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ssreeder · 2 years
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okay so this is leekie (hiiii) and here’s my comment bc ao3 is being a bitch and cut me off:
SREEDYYHY MY LOVE I MISSED YOU *picks you up and shakes you around like I’m making a cocktail using fancy bar equipment*
ZUKO MY BBY HES ALIVE AND WELL
n o. sokka my love Do Not tempt fate you and zuko WILL BE BOTH SAFE AND HAPPY AND ALIVE AT THE SAME TIME you’re probably just going to suffer a bit more before that happens…
ahh sokka with his achy hands.. we don’t want our boy getting arthritis before he’s even 18 </3
YAY sokka’s getting his insatiable appetite back, nature truly is healing (even tho ZUKO YOUR FUCKING MORON EAT YOUR STEW)
dad-chief and fatherlord buddies lmao
ohoho shen with his fire nation knowledge about fire nation hair and fire nation intimacy ;)))
“the teen was incredibly skilled at concealing his emotions” my oh my how we have Evolved from dramatic ass zuko in the show.. it’s depressing.
okay I’m interested in knowing about how you’re depicting cultural differences actually. like hakoda thinks that zuko looking him in the eye is a sign of respect bc that’s swt culture, but (at least I thought) isn’t it respectful to not look authority in the eye?? in which case, absolutely fucking iconic that zuko is being a defiant little shit and hakoda is like “what a polite young man :)”
“that’s why we risked it all” OHOHO WE DO LOVE A SNEAKY LITTLE TITLE REFERENCE
okay wait I lowkey love the zuko and shen dynamic it’s legendary
lmao not hakoda finding out katara purposefully got herself imprisoned
“why are you arguing with me?”
“because you are fucking stupid”
way to make a new friend zuko <3
OH NOOO SHEN DONT ASK WHY ZUKO KNOW WHAT THE CAPTAINS QUARTERS LOOK LIKE I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD
nooooo katara your father is very much being a father to your very much not dead brother don’t be saaaaaad
bruh imagine if jet had been allowed in the war meeting that would’ve been an entire fucking mess omg
why is reho talking about sex it feels so wrong bc he’s such an innocent little fool.. omG ACE REHO??? i love this for him
oh no jet trauma :((
FUCK we’re gonna have a zukka and jet confrontation aren’t we
*moment of silence for boots*
yeahhh we’re getting a zukka and get confrontation.
ik this is going to evolve into a Bad argument but it’s hilarious that zuko of all people is the one lecturing sokka about having a short temper (also, something something taking on each other’s traits parallels something something)
wheezing at jet discovering that zuko is the blue spirit omfg FUCKING HELL REHO DONT SPILL THE BEANS ABOUT ZUKO BEING A PRINCE DO YOU ACTUALLY HAVE DISHSOAP FOR BRAINS
holy shit reho whyyyyyyy
ah yes sokka when if doubt, tackle the love of your life so that you can annoy them into expressing their trauma
I swear to fucking god sreeder if you having zuko run away from the camp I will hunt you down
jet. jfc. this boy. needs to be put on a leash.
also FUCK the dai li, the dai li can EAT SHIT
ALSO jet and ara parallels???? earth kingdom nonbenders with immense trauma who send a message to an evil big boss man to tattle on where zuko is hiding????
LEEKIE!!!!
*hoping I make a delicious cocktail*
Ughhhh Zuko is starting to feel better which means some of his dramatic flare may return….
Haha Zuko & Shen have a weird dynamic of “I fucking hate you” but “we get along for brief moments”
Everyone thinks Zuko in Zhaos quarters is all depressing & yeah it kind of is but I’m pretttttyyy sure it’s only because he and Iroh had tea there many times. lol
Yay for ace Reho he deserves nice things sometimes.
Yeahhhhhhhhh…. Confrontation is on the horizon, so you see it? I see it.
(Something something you’re onto something like always)
Zuko is a flight risk, someone tie him to something, ignore his trauma. Lock him down.
*claps* omggg yessss!! Ara & Jet parallels all day, they are two peas in a pod and 85% of the readers HATE that pod.
Love you very much sorry it took me a million years to get back to you. <3
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am-i-interrupting · 1 month
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Hello! couldI ask for a headcanon on Rosies, Alastors, Husk, Lucifers, Vaggies, Lutes, Vox's, and velvettes(all separate) reactions to Getting in an argument with the reader(whom they're in a relationship with)
Reader leaves to clear their head for a bit but doesn't return.
About a week later, they find they the reader, bleeding in an alley.
big fan of your work btw, sorry if my request was to complex but thank you for at least reading it.
have a lovely day!
Alastor
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Alastor knows he can be an infuriating person to argue with.
He will just continue to smile and speak in a steady tone, as if he’s unaffected even if that’s anything but true.
You don’t get into fights often but when you do, it’s not unusual for you to leave to clear your head.
Normally you’re back the next day. By day two he was concerned. Day three he was worried.
He sent his shadows out to find you.
As soon as one of them saw someone who even resembled you in the slightest, he appeared there even if you weren’t.
When he found you wounded, he was furious.
Not at you, but the person who dared touch you.
His anger nearly consumed him but he pushed it to the side in order to tend to your wounds.
You appeared in his radio tower where he quickly patched you up.
His touches were quick, a bit painful, and precise.
But he got you patched quickly and efficiently.
The argument you had was quickly put aside in favor of the more pressing matter, finding his next guest for his show.
Husk
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He’s a pretty reasonable guy most of the time. It takes something pretty big in order for either of you to yell much less storm out.
When Husk woke up with a hangover and you no where to be seen, he cursed himself as he remembered what he’d tried to forget.
He sent you a message, just asking if you were okay.
He followed it up the next day by calling and leaving you a voicemail. He explained that you could take as much time as you needed but please, just let him know you’re okay.
It was Charlie who found you, the princess far more willing to take action than he was. Too afraid of pushing your boundaries himself even if he was worried.
He immediately went into assistant mode as Niffty went into mini-nurse mode.
When you were stable, he took you up to your room and tucked you in bed.
“Don’t worry ‘bout the argument, baby. We can talk about it later.”
He kissed your forehead and laid beside you in bed, hand on your pulse.
Lucifer
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He’s not a fighter. He’s an avoider.
He’s not even really conscious of the fact that he does it. He just isolates.
That’s probably what caused the disagreement in the first place.
When he found you, immediately in panic mode.
Just wants to make sure you’re okay.
Being the first Angel cast out of heaven, he knew how to tend to wounds and quickly attended to yours.
Stroking your hair the entire time, just begging you don’t leave him.
Lute
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Lute can be stubbornly loyal and it was probably something to do with work or Adam that caused the fight.
Whatever, go ahead. Leave. It’s not like she cares.
She lies to herself so well she believes it until she finds you bleeding.
Which, what the fuck? You weren’t in Hell. These things didn’t happen.
She doesn’t know how to take care of wounds. She doesn’t know what she’s doing. She’s never seen someone bleed.
She takes you to Emily. Reluctantly.
Emily doesn’t really know what she’s doing but she quickly gets in contact with people who do, being so well contacted to the winners.
She is by your side, fight entirely forgotten, the entire time.
Will actually punch Adam if he says something about her going soft.
Rosie
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Rosie is a problem solver.
That’s what she does.
She actually takes off work to try to figure out how to solve your problems and brain storm.
It’s only when she’s figured out several solutions she thinks will work that she tries to find you.
When she does, oh is she absolutely pissed.
But first, she’s stitching you up.
Very gentle but very honest.
A lot of “this’ll hurt” might give you something to bite on.
Will go out and find the poor soul who did this to you and serve their bloody heart on a silver platter to you.
Vaggie
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She immediately goes into work mode.
She just overworks herself. She doesn’t know what to so she just tries to be useful.
When she finds you she feels her stomach turn and heart drop. Immediately yells for Charlie to get help as she bursts through the Hotel doors carrying you.
She’s holding your hand the entire time muttering how sorry she is.
She’ll pull you into her lap and stroke your hair.
Her hand will end up resting atop your pulse as she gets sleep for the first time since you left.
If you so much as breathe wrong, she’s calling for someone more experienced to check on you.
Velvette
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Velvette’s a ruthless person to get in an argument with.
It’s not surprising when you leave and don’t come back.
She’ll act like she’s not worried but secretly is.
When she finds you, she’s swearing up and down and she scoops you up.
She basically dumps you with Vox. Trusting him to get you to stop bleeding and you to pull yourself together in the end.
She’s going on a hunt.
She comes back bloodied and with a mania in her eyes that is rarely seen.
You don’t leave her side for a while.
Vox
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Vox has eyes everywhere.
He’s keeping one on you at all times.
He doesn’t need to find you even when you storm out because he always knows where you are.
You need time away from him? That’s fine. He’s watching you the entire time though.
You don’t even get the chance to start bleeding anything severe because as soon as you get nicked, he’s there.
The soul who dared to hurt you is electrocuted and fried before you even realize it’s Vox who entered the scene.
“Hot as it is watching you fight, I do hate to see you hurt.”
He stroked right beneath the place where you were cut, smearing the blood.
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emmafrostyyy · 6 months
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y'all sleeping on Astarion/Lae'zel bc this moment is so...the way the flippant demeanor drops and he doesn't hesitate to call her out for sticking with her version of Cazador like their relationship is so underrated fr...
sitting down writing this bullshit like let me peel it like an onion a bit and elaborate why this pairing is fascinating to me
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It's really interesting how during the most cathartic, life-altering moment in Astarion's questline, the reactions of the other companions are more about the moral wrongness/guilt of sacrificing innocent lives. Lae'zel doesn't do that and instead relates to his hurt.
She knows what's he's feeling, the lack of control, the unfairness of being powerless for too long. This is a woman who just found out her entire life purpose was built on lies, discarded and hunted by her own people after outliving her usefulness, and groomed to basically die for an insane power-hungry lich queen. She knows all too well that power isn't always real freedom. Her first instinct is to empathize with Astarion to steer him away from his hate and resentment.
Astarion/Lae'zel is so interesting to me because they're such a classic "can we make each other worse or make a better person out of the other?".
They both have genuine appreciation for violence and respect each other's ruthlessness. Astarion was used as a weapon of seduction while Lae'zel was of warfare. Sex with people is meaningless and not real intimacy for them, and while both have little understanding/experience of interpersonal relationships beyond the physical, they still feel and love very deeply. They have no frame of reference for things like friendship and warmth, but they badly want all of that and more, even if they don't know it yet.
In-game they can sleep with each other, which is basically the foundation of the normal Tav/Astarion romance. Lae'zel saw him during combat and got horny, who knows. Astarion who's used to luring people with his charms, takes up Lae'zel's blunt offer because she's a strong hardened warrior that can provide protection and be a worthy ally, and he doesn't know how to say no. Navigating the complications between one who wants to be seen beyond as a sex object, and one who comes from a totally alien culture with no concept of love/family/connections and only sex is honestly really compelling to me. It's a transactional, mutually beneficial thing with no emotional expectations. Once you get past the skeevy rockiness of their early relationship, I really like the idea of them slowly seeing something past the exterior and realizing they may have harshly misjudged the other, an unspoken friendship blooms, and in comes the realization that they are essentially loners longing for kindness and a comforting touch in the most desperate of situations.
Lae'zel is prideful, direct, has no sense of courtship talk, and doesn't hold back her thoughts the slightest--she's not sweet/agreeable and what you see is really what you get, which I imagine would be disarming for Astarion who's used to vacuous flattery and has difficulty trusting others. But she's also insanely protective, passionate, loyal, and an initiator-- every romance scene is triggered by her first and she's always showing effort towards her relationships, which would mesh well with Astarion who does need someone to nudge him.
She doesn't purposely suppress her feelings, she's just simply at loss at how to express them sometimes due to her wildly different upbringing. She stops the sparring match you agree to and an easy vulnerability slips instantly out of her: "I don't want to hurt you. I want to protect you, and for you to protect me." and "Thus far I've taunted you, devoured you, battled you. Now I want more than anything to soothe you." are romantic as fuck and Astarion of all people really needs to hear that tbh.
Astarion is also someone who struggles with reinforcing his boundaries, and a key theme in Lae'zel's romance is that she encourages and wants you to challenge her and learn to stand your ground. It's not gentlest method, but hey, relationships are about having to make an effort to learn each other's language.
I think he also would take pleasure "educating her on the matters of Fay-run" (I believe there's a whole banter with him teasing her and teaching her pet names) and would get a kick out of coaxing Lae'zel out of her shell with her shyness at showing public affection, and making her blush. Also it simply would be fucking funny to see Astarion who's used to easy seduction, trying to pass a persuasion check just to get a smooch and generally having to work to earn regular kisses from Lae'zel lmfaooo
Lae'zel also initially struggles to see her chains as chains. When she learns about Vlaakith's betrayal, she copes instantly through denial and shuts it down. Astarion is NOT having it and calls her out, he knows her well enough to recognize that she would value blunt honesty above all.
I imagine he also despises her lack of self-preservation, the way her entire identity is tied to duty and being in service of others, and doesn't understand her desire to still help/liberate the people that want her dead and are hunting her down. He wants to make this duty-bound soldier realize that looking out for herself, and putting herself first may not be the worst thing in the world.
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They're so similar to each other but are also polar opposites in some ways that make a more equal, balanced romance I think. It's not a simple, one-sided, feel-good "she/he can fix her/him" fantasy because both of them have to earn each other's love, actually cut through the other's flaws, and actively motivate each other to be better versions of themselves.
They're not at all the other's ideal guiding hand. It's rough, jagged, and imperfect, but that's how healing goes. It's so far from being the healthiest relationship -- but even if their belief systems differ, their moral compass does often align. I imagine it's a slight relief for them to have a partner where there would be less shame and judgment when they expectedly, occasionally slip up and fall into their bad habits.
Also, man, the "You showed me the betweens and beyonds. Beyond war and peace, beyond passion and obsession, most importantly, you showed me freedom.", "First you were my wound, now you were my cure.", "But you saw something else in me - someone else I could be. Someone who could break the cycle of power and terror that started centuries ago.." lines really hit hard when applied to them.
Of course, they can also make each other worse, feed into the other's negative traits that will bring out the worst part of themselves. It's this duality of their pairing that is very interesting to explore, the way it can steer in either direction because it's an intense, fraught relationship at its core.
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luvrxbunny · 5 months
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i think Miguel would get turned on by little things. like little details that someone would normally overlook or have no reaction to
so what made me think of this is specifically when girls say to guys that they’re gonna like— “fuck the life outta him” because technically it’s the guy doing the fucking but i think the tiny bit of role reversal would haunt his mind. he’s distracted for the rest of the day. his boner that he acquired when you said that never goes away
also if omg— i think this is just gonna turn into Miguel secretly wanting to be dominated (or just generally wanting to be treated how he treats others in a relationship) so hold on tight
if you’re passing him in the kitchen or something and— AHAHAAAA okay wait
so Miguel is chopping something in the kitchen but you need to get past him for the fridge or something. so he’s chop chop chopping and you scoot by, resting your hands on his hips to lean him forward a bit with a small “sorry, baby.” as you scooch by. you’d just hear his chopping stop and he’s getting hard already. you have about 30mins before he’s fed up and comes to u begging.
AND IF U DEFEND HIM??? omg he loses his shit. like falling into subspace no matter where u guys are— maybe not fully under but man is slipping.
let’s say you’re at a bar w Miguel and you go to the bathroom for two seconds. a girl approaches him all like “wanna buy me a drink, handsome?” and he’s like “oh! i’m flattered but i have a girlfriend!! so…” she’s like scoff scoff!! “she doesn’t need to know” wink wink and that irks him. it’s rude to his character and it’s rude to u. “i would never do that to her” he’s done w the convo so he turns back to the tv behind the bar, opting to watch whatever is happening there rather than the bitch beside him. but she’s still yapping! “what?? babe.. this is a once in a lifetime opportunity for u!! u can’t bend your rules just a little? *batting her ugly lashes* for me..?”
he just straight up rolls his eyes at her. she looks nothing like you so— “you are far from what i’d consider beautiful” he doesn’t even turn to her as he says it— he’s done w the conversation! but this bitch starts throwing a fit. “you’re a piece of shit loser okay?? you don’t know shit about beauty!! have u looked in the mirror honey?? looking like a fucking meatball is not in style alright?? i was doing you a fucking—“ she’s going on and on. some of her comments are starting to actually hurt Miguel’s feelings a bit (w his body issues and all) he’s about to just get up and wait by the girls bathroom for you but he’s scared to be seen as a creep. he feels dread sleeping in. he doesn’t know how long he’ll have to endure this before you come back and you both can just leave. “you’re an ugly 👏🏻 mother 👏🏻 fuck👏🏻er okay sweetheart?? you—“
“i’m sorry. did you call my boyfriend sweetheart?” relief floods through him at the sound of your voice. his head whips to see you, you have a playful smile on your face— but he knows the anger hidden behind it. it sends a little shock of excitement through his body. the woman’s eyes are wide as she stares at you, like she didn’t believe him when he said he had a girlfriend. “i— sis, listen”
you cut her off “i’m definitely not your sister. go on.” she pauses for a bit— shocked at your coldness before continuing. “girl to girl. you can do so much better, okay? your man— although “loyal” he is—“ you cut her off with a genuine laugh at he way she put quotations around the word ‘loyal’. “baby? finish your drink, okay? we’re leaving soon.” you look right past the girl, barely acknowledging her presence. Miguel nods frantically and downs the rest of his beer as you turn back to the girl.
“look. he’s my boyfriend. my man. i don’t care what you have to say. i don’t care what you say he did but i bet you i can guess the entire scenario” you have a confident, almost smug look on your face that has a fire burning in Miguel’s stomach. “you.” you pause to look her up and down with a weakly suppressed laugh. “tried to get at him… and then threw a hissy fit when he rejected you.. right?” she’s obviously embarrassed, staring at her shoes with an angry look. “well he said that i was ugly.”
you’re grabbing your purse from the chair behind her as she whispers that last part. you can barely make out what it says but you’re not even surprised. “and?” is all you say before walking out with Miguel.
in the cab he’s silent, worried that you’re upset until you speak up. “sorry if i was a hit mean back there.” you laugh a bit embarrassed. you go on to say that you know you shouldn’t have been rude, that people should spread positivity and more but he has to cut you off
“that was so hot, baby.” you take in his obviously disheveled, incredibly aroused state and give him a smirk. “yeah?”
you end up jerking him off in the back of the uber 🤪
he’s super whiny, whimpering, and will not stop begging for more
when u guys get married he gets really into choking u cus it shows off his wedding band
omf you’d do something nice for him while he’s sick— like make him soup or something and he’ll get hard
“you- you made this.. for me?” you’re baffled. “yes..? Miguel you’re sick remember? oh god this is way worse than i thought… do you know where you are, baby?” he laughs. “i know where i am! i just— that’s so- that’s so sweet, baby.” you shake your head and give him a spoonful, feeding him like he’s a baby. you’re focused on his mouth, subconsciously making silly faces as you pour the soup into his mouth. he’s watching you the whole time.
after that spoonful you go for another but he takes the bowl and places it on the nightstand. “wha— you don’t like it?” he smiles and shakes his head at your immediate doubt. “i love it, baby” is all he says as he pulls you into his lap, pressing his dick into you and begging you to ride him for all he’s worth
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konigsblog · 2 months
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MORE LOSER KÖNIG PLEASE ORLA IM ON MY KNEES 🙏🏻🙏🏻🥹
more loser-könig thots™️... specifically, loser-könig fawning over someone he cannot have. :(
cw: RAPE/NON-CON, intoxcation & drugging. 18+ dead dove: do not eat. 🪦🕊️
perhaps it's embarrassing for him, but könig will do anything to get his hands on you, even just for a simple kiss. he's humiliated that he's this desperate, but seeing you love and dote on your boyfriend breaks him – that man, who is taking his spot, who is stealing you from him.
it's shameful, but he has to feel you, at least once. könig is aware that you're loyal and trustworthy, you'd never go out of your way to hurt someone, but the pathetic loner in the corner drools over you regardless, and he'll do anything to get you to cheat on that bastard. it's pathetic to see, really – it's the reason he's a social outcast; constantly trying to destroy relationships out of jealousy and spite.
he's never experienced nor felt this type of love for someone before, until you came along – another university student, the one he protectively watches from afar – totally no other reason... people get uncomfortable near könig, as they've seen him rubbing one out whilst watching you closely and protectively, like a wolf hunting it's prey.
although, despite people warning you about könig, you're nothing but sweet and polite to him. you try to make sure he's aware that you're not leading him on, or looking for a relationship, but könig can't differentiate a normal conversation and you flirting with him, leading him to become increasingly more touchy and flirty.
your boyfriend isn't as smart, nor as wealthy as könig. i believe könig may have grown up in a rich family, without getting any attention, causing him to become depraved for anything he can grasp (or maybe, he grew up poor, who knows...) you'd be better off with könig, who'd financially support you and fuck your brains out every night.
könig struggles to accept it, that you're uninterested. he can't fathom how you wouldn't want him, as he's been so kind towards you. to könig, he's doing more than the bare minimum by speaking to you politely, as he will snarl at those for no reason, a judgemental asshole who's hated by most...
he'll just have to take matters into his own hand, when you're drunk, he'll slip something into your drink, drugging you. then, he'll undress you in the bathroom, peeling your clothes off gently, whilst covering your eyes while you giggle your boyfriend's name.
poor thing, you didn't even realise you were getting fucked by that pervert people warned you about ‘til you felt the sheer size of his bulbous, lengthy cock easing further inside, larger than what you remember...
too bad that you're drunk and weakened, unable to stop könig from carrying out his wildest fantasies. ;(
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the-faceless-bride · 2 months
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Hazbin Hotel Dating HC
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These are MY personal HC about how I feel each character would be like in a relationship (the good parts). The characters in THIS part are... Alastor, Lucifer, and Husker.
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🦌🥩 • Alastor is definitely special when it comes to relationships, he doesn't feel the need to be in a romantic or sexual relationship at all. But he does feel it would be awful to have with you.
🦌🥩 • Alastor doesn't Feel the typical butterflies, the flushed cheeks, or the giddiness one would feel when having a crush or feelings towards someone. But he does know he cares about you more than he does others in hell, it's not the same he feels about Charlie or Nifty or any of his other Gal pals he cares for, it's slightly different. He finds you beautiful, something worth protecting, where as he knows the other gals around him can protect themselves and you can too he chooses to help protect you more than others.
🦌🥩 • Alastor does what any other couple would do, but not for him it's more to please you because he just enjoys doing it. It makes him feel nice in his twisted heart that for once someone didn't shudder away in fear or feel threatened by his closeness. Alastor kisses softly and sweetly, he might not fully get the same feeling you do when he kisses you but he still feels a warmth that he made you happy, he's proud of himself in a way.
🦌🥩 • when it comes to the Sexual part of a relationship Alastor could go without it no problem if you feel or see no need for it either. But on the times he feels like being extra affectionate for you he might indulge you a bit. Now Alastor's body doesn't quite respond to sexual pleasure like the others, most sex normally would be focused on you. Fingering, oral, or him helping you grind on him. Only goes as far as what's comfortable for him at that moment, he doesn't think about what he gets out of the exchange just focuses on your reactions to whatever he tries at that moment, he's content with the job well done.
Now I've talked about this before that for funny inconvenience to Alastor, his deer-like body has heats once in a Blue Moon where his body has a reaction he normally wouldn't. And in my last statement, I said his body does all the reactions but he mentally still doesn't truly feel the need to satisfy his body at all. So he would normally wait it out, but now with you, he does have sex. However, it still isn't about him. Not once does he at all think about his body, how it feels, or what's happening to him. He looks at your reaction and responds to you, he wonders what it feels like for you.
🦌🥩 • overall a solid 8/10, he's a caring and in his way loving partner, a bit different from the traditional partnership. But he chooses to be with you. To be YOUR partner and Alastor is endlessly loyal. He chose you. And he'll die on that hill.
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🪱🍎 • Lucifer is cautious about relationships. After what happened with his Ex-wife; betrayal and abandonment aren't something that is easily forgotten.
🪱🍎 • Getting into a relationship with Lucifer he might try and distance himself a little. He doesn't want to be hurt again, and he doesn't want it to seem like he's trying to replace Lillith in Chalie's eyes. He just doesn't want to be the bad guy anymore. But slowly after you show him you aren't going anywhere he'll open up to you. And it's the start of a very sweet and happy relationship.
🪱🍎 • Lucifer is a romantic through and through. And everything about him shows that. The way he looks at you, the dates he plans, the little notes he leaves you, the way he kisses you. He kisses you with passion and longing. He wants you to know that he yearns for you; a fire deep in his soul burns and it burns for you. He holds you like you'll slip away forever if he doesn't convince you to stay with this one kiss. The last he'll ever give you.
🪱🍎 • when it comes to Sex, he is a giver. Oral is something he enjoys doing regularly, and it's for him. If you aren't one to take control he'll be gentle and he'd make sure to check in with you at every point. He's a switch. And if you're ok with being in control he is MORE than happy to let you take the reins. He has very pretty moans and he's one to whimper for you. Give him a leash and collar. He does anything and everything for you, and he does it while looking into your eyes.
🪱🍎 • He's a 10/10 and Charlie is happy to see her dad so happy. Accepts you with open arms.
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🍺🃏 • Husk is an interesting character. He hasn't felt love for anything or anyone in a long long time, so your relationship is a slow burn for sure. (I also think a HuskerDust poly situation is also possible, but that's a story for another time)
🍺🃏 • Getting into a relationship with Husk is a little scary for him. He has quite a few skeletons in his closet and he wouldn't want to scare you away or get you into trouble with a few enemies he's made in his time in hell. Let's just say some sinners don't let a grudge go when they find out you cheat a little in poker. But he tries his vest to shield you from it. He... Likes You. And he'd rather you not get beaten and left in the street for him to find.
🍺🃏 • Husk is Romantic in his way, he knows how to comfort you. Sorta? Calling you a loser isn't what normally would cheer you up; but I mean hey, you're losers together right? Husk is also a secret cuddle bug so be prepared to constantly be covered in fur at all times. Never wear white again. Husk is also a smooth kisser and gives quick pecks when he's busy working at the hotel. You always get a taste of whatever concoction he'd made for himself to sip on. But he's a soft and slow kisser behind closed doors, he purrs every time.
🍺🃏 • when it comes to Sex he's more of the dominant type, he likes to give you instructions. He likes the feeling of control, sometimes he's a little tipsy and you're on top, even then he dirty talks you and tells you what to do the whole time. It's always fun for you both. He's very cuddly and affectionate after. He might not know how to love properly but you're helping him learn. Day by day. Better and better.
🍺🃏 • overall a 9/10, he's a grumpy ol' puddy cat. But he's your grumpy old puddy cat. And he wouldn't have it any other way.
That's all folks! Thanks!
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i need a toxic pedri he's jealous of your friendship with Gavi because when they both meet you Gavi had a crush on you that he never confess because Pedro made a move first
Bad kind of butterflies
Summary: Pedri let the insecurities of his friend become his own. Ruining his own relationship and friendship.
Warnings: cursing, asshole!Pedri, toxic relationship, asshole!Eric, fighting, drunk driving.
Part two
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Your relationship is not new. You have been together for almost three years now. You will describe the relationship as something lovely and where the two of you support each other.
You will go to every game he has, every competition for the team, supporting his new line, loving his photoshoots, and watching every interview.
Him, he would support you through everything. He will drop you off at college. Even if you didn't agree at first, he would help you study. Always loving how smart and dedicated you're to became a professional.
But if you ask someone in your circle their opinions about the relationship, they would say that you became toxic.
Well, you, it is a misunderstanding. He became toxic.
You meet the team thanks to your friend Sira, she was dating Ferran and he introduced you to his circle.
The circle in question was Gavi, Eric, Alejandro, and Pedri.
When you meet them, your eyes only focused on the dark-haired boy. To him, it was the same. He was quick to make conversation, taking any other friend the opportunity to do it.
But you became closer to the other guys, specifically with Pablo. He became your friend quickly. He was such a supportive friend. And the best part was that he was the best friend of your boyfriend.
Pedro wasn't the jealous type. Sure, he got jealous from time to time, like a normal person. But he wasn't one to feel jealous of other people around.
Being an elite football player makes him feel less insecure than the others. He knew he was all that, and you made him feel even more like all that.
You always made him feel like the center of the universe, and he reciprocated that feeling for you. Having all the girls throwing themselves at him at first made you feel insecure, but he quickly told off that feeling with actions that proved to you he was a loyal one.
To him, everything changed when Eric one night called him drunk, asking him to pick him up from this bar in Barcelona.
When he, as a friend, went there and picked him up, he took him to his house, Eric didn't even knew where his keys were.
Eric was drunk crying, confessing that his girlfriend cheated on him with dude she met at college. How he was so heartbroken.
Naturally, he felt super bad for him, and the thoughts came, the insecurities got to his head.
He called you, knowing you were doing some homework and were pulling an all nighter.
"Hi, mi amor."
"Hey, am I bothering you?"
"When have you ever bother me?"
He fell quiet. He was answering that question on his mind, all the times he asked you to drop something to go to his games, all the times he asked you to move all you thing to his house so he could spend time with you, making you uncomfortable while studying.
"Pedri? Amor?"
"I'm here, I'm just tired."
But you were tired too, it was almost two am. And to him, it was easy. He had a free day, but you were going to wake up really early to go to class. Even if you had only one hour of sleep.
"Don't you want to come over? I'm almost done, and we can cuddle in bed."
"You need sleep."
"So do you, so if you want, the invitation is still there. I'm going to be here for another half hour."
He drove over to your place, wanting to take these insecure thoughts out of his mind.
And you did take all that out of his mind by showing him that he was the only one you wanted by your side.
After that, he was a big support for Eric. He wanted his friend to feel better. He invited him to stay a few hours after practice.
Pablo was helping Pedro with supporting their friend. He brought some candies and things to make him feel better.
They spent most days after practice playing fifa and chatting. Ferran then joined the heartbreak club, Sira and him called it quits.
Ferran felt uncomfortable with you around, so you told Pedro that you were meeting him when they left the house.
Mostly because you didn't want his friends to feel some type of way about you.
The second time Pedro felt different about the relationship was the night Eric confessed something to him.
"I don't know how you can be so open with Gavi about your relationship."
"Gavi is mine and my girlfriend friend. I don't see the problem."
"But aren't you uncomfortable about his crush on your girlfriend?"
Pedro stopped on his tracks. He was confused about why Eric would think that. Gavi never gave any signs about him liking you.
"No sé a que te refieres con eso." (I don't know what you mean by that.")
"No me vengas a decir que no sabes." (Don't tell me you don't know)
"I think you're confused. Just because Gavi is friendly with her doesn't mean he has a crush."
He thought he let it go. But was laying down in bad with you. You were telling him about a video Pablo sent you of a recipe.
Pablo had a crush on you?
But this time, he did brush that off. Not believing his friend would have a crush on his girlfriend.
"Hey, maybe we can do something this weekend?"
"I thought we were having a movie marathon with Pablo. You wanted to see all the conjuring movies, bebé"
He graps his arms around while putting your phone away from you, kissing you cheek and neck.
"Maybe I just want you to myself."
The way his kisses feel on your skin, the intoxicating sensation he makes you feel with his fingers.
"All to myself." He whispers, kissing your lips while he pounds into you.
Your moans all to himself, your lips letting his name out, his lips marking your skin.
His and only his.
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"Let me call my girlfriend, and we are on our way."
Pedri, dial your number. He let the call on Bluetooth while turning the car on. The beep goes once, twice, and then into voice mail. You rejected his call.
"Ohhh, someone's getting rejected." Ferran laughs. He loves to pick on him to get a reaction.
"Oh shut up, she's just busy."
He dials your number again, making his way out of his garage.
"Hello, Y/n is in the bathroom. She will call you when she's out." The voice of a man makes him press the break hard. He hung up without Pedri being able to talk.
Ferran and eric laugh as hard as they can. The expression on their friend is a shocked one, his mouth open and brows furrowed.
"Wait that was so fucking funny, he hang up on you."
"Where did you say she was?" Eric asks, "Well, it doesn't matter cause she was busy, and that dude was kinda in a rush to hang up."
"Okay, stop it, Eric." Ferran warns him. "She's probably studying and you heard the dude she's in the bathroom."
"Don't know, that's what my bitch of an ex used to told me 《oh Eric, I was busy studying》, yeah studying another boy's dick."
"She's not like that." Pedri finally says, closing the garage with the control. "She's on finals."
"If you say so." Eric lifts his hands as a piece sign. "Let's just drive, we're going to be late."
The drive was silent, Ferran tried to make conversation, but Pedri and his single answers were not it.
His ring tone interrupts the silence. He presses the green button on his wheel. "Hola hermosa."
"Hola, I'm sorry I didn't answer. I left my phone here while using the bathroom, and Kyle answered the phone."
"Ohhh Kyle." Eric whispers to them.
Ferran pushed him back to the seat. Whispering him to shut up.
"It's okay, I was just calling to check on you."
"Stop it, Eric." Ferran warns once he sees Eric was about to speak again.
"I'm fine, Kyle is dropping me home, I can ask him to drop me at your place if you're free."
"I'm actually with Ferran and Eric, but feel free to go there and relax. You have some clothes there and you can order some takeout. I'll join you in a while."
"Okay, I'll be waiting for you, te amo."
"Yo más, goodbye baby."
He can feel a relief that was unexpected. He knew Kyle. He was your friend and study buddy since the beginning.
"Good thing she was just using the bathroom, right Eric?" Ferran pinch him. Making him yelp. "Fucking say it." He whispers.
"Yes, she was using the bathroom." He says with a bored tone. Making ferran roll his eyes.
The mood for Pedri changed. He was now talking, and Ferran noticed that. They made some jokes until they parked outside of the place they're going to.
The time they spent there was nice. You texted Pedri that you were at his place, a picture attached where you sent him a kiss with the "have fun" text next to it.
But he wanted to hurry up, feeling like cuddling you, like kissing you. Ferran also wanted to keep the stay a little shorter, wanting to relax at home with his family.
They dropped Eric first, saying their goodbyes to their teammate. Ferran knew he wanted to speak about the call incident.
"I want to tell you something."
"Yeah, whatever you want tiburón."
"Eric, he's still not in the right place about his breakup. And that doesn't mean he's allowed to put ideas in your head. Don't let him do that."
"He's just, so fucking extra sometimes." He sighs, wrapping hard on the steering wheel. "I know he's hurt, and sometimes he just projects on me and y/n."
"Don't let him do that." Ferran pats his arm. "I know that with the whole Sira breakup thing, her and me haven't really talked. But she's a nice girl, I know her."
"Yeah, she used to come over after you left so you didn't feel uncomfortable."
"Such a sweetheart." He laughs. "But I'm serious. She's a nice one. Take care of her."
"I will, I love her."
Ferran got out of the car after telling him to tell you hello. Thing he said once he was wrapped in your arms, watching a movie and eating takeout.
After that night
Two weeks has passed, two weeks where the texts, the calls and the meetings were barely there.
You were on your last year of college, and these finals were very important for you. If you pointed well you were able to get more job opportunities.
Pedri felt frustrated. He knew he shouldn't let Eric fucked up with his mind. But he also doesn't want his friend to feel pushed away.
He trusts you with his life. He wanted the long run with you. And nobody was getting in the way of that.
Today was your last final, the last one of the whole curriculum. You were extra excited about it.
Asking Pedri to pick you up so you can go get something to eat after in a celebration mode. He bought flowers for you and a special charm for your bracelet. He knows you love collecting charms for extra special moments.
He parks under a three, a little far more than usual, but he doesn't want to be seen. Wanting all his attention on you.
You texted him that you were out of the test and to send you where he was, wanting to walk to relieve the last bit of stress.
"Are you going to the party?" Kyle asks you.
"Obvio, I'm not missing this. It's all I need"
"Same, I'm ready to chug a whole bottle of reposado."
"Añejo is better, Ky."
Kyle walked you over to Pedri's car, feeling the same about walking to leave the stress of the test.
"Are we doing shots and partnering in beer pong?"
"Duh, you're the only person I would to this with. Nobody does it like you."
Pedri has his window a little down. He can hear the conversation, but to his "luck," he only heard the last five words.
He takes eyes on the way Kyle says goodbye to you, the way his hands are a little more down than necessary.
He squint his eyes, getting that out of his mind. He trusts you. He does.
"Hola, mi amor." You say, closing the car door.
You grab his face into your hands, giving him a kiss. Thing he reciprocate, missing the taste of you and the way you smell.
"Te amo." You say, pecking him "I missed you, bebé."
"You have me all to yourself, princesa." He pecks you back. "Let's go, I made reservations to your favorite stake place."
You grab your backpack to move it to the back of the car, your eyes lay on the bouquet of peonies, and the Tiffany box.
"A little something for you." He squish your thigh.
You grab the bouquet, smelling the flowers. "I love it, I love you"
"I love you more. You're such a smart girl."
You take a picture of the bouquet, posting it to your close friends with the text "blessed with him ❤️" tagging him, even tho he can't repost it.
The food was exquisite. You loved the place. He was breaking his diet, but he was doing it for a good reason.
"I have a party today, do you want to come with me?"
"I have to go to the gym with the team, but I can join after."
"You will be tired, it's okay." You say, feeding him some ice cream. "I'm asking Kyle to pick me up on his way there, we will take an Uber because we both want to drink."
He tense at the name of your friend. He feels so bad about the way his body reacts to things he never felt worried about.
"I can drop you guys off, and tomorrow I don't have to play so I can pick you up when you're ready to go home."
You nod smiling. "I'll text Ky, thank you, amor."
He can't help the guilt. He's doing this so he can prevent you from being alone in an Uber with Kyle. Not because he wants to take you there.
You text your friend, who asks you to thank him. Kyle never met Pedri due to always being a lap of schedules that made them not met.
Back on your way home, you were singing some Quevedo. You were happy and nothing can take that feeling away.
"Open your other gift." He parks the car in the parking lot of your building.
You do as you're told, seeing the silver charm with tiny crystals. You smile, asking him to help with locking it in place.
"I love you, you didn't have to. Thank you."
"I love you, smart girl. You deserve more than that."
He kisses you goodbye, observing you while you go into the elevator and then going into practice.
The gym training was boring. He was with Marc Guiu, Ter Stegen, Fermin, and Araujo, but the exercises were solo ones.
Ter Stegen was telling them a story about something that happened to him with a fan. Everybody was laughing and chatting.
In the end, he and Fermin were the last ones to pick their things. They were chatting while walking outside.
"How is College?"
"It's great, crazy. More now that I'm with the first team."
"You're a heartbreaker." He laughs. "Too many girls?"
"I'm interested in one. But I don't know, he's very shy and very focused in college." He sighs. "And I'm a football player."
"Shoot your shot. My girlfriend just finished college, and we have been together since her third year."
"Will do, take care." He waves Pedro goodbye.
He drove over to your house. He was waiting for you to get ready while he crashed your bed.
"I forgot to bring snacks." He pout, he was craving something.
"I have the crackers your doctor approved." You kiss his cheek, "go get them."
He walks with such no motivation to your kitchen, opening the drawer where you order all your snacks.
He found a box of chocolate with a bite attached. "For my smart girl. K❤️" He throws the box back into the drawer. Appetite gone.
"What if you stay here with me?" He asks, using the frame of the door as a recliner. "I just feel like I haven't seen you in so long."
"Well. I'm all yours after the party."
"So you're not even considering not going to stay with me?"
You turn to him, not sure why he's acting like that when he's the one who encourages you to go out and relax. "Are you okay?"
"No, you don't want to spend time with me. You just want to party and be with your friends and I have feelings too, I miss you too. I'm just tired."
"Amor, you can go home and call it a night. You don't need me for that. I can ask Sira to pick me up and drop me off."
"That's not the point." He squinted his eyes mad. "You prefer to go out than to spend time with me."
"Pedro, relax!" You say, tone serious. "I've been planning to go to this party for a good month now. I help with it. Im not missing it. I deserve this after my hard work."
"That's not the point." He says, angry out of nowhere. "You don't get it." He grabs his wallet and keys, walking out of the room.
"Pedro, seriously?" You can't believe he's walking out like that. "Pedro!"
You hear the door closing. You wanted to go out and ask him to stay, but you didn't. You gave him his time. He's tired and just having a bad night, you think.
You text Sira, asking her to come over so you can go together. Thing she agreed on, texting Kyle that you were picking him up with Sira.
"I love your shorts." Sira says, smacking you. "But that top, maybe a staples one?"
"I like this, I'm not feeling like wearing a strapless."
"Okay, what's with the face?" She grab you by the shoulders, making you turn. "Why are you so blue?"
"Pedro was here. He was supposed to drop me off, but he told me I was only interested in the party and not on him."
"What?" Sira's face is a poem. She has this doubtful expression. "Pedro as in Pedri? What the hell?"
"Maybe he's right." You feel guilty. "Maybe he's going through something, and he doesn't know how to tell me."
"Well, guilt tripping you is not the answer." She hugs you. "We're going, and you're having fun."
You nod, still feeling guilty over going and not calling to fix things with him.
"Now, help me with my makeup." She sits at your vanity. "Hey, stop. You deserve to have fun."
You smile, repeating her words. You deserve to have fun. You grab her makeup bag, helping her with her base and eyeshadow.
Once you're ready, you take out a mini bottle of patron and two shot glasses. Pre gaming with her. "Hey, slow down, you're driving."
"I can do both perfectly, you know that."
You do another shot and left to pick your friend. The trip there was fun, singing with her and Kyle to this Nicki Minaj song.
The party was great, you can say you did drink a little bit more than usual, feeling a bad taste on your mouth after the fight.
"Okay, chug chug chug," Sira cheers you, as you and Karla, your friend in common, are competing on who can drink a long island the fastest.
"Ughh, that was disgusting." You say laughing. "I need a bathroom, I'm going to throw up."
You grab someone's hand, dragging this person to the bathroom with you. You never throw up while drinking, but this time, you kinda get a little crazy on mixing.
"You have luck I have a strong stomach."
"I want my bed." You whisper. "And a blanket."
"Okay, stay here, I'm bringing you water and a mint cause iugh. And I'm asking Sira to go."
"Love you, Ky." You hug his leg, making him laugh. "You're my bestie. Am I your bestie?"
"Sadly, you and your week stomach are my besties." He pets you in the head.
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Pedri was home, bag under his eyes after not being able to sleep, he wonders if you had a nice night, if you were okay.
He replays the story time and time and time again. Sira was with you, so you were okay. You never leave without the other.
He gets your favorite drink and food, knowing you will have a craving of those.
He knocks on your door. It's already almost night, so he's sure Sira and your other friends are gone.
A very destroyed you open the door. You look like you had a little too much fun. He smiles at your sight.
"I got you some food and a drink."
"Food first." You smile, he hands you the bag and drink. You moan hapilly at the taste of the drink. "Okay, you can come in."
"Had some fun?" He kisses your cheek.
"Mhm, a lot." You say opening the bag. "But I kinda got a little more drunk than normal."
He nods, not sure how to address the situation. But you decide to go first.
"I don't like the way you left last night." You look at him. "You don't act like that. Is there something going on? Are you okay?"
"I'm okay, I just got insecure or something I'm not sure. Perdón."
"I get that, but please don't do that again."
He wraps his arms around you, kissing your neck, promising not to act like that again and to be more open about his feelings.
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"I love the smell of roses." You say grabbing a red rose.
You were hanging around with Kyle. He was supervising the flower shop his parents had. They were one of the most exclusive flower shops in Barcelona.
"You can grab some, mom won't mind."
"If I get an invoice for this, I'm killing you."
He laughs, you pick out of the big wall that was there. You loved how the roses look so pretty, no matter the color.
"You own me lunch."
"I gave you flowers," He says, funny tone. "Isn't that enough?"
"To take me home?" You ask, imitating his tone. "Invite me to dinner first and then we can head home."
You laugh, he picks his things and tells the girls that are there working to keep an eye for him while he eats lunch.
"What do you want and why is it sushi?"
You smile, you like the rice that the sushi places sell, even tho you're not the biggest sushi fan you liked some pieces.
"I want some rice."
You saw the texts of Pedri, ignoring them. You were mad at him.
He told you, not even asked, told you that he didn't want you out with Kyle because he thought that he had feelings for you.
You had a big fight about it. Asking him to leave. You ignored his calls, texts, and even when he went to your house.
Maybe being with Kyle was not the answer, but he was your friend since the beginning of the career.
He was there for you when you had nobody and you reciprocate that for him. Being his support as much as he was your support.
"Are you okay?" He hugs you by the shoulders. "We can go get some pizza if you want."
"Yes, just a little sleepy."
You never told anybody your fights with Pedro, Sira was an exception for time to time. But that time to time was almost never.
You order food, deciding for some sushi rolls. Kyle noticing how sad you were decided that he wanted some sushi and some other things.
"Wait, lemme take a picture for insta"
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Pedro saw the pictures, blood boiling as he thought he was clear about how he didn't feel nice about this dude being your friend.
"What's wrong?" Eric asks, noticing how he threw his phone into his bag.
"This fucking Kyle dude, fucking on my nerves." He sighs. "I told her I don't like him and she's out with him."
"And you're doing nothing about it?"
"What am I supposed to do?"
"Fucking go to her and ask her to respect you, you're not a fucking college common guy, you're Pedri. Don't forget that."
Ferran wants to say something, but Pedri grabs his bag and runs out of the door.
"You're way out of line." He stops Eric at the corridor. "Stop giving Pedri your stupid advice."
"Stupid advice?" He laughs, "she's probably fucking that dude and you're on her side?"
"She's not like that."
"Just because you want her to help you go back to Sira doesn't mean she's a saint."
"Fucking stop, Eric." He yells. "Keep your problems away from Pedri and his relationship. Just because you weren't man enough for your ex doesn't mean Pedri is like you."
While the two of them yell at each other, Pedri is driving to your place. He needs to talk with you, Eric was right.
You're his girlfriend, and he needs his to feel respected. Thing he's not feeling right now.
He dials your number two times, both ending in voice mail. His anger just grows.
You and Kyle were talking in the parking lot. He needed to go back to the flower shop but also wanted to make sure you're okay.
"You can trust me, I'm not judging."
You feel your tears floot your eyes, you want to believe that Pedro was going through something and that this person who talks to you like that was not the man you love.
You hug your friend, crying in his chest. He didn't ask anything else, he knew you needed time.
"Hey, I'm here. Don't cry." His hands run up and down your back. Thing that smooth you a little.
"I don't know how to explain what's going on." You say, tears falling. "I'm just so confused."
"It's okay, you're okay now."
His hands hugging your body to gave you confort. Thing you can't seem to find.
You heard the loud noise of a car break. Making you turn your head. Pedro was looking at you from the inside of his car.
You push Kyle away from you, but his hands grab your arms. "Kyle, I think you need to go."
"What?" He's confused. Why would you ask him that? and why was your boyfriend looking like he could kill someone?
Pedri slams his car door. You let Kyle go. "Pedri, what are you doing?" You tried to grab his hand but he moved around you to where your friend is. You let a scream out when Pedro's fist impacts Kyle's cheek.
You freeze in shock. The man who's the least confrontational just punched your friend. And the worst part is that it is out of nowhere.
"What the actual fuck?" Kyle screams from the floor. Spitting blood. Lip cut open from the impact. "Are you fucking crazy?"
You can't register what he replied. When he turns around to you. You back off until your body hits his car.
"Get in the car." He grabs you by the wrist, not hurting you but making you walk. Your friend is on the floor, bleeding from the punch your boyfriend gave him.
Pedro puts the seat belt on you, your shock still there, like a fever dream.
You have a nauseous feeling. Just five minutes ago, you were crying about not knowing when he turned into this jealous boy and now he punched your friend.
The drive was silent. You feel hazy, closing your eyes. His breathing is heavy, his hands gripping the wheel so hard to make the leader squeak under his grip.
You feel the car stopping, opening your eyes to see that you're in his house. You don't want to exit the vehicle.
"You punched my friend." You whisper. "Pedro, que carajos?" (What the fuck?)
"Let's go inside." He get out to go to your side to open the door, but you press the lock button. "Y/n, don't play with me. Please get off."
"You punched my friend." You yell this time. "I want to go home. I'm not getting out."
"Get off." He unlocks the door with the control, but you again locked it. "Y/n, please."
"Are you out of your mind?" You ask, crying out of anxiety. "What is wrong with you? This is not you, I want to go."
His expression softens. It's like he's in a state of mind where he can't control himself. You're hyperventilating. Locked in his car.
"Princesa, por favor." He takes a few steps away. "I'm not hurting you, I will never. Just get off and let's talk."
He let you cry, feeling terrible for making you feel insecure around him. Making you feel like he's not your safe place.
"I'm fucking sorry." He says. "I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm not like that, I don't hurt people."
His hand hurts, his heart hurts, and his head hurts.
"Can you please get out of the car?"
You breathe a few times, and you unlock the car and open the door. He wants to have his arms around you.
You notice his hand is red. You know he's not hurting you. He won't. Never did, never will.
"Your hand."
"It doesn't matter."
You grab his wrist, guiding him inside of his house and to his bedroom. Once you're inside, you check for the aid kit.
With a baby wipe and alcohol you clean his hand, and his expression shows pain. You apply some cream to make it better.
"What's on your mind?" You ask, narrowed eyes. "You're not this person. You don't hit people. You don't do shit like this."
"I'm fucking sorry"
"Sorry is not enough."
"Don't say that."
"Pedro, tell me what's going on. Kyle and I have been friends since before you and I even met."
He can't look at you, eyes stick to the ground. You're someone who takes her friendships seriously. You love to nurse your friends, be there for them.
"If I'm with you, that means I'm not looking at any other dudes. Pedro you're the only one for me."
"And you're the only one for me." He finally looks at you. "I don't know what's going on, Eric and his stupid advice are ruining my mind."
"Why are you letting your friend who's bitter about his ex give you relationship advice?" You ask, angry. "Pedro, our relationship is only ours. You don't see me say that Sira or Karla are giving me advice on punching Gavi in the face because you're getting shipped on tik tok."
"I'm dumb. I'm fucking dumb for that."
You rub the rest of the cream, massaging the area to smooth his bruise.
"You're not dumb. You're such a smart man." You press a little harder than necessary, making him hiss. "So I need you to use that intelligence to understand that if you keep doing this shit, you're losing me."
His whole body tense, he can't see a day without you by his side. You're his ride or die. You're the person who taught him how to be a man.
"I can't lose you."
"Well, get your shit together then." You let his hand go, standing up. "Pedro, you're not this person, and I'm not staying if you chose to act like this from now on."
"I'm not, love, please don't go."
He hugs your waist, head on your belly. You feel his shoulders shake. He was crying at the thought of you leaving.
You don't hug him back. You don't caress his back. You don't feel like touching him more than you already did.
"You need to think of what you did. A few days apart will help."
You slowly push his arms away, you wanted to cry, but you know you have to wait till you're alone yo do it.
"Please no."
You got away from him. You take your phone out of your bag, call an Uber, and text your friend to see if you can crash her place.
Sira told you she was close to where you were, and she was picking you up. While that happened, you noticed Pedro crying into his hands.
You take a seat next to him. He's into the idea that he lost you. All because of something that he never even cared about.
"I'm leaving." You say after a while, Sira was outside. "Pedro, I need you to understand why this is happening, you need time to think and so do I."
You kiss his shoulder. Head still in his hands. You walk over to his front door. You want to keep composure, but you didn't even make it to the car when the tears began.
Sira didn't question you. She just started the car on her way to her house. Once you both are in her room, you're crying in her arms, letting all the pain go.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
You nod, feeling better now that you let the tears out. She dried your tears with a tissue.
You tell her everything, how the situation went from him not wanting you to go to the party from him punching Kyle and yelling you that it was because of Eric and his advices.
"I'm sorry if this is not what you want to hear, but you should break up with him. He's becoming controlling, and that's not cute."
You shake your head no, you don't want to think about breaking up without fighting for the relationship to work.
"I can help him." You whisper. "He's just letting Eric get into his head."
"Y/n, he punched our friend over a stupid advice."
"He's not like that."
Sira decides to remain silent. She knows you're not hearing anybody. You're too attached to him to even consider the leaving option.
"Okay, I'm here for you whatever you decide."
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Ten days later and Pedro still hasn't heard from you.
He knows you were in Paris and horse riding with Sira. You were also doing other things with your classmates.
You answered his texts with a heart or with another emoji, but you won't answer his calls or FaceTime.
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"Can I have my sunglasses back?"
"No, they fit me better."
"We are wearing the same outfit." You laugh. "Hey I'm sure you will do amazing at your competition."
"I have the best cheerleader." She says, hugging and kissing your cheek. "I love you."
"Love you more." You hug her back. "Thank you for being the for me this past days, I needed that so much."
"Are you calling him today?"
"Yes, it's been almost two weeks, and I think we both had out time to think and calm down."
"Do you know how is him?"
"Gavi updates me on what he's on." You confess. "We been talking a lot, you know I love that kid like a little brother."
"He's nice." She agreed. "I love his eyebrows. They have life."
You both laugh, Gavi does have very active expression eyebrows. Thing that makes him even more memorable.
You return home, thanking her for the day with the horses. You take a shower to relax and think about what you're telling him.
He was doing a lot, sending flowers, texting you every day like he always does. Kyle and you were fine. He was just keeping a little distance for now because he's still very mad at him.
You were finishing your skincare routine when you heard a knock on the door. You ignore it, not wanting to go open the door.
But the knocks sound again after a few minutes, and you roll your eyes. Throwing a hoodie over and walking to the door.
You find a very happy Gavi. He was carrying a box of something and had another bag in his hands.
"Hola." He walks inside. Leaving the box and bag in the kitchen aisle. "I'm a messenger. And I have to give you this."
You check the things, a bag full of your favorite snacks and drinks. And the box is a dozen of your favorite pastries.
"Pedri?" You ask, bitting your lip happyly. "Thank you, messenger."
"I charge one of those." He points at the box. Making you roll your eyes in a funny way. "Please."
"Take two."
He did as told. Using a napkin as a plate.
"Want to see a movie now that you're here?" You smile.
"A scary movie?" He raised his eyebrow. Remembering your chat with Sira, you laugh.
"Yes, a scary movie."
He sends a picture to Pedri, letting him know that you got his message and that they were seeing a movie.
"So, how was Paris?"
"It was amazing, I saw Mbappé." You smile. "And it was a good game. They won."
You chat a little while the movie gets good. You were watching the last movie of the conjuring, the one that Pablo hasn't seen.
"Hey, why don't you come to the photoshot we have with this new kit.
"When is it?" You ask confused, thinking that they already did something like this. "Don't you already did that?"
"Yes, but I mean, they always want more content for social media."
"Is Pedro going?"
"Don't think so. He's in the social media team of Alyssa. We're with Antonia."
"Will go if you take me to his house after."
"Deal."
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You smile at the way Pablo and Alejandro shy out with the camera. They're getting scolded by Antonia.
"I'm sorry guys, but the last video I promise, just smile."
The day went fast. They filmed enough content for a while. Not wanting to keep doing it, Antonia let them go.
"Let's go, madame, we're heading to your prince charming house."
"Can I drive?" You ask, running to the pilot door. "I'm about to get my license."
"What if the police stop us?"
"Then you give them free tickets and we're free"
He laughs, throwing the keys at you. You were so excited about being able to drive. Pedri taught you how to do it. During those late night drives.
"Do you know the way?"
"Of course, my horse." You tap his nose with your finger. You love doing that cause of his facial expression. "Want to know a secret?"
"Si."
"Sira and I love how your eyebrows move depending on your mood."
He blushes, his ex used to say the same thing. His eyebrows had a life.
"They're my best card."
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He told you about the next games and how the team was training hard, things you're used to hearing because of Pedri.
"We're here," you announced to him, who was texting. "Thank you for the drive. Have fun, Pablito."
You both say your goodbyes, you enter Pedro's house with the spare key he gave you.
The house was silent, way too silent for your liking. You knew Fernando was in Tenerife with his parents, so you didn't really find weird not seeing him cooking or working on something.
You left your bag and key in the kitchen aisle, walking upstairs to look up for him.
The sound of the shower gave you an answer of where he was. You can see the steem coming out of the little door opening.
You take your shoes off, walking to the closet and changing into the pajama set you have there. You get into bed, making yourself comfortable in the sheets.
Not even five minutes later, you heard him moving into the bathroom, moving things, even singing lightly to a Quevedo song.
When he's out, he jumps a little, happy but surprised to see you there.
"Me has dejado cagado eh!" (You scare me)
"Perdón, I didn't want to interrupt your shower." You can't help but wonder your eyes up and down his body.
He smirked, walking to where you're to peck your lips. "I missed you. Let me change, and we can talk." You spank his ass when he turned around. "Oye, that's playing dirty."
He was giving you a show, walking around so you could peak at him while he changed. You turn your head so you can focus on the reason on why you were there.
But you didn't mind having an after sex talk with him. In the end, he was the one who needed to make it up to you.
"Ready, princesa." He jumps in bed. Arm around you. "I missed you so much, mi vida"
"So did I." You caress his almost dry hair. "How was your dar, amor?"
"Do you really want to know?" He laughs. "Or should we address the elephant in the room?"
"You're such an inpatient, Pedro." You pinch his cheek. "But yes, sit."
He sits, crossing his legs in front of you. You accommodate his hair, untangling his locks. He grabs your wrists, bringing your hands to his mouth, kissing your knuckles.
"I'm sorry." He began. "You're the most important person in my life. I don't know why I thought it was a good idea to let Eric advise me on relationships. But it's not on him. It's on me who did such crazy things like hitting your friend. I'm sorry, I don't want to lose you."
You grab his face, pushing him towards you. Lips collapsing. You fell into bed, lips still attached.
"Please don't do this again." You peck him. "I love you so much."
"I love you, princesa."
"Now love me in the way only you can."
"Will do." He laughs, kneeling and taking his shirt off while you unbutton your own.
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"Wooow, such a model." Pablo says, clapping his hands. "I like this one better than the black one."
"I like this one too." You say observing your reflection. "I think this is the one."
"Finally, I'm hungry."
You changed, not before taking a picture to send to your friends. You asked the girl that was helping you that you were taking the dress and to pack it up for you.
"I want Chinese. Do you want some?" You ask Gavi. He was on his phone with his mad face. "What's going on Pablito?"
"Nothing." He pout.
You pay for the dress and walk with him to the basement where the car is. He keeps this pouty face.
He parked at the Chinese restaurant that he liked the most. You want to talk to him about his mood.
You order the food, you text Pedri that you had the dress for the wedding. But what worries you is the boy in front of you.
"Pablito, mi vida. Tell me what's going on."
"I'm not sure, I'm talking with this girl, and we were fine, but these stupid rumors about me and other girls are ruining the chances I had."
"Don't worry, Pablito. You're such a kind-hearted dude. You just had to make her see who you really are."
"What can I do?" He asks, tired of trying and failing.
"Invite her to the wedding." You smile. "If she's from Barcelona, why not?"
"But, what if she says no?"
"You already have the no, but if you ask, you might get a yes."
"You're such a smart girl." He texts happily, asking you what to write and how to invite her properly.
You offer yourself to help his "friend" go get a dress or borrow her one of your own. He was happy with the offer, asking her about it to let her decide.
"Okay, I'll see you tomorrow. If she needs help with the hair and makeup, I can help, I'm kinda good at that."
"Gracias, you're the best." He kisses your cheek. You say your goodbyes to him, hurrying upstairs yo try on the dress again and match it with some shoes.
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"Are you ready to go?" Pedri asks, kissing your cheek. "I'm obsessed with how you look."
You kiss him carefully because of the lipstick. You loved the way he made you feel like so special.
"Let's go, mi amor."
The drive to the venue was a little longer than you thought. You pictured the place being a little closer to his place than what actually is.
"I hope we find parking."
"It's kinda early."
Lucky for you, there were some available spots. You notice Gavi's car. You smile at the thought of him and his date. Hoping everything is well for him.
"Hola, you guys are early birds just like us I see."
To your luck, the table was full of people you know. Alejandro, Robert, Gavi and Eric, and Ferran.
"Una putada, early to a party but late for training." Pedri laughs, saying hi to all the table.
"Anna, Robert, you guys look amazing." You say, "Anna, I love that dress on you."
"Thank you, but what about you? You look like a movie star, shining all around."
"Thank you." You blush at her comments.
The party began not that much later. Many other playmates joined the venue. The party was great.
The bride and groom gave their welcome words, thanking everybody. Did their first dance and later on announced the food.
You made conversation with Ferran, asking him about something silly, while Pedri and Anna chatted about football.
After the food, the dance began, and so did the open bar. You wanted one drink but were too full to get it at the moment.
Ana and Robert were the ones who got to the dance floor first, inviting you all to the table to dance.
You followed them. Even when Pedri didn't like to dance, he would do it for you. "I love you." He kisses you while dancing with you.
You finally chose to go get that drink, Ferran with you because he was feeling some on the rocks.
When you go back, you notice Pedri sat down at the table talking with Alejandro. "Hey, I'm joining them, I'm resting a little." He nodded, grabbing the person he was dancing with again.
"Hola hola, got tired of dancing?" You joke with Pedri. He moves the chair for you, hugging you with his arm.
"Hey, Y/n." Alejandro called you, "how is college going on?"
"Good, I just finished with the curriculum, and we'll I'm working on other things."
"Nice, good for you."
"Excuse me, please." Gavi's date says, walking back to the table and picking up her purse.
Gavi hurried with her outside of the venue. You followed them with your eyes, worried that something might have gone wrong.
"Hey, I'll be back, I'm going to the bathroom." You tell pedri, he nods in response.
You walked outside to where Gavi and his date were, they were fighting about something and where this girl sees you, she reprimanded Gavi about it.
She walks away from the scene, Gavi turns to you, head low. "I fucking hate Eric." He says.
"What?" You hurry to his side. "What's going on, Pablito?"
"That fucking asshole told her that I had a crush on you. And that I have been in love with you since I met you. Que mierda?"
"He did what?"
"He fucking did, I'm going to punch him in the fucking face."
You stopped him, not wanting the party to be ruined about this. "Pablito no, not here. Please."
"He fucking deserves it." He yells.
"I know, but not here. Look, call her, explain.to her your feelings."
"She's not answering." He buffs.
"Try, Gavira." You hit him.in the head.
He dials her number several times, each getting into voice mail. You feel bad about what happened, angry at the asshole of Eric.
"What if you send a voice note to her inbox?"
"And say what?"
You ask for his phone, opening iMessage and searching for her name.
"How do you feel?" You ask, recording what he was about to say in a voice note.
"I just feel like an idiot because I've never met someone so special and someone so fucking pretty, super dedicated to what she does, and super smart, someone who every guy will die to be with. You're the only one I think about in the morning when I wake up, the one I want to call after training or have on the bleachers with my number on her back. You, just you."
You smile, finishing with the recording of the message. You know how important it is for him
"Qué mierda esta pasando?" Pedri asks.
Pablo turns to him. Pedri doesn't notice that what he said was for his date and not for you. "Pedro, it's not what you think."
"So this shit is not you telling my girlfriend you're in love with her?"
"Pedri, stop it." You warn him. "Not here. This is not like that."
"Will you shut up?" He said, eyes looking at Pablo and not at you. "I thought we were friends."
"This is not like that." Pablo yells. "Fucking idiot."
He pushes Pedri lightly, entering the venue again. Pedri turns to you, angry expression on his face.
"Let's go."
"You're so stupid if you think I'm leaving with you."
"Don't do this here. Let's go."
You wanted to leave before you get inside and scream at Eric for being such an asshole. "Let me get my things."
You walk inside and grab your things, Pablo was doing the same but when he noticed you he just asked you if you were okay.
"Yeah, we're leaving. Hope you solve things with her." You hug him goodbye. He sat while waiting for a few minutes till you left.
You walk outside, pedri already has the car in front of the door. You debate actually going with him.
"Get in, we're going to my place. You have some explaining to give."
You walk over to the door, slamming it when you get in. you were mad about everything, the ruined night, he being rude to you, rude to Pablo. Eric fucking up as always and Pedro following the train.
"You're such an asshole." You finally say. "You don't even know what the fuck happened and already jumped into conclusions."
"Don't try to defend him."
"I'm not, but you're so out of line, Pedro."
"Don't defend him, y/n."
"He was talking with his date over a voice note because Eric told her that he had a crush on me which is a fucking lie."
"It's not."
"It is, Pedro." You yell, angry at him. "I helped him with the invitation, with getting her a dress, with everything for him to get the girl, if he had a crush on me why would he do that?"
"You did?'
"Yes." You answer like it's obvious. "Pablo is like a little brother to me, you know that. He's your friend, a better one than Eric. Fucking stop with the attitude."
You both stayed silent until you reached his house. When the garage door closes, you immediately get out of the car.
"You were so out of line, you ruined the night for you, for me and for Pablo. I'm so fucking tires of this."
"Stop"
"No, I want to change and to sleep, my night is ruined, and so is yours. Maybe tomorrow you can fix things.
You walk upstairs, grabbing your makeup remover, some towels, your pajamas and other things, and moving yo Fernando's room.
You definitely were not sleeping, wanting to cry and to scream but just cried. He felt the frustration of the night. Pulling an all-nighter, just like you.
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Two days later, you were waiting for Pedro at his house. You wanted to fix things between Pablo and him. You want their friendship to heal. Even tho your relationship was kinda still not well from the last fight.
Pablo was showing you something, his shoulder sticker to yours so you both see the tik tok. You grap your arm around his shoulder, thing you always do.
Pedro was outside doing something with the social media team, or so you thought. He was looking at the two of you from his front door. He was mad about something someone told him.
Wanting to come home and rest and find you two glued to each other was annoying to him. Especially because he was still mad at Gavi.
He clears his throat, making you turn and smile at him.
"Hola." You greet him.
You were expecting him to do the same with you, but he didn't. He just ignored you and went upstairs.
Pablo kept his mouth shut, his teeth clenched because he didn't think that was the way he was supposed to be treating you.
"Maybe he's just mad." You excuse him, thing you do pretty often lately. "Or maybe just tired."
"That doesn't give him the right." Pablo gets up from the couch. "Let's just go, I don't want to be here."
"Wait for me in the car? I just want to get something."
He wants to tell you no and take you to the car. But he also respects your decisions. "Okay, I'll be waiting."
You walk upstairs, following Pedri. His room door was open. He was taking his dirty clothes out of his training bag.
"What was that?" You ask, sitting on his bed. "That was rude."
"Rude is you coming here trying to fix something that I dont want to." He was angry, his voice was low. "Why is he here? I didn't invite him."
You were angry. He was becoming this rude person to you and to his friends.
"Why are you talking like that?" His words were hurting you. It's like a wake-up call you were not ready to answer.
"Because it's the truth, you bring him here uninvited." He shouts.
"What are you even on, Pedro?" You shout, too. "I take time out of my day to fix the shit you have done and try to make things right with our friend because you can't seem to do it."
"Then fucking leave, come back when you can respect my house. Maybe not dressed like that."
You look down at your outfit. You are wearing a tennis skirt with a tank top, the day was hot, you weren't going to wear pants and a long sleeve.
"What about my clothes?"
"Nothing, please go."
"No, what about my clothes? Do you have a problem with the way I dress?"
"I do. Go, come back well dressed."
You laugh, making him turn to you. Angry expression on his face. "You're not going to tell me how to dress. Or who to be friends with, you're my boyfriend Pedro, not my father."
"Yes, your boyfriend, and you should respect me more."
"I have never disrespected you." You yell. "You just fucking did.! You have been doing so often. it's like a habit now. And I'm not going to let you do that to me."
"I'm having a bad fucking day, don't make it even worse."
Sira's words were echoing in your head. <You should break up with him. He's becoming controlling. And that's not cute.>
"Sira was right, I should have broken up with you the day you hit my friend." You say, angry at him. "I'm done."
"What?" His expression changed, even his tone of voice.
"You punched Kyle over nothing. You had a fight with Pablo for God's sake. This is not healthy anymore." You began.
You tried your best to heal what needed to heal in the relationship, but bandaids don't fix bullet holes, specifically if the one that's shooting keeps doing it.
"I can't do this." You wanted to cry but wont. "I excuse you with my friends, I humiliate myself for you, trying to save your image of a good boyfriend. And you just can't seem to change. I'm done for good."
"Don't do this." He tries to get closer, but you push him. "Amor."
"Why are you blaming me? You've been so controlling with my friends, with me. And now clothes are a problem? No, I'm done."
You exit the room. Leaving him speechless. He didn't notice how his actions were breaking the relationship.
"Y/n, wait." He runs downstairs.
You got in the car, asking Pablo to drive.
When Pedro made it to his front door, the car was already moving. He couldn't stop it. You were gone.
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shigarakisslutbag · 7 days
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Also I don't trust anyone that thinks shigaraki is an entirely hateful character. Like yes, he's obviously hateful towards a lot of things LOL. But he's shown he cares for those that support him multiple times
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He just doesn't show it in the way I think people *expect* him to. But he cares quite a lot. I find it even more endearing that it's clear that he cares for the members of the league without having to say it. We LOVE a king who knows actions speak better than words.
I also really don't think he's incapable of having a partner? A lot of people would say it's out of character (which would be true for earlier seasons maybe?), but I think the reason he doesn't have any feelings like that for people is
1.) he had no idea of what a good relationship looked like growing up. he was 5 when everything happened. And even if he didn't accidentally kill his family?? His dad was abusive and emotionally unavailable. If he had led a "normal" life, it would've been incredibly hard to unlearn what he was taught love was. I think his mom would've been the only reason, if she were alive, that he would know what love and connection felt like, had they not died.
2.) no one (to my knowledge. I haven't read the manga), has really complimented him. Told him he was pretty. Said they were proud. Even if someone did compliment him looks wise, no one has pointed out good qualities he has (at least up until the league regarding positive traits he has (personality, leadership qualities, intelligence). And even then, one of the first things he heard from dabi was an insult to his face. I love dabi but that still makes my eye twitch 🙃)
I'm not saying praise, validation, or compliments would fix everything. But ohmygod. If someone would just be genuine and tell him that they believe and support his successes, or listen and talk to him like a human, it'd probably send him into a different, slightly healthier mindset.
One reason I absolutely love the friendship/relationship between spinner and shigaraki. He just needs some verbal support and someone who listens (me too LOL). He deserves so much idc. No just spinner either.
I'm a shigaraki supporter first, and a human second🙂‍↕️. Also I do apologize if some of my I formation doesn't seem very correct, it's been a while since I've watched it, and I do not read the manga 🥲. Even if some of my facts don't stand though, I am a very firm believer that with more attention or someone completely loyal, would make him happy. I mean it was pretty much proved he loved attention and wanted supporters more than anything in season 2(?) I think. Anyways, I love my boy. If shigaraki has no supporters, I'm deceased LMAO
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leiflitter · 6 months
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So, Mystra-
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The more I think about her, the more I want to egg all of her statues, because I am honestly convinced that she's likely way more embroiled in Gale's fall from favour than she seems- and that she likely never cared for him in any meaningful sense.
This is gonna be long, gang.
Also I am 1000% up for screaming about Gale/forming an anti-Mystra union so y'know let's be pals
My thoughts are thus:
She has likely always known about his potential and capability of power. He was a child prodigy, after all- and she's a GODDESS. From the first time he truly used the weave, he was on her radar.
This also makes Gale's relationship with Elminster seem too convenient. As much potential as Gale demonstrates, it's also important to remember that Elminster is Mystra's chosen- and Mystra's chosen are often tasked with upholding and protecting balance in the weave. There are countless wizards that Elminster could mentor- so why Gale specifically?
The same is true of Gale's magical education. I've seen plenty of speculation about his possible potential as a sorcerer, and there's a lot of questions around the circumstances of him entering the Blackstaff Academy- as well as a confirmation of his power when he, a little baby trainee wizard, uses The Actual Blackstaff to cast a spell.
As an aside, Gale's little story about his misadventure with The Blackstaff is especially scary when taking into account that the staff is very devious, and it's primary purpose is to protect Waterdeep- although this is again speculation, I don't think the portal to limbo was just the spell going very, very wonky. I think the Staff, sensing Gale's ability and (through the very clear context clues of him using the fucking staff that you normally would need to attune to and that belongs to the top fancy wizard in waterdeep) his ambition, decided that he was clearly a potential threat that might be better off being quietly removed via Death Slaad.
We also know of at least one story of a young, powerful wizard who, y'know, led to the death of Mystryl and the loss of all magic- in part because he lacked the discipline that he should have learned at Wizard School.
So Gale comes along. Karsus 2.0- he's back, he's human and- most importantly- he's lonely.
How better to neutralise him as a threat than to make him loyal to her? Why would she cast aside a possible asset when she could use him?
The main problem with her plan is Gale himself. She can get him into wizard school. She can get Elminster to mentor him. She can make sure that Gale gets the best magical education, so hopefully he will be content and settle for being an archmage.
She can't, however, account for Gale's brain. Let's be honest, Gale is neurodivergent as fuck, and magic is his number one special interest. He was never going to be content to enjoy magic a "normal" amount, so no matter how many hours he may spend being taught about how great Mystra is and how the limits she sets are to be respected... he won't stop learning, growing more powerful, becoming more and more of a threat to her.
So how does she cement his loyalty? By getting personal. This is why him being isolated is important- it gives her an advantage. She can be number one without any effort. If he has an actual bond to her, not just the concept of her, then he won't be dangerous. Except, again, she's assuming that he'll be like so many other mortals and be so awed by her presence that he'll finally be satisfied. But he isn't.
Why the fuck would a goddess take someone so clearly, deeply intense about magic into her personal realm? Why would she show him all the power he would never be able to access?
Because, to her, he's just a mortal. There has to be a point in which he'll either be sated or he'll realise his limits and give up, because he's just an extremely powerful ant in comparison to her. Mystra has never considered getting to know Gale. If she had, she'd have realised that doing the grand tour of All The Magic You Can't Ever Do was a huge mistake. That making herself the focal point of his entire existence was an absolutely dogshit move.
Gale throws himself so hard into Being Mystra's Best Boy because he has nothing outside of magic other than his mother. He summoned his best friend, and he admits that he has colleagues and acquaintances, but nothing much else. He and Elminster clearly care for each other, but it's clear that Mystra's placed barriers between them- and even if they were able to be best buds and make friendship bracelets, together, they're at vastly different stages of life.
It's also likely that Mystra's interest in him led to his isolation. He has been marked as Special- the old gifted child problem where him being So Smart So Magic meant he bypassed the social side of things.
So of course he wants to prove himself, to impress her- his entire metric for his self-worth is Being A Wizard. He says he's bumped uglies with mortals before- but he doesn't mention anyone specifically. And, let's be frank, the man has a case of foot-in-mouth syndrome- if he had any meaningful romantic experience before Mystra, you know he'd have brought it up at least once. "Ah, autumncrocus- back in my apprentice days I picked a bunch for the object of my youthful affections. Unfortunately I hadn't realised they were allergic- but they certainly appreciated the gesture, if you catch my implication... Once they stopped sneezing, of course."
She becomes his whole world. He wants so desperately to be on her level, to be what he thinks she deserves- and yes, it was incredibly stupid of him. However, what the fuck was Mystra doing?
Throughout BG3, high approval Gale is actually incredibly receptive if you tell him not to persue power. Yes, his earlier mistakes may play into this, but I find it hard to believe that he'd be any less receptive to Mystra.
To quote- "I pouted. I pleaded. I swore my ambition was only to serve her better. But she only smiled and told me to be contented."
So, then, why did Mystra not actually engage with Gale on this?
Because she never cared about him.
She tried all the options she thought would work on a mortal, and when they were done she didn't consider trying anything else. She never knew him well enough to understand his motivations- he should have been satisfied with Magic Sex because surely any mortal would be. She couldn't even consider that his love wasn't just him liking the company and getting laid, that he'd still want to prove himself to her. To be worthy of the Mystra she'd let him believe in.
And when he fucked up- if she had helped him, even in a tiny way, then she'd have achieved her goal. Imagine if he'd come to her, agonised by the dark magic within him, and she'd been merciful. The way you would be, if you loved someone. If she had actually known Gale? She'd have done it.
But Mystra doesn't see it as an act of love gone wrong. To Mystra, it's proof that she can't control him, that his potential isn't worth whatever effort she'd need to put in.
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She abandons him to die- expects him to go on a pilgramage into the wilderness and just go boom.
When he doesn't? She decides that, fine, she'll deal with it- by sending Elminster to tell Gale the good news! She'll "forgive" him if he detonates himself, honest! He trusts Elminster, Elminster's a father figure to him, he'll do what Elminster tells him. Except that's another example of her not understanding Gale in the slightest. Instead of hope, she's rubbing salt in his wounds- she's flexing her power and showing Gale that his bond with Elminster was always conditional on Mystra's approval, and that Elminster's loyalty lies with her.
No wonder Elminster sent a construct- it's the closest thing he can do that isn't abject refusal.
I am gonna stop rambling now but in conclusion:
Mystra, you absolutely suck. Get wrecked. I hope Bhaal shits in your pocket dimension.
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28 kinktober rindou <3 <3 <3 also LOVE YOUR WRITING SM OMG
A/N: So it turns out I like Rindou a normal amount and am completely normal about him. Here's 2.2k of smut phew. I hope you enjoy this lil thing! MWUAH
Panties & Lingerie x Rindou
You never really asked for much.
Rindou noticed this early on into the relationship. 
He was so used to girls always asking for the finest clothes, jewelry, straight up money--he stopped dating for a while, tired of them simply using him for materialistic desires. Anyone he did see, was short lived, a few fucks here and there. He knew it wouldn’t last too long. His brother would pat his back, telling him to loosen up--that giving girls what they wanted wasn’t a bad thing, they’d be more loyal to him. But his way of thinking was different than the rest of Bonten. Sure, he used to just want to fuck around, kick somebody’s ass, taunt others. But as he grew older, he realized he wanted someone. A person who really wanted to be with him, and not because he had power and money. The dating scene really was exhausting.
But then he met you. 
And you smiled at him so genuinely, so shyly, so sweetly. Rindou nearly fell for you right then and there. He found himself wanting to buy you anything you asked for: except the problem was you didn’t ask for anything. Even on your first date, you were so sure in your decision to split the bill, something he thought was just you talking shit, trying to deceive him. Until you actually did split the bill with him and a smile plastered on your face. Shit. He didn’t want you paying for shit after that. Any time he took you out, the card would be in the wait staff’s hand before you even ordered, the bill never coming out to the table. You’d get so huffy, telling him to ‘stop fucking doing that’, and that you could ‘pay for stuff too, I want to Rin!’. 
He wasn’t going to let you, but it was cute attempt. 
So imagine his surprise, that after months of dating, and months of begging you just to take his fucking card, that one day you actually did take it. He blinked, surprised when you plucked the black card from his hands, looking around embarrassed. You promised him you wouldn’t go overboard, but you just had some things you wanted to buy, a nice surprise you said. His shocked look slowly morphed into a cheshire grin, gripping your jaw and planting a wet kiss on your lips. 
“Max the whole fucking thing out baby.”
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Rindou’s day was long, and he was ready to finally go back home to his baby. (Thuggin’ it out was hard, you know.) When he walked through the doors of his condo, he immediately called out to you. “Baby, I’m home.” 
“In here, Rin!” 
It didn’t take long for him to make his way to his room, loosening the tie he had worn for the day and removing his blazer, ready to dump it on the bed. “You have no idea how fucking annoying they were today, babe, it was--” Rindou immediately shut his mouth, catching you on the bed in the nicest piece of lingerie he thinks he’s ever seen in his life. You sat yourself so pretty on the edge of the bed, makeup and hair done up, just for him, leg crossed over the other. “Hi baby.” You cooed, giving him a sultry smile.
The surprise you had been talking about was doing a bit of shopping at a famous lingerie boutique. You think you knew Rindou well enough to know what kind of pieces would get him going--you were spot on. You were covered in black straps and harnesses, mesh pieces with dragon appliques embroidered in the see through fabric. God, you were gorgeous, the woman of his wildest fucking dreams come true. 
Rindou stalked over to you, dropping the blazer haphazardly on the ground. Your hand pulled at his skewed tie, down until he landed on his knees, having to look just just slightly now that he was on his knees. “What’s all this?” He mumbled, hands traveling from your thighs to your hips to your waist, and trailing back down. “I decided to take you up on your offer and use your card--do you like it?” You teasing little shit, biting onto your lower lip to hide your smirk. You knew he loved it, more than anything. You knew exactly what got him going, and something like this had him rock down the second he saw you. He nodded, barely paying attention when he looked down at your chest, trailing his hands up to cup your tits, thumbs running over your nipples through the mesh, fingers dipping under the harnesses and tugging just light enough to feel the material. You uncrossed your legs, opening them wide so he can take a look at the crotchless panties that had you exposed fully to him. You were driving him insane.
“Fuck, baby...” He let out a shaky breath, hands squeezing at your inner thighs, creeping closer to your cunt, thumbing your lips apart to see your pretty little whole. You scooted closer to the edge, tugging at his tie again to raise him closer to your face. Wordlessly, your other hand grabbed onto his jaw tight, palm resting on his throat. Rindou was enamored with you, loving how you could take control and not going overboard. He fucking loved how quickly you would give him the reigns too, if he wanted them. His mouth opened, knowing what would come next--your tongue lolling out with a glob of saliva dripping from the tip, landing in his mouth. You licked at the roof of his mouth before kissing him fully, His dick twitched in his pants, squeezed at your inner thigh, before two fingers slid between your wet folds, teasing. Your legs spread open a bit more, letting go of his tie and looking at him expectantly. You didn’t need to ask a thing of this man, Rindou immediately dipping his head to between your thighs, kissing and suckling at your skin leaving love bites in their wake. “You’re fucking driving me insane, pretty..” He moaned feeling your hand grip at his hair, tugging at the roots. “Fuck, look at you..” He looked up at your body one last time, taking in the full lingerie set and how sexy you looked at him, perfectly put together while he was a mess on his knees for you. 
“Did you miss me today, Rindou?” You teased, smirking when his fingers dug deeper into your skin. “‘Course I did, beautiful, fuck.” He kept your thighs open as he dove deep into your cunt, pressing his face as deep as you’d let him. He moaned, the taste of your juicy pussy hitting his buds drove him crazy. He gripped onto the harnesses around your thighs as he ate you like a starving man, tongue fucking into you, licking and sucking at your clit. He left you messy, practically slobbering on you, cunt wet with your juices and his spit. You bucked into his face, head thrown back as you panted, tugging his hair until it hurt--he didn’t care, all he could feel was how hard his cock was and how fucking good you tasted. You looked down at him with your eyes hazy and lips parted, still looking so perfect above him. He took the chance of tracing his hands up to your tits, squeezing and pinching, which only spurred you on more. You humped at his face, riding his tongue as he flicked your swollen clit, but you needed more.
“Rin, baby,” you stared, the domineering mask crackled the closer you got to your orgasm. “Fuck, use your fingers baby, please.” He moaned against your cunt, leaving a wet kiss on your clit before slipping two fingers into your sloppy hole with ease. “Look at your fucking pussy just sucking in my fingers, so messy.” He panted, curling his fingers up and fucking you hard. Your wetness squirted around his hand, covering his fingers in a creamy white while he assaulted your cunt. You cried out, slowly your mascara ran down your cheeks. You pulled harshly at his hair to bring him up to your face, kissing him with all tongue and teeth--moaning into his mouth as he continued to pummel you with his fingers. You rode his fingers, legs shaking and pushing open “F-fuck!” You gasped into his mouth, “Just like that, Rinnie, fuck, just like that.” Your mouth hung open, forehead against his and eyes scrunched closed. You couldn’t help but moan like a wanton whore, as he kissed around your face and kept fucking into you. “Give it to me, baby, fucking give it to me.” He urged, hearing your cries and whimpers as you came on his hand, gushing on him and leaving his hand soaked. You let go of his hair as he slowed down, fingers slipping out of your warmth only to shove them into your mouth, looking at you with dilated eyes as you gagged around his digits. He mirrored your earlier actions, standing up hover over you, forcing you to look up at him with pleading eyes. A hand grabbed at your jaw, much like you did with him, and pried your mouth open as he spat right down your throat. Your eyes fluttered, clawing at his pants when he leaned down to give you a kiss. 
Suddenly he tugged at the choker you had been wearing, dragging you onto your hands and knees on the bed and unbuckling his pants with one hand. “Come on baby, want you choking on my cock.” His voice held authority, and you helped him the rest of the way, cock fat and heavy in your hands. You wasted no time, taking him into your mouth nearly all the way until you were gagging and sputtering around his dick, spit bubbles along the side of your mouth. He collected your hair in his hand like a makeshift ponytail, controlling your speed and how deep you took him. “Fuck! Mouth is so fucking good, baby, love you like this.” He wiped a stray tear from your eye, smudging your makeup a bit more in the process. He grinned wicked, loving the way you lost yourself on his cock, how messy you looked--perfect makeup now a fucking mess as you choked on him. His eyes raked over your body, still wearing the perfect lingerie and harness set, seeing the edges of the leather where it met your skin digging in, rubbing it raw and red. How fucking sexy it would be after taking it off, the combination of its friction and his hands and mouth leaving bruises on your body.
He fucked your face with vigor, your hands clawing at his still clothed stomach, trying your best to keep your breathing even. But all he could hear were your gurgles with each thrust into your throat, slipping out just to see the strings of drool connecting you to him, bubbling in your mouth. You pursed your lips, rubbing them along the length of his cock, tip landing between your eyes and keeping you absolutely messy. Rindou almost came on your face right then and there with how good you looked. He grabbed the back of your harness and threw you down onto the mattress, smacking down hard on your ass to hear how you cried out with the mix of pleasure and pain. “Can’t believe you got a set with crotchless panties..” He panted, rubbing himself against your lips, leaving you waiting. “My pretty slutty little baby wanted easy access didn’t you? Wanted me to be able to fuck you right away, right?” You whined, nodding and pushing back on his cock, hoping his head would catch your clenching hole and slip in.
Rindou laughed breathlessly, hands running up and down your sides, slapping your ass a few times before grabbing hold of the straps that wrapped around your ass and pulling you back, plunging his thick cock right into you, leaving his flush with your ass. “Rindou!” You practically screamed, one hand ripping the choker and holding your head down to the mattress while the other never let go of the straps. 
“Gotta fuck you good, pretty girl,” He started, pounding relentlessly into your pussy, your cum frothy with the force of his thrusts, coating him “Gotta show--fuck--my appreciation of this set--shit, pussy’s so good” Rindou was lost in pleasure, pulling you back to meet his thrusts, balls slapping against your clit with each thrust. You gripped at the sheets, clawing at anything you could get your hands on while your eyes rolled to the back of your head with how good he was making you feel. 
Your slutty hole tightened around him, sure sign that you were going to cum again. He released his grip on your choker to pull you back full force onto his cock by the straps, tip of his dick pushing against your cervix. The pain mixed with pleasure brought you over the edge, crying and screaming while you squirted on his lower body, trying with all your might to close your legs but he wouldn’t let you. “Come on, you can take this big cock can’t you baby?” He taunted, though it was weakened with how close he was now. “Fuck, gonna cum baby, gonna cover this pretty set, gonna make you mine.” He babbled, pulling out at the last minute and shooting his heavy load onto your ass and back, covered the mesh material and straps. You collapsed onto the bed, feeling him loosen up the harness enough to slip it off you and wiping you lean, wrapping his arms around your body.
“Baby.” He nuzzled into you
“Hmm..” You smooched his forehead.
“I need you to start using my card more often.” Ugh
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Albert Wesker headcanons
[these will be purely my opinion on what he does and how he is in and outside of relationship. Also let me know if I should write NSFW headcanons too!]
~ Albert is not a very open person so it’s difficult to get to him in the first place. It’s not like he lacks emotions, but as he can get easily attached, he prefers to only interact with people he must and that stays professional
~ though if you managed to get through that tough facade of his, you’ve earned yourself a loyal ally, a partner, a friend. People always make him seem bad, but gladly you didn’t care and wanted to find out for yourself, determined to find out as much as you could about this mysterious guy. And Wesker really appreciates it, even though someone being so interested in him feels odd
~ he is still distant at the beginning of the relationship, but it slowly develops into something warm and intimate. You have to give the poor man time, he hasn’t been in a proper relationship in ages if ever at all
~ the definition of you fell first, he fell harder
~ also he’s an active pet name user, so it’s very rare for him to call you by your actual name, though the more he falls for you, the more common it is for him to actually do that. Definitely adds ‘my’ before he says any pet name when he’s talking to you, just to make it known that you are special
~ he very much prefers women younger than him for a mere reason of spending as much time with you as possible. He doesn’t age like a normal person and he needs someone who would meet him at the very end so that you could leave this world together. He also wouldn’t want you to stay behind, however if you were actually his age, he would surely take care of you and make sure you still feel beautiful despite getting old
~ with the relationship come the secrets that he was able to hide from you before you got together. It’s safe to say that this man is not really a green flag due to the scars his trauma left on him. He’s not good for you and even though he wouldn’t admit it, he’s aware (somewhere deep down)
~ Albert insisted that you two live together, he needs you by his side and even when it might come off as if he’s trying to just be controlling - he’s just very scared of either you running away or someone hurting you while he’s not there to protect you
~ when it comes to sleeping by his side, for the first few months he just sleeps on his side of the bed, leaving you enough space only until he’s deep asleep. Then he’ll subconsciously wrap his arms around your body, pulling you close and making a personal teddy bear out of you. He’s touch starved after all the years alone, so much that even if he tries to give you enough space, his body won’t let him do so. You better not tell him though, because he’d feel embarrassed. Just wait for him to do it consciously and enjoy it;)
~ he’s often busy meaning you’ll have to find a hobbies of your own inside the house
~ he’s very keen on taking care of you in his free time, especially your hair. It’s kind of a therapy to him, not just playing with it, but also washing or braiding, even dying it. He’s up to do all of that for you
~ when there’s something going on with him, he probably just leaves, so that he doesn’t bother you with his problems, but if you come to him, offering your love and affection, he’s up for it. He will gladly lay on your chest, wrapping his arms around your waist, closing his tired eyes. Might as well fall asleep in that position because the exhaustion would get to him
~ if you worked in Umbrella with him, then you’re aware of his plans for the future, though if you haven’t, he’s gonna keep you unaware for the rest of your life, feeding you with delusions he came up with. But don’t you worry, it won’t affect your relationship at all, he’s gonna make up for all the lies;)
~ he wouldn’t dare cry in front of you, if he ever cried at all. He’s not the type of person who would go cry to the corner, he usually overcomes the sadness with anger, so good luck calming him down
~ Wesker is actually a really good cook! He doesn’t have much time for it, of course, but when he does, he makes you delicious meals (he really likes to spoil you)
~ speaking of spoiling… His favorite thing to buy you is lingerie, without a doubt. It’s just a bad habit of his, whenever he sees something you’d look good in (which is everything in his eyes), he just has to buy it for you and then watch you try it on knowing that it’s going to end up torn apart in less than a week. He tries not to do so, but he’s so eager to have you at times he just rips your clothes off:( so he buys new new ones quite often
~ he often comes home too late, finding you asleep on the couch as you were waiting for him for too long. His heart aches at the thought of someone being so excited just to see him, of someone actually caring about him and loving him as he knows how much of a risk he’s putting you in just by being with you. He would come up to you, gently taking you in his arms and carrying you to bed. He wouldn’t join you anytime soon, but he’d definitely stop by just to look at your peaceful, sleeping form, wondering just why on earth did you choose him
~ loves it when you sit on his lap while he’s working or even while he’s just reading a book. One of his arms is wrapped around your waist, keeping you close, while he holds a pen/documents/book in the other. Your presence is very important to him, he loves touching you, feeling you. He needs you and having you so close brings him enough comfort to let loose (and if you’d look up at him you’d probably see a tiny smile on his face)
~ absolutely loves listening to you. Even when he’s exhausted after a very bad day, he’ll pull you close to him, asking you how your day went and just lets you talk, only reassuring you that he’s still listening whenever you stop. Your voice is comforting to him and it’s his way of relaxation, to just be close to you and listen
~ underrated opinion, but in my eyes he’d hate smoking. It’s basically killing you, so why would you do that? If you’re a smoker, he’ll ask you to stop, but won’t do anything against it if you tolerate that he doesn’t want you to do it inside the house. He’s still annoyed whenever you light up a cig though
~ he likes it when you take his sunglasses and try them on. It always gets him to smile for some unknown reason as he watches you giggle, happy that you have a thing of his in your possession, even if for just a few minutes
~ secretly, his dream is to settle down and live a life he never got to have. He’s just a broken man after all and having you gave him a different view on life. Of course, he still wants to save the world (in his own ways), but he also wishes he got to have a peaceful life by your side, seeing you smile everyday, traveling across the world if you’d like to. He wished he could be the perfect man just for you
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Camillo Carmine x Reader
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General Headcanons (SFW + NSFW)
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warnings: nsfw, mentions of blood, mentions of biting, cursing
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a/n: this was a highly requested work, so enjoy and have fun with the little bonus at the end! This is not really an x reader, but it could be read as such, so oh well. Let me know your thoughts on Camillo's character, and/or if you'd like to see more of him in the near future &lt;3
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✧˚ · . Camillo is basically like a big cat
✧˚ · . Tall motherfucker, standing at approximately 8,2
✧˚ · . The guy is very calm, silent, and sneaky all at once. If anything, he would make an excellent spy and has been offered positions before in that line of work
✧˚ · . Very independent; wont work for anybody but himself and is beyond stubborn
✧˚ · . He is a hardass, but underneath his tough, strong front, is an individual who is a giant kid at heart, who is so deeply loyal and giving that it hurts, and who takes all relationships he makes very seriously, as in he would gladly put his life on the line for someone he cares about; questioning his loyalty is the worst you can do
✧˚ · . Favorite colors consist of greys and purples of any shade; it always struck him as having more of an elegant, dancer sort of vibe, and the display of the colors usually help him to relax in times of distress. His whole bedroom is centered around that color palette and it hasn't been changed since he and Camilla have inherited the mansion
✧˚ · . On the subject of Camilla, he likes to annoy her. His real personality can start to be seen the more time he spends around his sister; they behave just like any normal pair of siblings would. The two have had a love hate relationship growing up and it still is that way, even if just a bit more watered down now. The two like to joke and hang around together every now and again when they aren't off busy with their own lives
✧˚ · . What a Carmine lacks in affection, they make up for in loyalty
✧˚ · . If you wanna talk about dancers, he is one. He loves dancing in his spare time and even uses the Carmine manor as a spot to host dancing lessons amongst sinners willing/wanting to learn
✧˚ · . His silvery pointed dancing shoes are like his literal children, and he always goes into a slight panic whenever he can't find them. They provide him with that sense of security, as dancing is a huge part of his life and he could never stand to be without it; they were also a gift from his mother
✧˚ · . Never likes to ask anyone for anything, especially not help. He likes to cover up his needs with smart-ass comments and handsome smirks that most can't stay mad at for too long
✧˚ · . Has been told he has a very punchable face
✧˚ · . His fangs make for a great, sarcastic smile; his face either consists of a frown or that signature smirk. He uses his fangs for a lot of things, including biting people when they get on his nerves
✧˚ · . Can totally play the piano; claims its a very calming and dignified instrument. He doesn't play it often but when he does, its a gift to anyone around to hear
✧˚ · . On the asexuality spectrum, identifying as demisexual and biromantic. It takes him a little longer than the average sinner to develop feelings for someone, let alone sexual feelings
✧˚ · . As stated before, his relationships are one of the most important things in his life and he handles them with great seriousness
✧˚ · . The epitome of that one secretive, mysterious, tall and mysterious stranger everyone wants to be friends with, but are too afraid to approach directly to ask
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✧˚ · . It's very difficult to get anything verbal out of this man when he's in the process of being intimate with someone, even if they're his s/o
✧˚ · . The most you can expect is some pleasured grunts, maybe some low groans if you're lucky
✧˚ · . It's not that he isn't enjoying whatever is being brought upon him, he is just one to closely guard his feelings and never really express them too vividly; yes that ends up following him into his sex life
✧˚ · . 9 times out of 10 he prefers to give pleasure rather than receive it
✧˚ · . Loves to degrade and use pet names with his partner; sweetheart, doll, slut, and whore tending to be some of his personal favorites to use
✧˚ · . Big on consent. If you are ever not comfortable with anything he proposes or is in the middle of doing to you, then he will stop instantly and get you anything you need. He may seem like an asshat sometimes, but he is a decent person (if that comes as such a shock)
✧˚ · . Into some form of pet play/leashes, no negotiation
✧˚ · . He always likes to be in control and rarely ever is the submissive one during intimacy.
✧˚ · . Will speak Spanish in bed, usually doing so in order to fluster his partner; it often gets him a positive response
✧˚ · . Being blindfolded is a big kink of his. As a dancer, he is used to having to be accustomed to other senses, so when they are heightened after his sight is temporarily taken from him, he will have a ball of a time
✧˚ · . One of his top favorite things is watching his partner ride him. Just the sight of his cock being sheathed inside your body over and over again as he watches you get off on his lap all on your own
✧˚ · . Dirty dancing is something he is much too fond of. The act of getting all worked up from dancing with one another, teasing each other all the while, then getting to fuck his partner into the ground, whispering praises to them about how well they danced with/for him; he is all too eager to teach you more of what he knows about the dancing world
✧˚ · . The little shit is one of the biggest teases you will ever meet. He honestly has a sex drive that's more so on the lower side and does not need sex as often as most sinners seem to
✧˚ · . But, be prepared when he does have the energy to pleasure you, for he is astounding at it.
✧˚ · . Kissing, biting, steamy makeout sessions, eating you out, fucking you raw; he can do it all and excel in the process
✧˚ · . His fangs usually come into play a lot during sex; a huge fan of biting and leaving marks on his partner to let others know that they have already been claimed
✧˚ · . Camillo is one of those demons you'd be lucky to have sex with. It's not even an egotistical thing, he's just not very sex-coded when it comes to relationships or really anything in general. He believes in a true connection with someone first before engaging in any sorts of those activities, hence his sexuality
✧˚ · . Sex with Camillo is always very serious and passionate. He never allows himself to be as vulnerable as he would be right now, so better to cherish it whilst it lasts
✧˚ · . It's almost like he picks one mate for life, then he's done looking, like some species do
✧˚ · . Thinking of it, when he really gets into action and the rare times he wants to have sex, he fucks like a wild animal. He does have his vanilla, gentle side where he will care for you nothing short of a husband, but if he has the chance or some pent up anger to release, you better prepare to go for multiple rounds of very rough sex
✧˚ · . To top things off, he does have a praise kink. It may be hard to pick up on at first, but if you praise him, let him know how good he's making you feel, he's a mess (at least internally). Nothing really gets him going more than knowing he is fulfilling his job as a partner; making you feel good in every aspect that he can. It gives him purpose and that's really all he needs when he's with his s/o
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BONUS~
✧˚ · . One of Camillo's wildest fantasies is to have his lover cockwarming him whilst he plays a song for them on his piano. He can imagine struggling to not fumble over the keys, not let his fingers slip, as he feels you clench around him, biting his lip or your shoulder hard enough to draw blood in order to stifle any noises that may find their way past his lips. That vulnerability is something he knowingly holds sacred; you could potentially be the one to coax it out of him.
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Hey I hope you are having a good day/evening or night!I don't know if you have commissions open, so if you can't, just ignore it. Could I ask you something Leona and romantic?Maybe how he would strive for the feelings of his infatuation?
♡︎Evil house cat dating simulator version 1.0
♡︎I might write something similar like this for other characters
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He wouldn’t deal very well with romantic feelings, he just seems emotionally unavailable to me. However, this doesn’t mean that he is impossible to date, he's just somewhat complicated, and there needs to be a lot of work put into it, both on his side and yours.
If he started noticing that he harbored romantic feelings for you, the first thing he would do is distance himself. You will notice this to the point that you will confront him about it. Even then, when you question him about being so avoidant, he won’t give you a clear answer, probably stating, “I don’t really get what you are talking about.”
After this, I believe it could go two ways depending on how you had acted around him.
If you were open or at least tended to show that you were into him, he would, with time, if you keep on trying to be with him even after he started avoiding you, start to become kinder. Maybe it isn’t very noticeable, since his kindness isn’t the typical kind that most of us expect. He would slowly go back to spending time with you, lay down on your lap, and from time to time, you can clearly catch him staring at you. There is just this longing inside of him, wanting to be with you but unsure of it.
If you weren’t open about your love for him, to a point that he feels that his feelings aren't reciprocated, he will keep on avoiding you. No matter what you do, the two of you won’t go back to being close unless you just proclaim that you do love him.
Now, if we consider the fact that he is a lion beastman, we need to remember that lions aren’t loyal to only one partner, as they practice polygamy. On the other hand, I can envision Leona never getting attached to someone, probably being more fond of sleeping around with others just to satisfy his needs. If you were one of those who slept with him, I believe it would be harder to form a romantic relationship with him. He might want to put every fling behind him and move on with his life. He would probably find you annoying if you kept on bothering him.
Do I see Leona being loyal to one person, loving them exclusively, and opening his heart to them? Maybe, but it's unlikely. You would need to be somewhat interesting to catch his attention. He would need time to get to know you and be sure that you aren’t just there for his money. And just maybe with time, he would slowly open his heart to you.
Now comes the tricky part, circling back to the beginning of what I said. He would start distancing himself from you as soon as he starts catching feelings, hoping to forget you. However, how can he do that if you keep showing up in front of him? If he does feel that you are someone he wishes to spend his life with, or at least give it a try, he won’t directly say that he loves you. He will just go back to spending time with you as normal. It takes you asking him about the nature of your relationship for him to say, “Aren’t we dating?” LIKE YOU CAN’T JUST SAY THAT?!? WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE ARE JUST DATING????
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Why Pissa Works: Qsmp Analysis Essay
This is more of an analysis of the relationship in general and why it’s so important to understanding both Missa and Phil as characters. And it’s a disgrace if you ignore their relationship as it’s very important to their characters. I already delved into them as characters but I miss them and therefore I want to dissect the dynamic in this essay. And why it works so well. This time I am having some help from friends to give me their thoughts on them as well. As they are as “normal” about them like me.
At the start no one really knew what sort of longing and pining and loyalty that would spawn from what is practically a random lottery. Missa and Phil being together was fate. I think no other pairing would have clicked so well for Missa or Phil. They were sorta destined to be together to be husband’s. But no one could have guessed how important they would be to each other. No one would have guessed how important this random lottery would be.
When they were paired. They immediately clicked. They immediately joked and laughed. They had fun together. And that was the spark for their relationship to blossom from. They were THE couple. Everyone was jealous of them. They were disgustingly happy. And there was always a GREAT something between them from Day 1. There’s reasons why Chayanne and eventually Tallulah are so protective over their marriage. But even then, they were just cute. They didn’t have the extra something that changed us for the better and the worse. What really made Pissa so special. Until……
The four months of utter pain. Of yearning. Of everyone accepting that things might be over before things really could blossom. But it wasn’t the end for someone. It never was the end for Phil. Time is different for someone touched by death. “Phil is patient and doesn’t take breaks between meetings as difficulties. Their relationship will never sour. When Missa is there, he picks up where they left off.” an excerpt from my talks with Ash. And she is completely correct. I have mentioned this plenty of times in my previous essays about their characters. But Phil doesn’t mind he has to wait for Missa. Time passes differently for immortals. But also Missa just being Missa has long acquired his loyalty. Something hard to get but harder to lose.
And it’s because of Phil utter loyalty and willingness to wait that their dynamic really was able to bloom. Missa took his heart. The less Phil can do is wait. Because when Missa does Phil always has so much fun with him. Missa always reminds Phil why he stays loyal to him. Missa is JUST so good. Phil can see that.
Phil always had valid reason to move on from Missa especially during the four months. No one knew he would return. And he almost gave up hope by the end. But throughout the four months he mentioned him, he looked at skulls all sad, and he yearned for him. And when he came back? He was so happy. He never blamed Missa but you can tell he wants to spend time with him more. You can tell he missed him. You can miss someone being gone and not hate him. He just missed his husband.
“Missa also rolls with the punches a lot, when Phil says there's a new kid, Missa takes that and immediately bonds with Tallulah, when something crazy happens, Missa is there to eventually bring a smile to his family faces. They both don't get hung up on the craziness in between.” As quoted directly from my friend Ash. She is right. This right here is what changed the pissa dynamic for the better. Phil notices things and he noticed how kind and wonderful Missa is. Phil remembers others kindness.
Missa is always on his family side. Phil can depend on him always. So of course he is also Tallulah father. Missa was happy to take that responsibility. Missa is there to bring a smile to his family even in the rainiest of days. He is there when they need time to just enjoy living instead of surviving. Which is addicting to a man that only knew how to survive. Theres reasons why Phil fell for Missa.
Phil doesn’t verbalize his emotions. He is always a show not tell type of character. But it’s clear to anyone he adores missa. He stares at skulls missing him. He has his obession with giant Missa. He always has a place for Missa in his home. He collects Missa art like shinnies. He is so darn possessive of him. He loves Missa so much and it’s clear through his actions.
Missa also brings him great comfort in general. Missa is similar to him in the ways that matter but his complete opposite in other ways. Phil is emotionally repressed while Missa emotions bleed out like ink. Phil is skilled in fighting and surviving while Missa is best at music and art. Not skills you really need to survive.
So they always had this sweet dynamic and it grew with patience, with love, and a healthy dose of yearning on both sides. Enjoying each other when they are able. Soaking each other affection and love. But then Purgatory happened.
And they got spilt up. And this caused both to realize they just didn’t love each other. But they needed each other. Flaws and all. And that they definitely couldn’t harm each other. That they always been each other homes. They needed to separate to realize how important the other is. They both had their realizations. And post-purgatory we did see an uptick in very affectionate pissa.
And it was beautiful to see how their relationship has grown. But then Prison happened. And they fully showed everyone how much they care about each other. Phil and the kids just soaking Missa being present. Them being so happy despite in actual prison. Phil being possessive over Missa. Phil and Missa finally kissing (numerous times).
Purgatory may have made them realize they needed each other but prison made them realize they wanted each other. They wanted to be a family. They wanted to be happy. And it made both of them selfish. Which was they always sorta wanted.
They say I love you with every glance. They say I love you with every tired cuddle. They say I love you with every smile. They say I love you when they are watching the kids sleep. They say I love you protecting each other. They say I love you finally letting the others see them vulnerable. They don’t need to use words. They know they love each other. And that’s beautiful. No wonder why we are so “normal” about their sweet relationship.
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BABE JOELLL PLEASEEEE JOEEEELLL. If you can maybe post-outbreak!Joel (?). Like he’s been with reader on the road with Ellie before they came to Jackson and they had like a thing going on. Once they settled down they decided that they would’ve been better off as just friends and Joel finds another woman (like closer to his age ecct) but Joel and reader were still close to each other and Joel’s new woman is jealous and asks him to chose between her and the reader
Post outbreak!Joel Miller x f!reader
A/N: love this anon, this idea is genius!
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• life on the road trying to survive wasn't easy for anybody, not since the world ended and the ones who hadn't died had to fight unimaginable horrors to survive so it was common for people to get cozy with each other, looking for some comfort, warmth and maybe a little pleasure
• and that was exactly what happened between you and Joel while the two of you plus Ellie crossed the country in order to find Tommy and settle in Jackson
• Joel wasn't the warmest guy nor the most friendly you'd met, but he was loyal, protective and he was a fine damn lover for someone who'd been striving with the basics for twenty years into the apocalypse, however, getting to know this side of Joel took time, as he didn't want to open up to you or let you get closer, but once it happened, he felt he needed you on a daily basis
• you didn't actually label your relationship with him, of course you slept together, you kissed and cuddled and you would die and kill for each other without a second thought but you wouldn't dare calling Joel your boyfriend and he would rather have someone holding him at gunpoint than to acknowledge exactly what nature of feelings he felt for you, let out word them out
• but it worked through all the excruciating crusade you shared until you reached your final destination, there wasn't a day Joel hadn't had his arms wrapped around you, keeping your warm when fires weren't a safe option out in the open, or when your body gave him the release he craved, intoxicated in your embraced, giving Joel what he needed but refused to admit
• when you three got to Jackson, a couple of days went by while Joel was getting acquainted with his brother again and you and Ellie were catching up on much needed sleep and skipped meals after all that time on the road
• so when Joel finally saw you again without being in a rush, his heart skipped a beat: you were so beautiful, too beautiful, the kind of beautiful that made his chest tighten
• of course he knew you were beautiful, he was attracted to you after all, but seeing you looking so carefree, happy, well-fed, cleaned up and wearing fresh new clothes made him realize how way out of his league you really were; not only that, he could also see how other men looked at you and he felt so guilty
• guilty because you were way too pretty and young for him, guilty because you were full of life and you deserved to have a chance of living a happy life now you found a place where life could be almost normal, guilty because he felt it would be a matter of time until one of those young men would sweep you off your feet because they could offer you something Joel couldn't: stability and a possibility of having a family
• so he made up his mind and when you tried sneaking into his bed at night, to finally manage to spend time with him in a comfortable mattress, where you didn't need to hump each other in your jeans in fear of having to escape, he stopped you and took your hand
• those sad cow eyes of his being honest as he told you you would be better off as friends, assuring you he would always care for you, protect you and keep you in his heart forever and it shattered his heart when he saw how bad you were holding back your tears not to cry in front of him, but eventually you agreed, there was nothing you could do, you couldn't force Joel to stay in a relationship with you, it was madness so you thanked him for your time together and promised you wouldn't push him away
• as you moved into your own place, you missed Joel so much, Ellie was still hoovering over you all the time, which was great, you were so thankful for that, and even Joel who tried making some kind of distance would stop by regularly to check on you, have a cup of coffee and grab a meal together
• until you found out Joel was seeing another woman; at first you chuckled to yourself, it sounded crazy to you, but when Ellie arrived at your place complaining about the "annoying cunt" - her words, not yours - Joel started to see, your heart sank in your chest
• you swallowed hard and felt yourself so lost at that moment, it was so difficult to keep pretending you didn't have deeper feelings for Joel, but as long as he was still visiting and you shared that same tension, you still had hopes, but learning he was seeing someone else, was like an ice bucket poured over you, it meant it was over because if he liked her, it meant he didn't like you
• so you decided to look for more information on her and you found out her name was Heather, she had been part of the community since the beginning and she was closer in age to Joel, which made you upset, as you were convinced he didn't want you anymore
• Joel, on the other hand, didn't actually want to meet nor date anyone but Tommy insisted he should go out and meet someone and preferably get laid. He also didn't understand why his brother had decided to break up with you,but since it was done, he knew Heather would be a good fit for Joel
• Heather was... Alright. They were almost the same age which was nice to be able to talk to someone who actually lived a life before the outbreak, remembered the same things and used to watch the same movies and shows, he was also good looking and gentle, but she wasn't you
• she wasn't as beautiful as you were, she wasn't as patient and funny, she didn't have the same corky sense of humor you did or how you could simply overlook all the bad things Joel had done, truth to be told, he wasn't in love with her as he was in love with you
• and as much as he tried to bury deep those feelings, it seemed more and more difficult, and he caught himself unable to simply stay away from you, he couldn't, he was just around you all the time
• it was uncommon to see you walking alongside the streets, Joel often walked you to your job, or picked you up even if it was perfectly safe and he didn't actually need to do this, not to mention the evenings he would either go to your porch and play some guitar just to enjoy your company or invite you to his so you would watch Ellie having her guitar lessons
• and as much as Heather tried being understanding about it, she simply couldn't. She could tell her boyfriend wasn't that her, but then him being in love with another woman was a whole other level
• so she waited for Ellie to go to bed and for you to leave his porch and knocked on his door
"Joel, you and I aren't kids anymore, what are we really doing? Because I started dating you thinking that maybe we would hit off, but this is clearly not working, you gotta make up your mind, Joel!"
"what do you mean?!"
"you know exactly what I mean, Joel! It's either her or me, you gotta decide, because I'm not gonna be here watching you going back to her every time"
• Heather finally says and Joel lowers his head, he looks around then back at her, he couldn't lie anymore, not to her, not to you and mostly not to himself
"I'm sorry Heather, it's her, it's always been her, there's no way I could choose anyone else but her"
• he said and left, he wanted to see you as soon as possible hoping he could still make things right with the woman he truly loved, you 💞
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ok so I saw your post abt wanting to write for pjo but you don't know what and you've only read the books so I figured I'd send a request or sum. now idk if you do headcannons cause I haven't followed you for long, but headcannons abt a relationship with percy? 🍓
🌊Dating Percy Jackson~ (HCs)🌊
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Summary: what’s it like dating the son of poseidon and resident blue-enthusiast
Pairing: percy x gn!reader (i think I kept it pretty gender neutral!)
Genre: fluff
T/W: none
A/N: Hi nonny! I hope you like this! Thank you for the request and for getting me out of my writing slump! Pls lmk what you think of it if you feel like it and until next time ciao!
Warning! Not proof read🥹🙏apologies 🥹
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I think its a given that percy is the epitome of boyfriend material
I mean the man literally gave up immortality for annabeth!
But this isnt about annabeth,this is about you!
So for the sake of this post let’s assume you both met the same way!
The moment percy saw you he was entranced!
It was a normal day of practice and he was out in the practice pavilion to try his hand at archery(this was when he was still unclaimed)
He was struggling to even hit the target when he turned his head to talk to his instructor from the apollo cabin,only to see you sparring with the camp’s best swordsman,luke castellan!
You were expertly dodging and blocking his advances and while luke seemed to be getting frustrated,you looked smug and excited almost. It was then that perch jackson developed a hugee crush on you
Over the next few days he made attempts to talk to and interact with you,he joined you at the campfire and during these little interactions was when he realised you weren’t just pretty,you had a personality as bright as the sun and your sense of humour was elite!
When he got claimed you helped him accept it and even though you were still unclaimed it really helped him. You listened to him when he needed a friend and helped him see the brighter side of things.
And over time even you seemed to fall for him, i mean what wasnt to love,he was funny,sweet,supportive; everything a girl could ask for!
So when you confessed to him during a sparring session after having just beaten him,he was both confused and overjoyed!
You helped him up and he confessed to feeling the same.and as you both got older,your bond grew stronger.sure there were little hiccups along the way but you always made it work.
Percy noticed everything about you, your little quirks, your little gestures; everything
He was the first to notice when you were feeling even a little bit down and he always had your favorite snacks on hand for when you needed cheering up!
He always took you down to the beach or near the river,exploring both in his little protective bubble was the coolest,most awesome thing you’d ever experienced and even though you felt scared at times,he’d hold you close and not let go until you were on dry land.
Making blue food together in the off season and spending time at his and his mum’s apartment was heavenly,especially your home didn’t exactly feel like a home in the first place.
Sally loved you! She always teased the two of you when you curled up on the couch to watch movies and was just happy her son found someone.
During quests he always had your back but also knew you were perfectly capable on your own,i mean you practically taught him how to sparr yourself!
Through the losses and the gains,the battles and the hardship,you stayed together and helped eachother grow.
You loved him with all your heart and he the same. He was loyal to fault and would never judge or criticize you,if he did it was merely constructive criticism,nothing to belittle you or make you feel insignificant.
He helped you through your moments of insecurity and made you feel whole,like you were worth his love and like you were perfect the way you were.
In conclusion,being in love with percy Jackson means, unlimited support and love and a companion for life🫶
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