#i ramble a lil but YEEE

[skimmeh]

Stareater au my beloved <3 Very excited to see where desert duo ends up going, and all the designs you’ve shown have been awesome! Are there any worldbuilding details you’d like to ramble about?

Hehehehhe thank you!!!! I'm so very excited to tell their story too

Fuck it imma drop some world building (that I was saving for my pearl project but a lil ramble won't do any harm)

This is a sci-fi fantasy story, so the world very much has magic elements. One of those being we've been playing around with the idea that certain hybrids can train in a form of magic related to their hybrid type base ability

That being most Glares have an ability over light maliputaion. Blazes, obviously tend to be on fire or can produce flames, Enderians (used to) teleport and Vexes can turn incorporeal to a degree, and change colour to blue.

But we were thinking how they each have a domain over a certain kind of magic and can train within it to do all sorts. That being:

Blaze- energy magic (like fire, electric, all that stuff)

Glares- illusion magic (a personal favourite of mine)

Vexes- transformation (of one's self and on very very very rare cases of some elements)

Enderians- transportation (like as well as teleporting themselves they can create small rifts to travel through)

Obviously it takes a lot of training to use their magic to powerful degrees so it's pretty rare to find people who dominate with their magic.

And also a cool thing, because of the nature of hybrids in this au, you can have hybrids who can have two ability to learn and merge their kind of magic!

#stareater au #asks #i ramble a lil but YEEE #also if you find it hard to imagen what Glares base power is #to put it into Minecraft terms #they can give the blindness or nightvison effct to themselves or to others around them #its a cool detail and im very biase towards liking their powers the most HAH #anyway ..enjoy this lil lore bits

[beepeircings]

Cw : Bright colors, eyestrain

So if you wash your hands of where you've been until you flood the second floor

Neatly fold your skeletons but still can't shut the closet door

The only ones in need of love are those who don't receive enough

So evil ones should get a little more

Reblogs > Likes

Not eyestrain + no text version below

#cw eyestrain #cw bright colors #scott smajor #smajor1995 #esmp scott #dangthatsalongname #empires smp fanart #technically? #also Scott has so much tags like jeebus 😧 #vigilante sheriff au #spectrum #empiresblr #yeee finished the main tags so lil ramble ig? #spectrum looks really cool actually very nice #i just finished it within like 2 days so yea #au from Rhapsoddity btw ! real cool stuff #oh yeah song ref iz Laplace's angel by Will wood #because it's the song ever and also a spectrum song fr fr #tags alotta em #my art #me after i didn't post art for several months *jerma pose* #achilles art moment

[rylxdreams]

For the ask game: 20

Drawing!!! When I'm bored I tend to draw to pass the time. Drawing my favorite characters always cheers me up when I'm sad.

My favorite characters and ships. I'd LOVE to talk more about them and mention them one by one, but there are so many of them and I don't think my words could articulate how much they make me happy. I'd mention a few: Cream, Lillie, Hoennshipping (Brendan x May), Eevee, ROWLET, Sonamyyyy, Orko!, the Grayskull Twins!, Sora and Mashiro, etc etc.

My friends!!! Especially the ones that I have rn, both irl and online friends.

Off to great start with the ask game LEZGOOO

#ask game #ryl rambles #i have ryl answers #yeee #I could ramble on and on about my favs #i'm pretty stressed rn because of school #just thinking about these are making me a lil bit better

[lapis-lights]

In celebration of each Car Lights post hitting 100 notes on each part, here's a lil sneak peek at the next story with Vendetta!Leon :D It's on about 6k rn and I have the outline all loosely planned out so yeee hope you guys are ready for some good stuff

You're rambling now, trying to find an excuse to stop those blue eyes from piercing your soul and peeling away every layer of defense you've built up. He keeps getting closer and you're running out of room to escape to. You've never been more scared of him than in this moment–even when he almost killed you the day you met, you've never felt like this. A deer in the headlights, electricity coursing through your nerves as your brain struggles to choose between fight or flight.

Did he know? Did he know about all those lingering gazes and words that held guilt behind them and all those emotions that you weren't supposed to be having clogging up your chest?

Your back hits a wall and you're fucked.

Leon's hands find your waist when he's close enough, your skin rushing hot as his breath fans your face and you smell spearmint. It's addicting. He's addicting.

"Sweet girl," he murmurs, affectionately raw in a way you never would've imagined him to be. His other hand comes up, cupping your jaw delicately and all the blood rushes to your face.

He's called you many things before, and has used more than enough adjectives to convey this disdain for you. Annoying, disgusting, naive, revolting, repulsive…but never in a million years would he have called you sweet. You must be dreaming, and if you are, you never want to wake up.

"I'm actually a very indulgent creep," you whimper out, "Leon, you-"

He cuts you off as his lips press onto yours and all rational thought leaves your brain in an instant. All you can feel is him, his hands on your body, his mouth working your own in such a sinful way that makes your head spin and your stomach do cartwheels.

You close your eyes, let yourself fall from grace, and plummet.

#lapis language #leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy #resident evil x reader #leon s kennedy #leon s kennedy x reader #resident evil #resident evil fanfiction #leon scott kennedy #leon scott kennedy x reader #leon x reader #leon kennedy imagine #leon kennedy x you #leon kennedy x y/n #resident evil leon #resident evil fic #resident evil x you #leon kennedy fanfic

[guppyscolita]

WAIT I just thought of something

I know they're probably not gonna bring back animalities in MK1 but!!! I really like thinking about the possibilities. The improved graphics would make them look so awesome, and I'd love to see what animals they'd choose with for each character, especially since the newer characters weren't in the older games where animalities were a thing.

For some reason I feel like Reiko being a horse would suit him? Havik would be a dog or at least some sort of canine since I really love that Havik-dog drawing you made, and Rain was an elephant in past games but I feel like a frog would suit him more, especially considering he has tiny metal frogs on his default staff!

Idk, sorry for rambling. I just thought of this and thought you'd enjoy it :)

Man I REALLY want animalities to come back, we had babylities and friendships alredy (and idk if a hara kiri would be good to bring back lmao) I guess they would look similar to what Kotal's fatality looked on mk11, WHICH WOULD BE COOL PLEASEEE GIMME SILLY ANIMALS KILLING PEOPLE About animal possibilities, YEEES a horse fits oddly well to Reiko (bro kicks hard and he has a mane lol) and idk about Havik tbh, he gives a ton of dog vibes, but animalities dont always fit with the characters vibe (example, Scorpion being a damn penguin) Rain frog would be adorable, but I think there was alredy someone that turns into a frog(? I'm not sure and I didnt knew about him having lil frogs on his staff OUGH NOW I LOVE HIM MORE BECAUSE I LOVE FROGS Well, I just hope for animalities to come back, and perhaps NRS putting a bit of brain on why x character turns into x animal jdfvb not just randomly assigning animals

#questions

[wingsadorned]

i just used my pendulum for the first time and that was interesting . at first i was really nervous and i was getting radio silence . i mean , my ceiling fan wasn’t even rly moving it . later , discouraged , i sat back on my pillow and tried again . i asked if anyone was there and got a soft yes . i asked them if they could tell me who they were and got a no . i asked “ . . so you won’t tell me who you are ? ” got a no . i asked if i’d find out at any point and they said yes . i asked if i could maybe get some details and they said no but changed their mind when i asked again a little later . abrahamic ? no . greek ? no . norse . . . yeees . i had to ask multiple times bc sometimes it would go in little circles bc of my ceiling fan . anyways i asked if it was female and they said no ( even tho i went on a lil ramble where i said “ although i can’t conform you into our societal and human gender or sex norms but you get my point i think ) . male ? yes . i reluctantly asked “ Loki . . . ? ” bc i’ve really been wanting to reach out to him and i got a yes ! i got rly excited actually . i asked if i could reach out to him often and got a couple circles , then a no . asked again , another no . i fixed my nervous hands and asked “ so . . can i talk to you from time to time ? ” he said yes . i had the image of talking to him every night in my head so i think it was clear the question was the same , just phrased differently , then i got a yes . then i asked “ . . . were you just fucking with me before ” and got a yes lololol .

interesting first time using a pendulum . very nerve wracking bc my hands are kinda shaky and i have the ceiling fan . but honestly it was fun . probably will do it again .

#norse paganism #witchblr #witch community #beginner witch #pagan witch #norse gods #norse heathenry #heathenry #eclectic witch

[neokatt]

thought i should do this so yeee lessgo

Intro!~

Hihi there, the names Cat! I also go by Neo, Frezzi, Arle, Amitie and Flareon, feel free to pick and choose!

I AM a minor so dont be comin with that icky shit please and thank you!

I use She/Her/Purr pronouns, but anything but He/Him work :>

Im a Demiromantic Lesbian in a relationship with a very awesome bird :3

I have a ton of interests, my main interest being Pokemon! (I really like Pokemon :3333)

My hyperfixations change alot, but my current fixation(s) is: Fortnite

I am a Furry as well as a Domestic Cat therian and a Flareon, Catte and Gummy Bee Fictionkin!!

I honestly post whatever on this blog, mostly whatever my current hyperfixation is, but I also frequently post art and just whatever I feel like!

My asks and dms are open 24/7 so feel free to send me whatever you want!

I also take art requests! If you want me to draw something for you (whether that be a oc or character or other) just send me a ask or dm and I'll try my best!

I have basic DNI conditions (Homophobes/Transhobes/Xenophobes, Pedos, Pro-Shippers, Zoophiles, Anti-Furry, Anti-Irl/Anti-Therian/Anti-Fictionkin, and anything else that im forgetting rn) but just dont be a asshole to me or my friends and im chill.

[My last Carrd is outdated, will be working on a new one soon, stay tuned!]

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forgot to add this but heres my tags!

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#cat's-rambles : just me rambling sbout anything from hyperfixations to random irl stuff

#cat's-art : all my art!

#cat's-reblogs : all my reblogs and stuff hehe

#cat's-responses : me responding to asks!

#cat-gaming-real : cat does the video games

#cat-being-irl : me being irl reall

#love-this-art-nom : just art I like!

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and thats it! enjoy my silly lil blog!! :3c

[stitchthesewords]

>:3 guess who-

AAAAAA!AAAA I love it so far??? I love how descriptive everything is and it's so easy to imagine and hhhh <3

But also just me imagining them standing on the stairs for like a solid 10 seconds staring at Grian before Mumbo realizes what they're looking at and just *YOINK* almost pulls Scar to the frikkin ground in his haste to get Scar away from the strange bird man-

Mumbo's disappointed acceptance that Scar’s just gonna do what he wants anyway cjfgkfgkf <3 I am already loving this dynamic you've set up

AND OOOOO Scar just casual and non-threatening and then BAM "you can run but you can't hide so it'll just be easier if you stick around" fjtjtfj Grian let his guard down for .75 seconds and they pounced like dayum <3 love them so much

Mmmmm wonder what Grian's running from... 👀

Hgdhigh if you can't tell I'm super hyped about this <3 it's so good already I love it I'm so excited to see where it's going!! <3

Oh also 👀 Scar leaning his weight on his staff + balance issues.... 👀 am I seeing a little disability rep/ref or am I reading a bit too far into this fjjdyldn either way <3

ASDFGHJKJHFDFGHNBVLMC,MD FGF HI HELLO THERE BELOVED WRITING INSPIRATION Wow the J O Y seeing this in my inbox sparked i am???? yeah im sending you rambling little messages forever <3 this feels great

YEEEEEEEEEEEEES Mumbo Protecc. You know I love me some feral Mumbo it's going in. I have put it into the pot. I also just love that did it, went "oh shit that knocked scar over" and then his lil brain was like "maybe if scar is knocked over he wont move" LMAOOOOOOOO

ALSO YEEES I love the whole 'One of them is the leader who is far to independent/One of them is the protector who is So Tired' dynamic so thats what I decided to go with for them because I CANT fit it into my novel so I've gotta put it SOMEWHERE

AND THEY WORK LIKE A WELL OILED MACHINE TOO AH - I'm imagining they're both centuries old and they've been at some level of partnership for a very. very long time. An incredibly long time to be dancing around and not kissing, frankly Scar didn't even have to say anything and Mumbo kept Grian from being able to back up. Mwah.

👀👀👀👀👀 I wonder I wonder I am definitely not figuring it out while outlining the rest of this heavens no

<3 <3 <3 <3 Thank you I am also very hyped - I havent actually like written prose in a long time because I've been reoutlining my novel for the past 3 months and while the outline is at like, 6k words, its not prose proper. This was like waking up and stretching after a nap it was EXCELLENT I am very excited to get more work done on it

👀👀👀👀 You noticed!! Like I told you, keeping Scar disabled in some fashion is super important to me since I'm physically disabled - I think I'm probably going to quietly give him some of my more general 'Chronic Pain' symptoms - I use a cane on and off IRL so I'm just. Leaning ;) on that knowledge.

#Mumscarian Rift AU #Which frankly needs a better series name but I cannot brain #Coming up with a title for the story was already pretty hard lmao #I haven't had to name a story in like 6 years I am very rusty #All my writing projects just get like. Code Names #Project CN #QLH Project #Like these are not names I can give published fanfiction #Mumscarian #hermitshipping #Ask #Also everyone go read the Midnight series thank you #Rift Asks

[randomwords247]

me: its just a ref for myself it doesnt even need colour but ill give it colour and no shading or anything-

also me: *does the works, adds shading, lineart colouring and shading, and all that jazz*

gosh hecking darn it me

but heres a ‘fully rendered’ version of the philza ref I did :) I’m really proud of how it turned out

#philza minecraft #ph1lza minecraft #minecraft #philza #ph1lza #my art #randy's art #ramble post #it was a case of 'i keep going and cant stop' #but also i ended up being like 'oh i can use this as the commision thing' ;D #so this would be like the quality of how much i 'render' drawings. like with shading and all #like better done eyes #some blush on the face and all and hands n places that make sense cuz human have blood and we go red #shading and textured shading on the clothes and all #and lil details like some dirt/dust on the feet #oh and of course the lineart being coloured and having lighting on it too #so yeee #im puttin it together n hope to have that done by this weekend #for now enjoy this uwu

[ruvi-muffin]

Just to confirm.

We can both be aware that caleb and essek's relationship is fuckin profound and beautiful,

AND be a lil disapointed that they didn't kiss on the mouth right?

We can have both of these ya? Without worrying that we're bad fans, ya?? Ye oki great Thanks

#this is my overall feel still #like.. i cant rly be on either side im just ambivalent and a lil salty #muffin rambles #salt #negativity #shrugs tbh #idk i see anything positive and i get angry #i see anything negative i get angry #like i litterally cant qin #rip #also hey #i am a sad lil man who feels no joy half the time #so like #yeee #tired of being called aph/obic for wanting sg to kiss on the lips like #the logic #the reach

[theplumsoldier]

hi i love your writing so much - could i request a bucky x reader where when steve goes back to peggy in endgame he sends the reader into the future for bucky as she, bucky and steve were friends before the war but bucky and her were dating and when they died she joined peggy and started shield?? and it’s all cute cus they’re together again? thank you in advance (sorry if i rambled)

yeees this sounds so cute ill take a look jus for u anon<33 it might take a lil time tho cause ill have to rewatch endgame to get in a mood. thanks for the request and good night to you👉🏼👈🏼🥺❤

[haikyupid]

Order from Haikyuu Teens,

uhh ,, hello !! if it’s not too late , could i get a dalgona matchup latte please ? i am a infp-t & my enneagram type is 9 ! people who didn’t really know but now they do say that i always looked/seemed like the kind of person who is really cold & stuck up (only bc i look “mean”) . i’m very loyal . i’m the kind of person who’ll support & be there for my friends . i’m also caring (maybe a little too caring from what my friends tell me. but, i even know that myself) & i tend to be really selfless . once i get to know you , i’m really childish & i always try to make a dumb joke to make you laugh & ,,, i become more talkative & loud . i always catch myself rambling about random things & having too much enjoyment talking about things that i really like . mainly , only people who are close to me see how i really act & behave . i was never really an out-there kind of person ,,, i always like to keep to myself . but moving on to cons , i’m a total pushover— like— i’m not even going to lie about that fact . it sucks but , it is what it is . i overthink waay too much & it causes to make myself panic sometimes . i’m really stubborn & i also really don’t know when to shut up & i tend to be very vain . i also keep my feelings to myself because i feel like i’ll be such a burden or just ruin the mood . i’m a total lazy person & i tend to really take things to heart (which makes me want to morph myself into a person that someone wants me to be) & dear gOd ,,,, i’m so awkward (that it even makes my friends feel uneasy or awkward as well) . i really love to draw , stay up late , sing , & dance (even though i’m very terrible at both ^__^;;) . i also really enjoy being stupid on calls , sending memes , korean food , & kpop ! hmm … my dislikes ? well— i don’t like it when people are obviously being rude for no reason . i dislike very bright colors (neons) , spiders , getting dirty , the cold , & squash . let’s see … in a relationship , i like someone who will make feel safe & loved . i have very low self-esteem so i seek someone who is supporting , too . someone who is caring even if they tend to act cold or maybe stubborn . & i like someone who’s going to be there for me like i’m always going to be there for them , no matter what . i also really like a someone who is strong , cool , & protective . i do like that small things like “hey , go to sleep .. its late” & “good morning/good night” text , heh . but i things i don’t like too much in a relationship is too much pda . i’m not really a big fan of making out in the halls & stuff . but ofc i don’t mind holding hands & small kisses on the lips (i like to show all my love & affection behind closed doors) .

aCK- i hope this is okay & not too much- sorry if it is !! i hope you have a wonderful day ! :>> i really love your blog ♡♡

Thank you so much for ordering and checking up on Kyupid's Love Shop. One Dalgona Matchup Latte coming up! Huh, I’ve been seeing lots of side effects for this one… anyways, I matcha up with ˚₊·͟͟͟͟͟͟͞͞͞͞͞͞➳❥

➞ before you two were in a relationship, ryuu didn’t actually… particularly like you, he was still smitten with ms. kiyoko y’know

➞ he’s sadly one of those people who do judge the book by its cover, but only because he prefers to be surrounded by positive people, and well… you didn’t particularly radiate that kind of vibe with, uh, your face (he really do be a hypocrite though with that ‘grr grr thug’ face of his 😔✌️)

➞ ryuu found you so intimidating (and beautiful, but he was in denial back then), you once saw him do his signature ‘gangsta’ look at you; yeah… y’all definitely didn’t get along at first — but ahem, let me introduce you to another matchmaker, ennoshita!

➞ enno knows your true personality and he vibes with you so well, therefore it really confused him when you accidentally slipped in something about ryuu’s attitude towards you during one of your guys’ convos (y’all were in a group project together) and he knows the reason why ryuu tends to avoid you, so he devised a plan to get you two to know each other: have a study date!

➞ when ryuu walked into the room and saw you, mans turned into the flash and just dashed towards the exit — but enno was one step ahead, so he got nishi to lock the doors before dropping off tanaka, and his attempt to leave failed

➞ it was soooo embarrassing for the both of you when enno kept on trying to keep a conversation going between the two of you; but when he decided to leave to make hot chocolate, ryuu apologizes and voices his concerns, and you just reply with “oh… oh, yeah that kind of happens… a lot” so you try to explain your side; he was honestly heartbroken from hearing that you experience it often, so he made it his mission to make it up to you

➞ and now would you look at that! you and ryuu are suddenly a couple now— (better thank enno for that)

➞ he will apologize profusely about the way he treated you beforehand, even if you’ve already told him a millions times that it’s fine; like y’all already have kids and he’ll still be like:

“hey, honey…”

“yeees?”

“you remember that time in high schoo—“

“omg, ryuu, not this again…”

“i just want to say that i’m so sor—“

“it’s been 19 years!”

➞ you will honestly feel like a queen, i’m being legit here; he’ll not only be your king, he’ll also be your knight in shining armour, and your butler — he’s the whole package, bby, and you’re one lucky girl to get all of that

➞ you think you’re too caring? nah, ryuu’s about to show you the life of a full time simp (skjkskss ik that being a simp is like so looked down on, but ik that every girl wants a man who’s a simp anyways)

➞ i’m kidding, he’s actually not a simp (A man who foolishly overvalues and defers to a woman, putting her on a pedestal) but more so he’s a doting boyfriend; you just know that you’re always gonna be at your best once you get into a relationship with him, so in a way, you are treated like a queen but not to the point where he worships the ground you walk on

➞ unless you tell him that you need some space, he’ll either have his arm lightly snaked around your waist or his hand resting on the small of your back; it’s his way of knowing that you’re protected and safe around him

➞ this relationship’s dynamic works extremely well since you both balance each other’s personalities in the aspects that you won’t have to worry about being a pushover around him since that’s not something that’ll occur with him; your more reserved personality compliments his outgoing one since if ever needed, you two could bring out the other side more in each other; he tends to have a more free personality (he’s still mature, but tends to enjoy life’s offerings) so whenever he feels that you’re overthinking again, he will coo and just reassure you that it’s okay to overthink sometimes, but it’s not worth having it control your entire mood and day

➞ ngl, he’s hella stubborn as well, but when it comes to you, he makes sure to understand your thinking first and then decide before he’ll let you take control — unless he thinks you’re completely wrong, then he won’t hesitate to put a foot down because he’s not going to help you turn into a spoiled brat, which is what hubby-material boyfriends do!

➞ to him though, it’s okay to be a lil’ vain, everyone wants to look to their best! but if it does however is on the verge of crossing the line of being full-on narcissistic, then he’ll confront you about it and ask you about why you’re acting the way you are, he’ll just try to put you into healthy-thinking mode back again

➞ you like memes? welp, that makes the two of you then! he definitely sends those wholesome memes, but his most favourite one to send you (especially as one those ‘good morning texts’) is:

➞ then he follows it up with ‘good morning, babe. strong power thank you to you always 😙😙 i love you so much. see ya at school!’ (aight, sorry, i just had to)

➞ kpop dances and karaoke on. the. daily! it doesn’t matter which song he’s dancing/singing to, as long as he gets to see you smile and know that you’re happy, he’ll do it all for you; he’ll also be your hypeman, and you’ll legit feel as if you’re an actual kpop idol with all the cheering he does — we love a supportive bf in this household

➞ *cough* he’ll sing lemonade by jeremy passion to you and he sounds so fokin beautiful— *cough*

➞ during calls with him, all you can hear is very loud laughter; whoever hears it (saeko for the most part) will just unconsciously smile since your guys’ laughs are just so genuine, even if it sometimes sounds a bit like a bunch of overheated kettles, they’ll just know that you both are having such a good time together and i mean, who wouldn’t want something like that?

➞ with you, he’s the type to send a message asking if you’re awake at like 2 AM, and if you do reply then expect him to come thru your window with some food in hand because he just felt like hearing your voice and seeing you; if not, then he’ll just send some cute message like ‘sleep tight and have good dreams, baby, i’ll see you tomorrow at school’

➞ once you two started dating, ryuu just had a more realistic view of relationships and he honestly prefers it way more than the scenarios that he’s created; now he appreciates privacy when it comes to showing affection instead of full-on just laying it all out in public, it just makes it that much more special to him; holding hands and just small skin contacts is his much more preferred pda than bear-hugging you or kissing you

➞ he’s not as needy as most expected him to be, in fact he actually often just caters to your needs because to him that’s enough; so expect small gifts here and there like making you a bento box, buying you strawberry milk, key-chains and bracelets, etc.

➞ he’s just more mature when he’s in an actual relationship because he does think that that’s something special that should only be shared between the two lovers; that doesn’t mean that he won’t occasionally show you off though, so you may or may not accidentally hear him rambling to the vbc about how lucky he is to call you his

➞ he will remember and notice every little thing about you; he notices that you’re humming some new kpop song absentmindedly? he’ll ask you about it during lunch; you made a small comment about liking korean food? he’ll make some for you! and best believe it tastes amaaaaaazing

➞ with ryuu, the thought of being a burden won’t ever cross your mind because he will often remind you that you make his days so much better and thank you for it (just good shet right here)

➞ even if you feel bad for not going to gyms with him because of your tendencies of being a lil’ lazy, he won’t force you at all; he’ll either just give you a kiss on the lips and walk you home before going, or he’ll call you whilst he’s at the gym; you’ll just feel so appreciated

➞ oh, and you won’t ever have to be worried about being awkward! there’s no such thing when you’re with your boyfriend ryuu, everything just comes so natural when you’re with him, everything will just feel so right

➞ this is the relationship that everyone knows will eventually turn into marriage and building a joyous family, and everyone expects to be invited because they all wouldn’t want to miss any part of yours and ryuu’s genuine relationship that they’ve all more than likely have been a part of since the beginning; in short, everyone wants to witness your relationship’s full story till it’s very end.

I hope you enjoyed your Dalgona Matchup Latte! Here’s a visual of your chaotically genuine relationship with Tanaka Ryuunosuke: After seeing your true persona during the study sesh with Enno, he’s become all flustered every time he looks at you instead of looking at you with his usual ‘imma thug’ look; Your first kiss (he planned it, no kidding — literally place, time, the vibes, he just wanted it to be perfect for you); Tanaka likes to take his shirt off, so when you both cuddled for like the third time, and just blacked out from exhaustion after a heavy day of practice, he wakes up to find you cuddled up against his chest which is bare, this man screams— his thoughts were like ‘omg, did we do it? was i drunk? omg, pls forgive me, y/n 😭’… and you’re just left there like ‘bruh, dafuq?’; when he’s feeling appreciative of you or just being soft in general, he hugs you similar to the gif and kisses your temple before burying his face into your hair to whisper “i love you so much, y/n, you don’t even understand”; him holding your hand to his face and just talking to you, whether it’s about your day or his, or telling you how much he loves you, is probably something that he does all time whenever you two are alone.

Thank you so much for ordering and being patient with Kyupid's Love Shop, I hope you’ll still order in the future! Have a very very lovely day, sweetie ♡⋆.ೃ࿔*

an: lmao, forget about kiyoko, you his girl now. periodt.

sorry this took waaay too long, bby 😔 the spa day turned into a whole pamper-me day so i was out all day… i’m really sorry, i hope you still like your order even though it came later than promised 🥺 if there’s anything wrong (gif, colored texts not showing up) then please message me!

tanaka is waaaay too underrated, but i honestly think that he’ll literally be one the top 5 best bfs from haikyuu, like legit this man will make you feel like a damn queen (kiyoko do be lucky tho) maybe not in the beginning, but like definitely after a few weeks or so.

#kyupid’s love shop #dalgona matchup latte #tanaka ryuunosuke #haikyuu matchups #hq matchups #submission

[themadnerdwithahat]

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKS!

@raynbow-shimmer gave me an excuse to ramble about booooooks!!!

instructions: bored of being stuck inside? think the plague is ugly? feel like talking about books? answer as many questions as you’d like my good pal its free

1. what’s the most recent book that you’ve read and absolutely fell in love with?

         Hmmm, I reeeeally enjoyed The City of Brass and The Kingdom of Copper by S.A. Chakraborty they were GOOD. With a neato world. Second one was a lil slower than the first one but it was still an enjoyable read. 

    2. do you keep track of how many books you’re reading every month?

          Yeee, I guess. I track books on goodreads buuuut I slow reader  

   3. what’s your stance on the debate as to whether or not we should dissociate the artist from their art (artist = writer in this case)?

            I do not have stance....? I do not have stance. 

what do you do when you can’t focus on a book?

          ummmmmmmmmmmmm.....I suffer. Suffer and force self through it or just do not read for awhile 

do you pay attention to the gender/ethnicity/race/sexuality of the authors you’re reading, aka do you actively try to read books written by diverse writers?

                No.... not usually but I’ve been starting to I think? 

paperback or hardcover? why?

           Given the choice Paperbaaack because I am an evil who likes to curl pages/book while reading however I am also an impatient and have lot of hardcover books due to wanting copies right away when they hardcover only soooo I’ve slightly become indifferent. 

which language would you like to learn just to be able to read its untranslated literature?

uhhhhhhhhh....I dunno. 

pick up the book that is closest to you. convince me to read it in less than 10 sentences.

Victor and Eli are friends. They think they know what they’re doing. They did not know what they were doing. It went b a d. Now, they are not friends. Now, they want revenge. PLUS now they have superpowers. Fun times told in a not straightforward timeline whatsoever. 

This book is known as Vicious by V.E. Schwab

#hatter talks to herself #books #shim shimmery shimmer #books are good books are friends

[lover-of-skellies]

Woah! Want some rambling about the audio? I love how you lowered the voice, and these little glitches at the end of some phrases are cool, really makes it sound like Error. (I would say his voice should be less smooth and even, but that's just how the original one sounds, nothing to do about it) As for _what_ he was saying... Well, that made me wildly uncomfortable for some reason 😅 At the very beginning I was like: yeah, puppets? That kinda suits Error as well! And then.. oh. Oh. Please stop.

Yeee, I'm glad you liked the little glitches and slightly lowered pitch, dude!

I would've tried to make it less smooth and even if possible, but yeah ^^" that's just how the audio was originally, and there's not much that could've been done about it

I grabbed this particular audio because yeah, puppets. That's a given. It's more suitable than some of the other stuff I grabbed for potential Killer, Dust, and/or Asy edits. The guy doing the voice in the original audio has an entire youtube channel with a bunch of voice acting stuff, most of which is twisted or has something to do with the horror genre

Probably should've put a lil warning or something with my edit, but I had no idea what exactly to say I was warning people about? I'll definitely go back and add a warning or something if it becomes necessary, but til then, -shrugs-

Sorry for the bits that made you uncomfy ^^" if I ever go back to work on Error's voice anymore, I'll take out more of whatever you found kinda iffy about it!

#anon #asks #audio editing #I'll add some trigger warnings if I need to #just let me know what I'm adding warnings for

[franklyshipping]

Scare The Bad Shit Away ~ A Jacksepticeye Ego Fanfic

Soooo I've adapted a prompt from an anon AKA PROMPTS ANON so it fits with the SPOOPY SEASON! Lil warning, there are gonna be some angsty feelsies bUT IT WILL END UP FLOOFY AND GOOD I SWEAR! LET'S DO IT!

Chase Brody was laying in bed. No, he was not decorating the house with spooky decorations, no he was not out buying candy for the trick or treating children....and no, he was not teaching his own children how to carve pumpkins safely. He was being denied those rights, completely unnecessarily, because people can be selfish, stupid, and downright ignorant of other people's true feelings. Feelings that can make someone seem like they're uncaring, when in fact they're just so unbelievably drained that they are unable to express....anything. No matter how much effort you put in, sometimes the internal can just crush you. It's unpleasant as you can probably imagine.

Chase didn't have to imagine. This feeling, or lack of, was what he was becoming accustomed to because of tragedy after tragedy that he'd been subjected to. First, seeing his children less, then only seeing them in a supervised format....then not seeing them at all. Then there were the nightmares that embellished these events with more drama and turmoil than Chase could handle. He was afraid to close his eyes. He was afraid to sleep. He couldn't handle seeing them being taken away, them crying, him crying, him being stuck and gasping at his own chest as the pain built up....and he woke up choking on mucus and tears. People forget about a father's love, thanks for that society. So here he was, if he couldn't sleep he might as well find a state that was as least uncomfortable as possible; even if he was staring at the ceiling for hours on end, or going to the window to wish on a star.

If you think people were oblivious to Chase's feelings however, I must say that you are VERY wrong. But the septics were scared. Scared of being unable to help, scared of saying something wrong and making the situation even worse for the friend and dad that they loved and held dear. Now....I imagine that a lot of you may have a light-bulb moment, thinking that there's one person of that vivacious leprechaun bunch that DEFINATELY has no fear. And you'd be right. There's only one who's mad enough to risk everything bad in order to bring Chase out of that chasm of shit.

'BRODY BITCH HOW DO I LOOK?'

It somehow feels like deja vu writing Anti in this role, but lets face it, it's a very accurate representation of the glitch. He entered the room, did a twirl, and smirked brightly. He had his regular clothes on, but additionally donned a black swishy cape and some light-up devil horns on his head. It seemed he was going for a comically creepy Halloween look instead of spine-chillingly creepy, for today at least. Chase let out a sigh at the noise, only registering it as noise at first before realising it was a person. He looked at Anti briefly, and once his brain caught up with everything he mumbled.

'Mm, spooky.'

Chase wasn't smiling, in fact it rather looked like he didn't have the physical capability anymore with how slack his face and jaw had become. Anti tried to make sure he kept enthusiasm projected, because he knew that if Chase even saw an ounce of pity on his face then he'd just shut down and close him off. Chase hated being pitied. Seeing those sickening simpering looks on people's faces with head tilts and clasped hands in heir laps; the very image of someone doing that made him feel ill. So Anti made sure to keep as far away from that image as possible.

'Thanks bud, hey, mind if I perch?'

Anti gestured to Chase's bed, and Chase shrugged gently.

'Go ahead.'

Anti sat on the edge of Chase's bed and looked Chase up and down, and he did purse his lips for a moment, but then he regained his vigour. He gave Chase a grin as he rambled on vividly.

'So, right, listen, like, carving pumpkins is fun as hell right? I mean, heh, I should know...'

Anti waggled his eyebrows with a smirk before continuing.

'Well, turns out that if ya whack a naïve lil zombie in the mix then things just get WAY better! He just....won't stop eating the pumpkin innards! And he actually LIKES it?! We're filming it for later, but it's TOTALLY worth seeing him just stuff his face!'

Chase let out a little sigh through his nose as he looked up at Anti, watching him through his entire speech. He saw his eyes glint  and sparkle as he related his memories to Chase, and it made Chase think of only one thing. His own eyes would never look like that anymore. Any time that Chase went to look back on any old, happy memories, the nasty ones just took precedence. The good was pushed away to make way for the bad.

'Mmm, I'll prob'ly see it on insta later.' 

Chase's voice was soft, and weak, and sad, and it made Anti want to manifest Chase's bad feelings into a physical substance so he could beat them into a destroyed pulp of nothing. Yes, it would be plastered all over the internet later but that wasn't the point. They needed him, and he needed them. Anti tried to implore light-heartedly.

'But with Schneep manning the camera there's no one responsible to make sure Robbie doesn't start snorting the pumpkin seeds next! We need a dad for common sense and expertise-'

Ah.....perhaps not the best wording. At the mention of his fatherly role, Chase felt himself welling up. He tried to hold the tears back, but it's evil how one word can trigger so much nastiness. Chase was sobbing into his hands, which made Anti's corrupted heart break with guilt...but Chase accepted it when Anti hugged him tight to his chest. It wasn't a regular loving hug. It was a gripping hug, a grasping hug, a hug that reflected that this whole thing was a bunch of shit that needed to be suffocated away. Chase needed that hug. He hiccupped and wept into Anti's chest, but Anti's harsh grip on his shirt and shoulders kept him rooted to reality.

'Let it out, it's fine okay to let it all out, purge it the hell out.'

Chase had never cried harder or for longer than in this moment. That is because when we're alone, we have no one to tell us that it's okay to cry. We only have ourselves saying that it's weak, wrong, pathetic, gross, disgusting, look at you choking on air with mucus on your blotchy face you piece of broken nothing. I think we all need an Anti. Without an Anti, everything gets repressed and stuck, but with an Anti everything is thrust into the open, every gory inch in full view. Only then can any form of healing begin. Anti shakily exhaled as he felt Chase shake in his arms.

'A-Anti.....I....I-....s-s-sorry....'

'Don't you dare Brody, don't you even dare....'

Anti whispered before Chase could breathlessly stammer any more. Anti was patient as Chase continued to let out what he needed to let out, and it took quite a while, but that's more than okay. In fact it's GOOD. When Chase did regain his breath, when he did stop crying, when he did look back up at Anti, yes his face was blotchy and wet and his nose was streaming and he was clinging to Anti for dear life....but he felt so much less shitty.

'Look....we miss ya, a lot. And if ya come with me I promise that I'll throw pumpkin innards at ya instead of pity.'

Chase blinked a few times amidst his sniffles, he couldn't help but smile a bit. That unorthodox stuff always got him.

'Y-You n-needn't go to the trouble....'

Anti raised an eyebrow, he could sense that this was good, really good. He gave Chase a grin as he softly poked his chest.

'Oh I'm not, I WANT to throw pumpkin at'cha and make a mess of yer t-shirt, c'mon lemme be a dick here!'

Chase softly pushed at Anti's hand, and smiled just a fraction more. He looked up at Anti, and Anti's heart leapt when Chase subtly narrowed his eyes at him. There was that first glimmer, that glimmer of attitude that everyone adored.

'No way, this is m'favourite t-shirt....'

Anti narrowed his eyes now, and Chase knew that feral gaze very well, It was the sign that Anti was going to pounce. Yes, Chase was rather vulnerable and DEFINATELY feeling worse for wear....but seeing that look gave him chills down his spine that he had really, really missed.

'All the more reason to stain it to hell!'

Chase started to squirm to try and get away from Anti, but the glitch was a tenacious little shit as he started reaching under the duvet, trying to burrow under so he could grasp at Chase's t-shirt. It was a weak little half-wrestle, gentle playfulness, the kind that made Chase splutter and stutter as he felt Anti's fingers graze his ribcage.

'N-No b-bad Anti badbadbad! Anti noho!'

Anti let out a soft giggle, but then paused when he heard that soft, similar sound come from Chase. His fingertips were resting at Chase's ribs as Anti peeked out from under the duvet to look at him, he had to make sure that this was the indeed the right thing. Anti saw Chase's eyes, sparking with nervousness, lips trembling in anticipation....and limbs frozen, with no movement of resistance. This was definitely the right thing.

'Ohhh I think you mean Anti YES!'

Anti dove back under the covers like an otter slipping into water and clawed and rubbed at Chase's ribcage, which brought forth a magnificent cackle before laughter consumed Chase. Yeah, that's right, he was laughing. But that wasn't just it....Chase was LETTING this happen. Chase decided there was no point waiting around for laughter, he was going to let it come by playful force, Anti's playful force.

'NOHO AHAHAHA NONONO NAHAHAT THIHIS!'

Anti smirked like the devil as he found every gap in between Chase's ribs and rubbed the hell out of them, thus making Chase thrash wildly as Anti teased.

'Ohoho yeees this! I'd almost forgotten how ticklish you are, and we can't have that can we?'

Luckily Chase wasn't expected to answer that question, especially since his mind was too overcome with the tickle torture to be able to process much other than the fact that Anti was being teasy and evil and there was nothing Chase to do to derive mercy from him.

'PLEHEHEHEASE AHAHAHA IHIHI CAHAHAN'T!!'

Chase was already desperate and weak, which was just what Anti wanted. Start off with an energy-draining attack, then dim down to techniques that just slowly chip away at your victim's resolve until they're too flustered and blubbery to resist....and Chase's lack of proper resistance now was what assured Anti that this was something right and appropriate to do. Anti growled evilly.

'It's not like you can stop me, I could keep you here for hour after hour....'

Chase's eyes widened and he shook his head fearfully, whimpering and wailing when Anti's drilling fingers reached his topmost ribs.

'NOHOHOHOHO NONONONO!!!'

Anti fought an affectionate laugh at Chase's reply as he furrowed his brows in a mock expression of contemplation, whilst also slowing down his touch so Chase could breath. Chase nervously looked up at Anti as the glitch carefully mused.

'No? Hmmm, if only there was an alternate activity you could join....'

Chase's breath hitched in his throat when Anti's fingertips drifted up to his armpits, fluttering oh so softly as Anti smiled mischievously down at him. Chase tried to purse his lips in an attempt to tough it out, but by this point even the slightest swipe at his nerves would break him instantly.

'Ahahantihihiiii duhude c'mohohooon!'

Chase whined amidst jittery giggles, giving Anti a truly imploring expression, but Anti's resolve was as hard as granite. Anti leant down and nuzzled Chase's ear which a cheeky smile, his tone ever playful.

'You know you wanna play with us Chaseeeyyy.'

Despite his crimson cheeks and bouncing giggles, Chase did exhibit a little grimace. Of course he wanted to play with them and have fun, they were his family too after all....but he couldn't get it out of his head that he'd ruin it all. Destroy the mood, implicitly make things about him and his situation leading to an awkward silence as soon as he stepped in the room. Yeah. Anxiety is a piece of shit.

'Buhuhut Ihi kn-knohow Ihi'll b-be a buhurden!'

Anti halted.

'....take that back.'

Oh dear. Chase felt an ice cold chill down his spine. Anti was so sudden in his stopping, and now so still in form, no glitching or even a single flinch. Chase gulped when Anti looked at him....and Chase could feel emotions stirring in his chest when he saw the utter sincerity on Anti's face. All he could hear was their breathing, until Chase managed to find a glimmer of his voice again.

'But it's true, I'll destroy the good mood and-'

'I said....take it back.....or else.'

Anti cut him off in that same sudden manner. Chase was taken aback because of how Anti managed to look seriously emotional and yet be encased by mischief, Anti wasn't going to let this slide and he was doing it for profound reasons. Chase bowed his head and shook it....he couldn't take back a genuine opinion he had, not without good reason. Now, you may think that good reason was something that the ever radical Antisepticeye was not acquainted with, allow me to disabuse you of that delusion. Anti lived for reason. He was a man of purpose. He was a man with a list of reasons to counteract Chase's opinion, and he was going to get through that list even with Chase's hysterical laughter in the mix.

'Fine....you want reasons why you're wrong? Allow me.'

Anti shifted off his torso to sit on his thighs, where he swiftly placed his hands on Chase's hips and used his thumbs to rub circles deep into the bowels of his hips. Chase was squealing immediately.

'Reason one. You're so fucking kind that it's a sickeningly beautiful inspiration to everybody.'

Chase was giggling and yelping hysterically as he bucked and wriggled, hoping in vain to dislodge or dissuade his attacker. But he knew this was Anti's way of drilling his message in without causing more upset for Chase, so he couldn't stop it; Anti would make sure that there wouldn't be any tears of sadness....though, potentially a few streams of mirthful madness.

'AhahahANTIHI FUHUCK PLEASEPLEASE!'

Anti let himself smile affectionately as he watched Chase giggle so wildly and blush with such deeply rooted embarrassment. Compliments always got to Chase. Anti however, didn't see these words of his as compliments; after all, how can something be a compliment if it's undeniably true?

'Reason two: There are people who care about ya and would do anythin' for ya....'

Chase looked up at Anti through his fingers when he heard him trail off, still laughing his head off, but smiling bashfully at Anti's whisper.

'...me included.'

Chase almost felt like he could cry from joy....and he did, but Anti's words were not the cause. I think however, that Anti's digging into and scribbling at his inner thighs might have had something to do with Chase's new weeping and giddy shrieking.

'AHAHAHAHAAAHHH YOHOHOU CAHAHAN STAHAHAP NOHOHOW!!!'

Anti giggled as Chase tugged at his legs and tried whacking him, all of it useless since Anti quite literally had the upper hand. He smirked happily down at Chase, beyond satisfied that his tears weren't derived from unpleasantness for once. As he continued tickling he purred.

'But I haven't even got to the last reason yet, and it's a loooong one.'

Chase let out a wail as he used his forearms to cover his face, because of two reasons; one, to hide how flustered and bashful he was at the fact that Anti had lengthy reasoning for him, and two, to try and somehow block off the ticking sensations. As you can imagine, covering your face doesn't actually do anything to help. It doesn't stop us all from trying though.

'PLEHEHEASE NOHO MOHOHORE!! IHIHI'M GOHONNA DIHIHIIIIE!!!'

Anti let out a laugh, then replied indignantly.

'Not before I have my inspiring speech ya won't!'

Chase let out a gasp when he felt Anti finally relent on his thighs, but he was just a giggly mess. I don't think they even counted as residual giggles, it was just a legitimate embarrassed giggle fit that Chase was caught in as he tried to get his breath back. Anti watched him for a few moments, then folded his arms with a teasing, raised eyebrow.

'Are ya finished down there?'

Chase's eyes widened as he hurriedly covered his mouth, reigning in his giggles as he stuttered.

'S-Sohohorry sorrysorrehehee....'

Anti let out an exaggerated sigh and shook his head, which made Chase snort, before he managed to actually contain himself. Now Chase's heart was pounding....what was Anti going to say next? Chase was in two minds, he wanted to hear what Anti had to say, but his mind was convincing him that that made him terrible and vain....but no. No. Wanting to hear nice things about yourself is NOT vain, or selfish, or egotistical. Wanting kindness does not make you a bad person, wanting to be cared for does not make you a bad person, needing reassurance does not make you a bad person. Chase looked up at Anti with bated breath, and the glitch cleared his throat....he had to get this right.

'Well uh....reason three. If you're such a burden....there how are you the only one whose singing can soothe Robbie? How are you the best at signing for Jamie? How can you predict exactly what strength of coffee the doc needs every individual morning to rid him of headaches? How can you remind Angus to take hot food out on hunting trips? How can you persuade Shawn to take breaks from his work with the right soft spoken words? How can you motivate Marvin when a spell doesn't work? How can you support Jackie when a mission goes wrong? And I'm sorry but how the FUCK are you a burden when you're able to make me actually wanna hang out with you because you're fun and safe to be around?'

Chase was welling up and used his hands to cover his mouth as Anti hugged him close hurriedly, desperately; it was what they both needed right there and then. Anti hadn't even finished speaking before he'd enveloped his friend. It's strange isn't it? When one person deems you unimportant it can make you convince yourself that that's how everybody else feels too. Well, to use the technical term, that's bullshit. I'm pleased to say that Chase was starting to see that now, and any start is a good start. They kept hugging, Anti wanting to give Chase as much time to recover and process what he'd said.....it was a lot. Anti had intended to keep his composure, but he couldn't stop himself from getting passionate; it's what happens when you really mean something. Chase was undeniably shaken, because Chase had never thought that any of those things he did were significant, he just thought they were decent and normal; it just goes to show how oblivious good people are in terms of how important they are to us. Chase wept, but didn't sob and wheeze, he just sniffled and smiled....really smiled. After a few moments of that meaningful healing, Anti's familiar, and frankly wonderful and strangely homely, chuckle reached Chase's ears.

'Ready to have pumpkin chucked at yer butt?'

Chase smiled into Anti's chest, and cheekily retorted in a little mumble....but his words had their own deep, implicit volume.

'Only if you are.'

Anti smirked as they retreated from the hug, and grinned ferally at Chase. There was that fire that he so loved. Yes it was a mere spark now, but Anti was going to work damn hard to coax it and fuel it until it was powerful enough to level a city.

'We'll see.'

Chase got out of bed then....and I'd just like to say that that in itself can be a huge achievement. I should make it clear that even if you're in such a slumped mind-set, the smallest thing is a victory. Getting out of bed, having a shower, managing small snacks at regular intervals, reading news; you don't have to have a grand social awakening in order to have a win. This is just how it has transpired on this one occasion. I'm happy to say that not one but TWO enthusiastic men left that room, both ready to take terror and pumpkins and kick this season's spoopy butt.

DONE WOOOO HOPE YOUS LIKE THIS AAAAAA LET ME KNOW IF YOU GUYS DO LIKE IT OKEY WOOP LUV YOUS XX

#jacksepticeye #jacksepticeye egos #antisepticeye #anti #chase brody #chase #platonic #sfw #angst #fluff #eventual fluff #spoopy #halloween #ego fic #ego fanfic #tickle fic #tickle fanfic #tickle #tickles #tickling #ticklish #luv ma bois

[bluedelinquent-blog]

         i. right, where do i even start with ep 2? hold on, lemme roll myself an after work joint.... 

         right, where were we? episode 2 !! i’ve literally been holding all this in for days bc i didn’t want to spoil anyone but omg hrgdfhgkjdfhgkjh !! it was so, so good. there’s so much i want to say about it, so i’ll go through it step by step, whatever stuck out to me. you don’t have to even read this, it’s all just crazy, fangirl ramblings. i just love chloe so much ok??? 

         so imma just say THAT BEGINNING. i knew chloe was going to end up being suspended/expelled at some point which i knew was gonna be a bummer, but the way she went out !! that’s my lil firecracker. <3 i decided to go with owning up & taking all the blame bc i feel like she hella would’ve done that for rachel. you think she’s gonna stand there & let them kick her girlfriend out of the play like that?? hell no. also lowkey loved the bit where justin robbed her hidden stash. i’d murder a bitch.           ALSO MY FAVOURITE BIT OF THE WHOLE EP WAS WHEN CHLOE TRASHED THE TOILETS WITH GRAFFITI TO DAUGHTER ‘NO CARE’ THAT WAS THE FUCKING BEST THING EVER !! LITERALLY HAD TEARS IN MY EYES BC IT WAS SO FUCKING CHLOE          then the car park bit with eliot. kjhfdgkdfg. it’s so cute, the little crush he has on her. the little book of poems he dedicated to her, secretly. chloe’s not used to people crushing on her, it’s usually the other way around. but yeee, i’m loving how they’re kinda continuing on the legacy of max/warren but with chloe/eliot.          OKAY AND THE DISAPPOINTMENT CHLOE MUST’VE FELT WHEN HER MOTHER ‘CHOSE’ DAVID OVER HER PRETTY MUCH. ;_;  SHE LITERALLY FEELS LIKE EVERYONE IS GETTING UP & FUCKING OFF. EVERY SINGLE DAY SHE WAITS FOR THE NEXT PERSON TO GET UP & LEAVE.           okay & then we have the junkyard scene which always gives me hella feels bc i think of all the people that have died there or have parts of their death there ( the wrecked car, rachel’s body, chloe was shot there...twice). anyway, i love any scene where chloe’s chilling out & smoking, so where she’s hanging upside down, i like... squealed. also the bit on top of the ship, with the daughter song. <3           CHLOE’S MOTHER FUCKING CAR & THE DREAM SEQUENCE. i legit cried when i saw william & how fucked up he was, that whole scene was my aesthetic goals in life tbh. gave me severe donnie darko vibes, idk. it just kinda shows that chloe’s series is gonna be hella dark, which i kinda assumed anyway. WHICH IS WHAT I KINDA WANT BUT THEN I’M SO PROTECTIVE OF CHLOE. ;_;           ALSO CAN I JUST SAY ALL THESE REFERENCES TO FIRE ARE LITERALLY GIVING ME LIFE. <333333 IDK WHY BUT I REALLY DO RELATE FIRE TO CHLOE (AND OBVS RACHEL), BUT I FEEL LIKE IT FULLY PORTRAYS HER RAGE & HATRED AT THE WORLD. LIKE SHE ENJOYS IT.            THEN WE HAVE THE RACHEL/CHLOE CAR SCENE. ;_; ;_; JUST KINDA PROVES THEY’RE GF’S. i also like how they can literally talk to each other about anything, no filter. their little therapy sesh. <3 the fact rachel let chloe put her legs up on her & held onto them. <3 the little bag of clothes she brought her. <3 rachel resting her head on chloe’s shoulder. <3 chloe’s so shook, she never expected this to happen to her. it still feels so surreal for her.           MY SECOND FAVE PART OF THAT EP WAS THE RV SCENE WITH CHLOE & FRANK. :’) literally, related so much man. her trying to sneak the bag of weed he kept on the side & him calling her out, i was literally laugh crying. the funniest bit by far. y’know, i reckon their relationship is one of my faves? they’re both dropouts, both feel super worthless, they compliment each other really, really well. you can tell frank cares too tbh.           it’s also official that samuel is the deepest character in this game tbh. :’) that mother fucker had chloe stunned, she never shuts her mouth when kinda being insulted?? also steph having a crush on rachel, i was like nahhhh, back off my girl. fite me. you gotta understand rachel/chloe be my otp. also that fucking scene with skip outside the boys dorms, period talk literally works every fucking time. trust me. xD that scene with mikey & drew shook me up too. i hate the sound of someone being beaten the shit out of. you can tell that sucked for chloe too, cause she couldn’t do anything to help. :(          WHEN THE SCENE BACKSTAGE OF THE PLAY BEGAN I HAD SHIVERS BC THE MUSIC, THE ATMOSPHERE. WELL DONE LIFE IS STRANGE YOU’VE DONE IT AGAIN. GZ. the bit that got me the most was chloe sticking up for nathan, yet again. his dad’s a fucking asshole. but yeee, it makes me sad thinking about chloe standing up for the person that killed her all the time. like they have no idea what’s to come?? it makes me so so sad.... knowing chloe’s going to lose rachel soon.          CHLOE IN THE FUCKING BLUE BIRD OUTFIT I ALMOST DIED. HER FUCKING PISSED OFF FACE. also, the fact rachel can literally make her do anything. i love that about my otp, anything is possible. <3 THE SCENE ON THE STAGE AS WELL WAS SO BEAUTIFUL. ALL OF IT. RACHEL AMBER LITERALLY GOT ON ONE KNEE & SPOKE TO CHLOE LIKE SHE WAS THE ONLY ONE IN THE ROOM. IT GAVE ME SHIVERS. i also fucking hated the bit where everyone laughed at nathan, that’s bullshit. those assholes are what pushed nathan towards snapping & killing chloe. -.-         OKAY AND THE KISS. IT WAS EVERYTHING I WANTED IT TO BE. ;_; ;_; THEY’RE SO GOOD TOGETHER HONESTLY, THE CREATORS HAVE DONE SO WELL BC YOU CAN LITERALLY SEE HOW MUCH THEY LOVE EACH OTHER. I JUST LOVE THE WAY CHLOE HELD HER CLOSE & KEPT GOING BACK FOR MORE KISSES LIKE LOVE ME. THE LITTLE SMILE RACHEL HAD ON HER FACE AFTER. GUYS HOLD ME. MY OTP KISSED. FINALLY. <33333

        then there’s the amber household scene, which i loved bc chloe turned up to a ‘bad example, scumbag boyfriend meeting the parents’ type of situation. i literally related to chloe so much in this scene tho bc she comes from quite a poor household, not used to much glam & she’s being shown this completely different life, THEY HAVE PLATES. NICE PLATES. AND DIFFERENT TYPES OF GLASSES. they actually sit at the table like a normal family, like chloe used to.... but yeeee, THE CONCLUDING SCENE.          RACHEL’S FATHER IS A MASSIVE ASSHOLE. -.-  BUT I’M LOWKEY HAPPY BC HE CALLED CHLOE A DELINQUENT & I SCREAMED BC OF MY URL. c;  rachel losing her shit at her dad was cool tho, i’m happy someone called him out. alsoooo, what is it with rachel & her like extreme rage? it’s a lot scarier than when chloe gets angry?? that table smashing gave me chills tho. I’M ALSO DISAPPOINTED I DIDN’T FUCKING FIGURE OUT THAT THAT WOMAN WAS RACHEL’S REAL MOM. I’M SO DUMB.... 

        I ALSO GOTTA PRAISE THE FACT THEY USED SOOOO MUCH DAUGHTER IN THAT EPISODE. FFS MY FAVE BAND. IT’S ALL SO SO PERFECT TBH. although, i kinda feel like they’re missing out so much?? there’s only one episode left & we still don’t know a lot of shit. like when does jefferson arrive? when does rachel actually go missing? when does chloe dye her hair & get a tattoo?? who the fuck is this dealer guy?? what’s he got to do with anything? etc etc etc etc.         thanks for letting me bore you guys with my thoughts on the ep, if you even read up to this bit. :’) this is probs the longest thing i’ve ever written for any fandom. i just love this game so much...

#i. out of character. { lauren } #lis spoilers #{ sooooo this got way long... } #{ just had a lot of pointless thoughts. :') } #{ fuck. } #{ no one cares lauren xD }