also feeling uncomfortable if a real life man tried to pick you up a the bar or didn't take no for an answer. There's also "normal" things you can fantasize about, but not want to participate in IRL.
Hypocrisy and what is considered dark content? This won't apply to everyone, but I've seen a number of people who claim to be anti-dark content but reblog things that are non consensual, perhaps without realizing it. And this is especially true for those who are younger on here. Please understand that noncon/dubcon does not inherently need to be violent or gory. Any situation in which there's a lack of consent or a power imbalance is inappropriate. Somno fics? If it's not explicitly stated that it was agreed upon prior in the fic, that is still non consensual even if it's written to be "sweet.", even if it's a pre-established relationship. Professor x student fics? There's power imbalance there. There's a reason you cannot have a relationship with your teachers in real life. Hybrid fics? Most people write hybrids as completely sentient people who are treated as sex slaves. They have little choice or are "following instinct." You cannot consent to someone who literally OWNS you after adopting you. You get the gist. There's far more to consent than physically manhandling someone. Yet because these things are written in a way that contextualizes them as being "sweet" and "normal", they aren't considered dark content by many people. If you're ok with the above, you have to understand that these ARE forms of dubcon/noncon. I would even argue that these are more romanticizing of these topics than stuff that's far more explicit in nature. If you would be pissed if your IRL partner tried to feel you up in your sleep, but enjoy somno fics, or enjoy the Taboo of Professor Leon, but wouldn't fuck your actual college professor - then that is the EXACT way in which people who enjoy even "darker" content can enjoy the fiction whilst not partaking in real life.
It sets a bad example for younger people on the website/"protect the children." Children shouldn't be looking at smut in general, dark content, vanilla content, etc. I don't know what else to tell you. It is NOT the job of content creators to try and police what teenagers do on the internet, that's between them and their parents. The majority of creators who make 18+ content explicitly state MDNI and block those younger than 18 if we discover them trying to interact with us. That is the most that we can and should be expected to do.
[INSERT CHARACTER] would NEVER act like that, it irritates me when people write them as OOC. Fanfiction is by definition NON canon. The only people who truly know how a character is supposed to act are the people who created those characters. But I want to add on to this, there are plenty of times in which a character acts entirely OOC even in fluffy or vanilla fanfiction. Every writer is going to have a different interpretation of how a character acts or thinks - and yet it's only really complained about when it's dark content. These characters are not real. Leon cannot be upset or hurt by people writing dark content about him, because he doesn't exist. Part of the fun of fanfiction, at least in my opinion as well, is justifying certain things within the context. Many dark content writers will and do explain why the character became how they are or why they think that way using canon as context - not that I think it's required because fanfiction can be whatever you want it to. The point is, dark content or not, not everyone will be on the same wavelength as you about your favorite character.
Even if you're a victim of SA or other crimes, you should get professional help, not read dark content. This is a very bad take in my opinion. Mental health care can be incredibly hard to get. Reading fanfiction is free, it's harmless. But genuinely, imagine you're a victim of a heinous crime, and you're already struggling with feelings regarding it - to then be mobbed by people online telling you that you're weird and wrong for having the feelings that you do? This is also in league with my first point, but having these feelings are actually VERY normal. This is a healthy way to process the emotions in a safe environment where no real person gets hurt, where you can leave whenever you want. Stigmatizing these things does hurt real people though.
You're hurting other people who're victims of these things. Look, if a fic is not properly TW then I fully understand. Every victim will have a different experience, and while some may be ok with dark content, others won't. So if you open a fic expecting it to be one thing and it's another, that's shitty. But tags are there for a reason. If you see something marked Noncon, and that's triggering for you, no one is expecting you to read it. And here's the thing with tags/tw's as well, everyone's trauma is different. Something that one person might not consider dark content, or is generally considered innocuous might trigger someone else. If you are one of those people who think even seeing the trigger warning could be harmful to people, then that's a prime example of WHY you must curate your own experience online. Block certain words, tags, and phrases to make sure you don't see them. But that's on YOU to do, not people who create content. Their only responsibility is to warn you about the contents of the content they've made, their responsibility stops beyond that point. You know what DOES affect real people besides the stigmatization of their feelings or kinks? Harassing them. Leaving hate comments, telling people to unalive themselves. These affect the mental health of the real people behind the content that you don't like. I've seen death and rape threats SENT to dark content writers.
Dark content in other forms of media. It's interesting to me that the majority of discussion around dark content comes from people criticizing fanfiction specifically. Take horror movies for example. The Saw Franchise, we'll say. Do you think the creators of that series want to enact those horrible things onto other people? Do you think they want to be the victims of Jigsaw themselves? What about people who watch content like that? You probably don't think that they do. There's TONS of movies, music videos, even horror novels that have incredibly, and I mean INCREDIBLY dark dead dove content - and yet most people understand that the appeal is in the taboo. That it's fiction. That people who consume THOSE forms of media don't want to participate in those things but do enjoy consuming that content. But when it's fanfiction it somehow becomes a problem.
Entitlement and demand of fandom content. In addition to all of the above, there is a major uptick in people complaining about the content within fandoms some not even relating to dark content. "There's too many stories where reader acts like X." "I hate how so many people characterize this person because that's now how they would act!" "Why is there so much smut? Why can't there be more of {insert what I want}". This is FREE content made by people who do this stuff as a hobby. No one owes you content, and no one HAS to write the way you want them too. If there's tons of content like that, then it's because it's popular. Perhaps your version of a character is in the minority opinion, and that's completely ok!
What's the solution to all of this discourse?
Be the change you want to see! If you feel like there's too many x reader fics where the reader doesn't act how you want - then write it the way you want. Do you have head canons about a series or character that you haven't seen discussed before? Make that post yourself! If you don't feel there's enough fluff in the fandom - then create some! And if you don't want to make content yourself - request it, commission it. Interact with your favorite writers! Encourage them, don't demand. Talk with them about their work, leave comments, and reblog, reblog, reblog!! Being a part of the discussion and interaction is the BEST way to help the community thrive. Surround yourself with the content that YOU want, curate YOUR experience. Block every dark content writer you see if it helps. Go into your Tumblr settings, block words, block tags. Don't set yourself up to be upset or bothered by the content you're getting. Even if you read the above and you still think every dark content writer is a horrendous, awful person - the best thing to do is still block them. Block their content. Harassing them and complaining on it will NOT stop that content from existing. But you will continue to upset yourself by not curating your own experience.
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If you made it through all that, thank you for reading. I want to add that my blog WILL continue in the future to have a mix of both dead dove and regular content. I also interact with other dark content blogs, so if you're someone who followed me because of my "regular" fics and want to unfollow/block me, I'm ok with that. <3
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Rescue Bots x Reader romantic hcs
Seperate
[A/n: I know its weird that i like these four. Shish.]
Anyways here yall go.
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Heatwave
Beeg frumpy man
Literally just picked you up and said, "I love you. You're mine now." And walked off with you
Hes a tsundere at first but grows softer the longer you're with him.
Fr he needs someone who'll listen to him rant or smth without making fun of him
Give this big boi a hug
He'll be confused, but he'll grow to like it
Kiss the big man.
He got BIG soft lips, well, big compared to you but you get the point.
You may be wondering how the flip they're soft.
The answer is, 'a flip ton of bendy cords and fuel lines layered with some memory foam and waterproof carbon fiber cloth' (same goes for the others)
Another thing you can do is pepper his face plates with kisses
Automatically starts blushing.
VERY protective and lowkey jealous
He carries you around like a baby. Theres no reason for it, thats just what he does. If Kade has any snarky remarks to say about it, you bet Heatwave is gonna clap back with something better.
Treats you like glass.
You're just so teeny tiny compared to him and he doesn't want to hurt you.
He'll feel absolutely terrible if he does.
Despite all of that though, he does generally treat you like a normal person. As well as letting you have your own life.
Do NOT make self deprivating jokes around this dude. For multiple reasons.
1, they make him stressed and sad (he won't admit that hes sad in front of the others tho)
2, It automatically triggers him to be even MORE protective
3, Heatwave will aggressively tell you how much he loves you and how pretty/handsome you are
For example,
'*Squishes your face with his fingers*, "Shush. You're fragging amazing. Say anything like that again, and i'm snuggling you for the entire godamn day."'
He doesn't yell at you though. Just has an aggressive tone.
He does the same for any insecurities you have too.
Oh, and he means every word he says when it comes to his bellicose praises.
"...I warned you, Dear."
*proceeds to pick you up in his hands and lay down somewhere while holding you against his chassis*
LOTS of kisses. Like for real you'll be out of breath when he's done with you.
It doesn't end there either.
He sometimes puts you in the passenger seat if there's an emergency so he can still keep an eye on you.
Depends on the emergency
He gets angrier than usual if you're the one in danger, he only calms down once you're safe.
Chase
He loves and supports you so much aaa-
He was VERY blunt when he confessed to you
"(Name). Forgive me for saying but I have fallen in love with you, and wish for you to be my conjunx endura. You don't have to feel the same, but you have the right to know."
He was lowkey surprised when you said you felt the same
Chase proceeded to kneel down and pull you into a hug. You responded with hugging him back along with a kiss on the faceplates, the rest is history.
He loves any kind of affection you give him, just don't use sarcasm, he can't pick up on it.
His love language is usually physical touch, words of affirmation, and quality time
Chase only wants three things from you throughout this relationship.
Your happiness, your affection, and your safety.
Though he does want to keep you safe he's not really overprotective.
He insists on carrying you if you're somewhere where one of them could step on you.
You used to go on patrol with him...
Until you almost got merc'd by a haywire lawn mower.
Since then you stay at base, and he always looks forward to seeing you run up to him when he gets back.
Hes not a fan of scary movies, but he'll be fine if you're holding his hand or hugging him.
Bring an inhaler, you'll need it for how much he'll make you laugh
At this point he's still trying to learn human culture... that (un)fortunately includes slang
"(Name), look. I have acquired an 'annelid on a string'"
"Dearest conjunx, what is 'Goated with the sauce' and why does a caprine have a condiment?"
"(Name), what does it mean to 'simp' for someone?"
Whether you feed this fire or not is up to you.
Pet names include; Dearest, Honey, Love, My Light, My Conjunx Endura, ....scrinkle (I'm not sorry)
Despite the mixups with slang, hes still pretty damn blunt.
Not to mention, even with how monotonous Chase is pretty romantic when hes talking to you.
This means that you can tell that he's being honest whenever he starts whispering sweet nothings to you.
And Chase mean everything he says.
And he always looks you in the eyes when he says one specific line, just so you know he really means it.
"I love you"
Blades
Oml hes so friggin nervous.
He didn't confess to you... Kade did
He heard Blades talking to Dani about you so he decided to mess with him.
"HEY (NAME), BLADES TOTALLY HAS A HUGE CRUSH ON YOU!!"
"NO I DON'T, SHISH!!!"
He only admitted it once you said you felt the same
"...you do!? This isn't a cruel joke right?... I.. love you too."
He leaned down and gave you a kiss on the forehead
HES SO SWEET TO YOU
Lots of snuggles, hand holding, kisses, hugs, carrying you around, you name it!
Flip, he loves touching you in general.
You're just so squishy compared to his kind, he can't help but be enamored
Big touch-starved snugglebug
He likes watching tv with you on his chest
Sometimes the baking shows he comes across motivate him to bake something for you.
Half the time its good, half the time it isn't.
Pet names are; Sweetie, Honey Bunny, Cupcake, Lil Squisha, and My Spark if he's feeling really romantic
Don't yell at him please :(
He will be more anxious and sad if you do.
Its enough from others, it hurts more if its from you.
Unless you're happy and excited. He'll be yelling with you.
Very protective and jealous
He isn't too overbearing with it though
Hes just nervous and scared
Nervous about something/someone hurting you, and scared that someone will take you from him.
Thats why he doesn't take you with him on missions, even with how much he misses you.
Please comfort him when hes scared, he REALLY needs it.
Blades loves your laugh so much
He'll find the cheesiest jokes to say just to get the smallest noise out of you.
He'll be very impressed with whatever talent you have, and will try his best to support you.
KISS THE BEEG NERVOUS BOIBOI
He needs it... badly.
Will immediately turn blue and get extremely flustered, but he loves it and won't stop you
He gives you little trinkets he finds at random... well, they're little to him.
"Y/N! I got something for you :3" *Proceeds to place the biggest tumbleweed you've ever seen right in front of you*
Sometimes, Blades legit out of nowhere picks you and and carries you somewhere where nobody else is around
He proceeds to lay down and put you on his chest
Totally peppers your face in kisses before looking you right in your eyes and saying how much he loves you.
"I love you so much, Honey bunny. You're my little cupcake and i won't give you up for anything or anyone. I promise."
Boulder
Hes so sweet to you
It took some encouragement and advice from Gram for him to confess to you, but he did it!
He went out and picked a bouquet for you too
He sat down criss cross applesauce and told you how he felt after taking a deep breath.
"(Name)... I have.. developed some strong feelings for you.. romantic ones. You don't have to say yes, but i still want to ask.. will you please be my love for life?"
You of course said yes and gave him a hug before he could even give you your bouquet
He closed his eyes and returned the hug, all the while rubbing your back.
Dates at the zoo are a must. Obviously. Like cmon now. This is Boulder we're talking about.
Will bring you random plants and animals and ask if he can keep them
If not that, then he'll pick flowers and other plants for you. Ofc he makes sure theyre not spiky.
He paints for you.
GIVE HIM SMOOCHES
Theres nothing he loves more than your lips
Well- he loves your tummy too.
Its a tie
ANYWAYS-
SNUGGLE THE BIG HIMBO HE NEEDS IT
(They all do but you get the point)
Like Heatwave, he carries you like a baby. But he just does it because he thinks you're cute.
Like for real, to Boulder, you're the cutest little fleshy he's ever seen.
Until he sees a baby.
He looks at you with the most "🥺" expression ever
"[Name]-"
"No we're not having a baby, bubbas. Sorry"
"🥺"
His pet names for you are; Dearest, Bunny, My Flower, Small one, Sweetie, Dove, Angelfish, Wifey/Hubby/Lovey (whichever you prefer or identify as)
He loves you, but no. You can't go w him on emergencies.
Literally on the verge of tears if you're the one in danger
If that happens, prepare to be snuggled for 3 days straight.
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call-me-a-simp · 1 year
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Heal My Wounds
Yes Please Mami (Part 14)
Rhea Ripley x Reader
Tw: physical and sexual abuse, toxic relationship, selfharm, eating disorder
Summary: You are in a toxic relationship with an abusive man but manage to run away. A tall, black haired woman picks you up from the streets just in time so your ex doesn't get you. But who is she and why does she seem so familiar to you? As you get to know each other you start to notice weird feelings you never had before whenever she's around.
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"Ohh but don't complain if you can't walk anymore afterwards" she groans. "Wanna bet? I've been through a lot and I was always able to walk afterwards"
"Hey, don't joke about it, it's not funny. You don't want to mess with me" she let's out a little laugh and her voice is deeper than usual. Normally it would scare you but right now it's just sexy as hell.
"I don't think the bath you ran will be used today" she laughs and sets you back down. "I don't care, I want you now" you groan and kiss her.
"Oh shit I like this side of you" Rhea moans and drags you to the bedroom. She pushes you down onto the bed and straddles you.
"You sure you want this?" she asks. "Hell yeah" you say and pull her down for a kiss again. It's filled with so much passion it makes you wanna melt.
You scoot up a bit to rest your head on the pillows and Rhea continues to kiss down your jawline, moving to your neck and upper body.
"What's your safeword?" she mumbles in between kisses. "What's a safeword?" you ask, your back arching upwards towards Rhea's lips.
"A safeword is a word or any other sign that let's me know I crossed a line and need to stop immediately" she breathes out against your skin, making you shiver.
"o- kay then I'll go wi- ith fox" you say trying to hold back your moans. "alright, fox it is" Demi hums against your tummy.
"Fuck Rhea stop teasing me, please" you squirm under her touch. "You want me so bad?" she looks up at you and smirks.
"Ye- yes please" she gives you a crooked smile "then beg for Mami" she grins. "I hate to do that but okay.." you sigh.
"Please Mami, please fuck me I want you so bad Mami, please" You try your best to satisfy her, keeping eye contact the whole time until Rhea gives in.
"Spread those beautiful legs of yours baby" she groans. You do as she told you to and she gently kisses up your thigh at first.
"Rheaa" you groan "please stop teasi-" you're cut off by Rhea thrusting a finger in you and licking your clit at the same time.
"Oh dear lord" your body tenses up and you grip onto the bedsheets "fuck yes" you breathe out. "You like that you little whore?" she smirks. "Look at Mami"
You look at her and keep eye contact as she keeps thrusting in and out of you making you moan loudly.
"Fuck Rhea- you were right- this really is *gasp* the best sex I ever had" you try to say during your moans.
"Bet I can make it even better" Rhea says and adds another finger. She continues to lick your clit, her free hand gliding gently over your body.
She slides it up your leg, slowly trailing up your lower abdomen, resting it on your hip for a little while and gently squeezing it before moving on to one of your boobs.
During that she never slowed down her thrusts or stopped licking you. "God I- I think I'm gonna cum" you moan.
"Too bad, cause you won't cum unless I tell you to" she groans against your pussy. You feel the vibration it causes.
"Mami please, I don't think I can hold it any longer" you squirm. "hmm then cum for me little slut" she hums and you release all over her hand.
You're panting heavily. Rhea licks off her fingers and gently runs her tongue all the way up from your pussy to your jawline and kisses you.
"You really know how to make good surprises" she whispers. You smile, still breathing a little heavy. "Thank you Rhea"
"What for? Making you feel so good?" she smirks. "That too" you grin "No what I actually meant was, for giving me the time I needed, not pushing me anywhere you know?"
She chuckles "I know, you're welcome" she mutters and kisses you again. "I love you y/n, thank you for making my day" you both smile at each other.
"I love you too" you reply. You raise your arm a little to signal her you want to cuddle.
She lays down half next to, half on top of you, and rests her head on your chest. One of her legs between yours, clinging onto you.
You wrap your arm around her and hold her tight. "I love you" you mutter and kiss her on the head.
She just hums in response, making you chuckle silently. "poor baby's too tired to speak" you whisper and kiss her again.
She takes you free hand and you intertwine your fingers, slowly drifting off to sleep.
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I decided to not let you suffer any longer you needy little whores. Enjoy part 14 ;)
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jellyclogs · 1 year
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How op men react to an s/o with really bad periods
Triger warnings: period and Simi fainting
this is kinda a comfort fic for me, im suffering through my period and its ruff. sorry if y/n falling to the floor in pain seems over dramatic but its just how my period like to roll so here we are.
if you have any requests feel free to ask me or if you want a part 2 with more characters
quick edit forgot to list up here who festers in this fic: Shanks, marco, law, Mihawk, Kid, zoro, Sanji
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Shanks
This man is very  patient with you. He sits there with a smile on his face,well you bitch and moan about how shity it is . He can't help but think it's adorable when you get so over dramatic about your period. He has seen you grin and bear it through pain, you usually act calm, cool and collected when you're suffering, so it takes him by surprise when you're a big cry baby about this. He's glad that you don't feel like you have to suffer through it alone and trust him enuff to go to him to just complain or if you need help.
The first time you had your period around him He didn't quite understand how much pain you were actually in. He thought you were just playing it up. It only hit him how much it hurt when you crumpled to the ground hissing curling up on yourself. He froze in that moment, watching you just breathe in and out slowly trying to breathe through the cramps. Then he rushed forward and picked you up holding you to his chest whispering sweet nothings to you as the wave of cramps listened up.
 He adores you so much and hates seeing you in pain. He will tease you a little bit about it but the moment he sees that you're not having any of it he drops it. He won't make a big deal about giving you special treatment when you're like this. more cuddling, getting you sweets, making you laugh whenever he can, and staying close to your side as much as he can. He wants to be right there if you topple over again. He won't say it out loud but you scared the shit out of him when you did that.
He kinda finds it funny when he finds you in weird places and or positions that help your cramps. Whether it's laying on the kitchen floor because the cold feels good on your back or sitting with your legs up against the wall and back on the floor because it's the only thing that's helping with your cramps in the moment. He usually just joins you and begins talking your ear off to distract you from the pain.
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Marco
You always try so hard to keep the fact you're on your period a secret. The men of the Moby dick find periods gross and don't get what's the big deal since it happens once a month you should be used to it. You do your duties and do your best to be your normal self. You would not just up and tell Marco or realy anyone what you were going through.
Marco would notice the little cracks in your facade, the wincing when you thought no one was around or the fact you took longer to do your chores. He'd start getting really concerned when you started spending most of the time in your room. His first thought is not that you're on your period, it's that you got hurt and weren't telling him. He'd be pissed that you hadn't come to him to get patched up.
He would try to wait for you to come to him but after a day of watching you suffer in silence He'd confront you. When he saw your face flush and start to fumble with your words he would think he caught you. Before you could realy explain He'd be dragging you to his clinic, calling you an idiot and a moron the whole way there. He would adamantly state, "I'm the doctor on this ship you can't go around hiding wounds from me, how am I supposed to patch you up if I don't know your hurt yoi"
Once their He'd grab his med kit and damned you show him your stomach. Watching you he was pretty sure that's where the Injury was.
You would lift up your shirt and say, "I'm not hiding a cut or something," you would sigh looking anywhere but his eyes, "just on my period." You'd mumbled.
Marco would face-palm, ofcores that was what was up. You weren't the type to definitely hide injuries out of embellishment. He'd reach out his hand and set it over your stomach letting his flames like over your skin. "Still you should have come to me." He'd huff.
After he knew what was going on He'd be just the sweetest. Getting thatch to make you chocolaty things and soothing your cramps with his phoenix fire. He would tell you that, "I'm a doctor, your period isn't gonna gross me out, please let me help you." He will make sure you're taking pain pills as often as you can and help you with your duties if you were in too much pain to do them.
As a doctor he would understand how bad your period could get and he would make no complaints if you demanded to stay near him since his phenix fire was the best way to treat the pain. This man would secretly be bragging to the other crew members that he is your favorite and that's why you were hanging out with him so much.
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Law
He would know that you were on your period the day you started, he wouldnt mention it but keep an eye on you. He would not be the kind to pamper you, not at first at least. He would think she’s had thes for years she can handel it. He would definitely slip you chocolate’s and make sure you had enuff pain killers.
He would probably keep his distance from you. He cares about you but the fact he couldnt help you would piss him off. He hates seeing you in pain, and hates that he can't help. He would get snippy with the crew and work himself harder.
His work would be disrupted by bepo rushing in a bit of a panic, saying you had walked into the kitchen then just crumped to the ground, sitting their for a minet befor geting up and acting like nothing happened. Law would sigh and get up from his desk befor telling bepo hed hadel it and you were fine or atleast going to be.
He would find you in your room curled up on your bed with almost nothing on, just a shirt and some panties pants just felt like a hassle pulse it isn't like you were gunna be wondering around the ship like this. You were a though cookie and usaly just worked through pain so seeing you like this did worry law. He would bite his lip and curse himself for being so caught up in his own emotional pain to properly take care of your physical pain.
He would slip into bed with you and hold you in his arms. He’s not a very cuddly person so this would be a big display that he was worried about you. He would just hold you and apolagize for not being abel to take away the pain. He would love to take the pain on himself, he knew he could handel it, but that just wasn’t the way his powers worked. He thought about swapping harts with you for awhile, but hew knew how long it would take you to lern his devil fruit to revers it.
After that he would keep you close to him, sure it hurt that he couldnt help her as much as he wanted but being around you made you feel better so it was worth it. He would still be quite snippy with the other crewmembers but would treat you gently.
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Mihawk
He would have no clue how to act around you. He was wit you because you were strong and he respected you, so seeing you reduced to a shambeling mess kinda upset him. He would at first act like he didnt notce any thing was wrong. He tought it would save your pride. He would flinch any time you let out a pained noise. He cared so much about you that you being in pain was awful.
He would wait for you to ask for comfort, its not that he didnt want to comfort you, its that he didnt want to insult your pride or your strength. He knows you are a tough girl, he also knows you arnt afraid to ask for help when you need it. Prona would think hes being an ass, and would let him know.
When you finaly came to him you wouldnt exchange words, all you would do is climb into his lap. He would set his wine glass aside and hold you to his chest, gently rubing circles on your lower back. He would whisper praise to you in spanish calling you brave or strong, he knew you didnt speek a lick of spanish so you couldnt yell at him for being to soft.
You would know that he was being soft and gentle and were willing to be treated like glass at the moment. You need it and you wold just sit and take it in. 
After you came to him like this he would start to pamper you, running you a bath every night, rubbing your back, bringing your favorit foods. He would certainly be a little over protective to, hoovering around you when you were doing pretty much anything.
Porrona would have no clue why he had so drastically changed his attitude. She would cross her arms and puff out her cheeks calling him an unconsiderat jerk. Why was he like this?
If you ever dropped from the pain you better believe hed hold you for the rest of the day. He would never admit it was because he was scared of getting hurt, he would give you excuses like, “can i not just hold you, miamore?” or “ but if i put you down who wil worm my chest?” 
He secretly loves when your like this, when you are relying on him so much. He knows your stong and fully capsule of taking care of your self but he liked having the chance to pamper you and remind you that you can alway lean on him.
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Kid
He is completely grosed out by the whole thing. He can't handel the sight of bloody tampons or pads so you better wrap them up tight with toilet paper. He will kinda avoid you, your relation was not just sex but a hell of alot of it was, and he dosent like that he can't fuck your brains out.
He would order his crew to get you what ever you need or wanted. He will make them treat you like a princess. If he so much as herd them complaining about it they would be in a world of pain. This guy sees you as his so you can't disrespect what belongs to him.
Kid is a ruff guy but would not like seeing you in pain like that. He is the only one aloude to cause you pain. He would kill any one who put a hand on you it was bull shit that he couldnt just rip your uterus out and see your pain go away. He knew that you werent playing up your pain up. You never once would show the full force of how bad anything was, so seeing you show any display of pain ment you had to be in sirius pain.
He would honestly freek if you ever just dubbeled over infront of him, the look of pain on tour face the tears in your eyes, would feel like a stade wound to him. He would pick you up off the floor and not put you down. He would not sugar coat why, “Your falling over like your a fucking nobel who got dirt on their clothes, like hell i'm putting you down. If i did youd probably keel over and die.”
If you ever asked for him to cudel with you hed make a big fuss but would give in pretty eazy. He probably wouldnt fight you at all if the two of you were alone but infront of his crew he had to much pride.
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Zoro
He has no clue whats going on with you. He dosnt like the fact that you seemingly pulled away from him and started talking to that damn cook more. He would defntly be cross wiht you and draw away from you. He was a stubborn man. If you were gunna pull away from him then hed do the same. He wouldnt notice the pain you were in at all.
He would make a bitchy comint about you around nami and robin. Nami would punch the shit out of him. She would be pissed that he thought you were two timing him with the cook. Shed say, “If this is how you act when shes on her period then maby she should leave you for snaji.” 
 zoro would look at her so confused, “What the hell is a period?”
Both Nami and Robin would be on their asses laughing. Once they calmed down enuff they would explain what a period was to him. They would also explain that you have some of the worst periods they’d seen.
He still dosnt realy get it but is no longer mad at you. He starts harassing the cook for chocolate since robin and nami said girls like that when their on their periods.
If you just dropped from the pain hed panic a littel. Hed pick you up and rush you to chopper. He would not listtel to you when you told him, “Its ok, i just got hit with some realy bad cramps.” he would set you on chopper’s exam tabel and damned he fix you. 
Chopper would ofcores know about your situation, hed ask if you hade taken your pain pills on time or if you need more. He would get you  a heating pad and tell zoro that you fine, with tears in his eyes. Chopper feels awful he can't do more.
Zoro would be so ok with more cuddles. You may not look at him and think hes a cuddly guy but he can't get enuff of sungeling up with his s/o. He loves being abel to hold you and feel like hes protecting you from the world.
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Sanji
This wonderful cook instantly knows when your on your period. He honestly dosnt mind when your on your period, he sees it as a chance to pamper you like the princess he knows you are. He loves cooking your favorit food’s fore you. He will whip up what ever dessert you want. He also try’s to feed you foods that will reduce inflammation. 
He always want to hold you so you wanting to be held more is a win for him. He gives you back maseshes as often as he can. He loves being abel to bring you relife, though it may seem like some of his actions are sexula they arnt all he wants is to take your pain away. He will barrow books from chopper and read up on the best ways to treat periods. He would probably be willing to let you bathe in his blood if it ment you were no longer in pain.
Sanji would full on scream the first time the pain sent you to the floor. He would have a hratatck. He would rush to your side and pull you to his lap begging you to be ok. You ofcores had worned him this could happen but it didnt realy prapar him fore it. Once he was sure you werent going to die he would pick you up and bring you to the bath.
Hed run you a bath and sit with you in it. He would hold you and just be with you. He loved you and wouldnt dare leave your side when you needed him.
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zuffer-weird-girl · 11 months
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Love Kai, but Hari needs some love too…
Sooo, Kai’s always busy so he sends Hari to take care and be with Angel. But what if arrowhead falls in love with her? And she also starts liking him back… since you know, her actual partner barely spends time with her. It’s kinda angsty but a fluffy end would be nice.
This has been on my head lately and since you’re one of my favorite authors in here, I gathered the courage to finally send in the ask. Feel free to ignore this request. Love your writing and take care! 💕
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"I want you to be responsible for her safety Chronostasis." The dark haired male muttered while reading a few papers that were spread on his desk while the other one furrowed his eyebrows beneath his mask.
"Of course, but why exactly?" Aren't you her partner? He wanted to imply, but decided against it due to his better judgment.
"Being someone close to a yakuza member puts a lot of targets on their back, you should know that by now." He replied without any emotion on his face.
"I do understand that sir. Although as a friend speaking I think you should-"
"Just do what I say Chronostasis." He growled without sparing him a eye, leaving the white haired man to sigh in hopeless and leave the room with a yes sir.
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Chrono has been keeping an eye on Overhaul's partner for about two months... and he swore he never saw a woman with so much loneliness and sadness on her eyes... yet, she carried such a beautiful smile when it came to the normal citizens and children or people she seemed to care about.
He was surprised that Kai was in a relationship with her to be honest... she seemed so out of his league.
One day, he accidentally eavesdrop that Overhayl had canceled one of their dates once again.. it was honestly heartbreaking to hear her sad sigh but soon recover with a fake small skile saying it was okay....
For some reason, he couldn't take this any longer... so he asked his boss to make her company asides from just protecting her from afar like a shadow.
Overhaul had allowed. Without much care.
"Excuse me? Ma'am?" He reunited forces to aproach her on the halls, observing how she flinched but soon looked at his masked face with wonder on why one of the subordinates was talking to her... without getting killed.
"Y-Yeah?"
"I'm sorry overhaul canceled plans with you. But I was wondering, if you want, I could take you to this place you were talking about." He scratched a bit the back of his head at seeing your shocked expression "I swear I'm not a stalker, I'm just a... close worker of your partner. So I happened to over hear it. I apologize if it perstubs you."
"Oh.. not at all!" You smiled, and he had to ignore how it made him smile too "I was hoping I could go there with anyone to be honest... but I don't have much friends and... he seems kinda busy these days" You laughed it off your sadness as usual.
"I'm going to take you there. Don't worry about the money as well. I'm sure it won't make us go more bankrupt as always anyway."
The laugh that left your lips almost felt surreal. He never heard you laugh like that before on those last few months.
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"Can I ask something Chrono?"
"Well, you already did." He mumbled while sitting in front of you on the small outdoor café you had chosen this time. He had been taking you out for a while now.
You snorted at his comment before stirring up your drink with a straw with a feature of wonder.
"Were you the one watching me for these last few months?"
He choked on his own spit. Almost coughing before he reluctantly asked why you were asking this.
" I know I sound stupid sometimes, but I am not." You giggled with sadness "I noticed eyes on me... I was starting to think I was crazy for a second until I notice you with this weird mask watching from a corner some day.. immediately I knew it was one of the hassaikai. You guys seem to like these plague masks a lot."
"Actually no." He laughed it off his embarrassment "we actually hate it. But is Overhaul's choice so we mostly shut up and be quiet about it."
"Ah, it had to be him." You spoke with a smile "But you aren't exactly working right now so... can't you just.. take it off? Is like super hot today." You gesture with your hand at your own face while he scoffed.
"Kai would have my head if he knew this."
"I won't tell. Besides," You leaned on the table "I'm actually curious."
"Nothing fancy about my face but oh well-" He spoke before taking off his mask with a relieved sigh "It is hot, God damn..."
"Hmm..." You tilted your head a bit to the side before smirking "not bad."
"Oh shut up you." He chuckled, his red cheeks totally exposed now.
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After months, you two had become close. Closer than what a bodyguard should be.. but he just can't help it. You had this personality that didn't fail it once to make him smile or worry when you would wear that sad expression.
He would feel guilty about his upcoming crush on you often... very often.
But sometimes... he swore he wanted to beat the shit out of chisaki every single time he found you crying after just a simply conversation with thr male in question that surely didn't even last 15 minutes.
"Am I that clingy? Just as he says?" You spoke between sniffles, watching with a sad expression the outside as he scoffed.
"No. You just want what anyone wants on a relationship... he is just..." he hissed a bit at daring to put more wood into the fire "A bit difficult."
"Just a bit..?" You muttered and he swore he felt his heart completely shatter.
In one second he was at your side and wiping away your tears as you yelped at how close he was so suddenly.
"You're not clingy... In fact, if it means something, I do enjoy your company the most. I actually l..-" he swallowed the words before he made something he possibly would regret "I think you're great. Don't let a minor fight affect your self estem that easily.."
You nodded in awe... never your own boyfriend did that. Made you feel better about some insecurity of yours..
In fact... now thinking about it, Kai never made you feel so at home like... Kurono did.
Oh no.
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Months have passed and one day he catched you and Overhaul talking. For a very long time to be exactly.
You left with a more at ease expression quickly greeting him before leaving the house. He arched an eyebrow before he noticed how Chisaki was frozen in place but had still his usual neutral expression on.
Something had happened...
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The break up was, by surprise of many, very calm and with no tantrums come from both parts of you nor Chisaki. Although you did visited the hassaikai still due to how Pops actually liked you... and Kurono.
It didn't take long for Chrono to finally open up about the issue. He was actually afraid of the out come... but he had to be honest with his friend.
"I don't care. She is single now, isn't she?" He muttered after a very tense talk about if he could or not invite you to dinner.
"You're sure about that? It won't bring-"
"Just get out." The dark male hissed, and for the first time Chrono just ignored the threat on his voice and went after you with hope you could accept his offer.
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"We could go to the theme park!" You yelped in joy as he chuckled while shaking his head.
"The last time we went on one of those you were complaining about how your feet hurt. You sure about that?"
You nodded with pout while walking alongside him. His girlfriend of now five months.
"The last time it was because of my stupid decision of wearing those heels... seriously what went through my head to do that?" You whined out loud as he laughed.
It was good until you both bumped into someone...
"Hey Kai." Chrono spoke a bit in worry as you looked up to see the face of your ex.
"Hello Chisaki. How have you been?" You asked politely while the man in question just looked at you both with irritation before sighing.
"Good." He spoke before storming out of the hall, leaving you both to just shrug your shoulders and go on about your day as usual.
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He closed the door before finally sitting down on the bed with the heaviest sigh he could muster. His hands rubbed his face continuously to get rid of the burning sensation he was feeling behind his eyes as he exhaled and inhaled in hopes to calm his beating heart.
After a few minutes he took a deep breath once again before taking a small red velvet box from the cabinet before laying down on the bed... staring at the ring on it with disgust... even though the small tear that left his right eye said otherwise.
"Now what the hell am I suppose to do with this?" Kai muttered in the loneliness of his room.. knowing damn well how you were much happier with the man that treated you better than he did.
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spicedfink · 8 months
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Someone posted their opinion on tophabe and I'm not going to @ them since people are apparently being weird but it did make me want to voice my tophabe take because tbh it made me feel insecure and like I needed to explain myself because they were right and so real for what they said.
My thing with (s2) episode 8 is first off I can only process parts of it at a time because that episode made me uncomfortable Second is there is one major factors I take in when thinking about tophabe and a few minor factors: The biggest thing is Joan the canon end game love interest as far as we have been shown tried to point blank kill everybody which is objectively worse. As for minor factors I'll use bullet points: - Cleo also manipulates Abe not to that degree but for longer - All the cast are kind of bad people but the show only framed Topher's actions as bad which I found weird when I really thought about it then they said Harriet was a theater kid and I stopped caring about what the writing was meant to convey - Him giving good advice first in s2e8 reminds me of how I used to give a friend of mine bad advice as a joke when they kept ignoring my real advice and for some reason they took my joke advice seriously. - Topher wasn't in the classroom with Abe so he didn't know the teacher had been hitting on him so it feels like he's just making shit up on the spot - I don't see how Topher would have seen this working. Like it shows him being right there when it starts but like how? I know it's just because the plot said so but the actual "go sleep with this gross person" seems more like a "oh Abe would never actually do that" line of thought - like it reads more as "if I can get Abe insecure he won't ask Joan out" then "Abe will defiantly go for this" (still shitty but less) - It's a cartoon and their actions are exaggerated - s2e8 was such a horribly done episode all around that I can't do anything other than cherry pick it - poor mental health is hardly an excuse but man do I believe his therapist isn't doing him any favors (which is why I have his change therapist in my fanfics) - The fact they're still shitty high schoolers meaning they all have the most room for growth and I'm projecting my own journey of because and actual good person and figuring out my sexuality onto him (obviously wasn't his level of shitty but I said dumb shit and did weird emotionally charged things thanks to how I was raised and poor mental health) - Episode 1 of season 2 Topher got the t-rex arms so I attached myself to his character right then and there ("he's autistic just like me") - I like happy things. The show gave a character who they made clear was suppose to be disliked and bullied for being horrible and didn't show him do anything actually that bad until episode 8 out of 10. And before that ranges from normal weird teenager things he'd logically grow out of, trying too hard to be socially accepted and being mentally ill??? Like no. No I'm personally not going to think this character is a horrible person incapable of growth... And this is why my serious non one sided tophabe headcanons are all for when they are older because I really think Topher would, you know grow up and regret his past actions. Also since I see Topher as queer: internalized homophobia and the such are a bitch (speaking from experience)
I don't actually have a good reason for why Abe would like Topher back past I just think it'd be fun. If Abe gets with Joan and is friends with Cleo I think he should still be friends with Topher though
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finniestoncrane · 2 years
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Hello!! I've got a request for you, although it might be kind of on the...melancholic side.
If you don't feel comfortable writing it, it's totally okay.
Could I request the Riddlers' reaction to seeing the Reader while they're very sad? Crying, even? They're devoid of hope, they've got lifeless eyes filled with tears, and they're just about ready to give up on everything. They've probably isolated themself somewhere, too. Like their car, a cliff near the seaside, or the rooftop of a building, to break down in a fit of despair.
(i'm okay, i promise!! i was just in the mood for something kind of angsty and hopefully a bit of comfort, as well?)
Riddler Headcanons: Comfort and Angst
Riddlers x Sad!Reader, headcanons/ficlets ok i'm so glad you let me know you're alright because i was about to send like the coast guard to you or something to make sure you were fine >:( i was so happy to write this, i want to delve into more fluff and angst just to see if i'm any good at it, so this was a perfect opportunity and i hope it was ok! request info • prompt list • send me a request • kofi minors DNI!! 🔞 cw for nsfw stuff: none just all fluffy and soft
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Dano
he's so worried when he can't find you, but he figures he knows where you are. he makes it to your favourite place, under the bridge, knowing you well enough to hazard a guess that's where you might have gone. he doesn't say anything, just sits down beside you on the bench you go to when you need a moment. he doesn't have the right words anyway, he wouldn't want to make things worse. instead, he's happy to put his arm around you and let you rest your head on his shoulder, stroking your arm while you let your tears out. when he finds the courage to speak, his words fill you with comfort, covering you like a safety blanket. "everything will be ok, i'll make everything better for you. the world won't be as scary with me around."
Arkham
ok so you've locked yourself in one of the rooms in his lair, what is that going to achieve? if you're sad, why would you ever want to be away from him? and if you won't come out that's fine, he can be stubborn too! he'll just sit outside this door waiting for you to finish what you're doing so you can get back to your job. but his grumpy shell will break instantly when he can hear you crying through the wall, listening for a bit and trying to figure out what the best course of action is before telling you a riddle to cheer you up. "i can cry but i have no eyes, can fly but i have no wings...what am i?" he reassures you that whenever you want to come out, he'll be right there. take as much time as you need. but don't be much longer because he has work to do. "i'm kidding! well...only kind of..."
Capullo
you're being very dramatic, look at him, he's never cried, at least not that he remembers! and he's perfectly normal and well-adjusted and handsome. "don't cry please god i don't know what to do when someone cries...i can't think you're hot when you're upset and that's unfair." give him credit though, when he realised his usual brand of sleaze and tough love weren't working, he did move behind you to rub your shoulders, only having to be told once that now wasn't the time to press himself against you and kiss your neck. "ok cancel all of my schemes for the day, top priority is to get you back to your usual self, because if i'm not allowed to objectify you and touch you then what is the point?" it's crude, but it gives him an excuse to drop the act and let himself take care of you properly. you didn't even know he had it in him, but here he is, wrapping you in blankets and ordering your favourite takeout. who is this man? it's kind of weird actually...
Young Justice
by the time he's found you, you're done crying. sitting on a ledge on the roof of your apartment building, tears have left little streaks on your face and your eyes are red and watery, but you're past the sobbing. taking a bit gulp and a deep breath he comes and sits next to you. "i recognise you're in the acceptance phase now. whatever it was, you're past it now. i know the feeling. i'm here for your next steps though." he takes your hand in his and stares out over the city with you. "no one knows better than me how tough it is to keep going, but we've got this together!" he squeezes your hand tighter. "but please can we go somewhere safer, i really don't like heights..." it kicks you into protect mode, pulling you out of your sadness even briefly. he's a good distraction from your worries.
Gotham
guess who found their way to the docks and is literally running on his stupid long legs to get to you, standing on the edge of the pier with your back turned to the world. when you turn around, tears spilling down your face, he holds you in his arms. "crying won't solve anything. who hurt you? let's plan revenge." you assure him no one is responsible, it's just a feeling, emotions, your own body and brain are responsible you guess. "i understand that. we're out own worst enemies." although ed leaned into his worst enemy a bit more readily than you're willing to..."please, come with me and let me take care of you." and without much argument you're in his bed, wrapped in a blanket, being served soup and tea and listening to him play the piano. he keeps telling you he likes to feel useful, but you know you're there so he doesn't lose you again. it was nice of him not to handcuff you or drug you though!
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typhoonvash · 2 months
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// Canary Is Not Immune To Plant Bloom Headcanons
while bloom is seasonal, it can happen if around flora that are also in bloom
even if triggered by other flora, it will last a month. sorry canary.
he tries so, so hard to hide it. he.. kinda succeeds... but there are things that he can't hide.
for instance his body temperature rises significantly. enough so that if someone is sleeping next to him or touching him for whatever reason, they'd legitimately think the poor guy's deathly sick. he usually runs so, so cold.
but also usually he can't sleep. too much energy. can't sleep, won't get tired, but this leads to extreme boredom and (likely) shenanigans when he tries to do anything to get his mind off of fking/getting fked
some of this extra energy is given to his partner(s), so they also often dont feel the need for sleep. eventually they gotta though. don't mind the man with bright cyan eyes watching you from the corner of the room, it's normal.
inhuman qualities are enhanced: eyes more glowy, shows teeth more often (smiles, fangies outside lips, etc), faster, stronger, more vines, stronger glowies (harder to control when glowing also)
he um. also tends to get larger and longer when topping.
despite his Extreme Horny it's still only for people close to him. this. made blooms quite often just an inconvenience that he could deal with. having people he is involved with??? well now it's so over for him.
switches between blanketing himself in bed writhing around and pacing and going on MANY walkies. basically just keeps himself moving because it feels like his entire skin's gonna vibrate off his body.
getting what he wants does help, but the general feeling lasts a full month. it just gets weaker after a bit of a marathon. if fked daily, he feels (almost) normal every day! yay!
his taste changes from something akin to peaches (and slick) to a flowery-sweet aromatic flavor. skin, sweat, saliva, the man is practically a sprig of lavender. it may seem great, but the scent is extremely strong. can make it... difficult... to hide. in general.
while his ~*~fluids~*~ (look i'm trying not to trigger any no-no words) normally have an aphrodisiac effect, during bloom it's um. intense. we're talking like, "if you have an erection lasting longer than 4 hrs consult a doctor" levels of intense. it's fine. don't worry about it.
on the bright side, his self-healing is super jacked!
...tends to get very clingy/possessive (not in a toxic way) though. can get whiny even when partner gets up to just. go get food or something.
doesn't do the whole nest building thing. he does just like having pressure on him though—so blankievash, partner just flopping on top of him, hell, even restraints, are favorite things during the month.
because it's so dry on gunsmoke, he ends up static shocking people often. hair also stands on end (just a bit, kind of just looks like his usual hair but slightly messier)
once you get a taste, you crave more. so long as you stay near this idiot, you'll have a thirst that can't really be quenched unless... yeah.
tends to? collect things?? he'll just pick stuff up and bring it to his partner(s) as a gift. some kind of mating ritual.
look basically what i'm saying is that this man's body is a mess and keeping contained is near impossible. also, assuming they are sexually active (are also adults and are interested in sex at all), people in close enough proximity to him will just be inexplicably horny. doesn't have to be for him, isn't an impulse to fuck right then and there; it's just a. "huh weird" kind of "why am i horny this time" sensation.
all of this is by discussion only ofc. there's also the uh, whole reason for blooming, but again. that's a touchy subject and it's SUPER BY DISCUSSION ONLY BECAUSE UuuUUuuuHHh yeah. like i don't mind, but also like. idk. it's touchy. anyway if you read this i'm sorry my man is a little freak.
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mitsua · 2 years
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hiii first time writing a req in like 2-ish yrs so i'm sorry of i use the wrong words
could you write a jealous hayato kamitani x reader from school babysitters like for example Yagi is flirting with reader? you could write his reaction or a whole scenario up to you!!!
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Hayato Kamitani × Reader
(Jealousy)
[When being at the same school, as a student babysitter]
You were a babysitter before Hayato decided to, helping Kashima with anything you could. The little ones loving you as you played along with them to anything their creative minds came up with.
This being said, you've met many people on your way of becoming one of the babies' best friends. Including Tomoya Yagi.
You can't recall when was the first time you've met him, however, he seemed to do it, very well.
And just like that, he called himself your friend for the very first time.
Sometimes coming out of nowhere saying it was a mere coincidence.
Which you tried to brush off as his normal behaviour towards everyone the more you spent time with him at some walks by the park or stopping him from getting any closer to your little friends.
Hayato and you are classmates, but have never really become great friends or anything like that, on the other side, you were really close to Ryuuchi, he was so kind and cheerful with the kids and everyone sorrounding him, you admired him for that.
So it was a bit weird when knowing who the new adition to the babysitter's club was.
I've mentioned you've met Yagi, and to your surprise, there was this rare time when you've got to be with both Yagi and Ryuuchi, and they somehow had already met each other ?
The first week with Hayato as a new babysitter was spent on him learning the basics.
Mostly you teaching him how to take his brother off of him without being rude or acting mad around him, while Kashima took care of the others.
Yeah, a whole week for it.
During that period, Hayato got to know more about you and effectively, started showing a bit more of consideration with his brother. (Or more like he didn't hit him anymore, which was a lot of progress).
You couldn't help but notice that when you had spent class' time with a man or to be more specific, Kashima, he was way more agressive at the club, making you remember his first week there.
Those were limited occasions. But the first time he got to be with Yugi, and you were there ? ...let's say he'd be freezed in awkwardness and shock of him hugging you all friendly and calling you names. At first.
Of course he wouldn't show any other emotion that wasn't the embarrassment of being trapped with him. ( Yes because he'd obviously would like you to stay with him ).
Have I already mentioned Yugi knows the exact day, time and place were you met ? Well, it seems like he can't remember telling that story any moment, so he'd be most likely talking and laughing about that the whole time.
Maybe it was because he intended to annoy him even more, or he couldn't really remember talking about it 20 times ago, but Yugi won't stop; Hayato being about to lose his composure would prefer to get away of you two for a few minutes to calm down a bit.
⚾️Now, why would Hayato be more annoyed of ?
⚾️Words. Yes, words. Like, the hugs and holding hands can wait a little longer to tickle something on him.
⚾️Someone being touchy could only make him jelous because he can't show his affection too openly like that person seems to. But if that's not the case, then he's all to weird by the sudden touches been given to his S/o.
⚾️If there's this person who can't shut their mouth for a damn minute or keep on trying to steal you from him to have a small talk, he'll lose it.
⚾️He wants to talk to you, wants to get to know you better and share opinions, why does someone have to come and ruin it ?
⚾️Flirting ? In front of him ? the worst.
⚾️He'd get awkward as if someone's hugging you or anything like that as his first instinct, but some seconds after, he'd :
1-. Leave. If he's sensed you seemed to get along with that person, he thinks it'd be the best to leave for a few moments to relax and let you be.
2-. Do nothing but keep in the picture. This may be the one he applies the most since, as I've said, he doesn't really want to leave you. So, if that person seems to be persistent or even making you uncomfortable, he'd enter a bit by making slight commentaries about experiences you've had with him.
⚾️Would he stay mad for some time after the incident ?
⚾️Yes, but of course, not with you, he clearly knows you couldn't control it ( if that person was persistent ), or if that was a good friend of yours, he knows you'd tell him anything about it.
⚾️Sadly, and if his brother keeps bothering him, he'd end up being harsher than ever with him.
⚾️And if you ever try to come up as to why is he in that mood he'd try to avoid the topic or simply lie about Taka being more annoying than normal.
                                                                                                
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acidmatze · 9 months
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I’ll be there for you (Yes, like the Friends theme) Chapter 3
Summary: After being in a coma for two years Vash wakes up, not being able to remember Anything that has happened since he was “a teenager”. How is he gonna adapt to living in a world so strange and unfamilliar? By getting a haircut! (Stampede timeline and set After ep 12 btw)
Pairings: None
Warnings: Hospital setting, panic attacks and existential crises
Wordcount: 3k
Chapter 1 is here
Chapter 2 is here Chapter 4 is here
Vash had an odd dream that night. He was riding a Thomas through an area of the planet he definitely had never seen before. Towards July, whatever that was. He was also followed by someone but had no idea who that was. Except that he was friendly and not an enemy.
So the first question he asked the doctor that morning was:
„What's July?“
„A month. But most importantly, the capital city of No Man's Land. Most of it got destroyed a few years ago but we rebuild it.“
And then followed a barrage of tests.
Blood tests, before breakfast.
A complete physical exam, after breakfast.
In that exam the doctor shone a light into Vash's eye and the staff in the room with him realised they were dealing with a Plant, which the doctor already knew.
For a moment Vash was very afraid and froze up.
The last time someone realised he was a Plant he got locked up.
The doctor already knew but what if the others would panic?
But nothing happened.
The exam continued as if everything was completely normal and Vash relaxed again.
„You are remarkably average for a Plant. I don't mean that in an insulting way. I mean that if I wouldn't have looked at your eyes the others would never have noticed. Your body seems to work just like a human's, only if a bit more efficient. Your blood is also really regular. Nothing odd to find there. Don't worry. We are not going to experiment on you. We just want to make sure you're healthy.“
Then Vash had to lie down in a weird white tiny tube that was loud and uncomfortable and he had to be very very still.
After lunch, which was finally some proper food (steak with overcooked broccoli and mushy fries but better than the glorified broth from yesterday), the doctor performed some tests to check Vash's brain.
He was hooked up to some weird machine and had some weird nubs stuck to his head and had to do various tasks that were pretty boring in a dark room only illuminated by the computer screen and a tiny night light.
And then he was basically free to go.
The doctor shook Vash's hand and smiled at him.
„Everything is looking good so far. I'll go over the details later and tell you more about it if you want. If not then that's fine also. According to the results we have you are in great shape for someone who just woke up from a coma.“
„Okay but what will happen with me after this?“
Vash had no place to stay. Or maybe he had but he can't remember.
The thought of being just thrown out onto the streets into a world he had no idea how to navigate made him so nauseaus he worried he might puke.
„Well, first of all you will stay here for about a week or so. We won't kick you out like that. We will try to figure out where you were living before you came here but more importantly we will organise a place in a rehabilitation group for you. You have a lot of stuff to relearn and they can teach you.“
And now Vash is sitting on a chair in his hospital room with nurse Karina („No Nurse today, just call me Karina. I'm not working today“) walking around him and fiddling with his hair.
„Any idea how you want it cut?“
„No, not really.“
„Hmmm....“ Karina walks around Vash some more.
It's really making Vash nervous, as if he is put on the spot. He wiggles around a bit.
„I got an idea! It's gonna look great, believe me.“
„Wait! What are you planning to do?“ Vash is ready to jump off the chair.
He's not gonna let his hair get messed up more than it already is!
„I'm not gonna give you a mullet! I want to shave the sides and back and leave the hair on top a bit longer. I think it would suit you and you definitely are gonna look much younger.“
Vash is sceptical but okay. He's gonna pout the whole time though. „But if it looks stupid I will eat you.“
„Ooooh~ I'm so afraid~“ Karina says in a sing-song voice.
She starts by combing his hair thoughroughly.
„Maybe I should give you a mullet after all...“ „Don't you dare!“
The combing feels really nice though.
Vash relaxes a little. The hand that had previously gripped the chair like it's going to launch into space dangles to the side now.
„You look like you're going to purr any moment.“ Karina teases.
„I don't purr. I'm not a cat.“
Karina continued combing for a while.
Before she started Vash's hair had felt kinda rough and gritty even though it was washed and clean. It had also been full of knots.
But after a while now it starts to become much softer.
Karina stops. There is a noise. A low rumble.
„You are purring!“ Karina exclaims and almost drops her comb in excitement.
Vash's eyes that somehow fell shut are now Wide Open and he stops all movement. He kinda wants to jump off the chair and hide under his bed in horror and embarrassment.
His hand is back to gripping the chair.
„Oh come on! This is so cute! I didn't know Plants can do that. I swear I won't tell anyone. Pinky promise.“
Karina holds her pinky out and Vash reluctantly links his with hers.
„I'm gonna get the scissors now and cut it shorter overall before I use the clippers. Also, I saw you're taking hormones?“
Vash freezes up a little.
„You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to. I was just curious.“
„Yeah I... uh... when I was younger... my mom.. thought my brother and me were girls. But uhm.. I realised I'm not. So when I got a bit older I was given hormones. I guess I've been taking them my whole life until now.“
„Oh you have a brother?“
„I don't know what happened to him though. We got seperated as kids...“
Karina is happily snipping away. Vash can't see what exactly she is doing but a whole lot of hair is falling down.
„So you're a transplant.“ „Huh..?“
„A trans Plant. I was trying to make a pun.“
„Oh. Uh.. I guess? Do you know what happens in a Rehabilitation Group? The doctor said I will be put in one.“
„Depends on why someone is in rehab. In your case you will probably do a whole lot of physical therapy. And occupational therapy. Which means that you will be taught how to do tasks independently so you can eventually live alone at some point. You know, cooking and cleaning and washing yourself and such. For two reasons in your case. One reason is that you need to relearn things you knew how to do with both hands that you now have to do with one. Or maybe you get a prosthetic later on and then you will train to do tasks with that. And the second reason is that you have to learn tasks that maybe you knew how to do before you lost your memory but now you can't do anymore cuz to the current you it feels like you never learned them in the first place. And maybe they will also try and see if you can recover a few memories. And you will probably get a therapist so you have someone to talk to. I can imagine that your situation is really A Lot to take in.“
Vash nods.
Karina puts the scissors aside and grabs the clippers.
„I will now trim the hair on the sides and your back really short. But I will cut off less than I usually do and then show you so you can guide me, okay?“
„Okay.“
The clipper starts buzzing and Vash thinks it feels super funny on his skin. Like a massage but much faster.
Both the doctor and Christine said that Vash apparently used to have a prosthetic, a really advanced one.
But no matter how hard he tries he just can't remember anything.
Maybe he will get a new one but that would probably be more simple.
Not that he had any metric to compare it to in the first place.
Karina chimes up again.
„Oki-doki let's have a look. Tell me what you think!“ She walks around Vash with a small mirror in her hand so he can see what she did so far.
„Can you go a bit shorter?“ „Sure can!“
After half an hour Vash has his first real haircut in two years and he feels so much better. Like an actual person.
He feels even better after washing his hair.
„So, how do you feel? What do you think?“ Karina asks after cleaning up the mess she left behind.
„Like a brand new Me.“
Karina giggles.
„That's great. You know what would be even better now? If you had some new clothes. Wanna look at some clothes? We don't have to leave the hospital for that we can do that online. I could get them delivered to my place in two days and then bring them to you.“ Vash is confused about this Online thing but he sits down next to Karina on the bed and watches as she takes the tablet-like thingie off his nightstand and turns it on.
It's not see-through like the ones he knew but otherwise seems to work really similar to the one Luida used. It looks less technical though and more intuitive. It's definitely not used for ship maintenance and other such things.
„This is yours by the way. But I see you haven't used it yet.“
„I don't know what it is used for. We had similar things on the ship but they were for maintenance only.“
„We really need to teach you more things so you can fit in better with everyone else at the rehab. Nothing sticks out more than a young guy who has no idea what a tablet and a phone is and gets spooked by the TV. You also need to get into music or video games or something.“
„Can I not tell them the truth? That I lost all my memories?“
Karina rubs her chin.
„Well... that would probably be the easiest way to deal with this. I bet they have seen weirder stuff there.“
Two hours later and now Vash knows at least the basics of how to use a phone and a tablet.
He also ordered a bunch of clothes.
Karina said he could treat himself and as long as he stayed below 120$$ it would be fine.
And man, Vash really needed everything.
There really were barely any clothes in the backpack he had on him. Just a few pairs of socks, two boxers and a shirt.
Seems like he used to travel light. Really really light. No idea if he never bought any clothes or if they got stolen or thrown away or whatever.
But the new clothes would take about two days to be delivered. So until then Vash has to be careful to not get the clothes he does have dirty.
Sadly Karina had to leave a little earlier, to babysit one of her friend's dogs but she would be back tomorrow anyway.
So Vash is sitting in the armchair in his room and watching videos online about taking phones apart and explaining how they work. It is honestly really interesting. The guy making these videos has a bunch of others about other electrical devices and Vash is itching to watch them all. And then to the side of the video player are even more videos about taking things apart or comparing them to each other.
An hour ago Vash didnt even know there were more than one type of phone and now he wants to watch a video comparing them.
He gets so excited his plant marks are starting to glow faintly which gives the entire room a soft blue hue in the light of the setting sun.
The staff here knows what he is so there shouldn't be an issue with this, right?
„Wow look at this battery capacity! Youre Not going to run out of power during the long bus rides across the Great Desert, that's for sure!“ the guy in the video praises.
Vash stops the video and switches over to his internet browser, opens a new tab (the other one is a history of long-distance communication) and types „bus“ in the search bar.
Every time he encounters a Thing in a video that he has no idea what it is he immediately starts looking it up. He really doesn't want to seem like a weirdo in rehab.
After looking at a whole lot of busses and reading a short description of what they are he deletes his search and does a new one.
„Great Desert.“
He continues this for almost an entire hour and gets completely lost in an article about computer parts (even though he only has a vague idea of what a Computer is) when someone knocks on his door.
It is Christine.
„Hey good evening!“ she greets him.
„Oh! Hi.“
Vash fumbles to pause the video and force himself to come back to the real world.
His plant marks also disappear instantly.
„I have some great news for you. Dr. Nichols and me just had a really nice phone call with the head of the local rehabilitation organisation. He's gonna send someone over tomorrow to talk to you about it. Don't worry we won't kick you out after that. You will stay here until next Monday. It is a pretty big organisation and you will stay there for a long while. So even if we cannot find out where you had lived previously you will have plenty of time to find a new home. They also have an open-ended dorm, should you decide that you like it there a lot. They specialise in mentally ill clients normally but also take on physically disabled people. And since you're a combination of both I think it will suit you fine. They do fun things there as well, it's not just therapy. Every patient that we recommended them to gave us great feedback so I think you will like it there.“
„Oh. Uh... Is it like a hospital too?“
Christine waves her hand around.
„No, no. It's way less formal. No nurses either. Or doctors. The person coming tomorrow will be able to tell you much more but what I can tell you is that in the first phase of your rehabilitation you will stay with others as a group in a dormitory of sorts. It's all small groups, I think around 5-8 people. You get your own room, don't worry.“
Small groups, huh. Vash wonders what he will do there all day. Hopefully there were some people in his age. Though, that makes him wonder what he actually means with that.
What do 28 year old's normally behave like?
Damn, he doesn't even have a job he can talk about!
They will think he's a big weirdo and then he won't have anyone to talk to and will be all alone again and-
„Vash? Hey Vash, please look at me.“
Christine puts a hand on his left shoulder.
His head turns around way too abruptly and he stares at her, pupils blown wide open.
If that startled her then she's not showing it.
„Take a few deep breaths please. And then tell me what made you so anxious.“
Vash tries to slow his breath down but isn't very succesful.
He didn't even realise he started hyperventilating.
„Is this going too quickly for you? Would you prefer to stay here for a bit longer?“
Vash shakes his head rapidly.
„No, that's not..“
Another way too deep breath. His head is starting to feel woozy and foggy.
„Are you worried about meeting other people your age?“ Bingo! He nods quickly.
Christine is rubbing slow circles into his shoulder.
„I understand your worry but... Everyone at those places is not where they are expected to be in life. You know, having a job and a family and living alone. Most people there don't have a job or a lot of friends. That's why they are there. To catch back up with life. Some people are very quick at that and some need more extra time but nobody will judge you for that. I'm sure they will be very happy to have you there.“
Vash's breath is slowing down and the fog that threatened to overtake his brain is starting to lift.
„Maybe I had all these things but I can't remember.“
Vash reaches for a tissue and blows his nose.
„I hope nobody is waiting for me to come back. To... somewhere.“
The soothing circles continue.
„Maybe one day you will remember. But maybe not. Who knows if you are even still the same person as you were before.“
„Huh... I don't know... Should I really think about stuff like this in the evening when I have to sleep soon?“
Christine bursts into laughter.
„Probably not. I'm sorry for putting that thought in your head. I hope you can push it away until tomorrow. I hope you can at least remember your family name until you're starting your rehab. Would be awkward without one.“
A family name, huh? They never mentioned them on the ship. Everyone was on first name only basis.
He was just Vash.
Nothing else, just Vash.
He couldn't even „borrow“ Luida's since he also doesnt know hers. But maybe...
„Oh I see you're using your tablet now. What are you watching? Show me.“
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mariacallous · 9 months
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you know what I'm over? the tone of the coverage of Biden's 7th grandkid
“In recent weeks, President Joe Biden realized that his silence was no longer tenable — that it was time for him to publicly recognize his 4-year-old granddaughter caught up in a bitter child support case involving his son Hunter Biden,”
“Now, the president wants to meet little Navy Joan Roberts of Arkansas and dispel the notion that he was ignoring a vulnerable member of the Biden family tree that is at the root of his political identity.” -NBC
I can't remember where but someone else was like "after 4 years...."
and just! JUST!
when in the history of man has the moral imperative of recognizing paternity fallen on the grandfather not you know THE FATHER! the PERSON RESPONSIBLE! like what is this! also this weird behavior as if like... okay I didn't know my uncle had been married before his current wife well into my adulthood and found out by finding a picture of his woman. Families all kinds of families just don't talk about things, not good nor bad but "I don't really want to talk about the time my son was so deep into drug use, that while on crack he slept with a strange woman in Arkansas, has no memory of that, and she had his child" like... the air like thats not a normal reaction that most families might have is insane and the air that its somehow Biden's responsibility to do something about it....
and finally, fuck the media, like did they forget who the last President was? what is this breathless coverage of a sex scandal not even involving the President when they REFUSE REFUSE to cover that Trump is a rapist, refuse to cover the hush money case, do you think if Hunter was married and his wife was expecting their first child at the same time as he was sleeping with someone else that would not be a part of the coverage? ha ha ha. Like the way the media has REFUSED to do any work around Trump's sex scandals is wild, do we really think Stormy Daniels and Karen McDougal are the only women Trump paid for sex? really? huh weird we haven't seen any others It couldn't be that the media is putting no effort into finding them I mean after all the Hunter Biden standard shows they won't rest till someone connected to someone in politics has his penis shown to the whole world. (and like there aren't Trump pictures which again no effort to uncover)
Could you imagine this kid's life (and her mom's) if Biden had said something or gotten involved sooner? The way the media reacted to his one granddaughter's wedding was fucking insane and invasive, and I think it's a bit rich for them to worry about the vulnerability of this kid as they breathlessly report on everything involving her dad and make everything sound so incredibly tawdry and sleazy and suspicious.
I also think the key word is "publicly". Why do we need to make this public, and in this way?
Whatever happened to Gaetz's "adopted son", for example?
Like if we're going to be consistently prying into the personal lives and dramas of politicians, let's be more equal opportunity.
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foxxsnacks · 8 months
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Daryl Dixon gt/Vore headcanons por favor 🥺🤲
HI HELLO YES IVE BEEN WAITING FOR AN ASK LIKE THIS SO I CAN GO ABSOLUTELY OFF THE RAILS INSANE
I apologize if some of these are ooc. I'm a bit delulu ❤️
He's always very gentle with tinies- even if they're being annoying, he's still very careful and wouldn't intentionally hurt them.
He's very awkward about holding tinies, tho. Sure, he holds them securely with both hands, but he likes to be able to do things with his hands and stay busy. Tinies will usually end up in a shirt pocket, or perched on his shoulder if it's a more calm environment.
He doesn't like tinies climbing around on him, it makes him a bit tense or nervous that they're gonna fall. Being on his shoulder and being stationary there is one thing- trying to climb up the back of his shirt is another.
He'll bring tinies or borrowers any sort of scraps he finds while out on runs. He doesn't really know what'll be useful to them, but if he spots something that he thinks could be useful in smaller hands, he'll grab it anyway.
Now into the vore stuff... *horrible gremlin laughter*
He doesn't strike me as the type to be particularly into mawplay- he's usually a swallow-and-done type of pred. But if his prey wants to linger in his mouth for a bit longer, he'll gladly let them since it gives him a sort of excuse to properly taste them more than he'll usually allow himself to.
He's not an aggressive pred a majority of the time- at least not towards willing prey- but he's not super gentle either. It's not intentional, he just doesn't really realize he can be a slight bit rough at times. If a prey points it out, he'll be more conscious of it and would probably mutter out a quiet apology and not much else.
He really, really loves willing prey. He won't admit it aloud, but he does.
He likes being able to hold someone he cares about close to him- it's one of the few times he's actually able to relax and feel like he's doing a proper job at protecting someone.
His belly is. Super fucking loud. That man has the diet of a rat in a New York dumpster, you can't tell me it's not noisy in there.
His stomach in general is really active no matter what, and might be a bit more slimy than what's normal- again, because of his awful diet.
He tries to hide it but when his stomach is particularly loud he does actually get a bit embarrassed by it. It's not super obvious, he's good at hiding his emotions, but if you know what to look for you can tell he's a bit flustered.
His voice is also very loud from inside. Like. He talks all low and gravelly so from inside his stomach it's super bassy and loud. He probably doesn't even realize how loud it is either until it's pointed out to him. He'll try to keep his voice down afterwards if it's someone he actually likes that's in his stomach, but otherwise he could care less.
At heart he's kind of a caretaker pred. He'll occasionally check in with his prey and press at his belly to see if they're alright and if they need anything. Not constantly, but often enough for it to be obvious that he cares.
He's not super touchy with his middle- at least not in public. If it's the right person, and he's away from prying eyes, however... his hands are practically glued onto his stomach. He doesn't usually rub, but when he does, it's slow and soothing- more for his own comfort than his prey's.
Belly rubs don't tend to do much for him... most of the time. Usually, he'll grumble something appreciative under his breath about it or other. But if it's timed correctly, and he's emotionally primed enough... oh, that man just breaks down. He's not used to being treated with gentle affection, so if it's coming from the right person at the right time he'll cry.
He refuses to eat anything with his prey. Not for any specific reasons, he just feels awkward doing it because he doesn't really see prey as any sort of food, and it feels weird to have them in his stomach while he eats.
Prey can expect to get squeezed a lot if he's in combat. He's got dense core muscle, and he throws himself around pretty violently, so being held tight is probably a good thing anyway. He'll check in with his prey afterwards to make sure they're okay, and maybe mutter a small apology for the 'bumpy ride'.
All of the softer stuff aside tho, he'd also be great for unwilling prey scenarios.
It's most likely that any sort of prey he eats that's unwilling is just being captured and contained temporarily. Be it a stranger he encounters, or someone from an enemy group.
He wouldn't go through with fatal stuff, I don't think, but he'd probably threaten it if the prey has info he needs, or if they're just flat out squirming too much.
He doesn't mind prey moving within him, but if they're outright fighting him he doesn't really like it. It doesn't hurt or feel uncomfortable, it's just hard for him to focus on much when there's some agitated prey thrashing around in his gut- and that can be detrimental in a dangerous situation.
Not surprising but he's very cold towards any sort of captured or enemy prey. He's not cruel, per say, but he's pretty much going to ignore them and just be snippy whenever he does talk to them at all. He won't purposefully pick at them or press at his belly much like that though, he deems it best to just let them sit and stew. If they're panicking, it's not his problem.
...at least, most of the time. If he's got someone who's outright crying and terrified of him he'll soften his approach a bit. Not by a whole lot- they're still a captive, after all- but he might confirm to them that no, they're safe, he's not intending to hurt them.
That's all I've got for right now nonnie!! I'll probably have more thoughts later it's 4am rn and my brain is fried so more asks abt my fav greasy man are more than welcome :)
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specialmouse · 2 months
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what’s grindr like for u as a pre-t / early t trans man? I wanna get on but I’m scared 🫣
so i have never met someone irl from this damn app but here's what i've experienced. keep in mind i am not skinny/fit and i'm 21 (so if you're older things might be different, if you're younger things might be different).
lots of the scariest looking men you could possibly imagine hitting you up. like. i dont like calling people ugly but god.
chasers offering you money, often the men mentioned above
married men who want to cheat on their wives with you because to them you are not technically a woman but you're basically a woman.
some normal guys will talk to you but be aware that this is not a dating app this is a hookup app. im scared as fuck all the time of sex so this does not bode well for them wanting to meet up with me
i would like to add that with the married men specifically they will sweet talk the fuck out of you and pretend that they view you as anything other than a vagina. they will entertain conversation for far longer but don't let that fool you into sleeping with them. i've had some good convos with them about sexuality but that was me using them for insight.
here's the thing with being a pre-t trans guy and fucking married cis guys. there is a reason they're looking for you and not any other guy on that app and that is because they want to fuck a young afab fem person that isn't their wife. all four of the married men i talked to were very conscientious of my identity and actually went out of their way to reaffirm it. but what i realized is, they know that if their wife were to find their grindr they could say "well sorry sweetie i just wanted to suck dick and you can't give me that" and that miiiight save their marriage or at the very least soften the blow. their line of thinking here with pre-t trans guys is basically i can fuck someone with a pussy and say they're not a woman to my wife.
if you wanna go ahead and blow the guy then whatever like i won't judge YOU. do what you're going to do, i guess. me personally i can't do that to the wife. but be aware that that's how a lot of them think.
this may sound kinda scary but remember you don't have to keep responding to people even if you're in the middle of a convo. idk what the etiquette is if you're a cis guy talking to other cis guys but for trans people if you start to feel unsafe/weird/disinterested in general, bail. don't worry about this person's feelings they will find another person, trust me
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chronicbeans · 1 year
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Alice in Wonderland
A "Tales from the Iolite Hospital" story
TW: Hospital Setting/Doctors, Hallucinations, Panic/Anxiety Attacks, Hospital Trauma/PTSD (Note: Child Narrator), Pica, Memory-Loss, Seizures Mention, Epilepsy, Chronic Conditions, Medical Error/Mistake
I look up to Mama, scared of what is happening. We just arrived at the scary place, which she calls the "Iolite Hospital". I don't know what that means, but she mentions doctors. I don't like that. The last time I went to a hospital with doctors, they messed something up. Then, the weird size changes began happening.
Sometimes, hallways will grow longer before my eyes. Sometimes, I grow smaller, to the size of an ant. Sometimes, the people around me walk in slow motion, or speed up. Sometimes, I grow huge. A lot of the time, my hands and body parts grow or shrink. Usually my hands grow big. The changes don't happen all the time, but they happen. It is their fault. They did something wrong, according to my Mama. It is their fault.
"Maya, take deep breaths. I know you don't want to be here, but it is getting worse. Not only that, but your epilepsy has been getting worse. The seizures have been getting worse... These people are going to try to help-" "No, Mama! They want to hurt me!" "They don't want to hurt you, sweetie. The incident was an accident. I won't allow them to perform any surgeries on you-" "Mama, I want to go home! Take me home!"
Mama picks me up, holding me close as she carries me to the waiting room. She talks, saying soft things like "I will make sure they don't mess up, again.", "Everything will be okay.", or "I love you, sweetie." I don't believe her. She said similar things before the incident. Similar things before the doctor messed up.
Everything seems to go by quickly, suddenly. I feel so dizzy from how fast my mother seems to walk while carrying me. The other people seem to zoom by like cars, the lights above flashing by like the ones on the sides of the streets, and the red "EXIT" signs are like red stoplights. Stoplights my mother walks right through.
Before I know it, my mother and I are sitting in an office, time slowing back to normal. I look around, terrified by how quickly everything has happened. She speaks to the man, who has a large eye for a head, saying "The last doctors recommend brain surgery for her seizures. They said her epileptic seizures were very severe for a child her age, especially since she would be going to school, soon. They... They messed something up. The doctor told me that he believed he did something wrong, possibly damaging another part of her brain. He said that, while he and another surgeon were both at fault for the accident, he would be the only one compensating financially. He also recommended I come here if things got worse."
"Have they?" "Well... We're here, aren't we?" "What has happened?" Mama hesitates, before responding. She looks down at me, pulling me close. "She has started... Seeing things. She started to complain and scream about growing smaller or larger compared to everything else, as well as time going faster or slower. Her perception is just... Off. It doesn't happen all the time, but-" The doctor, being rude, cuts my Mama off "So... Your child is, in a way, like Alice in Wonderland? Growing tall or small, with time utterly warped?"
My Mama looks back down to me "Is that how you feel, sweetie? Like Alice in Wonderland?" I think about it. Mama has read me the books, before. I slowly nod my head. "Yep. Mama, I feel like Alice. It doesn't feel nice. I'm scared. The movements make me feel sick. The halls growing longer and everything makes me feel so dizzy. I don't like being Alice." The doctor looks over to me, the large eye freaking me out.
"Well, there isn't much we can do. However, there is a chance it may go away on its own. I, ironically, suspect it may be a condition that is commonly called Alice in Wonderland Syndrome. Of course, the epilepsy is still present, but the damage to the brain during surgery may have caused AIWS, alongside possible, improper healing of the brain's tissue. I will need to run some tests, first." Mama looks shocked, before she quickly asks "Is it chronic?" The doctor shrugs "It can be. It can also go away rather quickly. It highly depends on the cause and case specific factors. If it is caused by some sort of malformation of the brain after the surgery, we could correct it with surgery-"
I shake my head quickly "No! No, Mama, I don't want another surgery! Don't let them do that to me! Mama!" I squirm, trying to get away. Mama holds me tight, trying to keep me still. "Sweetie- Sweetie, it is going to be okay! I won't let them. It isn't even known if that would be needed to help, yet. I'm right here. As long as I am right here, you will be okay." She pats my head, looking back over to the doctor "Sorry... She hasn't been the same since what happened." "I understand. Perhaps it is PTSD. I wouldn't be surprised. She goes in for help, only for the world around her to become utterly warped."
The rest of the appointment goes by really slow. By the time it ended, they had decided it would be best if I stayed overnight, so the tests could get done quicker. Mama was allowed to stay in a room in the ward right by the one I was in.I got all of my tests done relatively quickly. The doctors then dropped me off in a weird room called the Playroom, which is where I am, now.
Large, colorful tube tunnels and ball pits galore. There is even a couple slides, with large styrofoam puzzle pieces acting as a mat on the floor. After a few hours, once it grows a bit darker outside, there is finally someone else placed in the room with me.
A little... moth thing. Moth person. They look around my age, with black fluff covering their body, with the remaining skin seen being paper white. Literally, paper white. They also have large red eyes. The wings on their back look like a dark, murky brown. The doctor carries them into the room, saying "Now, Johnny... don't eat anything you aren't supposed to. Don't act too strange, either. There is a new patient in here with you." Then, he drops the moth boy, Johnny, to the floor and leaves. He lands with a little "oof", before standing right back up.
I wave to him, quiet. He doesn't respond, besides a little wave back. Then, he seemingly showers the room for something. He seemingly gets frustrated, before shoving some of his floofy fluff from his neck area into his mouth and chewing. I decide to speak up "Hello... I'm Maya. Just Maya, before you ask for a last name. My culture only really has one name."
He looks over to me, spitting out his fluff, then says "That's cool! Too bad I am going to forget it. Uhh... what was I about to say...? My name... well, I am called Johnny... Johnny Doe. I don't remember my name, so they gave that one to me." I grow silent again. That's sad. I don't know what to say to that. Johnny continues to nibble on his own fur, before I remember what the doctor said. "Umm... are you supposed to eat your fluff?"
He looks over to me, thinking. Then, his eyes widen. "Oh! No! I'm not. Thank you. I really like to eat things I'm not supposed to. Like rocks, pebbles, clothes, dirt... even uhh... what was it called? Even cotton balls." I tilt my head, deciding to ask "Is that what you're in here, for?" He grows silent, before nodding "One of the things... I also get seizures... I think that is what they are called. Oh! And my short... "short-term memory loss"? I really have a hard time remembering things I was just told. Or... Anything that happens, really. Sorry if I annoy you."
I shake my head "Oh, no! You are nice! Uhhh... I get seizures, too! Mine are caused by epilepsy. I can't be around the flashing lights and stuff. What about you?" He looks around "I thought this place had brighter lights, usually... uhh... what was your question?" "What causes your seizures? Do you remember?" "I don't know... I know smells and uhh... stress make something happen. I usually forget what it does, besides me lying on the floor after it is over." "That... that might be your seizures." "Really? Cool." "That uhh... Isn't cool."
He giggles, a weird little chirping sound. "Well, I don't have to remember it. So, I get to be special and not face the bad parts." I sigh. I wish I could be as carefree as him. He then looks at me, before frowning, slightly. "I wish I could remember your name, though. You seem cool. What was it, again?" "Maya." "Thanks. I wish I knew how to read so I can make notes." I am about to respond, when I hear a commotion from down the hall.
"I HAVE A NIECE?! SHOW ME OR IT DIDN'T HAPPEN, COGGY!" A man screams from down the hall. I can briefly hear my Mama say something, but it is quickly drowned out by the sounds of frantic running towards the Playroom. Then, a man pops into the room. He looks kinda like Mama. Actually, he also looks kinda like me. He has dark skin, grey dreadlocks, and a fluffy shark tail. He is clearly the same species as me, which is nice. Landsharks are not really that appreciated by others, according to Mama. There is a little problem, though... his clothes are that of a doctor.
He grins, sharp shark teeth poking out. His four eyes all gleam as he chirps "Oh, my goodness! She is so adorable!" He removes his gloves, which I only now notice has a but of red stuff on them. Then, he puts it in the pocket of his little apron. "Let me give you a little paw shake, since my PPE is a bit messy- wait." He looks around, before then sprinting over to a hand sanitizer bottle, pouring some on his paws. "There we go!"
He holds his paw out "I'm Baxter, your uncle!" Uncle Baxter...? I remember Mama talking about him. However, she never mentioned where he went. I, nervously, shake his paw. "Your mom had to leave, but she will visit from time to time. I will be showing you around, because I am a family member of yours. You know, a slightly familiar face, despite you never meeting me. I'm going to go get changed into my formal attire, then be right back!"
I nod, watching as he leaves. If I'm Alice, he must be the Mad Hatter. Such a quirky man... I don't know who Johnny would be... but the hospital would be the Queen of Hearts. It is going to be the death of me! I am trapped, and I just know that every doctor here wants my head. They wanted it before, after all...
Time seems to stop, the air growing still, and I feel cold. I want my Mama.
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