#i have 5 months to make a baby blanket but i haven't even picked out a pattern or yarn yet

[sigmastolen]

Friends the Sweater is officially Off The Needles !

#i still have to weave in the ends (so many fucking ends) and block but like #it's finished #the part where i am creating fabric is finished #ahhhskhjdkksksns it's so squishy and warm i love it i hope i love wearing it #vanitas vanitatum et omnia vanitas #i do love knitting patterns #... ​what to start next #i have 5 months to make a baby blanket but i haven't even picked out a pattern or yarn yet #what's that you say? the sweater again but in the other yarn? #hmmmm

[surfinminhos]

especially in love with you ♡

hwang hyunjin x female reader (fluff)

requested! ---- Lrei

!! fluff au, kissing, mentions of stress, work. 2ND PERSON POV, cuddling, clingy bf, tiny fake text part, everything fluff! microscopic angst part !!

word count: 1,073

synopsis: You and Hyunjin have been dating for 8 months, The two of you haven't parted ways since. One day you went home exhausted from work. He was clearly worried about you and let you sleep for the rest of the night. The next day you woke up to see your boyfriend out of sight. Little did you know, he was planning a little gift to remove a little bit of your stress from work. It was the best gift you'd ever received from anyone. You both love each other dearly, but this day was really 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭.

-author's note: this is my first time writing something like this, ever so you can spot a lot of mistakes throughout my posts. I would love some tips on writing on Tumblr, overall tysm for reading.-

It was a scorching hot day and you were with your boyfriend that was going to drop you off to work. You two usually walked to your workplace every morning but considering the intense heat outside, you both decided that he'll just drop you off to work in his car. It was a pretty short and quiet ride. You both liked the comfortable silence that comes every once in a while. You two reached the workplace, wiping a little sweat dripping down your forehead from the hot temperature. You said goodbye to your boyfriend and kissed his cheek."Why can't you just take the day off and spend more time with me and Kkami?" he asked, frowning. "You know I can't do that Hyune, I have to work. Speaking of work, I gotta go, I don't want to be late. Bye," you kissed his cheek again and sent him multiple flying kisses on the way to your office's entrance. You walk inside your office as a bunch of your colleagues greet you and you greet them back. "Omg, I love you hyunjinnie baby mwa mwa mwa" your best friend, (y/f/n) stated mockingly. "Oh shut up (y/f/n), you're just jealous I dated someone longer than 2 days." you scoffed, making her blush a little from embarrassment. "Whatever, I still don't trust that guy." she ranted. "Well you should 'cause I don't think I can ever leave him," you stated. You organize your stuff as you mentally prepare yourself for a long day of work.

You went home, exhausted. You plopped down on your couch, not wanting to stand up, maybe it was because of the extreme heat, or you were too tired to do so. "Hyune! I'm home!" you exclaimed as you watched your boyfriend run down the stairs to check on you. "Hey jagi, how was work?" he asked as he sat down beside you, looking like a disaster compared to him, it seemed like he had just got out of the shower an hour before you arrived, you were lying down, limbs everywhere. "It was the most tiring 5 hours of my life," you answered. "Missed me?" you asked with a cheeky smile, trying to cover the fact that you were really tired yet failing miserably the moment you heard your boyfriend's response. "Of course I did," he cupped your cheeks as he kissed you. "I know you're tired, stop trying to cover it up jagi, I've made you food, eat up and change into your pj's and I'll get ready to cuddle you to sleep," he instructed."Alriiight, help me get up first," you blurted, causing both of you to laugh as he pulls you out of the couch. After you did everything he told you, you rushed to your shared bedroom and saw Hyunjin laying down in his pj's. He was shocked seeing you've done everything he asked so swiftly. "Staring is bad y'know," you said jokingly. You ran over to the bed and lay down beside him. He tucks you in the blankets, legs intertwined as he cuddles you tightly, while you smile at his actions. "Go to sleep now, dream of me cutie" he smirked, causing you to smile and blush even more as you drift away to sleep.

*bzzzt, bzzzt* you woke up to your phone buzzing loudly, you picked it up and glanced at the time, it was 7:23 in the morning. You grunted as you stretched your arms and saw the empty space on the other side of the bed, your boyfriend had woken up earlier than you. You wonder where he could've gone as you stand up and walk lazily to the bathroom to brush your teeth. After, you hear a sudden *ting!* from your phone, indicating a message. You check your phone and see it was from your boyfriend.

"Hm, I wonder what his surprise would be" you mumble, running down the stairs. Just as you said that, you saw what he meant in the text. He made a lot of paintings, of you. He made a cake for you with something written on top "I love you jagiya!", He made a whole interactive card origami filled with letters for you and your pictures together which takes hours to make. You swore you were going to cry 'cause of all the efforts he gave making all of this. You truly didn't deserve him. He was beside the cake, he flashed his smile at you and you smiled back. "You made all this? For me? Why?" you asked, feeling flustered. "Because I saw that you were exhausted from work yesterday and I wanted to make you feel relaxed since you've been stressed the whole week," he answered. Feeling butterflies in your stomach. You two spent the whole weekend together. If only you could live in this moment forever. Night came, and you two were on the balcony, enjoying the view. "I have told you this a billion times already, but I'll say it again. I love you. So much." you stated, breaking the silence. He smiles at you and lifts your chin up to face him with his thumb, "I love you too, so, so, so much. You're my favourite person ever. 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲." he says, and kisses you under the moonlight.

-END-

-author's note ~ IT'S FINALLY DONE! I sacrificed my sleep for this. send some requests! sorry if it's kinda cheesy, I tried. Stream 5 Star for 5 days of luck-

#hyunjin #hyunjin x y/n #hyunjin stray kids #hyunjin fluff #hyunjin x reader #hyunjin au #hyunjin fake texts #hyunjin imagines #hwang hyunjin #hwang hyunjin imagines #surfinminhos

[italianlobster]

Love Him Madly

Matías Recalt x Gender Neutral reader

Summary: You're a musician, and you write a song about your boyfriend, Matías Recalt.

(It's originally written by The Doors, but I changed the gender and it's set in modern times).

I wrote 3 fics todayy, I'm so proud of myself qq

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3:00 AM

12 hours you have spent locked in your room. The only times you went out were to get food and use the bathroom. Crumbled paper filled with scribbled lyrics that didn't even make sense was scattered across your room as well as your own vinyls. You were busy writing down songs for your sixth album. It was called L.A. Woman. You were in desperate need of a shower along with a good night's sleep. You haven't slept all day and night. But you couldn't rest now, you had work to do. You promised the band you would be finished by the next day. Well, today, actually, it's early in the morning, and you have to be at the studio by 6:00 AM to present what you have written so far to the band. It had to be good and something that would catch their eye. Something that would hit the charts.

Your back was hunched due to looking down at the empty paper, and your hand began to cramp from holding that damn pencil all day and night. There was nothing good to write about. You have given your all in the last few albums. Your droopy eyes were going to give up any moment now. You looked through all your books and pictures for inspiration, from greek poetry to your graduation photos. All physical media was on the floor now except for your box dedicated to the love of your life, Matías Recalt.

Matías had been your boyfriend for 5 years now. You both met through friends, and the rest is history. You hadn't seen him in a while because just like you, he was busy with his celebrity status. He was an actor and spent the last few months filming for his newest movie, Society of the Snow, so you couldn't see him until he was done filming. You sighed as you opened the box, which revealed pictures of him as a baby to a teenager and finally an adult. There were also pictures of him and you. Your favorite photo included him asleep in a garden during one of your picnic dates. You placed little flowers you had picked in the garden on his hair while he slept peacefully and took the picture. He looked so beautiful. The real sleeping beauty.

4:00 AM

An hour had passed. You had spent one hour reliving the past with your boyfriend. It was worth it, though. You really needed something to cheer you up. So, you happily picked up that pencil again and began to write in the blank paper.

Don't ya love him madly?

Don't ya need him badly?

Don't ya love his ways?

Tell me what you say

The first few lyrics you had written in hours that you actually liked. You really loved him madly. Anyone would, too. You would do anything for that man. But you wanted to be his lover, not his devoted slave so you erased a lyric of wanting to do anything for him. Now, you were left with only 4 lines so far. Thoughts of Matías danced in your mind. His lovely smile, voice, and personality. You really needed him badly now. His touch and his words. You needed to hear him say, "I love you," again. You needed to hug him and feel his warmth. You thought about the both of you sleeping together, him being the little spoon and you being the big spoon. Your arms around his waist and your legs tangled with his. The scent of his shampoo still lingering in his hair, which filled your nostrils. It was one of your favorite scents, along with his natural aroma. The only place you needed to be in right now was in his arms. So, you grabbed a nearby blanket and rolled it. You hugged it tightly with your eyes closed, imagining that you were hugging him.

You loved his ways. The way he walked. The way he dressed. His way of living and just his lifestyle in general. Weirdly enough, you even fell in love with the way he slept. So peaceful and calm, with no worries in the world and you at his side. He was a kind and healthy soul, and you aspired to be like him. You wanted him to teach you his ways. He could tell you anything, and you'd be interested in whatever. He can make anything interesting. You also never got bored of looking at him. You could stare at him forever. If you had the talent, you would build a sculpture of him and show it off to everyone that this gorgeous man is yours only.

Let me tell you what, this man is an angel sent by God himself. You were alone before you met him, and he saved your life on multiple occasions. When you met him for the first time, it was like a fairytale.

Now, tell me,

Don't ya love him madly?

Wanna be his mommy? (Or daddy or other)

Don't ya love his face?

God bless the parents that raised him, you thought.

Again, you loved him madly. Your love for him was so strong that you would've been locked up in the old days for being so crazy in love. "They'd have to lock us both up, not just you." Matías would always say. You giggled. You remembered the first time Matías said I love you. It was in a note he had sent you along with a silver, diamond, heart-shaped ring. You gasped when you opened the box.

Dear Y/N,

Hi, I hope you love your gift. I had it made specifically for you, with your initials engraved on top of the heart. It's special. I remember the first time we've met, how pretty you looked when I talked to you for the first time. So cute, I'll never forget that face. I'll come back to you as soon as I'm done filming. I promise. I know you or me haven't said I love you yet, but I'll be the first, I love you. I hope that didn't make you mad or anything. I really love you so much. I mean it.

Love, Matías Recalt

You couldn't wait to see the look on Matías' face when you tell him for the first time, I love you. How his eyes would widened and he would blush. How he would be shocked that someone else actually loves him. Not for his looks or his money, just for him as a person. You loved his face. His pale skin, pink lips, and dark eyes. His face had "flaws" like acne, but you loved his acne. It made look more cuter, and you always told him not to be insecure about it. His dark eyes were small. You loved how his eyes shrunk whenever he laughed or smiled. Your heart would melt.

Don't ya love him as he's walkin' out the door?

Like he did one thousand times before

Don't ya love his ways?

Tell me what you say?

Don't ya love him as he's walkin' out the door?

Since Matías is a famous actor, he is always on the move and busy. You both go months without seeing each other physically. He has walked out the door one thousand times before. You loved the way he walked out. A specific time where he walked out was when he had a ton of luggage, sunglasses on, a white blouse that was unbuttoned with his chest revealed, and tight black jeans. The weather was blazing that day. You could see droplets of sweat on his neck and chest. His hair was starting to go frizzy from the humdity. He looked down at his watch to see the time. His side profile was like a work of art. Unfortunately, you couldn't admire him for much longer and he had to leave. Matías gave you a kiss on the lips, and he walked out the door for the one thousandth time.

All your love

All your love

All your love

All your love

All your love is gone

So sing a lonely song

Of a deep blue dream

Seven horses seem to be on the mark

Yeah, don't you love him?

Don't you love him as he's walkin' out the door?

When you and Matías were separated, all your love was gone. So was his. You couldn't visit each other for even a short time due to your and his busy schedule. The both of you were lonely. There was nothing you could do. While it was your passion to become a musician, you sometimes felt like quitting just to be by Matías' side. He also thought the same. Life meant nothing without Matías.

All your love

All your love

All your love

Yeah, all your love is gone

So sing a lonely song

Of a deep blue dream

Seven horses seem to be on the mark

Well, don't ya love him madly?

Don't ya love him madly?

Don't ya love him madly?

You wrote the same lyrics again because it was your favorite part of the song. Suddenly, the doorbell rang. You yawned and went up to show who it was. Probably one of your band mates. Your hand grasped the doorknob and twisted it. When the door sprung open, there was Matías. With his hands on his hips and a smile on his face.

You really loved him madly.

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#Spotify #matias recalt fanfic #matias recalt x reader #matías recalt #matias recalt

[lover-girl-estxx]

I Can't Do This

Nick Diaz x Reader (28) Abel + Axel (4) Azra (6 months)

angst? Fluff

"stop you two" I told the boys while they fought at the table "he started it!" Axel said "I told both of you!" "dad lets us fight!" Abel said I sighed rubbing my face, Azra getting fussing in on my chest "you fight at gym, not here" "we haven't been to the gym in a week" Axel added "you're dad and your uncles are out of town, you know he won't let you train with anyone else" I said putting breakfast on they're plate. Out of no where Azra started to scream crying, I sighed we barely slept last night Azras sick and teething I thought it may pass but no "relax babygirl it's okay" I rubbed her back.

Me and Nick split up a year ago, we were just off and agreed to end things. I didn't want to divorce though, just split. Nick has still always looked after me made sure me and the kids have everything, stayed with us in the guest room for a month after I had the baby. But he's been in San Diego for two weeks for his fight tonight.

"boys I laid clothes out can you put them on?" I asked coming into the livings room where they had moved the coffee table fighting on the floor "stop" I added "You're no fun!" Abel said "i don't care you guys are gonna hurt yourself" "Dad's way better than you!" Axel yelled making the once asleep Azra cry from her room, I wanted to cry I haven't slept she won't sleep even though she was so tired and the boys need to go to the gym asap. I sighed rubbing my face "go change so we can leave" I said quietly they ran to they're room, I got Azra strapped her in to my chest carrier she calm down a bit. I put my hair in a bun and changed into some what clean sweats, I opened the boys door "you guys ready?" they nodded "come on".

We went to Walmart got snacks for the fight tonight and some cold and flu for Azra. When we got home I was doing dish's in the kitchen "mom?" I turn and see Axel "yeah honey" I turned the sink off "i'm sorry I said that earlier" he said his eyes water, I got down to his level and picked him up "it's okay bubba" I kissed his head he wrapped his arms around my neck.

I was changing Azra "mom dad's fight's starting!" Abel yelled "you want to watch daddy fight?" I whispered to her kissing her head. the boys sat in front of the TV watch I took a picture and sent it to Nick. "Yes!" they yelled as Nick knocked Daley out, I smiled "this fight's for my boys who are staying up to watch this" they both smiled from ear to ear. "alright go brush you're teeth" I told them, they nodded and I grabbed my phone Y: Proud of you Nicky, Good fight

"alright Love you both" I kissed they're heads "is daddy coming home tomorrow?"Axel asked "yeah he's gonna come pick you guys up" "Azra too?" I nodded "I liked it when dad was here with us" Abel said "I know" I rubbed his cheek then kissed his head again "goodnight" I turned they're light off "love you!" they said.

| 3rd Person POV |

After spending almost all morning trying to get the boys to stop fighting, Y/n said who cares and put three blankets on the floor for cushion. "i'll be right back i'm gonna take like a ten minute nap" She told them they nodded, Azra had been asleep two hours after only three hours of sleep last night. 5 minutes into her nap the baby next to her cried.

"Dad!" The boys yelled running to Nick when he walked in the door "hey!" Nick smiled picking them up "I miss you guys so much!" he kissed they're cheeks "look mom made us a place to fight" they pointed to the living room "Nice!" he could hear crying from Azra's room "is mom with Azra?" he added they nodded "i'll be back" he said going up the stairs. When he walked in Azra was laying in her crib crying, Y/n was walking around the room hands on her face clearly crying too. He slowly walked into the room, he put his hand on her shoulder she jumped and dropped her arms and looked up at him. She had dark bags under her eyes and hair a mess "hey' he said softly she laid her head on his chest, he wrapped his arms around her shoulders "it's okay honey" he kissed her head "I can't do this by myself anymore, I haven't slept in two days she's sick. And i'm pretty sure the boys hate being here with-" "no Y/n the boys love you" she shook her head "and I miss you I miss you so much Nick" she cried into his chest, he bit his lip not wanting to cry "I miss you too" he whispered "I got the kids go sleep i'll take them to the gym" "you sure?" he leaned down and laid a soft peck on he lips "i'm sure" she nodded.

Nick had Azra on his chest back asleep "boy's go get you're gym bags" they smiled and ran to there room. He grabbed Azra's baby bag, helped the kids into the car they're bags in the back. "you guys been being hard on you're mom?" Nick asked the boys "Axel has!" Abel said "have not" "have too" I hear a slap I turned to see them both hitting each other "hey stop!" "you and uncle Nate do it all the time" I rolled my eyes.

Nick walked into what was once they're bathroom, Y/n brushed her hair "feeling better?" I asked putting my hand on her lower back "yeah" she set her brush down she looked up at him, he leaned down and kissed her "i love you" he whispered "I love you too" "can I stay here?" I nodded "forever?" he smiled "forever" she smiled.

#nick diaz #nick diaz imagine #nick diaz x reader #nate diaz imagine #nick diaz imagines #ufc

[polyesterbrush]

Pick a brilliant color and tie beads to the ends of each strand

Well, isn't it always the way. Buy the required amount of yarn for a favorite project, then end up with at least an entire skein that has not been used.If you are like me, you love to knit! Which means you are always knitting something new every month or so. Which means, after a year or two, there is a lot of leftover yarn hanging around!I will just bet that more often than not, you take those loose yarns, and put them away; into storage bins, or closets, or even as adornments in a pretty basket, bookshelf, or container. As time goes by, though, you are running out of room, am I right?We all love to cotton acrylic blend yarn manufacturer collect things, only too much yarn equals too much mess. But, there is hope! Following, are 5 tips for using all that leftover yarn in very innovative ways!#1 - Fringe a favorite lamp.

Pick a brilliant color and tie beads to the ends of each strand, then, go ahead, and attach those strands to the lamp. Add as many fringe elements as you please, as long or as short as desired. When finished, you will have a new lamp, not to mention less yarn!#2 - Knit pockets for items you already have. Long vests, sweaters that came without pockets, even scarves benefit from the addition of pockets. Knit them in the same color or use contrasting colors. You will be surprised at the results.#3 - Use leftover yarn as gift wrap "ribbon". Use separate yarns, or combine colors for truly creative ways to make a gift more unique! Then, create yarn "bows", too. What, with all the beautiful textured yarns you have stashed away, there are endless combinations of good ideas for gift wrapping! Be creative.#4 - Knit small bags for all the young daughters, nieces, grand-daughters, and other girls you know.

Find those electric blue and hot pink yarns, then add a row or two of fun fur around the top, crochet a long handle, and you have just created a very popular item! Add beads, if you please, or clasps, or old jewelry pins as adornments. You just can't go wrong. Trust me, the minute girls see these items, they want one!#5 - Organize all those single skeins, and see what colors you come up with. Then, knit up some baby blankets or table runners or bed throws. They may not be as large as traditional afghans, yet they add an extra glow to a room, especially when colors are used in sublime arrangements.All yarns come in subtle shades that differ from one another; when combining these yarns into a single project, the results can be spectacular! Look for ways to bring colors and yarn texture together in ways you haven't tried before. All those best-selling knitting books….those authors have done exactly that!So, there you have it! The 5 best tips for using up your leftover yarn! Now, never again will your oddballs be lonely!

#Polyester Brushed Yarn Suppliers

[moved2usagiiboo]

Love spell

MINORS DNI (I know I can not stop you but if I find out, you will be blocked.) This is my first time writing a fan fiction on Tumblr, let's see how this goes !

Warnings: Degrading, face fucking, explicit description, oral male receiving, sexual acts using toys. (Let me know if I missed any)

As a young girl, you believed in finding your prince charming, he'd swoop in on his mighty steed and steal your heart. You'd be enamored by his wits and courage, and he your beauty and intelligence. "The one".

At the age of 17, a high school student obsessed with the idea of traditional love. You found him. Your one and only, but he was far from prince charming, he didn't ride a mighty steed nor own a castle, but he was yours and you love him. Your highschool sweetheart, you both have cried together, laughed together, experienced many emotions together. You, in many ways, were each other's firsts.

First break down, first date, first hand holding, first kiss, first lover, and after a year of dating, you were each others' first time.

You could still remember the night, you have both been planning this for months. On your one year anniversary, you would get a room for the night at a local love hotel, there would be soft music playing, dimmed lights, candles burning, and that's where and how he take your virginity and you his. Perfect.

It didn't go that way to say the least, being very inexperienced. The first time he tried to penetrate you, you pushed him off and hide under the blanket saying, "that's not going to fit", during foreplay you accidentally hit his head with your own, not to mention almost setting the room on fire with the lit candles. But after many laughs and giggles, you successfully lost your virginity to him and you couldn't be happier.

It was far from movie perfect but for both you and him it was everything and more.

Present day you are almost two years into your relationship and you both couldn't be happier. Draken treated you with the utmost respect and care, he always takes care of you, there's barely any arguments between the two of you. Everything is perfect. Kind of.

That's how you found yourself in the streets of Shibuya's red light district, near the brothel where your lover grew up in, so you think. You looked down at your phone.

"Shit!" You hit the side of your phone as it read "connection lost, rerouting", this had been the third time it has done this, you zoned out while trying to fix your phone so you can actually make it to your destination before it gets too late. You didn't hear the woman calling your name.

"Y/N!" You felt a hand gripping your shoulder, spinning you around to face them.

"Oh! Akai!" You exclaimed happily as you locked eyes with the person in front of you, a younger woman in a red silk dress, short blonde hair with long lashes.

"What are you doing out here? It's late. Shouldn't you be home by now?" She asked in a concerned tone looking you up and down. You wore an all black hoodie with baby yellow accents, along with black joggers.

"Oh, well, I'm was looking for you." You said bashfully with a slight giggle in your tone.

"Oh?" Akai questioned.

"Well, not you specifically but the hotel! You see, I got lost trying to find it and my stupid phone keeps rerouting me!" You complained, while pushing your phone in her face to show her your problem. She simply laughs, she locks arms with yours.

"Dont worry, big sister Akai will take you there, then you can explain why you're looking for us in the first place." Akai said with a wink.

A few minutes passed and you've arrived at the brothel, she brought you a drink and sat you down in her room with a couple of other girls, you all on the floor together, after short introductions and small talk Akai 'cut to the chase' as she likes to say. Chugging her bottle of beer, she looked at you with her slightly flushed face, along with the rest of the girls there.

"Spill the beans, whats going on? Trouble in paradise?" Akai smirked crawling her way towards you. You lifted your knees to your chest wondering if you should even be here, was this a stupid idea? You must've sat with your thoughts for a while, Akai looked at you with a bit of sadness in her eyes.

You could feel your face heating up with embarrassment, your heart was beating out of your chest. You figured this would be the best place to go to learn how to do it but what if they would make fun of you? What if they tell Draken? You really didn't think this through as well as you should have.

"Hey, whatever is going on.. You can tell us, we see you like our little sister ya' know?" She says with a smile, wrapping her arm around your shoulder to comfort you. Shes always been like this, ever since she walked in on you and Draken kissing, she's been the biggest help and supporter of your relationship. You couldn't ask for a better friend.

With a deep breath you decide tell them your issues, you were here anyways.

"Okay, so, I want to learn how to give oral." You said looking down at the ground fiddling your fingers, quite embarrassed about what you just said.

"Draken has, well, done it to me a couple of times and I wanted to return the favor. The thing is, everytime I try he rejects me. Telling me, 'i don't have to do things like that'. He's so considerate sometimes it pisses me off." You ranges to the girls as they listened with opening ears.

"I mean, what type of guy rejects a blow job? It's not like he has erectile dysfunction or his dick is small. I just don't get it." You were practically fuming at the memory of him pushing him off of you as you tried to suck him off.

"Maybe he's just shy?" One of the girl's offered her opinion.

"Oh no, this man is not shy! At all" You explained remembering some of the down right filthiest things he's muttered in your ears during your time together. "He's anything but that."

"Maybe he's scared you'll bite it." Akai said causing herself and others to snicker at her comment. You could only sigh.

"Would I be that bad my first time?" You muttered to yourself.

"Everybody is, it's a practice thing." Akai explained, she got up to grab herself another bottle of beer. "What you need, is practice." She smirked handing you the bottle.

"Yeah, but how? He won't let me." You said tilting your head at her statement, taking the bottle out her hand.

"Alright girlies, get out." Akai said while looking at the other women in the room with the two of you.

"Ehhh? Whyy? We wanna help too!" One of the girl exclaimed, getting multiple replies of other girls who agree.

"We don't wanna make Y/n feel any more embarrassed than she already does." Also sighed at the childish responses of her coworkers.

You were hiding your face in your phone at this point, it was honestly one of your worst ideas, but if it helped you with Draken it was worth it.

Small "awh man", "I wanted to hear more", and other complaints came out their mouths as they left the room one by one. You waves goodbye to the girls muttering a small thank you to them for listening.

"Alright!" Akai exclaimed while squatting down to reach under her bed, pulling out a box full of,

"Toys! The best practice you can get in such a small amount of time." She smirked pushing the box towards you. You could feel the blood rush to your face as you stared at the box filled with sex toys, you're far from innocent but there's still things you've never used or seen before, toys being one of them. Akai dug in the box full of excitement.

"I'll be your first!" She smirked, she pulled out multiple many toys just throwing them out the box without a care as to where they'll land. Finally, she pulled out an unopened box, "private fun" read the lable, it was all black with dark purple letters on it, it was a sleek box, very fancy to say the least.

"I haven't used this one yet, considering I never feel the need to. This'll be my first gift to you." She said tossing the box to you while looking for something else in her closet.

"Just what exactly is this?" You asked picking up the box to further examine it.

"A dildo! Duh." She said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world,

"Oh! And this!" She threw a small bottle towards you, "Love spell" a small pink bottle that could be mistaken for a 5-hour energy drink.

"Draken won't be back home for a while, which means, we have around" She looked at the clock hanging on her wall, "an hour and thirty minutes. Which is just enough time!"

"Wait wait wait!" You looked at her with complete confusion, "I have no idea what's going on! Why do I need all of this?" You looked at your hand and the items that are now in your possession, "Love spell", a dildo, and beer.

"Welllllll," Akai said drawing out the word, "You need practice, not like you can fuck a rando before Draken gets back, you also need liquid courage and a secret weapon!" She explained. "Now we don't have much time, chug both the beer and our secret weapon." She winked at you.

You're really starting to reject your decision, but there's no backing out now. You opened the bottle of whatever was in the pink container and chugged it down, quickly opening the beer to help with the bitter taste of the first liquid. It could show on your face the level of disgust you had for drinking this, you could never understand how Draken drank beer all the time, and whatever the hell this 'love spell' is taste disgusting. It was bitter and tangy, it even overpowered the beer.

Akai worked on opening the package to the dildo, while you were dealing with the taste of the liquids you just drank. She looked at you with menacing eyes and a devious smile that sent shivers down your spine.

She stood up and squatted in front of you holding that item in her hand as if it was nothing. Your eyes widened at the sight of it, it was big, yet flimsy. It was a pretty light blue color for such a naughty item.

"Take it." She handed you the dildo, "grip it with both hands." And so you did it. Following her every command.

"N-Now what?" You questioned feeling slight tipsy from the bottle of beer you just chugged, your face flushed from either holding a dildo or the beer, you couldn't tell, but it made this whole situation a lot worse for your lower region.

"Open." Akai tapped the bottom of your chin telling you to open your mouth, and so you did with the most innocent look in your eyes.

"Slowly bring it to your mouth, you want to tease him, lick the tip." You stuck your tongue out making small swirls onto the tip of the fake cock, "Alright, now slowly take it in, don't force anything." You opened your mouth wider to take in the inches of the cock, bringing it to the back of your throat causing you to choke and gag as it hit it. You quickly pulled the fake dick out and began to cough.

"I told you slowly. Let's try again." She squished your face with a hand pulling it up, the other held onto the dildo. "Open." She said again and you did. She guided the dildo into your mouth, slowly moving it in and out, barley reaching the back of your throat. "Breathe through your nose, don't panic." She said as she began to pick up the pace. Rapidly moving the dildo in and out. "Use your tongue at the bottom of it, stick it out." She commanded. Spit began to drip from the side of your mouth onto the floor, you felt as if you were losing yourself. Tears welled in your eyes as you swallowed down the dildo. It wasnt even real, it wasn't even Draken's but for some reason it made your head pound and your pussy twitch with excitement. If this feels as good as it does, you couldn't help but wonder how Draken's would feel, how it would feel against the back of your throat.

Akai picked up on the pace making the dildo hit the back of your throat causing you to convulse onto the dildo, you close an eye and winces as it attacked your throat.

"Try it yourself." She said letting go, letting you have full control. You started slow, pushing the dildo in and out your mouth as she did, trying to follow her lead. You tried to take more of it, you shoved the dildo deep into your throat, forcing all the inches into your mouth, you could feel it bulge through your throat as held it in place forcing you to choke on it. You felt your warm tears drip down your face, you weren't letting up. You wanted to feel it down your throat, the warm, the tightness, you wanted to feel Draken. You finally pulled it out, watching as the inches slipped out of your mouth.

"Guess what bottle really did wonders!" Akai giggled. "Deepthroating huh? You're basically a pro." You looked at her with a stained face, drool down the side of your mouth, and glassy eyes. You finally felt the embarrassment hit you, you covered your face dropping the dildo onto the ground making incoherent noises.

"I think you're ready." She smirked patting your head watching you in distress.

"I am?" You questioned, it was that easy?

"Yep! Actually, take this." She tossed you one last thing before telling you to go wait in his room. As you walked to his room you felt your head ring, the only thing you could hear was the needy throbbing of your inner walls. You couldn't wait for Draken to get back, just what did Akai give you? You had no time to be embarrassed about what you just did in the other room, you just wanted him. All of him.

You found yourself in his barley lit room, sitting on his bed. It was him, his scent, you could feel him around you even if he wasn't physically present. Your inner walls clenched at the thought of your boyfriend. You changed out of your clothes and into what Akai gave you, it was a sleek princess pink teddy with a deep V neck to perfectly show off your breasts. There were straps in the back that cupped your ass making it look juicier than before. There was a deep slit in the middle of the dress, a small move and not only would your stomach be revealed but your pussy would be as well. You made your way over to his bed to wait, you sat down and got engulfed in his smell. It was painful to just wait, the way your panties got wetter by the second, you decided to lay down but it only got worse. Minutes passed by but it felt like hours, you wanted to call him and tell him to hurry but you already showed up unannounced. You didn't want to pester him anymore, so you waited. You don't know when but you found your walls squeezing your fingers tightly as you moved them in and out. Moans and a wet sound filled the room as you toyed with yourself. Your face was in his pillow breathing him in as your other hand was toying with your breasts, pinching, squeezing, and pulling your nipples. It felt good but not good enough, it couldn't bring you to that high that Draken could. You found yourself calling him out, chanting his him like a mantra underneath your moans. You didn't even notice when he came in the room.

"Y/N?" Draken called out as he closed the door. The look on his face was priceless, his gaping mouth and widened eyes as he looked at the sight of you being so desperate for him calling out his name with fingers inside your cunt.

"D-Draken, m'sorry, couldnt wait. Need you." You whined. Pushing your fingers deeper making your back arch. At this point, he was stunned. The shy girl who never seeked anything sexual, the same girl who blushes when they held hands even after being together all the time. That girl was fingering herself on his bed begging for his cock. It was an instant turn on.

"S'all your fault!" You cried out with tears in your eyes, you got up and looked him in the eyes. "All cause you won't let me touch you..." You pouted.

"Ha? What are you talking about?" Draken questioned you. You weren't paying attention to him, you crawled from the bed stepping on the cold floor with your bare feet. You got on your hands and knees in front of Draken, looking at him with the utmost admiration, but behind those eyes was a look of neediness.

"W-What are you doing?" He watched as you played with his belt buckle, you locked eyes with him once more,

"Can't I?" You asked, kissing the bulge through his pants, "Want you, wanna feel you in my throat." You pulled his pants down revealing his boxers, you rubbed your hand feeling the hardness through the fabric, placing small kisses on it while you you waited for a go, a sign, anything.

"Shit Y/n, who knew you could be so slutty hm?" Draken smirked, "Go ahead." You beamed a smile at him as you pulled his boxers down revealing his harden cock. This is the first time you've seen it up close, it's pretty. It almost looks angry with how flushed it is on the top.

You began to kiss his freed cock, starting from the shaft up, remembering what Akai taught you. Tease him. Littering his cock with kisses, you reached the tip, you began to leave small kitten licks, swirling your tongue on around the tip, prodding the tip of your tongue into the small hole on his cock.

"Shit," Draken muttered under his breath, his voice sounds as if it's gotten deeper. You look up at him to see his eyebrows furrowed and his eyes completely focused on you. "Stop with the teasing." He demanded.

"Don't wanna." You continued to look at him, staring into his gorgeous orbs, "s'punishment for not letting me do this early" You smirked against his dick, bringing one of your hands up to slowly move your hand up and down his shaft. You watched as his breath started to break, his tough exterior was crumbling and it was all because of you, but it wasn't enough, you want to keep going. You have a show to put on.

You open your mouth sucking on just the tip of his cock, bobbing your head slowly with swirling his tip in your mouth.

"Y/N, fuck." He places his hand behind your head as his breath began to get more rapid and broken apart. "Come on, take some more." He was practically begging at this point. So slowly but surely, you widened your mouth, stuck your tongue out, and pushed your head further down to his cock. As much as you could take, the remainder you began to jerk with your hand. Bobbing your head on the inches you could take up and down with jerking him off. Listening to his soft grunts and groans. He was big, you knew this but it's different with it's in your throat, you can see it, your mouth felt full and you didn't even completely take it in. You kept going on this pace, proud of yourself for breaking Draken's tough exterior.

"Going to damn slow." He gripped the back of your head forcing his cock down your throat, you gag at this sudden action. He uses your mouth like a rag doll, forcing his cock in and out your mouth and a hellish pace without stopping, bobbing your head up and down. It hurts, taking all of him.

"Wanna be a dirty slut, gonna treat you like one." He said while gripping your hair harder as he pulled you off his cock, "spit on it." He said, and you did, you spat on the shaft of his cock and opened your mouth again for him to assault your throat.

"So eager to take this dick hm? Couldn't even wait for me to get home, had to play with yourself while I was gone? Who knew my pretty girl was such a dirty slut." He chuckled, under his breath as he continues to use you however he pleased. You placed your hands on either side of his thigh to try and control the pace but it was futile, he was much stronger than you, all you could do was hold yourself up and try not to vomit. Drool dripped down the side of your mouth as he thrusted his cock down your throat.

"Taking all this dick, good girl." He praised you as he held your head against his pelvis forcing his dick down your throat, he looked smug as he saw the outline of his cock through the flesh of your throat, you slapped his thigh to try and get him to let go of you, needing air. The feeling of you shaking on his cock trying to push away to get air was a sight to behold for him, he wanted to bury his cock in your throat forever, never taking it out. He watched as tears dripped down your face, your hair was mess, face stained with tears, drool dripping out the corners of your mouth. You gagging on his cock, digging your nails into his thigh.

Draken finally let go, you gasps for air you so desperately needed.

"Open up." He says pushing your head back, "Stick that slutty tongue of yours out. Gonna cum in your mouth."

You put your hands on your knees, sitting up higher to put the tip of his cock in your mouth as he jerked it. His eyes glared at you, you listened to his grunts like a melody. You never seen him like this, during sex he was very calm and collected, gentle. Never used harsh words, this was different though. For some reason, being used like his cocksleeve had you dripping.

"Gonna cum, Y/n, take it all, don't spill a single drop." His warm cum spurted onto your tongue, he wiped his tip clean on your tongue "that's it, good girl, now swallow it." You closed your mouth and with a single gulp you downed his cum without a second thought.

"Tastes weird..." Wiping the drool from your mouth with the back of your hand. Draken lifts you up by your arm and tosses you on the bed.

"Had to go and get me riled up..." He said while taking his shirt off, "gonna fill you up real nice." He pushed his lips against yours hungrily devouring your mouth, tasting a mixture of both liquor and his own cum, his mouth explored your own in a heated make out session, his hand traveled down past your panties and onto your bare cunt, a finger pushed pass your slit making it's way in. You moaned into the kiss, giving Draken more access to your mouth, swirling his tongue with your own.

You pulled away from the kiss to let out a soft moan as his finger toys with you, he puts another one in causing you to arch your back. His other hand rubs soft circles on your clit, he claims your mouth with another hungry kiss as if this will be the last time he felt your lips against his own.

"So needy, barely did anything to you." You moaned against his lips as he brought you to a high.

"D-Draken!" You moaned out.

"Fuck, trying to amputate my fingers? Loosen up. " He grumbles, his lips go down to your neck, sucking and biting against your fleshing leaving bruises everywhere his mouth touches. You wrap your arms around his neck pulling him in closer, as you begin to grind your hips against his fingers as they work their way in and out of you and the others against your clit.

"Gonna cum on my fingers?" He questions in your ear while biting your ear lobe.

"Gonna cum on em!" You reply, moving your hips faster, you begin to convulse as he brings you to your well deserved orgasm.

"You're gonna do that all on my cock." He muttered against your neck as he works his way down to your tits. He puts his fingers in your mouth muffling your moans as he begins to suck on your now perky nipples. He pushes his fingers in and out your mouth forcing you to taste your own juices, the same fingers that were just in you, that brought you to your orgasm.

After assaulting your mouth with his fingers he reaches over to the side his of bed to grab a condom.

"Put it on for me." Still high on your orgasm you slowly reach your hand up to take the condom out of his own, that's when he pushes your head own to his cock. He rips the packaging placing just the tip of his cock into the condom.

"Use that pretty mouth of yours." He smirks as he watches you take all of his dick into your mouth, pushing the condom down in the process. "Make sure to get it all the way on, wouldn't want any cum to spill out hm?" He says as he caresses your head.

"Such a good girl." He praises you as you bring your head up, "Gonna make you feel real good okay?" He kisses your forehead as he leans you down into the mattress. He slaps your pussy a couple of times with his cock, prodding the tip at the entrance, pushing his tip every so softly in and out, barley giving you anything to work with.

"Stop with the teasing Draken." You whined, locking your legs around his waist, trying to push his cock further into you. He clicks his tongue at your actions, pulling himself completely out before lifting one of your legs and putting it on his shoulder.

"I don't remember you being in control here." He guffed out. He rammed his cock into you without warning causing you to gasp, your eyes wide and mouth agape. "That's more like it." He smirks at your appearance.

He begins to thrust in and out of your tight pussy, watching you unravel on his cock. One hand holding your leg on his shoulder and the other turning your head to face him.

"This what you wanted right?" He honeyed out, this voice being quite sweet unlike his thrusts, the way his cock pulled out of you only to slam right back in. Sounds of skin against skin filled the room, along with your sweet mouths chanting his name like once before.

He pried your mouth open with his fingers bringing his face closer only to spit in your mouth, "Good little whore" he mutters against your ear. His thrusts never stopped, not once, he keeps going until he brings you to an orgasm.

He could feel your body going limp, but he wasn't done yet. He flipped lifted your body, he was now on his knees and you on his lap, your hands tangled in his hair while being wrapped around his neck, his mouth devouring your nipple, he slams his cock into you while being in this new position. His hands on either side of your waist slamming your body onto his own matching the rythm of his thrusts. He bites down on your nipple, you pull his hair as payback, you finally meet eyes. His hair all disheveled and out of his normal braid, his eyes slanted, full of hunger, he looked like a animal eyeing his prey, and you looked extremely delicious right now. He captures your lips in a heated kiss as his grip tightens on your waist, you grind against his cock as you moan into the kiss. You suck on his tongue and he does yours, you bite his lower lip slightly tugging on it.

"God Y/n, who knew you were so cock hungry. Wouldn't have been going so easy on you of I knew you could take it." He chuckles as he lays your body back down onto the mattress and begins pounding your body against his locking his lips with yours again.

"You're sucking me in like crazy." His voice is rough and out of breath. Your walls only tightening around him while hearing his voice, his hand goes back down to your clit rubbing it aggressively.

"Fuck, I'm close, fuck fuck fuck." He announces, muttering an array of curse words as he feels himself getting closer to his climax. "Cum with me, cum on my cock one last time." He picks up the pace with his thrust and the attack on your poor nub, you were nothing more than a moaning drooling mess at this point subject to Draken's aggressiveness, your body shakes and your back arches for the last time as you release your juices onto Draken's cock coming to your final high, he thrusts one last time before he releases in the condom.

He pulls out taking off the condom and throwing it in the nearby bin, he watches as you slowly drift to sleep but not before saying, "I love you."

"Mhm, I love you too, my little vixen." He kisses your forehead before he lays next to you and drifts to sleep.

Sorry if this wasn't the best, it was my first time writing for Draken. He's kind of a difficult character, I hope you enjoyed it nonetheless!

#smut #tokyo revengers smut #tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers x reader #draken #draken x reader #draken x y/n

[iguessweallcrazyithinktho]

𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞 | 𝐝𝐚𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲

Summary: your in your italian cottage you rented with Harry. You come here every year during the summer time to escape the paparazzi filled life and just enjoy the time with your little family.

Pairing: dadarry, harry styles x reader

Genre: NSFW, fluff

Warning: oral. A little dirty talk.

A/n: two kids under 5. Oldest is 4(Amelia) youngest is 2 years old (isabella). I'm only going to write a smut Because I'm nice. You won't get another for a while, sorry!

Please don't post any of my content anywhere else without my permission!

Comment and reblogs welcome

NSFW CONTENT! BEWARE!!

Enjoy!

The birds chirped outside of the window of the cottage as you opened your eyes. It was around 6am and you got to Italy last night.

You were in Italy on vacation for a month, something you and harry have been doing since you started dating. It was a tradition now and you love that you can bring your kiddos here.

"good mornin'." A raspy voice said. you tilted your head looking at harry. His hair was all over the place against his pillow from the amazing sleep he just got. You smiled sleepily. "Good morning harry."

Harry leaned and gave you a quick kiss before pulling back. "Ah were in Italy." He turned his head to the ceiling. "Feels so nice." He turned back to you, he was grinning.

"it is nice to be back here." You sat up and rested your head against your hand. "I missed it, but we're back." You smiled looking over at harry who was still laying down.

"You know we haven't had our fun time since coming here." Harry sat up and gave you a seductive look. "While they're sleeping you wanna do it." Harry leaned in and kissed your lips. His hand came to your button up pajama shirt and fiddled with the buttons.

The kiss became heated as your tongue moved with each other's. Harry was on top of you within a seconds of kissing. You moaned as he reached under your shirt and messaged your breast. He ran his finger over your nipple causing you to shutter.

He pulled away from your lips to take off your shirt. He button the buttons, you sat up a little so he can pull it off. He tossed it to the floor, he turned back to you leaning down to take your left nipple in his mouth.

You moaned as you felt his tongue swirl around it. You ran your hands through his locks, lightly pulling onto it. He pulled away and turned to the right one.

Harry was loving your hands pulling on his hair. He could never get enough of that.

Harry pulled away, he looked over your body enjoying the way the sunlight splashed across your body making your skin glow.

"you're so fucking hot." He groaned out. Harry pushed the blankets over his head as he scooted down the bed. He was being cautious just in case one of your Girls decided to wake up.

He pulled your pajama pants off in one swift movement before taking your panties as well.

They were thrown on the floor with your shirt; harry wasted no time placing kisses hard enough to leave hickeys there. You looked down at him as he did, you ached for his touch.

"harry, please."

Harry pulled away. "Please what darlin?" He teased before continuing his kissing. "Please eat my pussy." You were shy as you said that. Even after years together harry still made you flustered.

Harry chuckled dryly. "With pleasure darlin'." Without a second thought he took his tongue a ran it through your fold. you Tried to choke back your moan as he did. Your eyes were tightly shut as he began to flick his tongue over your clit. "So wet for me." Harry mumbled against you. He wasted no time before flicking his tongue over your pussy again.

Harry ate you out like you were the last meal on earth. He made you shake and pant as he did. It didn't take long before you felt your orgasm draw close. Harry noticed with the way your breathing speed up.

"you're going to cum baby?" Is my tongue making you feel good?" Harry kissed the inside of your thigh before turning back to your wetness.

"yes, yes I'm going to cum."

"well than do it."

It took a few more licks before you were cumming. You put your hand over your mouth to muffle your moans. Harry continued his flicking of the tongue until he knew you were down from your high.

He pulled away from you, your juice covering the area around his mouth. "Always taste good."

Harry crawled up and kissed you with tongue. You moaned before he pulled away. "Let's take a shower now and then make breakfast."

Harry agreed getting off of you. "No funny business." Harry said as he entered the connected bathroom. You laughed at him. "you're the one who always does the funny things not me."

Harry huffed. "That's not true." You rolled your eyes at him before getting out of the bed and running to the bathroom.

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Around 8am you were dressed in a pink sun dress. Harry was dressed in one of his button up and some crazy expensive jeans.

While harry got the girls up you started on breakfast. You stood in front of the stove flipping pancakes while dancing to music in to music in your head.

"mommy!" A little voice called out to you. You turned around And smiled as you saw Amelia running towards you with a smile. "Good morning princess."

You kneeled down and gave her a hug. As you hugged Amelia, harry walked in carrying a sleepy isabella.

When Amelia was done hugging you, she went and took a seat at the table waiting for her breakfast. you turned to isabella in Harry's arms. "Hi Bella. Good morning." You gave her a kiss on the cheek. She smiled before she laid her head on Harry's shoulder.

"mommy, when is breakfast going to be ready?" Amelia said with slight anger in her tone. Harry spoke up for you. "You hangry Amelia?" He walked over to the dining table and sat isabella in her high chair as he asked her. Amelia nodded hard. "Yeah, so hangry"

Harry laughed. "Well look, breakfast is done." Harry pointed to the plates you were carrying. Amelia gasped and squealed slightly. "Tank you mommy."

"you're welcome." You Chuckled. Amelia wasted no second, digging into her breakfast.

*

You all ate breakfast with each other. Amelia and isabella got food all over them so you and harry gave them a bath.

Right After the bath, you got them dressed. You put them in Matching rompers harry got for them. When they were dressed all of you went outside to enjoy the italian sunshine.

Isabella and Amelia ran after each other giggling, trying to tag one another. You sat in a lawn chair with a book In your hand. Harry sat beside you, out the Corner of your eyes you can see him looking at you out the corner of your eyes. He was smiling making you smile as well. You turned your head and looked at him.

"why are you so smiley?" You asked him. Harry sat up and smoothed his shirt out. "Well... Ya'look so beautiful today in your beautiful sun dress and that view behind you."

You turned your head and looked at the hills before turning back to harry. "Thank you. You look amazing too."

Harry softly smirked. Isabella came over to you, interrupting you and harry. "Mamma can we get lemons and make lemonwade?"

You looked down at your youngest. "Well, I think that's a good idea, right daddy?" You turned to harry.

"definitely a good idea." Isabella jumped up and down on her tippy toes as you both agreed to pick lemons. "I'm going to go get a basket so we can put them in, don't pick them without me." Harry ran inside leaving you with the girls. "Mommy, I love this place."

Isabella said doing a twirl. You dryly laughed. "I love this place too. You know we're going to come here every summer for vacation."

"even if daddy is working away?" Amelia asked climbing into the Chair. As you opened your mouth to answer "you don't know, harry answered for you.

"I would never miss our summer vacations t'italy, not for the world. I love this place and love spendin' time with my favorite girls, nothing is going to change that. So don't worry about me being away ok?"

"ok daddy. I won't worry." Harry showed off his dimples by smiling at her. "Ok. Now should we pick those lemons?" He waved the basket around making sure you all knew you had it.

"yeah, come on."

Amelia took isabella's hand before skipping to the lemon trees at end of your property. You smiled as you watched them try and jump to get the lemons.

"you know I think I would like another girl." You turned to him fast.. "what?" "I said I'll like another girl."

You inhaled. "Well um I'll think about it, but there's no guarantee." You walked away from him, a smile on your face. Harry couldn't prevent the small from growing on his face. He knew there was a guarantee it could happen, I mean both girls were made there.

**

Nothing better than a shitty ending. I lost my good writing ability. Hope you enjoyed tho 😂

#dad! harry styles #domestic harry #harry styles x reader #harry styles #harry styles fanfiction #harry styles x you

[thedamageofherdays]

I read a variety of Evanstan and Stucky fics this week and revisited some old favourites. A good reading week I would say :)

Favourites are marked with a 🌻

Won't you tell me (you're scared too) by hellobeautworld @hellobeautworld [Evanstan, 6k words, Teen]

Before his brain – or his heart, in fear of it being its last living hours, Chris isn’t exactly sure which one is in charge right now – can talk him out of it, he speed-dials the most intimidating phone number he has ever set eyes on. And he had to make a lot of terrifying phone calls to a lot of terrifying people. It rings three, four times, until that familiar, always a bit hesitant, but yet so easily excitable, voice comes on.

“Hey, Chris, how are ya?"

Chris takes a very deep breath to keep from blurting out the truth. That he is so damn scared of what he’s about to do that he just wants to run away. Straight into those now a bit less heavily muscled arms, if possible.

nostalgia isn't forever by wintersoldier1989 @wintersoldier1989 [Evanstan, 904 words, Explicit]

This ficlet was inspired by a tumble prompt.

"I wish you would write a fic where… Seb comes home a day earlier than expected from filming and catches Chris watching Political Animals and feels all soft until he realizes he's got a hand showed down his pants in between all the blankets... now he either is very flattered and goes to say hello on his knees or he's a bit :( cause "so you like young me better than this old thing? *pouts*".. either way Chris is mortified at getting caught and red all down his chest :)"

The smirk on Seb’s face when he realizes what’s going on. 😏

Chris would blush furiously, that pale Irish skin turning a bright shade of red from lust and a hint of embarrassment at being caught with his hand in his pants with this particular ahem viewing material. It’s no surprise that both of them have aged over the course of their 10+ year relationship. And as much as Chris loves the grey in Seb’s beard these days, he’s always had a soft spot for his boyfriend’s baby face. It takes him back in time, reminding him of all the longing heated glances, fumbling hands and nervous butterflies.

Closer by musette22 @musette22 [Evanstan, 5k words, Teen]

The relief that floods Sebastian at seeing Chris alive and well is intense, lifting some of that debilitating weight that’s been pressing down on his chest all evening, but it’s short lived. Because Chris looks... Well, he looks unfairly gorgeous as always, with his beard and his soft, cerulean eyes, but he also looks nervous and just a little bit shifty.

The feeling of unease grows when Chris shoots him a smile that’s tense around the edges and says, “Hey, Seb. Can we talk for a moment?”

Sebastian’s stomach drops, a physical sensation that makes him suddenly grateful he hasn’t had any food all day. He swallows through a tight throat, then takes a step aside and gestures for Chris to come in. “Sure,” he says hoarsely. “What’s up?”

Chris smiles at him again, and wow, yeah, he’s definitely nervous.

“Sit down for a minute, okay?” Chris orders gently, taking a step closer, and Sebastian closes his eyes. This is it.

🌻 Soul Searching by musette22 [Evanstan, 20k words, Explicit]

So?” Scott asks after a while. “You wanna tell me how you’re really doing?”

A little hesitantly, Chris says, “I don’t know what to tell you that you don’t already know.”

“Sure you do,” Scott says easily. “How ‘bout you start with telling me why you were going around telling everyone you were going to take a break from acting, only to then sign up to two big new projects in the past month or so?”

Chris picks at the label of his beer bottle, looking a little sheepish. “Ah,” he says. “I was kinda hoping everyone’d forgotten about that.” He sighs, dragging a hand over his face. “I mean, I was honestly planning on taking a break, but then I had a couple of weeks off and I just- I just realized I would have all this free time on my hands and no one to spend it with, you know?”

There it is, Scott thinks.

🌻 I've done some things that I shouldn't have done (but I haven't stopped loving you once) by musette22 [Evanstan, 59k words, Explicit]

After the release of Infinity War, Chris and Sebastian each take some time off to recharge. Chris is staying in Scarlett’s lake cabin on his own and invites Sebastian up to come and spend some time with him. Due to busy work schedules and a number of other, more personal reasons, Chris and Seb haven't been as close lately, something which neither of them are very happy about. This mini-vacation presents a chance for them to revive their friendship and maybe (definitely) explore if there might be something more. Over the course of a week, and with a little help from meddling friends and co-stars, the boys learn to build bridges, to be vulnerable and take chances, and to stop letting fear rule their lives.

Angel in an Ambulance by deucalionsvision [Stucky, 1k words, Teen]

Bucky twists his ankle while drunk, and his flirting greatly impedes the hot paramedic's ability to examine him. Said paramedic doesn't really mind.

🌻 Rites of the Wild by dreamsinthewitchouse @dreamsinthewitchouse [Stucky, 2k words, Mature]

When they move, it’s into Steve’s direction, and two things become clear at once.

One, the person has only one arm. Two, they’re covered in blood.

OR:

Steve is a nature photographer in an unfamiliar forest. Bucky is a maenad who saves Steve from their bloodthirsty siblings.

Fic & moodboard for Stucky Week 2021, Day 5: Alternate Universe

🌻 pillow feathers by wearing_tearing [Stucky, 2k words, Mature]

“Steve,” Bucky whispers, trying to tug at one of the blankets wrapped around him.

Steve snuffles and scowls in his sleep, bringing his legs up to his chest and effectively stopping Bucky from tugging anything. He also rubs his face against Bucky’s pillow, making a little soft sound in the back of his throat.

“Fuck, but you’re cute,” Bucky murmurs, lips twitching.

🌻 odd ways by peterbparker [Stucky, 2k words, Teen]

“And it would have been an amazing night with my son if he wasn’t distracted by the hot guy on the other side of the room,” Sarah sighed, shaking her head. “He’s been looking over at you for the past fifteen minutes.”

Bucky choked on the mouthful of beer he had just taken. 

“What?” he croaked. Things were starting to make a little more sense now. 

“Right?” Sarah said, waving her hand towards her son. “He completely ignored my garden stories because he’s been making eyes at you so I decided to come over and introduce myself.”

or; Sarah Rogers being a nosey mother, Steve Rogers blushing a lot and wishing the earth would swallow him whole, and Bucky Barnes being confused and amused for 2000 words

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[mr-smith-wesson]

7 pm

"She's finally asleep, I don't know why she's been fighting sleep so much. Maybe a sleep regression." Sam joined Dean in the kitchen helping him out away the dishes.

"You've been reading that book again haven't you? Babies are all different. You gave me hell some nights, you had to be on my chest, the moment I moved you off you woke up. We just have to figure out what's Marie's thing."

8:36 pm

*Baby crying*

"I'll get her, just keep watching your show." Sam got up from the couch, putting his book away.

"You sure? I can get her Sam, you put her to sleep the first time." Dean was always wanting to help out with Marie and Sam was grateful for it but he was determined to be able to handle this as much as he could on his own.

"Yeah it's not a big deal." Sam went to the nursery the brothers decorated for their newly adopted daughter. The adoption agency had tried telling the brothers that a 6 month old was probably too much for them and that an older child would be better. They took one look at her and fell in love.

"Shhh baby girl it's ok" Sam gently rocked her back and forth, humming for her as her little eyes closed shut again. He looked up to see Dean in the doorway.

"You're a natural at this." Dean smiled fondly at the pair.

9:45pm

"Get some sleep Sam, I got her this time." Dean pulled himself from the bed, padding softly to Marie's room. Sam could hear Dean softly talking to her on the baby monitor. It hurt Sam how quickly she fell back asleep with Dean but he has to remind himself that Dean has had more experience with kids.

"She's already asleep?" Sam was trying to hide the sadness is his voice.

"Yeah and before you think she doesn't like you it's not that. Babies are weird man. Now scoot over and let's get some sleep." Dean placed a kiss on the side of Sam's head. "G'night Sammy"

10:20

"I got her, you got work in the morning." Sam slid out of bed making his way to her room. "Sweetie, what's going on now?" Same checked, she wasn't wet, didn't want a bottle. Sam couldn't figure out what it was. He sat in the rocking chair with her rocking back and forth, singing to her until she fell back asleep.

Midnight.

"Sleep dean. I got her." Sam swore he just came back to bed, he ended staying up with Marie in the rocking chair for about an hour to make sure she was really asleep.

"I'll just bring her in here with us Sammy, the nursery is probably a little too much for her right now. She's only 8 months." Dean got out of bed, bringing Marie to their bed and setting up the mini crib. "See that way if she wakes up she's right next to us."

1:30

Sam was used to the crying at this point, he was good at running on no sleep but sleep deprivation from a baby was a whole new level of exhaustion.

"Shhh you're gonna wake up your daddy de, it's ok honey." Sam walked back to the bed with Marie in his arms. He figured one night of co-sleeping wouldn't hurt them.

Dean woke up at 5 am to get ready for work, he turned his head to see Marie in-between him and Sam. She was clinging onto Dean's shirt.

7pm

"Hey Sammy try giving her this tonight instead." Dean handed Sam one of his flannels.

"Your shirt? Why?" Sam looked up at Dean in confusion.

"Just trust me." Dean had a feeling that was going to help her sleep through the night.

9pm

"She hasn't woken up, what if something's wrong?" Sam was about to get out of bed to go check on her.

"She's fine Sammy, look we can see her on the monitor. She's sound asleep." Dean handed the baby monitor to Sam, which clearly showed their baby girl sound asleep wrapped up in Dean's shirt.

"I don't get it. I'm doing the same bedtime routine with her, I'm doing everything by the book, I even took the parenting classes at the hospital and I still don't know what I'm doing." Sam was trying hard to fight back the tears.

"Sammy, hey look at me baby." Dean gently grabbed Sam's face, you are the best parent ever, you're an amazing brother and you're so good with her. But I've been saying, kids are weird. The shirt smells like me so she's relaxed, she slept in between both of us last night and she felt safe. I guarantee you that if you gave her something of yours for her crib, she'll keep sleeping through the night."

"You really think so?" Sam sniffled.

"It worked with you. Up until you were like 3 you slept on my chest or with one of my shirts. Tomorrow we'll give her one of your shirts and you'll see."

7pm

"Ok, little miss has been bathed, fed, changed, swaddled into one of your gargantuan shirts and is already out like a light." Dean joined Sam on the porch, the cool fall breeze blowing gently around them.

"What if she wakes up because it's not your shirt" Sam hated feeling like this but he knew Dean knew best.

"She's gonna sleep, trust me Sammy."

6am

"Hey sweet girl, you slept the whole night oh my goodness." Sam gently picked her up out of her crib. Dean was right. Their shirts helped her stay asleep. Later that day during Marie's playtime, Sam set to work sewing together 2 of their old shirts into a blanket for her. Marie never gave them a hard time of sleeping through the night again….at least until the terrible 2's started up but that's a different story.

~~~End~~~

😭😭😭 GOD. sam feeling like a bad parent I’m heartbroken :( !! they love their kid so much. I wish to live in this world you created. sam and dean raising a little girl is so !!! I’m squealing god this is an absolute mood booster for me. I’d literally read 50 chapters on this and I MEAN it. Anon you are the best 😚😚

#asks #fave #how sweet is this ofmf

[gaycaffeinebee]

Worship the French Fry (Part Two)

WRITER’S NOTE: Typically, I do not mind when people don’t tag me when they use my prompts. But for anything over 200 words and any of my series (especially if you copy word for word) please tag me! I’d love to see what OCs and characters y'all would put with these two (A and B).

This series can be read/written separately (individual chapters), but I picture the surroundings, characters, and references to be from the same story.

(Part one)

Warnings (for this chapter): Emotional half asleep "reason why I love you" speech, mention of hyperventilation, mushy fluff

History/Pre-knowledge (for this chapter):

B typically has short hair but they haven't gotten it cut in a while

C and D are family members or close friends of B

A has a thing with books and reading - stereotypically book nerd

*A’s no longer sitting "next to” B - A’s more like lounging on top of them now - A kind of senses B falling asleep under them - A looks up to see B resting their head on the back of the couch (this looks very uncomfortable from A’s angle) – B’s eyes lingering closed every few seconds - A moves off of them and B shoots up in panic with tired puppy eyes because A moved*

A- "I'm not going anywhere- come here sweetheart," *A sits up and gesture to their lap - B takes the hint and lays down on them - wrapping their arms around A’s waist - closing their eyes - their hair had gotten kind of shaggy so A can run their hands through it a bit - moving the bit that had gotten in B’s face- they look up at A and sleepily smiles- they’re just so pretty*

A- *A ponders for a moment* "Hey, can I ask you a question, Love?"

*B closes their eyes as A continues to run their fingers through their hair*

B- *sleepy voice* "Of course,"

A- "Why me?"

*They open their eyes concerned but still sleepy* "Why you?"

A- "You looked at me, a deranged human, and said 'I pick that one' - why?"

B- "Babe you're perfect why wouldn't I?" *B's still really really sleepy but genuinely concerned - they squeeze A’s waist tighter waiting for a response*

A- "No no no not perfect but this isn't a self-analyzing or self-esteem thing - I'm genuinely curious,"

*B looks satisfied with A’s answer and closes their eyes again*

B- "You're sweet, you're genuine, you're honest,” *B pauses deciding whether they want to elaborate or not* “I appreciate the work you put into living A- you aren't just living to die like a movie extra - you care and it shows – you’re not just one of the pretty faces that looks at life like a 9 to 5 job, you have fun and you get into it and get attached – your love for reading is incredible - I've watched you read through books before and seen you physically react to the smallest plot twist - you laugh, you've almost cried, you've rolled paper backs up and smacked me in the head," *B giggles sleepily* "You care about the people around you - you with me and C and D - you don't treat them like stranger’s – you treat them like family- the way you talk to D is almost like they’re your sibling - When I first met your best friend of 6 months and listened to you talk about them previously, I would've thought y’all grew up together- the way you focus on the things you love doing - your 'undying focus face' with your books, again – it’s like you’re memorizing every last line and it’s fucking adorable- you have a positive attitude about everything- even if you hate what you're doing, you don't bring others down with you because of it- your sarcasm and humor is absolute perfection- your jokes are actually funny and baby you don't light up a room - you're the power source of the entire building- Your smile is actually the goddamn sun *B yawns and A giggles* and you treat me like a human - I feel like I’m close to you and not just a passerby,” *B’s arms are kind of loosening as they’re relaxing into almost-sleep* “You know how to push buttons but you respect my boundaries- You make me genuinely happy and I feel like I'm home,"

*B's pretty much completely unconscious within a few seconds- A just holds them trying not to get too emotional or potentially hyperventilate- A eventually lets out a breath they didn't know they were holding- B knows - B cares - B feels loved- that's all A wants now*

*A sits there watching them sleep on their lap – B’s smiling in their sleep and it's adorable -A knows if they don't go to bed B's gonna wake up with a backache from the couch - A slowly flips B around and picks them up bridal style – B’s head resting on their shoulder - their height makes B look heavier than they are - A has no issues getting them to the bedroom- they set B on the side of the bed- B rolls onto their side facing away from the center of the bed - A can't get the covers out from under B so they grab a thick blanket - A covers them completely- B stirs a bit - this kid sleeps like a goddamn rock*

B- *with a groggy voice, not opening their eyes* "do- did you just-"

A- "Yes -hush - sleep" *A gets under the blanket on the other side of the bed and comes up behind B – grabbing B's middle and getting themself closer - B easily relaxes into them and A can tell immediately - A falls asleep with B in their arms and with a smile on their face*

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[faythelyse]

Joji x Reader {female reader} Apocalyptic setting. Part two.

It had been about a week since I had invited the two new men to our community. Tending to George became a regular part of my day. Cleaning the wound and dressing it atleast 2 times a day. He has slept through all of it, I wonder when he will come to. Ben and Ashlee have been going out every day for a supply run. We haven't been this stocked since everything shut down.

Ashlee had grown close to Ben already, they go out frequently on supply runs, and spend most of their waking time fixing up the truck that is now currently running. To top it all off we haven't seen any infected near the community in 3 days. On my way to now to what is basically George and Bens room. I think they might end up living here for a long time. The thought of that made me smile.

I walk in medical bag in hand ready to dress up his wound. He was actually sitting up with his legs crossed. He appeared groggy, but smiled as I entered. "Did you sleep well?" I asked in a happy tone. Sitting next to him I open up my bag and start getting stuff ready. George starts to try and rip at the medical tape around his bandages.

I reach out and stop him with my hand. "Here let me help" I take a cotton ball and soak it in baby oil and wipe it all around the edges of the tape. He watches quietly.

"Let that sit a bit." I got up to throw the cotton ball away and his eyes followed me around the room.

"Thank you" he says as I sit back in front of him. "Where is Ben? "How long have I been out?"

"Ben is out in the garage with Ashlee, unless they have left already. They are heading out to get stuff to build up our walls a bit more, and you have been out for about 5 days. Did you dream?"

He rubbed his eyes "Um. Yeah, I did." He watched as I pulled out new clean bandages and tape. I start to softly pull off the tape around his ribs and chest. "You've been taking care of me all this time." I nod and continue to remove everything.

He winces as I clean his injury. Its healing. "You are lucky. It seems to be healing up great."

"Thanks to you.. We were lucky to stumble across you. I don't even recall what your name is."

"It's Y/N, if there's anything else you need just let me know" Right as I was close to the door he speaks up again.

"Can you just stay a moment with me. Ben and I haven't seen any others in months. It's nice to just be around someone who isn't infected."

"I understand. The girls and I who make up this community were getting restless not having anyone else to communicate with besides the raiders who come by to give us a hard time and steal our food."

"Raiders come and steal your food?" George looked genuinely worried knowing we really weren't in a good position to fight back.

"They killed Elenas fiance awhile back. We have tolerated them ever since." You look away not knowing what else to say on the subject. You couldn't yet explain to him that one of the raiders was especially infatuated with you and you had no choice but to go on tolerating it with no real way to fight back.

You change the subject "SO what did you do before the world shut down?"

"I made music. I still make music really. Just no ones around to hear it.. " He scratches the back of his neck nervously. "I heard you singing the other day when you came in to clean up the room."

You immediately blush. You don't sing in front of anyone.

"Don't be embarrassed" he laughed so casually "Y/N you sounded beautiful."

You smile nervously still not able to say anything. You could feel your face get hot as he just sat and stared at you for a moment.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to secretly listen in, I just didn't want you to stop.."

Ashlee opens the door "Y/N! We kind of have a small emergency." She motions for you to follow her. Before you leave you grab a pen and some paper from the desk in the corner of the room and lay it on Georges lap. "To write music." You say and smile before leaving the room.

George feeling great about finally having someone else to bond with besides Ben is immediately struck with inspiration and starts writing. George glances over at the green coat he had been injured in and has a flash of memories about the night he had met you. The tone of your sweet voice bounces around his head. Your messy hair, soft eyes and pouty lips had immediately drawn him to you. He wanted to know you.

Ben bursts in and plops down whilst shoving an immense amount of potatoe chips into his mouth. "They have ramen" he says with a mouthful. George rolls his eyes and smiles at his friend. "Yeah Im doing fine, thanks for asking dickhead."

"Aw come on, I knew you'd be fine, you've literally eaten a hair cake and survived." Ben laughs and shoves more chips in his mouth.

"You keep bringing that up like it's some life achievement." George manages to stand up and leans up against the wall next to the window. Ben walks over and gazes out the window with him. Ashlee and Y/N are outside trying their best to catch a mean goose that had laid her eggs in Elenas garden. They had plans to catch and breed her for food. George and Ben laugh quietly while watching this go down. "So what do you think of the girls? They seem great right?" Ben watches Ashlee, he is clearly into her.

"I actually completely agree with you on this one. They are great.." He says while thinking of you. "What if the people who gave me this" he points out his woind" find us here. Then we are putting them in danger."

Bens expression turns serious. "How are they going to find us? Besides if I see those fuckers again I'll be prepared this time."

"They found us last time, and we barely escaped.."

"That was last time, this is different. Have trust." Ben slaps George on the shoulder and starts to leave " Besides, we owe these girls. It wont hurt to stay awhile."

"And your dick has no alternative motivation for this?"

Ben smirks "Of course not, I have no idea what you are implying. " he shuts the door behind him.

George still by the window looks over the area for a moment. A garden was out in the right corner of the yard where a young woman was planting seeds while talking to

Y/N, who was sitting on a nearby stone bench. She appeared to be writing. George thought for a long time on if staying here was the right choice but something about Y/N made him want to linger a bit longer.

He walked outside, and stood behind y/n for a moment before making her aware of his presence. She was so immersed in her writing she didn't hear him walk up.

"You have nice handwriting." George spoke softly but his gentle voice made y/n jump even higher. "Jesus, you scared me. Also its rude to spy on someone who is so obviously journaling." You slam your book shut hoping he hadn't read to much into what you were writing. His big dark brown eyes lightened slightly in the sun. "Could I get a tour of the place? We can talk about how to pay off my debt to you. I really owe you my life." He was serious. You stand up and glance over at Elena. Elena looks up and waves her hand at you giving you the okay to leave her to her garden. "Sounds good, I'll show you around." You lead him out the gate into the front yard. You turn around and show him the full outside view of the house. "This is where we lived before we combined the house behind us, we decided it would be better to have a larger space, and fenced in both backyards, even cleared the second house. Now we have plenty of room in and out without having to worry about infected." You both walk back in, you lead him around the kichen and show him to all the rooms. "Where is your room?" You are starting to get the sense he could be flirting with you. You open the last room revealing your space. It was filled with old cds, books and papers, a bed with maybe too many blankets, and couple game systems hooked up to a tv that was plugged into a generator. "Homey" he says as he walks in making himself comfortable and plopping on your bed.

"You seem comfortable." You smile taking in his small gestures and goofy smiles as he gives your room a good look over. "Okay we can move on to the -" he interrupts you "Whats this?" He picks up a wrinkly piece of paper. It was a suicide note you had written a month or so ago after the raiders had killed elenas fiance and deemed you their new play thing. You didn't want to live in a world where you were trying so hard to survive only to get used whenever they decided to come back. Which was about twice a month. Sucked it up though. You care to deeply for all of your friends. You couldn't leave them to a worse fate. "I don't plan on doing that anymore. It's not a big deal." You whisper while looking down out of embarrassment. He walks up to you and pulls your chin up to meet his gaze. "Y/N I'm here to help if you need me." He pulls you into an unexpected hug. You relax in his arms. That was the moment he decided he didn't want to leave. He wanted to hold onto you and this peaceful place as long as possible. This felt like a dream to him. Ben and George had been wandering with no real home for atleast a couple years now. This felt like it could be home. "I'll pay my debt by helping you get rid of those assholes who think they can come by and take whatever they want." You push away from him. You knew this was dangerous, thinking about standing up to them at all made you sick to your stomach. We couldn't continue living in fear though. You nod your head in agreement. And you both walk back outside where everyone was circled up talking.

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[95omeganamjoon97]

When Namjoon's heat hit it was a problem. It was a serious problem. If it had been any other time he wouldn't have cared. Even just a week before it wouldn't have been a big deal. But when he woke up covered in sweat at 5 in the morning on a Saturday it was a serious problem

He groaned loudly, shoving his pillow over his face as he tried to take in a deep breath. It would be fine, he told himself. He would just call Jeongguk and cancel, no big deal.

Except it was a big deal.

Tonight was supposed to be their first date. They'd been dancing around it for months. Namjoon had been flirting with Jeongguk for even longer. When Jeongguk finally asked Namjoon on a date it had been one of the best moments of Namjoon's admittedly short life. He couldn't just cancel. Especially because if he did cancel he would have to give a reason. Most alphas were pretty nice about it when an omega is in heat. Most of them offer to help. But this was their first date. Namjoon couldn't tell if it was too soon or not. He felt fine about it, but what if Jeongguk was scared off? Or worse, what if Jeongguk was offended by Namjoon not even asking?

Namjoon shook his head violently, trying to clear it. It was too early in the morning to be this freaked out. He shoved his sheets and blankets off of his body, pushing them to the end of the bed. Sleep would help, at least for a few hours. So he forced himself into a fitful sleep.

When he woke up it was one in the afternoon and his sheets were sticky. His entire body felt sticky. He sat up abruptly, nearly ripping his shirt off his body as he clawed it off of him. He knew this was going to be a problem. A pretty bad one at that.

Namjoon reached over onto his bedside table. He yanked his phone out of the charger with a force and curled up on his side. He scrolled passively through his notifications, trying desperately to will away the ache in the pit of his stomach. It felt like lava. Like thick, hot, magma oozing through his veins lower lower and lower and he felt like he might combust. He needed some type of friction. He knew it wouldn't help. Nothing really would. Nothing except for an alpha. So he pushed it down.

He was fine. He wasn't going to be like other omegas. He wasn't going to be desperate. He wasn't going to beg. He wasn't going to freak out and get all needy and start whining for alpha dick. Namjoon was just going to lay in bed and watch some anime or something and let it pass. It was going to be fine.

That went out the window the second he got a text from Jeongguk. Namjoon let out a high pitched keen in the back of his throat and two things happened. First, his pants got tighter. Second, his cheeks flushed.

He froze. Namjoon knew it had been a long time since he had his last heat, but he had never reacted like this before. Granted he had never hung around an alpha before. He had to do something though. Sending out a silent prayer Namjoon pressed call, hoping to god that Jeongguk was alone.

Jeongguk picked up after one ring.

"Hey Joonie! What's up?" Jeongguk asked, all cool confidence and at ease and Namjoon had to fight the urge to actually just shove his entire fist in his mouth. It was a rough heat. "Namjoon?" Jeongguk asked again when Namjoon took too long to answer.

"Hi! Hi. What's up?" Namjoon choked out. He was not going to moan into the phone. He was not going to moan into the phone. He was definitely going to moan into the phone. He didn't want to do it, but he was going to do it. It was going to happen. There was no other possible outcome. It was going to happen and Namjoon was going to be embarrassed. Namjoon was going to have to launch himself into the actual abyss. Because his life was over. This was it. His heat was going to kill him.

"Namjoon?" Jeongguk sounded really worried now. Namjoon could just see him worrying at his bottom lip, one eyebrow raised just a little bit. Then it happened. The moan. It was quiet, but it was obvious. There was no mistaking it. A moan. "You doing alright there?" Jeongguk asked and there was a little bit of shuffling in the background.

"I uh- can't do date night. Can we re-reschedule? Or something?" Namjoon asked, trying desperately to still his own hips which had started moving on their own. God he fucking loved Jeongguk's voice.

"Yeah! No problem. Are you okay though? You're starting to scare me a little." Except Jeongguk didn't sound scared. He sounded like an alpha. A worried alpha maybe, but an alpha all the same. He sounded dominant and Namjoon wasn't sure if he could hold back another moan.

"I-I'm in heat. I haven't had one in a w-while. Sorry." Namjoon barely choked out before another earth-shattering moan overtook him. He had to touch himself. He couldn't wait. He knew he couldn't wait. But he had to wait. He really had to wait. Jeongguk was silent, the only sound passing between them was the sound of Namjoon's own panting and whining as he tried fucking tried to hold himself at bay but he could swear he heard Jeongguk curse under his breath.

"Do you want help? I- mean I don't mind. I mean it's not that I just don't mind I mean. You're really hot. Not that that's all that I see in you. But you are hot. But you're also hot on the inside. You know. You're really smart and stuff and-" Another earth shattering moan tore through Namjoon's body, effectively cutting Jeongguk off. Namjoon heard more shuffling in the background. It sounded like keys. And a door.

"Jeongguk please. Please help me." Namjoon was breathless. He wasn't going to touch himself. He didn't want too. Not when Jeongguk was an option.

"Shit- yeah. I'll be there soon babe." The phone clicked silent and Namjoon was left alone. His entire body was on fire. He felt like he was melting- like any second now he would spontaneously combust. It hurt. It hurt so bad when his body was so warm he hated it but he knew he had to wait. He knew he had to wait until Jeongguk's hands were on him.

He didn't know how much time passed but there was a knock on the door and Namjoon didn't know he could move so fast. He fumbled with the lock, pulling the door open with force. Jeongguk waited. He eyed Namjoon up and down, taking in every detail- the little bit of sweat on Namjoon's forehead, the way his bare chest was heaving, the beautiful tan skin that Jeongguk had never really appreciated.

Jeongguk took a step into the apartment, toeing the door closed behind him and never once letting his eyes leave Namjoon. Namjoon felt his breath hitch in his throat at the predatory look in Jeongguk's eyes. He felt exposed. Like his entire body was on display for the younger alpha. The thought had a blush rising up in Namjoon's cheeks, which Jeongguk took note of with a smirk.

"Hey babe." Jeongguk said lowly, biting into his lower lip as he looked Namjoon over. Namjoon was panting now, cheeks pink and eyes pleading as a bead of sweat made its way slowly down his bare chest and towards the light trail of hair just above his tiny bright red boxers. Jeongguk couldn't help licking his lips as he drank it in. Drank in just how desperate Namjoon was, how needy he was.

"Jeongguk- please." Namjoon whined out, squirming a little under Jeongguk's gaze. Jeongguk grinned. Namjoon wasn't just whining for an alpha. He wasn't squirming because he needed a cock. He wanted Jeongguk.

"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you." Jeongguk cared about Namjoon. He'd wanted Namjoon since he'd met the omega months ago. But Jeongguk had waited. He waited a really long time. It started with coffee. Namjoon liked caramel macchiatos. Then to a real date. Or at least it was supposed to be. Namjooon was cute. So sweet, and so innocent. When he had called Jeongguk like that- so needy and desparate- Jeongguk couldn't help himself. But he cared. He didn't want to hurt Namjoon. He never wanted to hurt Namjoon.

"Yes- I'm sure. Please Jeongguk please please please I need it." It was all Jeongguk needed before he was on him. He pushed Namjoon up against the wall, more forceful than necessary but Namjoon didn't seem to mind. Jeongguk pressed himself up against Namjoon, pushing the taller omega flat up against the wall behind him. If Jeongguk could have it any other way he would have wanted their first kiss to be sweet, something gentle and romantic. He would have wanted to savor the way Namjoon whined against his lips, or the heat of Namjoon's hands wrapping around his waist. But beggars can't be choosers and good god did Jeongguk love the way Namjoon's plush lips melted against his own. It didn't last for long though.

Jeongguk could feel how hard Namjoon was- how desperate Namjoon was. The omega was grinding up against him, moaning incessantly against Jeongguk's lips.

"Please- please Jeongguk please I need you. I need you inside. I don't- please." Namjoon was babbling the second Jeongguk pulled away and it was driving the alpha fucking crazy.

"God look at you. You're so pretty baby. You're so good." Jeongguk said quietly, dropping to his knees in front of the omega. Namjoon was still babbling above him, hips grinding up against nothing as Jeongguk slowly peeled off the omega's boxers, drinking in the way Namjoon's cock sprung free. "Fuck. Babe." Jeongguk muttered, pressing a chaste kiss to Namjoon's tip. But Namjoon was too riled up- too far gone for Jeongguk to really do anything.

"Jeongguk... I need you inside me. Please." Jeongguk pressed a hand to Namjoon's hips, holding them still as the omega begged.

"I know baby I know. Daddy's going to take care of you, okay?" Jeongguk shushed him, making eye contact with the still panting omega. His own words gave him a shiver. He'd heard from Hoseok that it was a kink of Namjoon's- but they'd never talked about it. "Don't worry sweetheart, you'll be okay." Jeongguk muttered, peppering kisses up and down Namjoon's shaft, waiting until Namjoon's begging had died down just a little bit. He needed to calm down the omega before doing anything. "That's a good boy." Jeongguk mumbled, finally taking Namjoon's cock into his mouth.

Namjoon was straining against Jeongguk's hold, trying desperately to buck into the alpha's mouth when Jeongguk let his jaw go slack, taking Namjoon all the way into the back of his throat. Jeongguk worked himself down slowly, keeping a tight grip on Namjoon's hips until he was face to face with Namjoon's happy trail. When Jeongguk's hands left Namjoon's hips all hell broke loose. It was too much for him. Namjoon had been holding it in all day and Jeongguk's mouth was too hot, too wet, and Namjoon couldn't hold back.

"Daddy please- Daddy I'm going to come. Daddy I can't- it's too much Daddy." Namjoon was a babbling mess, thrusting almost uncontrollably into Jeongguk's hot mouth. If it had been any other circumstance Namjoon would have been embarrassed. It would have been embarrassing to come undone so quickly, to be a moaning shivering mess from a two minute blowjob. But within seconds Namjoon's orgasm hit, his sticky release pumping down Jeongguk's throat, and it felt like a bucket of cold water had been poured over his head.

Namjoon jumped, frantically pulling his still semi-hard dick out of Jeongguk's mouth. Jeongguk looked up at him, puzzled, with a little bead of Namjoon's cum dripping down the side of his chin. Namjoon bit his lip, taking in the sight of the alpha- his alpha. Jeongguk's eyes, which had been so dark before, were lighter now, showing nothing but concern.

"You okay?" Jeongguk asked carefully and Namjoon winced. The alpha's throat sounded sore. It was gravelly and tense but Namjoon could feel the ache starting up again. The heat was pouring over his body, but slower this time.

"I'm sorry." Namjoon said quietly, refusing to meet the alpha's eyes again.

"Hey- no. Please don't be. I'm fine. I promise." Jeongguk was on his feet again, pressing a chaste kiss to Namjoon's jaw. "Really. I'm okay. Now let's get you to bed okay? Do you want me to stay?" Jeongguk was so careful. He was so gentle as he tucked Namjoon back into his boxers, guiding the older through the small apartment and onto the bed. His touches were soft and Namjoon could practically feel his heat moving through his body and he let out a small keen.

"Please. Please stay. I need you." Namjoon whimpered when Jeongguk eased him back onto the bed, whining loudly until Jeongguk crawled on top of him, encaging his body underneath the alphas.

"It's okay baby, daddy's got you." Jeongguk whispered under his breath, pressing chaste kisses down Namjoon's jawline, taking care to stay far away from his scent gland. He cared about Namjoon- a lot actually. Which was exactly why he didn't want to mate him, at least for a while. Namjoon was sweet, and important to Jeongguk, which meant that he wasn't about to do something permanent when Namjoon was so far gone.

"Daddy please. Please I need it. Don't be gentle." Jeongguk froze, letting Namjoon's words wash over him before he let out a chuckle. He'd heard Namjoon was kinky.

"Oh baby. Are you sure you want that? Because Daddy isn't always nice when he's rough." Jeongguk whispered, nipping at Namjoon's neck.

"I'm sure- Daddy- I'm sure. G-give it to me. Please." Jeongguk smirked, taking in Namjoon's desperate tone.

"Will you be my good boy, Joonie?" Jeongguk asked, trailing kisses down Namjoon's collarbone and towards his nipple, taking one of the nubs into his mouth. The omega whined, arching into him and letting out a wanton moan when Jeongguk swirled his tongue.

"Daddy" Namjoon whined, threading his fingers through Jeongguk's hair. Jeongguk peppered kisses all down Namjoon's stomach, leaving little bites and marks in his wake.

"You like that, don't you? You like it when I mark you up like the good little slut you are, huh?" Jeongguk said, pulling Namjoon's boxers down to nip at the omegas hip bone. "You're all mine. My little slut. Already soaking wet for me, huh baby?" Namjoon's grip in Jeongguks hair tightened as Jeongguks lips ghosted over Namjoon's cock.

"Yes- Daddy please! I need your cock Daddy." Namjoon felt like he was losing his mind but Jeongguk just laughed, taking the omegas now leaking cock in his hand.

"You're such a whore baby. Begging for my cock like that." Namjoon jumped with the first slap, letting out a high pitched whine in the back of his throat. "Good boy." Jeongguk hummed, delivering another sharp slap to Namjoons cock, a bead of precum leaking from the tip. "God you're already so wet for me." Jeongguk said with a hiss. Namjoons cheeks flushed when he noticed the finger tracing his rim, quickly hiding behind his hands. "Is my little slut embarrassed?" Jeongguk chuckled when Namjoon shook his head, still hiding his face in his hands. "Look at you, sloppy little omega. All wet and ready for my big, alpha, cock huh baby?" Jeongguk cooed.

Under any normal circumstance Namjoon would have been mortified, but his heat-addled brain was eating it up. Breathing in each touch like oxygen. It felt like he was going to explode. Without warning Jeongguk plunged a finger deep inside his hole, making Namjoon jump and clench down on him.

"Is this okay baby?" Jeongguk asked quietly, looking up at Namjoon. He waited, patiently, while the omega got his bearings, finally meeting his eyes before nodding. "I need to hear words baby." Jeongguk said gently and Namjoon nodded again before finally stuttering out a shaky affirmation.

"Yeah- it's good. It's s-so so good." The smirk returned the second Jeongguk heard it, his long, slender fingers setting back to work on Namjoon's hole.

"You're loose." Jeongguk said, using his other hand to spread Namjoon's legs open farther for him. "You been taking a lot of alpha cock? Is that why you're so loose? Cause you've been a whore, little Joonie?" Jeongguk slapped Namjoon's thigh, earning a yelp from the omega as he did it. Jeongguk slid in another finger beside the first, pushing slowly in and out of Namjoon's hole. Namjoon whined, still trying to hide his face, and Jeongguk had an idea. "You don't know what to do with your hands, do you baby?" Namjoon bit his lip, shaking his head no as he peeked out from behind his hands. "Here." Jeongguk said, randomly grabbing one of the stuffies from Namjoons bed to hand it to him. Namjoon took it- a plush of a bunny rabbit- gratefully and Jeongguk smiled, angling a particularly harsh thrust against Namjoon's prostate.

"God Daddy please! Please give it to me Daddy." Namjoon whimpered into the rabbit as Jeongguk slid one more finger into his hole, keeping a slow steady pace as the omega squirmed underneath him.

"You're such a good slut for me." Jeongguk muttered, pulling his hand back for just a moment. Namjoon whined at the loss, letting out a noise that sounded suspiciously like a sob and Jeongguk froze, glancing quickly back up at Namjoon's face. "You okay, baby boy?" Jeongguk asked carefully.

"Yes- please. Please please please I just need you. I need you inside Daddy." Namjoon sounded pitiful, staring at Jeongguk from over the rabbits' head. It looked like there were tears in his eyes.

"What a sweet little baby slut, begging for Daddy's cock like that." Jeongguk cooed as he stood to unzip his pants. Briefly he wondered if Namjoon was okay like that, naked and vulnerable with Jeongguk standing over him. Namjoon hadn't said anything though, so Jeongguk pulled his pants down, hissing when his hard cock hit the night air. He could have sworn he heard a little gasp from Namjoon but he ignored it, going back to his place in between Namjoon's legs.

"Daddy" Namjoon whined, squeezing the little plush rabbit closer to his chest. Jeongguk smirked, lining up his cock with Namjoon's hole.

"Yes baby? What does my little whore want?" Jeongguk asked, drinking in Namjoon's gasp when the tip of his cock breached Namjoon's rim. Namjoon shuddered, squeezing tight around Jeongguk's cock and whining so loud. Jeongguk cursed under his breath, pushing slowly into Namjoon as the omega shook and writhed underneath him. "God- fucking take it baby. Take my cock." Jeongguk cursed, finally seated in the omega.

Namjoon felt like he was being split in half. It hurt- god it hurt like hell but it felt so fucking good to finally be full. He let out a breathy moan, trying desperately to stifle it in the plush fur of the stuffed animal Jeongguk had handed him. Namjoon whimpered as Jeongguk picked up a steady, solid pace, fucking into Namjoon harder and faster and faster until Namjoon was seeing stars.

Jeongguk smirked, his hips slapping against Namjoon again and again and the poor little omega was practically mewling under him.

"That's right baby, I'm gonna knot you. I'm going to knot you and breed you and fill you up with my seed, and you're going to take it." Jeongguk could feel it building up inside of him, sooner than he would have wanted but he wasn't going to stop it so instead he reached down to grab Namjoon's neglected cock. "You're going to take it like a bitch, Joonie. Take it like a good little bitch. My bitch." Namjoon was sobbing now, begging and pleading with tears running down his face as Jeongguk fucked him within an inch of his life. "You're mine now. My slutty little omega. Mine." Jeongguk growled.

Namjoon's vision was blurry and his body was shaking and he loved it. He loved it so much. He loved how used and dirty he felt with Jeongguk growling over him, the alpha's knot catching on his rim. It caught him off guard when his orgasm hit him, his cock spurting cum all over Jeongguk's hand and his own stomach, but Jeongguk was't far behind.

It was the way Namjoon clenched around him and the way he cried out when he came that pushed Jeongguk over the edge. He grunted, low and loud when his knot fully formed, keeping him locked inside the omega.

For a moment the only sound in the room was panting as they both fought to catch their breath, neither one daring to move.

"Fuck." Namjoon mumbled, carefully setting the stuffed rabbit to his side. Jeongguk grinned down at him, letting out a soft chuckle at how dazed Namjoon looked. "Here- you can lie down if that helps?" Namjoon offered, refusing to look up at Jeongguk.

"Here, let's move on our sides a little." Jeongguk mumbled, slowly, carefully maneuvering them both to lie on their sides and apologizing profusely when Namjoon let out a little pained whine. "I'm sorry honey... are you okay?" Jeongguk's voice was soft, the polar opposite of the dark growl he had before. He reached up a hand to stroke softly through Namjoon's hair, taking note of the deep blush that took over Namjoon's cheeks.

"I'm- I'm okay. Sorry... about that." Namjoon mumbles, still doing everything he can to avoid looking at the alpha.

"Hey, you have nothing to be sorry for, okay? I'm happy you called me." Jeongguk ran a hand softly down Namjoon's arm. Namjoon looked so beautiful like this, he thought. Still breathless, cheeks and chest flushed the same shade of pink as his hair, and a little twinkle in his eyes. Jeongguk's heart skipped a beat as he took in the mess he had made of the omega. Little bite marks and bruises littered his chest and hips, a couple were still forming on the boy's thighs. Jeongguk bit his lip and Namjoon cocked his head to the side, eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "You're so pretty." Jeongguk said earnestly.

Namjoon laughed.

"Thank you, by the way. For coming over." For the first time Namjoon met Jeongguk's eyes and Jeongguk's heart might have actually stopped.

#namkook #omeganamjoon

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Maternity Perks: Welcome Boxes I liked and recommend

Here is a list of Welcome boxes I liked and recommend to all moms.

Babylist

Noobie Box

Target

buybuyBABY

Amazon

Babylist

I started my registry with babylist because of its innovation in letting you add things like Home Cooked Meals, Pre-loved clothes, and Baby Sitting to your registry. It’s a nice reminder that parents need help as well when welcoming a baby! Any help is absolute essential when the newborn arrives.

Before asking for your Hello Baby Box you need to meet some requirements. And those requirements are very simple:

Complete your user information (including baby's due date and US shipping address);

Add 3 items from the babylist store to your registry; and

 Add 3 more items from any other store (like amazon, target, etzy and so on).

After meeting the requirements they will ask you to pay for a $4.95 shipping fee to send you your Hello Baby Box. It took me less than a week to get my welcome box from Babylist, even though they tell you that it can take up to 2 or 4 weeks to be shipped.

What's inside the Hello Baby Box?

Here is a pick of what is inside, but it may vary according to when you'll get the Hello Baby Box.

My favorite items:

MAM Bottle (4 ounces). It is a small anti-colic bottle that is also self-sterilizer! I found it very practical and cute.

Chicco natural fit pacifier. This pacifier is very similar to the Phillips Avent Soothie pacifier when it comes to the nipple shape and how soft it is. That is a plus, because my baby loved this pacifier and I was able to leave it in her crib without worrying if it could hurt her when she slept on it.

The babylist insert cards. These insert cards are just the right size and they make it easy for you to share your registry with your friends. You’ll receive a good amount of them and you can ask for more whenever you need (without paying for them).

Lansinoh breast pads. These breast pads are essential for when you're constantly breast feeding! I like this brand but any other one would serve you well. You can get washable ones or opt for the disposable breast pads, but never leave the house without them!

Pampers' bag. It comes with a diaper, sensitive wipes and coupons. I'm a huge fan of pampers because it is very good at avoiding diaper blow outs (holds everything in) and it keeps your baby dry for longer periods.

 Noobie Box

I heard about the Noobie Box website later and I really liked their ideas as well. They created gift boxes that have essentials and good quality products for baby and parents. They have what is called A Year of Wonders (4 baby boxes) that are sent during the baby's first year of life with very thoughtful gifts. They also have the Noobie Parents Box, which is a box designed for parents with products and tips for new parents. You can also find coupon codes in their website (see here).

To receive your Noobie Pregnancy Box you just need to register (NO subscription required) in their website and pay a shipping fee of $6.95.

What’s inside?

 Note: If you would like to get a 20% discount for a Noobie Box click here.

My favorite items:

MAM Bottle (4 ounces).

Lansinoh breast pads.

Aquaphor sample. This was a good size sample from aquaphor. I like to use it on my baby whenever she gets a diaper rash or after a blow out diaper.

Purell surface disinfectant. Especially while you're in the hospital with your baby it is essential to have one of these with you to spray on your hands and the visitors before touching the newborn.

Natural Nasal Saline Solution from Dkids. This is very helpful when your baby gets a cold and a stuffy nose, you'll be thankful for having a nasal solution and a nose bulb with you to relieve your babies symptoms. After my baby was born, it seemed that she had a cold for her first 3 months and the doctor told me it was normal because most babies retain fluids after birth.

Cuties (5 diapers). In most of my other baby welcome boxes I would get 1 or a maximum of 4 diapers, but this time they sent 5 of them and I'll try out this brand (they look very similar to pampers).

Target

Target is a very good store to buy their brand of baby clothes (Cat & Jack) and baby essentials (Cloud Island), but not of diapers. If you find Cat & Jack's clothes on sale, you can't lose the opportunity to get them because there are so cute and well made. A few weeks ago, for example,  target was selling sets of 5 onesies for $8 dollars. I especially like the Island Cloud Muslim blankets and towels because they're very durable.

To get your target welcome bag you just need to register with them and go to the store to pick up your bag. They are one of the best welcome bags you can find for free.

My favorite items:

MAM's newborn pacifier. This newborn pacifier is very small compared to other brands and I absolutely fell in love with it!

Dr. Brown's bottle. I haven't tried this bottle yet but while doing some research on it I found out that they are very good at preventing baby spit ups.

Target's coupons. Target gives you several coupons organized in a small booklet, and that helps a lot when trying to find that one coupon you want to use. Very smart and useful!

 buybuyBABY

The buybuyBABY store just requires you to build a registry with them in order to get the welcome bag. If you're looking for a good variety of toys, this is the place to find them. They have everything you need for your baby and more.

 My favorite items:

Pampers’ bag. With a diaper, sensitive wipes and coupons (again).

Lansinoh breast pads. It came with 2 samples, a little more than expected.

Gripe water sample from Mommy's Bliss. Gripe water in general is a good thing to have once you're baby is around, but using this gripe water was a good choice for me. Very often the baby gets fuzzy due to colic or any other discomfort, but having it will make your baby feel a lot better!

Newborn essentials (lotion and baby wash) from Noodle & Boo and Shea Moisture. I like to have those samples because they are easy to fit the diaper bag and designed for sensitive skin (hypoallergenic). Note: A quick search on amazon showed me the cost of $16-$18 for each of those essentials.

Seventh Generation box. This box came with wipes, 5 diapers (yay!) and a coupon of $2 dollars off for buying their diapers at buybuyBABY. I really liked this box as well.

 Amazon

If you have Amazon prime and started a registry at amazon you can get the welcome box after completing a checklist. You don't need to add everything from the list, just check the box and add the things you consider important for you and your baby. And the good news is that it's totally free because of Amazon prime. Even though they say it can take up to 2 weeks to arrive, it got at my house in about a week.

I personally didn't have the best experience with my amazon welcome box because I expected a lot more than it was actually included in the box. Watching some Youtube videos on the amazon welcome box I saw people getting 2 or more onesies, plus a Muslim blanket. I wasn't that fortunate, so I just got the Muslim blanked, which wasn't bad.

I still recommend it because you can still get the onesies and the good sized Muslim blanket.

My favorite items:

Muslim blanket from Amazing Baby. It is a very good sized baby swaddle 46x46 inches and of good quality.

 Avent bottle (4 ounces).

Pampers bag. Includes 1 diaper, sensitive wipes and coupons.

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