#i just wanna spread happines

[idiotdriftinginspace]

Mars 2 electric boogalo ᕦ( ᐕ )ᕡ

hey @lets-try-some-writing i've made more stuff, since:

1-i can't control myself or the amount of ideas that just come to my mind XD; and

2- I'm having SO MUCH FUN AND JOY making these and seeing other people also enjoy these :)

So Mars despite his near non existent magnetic field and atmosphere also have aurora borealis, smaler but still aurora...and I just couldn't help myself :D

A little eplenation since Mars doesn't have canon design, I just winged it and tired to mash Ares and a planetary titan, hence why the shoulder pads and skirt flaps both have the surface texture just like Earth, but at the same time are stylized after whatever greek armor Ares have

The big circles on his left arm - that's Olympus Mons: It is Mars's tallest volcano, its tallest planetary mountain, and is approximately the tallest mountain currently discovered in the Solar System. So what's a better use for it than to use it alongside classical ✨transformers mass shifting✨, and turn it into hidden/compressed shield - also borrowed from Ares, but i also think it fits his personality to have one

And now i think my absolute favorite detail: The Markings

I couldn't get your drawing of Convoy with these markings out of my head, and the fact that Mars is old and definitely had an amazing relation with his citizens before departure, so I just thought that it would be really cool and cute if the markings were a gift from his previous citizens. Either during their stay, simply as a "thank you" or "we love you", or as a parting gift, so he could always remeber them the "we're always with you, we'll never forget you" :')

And i had to throw the biolights? the energon lines running on the body (or as I like to call them: "TRON lights". I just love the concept of cybertronians to have such thing, and this is why (among many other things) I love TFP Soundwave and Shockwave and the whole IDW/MTMTE designs :D

Overall I had SO MUCH FUN drawing these AAAAHHHHH and again I'm so happy you like it as much as i enjoy making them

Bonus, because I CAN NOT BE STOPPED (⊙ヮ⚆)

Yeah he holds them in a baby carier, as for the (way to small for a titan and a buch of rovers barely the size of a car) size difference, ehm: ✨the magic of transformers mass shifting✨...and it being a cute image

close up on the babies:

(shhh I know that as of writing this post Marie Curie and Ingenuity are not canon, but neither is Marss design and I want one big happy family ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ )

Part 1: Earth

#the number of new ideas that i get while doing just about anything is growing exponentially #yet the amount of time i have slowly decreases #and the finals coming up in about 1 #like i got 3 new just while drawing the basic mars #and they keep on coming #i currently have like at least 8 different very time consuming ideas i want to draw XD #while having time for maaaybe a half XD #transformers #maccadam #unicron and earth au #my art #that is a lot of text #so much rambling-luckly this is just the site for it XD #huh i coincidently posted the Earth one somwhere around american mother's day #technically for me it was already sunday #1am heh #XD this could be a very early one for father's day #i also can just reblog this one when the day comes XD #i just wanna spread happines

[sarcastiaa]

uh if you take requests, a young nanami gets a haircut from the reader please!

This is you sharing one of your favorite moments from quarantine with your boyfriend~

Me and Nanami moved together in Late 2019 and it’s been a year since we’re living together. It’s COVID means we’re staying home together at home, working from home. The second wave of COVID was not that scary, even though it’s not as serious as the last one still we couldn’t take a chance to go out and get sick or anything. Well on a random Thursday me and Kento were sitting in the living room and we were working. I saw him sitting on the couch in living room looking at his laptop without even looking anywhere else for almost an hour now. I was worried about his eyes and the back pain he’d get from being in that position. But that wasn’t the only thing I noticed, I also noticed the way he was trying to move the strands of his hair away from his eyes. His haircut wasn’t really bad but it wasn’t my favorite, it gave “EMO” and I felt like his facial structure and his hair cut didn’t match him at all. I kept watching him struggling and getting all annoyed. And that’s when decided to go to bedroom and bring one of my hairbands. Coming back to the living room I stood behind his couch and placed my metal hair band on his forehead and swiped his whole hair upwards. At first he was startled then he looked back at me with a smile. “You noticed?” He asked me and I replied with “of course I did. You were struggling for almost 30 minutes now” I chuckled at him. He held on my hand pulling it closer to his lips and kissed on it and went back to working. I stood there blushing and smiling as he went back to working in his laptop.

After a bit as it was already around 1 pm or something an idea hit me, I nervously asked him, “shouldn’t you go take a shower already?” He only nodded being busy at typing on his laptop. At this point the constant sound of clicking on keypads kind of annoyed me. I wanted a break and wanted for him to take a break too. “…Ken?” I called him. “Yes, darling?” He said while his eyes were still stuck on his laptop screen. “Honey, before you shower…. Can I do something for you?” I asked him. He replied “What do you wanna do, sweets?” I smiled and looked away and said “Would you mind if I cut your hair? Like a new hairstyle? It’d be comfortable for you….” He stopped typing and looked up at me “can you do it? Have you ever done this before?” He asked slightly concerned. “Well I have done this for my dad before so I can cut your hair as well. And if it doesn’t look good you can just go bald” I joked “and If you go bald the women would check you out less” I added. He chuckled at me and said “well don’t make me go bald, darling but a haircut sounds nice. I need it”.

We walked towards the washroom after a bit as I made him sit in front of the bathtub, his head leaning backwards in the tub as I started washing his long hair with lukewarm water. I couldn’t really find a good position as he was sitting on the floor, so I was leaning down with my legs spreading on the sides of his lap. My loose shirt touching his face as I kept washing his hair with water. Then I pulled his head closer and semi-dried his hair. I brought a pair of scissors and took a deep breath and said “I won’t cut it too short, just a little from the front so that it doesn’t cover your eyes and I’ll trim the sides a bit too okay?” He nodded. “And I think maybe I would keep the back long as well but I wanna give you an undercut!” He looked up and me with a smile and nodded.

I sat on top of his lap to get the good view of his front hair. Combing his damp long hair covering his eyes I took a strand of them between my fingers and started cutting them. I kept my hand steady and kept processing with it. Sitting on top of his lap it felt so perfect. As I kept cutting his hair, I could feel his hands holding on my waist tightly and roaming around from up and down. I couldn’t feel anything other than happiness and flustered. “Ken, baby, stop with that… I’m gonna mess up if you keep doing that” but he wasn’t the one to listen to me. He didn’t care about his hair more than me. I kept cutting my hair giggling from time to time as his fingers tickled on my waist. I finally got up and sat on the edge of the bathtub, for the back I used his trimmer and started pushing it upwards from the back of his neck. Keeping his hair smallest on the back but enough to make his head look full. The upper part of his hair covered his undercut making it look even more perfect. As my fingers touched on his neck while I trimmed his hair I couldn’t hold myself back and I ended up telling him “Your skin feels nice” I said to him leaving a kiss on his neck. “Does it, now?” He teased back looking at me with a smile and rosy cheeks. All I could do is turn his face back to the front and giggle at his teasing.

I was finally done with cutting his hair, putting down the scissors I cup his face with my hands and moved his head from side to side to see if it’s even from every sides. He just sat there looking at me and smiling. 𝐹𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹. Giving a sweet kiss on his soft lips I got up and started washing his hair again, this time with shampoo and conditioner. The washroom filled up with the mix of his citrus and musky smell. I washed his hair and dried it. After it was done I pulled him up from the floor and asked him to check it on the mirror. He was standing in front of the mirror looking at himself for a bit and checking his hair and face over and over “I look….different but in a good way, Sweets” he said and that’s all I needed to hear from him. “You look amazing, Kento… and honestly this suits you a lot better” I said chuckling at his reaction. His hair wasn’t covering his eyes anymore, he looked perfect. He pulled me closer and looked at me he wanted to say something more but he couldn’t, all I felt is his warm lips against mine and a little mumble of “I love it so much, honey”. To me those longer locks made him cuter but this new hairstyle made him…. HOTTER. And since then I’ve been Ken’s personal hair stylist, I cut his hair every now and then and he doesn’t even believe in going to the salon to get haircut anymore. He says I have magic in my hands that makes him look perfect and feel better~

#jjk x you #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x reader #nanami kento #nanami x reader #jjk memes #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen smut #jujutsu kaisen x you #nanami smut #nanamin #nanami x y/n #nanami x you #nanami fluff #jjk nanami #jujutsu nanami #jujutsu kaisen nanami

[jesangel1503]

Morning Blog O1- How are you feeling today?

Today is Coffee Aprreciation Day-02/15

I woke up at 9 am today. Prayed. Checked my phone. Drank a glass of water. Made my morning coffee and savored it while looking outside the white melting snow that covered our back and front yard. Nothing seems more soothing to enjoy a cup of coffee in the morning. I appreciate it that much to never go on my day without it.

Feeling grateful everyday is all that I have been doing since the past few months. I could say it helped me a lot especially in keeping my sanity during the lockdown. I have been at home since the Christmas Holidays until now. Denmark had a major lockdown again because of the UK Variant Covid 19 thats spread like wildfire throughout the whole country. Stores and schools were shut and only a few companies that are not high risk for infection are allowed to work. Some are also working at home. I still receive my monthly pay and pay tax as well even though we are on lockdown. Great isn’t it? Well, I am also missing the daily hurdles of my working life. But, I took this chance to spend more time with myself and this time, without feeling guilty about it. It made me appreciate myself more and being grateful of the life I have.

So maybe you are wondering how my lockdown day is like?

Well, tbh. It’s not new to me. I mean, I always love staying at home. But not full anti- social or introvert type. I also wanna hang out with people, like my cousins and friends. Back in the Philippines, I am not into going out but when I do it’s when I needed to because of an invitation by a friend or a family. So yeah, I love hanging out with myself. I do cardio training and resistance training every other day. I watch anime, korean drama and I often binge watch Netflix or Filipino Drama Movies. But the most favorite thing I do, is singing. I have 2 singing apps where I can sing with people. Meeting and chatting with other people online excites me. I learn from their stories and some of them are talented and lucky if i can find a person who is witty and can share one’s different views of life and that inspires me. There is a big big world out there yet to be unfold. And with the Covid Restrictions, people are not allowed to travel. I can’t wait for my next travel adventure. Even with all this lockdown, it did not stop me from exploring the world. So sometimes I watch some travel vlogs on youtube where people that are sharing their travel from all around the globe. So I have many things to do everyday. And everyday I feel excited about the things I am about to do next. I also love cooking so if i crave for something, especially Filipino food or dish, then I just easily do it myself. And everyday I look forward to coming home to my family in the Philippines. But it’s not that bad to be far, I can always talk and videocall my family almost everyday. Good there is internet now where you can be updated with them all the time. It’s not enough yes, online, I miss the hugs though, but for me it’s quenches my thirst for them. And knowing they are safe and healthy, I am fully contented.

It’s quite simple yet for me I feel really good about it. Spending time with myself is the thing I never truly regret.

Yet today, the question is simple. How am i feeling today? I am actually really feeling better than my miserable self before! I have discovered a way of accepting that there are things beyond my control and i learned to not expect too much all the time. Expectations hurt man. But when you don’t, then you will not be disappointed and be sad about it. You just need to accept and be content of what you have around you. Just go on with the universe and make yourself free the burdens of your mind. Cause the mind sometimes imprison us and hinder us from seeing things clearly. If you condition your mind to accumulate positive and happy thoughts, then you will manifest it. No such thing and no person holds our happiness. Because if you put your happiness into a thing, or material things or a person, you will be devastated when it or they are gone. I am learning not to depend too much on anyone or anything for my happines. Cause when it’s gone or the person leaves us, I know it will tear us apart if we think of them too much as our happiness. It’s us and our mind that should create it. It should be our choice. It must be up to us, in our mind, and heart. We just need to love ourselves more and embrace all our flaws as it is. It’s That all we just need is to trust everything to God and HIS ways. And all will fall into place.

#coffee #prayer #alone #pandemic #lockdown #happiness #morning

[qeb-hwt-blog1]

I just discovered Hayley Kiyoko and I feel... I dunno, relief?

Growing up I was pretty accepting of my sexuality, though I never had an outlet, a way to express how I feel and I never had someone to relate to. My straight friends are very supportive and aren’t weirded out when I talk about that stuff but they don’t relate, ya know? I just feel happy I can go “wow someone gets it” and feel more comfortable with myself.

Again, I’m not uncomfortable with my sexuality, but I do keep quiet about these things and scold myself when thinking them gay thoughts. I was always fine with being gay but that's it. I wouldn’t say I’d join pride parades or post online about how proud I am of my sexuality. I was just fine with it. I didn’t want to make people uncomfortable growing up so I always stayed hush hush about my sexuality, the only time my lesbianism is brought up in conversations it's usually in jokes (which I’m okay with my friends making) and I never sat down and talked with people about it.

Right now I’m in this huge awakening in my life, I’m becoming more into my religion, I’m looking after myself more, and I am becoming more accepting of my sexuality. I might even say I’m proud. I’m slowly getting there and I’m glad I found outlets and ways to see other people going through the same thing and knowing I’m not alone.

#sorry about this dumb little rant #I'm just happy rn #I needed to spread the happines #I felt a little dumb writing this #i dont wanna shove my sexuality down my followers throats #but right now idc im just happy #lgbt #lgb #gay #lesbian #girls like girls #text #long post #vent #rant #my posts #my post

[roger-taylor-owns-my-wigg]

I wanted to say something about BohRap that I always wanted to say but my irl friends wouldn't understand that well, so I wanted to write it here, don't read if you don't want, it's just me being emotional (there are spoilers tho)💞

I've never putted this into words but I'm gonna do it know bc I just saw the scene where Brian is recording his solo for bohemian rhapsody in the movie and I cried so hard and even more when I hearded how Freddie said "Deacy". And I say this through here bc I know you will understand me, a fandom is a family after all

I was so happy to go to see BohRap for the first time, I had so high expectatives, I was sure it was gonna be as good as I imagined it. And it was! I couldn't believe the little details they added, the lyrics of Spread Your Wings, the I'm In Love With My Car scene, the Deacy thing. The cast was so perfect it melted me, literally. And I'm so sad bc, I'll never get to experience it again like the first time. I cried the whole movie, even when the Fox song started to play bc I recognised the Red Special in it, when Somebody To Love started, every time there was something I knew from fandom culture, I cried. I cried in my happines, in my euphoria of knowing that I was watching one of my favourite bands in the big screen, that everybody was doing it, everybody would know why we laugh at I'm In Love With My Car even if it's a bop, they would know who Deacy is and how marvelous he is and was, they would know about Paul Prenter and what he did. And experiencing that for the first time, it hitted me, right in my heart. My friends would understand my references! Why I am in love with Roger! Everything!

And now I'm sad, bc I'll never get to experience it again like the first time. I've watched it again already, I cried less, still cried tho, especially when Don't Stop Me Now starts, making me feel like I wanna die and laugh at the same time. But it'll never be like the first time, when I fell in love with the cast for the first time, when I cried on Live Aid for the first time, when I laughed at the jokes for the first time, when I sang in the movie teather for the first time, when my friends saw me broken and full of tears when the movie ended for the first time and Show Must Go On was still playing in the back, one of them having to hug me to calm me down. It will never be like the first time and that kills me. I wish I had cried more, laughed more, sang more, screamed more, but it would never be enough. But I have that memory at least, my first time watching Bohemian Rhapsody, just like I imagined it.

#queen #me #my things #i'm crying now that's why the post #ignore me if you want i don't minde #mind* #roger taylor #rogertaylor #john deacon #brian may #brianmay #freddie mercury #freddiemercury #johndeacon #john #roger #taylor #brian #freddie #may #mercury #deacon

[angelsart777]

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[omglr]

ama mgtow

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You both like feminism.

Stranger: Hi I am a MGTOW . Ask me anything . If you are seeing this message again , disconnect .

You: howdy

You: hmmm, how is going your own way treating you?

Stranger: treating you?

Stranger: whats that supposed to mean?

You: do you enjoy it?

Stranger: yeah

You: cool

You: good for you

Stranger: thanks but is that all? i thought a humans can be creative enough . ask me something else

You: what does going your own way look like?

You: did you have to move out of the city?

You: do you live on a commune?

You: is it a cool farm space with anarchist organizing structures?

Stranger: its pretty normal i guess

Stranger: no

Stranger: no

You: or is it a bleak capitalist wet dream like galt's hidden mountain pass in atlas shrugged?

Stranger: i have no idea

You: oh,

Stranger: i have no idea

You: are you recruiting other men?

Stranger: hmm thats interesting . well not really

Stranger: but i am thinking of doing so

Stranger: like all other mgtows

You: i see

You: why did you decide to go your own way?

Stranger: because it makes the most sense to me personally like many other men

You: does the world of women scare you?

Stranger: world of women? you think thats a different world?

Stranger: well yes

Stranger: because i have things to lose

Stranger: rn

Stranger: once i dont have any

Stranger: then i wouldnt be scared prob

You: what might you lose?

Stranger: well money in the form of childsupports and alimony / my freedom in a lose sense / my happines /my kids (maybe in future)

Stranger: or maybe money to just appease a whamen

Stranger: like buying her gifts and such

You: have you ever dated a woman?

Stranger: nope not really because i never acted even if they were interested

You: are you interested in sex?

Stranger: well thats a no brainer , an average man is def gonna be interested in sex . the only major difference is that i dont mind being a virgin/celibate all my life

You: some men are asexual

Stranger: nah i am anything but asexual

You: what do you do for money?

Stranger: i am studying rn

Stranger: to give you an idea i am 19 yo

You: oh

You: that's very young

Stranger: well i am not a child anymore

Stranger: atleast not mentally

You: what are you studying?

Stranger: as compared to most men my age

Stranger: electronics

Stranger: soon transitioning into ai/ml

Stranger: and minors are physics and mathematics

Stranger: but i have a good amount of knowledge in history / philosophy / psychology and economics

You: have you considered taking a gender studies class?

Stranger: nah not really

Stranger: i will do my independant analysis of the subject

You: it might be nice to have some structure/guidance from folks who don't want you to be a virgin forever?

Stranger: from folks ? like whamen? srsly i dont care if a remain a virgin all my life. whats so bad about that?

Stranger: see i dont want children

You: what are whamen?

Stranger: so tell me why i should get romantically involved with women?

Stranger: women

You: at this moment i don't think you should get involved with women,

You: i am worried you would have issues with uh... misogyny that would get you in trouble

Stranger: misogyny? lol because i said whamen? its a slang for women in the meme community and is meant as a light hearted joke

Stranger: even if i am a misogynist i would never act on it because as i said before i have much to lose

You: so, just thinking maybe you need to round out your education with some information provided by women about women?

Stranger: ever heard of the saying women dont know what they want themselves?

Stranger: never trust a women's words

Stranger: but only her actions

You: yeah, that's what i'm talking about

You: that's the misogyny

Stranger: well its not really because its a practical solution to get laid with women

Stranger: if someone wants too

Stranger: not me

You: cool, that's fine

You: women have lots to offer besides sex

Stranger: like?

You: uh..... anything?

Stranger: so you cant come up with a single thing that women can offer besides sex

You: i just think you can't see women as people?

You: and if you can't imagine things that people do that benifit people that's weird?

Stranger: what i am saying is that whatever a woman can provide to a man can be provided by his best friends except sex and children

Stranger: if i dont want sex and children

You: a woman could be your best friend

Stranger: well its unlikely

Stranger: in most cases one or the another starts to fall for each other

You: i mean, its a self fulfilling prophecy

You: that you won't have meaningful relationships with women

Stranger: well the thing is that women can be my best friends but for the most part men are the best friends of other men

Stranger: am i wrong?

Stranger: like many women were in fact when i was younger

Stranger: but those 'friends' were actually interested in me . in essence i was the one who friendzoned them

You: ...i don't know man, judging the world off of how teenagers treat eachother is a pretty stunted outlook

Stranger: yes i know its pretty grim

Stranger: but its our reality or maybe soon to be one

Stranger: so ask me anything else?

You: when you are done school will you go your own way?

Stranger: i am going my own way rn

Stranger: and ever after

You: what does going your own way mean?

You: cause i was imagining like a lesbian separatist commune, but full of dudes and boring

Stranger: by not marrying/cohabitating/or hooking up with women . but the most important is to spread the philosophy of mgtow among men

You: what about collaborating with women?

Stranger: nah i'll hard pass

Stranger: i can do so without them

Stranger: even if i cant i would make use of them and discard them after their utility

You: lol

Stranger: to further my goal

Stranger: either by hook or by crook i will acheive what i aim for

You: what area of enployment do you think you'll end up in?

Stranger: as in field of work?

You: yeah

Stranger: well i would prob be in politics or have my own tech startup

You: and you wouldn't hire women?

Stranger: well i wouldnt need to because i said before too , i am going into ai and electronics field

Stranger: i will make sure everything is automated

Stranger: in my company

Stranger: except maybe select few jobs

You: is your mom smart?

Stranger: prob yes

Stranger: in a conventional sense

You: are there any women you respect?

You: that if they offered you a job in 2 years when you are done school that you would happily work for?

Stranger: not really except prob my sister . even then AWALT holds true

Stranger: no

You: what's awalt?

Stranger: because i dont want a family and just have to look for myself

Stranger: and thats relatively easy

Stranger: so i dont mind living on the streets if everything else fails

Stranger: or maybe in jail

Stranger: or maybe become a monk

You: uh...

Stranger: and awalt means all(many) women are like that

You: do you have inherited wealth?

Stranger: no i am fairly middle class

Stranger: atleast my parents are

Stranger: but i sure as hell need immense money for my next step

You: but if a woman at a tech company offered you a job, you'ld rather be homeless?

Stranger: yeah prob i will . i would rather have my own tech company than work in any other be it a man or a woman

You: even if it provided you training and money that could be helpful in your next step?

Stranger: and since i will soon be emigrating to china i would not be forced to do affirmative actions for women and select people (that is if its necessary) and select thembased on pure merit

Stranger: hmm maybe then i think

You: where do you live now?

Stranger: uk

You: cool...

You: brighton?

Stranger: nope

You: ok

Stranger: so anything else ? it was an relatively enjoyable chat

You: so... you enjoyed getting attention from women on an intellectual basis?

Stranger: this was by no means an intellectual conversation

Stranger: but it was amicable and light hearted one

You: lol, you enjoyed having a woman pick your brain about your expertise/eccentricity

Stranger: nah not really , i have had intense intellectual debates before

You: mildly challenging you to question your teenage misogyny

Stranger: and trust me some of the ideas put forward were stunning

Stranger: this was pretty average intellectually it was more about me personally

You: lol, alright dude

You: i mean you prombted an AMA convo

You: and didn't ask me anything about myself

Stranger: yes i know but you could have asked me about general mgtow stuff

Stranger: or its philosophy

You: but its cool i'm not particularly stunned by your thoughts

Stranger: because i didnt even bother to present them

You: yeah, i'm not that interested in it, i'm more into whats up with you

Stranger: well alright lemme ask you few questions then

Stranger: down?

You: cool

Stranger: where you from?

Stranger: nvm

Stranger: just asl

You: canada, 34 female

Stranger: hmm alright

Stranger: married?

You: sort of

You: in a ltr

Stranger: interesting

Stranger: ever been in one

Stranger: ?

You: yes, i've been in multiple long term relationships

Stranger: nah only marriage

Stranger: i mean were you married before

You: i've been married too

Stranger: yes

Stranger: thats what i was asking

Stranger: from which age to which age?

You: 22-27

Stranger: hmm thats fairly young

You: yeah

Stranger: and how long has this relationship been going on for?

You: 20-27

Stranger: how long is this current relationship been going on for?

You: 6 years

Stranger: 28 - 34?

You: yeah

Stranger: but there is not much gap between when you got divorced

Stranger: and your current relationship

You: sure

Stranger: how come you have had many ltrs?

Stranger: how many?

You: 3

You: well 4 but that one doesnt count

Stranger: and how many sexual romantice partners uptil now? i mean did you go through the 'wild phase' when you were in college

Stranger: ?

You: i'm not sure the point of this questioning

Stranger: well its very much relevant to the mgtow ideology

Stranger: if you dont wanna answer thats alright i would assume it to be in double digits

You: yeah

Stranger: yeah i figured

You: lol

Stranger: so you got married at 20 you say?

You: 22

Stranger: and can you describe your ex husband?

Stranger: as in was he average

Stranger: ?

Stranger: in looks

Stranger: dick size etc

Stranger: was wealthy

Stranger: or not and so on

You: she was a woman

Stranger: ohh thats even more interesting

Stranger: bisexual?

You: we met in college, and got married, but had had different ideas for what we wanted out of life

You: yeah, she's bi, i'm mostly a lesbian

Stranger: but how come you have partners in double digits? were it all males ? is your current partner a male too?

You: no, i'm dating a woman, we are poly

You: i had sex as a teenager too

Stranger: open relationship thing?

You: yeah

Stranger: so you hook up with men too?

You: my marriage was open too

Stranger: or only women?

You: a mix

Stranger: yeah i figured lol

Stranger: but even then

Stranger: atleast you are a lesbian

Stranger: so its better

Stranger: well that was pretty interesting no doubt lol

Stranger: do you want kids?

Stranger: are you religious?

You: i don't think i want kids

Stranger: fair enough

You: i was raised secular, but my gf is jewish and its very cool

Stranger: so you are jewish then?

You: so i might be religious

Stranger: ohh alright

Stranger: any particular hobbies?

You: idk, i haven't converted

Stranger: nah its all cool

You: drawing, writing, bikes, camping, videogames, tv, making things

Stranger: hmm so not much academically inclined

Stranger: you majored in which subject?

You: visual arts

Stranger: whats that?

You: i went to art school

Stranger: hmm alright that does make sense

You: i did Cyber-arts in undergrad

Stranger: hmm i dont have any idea but alright cool i guess

You: and interdisciplinary studies for my masters

You: yeah, its was like "tech-art"

Stranger: well i did get an idea when you elaborated a bit

Stranger: so whats your future plan?

Stranger: plan on gettinh married?

Stranger: *getting

Stranger: with her

You: make art, fight the government, live with my gf out of wedlock

Stranger: well thats a coincidence , we have atleast something in common

You: yep

Stranger: but alright i have already made up my mind about you

You: ok

Stranger: and i think you are better than most women because you atleast stay away from men

You: ha ha

Stranger: thats all i have to say

Stranger: anyways anything else?

You: its true, men don't have a lot to offer

You: me^

Stranger: well yes i agree , men are practically redundant for women and family

Stranger: but they provided something of value historically thats for sure

Stranger: but anyways thats for another day prob

Stranger: wanna ask me something else?

Stranger: any questions left?

You: yeah, well, i mean if you see a gender studies class open up, i thin you should consider taking it

You: you seem to like "intelectual convos" you can find them there

Stranger: nah lol an american mgtow did take an introductory class to gender studies

Stranger: *classes

Stranger: and did a 100 page analysis of the subject

Stranger: not to mention the fact that i defeated most of the gender studies/sociology majors in debate

Stranger: here on omegle

Stranger: and elsewhere on the internet

You: well again, i'm more interested in your reaction to the source materials and how that might help you

Stranger: why do you think i need help?

You: idk i don't want to insult you

Stranger: lol you think i really care? there is no shaming tactic anywhere that would work on us mgtows

Stranger: i am immune to it all

You: its just think a teenage guy invested hard in the manosphere is a sad way to start manhood

You: and not very healthy

Stranger: lol

You: but you'll figure it out

Stranger: it is healthy for some men atleast

Stranger: and i am one of them

You: mmmmm,maybe you are?

Stranger: and this is the best way to start manhood

You: ok, you do you

Stranger: ofcourse everyone should be able to do so

Stranger: but yeah thats that

You: cool

You: take care of yourself

Stranger: k

Stranger: and if you see me again

Stranger: just skip

You: lol

You: ok

Stranger: yeah i am serious

Stranger: i dont want to keep talking to same select group of people

You: maybe i'll pretend to be someone else

Stranger: hmm

Stranger: ok

Stranger: anyways i gotta go talk to someone else because i have limited time left

Stranger: thanks for an amicable ama

You: if you really want to get out of your bubble

You: try one of those classes

You: take care

You have disconnected.

#yikes

[xnjerex-blog]

Ain't ez

Thank you, Tumblr. I could shower my thoughts on you. You are my outlet of my stress, failure, happiness and blues. In the past few days, it was miserable, anguish hearts that had spread thousands of feelings. It was so dark. I could not see the light where will I rest my heart and mind. Things came- really not my expectations. I felt the pain. It crashed my heart. Yea, so hard to accept

things. Esp when you are used to what you have and who you have. Things you wont expect have two things to target you as a person. One is that, it breaks you. Second is that, it'll fix you. Breaks you... You cannot accept things in just a click. Coz you were selfish, stubborn and selfless. Fixes you in a way that someone will let you understand those stuffs. Whats hard is that, that "someone" who helps you may turn your back or not. What matters is that, at least you had the power to tell what's killing you inside. She may believe it or not, she may hear things OA or she may find me "maarte". What I say is true. I say things because it is too heavy. very heavy...

I'm used to be with one person. And I believe it is not wrong. And I see things great. being with this someone. Whom I really loved since the day came. We accepted the worst scenarios, we've been through a lot of things. We faced them even if it broked us and of course, We ended things. still, we are together. Good times and bad times...We always have each other's hand. One thing came. I really cannot understand. It was a big shot for me. Knowing that she allowed herself forgive people who made her a failure, a ghost a stranger. We, both of us know the hardships, the tears and everything from people who made her BS? You cannot bring back the trust anymore. Really? Forgiving people who made gossips about you? Who turned backs and once made you fall and did not have any chance to be helped or whatsoever? Easy for her to forgive people who are not worthy. Yes, I am angry from what she did. But as her best friend, I support her in many ways. But still, not with the thing she did. I am with her through her falls and ups. I am the only whom she had showered her pains and everything. Seeing her that way makes me wanna kill those BS. she's my best friend, my sister and I cannot accept things the way they treat her. Fuuck'em. they laugh at her with no reasons? God. I was just calm. Seeing them treating my bf like that? No one knows what can I do. Because Respect begets respect, not given but earned. If she cannot accept things what i say and what things I wrote here, wish she could understand me. I have long time forgetting and forgiving people. There are people whom I forgive and not. I allowed her talking with them but in two things. 1. only talk with them if they have group works or activities. 2. Not to be papansin to them. Kahit ito lang sana pambawi niya. Bc me, really did not want what she Did. But it made her bring out the pain inside her and with that, I am happy. Forgive and forget. Forgive those BS and forget them. Talk when it is needed. tell me, is it hard to do these things? Allowing you to converse with them for you not to be a ghost in your class. But not too much. You never know things that will happen. Again and again. And I am afraid to face these problems again. I want you, you and only you. Kahit sabihin mong OA, you knew it from the start. I chose to be with you. And shared my pain and happines only with you. Selfish? Yes. I dont regeret things. I want us to be happy two. Me, i will never leave you. even if we fight most of the time. I still ❤ you. You may not be sweet like me. So what? this is me. Hahahahahaha not that I like you but I wanna keep you safe and sound.

[onlyforgoodvibes]

Why i live like this? Why can't i taste the slightest cure for the open wound? Why am i so unsure about my life? I dont exactly know my intention for writing this, sometimes you don't always need certain reason to shed something. Especially, when it comes to feelings. Or not, well, let's see where the spontaneous leads me. One thing, That i learn, Inhale and exhale, Grasping and clasping, In life, Is something that—we're mankinds have been fighting for, That even one can sacrifice the fraternity and heredity, Just for one little piece paper, Money. I don't understand people's obessions over those papers—well, money. Like, it's really crazy. People would fight, even kill, just to own certain amount of money that basically, with one and only reason, to survive and continue their life. I'm so terrified, by this fact, this world is literally being controlled by money. Although every country in this world has their own 'label' or 'amount' for their money, but still, money has power for everything. Want to get better? Get some money and you will be able to get anything. Want to get prettier? Get some money for the beauty treatment. Want to get smarter? Get some money to pay the school. Want to get famous? Get some money and be wealthy, people will automatically respect and honour you. See? It's literally pretty much everything! It's everything from every aspects of our lives that we can access by certain amount of money! Terrifying right? Now, let's see from broader lens, where we can interact directly with the object—as we're the one who actually get the impact. Us. Or i mean, society. Well, i must say, no offense, society nowadays is chaos. I can't even stand among the people, especially, the most crucial thing, people's mindset. As we all know, by the lack of moral and valuing the life's worth, everything that we do is actually relying by the mind, our brain proceeds what and why we do something, or in the other hand, actually it's not the people themselves who cause the chaotic, but the people's mindset that actually have the biggest roles in our society. Well, some stereotypes have been taken too far, between the poor and the rich, the fortune and the unfortune, just like what we usually hear from fairytales. But unlike common fairytales, when the time has come, the bad will know the consequences for being bad, and the good will get the bliss and true happines as their gift for their kindness. Well, sadly, in the reality, the plot twist have been twisted too far, and at some conditions, whether bad and good, they both vividly don't know which ending that suitable for them. Because the bad and the good, is mystery. Sometimes bad things can be good things and vice versa. The truth is, this fact is taken back to the people's mindset, that actually the factor who will determine, which one is good or bad. And no one really knows what people's opinions. What stereotypes that i'm referring to? Yea, at this point, the poor and the rich stereotypes. By the time you reading this, you'd know what the stereotypes are about and what are they. And i just wanna spread my thoughts that why can't we change the world system? Why can't people be sincere in order to the human prosperity? Can someone literally provides pretty much anything that relates to the human prosperity, and make them 0$ or 0£ or 0€ ? No one really knows. Unless they are really aware and concern for it.

#Society #opinion #no offense #chill #just opinion #thoughts #change #make a better world

[suximaxini-blog]

My Online Flower Shop -loremaison.id

Flower is indeed a happiness

- said the 22 years old, Suci Marini

Whooa. it’s been a really long time since I take blog writing seriously again. hehe.

Writing is one of my virtue, but the working hours and my master college routines kind of making my life into a cycle. It suddenly becomes my ultimate excuse for being lazy to write or READ (I was once a bookworm) :D - not good!

Well, this year, I promise my self to write more! Because, I am going to write my master thesis and it needs practice. Writing needs practice indeed. Blog writing is a practice.

For my first serious post in 2017. I am going to tell you about my online flower shop. I named it Lore Maison. Why so? Lore (based on the majestic translate.google.com) is a...I believed it was Belarusian word for flower, I remember it well BUT when I did a doublecheck for this post, it suddenly showed another thing. Ha! Lore is flower, that’s what I know, as for the origin of the language, that! I think I forget. Maison? Maison is a French for House. So, my shop name is ‘House of Flower’ or...that’s what I intend to communicate. 

My interest for flower started back in 2014, when I was still in Jogja, taking my undergraduate degree. I still remember it started when I attended a wedding reception and took several flowers home (They were Gerbera-s, but I mistook them to be CHRYSANT)

It was my first arrangement. Well, I was not entirely wrong. There were also chrysants, but the focal was gerberas, with a pinch of phoenix and aster. Those were common flowers you would see in Indonesian weddings. 

And I fulfilled my plan to grant my self a flower arrangement in my dorm. Like these two pics I put below, 

Fast forward to early 2015, I started a business with my bestie, one of the core is flower arranging. I started it because, at that time, the trend of Jogja’s flower arranging is so...uhm, not my kind of style. Because, the florist is not an artist, they just selling the flower, so the composition or the wrapping is not something I fancy. I was a noob back then. Total noob. Haha, but I realizd that flower arranging gives me pleasure. After graduated, I tried to take orders, but nobody is actually ordering HAHAHA. They asked as they interested, but none of them took it seriously.So, I just doing the arrangement as a hobby.

I actually feel happy, because back in my hometown, the variety of flowers are more than I ever found in Jogja. Here, I could buy Baby’s Breath, Ruscus, Solidago, Baby rose, Sunflower, Carnation, Snapdragon...all for relatively cheaper price than in Jogja (or is it merely because I don’t know the supplier?)

In December 2015, I decided to open Lore Maison. And started to took orders for Mother’s Day. The reaction was unexpected. The orders were coming. I learned things as I took orders. My officemate, told me several basic techniques about flowers and how to treat them so they can last longer. Before that, I disappointed her because my flower could not last long enough. She is very kind to tell me those things, she also complimented my style of arranging and even believed me to arrange her bouquet on engangement day, 

These were the example of my arranging. The left picture above was my logo. 

Was? Yup, because I rebranded Lore Maison. Why? Because I forgot the password for the instagram and...Line@. Hehehe. I closed my store for approx. 2 months, and started making new logo as I found that I’d prefer a monochrome logo.

And not long ago, I asked my friend’s help to make my logo a bit better, so now, I am using this logo as the trademark :

Spot the different? Hehe

My biggest ‘learning by doing’ experience was pricing. I am bad at calculating my outcome for flowers and putting the price. As the flower prices in the market is showing the tendency for fluctuating. So, I always work based on my client’s budget and feel uneasy to charge them in high prices because I opened my flower shop because I wanna spread happines (it supposed to be accessible for everyone). Therefore, in some orders, I didn’t gain any profit. 

It is a business btw, so I still need to make a profit. I finally found a way...to exclude the delivery fee from their budget. So, the budget alone is for me buying the flowers. Well, in some orders, I still feel bad to decline and did not think about its profit anyway. 

I love flowers just too much and profit comes second. But, if I want to survive, this needs to turn into a better strategy. 

Still a long way to go...to become more advanced florist. And I will never stop learning. 

Oh! I promised my self to open a tumblr for Lore Maison. I did make one yet its content is still a homwork for me to do. Hehe

xo

Suci