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fretbored34 · 1 year
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So "bright eyes" is just a euphemism for electrocution? 🤨
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fallingyams · 8 months
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(Sorry my Op.5 hype is off the charts: super long post up ahead with a bit of analysis into why Sherlock says the things he does to convince William to live)
Can I just say that Morimyu Op. 3 does a fantastic job at setting up the confrontation between William and Sherlock?
William sings, conflicted, about whether he can still find forgiveness. His mind is set on dying (alone), but there's a part of his heart that wavers.
AND THEN. AND THEN!!!!! SHERLOCK MEETS HIM IN DURHAM AND TELLS HIM
A crime is still a crime, no matter how noble the intention. He cannot forgive killing others and using the deaths of people, even despicable people. (Which is beautifully contrasted against the Jack the Ripper case btw). He will catch the Lord of Crime and punish him for his actions.
It's at that point that William turns a bit sorrowful and resigned (and Shogo's expression is so!!!! SO!!!!! wow his despair is palpable) almost as if he's thinking to himself 'as expected, there is no forgiveness for someone like me' and probably solidifies his idea that death is the only suitable recompense for him.
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ANYWAY back to the manga itself
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His sorrowful condemnation:
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I think that it's precisely because of this, the only person whose forgiveness can change his mind is Sherlock.
It doesn't matter that Fred or Louis or what any others think. They can call him a good person all they want, but it doesn't change the fact that in his mind, he is already condemned.
(Besides that, his accomplices are all evil because their plan is inherently evil to him. Their words hold little weight. A sinner can't save another.)
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That is, until Sherlock tells him this.
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And suddenly his entire worldview is upended. Because all this time, he believed there was only condemnation to be found for someone like him.
Sherlock, his righteous actor in the stage of London's crimes, has deemed him worthy of redemption.
And if the one good person thinks that William can be saved...
But no! How can believe that? William James Moriarty is the devil incarnate. He is stained. His sins are unforgivable, no matter what Sherlock says. Murder is unforgivable, right?
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So Sherlock flips the script.
He reminds William that HE is also a criminal and murderer. (It's a perfect crime in the eyes of the law, but William knows the truth)
He becomes the mirror reflecting William's image so that William can come to the realisation that they are all capable of good and evil.
The greatest evil is capable of good.
The greatest good (Sherlock - in Liam's eyes, at least) is capable of evil.
And if William can still think of Sherlock as good despite this,
And if William can forgive Sherlock for murder...
Then why can't William himself be forgiven for murder?
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I think, in some ways, here Sherlock also confesses that he has lost the mandate or the right to catch William as a detective on the right side of the law.
He's not standing there as someone catching a criminal.
They're now standing as equals. Friends (or whatever you call that tension they have going on LOL), rivals, equals.
It's no longer "catch" in the criminal sense, but to "catch" a falling friend. A trust fall, if you will.
(It just occurred to me that the whole chapter is just a trust fall exercise on a large scale LMAO)
This changes the whole trajectory of what William believes in. That seed of doubt has been planted in him - that he could, perhaps, still find forgiveness.
More importantly, that he has Sherlock's forgiveness.
And that is what allows him to live on.
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novelty-f00l · 7 months
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I Fall Apart In Ohio
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“Ohio Is For Lovers” by Hawthorn Heights
“I Fall Apart” by Post Malone
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drugs-and-depression · 11 months
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She told me that I'm not enough
And she left me with a broken heart
She fooled me twice and it's all my fault
She cut too deep, now she left me scarred
Now there's too many thoughts goin' through my brain
And now I'm takin' these shots like it's Novocaine
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought
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beingdreeyore · 10 months
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fearless-franklin · 5 months
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For all my broken people falling apart…
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tdenewulf · 6 months
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How am I just discovering this?
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She told me that I'm not enough, yeah
And she left me with a broken heart, yeah
She fooled me twice and it's all my fault, yeah
She cut too deep, now she left me scarred, yeah
Now there's too many thoughts goin' through my brain, yeah
And now I'm takin' these shots like it's Novocaine, yeah
Oooh, I fall apart
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xxcrowx · 2 years
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wedge
but when i wake up another morning
and your arms do not surround me
my hands grab for your skin
to reach for only sheets,
i want to kill this summer
its few days spilling out the sides of spring
and autumn
i am only with you in dark months
only in allergy
and pollen and cold
cold like my hands before they touch yours
was i happy before,
when you were not with me, sharing halves
of oranges
their scent sticking to my fingers
when i had no one to linger behind me, silently
more now than then
the hole grows deeper
spiraling into the ground, this
dry well i keep hauling water from has never given
salvation
cruelty lies in lying,
you bring water for a few months
and pretend there was never drought
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trippercrazy · 1 year
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Post Malone
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theparadoxart · 1 year
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Oooh, I fall apart Down to my core
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inthedarkest-hour · 2 years
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She cut too deep now she left me scarred.
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scarsdead · 2 months
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ugh
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cryingonthefreeway · 3 months
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sweatsnervously47 · 4 months
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Is screaming in your car on the way to work about how your life is an endless line of hard lessons that never stop called processing your emotions or ruminating? Asking for a friend.
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sirlonius · 8 months
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For what seems like no reason at all I feel as if I'm slipping and falling apart at the seams. The years of work, growth, therapy, and here I am feeling like I'm drowning once again...
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