#i get sentimental at night

[okinawabearsnake]

a collection of moments from my first year in Japan where i felt whole

#japan #shrine #photography #travel #my life #turn your brightness up #i get sentimental at night #first pic is from a dance festival bro i DANCED #second is just down the street from where i live #third is summer fireworks that were so long i left early #they do 90 min fireworks here it's wild #fourth was my first trip outside of tokyo #down to hakone and it was pouring rain #i was crying walking through the trails around this shrine #it was so beautiful and i was having a moment

[ofbakerst]

when watson tells him he has to return to the hotel to console a dying englishwoman, & holmes knows this may be the last time they will see each other, his face softens into the slightest of wistful smiles, like he's seeing all the things he loves about watson, his kindness, bravery, loyalty, trust, and then he just turns to go! like he's already said his own secret little goodbye that watson doesn't know about & now it's time to move on to the next thing

#wrote this post in the middle of the night actually bc the thought of it was keeping me awake lol #had to persuade myself not to stay up & make the gif #whether anyone else even sees what i'm seeing idk #the final problem #gifs #said i was going to try not to get too sentimental but yk

[pinkfestivalpeanuttree]

"omg there was only one bed" and if the bed-sharing was familial? if it was platonic?

what about going to a parental figure's room after a nightmare and being comforted late at night?

what about found families cuddling on the couch under lots of blankets?

what about friends showing up at obscene hours of night to crash at their house because it's a safe place for them?

what about siblings sleeping on bunk beds or in separate rooms but end up sharing one bed anyway because they need to know that the other one is safe after a traumatic experience and their other siblings wake up before them and take pictures of them cuddling to tease them later?

what about reluctant found families or reluctant friend groups having to share a bed and as they drift off to sleep, surrounded by these people who they didn't want to get close to but ended up not only caring about, but trusting and relying on, coming to the realization that they would do anything for them???

what about platonic intimacy and being able to rest and rely on your loved ones because you trust them? what about that? huh???

#sometimes i get the urge to write about aro moods late at night for no discernable reason #i needed to get this out of my system #i just.... love the found family trope so freaking much *sniffles* #i was thinking about my ocs and then i got hit with feels #both sentimental for platonic relationships and indignant righteous fury towards amatonormativity #epilogue speaks #aromantic #aro #writing #tropes #aspec

[justaz]

arthur (prince of camelot) still has to study under a tutor bc yknow uther wants him to be very intelligent before becoming king or something bc its super important idk idc anyways merlin is doing chores in his chambers while arthur is squinting at a book and merlin eventually caves and asks him what he’s reading and arthur gruffly explains that its a collection of stories from greece that make absolutely no sense so merlin asks him to read them outloud to him. arthur of course teases him and calls him an idiot and asks how he could possibly help but does as he’s asked and reads the stories to merlin as he does his chores. merlin (being crushed under the weight of destiny and tormented by the prophecies that kilgharrah spews) understands the stories almost immediately and gets all excited and starts rambling about them with arthur. arthur is glad to have someone who understands so he can give something that reflects a hint of understanding to his tutor who accepts it and moves onto the next unit of education.

the thing is, arthur finds more stories in camelot’s library and brings them up to his room to read them aloud to merlin under the guise of completing his studies but really he just wants to watch as merlin’s eyes gleam when he understands whats happening and listen to him ramble on and on about them bc he’s gay. the stories stick with merlin though and he realizes that they’re cautionary tales, that the heroes who were told too much of their future doomed themself to fulfill them - that them fighting the prophecies led to their completion. merlin takes it to heart and gives a big “fuck you” to kilgharrah before forging his own fate and helping morgana with her magic and handing out an olive branch to mordred and now everyone can live happily and peacefully in an albion teeming with magic.

#merlin and arthur are of course at each others side in the end #merlin is curled up with arthur in their bed and says a silent thank you to his king for saving him #arthur returns the sentiment wholeheartedly #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #merthur #fic idea #fanfic #fanfiction #headcanon #hc #head canon #merthur prompt #i have my own hc of fate vs destiny in bbc merlin and i like to incorporate that into everything i write #but then i realize that not everyone thinks that way lmao #i like to think that destiny is unavoidable. merlin and arthur are destined to form albion and lead it together #i think fate is like a fragile version of destiny #i think most people are tied to fate and will follow what they are fated to do unless those who arent tied down by fate change course #like i hc that seers are able to see the potential future of what is to happen should they not interfere #and the goddess leaves it up to them to choose. so like seers arent tied down by fate and can change the course of history #since merlin is literally magic incarnate i also think he isnt tied down by fate and can act to change things #kilgharrah told merlin the prophecy that would result in the dragon getting free and ending the pendragon line #and since merlin never got close w like any druids or magic users. no one told him the inner workings of fate vs destiny #so he listened to the dragons warnings dooming him to fulfill the prophecy that brought about one of the worst possible futures #bc the dragon was salty about his whole species being eradicated by uther and vowed to destroy the pendragon line #omg im ranting okay post over thank you and good night

[coldshrugs]

i've been exactly where you are i'll drive, i'll drive all night

#azia gposes #io/estinien #io laithe #estinien varlineau #ngl i did kinda snap on this one!!! #this is way before relationship stuff but so important for recementing what their friendship means to each other #how far they'd go and how much they'd stake #call your mom - noah kahan & lizzy mcalpine is just. such a big song for them T^T #no moms to call but the sentiment of seeing each other through any night no matter how bad things get!!! ough #okay bye goodnight!

[hotwaterandmilk]

While I'm half awake and online during the work week, just a quick post to say I'm going through some health stuff at the moment (beyond the usual). I won't get into the details on here, but I'm struggling a bit at the moment so please be patient with me -- I promise I'll get around to replying to messages and sharing more content as soon as I'm up to it.

I appreciate everyone taking the time to like and share the posts I've had lined up this month, it means a lot. I can't do much as a fan so knowing that people enjoy seeing some of the things I've collected over the years gives me a real boost when my body gets me down.

#personal #eripiyo gets it #appreciate you all #sorry my body sucks #and that i can't word good in the middle of the night #i'm sure you get my sentiments even if i'm rambling

[iheartmoons]

have decided to abandon sleep and read jily fanfic instead

#jily fanfic is so so so so personal to me #close to my heart #cos i used to read it all the time in primary school #id literally come home and at night i’d read jily fics on my ipad #makes me feel like a little kid again #oooh i’m getting sentimental #jily #the marauders #fanfiction #ao3 #lily evans #james potter

[zevlors-tail]

Zevlor subconsciously wrapping his tail around Tav's waist while they're doing mundane things or just spending time together. Like he just loves Tav so much that he always wants to be touching part of them.

#thoughts #bg3 #bg3 zevlor #thinking about my touch starved Tav and the immense comfort Zevlor's tail would bring them #anyways its that time of night where i get all sentimental and wishy washy #and then i pine over Zevlor #i want to be held #sigh

[trappper-johnathan]

IF YOU'RE READING THIS, I LOVE YOU!! THREE HUNDRED HEARTS BE UPON YE!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (yes, I counted 💪😤🫴❤️)

My shift was ASS but I'm HOME and I'm HAPPY TO BE ALIVE!! And I'm happy you're alive!! And I love you!!!!! Retail will really make you feel like people don't care about you but they do!! I care about you!! Fuck's sake!! I'm holding your hand!!!!!

#MAN !!!!!!! #truly tho. the world isnt all bad and im so glad youre all here with me #its a shit show out there but im trying to stay positive and i hope you are too! #i hope you day is/was good and i hope your night is/was even better #MUAH 💋 #and i will NOT apologize for getting sentimental and emotional on a sunday evening even though i really want to ‼️‼️

[skinnypaleangryperson]

I am so damn attracted to this version of Rick 💕

#I love when he gets all soft and sweet and sentimental towards the people he cares about like the way he was in this scene #but especially when he's raw f****** busted from being an impulsive manchild all night #rick sanchez #rick and morty

[trashworldblog]

i feel so lucky to have my special intrest be a group of people who seem to truely appreciate the people that support them. and to belong to a community where i feel genuinely appreciated and have to have made so many wonderful friends.

and to top it off, they are constantly putting out banger after banger. oops all hits!

i dont know if ill ever be able to express how much joy i get everyday from watcher, their content, and the community that surrounds them. plus, they inspire me creatively in my own field.

just needed to get this message out into the universe :)

#uh oh beths getting sentimental and mushy at 12:47 pm (am? its night time lol) #uh but yeah im so fucking happy to be here. everything is amazing. and i want yall to know about it. #also definitely not related to a conversation i had with boog and kelli today. definitely not at all. shhhh #im so happy and excited #watcher

[traumasurvivors]

I just want to share something and hopefully offer some hope.

For a lot of trauma survivors, they feel dirty. They feel like they can’t get clean no matter what. They feel like they can’t wash off what was done to them. I was one of them. The keyword being was.

I don’t feel dirty anymore. It took me a long time but I’ve realized that no matter what someone did to me, it doesn’t make me dirty.

What I’m trying to say is… there’s hope. There is so much hope. It can get better.

#my post #feeling unclean #sorry #tw alcohol #I’ve had a couple drinks tonight #so I’m feeling rambly #don’t get me wrong #I believe this stuff anytime #but it’s just making my brain go more #I’m also feeling overly sentimental #and I just want to hug you all #with consent of course #and tell you I’m proud of you #and it’s really going to be okay #even if it’s not right now #I should probably come up with a tag #for nights I drink or smoke #because I post a lot more and it might get annoying #I have had some self control and queued some of it #but not a lot of self control lol

[oneway-closet]

can’t believe two gay kids in the 80s and their gang of friends are going to save the world and permanently end homophobia in mainstream media. what a world we live in

#thank you duffers 🙏 #i think i'm getting a little too hopeful but anyways #byler #this post is /hj but i mean if st if you really want to end homophobia in mainstream media go ahead #i'm having a very sentimental night

[kitwasheree]

he knew someone who used to hold his hair so tenderly like that, too

#twst ocs #twisted wonderland #twst #iris siribica 🍷 #twst oc #technically an irilia art #irilia 🦇🍷 #(sobbing) im so happy with how this came out #the rendering process made me want to bash my head into a wall #but he came out so... 😭😭 so pretty as i intended #me when my love and passion for art kisses me back in return #im getting sentimental good night

[hyunpic]

hyunjin said goodnight on bubble an hour ago but he’s still on the community chatting with stays 😔

#in the middle of the night and the topics are getting sentimental #i feel like im having a sleepover with a bestie 🥹 #mp

[fckthtgetmoney]

my seats for seattle were nosebleeds but the electricity and excitement of the crowd for the closing night of the na leg of satvb was completely unmatched

I got to meet and hug @hollyfhumberstone (and allison who helps coco run @1975archives ) after almost a year of friendship - thank you to tumblr for bringing one of the kindest, gracious, and absolute sweetest people into my life, I can’t imagine my life without coco in it

After a decade of being in this fandom and community, it’s kinda scary to think that after the 2024 tour, we don’t know when the boys will be back, but what matters is that we’ll be waiting for them 🤍

#sorry for getting sappy #after getting icbmil and medicine last night (medicine is one of my top 75 songs) #I’m feeling v sentimental #this was also my first solo concert ever (I traveled and sat by myself) and it was such a great experience #I love this community with all of my heart and I got to meet so many amazing people the last two days #also dorajar was such an amazing opener #I love her and her band so so much #the 1975 #satvb #adam hann #matty healy #ross macdonald #george daniel