#he was so fucking warm and caring after he forgave him and idk if i can handle it GOD I LOVE IT

[nandermoenthusiast]

i dont think i will ever be over nandor tying guillermos cape with such care and focus. that moment its possibly my favourite from the finale NANDOR ACTS OF SERVICE GUY MAKES ME WANNA CLIMB A WALL and the way hes putting guillermo on equal ground now makes my heart grow 3 sizes

and to be honest i dont think they can go back to where they were before. for anyone whos worried. like yeah he told him “now clean up the body” after he reverted back to human but to me that was more like nandors brain going like. “i cooked now you clean”. he went through such a tremendous amount of work to help guillermo. he had the empathy to recognise the problem. he thought it through concocted a plan. he got the robes and the candles and he painted and hung those banners. he held a fakeass ceremony with all their friends and elders so it looked official. he then also comforted guillermo when he couldnt do it and staked derek himself without a second thought. so maybe its was more of a. i pulled you out of a very hairy situation. can you take care of the body now? (also it IS gonna be hard to let go of certain habits so maybe some comments like this are gonna slip out next season, but that is just because they are useless and in guillermos absence the house fucking imploded in one year lmao… maybe guillermo is gonna teach them how to take care of it themselves next season so they can split the workload and cute shenanigans will ensue)

i just dont think it was mean spirited on nandors part tbh. LAZLO even offered to help. i dont think that was just to have him in the next scene i dont think an unusual detail like that could be just for convenience. i do FULLY believe they are gonna all be on equal grounds next season. and thats gonna be so fucking delicious to me specifically

#to see a nandor and guillermo dynamic where nandor has freed himself from the inibitions of a master familiar dynamic? sign me up #he was so fucking warm and caring after he forgave him and idk if i can handle it GOD I LOVE IT #nandermo #what we do in the shadows #wwdits #wwdits spoilers #comment #im making a post out of some of my tags in one of my queued posts bc i #want to put this thought out in the world #i saw a lot of people going now that guillermos human everythings back to the status quo!!! and im like #no the fuck i hope not!! their relationship has consistently moved in a new direction each season #familiar. bodyguard. best man. best friend. now they went through allllll the trouble of showing them having an equals relationship #they made nandor utter the words he will be living in this house as an equal from now on #and next season everythings gonna revert back?? i surely hope not #there is also to be considered from nandors standpoint that now guillermo truly has no more reason to stay. he really isnt a #familiar anymore because he presumably doesnt want to be a vampire anymore (?) so he has to consider #if he wants guillermo to stick around. its gonna have to be out of the love he has for them. and nandor needs to give him an incentive #which would be equal grounds with the vampires even though he isnt one #and guillermo is probably gonna be in such an existential crisis mode that hes not even gonna notice all the cute things nandor is doing #for him now for a WHILE. until he does and thats gonna be delicious #anyway. why do i keep making excellent points in the tags this could have been a post

[haruchi-slit]

WHEN HE GO LOW, I GO LOWER!!

synopsis⁽⁠⁽⁠ଘ⁠(⁠ ⁠ˊ⁠ᵕ⁠ˋ⁠ ⁠)⁠ଓ⁠⁾⁠⁾:

You saw Satoru making out with a girl in the club and as your revenge you slept with his three friends :)

a/n: DONT MIND THE TITLE IDK WHAT TO NAME THIS BLOG I'M SORRY! Our wifi broke so i wrote this cause i was bored. I'm risking my digital footprint and my dignity (am i?) i personally think this is kind of cringe? cause of the pet names and detailed smuts i was literally laughing while writing this idk if i cooked this shit up or burnt it lmaoo

Warnings!!

Toji, Ryomen and Suguru are, like..26-29 in here..and Satoru is a very,very,very red flag boyfriend here if you're not good with that then shoo away. Grammmatical errors, typographical errors mdni, foursome, raw sex, use of rose toy, fingering, fisting, degrading, praisin, anal, etc.

"Have you seen Satoru's latest post?dang, so you gonna let him hook up with other girls?" Suguru clicked his tongue "tsk, he's a womanizer, you deserve better Y/n" he added as he shoved his phone to you.

"He said he'd change, so c'mon people change don't they?" you chuckled, and slightly tapped Suguru's phone away.

"eee, whatever you say, but don't come crying to us hon..we've already warned you." Ryomen snickered

"Stop with the yadayada and finish this f'me?" you rolled your eyes "besides he's going to take me on a date tonight."

"You're fucking delusional, sweetie" Toji said as he appeared out of nowhere,

"And you fucking scared me" Suguru laughed out.

"Whatever, im going home gonna get ready for me and m'love's date.."

"Yeah, sure whatever just come to us if he fucks up mhm?" Toji chuckled

"i don't care, I'm sure he won't fuck up tho" you responded and bid them goodbye.

You drove back to your house, unlocked your front door and got inside, it's already eight in the evening and Satoru said he'll pick you up at nine, you took a shower, dried your hair, did your hair just how he likes it, did your make up

in the best way possible, you wore your dark blue dress that compliments every curve and dips on your body. It's been a long time since the two of you dated and it's understandable with all the side chicks he's got, you still forgave him after all the things he has done to you. you prepared your bag, you put your lipstick, your card, your keys and of course your rose toy and also a condom in case the two of you get freaky and shit, while doing your make up you got a message from Satoru.

'Toru💙

-Something came up, can we move our date next week?

You hesitated to respond..but as a understanding girlfriend, you agreed of course you would, but because you already have your look and everything you decided to phone Shoko, and asked her to come over and go to the new club..and of course as the best girl, she agreed to come with you.

"Yeahh, im down this week had been fucking rough..i need to let out some steam eventually." she said

"yess, perfect be here at 10 I'll wait for you" you responded.

as you wait for her you scrolled thru your phone while eating the pineapples you cutted earlier cause you thought you and Satoru will have a blast tonight but he, as the damned boyfriend he is, he cancelled it and didn't even told you what "came up" while eating and scrolling on your phone for a while, you heard someone knocked on your door and you knew it was Shoko so you came rushing down to your hall and opened the door,

"Heyy, y/nnn~~" Shoko greets you with a warm smile, as you responded with a hug, "Shall we go now?" you asked "Of course!" she said. The two of you went to the club and wow, literally wow, very fucking ironic.

You saw Satoru in the club, making out with other women.

he's so fucked up now.

Shoko saw Satoru and marched towards him and gave him a very hard blow on his stomach, causing him to choke on his saliva.

"Fuck you, and fuck your sidechicks!" She then snatched a random man's drink and spilled it right on top of Satoru's and the girl's head,that left Satoru speechless. When she came back to you she noticed that you were no where to be seen, "Poor woman.." she sighed and tried to find you in the huge crowd in the club but she couldn't spot where you are. As for you, you we're rushing, running away far from the scene, too overwhelmed to stop from running thousands and thousands of thoughts in your mind,

"am I not good enough?, am I ugly?, am l replaceable?-" you snapped back into reality when you bumped into someone,

"Watch where you're going!" the man said, "Oh my god, I'm sorry!" you bowed down and ran to the nearest park.You sat down on the bench and called Ryomen.

"Ryomen, can you pick me up?, it's so loney out here" you sobbed,

"You guys are right he fucked up." you added.

"Aww~, turn on your location I'll pick you up we'll help you relieve your loneliness" Ryomen responded in the other line of the phone.

((⁠ ⁠´⁠◡⁠‿⁠ゝ⁠◡⁠`⁠))

"Ah - i think it won't fit!", You jolted as you tried to fit you fist up to your ass,

"it'll fit hon, keep doing it..how'll you going to handle our dicks?" Toji whispered to your ear before he kissed your forehead. You nodded as you tried to relax your body, you drew your hand to your mouth to lubricate your hand so it'll be easier for you fist to glide thru,

"Good girl, keep doing it baby" Geto gave you a smug smirk as he tweaks your nipples, sucking it occasionally while he presses your rose toy deeper into your clit. Ryomen tucked your loose hair behind your ear. You bit your lower lips, "P- Please" you blurted out.

"Finish your words woman." Suguru sternly responded. "Please- hah!" you were cutted off when Suguru bit you left nipple,

"Please what, woman?"

"H-help me relieve my loneliness, by your c-cocks" you babbled.

"Should we comply to this poor woman's plea?" He asked, Toji and Ryomen, the two men gave you a teasing smirk, Toji lifted you up and laid you flat on your chest, on top of Ryomen facing his cock as he faces your pussy, "ass up" Toji said which you senselessly obeyed, he snapped his hips into your anal hole "mhmm!-" you jolted as he slowly picked up a pace, on the other hand, Ryomen is currently eating you out, spitting at your pussy only for him to suck his saliva back in his mouth, using his hand he spread your folds like damn book and thrusts his godly amazing tongue, he paused

"Honey, do you mind pleasing me?" you shook your head countless times due to the pleasure Ryomen and Toji is inflicting you.

You carefully guided your mouth to his cock

sucking it, gawking it up and down. Ryomen

chuckled sending vibrations to your clit , causing you to arch your back even more, you were a moaning mess, saliva drooling from your mouth, Suguru walked up infront of you

"Can you smile for the camera baby?, sending this to Satoru..gonna show him what he's missing", you paused from sucking Ryomen and looked up to the camera with your beautiful doe eyes and smiled widely, Suguru grabbed your hands and placed it to his cock which you understood and gave him a rub, he paused the recording and placed the phone down, sinful groans, moans and squelching sound filled Suguru's Condo "Sit up baby" Ryomen ordered, Toji pulled out and helped you sit up, you can barely feel your legs, you sat on top of Ryomen he slides his dick in your ass, as Suguru stood between your legs Suguru gave himself a few pumps before putting it in your pussy you loudly groaned "A-ahhgh!" Toji positioned himself beside you and grabbed your head onto his cock giving himself a deep throat, you can feel them twitching you knew that they were close as your pussy runs like waterfalls, spasming and squelching around their cocks. Make up completely ruined, Suguru grabbed his phone again and continued recording,

"B-baby,hngh-! look at the camera...Who's better, us or S-satoru?" you heard him asked as you struggled to babble and spit an answer due to the immense pleasure, "hgh-ah y-y-" you struggled "hmm?" he hummed teasing you. "YOU!" you spat "that's my girl" he smirked "All, a-all of you!" you added, "atta girl" Ryomen said as he quickened his pace, your tits, bouncing uncontrollably, you prepared your hips for your release,you were so close,

"Are you breaking up with him?" Ryomen asked

"Yes, ughh!"

"fuck" Suguru groaned, as he released thick white rope in you, painting your walls white,Ryomen also came after a few seconds, same as Toji.

"You heard her, she's breaking up with you." Toji chuckled as Suguru ended the recording, afterwards he sent it to Satoru.

Ryomen and Suguru pulled their dicks out of you, your pussy completely puffed,red and full of semen, Suguru focused the camera on your cunt that's currently oozing with tons of semen he spread out your folds and focused it on your entrance, clenching and spasming around nothing.

a/n: this took me 8 days to finish, I was procrastinating lmfaoo bye see ya!!🪼

#ryomen sukuna smut #sukuna ryomen x reader #geto x reader #suguru smut #toji fushiguro #toji smut #four #some #jjk #jjk smut #lol

[bisexualnathanyoung]

Just an idea of a WIP. Idk if it’s better to give context or not. Feel free to ask questions or tell me how you feel. Louise and Mel were having a longer conversation, but I didn’t write it yet.

Mel & Nathan, 928 words, tw for homelessness, babies, prison, strained relationships

Unedited & posting from mobile

“I don’t know,” I said, “I guess I already loved him too much to let him keep sleeping in that community centre.”

“What?” She responded, quieter than before. She was already upset, but that type of upset seemed like it came from a place of anger. A place of disappointment. A shield of slight aggression that wouldn’t show how worried she really was. Her face shifted when I said that though.

“I don’t want to talk about this right now,” I responded, trying to stay as neutral sounding as possible, but maybe my voice shook just a little. The last month was so hard and so scary, and it felt like there wasn’t a single day I could get through without crying.

“He was sleeping in the community centre?” She asked, her voice concerned.

What I wanted to say was Yeah, you dumb bitch, why are you acting like you give a fuck now? Maybe if you’d cared enough then, he wouldn’t be in fucking prison right now. He wouldn’t have needed to live with me. Fall in love with me. Get me pregnant… I bit the inside of my lip as I watched my happy little baby scoot around on the floor next to me. I was holding back tears. I was always holding back tears. It’s worth it. It’s all worth it. Nothing else matters.

I ignored Louise’s question and asked, “Can you watch Ro while I take a shower?” I hadn’t taken a shower in three days, and I was constantly covered in spit and sweat and tears and whatever the fuck else.

“Yeah, of course, love, anything,” she responded. She’d warmed up to me a lot more than I’d warmed up to her. I didn’t know if she ever forgave me for the way I talked to her, and I never apologized for it either. I didn’t forgive her for how she acted when she found out I was pregnant. I didn’t forgive her for anything she’d ever done to hurt Nathan, but maybe, it wasn’t mine to forgive. Regardless of how I felt about her, I think she saw some of herself in me. Our relationship was… strained, even after she finally met Rowan.

But once Nathan got in trouble… Once it was just me and Roey and a flat I could no longer afford… she took me in. She treated me well. My relationship with my own mother was so damn complicated, and now I just had one more to throw on top of it.

I tried not to think about it as I carefully stood up from the floor. Ro looked up at me, and I stood up against the wall and let Louise distract her with one of the toys on the floor.

I slipped out of the room. I didn’t even shut the door. And my daughter started wailing. There was probably something developmentally that I should’ve just kept going towards the bathroom. Maybe it would helpful to teach her little brain that Louise could calm her down and that she’d be okay when Mummy isn’t around. But I couldn’t just leave her with Louise.

I walked right back into the room, probably faster than I meant to.

“I can handle her,” Louise said sweetly while she gently bounced my baby, “go take care of yourself. It’s okay.”

“Please just give her back to me,” I said, sounding more like a whine than a request. She didn’t protest.

I held my baby in my arms and rubbed her back, “it’s okay,” I said, “it’s okay. Mummy’s here. You’re okay.” She calmed down as I held her. I sat down in a chair next to the wardrobe, close enough for me to open. Her books were stacked on a box at the bottom of it. I’d gotten her a small bookshelf, but it was in storage now. In storage with my old bed. With my sofa. With my table and chairs. With my desk. With years of artwork. With most of Nathan’s clothes, and most of mine too for that matter.

I didn’t want to think about how we’d had a little home out of that two bedroom flat for a few months. If I knew we’d (I’d) lose the flat, I would have just stayed in the old one. My little one-bedroom council flat that I made my own, my refuge from my mother, the one thing I’d saved up for. Where I fell in love. Where I gave birth to my daughter.

But it belonged to someone else now, and in a few short weeks, I’d have a new one bedroom flat with a surprisingly large bedroom. Big enough that I almost didn’t feel bad that Roey didn’t have a nursery because there would be enough room for all of her things and all of mine. Ours. It’d be somewhere nice for Nathan to come home to. Only two more months, then three months community service. We were going to be okay. Everything was going to be okay.

“Let’s look at a book!” I said, taking a cheerful tone, doing anything to distract myself.

I stretched over to the wardrobe, holding Roey in my lap, and grabbed a board book.

“Book!” I repeated, setting it in front of us. She had gotten pretty good at her bu’s and her mu’s and her oos and aas.

I read the title, then paused as Louise stood up and gave me a smile. It felt like she pitied me.

“I’ll be in the kitchen if you need anything,” she said.

“Okay!” I responded with a smile, trying to lift my own spirits.

It was okay. Everything was okay. It had to be.

#this is called Ry hurting their own feelings #my writing

[astralalmighty]

Here, have my version of “Jaskier gets kidnapped by Nifguarrd”

because i was bored

After the mountain, Jaskier spends a week drinking his sorrows and feeling rather pissed off, then he picks himself backs up and continues his life as a bard.

He stumbles upon Yennefer in a bar and they drink together, and then befriend each other.

They spend the next few months traveling on and off, getting each other out of sticky situations, and planning on how to find a baby for Yen.

Jaskier says kidnap one from a bad family, Yen is unsure if she would be satisfied knowing how she get the child.

They respect each other and become good friends, even affectionately nicknaming each other Yenna and Buttercup.

Yennefer eventually visits Istredd while she and Jaskier are apart, and goes to Sodden.

She is wounded badly releasing her chaos, and manages to portal herself to Jaskier, who helps her recover.

  About a month after the Fall of Cintra, Nifguarrd places a bounty on Jaskier’s head.

Jaskier is kidnapped, and tortured for a month on the locations of Geralt and Ciri.

He says absolutely nothing for fear of accidentally giving any information.

Mind-reading spells don’t work on him for some unknown reason (cough cough he’s not human). The mages are baffled and Jaskier is thankful.

Yennefer has been in hiding, and manages to find Jaskier through Triss’s help.

They rescue him rather anticlimactically, and Yen helps Jaskier recover.

They eventually part ways, with Yen going to the other mages to help with the war, and Jaskier begins traveling alone, helping where he can.

Jaskier also begins hunting monsters and taking contracts as a source of income, and ends up stopping his singing altogether.

  By now, it’s been three months after Cintra fell.

Jaskier becomes very strong and talented. He can fight and barter beautifully.

All the while, Yen and him remain in contact.

One night, a young girl attempts to steal from his camp.

He catches her, and realizes it’s Ciri.

She’s alone, and terrified. They bond, and while she never tells him who she is, Jaskier knows exactly who she is.

He never asks about Geralt, but makes a silent promise to protect her and raise her.

Eventually, she reveals she had been traveling with her father, but they had been attacked by bandits and she ran.

Jaskier strongly suspects it’s Geralt she’s referring to.

Yen is too weak to portal to them, but tells Jask she will get to them as soon as she can.

The two really bond, and grow into a father-daughter relationship, with lots of wonderful hair braiding because Jask has long hair and they both love hair.

One day, they’re attacked by Nifguarrdian soldiers and Ciri screams.

She managed to control her power enough to not harm Jaskier (cough cough non human), but she kills the soldiers.

Jaskier reveals he knows who she is and who Geralt is.

  They continue traveling, and one day stumble across Geralt in an old inn.

Geralt and Ciri both cry, and Jaskier spends approximately three minutes feeling happy, then remembers how angry he is.

He tells Geralt he doesn’t want to talk to him about the past, but made a promise to protect Ciri and swears to keep that promise until his dying breath.

Geralt tells him he wants to talk to him and he wants them to travel together.

Jaskier spits out his ale after hearing that.

Once Ciri goes to sleep, Geralt apologizes. Jaskier asks for some time, which Geralt gives.

Jaskier doesn’t tell him about Nifguarrd, Geralt doesn’t ask.

Geralt has no idea that Jaskier was kidnapped, only that Jaskier has a few new scars, has long hair, wears simple clothing, can fight like hell, and is far more sexy than Geralt expected.

  They travel to Kaer Morhen, and Jaskier and Ciri meet the wolves.

Yennefer eventually makes her way to Kaer Morhen, and Geralt will forever deny the confusion he felt when Jaskier and Yen ran to each other, embraced, and cried at their reunion.

  The wolves, princess, mage, and former bard settle into a routine.

Yen trains Ciri in magic, Jaskier teaches her everything about academics (with help from Vesemir, Yen, and Eskel), the wolves train her and teach her to fight, and Ciri begins to find a new family.

Jaskier also begins sparring with the wolves, but refuses to remove his shirt.

Geralt never understands why.

Geralt does understand that Jaskier is very impressive with a sword and Geralt should seriously stop ogling him during training.

Lambert, Eskel, and Vesemir love the bard, mage, and princess Geralt brought into their lives.

  Drunken shenanigans. Amiright?

  Often, Ciri has nightmares, and she goes to Jaskier when she can’t sleep. She knows about his nightmares and feels better when he comforts her.

Jaskier also has nightmares, but no one knows except Ciri and Yen.

Geralt feels a little detached when he learns of Ciri always going to Jask, but when he overhears then talking after a bad nightmare, he feels better knowing Jaskier is such an amazing father to her.

Yen and Ciri begin to have a mother-daughter bond.

Lambert and Eskel realize they’re becoming uncles, and Vesemir notices his presence as a grandfather.

  One night, Geralt happens to awake late after caring for Roach, and overhears Jaskier having a nightmare. He doesn’t barge in, but he begins to suspect there’s more to Jaskier’s past.

He overhears more of Jaskier’s nightmares, and asks Yen about them, but she refuses to tell him.

  Halfway through the winter, there’s a warm spell, and Jaskier volunteers to travel down the mountain and to get supplies.

Nifguarrd is after every Witcher, not just Geralt, and Yen needs to stay to protect Ciri.

Jaskier returns within two weeks with all the supplies and an injured arm.

He explains how there had been a contract for a kikimora, and he was injured when the monster fell on his arm after the fatal blow.

Geralt is shocked and angry that Jaskier would risk his life so recklessly, and Jaskier reply is, “It’s not like it was my first kikimora, Geralt.”

Needless to say, Geralt bluescreens.

  Jaskier explains to Geralt part of his past, how he and Yen became friends, and how he began training and fighting after the Fall of Cintra.

He avoids, though, his time with Nifguarrd.

A few days later, and several months after Jask and Geralt met again, Jaskier forgives Geralt for the mountain and the years they spent in a one-sided relationship.

He knows Geralt is sorry and has changed as a person. He may have already moved on from the past, but it’s time he truly let go of all anger and bitterness he feels.

Geralt is relieved and thanks him.

Cut to the wolves drinking and Geralt drunkenly confessing his love for Jaskier and his brothers respond with, “We know how you look at him idiot, now go kiss him.”

Geralt panics and refuses.

Jaskier is unfortunately absent from this conversation.

  Not much time after that, Geralt accidentally walks in on Jaskier bathing, and sees Jaskier’s scars.

Jaskier was whipped by Nifguarrd, and has numerous scars on his back.

Jaskier yells at Geralt to get out, and Geralt knows that there’s more to Jaskier’s past.

Geralt confronts Jaskier, and cautiously asks him if he knows the entire truth about Jaskier’s past.

Jaskier admits that Geralt doesn’t know everything and tells him about Nifguarrd. He keeps it brief.

Geralt is guilt-ridden, and confides with Yen.

She sighs, and says, “If Jaskier ever blamed you, he forgave you long before you ever even apologized. If he knew what the future would’ve been when you first met, that would’nt’ve stopped him from traveling with you. Also you two are very much in love just kiss already.”

Geralt is somewhat reassured.

  A few days later, Jaskier has a very bad nightmare, and takes a walk. Geralt follows and finds him on one of the balcony things (idk architecture).

Jaskier knows that Geralt feels guilty, and convinces Geralt that what happened to him was never and never will be his fault. Geralt was guilty, but is now swayed by Jaskier’s words and actions.

Geralt thanks Jaskier for being there for him, and for forgiving him. Feeling rather bold now, he mentions how Jaskier had been trying to figure out what pleased him, and tells Jaskier he’s been thinking about this. He says, “I know what pleases me now, you.”

Jaskier asks Geralt if he’s reading this situation correctly, and Geralt tells him that Jaskier is a poet, and he trusts poet’s judgements. Jaskier laughs and tells Geralt that poets read situations whatever way they want to, regardless of the accuracy. Geralt responds by cupping Jaskier’s cheek and telling him he’s reading the situation correctly.

Jaskier kisses him under the stars. (FINALLY)

Geralt kisses back. (ABOUT TIME)

Annnnnd they fall into bed together. (I am not writing smut, no thank you, I am not risking that, we are gonna rate this Mature because of the violence, not because of any horny idiots in love).

  Next morning: Lambert bursts into Geralt’s room in a panic, telling Geralt they’ve lost Jaskier and can’t find him.

Geralt says Jask is probably fine, and Lambert is not consoled, and continues to rant until Jaskier pops out of the blankets and demands what’s going on.

Needless to say, Geralt kicks Lambert out.

Lambert: We found the bard; Yen: Oh where was he?; Eskel: With Geralt; Lambert: More like under Geralt; Vesemir and Yen: ......; Yen:     Fucking FINALLY; Ciri: Oh gross but I agree Yenna

(Yes this is how everyone finds out)

  So yeah now these two are FINALLY in a relationship.

And everyone sorta falls into this big found family, and they spend their days training and learning, and their nights spending time together.

Jaskier even begins to sing again (much to Ciri’s, Geralt’s, and Yen’s urging).

Eventually, winter ends, and they need to decide if it’s safe for anyone to go out.

Yen gets in contact with Triss, who comes to Kaer Morhen.

Triss gives them a basic rundown of the war, and they all decide that Vesemir, Ciri, and Yen will stay at Kaer Morhen, while the rest of the wolves and Jask will continue traveling, but they all need to keep low profiles.

It ends with this set-up, and a final look at the mountain before the witchers and the bard part ways, all intent on returning home to their family by the next winter.

#the witcher #geraskier #yennefer #yennefer of vengerburg #jaskier #geralt #geralt of rivia #lambert #eskel #vesemir #ciri #bamf jaskier #is kidnapped by nifguarrd #thats the premise #but the plot is more #and the romance is there but i dont want it to be the entire of the fic #i want the brotps #i want teh found family #found family #i want the kaer morons #kaer morhen #my writing #fic #my fic #kaer morons #this is what i came up with #after multiple nights of trying to fall asleep #and not falling asleep #so i came up with this in my head #here you go

[celestial-books]

I’m not scared when I’m with you.

Marauders and lily x reader platonic, Sirius x reader.

Summary : Reader, lily and the marauders decided to go at the forbidden forest in their 6th year since it was Halloween and they had to do something cool based on Sirius opinion. Well that didn’t go as planned because reader has a slight fear of the dark.

Warnings: ahhh maybe arachnophobia and idk mention of fear of the dark,swearing.(comment if I should add more pls)

English is not my first language and I haven’t got the proficiency yet(a certification in my country) so there are probably many mistakes mainly in grammar. I’m sorry.❤️

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“Meet us at the common room at 12 after everyone is at their dorms.” Sirius whispered in your and Lily’s ear while you were eating at the dining hall.

“Uhh what do they want now?” Lily asked looking at you as you finished dinner and walked back to your common room.

“Idk can’t we have a nice and peaceful Halloween for once ?” you said not a spark of annoyance in your voice though.

You looked up to see 4 figures exiting the great hall, the marauders , your best friends since the end of 5th year.

You loved these boys you couldn’t lie about that . Some times you and Lilly liked to pretend you didn’t tho.

“I guess nope” she said and giggled.

You said the password and enterred the full of people common room. How did they want you to sneak out with them when the common room was full and it was 10:30. You could only hope they would have gone to their dorms by 12 because you really wanted to find out what the marauders wanted.

They were nowhere at the common room , they must have gone to their dorm already you thought .

You and lily sat there and do some homework when you decided to go to sleep and make up your minds later if you would bother to get down again at 12.

[...]

“Lily”

“Are you awake?”

“Yeah..”

“Should we go ?”

“Oh fuck it let’s go”

You quickly put some better and warmer clothes on and went quietly across the room, not to wake the other two girls , to the stairs.

The common room was empty , you thought for a moment they had let you down. But then you remembered James invisibility cloak.

“Okay put it off of you , it’s us” you said , looking around to spot their shoes.

“Well hello ladies” James said put off of them the invisibility cloak and let it on the couch. There was Remus , Sirius and Peter standing besides of him with their leather jackets and Peter also with a beanie.

“What did you want ?” Lily questioned looking at James. These two were friends ? Well yes since lily forgave him at the start of the term and he finally matured A LITTLE, he was a potter after all.

“ well , well as you know today it’s Halloween and we decided we should have some fun and do something cool.” Sirius answered.

“Actually James and Sirius decided” Remus said” we just were forced to follow because they don’t have othe friends”

“Yes” Peter said.

“That doesn’t sound like a good start to convince us about whatever stupid think you want us to do” you said looking at Sirius who was looking at you too. That stupid git made your stomach have butterflies.

“But you can’t say no I’ve dreamed of doing that since I came to hogwarts” James pouted.

“Seriously prongs your dream when you were eleven was to go to the forbidden forest at 12 o’clock at night.” Peter said.

“YOU WHAT?” Lily and you screamed at the same time.

“We will have a great time come on” James said and made puppy eyes to the group .

“No” you said but at the same time Lily said “Fine” .

“What? Why do you want to go to the forbidden forest” your asked Lily with wide eyes.

“Idk I guess it won’t be that bad” she said and shocked everyone in the room, James was already looking her like he was going to purpose to her at any minute.

“Come Y/L/N , have some fun” Sirius said.

After some seconds of silencer.

“Okay” you gave in.

“But there is something you might want to know before going, I really don’t like dark places” you said.

“Oh great, I’m sure the forbidden forest will be full of light at 12 am” Remus said and face palmed.

“Oh come on, you’re going to be with us” Sirius said and put the invisibility cloak under him, Remus and Peter.

“You stay here I’m going to come back for the rest of you.” Sirius said and they went out of the common room.

You sat at the couch with James and Lily.

“Do you think I should get another jacket ?” You asked Lily.

“Probably” she said and you got up to your room and let James and Lily down there alone.

You checked your clothes and you decided to put a jacket you really liked because it was really warm.

You went down the stairs back to the common room . Lily and James were talking about something and when you approached them they suddenly stopped and got up from the couch . You raised a brow at them and wore your jacket.

“So are you ready?” James asked . You nodded and he got a paper out of his pocket. He tapped his wand to it and looked at soemthing it wrote .

“Sirius is coming” he said and Lily looked like she wanted to ask something but then the door opened.

“Get in” Sirius voice called and a hand from under the cloak appeared motioning to come there.

“We will not fit , we are too many people” Lily said .

“It’ll be fine , Y/L/N is so small it doesn’t count as a whole person” he joked and you smacked him at the arm playfully.

Lily and James shared a look but you didn’t noticed.

[...]

“Be careful with your hands Black” you whispered after the third time Sirius hand almost touched your ass.

“I’m sorry”

“Just keep moving , we are almost at here”

“Finally” lily said and moved the cloak off her.

You were at Hagrids hut were Remus and Peter waited for you.

Remus put the cloak in his bag.

You walked into the forest and got your wands out of your pockets.

“Lumos” you whispered and a small hall of light appeared from the top of your wand.

The others did the same and you looked around you .

“Well what a nice place to be” You said and looked at something that moved in the forest.

“Stop moaning Y/n, we haven’t even waslked one metre in the forest” James said.

“Really? It felt like a kilometre” you said and the others snickered.

“Do you things there will be any evil spitits out here like they say in the books” Peter asked.

“The only spirit that could be here is the Bloddy Baron who wanted to eat a doe or something” Lily said and everyone laughed.

You had actually become a little more scared with that Peter said. You didn’t know what could be in the Forbidden forest. Maybe it had something that students should not go near and that’s why it was forbidden.

You spotted Sirius walking a few steps ahead and you walked faster to keep up with him.

“Everything fine?” He asked and turned his wand on you.

“Yeah” you said slightly blinded from the light in your face.

After a little you started getting cold and the jokes James said didn’t make you laugh the same due to your freezing face. If Peter hadn’t forgotten to put soemthing warmer on you wouldn’t be freeezing right now . But Peter came to the forest in November with only a T shirt , and because you pitied him a little you decided to give him your coat so he would stop trmebling. Now that some minutes had passed , found out that it was a really bad decision cause it felt like the temperature had fallen more.

“Are you cold?” Sirius said from behind you.

“Nah , just a little.” You said trying to stay warm.

“You’re trembling.” Sirius said and started talking off his jacket.

“I had to give my jacket to Peter, he was cold” you said and looked at his hand that was the nice leather jacket he had.

“Here take mine” he said and handed you the jacket.

“Thank you”you said and took the jacket and slowly put it on.

If you hadn’t been mistaken Sirius eyes scanned your body but it could be just the darkness that made you think so.

Sirius jacket was warm and fit you very well. It smelled mint and a cologne.

“What are you wearing ?” Lily said quietly and came besides you. Sirius had already gotten with James to talk about something , but nevertheless you looked if he was near before responding to Lils.

“I was cold and he gave it to me” you responded.

“Hmmm I see” she said and smirked.

Then she caught up with James and whispered something to his ear. Weird.

After some seconds that you were looking at the ground you noticed that it had been quiet for too long so you looked up to see Sirius walking with his head down too. But what conceded you was that you couldn’t spot the others.

“Sirius” you whispered-shouted .

“What happened?” He said and stopped to look at you.

“Where has everyone else go?”you said and became really scared for a moment.

“What do- Where the heck are they?” He was now too Loki g around him but it was only Y/N and the nature.

“I’m sure they will be somewhere close let’s just keep walking.” He said but he didn’t sound too confident. And then he did something that took you off guard , he took your hand in his. Something that made you skip a heartbeat.

You slightly relaxed in his touch but you really were worried about your friends. And now that it was just the two of you, the light wasn’t as much as you would like. Panic appeared and made your throat go sore.

“I-it’s really dark” you said and he squeezed lightly your hand.

“You don’t have to worry, you’re with me” he said and turned to look at you. You had both start to lean in but the moment was ruined with James screams.

“RUN THERE IS A GIANT SPIDER” he yelled and he appeared with Lily, Remus and Peter from some θάμνους.

“A what?” Sirius shouted.

“NO TIME TO EXPLAIN RUN” Remus yelled and they ran past you .

You and Sirius were too shocked to react fast but then you heard noises from behind you and a pair of eyes looking you .

Then everything happened so fast. Sirius grabbed your hand for the second time that night and you ran faster than ever before .Lily and the others were infront of you running too, lily almost tripled and Jame took her hand and started running again.

You had gone deep into the forest so it was a long way back to the castle. None of you slowed down even when the noises stopped. The image of huge spiders following to eat you alive and Sirius hand in yours gave you courage to keep running.

Finally you saw the smoke from Hagrids hut and stopped running. You fell on the ground trying to find your breath. Peter and Remus were laying already in the grass. You were at Hogwarts grounds now and you were safe.

“WHAT WAS THAT?”” Lily screamed .

“Evans don’t you think if we knew we wouldn’t go to irritate them in the first place” Sirius said .

Silence followed. But you couldn’t help but think all this was really funny ,you had almost got killed by a giant spider in Halloween. So you started laughing . Probably if others would think you were crazy but the situation had something surreal.

“Why are you laughing ?” Remus asked catching his breath.

“Well if you think about it , you don’t get chased by a giant spider every day with your friends” you said and continued laughing. You and Sirius had almost kissed and then a terrified James Potter who was hand in hand with Lilly Evans burst thorough the trees to tell you you were being chased.

“She’s right” Sirius said and started laughing too. Soon all of them joined.

“Well where had you gone, we thought you were in danger. ?”you asked the others except Sirius after you calmed down .

“Well we actually were in danger “ James said.

“And all of it just for nothing” Lily said looking disappointed.

“All of what ?” You asked .

“We got away from you two, so you could finally be alone for a while but then Peter fell into soemthing that it was not a branch but a spider’s leg and then three huge spiders started chasing us, so I guess you cousins say that the plan didn’t work.” Lily said and you were at a loss of words.

Was that why they were whispering previously ? Obviously . But now that they had told you how would Sirius react , would he laugh at them for doing something like that, would he get angry for letting him alone with you?

Bu Sirius did neither of these, he just remained quiet and all of you headed back to your common room.

You started believing that the almost kissing part was just in your head and that Sirius would never want to kiss you.

By the time you returned to the common room it was 3 am and a very angry Fat lady allowed you to enter the common room after apologising to her for waking her up at that late hour.

Lily, Remus and Peter had already say goodnight and walked up to their rooms and it was just you Sirius and James that we’re still at the common room.

“So I’ll see you in a minute” Sirius said at James and he nodded and walked up to their dorm.

“Tonigh , was fun” you stated saying but before you could continue , his lips were crashed into yours in a passionate kisss.

When you parted due to lack of air both your cheeks were flushed and his hair messy from your hand.

“I really like you and you probably don’t feel the same way but I had to tell you some day” he said.

“I literally just kissed you back, of course I like you too Black” you said and smiled.

A smile appeared on Sirius face. “So Hogsmeade next weekend?” He asked.

“Sure” you said and started getting his jacket off.

“Oh no you should keep it , it looks way better at you than me anyways” he said and with a wink left to his dorm.

That was for sure a night you would never forget .

#sirius x you #hp marauders #marauders era #james & peter & remus & sirius #lily evans #james potter #remus lupin #sirius black x reader

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ELLADINE SARABI

IG info/bio: @/ellasardineabi | 18.5k followers | Artist | i was born with glass bones and paper skin♡

25 years old

Born & raised in Cardiff, Wales 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁷󠁬󠁳󠁿

Father was in the n*vy and moved his family around a few times until he and his wife came to a agreement that it would be best for the family to grow up in one solid place

whereas he would leave for months at a time living elsewhere

Which was hard on the family at times since he is viewed as the rock of the family

He eventually left the n*vy after serving 20 years & was so thankful to, he hated it and how it messed with him mentally

He’s also of Iranian heritage

Her mother is of German heritage

Has her own restaurant that serves authentic German food

Both of her parents instilled hard work, discipline, generosity, and how to be practical in their children

Elladine is the middle child

Has a brother that is ten years older than her and then a younger sister who is seven years behind her

Canon: there is currently a discussion going on if they are going to bring their (maternal) nan/mam-gu home since the nursing home isn’t providing the proper care their nan needs

Her mother has a rocky relationship with her mother that she doesn’t like to discuss with her children but her husband knows all about it

Her nan has Alzheimer's and is becoming violent

it has become difficult seeing her most days

Elladine came into glassblowing after being involved in many classes in secondary such as workshop class

which became her fav since she was able to manipulate many materials such as metal, wood, and glass

She also took a auto body class which was interesting but she wasn’t too thrilled about it. Got away with a B- but knew she could do better if she really wanted to but she didn’t need the class to graduate so allow it

Currently works in a glass studio where her work is displayed/sold and she’s one of the main ones that makes great profit

has bought her own space for her own studio and is slowly making it to her liking with her assistant, yes she’s got one!

Hopes to be in that space within the next 6 months...it would have been a little sooner if we weren’t dealing with a global p*ndemic!!! but ya know life f*cking sucks sometimes!!!1!!:) especially if people don’t gaf

Moved back in with her parents so that she could not only help with her nan but get her studio ready, her parents approved since she was working towards something and realized her talent

I definitely see elladine going through a grunge phase and it probably still slips out every now and then lol

Her childhood room is still in shades of raspberry, gray, and a deep purple

always been plus-sized/fuller than the rest but it’s literally hereditary since her mom is built the same way who got it from her dad

Her family never made her feel ashamed as they shouldn’t and none of her true friends made her feel different since they were all of different sizes!!! besides who’s really friends with someone because of their bodies? Ur really ugly if that’s how u roll js

Always a respectful student and not too afraid to spark up a convo with you but can be a little nervous if the person is more of a “I have to warm up to you first” since she’ll feel like she’s annoying you if she carries the convo at first

Takes her time in relationships because she’s scared of getting hurt, cause breakups are not fun! Especially if theyre your friend on top of that

Although Friendship breakups are much worse let’s be honest here!!!

Has noticed that a few of her exes like to bring up that she’s controlling or too bossy in relationships and that makes her a little insecure since she doesn’t view it that way??

She knows what she wants and likes things a certain way, and she can see how it can kinda come off that way based on how she approaches/says things and tries to be better at toning it down and not being offensive to her significant others

Always has a plan and likes to follow it, she definitely keeps to-do lists on a daily

Takes trips to see Nicky often and vice-versa, every moment they spend together feels like it’s meant to be, even when it’s them just simply chilling in each other’s spaces, he’s truly one of her best friends and he feels like the missing part of her life

He offered for her to move in with him but elladine didn’t accept it since she wanted to be there to help with her nan and in fact—she wanted to be the one to ask HIM to move in with her

but if they make it long enough, they’ll go house hunting together...maybe

I get Shawn/Angela relationship vibes from them (boy meets world for those who aren’t aware of this couple and I’m not just saying this because they’re interracial as well lol) did I say this already about someone else? Brain fart lol

everyone relationship has their flaws so when they hit a bump in the road...elladine immediately wants to fix it but it comes off as more critiquing, moodiness/blaming the other

while Nicky can be defensive/argumentive/a little condescending on his end

To get through it, they normally go on a walk together in complete silence until they’re ready to speak again or they take a break from each other

I think words of affirmation is her love language

Taurus sun + Virgo moon + Capricorn rising?

“The girl on the motorcycle” is one of her fav films — no this is not metaphoric to her love life

Loves watching things with captions on since she always finds herself doing something else while watching anything (which irks Nicky a little bit but that’s just the way elladine is and he loves her so he deals with it)

Will rewind something if she missed it too

Canon: never had morning sex before

but can now say she has ;) & understands the pros people say about it and it outweighs the cons in her book

Will start the whole song over too if she missed her fav part in it

She also enjoys billiards since her brother used to work in a pool hall and when he had to watch her because she was “too young” in her words to stay home by herself he would take her there even tho technically she wasn’t supposed to be there but he was screwing his boss’s daughter so it was quite fine

her sister has a crush on Gary & ships elladine with him, which they joke about every now and then + he doesn’t follow her back, which is okay! Not a big deal but her sister keeps sliding in his dms (he’s now single)

She NEVER thought she would be on THE love island and wasn’t that confident that she’d find a real love that carried on outside of the show but Nicky has proven her wrong 🥲

She’s 5’5–5’6

Probably shops at Zara & top shop and has no issue picking pieces that flatter her “pear” figure, she loves all that is of her body: the pudge, love handles, cellulite and all (she’s very confident and won’t let anyone see her moments of doubt when it comes to her frame)

Loves mythology but will tell bill stfu if he comes near her trying to argue about anything in that subject

Very competitive and will rush through certain things, leaving one to think that she’ll fail somewhere but rarely does

If she’s not near or away from the mountains or the sea for long period of time she gets very moody!!! Guess that’s the Welsh in her huh?

Loves fireplaces, they’re super cozy and very romantic if you catch ella’s drift 😏

Probably smells like jasmine & pink pepper idk

Wants to travel to Iceland one day

Knows her way around a car but dreads having to get it fixed or fixing it herself?

Loves driving until her road rage kicks in? Oh you’re gonna go around her to get in front of her? Never that. She’ll always be in front of you and will break check you if you try her “Drewgi” she mutters

Early riser and goes to bed early too lol

She’s the crying drunk lmao

Automatically vieve has become one of her best friends from the villa but it deff didn’t feel forced like it normally would have just because their bfs have a podcast together, they talk about everything together. EVERYTHING! It feels like she’s the big sister she never had, yet they’re only a year apart lol

They have ft sleepovers and man is it fun!

Forgave lily but at the same time can’t fully see herself being friends with her like vieve tried to encourage before they went on the yacht...sorry everything can’t be Kumbaya over here sis

It sucks to say but it was easier? She doesn’t know if that’s the right term or not... for her to forgive rafi than it was lily and it’s fucked up but that’s the way it is. It’s not like she contacts him on seperate messages or anything like that! She’ll talk to him via group chat and that’s pretty much it. She knows it was all part of the show and production’s bs for ratings but that doesn’t mean it still didn’t hurt

Wishes him success on his shows/movies but doesn’t engage/watch them

What does she post? I feel like she posts maybe three times a month and a lot are outfit pics but tends to go live more so to chat with the people! She’ll also show all what glassblowing entails while chatting away! She loves that part and is pretty open about things but knows how to keep some things private

Personally wasn’t the biggest fan of season 1 but admits she wishes she had mc’s balls in terms of what she would have done if she was in elladine’s place when lily picked Nicky, “ugh! I wish I had her strength rising through my veins in that moment. Absolute riot. Adore her.”

‘“Licky” is a ugly ass ship name anyways so who’s really winning here?!’

Celeb crushes? Iwan Rheon, Henry Zaga, Anthony Welsh, jason derulo, & LaRoyce Hawkins

Listens to: soleima, Marisa Maino, Ava Max, poppy, Caroline polachek, Donny Hathaway, Phil Good, & SAINt JHN

Anthem — M.I.A. “Bad Girls”

#litg #litg3 #litg s3 #litg elladine #litg Nicky #litg genevieve #litg oc #litg mc #litg headcanon #litg headcanons #litg rafi #litg boat party #litg lily #litg moodboard #I like elladine and I’m in love with her design #wish they did more with her and many of the other characters too! #I hope this was sorta satisfactory lol! #can you tell I’m running out of artists and celebs/well known ppl lol!

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It’s Delicate (Jason Grace xFem!Reader)

A/N: *Walks in with an iced coffee and sunglasses on* So you guys won’t believe the YEAR that I had, but I’m ending it on a good note and with Christmas specials, so the bad vibes can SUCK IT (also Jason and reader are like 20y/o in the story and for reasons they live in New York)

Words: 1,620

Warnings: Angst. But not really. Look, idk what I did but i TRIED- (this is not proofread so beware the mistakes.

Request: Can you pls do a Jason Grace x Reader? Where Jason says something during an argument that'll hurt the reader and they don't make up then Reader almost dies in an attack and he's going to think that it was probably the last thing he said to reader before reader dies but reader lives in the end. Really angsty, please? Lmaoi hope u understand what i just sent u // How about a songfic with Taylor Swifts delicate with Jason x reader?

This ain't for the best My reputation's never been worse, so You must like me for me We can't make Any promises now, can we, babe?

Jason gets the call from Chiron five minutes after he gets home from the busy streets of the city.

Y/N was attacked while going on a quest on her own. Badly. He’s not sure she’ll make it.

He hangs up and sits on the couch, the shock of the news force him to stay still for a moment, trying to process what his old mentor just said.

Y/N was attacked.

She won’t make it.

And all he can think about is how the last thing he said to her was “Sometimes I wonder why are we still together.”

He fucked up, Y/N stormed out of their bedroom and left the apartment without a word, He’d assumed she was staying at camp since it was the second place she thought of as her home besides their place. He hadn’t visited her all those days cause he thought it was better if he kept his distance for a while, they would make up before Christmas anyway.

Phone lights up my nightstand in the black Come here, you can meet me in the back Dark jeans and your Nikes, look at you

Jason spends the next hour calling Piper and Leo, the panic slipping through his voice while he tells them he has to go to camp but he doesn’t want to be alone cause Y/N is dying and he can’t do it, he can’t say goodbye like this. His friends tell him that they’ll be there in a couple of hours and that he just has to be strong in the meantime and go over at camp, that he can’t lose hope yet, cause Y/N might still survive.

He picks up a pair of dark jeans and his shoes, he changes quickly and grabs the keys of his car, passing by the mirror on the entrance. He stops to look at his reflection. It surprises him how utterly devastated he looks after a few hours of contemplating the possibility of losing his girlfriend. 

This scares him, he doesn’t want to know how will he look after a month without Y/N.

He stops a taxi and tells them indications of where they need to drive. The driver gives him a weird look but says nothing, obeying after Jason shows him the few dollars he has with him. 

While he’s inside the car with nothing else but his own thoughts, he can’t help but think of her, of how stupid he was when they fought.

Is it cool that I said all that? Is it chill that you're in my head? 'Cause I know that it's delicate (delicate) Is it cool that I said all that Is it too soon to do this yet?

“Jason for the last time, can you please just clean the table when you’re not working on your project?” Y/N asks, pushing away some blueprints and accidentally dropping some on the floor.

“Hey, can you at least be careful with those?” Jason retorts, standing up from the couch and leaving his laptop abandoned on the coffee table, “if I lose one the gods that are left with no altars will hunt me down”

“Well, is not my fault that you’re so messy,” She groans, sitting in front of her plate and staring at him, “I don’t like that you spend so much time doing those, you’ve been on this project since we were seventeen, Jason. You have to finish it.” 

“That’s what I’m trying to do,” He grumbles, harshly taking the blueprints from the table and walking away towards their room, “I work all the time so i can finish and you stop bickering about it.”

“Bickering?” Y/N asks offended, “excuse me? I’m just worried about you!”

“Really? Cause it sounds more like you’re tired of me” He replies from the bedroom.

Y/N stands up and goes to the room, she sees Jason there, carefully putting the blueprints inside a drawer.

“I’m not tired of you, don’t be stupid,” She crosses her arms, “I’m just sick of seeing these all over the house, why don’t you keep them in one place?”

“Cause they’re too many.”

“Well take some to camp, I know they’ll be safe back there.”

“I can’t, I need to have them with me in case I have to make changes.”

“Changes?” She huffs, “Jason, they don’t need changes, they need to be done.”

“I know that!” He groans, finally turning around and frowning, “it’s easy for you to say it, you’re not doing anything, you just go to school and come back here to eat and sleep, oh, how busy is your life.”

“Oh, shut up,” Y/N retorts, “you don’t know all the assignments I have to do to keep my good grades. And I wasn’t judging your productivity, by the way, but you’re just stressed and in a bad mood, so whatever, I’m not gonna fight with you.”

“Oh, you’re not gonna fight? You were the one who started,” He scowls, “you come home and you complain, we do nothing but fight and argue about the altars. Gods, sometimes I even wonder why are we still together.”

Long night, with your hands up in my hair Echoes of your footsteps on the stairs Stay here, honey, I don't wanna share 'Cause I like you

He arrives at camp at midnight, the snow outside the limits of camp cuts short where Thalia’s tree is, a clear sign of magic. He walks fast towards the big house, luckily for him, no harpies try to eat him and he gets to the door safely. He pushes it open.

“Chiron?” He asks out loud, “Mr. D?”

He walks towards the stairs and goes to the second floor, immediately he sees the light coming from one of the rooms on his right and get closer, opening the door without knocking.

Inside there’s a young demigod that he doesn’t know and Chiron in his wheelchair.

“You can go to sleep, Mylo,” Says the centaur, looking over at the young boy.

The demigod looks over at Jason in mild admiration. The younger groups do that a lot, knowing all about the prophecy of the seven, and how he and his friends saved the world. Jason gives him a polite smile and walks in, holding his breath.

Y/N is asleep, but her skin looks drained from any color and her lips look chapped. When he gets closer, Chiron starts to explain the situation.

“Y/N was in a mission to get rid of a group of Cyclops, one of their arrows went through her abdomen and another went through her shoulder blade. She got to escape and call for help but when we found her she was unconscious... Mylo did all he could to take care of her, he’s Apollo’s.”

Jason sat miserably on the chair where Mylo was moments ago, he carefully reached to touch her hair, with erratic movements he put a strand behind her ear and then held her hand tightly like it was the only thing keeping her tied to the mortal world.

“I’ll leave you alone,” Chiron left the room and closed the door behind him. 

Jason felt helpless, it all looked so definitive like everyone already had accepted Y/N’s death. He couldn’t, as long as her breathing was steady, he would have hope and he was determined to wait forever.

He needed her to stay.

Sometimes I wonder when you sleep Are you ever dreaming of me?

Two days had gone by and Y/N showed no sign of waking up, Leo and Piper made sure to leave food so Jason would eat, sometimes even staying in the room with him and trying to cheer him up, but Jason never really paid attention to what they were saying, his eyes were on her all the time, waiting, hoping to see her move, or even talk in her sleep, anything that could let him know she was still alive.

Was she dreaming? If so, about what... was her mortal life or her demigod life? 

Did she dream about him? Maybe forgave him, or maybe she would once she woke up to him sitting next to her bed, always waiting for her. All he knew was that he was ready to say anything just to get her back, he would stop working, he would drop anything just to be able to see her smile one more time.

Yeah, I want you

It was Christmas Eve when the Gods heard his prayers.

His eyes opened slowly, the dim light passing through the window warmed the room, barely, since he still felt cold on the tip of his fingers. A distant whimper stirred him up, and it became stronger as he straightened up on his chair, staring at the girl without fully comprehending, his mind too fuzzy.

Then, Y/n opened her eyes, she frowned and tried to cover her face from the sun, but her hand was intertwined with Jason’s. When she felt it, her stare fixed on him.

“Jason?” She asked in a hoarse voice, “what..?”

“You’re awake,” He whispered.

Before she could add another word, Jason started rambling.

“I’m sorry, Y/N. What I said was stupid, and you were right, I was stressed and moody, and you were just worried... then you left...”

“Jason, I... I died?”

“No,” He shook his head, voice trembling, “no, you’re okay. You’ll be okay.”

“I...” Y/N stares at the bruises on her arms and the bandages around the torso, “I was reckless, going on my own. I’m sorry, I should’ve never...”

“You did what a demigod it’s supposed to do. You’re a hero. And I love you for that,” Jason lifted her hand carefully and kissed her knuckles, “I’ll always will. What I said, about not knowing why are we still together. It was a delicate subject but, I know now.”

Is it cool that I said all that Is it too soon to do this yet? 'Cause I know that it's delicate (delicate) 'Cause I like you

“What is it, then?” His girlfriend asked quietly.

“It’s cause we want it that way,” He smiles, “because we’re meant to be. And I still like you so much...”

“I can’t argue against that,” She replied, with weariness, a faint smirk on her face.

“Yeah,” He grinned, cleaning the tears that were starting to fall, “I love you, Y/N.”

“I love you too, Grace.”

Jason could now say, he got his own Christmas miracle.

#pjo imagine #pjo writing #jason grace imagine #Jason Grace x Reader #hoo imagine #Danny's writing #jason grace

[admutual]

What do you think Roger’s childhood was like up in space?

oh god , i sdknsdkj have Some hcs for his childhood ,, but my hcs are kinda messy, so i’ll try to word this the best i can.

i’ll start with his relationship with his parents since i got a Lot to say here.

for starters,, his childhood was mostly ,, hh Not Great.

his mother was controlling, emotionally abusive, neglectful, and highly manipulative. she also kept roger a shut-in most of his childhood, so roger never really gained proper social skills and had to rely on her as his only source of interpersonal contact. she had this habit of bullying him and putting him down and just destroying his self-esteem, before softening up and drawing him back in with a faux sense of compassion and gentleness (she def tried to convince him that she was the only one who could possibly love him). she was sorta a ‘zira meets mother gothel meets rainflower from warrior cats, with a little frollo mixed in’ type. she was a mess.

his dad on the other hand was emotionally distant and absent and just utterly disinterested in roger, and the few times he was around he was loud, aggressive, and prone to fits of anger. he was also highly religious and it Showed. i don’t have the actual complete details for the religion he followed, all i really have is most of my inspiration for it stems from a lot of xenofiction i read (lapine mythology from watership down, starclan from warrior cats, the spirituality from tailchaser’s song ,, i’m like physically unable to make non-human creatures without drawing inspiration from xenofiction) and that roger definitely experiences some religious trauma from him.

his parents fought a Lot. and it did a number on roger,, kinda why i like to believe he’s so desperate for drama, it’s all he’s known and the peace of quiet living is unnerving to him.

roger was desperate to be on his parents’ good sides. his mother was unpredictable in this regard in that she bounced back and forth between being gentle and kind before switching to verbal abuse and aggression. his dad though never expressed any positive feelings for roger. rog tried really hard to earn his dad’s affection, but after he got older and started to realize that that just wasn’t gonna happen, his tone toward him shifted to disdain. it definitely helped that his mother was loud in her distaste for his father too and through her aforementioned behavior managed to keep roger on her side through it all. if his mom hated someone, roger did too.

that whole thing about roger eating his dad,, ye . gonna make that Edgier let’s go. i like to imagine it was long after roger had accepted that his dad sucked, he was alone with him, he got pushed a little too far, and he just snapped, killing him. as for the cannibalism thing, that religion i mentioned earlier? i still don’t have much details, but one thing i Do know is that one important belief in this religion is how their bodies are handled after death and it’s very important that funeral services are handled accordingly,, shit like don’t touch the body with bare skin after the passing, their grave must be lined with bark and leaves from a specific type of tree, no visiting the burial site for a set period of time after burial, etc. so roger, being the dramatic extreme petty bitch he is, decided to give one last ‘fuck you’ to his dad by eating him instead to fuck up the burial process. we love taking a generic primetime sitcom and making it edgier than it needs to be.

i kinda like to imagine roger’s relationships with his parents heavily influenced his relationship with stan and francine too:

for stan’s side, roger felt that stan reminded him a lot of his own father. like i said, roger felt a heavy resentment towards his father, and after coming to earth and finding he was going to be living with someone who all too closely resembled him, he put his foot down and refused to allow himself to keel over to what felt like mistreatment from him.

when roger first started to get to know stan, all he saw in him initially was the same anger and neglect he got from his own father, and in turn went out of his way to lash out and harass him as sort of a cathartic defense. but then time went on, the two started to see each other on their own level, and roger realized how stan below the surface was far from how his dad was, and he warmed up enough to view him as a close friend. i kinda like to think roger softened up to stan after finding out about jack too, as you know he could relate to him having a shitty neglectful dad himself.

as for francine, roger was drawn to her for the opposite reason in that she was nothing like his mom. roger was a total mama’s boy back home, like i said she kept him shut-in during his childhood to where she was the only one he could rely on. even after coming to earth, roger was still under the impression that she truly loved him and he had a habit of getting overly defensive of her (klaus makes a ‘your mom’ joke and roger’s in tears screaming at him to take it back). he started to question some of her treatment towards him the longer he stayed, especially with the more families he got close to where he got to observe other people’s parental relationships, but never enough to have an epiphany that she sucked. it wasn’t until after the events of ‘weiner of our discontent’ that he finally started to actively reflect on his past life on his home planet, now that he knew he was stuck on earth to stay, and he finally accepted that his mom wasn’t good to him.

as for how this influenced his relationship with francine, like i said francine was way different from roger’s mom. initially roger was super uncomfortable every time she treated him kindly and gently. he sorta held back from getting too close for a good month or two because he didn’t know which of her behavior was genuine and what was just a facade. but time went on, he decided to trust her by letting down his guard and allowing her to get close, and now the two are as tight-knit as can be. and roger’s still a total mama’s boy with her sometimes. also the aforementioned religious trauma roger experienced,, i like to believe that also drew him closer to francine after hearing her experiences growing up. roger’s just Shared Trauma Buddies with everyone.

anyways after years of constant abuse and neglect, he eventually finds a family that loves him unconditionally and he’s finally allowed to rest. i’m a slut for the ‘earn your happy ending’ trope and i’m pushing that onto roger.

(actually one last thing ,, this isn’t a set-in-stone hc, i’m not sure if i’m gonna keep it, but i like to bounce around the idea that maybe the reason his parents were so awful to him is because they believed he was responsible for a sibling’s death. like roger when he really little was out playing on the ice, things Went Wrong and it shattered, his older sib leaped in to rescue him, but things Went Even More Wrong, and his sibling managed to save him but not themself. and his parent’s (or at least his mom since i like to imagine his dad just from the start was pretty distant) immediately placed the blame on roger and never forgave. like i said idk if i’m gonna keep it as a hc, but whatevs thought i’d mention it anyway since the topic of roger’s childhood’s brought up)

and now that that’s done, the other stuff.

i like to believe because of roger’s kind’s practice of abduction, they have a decent enough study on various other planet’s species. and roger, from a young age, immediately built up a fascination with humans. he spent hours reading and rereading every study and book he could find on them. when he was given the choice to be The Decider, it was a complete dream come true for him, not only because he found what he felt was his life’s purpose, but also because he could finally study up close a species he’s admired all his life. (also once roger landed on earth his interest in humans quickly shifted from an ‘idk i just think they’re cute and fun and interesting creatures!!’ to an ‘oh fuck . o h god … humans are Hot what the hell ….’ like i make jokes about how ‘oh haha steve’s an alien fucker lol’ but tbh ……. roger’s the alien fucker in the relationship.)

bouncing off that, they definitely don’t have english as their main language. that’s always been a trope that’s annoyed me, the whole ‘every alien just inexplicably speaks english by default and can communicate with humans fluently’ trope. because of that, i like to believe roger self-taught himself multiple languages through earthling test subjects, listening to audio recordings and such. he wasn’t completely fluent, but it was enough that he could at least communicate enough once he landed on earth. and as for the mothership featured in ‘lost in space’,, hc that it’s installed with a universal translator. still kinda a lazy cop-out i guess, but whatever.

roger’s always been ,, idk,, softer than his species. not in an ‘uwu he’s actually a total sweetheart’ kinda way, but just in that unlike most of his kind, he can experience compassion (it’s rare and his conscience is still really weak, and empathy is still completely foreign to him, but he does experience compassion for those he allows to get close to him like the smiths), he’s always been too sensitive compared to most of his kind, he’s too emotionally-driven, he latches onto others and cares to much what others think of him, just a bunch of things that to most of his peers made him come across as ‘weaker’.

roger picked his own name!! i don’t really care for the trope of aliens having generic western names, so my hc is that when roger’s kind are born they’re given a placeholder name (or a title or something) and then they’re allowed to pick whatever name they want as they get older, which often times is influenced by other species. like i said earlier, roger’s always had a fascination with humans, and i like to think he decided to name himself after an abduction victim he read up on.

once roger was able to distance himself from his mom and was allowed on his own, he was a constant traveller, both in the sense of journeying across his home planet, and in finding any way possible to travel to other planets. sitting still for too long bored him and he needed to explore every possible place he could.

liste n ,,,,, roger loved building snowmen growing up. the few times he got the chance to get out was always spent building them and creating personalities for them. and he still finds himself building them on earth sometimes.

roger’s always loved reading. he can’t count how many times he flew through all the books they had around the house. and even now he just . really loves to read and can power through massive books in a matter of hours.

he loves watching the snow fall and blizzards always brought him a lot of comfort.

that whole thing about roger’s kind being 60% electricity? roger had a lot of trouble controlling excess electricity as a kid. his parents weren’t good teachers, so he just had a habit of accidentally jolting others on accident, sometimes while reading he’d get too excited and accidentally singe the papers a little, he was always pretty shaky as a kid just from how much electricity he had coursing through his body that he had zero clue how to process safely.

roger’s tendency towards playing characters came at a young age. he was always running around the house playing pretend as multiple characters and that habit just never went away.

i like to imagine roger enjoyed building little dens in the snow to chill in. for his kind, children tend to build snow dens to function in the same way human kids build treehouses,, just to vibe with their friends. and on earth sometimes during the winter roger will decide to build a den in the backyard and spend some of his nights down there.

roger’s kind love swimming. probably one of their more popular sports, hell some of them even choose to fish for their own food in the same way seals do. roger though? terrified of the water. nowadays he’s okay with it (still prefers to avoid it for the most part though), but as a kid it was one of his worst fears.

i feel like there’s something i’m missing? idk, this is long enough though so i’ll stop jsdgndks.

#anon #asks #american dad

[nammies]

I have lost myself again

Hey guys! im back finally! and im coming back with angst lol. I might write fluff or reblog some fluff but idk. we will see.. ENJOY~

TRIGGER WARNING! SELF HARM AND SUICIDE! 

Anti sat at the edge of his bed, staring at the ground as tears fell down his face. Blood was running down his arms from the various wounds on his wrists and forearms. Marvin had been making fun of him again and he went too far this time, but Anti just pretended to be angry and not hurt severely by his words. 

This isn't the first time Anti’s self harmed but this is the first time that it actually hurt him emotionally, Marvin found Anti’s diary and he read it outloud to the other egos and they all laughed at him. Anti said in his diary entry that he was planning on killing himself and that none of the other egos would care except maybe Jameson.

He didn’t want to live anymore, no one cared about him so why live? So that's what he had planned for tomorrow, but for now he just wanted to cry. Anti leaned against his wall and stared at his floor as a song he heard Marvin playing on his phone played in his head. Anti picked up his knife and started cutting his wrists over, and over, and over again. 

He watched as the blood seeped out of his arm, the dark red liquid dripping onto the floor constantly. Anto heard someone knock on the door and he looked up “go away. I want to be alone” he snapped, not knowing it was his only friend in this dreadful place. Jameson knocked again, he wish he could speak.. So Anti would know… “I SAID GO AWAY!” Anti yelled and threw a knife at his door. Jameson gasped and jumped as something slammed into the door.

Jameson hurried away from his room, wanting to give anti space…. Sadly for Jameson… he lost his one chance to save his one and only friend. A few hours later Jameson was the only one in the house with Anti as the other egos went out to either cause trouble or run errands. That’s when it happened, when he heard a loud gunshot that sounded like thunder. Then it was quiet.. Deathly quiet… Jameson bolted up the stairs, his screams came out as heavy breathing, as he grew closer he could hear music playing in Anti’s room..

Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And the worst part is there's no one else to blame

Jameson was slamming his small body into the door, trying to knock it down as tears rolled down his face. He was begging to whatever god there was that his best friend was still alive..

Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am small and needy Warm me up And breathe me

Jameson backed up for the final time and rammed his body into the door, he finally got in and he frantically looked around for his friend when he heard the source of the music was in the bathroom “no no nononononono!” Jameson’s heart pounded as he ran to the bathroom and knocked harshly on the door. After he didn’t get a response from the other side Jameson grabbed a baseball bat and slammed it in the door until he could get through.

Ouch, I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found, Yeah, I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Time seemed to slow down extremely when Jameson saw his body.. Anti’s lifeless body swaying from the ceiling, a bullet hole straight threw his head, blood dripping from his fingertips and there was blood splattered on the wall where the blood splattered out of his head from the bullet.

 Jameson sobbed as loudly as he could.. His friend was dead. And it was his fault. If only he had been fast enough. If only he would have refused to leave Anti! He would be alive!!! Jameson cut the rope and he caught Anti as he crumpled to the ground. He sobbed loudly and rocked back and forth as he held onto his dead friend.. He continued sob, begging for Anti to fucking wake up.. But he didn’t wake up.. He didn’t move..

Jameson found the suicide note after the funeral, everyone was just as broken as he was. Chase and Jameson the most broken, Chase actually found the note and he handed it the Jameson. He stared at the envelope for a good 30 minutes before he finally opened it.

Dear JJ..

I'm so sorry… im sorry for doing this, i'm sorry for everything that I might have done to hurt you. I'm sorry i killed myself..Im just.. I'm tired JJ! I’m tired of the voices! I'm tired of the teasing.. Listen JJ, i know that your crushed… Please forgive me… goodbye JJ

-Anti

Jameson broke down into sobs and threw the note on the floor, he pulled at his hair as he cried. He would never forgive himself.. But he forgave Anti. he hated himself because he let his best friend die. Jameson looked up and saw the knife Anti had gotten made specifically for him, he quickly grabbed it and rolled up his sleeve. 

He took in a breath and made the first cut of many to come.. Jameson feels instant relief and the cycle begins anew.. Depression has picked its new victim to take place of Anti.. And it was the most silent one of the group.. The mute.. The one who could scream for help… the useless one…

oh boy... that was pretty heavy huh?

@damien-iplier @sassy-in-glasses @pleaseletthisjimbetaken @poem-jim @fedorafreak15 @princessbelix @slim-jims @angel-jim-hell-yeah @the-asexual-reaper @ironwoman359 @ashthekiller12135 @nikkyshows @theinvisiblespoon

#angst war 2k17 #my stories #angst

[sgt-peppersmanager]

Do 1-102 😎😎😎 also you're a super cool human being just thought I'd let you know

OMG! Thank you anon!!💙💙💙

1.) what’s a song you depict with your childhood?• Come on Eileen by Dexy Midnight Runners. My aunt played a lot of 80s music for me when I was a kid, and she would sit down and show me music videos from when she was teenager.
2.) did you have a memorable childhood pet? • Yes! Two beagles. Donkey (the name kills me) and Loki. They were brothers.
3.) have you ever been drunk?• Yes, many times. My tolerance is top notch now tho 
4.) have you ever tried drugs?• No actually. 
5.) have you ever completely regretted what you’ve said?• Yes almost everyday.
6.) have you ever made someone cry?• I don’t know if I have actually. 
7.) has someone ever made you cry?• Oh my goodness yes.
8.) have you ever been in love? if so, describe the moment you knew it. • Yes, sadly. Well we were on a sofa in my basement, I was cuddled up in his arms, and we had a Beatles album playing on my record player. The song was And I Love Her, and I honestly can’t remember exactly what he said (funny how things change because I said I would never forget) but it was something along the lines of “haha man this song is how I feel.” Which I kinda ignored cause I figured he didn’t mean that but he said he loved me, I looked at him and said “do you mean that?” And he said “if what I feel for you when I’m with you isn’t love, then I don’t know what is.” And it was that moment where I kinda hit me that I loved that boy all along. Now I hate his guts, again funny how things change. 
9.) which came first the chicken or the egg?• Ted Allen. 
10.) are you part of the lgbtq+ community? do you support them?• Yes! People should be allowed to marry and love who they want regardless of your personal belief! Plus I’m bisexual. 😎
11.) how many siblings do you have?• One older sister and I hate her. 😊
12.) have you ever been in love with someone you couldn’t love?• Yes? Maybe? Idk. 
13.) are you a good cook?•Yes I’ve been cooking since I was 6. 
14.) what is your favorite tv show?• Always Sunny in Philadelphia. I’m trying to find another show though. Always accepting recommendations 👀
15.) what is the last movie you cried during?• Dead Poet’s Society 
16.) what are songs you’ve cried to when you first heard them? (if any)• School Days by The Kinks, Captain Jack by Billy Joel, and High Enough by Damn Yankees cause I’m a fucking dork who heard it after I got my heart broke. 
17.) do you have a middle name?• Elizabeth. Don’t forget the Z, they always forget the z. 
18.) have you been out of your country?• Nope.
19.) are you a chocolate fan or not?• Yes I love dark chocolate and any vegan chocolate. 
20.) how many people have you kissed?• one. 
21.) what is your favorite album?• America’s Least Wanted by Ugly Kid Joe probably. 
22.) what is your dream car?• I always feel so judged when I say what cars I want around my friends, because I know a lot of car enthusiasts. All honesty though I want either an old Chevy camper van because shagwagon amiright, or a hearse like in the Warriors 😂
23.) what is your lucky/favorite number?• 25 or 8
24.) what is your favorite flower?• Roses!!!
25.) books or movies, why?• I love both but I’ll pick movies because I have trouble getting my mind to focus when I read, I’m trying to help myself with that though. 
26.) have you ever been on a blind date?• Nope. 
27.) has one of your friends ever backstabbed you?• Yes. 
28.) have you ever backstabbed one of your friends?• Ugh yes. Never again. 
29.) what thing do you symbolize love with?• Death. Eventually its gotta end one way or another. 
30.) do you have neat handwriting? • Nooooo but my cursive is pretty. Not many people know how to read it so I don’t get to use it much 😢
31.) do you have a friend with benefits?• Nope. 
32.) do you want a friend with benefits?• Eh. Depends on the person. 
33.) if you could be anything in the world, what would you be?• Someone who actually makes a decent living lol 
34.) have you ever been blackout drunk?
• No actually. 35.) have you ever met someone famous?• Nope. 
36.) how many concerts have you been to?• 1, technically 2
37.) which concerts have you been to?• White Reaper. I’ve been to local punk stuff downtown if you want to count that. 
38.) do you have a hidden talent?• Not really. None that I know of. 
39.) what do you do when you’re stressed?• usually lay on my floor and wait for panic attacks to stop and listen to music. 
40.) do you think money can buy love?• well 🎶I don’t care too much for money cause money can’t buy me love 🎵
41.) how old would you date?Well right now the oldest I’ll date is 20 because I’m 17. But when I turn 18 probably date anyone within 10 years of my age, I guess it depends on who it is. 
42.) have you ever done something illegal?• No. i am a perfect innocent little child 😏(lol I’m so full of shit)
43.) what is your biggest fear?• big bodies of water and never escaping my family. 
44.) what is an unusual fear you have?• big bodies of water lol
45.) can you drive?• mhm! 
46.) do you believe in supernatural creatures?• yes!
47.) do you believe in karma?• sometimes????
48.) what is one quality you need in your partner?• sense of humor. 
49.) do looks matter?• eh it’s hard to say because only do you know what you think is “ugly” and what’s “beautiful.” Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. 
50.) does size matter?• 👀
51.) who is the last person you forgave?• Gabe
52.) what is your favorite ice cream flavor?• Superman, mint chocolate chip, or cookies and cream. But I haven’t found any good vegan substitutes for them 😢
53.) what languages can you speak besides english? • none. 
54.) ever been on a plane?• Yup! 
55.) ever been on a boat? • Yup!
56.) is there anyone you’ve lost touch with that you wish you hadn’t? • of course. 
57.) are there any friendships you regret?• YES. 
58.) are there any friendships you wish you could make?• Yesssssssss 
59.) have you ever stayed awake for 24 (+) hours?• Yup…
60.) have you ever walked outside after 12 am?• Yup!!!
61.) have you ever seen a sunrise completely through?• Yes I have. I get sorta sick a lot (hard to explain) and some nights I only sleep 2 hours so I’ve seen a lot of sunrises. 
62.) are you scared of rollercoasters? • depends on the rollercoaster 
63.) on a scale of 1-10 how stressed are you usually?• 9.5 
64.) do you have any plans this weekend?• Sitting in my room working on an art project and hopefully playing guitar and finishing up homework
65.) do you miss anyone right now?• Yes. 
66.) who do you wish you were talking to right now?• Lots of people.
67.) if you could have any superpower, what would it be?• Invisibility or mind reading. 
68.) who is your favorite superhero?• Quicksilver, Spider-Man, or Deadpool. Comics are kewl. 
69.) are you dirty minded?• Lol yes. I’m an immature asshole. 
70.) what is your favorite song from every decade starting at that 80’s?• 80s - Pretty in Pink by Psychedelic Furs • 90s- Santeria by Sublime or Ironic by Alanis Morissette • 00s - Blue Orchid by The White Stripes 
• 10s - I mean the decade isn’t over yet but digging Judy French by White Reaper a lot. 😎71.) how many kids, if any, do you want?• AGHHHH uhhhh people are gonna freak when I say 3 or 5 but yup. I want a lot. I guess I just wanna have a big happy family for once. 
72.) who is your biggest OTP?• Anastasia and Dimitri
73.) what is your favorite food?• Guacamole 
74.) do you want to be married one day?• Yes. 
75.) dogs or cats?• Both. 
76.) do you drink enough water daily?• 100 oz every damn day baby
77.) have you ever seen a shooting star?• yes only once. 
78.) if you had the opportunity to go to the moon, would you?• I would but not alone. 
79.) how many best friends do you have?• idk really. 
80.) when was the last time you cried?
• few minutes ago lol 81.) have you ever laughed so hard you peed yourself?•no actually. 
82.) have you ever made anyone laugh so hard they peed?• yes. 
83.) if you could travel any where in the world, where would you go?• Europe. 
84.) what are 3 words you would use to describe yourself?• Total Fuck Up. 
85.) do you consider yourself a loyal person?• yes. I usually don’t leave unless you’re a shitty person to me or someone else. 
86.) what is your favorite season and why?• Fall and Winter cause sweaters, hot food, warm drinks, cuddles 
87.) have you ever told anyone you loved them, and didn’t mean it?• Yes but not in a romantic sense. I say it to my family all the time. 
88.) do you know how to play any instruments?• yes! Guitar. 
89.) do you like falling asleep to music or not?• Depends on the night I’m having, but usually yes. 
90.) what are you allergic to?• Cats, I have seasonal allergies, and rabbits
91.) have you ever wanted to be someone else for a day just so you could see what there life is like?• Yes. 
92.) if you could be any character from your favorite tv show would you, and if so, who would you be?• Probably Charlie from Always Sunny because it just seems like an adventure. Lol
93.) if you could be best friends with any celebrity who would it be and why?• Nick Cave because we both have similar artistic visions and mind sets. 
94.) are you outgoing?• sometimes! 
95.) have you ever wanted to kiss someone, but weren’t brave enough to?• Ugh yes. 
96.) are you a good flirt?• I’ve been told I am by many, but I don’t think so. 
97.) have you ever been turned down, or have you ever turned anyone down?• Yes to both. 
98.) which planet is your favorite?
• Neptune or Saturn. 99.) are you superstitious?• Yes. 
100.) are you a good listener? • I like to think so! I don’t always have good advice but I try my best to be there and help. 
101.) are you a good kisser• I’ve been told I “make it difficult to walk after"👀 I honestly don’t know if that’s good or not. So yes???? I guess???? I can’t really kiss myself. 
102.) would you kiss any of your friends?• Sure. Almost kissed a few actually, and I always tell them when I almost do and why I almost did because I feel the need to lol.

#mobile fucked the text over #whoops #thanks Tumblr app

[civilwarbrokemyheart]

Personal Captain America Civil War fix-it fics rec list

First of all, kudos to lovely @the-vorkosigan, who motivated me to actually put together a list of post-CW fics, without her I wouldn’t manage to do it.

Secondly, this list is entirely personal & based on my personal preferences. I’m sure there are lots of great post-CW fics out there besides those mentioned here.

Thirdly, I’m Tony Stark Defense Squad to the core, and I guess this list made it obvious, so… idk, be informed & prepared? :)

Here we go (in no particular order):

And In The Silence That Follows by lazywriter7

19,5k words, M

It’s not fully-fledged Stony, but it’s absolutely brilliant, full of hidden gems though angsty. Worth reading 100%. Kinda like «Captain America: Civil War theoretical justification of consequences 101». Idk how to put it better, so… just read it, it’s truly beautiful though bittersweet. Oh, and Hawkeye is awesome, as always. And T’Challa is awesome too. And everyone is apparently wiser than Steve (figures) :) And FRIDAY is so sweet & …. oh my I don’t even know why I’m still talking, just go & read it already :)

“He should have an Avenger with him.” Steve murmured, too quiet to be heard.

Evidently not. For Sam smiled next to him, lips twisted, voice filled with a queer, bitter compunction. “Which one? The android or the cripple?”

“Sometime during that battle, the fight stopped being about freedom and the Avengers’ ability to save the world when it needed them, and became about protecting Bucky Barnes instead. And while I’d never back down from saving a man’s life, Captain.” Clint’s eyes flashed, from things brighter than emotion. “We damn well should have had the right to make that choice for ourselves.”

I said to call me when you need me (But it is I who need you now) by rz_jocelyn

Gen, 2k words

Sam Wilson is awesome. And basically every phrase is gold.

‘I was angry, you know, so angry when he kept Ultron a secret from all of us.’ Steve’s laugh was an ugly sound. ‘I was so mad at him. Even though Bruce was also involved, I could forgive him. Even after I found out that it was Wanda who had pushed Tony into such desperate measures through her mental manipulations, I still forgave her. But Tony, I was still so angry with him. Something that big, I trusted him to tell me about it. Instead, he kept it from me, lied to me and only told me the truth when it blew up in our faces.’

‘He didn’t think that we would listen; that we would understand. Sam, he only wanted to protect us.’ ‘I only wanted to protect him.’

An Infinite Number Of Monkeys At Typewriters (Or, Steve and Tony Finally Get It Right) by JenTheSweetie

M, 19k words

Doctor Strange saves the day :)

Now usually I’m not all that interested in parallel universes, dimensions-traveling and all that jazz, but this was like a fairytale, so…

«Steve, come on, it’s not a fairytale»

«Isn’t it?» Strange said, stepping into the office. «And here I was all ready to play the fairy godmother.»

Like a Postcard Phrase by isellys

T, 5k words

Texting. A bit of humor, a bit of reminiscing, a bit of starry-eyed Wanda, a bit of daddy!Clint, Sam is once again awesome, no super angsty angst, and really, really sweet & warm.

Have you ever seen an android powered by a magical alien stone pine? It’s sad. It’s like seeing a normal person pine, except he glows sometimes.

Unknown Number by @copperbadge

Starring: The One And Only Tony Stark, Sullen Surrogate Daughter, Bird Costume & Angriest Bird.

It’s just some excerpts, not the complete fic, but as brilliant as anything copperbadge writes.

In Case of (Coronary) Emergency by @veldeia

T, 1,3k words

He doesn't expect Steve to pick up, so when that actually happens, Tony almost drops it. His hand is shaking. His other arm, the left, aches fiercely.

"Tony?" Steve's voice cuts through the ringing in Tony's ears.

"Steve. I'm sorry," Tony says. "Also, fuck you."

Hope for the Hopeless by @owltype

Really, really short series, just ~4k words in total, but so sweet. Post-CW fluff, even.

“How do we always wind up here?” Steve asks.

Tony’s voice catches in his throat. “Because we’re idiots,” he answers, his voice soft, afraid that if he speaks any louder it’ll shatter this tender moment between them.

It's What You Choose That Counts, In The End by @the-vorkosigan

T, 8,5k words

The whole family is back together, and it’s Halloween and it’s Harry Potter references and it’s perfect. I couldn’t even pick up a favorite quote, it’s just… Fuck it, it’s absolutely perfect.

Never Eye To Eye by @the-vorkosigan

M, 26k words.

As good as you can possibly imagine & even better. Angst, chemistry & tension, sooooo many emotions and, of course, happy ending. This one is imperative to read. It’s classic, and it’s gold, and it’s EVERYTHING.

"Tell me," Tony said quietly "how is it that I always get the impression you expect the worst from me, in advance, and then, afterwards, you still manage to be disappointed in me somehow, every fucking time?"

Clint is Allergic to Feels by @fangirlingmanaged 

Hawkeye saves the day :) Just a cute one-shot to warm up one’s heart amidst all the post-CW angst.

Our Shared Mutual Destruction by GreenLoki

M, 3,5k words

After all, who did he value more – a few friends who had gotten him through a world he couldn’t even recognise, a few friends who he had fought with, had drinks with, respected, laughed with? Or the one friend he had known since he was just a kid in the early forties? Who had been through everything with him, who had followed him through anything? A friend that he had lost and mourned and found again?

Tusk by @laudatenium 

M, 6,5k words

Beautifully written angst.

Tony knows what he’s doing, he knows what he’s saying. He knows he probably shouldn’t. But for once, he just wants to have the freedom to burn everything. It’s been his job to preserve, to clean up, to repair, to fix. The sour, stinging center of him just wants to be expulsive like he used to be, to blow everything up and leave it behind for everyone else. He wants to rip Steve to shreds, because Steve doesn’t care that he ripped Tony to shreds.

Maybe he can’t burn everything, but maybe he can burn the man who left him the smoldering shell of what they’d built.

Made Of by @killaidanturner 

T, 4k words

Beautiful, poetic even.

I knew it was Bucky and I was selfish, I was too selfish, I wanted them both. 

And by keeping it from him I lost him and I lost Bucky. I lost the Avengers. I lost everything.

Riving Metal and Melting Ice by brown_recluse

E, 22k words

Are you telling me Germany lost a perfectly good airport because you didn’t think my jokes were funny, Rogers?

#stony fanfiction #stony fic #rec list #fanfiction #fanfic #fix it fic #civil war fix it #captain america civil war #tony stark defense squad #stony fics

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I miss my fucking brother.

So my brother passed away in April and i can't stop replaying everything in my head. I try to do a million things in a day to help keep me busy so i don't have to think about it. And when i don't think about it, i'm almost ok... but when i have nothing left to do, i'm almost always crying. I lost a huge part of me. A huge part of my life. Growing up, it was always just us two against the world. Having that brother and sister bond, the arguing, the laughing, the playing pretend, the always having each other's backs thing, everything is just gone. Whenever we'd get in trouble, we'd always have each other. We've been through so much, from our alcoholic parents running away from us, the cops coming to get us and us having to go stay places... Our little hole we dug in our front yard, always playing cars outside.. or jumping off the shack and propane tank onto the trampoline. secretly playing Mario on our old school tv with the blanket over us almost like a little gaming fort, and getting into trouble when we'd laugh because we were suppose to be sleeping.. all the birthdays, christmas', and just every day... my whole life. you were my whole life. i just wanna say sorry for leaving you for 4 years when i lived with my grandma and when you moved away. Im sorry i didn't come with you. I cry so much thinking of what you told me. how you said you always cried whenever i'd leave when i'd go visit.. how you and i missed out on so much memories together those years we spent apart... how i could have done fun things with you during that time and instead you stayed in your room for those years and rarely went out, and when you did, you'd go see your friend. i'm thankful you had a friend there. and i'm so thankful you moved in with me when i got a place here. I'm so thankful we made a few new memories here. I'm so sorry for getting upset with you, from time to time, i feel like i was such a bad sister. It's so hard for me to show people how i truly feel and that's one big fucked up thing about me. i'm sorry i didn't show you how i felt about you every day. You were a great brother and i appreciate all of the laughs we shared. all of the pranks and even just bugging you and stealing your food. Little things like that i'll always cherish... i'll always remember the way my stomach felt as i was walking in that hospital. i wanted to throw up. i was so anxious and saddened knowing you were hurt that bad. no one would ever think by just falling down stairs, it would be that bad. that's why when i found out that morning, i just said "fuckin darren... he'll be ok" and just went back to bed. i should have just rushed over there and maybe you'd see me as you freaked out in ilex when they rushed you there. mom told me you tried to pull out your tubes and you were talking nonsense and the only thing that she understood was "oh my gosh" i always try to put myself in your shoes and imagine the kind of headache you were feeling as your brain was swelling up... then they sedated you and you never woke up after that. who knew all of this would happen just by falling down stairs? Swollen brain.. blood inside the brain in multiple places... then you developed pneumonia and they had to try warm you up and cool you down, a part of me is thinking that's how you got pneumonia in the first place.. they should've just left your body to be in room temperature.. idk but i'm not a doctor so.. yeah.. then after pneumonia, your kidneys and every other organ started failing and they couldn't even fix them because it was putting too much stress on your heart and if they were to try fix one thing, then your heart would stop... UGH!! Mom told me you opened your eyes in the hospital. and the doctors tried to speak to you but you closed your eyes again. I wish they stayed open. i'll never forget that doctor coming in the room and saying there's nothing more they could do and we just had to watch you go. i hope you felt me as i held onto you. i hope you heard me as i whispered in your ear that you'll be okay, as every machine in that room shut down and your heart stopped beating. i know i'll never forget it. i'll never forget actually feeling your heart stop as i put my hand over your chest. i'll never forget the screams i made and how i couldn't even breathe for a second. and in that second, i wished with all my might that i could go with you.. but i know mom needed me so i couldn't. I can't even imagine how mom feels every day. losing her baby boy... i can't even imagine losing my girl because it pains me. mom is so strong still going through each day knowing you're gone, she's still working and everything... but me, it's really fucking hard on me. i can't even think of my future or anything because i'm too depressed. it's almost as if i can't live without you. but i know i have to. for my sammy, i have to live. i have to be a good parent and be there for my girl. i know you'd want me to. and i know you're probably here with me as i type all of this. even just knowing that, it's not the same, it's never gonna be the same. i wish you'd just come home... i always look at the door whenever id hear someone walk up my steps and for a second i'd picture you walking through the door coming home to eat your chips i bought you. i told you to take those chips to brayden's house but you said you'd eat them when you come back.. and you never came back. 😢 as angry and hurt as i am, i still forgave your friend. he pushed you down those stairs, and i know mom will never forgive him for that. but i do. maybe deep down, i don't want to because a part of me is saying how he took my brother away... but i know it's not healthy for me to be so unforgiving.. i'm trying my best to stay strong. some days it just gets to me and i have to go in your room and cry... i know without my sam, idk what id do. i probably would have taken a gun and shot myself. and that's the truth. children are saviours. my sam helps me every day and i know you must think of her and come visit her all the time. of course you would, you loved her so much. this whole post is all over the place but that's my mind for ya! i don't even care about the grammar and all that because well, who would care? especially when they're writing something as emotional as this. i just miss my brother. so fucking much. with every inch of my being i will always fucking miss and love you, Darren.

#personal